#i dont think i forgot any shows but i just KNOW im gonna post this and remember something else i love =_=
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(a few bonus shows that i love just as much but didnt make the cut since i could only choose 9: the end of the world, with you; tsuritama; yuri!!! on ice; original sin; solomons perjury.)
the wonderful @lovenee tagged me to post 9 of my favourite shows!!! thank you soooooo much for the tag omg, im sorry it took so long ||orz like i saved the pictures so long ago and then simply . forgot..... but!!! this was a lot of fun to do!!! i really dont watch a lot of shows tbh but picking my favs was easy bc the ones i watch i tend to love bc i truly do have So much love to give. if i enjoy something slightly it becomes a fav. im really so easy to please <3
i will tag @hoshogie, @grlfriends, @chanonara, @earlymay, @jeonghanurl, @deshimango, @faguts, & @grenocket to do this as well!!! no pressure, ofc ofc (pâ§wâŠq)
#btw i feel as tho i need to specify for tiger & bunny it is only season 1 that counts. season 2 does not exist as far as im concerned đđ»#also that poster for modern family is SO hideous . like did they ps everyone in serparately?? im laughing so hard rn its so bad đ#i dont think i forgot any shows but i just KNOW im gonna post this and remember something else i love =_=#also i really rec pegasus market to rveryone it is SO funny and weird omg...a show has never made me laugh harder i dont think??#i mean modern family is vvv funny too but pegasus market is something so special to me <<<333#once again thank u for the tag nee (ÂŽâœ`ÊâĄÆȘ) this was fun to do!!!#tag games
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Now that itâs over thoughts on season 3? I feel disappointed but Iâm not surprised since I felt like this since 3x01. If we get a s4 I donât know if Iâll watch it or Iâll casually watch it and like⊠not get invested
id say disappointing is pretty accurate to how i feel about the season. i honestly wasnt even gonna watch despite loving the first two seasons because i thought skipping past the aftermath of the cabin burning down was a really boring decision, and i do kinda wish i had just not bothered with it at all. as of now i probably won't watch s4, assuming it gets renewed, which makes me sad because at one point this was my favorite show and i really did love it, but it just feels so far away from the show it was in s1 that im just not really interested in anything that may happen. maybe if i do watch it ill wait until the full seasons out, or maybe ill change my mind and just casually watch, but right now im not really invested in what happens
more detailed thoughts below:
season overview:
i think overall the season just felt⊠contrived? so much of the plot felt like it was happening because the writers needed it to happen and not because it was a natural continuation of what had happened prior. the group staying in the wilderness after one comment from shauna is my biggest example of this. we know theyre not allowed to leave the wilderness until winter, so they donât leave. thats it. so much just felt so forced
a big complaint i had in s2 was that they skip over the aftermath of every single major event, at least in the wilderness. they did it with jackies death and the beginning of the first winter, they did it with shaunas baby dying, and then they did it with the cabin burning. i just think itâs poor writing to not explore the results of these moments. even half an episode spent watching the cabin burn, trying to find whatever remains, and the start of them building new shelters couldve helped, because what they did do felt so unrealistic. the first two seasons they cant find any food and then in s3 suddenly they have a bunch of farm animals? not a fan.
adult timeline (mostly taissa):
i think the adult timeline is ruining the show, and at this point im really not sure theres a way back. they clearly have no clue what theyre doing with it. i have like 10 posts in my drafts about this but completely throwing away the most interesting adult plot (taissas senate career and her relationship with her family post sacrificing their dog to win the election) just to bring in van only to give van no reason to exist outside of taissa and then just killing her is a really bad sign for the direction of the plot.
on a positive note i will say that i liked the finale ending with tai and misty meeting up to blame shauna for everything that's happened. i think that direction feels right to me. after this season it has made no sense to me why any of them speak to shauna in the present day. so much of it is her fault it doesnât add up that theyre just fine with her as adults, so hopefully going forward thatâll maybe be addressed? or maybe not who knows
however, i really dont buy the whole âwe forgot what we did out thereâ thing they were going for. obviously thats true in reality that trauma survivors often forget part or all of their experience, but in a tv show that just⊠doesnt really work for me the way theyre doing it. it reads to me like they didnt anticipate the direction the plot would turn when the show started, so they used that to explain why none of this has ever been addressed until now. i mean shauna had all those journals detailing their experience but she didn't remember that she loved being a violent dictator until right now? again it just feels so forced
lottie:
i think everything with adult lottie after s1âs reveal has also been poorly planned. going from âwho the fuck is lottie matthewsâ to killing her off in a murder mystery plot that even the other characters didnt care about is so sad, because after finishing s1 adult lottie was the character i was most interested in, and they just didnât do anything compelling with her at all. and then they killed before they even had the opportunity to develop her!
i think her and callies dynamic couldve been sooo good especially with the idea that lottie saw callie as the baby shauna lost in the wilderness. i think if they had spent the season working toward that and developing their relationship and then ended it with callie accidentally killing lottie, that wouldve maybe worked better than what we got. i don't think she should've been killed at all, at least not yet, but if it had to be done it should've been after she was given more development. i completely understand simones frustration with the way lottie was written, because the lottie promised in s1 and the one we actually got arenât the same character, and killing her off so soon was just such a waste.
shauna:
the biggest problem of the entire season. to me. theyâre writing shauna like a cartoon character at this point. i know this is unpopular but i donât find her to be particularly complex at this point lmao i think her beating up lottie after losing her baby in s2 was a better example of complexity, but at this point sheâs just comically evil. its not enjoyable to watch for an entire season. also im so sick of every criticism toward how Shauna has been written this season being met with "you can't handle evil women" or whatever like my issue isn't what she's doing is how being written as she does it. there's no nuance to it she's like a cartoon supervillain out of nowhere
and i just dont find adult shauna that interesting in comparison to the other adult plots. i think giving her, jeff, and callie so much screentime is a huge mistake because its being given at the expense of characters that are just more compelling than any of them. callies plot should've been given to sammy somehow and jeffs screentime should've been given to lottie. her little speech at the end of the finale just felt embarrassing to listen to like none of the girls in the wilderness even liked her and now its 25 years later and she's calling herself a queen when they only indulged her to buy nat time
ultimately, i think the biggest issue is making shauna the unquestionable main character. she was never the main character before, no matter how much people try to convince themselves that she was. it was an ensemble show. if i had to pick a main character in the teen timeline, it would've been jackie in s1 and maybe nat in s2. shauna was probably the main in the adult timeline in s1 and s2, but s1 was about equal between shauna, tai, and nat in my opinion. since then everything been about adult shauna, and the show has suffered for it. if anything, i think making shauna and nat dual leads would've been better, since they're the most opposite, but adult nat is dead and teen nat was pushed to the side. i dont know if there's a way to divest attention from shauna at this point, but if the show wants to succeed ever again they need to figure it out
melissa:
completely unnecessary character. i was against another survivor being added long before hilary swank was cast and everything about how they handled that proves me right, at least in my opinion. it makes no sense for her to have survived, and no one will ever convince me that it was planned. the adult timeline revolved around forcing her into the plot, and the teen timeline suffered from shauna and melissas out of nowhere relationship taking up time that shouldve been spent on other characters. her killing van and then just disappearing to ridiculous
im not necessarily opposed to her in the teen timeline, especially after the finale. i think all of the âbackgroundâ yellowjackets need to be given personalities or backstories or something to make us care about them, but i dont know if i love the way they did it. it started out strong but i still feel like she was just shaunas accessory and not really her own character, which is bad for a character thats now in two timelines
pit girl:
i think it was obviously that it was always going to be mari, as much as i still wish it wasnt. i liked that they orchestrated the circumstances of the hunt so nat could try to get them rescued. i liked the detail that shauna realized van was rigging the cards and stepped in to throw them off. i do kinda wish they had killed hannah instead just because i donât care about her and wish she wasnt there lol. i did really love the moment gen said that maris her friend and she wanted to give her a better chance :(
however. i dont think the pit girl scene we were given makes sense with the scene in the pilot. like at all? i guess I always figured that they'd try to subvert expectations somehow but making it so that none of them were actually participating in the hunt feels like such a waste. in a way im glad that I have to watch them brutally hunt mari down and that other than shauna none of them really wanted her dead, but that just made shauna brutalizing her corpse feel really gross. that scene of them dragging her dead body through the snow just felt really unnecessary. it was one thing when i thought it was a ritual that they had done more than once but shauna forcing them to specifically do it to mari is just bad.
and again it just all feels so forced. none of them wanted to do the hunt, shauna was really the only one trying to kill her. the rest of them were just kinda there. the pit of spikes was just conveniently made the episode before and then forgotten about??? its like they realized they were about to get to pit girl but they didnt have anything set up so they had travis randomly put some spikes in the pit because they needed someone to fall into it
nat:
this is kinda the writers fault and kinda juliette lewisâs fault which still makes it the writers fault because she wanted off the show because she didnt like how nat was written, but nats absence is the adult timeline is so prevalent. ive seen other people say this and i agree but it really feels like it shouldve been shauna vs nat in the present. shauna reverting back to the wilderness vs nat who has always wanted to leave. shauna trying to drag her back in and nat being determined to get out. killing off adult nat the season before we find out how devoted nat was to rescuing them and not being able to see any connection to the present in that way sucks
this is less nat specific and more generally but it felt like there was a constant back and forth for who the girls supported and whether they wanted to go home based on absolutely nothing.
misty:
i dont have much to say here other than i would like her scenes so much more if walter disappeared from them entirely. its been two seasons and i still have no clue why hes here other than elijah wood wanted to join the show. loved her scene with shauna in the finale though
general:
the acting in this season is significantly worse than previous seasons and i have to assume its because of the script. the biggest exception to this is sophie thatcher i think sheâs been so great in every scene sheâs had
similarly the editing in the finale was⊠interesting. it wouldâve been a lot better without the flashbacks, i didnât think any of them were necessary and it definitely took me out of the show a little each time they were shown. maybe im being too harsh at this point but it was just weird. i get why they added the pit girl flashbacks, even though i dont think they were really needed, but all the other ones were unnecessary
one of my other biggest issues is that it feels like once a character dies in the present, their role in the past dwindles. we had so much less of nat than i wouldve liked this season, and lottie also kinda went away once her adult counterpart died. they (in my opinion) shouldâve been two of the main focuses, if not the main focus, of the teen timeline because nats the most desperate to leave (and started the season as the leader) and lotties the most desperate to stay.
anyway in conclusion i think this is by far the weakest season of the show. so many things would happen but then would be immediately contradicted or forgotten. nats dead, lotties dead, vans dead, bens dead, maris dead but for some reason walter is still on my screen. they donât seem to know what theyre doing or where theyre going, and at this point im just not really interested in finding out
things i liked:
i know this is a lot of complaining so let me list out some of the things I actually liked
ghost jackie. specifically the grocery store scene.
nat and coach bens relationship has always been a highlight, but even though i had some issues with the trial i think the ending to their dynamic was ultimately well done.
more mari. i really liked the attention she was given at the beginning of the season. im sad we've seen the last of her
travis and akilah. i really really loved the dynamic between these two
callie wearing jackies necklace
the teen and adult van joint scenes
#hope its ok to use this for All of my thoughts on s3 lol i started answering this about 12 hours ago and kept adding to it all day#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#anonymous#answered
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Headcanons for Halloween with Peter Parker
Peter Parker x reader
warnings:
a/n: FORGOT I WAS WRITIN THIS. LATE HALLOWEEN POST. I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY.
prompt:
you were spider-man for halloween (of course)
âreally?â -peter
âthereâs no better costume i could have pickedâ -you
peter wasâŠiron man
âdonât tell mr. stark about this. everâ -peter
âtoo lateâ -you, taking a picture
you sent it straight to tony
and he called almost immediately
âyou could have told me you were gonna be me, im flattered. i could have lent you an old suit of mine so you didnât have to wear that cheap maskâ -tony
âthatâs so kind of you, but i dont know how safe it is to wear a military grade weapon to any halloween parties or like, on the streetâ -you
âwell, you guys wouldnât be on the street. you could fly!â -tony
âthank you, mr. stark. i just think iâll fit it better with this stuff!â -peter
âwell, suit yourself. cheaply.â -tony
you guys took so many pictures together
remaking all kinds of poses and such
(you colored a paper plate to look like captain americaâs shield and did the spider pose on peterâs bed)
you both recreated the peter/tony picture together
âcan i draw the goatee on your faceâ -you
âitâd be my greatest honorâ -peter
it was sloppy but it was a fantastic addition
ââFRIDAY, how many hours of sleep should the average human being get each night?ââ -peter, mocking tonyâs voice
ââeight hours, mr. starkââ -you, mocking FRIDAY
ââno, youâre wrong FRIDAY. the answer is two hours every two daysââ -peter
fighting the urge to go trick or treating
âi meanâarenât we a little too old for that?â -you
âi donât really think thereâs an age limitâ -peter
âyeah, but like, i was thinking more of a party and some scary movies afterwardsâ -you
ââŠi have to call nedâ -peter
ned showed up to peterâs house dressed as a spider
âwe coordinated this. im the spider that bit youâ -ned
may was basically babysitting you guys with a camera during all of this, too
constantly snapping candids
âguys, squeeze together so i can get a few moreâ -may
you guys ended up finding a party thrown by a midtown student and it wasâŠ
okay?
not exactly your speed, you know?
ned actually was kind of into it though
âshots! shots! shots!â -the crowd
ned did one shot
âUGHHHHHHâ -ned, hating every second of it
âtold youâ -you and peter
okay, so maybe the party was a blow
(you guys stole a bunch of candy out of a bowl and left)
the neighborhood had really cool halloween lights, you were able to wander and check out the decor
âthatâs so meâ -you, every 60 seconds
âno, thatâs meâ -peter
âno, thatâs youâ -you, pointing at an inflatable spider that had been deflated
when you got back to peterâs, you found may obsessively baking âhalloween treatsâ
âhi guys! okay, so i have witch finger pretzels, ghost marshmallows, pumpkin cookiesâoh! and those tiny pumpkins with paint. go ahead, take some stuff!â -may
you all three squeezed together on the couch and turned on the halloween movie (og of course)
âno one draw any more spiders!â -peter
*you and ned freezing and trying to cover the spiders you just painted*
âoopsâ -you
cracking up the whole time
peter trying to poke you with the witch finger pretzel
then pretending to pick his nose with it and eat it
âew, peter! stop!!â -you
âhey, did may just stick some sprinkles in this marshmallow and call it a ghost?â -ned
âyeah. itâs a ghost.â -peter
âyeah, ned. are you too good for it?â -you
*ned quietly eating the marshmallow*
every once in a while youâd start paying attention to the movie again
âgross. fake. dumbass. ew.â -you
eventually you guys all crashed (on the couches, of course) and may made sure to give each of you a blanket so you had a good night
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THIS POST IS THE PART 2 OF THE REBELION ROUTE FOCUS I JUST POSTED (use the cowede talk about tag to find it easily) DO NOT CLICK UNLESS YOU CHECKED THE OTHER FIRST, SPOILERS
In ending 4, everything goes south after a very stupid decision from takumi escalates in 2 death that leads to a eternal war that is a hellscape for everyone, takumi too, who is now isolated, and just surviving to survive, without will. ending 5 has takumi take a selfish choice but not entirely bad, and while the world will be at war, its a bit bittersweet with showing that the sdu (or at least nozomi and takumi) didnt loose hope, and are trying to make it so peace can one day happen, with nozomi teaching to the new generation. And finally the Ending 6 has takumi make a huge personal saccrfifice, and work his ass of with the rebellion and the sdu for 15 years, never loosing sight of their objective, which leads to peace being achived between all of futurum, but also with mankind, which feels immensely right, as both sides have a VAST MAJORITY of civils who just want to leave peacefull life, the ending being not entirely happy since 1) obviosuly nozomi dies, and even 15 years later, takumi hasnt forgot this sacrifice, 2) It did took 15 years. (btw since i dont know where to say it, the white class uniform for taku and kamyuhn looks DOPE AF This to me, gives ending 6 a "worthy peace" Of course i'm still sad, and if you tell me theres a peace ending somewhere (but dont tell me if its the case) in which things end up as well, and nozomi or like, just a few of the dead ones from this route (darumi, kyoshika, kurara, eva) survive ? Ill be all for it, but i think this ending makes a lot of sense for this story, without being too depressive. it gives kind of kill la kill / guren lagann ending vibes if you get what i mean, its a happy ending, but with some losses that wont be able to just be forget (even if for kill la kill admitedly the point is to move up, check klk and guren if you havent, they are VERY good stories). + unlike 001, its actual peace, not just "war ended because 1 side won, but its the other side than usual"
Like I said though, the very positive fact that i found "my ending" comes with a bit of a dissapointement. its that, while i really like how the ending goes, and the dialog is pretty damn spot on for me to get into, and the cg is great it feels like... "wait thats it ?" not in terms of Thats it ? 15 years later they ended war ? that part is well enough explained and deserved, especially after playing so many route (even though im only at 33 endings, but like, one of the remaining routes gotta have like 30 endings or something, no way theres still twice as many routes as i did so far XD) Its totally fine having just a resume of what went through. No the issue is.. what about the SDU ? their dreams ? Is this really all we get ? one CG of takumi being emotionally conflicted and kamyuhn (in very very cool outfits, still) ? not even a word about the rest of them ? what about eito's book ? and kako, did she found her new dream ? and takemaru and tsubasa and moko ? or yugamu who wanted to become a doctor in the school nozomi was gonna create, we can assume they ended well and like, are all kinda heroes for the people, and all of them helped the rebellion til peace, with the class uniform (now white) being a symbol of the group and of peace. but like...really ? just one cg and them not even being mentioned ? and the photograph ? did they just set all of that for nothing ? i dunno, just a tiny bit of text, just a few line would have been enough, and dare i dream, a second cg, alternate of the first one of maybe takumi responding to the crowd, with a bit of a tear up but a smile, thinking about nozomi ? But i guess they really wanted to hammer in that this ending was like any other importance wide, so tt gets the same very low production that some, but like, several endings have multiple cgs, that THIS ONE in particular has this and ends so abruptly ? feels a bit exagerated, ITS PEACE, for f sake, its like, KIND OF A HUGE GOAL in this game, for the kodaka side of the story at least (i barely tackled the hiruko centric S.F / mystery uchikoshi focus side yet). But like i said, its a small dissapointement, it didnt change that i loved this ending and route, and consider it as my "canon ending" because of how positive it is for the overall verse, and even quite a few of our guys. Even if the game just forgot them lmao. Big shotout to the two writers of the route (who's names i sadly forgot) who arent kodaka or uchikoshi (and while im at it, big shotout to ALL the writers of this game.)
My next route will be the last possible in the "the cast know about their origin" side of the story, not let eito join the crew after he redempted, (day 82 of the Second scenario route) Which is i guess the "goodbye eito" route, in which there's 1 ending according to the list i have and credits, it should be short. then i'll tackle a few more route branching off the second scenario, and move back to the "kill eito at the very start" side or possibly the "g 'ie" / visitiors (that we know now to be takumi and hiruko leaping... unless ?) side of the game, i think our final route will be the hiruko leaping one, as it feels like its gonna be heavy, and connect to the other routes so we might want to see what happened in those first (we saw visitors in retsnom briefly and in slasher wayyyy more)
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friends, enemies & the random internet strangers: i salute you all!
welcome to this little corner of the world wide web - my name is dersu (not my real name but sounds cool as hell) and im gonna be your host while youre here, so you may want to know a little bit about me
i love listening to music, reading books, and watching movies (like many of you! what a coincidence, am i right?) i enjoy a wide variety of stuff (don't we all?) but here's a selection of some of my favourites:
music: savages, elliott smith, manic street preachers, anything with elizabeth fraser on it, lorde, mitski, anna calvi, bob dylan, st. vincent, patti smith, david bowie, metric, tom waits, suzanne vega, sigur ros, suede, garbage, bjork, talking heads, sharon van etten books: alice oseman & james baldwin are my favourite authors - id read the user guide for the coffee machine if it was written by one of these two all kinds of poetry - sharon olds, wh auden, mary oliver, frank ohara, emily dickinson, ts eliot, nikki giovanni to name a few of my favourite poets scifi/fantasy/magical realism - anything, really, that brings some change to the reality that we live in, however little it may be movies: ok im getting a bit tired so ill just put my letterboxd top 4 in here, hope you dont mind --- perfect days (2023) lady bird (2017) eternal sunshine of a spotless mind (2004) portrait of a lady on fire (2019)
i like finding unexpected funny and unlikely connections between people and/or things - one of the things i want to use this blog for is to get to share some of these with you so that all of it may feel less insane to me
also forgot to mention, my favourite series is twin peaks & oh. how. i. just. adore. that. show.
again, im getting a bit tired and also running out of things to say, so guess this will be it for this time. i dont really have any plans for this blog - i think ill just post random things whenever i feel like it - may it be fun for us all!
#hello tumblr#hey#finally here#because the internet#osemanverse#twin peaks#poetry#sci fi and fantasy#magical realism#singer songwriter#indie music#letterboxd
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....playing cold front for the first time
actually getting into other racheldrawsthis games then just dead plate đ
im bad with horror wish me luck.. hauaidhaud i dont know anything about this
if its really too much ill just watch someone else play it
okay holy fuck i did not know like the loud sound of a shit ton of snow and wind terrified me what the fuck i swear im scared of everything
also oh my god i hated that sound it played (bruh it was just showing the buttons) crying crying im not ready for this babys first actually playing the entirety of a horror game (i mean ive played ddlc and like fnaf sim but i was streaming to friends and i knew what happened i just forgor how much horror was in ddlc đđđ)
i dont usually play these kinds of games so i gotta get used to the control of like z to talk, x can speed it up and x is also pause
i thought it might be similar to dead plate with like a top down view? is that what theyre called? ..i feel like im gonna get chased and its gonna be terrifying
i have the volume really low because i swear to god im scared more of the music then anything
ayo im liking winnie's fit
...blonde guy is winnie right?
im getting omori vibes and i think its just because of the moving away soon thing
also
praying winnie isnt a bad guy
i feel so anxious playing games without knowing what happens. is it weird? i usually play games after knowing like the twist and everything. but i feel like theres a beauty in going into things blind. like for example not knowing about the pacifist route or genocide route in undertale, just doing what you feel like doing instead of trying to get the best ending or something (same for detroit become human that game has a shit ton of endings. like did you know theres an ending where markus sets himself on fire)
anyway if this follows how dead plate does it it should be one ending and then going back through it you can do another ending? i think theres only two endings (update: its more of a choice you do.)
maybe if i can stomach this ill try to replay yttd cause its been awhile, but that shit scares me man. i think i made a post when i first played through it but agh... (..i thought i made a post but i cant find it)
this guy reminds me of that one guy in how i attended an all-guys mixer
what if we're being chased by the bad guy and winnies leg acts up im hadwuiahd if he dies im going to explode not literally
this is why im so bad at reading dialogue bruh i read the line, went past it and immediately forgot what it said where is the log đ
also im stalling like so much ghauidhwaiudh
also i feel like any prediction i try to make gets thrown out of the window
they sit in silence and then i speak and then winnie is pretty cheerful tbh? i wouldve thought itd be more tense or awkward since they hadn't talked in a bit, and also werent talking in the car but huh
im going to fucking kcry what teh fuckw as that im iosehdfuiahsdijds
i muted this i hate this oh my god oh my god oh my god is there possession im going to cry
thats like such a little thing but i hated that so much imf aiudhsauihdauidhwuahd THIS IS AN HOUR LONG IM ONLY A FEW MINUTES IN I NEED TO NOT DRAG THIS OUT OR ITLL BE WORSE AGHHHH
i dont know why kicking the doors open is starting to become my thing LMFAO it just feels right
why is it frozen im scared im scared im scare dhelp
is ist stuck??? im pressing everything i can think of im gonna close and reopen
yeah it was stuck LMFAO
had to replay scary bit haduiwahidahdhadhadahdahd
no no he doesnt think youre an embarrassment :(( hes prob just hanging with cool kids either because he doesnt have you or because he wants you to worry about him some more maybe?/ i dont know why they havent been talking tho :(
STOP JUMPSCARING ME WITH SUDDEN Z'S TO PRESS IM SO ASS AT THIS CRYING CRYING IM BAD AT QUICK TIME EVENTS ive been reading it out loud so then i suddenly just let a 'ah' like a loud squeak because i realize oh theres probably something behind us then i see it and then i see the quick time event and im too late
what the fuck did i press what the
...that might be the inventory? i was spamming z and x and was scared i got stuck for a sec
i have it set to 2 percent volume LMFAO i dont think i could play with properly hearing the sound
okay this is unfair it keeps lagging when the monster spawns which makes me lag but the guy keeps moving so then i get caught D: is this my fault for saving immediately on the save where u quick time event the monster so its delayed
i dont wanna replay to see scary bit though but i dont have the previous save anymore i saved over it
also sometimes it just immediately kills me the second i load it
???
LET ME OUT LET ME OUT this is the farthest ive gotten past two obstacles
does the monster walk faster then me
wait is there a sprint button LMFAO
like okay it still got me at the beginning when i lag and it continues moving as normal or killing me the second i spawn in but LMFAOO MY DUMBASS WALKING DURING A CHASE SCENE
IM NOT READY FOR QUICK TIME EVENTS STOP GIVING IT TO ME GAME
i swear to god if i failed that and had to redo the chase scene AGAIN im going to explode not literally i will just be very very cross
i was so fucking scared whatever was 'winnie' earlier the scary one would be there and drop him or something oh my god but oh no precious :((
i fucking hate myself fuck fuck why did i call it why the fuck did i call it what the fuck
i feel like im better at voicing winnie tbh but to be fair augustine seems very loud and im not good with being loud
...?
i was boutta say what if its some weird time fuckery and augustine of the future or something pushed down winnie last winter
i dont want to know what happens if you push him :(
what? what??? this is scaring me its like hypnosis or something like that but its probably just his mental state or something
i was so scared this line would be meaning something more depressing or trauma like idfk maybe augustine pushed him but winnie still wanted to be his friend or something the sticky note scared me
what if i cry
...should i try the other ending then? thats if i push him is it?
...
..thats so fucked up man.
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âšINTRO POST âš
Hey yall the name's Icarus (or Saturn or Zero im not very particular), I use any pronouns, if im using any particular pronouns on some days i make a post abt it
I am in wayy too many fandoms and I won't create separate blogs for all of them. enjoy.
basic dni if youre homophobic, transphobic, sexist, ableist, r-slur users (its not "reclamation". stop.), racist, zionist, ai users and promoters or a creep just dont come near me. this is 100% not a space for you. also dni if you ship waycest, venomcest, kaylor. and dni if you hate any of my interests. im not gonna bother with you so dont waste your energy.
also 100% dnf if youre under or are thirteen (though i think that kinda goes without saying) and maybe think twice before following if youre under 15 cuz i do occasionally rb sex related stuff- nothing too much but rather safe than sorry
trigger happy with the block button
DMs: send me an ask if you legit wanna talk (if we aren't already moots)
Asks: always open
tags/tag games: please
also if I don't answer your asks or if you tagged me in anything and i havent done anything about it it's nothing against you I'm either just thinking of a good response or I forgot that i didnt respond to it yet. its a 50/50 chance.
tagging system: its a work in progress but if im yapping i tag it with #hey im talkin here, asks with #asks (ill come up with something better later), rants about college on #on campus chronicles and anything else appropriately
theres also #textverse which is just a silly little thing where i edit texts i find on pinterest to different characters (most probably from danger days)
my ao3 is @/downtown_fangirl please go read my fics i spend a lot of time on them (you can find me talking about them and the lore on here on #fic talks) (more or less)
my ig is @/iliketosuffertwice.creatively but im rarely ever active on there
! ! IN THE FACE OF EXTERMINATION SAY FUCK YOU ! !
anyways, fandom rundown list (note that this is not a spoiler free blog for any of these):
and i do blog about all of these. not consistently but yeah. if you have a problem with any of it block the tag or gtfo.
Music: My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Taylor Swift, Conan Gray, Olivia Rodrigo, Chappell Roan, Green Day, Pierce the Veil, Billie Eilish, The Neighborhood, Mad Tsai, Em Beihold, Cigarettes After Sex, Panic! at the Disco (technically just Fever), Sabrina Carpenter, Daisy Grenade
Books/Shows: Percy Jackson, Shadowhunters, Grishaverse, The Umbrella Academy, Heartstopper, Merlin, Young Royals, Good Omens, All for the game, Hunger Games, AGGGTM, Dead Boy Detectives, Lockwood and Co., Arcane, I am not okay with this, probably more but i cant think. you'll know. Misc: the wonderful album that is Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys by My Chemical Romance and the comics by Gerard Way (note I have not read Nat Am). I love this concept album and these funky little desert gays with all my heart. talk to me about them any time (please <3)
#i'll make this more creative when im not tired as shit#but for now here u go#Spotify#also if i tag me and her for anything thats none of your business its just me angsting over my best friend/soulmate who im also in love wit#pinned
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Hey! I saw your post abt âinvolve me in your projectsâ. I really want to learn gamedev, and Iâm specifically stuck with no clue how to learn music. I donât know everything else, but I know how to learn it. Music though, I have no clue where to start. Any advice?
oubhhh i feel like its really hard for me to give an advice on things that ive been doing for years (specifically for music i have compositions from when i was like 8) because I. forgot what I was like before I was me today. I learned a lot of things over the years and I still do, but I would not have any idea where to start if i had to start all over again.
i learned how melodies work, then harmony (learning to play guitar & basic jazz stuff rly helped cause i wasn't thinking in terms of chords before) then more practically how to use instruments so things sound more complete etc. those r all smth u can work on but im not sure if i can give u a specific advice because I don't remember the day i decided to make music for the first time
If i had to make a guess as to what might be a good advice, id say start by making songs with three elements: the melody, the chords and the bassline.
you're gonna learn how to string together chords (you dont need to learn music theory beyond how to like read chords.) prooobably by picking songs you like and analyzing chords used by it youre gonna notice patterns and youre gonna kinda start to understand that certain chords in certain situations have specific vibes to em.
you're gonna learn how to write melodies (sometimes its just. as simple as just making up a tune. humming it out loud and writing it down. when i make music what i often do is just. imagine a song, and then make it real. really effective strategy cause it comes planned out somewhat!!! more people should do this) and youre gonna learn how to put chords under it so the chords flow nicely but also so that they support the melody nicely.
the bass is something i realized wayyyy too late is kinda. essential. its the BASE of everything. makes things sound full. (its cause i used to get piano lessons so i didnt know it was that necessary) The bass should, broadly speaking, point out the root notes of the chords. (however! learn when inversions are super useful) Sometimes it's useful to start with bassline and then putting chords on top than doing the reverse.
Ofc if you want like an actual audio file. theres a whole separate collection of skills you might want to have. instrumentation and mixing are something i struggled A LOT. but its really important if you want something to sound a certain way. i know some people are REALLY perverts with the way they mix things and GOD does it show!
Also depends on the style honestly? that you wanna aim for. Like with some styles the harmony is way less important and whats more important is a sense of rhythm, which is ALSO a whole nother thing i had to learn. Theres so much to learn!! but its fun
Honestly? Start from *somewhere* and you'll find yourself *anywhere*
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December 20 & 21 2024 2009
God I love the little scrabble dancing these two are doing to avoid the bullets. But also, oh my god why are you shooting! at! them! They havent even done anything yet!
WV and PM dash for cover behind the rock between them. I guess this goes to show Jade isnt the most omnicient character. I dont think this is how she envisioned the present pass was supposed to go.
These two are so awkward. I get it. You've been alone who knows how long and now the first person you meet is supposed to be the enemy. But you've been tasked with with democratic duties so you've gotta try. Luckily the pass goes well and we confirm PM is a Miss Mail Lady.
You know Ive been thinking gender with these guys and Im kinda curious. Did the designations come before or after Jades involvement? Are the pawns split half female, half male (like the kids but seemingly arbitrarily)? What the heck would happen if a male pawn gets queened? These are the real questions yall.
And then the reveal of who is in that other tower!
Genuinely rocked my world when I saw this! So far from what we see it looks like this room also doesnt have any posters up but it Does have the drawings all over the wall except the ones here are glowing! The walls are blue instead of pink (stereotypical much?) and theres a plush Imp that kinda looks like that Jack fellow, just missing an arm and with a scar over the right eye. It doesnt escape me that the missing arm is the same left handed one as the original harlequin plush. Can you imagine having something predestined for you because icing makes terrible glue?
Dream Jade is very familiar with John but doesnt seem to be very familiar with herself. I didnt even clock it at first but this Jade still has memory problems because she doesnt use finger reminders, hands devoid of colorful bands.
This next panel is so pretty.
The shadow casted on Jade. The surface of Skaia with its blue hues and fluffy clouds. The forced perspective of her tower. The sheer void of nothing in the distance (and all around if we're being honest).
Your MOON is getting very close to SKAIA. You had better go inside soon. It is never a very good idea to be outside during the ECLIPSE.
Im gonna be honest, genuinely forgot that Prospit and the Dark planet do in fact have moons. I skirted around it so hard in my last post but it was so unnecessary đ« . Maybe I should have re-read my own post about WVs drawings, smh. I do have to wonder why would they chain the moon to the planet? Whats the gravity situation in an endless void? Theres gotta be at least some if everyone else is walking but not enough to keep your moon?
Before we get to experience what the heck an Eclipse is all about, we jump to John doing what he does best.
Mucking around with things.
Rose is doing some redecorating, ie. rebuilding, so John is free to alchemize whatever his heart desires. I have to say though, did she waste grist moving the Alchemiter around? We saw earlier that moving these machines is supposed to come at a cost, or is that machine specific? Seems like a fair question, no?
The first thing John makes is the result of double punching the slime ride and hammer.
This time instead of overlapping (&&) the two cards which created the POGO HAMMER, you use the two codes to double-punch (||) a blank card, producing a different hole pattern. ... Double-punching cards creates patterns with more holes, rather than less holes by overlapping cards.
Pretty neat. And now with this knowledge, John gets some fashion upgrades. First, slime shirt && suit, then slime suit || wise guy book.
You make the WISE GUY SLIME SUIT.
This is so much better. It seems there are lots of secret trickstery gimmicks concealed in OH SHIT THERE GO THE CARDS
Oh John, never change /aff.
#homestuck#homestuck replay#hsrp liveblog#(ooc: this post is late courtesy of Sonic Movie 3 so its got 2 days of updates. it was so good yall)#chrono
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Ok I was originally gonna write how I wanna go back to Eddsworld and do stuff for it again but felt out of the loop with the modern fandom and shit but ended up being a rant about how I hate Beyond so like gonna write this again but keeping part of the rant cause i need to share how much i cant stand Beyond again
So like I wanna come back to Eddsworld cause as much as it was a dumpster fire for me it was my first real fandom I was apart of online so it holds a place in my heart. I mean probably technically whatever I did on Framecast was my first ever online fandom space but shhhh that dont count i was but a wondering traveler looking for my place in the world. It actually got me into Eddsworld someone made a animation to Youth by Daughter and had me hooked. But still was very important to me and my art development.
Its so crazy to me cause i was into Eddsworld HARD in the 2016-2020 era where alot of the ig modern fandom was born i watched cities fall and crumble I was deep in the amino trenches, Pork Sodaing and seeing so much historical fandom events happen before your eyes. I was watching everyone consume every piece of Prince of Mints and Moho art I was a sucker for them which probably wasnât okay for like a 5th grader but i definitely turned out all right /j.
I left for a little bit on and off cause Hetalia was choking me and like keeping me prisoner but like it still had a place in my heart for it but like ya know i still was there but idk now I just dont find the same spark anymore from the first go around. Something changed and maybe cause i just had my tastes change and maybe cause my ex-best friend was making fun of my oc all the time but i made him when i was like 11 and figuring out identities and ways to express yourself without sticking to the gender norms and dealing with alot of stuff at the time i finally caved and just didnât feel the same any anymore about the show.
Cause I loved that fandom more than anything but, I donât know I just donât know how to get back that spark and go frolic in the fields with my TomTordOc love triangle of my 5th grader dreams and just be cringe and free and feel joy again but I just cant enjoy the material anymore like THEY ARE MASSACRING MY BOYS WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO THEMM
It doesnât hit the same and i know i dont need to consume Beyond i doubt anyone actually does at this point but i cant stand beside while they murder everything i loved about the Classic and Legacy eras.
Also just, I think I hit a road block with it too like, I got stuck on where to do and what to do with Eddsworld like. I make aus i made ocs i made a ask blog i made animatics, now what? And like idk i felt weird and like stuck in the mud with them. Also just had the friend falling out who was also the co-creator of the ask blog so now i dont know how to pick it back up all by myself again but them again i really was just doing it by myself all the time anyway so i just have to figure out how to get back into the swing of things
I have some ideas for aus and maybe just finally be free and bring my oc back from the grave for realsies and make you all consume it but, I donât know. Im scared to come back cause also weirdly alot of the new fans are younger than me or the older fans are older than me so its kinda awkward, also im just awkward im scared to talk to people online, there is and were some people i desperately wanted to be friends with both in and out of Eddsworld but im too scared and either just watch from afar or abuse the Anonymous function in ask boxes. ïżŒ
If i cave enough i might come back to Eddsworld to at least finish my lore for the ask blog cause IM SORRY I LEFT YALL HANGING I HAD SCHOOL AND THEN JUST FORGOT ABOUT IT but forever haunted by the people who like every single post and then i get excited cause i see like 99+ notes waiting for me and i think one of my new posts blew up but no its just the ew boys who screw around likes and reblog and the occasional comment
One day ill return to my rightful birthplace and one day I shall be free and one with nature and draw as much as I want for it and as many ocs i want without someone telling me its cringe or make more for the ask blog or hell start doing animation and animatics again
Ok here is the Beyond rant now if you wanna read it
I feel the difference between Beyond and Legacy is that, Beyond is trying to horriblycopy their older brothers Classic and Legacy and almost dumb it down a bit with more childish humor, and Legacy takes inspiration from Classic: Itâs different but a natural difference/evolution. Or the fact a whole new guy was writing it all with a slightly different style so he wrote what he knew idk maybe a bit of a factor idk
Also i cant stand the Tord bait sorry I cant, especially when they used to like get annoyed by the fandom by asking and then just realized he was a cash cow so like now we get Tord merch and the hints and Tori and the skit with the cavemen like OMG TORD- and he got crushed by a rock thanks gang, cause like dude I think as much as we love Tord like maybe this go around respect Larsonâs choice to like not use him in the series anymore and take him out but like ig that doesnât apply to merch so yeah lets do one more go around bring out the red one. Or idk maybe they contacted him and was like âyo dude can we like use him for merchâ but i dont think that happened. I think it was just better to leave him absent from the show and be like âyeah no Tord guys, no Tordâ and we could have all had our thumbs up and be like âOk Eddsworld Beyond we are okay with thatâ. Like I know Red October was for charity but idk it still felt weird to use Tord, like could this really not have just been the main 3 or like bring in some deep cut old characters or side characters did we really need Tord here.
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#eddsworld#big rant#sorry for the influx of text posts guys i have no art rn to share to the public#i mean ive been drawing but its a bunch of like irl friend group au stuff and idk if we wanna share it to tumblr dot com yet
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I am now asking about your au
Specifically collins (forgot his first name) (your phone guy)!!!!!!!!!
well i already rambled about him a bit on my post but im sure i can pull out some more lore about him ^_^ (also dw about his first name im still trying to pick a new one for him)
soooo⊠collins parents were immigrants from southeast asia (still deciding on the specifics there), they moved to america hoping for better opportunities but were still pretty poor there, as his father was the sole provider for the family and couldn't get a very high paying job. even to this day collins is pretty poor and its part of the reason he stays at fredbear's/freddy's, because he struggles to find a better job
this is exacerbated by the fact collins is just not a very social guy, as a kid he was pretty lonely and i think he has a lot of anxiety that's been left unresolved for decades, so he struggles to get interviews or connect with people. people tend to think he's on-edge all the time, and he doesn't have a lot of friends - even his co-workers can only really be considered acquaintances, but they are the closest things to friends that he has. he also feels pretty isolated being a closeted gay man and not reallyyy knowing what to do with that information in rural ass hurricane utah.
he's a lot more capable than he thinks though! he's good with schedules and planning, can solve any problem at the pizzeria pretty easily, so most people generally respect him there. henry likes him cause he's good at what he does and doesn't cause any problems, they dont really go out of their ways to interact with each other but when they do its usually positive. william is, as stated, kind of a dickhead, so he likes to dump extra work or overtime onto collins since he's not gonna complain about it (he hates confrontation). but they do get along sometimes, collins finds his rambling intriguing - though not directly interested in animatronics he is interested in technology, so there's a slight overlap there.
i actually think collins could have an interesting connection with michael post-1983, with william giving him(michael) the cold shoulder and henry not paying much mind to it. maybe trying to reassure mikey it was an accident or at least give him some kinda support, still thinking on that one though. collins also knows jeremy by proxy, and cause jeremy worked at freddy's for a brief time (ahem. we know how that went), i think they were pretty close to being friends ngl
i cant really explain how it came to be but the phone head is a thing here. its a mask collins wears to hide the scars on his face (which he got from an accident with foxy), because he hates being stared at + doesn't want to scare the kids + its actually kind of nice to help with overstimulation. dims the bright lights and loud sounds.
OH and theres also vincent who is obsessed with collins, which collins is rather annoyed by and resistant to at first, but starts to warm up to him after vincent saves his life & finally realizes he needs to tone down the flirting after collins expresses his discomfort. (vincent doesnt show up till fnaf 1 i think, thats when they meet, after collins got attacked :3)
collins is present at fredbear's, fnaf 1, and fnaf 2 - the longest lasting employee out of anyone else who's been hired. what happens to him after that? well⊠giggles
#toxi.txt#asks#toxi fnaf lore#okay damn i had a lot more to say than i thought i did LMFAO#take this with a grain of salt as some things may change. mostly only the details im shaky on
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Rant away my friend
apparently a few people wanted me to vent about the kirby novels so head in hands ig i'm gonna go for it LMAO (this is inspired directly from @desultory-novice 's posts about it)
ALSO IM SORRY IF THIS IS SO DISORGANIZED gonna be honest i forgot a good half of what i wanted to talk about. But Anyways. please note that all of this is entirely My opinion you ofc dont need to agree and despite everything i actually really love and enjoy the kirby novels a lot !!
so okay after hearing her talk about the reason we're likely not getting a magolor epilogue novel and knowing takase's erm.... Infamous reputation regarding how she handles magolor's character that had me thinking a lot and. Wow i'm kind of Really nervous for how this magoland novel will turn out actually because a lot is kind of at stake here when you think about it
takase will either be forced to actually develop magolor's character, or she will just completely scrap everything that happened earlier, remove any mentions of the epilogue and go straight back to square 1 where magolor is -- once again -- the villain of the story. Don't get me wrong i like evil magolor a lot lol i think if done right it can be a very enjoyable portrayal of his character. but there's only So many times you can make a character the antagonist before it just gets straight up exhausting y'know
i think it's ESPECIALLY different in terms of magoland. This might be a cold take idk lmao but merry magoland isn't just some wacky little theme park magolor created out of the blue for no reason. It's something that signifies and sets in stone how he's a changed character. Merry magoland is magolor's dream he's had for a really long time by his own words and truly shows that all he's wanted to do is make people have fun and be happy. if you make him the antagonist in that, that completely just fucks up Everything relating to his character and renders that entire development null and also invalidates all the hardships he's gone through to make that happen
i do think takase's portrayal of magolor is fun! i do enjoy it and i do appreciate how he has a hard time communicating his desires and showing true friendship. i think that's important. one of magolor's most significant flaws is how he has a hard time understanding how friendship is supposed to work and what to do when you have friends. but maybe instead of making him the villain. Over and over and over again you could idk... have him Learn?? and actually Develop from his issues??? i know waddle dee is a completely separate character but for the sake of comparing to another person who has gone through a huge amount of development in the novels -- why can't magolor do the same? why is it constantly so insistent that he be the one causing all the problems for no reason other than haha it's funny (in most cases at least. i know dreamy gear was different and i will give it a giant shoutout for that)
i'm so sorry if i sound too harsh here i literally don't know how to word it otherwise lol i think it's important to emphasize that despite everything i do like seeing magolor's character in the novels. but it just gets to a point where it's Grating to me at times and depending on the scenario is just completely inaccurate. that's why i think magoland is such a huge point for us here with a lot on the line -- if she chooses to not make magolor the antagonist and make it accurate to the game's actions and desires, that will be an essential key for his development and showcase that we're actually making progress with his character. but if she chooses to make him the antagonist again, the potential for him being something more than a villain -- which is RIGHT there -- is completely wiped
afaik magolor and kirby's friendship was also mentioned and i just want to throw out there. merry magoland happened because of kirby. merry magoland happened because of magolor's friends. kirby, meta knight, dedede and bandee are the reason merry magoland exists. so if takase chooses to not acknowledge any mention of that and make magolor go against them all, that also erases the potential of magolor's relationship with other characters as well yknow... the characters he's gone against for this whole time? it also makes no sense whatsoever??
so yeah this is a bit long but there's just a lot to either look forward to or dread about this novel -- or even both lmao -- the more i thought about it. i want to have a decent amount of hope that i could be wrong here, maybe takase will take advantage of what she has to work with game wise and create something truly special. but throughout all of magolor's appearances in the novels... *hand on mirror* it seems like all of his character is constantly scrapped in favor of treating him like some apathetic irredeemable character with no regard for others or understanding friendship. so that's kind of a hard pill to swallow
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yea like i be surprised if noah gets work he's still at penn from what i know also, but honestly winona is talking about retiring and maybe doing a few side projects i think same with david but joe i def think he's gonna go far with his music, nat and charlie doing few sides but honestly i also think millie is just done after this also like she's been saying she wants to live on the farm and just be with jake and her animals i truly feel like 2025 is joe's year i forgot about jq honestly lol (dont be mean anons lol, not a big jq fan-loved him as eddie though) but yea he's done few big things, i also feel like the younger kids will go far finn already has a good movie lined up for SNL that's coming out when he's done filming and maya has her music also i know im forgetting a few but honestly i feel like when you film a show for so long some cast members just stay out of spotlight
-like the vampire diaries for example only big person from it nina dobrev who i def think is gonna get hitched soon, and paul wesley and ian somerhalder they still have their stuff like the beer line.
they all still do cons btw the vampire diaries cast and i hope stranger things will take note and do them more after when the show is done.
i actually dont think any of the cast besides noah would do cons post st ,,, like theyre all TIRED (gaten would because hes a sweetie).
as for joe i think heâll def stick to music for a while before hopefully doing better projects like he was in talks for an emmy !!! for such a small cameo role !!! mans is TALENTED makes me sad hes so aggressively anti fame like pls babes i cant keep defending u
#ask#anon#m speaks#jq did it right#immediately did roles completely opposite of eddie#and made a name for himself outside of st#hopefully joe can too
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NEVER BE THE SAME - C.S - PT4

Summary- You and Chris have been friends for as long as you can remember. You guys are attached at the hip and you have been since 7th grade. You rarely spend any time apart you always sleep at his house to the point you forgot what your own bedroom looked like, but you didnt care and neither did he. Lately things with Chris have been great, you were closer then ever! But it felt.. different. Not neccisarily bad different but still different nonetheless. You were slowly but surely catching feelings for him. Butterflies whenever he said your name, blushing when he smiled at you, heart beating faster whenever you guys cuddled, but it couldnt happen right? He would never feel the same we've been friends for far to long, right? Wrong.
Green is texts between y/n and chris
Warning(s): language, mentions of abandonment issues
Chris looked down at his phone with a concerned look on his face. He didnt know why y/n had been so distant, hes tried texting her but she just responds in short answers and doesnt really want to talk. Today was a Thursday, meaning she should've been walking over to his house to hang out. He waited for her by the front door but she never showed. Did she just stand me up? Or did she forget? It just didnt feel right..
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its been a week since Chris and I kissed and like a pussy I'm avoiding him. I like him. I really like him, but im scared of getting hurt. Its a thursday and on thursdays i go to Chris's but instead Im currently pacing round my room contemplating wether to go or not
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-Chris's POV-
I was getting worried, she was acting like a completely different person. She was avoiding me like the plague when she was never like this. What did i do wrong? What if she actually doesnt like me? I texted her again hoping for a positive response. Did i ruin everything..? I waited, hoping to see that little green bubble to pop up. my face lit up when i saw she was typing, maybe she isnt ignoring me.
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I hear my phone vibrate on my desk and i pick it up. Chris texted. "Did i ruin everything?" My heart aches. He's not the issue its me and my abandonment issues who cant get their head together and have a normal grown up conversation. "No i promise its not you" i text him back. Fuck now hes gonna want an explanation and im not ready to go that deep into everything. He may be my best friend and he knows most my secrets but he doesnt know all of it. So much of my past he doesnt know about because im afraid to talk about it. The trauma the abandonment issues basically just why i am how i am and i dont think he could handle it all.
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-Chris's pov- (a/n- sorry I keep switching povs so much guys I have no idea how to keep it in the same pov for ages cuz like idk)
I see her message and sigh, relief filling his body, I didnt ruin the chance at being in a relationship with her. I text back "come over, we need to talk this through in person"
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Hes not the type to have a phone call about something like this, he wants to look her in the eyes when he apologizes in case she needs a hug or anything that requires her to be comforted. This is the real deal, no more childhood games. They are going to decide right here right now whether they become something more than friends or not.
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Ok i felt like this was a good place to leave it at but how we feeling? The way im getting myself all giddy about what happens next is insane even tho idk what happens next either so i might end up surprising myself
Idk when p5 will be out cuz I'm gonna try find motivation for that Matt fic or i might just do headcanons for dad matt or sum cuz everything I post is Chris smh
Anygaysss lmk ur predictions for the next part I hope this leaves your jaw dropped like it did mine
@recklesssturniolo @caroline12b @chrisfavoritepepsi @mattscokewhore @sturnioloshacker @freshloveforthefit @carolsturns1 @carolinalikesthings @mangoposts  @sturniozo @luvmxtt @nickdevora
#georgies fics#chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo x reader#chris x reader#chris sturniolo smut#never be the same#friends to lovers
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the eras tour international leg megapost
hii besties we are about 10 hours away from the first show of the next leg so im just gonna make a quick mention of accs/recourses you might wanna know about if youre following along with the tour đ
live streams!
i normally just use swiftstream bc i stream the show to my polycule from my computer and thats the easiest way for me to do that! david did post in the swiftstream discord server that hes gonna be recording the shows and replaying them afterwards for those in the american timezones which i think is REALLY awesome so if that applies to you i really recommend swiftstream (the time listed as 7pm in the screenshot is central european time incase you want to transfer it to your timezone for reference)

if you dont wanna use swiftstream i know that tessa streams every show on multiple platforms and ive heard is very reliable
swift alert!
so if you didnt know already swift alert is an app (android and iphone) that also has a BUNCH of resources in it! it tracks surprise songs, outfits, it has a calendar, you can favorite your show to get a special countdown to it, it also has active livestreams and push notifications you can able for specific parts of the show! you do need to make a one time only purchase(about 2usd i believe) for most of those features but the app overall is free. i use it all the time and i love it so i really do think its worth the price
swiftball!
now if youve followed me during the last leg you know i post swiftball updates. if you dont know what swiftball is its a giant guessing game over what outfits and surprise songs thats gonna happen during the show its officially run by allie on twt (link) i will post each ballot before the show and once the show is ended a correct answer sheet
https://x.com/reckedmaserati?s=21&t=Lq5oBCDeebO6ylIO8sMR-w
now the only other thing i can think to mention is @cages-boxes-hunters-foxes jamie here on tumblr she writes all of the speeches out so if youre interested in seeing those she does a really great job of transcribing them out (she is in an american timezone iirc so the speeches wont be live but she will still be writing them out which is awesome)
plz lmk if i forgot anything or if there are any updates yall want Me specifically to post i will be watching all of the shows live from now on đ
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hihi are you still continuing everything stays?
hi lovely!
unfortunately i dont think i'll be doing any more imagines any time soon, but if i do, i'll be sure to bring out the proper fanfare
if you like bishova and wandanat, i am in the works (very distant works) of a fic w a similar vibe on my ao3, which is now going to be entirely fanfic that isn't self-insert but you can still find some of 'em on there if you're signed up though this blog is your best bet to find all of them.
however, if you wanna stick w imagines that's totally fine and here's some awesome authors you should follow if you don't already!
@abbyromanoff (they're still new-ish to posting/writing here so make sure to give them extra love and they were a longtime follower of my blog so i mayyyy be a lil biased hehe)
@scmg11 (another longtime follower and semi-new poster (i think) so also give em extra love!)
@cinamonqirl (kate bishop exclusive writer, i think they've also followed me for a while haha but they got some great kate fics)
@maximoffwitch (quality smut content)
@marvelobsessed134 (also quality smut. sorry, i am apparently always horny)
@caroldantops (longtime fav of mine)
@reminiscingtonight (another longtime fav of mine)
if i forgot about you, im sorry, let's use this as an opportunity to shout out some writers! im sorry i'm not writing imagines so much anymore, but i might turn back to em bc they're a good way for me to exercise my writing and my brain. who knows.
i hope you guys are doing okay! even though im not on here so much, this inbox is always open if you need to vent and if you need fic recs! i love you guys so much and im so thankful for the love you show for my writing, even now. when i get them lil notifs in my email i get so much goddamn serotonin in my system
if you want, you can follow my main blog (which is multifandom and just kinda nonsensical, i usually go on weird tangents in tags) @bluebipples ooooor if you wanna read my bishova (and maybe future wandanat?) fics, you can follow my other writing/fic blog @sapphroditewrites though they're all gonna be on ao3 and only available to read if you're a member. im pretty sure somewhere on this very blog is me stressing over the aipocalypse
alright, enough about me and you, if you're a writer or have a writer you love for imagines, please feel free to shout them/yourself out!
#and if i annoyed u by tagging u IM SORRY MY LOVE ANNOYS YOU#im jk#no but fr i love u all i hope ur ok pls remember to take care of urselves#also i try to follow back on my main bc i've been on here for so long half of my ogs are.... gone :(
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