#i dont think i have it in me anymore
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Can we go back to Baku 2023?? I feel like we took it for granted.
#charles leclerc#please i cannot do this anymore#two pole positions what happy times#and charles podium#i dont think i have it in me anymore#this is the worst
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PHAETHON
#zzz#zenless zone zero#wise#belle#phaethon#*mgif#i think the wise gif was recorded without the color filter on so thats why it looks more saturated??#but i spent like 5 hours just recording both of them because the files kept disappearing#and i cant be bothered to do that all over again#which makes me sad bcs i wanted these to match so bad but i dont have the energy anymore</3#fellow ccs#do you guys record with obs or another recorder#because mine can only go up to 1080p#and i know some can go up to 2k
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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The Lackadaisy mini-episode was so cute I loved it 🥲🥲
#lackadaisy#ivy pepper#viktor vasko#fanart#I wanted to color this better but it's been fighting me at every turn and I dont have time to mess with it anymore#also did anyone else clock the reference to viktor staying with elsa and bobby or just me bc I literally never stop thinking about that#art
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#i dont think i have it in me anymore#ive grown too tired of this life of mine#and unfortunately i dont see that shanging for anything
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found a drawing of catty from Many Years Ago n wanted to redraw her because i still love her dearly... all my favorite utdr shopkeepers are purple cats
[image description: a drawing of catty from undertale looking as though she is gossiping with someone. next to that is another drawing of catty with a caption saying "from when i was 11 years old!" end id]
#my child brain could not comprehend how good catty's design fully is. but now. I Understand.#i'm so glad she got more sprites in deltarune....... i hope she gets more screentime in ch 3 n 4#used to have a shirt of her and bratty actually? i dont think fangamer sells it anymore actually. it was very cute#wish i still had it but it definitely wouldnt fit me anymore#doc talks#my art#undertale#catty undertale#utdr
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ppl wanted stan taking them on their period so i provided
#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls#stan takes care of you#yippeeeeee#im SO GLAD I DONT HAVE MINE ANYMORE#also to me this is trans stan taking care of you but that's just my thought#you can think of it however you like#he got like everything at the store#been a hot minute since he's had to take care of someone on their period#divine draws#fanart#digital
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you, and what little remains of your brother.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#'family photo. say cheese!' neither of them have a mouth lol..#tails doll#thinking again abt how metal sonic was reprogrammed to hate tails. and yet he still must feel horrid guilt over his death.#im a 'tails doll has bad future tails inside; hes just not All there like metal is' truther#me (drawing thinsg that most likely arent even canon) I HATE THIS WHY IS THIS SO DEPRESSING#if you couldnt tell... tails is using sonics weird uncoiled arm as a pillow...#it isnt relevant but i think theyre in the westside dump here. back where he found tails in the first place.#i dont think either of them remember that by now. only 'this place is painful. this place is important.'#roboticized sonic theory#the title is supposed to be vague as well. works in either direction#tails doll->my brother my hero. trapped in that horrifying form. unable to be the good person i KNOW he is. is there any part of you left?#metal sonic->my brother my hope. trapped in that useless body. does he even recognize me? how much can you think? see? feel? are you empty?#my nyart#anywya#i have other versions with amy (her silhouette at least LOLSIES) but i didnt like em as much so i just... byebye ✌#serious co.pa opening vibes from this#'sachi is my pride and joy... i dont think she even recognizes me anymore...'#you get it#thats not a question. its a command. you Understand. you Do Understand...
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im with fam but i always thinka him so doodle time
#xmen#xmen comics#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#'hey guys i wont have time for doodle posting for a bit' me when i lie fCKJWRBKH#i actually dont likr this too much but im posting just so i can ramble bout erik fjKJCNWKDCHJ#I dont think its bad just not really post worthy#i draw this mfer sleepy so much thatswhy i dont like this#i usually just hoard doodles like these since they dont feel super share worthy to me but i repeat#i just want an excuse to talk about erik and i wanted a homegrown visual#anyway. i have wine in me im being bold <- its not that bold#sometimes i look at how the black lines on krakoa eriks design put focus on his. //coughs// front#and i get lightheaded like mfer if you do not want me to stare do not put a literal box in front of my EYES#ok thats literally it. i wanna try to doodle something ill be Happy happy to share but lbr i cant muster anything anymore tonight#so for now bye bye hope everyone had a good day today !!#im gonna go draw erik indecent maybe ill feel better then
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someone left me a comment asking abt my pokeask days so....... i drew my old muses ^_^
#if you recognize any of them youve been around A WHILE <- saying this with massive respect#all of these urls are deactivated now from when i did this mass sweep of unused side blogs i had#i think i had one that was a little older than morelulleafeon around 2016ish>?? when sun and moon came out#it was a standard semi daily ask blog featuring the alolan meowth that was newly revealed at the time ;w;#i had more blogs besides these ones but i dont have the pictures anymore or i dont remember what i was trying to do#the extremely short lived ones were when i was trying to do something with ~~ edgy mysterious story~~#with only the vibe in mind and not an actual story or a plan in how i would go about it. i just wanted to try something out of#my comfort zone and bit off more than i could chew lol. ive discovered my way of doing that is more melancholy#and reflective than outright unsettling.. but it taught me smth about myself so thats ok!!!#i feel like i have a better idea of what kind of stories i want to tell and might even say i might have a better grasp on#doing it in the askblog format without constantly thinking about shocking ppl every time i update. which i was annoyed with#myself for even back then. im still working on actually having an ENDING for said stories though bc i suck at finishing things#i do know im definitely doing a pmd story if i ever come back to pokeask because i enjoyed eos THAT MUCH#my art#myart#my oc#oc#pokeask#pokemon ask blog#pkmnask#pokemon#fur
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Um. Dont look at me . #yaoi
#Sorry. I dont know whats going on anymore the voyager crew is inherently funny to smush together#& i think the comedic potential for this one specifically is too good. Unhealthiest fucking thing in the world. they literally dont getalon#but you have to trust me on this one Ok. Hold my hand.........#voy#star trek voyager#emh#tuvok#the doctor#my art#Walks into the deep dark forest#tuvoctor
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day 6 || this era lasted like 2 minutes but i love it anyway
#daily gi-hun#redhead gi-hun my beloved#i know i barely ever draw him w/ red hair its not on purpose i swear#god this era of gi-hun in general is just so. hes exquisite to me okay#all eras of gi-hun are exquisite jsyk but while we r on the topic of this one#ppl kinda misunderstand this gi-hun lots i think. it was esp bad in 2021 i remember when he turned around before getting on the plane#hes not healed. like. At All.#if im being honest i dont even think this couldve been the START of a healing journey for him#other people have pointed this out before but like. what was he gonna do in america#that guilt would still follow him there. the trauma and ptsd would still be a huge part of his life#and its not like there are readily available resources for dealing with the trauma of going thru a death game#yeah he'd get to be with his daughter but ga-yeong is very perceptive and i think she'd notice the changes within her dads personality#which could even put a different kind of strain on their relationship thats different from the kind that existed before#gi-hun could only rlly distract himself for so long. i feel like even if he did go to america it'd just be a matter of time before he >#> couldnt take it anymore and went back to stop the games OR. something.. Worse.#its just not the kind of person gi-hun is. to forget like people want him to. thats just not him im sorry#there was never a world where he got on that plane and left it behind for good#anyway whatever i dont think we should shame a guy for trying to stop mass murder#yea we can debate all day about the effects his self isolation had on other people but i will NOT back down on him being right for TRYING#(side note: you can acknowledge gi-huns isolation had negative effects on other people [ie his daughter] WITHOUT VICTIM BLAMING HIM)#squid game#seong gihun#seong gi hun#squid game fanart#my art#art post#doodle
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#for my own curiosity#i learned cursive in elementary school but didnt really use it for most of my life#this past summer i made an effort to brush up on it and now it's my default#people say i have nice handwriting sometimes but i dont think my cursive is particularly clean. more so that it's just fancier than print#i know schools dont teach it as often anymore but i wonder what the general population is like on it#this is all contextualized by me being american and writing in english of course
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True Loves Kiss ( when kissing the messiah/the anti-christ please be cautious. though it may draw you out of the lonely it could also lead to severe facial scarring, but hey, you score either way!)
#jonmartin kissed in the lonely to me btw#im normal :)#jon braid agenda#also i think of jon kissing martin almost as cpr which is why martin is so despondent#my guy was GONE#lost in the sauce(the lonely)#dont like the JM one that much but i dont wanna look at it anymore :)#so fuck it we ball#need to stop posting stuff i dont like but if i dont do that ill never post anything ever and i quite like posting#im a poster#catch me posting#sorry im drunk time for real tags#tma#spork art#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#agnes montague#jack barnabas#i bet agnes and jack have a ship name but i dont know it#the magnus archives#thats it i think#anyways im gonna go to bed and wakeup with a hangover#gonna queue this actually#dont want notifications till i am OUT
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new little silly, eernah... she's a hooftender from a settlement not super far away from vätterunda, but seperate from Ehrumnen, Gahuurn. Moar little things about stuff i have thought about in relation to her below
a hooftender is a hrumeh (bäckahäst...ian) occupation that like the name implies takes care of hoof maintenance. some do take care of hoof maintenance on their own but the convenience of hooftenders is appreciated, especially during seasons of accelerated hoof growth, as well for hruma who cannot take care of them on their own due to things like old age, disability, etc. hooftenders also will take care of medical issues related to the hooves, so generally they tend to have a medical education as well specifically concerning hooves/feet.
reason why she will pop up in pareidolia despite not being from the most relevant hruma settlement in pareidolia (ehrumnen) is because during every hrumeh spring festival, hruma from different settlements will often gather to mingle and find potential partners. most festivals are set up in one area, often a grove, seperate from the settlements which young hruma make a journey to for the duration of the festival. and the festival Happens in pareidolia which selma goes to
Yes she is trans and i have pondered how hruma culture treats trans ppl and its a bit complicated, a bit negative (although there are probably some cultures who arent as negative but the ones im talking about are ehrumnen, gahuurn and adjacent settlements). ill just paste a discord screenshot for the general idea of their family/gender dynamics;
but yes this is also all very prefaced by the fact that most hruma societies percieve gender and sex to be very correlated if not one in the same and it doesnt only affect trans hruma but also gender nonconforming hruma. being a stag who wants to be more present in his children's lives than what is "normal" is seen as a bit overbearing, emasculating and also condescending to his hinds. a hind that wants work even after having had fawns (and before they are independent) is seen as irresponsible and weak. a trans hruma who lives in a different way of what is expected of their sex, while not treated with as much violence as is typical for humans, are shunned socially often in a bit of a condescending way - like they are what they are out of immaturity and an inability to accept what role they are best fit for in society. ive still gotta ponder this more and there might be religious overtones to the reasons as to why this stuff is quite established culturally to many hruma but yea
#oc: eernah#oc#original character#pareidolia tag#worldbuilding#fantasy#unicorn#speculative evolution#speculative biology#spec bio#spec evo#speculative fantasy#lore#Yes it is finally time i made a fucking transgender unicorn in pareidolia how it took me this long is not ok.#partially tbh bcs ive pondered transness in hruma society i wasnt quite sure.#i think also maybe part of the “immaturity” attached to transness in hruma society is also bcs when fawns are growing up theres definitely#less gendering of them bcs well the young stags arent growing horns at that point yet#if someone starts to “blur the line” then it calls to that like oh youre not a fawn anymore youve got to man/woman up#which is kinda funny bcs they dont have the horn year round#but i feel theyve probably concocted stronger attachment to gender because of the fact that the horn isnt there year round to keep the line#“unblurred”#“condescension” is a prevalent theme to the more cringe social conventions of my cervids i have noticed. LOL#(seagoats for example have similar condescending views on male homosexuality for example)
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you know that one soundrod fic The Echo Garden by @altraviolet that's peak?
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*sobs*
#maccadam#soundrod#i dont think i will finish this#but i cant keep it only to myself so heres the wip#i've read the entirity of thAT fic in the lasts months of 2024#i've became insane#rodimus prime#mtmte rodimus#tfp soundwave#soundwave#i loved soundrod before TEG but this has made me insane#im not normal anymore#fanart#f-sketchos#ᕕ(⌐■_■)ᕗ ♪♬#i have to re-read it again. i miss them so much
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