#is it cause he has a rich boyfriend now and money is solving the situation or...

[deoidesign]

I have a question, but it may be already have been answered in the story (my brain is just not the best with memory).

Since vampirism symbolises for you chronical illness (which, omg, that is a hot take I've never thought off before and love from now on), does Steve count as chronical ill, too, with the whole halfvampire thing going on? So, would his uncontrollable time jumping each month be a symptom of that chronical illness?

not in the story, no worries! Just a possible interpretation and my personal intent when writing.

As a small aside I personally don't like to think of chronic illness as something that people "count" as, so to speak, it's an extremely personal label and incredibly varied between individuals and as with all disability there is never such thing as hard lines or black and white... but I understand why you worded it that way and I understand what you're asking.

So, yes, Steve is also chronically ill within this framework. The entire comic is sort of shaped around this, to be honest! I mean he canonically has some pretty extreme memory issues... He's also canonically homeless (not that this is an illness but I just mean it's something I think most people forget about him when discussing him). And, yes, his condition is uncontrollable and is severely impacting his ability to live the life he wants to live.

He has just been barely coping up to the point we meet him, and has been very desperate which is what led him to creating that list of deviations. He has periods where his body is out of his control, he is unable to form relationships, he hurts others without meaning or wanting to... Yeah. He's metaphorically relating to a lot of things, really.

So, yknow, you're welcome to interpret him as you'd like! for me I relate a lot with my various issues and conditions and thus that's why I've projected on him the way I have, but of course I would understand entirely different interpretations of what is inherently metaphorical.

[tfw-no-tennis]

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we watched 2 whole more eps but we’re abt to vacay so i better recap this biz now before i forget

ok so we finished the zoldyck arc and uhhhh gotta say we werent expecting like any of that to happen lol 

ok ill back up so we start w/killuas mom (i dont think we ever heard her name) confronting gon & co....and canary (i lov her) is not dead which i assumed but thank goodness. 

zoldyck mom was totally using nen. also she is off her rocker gotta say. tho that visor is super cool, albeit confusing - is it connected to a bunch of security cameras or something? how does she see all that shit? 

granpa is wild. his tunic thing that says ‘one kill a day’ or w/e is kinda hilarious, it reminds me of the ‘apple a day keeps the dr away’ saying...a murder a day keeps the....idk away????

i love that killua makes it abundantly clear that he couldve like escaped at any time lol. also tho why didnt he just escape....baby boy just leave 

killua getting all serious and threatening milluki if he messes with gon....my boys got it BAD 

this family has so many communication issues hvbjadkfbjaskdfj nobody is on the same page at all 

the butler guy continued to remind me of kuro one piece this whole time...i was waiting for him to bust out the ridiculous cat claws

oh my GOD wait the flashbacks of EVEN BABIER KILLUA were so precious ;_; he was soooo tiny and cute oh my god. so precious. and canary was also so tiny and cute 

baby killua really just wanted a friend :(((( and canary wanted to be friends w/him but knew that mom zoldyck would kill her if she overstepped like that :( thats so tragic mannnn

also canary is so cool man. her beating up all those guys was epic

ok that whole scene with killua and his dad was like, such a rollercoaster lmao

like....it was all over the place for me...first of all the ambiance was wack, the room lighting was weird and im p sure killuas seat was an electric chair??? and the dad was in a coffin thing..???? like....interesting aesthetic choices all over the place here 

also i see now where killua got his hair and also his catboy tendencies. the zoldyck catboy genes seem to trace back to zoldyck dad, who has kinda scary cat eyes 

also im guessing that the dad is the blood zoldyck and the mom is the one who married in. they sure seem to put a lot of emphasis on like, family legacy or w/e, but the two parents certainty go abt it in different ways 

the whole convo b/w killua and his dad was wild, it totally didnt go where i was expecting it to. his dad was weirdly chill while also being super intense? 

killua happily telling stories abt gon was so sweet....baby boy baby 

and his dad telling him ‘never betray your friends’ was rlly interesting...i wonder what his reasons were for saying that 

cause then he tells killua he can leave, and killua does, but then dad zoldyck tells mom zoldyck (i rlly need to find out their names) that he thinks killua will come back on his own time....inch resting 

i wonder if dad zoldyck made killua promise that bc he was trying to set killua up for failure - as in, he tells killua to never betray his friends, thinking that killua inevitably will & be distraught abt it, and then turn back to the zoldyck family when this happens. idk

also its interesting to me that zoldyck dad wants killua to lead the family someday. like, illumi is right there, hes the oldest and clearly dedicated to being an evil assassin, and he seems p good at it...i wonder why killua is the favorite....the grandpa (i think) did say that killua is Special(tm) which...yes he is a special baby boy i love him. i wanna see more zoldyck family flashbacks/interactions so we can see what led them to this point 

oh lord that reminds me of illumi briefly appearing in the killua flashback and hes just like, suddenly there, wearing some gay ass sweater....like ok dude did you just come back from the Evil Assassin Library or st?????

that reminds me too, ruth tells me that apparently in the manga illumi and hisoka got married or something???? to which i say, thats fucking wild, but also it makes sense, those two are both horrible and disgusting and they absolutely deserve each other hbvajvhsdfjbak peak evil nasty gay rep, i love it. i cant wait to see whatever the fuck the context to that is bc, thats fucking wild

ok back to the plot so like its so wild to me how smoothly everything went hvubsjduhfbjsh like....killuas dad was rlly like ok u can leave and killua just went to the butler house and then canary woke up and was like ok gon & crew lets go to the butler house to see killua, fuck the rules, (and she didnt even get killed for ‘disobedience’ or w/e, or more likely - in most big shounen, she wouldve been attacked by the other evil butlers and gon wouldve had to fight them)

killua Rlly was like fuck this place im leaving my boyfriend and his parents are here to pick me up [puts on gayest outfit he owns and skateboards away] hvbhsjdfbjdkf

i love killuas weird gay preteen fashion so far and i cant wait to see more 

killua telling the butler guy to let him know as SOON as gon gets there cause he wants to see him AS SOON AS HE CAN ;_; bro they r....in love 

of course the butler is trickey tho lmao, any other shounen this wouldve turned into an 8 ep long fight scene sequence where gon has to fight the butlers in order to see killua 

and the of course gon is the same way, gon is like i need to see killua RIGHT NOW take me to him!!! ohhh my god babies

the whole coin game was wild, it was funny when the other butlers got involved too lmao 

when gon was like ‘hey leorio can i see your knife’ i was like OH NO I DONT LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING. and i was right bc OWWWWW baby boy oh my god!!!! but that seems to have solved it even tho thats NOT how swelling works at ALL- 

anyways gon is a cute smart good boy and i also find it funny how killua eventually gets impatient and just busts in on this whole dramatic situation (and the tension immediately deescalates as a result lmao) 

tangent but god its so funny seeing all these butler guys deferring to killua, an actual 12 yr old....i wanna see the hilarious and hijink-filled results of killua being raised as a rich spoiled assassin prince. thats a lethal combo thats gotta result in some wildly skewed perceptions on how things work, especially paired with gon ‘probably eats dirt for fun and sleeps in trees’ freecess 

godddd gon and killuas lil reunion is SOOO cute they were so happy to see each other ;_; bro they are SO cuteeeee augh. two tiny babies

killua being like oh hi also uh kurapika andddd [looks at smudged writing on hand] lorpo 

hvhhbajfbs dont do my man leorio like that killua hes a hardworking father 

the fact that they just like. LEAVE...thats so wild. i cant believe how little fighting this arc had. this all wrapped up SO much faster than i could have ever anticipated lmao 

where the heck was alluka!? i assumed she’d show up here but uhhhh guess not......in the silhouette shot of all the zoldycks she and killua were holding hands ;_; my fucking uwus bro 

we also didnt see the grandma or great grandpa so im guessing theyll appear later 

gon being like fuck it im not using my hunters license til i punch hisoka in the fucking face hvbhahsfbjsk thats hilarious 

also a convenient way to let him have his hunters license but not utilize it til later in the story...its so early for him to have achieved that big chunk of his goal, which just shows that hxh is Not your typical shounen and isnt gonna just be centered around gons quest to become a hunter 

so we finally found out what hisoka said to kurapika....just as i thought, it was st to do w/the phantom troupe. so theres a handy setup for the yorknew city arc later. bam 

hisoka just being like ‘hey meet me in this (presumably) very large city on this date. no i will not tell you where in the city to meet me. bye seeya there’ 

tbf hisoka is very hard to miss 

god when they arrive and kurapika is just like ok well we got killua so im out lol bye everyone....bro hvbjkhgbfjhdksfhjk that felt so abrupt 

and then leorio was like oh yeah same i gotta go study time to take the fantasy MCAT or w/e

AND THEY BOTH LEFT....now gon and killua r chilling but im like oh my god no leorio kurapika come back, we need some (questionable) adult supervision over here 

and like immediately killua is like ok gon do you have money. and of Course gon doesnt have money. so killua is like well you need money and you need to train so you can deck hisoka, so lets go to a fantasy version of an underground fighting ring! this is why kurapika and leorio needed to stay 

tho they probably wouldve just gone along with it 

they did all promise to meet in yorknew city, but thats apparently like 6 months away. are gon and killua rlly gonna spend 6 months at heavens arena

the part where killua draws the diagram demonstrating how much of a n00b gon is....hvbajdkhfbhajskf

AND THEN when he drew himself into the diagram and was like :3c wow im so modest HBJHSKHDFHBJS that was so funny

it was like that post thats like ‘you can tell when a cats pupils change and they just shift into Silly Mode’ thats what killua looked like...catboy

so thats basically it i think, gon and killua are heading to heavens arena to join fight club or whatever. tournament arc time! 

PREDICTION CORNER: 

i doubt this is the last weve seen of the zoldyck family. i mean we havent even met 3 of them, and we barely saw the ones we did meet...idk when theyll come back but i suspect theyll be making some big money moves later on and fucking shit up somehow 

i think maybe illumi or someone will like, spy on killua sometimes to keep track of him. or theyll track him by other means

ill use the prediction corner to reflect on incorrect predictions so heres a few. i rlly thot killua was gonna be more edgy than he is but hes rlly just a good boy huh. like hes a gay baby assassin catboy but hes so cute and good too. he just wants to live his life and hang out with his tiny bf like... omg :’) 

also i thot hisoka held a totally different narrative role lbvahkfjhjjaksfl i thot he was like main villain guy....hes more like an annoying creepy clown dude who (probably) shows up a lot to bother the main cast. we’ll see, but thats what i think of him now

like i thought hisoka would be like p1 dio, where hed be/quickly become a powerful antagonist who would amass a bunch of followers/minions (when actually the only person he seems to hang out w/is illumi, and theyre more like equals than an evil guy/minion dynamic)...or like i thought hisoka would be very well known as a scary evil guy but nope he was just another participant in the hunter exam, albeit a weird freaky one whose rancid vibes everyone seemed to pick up on 

anyways actual predictions, i think hisoka is gonna be at heavens arena, which would be super funny. gon is like im gonna train to beat hisoka and he shows up to do that and hisokas just there like >;) hey

i think if i had to guess, the zoldycks will show up again (in a plot important way) at the end of the yorknew arc/before the greed island arc. i know basically nothing abt any of the arcs but i do know the order they go in so theres that

i do think illumi will show up earlier than the other zoldycks tho, since he seems to be out doing his own thing more than the rest. also we still really havent resolved the whole mind control thing that im still convinced of 

i think nen will finally be introduced/alluded to heavily in this arc...or like, characters will use nen and gon will be like whoa whats that 

i think killua knows what nen is...maybe? it would make sense since im sure all the zoldycks can use it (at least, we saw mom zoldyck use it, probably)

can killua use nen already? that would be pretty funny. i dont think so tho. maybe u learn nen at a certain age. i have no idea what nen is 

also isnt gons nen power the power to like, turn into a really buff version of himself or something. how the fuck does that work 

ok enough nonsense its bedtime zzzzz

[jazminebryant]

Where I Begin (Again)

The first time I was introduced to real estate investing was, like with most people, on HGTV watching real estate investors breaking down walls and pretending they didn't know about the wall issue that causes such a panic during the episode (I know enough now that if you did a proper inspection before closing on the property, half of the dramatic issues that we see on TV would have never come up during the rehab process). It was entertaining watching them solve their issues with the property and seeing that with a little hard work, you can make $35,000 in a few weeks.

I never thought to act on it doing it myself. I was in high school and only watched because my mom refused to watch anything I liked so I sat, I watched, and I observed. I wanted to be making that kind of money myself but I couldn't imagine or even fathom how to come up with that amount of money to buy a property, and let's not talk about the fact that I didn't know (and still don't know) the first thing about construction. Fast forward to May 2019, I've moved, I'm in college full-time, and I still watched HGTV shows on Netflix religiously. I'm in my car doing food delivery for GrubHub and I hear a commercial come on the radio (my tape that I used for an aux cord was stuck and wouldn't play my music so I listened to the radio) inviting me to come out and spend a few hours learning about real estate investing and how I could get started earning the big bucks. For an online college student with $55,000 in debt using a beat-up 2002 Honda Civic that was ready to break down any minute for GrubHub as their primary source of income, I could use some of those big bucks there were advertising about.

I was at a red light and I typed the website link into my phone's notes pad (not so legal, I know, but I was borderline desperate) and finished my shift. When I got home, I registered my boyfriend and myself up for the seminar at the end of the next week. I was excited and didn't know what to expect other than to be making $35,000 in a few weeks after learning what I needed to know.

Before the seminar was over, I got sucked up into the pitch of attending a three-day seminar for $200. My boyfriend who's not easily persuaded was also hooked and ready to learn all that we could about real estate investing. I was so moved, I bought an additional course on a specific kind of investing (tax liens). I knew that I was going to take all of the material we got from the seminar, study it, and be ready for the next course.

Well, after attending the first seminar, I got impatient and researched what I would learn at this three-day course. I found blog after blog about how this company was going to pitch to me a $50,000 course. Remember I said I had $55,000 in debt? I was devastated, especially because I had spent money I didn't have for this seminar. I kept researching the upcoming seminar and I found a few people say although they didn't pay for the additional courses, they still learned a lot.

We decided that after some research into real estate on YouTube and discovering BiggerPockets, we didn't need a $50,000 course, I'm a business student and he has two business degrees; we know how to research for information. I said that I'd take some of the most detailed notes I'd ever take and use that to build upon our knowledge and that's exactly what I did. I have sold 25-pages worth of handwritten notes from that three-day seminar. The presenter even joked about how I had so many notes. I didn't care. I'd rather have hand cramps then come out of pocket for $50,000 which I more than likely wouldn't have been able to attain anyways; my credit was in the trash (still is to this day) because of my high credit utilization and lack of paying my bills on time. I wanted my $200 worth of material.

While some spent $50,000 for a business-in-a-box, I spent the entire summer learning all that I could, speaking with real estate agents and title companies. I went hardcore on my real estate investing business and had some solid momentum. I went as far as sending out 150 letters and placing 300 calls. Of that, we scheduled one property tour. My boyfriend and I lost some steam, we knew that we shouldn't get our hopes up thinking we would strike it rich the first go-around but we quickly ran out of money and time by October (we officially started our business in August 2019).

By the end of November, I stopped sending out letters, they were too expensive for me to continue on a freelancer's wage and I stopped driving for dollars. I honestly got tired of the word 'no' even though I was told by multiple people to not give up, no matter how many 'no's I get. The business was all of a sudden draining on me and I stopped paying attention to our business. I had a lot going on at the time and it was taking up a lot of my time to where I didn't have time for anything else, my schoolwork included.

I haven't spoken about real estate until last week (other than the few times my awesome real estate agent friend, Patrick, would call to check on us and our progress). 6 months of nothing about real estate. 6 months of forgotten terms and concepts. It makes me sad that something I was so passionate about and couldn't shut up about a year ago (that three-day seminar started May 17, 2019) was forgotten. After a year of freelancing and doing odd jobs to make a living, I recently started working full-time again because I realized I lacked the discipline I needed to be a successful freelancer and got really behind on my bills. Now that I have been working full-time for the past three months, I've started to climb out of the hole I had only dug deeper for myself over the past year and I am working at paying off my credit cards, at the very least, to free up some cash I can use for our business(es).

This week has been very eye-opening to me on what I've been missing that truly makes me happy, real estate and wealth generation. I recently finished a book by Gary Vaynerchuk (Gary Vee), Crush It! Why Now is the TIme to Cash in on Your Passion, and I don't know exactly where in the book where it clicked to me that I needed to get back to the things that I have been passionate about. I finished that book four days ago and I've recently started reading, The Book on Investing in Real Estate with No and Low Money Down by Brandon Turner. A lot of the terms of real estate are coming back to me (for the life of me, I couldn't remember what a HELOC was until earlier today) and I've been working on our business plan for the past week.

I don't know what it is about this time around, but I've got a better feeling that things will turn out for the better for us. Gary Vee gave me the confidence I needed to ask my job if I could go part-time (doesn't make any sense for me to quit my job any time soon like I did the last time - well, I got laid off but that's another story) so I can focus on finishing my degree (two more classes!!) and work on my business(es). I was shocked to know that my request to switch to part-time had been approved - thanks Gary Vee!! So now, I'll be able to add some flexibility back in my week to work on our investing business and another business my boyfriend and I run together and still be able to freelance to come up with the missing wages from not working full-time.

I still am feeling very overwhelmed just like I did in the beginning of my real estate journey, but now that I know a few things, I feel a little better. My business plan hasn't been worked on so much in the past couple of days but only because I've been doing so much reading lately, see why I need more flexibility? I plan on finishing this investing book and then I have a lot more to read down the line. I'm just glad I'm in a whole lot better of a situation than I was a year ago. I have the income to pay my bills, anything extra will be for paying off debt faster and funding our business. I understand marketing from the real estate investors' perspective a lot better so I know which marketing strategies I'll try first this time around that won't cost a lot out of pocket and I've learned it's okay to slow down and ingest the material instead of my usual read and apply methodology.

I know I won't be making $35,000 a week, a month, or maybe even six months from now, but I am a lot more confident in my ability to actually reach that figure and then some.   As of right now, I've got goals written down and I'm figuring out my business plan. I've done business plans for products and small services but nothing like real estate so it's brand new to me for some parts. As I work through this all over again, I read over the goals I set for myself a year ago, and if I was as ambitious as I thought I would be, I'd have half of my debt paid off by now. But I've learned it's okay to get knocked down, I knocked myself down but I've learned a lot about investing since then and I know it can only get better from here. If you've made it this far, thank you for reading! I do have a question for you. Do you use a planner? If so, what brand of planner do you use? I am in search of one that is entrepreneur-friendly and has the space for a lot of notes. Obviously, I have a lot going on so I need something that has some multipurpose to it.

If you're like me, new and inexperienced, I'd love to connect and offer each other support. If you have some advice or tips from me, I'd love to connect and pick your brain over your successes and challenges.

[ppaltagon]

September - Yanan (pt. 3)

Part 3 out of 3; ~ 4.6k words

[Part 1]; [Part 2]

The days after spontaneously moving in with Yanan went by surprisingly fast, despite me burying myself in my studies. I was determined not to fail this class again – not because of my parents or because I was hoping they would take me in again, but because I didn’t want to look like a failure in front of Yanan. Though he assured me he didn’t see me as one, no matter what, I felt better about myself when I was studying instead of lazing around in my free time. He even offered to help me with it, though he had said previously that he was bad at business maths, but somehow he was able to explain to me the bits that I did not understand by myself. As for my living situation my grandma had contacted me a few days after getting kicked out. She had sounded super worried on the phone, more than I had ever experienced her worry before, and she had offered to take me in, because she couldn’t just let her granddaughter sleep on the streets. I hadn’t dared telling her that I was actually living with a young man, or she would have gotten a heart attack – and above all, a completely wrong idea. I remembered the story of when my mother suddenly didn’t come home anymore in her early twenties because she had moved in with her boyfriend at that time, who had turned out to be emotionally very unhealthy for her. She had never explicitly told me about that last part, but from the many stories I had heard about him from mostly my grandparents, it wasn’t hard to put the puzzle pieces together.

Understandably, my grandmother was traumatized after that, so I had spared her the unnecessary details that would’ve only lead her to believe the same was happening to me. I remembered her words after the phone call and arriving back from school that day, Yanan was waiting for me with a gentle smile on his face and two cups of coffee in hand. As I took the soothingly warm cup from him, I spent a while peering up at his beautiful face, probably a little longer than I should have as he cocked his head and raised his eyebrows as if asking me what I was staring at him for. I shook my head.

“Let’s go,” I said and started walking into the direction of his flat, with him following a few steps behind. I knew that he wouldn’t treat me badly, no matter what. I trusted him.

We took a little detour to go shopping for some groceries. I wanted to make proper dinner tonight, as a thank you for letting me stay with him. As we were walking home from shopping, bags in hand, I noticed he started humming a familiar melody, and it didn’t take me long to recognize the song. It was the same song we had already talked about briefly when dancing together and I decided to sing along a little. “...fighting against all odds, I know we’ll be alright this time…” Upon hearing my voice, Yanan looked over to smile at me, then started singing the lyrics as well. We walked like this the rest of the way, quietly singing together, and I couldn’t keep the broad smile from appearing on my face when I felt a sense of unity because of it.

Arriving home, after we put the food where it belonged in his kitchen, I cleared my throat to tell him that I had an announcement to make.

“Um… I talked to my grandmother today,” I started explaining and found a hint of an emotion in his expression that I could not interpret. “She said she would take me in. So I thought living with her might be smarter than continuing to freeload here…” I saw his face drop, but when answering he made sure to keep his voice stable.

“That means… you’re leaving…?” he quietly asked. I could swear he was disappointed, even though he did his best to hide that. I glanced over at the bundle flowers on the table, one or two of them starting to wilt slowly, and bit my lip.

“It’s better if I live with family,” I reasoned. Silence followed. Then he took one step towards me, then another one, until he stood right in front of me. Slowly, his big hands wrapped around mine and brought them up between us, his soft fingertips sending warmth and an almost electric feeling through my skin. Not daring to look me in the face he took a deep breath and called out my name.

“Stay with me for a while longer,” he asked and added after a short pause, “Please.” I watched as the features on his face changed slightly. Barely noticeable they went through all kinds of complicated emotions one by one, but I saw all of them, until his eyes finally met mine and for a moment those warm brown pupils loaded with all the emotions his face wouldn’t let show properly wiped all my thoughts clean and for a while I thought I could feel what he was feeling. And it almost ripped out my heart, clenching it and wringing it out, trying to drain it of all good emotions so that only pain was left. I didn’t quite understand that the thought of me moving back out brought him so much agony, but I understood that it did, and tears of sympathy started welling up in my eyes. I got a little closer and carefully wrapped my arms around his tall body, embracing him while leaning my head into his chest so I could feel his heart slowly beating against my ear. He too put his arms around me, holding me while leaning down so he could bury his face in my hair.

“Then I’ll stay… maybe it’s better if I avoid running into my mother for a while longer anyway,” I mumbled and felt him softly nod. My curiosity as to why he didn’t want me to go so badly grew, but I figured it would be better not to ask. So I made dinner as planned and managed to put a huge smile on his face with it, which made me feel relieved in return, and while he did the dishes as he insisted, I buried myself in studying once again. It didn’t take long until he sat down next to me on the ground, helping me solve the more difficult problems and praising me when I was able to get the answer right by myself.

“You’re really getting better and better!” he exclaimed, his chin resting on my shoulder. “Keep it up, you’re doing well like this!”

“You think I can ace the class next semester?” I laughed, thinking that would never happen anyway. However, he took a hold of my shoulders and answered in a completely serious tone.

“Yes. I think you can if you keep working hard like this.”

The following week I had my day off on Tuesday as usual and sat down to begin studying right after breakfast, but just as I was about to open my textbook, Yanan put his big hand down on it to prevent me from doing so. A questioning expression in my eyes, I looked up at him.

“You’ve been studying so hard non-stop. How about we use today to take a little break?” he offered.

“Like what?” I asked him, curious as to what he had planned.

“Well, we could go into town, do some window shopping if you like, get us some sweets,…”

“So like… a date?” I asked and noticed his cheeks lighting up immediately.

“Y-yes,” he stuttered, turning away shyly. “If you want to call it that then it’s a date.” I chuckled and jumped up to take his hand.

“If you want to go on a date with me, then just ask!” I laughed at him, but added on a more serious note and in a way he couldn’t have possibly made out the words exactly, “I couldn’t say no to your handsome face.” As I went on to change into more suitable clothes in the bathroom, he remained standing there as if he was in shock, then silently muttering,

“Only my face…?”

As planned, we took the fastest way into the shopping district of my hometown and we went down the same street where my mother bought the dress for his aunt’s party for me. I sighed at the thought of my home and my family, and realized that after all, I missed them a little. Walking closely next to Yanan, the backs of our hands were bound to touch every now and then, until somehow we ended up holding hands and I couldn’t hold back a smile while passing by the big shopping windows and the colorfully flashing and blinking signs overhead.

“Found anything you want?” he asked me after a while.

“No, I’m just looking. I can’t afford anything here,” I chuckled back.

“I’ll buy you something,” he offered and I looked at him in disbelief.

“You can’t…!” I protested. He was already doing so much for me, I couldn’t let him buy presents for me as well.

“My relatives are rich, remember? And sometimes they spare me some of their… leftovers.”

“You saying it like that doesn’t make it sound shady at all, you know…” I remarked, causing him to laugh a little.

“Maybe it is shady. Who knows?” I raised my eyebrows at the answer, but he immediately denied it himself. “It isn’t, don’t worry. Me and my cousins just get a lot of financial support from them.”

“…then why does your cousin’s flat look so plain?” I wondered out loud. “If he has the money, shouldn’t he at least decorate his home accordingly?” Yanan let out a sigh.

“I’m not sure. I suppose he just doesn’t like all that colorful stuff around him all the time. His parents’ house is filled with decorations. Maybe he got tired of them. But that aside, my offer still stands. Let me buy you something.”

“Then…” I looked around carefully and found a street vendor selling candied fruit and pointed at his stand. “I want strawberries!”

“Huh?” Slightly confused, Yanan followed where my hand pointed, then let out a sound as he understood what I meant. “That’s not a lot though…” he commented.

“I don’t need much,” I stated. “But what I do need is my regular dose of sugar!” I laughed and we walked over there. Yanan bought two servings of the candied strawberries, all lined up on a stick and the smooth surface reflecting the sunlight coming from above. We decided to sit down on a bench nearby and after enjoying my first strawberry, I stared off into the distance for a while, getting ready to talk.

“Say, Yanan…” I started and had his attention immediately. “What do you do if there’s something you’re just not good at… or that just doesn’t work out for you, and you keep failing at it? Like, what would you do if you were in a situation like I am with that maths class?”

“Hmmm,” his voice resounded next to me while he was visibly thinking about how to answer, obviously aiming to pick the right words carefully. “I guess I just try over and over again, until it works out someday. I can’t keep failing forever.”

“You keep trying? Even if it takes years?” I asked, amazed by his answer.

“Even if it takes years,” he said, his facial expression determined.

“That’s a lot of dedication,” I remarked and took the next strawberry into my mouth. “Isn’t that draining?”

“It is,” he admitted. “Of course it can be draining.”

“Then why hang on? It has to be enough at some point…” But he shook his head, maybe with a little too much force.

“No. Not with everything. There are certain things I would never… I could never give up,” he stated, looking at something far off in the street, but I couldn’t make out what it was that he was staring at.

“Wow… what is that thing you would never give up, even if it takes years to achieve it? Is it okay if I ask you that?”

“It’s…” Yanan slowly let his eyes sink to the ground. “Nothing.” I couldn’t bring myself to believe that. But I hesitated to pose any further questions. He must’ve had a reason why he didn’t want to speak about it.

We both finished our snacks and I held out my hand for him to give me his wooden stick the strawberries had been carefully lined up on, so I could go and throw them away. Just when I was standing right in front of him and he passed it to me, I caught a glimpse of his tongue licking the remaining sweetness off his lips. Unconsciously mimicking his movement, I couldn’t help but wonder what it would taste like to kiss him with the flavor of the sugar and the strawberries still lingering. He slightly raised his eyebrows as he must’ve caught on to what I was thinking and he leaned back a little, holding out his hand to gesture I should come closer. Blushing and my heart rate speeding up, I leaned down to him and closed my eyes, waiting for him to make our lips meet. I heard him let out a soft laugh right in front of my face and a kissing sound, followed by the feeling of his fingers across my lips. I opened my eyes in disappointment and looked at him angrily.

“That’s not what I was hoping for…” I uttered, trying to hide my disappointment.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. Let me do it properly,” he gave me a mischievous smile, but I wasn’t having any of that. Just when I was about to shake my head and straighten up, I felt his hand behind my neck. He pulled me closer so my lips landed on his, and as soon as I sensed the softness of the kiss combined with the sweet taste of the treat we just had, all my anger washed away immediately. When he released me, I remembered he was toying with me just a few seconds ago, so I awkwardly walked over to the nearby trash bin, not sure if I should still be angry or just let it slide. He too got up and approached me from behind.

“Let me carry your bag as an apology,” he said, but I refused.

“Leave it, it’s not heavy anyway. Also, I don’t want to seem like the evil girlfriend that makes her boyfriend do everything for her like a slave,” I answered and turned to look at his bright face.

“Oh, so we’re a couple now?” he asked, and upon realizing we hadn’t officially talked about our relationship status yet, I blushed madly.

“W-well…!” I stumbled over my words. “O-only my boyfriend is allowed to kiss me like that, y-you know-“ Before I could do anything else, he shut me up by leaning in and placing another lingering kiss on my lips.

“Like this?” he asked, whispering while the distance between our faces was still small enough that I could feel his breath on my skin while he spoke. As soon as he had taken a step back and I had time to breathe properly, I yelled at him.

“Since when are you so overconfident?!” He only answered with a sweet smile, looking to the side in his usual shy manner, confusing me even more. While reaching for my hand and intertwining our fingers, I could hear him mumble into a different direction,

“It’s all because of you.”

We got back from our little date in the afternoon after having lunch outside, which I couldn’t keep him from paying for me. I immediately went back to studying, and even though he tried to convince me to take it easy for the rest of the day as well, he understood that I would feel guilty if I didn’t at least revise the stuff I learned the day before. He sat down with me to see if I needed help with anything and come evening, we prepared dinner together and let the day come to an end naturally, both going to sleep in our separate spaces, feeling content with the successful day.

That night I woke up from one of my usual nightmares. I opened my eyes, the petrifying fear slowly letting go of me as I scanned the apartment shrouded in the dim light of the moon and stars entering through the thin curtains. When my pulse was back to a rather normal pace, I tried falling back asleep with the sheets pulled over my head, but somehow the unsettling feelings which the nightmare brought with it came back every time I closed my eyes and had nothing but darkness in my vision. Sighing, I eventually gave up and got my tired body out of bed, walking over to the kitchen to get a glass of water. But even then I couldn’t quite calm down, and on the way back to the couch, my eyes landed on the door to Yanan’s room. With silent steps I tiptoed over there and put my hand on the handle, before carefully opening it, trying to make as little sound as possible. His room as well was partly veiled in the moonlight and I could make out his figure lying on his side in the bed, peacefully sleeping. As I set one foot in front of the other, I noticed a book and loose sheets of paper lying next to him on the bed. Huh? Was he reading something? Getting a little closer, I recognized the cover, and letting my eyes scan the notes on the sheets and the highlighted parts, the realization hit me. I took all of it into my hands and recalled doing the first few calculations with him just a few hours ago, leading me to believe that the rest of the notes would be what I would study later on today. I looked up at him and his slightly messy hair and my chest filled up with warmth and thankfulness. He’s studying all that so he could help me with it… I carefully placed the study materials onto the floor next to the bed and crawled in, resting my body right next to his and placing one hand on his upper arm, that slid to his chest when he suddenly rolled over and opened his eyes a little. He gave me a confused look before he understood what was going on.

“I-is it okay if I stay here…?” I whispered. A sleepy smile curled up the corners of his mouth and he nodded barely noticeable. The next second, he put his arm around me and pulled me closer, so I was lying half on top of him. I lifted my head to look at his face and let him brush his fingers through my hair. The feeling in my chest from earlier appeared again, and this time it spread all throughout my body, and I smiled to myself when I finally realized what that really was. I brought my lips up to his and placed a gentle kiss on them, and again we locked eyes when we parted.

“I love you.”

His eyes grew wide upon hearing me say those words and I repeated them.

“I really love you.” With one hand behind my neck, he led me into another kiss, slightly tracing his thumb over my cheek while moving his lips against mine and our mouths opened slightly to deepen the kiss further.

For a while that felt like an eternity, but still far too short, just like back then in the pouring rain, I felt him close to me, closer than I ever thought I would. His gentle touches gave me nothing but reassurance, his soft lips exploring my body never failed to send shivers down my spine. With every little movement of his he poured in so much care, and I felt overwhelmed with love, that I did not want to let go of him ever again. And after that night shared in the dim moonlight, weakened by the swaying curtains, I wouldn’t see him the way I saw him before ever again. We both knew we’d cross a border we couldn’t just return from, and neither of us thought twice about the kiss that carried us somewhere different, and the connection that would bind our hearts together unlike anything else. And when I woke up in the morning, lying in his arms skin on skin, I knew I wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.

The days living with Yanan passed by faster than ever. Sometimes I felt like they were flying away too fast, as if there was something we could lose, something that was waiting for us at the end. What end? As October progressed, the days got colder and the coffee he always bought for me while he was waiting for me to return from college was more appreciated than ever. I wanted to repay him somehow, but he just brushed it off, telling me in sincerity that he was content just having me with him. In the meanwhile, my grandparents tried convincing me to come back once more, but I wasn’t even thinking about returning to them. For now I was happy living together with Yanan and sharing my days with someone who I felt cared about me more than anyone in my life ever had. We started sleeping in the same bed regularly, and ever since then my nightmares had gotten fewer. And even if I woke up from one, having him right there next to me filled me with a feeling of safety and washed all other negative emotions away.

There was only one thing I noticed. I was probably interpreting too much since I was used to worrying more than I should. But still it made me think. As it got colder he would hug me more often, holding me longer than he had, and for some reason it had a hint of a sad feeling to it. When I asked him about it he insisted it was nothing, but still that lingering unsettlement didn’t go away, no matter how much I tried to make it disappear with reason. Until I came back from college late in the evening on the last of October. As per usual, he picked me up at the station, patiently waiting for me in the cold night. We held hands and walked home in silence, and from the way the air around him felt strange that day I vowed myself I would ask what was up with him these last days as soon as we got home. However, after we both took off our shoes and had put aside our coats, I looked at him standing there in the dark living room and a bad premonition came with the way he looked at me from a distance that felt bigger than it was.

“Don’t you wanna turn on the lights?” I asked, but he cut me off.

“Y/N, come here for a moment,” he said while doing a hand movement to underline his words. Surprised, I left the light off and approached him with unsure steps. He cupped my face with his big hands, movements careful as ever.

“I just…” he started a sentence and his voice broke off. He took a deep breath to collect himself while I furrowed my eyebrows.

“Yanan, what’s wrong with-“

“Shhh.” He put his index finger in front of my lips. “It’s okay.” He looked at me fondly while his voice carried a deep sadness, but in his brown eyes looking directly into mine I found nothing but warmth and love. “Remember what I told you back when we first got to know each other?”

“What do you mean?” I whispered back.

“I said I was from both the past and the future.”

“What about it? Wasn’t that just a story you came up with?” The confusion started tying knots in my brain and thinking about it became painful. He shot me an apologetic smile but didn’t further answer my question.

“I just want you to know that I am thankful I got to know you,” he said.

“Stop it, Yanan! This feels like you’re breaking up with me!” I shouted, and he took a strong hold of my shoulders.

“That’s not what this is. It really isn’t, please believe me,” he explained as if pleading that I would understand. Then he added more silently, “I would never want to leave you.”

“Then what is it…?” I dared to ask, preparing myself for all kinds of wild reasons, but getting none of them in return.

“It’s the same thing that always happens on this day when the clock hits midnight…” he said, giving the one hanging in the kitchen a look. I knew it wasn’t long until then, but I didn’t want to know how long exactly. “I’m so sorry I’m doing this to you over and over again…” he then muttered.

“What do you mean by ‘this’? Please tell me! What is going on?” I begged him, taking a hold of his shirt and clutching the fabric in my hands.

“I can’t explain it well either, but… let’s just say I need to move on.”

“Move on? From what…?” Was this about… the dimension thing he mentioned when we first sat down and talked? Was that all… real? He shushed me again while slightly shaking his head. His hands wandered to behind my back and I let him pull me close. I felt like crying but the confusion wouldn’t let any tears come out. Instead I felt his hand starting to slowly pet my head, and focusing on just his touch as I closed my eyes, I calmed down a little. Holding each other tightly, some time passed until he whispered right next to my ear with a clear voice and unmistakable words.

“Please… continue to do well, as you’ve been doing up until now. I know you have the strength within you. And thank you. Thank you for lighting up my life. When I first came to this town I really didn’t like it. I felt like a stranger among all those people I’ve never seen before. But then there was you. You made my days a little brighter. You brought me joy and a reason to look forward to the next morning. So thank you. Thank you for letting me love you.”

Having said those words he could never say enough, he couldn’t hold back the tears that had welled up in his eyes any longer. As if she wanted to comfort him, she wrapped her arms around him more tightly. Even just that little gesture of kindness made his heart overflow with warmth. As he was embracing her tiny body and a bitter but thankful smile formed on his lips, his eyelids fell shut and the clock hit midnight.

It was the 30th of September. He set foot into the cursed town in the early morning hours and made his way to the station where he would get a bite to eat and then wait to bump into her by the staircase to platform B, just as he had done so many times before in the past, and would continue to do for who knows how long in the future. But for now, he still had some time, so with his take-out coffee in hand, he leaned against the brick wall of the station building and sighed, unbuttoning his long brown coat with his free hand. It was unusually warm that day.

~Admin Salty

[mutedbeautyqueen]

NAME.

FULL NAME: Dolly Ann Dixon


PREFERRED NAME/NICKNAMES: Dolls or Doll 


GENERALLY REFERRED TO AS: Dolly Ann or just Dolly

APPEARANCE.

FACECLAIM: Carlson Young

SEX: cis female


HEIGHT: 5’2” 


WEIGHT: 100-105


BUILD: thin, slightly toned


HAIR: long blonde hair, always styled


HANDS: she gets a mani/pedi every week and comes in for touch-ups if something happens and they chip, prefers a more rounded soft-looking nail with a nude or pale pink polish, soft grey in winter, in contrast, her toenails are often a brighter pink


CLOTHES: mostly skirts and dresses, most of her shoes have a heel, delicate jewelry, prefers gold over silver and diamonds over other stones, if you saw her walking down the street you’d know she was a pageant girl


OTHER FEATURES: dimples

SPEECH.

ACCENT: Soft, well-off North Carolina accent

LANGUAGE: English and some Spanish


ARTICULATION: She’s used to public speaking so she’s articulate


EDUCATION: She speaks differently when she’s with her friends but if it’s pageant related she’s well-spoken

LAUGHTER: She feels self-conscious about her real laugh, she’s been told it’s too loud and unladylike so she tries to keep her laugh to a giggle. When something really tickles her, she can’t help it.


BREATHING: She has been known to sigh dramatically or in frustration, and she does a very good scornful ugh

MANNERISMS.

FACE: She’s good at hiding negative emotions, positive emotions are harder for her

HANDS: She doesn’t do a lot of gestures, a few when needed for emphasis but they’re very controlled and planned. 


LEGS/FEET: If she taps her foot impatiently it’s on purpose to try and get someone to hurry, she doesn’t mindlessly tap or jiggle her leg

EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS: Negative emotional outbursts are rare for her. She tries to keep a tight lid on those kinds of things. When she’s really happy she’ll give a little happy squeal

HABITS: checking her phone when bored

POSTURE: She has excellent posture. She’s even got the trophy from finishing school to prove it.

PERSONAL SPACE: Depends on the person. Her and her friends are always in each other’s spaces and growing up pageant meant she is used to sharing space. But if she doesn’t like you she wants you out of her personal space

OTHER: She tilts her head to the right when she’s thinking

HEALTH:

DIET: For the most part she eats healthy with a few splurges in there, when she’s preparing for a pageant she has a stricter diet that is borderline unhealthy

SLEEP: Dolly Ann is a firm believer in beauty sleep before her friends started dropping she made sure she got eight hours, since the gentlemen happened her sleep has been lacking when she does sleep she has nightmares

EXERCISE: She works out, especially when she’s worried about calories, but she tries to stick to things that won’t bulk her up bc she’s worried about being too muscular. She doesn’t like working out in front of people so she uses the home gym her daddy set up for her momma 


ACTIVITY: She keeps a full schedule of activities both during a pageant and after


CLEANLINESS: She’s very meticulous about bathing and washing, she’s got an hour-long skincare routine to go along with it

ODOR: She loves scented things but usually opts for lighter scents so they don’t overpower her perfume which is usually something light and either floral or fruity depending on the season. Right now her favorite is Roses De Chloé ADDICTIONS: hairspray, on her hair not huffing


PARASITES: ew no! (Unless you count her mom re-living her pageant years through Dolly Ann as a parasite)


OTHER: she drinks at parties but not enough to puke

PERSONAL.

INTROVERT/EXTROVERT?: She thrives on being the center of attention and can strike up a conversation with anyone, though it’s very likely the conversation will revolve around her

OPTIMIST/PESSIMIST: Optimistic, especially when it comes to things involving herself


GENDER: female


SEXUALITY: she’s the kind of straight girl that would kiss another girl to get a hot guy’s attention


ROMANTIC: She loves romance, all the cliche stuff but also the more personal stuff that only the two of them would get 


MEMORY: She has a good memory


PLANNING: With as much as she has going on between pageant preparation, school dances committee, community service projects, Queen duties, and school she has to be great at planning


INTUITION: If Dolly Ann makes the decision it’s the right decision in her mind


PROBLEM SOLVING: She feels like since she’s rich and beautiful she can just pay someone to handle problems for her which is her go-to problem-solving solution 


GOALS: Dolly Ann’s main goal in life is to marry a politician at the state or national level or CEO of a successful company, anyone else rich might do too, have a cheating clause in the prenup so that when they cheat on her, because politicians always cheat, she can divorce them and do whatever she pleases with a large bank account to back her up. Her momma’s main goal for her is to be Miss America which Dolly Ann is fine with since it could help her land the bank account of her dreams. 


INSECURITIES: She’s human so of course she has insecurities but she hides them behind a lot of hairspray and lipstick. Mostly she’s insecure about her ability to make her own choices, murder club is one of the few times she’s gone against her momma’s wishes. What if momma really does know best?


ACHIEVEMENTS: every single one of her crowns, sashes, and titles. Also, she didn’t get her heart cut out so that’s a big win! 


ANXIETY: running out of hairspray


SELF-HELP: throw money at them, run to daddy, a good mani/pedi always helps 


COMFORTS: pretty things, she can be really shallow and she’s happy with that


BAD HABITS: gossiping and judging other people, not that she considers it a bad habit, it’s not mean if it’s true


PHILOSOPHY: Being beautiful gets you everywhere is her philosophy in life, she’s also a really terrible catholic but she thinks she’s a perfectly wonderful one


TRIGGERS: running out of hairspray

THE PAST.

PARENTS/GUARDIANS: Mary Helen is a formidable pageant mom while her dad Beau tends to be working or on the golf course a lot, so while not terribly close to either she loves both of them and has always felt loved by them. But she would love it if her mom paid more attention to her own life and let Dolly Ann live hers, like her dad.

LIFE EVENTS: the only life event that’s affected how her life went was being Mary Helen’s daughter

WORST DAY OF THEIR LIFE: gotta be the night the gentlemen tried to kill her, first there was almost getting her heart cut out followed by the whole fiasco of trying to get the sheriff’s office to believe her about what happened, finally getting to leave only to find out that four more of her friends (frienemies) were murdered that night


BEST DAY OF THEIR LIFE: Winning Miss Teen Normal this year, unlike all the highs of all her other wins this one felt even better because they defeated the gentlemen and no one else died


LOOKING BACK: tell Emmett what was happening, make Kaz stay over before she was attacked so she wasn’t alone that night, believe Jamie sooner so that maybe they could have somehow stopped all the deaths before they happened, convinced her boyfriend not to go on that trip, there are a few things she wouldn’t mind a redo on

RELATIONSHIPS.

FAMILY: she’s never had/needed a found family so family has always been those related by blood/marriage 


FRIENDSHIPS: She and the other beauty queens make up a lil clique of frienemies within the larger popular crowd

FRIENDS IN NEED: make over time! The best way to help someone is to help them look better, right?


NEEDING A FRIEND: Not having friends who wouldn’t gossip about her if given the chance Dolly Ann tends to keep things to herself, things are getting a little too heavy to do that now 


ANNOYANCES: Most of the time by spilling gossip about the person occasionally getting petty and going for revenge 


ROMANCE: She wants someone who appreciates her beauty. That’s a lot of effort she puts in! Aside from that if they’re an athlete and they ask her out chances are good she’ll say yes, even better if they have a nice car. As far as boyfriend material, Tad won her over by having all of that and political aspirations. He was the total package right down to his boat shoes and complete life plan


ADVERSARIES: Prior to MC it would have been lack of popularity, ugly clothes, weirdness in general, lack of appreciation for the things that make high school high school like dances. Now she’s slowly opening up to allowing that stuff but if you wear plastic shoes you are really pushing her levels of tolerance


ENEMIES: Hate causes wrinkles. Besides her momma always says keep your enemies close, it’s why she’s friends with all of them. 


STRANGERS: Situational, she can be completely careless about noticing background people but she can also turn on the charm and make strangers feel like she really likes them   


FUN STUFF: mani/pedis, shopping, make overs 


DATING: dinner someplace with real napkins, movies, hanging on their arm like the trophy she is at events


BEST FRIEND: RIP Heather, Edwina seems to be in the lead to fill the opening 


LOVE: she is her own love of her life, daddy’s black card comes in a pretty close second


WORST ENEMY: Humidity, it can kill a hairdo 

INTERACTIONS.

MINGLING: She can be charming if she wants but she really has no idea how to make real friends instead of the shallow friendships she has


COMFORT LEVELS: She is comfortable talking to all sorts of people and if she’s not she can at least fake it


PHYSICAL: She’s comfortable giving and receiving physical affection but it really depends on how close you are to her if she initiates it


GROUPS: Dolly Ann loves attention on her, it doesn’t matter if it’s a big group or just one on one


OPENNESS: She’s normally very fake, opening up is a new process for her


GENEROSITY: She loves getting things, give her all the presents with gift receipts so she can take it back and get something she really likes, she also has no problem spending daddy’s money on other people 


JEALOUSY:  She gets jealous when someone else gets the attention she wants or something she wants especially from someone she considers one of her people 


TEMPER: Dolly Ann doesn’t really have a temper, she doesn’t even raise her voice normally, if you make her really mad she’s more of a get even kind of person


EMPATHY: Her momma is very big on making it no matter what and Dolly can be really self-absorbed to the point of not realizing someone else’s feelings. But if she’s making an effort she has empathy for someone and lately, she’s been feeling more empathy towards others and less self-absorbed without having to make an effort. 


AFFECTION: She is a hugger. But mostly she shows affection by spending time with people, because her schedule is always packed, or by buying them things.


DISTASTE: Dolly can be pretty petty so her usual way is not using their name. But she’s not above gossiping about them or even criticizing them to their face.


ETIQUETTE: She is very much a sticking to polite norms of social interactions type 


RESPONSIBILITY: She doesn’t like admitting when she’s wrong but she does try and fix her mistakes


SELF ESTEEM: No one loves Dolly Ann as much as Dolly Ann loves Dolly Ann


CONFIDENCE: She cares what other people think of her because being popular is important 
until it interferes with what she wants

HONESTY: Dolly Ann has no problems hiding behind honesty to hurt someone’s feelings but when it comes to herself she isn’t always honest.


LEADER OR FOLLOWER: Both, she’s comfortable leading and comfortable following if she thinks the person leading can get her what/where she wants


PRAISE: Dolly Ann lives off compliments, it’s the easiest way to get her to do something 


FAILURES: She can be very self-centered which can be annoying to others 


CRITICISM: Badly


INSULTS: Depends on who is insulting her and what they’re insulting 


EMBARRASSMENT: She would rather die than admit she was embarrassed about something 


FLIRTING: Very flirtatious, her momma taught her that was one way to get her way, a beautiful woman’s power


ATTENTION SPAN: If it’s something she thinks is important she can concentrate, if it’s not worth the effort to her she’s not going to


SITUATIONS: Dolly Ann would rather not deal with difficult social situations, have your breakdowns in private like a normal person pls

LIFE.

DUTY: She has her pageant responsibilities which is almost like a job


TECH: If she’s not on her phone she’s on her MacBook, but usually it’s her phone


POLITICS: She’s too young to vote but she’s a democrat, Dolly Ann only talks about politics in certain crowds 


COMBAT SKILLS: She survived her attack on pure luck and a strong desire not to die in third place


HOME: They have a maid, Dolly Ann is somewhere between messy and cleans her room before the maid comes


DAILY LIFE: Before life got weird Dolly Ann had no problems even with her packed schedule, now that she’s starting to figure out what’s going on she is slowly getting her balance back but still feels a little off-balance rn


INDEPENDENCE: She can do a lot of things by herself that she chooses not to but she was also taught that there are things you hire people for


COOKING: This is one of those hire people for things


BUILDING: Another hire people for things though she can do DIY stuff like she’s worked on school floats and decorations for dances


CLEANING: She doesn’t have chores but she does put her dirty clothes in the laundry and puts her stuff away instead of leaving it for the maid


SHOPPING: She LOVES to shop especially when she’s got someone with her who also loves to shop, even if all they do is try things on and not buy anything she has fun


DRIVING: Dolly Ann has her license and a brand new pink convertible watch out Normal 


FINANCES: Her family is old money rich so she’s never worried about money 


PETS: Dolly Ann has a cat named Queen Bee, she was twelve, she calls her Queenie



TRAVELING: She goes on holiday every summer, Christmas always includes a trip up to New York City, she and her momma always go to the Miss America pageant


MEDICAL: She’s got no problems going to the doctor or dentist, good health and sparkling teeth are important 


WORRIES: everything that’s happened has made sleeping at home very difficult and the only time she gets a good night sleep is when she sneaks over to Kaz’s


PEACE: She loves having music playing


PARTYING: parties are a part of high school life so if there’s one being held by a popular student she’s there but she doesn’t go hard


HOBBIES: she hasn’t got any spare time

[ghostofvixx]

Over Again |LTY|

Lee Taeyong is tired.

He works at the SM’s. It is said that only experienced people are allowed to work there, in the administration team, of course. The SM’s is the most extended pub’s chain to ever exist, maybe it is because of its exclusiveness, because it is so well decorated, everything bathed in different shades of blue, neon pastel pink and white lights all over the roof creating a chill ambient. If you want to dance? There’s this dance floor downstairs where you can be as loud as you want without being bothersome to the ones who only go there to have a nice time upstairs.

It is not a very expensive place, but in this city, only people who have a certain status would go there, so it is only filled with people who earn a lot of money.

And obviously there are people gaining benefit from that, but baristas aren’t on that list.

That’s what causes Taeyong’s bad mood. He has to stand how all these rich kids complain about their first worldly life, about what they would buy with their parents money, and how they begin to drink and drink until they lose consciousness and end up throwing out.

“What a waste of money.” He always murmurs under his breath.

He, having to balance his job at the pub on Friday and Saturday night, the job as a babysitter the rest of the week, and studying as hard as he could to get good grades in his psychology major, was overwhelmed.

This Saturday night began like any other. He changed his clothes to the uniform he has to wear and put some hair gel on his hair, getting mentally ready to stand another night full of shallow people.

He can’t help hating them for complaining about all the things he wants in life.

**

Out of all the people he has to stand when working, he definitely has his least favorite group of people. They would always come into the room shouting, ready to spend everything they have been given and ask for their drink treating the employees the way they want. Four girls and three boys normally, sometimes more, sometimes less.

You are one of those girls.

“May I have a San Francisco,  please?”

Taeyong looks up to find who is the owner of that voice as sweet as honey, the only one who has asked something politely, not expecting to see you since you never drink. If you do, Taeyong not the one to give you the drink.

“On its way.” He answers, smiling just a little.

While he’s preparing it, he sees a tall, handsome man standing next to you who immediately places a hand around your waist.

“I should have seen it coming.” Taeyong thinks to himself.

“Hey, you.” Taeyong doesn’t think the guy is actually calling him, so he ignores him. “I’m talking to you dude.” He points at Taeyong, finally getting his attention.

“I’m sorry, sir, may I help you?” Taeyong answers the way he has been told to.

“Did you hear that Y/N? He called me sir.” The boy begins to laugh loudly.

“Hanbyul, please, behave.” You say to your -to Taeyong- boyfriend as you lower your body a little, taking a little bow. “Please, forgive him.”

Taeyong is speechless.

“Why do you apologize to a bartender, are you crazy Y/N?” Hanbyul asks you. “Let it be rum for me and beer for the lady.” He says, obviously mocking Taeyong.

“The lady has already ordered a San Francisco.”

“Wow, look at the baby thinking she’s a grown woman. A girl can’t take those types of drinks y/n, let it be the beer.”

“Does the lady agrees with your statement?” Taeyongs asks politely, trying not to punch the boy in front of him in the face.

“Mind your own business before I kick your precious face till you bleed stupid bartender.” Hanbyul warns as he removes his hand from your waist and puts both of them on the bar counter.

You don’t say anything, too afraid of your boyfriend’s actions.

Taeyong decides to listen to him, preparing the drink Hanbyul ordered for you, trying not to even look at him when he sees his grin as he holds you near him.

**

That wasn’t Taeyong’s first or last encounter with any member of the group. They were there all Saturdays, so, like it or not, he had to deal with them. You, on the other hand, were another case, always so sweet and smiley to him, he sometimes even wonders how you and that boy Hanbyul are dating, or at least, on the same squad.

Then he remembers how your mood changes when you are with him or any other member of the same group, how your expression hardens and how quiet and critic with everything you become.

You hadn’t behaved like that that day, what happened?

He always did his best to ignore you and stick to his job without analysing your boyfriend’s behaviour towards everything you do, sometimes he can’t, but he values his job and knows that if he steps in, it is going to make it worse, not only he would lose his job, he also would probably damage SM’s image and that would be way much worse.

**

”Taeyong”. Out of all the people in this world whom he expected to see, you weren’t the one he was expecting.

Maybe Johnny, his friend and roommate, doing his Friday’s visit to “look for” Taeyong so he won't be distracted at his job, which he never is, so it makes no sense, but Johnny keeps on doing it every Friday.

But you? On Friday? Without your group of friends? He must be dreaming.

“What are you doing here?“ He can’t help but ask.

“Why? I’m not allowed to come here?”

There was something weird going on, he knows it. You are not behaving as shy as usual, your eyes are a bit crystallized and you smell of expensive alcohol and not the sweet cologne you usually wear.

“I just… Well… How do you know my name anyways?” Taeyong feels dumb when you point with your look to the little tag with his name that he has on the right side of his chest, hanging from his shirt. - Ah… I see.

After a good five minutes of silence in which you would only tap with your right hand’s nails on the surface while your left hand is on your chin, admiring him as you hum to chained to the rhythm from Katy Perry while he tries to do something else without paying you attention.

Failing miserably, of course.

“It’s weird when I come here on my own, right?”

”I definitely wasn’t expecting it, miss.” He answers, going back to his serious mode.

“Please call me Y/N, I know your name after all.” You smile one more time and he thinks that you are too calm to be drunk. - Well, the reason I’m here is because I’m tired of my boyfriend and his group of assholes, and I’m tired of my parents since the only thing they have been doing for the last year is controlling me-

“Y/N, I’m sure I’m not the person you would like to talk to right now.”

“You were the very first person I thought of actually… Oh wait, I shouldn’t have said that, now you’re going to misunderstand what I said I… I shouldn’t have drank so much I’m sorry.”  Taeyong suddenly realizes that you are drunk, and not used to it.

“Give me your phone I’ll call one of your friends.” Taeyong sights, since he doesn’t know how to deal with drunk people.

“Nobody will answer, my friends only care about themselves and I doubt if my parents do even care about me."

“Don’t have anyone who could take care of you?”

You shrug.

"What about your boyfriend?"

You freeze and try to avoid his gaze. Taeyong knows he has fucked it up when he sees your reaction.

"I'd rather not to talk to him because apparently, I’m not allowed to look at somebody without making him feel jealous. He even forced me to kiss me after calling me a sl... Well, you know what I mean. I can’t understand why I can be cheated on but I can’t even look at this handsome boy, so I broke up with him, I’m so sick of his ass anyways.”

Taeyong didn't say a thing, he just couldn't.

"I need more alcohol."

"Well, you can ask, but I'm not giving you any."

"Taeyong please."

"You think you can solve your problems with alcohol?" Taeyong asks, trying to make you realise how stupid your statement is.

"I don't care if I can solve my problems or not, I want to forget."

"You can't forget while drinking, believe me. Come on, give me five minutes, I'll tell my boss I've got some things to do."

"Why do you want to help me? You don't even know me." You ask with watery eyes once again.

"Well, you're here now, I can't just leave you hanging."

Maybe it's because of his inexperience with drunk people, because of your situation, or just because he is not a bad person by nature, but he wants to help.

But he's not used to dealing with this type of situations.

"So you want me to help you and your hookup?" Johnny asks once Taeyong has had enough.

After he convinced his boss, explaining him that there was a client who wasn't feeling good and that needed a bit of help, you began to feel unstable and could barely stand on your feet, so he decided to call the only person who would know what to do.

"Johnny she is not my hookup for god's sake, she wasn't feeling good and has nobody to go with." Taeyong murmurs while you take a seat on the floor, looking down. "She wasn't as wasted when I first saw her this night."

"Well, maybe she isn't used to alcohol."

"I'm definitely not!" You claim as you raise your hand, still sitting and looking down.

"What do we do Johnny?"

"She can't go to her house, obviously, maybe a friend's?" Johnny suggests.

"I can't convince her to call any of her friends."

"I don't have friends Taeyong goddammit. Besides, they will probably call Hanbyul and I don’t want to see him ever again.” You comment once again, this time lying on the ground.

"Are you trying to cuddle the floor?"

"Johnny this is not the time." Taeyong nags.

"What if I am? The floor would love me more than anyone ever could." You snap back.

"Y/N this is not the time come on stand up we've got to go." Taeyong holds your arm, trying to help you. "Y/N you have to try it too, I can't do it on my own."

"If you do, I'm going to throw up on you."

"Okay, fine, Johnny help."

"I'm having fun here bro, this is fun."

"Do you want to eat tomorrow? I'm sure you can't even cook by yourself."

"Fiiine." Johnny holds your other arm and finally, you stand up with your right arm around Johnny's shoulders and left arm around Taeyong's shoulder.

You complain, sure you do, but you know you're going to be thankful when sober.

"Where do we take her?" Johnny asks Taeyong. "Our house is nearby, why don't we take her there and then we call somebody?"

You are too busy trying not to throw up to say something against that, and you feel so bad that maybe it isn't a bad idea.

You nood in agreement and they guide you to their flat.

Once you get there, Johnny guides you to the bathroom and Taeyong brings a bottle of water.

You don't remember anything after throwing up.

**

When you wake up you don't know where you are, but you're not in your room.

The bed is uncomfortable, the sheets are blue with white dots, while yours are baby purple, the room is small, walls covered in yellow and some avenger posters hanging on the wall. The furniture seems to be old and a bit damaged and there is a chair next to the bed and in front of a small window with some clothes bent.

In spite of being an ugly room, everything is surprisingly tidy.

You take a look at yourself in the small mirror on your left, not being able to recognise your reflection. Your beautiful hair made a mess, your eyes red and watery, your make up faded, making you look like a panda and your last night's dress wrinkled.

When the door opens, the red haired barista appears with a cup of coffee and an aspirin.

You feel so ashamed when his eyes land on you that you suddenly cover your whole body with the blue sheets.

"Good morning Y/N." He greets cheerfully.

"I'm sorry." You say with your voice broken since you hadn't had any liquid since you threw out last night. "No worries, I'm glad I could help."

“One day I’ll make it up to you. I owe you a coffe.”

At first, Taeyong refuses, but he ends up accepting. Not just one day, also two days after that, then a week after the last one, then five more days, then it becomes a habit.

Sometimes Johnny would be around, some others, it’s just the two of you talking -you mostly complain- about your day, or all types of reflections about many topics such as music, books and education, then you join Johnny the Friday nights to “look after” Taeyong, not seeing Hanbyul even once.

You knew it eventually was going to happen. That day six months after that “coffee day” when your physical crush (the one that made you and Hanbyul break up, in fact) turned into admiration and then it became a real crush.

You didn’t want to confess since you still thought that to him you were just somebody to spend a good time. Johnny proves you otherwise, as always.

“When are you going to propose? I don’t want to see those typical red cheeks and nervous smile anymore, it’s becoming annoying to be the indirect third wheel.” He laughed as if he was telling a joke when he sat next to you at the SM.

“Johnny shut up I swear if he hears you I’ll-”

“Come on Y/N, I tried to convince him to declare, but he doesn’t think you’ll like him, so now I’m trying with you because I know you’re a very prudent person”

“If I do, Johnny, I can’t grant him anything stable. My parents would never accept him, there will always be a shadow behind him trying to hurt him. Nobody would let him live, I don’t want him to go through that.“

“What if he’s willing to do it?“

“Nobody’s feelings are as strong to go through that”

“Y/N.” Johnny shakes you by your shoulders a little. “Wake up.”

After that, he leaves. 

You know that what you feel for Taeyong is more than enough to stand what your parents may say or do, but he shouldn’t deal with that only for you.

“It’s not as if he would, right?” You think as you see him smiling at you from the other side of the counter. You see him mouthing “five more minutes”, and you nod in response.

“It’s late, why didn’t you leave with Johnny?“ He asks as you get out of the building.

“I wanted to see you more tonight.”

“At three in the morning? Who will do that?”

“I can handle that, I just wanted to see you.” You know how cheesy you sound, but after thinking over and over again what Johnny told you, you get to the conclusion that the sooner you confess, the better it would be to Taeyong.

Taeyong raises his eyebrows at your comment and smiles as he places his right arm around your shoulders.

“Taeyong I love you.” You say, calmly, hiding your head on his neck, enjoying every moment by his side before the rejection.

“I love you too.” He comments, wrapping you into a hug.

The moment is so pure that suddenly you want to cry.

“No Taeyong, I mean it. I want to be something else, but I don’t want you to go through whatever my parents would do if they find out that I love you”.  You close your eyes, trying to keep calm. “Even if you don’t feel it back”.

You feel his body shaking a little and you hear a light chuckle which makes your heart skips a beat. Then he’s kissing you. Your forehead, your nose, your cheeks, your lips.

It feels so unreal and it lasts so little that you are not sure if it happened. Then you kiss him, only to check. When he kisses you back and hugs you more tightly than before, you know it is happening.

“Start over Y/N“. He whispers. “If you want to do it with me that’s fine. If not, it’s fine too, but please, don’t let them cut your wings”.

And in that exact moment, when you kiss him again, you know exactly what you will do.

[misscrawfords]

I can’t stop thinking about that terrible movie, The Christmas Wedding Planner. It doesn’t deserve 1/10th of the mental energy I’m giving it and yet here we are.

The main problem is that just a few tweaks could have made it a decent film and that the things that were wrong with it were just so wrong. So I’m making two lists. The first is its greatest atrocities. The second is what I’d tweak to turn it into something watchable, even good.

The premise: Kelsey is a rookie wedding planner, about to get her big break with her rich cousin Emily’s wedding to the oh so charming, Todd. Then she bumps into Connor, Emily’s ex, a private investigator mysteriously charged with investigating Todd. He wants to recruit Kelsey to help him with his investigation. She wants him to piss off. Sparks fly while my suspension of disbelief remains firmly rooted to the ground.

This post will contain spoilers. I really wouldn’t bother caring. Buckle yourself in - we’re going for a very inane ride!

Problems

The leads have no chemistry at all. This is obviously a problem. Buying a romance and attraction between them was just impossible. Their first kiss was meant to be awkward but, my god, surely not THAT awkward! 

This lack of chemistry was added to a flat script that clearly was trying to present Kelsey and Connor as a sparring love-hate dynamic who grow to appreciate each other and eventually come to realise that their connection is really deep as they share the same values. But, uh, that may have been the intention but not the story that came across on the screen. Which was just two people who irritated each other suddenly and for no reason getting upset about how the other was behaving after knowing each other for about three days and then...

THEY GOT FLIPPING MARRIED. I mean. WHAT. They’ve kissed twice. They know basically nothing about each other. Half an hour previously she thought he was a villain. This isn’t romantic, this is INSANE. I give them till the end of the honeymoon.

She’s called Kelsey. Like, that’s not a name. It’s just a random word. (This is petty as hell, but still.)

Kelsey has a “tragic backstory” where her mum died and she’s narrating her life in text messages to her mum which are text message overlays of exposition in case the viewer is finding the plot too complex to follow. I have no idea why this exists. It goes nowhere.

A romantic comedy ends with Emily, described as the most perfectly lovely and sweet person, discovering at the altar that her almost-husband was cheating on her and got a maid pregnant and then dumping him. And then she watches her wedding planner get married to her ex-boyfriend who she barely knows. I don’t particularly care about Kelsey and Connor but I’m very, very concerned about Emily! Make your beta couple happy, you cowards!

Todd was cheating with the maid. Wow, what a radical secret. And then Emily just doesn’t even talk about it. She just accepts the wedding is off and wants to plan a girls trip away instead. She was going to MARRY this guy. Doesn’t she want to IDK hear his side of the story? Why so quick to believe the worst? I mean, wow, clearly she shouldn’t be marrying this guy if she doesn’t care, but she’s meant to be intelligent as well as beautiful!

So basically none of the characterisation makes sense. In that there basically isn’t any. Just plot points that apparently have to be hit. Like, Aunt Olivia is a bitchy Rich White Woman (tm) half the time and a caring, mother-figure the other half. I was getting whiplash keeping up with her 180 degree character changes.

Connor isn’t even vaguely attractive. Physically or emotionally. That’s kind of a problem in a romance film. (I mean, YMMV with the physical aspect but, eurgh really.) He’s as charismatic as a block of wood. She’s... eh. She’s a generic Hallmark movie protagonist.

The way these characters dress and look. It’s so... 90s? I don’t mean that exactly. I mean, everyone looks the same and it’s a kind of glossy Clueless vibe. The women are all in tailored mini dresses and with long waves of hair. The men wear slacks and a shirt and have a bit of stubble. They all live in massive mansions or cute apartments that are all spotlessly clean and neat. They literally look like Barbie dolls except even my dollhouse was more realistically lived in than any of these sets. It’s such a weird aesthetic. And it makes no sense for the demographic these people supposedly belong to.

Perfect, sweet Jane Bennet Emily has three caricatured bridesmaids who are horrible. Why? Why are bridesmaids always jealous, miserable bitches? WHERE ARE HER ACTUAL FRIENDS? Speaking of, who even has weddings like this? What is the deal? Who WANTS this kind of wedding? Who behaves like this about their wedding or their child’s wedding? I’m so confused. If this is some kind of fantasy, I wonder whose it is, because everything about it is horrible. Which brings me back to this all feeling very dated in its aesthetic and early 2000s obsession with skinny women getting carried away with designer weddings in romcoms written by men. IDEK. This is 2018 and we have Set It Up and To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before. This kind of film just doesn’t belong any more.

So that’s quite enough issues. Let’s try to solve a few and make this a better film.

Most of the problems could be solved by making the lead couple appealing. Cast different actors and write the script that they think they already have. If you can actually buy the narrative of two people who have more in common than they think growing closer from antagonists to partners, then the ridiculous ending where they decide to just get married could potentially work. POTENTIALLY. If they had more lingering looks that were genuinely hot, their awkward kiss melted into something real, their interactions sizzled with wit and suppressed passion then... yeah. Maybe then the spontaneous decision at the end would make you think, “Actually, yes, it’s mad but LOOK AT THOSE TWO CRAZY KIDS!”

Work on characterisation. So Kelsey’s deal is she’s concentrating on managing other people’s happiness instead of concentrating on her own because she can’t let go after her mother’s death. This is kind of heavy for a romcom. Let’s scrap the dead mother altogether. Make Emily her actual sister instead of the cousin who is like a sister and make Aunt Olivia her mum. Streamlines everything. This is better. So Emily is the perfect daughter who is beautiful and sweet and having the perfect wedding and Kelsey is the younger daughter who is determined to make her way in the world without the family money. This causes friction because she thinks her mum favours Emily and her determination leads her to believe that if she gets involved in a serious relationship which would please her mother then she is compromising her desire to be independent. Cue touching moment near the end when her mother admits she’s got it all wrong and she admires Kelsey’s entrepreneurial spirit and reveals that it’s possible to have a career AND a relationship. None of this is rocket science or even that interesting but I’m trying to make this a better Hallmark movie, not Citizen Kane.

Connor’s turn. Good grief, get a better actor for a start. And the entire plot here needs to change now. Because the PI bit is good but being hired by Aunt Olivia because Todd is cheating is just... so BORING. So before we can improve Connor we need to work on what he’s there to do.

Time to look at the actual plot. Wedding planner forced to work against her will with PI to investigate the wedding she’s planning is a genuinely cool concept. We have a bunch of tropes here: spies! we had to kiss for cover! love to hate! fake dating! All of these need to be fully exploited and above all the spying has to be funny. This needs to be the centre of the film. Not a single montage. It needs to circle through every conceivable trope to romantic and comic effect. We need to see these two bickering and flirting and denying their attraction in ridiculous undercover situations. This should be basically 90% of the film. Because that I would watch. But “Todd is cheating” is beyond boring. So what will the scenario be?

A couple of options and I’m not sure what I’d go with at present. Firstly would be sticking with the “Todd is cheating” plotline but... he isn’t. He’s a great guy! The spying is all pointless and both Kelsey and Connor realise that but... just... can’t quite bring themselves... to stop... because that’s their excuse to see each other. Todd and Emily find out in the most embarrassing way possible, and find it hilarious. Because they’re a well-adjusted couple ready to take the next step into married life. Either Aunt-now-Mum Olivia did start it and then has to eat humble pie and realise she was wrong about everything or someone else instigated it. Maybe a jealous ex? IDK. It doesn’t really matter. They’re proved totally wrong and true love triumphs!

The alternative is that Todd is really a bad egg but in that case we need to play his relationship with Emily differently so she doesn’t come out looking like a robot or an idiot. We can do a Much Ado situation where their superficial relationship - Emily desperately trying to please her mother as much as Kelsey is trying to distance herself (two sides of the same coin) - is contrasted with the real and flawed relationship that develops between Kelsey and Connor. Meanwhile, because this is a romcom, while Todd and Emily’s relationship is obviously wrong from the start, Emily builds up a cute friendship with the adorable baker making her wedding cake - who is the only appealing character in the film as it stands. Once Emily’s relationship with Todd is exploded, then give her a shoulder to cry on and the hope of something real with the lovely baker in the future.

But even if Todd is a genuinely rotter, the spying needs to be a smokescreen. If Kelsey and Connor do discover whatever is dodgy about Todd, it needs to happen accidentally and so all their spy antics need to be a complete waste of time except to lead to them falling in love. Because actually spying on people and so on is... not very nice and turns this into a spy film rather than a romcom. Even better, let Emily come to the realisation herself. When Kelsey breaks the news to her (she has to do it, not Connor for maximum emotion, and not ridiculously while she’s at the altar) then Emily has to admit she already worked it out so she can make a really informed decision.

If you’re going to have Connor propose at the end (which is stupid) then the correct response is for Kelsey to laugh hysterically and say something like, “Are you crazy? But you can take me out for a real date!” Cue kiss, applause and credits.

So Connor. Firstly, his background needs to be simplified. He shouldn’t be Emily’s ex. That’s just weird. And the whole money business is dubious and overly-complicated and doesn’t make him look great and is just shoe-horned in for ~drama. He’s just a stranger who is a PI. The end. This ought to be an easy job for him, a boring one. He didn’t count on the genuinely smart, witty wedding planner he got entangled with. Bless his snarky, so over-it cotton socks.

So, I can see you wondering, haven’t I removed all sources of tension? No issue with the ex, no money problems, Kelsey and Connor don’t even affect Emily’s relationship. What is the massive problem that will occur 4/5ths the way through and make our hero and heroine desperately miserable for five minutes before the final denouement? But, my friend, if you think this is a problem, then you’ve completely missed the central premise of this story. They think they’re just forced to work together! As spies! Undercover! But actually! They have real feelings! For each other! Isn’t that enough of a plot? When Emily and Todd’s wedding either goes ahead without problem or is broken up no thanks to the inept spy duo, they have no longer any reason to see each other! And thinking that the other one doesn’t care, they just sadly say goodbye and prepare to part for ever... BUT WHAT HAPPENS NEXT WILL SHOCK YOU. Look, this is all the level of conflict this film needs. Nobody is watching this because they want this part of the film to last more than a couple of minutes maximum. Just let them roll their eyes at each other like the Beatrice and Benedick dynamic they so desperately wish they had and kiss!

THE END.

[gokuchulainn]

because apparently i'm not allowed to ask all about morgen i guess you have to do 1-10 rose, 11-20 ayo, 21-30 your seafolk girl i can't remember how to spell her name, 31-40 morgen. i expect you to write a book

WHOOPS I’M GONNA WRITE A NOVEL

ROSARY

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with? Rosary is the lone teenager! Both of her cousins are under the age of 12 and her mom and aunt are early 40′s and late 30′s respectively! She doesn’t know her dad’s family well and isn’t really familiar with whether or not she even HAS cousins her age on that side. 

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like? She loves her mom so much. She respects the shit out of her mom’s work ethic and will do whatever she can to support her mother in her endeavors. However, she misses her mom because their schedules don’t overlap much, since her mom works a lot and Rose is either in school or off solving mysteries or some shit. Her mom is very supportive but generally isn’t in the loop about her daughter, which drives a wedge between them.

What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like? Rose’s dad is dead but he was very supportive and involved with his daughter. He was very open about his culture and encouraged artistic endeavors from her. However, she was 9 or 10 when he passed and Rose feels a temporal distance from his love and support now.

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know? Oh boy. Having her abilities sealed off, seeing her mother break down after learning her father didn’t make it after the accident that killed him, reading the final missing page of Sharon’s diary (the one chronicling the leadup to her untimely death). The only people who are aware of ALL of these things are Ayo and Morgen. 

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets? She has a lot of twine in her pockets because she works as a florist. She usually also has receipts from the coffee she purchases before school, and the change from that. She also usually has eyedrops in her pocket because she cannot stand if she gets dry eyes while wearing her contacts. 

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams? Rose doesn’t remember most of her dreams, but if she does, it’s usually super bizarre shit.

Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares? See above. Rosary isn’t really a dreamer. She doesn’t have enough information to draw from to draw off patterns.

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target? Rose’s weapon of choice isn’t really a gun, so N/A.

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up? Rosary has always grow up pretty smack-dab in the center of middle class, but money was very tight after her dad passed. When her aunt moved in with her kids, they were able to return to the smack dab of middle class sort of position. (Also they live out west so that cost of living tho).

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing? Rosary likes to show more skin, but she’s also a 17 year old with tattoos, which is considered pretty illegal or is at least frowned upon by others. Also her mom has no idea that she has them, so she’s very careful about how much skin and what skin she shows, which feels stifling for her.

Ayo

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been? Her first time out with Rosary investigating her friend’s murder kind of tosses her unceremoniously into the underworld of demons and spirits and stuff and she definitely doesn’t sleep for a few nights after that. In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been? She’s really chill when she’s spending time with her boyfriend, Al. He keeps her grounded.Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way? This is an interesting question. Ayo is pretty rough-and-tumble and plays catcher for her softball team, so she’s used to getting roughed up and bloody from time to time. However, she really HATES seeing other people’s blood. For example, Rosary uses blood magic, and Ayo has to look away whenever Rose cuts herself to use it.Does your character remember names or faces easier? Ayo has a great memory for both! It’s one of her predominant character traits. She can hear a full name once and remember it always. When she met her boyfriend in freshman year of high school, he introduced himself by his full name, and she was able to greet him by it when she met him again for the second time months later. Also, her facial memory is kind of nuts.

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not? Ayo kind of grew up in a pretty wealthy household, so she has that rich kid “doesn’t really understand the value of money” thing. She kind of just assumes she’ll be successful in life. In short, she doesn’t really have a preoccupation with it: it barely crosses her radar. 

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success? Before Sharon’s passing, Ayo was never truly unhappy in a broad sense. Her dreams are usually about the sort of job she’ll have and the sort of house she’ll live in, so I suppose success is what she idealizes. 

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child? Ayo’s favorite toy was her older sisters lol. She liked to bother them and get them to play make believe with her rather than play with dolls or action figures or other toys. She has a stuffed dog from when she was a child named Dottie that you would have to pry from her cold, dead hands.

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others? Ayo’s parents are both from cultures where elders and their advice are heavily respected, and this has passed on to Ayo. She views heavy ambition as a way for people to undo themselves. Ayo generally doesn’t value this quality as much.

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before? Ayo tends to overinvest in relationships at the beginning of them, which usually drives people away or makes them take advantage of her. She had a number of short-lived, unhappy relationships before she met Al because of this, but he was patient with her as they began to date. (note that they were friends for two years before they began to date). 

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism? Ayo tends to compare on a level of “what is x person doing that I’m not?” She’s fairly confident in her body image and appearance, not caring if she has slobbish days. However, if she feels that a friend is doing more than her, she may begin to internalize that she’s somehow lesser for not being as involved or as busy. (A large flaw of hers is equating busy with productive or fruitful). It’s more self-critical than anything.

Caarda

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others? Caarda is a young teenager by her species’ standards. She tends to blame others before looking at herself, although the tragic events that happen to her in her story are generally just terrible luck rather than anything she can actively control.

What does your character like in other people? Caarda enjoys altruism (she hates sensing ulterior motives) and confidence. She likes people who hum or sing to themselves, too, especially if they think no one else is watching. Also, those who actively swear without a filter.

What does your character dislike in other people? Caarda doesn’t like people who are closed-off or hard to read. Her biggest pet peeve is also when people touch without asking, and will actively do her best to avoid these sorts of people if she can.

How quick is your character to trust someone else? Though flighty, Caarda tends to trust people pretty quickly if they speak nicely enough and smile genuinely. 

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person? Caarda’s trust is quick to die if someone does something that speaks against her morals. For example, if someone were to actively lie in front of her (with her knowing the truth of the situation), then Caarda would begin to distrust that person. It doesn’t change if she’s close to someone, but it can cause her more angst/grief if she’s familiar with them.

How does your character behave around children? Caarda is a child lol. But with younger children she’s the “fun older kid” who teaches them shitty behaviors and fun games. 

How does your character normally deal with confrontation? Caarda is very avoidant with confrontation. She’d rather someone else deal with it while she hides away. Again, she’s pretty flighty, but that’s sort of to be expected from a young kid.

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation? Caarda is very slow to resorting to physical violence. While she may horse around with friends or play-fight, she doesn’t want to actually fight and gets scared the minute things come to more than shoving and splashing. If necessary, she will do incapacitating blows and swim away as fast as possible. 

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true? Caarda wants to visit every major ocean and sea on the planet and meet all other seafolk (current stand-in name for her species). I’m hoping she gets to!

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting? After being taken aboard a research vessel, Caarda finds needles and human men repulsive. She doesn’t mind women, like Ayelet or Lillian (two other female characters in this story), but MAN OH MAN. If a human man ever touches her again she may resort to violence.

Morgen

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable. Morgen is most comfortable when doing something he’s good at, especially if he looks good doing the thing he’s good at. For example, if Morgen got to play a really wicked violin/fiddle solo in a well-lit, gorgeous building, he’d feel really comfortable and happy to the point of being showoffish. He’s kind of a vain little creature.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable. Morgen would be extremely uncomfortable in a situation in which he has no prior knowledge of what to do but is expected to perform/do a task perfectly. If someone gave him a task with no direction and not enough time to do it, he’d be uncomfortable to the point of excessive defensiveness or even tears.

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve? Morgen and criticism don’t mix well. He tends to get a bit defensive or deflects, asking if the critic could “do it better” or something like that. He can also get darkly self-deprecating, mockingly saying things like “Yeah I know, I fucking suck” etc etc. He’s pretty caustic when it comes to that, and he often has to be reminded that he doesn’t have to be perfect and criticism is okay.

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method? Morgen will strive toward perfection and the best-fit solution, so he will get really pissed off that it didn’t work but then invest quickly into finding a new solution or method to solving a problem. He’s the sort of person who would write like 80 drafts of something trying to find the “perfect” one.

How does your character behave around people they like? Oh god, this boy is so sappy and sweet, almost to the point of being overbearing. He likes to be physically affectionate and hug people or touch them, which can make some people uncomfortable.  He’s also very chatty, because he likes to share what he’s thinking and feeling.

How does your character behave around people they dislike? Quiet. Cold. Distant. He will not look them in the eye, might use words they don’t understand (whether it’s a language or knowledge barrier), and will do anything to keep them from continuing to talk to him. He’s kind of childish in that regard.

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status? Why not all of the above? Boy’s super worried about he’s perceived both physically, mentally, and any other form. He’s worried about looking good in all facets.

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat? Morgen will eliminate a threat as efficiently as possible. He doesn’t scare easily in the face of danger and would rather make the threat pay for being a threat than anything else. This sometimes can lead to what might effectively be an execution.

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)? Dude gets bitten by cats constantly. He loves them but they do not love him back. It depresses him because HE WANTS THE CATS TO LOVE HIM OH MY GODDDDDD. 

How does your character treat people in service jobs? A waiter could spill coffee on Morgen and he would apologize for sitting where the coffee fell instead of demanding an apology. 

[mveloc]

Days of Why and How

Chapter 2

Author’s Note: Here's the next part! Thank you all so much for reading :) More of Cosima and Delphine's past will slowly be unveiled each chapter (though not necessarily in chronological order). There will be a much more complete picture with time, so be patient. Enjoy!

“Would you just hear me out?”

She rises quickly, scoffing at Sarah’s pathetic attempt to justify herself. As much as she loves the girl, she also knows that her friend is a con artist; Sarah will spin a story any way to get what she wants and while it’s an admirable trait at times, she won’t allow herself to be sucked back into her friend’s destructive orbit.

“There’s nothing to hear,” Cosima spits.

Furious, she tries to place as much distance between them as possible. She storms away from the table, leaving Felix and Sarah to themselves.

“Cos, please! Just hold on!” Sarah cries out.

Cosima shakes her head, continuing on her way to the door.

“It’s for Kira!”

She freezes.

Turning around, she sees that Sarah is on her feet now, too. The punk follows after her, stopping a couple of feet away to give the fuming ex-con a little space to process her words.

“Don’t you dare bring her into this,” Cosima warns with a vicious glare.

Sarah knows she has a weakness for her niece, that she’d never be able to turn her down. Despite being quite gifted in dealing with children, the dreadlocked woman has never wanted any of her own; Kira is the closest thing she’ll ever have to a daughter just as Felix and Sarah are the closest thing she’ll ever have to a brother and sister. They are her family, for better or worse, and she’s never been able to turn her back on family.

“Look, I just need to make enough money so I can get away from Vic and start over, yeah?” Sarah tries to explain, her voice softening.

Cosima is well-acquainted with Vic and his bullshit despite never having actually met the man. Sarah had started dating him a couple of years ago while she was still in prison and she always told herself that had she been out, there’s no way she ever would have let that happen. Not only is Vic abusive, but he’s as bad an addict as he is a dealer and Sarah knows better than to get herself wrapped up with such volatile people; in their line of work, they have to be careful who they do business with and business with Vic is a powder keg just waiting to explode.

“Here’s an idea—dump his loser ass,” Cosima shrugs. “Problem solved.”

Sarah shakes her head, running a hand through her unruly mane.

“You know it’s not that simple with him,” she protests. “He’s not just gonna let me walk away.”

Cosima folds her arms over her chest, expelling an incredulous laugh beneath her breath.

“Gee, you sure know how to pick ’em,” she mutters.

Sarah assumes her own glare.

“Oh, that’s rich coming from you,” she bites.

Cosima frowns.

Ignoring the dig, she tries to approach the situation objectively; Vic is a problem that must be dealt with. It’s only a matter of time before Sarah becomes seriously hurt or wrapped up in her boyfriend’s shit and finds herself occupying the cell that’s probably still warm from her stay. What would happen to Kira then? Yes, Vic must be dealt with, but is this really the best way to go about it?

“Just one job—low risk,” Sarah presses, sensing that her friend is beginning to falter in her stance. “I promise.”

Cosima sighs, nearly throwing her hands up in exasperation.

“Sarah, even if I wanted to help—which I don’t—they’re gonna be watching me like a hawk!” she snaps.

How the hell does Sarah even expect to run a job with her? Surely she’s aware of the scrutiny that would follow. The number one rule to living a life of crime (successfully) is to avoid the spotlight and steer clear of any heat; immediately partnering up with an ex-con you have previous history with is jumping into the fire head-first.

“I’ve got it all sorted out,” Sarah tries to reassure her. “I’ve got someone on the inside.”

“Inside of what?”

“This’ll be the easiest job we’ve ever run,” Sarah deflects her question. “Once it’s done, we’ll be off to South America before anyone can put two and two together.”

Cosima sighs again.

“And what if I don’t wanna dip to South America?”

Sarah pauses, arching a brow.

“Oh, come on. You really wanna stay here? And what—work for Bobby forever?” she challenges.

Cosima takes a step closer, placing a hand on Sarah’s arm.

“I’m not running, Sarah,” she repeats herself. “It’s no way to live.”

Sarah frowns, her expression shifting completely.

“You know, you were so ready to dump all of us and run off with Delphine,” she argues. “You’d do it for that lying bitch but you wouldn’t do it for your own bloody family?”

“That’s not what this is about and you know it,” Cosima warns.

“Then what is it about? Cause honestly, Cos—what’s the plan here? If you’re not gonna go back to school and become some famous scientist, what’s the endgame?”

Sarah’s barrage catches her off guard.

“The way I see it, we’re all you’ve got,” she continues. “Why do you wanna waste any more time in this shite hole? You just spent five years in a fucking cell. Let’s go drink coconuts on a beach somewhere and forget that any of this ever happened.”

Drinking coconuts on a secluded beach sounds good… too good. While a part of her is desperate to shed the last five years like an old layer of skin, she knows better. How the hell could she possibly forget? After everything she’s been through, better or worse, how could she try to deny it now? Part of growing as a human being means facing your problems head-on. If she were to run away with Sarah and Felix and Kira, how would she be fixing any of her problems?

“I can’t forget,” she admits, her voice low.

“Sure you can—”

“No, I can’t!” she snaps. “Last I checked, I was the one doing time—not you. You have no idea what it’s like.”

There’s venom in her voice and perhaps she’s being a bit too harsh with the Brit, but she needs Sarah to understand that this is something she can’t just walk away from; even if the last five years have felt like some awful nightmare, she can’t magically wake up and pretend that they never happened.

This is her life.

This is her reality now.

“I-I’m sorry, Cos,” Sarah apologizes, sensing the turmoil burning within her friend. “I didn’t mean to—”

“Look, can I just enjoy my first twenty-four hours of freedom? I haven’t even had a chance to wash that place off me yet,” Cosima pleads. “I just wanna get drunk with my friends and eat a whole pint of Ben and Jerry’s and catch up on the Marvel Universe that I’ve missed out on. Can’t things just be easy for one fucking night?”

“I can do you one better.”

Both women turn to acknowledge Felix who’s finally decided to join the conversation. He twirls a perfectly rolled joint in his fingers, dangling it in front of Cosima to distract her from her worries.

“Felix, you are a God,” she exclaims, grabbing the joint from his hand.

“So I’ve been told.”

She never considered herself a true stoner until she was forced to survive without it for five years. When she was younger, smoking pot had been a means of taking the edge off after a long day or loosening her up if she found herself too tense. She didn’t realize how much she had come to rely on it until she had lost that privilege; every day in prison was long and tense and without her go-to relief, she was forced to confront all the anxieties she held at bay.

Right now, this joint is her entire fucking life.

“That’s what you need!” Sarah proclaims, grabbing her shoulder and giving her a rough shake. “A spliff and a shag!”

“Huh?”

“Ooh, Sarah’s right,” Felix nods. “You’ve been locked up a long time, darling. Let’s find you something tasty to rub up against.”

Cosima laughs.

“This is all I need right now, thanks,” she dismisses them, placing the joint between her lips.

“That’s not true,” Felix argues “God, if I had to spend five years completely celibate, I think I’d explode.”

“Well. There are ways to get by,” she shrugs.

Sarah narrows her eyes, inspecting her friend closely. It only takes a few seconds for the lightbulb in her head to flash on, illuminating her.

“Hold on a second—did you have yourself a prison girlfriend?” she asks.

Cosima freezes, a deer caught in the headlights.

Felix gapes.

“You totally did!” he nearly jumps, overcome with excitement. “What did she look like? Was she, like, your prison mum? Or were you the mum? Honestly, I can’t see you as—”

“Would you two knock it off?” Cosima laughs, giving them both a shove for good measure.

“Oi! Bobby!” Sarah calls out.

The bartender looks up from the bar for a second, her eyes landing on the three.

“Cosima had a prison girlfriend!” Sarah shouts.

The entire bar stops, all of the patrons fixing their gaze on the loud group. Cosima groans as she’s met with a few cheers and hollers from gawking men who now seem more invested in her love life than she’s been in years.

Bobby merely shrugs.

“Girl’s gotta eat,” she remarks.

Sarah and Felix erupt into a fit of laughter and Cosima smiles.

Things are finally starting to feel like they did before and she wonders if maybe it is possible to find her way back—to find a way to accept these last five years without letting them consume and define her.

Maybe Sarah does have a point.

This family that they’ve made for each other is everything; it’s all any of them have now and they have to preserve it, no matter what the cost. If this is how she can start over while still holding onto the people she loves the most, then maybe she’s obligated to do her part.

Maybe.

But she doesn’t want to think about that right now.

“I’m going out for a smoke,” Cosima laughs, leaving the two to their juvenile ways.

Right now, she could use a little bit of privacy and a whole lot of THC in her system to help her process the pile of shit that’s just been dumped into her lap. She pushes through the door and glances around for someone with a lighter, relieved to find a slightly older gentleman smoking a cigarette a few feet from the door. She bums a light, inhaling her first drag as deeply as her lungs will allow and holding it in until she feels that familiar burn.

“Looks like your night’s just getting started.”

She exhales slowly, lashes fluttering before she pries her eyes open again to match a face to the voice. The woman standing before her is a stranger—blue eyes peer back at her, perfectly complimenting the flowing blonde locks that cascade down her head, framing her delicate features.

“Yeah. I guess,” she nods, staring perhaps a bit too intently at the visitor.

She knows she should be past it—that the very sight flowing, golden curls shouldn’t evoke such a visceral response—but she can’t control it.

It’s not her, she tells herself.

Delphine is gone—has been gone for a long time.

It’s not her.

This woman, with her easy smile and warm gaze, is a completely different person. She’s probably kind, probably has a decent job and a loving family and certainly no daddy issues or death drive.

Delphine has better hair.

“Do you… want some?” Cosima offers.

The blonde’s smile grows.

“Sure.”

Cosima returns her smile, passing the joint to her new friend. The woman readily accepts it, bringing the joint to her lips and inhaling.

“I’m Casey,” she introduces herself.

“Cosima.”

The two shake hands and Casey passes the joint back. Cosima takes another hit, trying to find the courage to strike up a more substantial conversation. It shouldn’t be this hard to flirt with a pretty girl; she never really had a problem with it before, but she can’t reign in her thoughts long enough to think of something clever to say.

“I haven’t seen you around here before,” Casey speaks, meeting her half way. “You come here often?”

“Used to,” Cosima shrugs. “I… went away for a while, but now I’m back. I was just having a few drinks with some friends to celebrate my triumphant return.”

Casey chuckles.

She reaches into her bra, retrieving a flask.

“Well, to your return then,” she toasts, raising the flask before taking a swig.

She passes it to Cosima who follows suit.

Maybe when she has a few more drinks in her and finishes this joint, she’ll be a little more at ease. She thinks about Sarah and Felix’s teasing before and wonders if they’re right; does she need to get laid? She doesn’t feel starved for intimacy, but maybe a quick night of passion will help her push the past as far back as she can and forget about Delphine altogether.

“So, where are you coming from?” Casey pries.

Cosima takes another swig from the flask before passing it back to Casey and chasing with another toke.

“Would you believe me if I told you that I just got out of prison?”

Casey freezes, giving her a once over. Cosima merely smiles, wriggling her eyebrows as the blonde assesses her.

“No fucking way,” Casey nearly laughs. “You don’t look like an ex-con. You look too…”

She stops herself, unable to find the right words.

“I get it,” Cosima joins in the laughter. “I’m too big of a dork to be a hardened criminal, right?”

Casey shakes her head.

“I was gonna say “cute,” but dork works just fine.”

The blonde tries to keep the conversation light and playful but her words strike a chord somewhere deep within Cosima. Her body tenses, her thoughts transporting her to place much farther back than she cares to visit.

“You wanna finish our talk inside? I’ll buy you a celebratory drink,” Casey offers.

She opens her mouth to speak.

Yes.

One word.

One stupid, simple word.

All she has to do is utter it—make some sort of noise of confirmation—and she can begin to forget all about Delphine and her stupid hair and her ridiculous accent and the way that the moles speckled all over her back form a multitude of constellations that she’s traced too many times to count.

“Actually… as much as I’d love that, I’ve gotta jet.”

Coward.

Casey deflates, though she masks her disappoint well.

“Oh. Okay. Maybe some other time then,” she nods.

Cosima bows her head, unable to look her in the eyes.

“Yeah. Maybe.”

She lingers by the door as Casey disappears inside, leaving her alone with nothing but a roach, her treacherous thoughts and the rapidly descending night for company.

+ + + + +

She’s helped Sarah run a few jobs before, but nothing of this scale—nothing this dangerous.

Sarah did what she had to do to get by which is why she never really thought twice about helping her. But Delphine? Delphine has money—lots of it. Delphine doesn’t need to resort to such a lifestyle to support herself.

Even still, she thrives on it.

Delphine is a completely different creature. She’s driven and ambitious. The brunette often thinks her lover is far too intelligent to lead a life of crime, that she could just as easily become a doctor or a lawyer and live a comfortable, successful life.

But this isn’t about comfort with Delphine.

There’s a larger force at play—something Cosima can’t quite wrap her head around that seems to dig at the French girl, leaving her raw. Delphine could take the easy way out, could go to school and make all the right moves and end up with a simple, quiet life, but she refuses. It’s almost like she insists on raging through life, living like a supernova before she inevitably explodes.

Or maybe she won’t.

Delphine is smart—the smartest person Cosima’s ever crossed paths with. Maybe she is good enough to elude the law for the rest of her life and dodge any bullets that may come her way. If anyone can defy the odds, she’s certain that it’s the blonde.

Or maybe she’s already fallen.

Her stomach is trapped in a continuous loop of somersaults, her leg bouncing impatiently as her eyes burn a hole through the door, watching the doorknob for any sign of movement. Until she sees the blonde walk across the threshold unscathed, the paranoia will not subside.

She had been reluctant when Delphine had asked for her help, but how could she say no? Perhaps she never should have brought up her prowess in the first place, but as soon as the blonde became aware of her unique skill set, she seemed even more enthralled by the strange little geek.

“Just one job—low risk,” Delphine had nearly begged her one night. “I promise.”

“Look, I just help Sarah here and there when she needs it. I’m not, like, a pro or anything,” Cosima had tried to explain. “Not that I’m judging you, but this kinda thing really isn’t in my wheelhouse and I really don’t want it coming back on me later.”

She somehow found herself holed up in her dorm room, hunched over her laptop at her desk as she typed away furiously, monitoring the situation. All Delphine was asking for was a way in—a way to disable the alarms so she could go about her business. Even though the security system was a fairly simple one, she began to second guess herself and let the paranoia consume her with each minute that passed without a word from Delphine.

What if she had gotten it wrong?

What if she screwed something up and now Delphine was in the back of a squad car on her way to jail?

“Shit,” she mutters beneath her breath. “Shit, shit, shit!”

This was her fault.

She should have tried harder to talk her out of it.

She hadn’t heard any unusual activity on the police scanner she was monitoring that Delphine had leant her and the alarm system was still disabled from what she could see, so what’s taking Delphine so long? She had said she’d check in in a couple of hours but it’s been nearly three and she can only assume the worst at this point.

That is, until the door finally swings open and she’s greeted by a flash of golden curls.

“Holy shit! It actually worked!” she exclaims as she leaps from her seat, completely dumbfounded. “It worked and you’re here and everything’s fine!”

Delphine grins, closing the door behind her and stalking over to Cosima. She grabs Cosima’s face in her hands and fuses their lips together with a force that nearly knocks the dreadlocked girl off her feet.

“Of course it worked,” Delphine whispers, brushing their noses together. “You’re brilliant.”

She’s never really considered herself to be a particularly modest person, but for some reason, whenever Delphine showers her with praise and compliments, she finds herself transforming into a bashful child that’s unable to properly accept them.

“Well, I-I don’t know about that, but—”

Delphine silences her with another kiss.

“You’re a genius, Cosima,” she reassures her.

It’s strange.

She’s never really felt this thrill when she helps Sarah, but her heart is slamming in her chest and she feels a potent mix of adrenaline and infatuation. Maybe this is why Bonnie and Clyde ran wild through a crippled country; she feels young and powerful and completely untouchable in the moment.

She sighs when she feels Delphine’s fingers tease at the hem of her tank top.

“Take this off,” the blonde expels, her command a breathy whisper.

Cosima grins.

“Yes ma’am.”

Without a second to spare, she peels the top over her and tosses it aside, pausing only when she notices the amused expression upon the French girl’s face.

“What?”

Delphine shakes her head, laughing.

“You’re such a dork,” she teases.

“Gee, you really know how to rev a girl’s engine, don’t you?” the student jabs, tongue peeking out from behind a row of white teeth.

Cosima tugs at the belt loops on Delphine’s jeans, pulling her girlfriend in even closer until their foreheads are pressed together. The blonde licks her lips—a gesture which Cosima is acutely aware of.

“Don’t worry. You’re a cute dork,” Delphine clarifies, the corners of her lips twitching into a coy smile.

“That’s why you like me.”

“Among other things.”

They undress each other in a frenzy, desperate for skin. A part of her wishes they were back at Delphine’s condo where they have a much larger bed at their disposal, but Delphine had insisted upon meeting here and so they have to make due with the uncomfortable twin mattress. It takes them a few minutes to adjust to the limited space, but once they do, Delphine presses Cosima beneath her, working her way down the smaller girl’s body until her face is buried in the generous heat she finds between her lover’s legs.

Most of the time, Cosima finds herself wondering just what’s going on inside the young delinquent’s head. While they do share much in common, there is still so much Delphine doesn’t share with her and she finds herself devoting entirely too much time to deciphering the many different faces of Delphine Cormier.

Yes.

Delphine is a total enigma—except when they’re making love.

There is never an illusion shielding the blonde from her gaze, no possible ulterior motives transpiring behind her eyes when she looks down at Cosima, their bodies writhing together in blissful ecstasy. This is the one time Cosima is certain that the two exist on the same plane—that Delphine’s mind is not such a distant and impenetrable thing; they fuck like it’s their last day to live, like nothing else exists for them outside of each other.

When they’re finished, Delphine rests between Cosima’s legs, her head resting upon the fleshy cushion of Cosima’s thigh. Cosima smiles sheepishly, reaching down to run her hand through wild locks, fingers toying with the golden curls.

They stay like that, silent, for many minutes.

“This is so perfect,” Delphine sighs, finally breaking their easy silence as she looks up at Cosima with a smile.

“Yeah,” Cosima agrees, beaming back down at her.

She’s been in relationships before, she’s had random flings before, but nothing that’s ever felt quite like this; she feels electric, like she’s experiencing the world in a whole new way. All of her past partners were companions in the simplest sense of the word—they enjoyed each other, killed time together, but there was never anything deep or substantial about any of them. She’d never really wanted anything deeper and certainly hadn’t been looking for it that night when she’d wandered out with Sarah to grab a few drinks and shoot a few games of pool.

And yet, here she is—entwined in bed with this golden goddess—with this girl who’s challenged everything she thought she knew about herself. She never could have pictured herself in this position but there’s something about all of this that feels strangely… right. She knows Delphine is one giant puzzle she may never be able to piece together fully, but despite the uncertainty of it all, it somehow makes sense.

“You know, I never wanted a partner. I never thought I needed one,” Delphine begins, absently tracing the jut of Cosima’s hipbone. “But the two of us? There’s nothing we can’t do. We could take this city in a heartbeat.”

Cosima tenses.

Partner?

“Hey now,” she chuckles nervously. “Don’t get too ahead of yourself.”

Sensing her lover’s uncertainty, Delphine shifts until she’s sitting up, urging Cosima to do the same. She gives Cosima a very serious look, reaching for her hand and tangling their fingers together.

“I know you feel it, too.”

What is she supposed to say?

Delphine is right—she does feel it—but even still, that doesn’t mean she wants to jump head-first into whatever world Delphine’s been inhabiting for God knows how long. Her mother used to say that being in a successful relationship meant accepting everything about your partner—even the parts you aren’t necessarily thrilled about—and being willing to walk side-by-side through each other’s bullshit; if you could do that, then you could work through anything.

But could she really do that?

“This… this is good, Cosima,” Delphine tells her, bringing Cosima’s open palm to her lips to plant a lingering kiss.

She stares into pools of deep hazel that beg her to trust—to dive in with abandon and commend herself fully to whatever awaits them at the bottom. She chews anxiously on her bottom lip, unsure of what she should make of such a request; she’s always been the kind of girl who’s had her feet fixed firmly to the ground and she wonders if she should stick to what she knows or risk taking the plunge.

“I-I don’t know, Delphine,” she meekly protests. “You said it was just gonna be one job. I don’t think I—”

She’s interrupted by soft, consoling lips that put her mind at ease.

“Okay,” Delphine agrees.

Cosima blinks a few times, confused by how easily her lover has conceded. She learned the very first night they met that Delphine always gets her way and she expected far more resistance than what she’s currently being met with.

No.

Delphine smiles at her, eyes soft and inviting, not a trace of frustration or disappointment anywhere upon her face.

“I promise that I’ll never make you do anything you’re not comfortable doing,” Delphine tells her.

“Seriously?”

Delphine laughs, pressing another kiss to the corner of her mouth.

“What? Did you think I’d force you into something?”

Cosima finds her smile again.

“No, no. Not at all. I just thought—well, you said you always get your way. I figured you wouldn’t budge so easily,” she shrugs.

Delphine surges forward, the suddenness in her movements forcing Cosima back down until she’s flat against the mattress again with the blonde’s arms pressed on either side of her head, boxing her in. Delphine gazes down at her,  face veiled with tousled locks but her smirk still very visible. Cosima’s smile only grows, especially when Delphine leans in, pressing their foreheads together.

“I would love to work with you, Cosima,” she admits. “You’re the only person I’ve ever met who I’d want to share this part of my life with. You’re the only person I trust enough.”

“Really?”

The blonde caresses her face gently, her thumb tracing the ridge of her brow, the bridge of her nose, the fullness of her lips.

“I just want you to be happy. I want to take care of you. That’s all.”

[kayliekushy-blog]

Massive amounts of irony and perspective

I don’t journal enough. When I do, its typically notes typed in my phone, hence only one prior journal entry here last year. But the picture of my current situation could only be painted through telling this story here.

Last week I spent 8 days with 16 college students serving at the Wine To Water factory in the Dominican Republic. We had an impactful week and were able to get A LOT of work done while also connecting in a deeply rich way with the locals. We all flew back to the states this past Saturday (it’s now Monday morning) with full hearts and leaky eyeballs. I’m typing from the service lounge of a car dealership in Charlotte, NC. I’ve spent 5 hours here in the past 2 days and have met almost the entire staff and consumed almost all the free popcorn and watered down coffee. Let me explain...

As my plane was leaving the runway in Santiago, DR this past Saturday afternoon I realized I had just made a massive mistake. I tried to remain calm in the air (there was literally nothing I could do to fix this mistake anyway), but I had no idea what I was in store for and what is finally almost resolved, 2 days later. So what had happened was, was I left my car, house and work keys in the DR at the WTW factory where we stay.  A very simple yet costly mistake. I’m still calculating the total amount spent on my mistake, should have it to you by the end of this read. I immediately purchased the in-air wifi to start reaching out to folks and figuring out my options (in the end, there weren’t many). I was flying to Newark, NJ and then home to NC through Charlotte, so I had some time to make a plan. Now, issue one is that there’s not reliable (or fast by US standards) shipping in the DR. And some of my coworkers will be in the DR in a few weeks, so why try to ship them when they can just be brought back home right? Plus, home and my dog are 2 hours from Charlotte in Boone, so it’s not like I had time to wait for the keys in Charlotte (unknown duration of time) before buying new ones. My boyfriend started working on contacting dealerships, the airport parking department in Charlotte, etc. That man can get things done! There were all kinds of grand ideas, but at the end of it all, my car key needed to come from the dealership because its a mini-computer for my push-to-start and the dealership couldn't make the key without having my car present and my car couldn’t be towed without me being present. Lots of unfortunate circumstances. When I got to NJ, my superhero pops decided to book me a hotel room in Charlotte since I would be landing around midnight with no progress on my immobile vehicle (thanks Dad!). I got my first hot shower in 8 days at the hotel, and that was nice, but I still had a major puzzle to solve. 

I don’t think I mentioned the reason why my keys were left. Simply stated, I was sleep deprived and forgot them, but there’s more to the story. It was freezing temps when I left Charlotte for the DR and connected through JFK last weekend. So, I wore my winter jacket down. Decided putting my keys and airport lot parking ticket in the jacket pocket was a safe bet over my backpack since I bring my backpack all around to different communities when in the DR, and there’s more of a chance I would lose it there than in my jacket. Obviously, it was much warmer in the DR so I tucked my jacket away somewhere out of sight for the week, the first minor mistake to lead to this BIG one. After shuttling some folks to the airport at all hours on Friday night, when it was my turn to pack up and leave the DR, I remembered everything except my jacket with it’s important pocket contents. Landed in NJ and then Charlotte to more freezing temps and snow, that jacket would have come in handy. Luckily, I had a throw blanket from Nepal that my boss gave me to act as a shaw for some warmth (thanks Lisa). And but of course, I have winter gear locked up in my car right now.

The next afternoon (yesterday) I met the tow truck at the airport. Of course he had a hard time finding the remote parking lot where I was located so I hung out in the snow, underdressed, waiting for him. He struggled finding me and my car, and also struggled getting my car hooked up and out of the lot. Oh yeah, my parking ticket was also in that jacket pocket, so a parking staff member who happened to be from the DR helped me out with getting my parking paid for so i could finally exit. So, tow truck driver, me and my car head to the KIA dealership. On Sundays there are no service or parts staff working, but the dealership was open. I spent 4 hours there waiting on 3rd party vendors to show up to attempt programming a key for me, but no luck. I had to stay another night in Charlotte and wait for KIA parts guys to get to work. 

I decided on an Airbnb for the first time ever, mostly because I was bleeding money into this cause and it was more affordable. I met the sweetest woman and her big old Great Dane, Titan. She talked with me and the dog loved on me all night, while giving me some dinner and allowing me to wash my smelly clothes. What a great experience. This morning a manager from the KIA dealership picked me up so I could save on Über fares, this guy was also from the DR and spent some time in my home town of Tampa. I was able to meet some pretty great individuals in Charlotte. But all I really want is to get home to my pup who has been staying with strangers for 10 nights now.

So now I’m writing from home in Boone, with my Camalamadingdong pup by my side. The dealership made my key and the GM and other managers of the joint banded together after hearing about my situation and brought the price of my key from $350 down to $115. I couldn’t thank them enough and was seriously smiling the entire 2 hour drive home to Boone. Which felt nice because there were a few meltdowns over the last 36 hours.

The total spent between Über rides, hotel room and Airbnb, replacement car key, extra days with my dog at the boarding facility, and tow truck: $335. What I learned from all this: patience, to practice what I preach (we spent a lot of time in the DR talking about choosing joy in all situations, flexibility and perspective) and most importantly: If you continue giving everything to God and trust in Him, He will send you angels in your times of need. We also talked a lot about monetary poverty and how little our friends in the DR actually make for their labor. Spending this amount of money on such a minor mistake had my stomach in knots. But my faith never wavered, I continuously thanked Jesus for everything he was teaching me through this circumstance, and he continued to look out for me. Thank you to all of the angels I’ve encountered as a result of my mistake, the staff at the car dealership, Carrie from my Airbnb, the volunteers I spent the previous week with to help me keep things in perspective, and as always my loved ones that never leave me hanging. I’m so blessed. God is so good, all the time.

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Caste problem is the major issue for lovers due to which parents don’t support their children for love marriage. Our love specialists also help in such situations and try to convey the best solution for your problem. For love marriage problem solution, it should be mandatory to co-operate with our love specialist. They already help lots of lover before in many cases such as breakups, inter-caste marriages, and love marriages. If in future you will suffer such issues please do contact with us to help you.

Very commonly people go for love marriages. Anciently such marriages never used to be favored by our society. Many restrictions exist in this type marriages as well as inter-caste marriages, Parents not agree with your lover , religion problem for love marriage   in the present civilization but still they are getting infatuated with their partners and are going for passionate marriages. If you also want to opt for such marriage but are having problems from your parents’ side or some other problem in concern to your marriage, you must contact Guru Ji who is a Love marriage problem  specialist astrologer in the world. There is no exact definition for infatuation. It originates from heart. It is unpredictable as to when and at which point someone might be inspired. For some people, it is pleasing and for some it causes pain. One sided lust is complicated and simultaneously if it is a two-sided or mutual bond from both the sides, it is a blessing. Is your inspiration also one-sided? Have you ever adored someone? Is your admirer gone away from you? Are you looking for someone to cast passionate spells? No need to worry if all these questions are of great concern to you. You have come to the right spot.

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Marriage is something the changes the lives of people completely and binds them with new responsibilities. It should be done with proper rituals and other customs, to welcome happiness to newlywed’s couples and bless them with fruitful wishes. Couples who are planning to tie knot with their loved one, must consult a love marriage specialist to know about their matchmaking and future lives. One person can be defined for his or her characteristic traits with astrology details. Therefore, when two persons are going to be married, it is very important to check with their astrology. Astrology is mostly applied for arranged marriage. But, it is applicable for love marriages too.

However, some of the parents easily provide approval for love marriage because they give priority to their child happiness instead of society. But some have orthodox thinking; don’t strive to know that, they have to support to their child, After all, their happiness in hidden in their beloved only. Love couple gets trapped in a very critical situation, in fact, they can’t decide, what should they have to do? They have only one path, so where should have to move on, either parents or beloved? This critical situation ruin couples life. This is a reason, some of the couples elope with their beloved, while another of couples scarifies of beloved cause happiness of parents. If you are going through that situation, want to get love marriage but your parent doesn’t consent from your love marriage decision then take help of love astrology specialist. He have great command of astrological techniques and knowledge of many other segments of astrology, so whenever you will consult with him, he will provide you Love marriage problems solution like a marvel.

Inter caste marriages are the serious topic in itself. Intercast love marriage is very tough and rigid topic to discuss. It is not very easy to marry with that person who does not belong to your caste and love never sees the face of cast. Intercast love marriage problem solution is need where two people from different cast fall in love with each other. When they fall in love they don’t think about their different cast that occur many barricades n the upcoming future. The love birds have to face a lot of troubles not only from the family, but also from the society and religion. Parents especially society is the most typical part, who will never give them blessings for the intercast love marriage. This fear makes their parent to enforce their children not to go against with them. But to forget our love is not very easy in fact is impossible. They want to marry with their parent approval.

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A careful analysis of the birth chart can reveal much about the current situation and future possibilities in any relationship. love marriages are controlled by the planets as Venus, which is the planet of love. Moreover, the fifth, seventh and eleventh house govern the possibilities of a love marriage and their chances of success.

After a couple of years of love relation, often couple’s start seeking intercaste loves marriage problems solution because to get marriage, both the individual has same caste. But as you know, love doesn’t ever seem caste and religion.

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Caste is traditional and culture entity, and as per ancient, marriage should be in cast. Just because of that people doesn’t ever permit to their child to get love marriage in inter-caste. Being in society and make a reputation, people have to follow rules of society. This is why sometimes people don’t want to denied to their child for inter-caste marriage but a cause of having society they did. However, not all parents are like that, some of the parents easily approve love marriage of their child. Once a while, getting marriage or not depend on the people couples planets and destiny.

Marriage is the most beautiful phase of our life, from that point we start our new life with a spouse and make it wonderful. But you know, to make a marriage work optimally, both the couple has good comprehend, affection and faith to each other. If both are unknown to each other, doesn’t have a feeling for each other then how would they survive their relation? One more important thing, if one of the couples aren’t in love with their spouse, how all thing work, actually that kind of relation doesn’t work for long times. But people don’t try to get that point and denied to their child to get love marriage.

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Now, with prompt and expert support of ours globally renowned astrologer-cum-vashikaran specialist, available are superb and swift solutions for love-marriage problems of all various types and categories. These services of our virtuous and benevolent Guru ji are obtainable by persons, fiances, couples, and families of the world over. Moreover, these solutions and services are admired globally for being flawless, rather effective, safest, and quite economical. In ours this web-article, comprehensive and very beneficial information about his services for love-marriage problems, and inter-caste marriage problems, is exclusively provided. Here, it is pertinent to mention also that highly reputed astrologer and vashikaran expert of India has rich and varied experience of offering such services for almost all problems of life, related with the spheres of health, education, career, business, profession, love and romance, love-marriages, relationship between husband and wife, domestic peace and progress, inter-caste marriages, social problems and disturbances, and so on. Based on astrology, vashikaran, hypnotism, voodoo, removal of black magic spells, and other esoteric sciences, these services of him have now achieved global appreciations and commendations.

Marriage is something the changes the lives of people completely and binds them with new responsibilities. It should be done with proper rituals and other customs, to welcome happiness to newlywed’s couples and bless them with fruitful wishes. Couples who are planning to tie knot with their loved one, must consult a love marriage specialist to know about their matchmaking and future lives. One person can be defined for his or her characteristic traits with astrology details. Therefore, when two persons are going to be married, it is very important to check with their astrology. Astrology is mostly applied for arranged marriage. But, it is applicable for love marriages too.

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However, some of the parents easily provide approval for love marriage because they give priority to their child happiness instead of society. But some have orthodox thinking; don’t strive to know that, they have to support to their child, After all, their happiness in hidden in their beloved only. Love couple gets trapped in a very critical situation, in fact, they can’t decide, what should they have to do? They have only one path, so where should have to move on, either parents or beloved? This critical situation ruin couples life. This is a reason, some of the couples elope with their beloved, while another of couples scarifies of beloved cause happiness of parents. If you are going through that situation, want to get love marriage but your parent doesn’t consent from your love marriage decision then take help of love astrology specialist. He have great command of astrological techniques and knowledge of many other segments of astrology, so whenever you will consult with him, he will provide you Love marriage problems solution like a marvel.

Inter caste marriages are the serious topic in itself. Intercast love marriage is very tough and rigid topic to discuss. It is not very easy to marry with that person who does not belong to your caste and love never sees the face of cast. Intercast love marriage problem solution is need where two people from different cast fall in love with each other. When they fall in love they don’t think about their different cast that occur many barricades n the upcoming future. The love birds have to face a lot of troubles not only from the family, but also from the society and religion. Parents especially society is the most typical part, who will never give them blessings for the intercast love marriage. This fear makes their parent to enforce their children not to go against with them. But to forget our love is not very easy in fact is impossible. They want to marry with their parent approval.

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Love Marriage Problem Solve A lot of couples who are seriously considering and love marriages are paying increasing acceptance in modern times. This is because love marriages are proving to be a success as both parties know and understand each other before the wedding. However, this does not mean that love marriages have no problems as no relationship is perfect. But sometimes problems may arise that are beyond our control and are caused by larger forces. The planets are among the forces that shape our present and future and also govern our relationships. This means that any astrological guidance is a must for anyone who wants to marry your partner or those who have problems in their married life.

A careful analysis of the birth chart can reveal much about the current situation and future possibilities in any relationship. love marriages are controlled by the planets as Venus, which is the planet of love. Moreover, the fifth, seventh and eleventh house govern the possibilities of a love marriage and their chances of success.

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After a couple of years of love relation, often couple’s start seeking intercaste loves marriage problems solution because to get marriage, both the individual has same caste. But as you know, love doesn’t ever seem caste and religion.

Caste is traditional and culture entity, and as per ancient, marriage should be in cast. Just because of that people doesn’t ever permit to their child to get love marriage in inter-caste. Being in society and make a reputation, people have to follow rules of society. This is why sometimes people don’t want to denied to their child for inter-caste marriage but a cause of having society they did. However, not all parents are like that, some of the parents easily approve love marriage of their child. Once a while, getting marriage or not depend on the people couples planets and destiny.

Marriage is the most beautiful phase of our life, from that point we start our new life with a spouse and make it wonderful. But you know, to make a marriage work optimally, both the couple has good comprehend, affection and faith to each other. If both are unknown to each other, doesn’t have a feeling for each other then how would they survive their relation? One more important thing, if one of the couples aren’t in love with their spouse, how all thing work, actually that kind of relation doesn’t work for long times. But people don’t try to get that point and denied to their child to get love marriage.

Marriage is the close union and equivalent association of a man and a lady. Sometimes this unique bond also suffers from lots of problems and goes through with ups and downs. To get rid and to get proper marriage love solution, astrology suggests us various ideas such as Vashikaran. With the help of this astrological practice, we can control and possesses someone the way we want and force him or her according to our will. Our experts also provide some helpful mantra to maintain peace and love in your marriage life. Everyone wants to marry his or her partner but due to some reasons, it is hard to cross these hurdles. Our love gurus help you out from these love marriage problem and gives proper guidelines.

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Caste problem is the major issue for lovers due to which parents don’t support their children for love marriage. Our love specialists also help in such situations and try to convey the best solution for your problem. For love marriage problem solution, it should be mandatory to co-operate with our love specialist. They already help lots of lover before in many cases such as breakups, inter-caste marriages, and love marriages. If in future you will suffer such issues please do contact with us to help you.

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Very commonly people go for love marriages. Anciently such marriages never used to be favored by our society. Many restrictions exist in this type marriages as well as inter-caste marriages, Parents not agree with your lover , religion problem for love marriage   in the present civilization but still they are getting infatuated with their partners and are going for passionate marriages. If you also want to opt for such marriage but are having problems from your parents’ side or some other problem in concern to your marriage, you must contact Guru Ji who is a Love marriage problem  specialist astrologer in the world. There is no exact definition for infatuation. It originates from heart. It is unpredictable as to when and at which point someone might be inspired. For some people, it is pleasing and for some it causes pain. One sided lust is complicated and simultaneously if it is a two-sided or mutual bond from both the sides, it is a blessing. Is your inspiration also one-sided? Have you ever adored someone? Is your admirer gone away from you? Are you looking for someone to cast passionate spells? No need to worry if all these questions are of great concern to you. You have come to the right spot.

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India is the only country where intercaste is a case or hurdle for couples who truly fallen in love and dream for marry. In our cultural country India if various cultures increases the dignity of this country then somewhere these various cultures becomes path of trouble also. When people assume his culture upper in comparison of other and do not tolerate interference of others then this situation becomes like a complex scenario. Astrology is a tremendous technique to removes these caste types thrones from the path.Most of the lovers have problems of love marriage means they want to marry but due to problems like parents acceptance, inter caste lovers, marriage issues, boy ready but girl is not ready sometime girl ready but boy is not ready and many more issues. If you love or loved someone then you can truly feel that pain of separation. No one wants to separate from their love. Lovers do wrong steps to get their love in their life like ran away from home and marry each other and live separate from family or they commit suicide and many more things they do. Guys if you really love someone and you both are eager to live life together then our love guru specialist will help you, till you get your love back in your life. Our love guru’s words are “You no need to pick any wrong step when your work can be done by a single love spell” it means you no need to be foolish or mad and no need to do wrong steps. Your all love marriage problem solution is here.

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Marriage is the close union and equivalent association of a man and a lady. Sometimes this unique bond also suffers from lots of problems and goes through with ups and downs. To get rid and to get proper marriage love solution, astrology suggests us various ideas such as Vashikaran. With the help of this astrological practice, we can control and possesses someone the way we want and force him or her according to our will. Our experts also provide some helpful mantra to maintain peace and love in your marriage life. Everyone wants to marry his or her partner but due to some reasons, it is hard to cross these hurdles. Our love gurus help you out from these love marriage problem and gives proper guidelines.

Caste problem is the major issue for lovers due to which parents don’t support their children for love marriage. Our love specialists also help in such situations and try to convey the best solution for your problem. For love marriage problem solution, it should be mandatory to co-operate with our love specialist. They already help lots of lover before in many cases such as breakups, inter-caste marriages, and love marriages. If in future you will suffer such issues please do contact with us to help you.

Very commonly people go for love marriages. Anciently such marriages never used to be favored by our society. Many restrictions exist in this type marriages as well as inter-caste marriages, Parents not agree with your lover , religion problem for love marriage   in the present civilization but still they are getting infatuated with their partners and are going for passionate marriages. If you also want to opt for such marriage but are having problems from your parents’ side or some other problem in concern to your marriage, you must contact Guru Ji who is a Love marriage problem  specialist astrologer in the world. There is no exact definition for infatuation. It originates from heart. It is unpredictable as to when and at which point someone might be inspired. For some people, it is pleasing and for some it causes pain. One sided lust is complicated and simultaneously if it is a two-sided or mutual bond from both the sides, it is a blessing. Is your inspiration also one-sided? Have you ever adored someone? Is your admirer gone away from you? Are you looking for someone to cast passionate spells? No need to worry if all these questions are of great concern to you. You have come to the right spot.

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India is the only country where intercaste is a case or hurdle for couples who truly fallen in love and dream for marry. In our cultural country India if various cultures increases the dignity of this country then somewhere these various cultures becomes path of trouble also. When people assume his culture upper in comparison of other and do not tolerate interference of others then this situation becomes like a complex scenario. Astrology is a tremendous technique to removes these caste types thrones from the path.Most of the lovers have problems of love marriage means they want to marry but due to problems like parents acceptance, inter caste lovers, marriage issues, boy ready but girl is not ready sometime girl ready but boy is not ready and many more issues. If you love or loved someone then you can truly feel that pain of separation. No one wants to separate from their love. Lovers do wrong steps to get their love in their life like ran away from home and marry each other and live separate from family or they commit suicide and many more things they do. Guys if you really love someone and you both are eager to live life together then our love guru specialist will help you, till you get your love back in your life. Our love guru’s words are “You no need to pick any wrong step when your work can be done by a single love spell” it means you no need to be foolish or mad and no need to do wrong steps. Your all love marriage problem solution is here.

Now, with prompt and expert support of ours globally renowned astrologer-cum-vashikaran specialist, available are superb and swift solutions for love-marriage problems of all various types and categories. These services of our virtuous and benevolent Guru ji are obtainable by persons, fiances, couples, and families of the world over. Moreover, these solutions and services are admired globally for being flawless, rather effective, safest, and quite economical. In ours this web-article, comprehensive and very beneficial information about his services for love-marriage problems, and inter-caste marriage problems, is exclusively provided. Here, it is pertinent to mention also that highly reputed astrologer and vashikaran expert of India has rich and varied experience of offering such services for almost all problems of life, related with the spheres of health, education, career, business, profession, love and romance, love-marriages, relationship between husband and wife, domestic peace and progress, inter-caste marriages, social problems and disturbances, and so on. Based on astrology, vashikaran, hypnotism, voodoo, removal of black magic spells, and other esoteric sciences, these services of him have now achieved global appreciations and commendations.

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Marriage is something the changes the lives of people completely and binds them with new responsibilities. It should be done with proper rituals and other customs, to welcome happiness to newlywed’s couples and bless them with fruitful wishes. Couples who are planning to tie knot with their loved one, must consult a love marriage specialist to know about their matchmaking and future lives. One person can be defined for his or her characteristic traits with astrology details. Therefore, when two persons are going to be married, it is very important to check with their astrology. Astrology is mostly applied for arranged marriage. But, it is applicable for love marriages too.

However, some of the parents easily provide approval for love marriage because they give priority to their child happiness instead of society. But some have orthodox thinking; don’t strive to know that, they have to support to their child, After all, their happiness in hidden in their beloved only. Love couple gets trapped in a very critical situation, in fact, they can’t decide, what should they have to do? They have only one path, so where should have to move on, either parents or beloved? This critical situation ruin couples life. This is a reason, some of the couples elope with their beloved, while another of couples scarifies of beloved cause happiness of parents. If you are going through that situation, want to get love marriage but your parent doesn’t consent from your love marriage decision then take help of love astrology specialist. He have great command of astrological techniques and knowledge of many other segments of astrology, so whenever you will consult with him, he will provide you Love marriage problems solution like a marvel.

Inter caste marriages are the serious topic in itself. Intercast love marriage is very tough and rigid topic to discuss. It is not very easy to marry with that person who does not belong to your caste and love never sees the face of cast. Intercast love marriage problem solution is need where two people from different cast fall in love with each other. When they fall in love they don’t think about their different cast that occur many barricades n the upcoming future. The love birds have to face a lot of troubles not only from the family, but also from the society and religion. Parents especially society is the most typical part, who will never give them blessings for the intercast love marriage. This fear makes their parent to enforce their children not to go against with them. But to forget our love is not very easy in fact is impossible. They want to marry with their parent approval.

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it’s easy to get grape up in how wrong your partner is, and how all is their fault, if they’d only act a certain way or do things disparately, then you wouldn’t have any queries about Love marriage Problem Solution. But the truth is they are thinking accurately the same things about you. The fact is also that if you change the way you behave towards your partner, you can make a huge change in your relationship. Let’s take a simple example. When your partner approaches you angry about how you spent too much money, your typical reaction may have been to get defensive and annoyed. You may have started telling them about all of the things they have spent wealth on, how they are too controlling, and how you have just as much right to the wealth as they do.

Love Marriage Problem Solve A lot of couples who are seriously considering and love marriages are paying increasing acceptance in modern times. This is because love marriages are proving to be a success as both parties know and understand each other before the wedding. However, this does not mean that love marriages have no problems as no relationship is perfect. But sometimes problems may arise that are beyond our control and are caused by larger forces. The planets are among the forces that shape our present and future and also govern our relationships. This means that any astrological guidance is a must for anyone who wants to marry your partner or those who have problems in their married life.

A careful analysis of the birth chart can reveal much about the current situation and future possibilities in any relationship. love marriages are controlled by the planets as Venus, which is the planet of love. Moreover, the fifth, seventh and eleventh house govern the possibilities of a love marriage and their chances of success.

After a couple of years of love relation, often couple’s start seeking intercaste loves marriage problems solution because to get marriage, both the individual has same caste. But as you know, love doesn’t ever seem caste and religion.

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female vashikaran mantra

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Caste is traditional and culture entity, and as per ancient, marriage should be in cast. Just because of that people doesn’t ever permit to their child to get love marriage in inter-caste. Being in society and make a reputation, people have to follow rules of society. This is why sometimes people don’t want to denied to their child for inter-caste marriage but a cause of having society they did. However, not all parents are like that, some of the parents easily approve love marriage of their child. Once a while, getting marriage or not depend on the people couples planets and destiny.

Marriage is the most beautiful phase of our life, from that point we start our new life with a spouse and make it wonderful. But you know, to make a marriage work optimally, both the couple has good comprehend, affection and faith to each other. If both are unknown to each other, doesn’t have a feeling for each other then how would they survive their relation? One more important thing, if one of the couples aren’t in love with their spouse, how all thing work, actually that kind of relation doesn’t work for long times. But people don’t try to get that point and denied to their child to get love marriage.

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love marriage problem solution baba ji

love marriage problem solution baba ji

Marriage is the close union and equivalent association of a man and a lady. Sometimes this unique bond also suffers from lots of problems and goes through with ups and downs. To get rid and to get proper marriage love solution, astrology suggests us various ideas such as Vashikaran. With the help of this astrological practice, we can control and possesses someone the way we want and force him or her according to our will. Our experts also provide some helpful mantra to maintain peace and love in your marriage life. Everyone wants to marry his or her partner but due to some reasons, it is hard to cross these hurdles. Our love gurus help you out from these love marriage problem and gives proper guidelines.

Caste problem is the major issue for lovers due to which parents don’t support their children for love marriage. Our love specialists also help in such situations and try to convey the best solution for your problem. For love marriage problem solution, it should be mandatory to co-operate with our love specialist. They already help lots of lover before in many cases such as breakups, inter-caste marriages, and love marriages. If in future you will suffer such issues please do contact with us to help you.

Very commonly people go for love marriages. Anciently such marriages never used to be favored by our society. Many restrictions exist in this type marriages as well as inter-caste marriages, Parents not agree with your lover , religion problem for love marriage   in the present civilization but still they are getting infatuated with their partners and are going for passionate marriages. If you also want to opt for such marriage but are having problems from your parents’ side or some other problem in concern to your marriage, you must contact Guru Ji who is a Love marriage problem  specialist astrologer in the world. There is no exact definition for infatuation. It originates from heart. It is unpredictable as to when and at which point someone might be inspired. For some people, it is pleasing and for some it causes pain. One sided lust is complicated and simultaneously if it is a two-sided or mutual bond from both the sides, it is a blessing. Is your inspiration also one-sided? Have you ever adored someone? Is your admirer gone away from you? Are you looking for someone to cast passionate spells? No need to worry if all these questions are of great concern to you. You have come to the right spot.

boyfriend vashikaran

vashikaran mantra for girlfriend in hindi

simple vashikaran mantra for love in Hindi

love marriage problem solution baba ji for love

India is the only country where intercaste is a case or hurdle for couples who truly fallen in love and dream for marry. In our cultural country India if various cultures increases the dignity of this country then somewhere these various cultures becomes path of trouble also. When people assume his culture upper in comparison of other and do not tolerate interference of others then this situation becomes like a complex scenario. Astrology is a tremendous technique to removes these caste types thrones from the path.Most of the lovers have problems of love marriage means they want to marry but due to problems like parents acceptance, inter caste lovers, marriage issues, boy ready but girl is not ready sometime girl ready but boy is not ready and many more issues. If you love or loved someone then you can truly feel that pain of separation. No one wants to separate from their love. Lovers do wrong steps to get their love in their life like ran away from home and marry each other and live separate from family or they commit suicide and many more things they do. Guys if you really love someone and you both are eager to live life together then our love guru specialist will help you, till you get your love back in your life. Our love guru’s words are “You no need to pick any wrong step when your work can be done by a single love spell” it means you no need to be foolish or mad and no need to do wrong steps. Your all love marriage problem solution is here.

Now, with prompt and expert support of ours globally renowned astrologer-cum-vashikaran specialist, available are superb and swift solutions for love-marriage problems of all various types and categories. These services of our virtuous and benevolent Guru ji are obtainable by persons, fiances, couples, and families of the world over. Moreover, these solutions and services are admired globally for being flawless, rather effective, safest, and quite economical. In ours this web-article, comprehensive and very beneficial information about his services for love-marriage problems, and inter-caste marriage problems, is exclusively provided. Here, it is pertinent to mention also that highly reputed astrologer and vashikaran expert of India has rich and varied experience of offering such services for almost all problems of life, related with the spheres of health, education, career, business, profession, love and romance, love-marriages, relationship between husband and wife, domestic peace and progress, inter-caste marriages, social problems and disturbances, and so on. Based on astrology, vashikaran, hypnotism, voodoo, removal of black magic spells, and other esoteric sciences, these services of him have now achieved global appreciations and commendations.

ladki vashikaran mantra hindi me

vashikaran specialist aghori baba ji

maa kali vashikaran mantra in hindi

love marriage problem solution baba ji for love back

Marriage is something the changes the lives of people completely and binds them with new responsibilities. It should be done with proper rituals and other customs, to welcome happiness to newlywed’s couples and bless them with fruitful wishes. Couples who are planning to tie knot with their loved one, must consult a love marriage specialist to know about their matchmaking and future lives. One person can be defined for his or her characteristic traits with astrology details. Therefore, when two persons are going to be married, it is very important to check with their astrology. Astrology is mostly applied for arranged marriage. But, it is applicable for love marriages too.

However, some of the parents easily provide approval for love marriage because they give priority to their child happiness instead of society. But some have orthodox thinking; don’t strive to know that, they have to support to their child, After all, their happiness in hidden in their beloved only. Love couple gets trapped in a very critical situation, in fact, they can’t decide, what should they have to do? They have only one path, so where should have to move on, either parents or beloved? This critical situation ruin couples life. This is a reason, some of the couples elope with their beloved, while another of couples scarifies of beloved cause happiness of parents. If you are going through that situation, want to get love marriage but your parent doesn’t consent from your love marriage decision then take help of love astrology specialist. He have great command of astrological techniques and knowledge of many other segments of astrology, so whenever you will consult with him, he will provide you Love marriage problems solution like a marvel.

Inter caste marriages are the serious topic in itself. Intercast love marriage is very tough and rigid topic to discuss. It is not very easy to marry with that person who does not belong to your caste and love never sees the face of cast. Intercast love marriage problem solution is need where two people from different cast fall in love with each other. When they fall in love they don’t think about their different cast that occur many barricades n the upcoming future. The love birds have to face a lot of troubles not only from the family, but also from the society and religion. Parents especially society is the most typical part, who will never give them blessings for the intercast love marriage. This fear makes their parent to enforce their children not to go against with them. But to forget our love is not very easy in fact is impossible. They want to marry with their parent approval.

world famous vashikaran specialist

vashikaran mantra in hindi to get love back

love vashikaran specialist aghori baba ji

love marriage problem solution baba ji for marriage

it’s easy to get grape up in how wrong your partner is, and how all is their fault, if they’d only act a certain way or do things disparately, then you wouldn’t have any queries about Love marriage Problem Solution. But the truth is they are thinking accurately the same things about you. The fact is also that if you change the way you behave towards your partner, you can make a huge change in your relationship. Let’s take a simple example. When your partner approaches you angry about how you spent too much money, your typical reaction may have been to get defensive and annoyed. You may have started telling them about all of the things they have spent wealth on, how they are too controlling, and how you have just as much right to the wealth as they do.

Love Marriage Problem Solve A lot of couples who are seriously considering and love marriages are paying increasing acceptance in modern times. This is because love marriages are proving to be a success as both parties know and understand each other before the wedding. However, this does not mean that love marriages have no problems as no relationship is perfect. But sometimes problems may arise that are beyond our control and are caused by larger forces. The planets are among the forces that shape our present and future and also govern our relationships. This means that any astrological guidance is a must for anyone who wants to marry your partner or those who have problems in their married life.

A careful analysis of the birth chart can reveal much about the current situation and future possibilities in any relationship. love marriages are controlled by the planets as Venus, which is the planet of love. Moreover, the fifth, seventh and eleventh house govern the possibilities of a love marriage and their chances of success.

After a couple of years of love relation, often couple’s start seeking intercaste loves marriage problems solution because to get marriage, both the individual has same caste. But as you know, love doesn’t ever seem caste and religion.

kamdev vashikaran mantra in hindi

vashikaran mantra for boyfriend

female vashikaran mantra

love marriage problem solution baba ji for husband

Caste is traditional and culture entity, and as per ancient, marriage should be in cast. Just because of that people doesn’t ever permit to their child to get love marriage in inter-caste. Being in society and make a reputation, people have to follow rules of society. This is why sometimes people don’t want to denied to their child for inter-caste marriage but a cause of having society they did. However, not all parents are like that, some of the parents easily approve love marriage of their child. Once a while, getting marriage or not depend on the people couples planets and destiny.

Marriage is the most beautiful phase of our life, from that point we start our new life with a spouse and make it wonderful. But you know, to make a marriage work optimally, both the couple has good comprehend, affection and faith to each other. If both are unknown to each other, doesn’t have a feeling for each other then how would they survive their relation? One more important thing, if one of the couples aren’t in love with their spouse, how all thing work, actually that kind of relation doesn’t work for long times. But people don’t try to get that point and denied to their child to get love marriage.

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New Post has been published on http://strivashikaranupay.com/love-marriage-problem-solution-baba-ji/

love marriage problem solution baba ji

love marriage problem solution baba ji

Marriage is the close union and equivalent association of a man and a lady. Sometimes this unique bond also suffers from lots of problems and goes through with ups and downs. To get rid and to get proper marriage love solution, astrology suggests us various ideas such as Vashikaran. With the help of this astrological practice, we can control and possesses someone the way we want and force him or her according to our will. Our experts also provide some helpful mantra to maintain peace and love in your marriage life. Everyone wants to marry his or her partner but due to some reasons, it is hard to cross these hurdles. Our love gurus help you out from these love marriage problem and gives proper guidelines.

Caste problem is the major issue for lovers due to which parents don’t support their children for love marriage. Our love specialists also help in such situations and try to convey the best solution for your problem. For love marriage problem solution, it should be mandatory to co-operate with our love specialist. They already help lots of lover before in many cases such as breakups, inter-caste marriages, and love marriages. If in future you will suffer such issues please do contact with us to help you.

Very commonly people go for love marriages. Anciently such marriages never used to be favored by our society. Many restrictions exist in this type marriages as well as inter-caste marriages, Parents not agree with your lover , religion problem for love marriage   in the present civilization but still they are getting infatuated with their partners and are going for passionate marriages. If you also want to opt for such marriage but are having problems from your parents’ side or some other problem in concern to your marriage, you must contact Guru Ji who is a Love marriage problem  specialist astrologer in the world. There is no exact definition for infatuation. It originates from heart. It is unpredictable as to when and at which point someone might be inspired. For some people, it is pleasing and for some it causes pain. One sided lust is complicated and simultaneously if it is a two-sided or mutual bond from both the sides, it is a blessing. Is your inspiration also one-sided? Have you ever adored someone? Is your admirer gone away from you? Are you looking for someone to cast passionate spells? No need to worry if all these questions are of great concern to you. You have come to the right spot.

boyfriend vashikaran

vashikaran mantra for girlfriend in hindi

simple vashikaran mantra for love in Hindi

love marriage problem solution baba ji for love

India is the only country where intercaste is a case or hurdle for couples who truly fallen in love and dream for marry. In our cultural country India if various cultures increases the dignity of this country then somewhere these various cultures becomes path of trouble also. When people assume his culture upper in comparison of other and do not tolerate interference of others then this situation becomes like a complex scenario. Astrology is a tremendous technique to removes these caste types thrones from the path.Most of the lovers have problems of love marriage means they want to marry but due to problems like parents acceptance, inter caste lovers, marriage issues, boy ready but girl is not ready sometime girl ready but boy is not ready and many more issues. If you love or loved someone then you can truly feel that pain of separation. No one wants to separate from their love. Lovers do wrong steps to get their love in their life like ran away from home and marry each other and live separate from family or they commit suicide and many more things they do. Guys if you really love someone and you both are eager to live life together then our love guru specialist will help you, till you get your love back in your life. Our love guru’s words are “You no need to pick any wrong step when your work can be done by a single love spell” it means you no need to be foolish or mad and no need to do wrong steps. Your all love marriage problem solution is here.

Now, with prompt and expert support of ours globally renowned astrologer-cum-vashikaran specialist, available are superb and swift solutions for love-marriage problems of all various types and categories. These services of our virtuous and benevolent Guru ji are obtainable by persons, fiances, couples, and families of the world over. Moreover, these solutions and services are admired globally for being flawless, rather effective, safest, and quite economical. In ours this web-article, comprehensive and very beneficial information about his services for love-marriage problems, and inter-caste marriage problems, is exclusively provided. Here, it is pertinent to mention also that highly reputed astrologer and vashikaran expert of India has rich and varied experience of offering such services for almost all problems of life, related with the spheres of health, education, career, business, profession, love and romance, love-marriages, relationship between husband and wife, domestic peace and progress, inter-caste marriages, social problems and disturbances, and so on. Based on astrology, vashikaran, hypnotism, voodoo, removal of black magic spells, and other esoteric sciences, these services of him have now achieved global appreciations and commendations.

ladki vashikaran mantra hindi me

vashikaran specialist aghori baba ji

maa kali vashikaran mantra in hindi

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Marriage is something the changes the lives of people completely and binds them with new responsibilities. It should be done with proper rituals and other customs, to welcome happiness to newlywed’s couples and bless them with fruitful wishes. Couples who are planning to tie knot with their loved one, must consult a love marriage specialist to know about their matchmaking and future lives. One person can be defined for his or her characteristic traits with astrology details. Therefore, when two persons are going to be married, it is very important to check with their astrology. Astrology is mostly applied for arranged marriage. But, it is applicable for love marriages too.

However, some of the parents easily provide approval for love marriage because they give priority to their child happiness instead of society. But some have orthodox thinking; don’t strive to know that, they have to support to their child, After all, their happiness in hidden in their beloved only. Love couple gets trapped in a very critical situation, in fact, they can’t decide, what should they have to do? They have only one path, so where should have to move on, either parents or beloved? This critical situation ruin couples life. This is a reason, some of the couples elope with their beloved, while another of couples scarifies of beloved cause happiness of parents. If you are going through that situation, want to get love marriage but your parent doesn’t consent from your love marriage decision then take help of love astrology specialist. He have great command of astrological techniques and knowledge of many other segments of astrology, so whenever you will consult with him, he will provide you Love marriage problems solution like a marvel.

Inter caste marriages are the serious topic in itself. Intercast love marriage is very tough and rigid topic to discuss. It is not very easy to marry with that person who does not belong to your caste and love never sees the face of cast. Intercast love marriage problem solution is need where two people from different cast fall in love with each other. When they fall in love they don’t think about their different cast that occur many barricades n the upcoming future. The love birds have to face a lot of troubles not only from the family, but also from the society and religion. Parents especially society is the most typical part, who will never give them blessings for the intercast love marriage. This fear makes their parent to enforce their children not to go against with them. But to forget our love is not very easy in fact is impossible. They want to marry with their parent approval.

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it’s easy to get grape up in how wrong your partner is, and how all is their fault, if they’d only act a certain way or do things disparately, then you wouldn’t have any queries about Love marriage Problem Solution. But the truth is they are thinking accurately the same things about you. The fact is also that if you change the way you behave towards your partner, you can make a huge change in your relationship. Let’s take a simple example. When your partner approaches you angry about how you spent too much money, your typical reaction may have been to get defensive and annoyed. You may have started telling them about all of the things they have spent wealth on, how they are too controlling, and how you have just as much right to the wealth as they do.

Love Marriage Problem Solve A lot of couples who are seriously considering and love marriages are paying increasing acceptance in modern times. This is because love marriages are proving to be a success as both parties know and understand each other before the wedding. However, this does not mean that love marriages have no problems as no relationship is perfect. But sometimes problems may arise that are beyond our control and are caused by larger forces. The planets are among the forces that shape our present and future and also govern our relationships. This means that any astrological guidance is a must for anyone who wants to marry your partner or those who have problems in their married life.

A careful analysis of the birth chart can reveal much about the current situation and future possibilities in any relationship. love marriages are controlled by the planets as Venus, which is the planet of love. Moreover, the fifth, seventh and eleventh house govern the possibilities of a love marriage and their chances of success.

After a couple of years of love relation, often couple’s start seeking intercaste loves marriage problems solution because to get marriage, both the individual has same caste. But as you know, love doesn’t ever seem caste and religion.

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Caste is traditional and culture entity, and as per ancient, marriage should be in cast. Just because of that people doesn’t ever permit to their child to get love marriage in inter-caste. Being in society and make a reputation, people have to follow rules of society. This is why sometimes people don’t want to denied to their child for inter-caste marriage but a cause of having society they did. However, not all parents are like that, some of the parents easily approve love marriage of their child. Once a while, getting marriage or not depend on the people couples planets and destiny.

Marriage is the most beautiful phase of our life, from that point we start our new life with a spouse and make it wonderful. But you know, to make a marriage work optimally, both the couple has good comprehend, affection and faith to each other. If both are unknown to each other, doesn’t have a feeling for each other then how would they survive their relation? One more important thing, if one of the couples aren’t in love with their spouse, how all thing work, actually that kind of relation doesn’t work for long times. But people don’t try to get that point and denied to their child to get love marriage.