#i feel like i'm 14 again
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#i feel like i'm 14 again#this show used to have a grip on me 5 years ago and now i'm obsessed with it again#i just love this show#sorry followers#i just wanted to get this out of my system#i'll get back to the cm content soon#anyways enjoy#villainous#black hat#dr flug#demencia#not cm#also the reason 505 isn't in here is because I don't know how to draw him yet in my style#sorry#my art
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do you watch sad dean amvs when you're feeling down or are you normal?
#i feel like I'm 14 again#god. he deserved the world#he deserved to grow old and be happy and feel loved#txt.
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#angelcore#skins uk#cassie skins#cassie#alternative#rot#girl#grunge#sad#fuck these tags#so irritating#i feel like i'm 14 again
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I forgot how much i liked mommy long legs omg...
#THE BAND THE BAND NOT THE FUCKING PINK STRING BEAN MOTHER FUCKER#i feel like I'm 14 again#zero's thoughts
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I can see you, saint... ^^
Is it okay to make fan comics and such about Ren and angel???
✦゜ANSWERED: aaaa of course!! Everyone is welcome to create any kind of content for 14DWY so long as it's not offensive or illegal. And thank you very much for considering making a fancomic for da game! I really appreciate it ;v;
Tagging me (either @14dayswithyou or @cutiesigh) will also give you a better chance of having me see + reblog it!! ^^ I also encourage everyone to look at and follow the #14DaysWithYou and #14DWY tags to see all the amazing content from people in the community!
#The talent everyone in this communty has is THROUGH THE ROOF!! /gen#I just wish I weren't so busy so I can have time to go through all da tags T_T#I've thought about having some friends queue posts for me; but I like to add messages to make it feel more personal + show my appreciation#Because people take time out of their day to draw something for my silly lil VN?? fhjsdgjhsj I would give y'all the world if I coud ;w;#I wanna show just how much I love and appreciate their creations; so I want to be the only one who reblogs it#Anyways!!!! I'm ranting in the tags again so I'll stop lmao#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — shut up sai.#dollies-dreamscape
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“𝘕𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘯.”
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#iona#viera#veena#ffxiv oc#remake of some old screenshots I did with a vanilla look!#I feel like I'm relearning everything all over again
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I think Roy kind of has that residual trauma of childhood bullying where he kind of always feels like he's a cringe loser and Jamie is too cool for him
#oc#[roy internally] god I can't believe he actually likes me I'm such a fucking loser I feel like I'm 14 getting asked out as a joke again#there's no way he actually likes me and if he does it's just a matter of time before he finds out what I'm really like BUT....#Dr. Sharon did say that I project my insecurity and it's possible he thinks the same thing.... okay fuck okay I'm going to just act normal I#[Jamie internally] haha... i look sooo fit tonight...me and roy... 2 cool fitties hanging out.. woag i wanna dance with somebody.. I wanna f#royjamie
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so the plot holes... were just plot holes? the unexplained things were just... unexplained things?
#I'm. a bit confused#don't get me wrong i like the finale and it was very sad and sweet#but like...#hm....#i thought we were gonna get more answers yk?#like why did Ruby make it snow#or why some things didn't add up#why so much fourth wall breaking#why those master references and such#so like#either next season clears it up with the whole mrs flood thing#or i will never trust RTD ever again#ngl#because that ending felt... sloppy? kinda?#also absolutely did not like all the Susan build up and then nothing#yes it was a trap from Sutekh but still#idk guys. idk how to feel tbh#I'll probably rewatch the whole season sometime later now that it's complete and make up my mind better#but as of now#I'm not. convinced#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#dw s14#doctor who series 14#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#empire of death#doctor who empire of death#doctor who s14
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Why does it feel so good to have a tail and wag it?
Did I just buy myself some costume wolf ears and tail?
Yes. Yes I did.
#dragon's stupid thoughts#something is wrong#the fuck is happening#i feel like I'm 14 again#some day I'm gonna get myself a real fursuit
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No space monster will ever be as liminally terrifying as Fourteen crabwalking in anger
#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#dw#doctor who special#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#wild blue yonder#twilight-zoned-out#it's actually really surprising Davies has gone extreme 'normal doctor who episode' for these specials and I've liked that approach so far#I liked the main plot of this episode a lot#I'm disappointed with the Timeless Child being official though and also somehow the plot of both specials seeming slightly barebones#despite all the stuff that happens in them#maybe it's just that 14 talks much less than 10#it feels as if the older episodes were stuffed a bit more#but these specials seem more focused on a 'welcome back' than an 'off we go' which again is kind of what they were meant to be#it's just bizarre in a way I can't quite articulate#wild blue yonder spoilers
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update on the grocery situation : we now have food [ yay ] thanks to those who donated and a lovely friend of mine we were able to get a few essentials :') so thank you guys !
unfortunately sometimes before things get better, they get worse and my oldest rabbit smokey [ he's almost 8 now !! some of u might remember him, esp since i had to ask for assistance a few yrs ago ;; ] has had reoccurring gstasis, usually we are able to treat this by giving him lots of water, hay, baby gas drops, and massaging his tum. now it's gotten so bad that nothing will work at all and it's so concerning because gstasis can become so very deadly. unfortunately the only animal clinic that is still open and treats rabbits is over an hour away.
this means a 32 dollar ride [ to and from ] unless we find someone who can take us, a regular exam starts at 80 dollars, and looking at posts online [ the vet said as of now she can't give us an estimate until she sees him ] treatment could be around $400+ so in total it would most likely be around 544 dollars [ at the LEAST ]
so i will be leaving my ko-fi below TT
i also want to say that i might be less active for awhile / leave my blog on a q mostly so i can just spend as much time focusing on him as much possible. thank you to those who read this, and those who can help, and those who can keep my sweet boy in your heart !
my ko-fi
#i still will be getting money on saturday but even if we get to food banks bills usually leave us with so very little#i just feel so awful for him ... i feel so much dread why can't things just get better#pls keep him in ur thoughts#vet bills#financial aid#mutual aid#financial assistance#bunnyblr#bunnies#bunblr#and i'm sorry that this seems so constant#i wish things weren't so hard financially and i wish he had a better owner who can care for him properly in his old age#but we all love him so much and he's given us so much comfort in all these yrs#i feel selfish#;;#we've been thinking abt nationwide insurance for him#but there's like a 14 day wait limit and i dont know how bad his condition is this time#aaaaaaaaaa#rb's okay / vvv appreciated#and again#pls only help if u can .. take care of urself first !
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I do of course enjoy that Cas got another WEIRD girlbestie in Kelly but their relationship is. Fucked. It's LESS real than dagonkelly. They're literally co-cultists who have been brainwashed. That's it that's the whole relationship. What would they be without Jack's mind control. Nothing.
Castiel’s only reassurance to Kelly - who IS going to die in childbirth - is "Remember :) Paradise :)". And that Paradise factually does not happen. Cas doesn't feel anything about this. In the "my guilt proves my love" show.
The only things he can tell Jack about her are that she was "good" and "human" and "loved you". He didn't even know she was a horse girl! What did they possibly have to talk about other than the impending baby that wouldn't end in a screaming match or cold silence. Kelly "yes it's normal for the president to ask us for a prayer" doesn't seem interested in having her views about her faith questioned. Castiel "killed a room full of republicans the moment he had the chance" isn't interested in hearing her politics. Sam and Dean would be a sore point since they want to plan a) remove Jack's powers which they are both (mind controlled) against or plan b) kill Jack, so Cas’s past is off the table. And he clearly didn't learn about her life or he'd tell Jack literally anything real about her so that's off the table too. What are they.
"But Kermie," you might argue, "isn't his relationship with Meg equally flimsy? Your beloved megstiel?" No. It is still flimsy but it has got a little more going on. Meg CHOSE to stick by him during the honey!cas arc, Cas describes what he likes about her specifically ("all that thorny beauty"), Meg describes what she likes about him specifically ("You're a little bad" - side note the dialogue of that megstiel scene is ATROCIOUS), and Castiel uses the name she gave him as his first human alias (Clarence). Also Rachel Miner sells it so hard.
#hey. btw. why didn't republican politician kelly kline recognise Cas as Godstiel who murdered a whole party of republican politicians#i feel like that's something she especially would remember#it's me wishing s13 and 14 cared about women hours again.....#if there is something else to it that I'm missing then feel free to argue the case#my tone is flippant but if the cas kelly relationship is meaningful to you I don't hate you or think you're stupid to be clear haha#I'm just saying what I think#like. i literally saw both of them get mind controlled and spn wants me to forget this.
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FFxivWrite 2024
Day 22 - Return (Free Day)
A part of Rael thought that all of this was going to smoothly. Or maybe for once they were simply lucky. Not only had they been able to free Flame General Raubahn from Ilberd’s imprisonment, it also seemed as if Sultana Nanamo truly wasn’t dead. Not only were this very good news on its own but it would also absolve the Scions from all accusations that had been made against them - public or not.
Going back to Vesper Bay and the Waking Sands still felt peculiar and so did hiding Raubahn there, but Yugiri had assured them that she herself had checked if the place was safe and not watched by their enemies. The Au Ra had so far proven one of their most loyal and competent allies and so Rael didn’t doubt her words.
Neither did they doubt the information Yugiri and her shinobi had gathered this time. Given the possibility that the sultana had only been poisened and was just asleep, instead of dead, the most likely person to know how to wake her up would be the one who had administered the poison. Suspiciously one of the sultana’s personal chambermaids had vanished from the palace without a trace only a few days after the incident.
Now Yugiri had apparently found out that the woman was hiding at no other place than the Silver Bazaar. The mention of this name alone made A’viloh’s ears attentively shoot up. Rael could only imagine what the prospect of returning to the place, that now was the closest thing to a home for him, must feel like.
Raubahn suggested that, to stay unseen for as long as possible and also to fasten their journey, it would be best to take a boat from Vesper Bay, around Crescent Cove and past the Beaconhill Lighthouse to travel to the Bazaar. For understandable reasons A’viloh visibly didn’t like this idea. But of course none of the persons present - except Rael - knew that A’viloh had not only lived at the Silver Bazaar for about a year but also had been washed ashore there after a shipwreck and likely the most horrible time of his life.
“Wouldn’t it be smarter to split up?”, Rael suggested. “If A’viloh and I travel over land, just the two of us, we could certainly stay undected. This way we could approach the settlement from both ways at the same time and make sure our target doesn’t get away.”
Nothing would happen to the Miqo’te of course on a simple boat trip from here to the Bazaar and he probably could not hide from this phobia forever but in this case Rael didn’t see any reason to make him unnecessarily uncomfortable. Besides, the reason they had brought up was in fact a good one and so it was decided that just as Rael had suggested the two of them would travel over land while the rest of them would take a boat. They would keep in contact via linkpearl and make sure both groups were safe and would arrive at the same time.
As expected their journey went without issues. The area was sparsely populated apart from Vesper Bay and Horizon but even there weren’t too many guards present and they passed without being recognised.
“We should speak to Kikipu first.”, Rael suggested as the two of them walked towards the settlement. “I am sure she knows best about everything happening at the Bazaar.”
Vehemently A’viloh nodded and if his tail hadn’t been hidden by his coat, Rael was sure it would have excitedly wagged back and forth. As they walked into the settlement Pipin approached them from the harbor side and decided to keep an eye on the gate, while A’viloh had already spotted the small Lalafell woman with the lavender colored hair.
“Hello…”, he said shyly as they stepped toward her, almost as if he felt bad for having vanished for so long without a word.
Surprised she turned around and looked up to the familiar voice. Upon seeing the Miqo’te in his disguise, which obviously did nothing to hide his identity from her, the surprise on her face turned into a mix of disbelief and relieved happiness.
“A’vi? Is it really you?”, she asked quietly.
The Miqo’te knelt down, pulled back his hood and apologetically smiled at her. “Hello, Kikipu.”
Instantly the Lalafell raised her hands to her mouth and her eyes got glassy. “A’vi! My boy! I missed you so much! I was so horribly worried something could have happened to you.”
A’viloh leant forward, hugging her tightly and she returned the hug in equal manner. “I missed you too! And I am so sorry I left without saying goodbye or at least sending a letter. Believe me, I thought about it. But I feared it would only put you in danger…”
“In danger?”, Kikipu asked a little shocked. “So something happened after all? There were rumours about turmoil in the city that day you visited the festivities at the palace.”
“I can’t explain everything now, but I promise that I will soon. Just know that whatever you heard about us is nothing but lies.”, A’viloh pleaded, holding her tiny hands tightly in his own.
“I thought so...”, she said and nodded firmly. “A few days after the festivities strange, unfriendly men in blue uniforms appeared here and started asking questions about you.”
“The Crystal Braves?”, A’viloh asked alarmed. “Did they harm you?”
“Harm me? You think I let anybody bully me?”, the Lalafell laughed. “I said you weren’t here and told them to get lost!”
A’viloh chuckled. “Yes, I can imagine that.”
“But why are you here now?”, Kikipu wondered.
“We are looking for a midlander woman, who was one of the sultana’s chambermaids. It is possible she is to blame for what happened at the palace that day.”, A’viloh explained and added, “But I promise, we only want to talk to her.”
“Meriel?”, the Lalafell asked surprised and A’viloh nodded. “Yes, that was her name!”
„I admit she seemed troubled when she returned from the city but I never would have suspected her to be involved in something bad…“, she seemed seriously unsettled by this news. „To think that maybe you got in trouble because of her… Oh, what a fool I was!“
„No, don’t blame yourself.“, the Miqo’te comforted her. „You did nothing wrong. I know you would never turn away someone needing help.“
So far Rael had only watched and it had been truly heartwarming to see the two of them reunited, but during the whole time Rael had also scanned the rest of the town, watching the others questioning some of the remaining villagers and keeping an eye out for their target. Rael preferred to find the woman in question before she noticed the unusual visitors and decided to flee.
„Can we speak to Meriel though?“, Rael asked impatiently and Kikipu hesitantly nodded and pointed towards one of the buildings. „She lives there.“
Once again A‘viloh hugged her.
„I promise we will speak later. But this matter cannot wait sadly…”
Kikipu smiled and patted his head.
“Just don’t vanish again without a word.”
#FFxivWrite2024#FFxivWrite#ffxiv writing#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#Aviloh Tia#Rael Hyskaris#Kikipu Kipu#this was one of the first things I thought about when wondering about which parts of HW I want to write#Its not a really important quest actually but I think for A'vi it is!#I like the connection I crafted here between him and a otherwise very unimportant NPC#its so nice to think about them being like chosen family#Kikipo who seems so passionate about her home and probably sees all of the people living there as family#and A'vi who lost every home or family he ever had and found a place there where he can finally feel safe and loved again#(I'm not crying - you're crying!)#also posing Lalafell and normally tall people is a pain...#if you actually can consider A'vi NORMALLY tall because he is tiny but my point still stands#8 more prompts to go...#still curious about the rest but also slowly quite exhausted by this XD
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Unnecessary discussion about Chat Noir and the Drums
There’s something I love so much about Chat playing the drums in Horrificator. This is something that’s been on my mind since I was 13, so hold on here.
First, obviously, Adrien also plays the piano - which obviously still has a lot of meaning!! - I’m not here to diss on the piano, there’s a lot of freedom of expression in every instrument type and music expression in general, but there’s a reason why some people are more inclined to different instruments, and I think there’s a lot more to it than just sound, but feeling as well. The role you play. How it feels to play it alone vs. playing it with others, if it’s typically something that you can play alone vs. in a group.
So first, the piano, and how I think it relates to Adrien’s character, plus how it relates to those points.
The piano, let’s be real, is something that a lot of us were forced to take lessons for at some point. It’s something that has ties to high society (there’s a HUGE discussion and so much more to say about that, but let’s not go there) and honestly?? I think it works pretty well with symbolizing the obsession with perfection that Gabriel shoves onto him. I’ve known many piano players, and while some genuinely loved playing it, it was always easier to somehow stumble onto someone with a deep hatred for it after being forced into lessons. Whenever I asked them why they hated it, I got almost the same answer every time: “I need to be perfect.” (Along with people saying that they were forced to lol)
Then there’s the role you play. You can play with people in a band, an orchestra, as an accompanist, a duet, at a bar with a bunch of people singing - whatever - music has many forms, and many different connections. But the piano is something you can play solo, no need for anyone else. It isn’t what you can do with other people that I’m focusing on for this, it’s the fact that you don’t need anyone. You can play alone, and it’ll still be fine. You can be alone, and you’re still fine - perfect even - which is something that Gabriel shoves down his throat, resistant to him playing with his friends by touching on this ideology.
Which is a glimpse into how he sees Adrien, and how Adrien experiences life. He can be alone, in fact he’s more perfect when he’s alone. And when other people are added, the attention to his perfection is taken away bit by bit, until he’s not good enough. He has to play solo in concert halls, on stage for everyone to watch, not in the back of a bar, playing with his friends.
Alright, so now we move to Chat Noir and the drums. The main play of this fake essay.
It would be so easy to just ignore everything and just go “haha, he’s the energetic one, so ofc Ladybug gave him the drums! And they’re an easy instrument to play, etc.” but that’s far from the truth.
Ok, so I’m not a drum player or percussionist in any way, but I am a bass player, and genuinely love the drums so much because they’re incredibly important, and here’s my cheesy analogy: the drums are the heart of the band, keeping everyone on beat, it’s what you feel at the centre of it all. The band is nothing without the drums, without the percussion (The bass is what connects the band to the beat of the drums, kinda like the blood vessels, but sadly this ain’t about bass). Like do you know how easy it is for a band to fall apart if they don’t have a drummer??? You need a drummer. You literally can’t survive without a drummer, because even if you manage to work together, use the bass as a backing, whatever you try, there’s still not much of a heart left.
But besides that, do you know how hard it is to play the drums??? You can’t just throw someone crazy, or energetic there just because “crazy drummers lol” you need someone who listens. Who can set the beat. Someone you can rely on, because they are the person in control, even if they aren’t as flashy as the guitar player. Reliable is the word that comes to mind. The drums can make or break a band.
And wanna know who that reminds me of?
Yeah. I highly doubt that the writers put this much thought into a random five second scene in an episode of season one, but it fits with Chat Noir SO well.
Unlike the piano, the drums are almost solely played in a group setting - you need other people, and other people need you - he needs other people in his life, his friends are needed, but they also need him. Ladybug needs him, along with all the other heroes in Paris, whether he sees it or not. He seems to get in a state of thinking he’s not needed, but i do really think he’s the emotional glue that keeps the team connected, the heart that keeps them beating. If he’s isolated, he can’t quite reach his full potential that he can when he’s allowed to be around others, just like they can’t reach their own without him.
But on top of that, I think the stereotypes of the drums actually works in his favour for the next part.
Breaking free from his dad, and being his own person, letting that fame go and embracing what he wants... well, to some that would look stupid.
Relating it to music, the piano is flashy, you can play it solo, it sounds impressive, looks impressive, and people won’t think you’re just hitting pots and pans in the garage when you say you play it. But the drums are underestimated, a lot of people think you don’t need much practice, that they’re just the guys who sit at the back of the stage, not doing much, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.
Just like Adrien finally being who he wants wouldn’t be stupid, it could never be stupid, but there’s a stigma. But letting go of his flashy, solo life, and being the heart of his friend group is something that I think makes him truly happy as Chat Noir, and hopefully he gets to be like that as Adrien too.
Like Plagg said, Chat Noir and Adrien are both the real him, and I think the drums capture that perfectly. The heart and freedom, the meticulousness (rather than perfection) and steadiness, those are good qualities of a drummer.
I dunno, I just think it fits.
(sdfghjklkjhgf again I should state that acoustic versions of songs exist, and you can play songs without a drum and it sounds fantastic, but I’m not going into that today. Just talking generalization, and playing in a group setting).
#I hope I didn't sound like an absolute idiot#lol I don't wanna sound like Luka#this is just a subject I'm really passionate about and mixed with Miraculous it's just sdfghjjhgfd#miraculeakless#him playing drums is something that's probably never going to come up again ever#but in my mind Adrien healing means him taking up playing the drums and I've never dropped this#no really I wrote a fic when I was 14 about Adrien somehow disguising himself and being friends with people and he also took up the drums#I should find it and rewrite it lol#but here I am at 20 and my mind is still on this#and now I work with music as a job so I actually have the proper words to write it all down#miraculous ladybug#horrificator#can't believe I'm digging up a S1 episode but I needed to get these thoughts out#chat noir#adrien agreste#character study#uhhh sorry if this is unreadable#but I did not re-read this bc I spent too much time writing it and I don't feel like going through this again
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me at 18: wow i love all these jaded characters who have learned the hard way not to care about or trust people. so fun! could never be me though bc i care about and trust so many people ^^
me at 28 with two unreliable uncommunicative ex-fiances and several ex-roommates who took major advantage of my kindness and a selfish asshole co-parent and no passion left for the care-focused job i used to love and
#imagine having feelings again. like some kind of 14 yr old kid or something#silverstarschat#vent#not rly but just in case#i genuinely think this is so funny tho#whenever i complain about my co-parent ex i'm kinda snickering to myself bc wow this is rly my life now huh
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irt the lrb what would you say if i said liam & noel spent new years 2023 together in paris
what would you say if i said liam bought the house in france (the one with noel's name carved into the walls) in march 2023 and that month noel talked about wanting to spend several months in paris
which could mean nothing
#just making guesses chatting shit talking bollocks you know how it is#if anyone can debunk that first thing pls tell me!#feel like i'm wearing a tinfoil hat and it doesn't vibe with my outfits if y'know what i mean#feel like i should do a timeline but every time i try it gets out of hand#ok have some very messy puzzle piecing:#liam & noel texting/calling from time to time since jan 2020#noel splits w sara spring 2022 starts spending more time in manchester#maybe march mothers day something happened?? possibly liam & noel met up in april??? that's pure speculation though#pretty boy released oct 31 2022 noel stops wearing wedding ring#noel spends christmas in england for the first time in ages#liam listens to the smiths all christmas eve. on christmas he has a party for close friends and family (including bod)#liam and debbie go to france for the new year to house hunt#liam claims on twitter (no one believes him) that noel is with him on new years day#(((he posts a selfie that i uhhh got very tinhatty about.. don't worry about it)))#noel goes to a football game on jan 5 and he is in a very good mood#divorce news jan 14. liam's divorce playlist jan 15. allegedly out drinking together jan 16. noel does promo for new single jan 17#jan 18th liam claims on twitter noel wants to meet up#peggy's 80th birthday end of jan#liam's hip surgery beginning of feb#feb 6th he claims noel's “coming over later to wipe my arse and change the bedding he's a good lad really”#starts slagging noel off for real again in early march (he'd been “nice” since november's pretty boy promo)#news that he bought a house in france#noel does a bunch of promo at the end of march (when the 3rd single came out) some of which didnt air until june when the album came out#there's one interview where he seems very tired and hungover and he blabs about paris for ages#end of march is the 1st time he tells liam to call him. 2 months later he asks (goads) liam again a bunch of times#anyway i probably forgot some liam tweets from jan/feb and i really haven't looked into 2022 or 2021 yet#but yeah it's pretty clear they were hanging out 👁️👁️ jan 2023 and then things soured by march after liam's surgery#(((kinda wonder if noel ghosted him and then was too scared to call))) ←wondering that bc it's exactly what i would've done :/#the christmas eve/day stuff probably means nothing btw but well i'm feeling insane about the new years stuff don't even worry about it
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