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#girl you cant go from insecure wreck to savior complex#gtfo#vi please#stop harassing people and go to sleep#'ok now type kys' typa threads with my home girl#ok but her saying its selfish not to stay and die???#girl huh#i think shes a little-#odd#pent up#i feel like this isnt about anyone else#arcane rp blog#vi needs therapy#eating cupcakes since nov 2024
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some terusai hate is so funny to me because people will go "saiki isnt ready to be in a relationship!! he isnt ready!!!" but then they actually just ship him with someone else 😭? so like in actuality you just dont like the ship and you couldnt just say that?
#like yea obviously right at this second in the series he isnt ready for a relationship 😭#that applies to HIM. therefore it applies to any potential relationship he could be in#if he got into a relationship with anyone right this freaking second it would probably be pretty unhealthy#i think this mostly applies to people who ship him with one of the psychickers because of what i talked about recently#because they think the way he is with them is like his true self#its not. sorry. but its not and this applies just as much with them as anyone else.#the kid has not once truly opened up to any one of them 😭 he doesnt let any of them see his true feelings#hes like. a little more openly sassy and thats the full extent of it.#thats like maybe 3% more emotions he shows with then than with the others lmfao 😭#the poor kid is so emotionally closed off in general#but hes getting better!! and it WILL get better!! promise!!!#with ALL his friends!!!#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiteru#terusai#meows post
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devotionduo so codependent that when they try to be less so they end up hurting each other what if i kms
#mine.txt#zam hated being relied on so Heavily in s5 so now mapicc values team interindependence to a level that i dont think?? hes had before#which means hes taken more liberty in grinding for himself and his teammates a lot more than he used to#and because zam places a lot of value in himself in being the team grinder he feels useless and unneded#and since zams a huge grinder it means mapiccs main method of helping him is through violence but since hes a pacifist this season#and while technically zam is fine with other ppl killing and most importantly killing For him; he doesnt really have any beef that requires#killing as a form of revenge which means mapicc cant do the main thing that zam (and anyone else really) uses him for#and they both want to do and be more for the other but theyre stuck at a standstill cause theyre in uncharted territory#cause theyre friendly but not teamed (or even pseudo-teamed like in early s5)#i will say tho mapes more active in trying to find ways to hang out with zam#but if there isnt a clear opportunity to do so hes so Weird about it lmao like he basically just kinda. hovers over him lmao#whether in chat or otherwise#but when an opportunity Does present itself tho he seizes on it basically immediately#like the stalking is easy pickings but theres also gaias hand and literally anytime zam asks him to kill someone for him#ok but seriously tho the fact that mapicc basically declared them as teammates (even if its not official)#after he finished with the stalking was so sdfsdklaghsaljh#like bruh why does zam even have doubts about mapicc prioritizing him above everyone else he doesnt even do all that for his actual team 😭#devotions
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Pretty sure my parents think I'm a heartless freak but like idk what I'm really supposed to do about that-
#like do they WANT me to cry#about death and stuff#idk#maybe not cause theyve seen me cry over way lesser stuff#but i feel like they see me as a lil heartless freak everytime somethinf actually big happens and then#my reaction is just like 'ok :/'#urgh#anyone else just not....feel it?#anyway all this to say my grandpa died#:/#i dont really?#like idk shit happens man#also this is not a vent#i just feel guilty because im not like...sad?#i feel worse about the heartless freak thing#it makes me feel like im a bad person#i think that regardless#but thats like a whole other issue#anyway#ramble over#/gen i am fine and this isnt meant to be a vent
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I'm drawing rn but I just wanna say. I feel we jayvik nation haven't truly tapped into the potential of their tickle antics being DIRECTLY correlated with them falling in love
#im calling a conference hey team we're doing fantastic i have some ideas. what if we made it way gayer#tickles? awesome. kisses? great? tickles and kisses??? exaaaaactly#maybe im just a fucking tickle freak but if I was crushing on my lab partner HARD...#and he starts playing with me with such an unmatched fondness and adoration#love in his eyes. blush on his cheeks#i would kiss the everloving fuck outta him#note: this isnt me saying tickles cant be platonic ooooobviously however these two are making out in the lab#worm rambles#actually small elaboration#tickles would directly influence them falling in love for two BIG reasons:#1. Jayce is alllll about touch. touch has been shown as his big love language throughout the show. he knows Viktor isnt big on touch...#but V allows Jayce to touch him more than anyone else. he trusts Jayce to connect with him in that way. this means so so so much to Jayce.#ie being able to tickle Viktor and be tickled BY Viktor is a huge huge symbol of love and trust for Jayce.#aside from his blatant tickle interest. Jayce is so SMITTEN by Viktor letting him play with him and be that intimate bc Jayce is puppy dog#and full of sm love#2. Viktor has NOT had good experience with touch and vulnerability. having someone like Jayce who not only takes it slow...#but also allows V to re-experience those things and warm up to it#means so...so much to Viktor#Jayce doesnt make him feel small or weak or broken when he plays with him like a child#he makes him feel...loved. beautiful#only Jayce can do this
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Going back to work after this but
#i mean ill be doing laios and marcille genfic content regardless and you cant stop me but#this isnt something that necessarily has to happen in little creature so im just testing the waters#my sick little brain. and its love for putting these two in all the trappings of a het relationship#while its still completely platonic#i just. she is so pathetic and little and clingy when shes horribly beartbroken#and he is her big stupidest puppy in the world#she would preemptively like. yell at him and hit him with books and pillows and swear that if he makes it weird she'll kill him#while he literally hasnt said a word about it#and then she'd curl up like a shrimp so compact he could hold all of her in just his arms#and it would literally cause so much drama if anyone else saw but he doesnt care bc she needs it#and bc he and falin are the only ones she feels THAT safe with#he is all she has when she needs to cry *about* falin#polls#a little creature#sorry. i just.#she is the closest thing to a girlfriend he has and he is the closest thing to a boyfriend she has and its all platonic and i#[feral noises]#“boyfriend” but its your platonically life bonded himbo with the same cup size as you who could lift you with one arm#or EASILY cover your entire body with his just by crouching over you a little#and also he will be the happiest man alive at your wedding to his sister
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Palworld critiques are looking more and more like Tumblr call-out posts they're all like
Long, drawn out, effective non-issue with several sources/instances
Another non-issue
This one is actually of substance and should be the main point, but it's buried by minor issues of little consequence
Another non-issue
#'plagiarizing' nintendo isnt a problem and I'd be hard pressed to say that 'craftopia copied botw'#i care a little more of the claims that their next game is a hk ripoff but that screenshot is hardly evidence?#team cherry doesnt own metroidvanias#again. ai art isnt a problem (this time there were tweets showing the devs support it outside of their gimmick game. still a nonissue)#and finally. an actual issue that gets like 2 sentences of notice:#like the fakemons you can apparently catch and enslave humans in palworld. this feels like a huge redflag? and i havent seen anyone else#say anything about it? like that should be THE critique of palworld but its given 2 sentences in a several paragraph post#edit: it was a full paragraph (with sources). not 2 sentences. but my point stands that that is so far the only thing worth critiquing
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saying "if aroace people can date, then can lesbians date men?" is absolutely aphobic narrative btw!
#sorry just have to say this lol#so tired of people generalizing all aroace people as romance averse#its absolutely erasure of the rest of the spectrum#the top tweet isnt so bad depending on who theyre talking about#if a character ACTUALLY is canonically romance/sex aversed then yea its weird to erase that#but if they're canonically AROACE and you go 'erm that character cannot date or have sex🤓☝️' ur being aphobic as fuck#the 'shown no attraction to anyone' part kind of throws me off there#i hate when people say 'well this character didnt have feelings for anyone in the one year time span of the show so theyre romance aversed-#and nobody can ship them or else i'll harass u and subtweet u!1!!'#like. a characters life may not involve sex or romance at all fucking times. that does not make them aroace.#ur headcanon- even if you think its based on a logical conclusion- is not reality#sometimes yall just be making shit tf up#complaining about 'fanon' as if ur not the one pretending ur hc is real and treating everyone else like theyre the bad ones#but if that tweet is just saying that IN ADDITION to theyre canon identity then yea. thats valid.#their* </3#obviously the reply is fucking disgusting#i couldnt reply directly cuz my twitter is priv#people will say this kind of shit to ME- AN AROACE PERSON#u preach about aro/ace erasure but when an actual aroace walks in you tell them their way of being aroace is wrong#not everyone is the fucking same.#non-partnering aroaces deserve more rep but telling partnering aroaces that their way of being aroace is wrong is genuinely horrific#like actually fuck u#aromantic#asexual#aroace#arospec#meowing (yapping)
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my tlt hot take is that wake is the protagonist
#like. on a cosmic level or w/e#as soon as shes introduced in htn i was like OH this is the hero of this story#obvi gideon and harrow are like the main characters who the books are about but like#crucially they are also henchmen of the evil empire on some level right#^from the drafts bc we dont talk abt wake enough >:D#i actually think this isnt that much of a hot take (at least not anymore) but insofar as i have any expectations abt atn#its that the primary mover and shaker of the resolution of like the cosmic plot is going to be wake moreso than anyone else#not a formal prediction or anything its just how i feel
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saying this as a recovering alcoholic (sober for like a year and a half now 🤪) i think it's important that if ur dealing with an alcoholic u need to consider that alcohol *is* their solution to whatever they're going thru. !!!!!!!! not necessarily a good solution !!!!!!!! but a solution nonetheless.
heres an example as to What I Mean By This: after my brother died i had debilitating health anxiety that made it so i couldnt fall asleep at night without having panic attacks that i would die in my sleep from some sort of undiagnosed neurological condition and my body would be found days later. nothing worked. trazodone and melatonin and propranalol didnt work. i couldnt go on benzos cus i (surprise) had been addicted to them in the past. unfortunately the only thing that consistently got me to sleep was Getting Drunk. THIS WAS NOT A GOOD SOLUTION‼️ But it was the only solution i had. i can get to sleep now without panic or alcohol but for a while there it was a crutch for me and i think a lot of people lack the understanding that substance abuse often plays that role for people (chronic pain sufferers are a great example of this). Im not saying this justifies me being an alcoholic before the age of 21 because it doesn't ❤️ but i do wish ppl understood that sometimes a person depends on their addiction to function rather than functioning in spite of it (does that make any sense. does any of this make sense. whatever)
#also if anyone else has terrible health anxiety pls talk to me about it i feel very alone in it but it was ruining my life for a while.#like i swear to god i have advice that isnt Get Drunk About It ive had to adapt. lmao
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theres just something about being inherently unworthy of love
#the cycle of i need to make friends. i need attention. why would someone bother with me? i dont have anything to give. are we friends? why#arent you paying attention to me? tell me that you love me. but it could never be sincere towards someone like me. i cant be loved.#love isnt real. i am love. i am the only one who loves. it hurts. why cant i be loved? is anyone else real? is this a dream? am i dead? is#this hell? whats real is fake and whats fake is real. its wonderland. rabbits talk cookies make you big or small everyone is so confusing.#do others love me or hate me or feel indifferent? it seems to switch as random. one day you'll adore me the next its as if we never met. and#i have to keep making friends. i cant keep making friends. if i dont i'll end up with no friends. i dont know how to make more friends.#clinging to bubbles floating up scrambling to catch another as it pops so you dont fall. everyone blends together whats what whos who?#in the span of a few years i feel like an immortal tortured with the despair of outliving all their relationships#except everyone is perfectly alive just out of reach. but i cant just talk to people. thats bad. no one wants me. i cant do that to someone.#every bubble pops at some point. i cant find anything sturdier. fleeting bursts of attention are ok for now#but i cant even get that. so what do i do? i want to sacrifice myself to make people like me but i have nothing left to give.#whats the point of me? if i cant love and be loved if i cant find more than a few people who will stay for more than a second. what do i#have to do? please tell me what you want. i'm sure i can do it somehow. can i do it somehow? i cant. i cant. i cant anymore. im sorry. just#forget about me. you dont need me. youll be happier when you dont even know who i am anymore. i can disappear without a trace for you. thats#all i can do. take the weight off our shoulders. im just using you if you think about it anyways. to feed my own selfish desire for love i#never deserved. keep myself afloat while i drag you down. isnt it time for me to sink? in a shark attack punch it in the gills. youll be ok.#more than ok. free. i didnt want to bite your leg but i just needed something anything. i dont know any better and i never will. thats why i#belong in the depths where i cant hurt anyone. i cant do anything but hurt. what more am i good for? what more have i done? what have i done#for you? think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it.#its nothing.
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Yknow, pvp civ is actually pretty damn good when evbo isn't making meta/fourth wall breaking jokes every minute and pissing me off
#uzuyaps#Another thing was ofc evbo being annoying and weird abt wanting tabi to be his girlfriend but that bit is thankfully over!#Tbh I actually laughed out loud at the joke abt evbo talking abt his relationship woes in the recording he accidentally sent to parrot#And not wanting him to see. For some reason the way he said it was so funny to me 😭#And I'm giving evbo the benefit of the doubt and saying he's probably going for a similar thing w/ all the meta stuff#That joke abt him not doing actual internal monologue/narration and him just talking out loud.. that joke abt his videos being personal#and him not wanting anyone else to see UNLESS theyre a hypothetical audience of thousands!! 🤑🤑#And stuff like that makes me feel like hes Setting Up Something#But idk#The thing is evbo is really good at setting up a story and getting you engaged when he wants to. But it's kinda ruined by the need to#Constantly make references about that stupid guard room and how lazy he is for not having designed it yet 😝 like SHUT UP I DONT CARE!!!#ABOUT THE STUPID ROOM!!!!!!!!! IM TRYING TO GET INVESTED IN YOUR WORLD!!!!#BUT BECAUSE YOU FEEL THE CONSTANT NEED TO POINT OUT THE WAYS IT ISNT REAL I CANT!!!^@/@/+:2>+<!%^!;!
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Live streams are so weird. Like what do you mean I'm watching someone do that literally right now. This person is playing a game right now and talking. And these ones are racing at literal breakneck speed and these ones are just some states away from me occasionally if not in my state and these other ones are doing 24 hour endurance races and these people are talking about the weather like what. What do you mean I am getting an uncut view of this thing. This thing is happening actively at this moment simultaneously as to whatever I am doing right now.
#It's like that thing when you get an awareness for other people and like their conciousness and whole life and thoughts and things.#like I am so used to what is simply happening around me and around my house of course. And like out of sight out of mind.#It's so interesting to me to think like. some people are sleeping right now. some are just having dinner. some are.#some are ALSO watching the same live thing that I am doing right now. woa. Like I mean I KNOW that but like.#to properly sit and think about it and things. woa.#me when I do blogging on my blog.#this isnt even selfship related this is literally just me purely running my mouth.#should I make a tag for when I just talk about random non-selfship related things. Ive seen some people do that before.#And as you might tell from my blogs I like having little. organization/sorting if you can call it that.#I used to volunteer to untie the tangled earbuds and sort all the beads when I was younger cause it was just so good to me.#I think about doing that now sometimes still. Just mixing a bunch of things so I can sort them.#Like with M&Ms or skittles I have to eat the ones with the most colors first until there is one of every color left.#And if there is just like four colors left then I'll eat them all at once. but if there's a fair amount or they're like.#peanut m&ms and jt probably wouldnt be a good idea to cram those all in my mouth at once.#Then I just eat them one at a time.#I dont know if a tag for these things would even be of any use to anyone else other than me but I mean yknow.#all the more reason to just... why not.#todat has been a very chill relaxing day. So I'm just hanging out and feeling a little extra loose so im a bit extra talky right now.
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really hate that the most pervasive fan-interpretation of isaac is (or at least used to be) "soft, sad, innocent puppy in love with scott". like in love with scott maybe sure. sad sure. but he's not SOFT or INNOCENT, he's a BITCH and he's MEAN and his automatic reaction to anyone he doesn't like is to try to fistfight and/or murder them. he has his soft moments but they are far overwhelmed by what a petty bitch he is. and to me thats like the peak of his character and why i love him as much as i do but so much of the fandom apparently saw him and threw all that out the window.
#like yall really just took all the flavor away from my boy#(this post isnt adressing anyone that follows me or even really anyone i've seen in the current teen wolf tumblr community)#(this is more about the subset of fans that i think are probably the same subset of fans that ship sterek and made all those edited#-screencaps whenever i look for teen wolf stuff on pinterest)#magpie thoughts#magpie's teen wolf experience#i now have a visceral reaction anytime i see isaac described as a puppy.#on top of everything else it also just feels kinda like infantilizing an abuse victim#like ''oh poor little pathetic baby never did a thing wrong in his life must protect from all harm''#like. NO#he did LOTS OF THINGS wrong. he was hungry for power and control after having basically none his whole life and it made him reckless and#-cruel (at least at first). he tried to kill people and relished in it. and even after he pledged eternal devotion to scott or whatever and#-switched sides he was still bitchy as all hell. and i LOVE HIM FOR IT#taking away all of that and reducing him to just some poor baby whose done no wrong and must be coddled feels like just. erasing his agency#idk man#magpie rants#i feel like i had a tag specifically for me being salty at some point but i dont rmr it
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Something that I feel a lot of fans forget when they get angry at Phoebe for refusing to help Cole in the Wasteland is that he's not just asking her to save him. Despite saying that the Source is gone, he very intentionally still asks her to be evil. That's not me being dramatic or anything either because that's very explicitly canon. Phoebe, even as a Charmed One, doesn't have the power to resurrect Cole. As a good witch, she just physically (magically?) can't; it's not something within her abilities. (Obviously, otherwise, she and Piper would've resurrected Prue.)
The only method that Cole gives her to save him is the Grimoire. Y'know, the book that requires you to be evil to even touch it, much less use it. That's not something that you can trick; she would have to become evil again to even use it. He knows that, even acknowledges it to Phoebe in the Wasteland. She literally tells him that she won't use dark magic again, acknowledging it as evil. Cole isn't like oh, forgot about that! No, he asks her if she wouldn't use it "even for us." He knows what that would entail and what that would require Phoebe to do.
That isn't even getting into what the spell itself would require. This part, admittedly, is speculation but with the Grimoire being the Grimoire and resurrection like that being so rare and difficult, I have a hard time believing that the spell or ritual wouldn't have involved killing innocents. (Personal headcanon is that the spell calls for at least one heart personally. We see with Tuatha in That Old Black Magic that she uses a human heart to disempower witches. Something much worse would logically be required for a resurrection spell.) Just asking Phoebe even retrieve the Grimoire, much less use it, is bad.
As for later, she is still planning on giving up her powers, so it's not as if she'll be able to discover some other method to save him. She won't be Charmed anymore. And while, yes, the Angel of Destiny gives them some time to make this decision, there's still a time limit on how long they can take this option. Maybe with more time, Phoebe would have been able to figure out a way to save him without the Grimoire. However, it'd have required her to stay chained to a destiny that she no longer wanted and give up the future that she, and Piper, wanted: one free of magic, pain, loss, etc. So, yeah, she simply doesn't have the time, resources, or ability to save him without the Grimoire (which still isn't an option anyways). And by the time that she and Piper decide that they want to remain as witches, Cole has already freed himself, so it's a moot point anyways.
I mean, genuinely, in this situation, what did people want Phoebe to do? She didn't refuse to save Cole; she literally could not save him from the Wasteland. (And this is without delving into the argument about if Phoebe should save him or is obligated to save Cole anyways, which is a completely different question involving their relationship, choices, and morality.)
#charmed#phoebe halliwell#cole turner#charmed meta#meta#and look. i hate cole but this isnt even about that#she couldnt save him unless she turned evil which he had no right to ask of her after everything#and truthfully i feel like the fact that he DID highlights that#yeah even tho the source was a possession typa deal#deep down cole was never interested in being good and never really redeemed himself#bc how can you really be redeemed if you still see no problem with trying to use evil magic and asking someone else to do so#and i know that theres the idea that its his soul at risk but. would prue have asked her to do that?#would andy? or leo? or piper? or paige? or literally anyone else who loved phoebe?#bc i think that cole is the only character who would have mortal or magic tbh#even darryl victor elise. i think that if they knew what it would cost (WHICH COLE DOES) they still wouldn't ask that of her#bc he is asking her to fundamentally change herself to become evil to save him and then what#they pick up where they left off? that's not a switch that you can just toggle on and off#i truly cant even grasp how cole thought that would work tbh
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2 recent artfight attacks! First character is @rayhantochtli's lovely design ^^
#and the second one is a friend who doesnt use tumblr </3#tried to copy discoelysiums style on the first! i dont think i succeeded entirely but it was fun!!!!!#also in case anyone asks about the signature: tfp is for the fabled pots#i feel bad its been like monnnntthhhhss since i posted art on tumblr#mostly i do OC art now rather than fanart which isnt really what people follow me for#anything else i want to say hmm#i guess i'll post my dante oil painting soon if i feel like it#also today is my birthday#yeayyy#beanie art#digital art#artfight 2024#artists on tumblr#idfk
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