#i dont think im making it to heaven folks

[doctor-octiddius]

OK FINE.

FINE.

I PUT HIM INTO A JAR.

[soulanine]

I didn't really explain these in the best way........but. Anyway, here you go <3

“Misfit Toys (from the series Arcane Leauge of Legends)” by Pusha T - Think of Luffy as Verse 1 “I declare war. On anyone standing in the way of what I dream for.......” then Verse 2, starting at “rich get richer while the poor pick pocket.....” is Sabo. The bridge, “I told you dont play with the misfits, must be deaf dumb and blind you a triplet.....” is Ace. The chorus is all of them. They are the misfit toys. They are going to wreak havok on corruption, (the celestical sdragons *cough*).

“King” by Lauren Aquilina - Imagine this as Ace and Sabo telling this to Luffy; telling him to keep going at his darkest moments. OR to make it even more tragic, imagine that in your babylu AU that this was a lullaby they would sing for Luffy when he would get nightmares or got scared. Then when he gets older, after Ace and before he learns Sabo is still alive, the memories of his brothers singing this song to him as a kid pop up when he misses them, or when he still gets scared, and reminds him to keep going; even if they are not there.

“Brother” by Kodaline - This one is just self-explanitory...but every word is them.

“YOUTH” by Troye Sivan - This one is young ASL, running wild, adventuring through the woods, ignoring the world.

“Burn it Down” by Against the Current - ASL saying screw authority. Yeah were gonna cause destruction, were going to break the status quo, shake up the world a little.

Where We Are” by One Direction -

Walking in the Wind” by One Direction - Sort of has that bittersweet nostalgic feel. Like adult Sabo and Luffy recalling their childhood and each other, and knowing that someday somehow they will be reunited. For now, they can find each other in the wind, in the memories.

“La La La” by Naughty Boy and Sam Smith - Again, ASL saying screw every authoritative figure in our lives.

“Moon” by Jonah Kagen - Kind of the concept that you can love someone, you can care about someone, a friend, a family member, even if they're far apart. Even if you're in different places.

“Sunshine” by OneRepublic - Just pure young ASL running through the woods and sprinting through Grey Terminal vibes. A joyful montage feel, if you will.

“Your Guardian Angel” - So for this there are two lyric changes I make to this. Swap “my true love” with “brother” or “family” and you should be good (cause we don't do inc*st here folks). Then the “pull my strings just for a thrill” part, think of it as Ace lamenting the Marines, who want control of him, who want him dead because of his blood and his power. And also fate. But “even if saving you sends me to heaven” is exactly what happened at Marieford.

“For Good,” from the musical Wicked, sung by Idina Menzel and Kristen Chenoweth - This song describes them so perfectly because they met for a reason. Ever. Single. Word. I could go SO SO SO in depth about this. I could go on and on. I have cried my EYES out to this song thinking about ASL, and people in my own life.

AH YAAAY

ok actually putting a read more here cuz i babble a lot

oh yes, i can imagine it clearly !!! it’s like their roughrr side in a way. i like the song 🙂‍↕️

im SICK thats adorable. i completely imagined the babylu scenario. yesyes, i agree with both !!! i also viewed the second half as ace and sabo repeating the songs to themselves whenever they need it cuz hey, the song’s there. why not listen to it

OHH THIS ONE. yeah. yeah thats them. ughhh

I FORGOT ABOUT THIS SONG !! they are literallyrunning free ur so right. it makes me think of modern au too !!

oohhh….. yeahyeah i see it. “don’t gotta die in the bed you made” sooo them exactly ough

so u may have forgotten an explanation LOL but yes i see it !!! all about letting go and running wild, as long as we love each other all is right. at least thats what i took from it haha

ohhh yes. especially “a necessity for apologies between you and me / baby, there is none” thats them exactly. and yes !! taking comfort in their memories, even when they’re apart they’re never really separated. ughh stupid brothers

omg i forgot about this song too. like they know the truth of what will happen to them, they know the world wants them to be apart, but they dont care !!! ur so right

aughg…… i imagined sabo telling luffy this. “looking for the moon, you’ll see it clear / ‘cause it shines the same wherever you are” they are both so full of love no amount of ocean and mountains will ever stop that !!

I LIKE THIS SONG i never thought about it like this !!! “takin swings and even missin but i dont care” “smile a little more and im into it” “care a little less just a little bit” it is them !! it was hard but they’re going wild now !!!

i do the same thing i always make romantic songs platonic. ohhh my god ur right. “i will never ket you fall / i’ll stand up with you forever / i’ll be there for you through it all / even if saving you sends me to heaven” it’s LITERALLY ace and luffy. both of them. “please dont walk away and / please tell me you’ll stay” UGH. though his skies are turning gray UGH !!! SAKURA !!!

immediately hitting me with “i’m limited, and just look at you / you can do all i couldnt do” ur JOKING. “i’ve heard it said / that people come into our lives for a reason” THEY WERE MEANT TO BE BRITHERS !!! “but i know im who i am today / because i knew you” and “who can say i’ve been changed for the better? but / because i knew you / i’ve been changed for good” LITERALLY ace + sabo @ luffy. he changed their lives the moment he met them, taught them how love and be loved and live with more laughter than anger UGH. the ENTIRE part about never meeting again and then i get punched in the face with “so let me say before we part / so much of me / is made of what i learned from you” IT’S FUCKINF MARINEFORD !!!! handprint on the heart, they will never forget each other, even amnesiac sabo saw them. asking for forgiveness, blame to share, none of it seems to matter ugghhhh luffy and sabo post timeskip. sakura ur killing me DEAD im kn the FLOOR !!! DEAD !!!!!

THANX FOR THE SONGS !!! i listened to them all while reading this, im ruined

[gold-rhine]

The thing about the third point is that, yeah, the point of the vision is utility in terms of lore however the fundamental logic of its distribution is what I would consider to be leaning heavily into "special people vs gray mass" territory. The Celestia grants (or seems to grant) visions to people it already deems in need of additional attention (in terms of control) and vision holders specifically are described as possessing a potential to ascend. Thus it makes it feel like the eligibility to receiving a vision is decided based upon some metaphysical quality. At this point I should probably specify that I do not necessary think genshin feels contempt towards 'common folk' as much as its core wordview is informed by the idea that some people are just inherently apart from others. Idealistic Individualism. Artists as Another Species that will never be understood by dull and banal normal folk.

(I am also pretty sure there were examples of characters where it was questioned in-universe why they DID NOT get a vision although once again the exact logic by which a specific person gets a vision at all seems ambiguous enough even in context of visions as a control tool)

(tbh yeah it still depends on execution and so far in my eyes it is specifically the explanation of What visions are supposed to do that makes it iffy. It's one thing if explanation is "Celestia selectively empowers people that it considers as acting in a manner that will enable Celestia to further its interests directly or indirectly" and another "for some reason these people are already somehow special so Celestia steps in to attach its control beacon" that pushes it into "kinda iffy".

(also it is still mostly just a vague impression of an underlying worldview, even under that interpretation I feel like genshin is still way less weird about 'average everyman' than its sister game aka HSR so cannot argue with you on it, you said it well enough)

artists as SUBSPECIES????? WHAT im sorry i dont mean to sound angry, im just legit perplexed where are you getting that. esp bc i wrote a lot on visions and never saw anything close. like again, we're talking about nyancat working as doordasher???

your "explanations" are provably wrong tho, like no, celestia does not decide anything. celestia at this point is proved to be dormant. it's also directly stated by neuvi that archons do NOT select who receives the vision. however ppl get it, its some kind of automated algorithm, probably run by gnosis, BUT it 100% does not depend on celestia, bc neuvi uses this same algorithm to grant hydro visions himself.

the reasons for creating visions do not point to celestia wanting to control ~special people~, its pointing to celestia losing control over elements due to the war with other descenders and so creating archons and visions in order to keep elements under control. humans using visions is not about humans themselves, its about teyvat's elements under control and also like making investmemnt bets in case some human does manage to multiply that energy.

"Severely wounded in the great war of vengeance, the usurper had their functions ruined, and could no longer use their absolute authority to suppress the original order of this world. To continue to subdue and control the resentments and loathing of the world, the usurper and one who came after created the Gnoses together. So it came to be that an order was made to be upheld, and thus did humans come to only possess these seven remembrances, and all fragments of the primordial were driven to devour each other.

From that day on, whenever a person's wishes reached the heavens, the seven overseers of the material realm were duty-bound to grant them a gift. Though they might know nothing of who or what wish had stepped into the threshold of the sacred, the Seven Archons still had to impart a shattered shard of their mastery to that person. And when one so gifted completed their duty... the gift the gods would receive in return would be more abundant still.

Neuvillette obeys no edict from the heavens, but he does acknowledge human will. So he too set aside parts of himself, as like unto the dragon-treasure hoards of old, awaiting valiant humans to come and claim them."

also, "for some reason these people are already somehow special" - visions are not received at birth, visions can be received by anyone at the moment when their wishes match the element. there are incredibly powerful characters with no visions, like signora, scara didnt have a vision for all his life and career as harbringer, etc, and i would say harbringers are pretty fucking special and i as celestia would like to control the group that plans to overthrow me. you can be plenty special and powerful and not have vision.

tldr, visions are about control of the element, not about control or specialness of the human. visions can be reactivated by different people, permanently like ning or just for a moment, like kazuha, which means that its about visions carrying specific idea\concept and humans having to like unlock them by syncing up with that concept (kazuha's dead friend being obsessed with besting raiden in a duel to best the lightning glow, and kazuha reactivating his vision for a brief minute specifically to block raiden's boob nuke bc that was his desire as well at that moment). elements in genshin embody ideas and its about human matching these ideas through their interal development, instead of any innate specialness

[teddie-bear420]

tier list

OPINONS UNDER THE CUT

warning this is super long and ranty but does have some silly doodles ill post else where :)

-teddie bear 420

I have had several dreams about vaggie and lute and alastor, they plage my every waking moment. one was me going to smooch city with alastor (very scary that man does not wash his teeth). the others vaggie just shows up sometimes

really liked vaggie in her angel flash back, her hair cut was so cute, not a fan she still has pink eye but what eves. I LOVE HER PONY TAIL THO, give my girl better hair styles!!!

do you think theyve explored each others bodies?

I hated lute at first cuz, just look at her. you could get snow blindness with how white that woman is oh my lord. but once the 8th episode rolled around with hot women fighting my brain kinda clicked on for our old second in command. i keep going back to her in my brain and slowly morphing her into a heart broken lesbian who has a superiority complex and bullies her crush and then moves on to having a sugar mama situation ship with Lilith.

alastor is just so fun and silly, and there's this one x reader fic that ive made fan art of, you've all seen it. i just love this guy but i like to imagine he's a woman just for me :)

i understand why he is a fan favorite

i love charlies look but i hate how childish she is, like girl you are like 24 kill your friends pimp. nifty molly emily are all so cute and i enjoy looking at them. cant wait for the nifty episode (delusional)

i do love nifty more than the rest of these ones tho. i see lots of folks talking about how nifty is alastors daughter or angel dusts little baby daughter SHUT UP

SHES 25 YEARS OLD AND MURDERED HER HUSBAND IN HER SLEEP. NIFTY CALLED ALASTOR OVER TO HAVE THEIR LUNCH DATE AND HIDE THE BODY!!!

OK maybe nifty lives in my dreams too

do you think theyve explored each others bodies?

mimzy makes me mad cuz the show hated having her there clearly, like why is she the only fat person in hell. dont worry girl, I'll appreciate you once again i have to make alastor a dyke for my own sanity

do you think they-

lilith and rosie are good to look at, i like how rosie talks and her showtunes, god i love her show tunes. pentious is the only yellow dude in hell. velvete looks like ass most of the time but I LOVE A BAD BITCH

like i said, no strong feelings

ok most of these dudes are too ugly or too annoying and i hate when they are on screen, lucifers pants are his skin, angel dust has the worst fashoin sense ever UGHS I HATE HIM WHERE ARE HIS TITS WAAAAAA

also i love that her name is sarah, thats such a basic name, like i can type alastor x reader and theres a bunch of results but if i typed sarah x reader, shes no where :(

also shes got that mlp horse face going on i love it

i despise carmilla carmine, i hate her dumb horns, i hate her unnamed daughters, i hate her skirt, i hate her song, i hate her blazed ass eyes, i hate her long hair

vox just looks bad i cant lie

OK ADUM MAKES ME SO MAD HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN JACK BLACK WE SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIM BEING A FAT BASTARD CUZ I WAS CONVINCED HE WAS ANOTHER SKINNY TWINK also i am an anti shipper when it comes to adum x lute cuz that shit is weaaaak. he is so mean to her and not in a hot way, adum is some incel and lute is a goddess

yeah, #adumisoverparty 2024 the most divorced man in heaven

i can not wait for season two dude, im so pumped

[punk-o-ween]

the first thing i see when i make it to heaven (i dont think im ever seeing the pearly gates folks)

@mariahglamours

[that-hippie-user]

Hello :3

Okay so, curious anon here. I do not know how exactly I ended up on this side of tumblr but hey, may as well stop by. (Not meant to be offensive,,, just making it clear I am NOT experienced nor too knowledgeable)

If you don’t mind me asking, how does this work exactly? What does a session look like? Is this like, a whole field I have just, not known about??

It would be super duper appreciated if you answer any of those questions :>

Thanks :3

-🔭(signing of since I,,,, I may be back.)

its quite simple actually!

:3 through either live texting, or voice chat, i help you through guided meditation to open up your innermost mind

this lowers inhibition and helps encourage you to do what you enjoy!

its not mind control, i cant make you do stuff you dont like or anything dangerous

^u^ buuuuuut if you have humiliating fantasies, i can make it easier for you to enjoy them!

;3 think of it as me helping your instincts betray you. we all go through the world taught about whats decent and whats shameful, and we internalize it till we form a mask that hinders what we can enjoy

:3 hypnosis replaces that dumb mask with an urge deep down inside to do what you enjoy

X3 you may protest, you may be humiliated, you may even be shocked just how far your own mind and body are willing to go with fulfilling your fantasies-

but if it works? UwU then its something you always wanted to do~

;3 just look around! all these losers are lining up to have their potty training taken away. and why? cuz they never asked for it! these folks just wanna live life on THEIR terms. UwU and whats the harm in it? if they find it fun, humiliating, hawt, should we stop them? of course not! :3 we should embrace what makes us happy, so long as its safe, sane, and consensual.

;3 including me, i am absolutely wanting to join these dorks in pants filling bliss~ so you know im someone who doesnt give a fuck what people think, and im certainly no one to judge. you have to have standards to be an elitist.

UwU i offer these people a safe space with someone who understands the appeal of their kink. i love it, they love it, and i use my power to help them enjoy it to the highest degree

and if that little slice of hedonistic heaven sounds nice... :3 wanna join? no one will know, i dont share my dms.

im just saying, you never know what might appeal to you. X3 sure its strange, but whats the harm in trying?

:3 if it works, then it was just a good fit for you, right?

>:3 plus, ya gotta admit, having a cool kinky hypno-mastermind as a friend sounds awesome.

[fuckthisloser]

I wasnt as StarStruck as I was.

I dont know where else to post this without it getting the wrong attention and others getting the wrong idea, but truth be told Im not slandering his name nor am I saying hes a bad person. But my experience wasnt as warm as i thought it would be like everyone else's. Now, what youre reading is my personal opinion & experience, mine alone. Take this with a grain of salt.

I knew about Neil at 8 years old when I watched "The Discovery of Heaven" with my mother. Since then I learned more of his work as an actor and sooner or later started to follow suit. Lost my passion for acting and went straight to work, Neil popped back into my life as heisenberg and became a fan again.

I got a chance this past march to see him at fan expo 2024 in Phoenix Arizona and get an autograph, really wanted to make this worth it, but could only afford sunday. I bought him a pancho(gaban) as a gift for him to take home from mexico(i live in rio rico,az) knowing he likes learning about other cultures. I got there, got Maggie Robertsons autograph (no complaints there, worth it) before I got in line for Neils'. Let the anticipation begin.

7 HOURS later of waiting in line, which I wont complain about cause he went through VIP first, I get It. Aside from what I heard, was that Neil had a plane to catch straight after the con, alright I should make this quick and painless as possible for him. When I came up and I first made eye contact, It wasnt cold. But absent.

It felt rushed, and he had every right. But I genuinely dont remember our conversation except Me remembering giving him the poncho (which he wanted to refuse but took it anyway). He joked if its gonna fit in his suitcase, funny. While someone else joked if he was actually gonna take it home. Heartbreaking, yet understanding. He signed my autograph book, got the picture and gave me a partial hug over the table. Even the hug felt empty.

That 5 minute walk back to where I was staying really made me think What the fuck actually happened. I didnt feel warm, I didnt feel happy, nor complete. I genuinely thought that meeting him might light that spark of me wanting to be an actor again but better off as a comedian considering I felt like a joke. Now I know that my experience shouldnt be compared to everyone elses but I genuinely felt underappreciated. I shouldnt, but still hurt. To this day, I still dont know whether or not he took the pancho home with him, I would have rather have taken it back.

But like Neil Newbon said in his own stream, "Dont ever meet your heroes folks."

[ganondoodle]

so, been thinking would you want me to redesign the zonau for the rewrite project too?

botw alone barely has any info about them so i would take totk as a basis but move them closer to what we had in botw (mainly more nature based)

personally i dont like how perfect and sterile all about the totk zonau look, tho i dont want them to be "barbaric" as botws only description has it but still move them to something more .. natural, and perhaps make them more of an underground species, which would be a neat paralel to the shiekah who were all about the stars, and tho both cultures never truly met their tech does in a way and both reached to the part of the world most foreign to them (shiekah reaching into the earth despite them being more astrological, the zonau having reached to the heavens despite having come from below the ground; perhaps its bc of that that they found old remnants of the long forgotten past there in the depths, and reached to the folks above to warn them of ancient dangers- ... whoop im coming up with more ideas ..)

[loemius]

im too like fuzzy from cough syrup to answer YOUR question-- Hephaestus is associated with copper specifically from my understanding, but I know a lot of modern helpol folks associate him with stuff like computers, the internet, metal in general. Hephaestus needs some love, whats some other things you associate him with, either upg or historically (I kinda like thinking of him as the god of disability aids like wheelchairs and prosthetics)

OH BOY I LOVE THIS QUESTION!!!!! i love hephaestus and i am so glad to spread some love for him. thank you for this fantastic question <333 historically speaking: -cranes! paper cranes are really fun and easy to make and would be an awesome votive for him. -donkeys! i think about this one a lot and his myth with dionysus where he'd been cast out of olympos and dionysus was the one who came after him and was able to convince him to return, and he rode back on a donkey: "One of the Greek legends is that Hephaistos, when he was born, was thrown down by Hera. In revenge he sent as a gift a golden chair with invisible fetters. When Hera sat down she was held fast, and Hephaistos refused to listen to any other of the gods save Dionysos--in him he reposed the fullest trust--and after making him drunk Dionysos brought him to heaven." [theoi.com, Pausanias 1.20.3] i mean just look at him on his steed. i love it. [also sourced from theoi.com]

-this is a weird one but chains. he's got a lot to do with chains, from the aforementioned binding of hera to the net of chains to capture ares and aphrodite in their affair to the binding of prometheus. i havent quite developed my thoughts on this yet, but i think it's very interesting. -hammers. he's often seen depicted with his hammer, and of course he helped zeus give birth to athena by using his hammer to split his head open. having experience in metalworking really made me appreciate this more, because there are SO many different kinds of hammers and using the wrong one can completely change the outcome of your work. also, its hard work! makes me think more about just how strong lord hephaestus is to make such grand works. -i think about him a lot with jewelry making, since he's got quite a few historically attested pieces of jewelry that he's made. upg: -i also associate him with mobility aids of all kinds. i also think about him and apollo working together to make medical technology, which means a lot to me as someone who's had health struggles. -i also associate him with computers too. i pray to him when my technology doesnt work LMAO -tobacco. i liked to smoke a cigarette with him before id go into the metal shop (dont smoke please its terrible for you) -the smell of metal. weird one but id go into the metal shop and take a sniff and be like :') ahhhhh hephaestus. i worked a lot in copper and bronze bc theyre soft and cheap metals, and the smell of copper on your hands after spending hours on the jewelers saw... like nothing else in this world. -soldering. when i learned to solder i would pray to him to help me do it well and get a good solder. it is harder than you think, especially when working in silver which can and WILL melt if you're not careful enough. it really made me appreciate how diligent and patient he must be. on a similar note, annealing metal also made me think of him. annealing is the process of heating and quenching metal to strength it once it gets too soft and you are quite literally just blasting it with a torch until it’s red hot. takes so much patience and carefulness. -open flame cooking. he's associated with fires after all and just. tossing something on the grill or over a campfire always makes me think of him. i also think of zeus when i grill things but i dont have a reason for that other than grilling is dad behavior and he is the ultimate dad. -LEGOS. any time i play with legos i am thinking about him. its the building aspect and the creativity. -really i think about him, athena, and apollo a lot when i'm creating, especially 3d works for hephaestus. i'm pursuing a bfa so i make a lot of things, and i think a lot about his skill and dedication to the craft when i make them.

thank you so so much for this ask!!! i loved answering this and would love to hear others thoughts on this <3 gods bless you with health and happiness!!!

[fipindustries]

tagged by @st-justt-just these are always an issue for me because i dont have a "Playlist" of any kind, i just let youtube put together playlists on my recomendations page so with that in mind, lets see what comes up.

Bradinsky on violin - [tetris tengen] by bradis fuller - funny thing about this, you may hear it and think "ah yes, a song inspired by classical russian folk music". in reality is a fully original song made by the composer. hence the BRAD-insky.

Ya te vas a mejorar (speed up) - el cuarteto de nos - i like this version of the song about a guy who gets brain damage and becomes a chainsaw murderous maniac over the original. is not quite nightcore but its certainly more energetic.

Aikendrum - Ewan Maccoll - i got this out of a cute webcomic about jekyll and hyde. i have no idea what this song is about but i sure do love the scottishness of it all. aikendrum aikendrum is a great catchphrase.

As your father i expressly forbit it - Neil cicierega - the theme of this song is so weird for a neil cicierega song. is about such a intimate, mundane topic and the double punch of this and earn my life is actually kind of brutal to hear in spirit phone.

Noches de boda - Joaquin sabina - i fucking love the intro of this song by chavela vargas, i remember when i first heard this song i thought it was some old guy but no it was one of the most famous female singers from mexico. as an argentinian there is something delightful about hearing a spaniard and a mexican singing together like old friends. great fucking song to sing drunk out of your ass at 4 in the morning

El cisne que ladra - maria elena walsh - my love for children songs continues undaunted, specially the songs by elena walsh. there is something very otherverse about this song in particular because its about a thieving swan who goes to a lake one night and steals a treasure hidden in that lake. then the next morning when the sun comes out you cant see the treasure anymore because the swan stole it but it turns out the treasure were the night stars being reflected on the lake, its just so beautifully poetic

California heaven [mashup of california girls by kathy perry and heaven by envy, plus a bunch of other songs] - Jason rollins - i just discovered this guy a few weeks ago because he just started doing this a few months ago and he turned out to be such an incredibly strong entry in the genre of weird, deep fried, dense mashups. i highly reccomend to listen to the rest of his channel

Octopus garden -the beatles - i saw a documentary about why the beatles broke up recently and knowing that this song was composed by ringo as the team was going through deep tensions and fights about to separate makes this song so much more heartbreaking. ringo just wanted for him and his friends to get along and be happy on an octopus garden beneath the sea. jesus dude, me too.

Desaparecido - Manu chao - weirdly political song for what i usually listen to. a song about the experience of illegal immigrants living in the united states without papers. one funny thing about manu chao is that he is famous for many spanish songs that talk about the hardships of the latin american experience and the guy is fucking french. i genuenly could not have been able to tell just from listening to him.

Brindo por las mujeres - Los rodrigez - just a fantastic song by one of my favourite singers from my country, andres calamero. another great fucking drinking song to yell drunk off your ass with friends at 4 in the morning and frankly a great way to end this list

honestly i am rather proud of how incredibly ecclectic is this list, i think this is a pretty good crossection of the wide range of my musical tastes

im tagging @not-terezi-pyrope @ericvilas and @mrcatfishing

[weebnotheree]

꧁༺♡⚜『𝑆𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝟚 - 𝑀𝑟. 𝐶𝑟𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝑥 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟』⚜♡༻꧂[PT2]

𓂀 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟚 𓂀

Im glad this was finally out on a platform I have now! ENJOY!

𝕍𝕠𝕥𝕖 - 𝕊𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕖 - 𝔽𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

_____________________________

~ Not good enough ~

"Thanks, Mr. Moon" Johnny said chuckling.

"Yeah!" Gunter agreed, coming into the conversation. "I think we pretty much nailed itt!" he finished.

"So, i-is she here?" Rosita asked walking up to Moon. He nodded and motioned them to follow. The audience could be heard laughing as they approached. He moved the curtain slightly and pointed towards a lady. "There. See the dog, middle third row?"  

Rosita smiled "Oh, she's younger than I imagined"

He turned to them. "Yeah, well, supposedly, she's the best scout in show business" "I can't tell if..if she's enjoying it" Meena said tilting her head. "Come on, let's get a better view" he said as they followed him onto a wooden plank big enough to fit all of them that was attached to a pulley and pulled the lever.  

[Rabbit] "This I know"

[Rabbit 2] "He told me 'Dont worry about it' He told me 'Dont worry no more.' We both know we can't go, without it[music fades]"

They rushed over after Moon to Ms. Crawly. "And how we doing over here, Miss Crawly?" "Oh, very good, Mr. Moon" she looked through her telescope again. "So far, I counted nine smiles, two belly laughs, and five chuckles. Uh, though the last one could've just been gas."

"Well, that's proof, right? She must like the show" he said as he looked at everyone. "Oh, my gosh. You think so?" "I hope so" The two girls said as they smiled. "All right, now, keep up the good work. Come on, everybody, back to positions" Then they began heading back. "She'd be, like, cuckoo not to love the show" Gunter said as he left. Moon sighed happily. "Dream big dreams. [looks over at her]That's what I always said, right?" 

"Mm-hmm"

"Well, looks like we're about to take this show to the entertainment capital of the world" "Mr. Moon, she's leaving!" "Huh?" he said as he quickly grabbed the telescope and threw his paper aside to see. "She's leaving the show" 

"He told me 'You'll never'..."

She was in fact leaving, now walking in the open space of the red carpet heading towards the door. He gasped before jumping on top of the pole, handing her the telescope "Miss Crawly, stay right here" "What are you gonna do?" "I'm gonna follow that dog" He then jumped and hung from a light on a pulley. Then landed next to Nana with a grunt. She was startled and looked at him. "Good heavens!" "Hey, Nana!"  She fanned herself as he looked around. "What are you doing?"

"The scout is leaving" he said as they both got up to look. Yep, she was indeed heading out the door and also looking at her phone. "Ah, so she is. Hurry" And so he did.  

The monkey, who was standing at the double doors opened the second door for her. She nodded with a thank you, looking at her phone still. Luckily he caught her in time. "Uh, Suki? Suki Lane?[sighs/walks down the stair to her] I'm Buster Moon. Uh, hi. So glad you could make it. Um, would you like some popcorn?" She shook her head not looking away from her phone "Oh, no, thanks. I'm not staying for the second half, so..."

"Oh. But, uh, we thought you were enjoying it. I mean, not that we were watching you or anything" "It really is a cute little show. [looks at a poster in front/chuckles]Just not what we're looking for" 

"But-but wait. Y-You got to see the second act. I'm-I'm telling you, [chuckles] it's a smash."

She stops and puts her phone away. "Okay, Mr. Moon, can I be honest?" "Of course" "Are you sure? 'Cause folks say that when they don't really mean it" "No, please, please, be as honest as you like"

"You're not good enough" then she opens the door entrance "What?" lifting a hand. "Taxi![looks back at him]You know, maybe I will have that popcorn.[goes to taxi] Look, you've got a nice little local theater here, and it's great for what it is, but trust me, you'd never make it in the big leagues. Take Mrs. L/n for example. You need to be that good. Bye, now" she says as the window rolls up and she gets her phone back out. 

Moon was shocked at what she said. "Well, what did she say?" Nana asked walking quickly over to him. He looked at her "Ill be right back" and-

Suki was talking on her phone to someone. "Nah. Mm-mm. [eats a popcorn]A few laughs, bunch of quirky ideas. But, anyway, about Thursday..." There was a tap on the window as she was about to eat another popcorn. She looked over to see "Oh my..." "Yeah, hi. It's me again. [gasps/paddles faster]Whoa whoa" "I'll call you back. [rolls window down]Are you out of your mind?" "When are you holding auditions?" 

She stammered. "Tomorrow. But there is no way you'll-" "Uh, listen, it-[HONK HONK]" A red vintage car pulled up to the side of them with a hippo driving it. "Get out of the road, you idiot!" "Hey, do you mind? I'm in a meeting here. [looks at her]Could-could you at least give us a chance to try out for your boss?" he asked still managing to hold onto the car. 

She slightly shook her head and looked forward. "Driver, could you please lose this maniac?" the window began rolling up. "Wait, wait, wait, wait. Hold on a second. [car turns fast]No, no, no, no!" Buster on the bike went super fast plus going down stairs, into the air, and into the river.  As a whale came up the crowed groaned, Buster looked around thinking they were cheering for him[they cheer]..he waved and smiled, then it blew water out and Buster went flying..the crowd groaned again. 

Buster walked back to the  theater sadly and slowly dripping wet. 

["Goodbye Yellow Brick Road" by Elton John playing] 

Slowly walking up the stairs he looked over at the poster, it said

'𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐖𝐎𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝' 

{"𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙩!" - 𝘿𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙩}{"𝙎𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙪𝙣" - 𝙂𝙖𝙯𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚}

♪ When are you gonna come down? ♪

♪ When are you going to land? ♪

♪ I should have stayed on the farm ♪

♪ I should have listened to my old man ♪

♪ You know you can't hold me forever ♪

♪ I didn't sign up with you ♪

He blowdrys himself. 

♪ I'm not a present for your friends to open ♪ Next thing you know, shows over and animals were leaving.

♪ This boy's too young to be singing ♪

♪ The blues ♪

♪ Ah, ah-ah, ah, ah ♪ Nana was looking for him by the doors where he left her. "Mr. Moon?"

♪ Ah, ah, ah ♪ She went back stage, not there. Clothes/ccostume rack, not there.

♪ So goodbye, yellow brick road ♪ His office and flipped on the lightswitch and tapped her chin with her fan. 

♪ Where the dogs of society howl ♪

♪ You can't plant me in your penthouse ♪

♪ I'm going back to my plow ♪ Looked behind the couch, not there either.

♪ Back to the howling old owl in the woods ♪ Under the desk, not there. Going behind the desk..looking at.

♪ Hunting the horny-back toad-♪ Nana hit the radio and it turned off, staring at the drawer. She opened it and was startled. "Oh, for heaven's sake" He sighed. "What can I say, Nana? I'm a failure"   

"Oh, poppycock" she said walking away from behind the desk. "I was reaching too high" 

"Honestly, one negative comment, and it's all, "Woe is me.""saying as she dramatically put her hand on her forehead walking to around the room. "Nana, come on. She said I'm not good enough. I mean, heck, I've just been told that my destiny, all of my hopes and dreams, uh, they all end right here" he told her. She rolled her eyes at his dramaticness.  

"Well, what did you expect? That she would drop to her knees and declare you a genius? Roll out the red carpet for the great Buster Moon!"

"She-she ran me off the road into a canal" "Well, you're still in one piece, aren't you?"

 "Well, yeah, but-" "Well, anyone who dares set out to follow their dreams is bound to face a lot worse than a dip in the canal. [Penguine Hobbs walks in]Ah, Hobbs. I found him. Uh, bring the car round, will you?[he leaves] There's a good chap"she looks at Buster. "I-I... I just thought she'd at least see we deserved a shot" 

"Never mind what this person you don't even know said. Do you think you're good enough?"

"Of course, but-" "Then you must fight for what you believe in. Guts, stamina, faith. These are the things you need now, and without them... Well, maybe that scout was right. [walks out]Maybe you're not good enough" he watched her leave and looked away in thought. Nana leaned back and looked at him before leaving.

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Tossing and turning in his bead as cars drove by. He then put his pillow over his head..and for a few seconds stayed there...before moving it off and looking at the ceiling for a few seconds. Guess Nana's words really got to him. 

He went down the stairs, clothes already on. Unlocked a big suitcase(bc its big compared to him) and filled it with costumes, hats, and props he made. It was kind of hard to close but he managed. 

Now he's walking down the street talking on the phone. "Oh, I... No, I know, Rosita, but trust me on this. It'll be totally worth it. And listen, I'm outside her place now, so can you call the others and have 'em meet up in half an hour? Great. Thank you" 

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I hope you enjoyed this chapter u-u. Thank you for reading it. Even thought I don't have the same motivation like I did when I wanted it to be streaming on platforms but I still have ideas for it and I'll keep doing writing aka finish this book so yeah, don't worry. 

𝚅𝚘𝚝𝚎 - 𝚂𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎 - ���𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠

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[ihavenothingtodo10220]

do u ever think how in life we are told to aim for so much success and reach our full potential but then every other average person including celebs, idols etc etc are or have already done so, so why should we also need so much wealth or why should we need to put ourselves out there.

im constantly torn between wanting a simple affordable life that id be happy with maybe in the countryside (but its not affordable nowadays to live simply we still have to slave away) and the other side is that i have a need to constantly prove myself and to gain some type of recognition cause we are always told from kids to aim for the top paying jobs etc etc, most of that is what celebs have or do. i mean it cant always be that great what do rich ppl keep buying for each other dont they run out of things to own eventually cause they already own most rich people items?

fair enough if celebs and idols have talents but i dont im not even remotely pretty enough to do whatever it is they do but again its alwayd the what if i wouldve done things differently, maybe it would feel less narcissitic to want a bit of what celebs have if i already had done something differently yonks ago

the other issue is i no longer feel so attached to society if at all like i dont care to succeed i dont care to fail, im neither fussed if im alive or dead it just dont matter to me anymore, in the end the only thing thats going to happen is i will eventually pass away so no ones exactly going to miss me even in death or heaven as people still have their own lives i wouldnt or havent been anyone special at all

its almost saying how it only matters if its someone rich and famous so we have to be a somebody in order to be remembered otherwise we generally end up being a nobody as it is the way the internet goes into meltdown when celebs pass away as if it wasnt to be expected at some point. but if we arent on social media or we dont have a following we honestly do not matter even if we dont have partners or social group either like im so irrelevant no one gonna notice bar immediate family if i stop existing rofl

the way we have to do everything via a screen and screens are everywhere doesnt help me at all cause i feel further distanced from folk and like i dont belong, i dont need nor want a following but its almost being forced on all of us like people.

even idols cant do anything without needing to show their fans but the idols wouldnt notice every single fan to ever exist would they? all the interactions with celebs that fans have is always monentary or beifly. stays even treat bangchan like a long term permenanttherapist friend. yet neither if them truly know one another, so why do we get so attached to the idea of having thoughts and feelings towards someone whos never going to know us so again it dont matter if we do or dont exist as long as these idols and celebs briefly have enough fame for them to get by

but then what am i someone who just does nothing for a living cause i dont want what others want out of life if that makes sense? i either end up feeling like im from the wrong era dont belong with my generation dont belong with next generations would probably have preferred being in previous generations when things were simpler and affordable

sorry if this ask is a bit morbid, nihilistic or pessimistic i have so many mixed thoughts and feelings about existing lately what do you think? i mean obviously there is much narcissism in the world as it is so wouldnt we just be adding to it? am i just having nearly mid life crisis early? idfk anymore

Honestly people tell you to aim high because not only is it the best way to survive, but also because you can easily improve things. Many people who’ve done a lot were considered sub par, and the main reason they did was pure spite to the people who looked down on them and had more, and then they eventually became those people. It’s a cycle, and it’s human nature. And in this society, whether we like it or not, only the successful can truly be sure they can make it. Even middle-class families can easily crash and burn in the blink of an eye with losing their job and end up without anything to eat. But the successful don’t really have to worry about that, because they have a lot to fall back on. Things are also getting more and more expensive, and only the wealthy can really keep up with that. It’s sad, but reality.

And yeah, I think fans put so much pressure on idols because they’re just that. Idols. They idolize them and see them as these perfect beings far above any and everything, and they delude themselves into thinking they can be with them one day. So if an idol makes one wrong move, or dates someone, that false image comes crashing down. You don’t see that in the west simply because we don’t idolize celebrities to that same capacity. To us they’re not necessarily idols, and they’re much more open about their humanity.

[sushigirl004]

just a bunch of album recs:

lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven - godspeed you! black emperor: my favorite album of all time, its an absolute experience with highs (like 3:10 on storm) and lows (like the outro of static), and i dont think anything could make me dislike this album whatsoever (standouts: all of them)

deathconsciousness - have a nice life: my second favorite album of all time (i only know my top 2 right now lol), and on first listen i didnt really love it that much. i thought the first half was a bit too boring (mainly because this was one of the first albums id listened to that wasnt emo) and i thought the effects made it too muddy, but boy was i shocked when i heard earthmover. instantly favorite song of all time, and it still is, 2 and a half years later. after that, i relistened to the whole album and it quickly grew on me, to the point its at today (standouts: a quick one, holy fucking shit: 40000, i dont love, earthmover)

touched - nadja: one day, on youtube music, under the section for covers of songs on my home page, i saw nadja's cover of needle in the hay by elliott smith. at the time, that was a song i was listening to on repeat, so i listened to the cover. i thought it was pretty good, so i checked the artist out, looked at the debut album (as i usually do when checking out an artist), and i really liked the cover art. when i checked the description, it said it was drone doom, which i thought was intriguing, so i listened, and i really liked it. this might not be for everyone, given that its drone, which gets boring/repetitive for a lot of people, but i really enjoyed it because it was just so heavy and almost foggy (standouts: stays demons, flowers of flesh)

the glow, pt. 2 - the microphones: my friend showed me i want wind to blow, and i really liked it. when i went to relisten to it, i listened from the album, and when the song was finished, it went onto the title track, which jumpscared me lmao. but because it was so shocking, i listened to it, and i thought it was even better, so i added the album to my list of albums to listen to and carried on. then i finally listened to it on 9/11 of 2024 (because it came out on 9/11/01 and i thought it was funny) and i thought it was great. it is folk, but even if you dont like folk, id still suggest this, because to me, it doesnt feel like folk. its more singer-songwriter, with a lot of shoegaze elements sometimes. (standouts: all of the first 4 tracks, the gleam pt. 2, map, i felt your shape)

for the first time - black country, new road: that same friend told me to listen to this album, and eventually i did. this was before isaac left, which i feel happy for being there before that, despite only being about a month before. i really liked this one (i know i keep saying "really liked" shut up), and soon after listened to ants from up there (which i also absolutely recommend), and soon after that became obsessed with this band lmao. when live at bush hall came out, i was so excited, despite being nervous that it wouldnt be as good because isaac left, but that quickly went away as soon as up song started. anyways, besties just came out and im really excited for the album on april 4th!!! (standouts: athens france, science fair, sunglasses)

wildlife - la dispute: this is gonna be my last one for now, but this album is soooo damn good. i was first introduced to this band by looking up "scariest songs reaction" on youtube when i was like 8 lmao. one of the songs was king park, which is about a true story of a drive-by shooting where the shooter accidentally shot a kid. insanely sad story, and terrifying as well. but i really loved the music as well. then, 6 or 7 years later (its funny cuz thats a lyric in one of the songs on this album, but it actually was 7 years later), i remembered that song, relistened to it, and wow is it still as hard-hitting as i remember. so i listened to their debut, somewhere at the bottom of the river between vega and altair (which, again, i also suggest), and i really liked it (YES I KNOW I SAID IT AGAIN) and was listening to it on repeat, and then moved on to this one. it took a few tries to get in the mood for listening to it, but on the third try, the 3rd track clicked with me, and from there i was hooked. for the past few months ive been listening to this album so much lmao. its so emotional and heavy, and i just love it for that (standouts: st paul missionary baptist church blues, safer in the forest/love song for poor michigan, king park, edward benz 27 times, i see everything, you and i in unison)

anyways definitely listen to these albums at some point in your life, and i will absolutely be taking suggestions! :3

[dreamerlucifer]

I love the Kitty, Love my Trans Folks, and most of all, I ♥♥LOOOOOVE ♥♥ making all of you MY specialty!!♥

PAAAACAAAAAKESSSSSS!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

OOC:

OK Everyone, on a serious note, Trans People are being hurt, killed, beat to shit, and having their basic rights as citizens here in the USA taken away!!!!!!!!!! SUPPORT US!!!!!! HELP US to be seen as PEOPLE, CITIZENS, and NOT the NON CONFORMIST, LOWER CLASS insects in need of IRRADIFICATION FROM THIS COUNTRY!!!!! We ARE people too!!!!!!! We feel just like you, see, taste, love the same sunsets, may even like similar tastes in food. We are not what the Right wings say we are... We are just people... or rather short, Fallen angels destined for a lifetime of servitude in HELL!!

The USA IS HELL for us right now!!! I can attest to it, on a personal level even. I was beaten to unconsciousness by two RNs in TN's RHEA COUNTY HOSPITAL not long after they changed the legislature to take away our basic rights... I was in the hospital because I passed out from hypoglycemia!!!! Not because I felt that I wanted to become a battered piece of road kill left outside the parking lot without even throwing discharge paperwork at me.... I was spat on by RHEA country Chief of Police when I ran out of gas on the highway roughly 6 miles from the gas station. My neighbors actually filmed the robbery of our home, orchestrated by the Agent we had in charge of selling the home!!!! They even took the time to take my Father and Grandmother's Urns and break them open on the garage pavement.... Broke the front door down... THANK THE GODS AND SATAN we had been at the dog park for the day... They would have taken or killed our beloved pets....

We had to flee the state and leave the home that @fatass-adam and I lived in just because of how dangerous and blood thirsty right wingers became there..... We spent months homeless in the refugee state of IL with our pets in tow. We lived in my Van, hotels, camp sites, anywhere we could bring the three dogs and three cats.... We got kicked from every hotel in northern IL because we refused to rehome our beloved pets. They're older, they NEVER would have gotten a home with the curren state of the overwhelmed shelters and rescues... it was up to US to SAVE OUR FAMILY!!!! And if being kicked from hundreds of hotels was the answer, we DID IT FOR THEM, FOR OURSELVES, OUR SAFETY, AND OUR BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS TO LIVE HERE IN THE USA...!!! Luckily for us, our house finally sold, and we now live a wonderful life in our newly purchased home in Peoria, IL!!!!

BUT THINGS GOT SO BAD in sooooo many red states, we opened our door to other trans refugees from red states, so they didn't have to live through the hotel Hell we went through. Thank god our home has 7 bedrooms ♥

AND DONT THINK BEING RICH OR UPPER CLASS CAN SAVE YOU FROM THIS!!! Trans folks of all classes, races, colours, and faiths are facing the SAME EXACT BACKLASH AND VIOLENCE we went through..

SO IM DOWN ON MY KNEES, GUYS!!! PLEASE WRITE YOUR LOCAL GOVERNMENT!!! TELL THEM!!! SCREAM IT OUT LOUD!!!! LET IT BE HEARD AND REVERBERATE FROM THE HEIGHTS OF HEAVEN AND THE STARS OF THE GALAXY ALL THE WAY THROUGH THE SEVEN RINGS OF HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

**BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS** should NOT be able to be taken away from us so easily!!** WE TOO, are PEOPLE, Mothers, Fathers, Children, Sons and Daughters.... JUST... LIKE... YOU... Don't let anyone tell you otherwise!!! Learn to promote love, and acceptance, NOT TOLERANCE, and hidden HATE... Thank You For Reading This Far!!

Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart!!!,

~Lucifer VonKult ♥

A Trans Male, Professional Artist and lover of The Hazbin Helluva Community ♥ Do the right thing guys... Suport us... Please??

♥♥ Peace to you all, From me to you.. ALL OF YOU.. from all sides. ♥♥

[troddensodden]

2 & 6 for ur fallout ocs? :3

oh man! this took a while. and i was considering including my synth oc, but im still kinda working on fleshing him out and soooo it was too difficult anyway lets go

(answers below the cut)

2-- "Does your character have any noteworthy features? Freckles? Dimples? A scar somewhere unusual? etc."

cedric (fo4): freckles!!! hancock likes to tease him about them (preston quite likes them too. his boyfriends all do, actually, but !!!) also he definitely does have a few scars, mostly on his arms and torso from combat, both in the wasteland and the military, which is to be expected. none that are particularly special. one going across his mouth, from a fight that he cant quite remember. and one that he does remember, vividly, is a radiation-caused burn scar in and around his left eye. he hasn't been able to use that eye ever since. generally, he gets injured quite easily, but this is mostly bruises rather than scars (mostly due to a deficiency of vitamins.) he bruises like a ripened peach.

emil (fnv): they do have dimples, actually! and a light speckling of freckles. they dont like how it looks, though, so they cover it up when possible. luckily the dimples are only visible when smiling, and the freckles are only really easy to see when they get a lot of sun exposure, so these markings dont really take away from their "intimidating" appearance. definitely more scars than the other ocs, though they cant remember where any of the scars came from. a few on their face, but mostly all over their body. one that always stuck out to them was one that is almost a perfect ring, going all around their neck. additionally, one of their gauges was ripped out in a fight, and so their ear ripped entirely.

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6-- "If you were to pick one song – and only one song – to describe your character, what would it be and why?"

man this one is a bit difficult but uh, lets give it a shot

cedric: "a sadness runs through him" - the hoosiers; "all our bruised bodies and the whole heart shrinks" - la dispute

hes been through a lot. he really has, over the past two-hundred-something years. his wife died, he lost his child, he was suddenly thrust years into the future with little to no preparation. it isnt easy. and as much as he wants to think, "it made me stronger," its hard not to want to go back. back to when everything was normal, easier. because sometimes he feels like even if it did make him stronger, it also made him emptier. he still feels sympathy for people, but hed never even considered being able to kill someone before, and now suddenly its a constant in his life. he used to look forward to seeing shaun, the light of his life, grow into a man. and now... everything has disappointed him. he didnt want the future to be this way. times have changed, he has changed. and he hates it.

emil: "saint bernard" - lincoln; "sex hat keine macht" - oomph!

theyve always struggled with truly baring themself to someone. partially because they find it unimportant, but also because theyre afraid. so instead their free time is full of drunken hookups and taking advantage of people. they used to feel guilty, but they struggle to anymore. "i lived through it, so can they," is essentially their thought process. as much as they know its wrong, they cant help but defend it in their own mind, that theyve gone through the same thing and it made them stronger. theyre just making those folks stronger, yeah?

again, they know its wrong. but it helps them get through their life, and thats already hard enough, without worrying about others feelings. theyve disappointed enough people, whats a few more? they already arent going to heaven, whats the point anymore?

[grocerystoredean]

When ppl use transitioning outside the context of gender… girl buy a dictionary!!

Speaking of dictionary, did you know homophone is pronounced hom-ah-phone? I didnt! Homo phone :(

I like when the angels supernatural are literally all siblings. This show rlly IS about brothers! So. Many. Brothers. Its like one of those movies where the people have too many kids. 21 angels and counting yknow? Like are they literally siblings in canon?? Thats how i took it but then im pretty sure some of the angels make out with each other which ig doesnt mean theyre NOT literal siblings but it would usually suggest as much. Theyre like the weird big religious families! The blueprint… i mean theyre angels right they must celebrate christmas do u think they make christmas cards? The pic is just blank white and the list of names takes up several extra sheets of paper. Who would they even send them to. Yknow how some people do like a summary of their year in christmas cards and its literally never any of the interesting stuff that happened. Like boo we wanna hear about ur afair mrs cuttle!! Anyway. I think it would be like a patch update. >removed lucifer >removed free will >trueform is no longer visible to nonmembers etcetc. Or like best ofs in heavenly battles. Like how ppl write about how their son is super good a soccer and stuff.

Um. LOVE people who pronounce burry as berry. Its so fun! Like whos berry ily. Accents r so fun just in general, you talk different than me!!! You sound funny!!! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like my grampa is hoh (since birth) so some things just end up having different names entirely because the pronunciation is so different and actually if a word could sound like home it would be that. PLUS hes country so like. Please tell me about how u went down to the crick!! I love hearing you talk!! And when people say appalachian as appuh-lay-chin??? :) you ever realize that british folk and country folk use innint? This one trips me up a little because theyre the same but. Different. I think british ppl just have more of a high inflection. But actually british and country have a lot more in common than one might think! Imo at least, but i think its cuz they both combine a lotta words, or leave bits out. My cousin is from up north and she thinks the way i talk is real funny. I really like the way i talk, even if its kinda unproper. Like idc if its ‘dont have’ is right, ‘dont got’ sounds better in my mouth. But if you think about it too long you forget how you talk and it feels like youre doin a fake accent no matter how ur talkin. Imagine growing up all over the country. How would u talk then???? Ik that i totally mirror accents when theres not another person who talks like me so like. I like when people talk! It makes me so happy that language is a thing, like even if you cant hear it, the way written language varies is so frickin delightful!! I love alphabets!! I love character based languages!!!!! I love those stupid syllables that i can’t pronounce seriously how do you do that with ur r s im so lost here . People should just talk to each other yknow??? Does cas just have the same accent as jimmy novak. Where did he learn to talk from. Does he have a heaven accent?? Does that mean heavens in like. kansas or whatever????? The hell would an enochian accent sound like?? Its like hes saying normal stuff but with razor blades instead of sound waves id imagine. Personally i think it would be funny if he had a wildly out of place accent, like geographically. I mean thats not even jimmys voice! Is cas being all batman part of it??? Idk i wanna hear him say yall. DO SAM AND DEAN SAY YALL. I CANT FIGURE IT OUT. I dont remember them doing so but i coulda missed it?? Would they?? I think they’re more of ‘you guys’ or ‘guys’ or ‘hey’ people but idk like. Traveling and stuff!! Where is bobbys accent from. Idjits. Wait thats actually like how my grampa talks hold on. I mean he says idiots like id-uh-yits but how idjits is kinda its own word meanin the same as- you get it. He has those for a buncha words. Charlies got a weird accent. Idk where its from but its unfamiliar to me. Actually the tv ppl all talk pretty different from me, not too different, but still, different. I do think that sam and dean would say ‘pop’ and not ‘soda’ tho. Idk what do they say in kansas or wherever john grew up ive never been across the mississippi . Anyway when people spell things more phonetically to show accent <3. While were talking about this fuckin so to folks learnin different languages. fuck yeah man!!!!!!!! I dont even remember learning english i just knew it and ur tellin me u could only speak one language and u fuckin upgraded????? Plus ppl who speak two from birth like uve got two whole languages rattlin around up there!!!!! Ur actually the most intelligent person ive ever met. Like even if ur ‘bad’ at it, dude thats a whole other language!!!!!!!! God im just typing here tonight like. Wow… isnt is crazy how we all talk different… how come we dont talk the same,… this is fuckin wild dude .idk u got any words pronounced differently in ur accent or opinions on regional words (pop/soda, firefly/lightening bug, etc)?

My typin is kinda different than my talking sometimes so just make sure to read this in MY accent :)

hard agree on the bilingual people thing and being amazed at linguistic differences based on like location it is very interesting to me. also jensen *slight texas accent* ackles does say yall in the show and like turns it up for dean, and sam speaks fairly like Proper English-y most of the time. i have thought about this a lot. i will be sure to read all of ur mssgs w a southern ish accent now.