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𝐚𝐩𝐭. ꨄ Kayson
˜”* ❝𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣' 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡!❞
⎯⎯ ୨ ୧ ⎯⎯
ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ: ᴋᴀʏꜱᴏɴ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴋᴀᴛᴇ… ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ
⎯୨⎯ " " ⎯୧⎯
“Babe! Slow down, you’re gonna fall,” You heard your boyfriend panic at your clumsiness. Kayson was teaching you how to skate, like on a skateboard, but you didn’t know the first thing about it. If you were being honest, balancing on a slab of wood scared you more than The Conjuring movies.
You tried focusing on his voice, but the board wobbled beneath you, sending a wave of fear through you. “I think I got it!” you called out, though you weren’t sure if you believed it. You took a shaky step forward, and the board tilted dangerously.
Kayson rushed closer, his hands hovering just above your waist, ready to catch you if you fell. “Just lean into it a bit, babe. It’s about the center of gravity or whatever.” You laughed at his uncertainty. His reassuring smile gave you a flicker of confidence, but the image of you faceplanting the floor couldn’t escape your mind.
“Okay, let’s take it slow,” he said, observing your wobbles, stepping back slightly. “How about just pushing off a little? I promise I won’t let you fall.”
With a deep breath, you nodded, ready to trust him—and maybe even trust yourself a little too. You pushed off tentatively, and the rush of movement sent a thrill through you. For a second, you felt weightless… until you hit a bump and wobbled again.
“Whoa!” Kayson exclaimed, his voice tinged with excitement and concern. “You’ve got this! Just keep your knees bent, look ahead, and be careful.”
You pushed off again, this time with more confidence. The board glided forward, and for a heartbeat, everything felt right “I’m actually doing it!” you laughed.
But just as quickly as the thrill came, it vanished. You hit another bump, and your body pitched forward. “Kayson!” you screamed.
He dashed forward, catching you just before you fell over.
“See? I told you I wouldn’t let you fall,” he said, breathless but grinning. “You’ve got to trust the board, babe. And trust yourself.”
You took a moment to steady your breathing, your heart still racing. “Trust is a strong word for this,” you joked, brushing your hair out of your face. “I’ll settle for just not falling on my face.”
With your own encouragement ringing in your ears, you took another deep breath. “Alright, let’s do this,” you said, determination creeping into your voice.
You pushed off again, feeling the rhythm of the board beneath you. You felt like you were flying. “Look, Kayson! I’m actually—”
But before you could finish your sentence, a small crack in the pavement caught your board off guard. It jerked to the side, and in an instant, your balance disappeared. “No, no, no!” you cried, arms swinging wildly while gravity took over.
Kayson’s eyes widened in slight horror, and you heard him yell, “Babe!” But it was too late. You felt your feet slip out from under you, and the ground rushed up to meet you.
With a thud that echoed through the park, you landed face-first on the pavement. The world around you faded into silence, and for a moment, you couldn’t process what had just happened.
You groaned, half-laughing and half-embarrassed, as Kayson rushed to your side, concern etched on his face. “Are you okay?” he asked, trying to hold back his laughter.
“I know I just ate shit…” You looked up at him, clearly in pain, “But that was awesome.” You smiled, in awe of yourself.
Kayson helped you off the ground, worried for your physical being but also deeply amused. You looked up at him, not being able to contain your laughter.
“Even your fall was impressive,” He chuckled, brushing some dirt off your shoulder, “but that’s enough skating for you today.”
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srry im obsessed with this song rn :3 ikk we're in the zaros mood but i miss this loser
im sorry for being awa— [GUNSHOT]
#zsakuva#asmr#sakuverse#zsakuvaxreader#kayson#JUST MEET ME AT THE#i actually dont wanna talk abt it#someone pls teach me how to skate cuz i too do not know the first thing about skating on a skateboard
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on my knees for the cowboy cyborg and the space knight 🌹
#yes argenti is actually my favorite male hsr character w ratio LMFAO I NEVER TALK ABT HIM BUT i love him sm#and i got way too interested in this rarepair so aughh#argenhill#honkai star rail#argenti#boothill#own art#sketch#knight of beauty and feral galaxy ranger....love#their tag is gunsnroses and its so funny and fitting but i dont wanna put it there#considering its an actual band and i dont wanna clog that lolol
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my attempt at making a fursona
#i never see any mole furries so i thought id try my hand at it ^_^#i was hungry making this and was thinking of dirt cup pudding so its partly inspired by that and mario grass blocks#i dont draw furries very often so this was a fun learning experience lol. also!! star nose moles are kinda cute!!!!#when i was coming up with a name my mind kept going back to that tiktok of dogs and the tts voice saying stuff like i like mulch#mulch is my favorite food! yippee mulch!! so if youre wondering where i got the name theres the lore for it#i also wanna make a sea otter fursona.. and perhaps a snowshoe hare or other winter animal. oh or a barn owl!!#im trying to free my mind when it comes to making multiple sonas bc im still trying to wrap my head around it#ive always kinda seen myself as my persona but i want to try and be silly with it. actually while i was making this i was a little doubtful#to call it my fursona bc it doesnt look like me but a little voice inside my head was like well. youre not a 5 foot tall talking mole eithe#so you might as well. and i was thinking abt ppl with their dragon wolves with wings and i was like wow.. youre right... i can do what i#want forever. and brother that shit was enlightening it was like my third eye opened when i realized that#my art#myart#my oc#oc#fursona#mulch#furry art#sfw furry#character design#oc ref sheet#reference sheet
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old oc i've never posted, she was once a princess kidnapped by the demon lord but she took his job when he turned his back
#sketch#digital art#ocs#its a stereotypical story where a knight is sent to rescue her from the demon lord. and he does? sorta?#but he's actually brought back the original demon lord shapeshifted into the princess. oops#so while the demon princess is trying to wreak havoc on the human kingdom the original princess is sweet talking the monsters guard her#and she manages to become the new demon lord and. idk from there i dont have a plot#ive been thinking abt her bc i was thinking abt submitting her to the fat oc battle teehee#but i was also thinking abt the knight bc one of my friends posted their own knight oc and i was like yo no way#so that made me wanna redesign all of em and i started w her#maybe i should post the original sketches? theyre unfinished tho idk...#oc:demon king
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i know theres not much of a fandom here for the will of the many but ,,,.., i just finished it and.,,,,, im in shambles. life is moving around me and I'm still in shock. I have things to do but i cant even think. what,, am i supposed to do. just go on? pretend im okay with this till the next one comes out??? I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBE. I FEEL LIKE NOTHING MATERS. ALL I FEEL IS-
i dont think ive ever been hit by a book hangover as much as this like wtf even was that /pos HELLO??? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? LKSJFLSKJBFLKSJBFLKSBFK:BSF:KBSF:KJBHSF:KJ
#the only way forward is to live in a state of denial#i need someone to talk to abt it but every time i even think too hard i start to shake like a wet dog#please please if you come across this in the void somehow and havent read it PLEASE give it a shot#actually pro tip- dont fucking do that#the will of the many#james islington#already read the one and only fic thank you for your service 🙏#I wanna chat spoilers but honestly i dont even know where to start#if [redacted] doesn't come back its on sight#give me my scrungle or give me death#when i tell you i was ugly crying its an understatement.#SPEAKING OF#[redacted]/vis would have been cannon if the author wasn't such a- [GUNSHOTS] (/lh)#hi hello its been a day but im back bc i cant stop thinking about this#“im going to make sure you burn for this” okay and im just supposed to be okay?? after all that??? IM JUST SUPOSED TO MOVE ON?????
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yk the alllergy to commenting people have is actually so funny bc wdym you dont want to talk about something you really really like with the person who really really likes it enough to have spent hours upon hours on it
#i got a comment a while back from someone saying they heard abt 1 of my fics from their friend who claims its the only fic to understand skk#and that despite not being in the fandom they had to read it bc their friend liked it sm#and its like thats lovely im glad you told me that but i dont KNOW who this friend is#and i wonder if there are others who've thought abt my stuff like this & NOT had a friend they harassed into reading them actually tell me😭#like damn i wanna KNOW i wanna TALK about it with people that LIKE it#anyway#godbless#ao3#archive of our own
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People on yumetwt are so mean and annoying but so many people here are mean and annoying so I'm just stuck bc i don't have any friends to be able to make my own little group.
#txt#i miss cohost when there was only like 7 of us in our little group#bluesky isnt the same.#i hate it here i hate everywhere but i just wanna talk abt self ship and yume stuff with people#but i dont have anyone to do that with if im not actually on social media
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I should ss all of grims dialouge in this new event and see just how many lines are abt food. I have already counted like 7 times in the first two books
#actual reaction of me playing “oh boy i sure dont how grim is annoyibg and oly talks abt food again” “by talos this cant be happening#i really wanna like bro but bro isnt even 2 dimensional hes barely even one dimensional#hes just paimon thay also drags us into more trouble and less cute#i would have let him rot in book 6 why am i saving unleee its inky cause id be half a student withiut you#not writing#not requests
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im unsane about a man that uses "i talked to your wife" as an argument
#started fifth elephant today!!!#actually yesterday but I didn't really had the time to read to i just read first two pages and stopped#IM IN LOVE WITH VITENARI & VIMES INTERACTIONS OK#UNSANE#and vitenari & sybil talking 🥺🥺🥺 i wanna see them chatting over a cup of tea pls draw this#MY PROBLEM IS THAT I DONT KNOW HOW I WANT SYBIL TO LOOK IN MY STYLE#IM NOT EVEN SURE ABT VERINARI SO... it'll take a while#desfan-art#discworld#havelock vetinari#lord vetinari#sybil
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i know since theyre not really heroes anymore theyre probably not gonna get new hero outfits but heres a sketch for what i think vyncents should look like
#ill probably actually line and color this later BUT. for now it is a sketch#dont ask me how the sword sheathe is gonna work i dont wanna talk abt it#BUT#see how i add beltws to the design without cluttering it. see how i take elements from common jrpg characters#look at how i make aesthetic choices without over complicating the outfit#oh i fucked up the collar on the third one#oh well
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"this man, is weird.. CRAZY weird.." "he was always very bright.."
#i think abt this soo often u have no idea#no one understands them like i do.. sighh..#platonic or romantic idc There is something Happening there#this also implies that sammy doesn't hate norman/displays some form of positive feeling towards him#bc it's shown in canon that he doesn't rlly like many ppl in the studio#and despite sammy's descent into insanity norman still appreciated him for who he was#they way norman talks abt sammy in his first audio log feels so personal too#probably kicked his feet and giggled abt him idk man#like okaayy what u kno abt him pooks... something u wanna tell me.. twirls my hair/..#IM SO ILL OH MY GODDDDDDDD#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#i could go on a full 2 hour youtube rant abt how tragic they are#both together and as separate people#and dont even get me STARTED on the reason for norman's heart obsession while in the cycle and why he collects them#UGGHHHHHHHH KICKS THE WALL PUNCHES THE FLOOR I HATE THE FLOOR#been mentally ill about them since 2017 ❤ we up#at least until my pea sized 8 yr old child brain found out normmy was a thing#finding that shitty ms paint ship art changed my life..#theyre literally my og otp 5eva nothing will top them ever#smushing their faces together like barbies type shit#i do wish they had some kind of interaction actual gameplay wise in batim (or even batdr)#idc what kind i just need to see them in the same room together interacting in some way#batim#bendy and the ink machine#normmy#sammy lawrence#norman polk#norman x sammy#rosey rambles#I LOVE DOOMED YAOI
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act 4 :(
@chipper-smol and i came to a realization
#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE#i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk#i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror#theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext#i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2#im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it#i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different#cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong#than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time#although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy#'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#isat act 4 spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sona#puppysona#friends#chipper#doodles
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#@ comment directed to me in a tag. i have not talked abt them anywhere publicly but if u were deep enough in the paint in 2020ish theyre#like not super surprising. i think i wanna get back around to the trolls in my reread (so itll b a while) before i say anthing solid#just so i can go in w intent to pay closer attention again but like#overall have a low opinion on most the troll boys insofar as i see that the narrative seems to also not care for them. they seem to exist#to serve narrative purposes & end up discarded when no longer relevant. ie they dont end up very interesting and thus i view#many fans with suspicion when they have 'boys disease' ie having an outsized focus on the boys of the story despite hs being by the end#an extremely female dominated text with a lot to say about masculinity as an opressive force#tavros and gamzee are the biggest bugbears here (only really beaten out in eyebrow raising by cronus and the male dancestors)#on account of fans of them often downplaying gamzee's misogyny that is core to his role as a charismatic cult leader (or worse#sending trans women death threats when they made the factual assesment that gamzee was written to be a weird misogynist calling it#character assassination etc. man 2020 was wild.) tavros mostly just ends up being an accessory to this crime tbh. though his genuinely#complicated relationship w vriska oft being flattened to villify vriska + an inability to actually read what tavros Says...#like. if you get rid of tavros' quirk. stammering and all. and read his lines. he's kind of fucking rude? and yeah its alternia they all ar#but i have my hesitancies wrt how people seem to infantilise him (a disabled character) to the point of ignoring his dialogue and flaws#when one of tavros' core conceits (u can argue if this is . like. something hussie should have stayed out of. like its not their lane) is#that shitty ppl online will be assholes but will be allowed to get away with it due to unrelated disability. which like. it was 2010 ig#but this is hit upon again with mituna being distinctly a 4 channer with real brain damage and speech issues & all his friends letting him#get away with shit he still clearly has the cognitive capacity to know is wrong. its very messily handled but. i dont rlly like tavros ig.#will b amazed if tumblr doesnt eat these tags i went on wayy too long. but im not putting this in plaintext for obvi reasons#lucabytereads
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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This is dyguma to me lmao
#HOW DID BRO PULL⁉️🗣️🔊 -i dont actually think hes ugly but i wanna talk abt this at the bottom of the tags#dyguma#beyblade#beyblade metal saga#metal fight beyblade#beyblade metal fight#mfb#beyblade metal fury#metal fury#aguma#dynamis#dynamis beyblade#beyblade dynamis#aguma beyblade#beyblade aguma#dynamis x aguma#aguma x dynamis#beyblade memes#OKAY. I dont think hes ugly not bcs i like him ok😭i think the animators thought he was ugly instead becuase he was drawn incredibly#inconsistently. there are more frames of him looking uncanny than normal LMAO. i have an ss of him looking like a cardboard cutout.#he also looks different than the rest of the cast as in he has a bland colour palette and 99% of the cast is skinny guys n hes not😭Yall dont#see what i see in him… also he looks ugly 99% of time bcs hes mad all the time n hes scrunching his face up LMAO thanks for coming to my#ted talk….i have rare frames of him where hes not mad and i dont think hes ugly im dying on this hill🙅🙅🙅#<- aguma apologist#(i will continue to spread my aguma propoganda)
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su au lets fucking goooooo
edit: TUMBLR ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. WHY THE FUCK DO YOU SCRAMBLE SHIT WHEN I USE A READ MORE YOURE A FUCKING CUNT GOOD LORD
edit2: it added the edit but not the fucking read more. im tired
i had the brush set too small at first & didnt realize until i was already too far along- full body diamond authority is ok w the shaded fit & wings but the headshot is just. eh. kinda dislike it. im fucking obsessed with the other headshot tho
giyuu's a lapis along w tsutako, normal lapis terraforming job but some shit went down, tsutako got shattered, giyuu was left to fend for herself until she ran into a lost kunzite fresh out the ground (she had a slight imperfection, showed up as a spot along her cheek (corner of mouth to center base of ear) that looks like raw kunzite/ yk when a helmet or somethn gets shaved down sliding against a road? that)
they tough it out in the wilds for a while, they got attacked and accidentally fused to defend themselves, kept fusing when they were in trouble after that- yadda yadda meet makomo (also a gem) & sakonji and learn how to be their own person, getting their own names (giyuu got Giyuu, the kunzite got Sabito) and meeting a group of other rogue gems & making human friends
sabito got particularly interested in the concept of human masculinity & highly respected the closest man she knew, sakonji- transed his gender & chose to dedicate himself to protecting those he cares about. giyuu is very close to him and also changed pronouns & vibes bc sabito loved it so much, though he doesnt really care about human perceptions of gender (hes a pretty rock made of light, the fuck does he need a gender for? (sabito doesnt see it that way, he never got indoctrinated/had a formal gem education or whatever, so hes just vibin))
something something giyuu found a way to precisely control water, and what is ice if not Structured Water. sabito never got whatever his job as a kunzite was, but he has a similar ability as Pearl where hes able to summon a blade from his gem (rectangular cut, back of his left hand). when theyre fused they become Hawk's Eye (also know as blue tiger's eye), able to both control water(& subsequently ice) and form blades along his arms and feet; the blades on his feet allow him to ice skate, the blades on his arms are attached at two points on the forearm and is curved over the hand- the blade's allowed to spin around the arm, tip of the blade is at the point of rotation so itll be in the same spot above the hand no matter what side of the arm its on
#tomioka giyuu#giyuu#sabito#hes like Talked about. makomo & sakonji are only mentioned tho so no tag#loserboy giyuu posting#neros art tag#kny su au#lapis lazuli#also very obvious excuse to draw giyuu in a dress#the actual focus of it originally was the sbgy fusion but i was having trouble drawing#i also have. not a fucking clue for sabito's design#at least he never has to have a diamond authority fit. wild bby kunzite & transed gener kunzite#w Hawk's Eye i actually really like the makeup i gave him but i dont like the color palette. i raw dogged it and it looks alright solely#bc dark blue & gold look so fucking good together. the pink hair & light blue 'skin' tone fuck it up imo#i was thinking of sabito being dark + lighter hair so maybe Hawk's Eye can be dark + darker hair. only problem#is i REEEAALLY wanna have the fuckin dark fingerless sleeve gloves w light blue fingers/palm.#maybe light blue hand-black sleeves-lighter blue maybe purple/tealish shirt-medium blue 'skin'-dark blue & gold hair?#i probably need to saturate the pink to be the same as the gold & thatll help it be a bit more cohesive. idk shit abt color theory man#this au's focus is less on Lore and very much more on fun designs#if only i had a fuckin design-#anyway its been a while since ive drawn#i think like a week and a half? havent posted much either. i think i forgor to post the sabigyu getting stoned bit
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