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What's the point in announcing things on your writing blog if you're not going to do them? That just seems like so much added stress you don't need.
#rambles#like smaus#i see many smaus getting announced but no follow through#ngl smaus are one of those things that sound nice in theory but like.....#are a severe pain in the butt in practice#smaus look like so much unnecessary work because you gotta get the aesthetic down through generators and whatnot#if i did smaus i'd type it all ahead of time and then would pay someone to do the text/tweet generator part#i have better ways to be spending my time#also i got mostly caught up on the inlaws manhwa#tbh i find the ml boring as a person and a pain in the butt as well#i feel bad for the fl#a lot of unnecessary drama due to a lack of communication on ml's part#that being said it's a good manhwa#if you like that slow burn aesthetic and growing as a couple i'd say go for it#just not to my tastes
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we're on our way to sulani! 🏝
#ts4#piper petellier#fl-ux cap 713#working on psds all afternoon to get these two to the aesthetic i desireee#sulani is about to look a whooole lot different from komorebi!#i am so thankful for you all for supporting my silly little gp kfddjf#if you recognize where those anims at the end came from NOOO you don't ;)#this was quite quick but i'm still foobling around with getting the shots i want versus what the game's throwin at me hehe#i'm so excited to get sulani going! my old stomping ground~#if you remember my first ever simblr story it was a midnight sun challenge w a twist#loved by the sun! i can't wait to get back to my old home ;o;#komorebi is filled w daniel and i still feel SOOOO bad about him omg#i can't wait to bring him and his husbands back for my legacy ;o;
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I DON'T BELIEVE IN A SUBTLE ROMANCE
A big ol' Bazaar papercraft! I've been working on this one for ages. The spires meant I couldn't photograph it on a neutral black background, so I had to bust out some patterned paper instead. It's also way too unwieldy to hold up with one hand and photo, but i included it for scale.
#papercraft#fallen london#yaaay. whats next. i should do a non fl thing but that feels like im bullying myself like#i love my other creatures but no one is holding me at gunpoint to do them so if i want to do more fl i will#and it might be the dawn machine which is a bad idea (circles) (complex)
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new year, new art! trying to start it on the right foot, so of course i have to draw my darling fallen london oc jack.
see, i can make him look cool and charming from time to time! (as opposed to his usual states of 'unluckiest slapstick comedy protagonist' or 'only human in a muppet movie').
reference art by artist watatani gahaku!
#my art#fallen london#fl ocs#jack devereux#juli's ocs#JACK MY BOY JACK i love him so much#kinda did whatever with his hair who cares it still looks like him. also added that little tie clip for the lolz.#i feel a bit Ashamed cause i found the ref pic on pinterest and genuinely thought it was an old ad from the 50s#but it's a pretty modern piece so yknow. i feel Bad. but whatever what is art if not inspiring each other.#and giving credit where it's due of course
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time to send grace and his bat child off on a really fun vacation to grace's favourite spot<3
#i wanted to keep transport for way longer but grace's luck is already so bad#and the -20 stats keep almost getting him killed xD#i was gonna send transport to the bazaar but#this is both funnier And feels more like a choice grace & twitch would make Together#flondonblogging#watchful gains#fl spoilers
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Played the ES... I am just so profoundly uncomfortable with that story and not in the good horror way. In the oh God no this feels racist and bad- way
#i... i am 98% too white to comment specifically#(and that 2% isn’t even the right indigenous modernly spanish-speaking group)#but jesus guys WHAT THE FUCK#STOP#NO#DO NOT PASS GO DO NOT COLLECT 200#fallen london#fl crit#i just dont!! like!! it!#it feels bad!! it feels very bad with this!!#we should put the third city on a goddamn shelf until you guys can stop! doing bad stuff!
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i can just imagine childe beating the abyss’ will down with a stick whenever it tried to make him take on a new form like it’s a particularly bad dog
genuinely unsure how to answer this ask because on the one hand yes, that's kinda funny and it would indeed be something like that had the abyss essentially come back to him time and time again like 'new form? 😳' and childe would've slapped it away like 'no!!!' like some sort of shitty spam email that lands on your regular inbox without fail, BUT
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the abyss only wanted him to take on one form. in cyanide that form was the foul legacy, and to be frank childe did take it. he just refused to remain with that form. and also like- for it to have reached the 'haha the abyss is like an insistent dog' status, it would've had to have been-
not agonizing. like i get the joke but the process of rejecting the abyss' insistence on taking the FL form was not only a one-time process, but also like- nearly cost him his life. so uh.
yeah
#IF the abyss had then returned with a new form for him to take and then proceeded to do that again and again#over the course of a long-ass time#enough time for childe to get powerful enough not to nearly die everytime the abyss insisted he change clothes#then yeah it would've eventually devolved into that dynamic#but i do remember childe menioning how the abyss 'offers' you one (1) form#it's not a thing that's constantly trying to turn you into a different monster#more how durin and the melusines and elynas see the world differently#and so the abyss sees all things differently#and by being within it you sort of subject yourself to its reality. and if its reality has you in a different shape#that's where the problems come#but afaik the 'different' sight the melusines and elynas and durin have isn't one that shifts and changes#i may be wrong on that tho#for the purposes of cyanide it's a set reality#it's just not one that aligns with the normal reality and that's what causes problems#what nearly kills childe is finding a way to remain in the shape he was born in as the abyss is essentially dismembering him#and the FL transformation is him gaining enough power to dismember himself into the form the abyss wants#and then dismember himself again back into his usual human form#so it feels- odd; to think of it like childe beating the abyss with a stick like a bad dog#not that i don't see the humor of course#like i said i don't know how to answer this ask hahah
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love living in fl bc i can take a day trip to the beach without having to drive too far, drink my weight in rum buckets and go home 🥰
#obvi we are not drinking and driving!!!!!!!!#drinking and driving is bad!!!!!!#there is a designated dd<3333#but i do feel bad for them#bc we will make them stop at taco bell later lol#but otherwise fl offers nothing else#bedsides tax free state#that’s it#that is all
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#〝 𝓬𝓾𝓫𝓬𝓱✩𝓽𝓼 ₊ ࣪ ㅤ ꣓ㅤ#they they they :c#see i was pacing slowly through this but suddenly i got hooked . like i feel like i fishie takin' a bait !#he ! ! wants that cookie SO damn bad it's insane . good for her .. good 😭😭 for 😭😭 her 😭😭 !!!#the way the story is pacin' though ?! oh my gosh (⌯︎¤̴̶̷̀ ᴗ ¤̴̶̷́⌯︎)✧ i do love how the story is turning out ! i think there was only#three other manhwas i've read where the transmigrated fl soul has to dwell and fully settle into the possessed body#but i adore how this one goes about it because it's known to the ml immediately! which always been a pet peeve of mine#like the villainess was doing heinous things ?! and suddenly shes like (⸝⸝•ᴗ•✿) and you just think she woke up the right side of the bed ??#not to mention leniel is fan service.. he's so prettie ⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ᵕ ก ̀⸝⸝⸝ vv eye candy i love him and his character!#but not as much as giselle .. i feel a kinship with her ૮꒰ ིྀ ⍝ ⍝ ꒱ა it's really immersing me inside this manhwa cause of that sgjsjsks#i wanna draw argenti and i using them as reference!:!:'s the way leniel treats her makes me >///< and it's not even me !#i want their love to progress even more !!!! 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。 why did i read this so early !!!!! cliffhangers my belothed !!!!!#but so far .. 8.5 / 10 there's some aspects that make me wonder how the story will play out :o
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the first scene we see of them interact is literally shot like they're an adultering couple crazyyy..
kleptomaniac naughty teenage girl always up to no good who's so lonely and weird and with dong jie's cute lil chubby face you will never do any wrong
love that for every thing that is wrong with zhan yan you could trace it back to ji dongyang.. her whole world - socially and ethically - is a world he has shaped for her. and himself. (wang qi: there's something wrong with her! she keeps stealing things! jdy: there's nothing wrong with her - she steals MY things and i'm happy with that. wang qi: there's something wrong with her! she has no friends! jdy: there's nothing wrong with that - i'm her friend. -> is also as isolated and lonely with no friends) it's a world she has been so far contented to stay within yet a feeling of loneliness she can't articulate still surrounds her
#CDRAMA AUDIENCE IN THE 2000S FEASTED LIKE KINGS.. the first episode was already a banger...#the wall of danmu are so distracting but i also love seeing how fondly and passionately ppl feel about this drama#it's an active reminder there's still an audience that are able to enjoy and interact with media about problematic subjects#dong jie as zhan yan is soooo endearing... god we dont have enough bad and weird girl rom fls..#my posts#rin posts tryq 2005
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A Flashback 🛠️ pt. three of five! 🦾
#ts4#piper petellier#fl-ux cap 713#this is a VERY SHODDY attempt at showing how long piper worked on him fhdhdhd#i couldn’t find any pose packs for a sim and a servo or any sort of maintenance#so she would have been much more hands-on but alassss i can’t make poses for nothin#rather i dont have the patience rn for blender fjfjf#djdjfj BUT YEAH peeps never shut up#she would visit between every class and work on him#and then come visit after classes and spend the entire day there#she had v little social life dhdhdh#she also tbh didn’t even know if she could actually wake him up but#it was her project and she was gonna feel SO BAD if she didnt at least try#but she never built her own lil bots hmmm
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How would the Scoundrel react to Miss Emilia Stone, do you think? To give you an idea of who she is, the Threadbare Outrider is one of the alternate identities of Barnabus Moss, and possibly the closest to who he actually is - he's only still an egg because he's too busy with his job to give too much of a shit about being trans right now.
She is functionally the Hyde identity; open revolutionary, Parabolan wanderer, purveyor of extreme and generally unnecessary violence. I also considered naming her the Extremely Unlicensed Silverer - she has never actually fulfilled the requirements to become a proper silverer (she thinks the sunglasses look kind of dumb) but she offers equivalent services for cut-rate prices to people who can't afford a "real professional."
In terms of her actual personality, she is... frighteningly happy. To steal a phrase, she wields her joy like a hammer; judiciously and with great violence. Moss is basically drunk on life whenever he's her, and it very much shows. She is a release valve on all of his life's worries - whenever he gets too pissed off at his life as Moss or Haversham or the spy, he can just duck into Parabola and gut a few chessmen with a meathook to unwind.
Correspondingly, he gets really irritated under the hood when she has to act consistent with the persona rather than how he actually feels - for example, Emilia is the kind of person who doesn't really dislike anyone, so when someone pisses him off she can't really show it without breaking the cheer, and it is thoroughly upsetting to him.
I think original flavour Moss would probably be fascinated by the Scoundrel, from a professional standpoint - he has a degree in the Correspondence and the whole bat thing is very interesting - whilst simultaneously being deeply, deeply exhausted by the man's life choices. Meanwhile I think Emilia would enjoy doing this to him.

Thoughts?
first of all, love the OC dissertation, chewing ur little guy like a gummy bear as we speak
second of all, the scoundrel would probably react the same as they always do- with overwhelmingly smug manners and more than a little bit of "i'm better than you and i'm being generous and indulging you by existing in your presence"... at least at first.
depending on how their interactions go from there, the scoundrel would either be delightfully open to infodumping about the bat thing to the point of tedium, or needlessly spiteful for Literally No Reason aside from a vague sense of pettiness and jealousy. how dare she get to be so damnably happy all the time, how dare she act so damnably carefree about it, etcetera etcetera. whether or not they'd like to admit it, i could see them holding a grudge against emilia purely on the principle of (supposedly) having everything they've ever wanted.
which is to say, they absolutely get scrunched like a cat, and they are biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + biting her + b
#it's a bit like how the scoundrel responded to their TLC#all they've ever wanted was happiness and freedom from their myriad troubles. they kind of cant stand seeing people have that so easily#seeing people have it when they cant#bc why do they get to Simply Achieve It when she's (deluded herself into) giving up everything for it?#why do they get to be fulfilled and whole when her entire life has been marred by an emptiness in her soul??#it's not fair. it's Not Fair.#which of course drives them to sabotage that happiness out of spite. which usually backfires into making themself feel even worse#which drives their jealousy even more...#the scoundrel's mind is an ouroboros consuming itself in a misguided attempt and belief that All Of This will fix her#it will not fix her.#but it's really fun to see her bite her own tail and choke on it#anyway. tldr they'd probably get along with emilia at first but i feel like the irritation would build up a lot over time#and they'd also probably judge her for being bad at silvering#in their eyes at least#they take their job Very Seriously. wym you dont have a license. you are making them specifically look bad#(and everyone else they guess. but mostly them. the making them look bad part is obviously the most important part of this equation)#ask#long post#ty for the oc dissertation + hypothetical interaction it's very fun.. i love putting the scoundrel up against other people's FL guys#especially because so many would grate against him like fucked up gay cheese
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Me gently every time someone meets Alex in game is just like.
he's a very grumpy cat. he will likely hiss and glare at you when you meet. he will not bite, but dont expect a best friend right away
#it is VERY fun to write as him but i always feel bad about being rude XD#oc talk#prophet's fl nonsense
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✨The Job of An Imperial Concubine✨
Author: Butterfly's Shadow Beneath the Moon/Yue Xia Die Ying
I am rereading this for the third time bc it's that satisfying-
Zhuang Luo Yan is one of my favourite (transmigrator) fls ever bc her scheming is top tier- not too mary sue bc she does make mistakes but so smart bc she does something that no one else in the harem is capable of- capturing the Emperor's heart
The best imperial harem cnovel ever, in my opinion bc here we have-
🪷 White lotus fl 🪷 done right- she is so good of an actor that no one finds out her lovey dovey wife act is well, an act (she would probably win an Oscar award for best actress in modern era, she's that good)
Realistic harem drama in the sense that all concubines are truly trapped in the rear palace forever - even getting to see their family members (for half an hour at most) is considered an honor only for the truly favoured consorts
Ml is a great Emperor when it comes to running his kingdom but a crappy husband bc he resolved to never give his heart to anyone in his harem and regards them as playthings (spoiler: it doesn't last thanks to fl)
This is not a romance where fl falls for the emperor- she considers being a concubine as a job- hence the title which is so damn satisfying bc of how many women got their hearts played with and broken by the emperor
✨The Emperor loves Consort Zhao much more than she ever did (if she ever did like him more than a 'boss' that is)✨- that itself makes it my favourite bc in a sense fl won the game- in a hugely patriarchal misogynist society, she managed to make a safe place for herself and never gave her heart to the emperor ...........
#cnovel#rec#the job of an imperial concubine#the entire palace from the head enunch to the other consorts#feel so bad for the fl bc she is 'in love' with the emperor#she herself says she can write a bestseller book on manipulation in the modern world lol#Yue Xia Die Ying#all of this author's novels are excellent as far as I have read#so give this one a try!#my fanart🖌️
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Well team, it's that time of year again almost!
My guys are still undergoing some edits to their references, but who isn't still under construction at this point? Hoping to get a hit in on everyone I feasibly can in the Fallen London fandom - I can't guarantee I'll get to you but. But please in some way make me aware of your existence, I want to attack everyone sosososo bad-
#i'm hoping to go a bit crazy this year!!#artfight#i don't think i should tag fl but eyes emoji. you know who you are. i'm coming for you (positive)#all my fl guys have updated refs#(not done their descriptions yet rip i feel words are bad tonight)#EXCEPT for leigh and that's funny to me#hopefully i can get him done by tomorrow and then go off to my other guys!!!
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my review of when the phone rings is they should have been worse for each other. the best part of the show was the first half of the season where they were miscommunicating and blackmailing each other like their lives depended on it. i needed them to have hate sex or get so heated while arguing that they almost kiss before they remember they hate each other!!!!
time to watch beyond evil which i believe holds promising depths of obsessive yearning and violence
#wtpr wasnt bad but it did two things that i get really tired of in dramas:#1. ml or fl has actually secretly been in love with the other all this time since childhood actually and every thing theyve ever done has#been for the good of the other person#2. ml fucks off for 6 months bc he needs to punish himself or something#if beyond evil disappoints im going to rewatch the glory just to feel something again#nothing will ever beat the high of watching the glory for the first time
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