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I saw some really lovely art that depicted some of the Splatoon Idols more chubby than they are and like... I need to rant because I think society as a whole has a massive issue and we need to seriously talk about it.
I think that a lot of people have a deep rooted hatred and disgust for fat people and in my personal opinion, I find that kind of thought process to be vile and sickening to my core.
No, being fat and just living isn't promoting an unhealthy life style to others and if you think otherwise I kindly ask you to go jump into a volcano.
No, body positivity isn't saying that being obese is healthy and that you should strive for it, body positivity is body acceptance. Accepting what your body is and treating yourself with patience and care rather than guilt and shame. Did you know that bringing shame upon a fat person via bullying and harassment actually discourages them from wanting to change how they look? FUNNY HOW THAT WORKS OUT HUH?!?!!? BULLYING IS... OH I DONT KNOW... BAD?!?!?!?!
If you wanna encourage someone who you think is overweight to lose weight, then ask them, "Hey bro, you wanna go for a walk at the park together?" Or "Hey dude, let's go to the gym together. We can train and I can help you out." SIMPLE AS IS!!!! GOT IT?!?!?!
I think that beauty standards across the globe have made it so that millions and millions of people believe that being skinny or muscular are the only way to be attractive, that being skinny or ripped will get you a partner and if you are fat you are unlovable.
As someone who is chubby, due to beauty standards and fatphobia online, I've felt disgusted and shame over looking at myself in the fucking mirror. Every time I look at my belly, I just wish it would magically go away, and I look at my own flesh and blood with a sickening feeling. Sometimes I think about doing something... drastic to my gut...
I've thought about literally starving myself to get rid of my fat because of what people say online about fat people, treating them as monsters, as lazy disgusting unlovable beasts... I saw any bit of fat on my body as a mark of shame and disgust...
Fatphobia is so deep into people's brains that even people on the other side who are incredibly skinny and sick get ignored because they are seen as healthier than a fat person.
And besides fatphobia, I've been seeing a lot of hate and backlash for fans making different takes on the characters, making Callie have darker skin, making Marie black, etc etc. And like... if you hate on that kind of fan art in the community? Go fuck yourself. Honesty. Go fuck off. I want you gone. "Oh why did you draw Marie like that?!?!" It's a fan interpretation dumbass, it's not canon, it's just friendly fun. If people wanna draw Callie as black then that's perfectly fine.
If you're a true fan of Splatoon then you would actually like seeing the characters in different interpretations...
It's just... it's just fucked man honestly. I'm so disappointed in the god damn Splatoon community yet again, a community full of various different people from different backgrounds, yet a hatred for fat people still lives on so casually. Instead of being sympathetic and understanding, people are spreading hate and animosity.
Do fucking better. Stop treating fat people with hatred, treat them with sympathy for once in your fucking lives.
#splatoon#splatoon 3#ranting#fatphobia#serious post#im upset#splatoon idols#do better#splatoon community#callie cuttlefish#callie splatoon#marie splatoon#marie cuttlefish
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I'm selling little Snape goods with my art to support my daily life!✨
My fellow Snape fans! Long time no see, I hope you've been doing alright. I'm back once more, after what might be my longer absence on here so far.
I owe you an apologize, and even if I won't develop very deep on my personal situation, I wanted to give you some kind of explanations. I've been leaving far from home in Japan for more than 2 years now; last year, I started to work as a 2D animator for the anime industry in Tokyo, and got through a very difficult experience. Working culture in Japan is far from the one why might have in Europe or in the rest of the world, and the anime industry makes no exception; insane working schedules, very bad working conditions, no consideration of personal life and low salary are basically considered as the norm here. Sometimes I was shamed for only working +50 weekly hours and not commiting to work for free on weekends.
As I couldn't stand the toxic environement anymore, I finally moved to the Japanese countryside where I managed to find a little animation studio that works on my favorite series of all times: Pokémon. My collegues now are all very nice peoples, I feel accepted and respected despite the very rought working conditions; But above alI can now realise my dream and work and be implied on my childhood favorite anime.
However, I get close to no money from my long 6 working days week. I hardly pay the rent, and I rely on my savings for paying bills and food. I'm happy and I'm not in immediate danger: I have been saving money in preparation for this kind of cases for years before moving to Japan; However, I want to continue to pursue my dream and know that in the long run, I cannot afford to leave a life that doesn't allow me to move more freely and meet my family even if it's only one time in two years.
That's why I'm now trying and hope to develop a little side hustle to help cover the daily life expenses while developing my skills for creation and illustration. I have little to no visibility on social medias and it's difficult, but I want to trust time and would be extremely grateful in even a few of you could consider checking my work if interested. Of course I don't exclusively draw Snape, but I'm putting all of my heart in my recent illustrations including Pokémon fanart, food illustrations and sketches on the daily life in Japan. My main tumblr is https://lucie-foselle.tumblr.com/ , I also have a IG page called "tenma_draws_pokemon".
However, I have a little treat for you Snape fans: I recently come up with the idea of making postcard and stickers with some of my Snape fanarts. I'm pretty happy with the result and would like to propose you to get them if you want to either get a little Snapey decoration, want to share your love to another Snape fan, or support me and my work!
Everything is printed, signed and stamped on demand! Note that the colors and result might therefore look slightly different than the pictures. My stamp will also appear in the 2 darker background cards, as featured in the visuals bellow.
Everything is made by me, I print in a small local shop and look for the best quality as possible for the illustrations! I can ship worldwide from Japan, and it would be made with love, care and an immense gratitude.
✨ Poscards (4 patterns available now, can be seen on this Tumblr) ✨
Price: 3$/3€/3£ /pc, worldwide shipping included! ✨ I can make little discount if several items are bought.
Size: 10x14.7 (~3.9x5.7 inches)
The little pumpkin is part of a collection I have on my main illustration Tumblr, you can check at https://lucie-foselle.tumblr.com/)
✨ Stickers (Snape crest pattern) ✨
Price: 3$/3€/3£ /pc, worlwide shipping included! ✨
Size: ~5x6cm (~2.5 inches), might add holographic effect. ✨
You can contact me via DM here or on my IG, and payement is made via Paypal. I plan to launch my kofi page soon and might consider selling other goods and take commisions in the future if I feel like it could interest some of you! 💚 I can either draw and animate, still have to sort it all for 2025! 🤗
Note that I would do my best but I'm just starting to print and ship my art, there might be a little delay in the shipment and the goods might take up to 3 weaks to reach you. Plenty of non Snape pattern are also available so if you are interested do not hesitate to check or ask, my DM are open! 🤗
Even a little like, comment or share gives a lot of support. 💚 A huge thank you to all of you who would have read until now, and would show a little bit of support! ✨ Have a good rest of your week-end, fellow Snapers. 🐍
#harry potter#severus snape#fanart#pro snape#severus snape art#harry potter fanart#my merch#snape#severus rogue#professor snape#art#drawing
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S1 E7: “Indecisions”
Brook struggles to find the right words to respond to Kai, while Nico and Laila prepare dinner and get ready for some games
*Series Synopsis [New episodes every Mon. and Wed.]
A/N Transcript ↓
[Brook]: Why does he have to make it sound so… casual? “The window makes a better exit.” Is he trying to be funny? It’s not like I snuck out like some kind of ghost
TEXT (UNKNOWN NUMBER): You headed out pretty early this morning, the window makes a better exit
[Brook]: Ugh. Why do I even care? It’s just a text. It’s not like we’re dating. It was one night. I’m not obligated to explain myself or tiptoe around it. He probably thinks I’m just some girl he hooked up with. But… I’m not. I’m not going to let him think I’m some easy out-the-door type. I’m not. Maybe I should say something a little… sharp?
[Brook]: Okay, I’m overthinking this. He sent a text. It’s fine. I’ll just respond. No big deal. No need to make it some dramatic thing.
[Brook]: There. Done. That’s a good balance. Funny, straightforward. Nothing too heavy. If he wants more, that’s on him. I'm not overthinking it anymore
TEXT (UNKNOWN NUMBER): You headed out pretty early this morning, the window makes a better exit
BROOK (TEXT): Haha, yeah the window does have a better view. My bad, but I had an early morning. See you around, I guess
————————————————————————————————————— [Laila]: “You know, your really getting into this pizza thing, would’ve thought it was your idea”
[Nico]: “ Oh, I take my pizza-making very seriously. You should’ve known I was a culinary genius”
[Laila]: “You looked like you needed a little… "extra seasoning.”
[Nico]: “(startled) What—?! Babe! What the hell?
[Nico]: “You’re seriously going to just lick me like that? That’s… a bold move babe. The sun has barely set”
[Laila]: “ I’m feeling a little bold”
[Nico]: “(laughs) You always starting things you can’t finish”
[Laila]: “(flirty) The night is still young” —————————————————————————————————————-
[Nico]: “Brook make your move, it’s been like five minutes”
[Brook]: “First of all you dragged it, second I’m thinking give me a minute”
[Laila]: “(laughs) Don’t let him bully you Brook, take your time”
[Brook]: “Draw four Nico”
[Nico]: “Oh that’s how it is? okay cool, you’ve made an enemy”
[Laila]: “(laughs) You have such a flare for the dramatics babe”
[Nico]: “ (laughs) Guess it time for you to pick up Brook”
[Brook]: “It’s still anybody game”
[Laila]: “Hey! Don’t count me out guys”
[Nico]: “(yells) UNO!”
[Laila]: “What?! No way! You cheated!”
[Brook]: “Seriously, Nico? You always pull some shit at the last minute”
[Nico]: “(laughing) I told you! It’s all about the strategy. You two should’ve known, I don’t lose to amateurs”
[Laila]: “You’re insufferable. I’m never playing with you again”
[Brook]: “(rolling eyes) It was going to be my win on the next turn”
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[Nico]: “ Who knew winning tasted this good”
[Nico]: “Want a taste of success (laughs)”
[Laila]: “Fuck off.”
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[Nico]: “I’m sensing a lot of animosity coming from the losing party over there, you feel that too, right Brook?”
[Brook]: “(laughs) Not gonna lie, I do feel a cool gust of wind as well”
[Laila]: “Brook don’t encourage him” —————————————————————
[Brook]: “What do ya’ll wanna watch? I already finished Severance, I’m in the mood of trash TV”
[Laila]: “Did you ever catch up on Selling Sunset?”
[Brook]: “No but don‘t spoil it, it’s my favorite background noise tv show”
[Nico]: “That’s the one about the real estate agents?”
[Laila]: “They call themselves that but honestly I’m not sure if they actually sell houses not gonna lie”
[Nico]: (laughs) That sounds about right for realty tv” [Brook]: “Netflix just dropped a new season of Love is Blind, ya’ll in”
[Laila]: “That messy ass show, I’m in (laughs)
————————————————————————- [Nico]: “Hey we can’t always win, let’s turn that frown upside down”
[Laila]: “I’m going to bite you”
[Nico]: “That sounds kinky as hell” —————————————————
E-MAIL Hi Kim, Thank you so much for the warm welcome! I’m excited to be joining MYSH and looking forward to starting this new chapter. I appreciate he detailed information you’ve shared about the onboaring process, and I’m eager to get started. Please let me know if there’s anything I need to prepare or if you require any additional information from my side prior to my first day. See you Tuesday! Best regards, Laila Blackwell
[Laila]: “My laptop !”
[Laila]: “ Nico! What the hell?!”
[Nico]: “Whoa, okay, okay… I didn't mean to—”
[Laila]: “You didn’t mean to?! Are you serious right now?”
[Nico]: “Okay, look, I messed up. I didn’t mean to wreck your vibe. I just… got caught up in the moment, you know, and I wanted to mess with you a little”
[Laila]: “You are impossible, you know that right?”
[Nico]: “Yeah, but you love it. I really am sorry though”
[Laila]: “I know.”
[Nico]: “So we cool?”
[Laila]: “Yeah we’re cool”
[Nico]: “You’re still gonna do that work stuff now? I thought I was a much better distraction”
[Laila]: “I’m not really feeling distracted at the moment to be honest”
[Nico]: “I can change that”
[Laila]: “You can’t be rough, I have work tomorrow”
[Nico]: “Slow and steady, got it”
#sims 4 gameplay#ts4 simblr#ts4 screenshots#ts4cc#ts4 gameplay#black simblr#sims 4#sims 4 cc#ts4 sims#ts4#sims#sims 4 creator#sims 4 legacy#sims 4 custom content#sims 4 screenshots
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Here's the design I came up with for Crystal King Oliver! I'm actually pretty proud of it. It's kind of simple, but then again my designs are always simple. I based it on a mix of the canon Crystal King design as well as an Overlord Oliver design I came up with quite a long time ago and never posted (don't ask me to post it the art is bad I really don't wanna show it)
Anyway, so little details: I tried to make him look a bit like an oni and a dragon since it's just a personal headcanon of mine that the Overlord is part oni and dragon like the FSM. I tried to make his feet look like a mix between goat feet and dragon feet. His cape is also just his wings folded up. They work basically the same way as Meta Knight's wings where it looks like a cape until he needs to use them and they turn into wings.
But yeah, that's about it. With the amount of asks I've been getting about Crystal King Oliver, I figured it was time to sit down and actually draw him.
Also here's a bonus drawing I did:
#ninjago#lego ninjago#my art#ninjago oliver#ninjago overlord#crystal king oliver#i feel like the background in that drawing looks so bad#but it got to the point where i had to just call it good cause working on it was just driving me crazy#from trying to add more details that didn't look good#so id have to keep deleting them#you know how it is#edit: i realized that i forgot to tag the actual au so... oops i guess#purified au
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People keep on asking for more Baby Robin and Papadile so here is more Baby Robin and Papadile. Now never ask anything from me ever again
#My art#One Piece#Long post#Sir Crocodile#Nico Robin#Alternatively panel 5 would've been a close up of Crocodile's face from Robin's POV where he looks like he's giving her a death glare#Not intentionally he's just a big scary bastard with a Resting Murder Face and Robin is a small traumatized child#But I wanted to focus on the silliness of the moment so you get the goofy version instead#IDK man there's just something very funny to me about the idea of Robin just randomly info-dumping about a subject she's read about#And Crocodile being like ''?????????????????????? The fuck you talking about??''#Robin leaves the ship's kitchen and Crocodile just stares at the tomato like ''...It's a fruit? Forreal?''#(Meanwhile Robin is sweating bullets like ''I called his favorite vegetable a FRUIT right in his FACE he's going to KILL ME'')#Robin grew extra feet from the bottom of her feet to reach the counter and that actually isn't me trying to explain bad art away#In the original Papadile comic there was a panel of Robin doing the dishes with extra feet to reach the sink but I cut it out#(It was a stress relief comic I did not feel like drawing a complicated background in detail) (BUT YES I THOUGHT OF IT)#Nico Robin Age 11 is *more* than capable of cooking Crocodile just does not trust her with his food. At least not yet#She did start doing the dishes unprompted and continues to do so (mostly out of fear). Croc told her she didn't have to but allows it#IDK a lot of people seem to headcanon Crocodile as incapable of cooking and like. Surely Mr ''I don't trust people'' knows how to cook#Like he doesn't have to be a master chef or anything but and maybe he enjoys not HAVING to cook (pain in the ass with one hand + knife/hook#But surely he can cook decent enough. SURELY#Botanists don't @ me I know the ''tomato is a fruit'' thing isn't fully accurate this is just a silly little haha comic
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I've been longing for Daisies to push through the floor And I wish plant life would grow all around me So I won't feel dead anymore
#my art#undertale#chara#chara dreemurr#safeutdr#i couldn't think of a caption so i looked through my playlist to find good lyrics that would fit and really vibed with these#from Plant Life by Owl City.#i think it matches this one well.#photo in the bg was taken by me once again! I'm having a lot of fun with these sorta multimedia drawings.#well. I'm technically just drawing over a photo. but idk it feels more abstract to me. lots of fun.#i feel like i can communicate feelings/vibes better like this. <-bad at drawing backgrounds#🌼
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i would advise against sneaking a bunch of silly billies into your castle
#project sekai#emu otori#nene kusanagi#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#pjsk#proseka#prsk#polysho week 2023#there that wasnt so bad#i hate taaaagging#Saki chortling her ass off btw. Do They Know#snailing towards drawing backgrounds properly... its helpful for my comms but im still so bad....#My emu favoritism shines theough again in that its obvious i drew her first. Im sorry. kind of.#i dont have insane tags to put this time i have to get up for class in like 7 hours. i have a midterm. farewell....#actually how could you put polysho week during my midterms. SICK. (ignored that i couldve used the time prompts r given in advance to draw)#ive always done this for fanweeks i try to draw on the day of like a sicko. INEED TO GONTOSLPEY#please stop following me if i check and i hit a milestone im going to feel bad. i dont look at it often enogub to cstch them when they happ#en. stop being niceys to me.#i was thinking of doing simple rqs or something... bc im grateful and it would be fun..... waugh....#why didi stay up finishing this. my wrist hurts and im sleepy. Lord.
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Forced against my will to post these(thanks @flopnandoalonso and @schumigrace ...) , but please enjoy gifs of: Fernando at the spa (PLEASE DON'T BLOCK ME)
#posting this and closing tumblr for the rest of the night DJKFSLGR#also gifing this doesnt even feel nearly as bad as the actual clip itself#so i linked it. go watch it.#THERES JUST SO MUCH YKNOW#cause like not only is all this feet stuff going on in the background. theyre also talking abt him peeing in the car#these gifs are just ... foot stuff hm#I DONT WANT IT ON MY BLOG EITHER BUT I GOTTA GIVE THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT#i hope youre happy. i stopped drawing for tonight to make these instead UGHHHH#yes i can be peer pressured#but also i think its very funny#this clip has haunted me for more than half a year and look here now you have it#i still think i like the other massage scene better. its a lot more subtle#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#tw feet#fernando(show)#fernando s1e4#we do a little bit of f1#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Colored the no thoughts sketch....I even did a background for this one, and under the cut there is a version with some blood.
#Deadpool and Wolverine#DeadClaws#Poolverine#Wagan#PeanutBub#RinArt#Colored Art#Fanart#I did a quick bad background yesterday#and I knew I had to sleep before I posted#so I quick painted this background today#and I am so much happier#this was honestly fun to draw#and color#even if I am not sure what got them here#I like how it looks and feels#so yeah#have some random misc art of them#because the brainrot is real
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Six Ears, and being left.
#mhw09 personal#gif warning#*screaming into knees*#can I draw your attention to his HAND PLEASE#I didn't realize that was going to be a *thing*#that little WAVE#I paid subzero attention to the closing and it was because I was subconsciously protecting my heart apparently#listen to me listen#it's about 'and a double-edged sword cuts your heart in two'#torn between Stone Monkey and *gestures to everything else in his life* *like literally everything*#it's about Stone Monkey going where Six Ears can't follow#and where the line is between staying behind and being left behind#and so he's stuck in place. watching him leave. weights around his ankles.#whether those be his duty to his troop or the demons in his head#always holding back. always in-between. always feeling like he's going to lose *something*.#six ears and that fear that's inside him#I've only seen 11 episodes and have just One Major Spoiler in my pocket am I barking up the wrong tree? MAYBE#but here we are anyway#also Jade Rabbit looking at him in concern from the background! this missing scene is gold. too bad it's on eternal mute.
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Geneuary Slumber Party / Jealousy
And the jealousy part? Gene is messing with Courtney from when she tried to make her jealous with Alex, and Gene got jealous yeah but not for Courtney exactly XD
I LOVE "Roller? I Hardly Know Her!" I pray for another episode like that one every day 🛐
This is barely an homage to my first work that I ever posted here, the one who started it all. You know which one Im talking about 😉
Oh and by the way the party is in Courtney's house cause I wanted a pink room and Gene's room is not pink and I could swear we have never seen Courtney's room so I could lie and say is pink. And heavily inspired in Tina's room, I think both girls are very into pink and boys so it makes sense. I wish I had added more musical things but I was struggling so here it is. End of the room chat.
#bob's burgers#my art#geneuary2024#gac pack#so about the drawing#im not happy with the final result#but its not the worst#though I would have liked to do something better#cause this one carried lot of things I love#but hey... I couldn't come with anything positive about it XD#this is the typical case of bad picture#put a lot of filter and brillitos so no one would notice#XD#I was trying to do something with the background#el qué? nosé#i was feeling bolt and original#why i keep doing this to myself?#I hope you like it#I hope to keep celebrating my bean#at least she looks happy en su pijamada
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MadRatTober Day 5: vs Mob Rats despite all my rage
#mad rat dead#mrd#mad rat#mad rat-tober#mad rat tober#my art#mob rat#mob rats#mob rat mrd#i originally was going to draw allt more mobs in the background but i had work today and am tired this is good enough#also was goinf to do more complex shading but again work and tired#i love the mob rats so much i look at them and go i look like that#they are just silly guys#1-5 is so fun btw i love bad feeling i love the mob rat fight#madrattober3#madrattober
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how did you gain an obsession with one of the least important characters in Ultrakill in the first place?
-> the horrors begin
#vm.txt#by “i cannot find any for the life of me” i mean not even one. zero. i looked up his name (+variations of it) to try n find anything at all#i looked on google. twitter. the newblood discord. tumblr. reddit. deviantart. even the newblood booru. nothing. there was nothing.#this character was in the game for months and not a single piece of fanart was made (that i could find)#maybe i didnt look hard enough but that was just insane to me#ive never seen something like that before. even the most obscure characters i feel have at least ONE. like for a joke... anything at all#theres always one guy who draws the unknown background character. the fact that there wasnt flabbergasted me#i felt bad that there was no fanart so i drew em. and well. you know how that ended up
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i love u au, but i need more information of Kinji in this au please.
I'm gonna assume you mean the infection/zombie Au since that's sorta the last Au related thing i made that has him.
Well there isn't much about him I haven't talked about either here or here, he's sorta just a lonely zombie using the last of his sanity to give people a burial before he loses himself to the infection.
Since zombies avoid attacking other zombies unless provoked he ignores them while steering away from any human survivors he spots whenever he goes back to the city, he doesn't want them to end up hurting him and neither does he want to end up hurting them, his infection has reached stage 3 so he is starting o struggle with fighting against the hunger.
I'm certain must have spotted Tsurugi's group or Rei around the city at some point, maybe multiple times, but he's never tried to interact with them. At least seeing that they're doing as well as they can there brings a bit of peace to his mind.
Oh an fun fact! You see those graves around the outskirts locations? They were made by Kinji :)
#city background is here too because I'm still really proud of how both of these look#sorry for no more Zombie au content lately#i still dig this au a bunch but i was in a pretty bad mental space when i was writing it#so it was sorta like a vent/thing to distract me#so now that i feel a little better i haven't felt like drawing this Au much even tho i still like it a bunch#I'm sure I'll get back into brainrotting it eventually#dra#danganronpa another#kinji uehara#infection au#zombie au#hyena ramblings#hyena scribbles
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man 😭!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😭 like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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#so far in my sporadic picking away at various manga series i feel i have the weirdest reader relationships with JJBA and Attack on Titan#when reading JJBA i am not really that invested in the characters or even whats happening to them and yet i still never decide to dnf it#and i dont even know what it is that keeps me reading except that its just very unique i suppose?#such an odd combo of different things that somehow manages to eventually have its own sorta cohesive logic and charm#also the art is just fun. its ornate and goofy and macho and flamboyant and gross#but as soon as i put it down i stop thinking about it too#and dont feel like picking it up again for at least several more days#with attack on titan i found the art style mostly really bad at first ngl#it reminded me of awkward drawings a high schooler would make like the inconsistentness#of like there are good action poses here but the people also look weird ugly bland and stiff and the backgrounds are often so empty#idk i was feeling pretty blah about it but something about how starkly straight-forward the story is was interesting to me#where its literally exactly what you heard its just#theres a bunch of humanoid giants attacking our city#and we have to stop them. that's it#and also the awkwardness of the art style i find works extremely well when it comes to the titans#like they are genuinely creepy to me. and they do actually feel massive the way theyre drawn. and the mystery around them interests me too#anyways im like 60% through part 1 of jojo(also read most of part 4 a few years ago) and only on vol 3 of AoT#but yeah those are the 2 series i have the most mixed feelings about so far#wouldnt say i love or hate either of them but still also continue to want to find out more#13readsmanga#p
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