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revisited an old teen comic of mine .. i forgot how fine the characters are 😵💫
#they're all so pheww...#visited my niece and she showed me her collection#honestly I'm glad she had the same interest as i was when i was a teen#i dont think this comic is international#i only see it in sea but i feel like it doesn't extend past indonesia#melody's yapping
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misc solangelo pen doodles
#dunno how well received this'll be because usually anything that isnt comics aren't! but yk i dont post much so#here you go!#featuring: will thinking he's smooth vs nico being bold as shit as soon as hes better with the internal homophobia#And Will being unable to sleep together with nico without either sticking to him or grabbing him like a fallen teddy#And last but not least. nico getting over his fear of the colour yellow because he wants to steal his bfs shit#thats it thats the post#solangelo#nico di angelo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#will solace#the sun and the star#rrverse#tsats
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#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#kim kitsuragi#harrier du bois#harry du bois#this is probably one of my fav conversations in the game...#sad that not many people get to see it(?) cause you need like 7 in empathy?#comics#comic art#trans#cw blood#blood#cw smoking#my first time making a comic i hope it looks okay lmao#ough i have so many thoughts about kim and his complicated relationship with his name#im interpreting the dialogues in a very transgender way but its definitely about his racial identity too#cause its a *seolite* name#another factor of him not being seen as a revacholian#and its one of the only things he has left of his parents too#i wonder if the name kim is seen as more masculine or feminine in seol and in other isolas?#im definitely *not* projecting haha#i read once in a fic that kim *attempted* to translate his parents' letters when he was young#10/10 fic made me cry#thats why i decided to add the seolite dictionary - i dont think kim would have *tried* to learn seolite otherwise#he definitely has some kind of internalized racism he needs to get over#sorry for rambling#my art
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Someone made a really well written post on chilchuck and misogyny, but its not able to be rbed so im just sharing my analysis of it here. Bc i love this topic. I love it so much.
#I sort of touched on this in one of my comics#The one where he gets weird about Bea saying she should start working instead of him#He means well but because he still does have this internal idea of woman#He ends up hurting her and his marriage#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#Dont even get me started on Marcille’s (internalized and not so internalized) racism and internalized misogyny#Or Laios and Falins whole prejudice against Other tallmen#Or Shuro’s own reductive view of women#Or Namari’s occasional bigotry towards half-foots#Or how Kabru talks down to fellow Tallmen and thinks of Kobolds as less human than other races#Or everything about Mickbell#Etc#All the characters are very human in ways that can be sort of uncomfortable#I think the most realistic part of me is that none of them mean any harm
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COMPLEX PART 2
left to right (cw: vomiting, not explicit tho)
COMPLEX PART 1 / PART 2 / PART 3
#shizuo heiwajima#drrr#durarara#my art#mini comic#i didnt how to exactly express his feeling or how he would do that#i dont think he would turn violent or smth#and i dont think either hes the type to get nauseous easily#but throwing up felt right to me idk#shizuo is a character i can't understand completely or not as much as izaya for example#i think thats bc narita focused more on izayas internal monologue rather than shizuo's??#buttt i havent read all the novels yet so i can't be sure of that lol#its just a feeling
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so many people just hear "dick was a cop" and go "eww im gonna pretend i didnt see that" and like. if its just bc you cant handle the subject matter thats one thing, but often times its just. performative. especially because the actually storyline is so much about dick trying (and as far as ive gotten to reading so far, failing) to make a change in the system and be a "good cop". it's an extremely heavy but genuinely very interesting storyline. dick does find other "good cops", but they're very much the minority and usually keep their heads down, because cops are bastards and will ruin the lives of "fellow officers" who try and do things right. they try to frame dick for murder at one point and everything.
#its such a long and significant thing that happened and im like. youre explicitly mentioning it just to say you're ignoring it? alright.#sure. so proud of you. im sure that makes a huge difference in the world. very cool.#not trying to shade at any one person but ive just seen that attitude from people have definitely never read nw96 lol#at most they read 93 so they can bitch about how 'terrible' they think it is and use it as an excuse to wish terrible things#onto like. one of Very Few women who were in the comic book industry at the time#but im sure theres nothing internalized going on there. sure its just coincidence that they never bitch about male authors#using the excuse of social justice#love me some social justice but fuckin hate people who try to do it in fictional space instead of like. reality#literally helping no one by harassing Problematic Woman Author#dont even wanna name her bc her haters are some of the worst people ive ever seen on the internet lol#ANYWAYS. im done ranting#woke up at 03:30 and chose violence i guess
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I have a question, but it may be already have been answered in the story (my brain is just not the best with memory).
Since vampirism symbolises for you chronical illness (which, omg, that is a hot take I've never thought off before and love from now on), does Steve count as chronical ill, too, with the whole halfvampire thing going on? So, would his uncontrollable time jumping each month be a symptom of that chronical illness?
not in the story, no worries! Just a possible interpretation and my personal intent when writing.
As a small aside I personally don't like to think of chronic illness as something that people "count" as, so to speak, it's an extremely personal label and incredibly varied between individuals and as with all disability there is never such thing as hard lines or black and white... but I understand why you worded it that way and I understand what you're asking.
So, yes, Steve is also chronically ill within this framework. The entire comic is sort of shaped around this, to be honest! I mean he canonically has some pretty extreme memory issues... He's also canonically homeless (not that this is an illness but I just mean it's something I think most people forget about him when discussing him). And, yes, his condition is uncontrollable and is severely impacting his ability to live the life he wants to live.
He has just been barely coping up to the point we meet him, and has been very desperate which is what led him to creating that list of deviations. He has periods where his body is out of his control, he is unable to form relationships, he hurts others without meaning or wanting to... Yeah. He's metaphorically relating to a lot of things, really.
So, yknow, you're welcome to interpret him as you'd like! for me I relate a lot with my various issues and conditions and thus that's why I've projected on him the way I have, but of course I would understand entirely different interpretations of what is inherently metaphorical.
#I also have an extremely personal relationship with addiction#and also with anger management issues#among other things#uhm#and so reading this I think it is possible for someone to read that into it as well#however personally I dont really like vampires as a metaphor for addiction... for many reasons but#I think it's also just a bit messier than I would like things to be#and isnt how I really would personally choose to portray an addict at all.#though I do think of addiction as an illness as well so. as I was writing this I was sort of seeing glimpses of that as well#so. idk!#interpret how you like.#I mean as long as the interpretation isnt erasing his very real struggle#he is straight up homeless because of an uncontrollable condition that he has#so like. it's serious#I recognize that the way I write sort of puts a happy go lucky veneer over things#and I'm aware that it sort of hinders the severity of the situation somewhat inherently#to where people have been SHOCKED I look at steve as chronically ill when he... the entire comic is based around it...#my personal theory for this is that I uhm. me and my worlds are very accomodating and so the struggles are more internal#rather than necessarily external#besides of course the like cops being after him#but like because it's less societal and more internal I think many people don't recognize it#and because people are gentle and understanding I think they recognize it less...#I dont know how to explain this properly you will have to forgive me.#but it's something I wonder on often. why don't people recognize his extreme pain and his terrible situation for what it is..?#is it cause he has a rich boyfriend now and money is solving the situation or...#anyways.#anon#asks#if its simply because of how I write I think I need to work on that.#but if its because of people not recognizing illnesses in people who 'seem fine/happy' then I'm glad to make people second guess things
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i think one of my problems with the direction they went with thor in the mcu is that they decided the asgardians actually acting like a royal family of alien gods was cringe and tbh that sucks. it's like the appeal with superman is that he's so intensely good and he's from another planet, it's appealing and why we love the character. right??? when people write evil superman or even shitty jerk superman we roll our eyes 'cuz it's like ok...
with thor we love that he is so different, so enamored with midgard, its humans, cultures, and customs, and tries to embrace it while still being, you know, "I will smite Thee!" and having an air of like, other-ness that could never really be diminished...idk....i'm really rambling but like the mcu thor movies were like "honestly, talking like that is cringe, we're gonna give thor the funny main marvel lead hero makeover" and started giving him cheap one-liners and stuff to make the audience laugh to forget the bad writing. and it sucks
#unpopular thor opinions to start the morning. sorry#i just.....dont think...........he'd reject the legacy of all father either and reject being king. it didnt feel. correct#granted i internalized all of thor comics knowledge as a teenager and i could be misremembering things idk. mcu just feels cheap atp
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i have to keep writing shadomega one way or another and this time its in comic format
#talking#u cant make out SHIT in this screenshot everything is gray thumbnails except those black bg panels. which arent finalized either#been thinking about comic making recently. i dont think id ever do a long-running thing but i do have comic ideas in my head :)#a lot of it comes from like... when i write sonic in general it feels like some of it would fit rly well as a comic. LOL#that sonado fic i wrote last year for example. i wrote that in a way where i can imagine it as a comic so fucking easily in my head LOL#especially with the action scenes its like fuuuck i take so much inspo from idw for those#this shadomega one is just a short internal monologues thing so i wrote it up in a trance n was like. this would be really good illustrated#ive been rotating this shadow & princess rosalina comic idea in my mind for months too LOLLL fuck that the school semester just started man
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Random but wtf is going on with the comics? Why is the cowboy one #1 and the bane of blastaar one also #1? Are there two runs going on or something?
Oh it's because Marvel loves branding anything as #1 lol the cowboy one is the only current Guardians ongoing at the moment, with issue #2 coming out later in May. Bane of Blastaar was a one-shot and won't have any consecutive issues coming out directly related to it, think of it as a filler episode from an anime basically. In-universe it's set sometime after the end of Ewing's run and before the current ongoing.
Now there IS a current Avengers Infinity series featuring the Guardians currently going on Marvel Unlimited, it's set in the same vague point of time as the Blastaar one, it updates each Monday for the next few weeks I think? The Guardians seem to just be like guest stars featured in it though.
#lex thoughts#gotg thoughts#universe: 616#ask tag#sorry if this was sitting in the box for a bit i hadnt checked tumblr in a quick minute (i am mentally preparing myself for vol 3)#i thought the blastaar one was really cute even if it's just a little adventure. after ewing all i wanted was single adventures lol...#the unlimited comic i mentioned is kind of funny but. it's very mcu-ified guardians so beware if u dont like em that way (which is fair)#honestly all this weirdness with there being an ongoing set in the present (?) and random side comics set before that make me think like-#-marvel internal got really embarrassed that the team just finally got set up at the end of ewing's run (for like the 5th time)-#-just to immediately get disbanded again so they rushed to get some comics out to be like SEE!!! THEY GOT TO BE A TEAM BEFORE IT ENDED!!#but that's just my theory. maybe this confusion was the plan all along..?
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Your transfem Tim fics are just SO amazing and moving to me and I love them so much. But I'm curious since a couple days ago you said your most popular ('by any other name would smell as sweet') isn't your favorite you've written- which one is, and why?
Thank youuu also hm i think its too mean to say 'literally any other one' bc i dont hate it or think its bad i just. Looking back i would change many things. Like maybe lower the amount of supporting characters in that fic. Paralytic states + crude and graceless are dear to me bc i think the levels of repression and tiptoeing around the issue comes through better and it takes tim longer to come to terms with it, and i think he'd be much more withdrawn about it/keep it close to his chest than i wrote it in that fic. Thats just the sort of stuff i changed my mind on as time passed and i thought about this hc more so u know it happens. Drowning lessons has a vibe i still really enjoy it feels kinda self contained? And hairline fracture is special to me bc its a part of a kind of complicated au im probably never actually going to write. So yeah im v fond of all of them for different reasons
#Sorry this got so long i had to use this as my chance to talk about it<3#When i wrote that fic i was still in that stage of reading comics (and specifically bat comics in this case) and feeling like i should fit#All of the bats in there#And now i wish i hadnt bc 1) why would jason be there 2) i dont think tim would be that open about it with Anyone so early#So like the fact that damian and steph figure him out so early is funny and i know what i was getting at there#But i dont agree with my past self i think hed be much better at hiding this bc of his many internalized issues around this#And again why is jason there. No offense to my jason friends i just do not think it makes sense that i put him there#I know why but i disagree#Listen i wrote this fic over a year ago i changed my opinions on a lot of things as i continued to read more comics#Nothing wrong with that. Does haunt me tho#Ask#Thank you<333 sorry for all this<3
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I have a distinct memory of you saying recently that you don't draw faces well because the features just float around but even just your last few pieces i have to tell you that your faces are so lovely, i think that you have an excellent grasp of when the structure really matters and when it doesn't plus you just give every character such a NICE face you know. memorable. distinct. your last colored art of your oc 1013 (did i get the name right...?) Is so striking to me with the upwards gaze. Please have a good night! 🫶😁
aw danke schoen anon i dont remember when i posted that but the fact that you took the time to tell me makes me feel really nice so thank you
#i think im currently getting critical with how the noses look in my art#where im unsure if i want them to be a bit comically oversized for the face or if i should turn it down#cause i think some of the noses elongate the face to accomodate the nose and i cant tell if that looks weird or not#so its like an internal war of Should this Look natural or should my love for noses overrun it? does it look bad?#and then i dont know the answer. i find smthn to be picky about constantly that doesnt matter aaaa
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Gotta say as someone whos been out since they were young, I'm really sick of having to defend the existence of queer people in media and explain how it's 'useful' or 'plot important' when straight ppl i know can like whatever trashy het romance they want no questions. Like does it have to be useful? Can it not just be there? It doesn't 'cheapen' anything its just there and suddenly you have to fight for your life to explain why it should get to exist. And it's always the bloody 'pandering' 'it's a trend' argument and I hate it because is it so terrible if they pander to ME for once instead of you?? Is that so terrible?? But you can't say that because then you're a fool who doesn't understand good storytelling. And then if they're real annoying, they'll pull the 'well i don't like when ANY romance is just pushed in' so then why. Is it always queer stuff you're complaining about?? And then I'm forced to be defending a (honestly poorly written) queer romance because all I said was that it couldve been handled better and somehow to straight ppl that translate to 'yeah they shouldn't have done it at all' and they don't even REALISE their bias and that SOMEHOW the ONLY FUCKING TIME we have this arguement it's about a queer character. Can I not enjoy the fact a superhero I like is bisexual while also admitting I don't like how they flattened their character after it? Can I not say 'yeah it's trashy but theyre cute' to some crap TV show? Does it always have to be perfect? Because yeah. I want good shows. I want complex dynamics. But sometimes it just feels nice when the silly comic book character is bisexual. And these motherfuckers will ALWAYS find some way to argue that it wasn't relevant and therefore they shouldn't have come out at all, which is just another way of saying that queerness should be kept away from the things they like and only be included if 'plot relevant' so then they can avoid it. I'm just so tired, so so fucking tired, of having the same argument over. And over. And over again with the same people about the same things when all I wanted to do was talk about a bisexual character WITHOUT some asshole jumping down my throat. I've been doing this shit since I was 12 and I'm just tired. Christ.
#'forced' my ass#If you can't tell i made the mistake of talking about comics to my dad#He's not like. Homophobic. He's just dumb and has internal biases he does not care to check unless he's drunk#And unfortunately I caught him before he opened the whiskey while he was still on beer :/ my mistake honestly#Also I know that it sounds like I go out of my way to pick fights (according to dad anyway) but I really dont#All I fucking said was 'yeah I like that they're bisexual but i don't like that they flattened their character afterwards'#'it's like they decided being bisexual and in a relationship was enough of a substitute for personality'#Which yeah I should have seen that coming but I wasn't wrong#Unfortunately he took it to mean that being bisexual is what ruined it and had no idea a character could be well written AND bisexual#When its not the bisexuality it's the writing and also! Entirely my own opinion! Other ppl think differently to me!#Just sucks when he's my dad and I have to make a compelling argument for why people like me should get to exist in fiction at all#Fuck that though I'm gonna write some big story and they're all gonna come out as bisexual for no reason just out of spite#Just one by one everyone becomes bisexual and what can he do? Complain about it?#Because mum would tear him a new asshole if he tried that shit in front of her#Anyway. Yeah. Probs was my fault because I shouldn't have mentioned the bi thing#I was just happy about it even if it wasn't up to my standards#It was silly of me. I might not have picked a fight deliberately but it was my fault#It's just frustrating because every 'plot important' bisexual is some seductress who swings both ways for their own benefit#There's no variety but it's the ONLY type of bisexual I haven't heard ppl complain about#Vent#Sorry abt this I'm just tired and angry and bisexual#(said like that isn't my default state)
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#very funny to hear someone yelling in the brain about how we've been poisoned and then i just see Nine bonk them on the head comically#i dont think he actually hit them but thats just how the brain portrayed it to me#i think he more just said like ''no we havent; stfu'' but brain decided whirling around and bonking on the head was clearer#the thing is. when u are not physical entities. and more just... parts of the brain. then things get fuzzy trying to portray it internally#its not clear cut fjdksl its very up to interpretation#im sure some systems have it more clear cut and solid and concrete but our internal world is often metaphorical more than Literal#like i can See things yeah but its not super literal. it can be interpreted in a couple different ways usually#idk how to explain it fhdksl im so dizzy#i highlighted the text w interchanging colours for each task in our schoolwork so. maybe i will start it now#i need to lie down probably. but the schoolwork needs to be done fjfjdll#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#someone is very convinced we have been poisoned tho fjfkdl and its making ME start to wonder if maybe we somehow have been
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why does everyone seem to choose the week that i have pmdd to say or do hurtful and/or confrontational things or put me in difficult situations and leave me to get stressed out and suicidal beyond belief
#mp#my constant internal monologue is just i want to die i want to kill myself i want to die i want to kill myself over n over again n its#getting tiring#and i know i wouldnt be feeling this awful if yesterday didnt go so comically nightmarishly bad#like i already had a feeling it would be bad. but not THAT bad fucking hell#and i sent redacted a message about it but theyve left me on seen either bc they cba replying or they jus dont wanna talk abt it which like#i know its most likely bc theyre too ill n tired to respond yet but the facttheyve not said anything is making me feel even worse#ok. think im gonna go cry again now
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Why did my cooking dream get hijacked by my brain making a William Afton oc and au what was that about.
#luly talks#my dreams#I'll peace like i can recollect it was weird#bc it literally was ME BUYING GROCERIES W MY DAD but then the line between when we ended and Michael and William started blurred#i remember the grocery store very well also bc it was very similar to the one i go always to but smaller and more sepia#it was dark for a grocery store like it was just letting sunlight in#pears were half off like some black friday offer so all the products were suuuper cheap#i saw one bottle of milky pear juice for like 1k. and the same w these 4 stacks of frozen waffles who were like 1070.#or this bottle of pear pancake mixture that had 2 or 4 lts#it was kind of when i went away that thr lines started blurring so let me tell you what i remember about this Afton:#he didnt seem. murderous. he was grocery shopping w his kid for fuck's sake 😭 i think he was even sitting somewhere while i ran back and#forth taken aback by these offers? like kinda dismissive at best#uh. Henry was brought up believe it or not. it was like... they broke up or something? like he was kinda upset about the mention but like#in a i dont want to explain why im not with him rn sort of way#very insecure he seemed. like he run into this woman who might've been someone but idk who was whom asked sbout henry and bro was SWEATING#you'd say dream william was a fucking loser he just got locked in thinking like what do i say and HOW do i say it#to make it sound casual but also not weird.#bc on top of all he also seemed to have some weird gender things going on bc he first instinct when trying to explain himself to the woman#(who i cannot stress enough was super friendly like a fucking neighbor or something just going hey hi! hows da family? ^_^)#was to refer to them both as girls as this jokey comradery Let's Ignore The Topic thing before going No That's Bad I Can't Say That#this whole internal monologue in my dream happened in a sort of comic panel thing btw where shit went from these warm browns and greens and#shit from the grocery store to jarring black and whites and reds as William tried to have a straight thought#looks wise unfortunately not a lot going on.though considering this was literally my dream getting turned over can we say my Afton is argie#something something my turn stealing from them etc etc or whatever#uh. brown hair. but not too dark. it was greying and that was making it lighter. also very angular face as you'd expect#high cheekbones pretty eyebrows no facial hair. hair was a bit longuish tho? like a messy ear length maybe?#he had a button up w buttons lose bc it's so hot and humid rn also sunglasses which i know 100% was influenced bc the last design i rbed#a little.before napping#also he had age makes too though his age was most visible in his scrawny long exposed neck#me/mike change was minimal bc we're both pale and brunette hit tag limit so hope y'all like my brain's oc i guess 😭
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