#i even checked on the fucking homepage

[teddybeartoji]

yk i went to the store to buy hair dye so i could refresh my roots and all of that but they didn't have my color there on monday and they didn't have it there today perhaps this really is a sign to just go for the bachira look

[carlyraejepsans]

Important note for mobile users, you don't actually need tumblrsavior to do this!

All you need to do is go to your account settings, scroll to "Filtered post content" and input their username. This will filter

all their original posts

all mentions of their username

threads where they made an addition

posts that were directly reblogged from them (unfortunately, these get caught up too)

I always thought this option was common knowledge, but apparently it's not..? It's especially useful since new users and artists who don't speak english are notoriously inconsistent about tagging, which normally means their posts slip between the cracks with the "filter tags" settings.

Another thing I recently realized you should do is look up the translation of various ship names in other writing systems, since they might not use the english equivalent. Also, remember that depending on character dynamic and "who tops", the order of the names in the shipname gets swapped! So you actually have to block two tags per ship. Alright happy filtering MWAH!!

East Asian fanartists are starting to migrate back to Tumblr because Twitter is insane, toxic, and dying, and what we're NOT going to do is let the fucking exclusionists get them, do you hear me? We are not going to let a bunch of feral idiots try to apply the most myopic version of puritanism to foreign artists we're not we're not we're not. Form an armed brigade if you have to, do you hear me. We're not going to bully the artists who may or may not even speak English because we have our precious standards of moral purity. If we see art that makes us uncomfy we're going to block the artist and tumblr savior their name so we don't have to see them again AND WE'RE GONNA MOVE THE FUCK ON.

[starkeycore]

My Lil Sprinkler…

Warnings: Smut 18+ (Straight porn with zero plot)

Authors Note: I post a lot more Rafe (and more) content on ao3, and I would really appreciate it if you guys checked it out. The link is on my homepage but my user is the same on there as it is here (StarkeyCore)

   Your breath picks up as he continues to thrust into you.

   “Rafe…” you whine, he picks your leg up and puts it over his shoulder with a grunt, adjusting himself before picking his pace back up.

   His tip kisses your g-spot with each thrust of his hips. You wrap your hands around his neck, nails scraping cross his back causing his thrusts to falter. 

   “Such a good girl for me… mhm, good girl” he drawls, groaning when you clench around him. A chuckle comes from him, and his free hand moves to cup your jaw

   “You feel so good, pussy was made f’me” he says while kissing your neck, moving your head to give him easier access. A whiny moan falls from your mouth as he bites at your jugular. 

   “You like that, hm?” He says, hot breath tickling your neck, “Feel that? Can you feel me right here?” He asks, pressing on the disappearing and reappearing bulge on your stomach. You nod your head, unable to form a coherent sentence.

  “Yeah? You can feel it can’t ya.” He uses his hand to press in time with his thrusts. A choked moan comes from your mouth as he uses his other hand to rub your clit in tight little circles.

   “You like that? Had to give my girl some attention yeah?” Your legs shake as your orgasm threatens to crash over you. His words mixed with his hands and his mouth on you driving you to the edge. 

   “Rafe…” you try to warn him before hand but he gives a particularly hard thrust and a heavy push to your stomach making cum on the spot. Your eyes roll back and your grip on him tightens, whiny moans flowing from your mouth.

   “Fuck!” Rafe exclaims, your orgasm triggering his, “Damn… have you um… you ever done that before..?” He asks wearily.

   You look at him, the confusion evident on your face, he chuckles quietly to himself.

He looks down at his soaked torso with a smirk on his face, “Fucked you so good, you didn’t even know” he laughs, so you follow his gaze and your face flushes with embarrassment.

   “My lil sprinkler.”

[love-kurdt]

Swooping, Sloping, Cursive Letters: 17

word count: 648

PLEASE READ THIS IS ME TRYING FIRST, AS THIS STORY RELIES HEAVILY UPON THE CONTEXT OF TIMT

January 19, 1989

Dear Will,

I’m so in love with you. Okay, now that that’s out of the way… Last night was a Party movie night, and it went really well. We watched that Harrison Ford movie, Frantic. It was okay, as far as I can recall, because I was much more focused on the fact that you were being so affectionate with me the entire time.

It started with you putting your hand on my thigh, which isn’t really out of the ordinary, but still— it made me blush. About ten minutes in, you leaned your head on my shoulder, and pulled the blanket that we’d draped over our legs a bit closer to your chest, sighing as you relaxed into my side. 

I got kind of lost during the French speaking parts, and luckily, you’ve been taking French for a few years now, so you essentially became my translator, leaning up to whisper to me whenever they said something I couldn’t understand even after attempting to use context clues. Your breath was warm against the shell of my ear, and I felt myself turning red yet again— I’ll be forever grateful to the dark room for making it unnoticeable. 

About halfway through the movie, we shifted into a position on the couch where we laid down side by side, with your arm wrapped around my waist. I was filled with fucking butterflies and had to refrain from obnoxiously giggling at our proximity. If I were to have shifted only slightly, our faces would have been inches apart, and I could have just gone for it and pressed our lips together. But I didn’t, of course, because that would be suspicious. I mean, a lot more suspicious than we were already behaving; Max fake-gagged at one point and yelled at us to get a room, to which neither of us replied. I think you actually pulled me even closer into your chest. I felt so… safe. Protected. Loved. I know that’s impossible, but it felt nice, at least, to dream for a little bit. Just a little bit.

My favorite part of the night, though, was when I felt your breathing even out and came to the realization that you’d fallen asleep while holding me. I eventually felt myself nodding off as well, and graciously accepted my fate as your Cuddle Buddy™. You should know that I cringed while writing that. Ew. But anyway. Everyone else had fallen asleep by then, so I reached down to your hand and clasped it in my own, relishing in the feeling of being yours. And if you were to wake up, I’d just chalk it up to doing it in my sleep.

I woke up this morning and checked my watch to see 09:34 displayed on the face of it, and I couldn’t stop myself from fucking beaming, because we made it through the night without either one of us waking up from a nightmare or flashback. I woke you up, probably because I was literally buzzing with joy, and you returned my sentiment, because this was monumental for the both of us. This was the first time either of us had slept for a full night in years.

You went home several hours ago, but I can’t stop thinking about it. We fell asleep, together, on the couch last night, cuddling like we had during the time that you lived with me, and I felt something similar to homesickness. Nostalgia. When we woke up, I was resting my head on your chest, and I shifted my eyes upwards to look at your lips, which were slightly parted by the soundest of sleeps. I wanted to kiss you. I really, really wanted to kiss you, Will. And I want you to hold me in your arms forever, because it’s the only place I can truly call home.

Love,

Mike

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[hillerska-official]

Picture me, this past Monday evening. I've had a long day of big test and important meeting. I am very tired, and I settle in to play some sims in bed. I have a vision. I am so invested in this vision that I seek out and download CC to fully realize my dreams - this is a rare occurrence. I finish my cozy cute build inside and decide I'd like to switch it to a different lot before landscaping, so I save it to my library and bulldoze it.

I select the new lot and open my library. The build is gone. I spent the past two hours perfecting this build, too invested in my work to remember to save. And. It's. Fucking. Gone. I forgot to actually upload it, I think to myself.

I close the sims and do not open it again for 48 hours, at which point I take a deep breath and recreate my vision as accurately as I can from memory, saving constantly.

Today I build another cute little build and make extra sure I do actually upload it before I move the lot, as well as save. I open the gallery. And. It's. Fucking. Gone. Again. I check my gallery and see that my recreation of the first build isn't there either. But wait, it appears in my homepage, just not on my list view...

I forgot to include CC. All three fucking builds were there the whole time, I just forgot I had used CC and needed to tick 'include custom content'

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: November 1, 2011

Lyrics:

Yeah, uh, yeah, uh

Ow ow, yeah, ow ow ow ow

Check it out

My chick is one out of a million, she a grand prize

Met her on the dash bus up in Van Nuys

That pretty face, accent, and them tan thighs

Make me fantasize all day, I hit it like

Boom, boom, ay

She is untouchable

Boom, boom, ay

I'm tellin' ya, man, she don't quit

I hit it like, boom, boom, ay

She is untouchable

Boom, boom, ay

And I don't think I can handle this shit

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

Hey yo

Me and her been together for like a couple months

Mami got that punani sweeter than peanut butter crunch

I hit it from the back like a sucker punch

Bust a nut, back to the front for some uppercuts

And in the morning she be hookin' me up proper

Butt-naked in my kitchen while she cookin' me machacha

And before I go to work she give me that boom-shocka-locka

I want to stay home and fuck her all day, I hit it like

Boom, boom, ay

She is untouchable

Boom, boom, ay

I'm tellin' ya, man, she don't quit

I hit it like, boom, boom, ay

She is untouchable

Boom, boom, ay

And I don't think I can handle this shit

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

A lot of joy, a lot of pleasure, lot of pain, lot of misery

She turn me on, but she be drainin' me physically

And I mean that quite literally

Cause I've only got so many mini-mes swimmin' in me

Man I give it all I got, but still she wants to get some more

Back to the bathroom, back to the bedroom

Back to the hall to the kitchen floor

I don't know what I'm bitchin' for, cause I like it that way

And all I wanna do all day is hit it like

Boom, boom, ay

She is untouchable

Boom, boom, ay

I'm tellin' ya, man, she don't quit

I hit it like, boom, boom, ay

She is untouchable

Boom, boom, ay

And I don't think I can handle this shit

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

Songwriter:

Rosana, freaky little mama

She be tryin' to fuck all day

Hit it from the morning to the evening

She be still fiendin'

Lil mamacita, don't play

Michael Jones / Reggie Perry

SongFacts:

👉📖

Homepage:

Wax

[napsaps-archive]

so im taking english online as an accelerated 12 week class as opposed to however long fall term is right and it starts today so i was like oh i'll just go check it out see what's there mentally prepare myself and it's literally like . a blank course generic homepage no modules etc etc and i went huh that's kind of weird . before realizing that it's not even 2am and they probably weren't expecting people to be up this late checking the fucking course 😭😭

[suspiciousplant]

Watched the new @strange-aeons video and uh. Huh.

I seem to be experiencing the exact same issues.

-No more tumblr live tab on my mobile dashboard? Check.

-Messages tab disappeared? Check.

-Blog being iffy in searches? Check, if memory serves correctly.

-Post notifications? Wouldn’t know.

-Comment feature being broken? Check.

-Live Icon just redirecting to my homepage on computer? Check, along with stream recommendations being gone.

-DMs just straight up not working? Check.

So uhh, what the fuck??? I have no clue what I might’ve done? I’ve never even used live, just snoozed it because I didn’t want to see it. I got no indication what might’ve happen. I thought this was all some weird glitch. If I got potentially shadow-banned for what I perceive as no reason, I am going to go feral. And apparently I’m not the only one????

[burdbrainedbitch]

So I’m new to the Welcome Home fandom so I was checking out the website right. Yeah, so I’m waddling around the homepage on my phone and stumbled upon something weird in the neighborhood tab.

A gapping whole in the canvas/map. This only happened when my phone was upright

The map was normal in landscape mode. So… what the fuck??? I’m not sure if it’s lore relavent or just some layout issues on mobile. But like. That’d be the most random layout issue so…

It sort of looks like something broke out. It’s also convenient how it’s behind Wally’s house. The same Wally that eats with his eyes and junk. I was thinking maybe this hole was why the house seems to be sentient? Idk I thought it was interesting, even if it doesn’t mean anything.

[sevicia]

also I almost fell really deep into a rabbit hole tonight cause like. 🆗 here's the sequence of events:

A few weeks ago: Want to play fatal frame -> find undubbed version -> find PS2 emulator -> check if my cute little laptop meets the minimum requirements -> it does Thank God

Today: Actually download everything I need to -> start up the install wizard for the emulator -> it needs a BIOS key -> go on r/Roms -> find what I need -> still snoop around various sites as I love digital archiving -> go back to the site I DLd the game from -> "Hmm I wonder what other games they have" -> visual novel that looks old as fuck on homepage -> click -> says "This may as well be the very first game to be called a "Visual Novel"." -> intrigued, look it up on VNDB -> it's an eroge, don't really care -> hit "Random VN" just cuz -> first two VNs are nothing special

Still today, but after hitting the "Random" button a 3rd time: VN doesn't even have a cover img, written playtime, or desc -> only a title, release date and other non-plot related info -> look it up -> nothing comes up, only a novelization for an anime -> go to the official site -> it's a link to the Wayback Machine version of it -> snoop around -> publisher has a bunch more stuff on the site -> click on "works" -> some comics, lots of VNs and stories -> none of the DLs work (obvi) -> some pages were not even archived -> start getting that Itch I feel sometimes to find out as much as I can about a thing -> have to go to the bathroom -> close laptop -> decide I can't do this RN because I'll get too into it and just not sleep at all -> spend hours on my phone anyways

I'm gonna try 2 sleep now for it is 4.20 AM 🫂

[stuckwith-harry]

prev asked for tips in the tags and i sure have them! none of these will "fix" a screen addiction (i have yet to fix mine) but they will reduce your screen time and give your brain a break.

incomplete and imperfect guide on how to reduce your screen time when tossing your smartphone in a river isn't an option (i am also addicted to my screens):

set up timers for particularly addicting apps to cap your daily usage. you can do this in your phone settings - on android, look for 'digital wellbeing'.

there are ten thousand apps that will do variations of this as well, such as making you wait for a set amount of time before the app actually opens. i use ascent to block instagram reels and youtube shorts specifically as these are particularly viscious traps for me. there's browser extensions for this stuff too. i use unhook to wipe my youtube homepage clear - i only have access to my actual subscriptions, and i can search for videos about particular topics, but i'm not getting an infinite stream of recommendations. and of course, shorts are hidden on desktop too.

i have bedtime mode enabled on my phone (also found in settings) so my phone switches to black and white mode in the evening which makes it a little less enticing to look at. it switches back to colour at a time of my choosing in the morning. try to set those times pretty generously (as much black and white time as possible, both before going to sleep and after waking up).

sometimes you DO just have to uninstall the apps that keep your trapped, even if only for a while. blacklist websites that suck up a ton of your time on desktop. i post on instagram pretty infrequently, so i uninstalled it, redownload when i really want to post something, check out what i've missed while i'm there, then uninstall it again. try and put as many hurdles between yourself and the addiction as possible.

forest app (and browser extension), remember her? blocks your phone or browser for a set amount of time, during which it grows you a cute little tree, and you can focus on other stuff.

get a physical alarm clock so you don't have to reach for and rely on your phone first thing in the morning. you generally want to prolong your first contact with a screen for as long as possible - it'll be harder to focus on anything else after.

on that note, you could get an ipod or mp3 player again so you can listen to music whilst also staying away from your phone. this way it's 1 device 1 function 0 distractions rather than EVERYTHING being on one thing. yes it's very cool that 1 device can cover so many functions for you but unfortunately that is also why it is so hard to put it down. same thing applies to taking pictures, if you have a camera lying around!

start banning screens from little daily rituals, one at a time. no phone while peeing. no phone while brushing teeth. create screenfree pockets of time where possible. boredom is the goal! you want to learn to tolerate boredom again! yes you will be bored but eventually you will be able to fucking THINK again!

on that note, if at all possible, ban screens from your bed altogether. even better, from your bedroom! if you have a living room, a spare room, extra space in a kitchen cabinet, keep your electronics there! if that's all impossible, at least store your electronics in a drawer or otherwise out of sight. chuck your phone in your sock drawer. put it in a sock. or five.

give your electronics to a trusted member of your household and have them keep your stuff in their room until x hours have passed, you've completed x task, or whatever else you've agreed on.

this one is difficult, I KNOW, and i too have yet to implement it. but if at all possible: set up regular hangout times with friends. find social events in your area to attend regularly, so seeing friends does not always require going on your phone to make plans. build a social life for yourself where you see people regularly without having to plan each individual hangout, where it's easy to run into people because you're part of the same dance class / activist group / community garden etc.

on that note - let people know you're trying to use your phone less, and that sometimes that means you'll take longer to text back or like an instagram post. hopefully they'll be understanding! you're already trying to beat an addiction, you don't need additional stress and guilt in your life!

closing thoughts: if discipline alone was enough to fix your screen addiction, you would have done it by now. it is an addiction! you cannot simply choose not to be addicted anymore! it's fucking difficult! the original post is about how every aspect of our lives including wage labour is increasingly setting us up for a screen addiction! this isn't your fault! a lot of what i do and what i've written about here is about putting barriers between yourself and your screens, so you can't just mindlessly reach for them anymore. i've personally found that helpful. that said: be prepared to fail and try again, MANY TIMES, find people who are also struggling and help each other out, cheer each other on. figure out what's particular addicting to you and then how to keep it away from you. be aware that your brain will try to find a replacement drug. (when i deleted tiktok because it was SO fucking addicting for me, i switched to instagram reels, and every time i uninstall instagram i go straight to youtube shorts. when that goes i start swiping for hours on tinder instead. constant vigilance!)

keep trying anyway, i promise it's worth it. the other day i went on a 24 hour trip to a different city for a concert. i brought a fully charged phone but no charger, and since i needed my phone for navigation and train tickets i had to really limit how much i used it. the only other entertainment i brought was my diary, which i've been really struggling to keep consistently. but i wrote so many pages during that trip! it felt so fucking good!

TL;DR - boredom is good for you i promise; make your screens more difficult to access; block and blacklist what you can; instagram reels is the mind killer that brings total oblivion

figuring out how to get rid of screen addiction is like trying to figure out how to stop a nicotine addiction while also having a job centered around smoking cigarettes and having half your social life be in smoke breaks

[thatonebutchneighbordad]

I was thinking about the current political shit going on, and let me tell ya, i’m sick to my stomach over this. I know that a lot of things are happening. I know that there is a lot of bad things. I know that there are some good things. The most important take away i have realized though, is that we must band together and fight back. Fuck infighting. Fuck squabbling over who gets to call themselves what. Fuck trying to tell people what to do bc you don’t understand.

Put your differences aside and fight. Back. Fight as safely as you can, fight as best as you can. We have to come together and fucking fight.

Thanks to a wonderful zoom meeting i participated in, i now have a couple resources. I bring them here to give them to you as well. I haven’t seen these links being passed around much, so here we are.

Check out mobilize.us. They can tell you about events and protests that are happening in your area, and even more. Please, for the love of all the gods tho, be safe. Be so fucking careful friends. Times are getting dark.

Another link to check out is indivisible.org. They provide strategies and tips for Americans living in this current hell state—and a pretty decent breakdown on what’s happening and what you can do about it. They have a pdf guide as well if you would like to read it.

[jcraftisreal]

2/07/2013

2 Years Later, Im So Glad I Haven't Forgotten About This, I Saw A Random Spanish Video From My Youtube Homepage, Showing How You Can Apparently Download "Minecraft For Free." I Don't Remember What The Title Was Called, Since I Don't Know Very Much. The Video Is What You Expect. Just A Usual "Helpful" Tutorial At Some Sort. Although, The Video Isn't Showing You How To Download Free Minecraft. But In A Different Way, The Person In The Video (Who Wasn't Talking In The Video) Is Making You Go To "www.minecraft.net/jcraft."[REDACTED] After Entering The Link, The Site Will Download A Jar File Called "jcraft.jar" Me Being Convienced I Entered The Link Myself, And As I Remembered, It Worked! The Site Did Download Something On My Computer Called "Jcraft.jar"! But, Why On Earth Though? Was Mojang Hiding This For Us Not To See!? After The Jar Fully Downloaded, It Only Took A Minute Or Second. I Went Ahead And Clicked The Jar File Myself. Seeing What It Was Like. :) After The Game Loaded. It Took Me To A Void Filled With Bedrock As Wall And Floor. You Can Move Around Too, And Its In FP. (First Person) I Went Ahead And Moved Forward, As What The Games Trying To Make Me Do. Oh Yeah! I Did Provide Screenshots, Take A Look.

After I Went Forward Like A Confused Little Mice, I Saw A Sign That Was Just There, And There Was A Huge Wall Of Wood Fences Behind The Sign For Some Odd Reason. I Went Ahead And Looked At The Sign, (See What It Says.) After I Looked, The Sign Said The Following "This Is Where Your Adventure Begins." After I Looked, The Game Was Cut To Black, And After A Second, The Game Showed A Official Menu For The Game! Welcome To Jcraft.

2/07/2013

Humble Beginning

Upon The Game Loaded Its Game Menu, I Realized The Game Was Playing A Slowed Down Version Of "Subwoofer Lullaby By C418." This Was 2011 At This Point. Here's Your Usual Game Options, 1. Start Game, 2. Options, 3. Quit Game. Then It Wasn't Very Usual When I Clicked On "Start Game." 1. 1x1 2. 2x2. 3. 3x3. 4. 8x8. Are These Generative Map Limits? Like Something YOU Would Do, I Went Ahead I Clicked On 8x8. And The Game Went Load, After The Game Had Loaded All We Now Officially See Is The Grass From "Minecraft" Itself! (Including The Trees Too.) The Gameplay Is Nothing Usual And Ordinary, But It Feels Different Though. I DON'T KNOW if Im Crazy Or Not. But, It Feels Oddly Different. All You Can Do Is Pure Minecraft, Break Things, Place Things, Break Trees Of Course. But Nothing Drops Out Of Them. Also, I Forgot To Mention These Weird Looking Steve Guys That Always Roams Around The Map. That Will Later Be Important Throughout This Story.

There Was Also A Map Barrier Which Prevents You From Leaving The Map, All You Can Only See Is Nice Blocky Water With Bedrock Under The Map. Also I Hope Im Not The Only One That Noticed This, Where Tf Is Rana? You Know, Those Cute Frog NPCs! Just Like Those Steve Guys! Unlike When I Played Minecraft, It Was Once Filled With Her! But Why In This Version Its Filled With Fucking Steves? I Guess We Will Never Know. Just Like Me Being A Silly Person, I Quit The Generated Map (I Was Playing On.) And Played The Other Maps, 1x1. You Name It. And, Its What You Expect. lol. I Got Stuck On Many Steves On 1x1. Kinda Hilarious lol. Although, This Game Doesn't Give Anything Else. Theres No Biomes Such As Sand, Just.. Grass. And Weird Steve Guys. Im Yet So Confused On Why Mojang Decided To Put The Download Link Up Publicly. I Guess We Will Never Know Further On This Point. I'm A Very Busy Man, So I'll Work On This Story Later On.

4/07/2013

Minor Discoveries (Not Yet Over.)

2 Days Later, I Decided To Play Jcraft Again. And As I Loaded The Game When I Clicked On The Jar File Again. HALF Of The Bedrock Walls Were Missing. I Go Check And See What's up, Theres A WHOLE Another Map Just Waiting To Be WALKED on! Even More Crazy Is There's A NEW NPC That Looks Like a Real Digger Unlike The STEVES. He Looked Just Like The Minecraft NPC Concept Art That I Saw 3 YEARS AGO.

He Looked He's Been Digging In The Grass! When I Walked Up To Him, He Said Something In The FUCKING CHAT. "Wanna Dig Boy?" Im Not Even Playing Multiplayer. His Name Is Literally "Digger" There's TWO NPCS ALREADY. This Literally Blow My Fucking Mind When I Played This 2 Literal Days Later. Anyway I Did What He Told Me To Do, I Thought For A Second To Wait For Him But No I Had To Go Down The Dirt Under The Grass. I Don't If The Dirt Walked Through Was A Maze, But I Walked Down Deeply, Upon Reaching To The End Of This "Dirt Maze." I Literally Saw Him Sitting In The Concrete Infront Of This.. White Abyss. Here's My Mockup Drawing Of It.

When I Saw That He Was Literally Sitting There All Alone, The Game Was Cut To Black, And The JCraft Menu Shows Up... Wtf.

I Also Forgot To Mention, I Played The Generated Maps Again And I Didn't Care Less. I Saw Literal Signs Out Of The MAP BARRIER. And They All Spelled "Nil."!

I Didn't Notice When I Played The Game, I DO Now. It Seems To Spawn In Possibly Many Occasions As We Generate A Map Again, I'll Put A Grid Up.

This Is Where The Sign Spawns Outside The Map Barrier. Here Are The Numbers: 2 3 1 4

I'm So Fucking Dumb I Haven't Realized This, When You First Load Up JCraft. Look BEHIND.

WTF WAS HE THERE WHEN I FIRST LOADED THE GAME? HOLY SHIT. you can't really walk up to him. there's an *invisible wall.*

The End

5/07/2013

Hold On, I Now Discovered That 2314 WAS A LITERAL FUCKING CODE. You Know Me, I Tried This In Game, Not In The Beginning Of The Game, MID Game. You Know, The Maps. First I Didn't Know How To Put In The Code. I Found Out You Literally Had To Type IT IN.

After Typing It In, The Game Will Look... Different.

This Weird Steve Character Just Standing There, And... He Looks All Black, Next Thing I Know. The NPC Starts Freaking Out And Says "LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE" In Chat, Shortly Later The Game Closed Itself, I Was A Little Freaked Out... wtf, I Decided To Play JCraft Again After What Happend, I Was Literally Shaking Beyond This Point.. After I Loaded JCraft Again, I Looked Behind Again. The Other Steve Wasn't There Anymore. Next Thing I Know, The Steve Ran Towards Knowing I Was Looking Behind. Once He's Finally Infront Of Me, He Said The Following Words, "What You're Seeing Isn't Real, You're Not Supposed To Be Here." I Stood Infront Of Him Literally Shaking, But I Knew I Could Type In Chat Because Y'know, Minecraft. I Said To Him, "Who Are You?" The Steve Said "Im NPC-04. I Lived Here All Alone." NPC What Now? I Actually Knew That Was More NPCS In This Game, There's More? Next Thing I Know, He Says "Follow Me." And He Went Away, Expecting Me To Follow Him, I Agreed And So I Did Follow Him, There's No Invisible Wall Anymore! I Can Fully Get Out In The Beginning Where I Couldn't Before! I Couldn't See Because Of The Fog, It Was A Long Run, And Once I Got Out Of The Bedrock Place, There Was Finally Another Map Just Like The Digger Man Maze We've Seen Before! And There Was A House Built With Stone Infront Of Me! Did He Built This When He Was Outside Of The Bedrock Place? & He's Been Staring At Me All This Time Through The Beginning? The Steve Or, NPC-04. Showed Me To His House, I Said "Did You Built This?" He Responded With "Yes, I Do Need To Talk With You." He Went Inside Of The House And Sat Down On His Stone Chair (I Didn't Know Chairs Were Implemented In This Version, lol.) I Did What He Did And We Sat Down Together, Once He Sat Down, Remember When He Was Staring At Me? I Said To Him "Why Were You Staring At Me From The Beginning?" He Responded Back With "I Was All Alone, I Felt Pretty Bad, We're All The Same." I Was Yet Confused, And I Said "What Do You Mean We're All The Same?" NPC 04 Responded With "You're Exactly Like Us, How We Look." Is He Saying We're Exactly LIKE Him? Are WE ALL STEVES? I Said, Why Weren't There No Animals? He Responded With "They're Not Here, It Depends On The Map Limit. Nothing Is Capable Beyond This Point. There's Only One Way."

I'm Still Yet Confused, I Said "What Do You Mean Nothing Is Capable, And What EXACTLY Do You Mean By One Way?" He Responded Back With "Do You Remember The Digger Man?" Yes, I Do Know Him! I Meet Him I Came Back To The Game Days Later! I Responded With "Yes." Then NPC-04 Responded With "He's More Powerful In This World, He Can Travel Through Time. He Can Reach Limits, He's Nocturnal. Can Meet Animals." I Responded To Him By Saying "What's His Real Name, NPC Whatever?" He Responded Back With "His Name Or ID Is NPC-10. He's The Tenth In This World, Not Beyond The Universe. What You Said About The Animals Is Not Beyond Either, But They Can Live Here, But They Will Die," Huh? Animals Dying In The JCraft Universe At Some Kind? How Is Digger Man Nocturnal? This Is Somewhere Relating To Death. I Said To Him "Are There Many Other Steves?" He Responded With "Yes, We're Too Many. They Didn't Mean To Create Us, Rana Is The Opposite." He Responded Again In The Chat Saying "Do You Know The Hanging NPC?" Now THIS IS GETTING Somewhere. I Said "Who Is He?" He Responded Back Saying "He's NPC-110011. He's The Real Threat To This World, He's Giving Us A Warning. We're All Gonna Die, Unless There's Hope And Rejoice." I Said To Him "What Do You Mean?" He Responded With "Life Gives Us Air, He Won't Live Without It, They Won't Care About Us." Me Having No Other Questions, I Said "Mojang?" But Then He Said "Jcraft." Huh!? Hold On, JCraft? Is It Depending On The Mojang Devs? I Said To Him "JCraft? What Do You Mean? I Hope Im Not Upsetting You." He Said "JCraft.net. They Still Haven't Cared About Us. They're Different Then Mojang, They Didn't Mean For This To Happen." He Said Something Again Saying "We're Having Support, We're Finally Getting Love, There's Hope." How!? That Hanging Guy Was A Threat To Them!? I Said "How Is There Hope?" He Said "I Wouldn't Say Because We Have You. Something That Keeps Us Track. We Geninuely Care & We're Finally Getting Rejoice, The World Knows Aswell." Does He... Know How I'm Feeling? I Was Actually Worried For Him Or What's Happening To Him I Didn't Need To Bother Mentioning This In The Story. Since Half Isn't Worth It. I Said "You Know How I'm Feeling?" He Responded Back With "We're Souls, We Do Care No Matter What, We're Rejoice." From This Point It Sounded Like A Religion. I Said To Him Since He Knows How I'm Feeling "How Are You Guys Getting Rejoice?" He Said, "We Built Something Made Up, It's Entirely Different. You Wouldn't See It In Reality, Because It Worked."

So... I Guess There's Already Hope For Them It Feels Like. Its Like A Schrodinger's Cat Situation Where They All Live. Even If They're Abandonded. I Said To Him "What About The Digger Man?" He Said "I Don't Think He Cares. He Will Die If He Doesn't Join Us." I Start To Get Pretty Bad For Digger Man, He Felt Like A God Because He Can Stay Up At Night, Apparently There's A Day And Night Cycle In Game, But Who Knows He Felt A Bit Cruel Just Because He Wasn't A God I Would Feel The Same Way Too. I Said "Is Everything Here Not Real, Are You Still Gonna Appreciate Everything We Do?" He Said "We Embrace In Our Hearts, We Don't Fear. We Rejoice." He Responded Back Saying "Theres A Downside. You Will Completely Get Taken Over." And Then The Game Closes. THIS. Was Something Unexpected. I've Never Seen A Minecraft Game Like This, Although THIS WAS ON The Minecraft Website Itself! Actually Felt Kinda Sad, And Once I Knew. I Clicked On The Game Again, The Game Was Normal Again, I Looked Behind, He's There Again, Watching Every Step I Make. :)

8/07/2013

Conclusion

Sooo, This Marks The End Of This Whole JCraft Trilogy. Through The Beginning, I Actually Knew That "Jcraft" Was A Placeholder Name For Minecraft. Heres Proof.

I Don't If Its THE REASON Why Its In The Minecraft Site In The First. But There. I Heard Rumors That The Digger Man Can Been Seen On The IOS Version Of Minecraft! The IOS Version Was Made On 2011! It Could Be Possibly Where JCraft Was Released On The Same Year Too! Was The IOS Version The Cause Of JCraft's Existence? Who Knows. I Noticed The Characters In The Game Are Docks Work! (Notch's Friend) I Have No Idea If He Has Any Afiliration With The Company JCraft.NET But Im Not Entirely Sure, Im Just Gonna Say No. EDITED: When I Played JCraft After All Of This Happend I Went To The Generative Maps. And I Actually Noticed A Quite Familiar NPC That NPC-04 Told Me, THE HANGING STEVE. I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM FROM THE BEG I Also Forgot The Mention What NPC-04 Said "We Built Something That Keeps Track." He Actually Kinda Refers To The Beacon From Minecraft That Was Worked On Last Year After I Am Writing This! This Could Mean What NPC-04 Said Was True! The Steves Are Still Alive! And Not Digger Man Though. Rest In Peace.

FIN.

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Swooping, Sloping, Cursive Letters: 13

word count: 464

PLEASE READ THIS IS ME TRYING FIRST, AS THIS STORY RELIES HEAVILY UPON THE CONTEXT OF TIMT

September 17, 1988

Dear Will,

Remember when El and I broke up back in April 1986? See, we had only spoken about what we’d wanted out of life, and had established that we didn’t want to be in a romantic relationship. I’d just chalked it up to her not needing me… anymore. So the commission had never really come up.

But yesterday, she and I were talking, and I casually brought up the commission. She had no clue what a commission even was. I was like, “You gave him the instructions on what to paint, right?” She said no. She never even saw the painting while you were working on it.

So that leads me to ask you this: what exactly were you trying to say to me in that van? Why were you crying after your speech about my girlfriend always needing me? I'd originally been planning on only asking you about the crying, but now this revelation adds a whole new layer to... whatever this is. I played your speech through in my head, and then it all made sense; El hadn’t really pushed me away at all. She was sending me love letters every week. She was so excited to spend time with me over Spring Break. But you…? You were distant, cold, bitter, and mopey. And now I know why. At least, I think I know. I hope I know, I really hope I’m not misreading things– that you really were replacing yourself with El in that speech. 

I still can’t get over the fact that you told such a huge lie, though. I know I’m probably blowing things out of proportion, but I drove myself absolutely insane, trying to maintain that relationship with El while all I wanted was to be needed by you. You’re coming over in a few minutes, so I think I’m gonna finally bite the bullet and talk to you about it. 

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I fumbled this one. Majorly. I accused you of lying right off the bat and proceeded to interrogate you. You confessed that you told me what I needed to hear in the moment, and my assumptions were… correct, for once. I think. I mean, those weren’t El’s words, so… they had to have been yours.

Out of all situations I had to choose this one to get all mushy. I said, “You know, it would have meant a lot more if you’d admitted that the painting was from you. You’re my person, Will,” and I almost kissed you. Again. I can’t keep doing this. One of these days I’m gonna act on it and ruin everything. I’m gonna rip off the bandaid, and then you’re gonna bleed. I really need to get my feelings in check and tone it the fuck down.

Mike

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I know I talk about it a lot but Wait for the Ricochet is a personal fave of mine.

16 year old Dean and 11 year old Sam get brought through time to a season 12 TFW. (Takes place the week after the events of "Stuck in the Middle With You")

Developing Destiel. Lots of feels. I'm havin' a good time with it.

44k words so far, posting again very soon.

TW: Flashbacks of neglect, abuse, & non-explicit underage sex work

Preview:

Fourteen minutes and thirty seven seconds.

Dean counted.

He picked up on the subtle change in breathing that only he'd be able to notice. The barest of movement, as if merely readjusting his position in his sleep.

"It's not there." He said, knowing Dean was reaching for a weapon. He wondered vaguely if it was a knife or if he'd already switched it out for a silver loaded gun. He couldn't quite remember when that happened.

Young Dean sprang from the bed into a stand in a split second, steady and tense, ready to act. "Where the fuck am I?" He demanded. Noticing Sam behind him, he wasted no time walking to his side, putting the back of his hand in front of Sam's nose and mouth before landing on his shoulder and giving him a quick shove. He never let Dean completely leave his sight. "Sammy?" He hissed, giving him another shake.

"He's fine, just unconscious. He'll wake up soon."

Young Dean was busy looking at their surroundings. He looked at the beds, furrowing his brows and looking up to the medical equipment, Hospital? No… too old. "Answer my question. Where are we?"

"Lebanon, Kansas."

Not a hospital. Young Dean lunged sideways, ripping the plug out and grabbing the lamp off the table, quickly and carefully shattering the bulb and holding the lamp up as a semi-effective weapon.

"Damn it." Dean said, surprised he didn't think of that in his clean up. "Calm down, we're not going to hurt you. Look-" He fished a silver dollar out of his pocket, holding it in his palm for a second before dropping it on the bed in front of himself. He was faintly amused at how simple the test for human used to be. They hadn't even faced a demon themselves yet, they certainly didn't check for it.

"That man. The one who knocked us out, where-"

"He's not here right now. Calm down and I'll explain everything."

"You better, or I swear I'll rip you to shreds." He set his glare. "And when our Dad finds out we're missing, you got a world of hurt coming your way."

Dean cringed slightly. "Take it easy." He said again, already feeling tired.

Young Dean didn't move, still holding the lamp, jagged shards of glass sticking out in Dean's direction.

Dean scrubbed his hand across his face. "Christ, I forgot what this was like." He hissed. "Dean-"

"How do you know my name."

"It's 2017." Dean said, tone drier than he meant it to be. "Welcome to the future." He didn't have time for this. No. He didn't have patience for this. "You were brought here with a spell. We don't know why or how, and we haven't figured out how to send you back, or you'd be there."

"Bullshit."

Dean rolled his eyes, digging into his pocket again and pulling out his phone. He tossed it from where he was still sitting, watching himself catch it and look it over.

His younger self watched it light up and then followed its request to unlock the homepage. He stared at it for a moment.

"It's a phone. And a computer."

Young Dean tossed it onto the bed between them. "Who are you, then?"

"I'll give you three guesses."

The younger hunter frowned, processing for a second before his face fell. "You're kidding me."

"Sorry, kid."

"Prove it."

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survey #216

What is the last song that you had on repeat? Uh I feel like it was "Blind and Frozen" by Beast In Black.

Do you believe that one day the sun will burn out? ... No shit? This is scientific fact? Like it's not gonna happen in my lifetime, but it WILL happen.

What’s your homepage when you bring up the internet? Just Google.

Have you ever cracked your phone screen before? I haven't, actually.

Do you like Train’s music? I do. They write some of my all-time favorite love songs.

Have you ever seen the movie High School Musical? Yes. My younger sister (who I shared a room with) was particularly obsessed with it.

Are you excited to pick out your wedding dress one day? I am, but I'm also not looking forward to trying multiple on and possibly being picky. I can't imagine myself being one of those people that tries on dozens and dozens, though.

Does it bother you when an artist remake a song that one has previously done? Not at all. I like plenty of covers, especially if I enjoy the original song.

How many times have you had sex within the past two years? Guesstimate? Actual sex, zero. For reasons that are sometimes very hard to deal with.

Can people read your facial expressions easily? If so, why is this? Yes, because I'm very bad at hiding my feelings on my face.

When was the last time your area had a tornado warning, if ever? I can't remember. We get plenty of tornado watches this time of year, but warnings are rarer.

Does it scare you when the sky gets really cloudy and dark during the day? Yes, because I'm terrified of the potential of tornadoes. Thunderstorms themselves don't scare me, it's just the fact that they can spawn tornadoes.

Have you ever ran from the police? No.

Have you ever watched The Walking Dead? I haven't.

Do you like horses? I do.

Snakes? I love snakes.

Cats? I sure do.

Have you ever driven an electric car? No.

Have you ever eaten moussaka? I don't even know what that is.

What breed was the last dog you saw? Chihuahua.

Do you ever fact-check the things you read on the internet? Not everything, I don't regularly care enough about what I might randomly read, but especially if it's a topic I'm invested in, I certainly will.

Have you ever had a parrot sit on your shoulder? No.

What was the last caffeinated drink you had? Mountain Dew.

With a fried egg, do you prefer the yolk runny or set? I won't eat a fried egg because I cannot stand yolk like that.

Have you ever planned a wedding? Not really. I mean sure, I have plans for my own, but we're definitely not at the "real" planning stage yet.

Do you have any pimples right now? No.

Have you ever painted a rock? I don't think so.

Do you ever shop at Aldi? Do you even have one nearby? There's one very near here, and Mom goes there rarely. She loves the prices there compared to elsewhere, Walmart is just easier for us.

What are some of your favourite snacks? Right now I'm in an insane pickle episode. In general though, I love chips, or Cheez-its. Small candies that come in packages like peach rings or Skittles I also like a lot. We don't tend to keep snacks like that in the house though, so I'm more likely to have something like a cashew bar or Special K blueberry snack bar... thingy.

What has been the best thing to happen to you in the past year? Honestly, becoming more aware of and better understanding my autism. I've come to accept myself much more, instead of just thinking I'm fucking weird with stupid quirks that could never make sense to anyone else. I still want an official diagnosis, but I firmly believe I don't need it, at least for myself.

Are you prone to jealousy? Nope. It's happened, but I definitely don't experience it much.

How did you get through the lowest point in your life? Look, to be totally real with you, I was too afraid to actually kill myself. I had no other choice but to just ride it out.

Have you ever been someone's first love? I suppose possibly Sara, but idk. She dated people before me, but I don't remember her ever mentioning truly loving somebody.

How old were you when you got your first gaming console, and what kind was it? The OG PlayStation. Idk how old I was, I think we had it when I was born.

What is your favorite food to put gravy on? I hate gravy.

Do you know anyone from Canada? Yes.

What's your opinion on astrology? It's dumb as hell and for insanely gullible people that generally don't want to take responsibility for their own flaws.

Do you use TikTok? No.

Do you ever get super bad buzzing in your ears? Not really, no. I've had rare instances of minor ringing, but nothing severe, for which I'm very thankful.

Do you know anyone who has actually been in an alcohol or drug-related crash? I do. She lost her best friend, who was in the car with her, because of it. They were both high, or possibly drunk, one or the other. It took years upon years upon years until she seemed okay again.

Did you celebrate Father's Day? No. I sent him a message and was happy to hear he hadn't touched a cigarette in two days, but that was all. We've usually gone out to lunch, but my sisters never mentioned it this year.

Do you hate how being bisexual is like a trend? It's not a trend, shut the fuck up.

Have you ever gotten a professional massage? No, this would be insanely uncomfortable for me.

Do you have a good relationship with your first love? We don't have a relationship, period.

What is something you’re currently nervous about? This weekend. I'm going to my first Pride event ever but it's supposed to be scorchingly hot and I have hyperhidrosis.

Are you dealing with any health-related problems right now? I always am.

Are you experiencing problems within a current relationship? No.

Do you find that caffeinated or alcoholic drinks make you pee more than normal? Water makes me pee more than anything else. I don't drink alcohol enough to have noticed for that, but there are sometimes where if I drink a soda, I have to go to the bathroom pretty quickly.

Do you still enjoy watching Disney movies? I sure do.

What are some interests you have in common with your parents? My mom likes writing, even if she doesn't really do it. When she was younger, she also enjoyed drawing, but that's another thing she doesn't do anymore. I *enjoy* fishing like my dad, even though I don't think fishing for fun is moral.

How old were you when your parents trusted you to stay home alone all day? I don't remember.

Do you drink more or less water than is recommended? Technically still less, I'm sure. I think the very vast majority of people don't drink the amount that is technically advised.

Do you go on vacation with your family a lot? Where was the last place you went? We never go on vacations. At least, Mom doesn't, and I live with/under her. We can't afford to.

What do your parents think about piercings and tattoos? Do you agree with them? My mom doesn't care. She doesn't LIKE all piercings or tattoos, but she has nothing against them in general. I'm like my mom in that respect, but I'm even more open and accepting of them. My dad doesn't seem too bothered by piercings, he was never against me getting any, but he was shocked and nervous when he found out about me getting a tattoo. Mine don't seem to bother him though.

What are your religious beliefs? Are these the same as your parents’? I am an atheist, but sometimes with some agnostic-leaning wonderings. Both my parents are Christians, which I am definitely not.

Do you remember The Land Before Time movies? Who was your favorite character? I do, but I think I only saw the first two, maybe three. I know I loved them, though. I don't remember my favorite character as a child, maybe Littlefoot.

What’s your favorite genre of book to read? Animal fantasy.

Are you one of those people who texts back instantly? Almost always.

What’s your favourite place to get pizza from? Domino's.

Think of the last verbal argument you were in; what caused it? My mom having main character in life syndrome and refusing to even entertain the possibility of her ever, ever being wrong. I had to blow the fuck up to Girt, she and I have butted heads a lot lately and I finally snapped in half. I hadn't been that angry in god knows how long.

Does your refrigerator have one door or two? Two, side-by-side. Left is the freezer, right is the fridge.

Do you smoosh bugs, or just let ‘em go? I tend to ignore them, but if it's a spider, I will try to take it outside so Mom doesn't kill it. I never kill bugs, unless it's like, an ant in the house. Absolutely never, ever outside.

Would you ever kiss someone with facial hair? I've done this plenty and would keep doing it. Sometimes Girt has stubble anyway and it doesn't bother me at all.

Have you ever drooled in public? I feel like I have a little bit at least once while sleeping in the college library.

Have you ever been bitten by a dog? No.

Would you ever shave your head? No, not me personally. Female-presenting individuals can look amazing with no (or very little) hair, but it's definitely not for me.

Would you ever meet someone you met online? I've done this before and want to meet at least Mazzy and Tez. Shaz would be amazing, too, as well as Sam and his wife.

Where do you wanna live when you grow up? The more mountainous area of NC. Blue Ridge Mountains would be the absolute dream.

Would you get married if you could right now? I'd get engaged. I'd like to lose weight before my wedding... but by now idk if it's ever gonna fuckin' happen.

What color are your eyes? Grayish blue.

Who was your first good kiss with? Jason was my first kiss and he was perfectly fine at kissing.

Would you kiss this person again? If I actually loved him again, yes, but I will never let myself have that kind of relationship with him ever again.

Who was your hottest bf/gf besides the one you have now? Jason.

How often do you drink water? A lot a day, I don't actually track it.

Name something that is on your bedroom wall? Above my bed and framing some plant art I have up is a branching string of circular lights that's meant to look like a vine or something. I only really turn the lights on if I'm reading in bed, but it's super cozy.

If you could paint your walls any color what would it be? Because I'm going for a nature theme in there right now, I'd probably go for a light green.

What are you drinking right now? Raspberry lemonade-flavored water.

What does your phone case look like? I don't have a case. I'd like one, but that's not something I can just casually afford to buy and it's certainly not important enough to be on my gift wishlist.

What do you take the most pictures of? My cat, lol.

If you could be a professional in any sport what would it be? Dance.

When was the last time you made dinner? Tonight; Mom was too tired to cook. I just put popcorn shrimp in the air fryer.

Who do you want to be buried next to? I'd prefer to be cremated and have my ashes spread than be buried.

Do you have any hickeys on you? No.

Who did you last share a bed with? Girt.

Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? As of this year, yes.

What are you listening to right now? I'm watching some of John Wolfe's Baldur's Gate 3 LP. I'm not very far from being done, I just ventured into watching other stuff for a while.

Do you get blizzards where you live? No.

What’s something you prefer to keep private? Sexual information/past.

What was your favorite book you had to read for school? The Handmaid's Tale.

Has anyone ever called you a sociopath before? No.

Have you ever saved someone’s life? She says so, but more than anything it was me coincidentally sending a message at the right time.