#i dont wanna draw anymore after this
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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 2 years ago
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this man is killin me
#my art#wip#digital art#���whys it blurry” SHUT#u wont even notice when im done im NOT fixin it im DONE with lineart i swear i am im tellin myself im done#me @ myself: WE ARE DONE!! NO MORE!! GO FOR A WALK GO TO SLEEP WAKE UP AND COLOR SHADE TEXT COLOR CORRECT AND POST!!#shaking myself#shaking#sobbing crying wretching#“how many times did you watch episode one for the arm&gun references” shut ur dirty mouth#literally started workin on this BEFORE i posed the trimax version how many days has it been i live in a void#goddd who even cares WHO CARES#<-goin insane#i dont wanna draw anymore after this#(lies i will be back on my bullshit)#prolly draw my own ref for this goofy aaarm and gun#after i fullfill my promise of editin a video for my twin its been like 2 weeks or smn 💀#u might think i post to get attention but actually 90% of the time its an excuse to rant n ramble in my own tags#5% of the time its bc tumblr is my lil online sketchbook#the last 5% of the time is for attention#im so mentally unwell for this fucking series#rewatching tristamp n tri98 constantly rereading trimax when im not doin the others#i will never financially recover from this fixation#unfortunately i have nothin productive to say all i can do is get good at drawing the characters#IM ALREADY THINKIN OF DRAWING WOLFWOOD DOIN A SHADOW POSE#as i said im never recovering from this cringe#i wanna draw meryl n milly as poses but i rlly dont know who id draw them as so i might find a dif video game#unfortunate for me i dont fucking play video games#too broke for that shit 😔#ouuuh n i had another vash drawing and a meryl angst that got completely submerged under my need to finish the sonic adventure pose vash se
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spoopup · 2 months ago
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(art from april 2022)
i was looking at my old submas stuff and realised ive never posted any of it here because i had my train guys obsession prior to being active on tumblr, so here’s something i made from back then … marnie helping out ingo
p.s sorry if the formatting is weird? i made this when i primarily posted on instagram so i made everything square, i hope it looks alright
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mo-ok · 7 months ago
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💛🌻✨ yellow ✨🌻💛
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randomminty · 2 years ago
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Yeahlow
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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago
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Honestly your tags are so fun to read every time, i'm almost more excited for them than the actual post (but not entirely because your art is SO GOOD!!!! i adore it). If you don't mind me asking, what are you studying?
i am studying psychology because i refuse to see a therapist so ill figure out whats wrong with me myself !!!!!!!
#snap chats#WITH. a minor in human resources ☝️ because im evil or something#and whatever character/s i decide to fixate on for the next three years i will also psychoanalyze them I Guess. //loud coughing//#tbh i only saw a therapist to get medicine but since bloodwork is expensive without insurance i dont even do that anymore. sad !#but yeah im a certified rambler if i dont share every thought i have so people understand me as much as i want them to ill die#which is why charles xavier if youre out there you have full rights to my brain .......... //gross wink sound//#why cant telepaths be real itd make my life so much easier. i woudnt have to talk a mile a minute anymore#because i do talk very fast because growing up my mom would cut me off a lot#so now i talk fast in fear of being cut off without all my thoughts being heard. anyways.#thank you for also enjoying my art :] a sideshow to the glory that is my tags i KNOWWW but im glad my efforts are not unnoticed 😌#back to My Major tho when i was in middle school i thought i wanted to go into comic books#but then i thought id lose my love for drawing if i did it professionally so now i do it. semi professionally#on my own terms babyyyy thats right. and if im lucky i get paid to draw my faves im living the dream babes#thats why my text posts take nine years for me to type im legitimately sitting here thinking if i said everything i wanted#and if i worded it right but even then after it's up im like 'but did i word it right tho' but its like 'bro just fucking POST IT'#'ITS NOT THAT DEEP' its as my favorite professor once told me 'youre very paranoid' and he's right !!!! im very paranoid 🥰#ok im done now. see thats why i say Ok Im Done Now its a sign im forcing myself to shut UP#wait not done Almost but not quite i was rewatching 97 to Try to get caps of charles in his combat uniform#and i fear i still cackle at erik telling charles to shut up like PLEAAASSE...... i need that bit CLIPPED#it makes me giggle ... someone remind me to clip all of erik's cameos in the squirrelgirl podcast btw#ive been meaning to do that for weeks but. oops <3 i need all my grandpa's moments CATALOGUED and AT THE READY..#ok i done fr now i have class with my you're-paranoid professor in like an hour and i wanna get some work done before then#BYYYYYEEEE. FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES PROBABLY IDK
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kissingarthurclaus · 4 months ago
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I don't wanna wake up at 6am for work tomorrow I wanna be in star wars 😭😭😭
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chonnyjashh · 26 days ago
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There's a toxic person who genuinely emotionally tortured me for a couple weeks that I strongly, strongly dislike who draws super peak dialtown fanart as well as dsaf fanart, and has a parody account on twt, which is how he met me. I'm worried now that we dont talk he'll move onto somebody else and do the same. I genuinely live in fear of this happening. This person also has over 8k subs on Youtube because of fucking course things couldn't be easy lmao.
I would so totally out who this person is but considering he threatened to kill himself multiple times and outright had attempts a few times whilst in contact with me, I literally can't. It sucks but like. Yeah.
Just... Know that one day you'll come across a really, really good Randy x Gingi fanart, and you'll never even know it was made by somebody who ruined my emotional state to the point I honestly don't think I'll be able to recover 💀
.... Ugh. Damn it. He's popular and well liked and I'm a complete nobody so regardless of the fact I screenshotted literally everything, it... kinda just doesn't matter, does it. Idk. The only reason I'm hesitating until I know for sure people care is bc I don't wanna do this unless I know for certain it'll have SOME effect other than just making him emotionally destroy me again/possibly harm himself. I want to be heard and I don't think him having an audience is safe in the slightest considering he severely emotionally abused a pretty badly disabled person (me) to the point I had seizures and almost ended myself too, but... like... it's not worth me dying over it if nobody will even hear me.
#vent#tw abuse#toxic people#dont meet your idols#dialtown#dialtown fandom#yes he is mentally ill but some things cant be excused at all and he was horrible to me#he became utterly obsessed with me within mere weeks and forced me into a situation where i had to pretend to like him so he wouldnt die#when i tried to remove myself from the situation he made one of his friends contact me to beg me to unblock#hed get so passive aggressive out of nowhere bc my friends disliked him. they recognised that he was abusive and so they openly hated him#he was so salty#they were having to watch me have these horrific panic attacks every time he spoke to me and so obvs they hated him but he was so so angry#he would draw such gorey vent art of himself right after our one sided fights id try so hard to avoid#then he made a vent twt and i had to watch him blow up every time i didnt wanna open up to him abt my personal issues#hed accuse me of pushing him away but i just didnt wanna be close to him in the first place but i was scared hed die if i left#i wanna say who this person is but im scared ppl will blame me bc i did kind of lead him on on accident#but i was just doing it bc my girlfriend DIED TO HERSELF in front of me... he knew this... i was so scared hed do it too#i told him multiple times and its like it just made him threaten himself even more. like it was on purpose#idk man im pretty badly disabled and i cant even tell if he meant to hurt me anymore. i really dont know#if people genuinely wanna know who it is i might tell bc i wanna open up about it but idk if ppl will care lmao#im not saying who it is unless ppl genuinely wanna know#dsaf#dsaf fandom
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actualbird · 1 year ago
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i dont want to improve at my hobbies anymore and i mean that in the most genuine and positive way possible. im now sure that this internal pressure of constant improvement is a good chunk of why i hate writing fanfic now, i was treating it like Homework To Be Passed, like i was gonna get a Grade in it and now i cant look at any of my wips without wanting to throw up so. i dont wanna be better at the things i do for fun. yknow, when not working, ive been drawing much more than writing. and old habits die hard, the evil hustle part of my brain is chanting "get better at it!! actively make it a skill!!! study color learn new techniques watch tutorials and and and and and" the tired part of my brain just wants that demon gone. i dont wanna get better at it, i dont want a new skill, i dont want this to be ruined like how it ruined fanfic for me, i just wanna draw the same silly little chibis of my faves over and over again because it makes me happy. i dont want improvement anymore, i just want fun
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doodlebeeberry · 11 months ago
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odd positioning
alt versions cause i am. indecisive
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glitzybunny · 6 months ago
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Tempted to do redesigns for fun, but for what im not explaining NSNANXN
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real-life-cloud · 1 year ago
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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en-chi-la-da · 2 years ago
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Hey Chi, What's your opinion of Kazuichi Souda (and What's your favorite 3 straight ships with him?)
ok anon im gonna give you the condensed version of my first impression of mr. souda and how it developed as i went through sdr2:
intro/chapter 1: "OH GOD I REALLY LIKE THIS DESIGN!!! UH OH 😳"
chapter 2: "ah we have our best bro character here i see. he's so silly. so cute. oh im starting to actually like him pls dont die :("
some time after chapter 3: "ok i get that he has a crush on sonia but like. he's becoming a simp about it. hope that doesn't last"
chapter 4 onwards to the end of the game basically: "???what the fuck have they done to you you annoying little shit"
and my opinion of him now? he's my scrunkly, he's a dumb little bitch baby, he's my little meow meow, a wet tissue paper boy (all said with affection) <3 his design still slaps and i lov him. feels like im doing this 👇🏼 to him in my brain:
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(LMAO my favorite """straight"" ships with him??? like m/f?? i htink trying to ship him with like. mahiru or miu is pretty funny. other than that i really don't ship him with any of the girls 😅 i'd want him to have a normal FRIENDship with these girls first tbh)
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aria0fgold · 10 months ago
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Got distracted and I ended up working on my drawing But then I realized a major mistake on it when I thought I was done with the star veil (yes, again. I changed up the stars at the tips of it, this veil is kicking my ass) and I was erasing stuff already so when I realized I'm like: FUCK-- undo undo undo undo und o un do u n d o. And now I gotta... move All those new lil designs at the tip, Again, so I'm like: Okay... alright... I'll do that Later. I'll write now cuz god Forbid I do anything in that design, it's all mistakes!
#aria rants#that star veil has trapped ME in a time loop of perpetually fixing the thing cuz im never done with it like#this is the messiest drawing ive ever done simply by the Amount of mistakes i have on it and the entire process of it like#past aria wasnt lying about the notes she put for me when i was lazy to do the star veil DAYS AGO but she was only thinking#that: haha future me is gonna bead All those lines >:D well lil did she know is that future her aint gonna bead those lines#anymore but the veil is STILL KICKING MY ASS HARDER THAN WHEN I TRIED TO BEAD IT ALL#also the designs at the tip were supposed to just be stars. but then sirius' heart happened and i was like: i need to put morse code on it#and normally id rely on the circle ruler but i alrdy used circles for the Inner beads. i needed a different kind of circle for the tips#and then i managed to somehow??? freehand a perfectly shaped egg so ive just been duplicating layer and moving#that egg cuz aint no way i can redraw that again. the first was a fluke i didnt know was possible. and i also didnt wanna#redraw the lil dash beads i made via the ruler so ive just been keeping two layers with just one tiny drawing each#of an egg and a slanted rectangle and ngl duplicating and moving those things take up way More of my concentration#than when im just doing the lines over and over again cuz i had to keep track of which layer has which and minimize it#by merging the morse code line ive finished (like once im done for the morse code ''you'' id merge that all tgt)#so i can keep myself from exploding out of incredible confusion on which layer is which but Now i gotta redo ALL THAT#i gotta redo the other ''i love you'' morse code at the right end cuz i Forgot. to leave. a space. at the end.#like the left end has a space (star) before the egg for the first dot of ''i'' but i forgot to do that for the right end.......#theres no space (star) after the rectangle for the last part of ''u''....... i need to move All that-- maaaaaaaaaaannnn#writing it is. ill do writing for now. writing is the best. at least then i dont gotta MOVE EVERYTHING once i made a mistake--
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glass-trash-bab · 1 year ago
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Why is focusing so fucking hard
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risingsunresistance · 1 year ago
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i went back and edited a tiny part of that drawing so if you see two reblogs and think one looks different that's bc it is, just ignore it jhdkdh
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sludgeguzzler · 2 years ago
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ever since the pandemic ended and i started going out and talking to people with the goal of "making friends being happy loving life" ive started o realize that i in fact do not enjoy the stay at home doing nothing not talking to anyone lifestyle and that i love calling ppl and that nature is actually the bomb, all the times id rather stay in bc "im just not an outings guy" is actually bc im like. traumatized or something
#do i know what caused this no do i want to stop it god. yeah. i wanna go out and vlimb trees :( i wanna hug my friends#and give them little gifts and non stop tell them about everything that im interested in :(#finding out im aromantic also just completely changed how i see my friendships and myself too#like yeah!!!!! friends!!!!!!!!#romantic tension is a lie i am just quirky & chill like that#anyways i AM looking forward to the thing were havong on monday HOWEVER the fact that its happening on my exs house is#unfortunate. like maybe im not gonna be so chill while there. but thats ok im still gonna try and im gonna be mature about it#is it weird hes already after someone else wohin less of a month yeah but its none of my business anymore#i dont want to confront him thats his own mess im being normal about it. i am handling this correctly#if anyone asks me i will be honest if he asks me i will be honest#i have no problem with the girl i only have a problem with him. i actually really really enjoy the girls company#shes so chill. like she says she loves me sometimes and im like woah! i dont rlly know you!#but its a warm feeling i enjoy it#i wanna start saying i love my friends too#i wanna make her a bracelet actually#thatd be so slay#o should invite her and some friends over just to make bracelets#we could make each other little things !!!!#i wanna draw stuff to my friends#yayayayayayayay i love my friends i wanna talk to them so bad omg omg omg what do i talk about#im gonna ask them about their day !!!!!#sg.txt
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