#i feel dumb af saying that ong

[gun-powder-milk-shake]

me and my mom are planning to ask my psychiatrist for a full psych evaluation and advice on how to get an autism diagnosis and it’s crazy how many things i’ve been describing to people that i never realized were apart of autism:

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sensory overload:

- i have an insane sensitivity to sound something that i’ve been trying to explain to people (including about 7 therapists) for years. i can feel it in my brain like in my ear IN my brain. it physically pains me and i’ve literally dropped to my knees in the middle of a school tour because i heard a random ass scraping noise. i also cannot stand pencils for one thing, the feeling of it hitting the paper is unbearable. i physically cringe everytime i see one being used and especially using one myself. istg my younger brother purposely tries to set me off and that gets me angry as fuck. this usually ends in me just screaming at the top of my fucking lungs (no words just screaming) and at times becoming physical. it’s just literally my brain doing anything possible to get rid of the sound

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masking:

- i’m still trying to find out the definition of this but i literally just talked to my therapist about this the other day. i had to permanently move from in person to online school mainly because of sensory overload but because i always fucked up socially. i pride myself on being well mannered, polite at all times, wary of other people’s needs, considerate, analyzing facial emotions, but i’m only able to do those things with people i actually know and i’ve learned over the years how to handle those people and myself around them. i never realized that until i got out of the insanely small bubble i was in. i told my therapist that “i can’t help but be myself” and by that i mean i always wanted to change myself into just being more friendly and able to keep up a conversation without being unbearably awkward, but i always fucked up.

- this has resulted in me trying to be aware of everyone around me’s needs and i try not to offend anyone. this usually ends in me breaking down because no matter how hard i try i usually end up failing and “feeling mentally ill af” as i usually call it. this is only really a problem for me with in person situations. online i am more myself and unafraid to do so because online i feel like i don’t need to hide if that makes sense?

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stimming:

- YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY AND RELIEVED I WAS WHEN I RESEARCHED MORE ABOUT THIS. i for a stupid amount of time have certain things i do to calm down. these things have been noticed by family friends, my mom especially, friends, and random ass people because of how strange it apparently is. what i usually do is shake my hand in an orderly manner if that makes sense. like i shake it back and forth like a tambourine. i used to do it in the middle of soccer games and that’s when people started to take notice, but now i use it in breakdowns and when my senses are overloaded. i just recently was doing it to calm myself down after a failed social attempt that was thrown at me while walking my dog (my safe space usually)

- i’ve never brought up that method before because i thought it was stupid i suppose and i have a hard time talking to people about something that matters to me without thinking that they don’t fucking care. i’ve been taught for a decade now how to do deep breathing and grounding exercises but nothing compares to that random ass jazz hand i do 🤷🏻‍♀️

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mutism (sometimes):

- something i’ve done for a long ass time now (that has gotten me into a lot of fucking trouble btw) is shutting up completely when i’m super fucking stressed. actually sometimes i just don’t feel like talking? i will stop mid sentence, like i run out of juice. even my thoughts get tired of moving, it’s relaxing sometimes. unless it’s almost involuntary, for example me struggling to form anything other than hums and grunts when spoken to. humming is a habit of mine that people point out and associate with me on a daily basis. i just hum out words and sometimes people get what i mean and sometimes they don’t. if they don’t i ignore them entirely because of how fucking pissed i get of having to repeat myself (even tho i have people repeat themselves to me all day because i always drift off)

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special interest:

- okay this one was hard to deal with because i always talk nonstop about “you’re just mad you’re not interested in anything! i’m not obsessed it just makes me really happy!”and they may have a point but at the same time fuck off because it makes me happy so leave me alone. i go into like hyper focus on really random shit. for example i’ve had years worth of phases (or current ones): sims 4 (obsessed with the control), minecraft (easy to drift away into), certain musical group (i don’t even know how to explain this one), hot wheels (holy shit i lost my fucking mind over these things growing up), etc. the thing is when i get into something, i get into it. i learn everything about it, i make whole notebooks, i make focused playlists on spotify, i daydream about it for fucking years and lose my sense of reality, etc. it becomes a staple for who i am and i guess i do get a little obsessed? but i really don’t see it that way. it’s just normal for me

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twitching (?):

- time for the “this isn’t right but i also don’t know if this is apart of asd?” i’ve read something about tics as some people have describe them? my face and body repetitively twitches hard. it usually starts when i start to get triggered but gets progressively worse as i go more into it. it can be painful at times because i can’t really control it and i knock into things (the anemia already has me knocking into things but this is different lmao)

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advice please:

- i really don’t know much about this, but i do know that autism can be genetic (i’m still researching) and both of my brothers (21 and 10) have been diagnosed with autism and it’s never really been considered for me? i have been diagnosed with all the same mental disorders as my older brother, we’re very similar when it comes to how we perform as human beings, but nobody has bothered to check with me. they usually just try to add another mood disorder, ocd, or bpd to my list.

- i’ve actually been told i display ocd tendencies by my psychiatrist and looking back at it i think it was just repetitive movements and intense bursts of energy caused from me having a breakdown

- i’m going to ask my psychiatrist about what to do and get some advice about where to go from here especially with everything i’ve learned because these basic ass anxiety and grounding coping skills aren’t working anymore and i just need something more, something that is actually helpful for what i’m going through, and i honestly believe that this is it

- please let me know any info you have, i’m researching a lot and am hyper focused on this shit like a mf but i still have some stuff that i don’t know and some paper online isn’t gonna teach that to me

[sunasboyfie]

YOUR FIRST KISS WITH THE PRETTY MIDDLE BLOCKERS

starring; hinata shoyo (ft. kageyama), kei tsukishima, tadashi yamaguchi, rintarou suna, satori tendou, lev haiba, issei matsukawa

a/n; i love all the middle blockers sm help

♡ hinatas first kiss with you would be so so cute!! you guys would be on a picnic or something like that, and the sun would just start to settle down. he would tell you something to make you laugh, tryna keep the mood light and happy. hes leaning in but not enough to make you uncomfortable if you didnt wanna kiss? but when he does kiss you ong his lips r so so soft?? and hes so gentle </333 but u cant tell me he wouldnt say some dumb shit after like "omg i gotta go tell kageyama i kissed someone first brb"

♡ you would probably have to initiate it just bc tsukkis scared to hurt you deep deep down. you two would be sitting with eachother, maybe watching a movie you two can make fun of/enjoy. hed scoot a lil closer, hoping you get the hint. if you do get the hint, hed be so greatful that he doesnt have to say it. but if you dont he'll try his best not to insult u (playfully) "y/n please dont make me say it and get the damn hint"

♡ another boy you would have to initiate your first kiss with. yams is nervous to mess it up for you, so please reassure him!! he needs to be told hes doing okay or he'll back out rlly quickly. but once you do kiss him, even if its just a lil peck before a game, he'll go nuts stg. his lips r so softttt ugh >:(!! please please please gove him good luck kisses before really stressful matches, or just before matches in general! tadashi loves that you think of him and ur kisses calm his nerves!

♡ i feel like suna would be the type of person to kiss you after one of you confesses? either that or he'd kiss you when he first wakes up and not really acknowledge it. it just feels right to him? he would be so gentle with your first kiss with him, especially if its your first kiss in general! rinta would make sure youre always comfortable with him. but homygod his lil smile after??? *faints* its literally the cutest thing ever wtf

♡ like suna, tendou would kiss you right after your confession. hes so eager for you to be his and vise versa!! he will take it easy for your first couple of kisses, but after that satori loves peppering kisses all over your face and hands. tendou loves how you get flustered by the things he does, and he loves when he gets the chance to make you happy with him!!

♡ lev would make your first kiss special af!!! youre his, and he wants you to feel like royalty! it probably wouldn't be for a couple dates (he's been planning everything out with his sister bc she probably knows more abt relationships than he does), but he'll make it so worth it. the date'll be so pretty and just visually stunning in general??? alisa thank u sm and there'll be all your favorite foods and drinks, and ugh its so amazing. ALSO OMG his lips r a little chapped but alisa will probs make him put chapstick on beforehand

♡ ISSEI <3 but it probs comes naturally to him too? he doesnt really make it a big deal, unless you wanted him to go all out. he asked for a good luck kiss as a joke before the date tech match, but was not expecting you to actually kiss him in front of everyone??? like everyone was going nuts over you two and he just has the dorkiest smile ever omg <333

[danielsbundle]

misunderstanding

member: kang daniel

genre : fluff/angst

- ok so

- you were in the same high school as daniel and he was your seat partner

- you shared most classes together SO YOU TWO WERE QUITE CLOSE EEEKS

- and daniel was quite popular

- your typical athlete jock type

- and you were in track and field

- and ofc you had a BIGGGGG crush on him

- who wouldnt tbh he had everything a girl would want HIS SMILE FOR EXAMPLE SMDKJS

- but either you were a great actress or daniels just dumb af lmao

- he never knew about your feelings

- instead he liked another girl seoeun or so he thought

- which happened to be your enemy RIP

- seoeun so happened to like daniel too drama i love

- anyways you were good friends with his bff seongwoo

- well you trusted ong so you told him every single shit in your life

- even about daniel

- and ong knew about daniels crush on seoeun

- well ong didnt like seoeun anyways

- sOoO he pushed you to confess your feelings to daniel

- being such an adventurous and confident person, you decided to LMAO

- you used your non existent pocket money to get his favourite jellies

- so early next morning, acting like a lovestruck thief, at 6am you were really into daniel to give up your precious sleep i applaud you slipped a few bags of his favourite jellies and a letter in his locker

- then you quickly ran away faster than lightning (track and field never failed you after all :’) )

- and you were just waiting for daniel to come to class and say the three holy words AAAH

- but life decided to play a big joke on you

- SIKE

- you didnt write your name on the letter or on the jellies packaging what a fool you were

- so daniel assumed it was seoeun who confessed

- and so your half asleep soul was awakened and greeted by daniel confessing to seoeun

- and ofc seoeun had no idea what daniel was talking about, but ohwell a chance is a chance so she pretended smh

- tanananana ! they became the cc (campus couple) in no time

- when they kissed in joy which so happened to be right in front of you your legs gave up on you, heart broken into many many pieces as many as jisungs numerous expressions HAHHAHAA

- ong saw this ofc

- and gUESS wHAt

- ong liked you

- i mean u were as hilarious as him

- yall were basically couple goals if daniel didnt exist

- but ong knew you liked daniel a lot so he wanted to confront daniel

- give him a waking up or two

- but daniel looked so happy and you didnt want to ruin his happiness

- besides you didnt even know if he liked you

- you decided to let him be a happy puppy and let it be

- just that you hated seoeun 9394828383 times more

- and so time passed and you were literally crumbling into pieces

- you werent sleeping well , eating well , your grades was dropping as fast as jumping down the empire state building to the ground

- you were also skipping a lot of classes sigh

- even literature which was your favorute subject :(

- so you decided to take a small healing trip to jeju, therefore you were packing your locker and all the useless textbooks

- while you were packing, you came across the varsity jacket that daniel gave you when he won his first ever game

- unable to control tour emotions, your tears soon started falling

- however, daniel noticed you were acting strangely these weeks

- and being the ever kind person he is, he constantly asked if you were okay

- which made you even more miserable

- so you tried to igNoRE hIM as much as possible what a bad move tho

- which made daniel sad

- in fact his heart throbbed whenever he saw you avoiding him in the hallways or anywhere

- also he somehow got super jealous whenever he saw you eating lunch with seongwoo or even hanging out with him

- like he would be full-on anger mood

- also he couldnt really focus on seoeun that much

- like his heart wasnt beating as fast when he had skinship w seoeun as compared to when he saw you ??

- aaaaaaand finally ong just couldnt stand it anymore

- it broke his heart to see you in this state really

- so he dragged daniel away to the rooftop

- yaknow try to make daniel realise he liked you

- shit happened and well, the end product was:

- daniel realised he really really liked you

- screw that

- he loved you

- and so when he learned that you were flying away to pretty lil jejudo because of him

* he ran as fast as the horse in burn it up lol

* never once had he been grateful to football as compared to now

- leaving ong alone at the rooftop what a loyal friend ugh my heart is shaking

- as you were preparing to carry the huge ass box of useless shit back home

- you were stopped by someone backhugging you

- you knew the smell all too well

- it was none other than the smell of the holy kANG dANIEL

- the box you were carrying dropped from the shock rip your efforts 

- daniel turned your body around and you two met eyes

- can i just say sweating panting daniel is just so hot WHOOPS

- he took your smol lil face into his big ass hands

- literally squashed your face

- and finally KISSED YOU DNNSNSNABSS

- just a light kiss honestly, he didnt know how you would react to it 

- but his lips were so soft and warm

- so kissable mmmm 

- you were oh so surprised but highkey elated glad delighted happy exhilarated overjoyed

- cue all the happy words in every language

- YOU WERE FINALLY KISSING GODDANIEL XNSNNDNSS

- your insides were screaming

- when he pulled you away he immediately hugged you tightly, “im sorry i mistook your confession for seoeuns, i shouldve checked who it was instead of assuming, forgive me please?”

- well with his puppy eyes you couldnt say no anyways so you simply nodded your head, still giddy from what just happened 

- sUDdenLy seongwoo and daniels friends came out of nowhere and cheered for the both of you 

- you burst out in laughter, so happy that you were finally dating daniel 

- while sEOEUN stood far way, furious at what was hapening

- she marched up to daniel and you, wanting to confront you and honestly kick your ass 

- but daniel just held her by the arms in time, preventing from her getting to you 

- “lets break up, seoeun. i dont love you anymore, wait i actually never did”

- seoeun immediately begged daniel not to break up with her, clinging on to his arms 

- but woojin and jihoon pulled her away from daniels arms and told her to get lost, far away from daniel 

- daniel embraced you once more, content that he was dating his loved one at last

- “i love you, y/n” he whispered as he kissed your head gently 

- “love you too” you replied, snuggling into his chest 

- the end

[wanna-one-imagine]

Wanna One Kang Daniel Prince! AU (Part 4)

And here we go, the last part of the Prince AU! Get ready for a wall of text, this is about 50% longer than the other parts (oops). Anyway, this has been such a fun series to write. You can find links to other parts here: 1, 2, 3. Enjoy! (You + Kang Daniel)

“(Y/N), do you like me?”

oh my god no nO NO non non ono noono nO NO NO what do i s ay oh myg od

“Uh, no I don’t, weirdo,” you nervously laughed, backing away from him, turning your face away from him so he couldn’t see the blush that was running to your cheeks

Daniel stood up, eyes curving playfully, his gaze boring into you

“Hmmm... I heard everything, though, (Y/N),” he walked closer and closer to you, you carefully backing up in response

What the hell does he think he’s doing right now oh my god

“What did you hear? You must be hearing things, I never said that I like you, you should get your ears checked out,” you replied, unable to meet his strong gaze

“There are different ways to say you like someone... and I heard,” Daniel began, poking your cheek, “someone here saying they wouldn’t mind marrying me... at all,” he finished, smirking

Suddenly, you had a sudden rush of confidence, standing up straight and looking Daniel right in the eye

“Well, last time I checked, “wouldn’t mind” doesn’t mean the same thing as “want to”, in fact all it means that I’m completely neutral about marrying you mister,” you replied, wiggling your eyebrows at him, walking right past him to take a seat on the bed

You were too focused on stopPING YOUR OWN HEART from exploding out of your chest to notice Daniel’s quiet “oh” in response to your comeback

And Daniel was having problems of his own: for some reason, he was... disappointed by your response

Suddenly, he didn’t want to talk with you anymore or finish his homework/lesson with you, and silently walked to his own end of the bed, climbing under the comforter, resting his head on the pillow to face away from you

He honestly felt like punching something or slamming his body against the bed but willed himself to complete stillness, not wanting to communicate his feelings to you in any way

He didn’t realize how excited and happy and built up he had gotten when you had whispered to him, thinking he was asleep

And now he knew he shouldn’t be mad, but here he was, unable to talk to you for some reason

You were shaken up as well, on the opposite side of the bed, and climbed in without a word, confused as to why Daniel had suddenly stopped talking to you... was he angry?

You laid down there, unable to fall asleep for some reason sometimes sneaking glances at Daniel’s huge curled up body

You fell into sleep, emptily staring at him from afar, confused about what was happening

Daniel, on the other hand, was unable to rest and forget about the night’s previous events

He tossed and turned in the dimly-lit room, sometimes facing you, looking at your sleeping face

Why am I feeling like this... 

He silently raged at himself, never having felt this way before, before one clear and frightening thought entered his mind

I wanted her to like me.

That was it. That’s the entire explanation, and he still struggled to understand why he wanted that

Daniel fell asleep out of exhaustion, his last thoughts before he drifted off being a complete mess

zzzz good night you two

The next morning, you groggily opened your eyes, only to find yourself face to face with Daniel’s shirt

It took a couple seconds for you to process the position you were in: all snuggled up in Daniel’s chest, his arms holding you against him

oh my gOD WHAT HE WHAT IS HE DOING HOW DID THIS HAPPEN

You two slept in the same bed literally every night, and this had never once happened in all that time

Keep in mind the bed is huge, and you two are all the way shifted to one side, leaving the other side completely empty

Nevertheless, you couldn’t will yourself to move out of Daniel’s grasp, you wanting to stay in this position... for as long as possible

You didn’t make a move, and closed your eyes again

In your logic, you two were on your side of the bed, so whatever happened wasn’t because of you, so you just went with it

You had no idea that Daniel was also awake and pretending to be asleep LOL

He was equally shocked when he woke up; he had no idea how he ended up in this position over the night, but he found himself enjoying the feeling of your body warming him up

He hoped you wouldn’t feel his heart racing, your face right on his chest

And the both of you just laid there, trying to keep yourselves perfectly still, secretly appreciating the other’s presence as much as possible

Y’all dumb af lol

You two would have just laid there forever until you turned into corpses, if not for the intercom interrupting your peaceful silence

“Prince Kang, Miss (Y/L/N), please wash up and join the family for Lunch at noon.”

that dAMN security system... the Queen and King are probably watching us like we’re characters in a movie, deciding to “wake you up” now

You both twitched in shock from the noise, sitting up in the bed, eyes finally meeting one another (and you two were both pretty much wide awake by now lol)

“Oh- um hey,” Daniel greeted you, the first words he had spoken to you since last night

You cleared your throat, “hey, good morning”

It wasn’t every day you saw Daniel at a loss for words – he was quiet and you two just looked at each other before getting up, mutually agreeing to pretend like last night and this morning never happened...

...or so you thought.

You were on your way out of his room, mumbling that you would go wash up first, when you heard Daniel’s voice call out from behind you

“(Y/N).”

You stopped, and turned around, to come face to face with Daniel – when had he gotten so close?

You looked at him, not having time to say anything, when his bunny teeth poked out from between his lips

“You like me. You totally do.”

wait. what? where was this coming from...

This time, you had nothing to say to Daniel, and just blankly stared at him, waiting for an explanation

Daniel smugly smirked at you, before continuing

“Maybe you don’t realize it, but you totally like me, I just get this vibe from you,”

“What are you babbling, get ahold of yourself man” you said, kicking his leg and running away

You didn’t know what Daniel was trying to pull here, and honestly he wasn’t sure himself

He just wanted not to be awkward with you, and for things to go back to normal – and that meant teasing you, even if it was over something that wasn’t... confirmed

And maybe, he was hoping to himself that it was true, and telling you that you liked him made him take his mind off the fact that there was a possibility you didn’t, serving as a source of comfort for him

Over the next couple weeks, you could count on Daniel to catch literally any small action you did and turn it into a “you like me” thing

Every night he would set up a pillow barrier between you two, claiming that other night that you jumped him and he was trying to “protect” his “purity”

Even if your hand slightly touched him for one reason or another, he would get all on your case about that

“OH I CAUGHT YOU!!!” or “What can I do, I’m so charming, even you couldn’t resist me”

Sometimes he’d purposely set you up, asking if you wanted some of his drink, and when you agreed he’d tease you for sharing a drink with him

Most of the time you were just too done to respond to him, only managing an eye roll or glare

Ong and Jaehwan saw all of this happen, and would give Daniel the "really bro” look every time (just to go unnoticed by him)

To them, it was obvious that all this teasing was just a sign that he had a huge crush on you (which they had picked up a while ago)

They’d whisper about Daniel right in front of him lmao

“Daniel is good looking, but really bad at dating”

“I have no idea what he’s doing”

“What a freak”

“It’s funny how he claims (Y/N) likes him over the dumbest things but he can’t realize he likes her over the same teasing he does to her”

“That’s dumb Daniel for ya”

Daniel was really like a little kid, unable to figure himself out

He was the type to tell someone directly when he liked them, but he hadn’t seemed to have figured out his feelings for you... weirdo

So you were stuck with all this teasing, but you were in too deep in your own feelings for him that you didn’t even care at this point LOL

Everything was stuck in this strange limbo between friendship and dating until one day, when you were to take a multi-day trip to attend a competition for one of the clubs you were in at school

And of course, Daniel made this big deal about you going to miss him

“If you get too sad while I’m not there with you, feel free to call me or anything (Y/N), I’ll make sure my phone is always turned on for you, I wouldn’t want you to be sad on your trip,” he teased, poking your cheeks (he tended to do that a lot lol)

The line between joking and serious was completely blurred at this point, and for the time being you didn’t make an effort to clear it

“Sure thing, fella, I could say the same to you,”

You went on your trip, and on your end it was for the most part uneventful

After all, you were already self-aware of your emotions for him, and you had already come to terms with missing him for a few days

but the case wAS DIFFERENT FOR MR. KANG HERE

He had laughed at his own jokes over sending you off, but once you had left, he was an absolute mess

That afternoon at the coffeeshop, Daniel barely spoke a word to Ong and Jaehwan, and kept checking his phone and putting it back in his pocket over and over again

After a while, Daniel couldn’t take it anymore, and told Ong and Jaehwan that he had to leave

"I think I’m feeling sick, I have no idea why, my head hurts for some reason, I’m going to go home early today guys”

Jaehwan and Ong already knew that if they told Daniel he liked you, he would just deny it and tell them they were crazy

This one, he had to figure out on his own

Daniel couldn’t focus at all; when he arrived back at the palace, he had no idea what to do

For some reason, he couldn’t remember what he used to do after school before you lived with him

He tried playing computer games and eating food but couldn’t stop checking his phone

“She definitely misses me, why isn’t she texting?”

He even checked his temperature, trying to find the cause of the weird feeling that was taking over his body

He flopped on his bed, staring at his phone and flailing his limbs around because he’s strange

Daniel found himself mindlessly tapping his phone to almost call you multiple times before catching himself and stopping

But on one attempt, he failed to stop himself and the call went through, unbeknownst to him LOL

“Hello?” Your voice called out from the other line

wa w ahat (Y/N) how is she here what why is she on the call

He quickly came to the wrong conclusion, that you had finally called him, quickly getting cocky again

“Ah, (Y/N), looks like you finally caved in and called me, I know you couldn’t resist, you totally missed me, but what can I expect if you like me so much,” he cackled out

You were, obviously, extremely confused as to what was happening

“Daniel? I didn’t call you though,” you replied

“Yes you obviously did, Miss (Y/N)”

“Daniel. Literally check your phone, you’re the one who called me, if anything, according to your own logic, this means you are the one who misses me and you like me, idiot”

wait, what? Daniel checked his phone log, the outreaching arrow indicating that he was the one who had started the call, his eyes nearly popping out of his head when he saw the symbol

He sat there in silence, shocked, still on the call

“Daniel? Are you still there?” your voice reclaimed his attention

“yeah,” he responded, shocking you – in that one word, you heard softness and vulnerability

“Uh- are you okay? Did something happen?”

Without thinking, Daniel finally let loose the words that had been sitting on the tip of his tongue for so long, shocking the both of you

“I think I like you, (Y/N).”

“What?”

Everything was becoming clear to Daniel – how had I not figured this out earlier? You’re literally such a fool, he thought, scolding himself

More confidently this time, he repeated himself

“(Y/N). I definitely like you. I miss you too.”

“Oh my gosh, I can’t believe this is happening now, Daniel I’m literally on a bus right now,” you quietly laughed into the phone, hoping the sounds of the bus were too loud for others to hear your conversation

Hearing your laugh made Daniel’s heart literally flutter, his feet kicking his bed in happiness

Everything was finally making sense, and that was in itself comforting

“Sorry I didn’t tell you before, (Y/N), I literally just figured it out. Like 30 seconds ago,” he giggled back at you

“You’re so dumb; this whole time you were the one making fun of me and telling me that I was the one who liked you, you fool”

“Well, I mean, you do, right? Like me?”

“No, I don’t, and now I’m going to tease you about liking me for months!” (you couldn’t hold back at this momentary revenge on him)

But Daniel felt his heart drop at your answer

“Wait, you don’t? But- but you always stare at me and joke with me and we’re just perfect together you have to like me!” Daniel cutely protested, and you completely gave in – you were a total sucker for him

“I’ve literally liked you since that holiday party months ago, don’t even I’ve deadass been waiting for a sign from you since forever” you replied, unintentionally confessing more than you had intended

“Wait what? Since the party? Oh my god, you’re SO into me, and I’m never going to forget it”

“Ugh I’m hanging up, I can’t believe I told you that,” you said angrily, but Daniel heard the smile in your voice

“Okay, we can continue this juicy information session later then, dumbo”

“I’M LEAVING BYE”

“Bye sweetheart”

“...never call me that again or I will end you”

“I thought you were leaving? Can’t seem to end the call with me? You really are in too deep girl”

“Shut up I’m going now” you hastily hung up

And the both of you just sat in your respective locations, with huge grins covering your faces

Not once could you two have a prolonged nice moment without turning to harass the other... but nevertheless, it felt so right

For the next couple days of that trip, you two called each other every night, but throughout the day solely communicated through those sticker emojis on the text message app (wtf)

When you returned to the palace after what seemed like the longest 4 days of both of your lives, Daniel was the first one to greet you, opening the doors of the palace himself, urging the servants to let him do it himself

You began to greet Daniel with a simple “hey”, but he immediately smothered you in a tight hug, making the servants giggle in shyness behind him

“Dan- dude I can’t breathe” you mustered out, your face smushed against his chest

All he did was laugh in response and drag you to his room, quickly closing the door behind him and holding you still in front of him, his hands cupping your shoulders

He looked like a complete puppy, happy and shy and excited at the same time

He still hadn’t said anything, and was still laughing, breathing heavily at the shameless running the both of you had just done

And just like that, you felt his lips on your forehead, there one second and gone the next

“Oh my gosh, that felt as good as I imagined,” he breathed out, sTILL LAUGHING LIKE HE WON’T STOP LAUGHING

You could only look at him, taken completely by surprise, rapidly blinking due to the closeness between the two of you

“Can I do it again?” Daniel asked, finally getting a hold of himself

“Like you asked the first time,” you muttered, feeling your heart dance as he wrapped a hand around your waist, pulling you closer to him

“Good point. Sorry about that. Can I do it again though?” he cockily asked

You snatched up some confidence you didn’t know you had, and pecked his lips in response, making the both of you pink

“Um- I couldn’t reach your forehead,” you sheepishly explained, leaving Daniel the one in shock this time

“Oh, sorry, I should’ve asked,” you apologized to Daniel, confused at what he was silently thinking

“No. It’s fine.” he rasped back at you, his eyes changing to something more... intense, before nodding at himself and simply embracing you in a hug, patting your hair with one of his hands

“I’m glad you’re back,” he mumbled into the top of your head

“I was only gone for a couple days, Dan”

“Still cmon you missed me too,” he prodded, slightly nudging your leg with his knee

“Yes I am aware”

“I mean, not like I had to ask, you’re the one who’s liked me since the holiday party, jeez”

You stepped away from him in response

“Oh, you wanna go there? Really? You’re the one who confessed over the phone after calling me and proceeding to claim that I was the one who called and missed you”

“HEY”

“HEY YOURSELF”

Welp, there goes that moment NICE ONE GUYS

And the two of you were all weird again, bickering as usual...

but you wouldn’t have it any other way :’))

The both of you officially dated from then on, making the King and Queen very happy about the development

And yes, they did tell you to begin preparing for grandchildren after you two got married, making you two very embarrassed LOL

You two actually didn’t talk about marriage, but it was looming over your heads

Jaehwan and Ong were relieved that Daniel had finally figured himself out, and they complained to him about all the times he annoyed them over it LOL

You two actually went out alone sometimes now, but for the most part your relationship was the same as before... except for the occasional attempts at romance and... intimacy aHEM

Daniel would do the cringiest things, like say dumb pickup lines and help you put on your shoes, calling you “princess” (which makes sense)

You would be mesmerized or disgusted by these efforts, and frequently made fun of him, but you both just liked each other so much so it didn’t matter much LOL

The King and Queen absolutely adored the two of you, and were incredibly satisfied that their master plan had resulted in fruits of success

They caught you exchanging your first “love you”s and blushes and the Queen literally screamed jfc

(why Daniel said “love you” instead of “thank you” when you passed him the juice at dinner one day was still unknown to this day)

And slowly, over the course of weeks, the both of you drifted together before sleeping, getting closer and closer until one day you both just began falling asleep in the other’s arms, both of you extremely content

And one night, as you two were drifting off together, Daniel’s voice softly called out to you

“(Y/N).”

“Hmmm?” you groggily responded, about to fall asleep

“I already call you my princess, why don’t we just make it official?”

Suddenly, you were wide awake – did... did he just propose to me?

Like you two were already set to have an arranged marriage in the next year according to the parents, but why were these words making you so happy?

“W-what?” was all you managed to get out, a smile already forming on your lips

“(Y/N), you know what I mean. Let’s get married?”

You couldn’t hold back your excited squeal as you pulled yourself into Daniel’s warm chest, quickly nodding in response

A year ago, you couldn’t imagine being proposed to, in the middle of the night, cuddling with the nation’s literal Prince Kang Daniel, but here you were... and now this life seemed not only normal, but necessary

“Okay, sounds good. Good night Princess (Y/L/N),” Daniel whispered, as if he didn’t just propose to you a minute earlier... 

And you loved him for that.

“Night, Daniel.”

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

A/N: Ahh I hope that ending was alright... guess I wanted to keep it a simple contrast to what happened right before that 😉 This part came out to be longer than the others, but I really wanted to finish it up this time. Hope you enjoyed!

I haven’t been updating as frequently as I am preparing for pre-college things, but I also don’t want to rush so that I can make sure to put out quality writings that I feel confident about. Hope that makes sense!

Thank you once again for all of the patience! I know many of you have been waiting for a while 💖

[wannawrite]

I Latte You Very Much

Wanna One’s Hwang Minhyun X Reader

Word count: 1761

• talented af barista! Minhyun like srsly he can do anything • your friend [ created character, Sujin ] suggested this new cafe • you now spend most of your time there…wonder why ;)

awwwww this one was adoraBLe I LOVED IT I HOPE YOU DO TOO ANON THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING. I’m sorry I only got it out like 3 weeks later :( i hate disappointing you guys still, thanks for showering us with love. We love you guys 💓

- admin L

PS: to be edited [ 8/8/2017 ] 

edited 11/8/2017 __________

The pen that was once in your hands landed with a soft thud on your workbook, uncapped. You had tossed it down with an irritated growl, upset about a certain mathematics equation that seemed simple enough to solve yet it had twisted you in circles for the past 10 minutes. It was driving you mad.

Just as you were about to give up studying as a whole, your best friend, Sujin seemed to sense your mood was off and called you.

“Hey!” She greeted enthusiastically before you had even said a word. “Remember that new… well two month old cafe everyone at school was talking about? The one with the insanely good coffee and really good looking baristas? I’m having trouble with homework too, want to meet there? Its like a 2 minute walk from your house anyways.”

“Uh, sure. Okay. Dress cute.” You mumbled, almost too tired for words but the prospect of good coffee AND cute boys made your feet move a little faster.

“Okay! See you then.”

Beep.

Your homework glared at you, the mountains of papers seemed to grow by the second. You had to finish them, this was a good chance. You were killing three… or four birds with one stone.

…

It was rather late when you arrived at the coffee shop but lucky for you, it was those kinds that stayed open until 2am. The lighting was rather dim and ambient around the seating area but you were almost blinded by the spotlights at the front of the shop.

However, if it weren’t for those lights, you wouldn’t have noticed the incredibly handsome barista who was currently taking an order.

His smile seemed to illuminate the room, his hair looked fluffy and softer than swan feathers. The man’s eyes twinkled as he beamed brightly.

You were stunned by his beauty to say the least.

So as to not seem like a freak, you forced your legs to move, to unroot from your spot in the middle of the entire shop to where Sujin sat, her table nearly hidden by books. The cafe was pretty crowded, she was lucky to be able to clinch a booth. You had a feeling the both of you were going to be here until closing time. College was hard work.

Sujin smirked as you approached, settling your things down beside her. She reached over and grabbed your forearm as you moved to take your wallet. “So, you think he’s cute?”

You furrowed your brow, faking confusion but she had been your friend for the longest time and saw right through your facade.

“Well, I don’t know much about him but his name is Minhyun. He’s in the music course with Sungwoon, he works here almost every day and yes, he is single.” She winked, taking a sip of her iced vanilla latte. It seemed to satisfy her tastebuds, that made you look forward to getting one too.

You blinked once, staring blankly at her. “I didn’t need that information though…What are you-”

“I saw the way you looked at him. Your heart jumped. Did it not?” Sujin smiled smugly. “Did it not? Hmm?”

A blush filled your cheeks as you bonked your wallet gently on her head, chuckling while trying to remain a calm composure. Now that you pondered about it, you had seem his handsome face sometimes in between classes. He must know Ha Sungwoon and Ong Seongwoo, two of your other friends in the music course.

Perhaps I could ask Sungwoon about him….

Shaking your head, you banished all the odd thoughts from your mind and walked forward into the queue. Sujin tapped away on her phone and you hoped she wasn’t texting Sungwoon or Seongwoo about Minhyun. If she did…you weren’t sure what would happen to her after you were done with her.

Sujin owes me a coffee. Ugh…should I get a strawberry cappuccino or a regular latte with requested foam art?

The customer in front of you ordered a iced matcha latte so you figured those must be pretty good.

“And… your name is?”

Oh my god, it was a place where they asked for your name. Sometimes I really hate this concept.

“Oh come on hyung, we live next door to each other,” the youth in front of you whined.

Minhyun laughed, scribbling down the boy’s name. “Okay, one iced green tea latte for Lee Daewhi. Hi, what can I get for you today?” He smiled at you.

You felt your steps falter as you approached the counter, it was suffocating to be in the presence of Minhyun’s beauty. On top of that, he seemed to have a nice and friendly personality.

“Uh…uh, um. What do you recommend?” You blurted out after a series of incoherent stuttering, your cheeks flushed red right after realisation hit you like a truck. “Sorry, that was so dumb of me.”

“It’s fine. Don’t worry about it,” Minhyun reassured, he put his pen to his lips, deep in thought. “If you like tea I really recommend The Sunset which is pomegranate, mango and peach tea combined. Hmm…what Daewhi ordered is a personal favourite, especially with azuki beans and chocolate sauce. Uhh, my friends seem to like the macchiatos but Bae Jinyoung is in charge of making those today and I would advise against trusting him.” ( rmb when everyone felt played bc Baejin tricked all of them hehe ) Minhyun drummed his hands on the counter, lips pursing as he thought hard. “What about a secret menu drink?”

That caught your attention, you looked at him with wide eyes. “Really? You’d do that?”

Minhyun nodded. “Yeah, of course. I can hone my barista skills. Give me a minute or two. Jisung hyung!” Another man came running from the kitchen, drying his hands on his apron and taking over Minhyun’s job at the cashier. He winked at Minhyun suggestively causing the him to roll his eyes and shake his head.

“Thank you!” You called cheerfully as you watched Minhyun gather several ingredients, he smiled but didn’t take his focus off his task. The sweet gesture made you blush and your heart fluttered madly in your chest. It was such a random yet genuine offer. Your face didn’t cool down even after you returned to your seat despite how dim the lighting around there was. Sujin resorted to fanning your face lightly with a stack of worksheets as she giggled.

“Oh my god…oh my god……Y/N finally has a crush!”

…

You pressed your lips together, the sweet taste of the secret drink Minhyun had created still lingered on your tongue. You remembered how he had came up to your booth and asked for your name, bashfully, ears tinging pink before retreating back to the safety of his bar and hastily scribbling your name on a plastic cup. Sujin had found it adorable, she teased you all night long and it was hard to tolerate but at least you got through majority of your papers. Last night felt like a good dream but the washed plastic cup that sat on your nightstand with your name on it kept you in check.

It was around closing time when Sujin decided enough was enough and packed up despite your protests, she dragged you out of there insisting you had worked hard enough. Minhyun was nowhere to be seen and you sighed in disappointment but acknowledged the fact that he too needed his rest.

Buzz. Buzz.

9.23 am

Sujin: guess what ;) You: what Sujin: sungwoon says minhyun’s single but looking ard ;) You: k so? Sujin: damnit girl take ur chance Sujin: i think you two wld make a good couple You: thanks but no thanks

10 am Sujin: want to go out today? movies? You: wish i cld :((( but i need to finish my work Sujin: aww okie :( gd luck bby

Truthfully, you were going to spend the day at the coffee shop your cute barista worked at, studying of course.

…

“Hey! Uh, uh�� Y/N! Secret drink girl, hello,” Minhyun greeted cheerfully when he spotted you entering the shop. “So? Are you up for another off menu surprise?”

You giggled, blushing as you hung your tote bag on your chair. There weren’t many people today, good.

“Surprise me,” you said, winking and surprising yourself at your boldness.

Minhyun seemed… shocked yet undaunted, he appeared to like you posing challenges. “Okay, no problem. Miss Y/N.” He smirked, turning away to form a new creation.

You too, spun away to face your books. The constant whirring and mixing of different machines kept you from concentrating, the sounds only added to the excitement and anticipation. You heard the telltale steps on Minhyun and pretended to be deep in thought when he placed the mug on your table with great precision. Your gaze met his.

“Hey, I hope you like it. By the way….we have never met formally, so, hello. I’m Hwang Minhyun. I think I’ve seen you hanging out with Ha Sungwoon?” He bowed slightly out of respect which you returned.

“Yes! Sungwoon and Seongwoo are my friends so I suppose you have seen me before. Thank you, my name is Y/N,” you replied albeit it was a lame one, you were glad you hadn’t tripped over your words. Your eyes widened when Minhyun slid into the seat across from you.

“It’s off peak right now and I think I should give Baejin a bit of experience. Let’s talk, you seem like a nice person,” he suggested, looking hopeful. “Wait, try the drink first.”

You took a sip, leaving a minor lipstick mark on the side of the mason jar mug. It was very satisfying to your tastebuds, the drink fulfilled every craving you had ever had for sugar. “Mhmm. It’s so good! I love it! Did you come up with it yourself?”

Minhyun shrugged modestly. “I mean, I was just experimenting with some of my roommates and they insisted it was delicious but I only offer it to special people.”

“You have to teach me something! This is like a need now!”

“Maybe,” he told you, batting an eye. “We’ll have to see. How about you give me a call one of these days.” Minhyun slid a small folded up piece of paper across the table, grinned and left without another word.

Your jaw dropped, speechless. Everything he did only deepened your crush on him. The butterflies in your stomach and happiness coursing through your veins weren’t from the boost of caffeine.

Perhaps it was more than that.

[jaehwn]

how i died

OK Y’ALL READY TO READ HOW I DIED!! sorry this took so long but I wanted to make some gifs to make this rollercoaster experience more real. this is going to be long (I already know it) so sip on some drinks coz dis gon’ be wildddd! disclaimer: I also got a little carried away with this post.. um.. idk why..

also, please don’t repost my gifs. they were made using videos I took at the concert :)

I originally had some rants here but I don’t want any negativity on my blog so I deleted like an entire paragraph of rant lels.. and I figured this post was getting way too long and no one would read it so yea.. OKEY OKEY let’s get onto the exciting stuff 🎉

MONSTA X AUDIENCE

BOYYY AM I SHOOK! they looked so good!!? ok basically they walked in and introduced themselves as a group and individually in english. Then they had to randomly choose to do a mission kinda thing. Wonho ended up doing one of jooheon’s rap and it was LIT!! 🔥 and he was like “feels bad for ended it like that” so he got Jooheon to rap as well 🙌🏻 LIKE WONHO BLESS YOUR SOUL 💖and then it was hi-touch time 🙂

WANNA ONE AUDIENCE

OMG I WAITED LIKE OVER 2 HOURS IN LINE UNDER 37 DEGREE WEATHER! but it was worth it 😍 I GOT SUCH A GOOD SPOT for audience. Like they walked to go on stage and I was like standing right there where they were walking. I EVEN HAD MY JAEHWAN SLOGAN OUT! idk if he saw tho tbh ; ; rip but I’m pretty sure woojin saw hhehhe 🙈 So the same happened - introduced as a group and as individuals in english. I GOT JAEHWAN’S INTRO ON VIDEO ewlkjqewhre I DIE ⚰️ then it was straight to hi-touch (lowkey annoyed they didn’t get to do the mission thing 🙁)

RED CARPET

Red Carpet was pretty cool. All groups except for Wanna One came out one by one. Fans took photos. They said some comments about being in Australia and the concert.

CONCERT

OK this is going to be a long section lels. There was a bit of a pre-concert where Kevin came out as mc to introduce a few dance groups. I was legit shocked at how good these dance groups were. Now onto the actual concert HEHEH Monsta X Jooheon and Shownu started off the concert with a rap and dance collab stage and OMG they were amazing!!! Their stage honestly lifted the spirits of the entire audience ; everyone was just screaming. it was some lit shit 🔥 Daehwi, Daniel and Minhyun came out to mc for a little bit. Minhyun was being dumb and as like saying he can’t see the audience and had to walk a few steps forward and then he was like ah alright alright sweet 😂 Then Daehwi asked them what KCON meant to them. I forgot what they said but Daniel mentioned something about culture and honestly, it was just them being cute af 😍 I LOVE DAEHWI for just leading the whole conversation in english ; bless his soul 😇 so they introduced the next act which was WJSN covering Kylie Minogue songs. They killed it and the choreography was HOT AF!! They’re all so pretty like I can’t even- MAJOR HEART EYES. 

Next was SF9 and Up10tion’s performances on after the other. All I can say now is I AM A FAN!! Just their stage presence, and choreography and all the lighting and atmosphere was just amazing! After SF9′s first song, they like teased about being hot and asked if they can take their jackets off 😂 SUCH FLIRTS~ Dawon got teased about about his hair looking like ramen hehehe ; and OMG INSEONG IS HE CUTE OR WHAT!? He was the one that spoke the most english and was kinda of the group representative. 

Also bless Up10tion for their fan interactions during their performances, it was SO CUTE 🙈 Legit both groups are SOOOO GOOD LOOKING!!! The visuals are no joke 👌🏻 SF9 performed Easy Love, Fanfare and Roar. Up10tion performed Runner, So Dangerous (and one other song I don’t remember). 

After that, Changkyun and Kihyun came on stage as mc. They played this “game” where they play snippets of kpop songs and the audience dances. Tbh they were both just goofing around on stage ; it was so cute ~~ After WJSN performed Secret and Happy (plus one other song). Being the only girl group there, they really played their part in fulfilling the concert. They were like everything - pretty, cute, sexy. Their performances had a brighter vibe compared to the boy groups which was really nice 😊 

They next stage was Wanna One. THIS IS THE PART WHERE I DIED 🙃 They performed Energetic, Burn it up and Wanna be. THE FEELS!! Like I don’t even know what to say bc I’m just asdlfjakh just thinking about it. I honestly cannot even function properly thinking about their stage again ; this is how bad they ruined me. ok let’s just talk about Jaehwan bc like can he not be so rude and make my heart nut 😤 HE FULL DID HIS LIKE LIP BITE AND WINK THING AND IT IS NOT OK!!??? They played this little game on stage where the hyung line had to act cute and the maknae line had to act sexy. JAEHWAN WAS DOING THIS HEART DANCE (punch me bc he’s just being a dumdum) and then Jisung was doing a pouty face ; it was so cuteeeee ~~~ Ong was like sitting on the edge of the stage and waving at fans ; honestly rip the fans that was right in front of him. Minhyun did his signature butt dance ; MINHYUN IS THE ACTUAL SUN AND NO ONE CAN ARGUE WITH ME! Danik as himself is just cute hehehe 🙈 and Sungwoon is just a cutie 24/7. Now for maknae line. Woojin and Baejin was just being rude and Guanlin and Daehwi chose to lie on the floor - like kill me now. Hyung line rushed over, trying to stop them 😂 Jihoon actually had the guts to try and take his shirt off! Not that he would, but he did the action. 

After Wanna One performances was Monsta X. Not gonna lie, they had the best stage presence and live stages. They performed like 4 songs? HERO, Shine Forever, Ex Girl and Beautiful (I think..) All of the stages were SO GOOOD!! EVERYONE in the audience was just enjoying the vibes and omg the close up shots of them on the monitor was like DSLFKJSDFDS ; they glistened under the lights 🌚 They even proposed to a fan as part of the game!!!! Changkyun was like hey angel ; me aaldjfhldaf on the floor. Kihyun serenaded her and omg he has the most beautiful voice 😍 Then Wonho! O M G HE WENT DOWN TO HER AND HUGGED HER AND TOOK A SELFIE WITH HER!!!! *me flips table then sits in corner and cries bc i’m jelly* Now it’s end of the concert and all the groups came out one last time (i’m getting emotional again ; someone send help) Monsta X actually stayed on stage and bowed to the audience~~ and WONHO UNZIPPED HIS SHIRT and was the last one to go off stage!! He knows how to end a concert on a high note ASFGDLKJG ; honestly Monsta X really knows fan service and treating their fans well~ anddddd that is the end of the concert 🎉 

read more about my Jaehwan feels below 🙃

But Jaehwan didn’t even walk over to my side of the stage 😫 I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! My heart literally hurts. Seeing him in person actually ruined me ; and I’m not even joking. @ Jaehwan please return my heart 💔 ok I don’t want to scare anyone and have people think I’m crazy so I’ll stop there.

If you read up to here then I LOVE YOU ❣️❣️❣️

[r-o-se]

Produce 101 S2 Episode 9 summary nice nice very nice 10/10

first off the eliminated trainees and LAST SEASON TRAINEES got more screentime than half of the trainees lkrjelj im so mad lol anyways lets do this jake paulers

1.      Oh nice we start with flashback scenes from the last elimination great good amazing I love pain

2.      BoA back at it again with giving kids heart attacks

3.      Oh my fucking god WHAT they’re…. They’re changing the number of debuting people*? Why? What? They’re revealing it after this evaluation…. Why….

4.      Anyways the benefit is 220k votes, 100k for the member who brought in most votes and 20k for the rest PLUS the winning team will get to present their song on MCountdown

5.      Open up team lost so many members they’re left with only 4,everyone from Daniks training group got eliminate. I know you know and Showtime also need one extra member

6.      Oh Little Girl and Never are going to vote people out from the team and the teams that lack members are going to choose new members from the ones who got voted out

7.      Everyone are trying to save their asses to satay in their teams now

8.      Oh my fucking god Minhyun just shaded Haknyeon lmaooo

9.      ‘Ong why did you move are you uncomfortable?’ ‘What am I, an amateur?’

10.   Open up only has Baekho, Danik, Kenta and Yongguk right now

11.   Moonbok gets eliminated from Oh Little Girl riperoni poor dude

12.   Sungwoon, Haknyeon, Youngmin and Seonho get eliminated as well

13.   I feel so so sorry for Seungwoon he tries so hard and his vocals are AMAZING and he looks super cute and is so determined with his skills and he is a great dancer but people won’t fucking give him attention please take better care of my boy he is so cute and so skilled

14.   They actually chose Guanlin over Sungwoon. Why. I love Guanlin but Sungwoon is so much more skilled. This hurts. Let my boy be center. Let my boy sing. L

15.   LMAO THEY DEADASS ELIMINATED SUNGWOON SO THEYD HAVE MORE SINGING PARTS COME THE FUCK ON

16.   Danik will choose people now, he picks Seonho, Youngmin and Haknyeon. Why Haknyeon. Pick Sungwoon. Why does no one like Sungwoon. Let Sungwoon sing. Bitch

17.   Jisung chooses Sungwoon as his vocal and Moonbok automatically goese to I Know You Know

18.   TAEHYUN EXPOSED SUNGWOON THAT HE HATED THE SHOWTIME SONG AAAHAHAHAHHA

19.   Oh Little Girl team is sad and moping and choose the center from Ren and Jihoon. Ren really wants it and honestly he has a good reason to be it since Jihoon is popular and not in danger at all

20.   SOMEONE WROTE JIHOON DOWN AS PARK WINK HOW CUTE AKJGRNK

21.   Anyways they do a blind written vote and Ren became center WOOO BABE GOOD GOING!!!

22.   They have another nemesis as well, Gunhee vs Sewoon for main vocal

23.   Sewoon has never been main vocal apparently??? What is this blasphemy??? Blocked LET HIM SING BUT ALSO LET GUNHEE SING HE IS IN DANGER IM CONFUSED AND SAD

24.   They did a blind vote, Baejy was thee only one who voted for Gunhee, others for Sewoon and Sewoon got the main vocal part. Gunhee takes the sub-vocal part from Baejy

25.   Sungwoon just expressed his heartbreak over being rejected by the Never team, people are laughing with him, offering him the leader spot and he’s like ‘Weeeeeeellll I’d like to be center actually J’ FEARIJKJFEKR I LOVE MY BOY Jisung and Samuel got heart attacks from that I swear to god

26.   Taehyun keeps giving him small snide remarks and it’s BEAUTIFUL let Hotshot live

27.   Anyways the Showtime center is Samuel rip Jisung and Sungwoon

28.   IM CRYING JISUNG TOOK OFF HIS CENTER STICKER AND SUNGWOON PICKED IT UP AND STUCK ON HIMSELF LET MY BOY BE CENTER I BEG PLEASE PLEASE

29.   Sammy boyo has problems reaching the high notes poor baby

30.   HYUNBIN BAB VOLUNNTEERS AS LEADER FOR I KNOW YOU KNOW AND EVENTHO DONGHYUN VOLUNTEERS AS WELL HYUNBIN GETS THE SPOT DO WELL BABE I LOVE U

31.   I hope Donghan can stay center this dude is so good hearted and gorgeous but low ranked he deserves better NVM RIP taedong is center

32.   Kenta and Seonho and Haknyeon all volunteer as Open Up centers

33.   FHRAEID THEYRE DOING THE CRINGEFEST OF FACIAL EXPRESSION COMPETITION SAVE ME

34.   It looks like Youngmin has adopted Seonho this is cute as fuck he keeps asking how others think about him

35.   They are blind voting again, Baekho, Yongguk and Danik choose Haknyeon, Youngmin and Seonho Kenta but….. Yongguk is like…. Entirely edited out from here lol what did he do @MNET STOP HATING ON CHILDREN but at least Kenta has screentime it’s the small things that matter

36.   Haknyeon has a loooot of problems with both choreo and singing and Baekho is guiding him a lot this is so cute ajeofljlkeslvnl

37.   Anyways Never is practicing and Minhyun gets chosen to be the center literally everyone are favouring him

38.   Never team are doing reallllllly well, they have no aired problems lol

39.   Ong is dumb as fuck and just claps slates thanks Mnet true quality content we all needed

40.   Rlaejfoaiejsof Big Woojin is filming Jonghyun who’s like ‘DON’T AIR THIS’ lol too late babe

41.   Someone nominate Woojin for the best cameraman those clips are SO GOOD LET THAT BOY DEBUT

42.   This team is so pure seriously

43.   They are preparing for the stage everyone look so good this is SINFUL KANG DANIEL SIT YO ASS DOWN

44.   THEY SHOWED JINWOO!!!!!! AMAZING!!!!!!! AND TAEWOONG AND JAEHAN!! MMO LIVES!! SUNGWOO IS THERE AS WELL

45.   Sammy bab is so taken aback by the crowd aw also seriously Jinwoo has gotten more screentime here in the crowd than the rest of the show combined

46.   Anyways back to practicing Triple H is there and literally everyone get so giddy when they see Hyuna SAME TBH but yeah all producers are there

47.   Showtime team really fuckin kills it during the showcase for the producers and Sammy babe gets praised a lot I’m HAPPY!!!

48.   Showtime stage is ALIVE and OH MY GOD!!!!!!! HOTSHOT BOYS!!!! LOOK SO GOOD!!!!!! PEACHY SUNGWOON AND ASHY TAEHEYUN!!!!!! THIS IS WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT

49.   Fiaerjofiej they show the last season trainees more often than they show some of the current ones like damn u ever heard of Kim Yongguk?

50.   Showtime stage was SO LIT AND HAD SUCH GOOD VIBES!!!!!! THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD TAEHYUN GOT HIS DUMB LIL TONGUE OUT AND SAMMY DID THE RABBIT POSE

51.   Next up is I Know You Know and ppl are cheering really loudly for Hyunbin my heart hurts thank u everyone for loving my tall child

52.   This teams mood is pretty low since they’re all really low ranks I hope they can do alright

53.   The fucking slurping noses they record need to ALL be deleted and burned

54.   The producer for I Know You Know is suuuuuper tight up lol and wants everyone to be perfect BUT HE PRAISES HYUNBIN!!!!!!!! GOOD BABY IM PROUD!!! GOOD KID!!!!!

55.   Akaefhkdifhaseoifd all trainers are praising Hyunbin this feels like heaven I’m crying

56.   This team has the ‘we are probs gonna be eliminated anyways so let’s just have fun’ mentality and honestly? I love it good luck kids love ya do well

57.   Sunghyuk is so cute I can’t get over this small byoo and then theres Hyunbin whose legs are like what two meters long

58.   OPEN UP OPEN UP OPEN UP WOOOOOOOOOOO MY BOYSSS THEY SHOWED MMO YEEE

59.   Haknyeon is really lacking so they gotta change the center. Even Seonho can do it (the choreo and vocals at the same time) so anyways Yongguk is the center now but they didn’t even say his name jesus damn

60.   Never stage is a goddamn bedroom and Seonho pushed Kenta onto a bed and straddled him BOI WYD UR LIKE 12

61.   DANIEL KANG IS ILLEGAL!!!! FUCK THAT GUY!!!!!!! KANG DONGHO WHO!!!!! NOONE THEY CAN GO FUCK RIGHT OFF

62.   BAEKHOS VOCALS!!!!!! BRUH!!!!!

63.   KENTA GETTING ACTUAL SCREENTIME!!!!!!! AS WELL AS MMO LMAO MNET WHY COULDN’T U SHOW THEM BACK WHEN THEY WERE IN  THE SHOW

64.   It’s time for Oh Little Girl ye boiiiiiiiii

65.   Afijoiajos Jihoon has a new aegyo oaireojfijw it’s the Jooheons baby voice gugugaga thing I for once support Park McWink

66.   Jihoon is dressed up in all pink while others are monochrome black and white aaaaahhahaha

67.   OLG team has some problems apparently plus the center is still not clear. Baejy has problems with his vocals and Sewoon is helping I’m glad

68.   Sewoon does really well and gets praised by the producers and hes all jumpy and cute lil baby overall EVERYONE are doing really well Baejy as well this is so cute what a pure recording session

69.   Minki has prorblems concentrating and Gunhee is being a bit shady and holy damn Jihoon fuckin slammed thhe door and walked out

70.   Sewoon followed him and Jihoon apparently finds the groups atmosphere problematic and Gunhee is like tell us whats wrong?? (To Ren) and Ren walks out and slams the door even harder holy fucking god

71.   AAAAHAHHAHAHAH THE DUMBOS GUNHEE WALKED INTO THE ROOM AND THE TWO IDIOTS HUGGED AND GIGGLED WHATS GOIN ON

72.   DUMBASSES THIS IS A HIDDEN CAMERA AS A BDAY PRESENT TO SEWOON AND PARK WINK

73.   Jihoon looks shook af and hides his face in hands and Sewoon doesn’t really realize what’s going on and just claps along and then falls on his back oigjrolawirjo SOFT KIDS

74.   ‘We slammed the door too, this will definitely get into the trailer’

75.   Is eating cake with chopsticks a thing people do

76.   Aejofiejwafofi Jihoon looks like a McDonalds mascot I’m cryin

77.   Gunhee looks SO GOOD! BRO WTF HYUNGSEOB AS WELL

78.   And Mnet did Ren’s visuals dirty as literally Always

79.   Oh my triple H are visiting the never team and everyone are dying inside

80.   Everyone are freaking out and Guanlin is like oh hyungs came lol

81.   Everyone love the Never team and tbh? They deserve it the song is great the team is good and everything just fits

82.   Guanlin took the Never team to Cube HQ everyone are like woaaaaaaahhhhhh holy shiiiiiiiiiiitttt

83.   His locker is messy as fuck lol clean after yourself boy

84.   Krehhfnlakjwef hes presenting his first evaluation choreo he did with Seonho and others are able to follow it right away this is so funny lol

85.   ERAFKLAEN THE CUBE CHICKS WERE SUPPPOSED TO DO THE EVALUATION WITH A TROUBLEMAKER COVER BUT DIDN’T BECAUSE THEIR SKILLS WERE TOO INCONSISTENT THIS IS SO FUNNY DUDE I SAW THE VID BUT I DIDN’T KNOW THEY WERE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO AUDITION WITH THAT AGELRIJFAEL

86.   THE SLAPPING SOUNDS WHEN GUANLIN HITS SEONHOS BUTT BOI UR LIKE 12

87.   This team is so giddy at every single little compliment and they’re also treating them as equals not trainees

88.   JAEWHAN IS RAPPING WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! KIM JAEHWAN!!!! MY BOY!!!! GODDAMN

89.   What the fuck is Hyojong wearing does he even see behind his hat

90.   AEAAAHAHAHAHAHAH HYOJONG ASKED WOOJIN TO SIGH INTO THE MIC AS AN EXTRA EFFECT THIS IS SO FUNNY FUCK EVERYONE ARE SIGHING AND BREATHING REALLY LLOUD

91.   Minhyun looks so good he has everyone whipped

92.   Ongs ‘everytime, everywere’ is…….. wow…………. Fuck……………. Why is he in danger of dropping like seriously yall he’s so good

93.   The vid keeps freezing every few seconds I hate this I’m just tryna look at Kim Jaehwan is this too much to ask for

94.   HYUNA LOOKS AT GUANLIN WITH SO MUCH AFFECTION THIS IS SO PURE

95.   Woojin got so much praise by the trainees they personally went down to praise them

96.   The team that got last place is I know you know…….. it only got 83 votes I’m super emo…. They really deserved better this is so sad…. Showtime got fourth with 135, Oh Little Girl got third with 398

97.   The jumps in votes are so fucking massive it feels so humiliating to see them all laid out like this….

98.   Ong repeated his really very totally hella etc etc thing and then Baekho copied it but added Japanese and Chinese as well aaahahah what an intellectual

99.   ANYWAYS Never got second with 443 votes and Open Up first with 552 THE TEAM IS SO FUCKING SHOOK AND CHEERFUL AND BUBBLY I LOVE THIS I AM REALLY HAPPY AND APPARENTLY BAEKHO ADOPTED SEONHO TOO AND FUCK IM SO EMO THIS IS SO GOOD AND PURE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

100.   DANIK IS SO HAPPY AND SMILEY THIS IS SO PURE AND SWEET I LOVE THIS

101.   The overall first place got 205 votes….. the entire I Know You Know team together had 83 votes…….. The entire last row, people like Woodam and Yehyun with two votes, all on the last row have 2-12 votes this makes me so sad poor kids

102.   KENTA GOT RANKED LAST IN OPEN UP IM SAD anyways the others from last to first are Youngmin-Yongguk- Seonho-Haknyeon and they don’t say if the first is Daniel or Baekho it’s the battle of Kang D’s I’m mad lol

103.   ??????? They only revealed where Minhyun ranked what the hell anyways hes 12th L that’s one hell of a fall

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Not quite 101 comments/recap about Produce 101  s2ep1

1) Starship trainees got in first and picked high seats at first, then settled to the second seat from the ground. Are awkward with cameras lol

2) Fantagio trainee Ong Sungwoo has a rare surname and looks cute. Looks a bit like VIXX Hongbin and has the same wideass mouth. Picked the second seat

3) Haknyeon from Loen’s baby company took the 3rd seat

4) MMO trainees are hilarious

5) Kang Daniel has pink hair and Jisung has funny as hell expressions. Jinwoo is my fuckboy lookin dude

6) Too many kids too little time fml

7) Samuel kiddo enters and all trainees go ’Brave Sounddddddd’, roll video clip of Samuels training, everyone look envious

8) Samuel picked seat nr 59 because thats what Somi picked lol

9) Brand New Music kids are entering, Daehwi looks cute but dumb, they all seem talented as fuck

10) MMO called BNM kids cute lol

11) Hunus A-Tom enters, looks cute as hell and gets called charming by other trainees

12) Hotshot have ppl shook with visuals and look cute as fuck

13) JJCC next, all the idols in a row

14) And noooooooww…. NU’EST. I want to fucking die.

15) MMO kids are dumb and think of things to ask them ranging from an autograph to a kiss lol

16) Some of the kids called Baekho scary lmao my buff tiger sunshine boy

17) Minhyun to rest of NU’EST: ’’We have to stay humble’’ my heart

18) RBW trainees enter, wearing green. Very cheerful

19) Feed the kids they keep talking about food

20) Oh wait they are absolutely starved

21) Jellyfish trainee Heeseok enters, everyone go ’’Ahhh…. Kim Sejeong’’

22) Jelly Heeseok looks just like VIXX N lmao

23) CUBE appears, everyone get excited. The trainees, Guanlin and Seonho are awkward lol

24) Noone can spell Yuehua expect for Jisung who knows Cheng Xiao and WJSN no love for my UNIQ kids

25) Yuehua has everyone shoook with cuteness and visuals, esp Justin lol thta 15yo needs to stay in his lane

26) Compilation shot of the hottest kids this season

27) Aww Daehwi got sad at his visuals dont cry kiddo

28) YG has everyone confused af and then the K+ appears and everyone are like ahhhhhhhhhhhh ok good

29) Average height of 185.3 they appear with smoke around their feet and look finne as hell but tbh what do you expect from a modelling company

30) “I can’t stand next to them“ –Everyone

31) A kid w a big nose anda collar from GON ent, Eunki enters confidently and takes the first seat, everyone claps

32) FNC trainee Hwiseung enters and just says hi to Eunki and takes the 1st seat from him lol

33) One of the individual trainees, Insoo, wants to take 1st seat from Hwiseung

              HS: Whats your part?

              IS: I rap

              HS: Ahhh I’m a vocal

              IS: Oh, well-

              Kang Daniel from 3 rows below: Wrestle, like a man!

34) Settle for arm wrestling, Insoo gets rekt

35) Moonbok enters, everyone go nuts

36) He takes the 1st seat by some 3 syllable game

37) BoA comes in, everyone go WOOOOOOOO

38) Ngl I’m already sick of Moonbok this is like Sohye all over they film him for no real reason and then he’s gonna get all the screentime=all the votes and push over the other trainees

39) Kahi my mother is still there love u sm

40) YUEHUA BABIES VOLUNTEERED TO GO FIRST

41) Danced to GOT7 Just Right, was cute as hell and Zhu Zheng did a perfect flip but got graded 3C and 2D, everyone went like WHAT THE FUCK since they thought they’d get at least a B if not an A

42) Second screened performance, dude is doing pushups in the warmup room

42) Dude is over 30, got his shirt off and started grinding. RIPPED. Got an F

43) The judges are sooooo harsh this season wtfff

44) Three individuaal trainees did EXO-CBX and SLAYED and their lead singer Jaehwan sings like GOLD but he got a B and other two got a C because this season sucks ass

45) Sang Adele, Daniel reciognized it from first 4 guitar chords MY DUDE

46) Trainers: We should give him an A, hes really good

      BoA: Idk how about his dance tho *puts on the most difficult song she knows*

47) Judges: We really enjoyed your performance!

      Judges: C and D

48) KAHI CALLED THEM OUT FOR TOO HIGH STANDARDS

49) And now Samuel rekt everyone lol I think everyone already know whats gonna happen here he got an A

50) Baekho said Samuel was really cute kid while under pledis aw

51) BoA keeps singing and Yuehua Hyungseob came out to dance the girl Pick Me lol

52) Stop filming fucking Moonbok

53) Cube kids are awkward but precious. Sadly not too skilled though. Got a D and an F

54) Pledis entered, Kahi:“I feel bitter about this“ me too me too

55) If BoA is gonna bitch about them being a long time group she can fuck right off

56) Kahi talks about their background, she’s tearing up and so wants JR

57) Roll a compilation of NU’EST being sad and talking about how Pledis neglected them and how they cant make any more albums and might disband. I feel sad and humiliated idk how theyd feel

58) They managed to get Baekho to cry and that dude is a ball of sunshine i stg

59) “I wanna be like I.O.I and Seventeen“ just fucking stab me

60) Ok yes please can u replay Baekho’s mistake 4 more times I didn’t quite catch it

61) Minhyun got a C and the rest got D’s

62) Compilation of already debuted contestants

63) MY DUDE FANTAGIO ONG SUNGWOO

64) Everyone are like wow ur name its rare and hes like yeah

65) Hes reallllly pretty though damn and can dance like hell. Got an A

66) Whys he even a hip hop president

67) Mnet’s prince sounds just like Mnet’s daughter

68) Idek how to comment this whole Moonbok thing lol

69) Hes doing BTS Boy in luv and everyone are sooo excited for some x reason lol

70) BoA is strugglin thinking of intros

71) I think that’s it theyre doing the boy pick me song

72) Ngl kinda dissapointed they reelased it so early and didnt even let us get to know the boys before they picked the center and revealed everything

73) Ahhhh the Youngjae/Jungkook lovechild that dropped out got an A rank rip

74) The song isn’t as catchy as the girl versioon but its more pleasing to my ears tbh and the choreo is really good

75)MY DUDE JR WAS THERE

76) I heard all BNM trainees got an A rank tbh they deserve it those dudes are talented af

77) JUSTIN

78) They got fuckin fireworks and whatnot holy shit the F rank kids gotta look out not to get shot to death

79) Does the tie style mean something even

80) Daehwi got a special platform

81) Aaaaaaaand now they arer showing Daehwi’s intro clip lmao why

82) And another BNM trainee, Yeongmin? Youngmin?

83) Lmao he compares his looks tho those of an alpaca

84) AAaaaaaaaaaang another BNM, this time its… Ujin? Oojin? Somethingn like that man i have 0 idea

85) Oh his intro got cut off

86) The rankings….. started from 88… does that mean that 13 trainees have quit bc of health already??

87) Ah nvm they showed  101-89 the last and three have left