#i dunno they just make so much sense. to me
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Ok Anon is totally on to something
Hermitcraft/Life series Doctor who au where Scar is the Eleventh doctor, It's perfect and then we make the hermits and lifers be people they meet,
Cause I'm a sucker for scarian I'm gonna say grian would be River Song, It makes a lot of sense in the long run cause of the whole river song being the one who kills the doctor and all that shabang,
I dunno who would have more chemistry as Amy and Rory though because we would have to consider Amy's whole in love with the doctor arc and then you have to consider which hermits would fit as Grians parents
Look I was given this idea. I'm not holding back on all the important details, not to mention I think Mumbo would be a great 10th doctor or 12th doctor, but I'm getting side tracked.
Ok so Imma think for a sec cause I'm typing this out as I have the ideas
Amy would be Lizzie and we would remove the whole romantic arc Amy would have, or not depends of what you want I'm not to bothered
Obviously this means Rory would be Joel which I think is perfect, because Joel and Lizzie would follow each other till the edge of the universe and beyond. I could totally see Scar getting overly attached to them both.
Though it is a bit weird to think that, jizzie being Rory and Amy would mean Grian is their son and I think thinking about it too much might make me just as confused as the actual show did.
The Silence would still be the same except they're kinda this universes watchers/listeners.
Madm Korariam would be Cleo (the eye patch lady that took river) which means they're the bad guy but that's OK she'd be a good villain and it would suit her character kinda (if anyone has a better suggestion maybe mention it)
Jimmy and Scott would be those Gay Worker Dudes we see in A Good Man Goes to War
So now I'll move onto some of the best episodes in my opinion that would be the best in my au
The Pandorica Opens, so Joel would definitely wait the time Rory did to protect the Pandorica. He gives the same vibes.
The Wedding of River Song, Scarian and also jizzie interactions.
I dont remember the names of many characters but that wont stop me when i have google
I think Gem and Pearl would be Madam Vastra and Jenny, Strax would be Impulse as was suggested to me and o can totally see it, they have a similar vibe
I want Martyn, Ren, Xisuma, Doc, and Skizz there but I don't know who they'd be
Now I'm going to go back to Twelve for a second cause Mumbo would definitely be Twelve, he gives off the same vibe,
Clara would be.. someone ... I haven't figured who out yet.
And that's all I have for now
I think I'm gonna call this au Eleventh Doctor Scar au for now
the drawing of scar in your banner looks like the 11th doctor
oh shoot you might be onto something here
#scar would totally be the eleventh doctor#scarian#mention#so ill tag the ship#Grian would be a perfect River song ngl#it just fits#joel smallishbeans#gtws#gtwscar#Grian#ldshadowlady#jizzie#pearlescentmoon#geminitay#zombie cleo#I think I've tagged everyone I mentioned#jimmy solidarity#scott smajor#nearly forgot the flower husbands o7#impulsesv
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Hey! I see you're into fragile/higgs ship and caught myself quite like them too recently (tho i've been in DS fandom already for a year and mostly thought about them as a friends)
Just wondering why do you like them? Do you have any headcanons/interesting thoughts? I'm very curious 👀
Hi! First of all apologies for the wall of text you're about to get, but unfortunately you came knocking at my door after I spent nearly two months ruminating about this ship basically by myself sooo I'm dumping it all here
Well the short (lol) version is that in my first playthrough I mostly just absorbed the characters and storyline, but by the time I got to their final scene on the Beach I was like wait a minute... their whole shared storyline feels way too loaded for them to simply have been business associates, that shit is personal, even Higgs wanting to damage Fragile feels way too pointed to just be justified by "he was a turncloak with a secret agenda." Now, I'm not against a "they were simply close friends" interpretation, it works just as well to explain the emotional weight of their falling out, BUT I also cannot ignore the zest, the flavor, the spice of them actually having been involved romantically at some point. And honestly going into my second playthrough with the shipping goggles on I can't help thinking that Fragile speaks about Higgs like he was an ex that hurt her, and the way that she is suspiciously cagey about the specifics of their relationship makes my ears shoot up like a German shepherd.
On a Doylist level I also find it interesting that Kojima gave Higgs extra backstory that connects him to Fragile in the Director's Cut, and also how the behind the scenes for the DS2 mocap show Troy and Léa sharing a scene... I think Kojima is not done intertwining their story and we'll get more info in the sequel.
Now for the headcanons... I have enough that I might or might not be writing a long-ish fic about it, but I want to finish this Director's Cut playthrough before completing it (I could just look stuff up on the wiki but that's not fun). Also I have some art in the pipeline about it that I hope to post within the week. Anyway, the bite sized version of how I envision their relationship:
I hc Higgs as being immediately attracted to Fragile but not really acting on it, while she develops her attraction after getting to know him a little. Then she's down bad but she doesn't even realize it until it's so obvious it hits her in the face
A few people at their joint Fragile Express/whatever Higgs' operation was called co-op assume they are an item long before anything ever happens, because they just hang out together a lot. They have a similar penchant for corny jokes and puns and enjoy some light banter; Fragile finds Higgs' flair for theatrics endearing, while he is drawn to how gentle she is because he has known so little softness in his life (also he thinks she's insanely pretty, which duh. It's self evident because Léa Seydoux) (it's his first serious girl crush anyway; I hc him as bi and as having had mostly experiences with men before her)
They bond over their DOOMS condition and Higgs is fascinated by Fragile's powers, while she is less enthused by all the collateral effects. In my hc, at this point she has yet to become as skilled at traveling through dimensions as she is in the game, which makes her reluctant to agree to Higgs' requests to show him the Beach. This sows the seeds of his resentment towards her, because he feels she has a privilege she doesn't make use of and doesn't want to share.
They are both pretty touchy feely (canon!) so when their relationship goes from friendly to romantic it gets physical immediately and enthusiastically. Yes even accounting for the worldwide lowered sex drive. If there's one thing I never do is put characters in horny jail 🫡
I think Fragile got to know a version of Higgs that was quite different from what we see in the game, which you sort of can gauge from the more optimistic pages of his diary. Like there's a part of him who's starved for love and connection and a sense of belonging and gravitates towards people like Coffin (he never had a mother) and Fragile herself; ironically, the pull towards Amelie answers to the same need but in reality it feeds on his more nihilistic, call-of-the-void side. I'm not saying that Amelie brainwashed him or anything, but I think she saw what was already there – a deep seated resentment towards a hostile world and towards those he feels got handed a luckier deal than he did, that he countered by clinging to the notion of being special because of his DOOMS, but then there's someone like Fragile who's even more special and doesn't seem to be doing much with it. Amelie gave him a chance to fulfill what he felt was his potential and shared her power with him, but the tradeoff was severing the connections he had, "killing" the part of him that wanted to be loved to make space for what he perceived as a higher form of love ("I found someone who completes me" which he says to Fragile specifically like he wants to rub it in her face? Like she wasn’t enough to fulfill that role?)
That’s why I think it’s significant that he lost his hands with his power-up, because the (holding, welcoming) hands are strongly associated with Fragile; and to me it makes sense if he purposely ruins her body also because it’s a way to stifle his attraction to her. There’s also a lot of projection because HE is the one who’s felt like damaged goods all along, who grew up being crushed psychologically and physically. I also think that both of them coming close to annihilating the other but choosing not to – leaving them in a dicey situation but not entirely without escape – shows in some twisted way that their bond still exists, which makes me giggle and rub my hands like a nasty little goblin knowing we have another game coming.
So… That’s the gist of it. Sorry for rambling on but as I said, I don’t really get the chance to talk about this ship much – greetings from rarepair hell, etc.
#replies#death stranding#fragile x higgs#higgs x fragile#greetings from rarepair hell#embarrassing amounts of mental real estate have been allocated to this... The mental illness is in full display i fear#i dunno they just make so much sense. to me#and i just enjoy the inherent tragedy of it all because i love to make myself suffer
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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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Yeah, no. That does absolutely contextualize Acheran's whole deal in one clean sweep.
I guess the extenuating circumstances of the grim darkness of the far future would make it so everyone -even people on the same side- would be so ground and ran down that no one is in the mood to be nice least of all courteous when it comes to dealing with interpersonal relationships.
I dunno. The main gripe I think many have with Acheran (myself previously? included) was that he seemed to apply his men almost too thinly. Understaffing, as I'd put it. And to me, that certainly seemed to be the case because- out of lore? There aren't ever enough Ultramarines. I mean, my knowledge of other legions and chapters is limited, but it was made clear to me very early on that the sons of Ultramar are, if not at least doing fine, numbers wise, they can defend themselves. Which can't be said of Lamenters or Dark Hunters for example
And to be clear! I knew the current state of things on the 40k world was bad. I just had absolutely no idea it was this level of monumentally, absolutely, the-galaxy-is-literally-falling-apart-at-the-seams bad. Which, yeah, that does put Acheran's whole demeanor and course of action into perspective. I, too, would be terse and uncompromising if I were at the helm of the world's slowest, most complex sinking ship.
But even aside from all of those extenuating circumstances, Acheran being a Captain does make some sense when taking into consideration his predecessors. Cato Sicarius, much as I like the bastard, is so brash and hot-headed and easily taunted his storyline has to beat him down multiple times just so he can approach normal levels of bravura. Titus, while he did the objectively heroic thing of taking the fall instead of dragging the company down with him, was nonetheless accused of corruption, and he did not fight those charges. Trajan, (no relation with the Chaplain) apparently jumped on the Biel-Tan ship to fight Eldar head on because why the warp not. So, yeah, after having that storied bunch in command, it makes sense Calgar or Guilliman would want an incontroversial, cautious, down-right inoffensive guy for the Second Company Capitancy.
(Captian Acheran after taking stock of his new command position, and me, after trying to wrap my head around however the fuck the warp functions in this silly baka universe)
You know what character in Space Marine 2 I genuinely don't like? Acheran. Cannot for the life of me get a solid read on that guy, and it does sort of drive me up a wall.
To me, he has like, passive-aggressive middle manager energy? He just spends so much of the game just vaguely making threats and second-guessing Damocles Squad it's almost ridiculous. And I do understand where he's coming from: having a guy who used to have your job reinstated under you could lead to internal strife in the company but it always seems like he's on the fence up to the moment Damocles Squad actually gets shit done and then he's all for whatever they're doing.
Am not too fond of him, is what I'm trying to say.
#warhammer 40k#wh40k#space marine 2#sevastus acheran#long post#Thanks for explaining all of that because. my brain is small and smooth and im realizing this lore is fucking insane and hates me#Like. I read The Cato Sicarius Omnibus! and still a lot of this was news to me! specially the pylon thing I had no fucking idea that's what#they were for#Also of course great analysis#I still don't love Acheran but I get him now. and in this canon that's half the battle
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it feels so…… weird… seeing a cishet dude be so chill with queer themes lmao your soda-in-drag moment, the stevepop of it all, even guys with queers in their friend circles can’t bring themselves to partake sometimes lmao 😭 but it’s cool !! refreshing even sjksksndks this is a /pos statement I promise
Thanks lol! I think it’s cos I’m fairly secure. Sorta. (I’m still prone to compensating for things and being a stupid teen boy, but like, I’m aware of it, at least when I stop to think. Yk I’ll still join in on dick measuring contests, but deep down I’ll know it’s dumb and performative.)
I guess I feel a kinship to queerness. I go to art school where I’m sometimes the only guy in a class of girls, and I’ve been the token straight guy in every friend group I’ve been in since freshman year of high school. Beyond that, growing up I was frequently mistook for a girl- I had long-ish hair (post bowl-cut era 😭) and I’m part Asian, I was pretty androgynous lol. People irl have thought I’m gay, or a trans man on testosterone (I mean fine, I guess I am pretty short and hang with a lot of trans guys.) Hell, I did drag on a dare once, back when I was even more secure. (And I was hot asf in drag lemme tell ya. It felt lousy and it’s definitely not my thing, but man if I had a clone who was a girl-) All this to say, I say I’m straight, but honestly I don’t really know. I like girls a lot, but I have seen a buddy of mine in drag, and lemme tell ya I felt something but I’m not gonna examine that rn lol. Straight just feels comfortable, safe, and it’s good for interacting with folks who ain’t so progressive, so it’s what I’m sticking with…but I’ll admit there’s a gray area.
I relate a lot to the guys in the Outsiders, and irl I like to present myself as a tough, cool, Very Masculine guy. Hell, sometimes I play dumb about stuff because it’s “feminine” and a guy like me shouldn’t know about it. I act a lot like how I write Steve Randle, he’s my guy I like to project on lol. Honestly, I’ve got a fair amount of internalized toxic masculinity. But I think because I know how silly it all is deep down, I can interact with queer themes in art without feeling like I’m not “man enough”. Idk, I suppose it’s an outlet in some ways. Who knows maybe in 2027 I’ll come out as bi or something, but don’t wait up.
idk, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like exploring queer themes, not because they’re queer necessarily, but because they’re human and I relate to them. And that’s hard not to partake in, y’know?
#rambling#ask#personal stuff#idk if all that’s like…ok for me to say and all but like…it’s just how I see the world at this point yk?#idk if you’ve seen derry girls but the character james maguire is me fr lol#(well i think I’m tougher than him but yk. he’s a guy who’s only friends are girls/queer people)#I worry sometimes about representing things poorly…#but like ig it’s not about representation to me. It’s not about anything. It’s just…expression i reckon#lord I dunno if I’m explaining this very well#For the record I find it interesting that I’m so chill too. There’s definitely a part of my brain that’s confused about that#like- I can’t wear a pink shirt cos that’s girly but I CAN try on heels because I’m bored???#I won’t pierce my ears even tho I wanna cos that’s “feminine” but I’ll write a 40k word fanfic about stevepop?? where’s the consistency??#I have to be the strongest in the room or I get pissy…but I want a girl to hold me?? that doesn’t make sense!#why am I a walking contradiction??#For all I’ve tried to explain it here at the end of the day idk why I am the way I am#I just…am. I wish it made sense but it doesn’t and I guess I gotta live with that lol.#talking about myself#srry ik this is long#ig it’s something I’ve avoided thinking abt much but now that you bring it up I’m…thinking. A lot.#(that’s a /pos thing I like thinking) (usually)
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#galarian rapidash#i dunno. this one's very Horse. i always wanna leave my galarian ponyta as a baby forever because i think the magic psychic pony is cute#although i do like the whole. this being in bede's team going from being a psychic trainer to a fairy trainer. he gets to keep this around#and hatterene but we don't. talk. about that#oh also some more snootiferous angles under the cut. all the same angles on this one as on ponyta#i talk a lot about seeing regional forms first and the game not really telling you they're regional forms#and so if it's your first time seeing a pokémon you could conceivably believe that's the normal form of the pokémon#which happened to me with galarian darumaka#but i think this is one pokémon i'd Like that to happen with. because it's much cuter than kantonian ponyta#well this is rapidash. they're about the same. i think i like kantonian rapidash more‚ but galarian ponyta more#although i think it's probably impossible for this pokémon specifically? or any kantonian pokémon#just because they're motherfucking kanto and they're everywhere#you could NEVER mistake one of the original 151#as much as i would like to. resident kanto hater#I MEAN. kanto has a lot of 'mons that i LIKE but it's also KANTO and it's so overDONE#UGH. but i guess having skipped gen 5 as a kid it makes sense i'd see galarian darumaka and stunfisk and see nothing wrong with it#which. by the way. galarian stunfisk is next. stay tuned for the bear trap
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okay yeah this bitch plural
#this bitch being me#or us i guess; thats gonna take some gettin used to though i dunno which kinda self-referring would be better#i still have not worked out the specifics but. with a lil help from funnier-as-a-system in dms i have made contact with a headmate#so theres at least one more critter in me noggin for sure i think#i also think shes hella tired out cuz we did quite a bit (trying to design a sona for her in heroforge among other things)#and at some point just completely crashed and only got lil remarks from her since so#yeag. not exactly up for makin a bit announcement abt it or anything aside from this but. there ya go ig#still a lot of uncertainty on who/what she is or is like but from what ive gleaned#for now her names citra; pronouns it/she; and is. very clumsy x3 but it hasnt fronted much i dont think so that makes sense#anyway thats what ive been doin tonight other than browsing tumblr
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yuh. the thing i'd care about again is not just "coercion by an adult" but coercion in general. or like are they both in a position where they can avoid interactions they dont want. and it's just that in the special case of "one party is much older than the other", even when they both have good intentions theres still often messed up social dynamics (like how children arent legally allowed to do a bunch of self independence thigns) that are gonna make it hard for the younger party not to get hurt.
(and then those things often disappear at older ages, e.g. 30yo x 40yo seems way more likely to be healthy, to me, than 15yo x 20yo.)
and yeah parents forcing their children into sexual or romantic stuff is fucked up.
dunno how this fits into what we're talking about but i think also the meanings of "adult" and "child" are partially defined by things like aforementioned restrictions placed by legal systems on children. and like lack of capability to consent. idk.
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the dog thing isnt trying to convey a specific point, just throwing thoughts out. like humans have so much power over dogs. and i wanna get humans to think more about this stuff
i dont think human speech is really much relevant, like it's harder to communicate without it but not impossible.
idk if you meant "human sentience" or "sentience" with that slash placed there. dogs obviously dont experience things the same ways humans do (since they arent humans), and theyre clearly sentient (in the sense of like having feelings and thoughts and stuff).
also fwiw my experience in practice have been that dogs whose autonomy and wishes are sufficiently respected, who get cared for well enough, can be able to consent to humans for physical affection like cuddling.
in particular i know a dog who has recently learned to say no to others getting close to them, when they want to be left alone. and even before they learned this they would go away if they wanted to (often just a few meters).
I’m a huge advocate for fluid familial relationships, wherein the parameters for intimacy are defined by those involved rather than defined by wider society. To put this another way, let me ask: why do we define certain actions as either inherently “platonic” or “romantic/sexual”? To what extent to we draw the line at a kiss between two family members as being socially “too far”? Most would consider a peck on the lips to be fine, but how long do the lips need to stay pressed together before it’s a “problem”? What if this peck turns into a few sequential kisses? Is there a way to make out with a family member, but intend this platonically?
Perhaps at its core, the labels are what’s most unhelpful.
What if family members (notably only adults who consent/are able to consent) could express affection freely without needing to worry about hard labels. Participants could blur the lines between these labels and find new ways to love their family, with things being as casual or serious as decided upon. Certain actions once deemed as inherently romantic/sexual would be stripped of their labels. A better nicer world is possible, I think.
#cw csa#im vegan so i think a lot about stuff like#power differences between humans and other species#oh yeah also “it” for nonhuman animals i think is objectifying#if when thinking about this you find that you care about not objectifying them#and instead treating them like agents with feelings and desires and beliefs and thoughts and stuff#i suggest trying out calling them something else (such as “they”)#vegan propaganda#also i think one thing mandatory schooling sometimes does is teach children that their bodies belong to adults with power over them#cuz y'know#they arent allowed to leave#and often arent even allowed to pee when they need to#without asking for permission#and in my case i was basically indirectly forced into changing clothes in front of a bunch of boys#cuz of transmisia and the “not allowed to leave” thing and “physical education”#youth lib tangent#long post
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people are saying he « led her on » because he did. the fact that he kissed her in the first episode set the tone for the rest of the season and if you can’t perceive the flirting I’m sorry but how?? he didn’t make anything clear he sent the craziest mixed signals in the world. there’s nothing revolutionary about claiming that Martha was being pushy toward someone who was clearly not interested it’s 1) weird to claim in what it suggests about her 2) factually not true.
I wasn’t gonna respond to this at first because the top half of this ask is pretty much just individual interpretation and I don’t really care about it. Like, no, to me, the Doctor doesn’t seem especially flirty towards Martha. He’s just sort of Like That. That’s his damage, you know, Mr. I need to traumadump on anyone who tolerates being around me for more than five minutes. Mr. If I don’t develop an intensely codependent emotional bond with the companion I have currently I’ll die. It doesn’t read to me as him trying to lead her on because that bit’s honest, and he does it with damn near every companion he’s ever had.
And if nothing else, because we do see Ten when he tries to flirt intentionally and he’s a fuckin dork about it. Kind of guy who looked up romance in the dictionary and took notes. Kinda guy who draws diagrams to maximize kissing potential. It would have been obvious even to me (<- romance-blind as all fuck) if he was flirting with Martha on purpose because he’s not smooth at all; he flirts like he’s gotten lines in a play and he’s super excited to be the main star.
But anyway, as I was saying, that’s just how I see it. And if you see it different, no skin off my back, I just disagree.
But I take umbrage with you putting words in my mouth. I never said Martha was pushy towards him. Because yeah, she’s not. If I implied that she was, then it was a result of poor phrasing on my part. Martha’s not at fault for what she feels, for wanting there to come something of it. No more at fault than the Doctor is for not returning those feelings. It’s a bit weird that you’re assuming that I think one of them has to be the bad guy here when that was the opposite of what I was saying. My point was: When it comes to their romantic subtext of their relationship, it’s weird to pretend like either of them are to blame for them not being in a relationship at the end of s3, and even weirder to assert that as part of why Martha supposedly wouldn’t like the Doctor afterwards when they’re. friends. they continue to be friends into s4.
Martha’s not pushy. She has a crush on her friend. It happens. He doesn’t return it. This also happens. Both of these facts are pushed to the extreme because he’s a time-traveling alien with poor emotional skills and she’s put herself in the position of needing to help him from minute one of meeting each other. That’s why it’s fun to watch, because the Doctor is both so open and so unavailable in turns, because Martha’s feelings for him grow and change as she knows more about her Doctor until she decides to step back.
I don’t know, man. You seem to be coming at this as if one of them has to be The Problem™️. I don’t think either of them is, not so definitively. I think boiling their relationship down to that is reductive and an insult to the way they both grow over s3, to Martha’s choice to continue to be his friend while also establishing her own boundaries, to the fact that the Doctor is able to let her go without immediately trying to kill himself afterwards when she’s not there to catch him.
#the thing about the doctor is that if you want to tell me that he’s Extra Special Flirty With This Companion.#i dunno. feels like something that requires a lot of proof lmao. because the doctor is a freak who latches onto people like a barnacle and#gets way too invested way too quick and holds on like he’ll die if he even thinks of letting go. he’s just like that. he’s just like that.#he’s like that with rose he’s like that with martha he’s like that with donna amy clara bill!!!! these relationships are all different but#the common core is that the doctor is a freak! the doctor clings on too tight!!! the doctor will fuck you up he loves you so much!!!#idk! is it more leading on for the doctor to kiss martha to pull off a plan than it is for him to reshape amy’s life around him on accident#and then show up when she’s an adult to finally whisk her away. or to let clara do emotional infidelity with him for months while#insisting that he’s not her boyfriend. i don’t think ever he is. i think he’s just like gravity. mavity. you’re gonna orbit him because he’s#something cosmic and unknowable. and he’s also your best friend. he’s always too much and too tangible all at once.#am i making any sense here.#ask#martha jones#the doctor#tenth doctor#doctor who#idk man its like 7 in the morning where i am im not awake enough to talk martha/ten semantics. personally i think they should have made out#on screen even more without ever clarifying the nature of their relationship so that they had even weirder and more complicated feelings#about each other.
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its a really big bummer to see the mass success of bg3, to see how many artists and players alike have enjoyed this game and yet, somehow, almost every time, wyll is magically not mentioned or drawn, featured in a video, hes not adored or hated
so far the fandom just generally acts like hes not even there. and it makes me sad to see the single black companion get this level of people ignoring him, his arc, his personality, even just people disliking or hating him
instead the only thing that caught any wind was how quickly a mod came out to make wyll white. how fucking sad.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#look i know there are others who also like wyll i know#but its the sheer level where he is fully ignored as a character that absolutely sends me#ive seen ppl rage at hating gale and shadowheart- ive seen the adoration for karlach and astarion#but theres no sense of emotion for wyll#its like people just ... i dunno i doubt its purposeful but it just /feels/ like racism#theres only one black man - the rest of your companions are white - and hes the ONLY ONE out of the ENTIRE PARTY thats just ignored?#hes such a goofball - yet he takes himself so seriously - his romance scenes were so touching - theres so much to wyll ...#karlach and wyll are such a good pair to have running together bc they are both good people who want to do good#i just ... i dunno. makes my heart hurt to see the only black character get shoved into oblivion
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I've always wanted to ask how you can draw an oc that you know has a bad end/dies in their story. You are stronger than me and I'd love to know what motivates you
I know I'm in a minority on this and most OC creators don't think about their characters' deaths, but it's never bothered me much honestly. The way I see it, if I know how their life starts and how it ends, it's much easier to figure out what happens in the middle.
#does that make sense?#cw musings about death and stuff#I feel like I need to be able to see the whole picture in order to truly know this character and how their life pans out#at one point I had deaths planned for nearly all of my more developed ocs and it was just a natural part of their storyline#but that's just me and my personal way of handling these things#then again I suspect my relationship with death as a topic might be a bit skewed I dunno maybe I'm just melancholic and needlessly morbid#I don't want to sound pretentious but I appreciate the concept of mortality and I like fiction that values and explores it#answered#anonymous#I admit I've gotten a little more remorseful about Machete's fate after Vasco's return he has so much more to lose now
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Wth I've never heard of jiankong- I thought erlang burned down flowerfruit mountain and killed a bunch of wukongs monkies??
When you look at the ship at surface level, yeah, I guess it seems pretty weird.
While it is true that Erlang did that, it's not like he did that based on his own beliefs and intentions. It was from orders by the Jade Emperor, who saw this as a 'justifiable act' given how much disorder Wukong had caused up till this point. However, Erlang is known to not... how do I say it? He's more or less more inclined than other immortals and deities to not carry out the Emperor's orders.
In this case, not all of the monkies were killed and burned. Some, many actually, were spared. It's up for interpretation, but most people believe that Erlang didn't see the slaughter of the monkies on Flower Fruit Mountain as an equal response towards what Wukong had done. Whether or not you see this as justification for Erlang still burning the mountain in the first place is up to you.
Besides, I wouldn't let "burning monkies" be the one thing that defines Erlang's relationship with Wukong XDDD. There's more to it than that. Like how they both immediately locked in when facing each other in battle and could match each other really well, and, how they were both desperate to fight someone who could actually challenge them and they found that in each other.
Wukong though, funnily enough, forgives Erlang (or really, puts the whole incident aside) because he actually respects the guy a lot XDDD. In one of the later chapters of JTTW he actually asks Erlang (he was the area, passing though) to help him defeat the Dragon King and the Nine-Headed Beast (Ch. 63). They are sworn brothers by this point, and, it's clear that they've come to some sort of agreement that they are on much better terms now. Erlang doesn't even hesitate to help Wukong here, which is something I've always found a little funny. They bros now, or gay. Who knows, hah!
But hey, would a ship be interesting if there wasn't a weird, convoluted, backstory behind it?
#I dunno guys maybe the response I wrote above actually doesn't matter and we just need to embrace the toxic yaoi/j#maybe jiankong does need to be a bit fucked up with little to no moral justification behind it/j#this response was made both with much help from a moot and me attempting to find sources to back up the thoughts I had in my head#ask#erlang shen#sun wukong#jiankong#maybe if I can't get people invested in shadowpuppet then I can get people invested in Jiankong#so anon I hope I have convinced you that this ship makes sense to some degree
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tbh the reason I dun wanna interact with new ff7 content is there is a weird fanwork-y feeling to it.
like it's created by squareni, but it feels less like storytelling and more like it's trying to feed me an opinion about the characters, without really working in depth with them???? like they are trying to convince me of their headcanon rather than make a canon????
it's kinda hard to explain. but one feeling I cannot shake is the story really truly sincerely loves cloud. everyone in ff7 loves cloud. the story itself is trying to convince me how much everyone has always loved cloud. I'd read fanwork about how actually the world revolves around someone's blorbo, but with original works I just get the ick. moreover the parts of ff7 I actually liked was how it turned out it never actually had to be cloud. but it happened to be cloud.
so anyway I'm complaining that there is too much cloud at the cloud store.
#feels#I love fanwork (obviously) but I feel like at its core what's trying to be accomplished is different from original work#as it well should be#I dunno#trying to make sense of a nagging feeling I have#I like a story that roughhouses their characters more not just physically but like let them make mental/moral/character mistakes#I already had my fill of the story with og (big words coming from someone who only got on board after the compilation but whatever)#also like good graphics has never been a pull for me#everything being added really feels like snake feet#but I am also sincere when I say there is just too much content now and my lazy arse cannot#also also some things are just so much more powerful unsaid?????#ff7
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im gonna be 100% honest with you man i'm not gonna post this in full because you are just going to open yourself up to getting clowned on again but i do need you to know this is my absolute favourite opening to any ask i've gotten ever.
#mine#for what it counts i think your base point was fair. the idea of discussing childhood in south africa in the 80s and not-#-mentioning apartheid at all does stick out to me as odd. however i think it is easily explained by-#-it being on a podcast w three white (afaik) men who despite encountering some serious topics generally keep it light.#but i do get what you mean.. i just dunno if id write up two whole essay lengths asks about it. on the no nuance site. LOL#anyway its 2am so sorry if this doesnt make sense i hope you have a good night.#also reblogs off sorry just cause like i said i don't want people to clown on this too much or start arguing 😭#i have had a week and a half i don't want to be the guy who accidentally starts mcytblr apartheid discourse
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you have a beautiful life ahead of you
I know, and I know it Will get better. It just feels soooo repetitive right now :// sigh. I dunno. All I really know is that I'm looking forward to the day things change. I dunno when that will be, but things Will change. And if it takes until I'm an adult, then so be it. It's only 3 years, really; and these past 15 have absolutely flown by.
#as much as i know everyone always says teen years are the best years#the main thing keeping me going is that im Really looking forward to being an adult#i know taxes and jobs and whatnot suck#but autonomy dude!!#itd be so awesome to just#i dunno#have an outing with my friends? or have them over?#decorate my apartment how i want#buy myself little treats here and there#im sure working sucks but at least you get paid! school doesnt pay shit. school makes ME pay; with my mental health#plus you get to Choose your job (to an extent)#and i guess im looking forward to not having to deal with CPS all the damn time#fuckkkk i hate my cps agent#its like she doesnt even hear me#whatever. not getting into that right now.#dont get me wrong; i do cherish these years#i like being a teen and everything. it is fun#i guess i just want a wee bit more autonomy#i love not having to pay bills or anything#but i also dont think id terribly mind doing that if it meant i got to make more of my own decisions#if this makes any sense#sorry im sure i sound like such a Rebellious Teenager#also sorry i was totally rambling there#askk!!
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okay sorry for the confusion yes he is. but he doesn’t wanna be
imagine if you got your brain stripped out but you had a magic failsafe in place so I guess instead of turning into a mindless drone you just reverted back into your child self And managed to stick around in your original form as a spectre so you could yell at your child self anytime your child self didn’t meet your expectations or do as good as they needed to to be as successful in life as you were.
that’s what’s going on. as far as I understand it and the jury’s still out on the details given the fact that no one else who got the same brain-wipe seems to be nearly as coherent and capable as him nor did they turn into actual children like he did. baby pep doesn’t like getting yelled at all the time and is being raised in a very different environment than original pep was so he’s not the same person emotionally but he’s basically just. if peps had to start over from babyhood, but with his adult self looking over him criticizing his every move to his face and his moms are all settled down together and domestic instead of volatile and mid break-up
#YOURE NOT MY DESTINY! YOURE MY PAST! look. I still wanna be a dark wizard jerk. just not him.#the lady fate’s intervention scene does nothing to un-confuse me however. dunno what that homunculus is for. ‘it’s not dangerous’#auuuuuuuuuuuuu#explodes into pieces#‘you were this close to recreating me’ WHATD YOU DO AS A KID. YOU FREAK. PEPS. OG PEPS COME HERE AND ANSWER MY QUESTIONS#lady fates intervention is Probably just to keep him from becoming a mindless drone like crunchy and punch bowl. right#but it doesn’t. gripping peps and old Mr creampuff in my hands. why are they so much to me. do we see Any other candy ppl age.#OK ENOUGHOF THAT UH. SORRY. WENTCRAZY.#don’t understand pep which is part of why I’m still gnawing on wc three years later ✌️#not art#replies#this sweet little cherub isn’t Thee peppermint butler.. Right Pep? …pep?#hooooouuuuuuhuhu. That one. Okay#regurgitates wc quotes at you#'stopyelling at me!' 'IM ENCOURAGING YOU!!!!!!!!!' augh. the. them. come on.#none of this makes sense except to me. im jsut throwing quotes at the wall and Looking at them
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