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being addicted to self harm sucks
#tw#tw self harm#cw#cw self harm#self harm#personal#eghhh#i dont wanna talk about it pls#delete later
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Been having COMPLETELY normal thoughts about a pre-timeskip Germa AU recently
#if thats not up your alley i am sorry#because i have like 20 more posts of this au ready to cook 😞#if youre curious pls talk to me about this i swearrrr im feeling normal about it#just. don't look at my google docs okay#one piece#zoro#sanji#zosan#sanzo#sorry the comic looks so terrible!#i drew it all in a super low quality without realising#and i have a rule not to stress over tumblr posts too much#bc this is something very fun for me and i dont wanna ruin it by taking it to seriously!#so i didnt redraw it lol#usopp#nami#luffy#my art#artists on tumblr#Germa AU#ely's art
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Another thing I noticed about this episode. The flashback in the beginning where Touya asks Enji to come to the peak seemed... Off to me, and i couldn't place it at first so I went and found the same frame from the flashback before, when Touya's backstory is presented in Enji's point of view and, well, look at this shit
This is supposed to be the same frame (Enji's pov on the left, Touya's on the right) and it really says something about perspective. Touya looks hysterical and unstable in the right frame. His eyes look so exhausted and sad. His smile looks distraught. His hair seems messier. He has dark circles under his eyes. Overall he just looks extremely unwell. And then the left frame he looks more... Put together, which makes me wonder if Enji was purposely overlooking just how sickly and broken Touya actually looked back then and was remembering him through a sort of filter Because he couldn't handle thinking Touya looked like That on probably the last day he saw him alive. Because side by side the difference is just... Wow
#i havent seen anybody mention this in the dabi or touya tags either and like. pls. can we talk about this?#i dont wanna use his tags im scared of the mainstream fandom
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arcane give her to the lesbians pls .
#saw someone call her a butch bisexual an 1) butch is for lesbians . 2) I genuinely dont get how anyone could see her with a man ??#like I just can’t imagine it .#cannot picture it#this is a dyke sorry#arcane give me a lesbian that isn’t a british c*p or british c*ps gf#pls#sevika#arcane#disagree about her being a lesbian if u wanna but with me it’ll be like talking to a brick wall#this is a girl kissing woman loving lesbian dyke#i would know bc we are literally married
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Stray Kids [INTRO "★★★★★ (5-STAR)"]
#stray kids#staysource#bang chan#lee know#minchan#lee minho#stray kids gifs#skz#skz gifs#my gifs#ugh. i care them sm and i was soo happy when this part came on bc yes!! tell him!!!!!! he should know how good he is and how he just keeps#getting better and better. he works soo hard and it Shows in how incredible he is in everything#i dont wanna talk about the last gif either i could not match the coloring pls overlook it ty
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too much public focus on the reader's experience of a fic. too much framing the reader as the expert. the fic is for the writer. the writer is the expert on their work. you don't like it? zip your lil lid and hit the back arrow. it's like. so simple 😐
#the way people get off on like criminalizing trends in writing or#insisting on positioning themselves as the arbiter of quality#you are the reason writers dont wanna write and fandoms die lol#bitch in the gc like someone with manners and move around ! damn#now pls don't construe this as me saying we should not address bias and prejudice in fic.#bc that is not what i am talking about.#y'all do not even leave enough comments to complain like this. what do you do around here.#fandom talk#driveby post
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The aftermath of inktobertale, a little self-indulgent thing (spoiling some ongoing and possible future projects too sjdjdksak)
#ink sans#ink!sans#self insert#my sona#oc#sona art#oc art#ink i love u but pls let me rest /lh#this is so self indulgent i dont wanna put this in any of the major fandom tags#parallel synthesis#but very non canon#only bc i think the ink who'd talk to me about my art specifically is parasynth ink#myart#keuwi talks
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When the thing you dislike as a viewer/reader is the thing you love to do as a creator
#i hate when a show the main charas i care about have less screentime cause new charas keep apearing non stop#like asoiaf the dude just keep adding new charas i dont careeeee#or one piece is just bunch or buch of new charas#even ofmd of galavant im like pls i wanna see the mains and side charas of season more than this random that has too much screentime#for only 1 episode to not appear or be mentioned again#and yet. i do love to create endless ocs#in any story#my curse#whats the thing u dislike to expetience but love to do y'all tell me in the tags or replies or in a visiob#talks and stuff
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im watching a (slow) streamer play thorugh elden rings DLC and have barely seen anything more but ... i have seen some vague hints on twitter that theres something up with radahns lore and now im WORRIED/FEAR TM
hes my fav and thought that the lore in the base game was all he would get and i was honestly fine with that (heyo another unpopular(?) one to add to my list of favs lol) and was just happy he was mentioned by name bc that one lady NPC at the start-- BUT NOW??? i dont even know if its true but .............
im not gonna say anything more dw, ... i dont even know more anyway, but feel free to tell me bc the not knowing and then see it get discovered on stream might be worse than any spoiler could be (i dont even care about that much anymore)
#ganondoodles talks#elden ring spoilers#??#it seems like something was made weird#BUT I DONT KNOW IF ITS TRUE OR WHAT#i dont wanna google it either bc while not caring much about spoilers ... knowing every boss would be kinda meh#... how would i even google it#pls dont tell me they ruined yet another one of my favs#... i only have so few but somehow always manage to pick the ones know one remembers or that get ruined by later added lore#like im sorry but i love sooga/supa alot and still do but the added lore thing with koga made me feel weird about the ship#and know im having trouble enjoying it anymore#as one example ... though a tame one#someone ease my mind#cant stop thinking about it
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I really need someone to talk about vtm with. I love making ocs and doing silly things like that
But I have noone to play with so instead I just make ocs and drive myself insane. Please let me blabber and listen to blabber
#vtm#vampire the masquerade#vtm oc#i dont actually know rules or how stuff works really well i just wanna learn and also talk about it pls and thank you
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vectorized except it isnt because i refuse to learn akjsdhjks
#blurry babbles#it aint perfect but whateverrrrrrrrrr#lemres#puyo puyo#puyoposting#wish i knew about the ruler trick before i did this but at least doing the lineart was sorta fun but not really asjdkjas#i do lineart in a way thats easier for me to do and it kinda shows but here was A Struggle cause i actually had to follow the lines 1 to 1#and then i still messed up a bit cause a couple lines are thinner than how they were in the original but I Dont wanna open it again so-#its staying like that akjdhkdsh#dont try and put this on nexus pls i just did this cause i was annoyed at how bit crushed it was and wanted it as my discord pfp#do i put this in my art tag#cause i did redraw it its just like. should i?#ill just have it for the talk tag
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𝐚𝐩𝐭. ꨄ Kayson
˜”* ❝𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣' 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡!❞
⎯⎯ ୨ ୧ ⎯⎯
ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ: ᴋᴀʏꜱᴏɴ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴋᴀᴛᴇ… ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ
⎯୨⎯ " " ⎯୧⎯
“Babe! Slow down, you’re gonna fall,” You heard your boyfriend panic at your clumsiness. Kayson was teaching you how to skate, like on a skateboard, but you didn’t know the first thing about it. If you were being honest, balancing on a slab of wood scared you more than The Conjuring movies.
You tried focusing on his voice, but the board wobbled beneath you, sending a wave of fear through you. “I think I got it!” you called out, though you weren’t sure if you believed it. You took a shaky step forward, and the board tilted dangerously.
Kayson rushed closer, his hands hovering just above your waist, ready to catch you if you fell. “Just lean into it a bit, babe. It’s about the center of gravity or whatever.” You laughed at his uncertainty. His reassuring smile gave you a flicker of confidence, but the image of you faceplanting the floor couldn’t escape your mind.
“Okay, let’s take it slow,” he said, observing your wobbles, stepping back slightly. “How about just pushing off a little? I promise I won’t let you fall.”
With a deep breath, you nodded, ready to trust him—and maybe even trust yourself a little too. You pushed off tentatively, and the rush of movement sent a thrill through you. For a second, you felt weightless… until you hit a bump and wobbled again.
“Whoa!” Kayson exclaimed, his voice tinged with excitement and concern. “You’ve got this! Just keep your knees bent, look ahead, and be careful.”
You pushed off again, this time with more confidence. The board glided forward, and for a heartbeat, everything felt right “I’m actually doing it!” you laughed.
But just as quickly as the thrill came, it vanished. You hit another bump, and your body pitched forward. “Kayson!” you screamed.
He dashed forward, catching you just before you fell over.
“See? I told you I wouldn’t let you fall,” he said, breathless but grinning. “You’ve got to trust the board, babe. And trust yourself.”
You took a moment to steady your breathing, your heart still racing. “Trust is a strong word for this,” you joked, brushing your hair out of your face. “I’ll settle for just not falling on my face.”
With your own encouragement ringing in your ears, you took another deep breath. “Alright, let’s do this,” you said, determination creeping into your voice.
You pushed off again, feeling the rhythm of the board beneath you. You felt like you were flying. “Look, Kayson! I’m actually—”
But before you could finish your sentence, a small crack in the pavement caught your board off guard. It jerked to the side, and in an instant, your balance disappeared. “No, no, no!” you cried, arms swinging wildly while gravity took over.
Kayson’s eyes widened in slight horror, and you heard him yell, “Babe!” But it was too late. You felt your feet slip out from under you, and the ground rushed up to meet you.
With a thud that echoed through the park, you landed face-first on the pavement. The world around you faded into silence, and for a moment, you couldn’t process what had just happened.
You groaned, half-laughing and half-embarrassed, as Kayson rushed to your side, concern etched on his face. “Are you okay?” he asked, trying to hold back his laughter.
“I know I just ate shit…” You looked up at him, clearly in pain, “But that was awesome.” You smiled, in awe of yourself.
Kayson helped you off the ground, worried for your physical being but also deeply amused. You looked up at him, not being able to contain your laughter.
“Even your fall was impressive,” He chuckled, brushing some dirt off your shoulder, “but that’s enough skating for you today.”
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srry im obsessed with this song rn :3 ikk we're in the zaros mood but i miss this loser
im sorry for being awa— [GUNSHOT]
#zsakuva#asmr#sakuverse#zsakuvaxreader#kayson#JUST MEET ME AT THE#i actually dont wanna talk abt it#someone pls teach me how to skate cuz i too do not know the first thing about skating on a skateboard
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#agatha#agatha all along#can you tell that im so so soooooo bitter about the finale#like i get that some people loved it#good for you#i dont and i'm dying on this hill#yall have every right to be happy about it and talk about how happy you are about it!! but pls keep to your lane#i spent two hours going through the agatha all along tag and there were a handful of people going#the finale wasnt that bad look at the bright side you should be happy about how it ended#bitch. dont tell me how i should enjoy my media#why did she see the darkhold in the cradle and why that reaction?#'is the how nicky died' i dont understand how that prompted her to take such a huge risk#also??? why does rio wanna see agatha die so badly??#and when she did die where was rio? all that build up and fighting without any conclusion to it??#rio just disappeared no conclusion no confrontation not even a word before she kissed Rio and gave her what she wanted which is her death#the build up was really good but the pay off really fell flat and felt rush and agatha ended up feeling like shes sidelined in her own show#even when she had tons of screen time! it just fell flat like agatha deserves better she deserved change and growth and development#she deserved confrontation and facing her feelings not all this continued avoidance and shifting focus onto Billy#she's done too much to have this half assed conclusion to her arc that was built to set up someone elses story like the direction it went#was so gross like every other character had really well written and developed story arcs and conclusions and hers was just???? deflated???#im not even asking for a full on backstory about their relationship bc the show isnt about agatha x rio lmao#them having a happy ending doesnt make narrative sense. what im asking is simply tie up the threads they sewed into the narrative
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okay i have heard enough about izzy to last me a lifetime and then some. can we PLEASE talk about frenchie more
#GIVE IT UP FOR FRENCHIE AND HIS DEEPLY COOL COAT#sorry i find izzy and uninteresting and always have#and him getting his own mention on the fandom roundup thing and so many people focusing on him#instead of Literally Everything Else is annoying and i dont wanna talk about him anymore#i only wanna talk about frenchie now pls#analysis and talking about ed and how amazingly his breakdown was portrayed and written is also acceptable#ofmd
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My husband put the vice president debate on so I'm rebelling by writing KitTy!in English pub fanfic
YES YOU GO DO THAT, SWEETHEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️����️
#WE DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT REAL LIFE PROBLEMS#WE WANNA TALK ABOUT TWO FICTIONAL GAY BOYS#LET US NOT BE JUDGED#ALSO PLS SHARE THE FF HELLO??!????#THAT SOUNDS LIKE AN AMAZINF FIC I WANNA READ RIGHT JOW#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#asks
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"Omg 5 days without posting?! Lmao so funny."
Yeah I get it >|:/
I wanted to make this post cuz a lot of you were so "CoNcERnEd" about me and the allegations made by the anons. And well in case people wanna find "info". I kinda don't care if people wanna keep attacking me and shit but yk. I have to speak up and explain.
So I wanna start by saying that what I did last Thursday and Friday was very retarded and dumb of me and I highly apologize once again. I was not in the right mindset and it was never my intention to ignore anyone's advice. I have been mentally unstable and stressed that I couldn't focus. Yeah. I was having anger issues and a meltdown. I couldn't control them so I'm apologizing for the way I acted that time without thinking straight. It's not easy to be a CU artist because of what's happening and I admit it's not easy for me to be perfect like you guys wanted me to be. I tried everything yet you guys seem to judge and shove words in my damn throat.
About the allegations... the anons were also after one of my moots so I wanted to explain and debunk them. It's giving me a headache and overwhelming the living shit out of me.
(BTW pls I do NOT encourage harassment or any sort of threats to anyone mentioned in this post)
The grooming: this allegation is false. I'm sick of seeing them throwing the allegations around like it was some sort of volleyball-type shit. (I'm A MINOR !!! Not a adult-)
The reason why they were spreading those is because of my grooming situation I had a few years ago when I had 9-11 (and UNSUPERVISED). It all started on amino and I met my groomer. (I'm calling them M cuz yea). M and I were close friends and we used to talk. My groomer was a Krupp x Melvin shipper, a pro-shipper obviously, they would force me to do NSFW roleplay and art based on their favorite ship. (Keep this in mind I was younger at that time and I never knew how to say no to them) and they even guilt-trip me and stuff just make me feel bad and well. They would often force me to ship them too...yikes...
One day we argued and their friends decided to cause drama in the group chat. They pointed fingers at me and called me a predator. Again I was 9. I wasn't aware of what proshipping is until age 12. A lot of shit happened. I got threats, harassment, etc. And at the age of 13-14 I was groomed by someone different um yayy...:/// I was never taught about the internet safety.
And that's where the "Natty is a groomer" bullshit came from :/
I'm 16 now and to this day I keep receiving those rape threats and stuff over my past and then seeing people spreading those is dumb. The anon even went to Linavloger's blog to send a rape threat and told her I was gonna groom her. This is fucking disrespectful. Lina is Younger than me, she's fucking 13. I find it disgusting that you guys choose to tell her that. It's gross for fuck's sake. What is your problem????? For the love of God stop spreading that allegation. Not only you are making me uncomfortable but also the others who were involved. Literally, stop.
My trauma is not for you to joke with it or use it as a shield. It's gross that people are making fun of me for that. No I mean yeah. My past wasn't great because I met people who already sexualized me too many times but it doesn't mean you have to bring it up and tell everyone about it. :"(
The sexualization: The anon mentioned that I sexualized Harold in one of my videos which is again funny yet bullshit because according to them it was because of a pride month pin and small accessories..
When I say pin i meant this- 😭
Like I'm so sorry but how is this sexualizing him? It's a Pride Month pin. A PIN. How the fuck can yall be this stupid. It was an old video and you took it so seriously????? Like what???? Have you read the 12th book??? There's no way you think it's sexualization when it's Harold with an MLM pin.
This also goes to the AGERE subject. I do NOT normalize nor promote ddlg. There's a difference between ddlg/ageplay and an ACTUAL coping mechanism and I'm tired of hearing this bullshit over again like stfu so uh.
Ddlg/ageplay is where random ass adults roleplay as children and do weird shit.
Agere on the other hand is where someone reverts to a young mindset to cope with trauma, stress, severe illness, or disorders. (Mainly a safe way to cope ofc)
These are the differences between them. You cannot just tell me it's the same shit dawg. 😭
The "ripping off" thingy: another thing that I wanna address is about the au :/
The anons that I dealt with were just infini-tree fans/supporters and tree house members. Well idk. They may sound like whiney little cunts but still-- my AU does NOT have any similarity with THAT. Why would I steal ideas from someone who BLOCKED me for no reason and sent her fans after me??? No really how? How can a blocked user steal ideas if they can't see, or interact with the post (like & reblog)? Be real y'all. You may seem ridiculous if you believed those anons cuz none of them didn't pull the evidence out of their ass. 💀
"You need to apologize to her" for what? Dawg I didn't do jack shit to her in the first place LMAO yeah like--- don't get me started on that bs again. I don't wanna hear her damn name, I don't wanna know anything about her aus and shiii-- or anything related to her in my inbox or dm. I do NOT wanna have anything to do with that individual. End of the story. Not trying to be harsh, rude, or anything but like. It's annoying. I don't like to be compared to anyone or deal with the same bullshit.
Mhm yea like man. Idk what else I need to debunk but pls don't believe those anons dawg.
You can't even ask for proof cuz they don't gave any 🥰🥰💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 LOL IMAGINE FABRICATING ALLEGATIONS Y'ALL ARE SO DUMB 🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥
#just want everyone in the cu community to realize making claims like these is NOT fucking funny at all#idc if you're trolling or playing around. shut the fuck up. rape threats were never funny.#im very bad at explaining. so i apologize if the way i explain seems rushed or hard to understand#i was so stressed and unstable while writing this#natty talks#natty rants#pls read this before saying nonsense or making it out of context#idk if i should tag as CU or not.#ofc the community doesn't give a flying damn about anyone else but themselves#pls leave the the fuck alone. i dont wanna deal with any of you anons or weirdos#FINALLY ADDRESSING THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM OMFG
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