#i dont know whata im doing

[rireveal]

been back in musecore anf failinggggg

[wraithsoutlaws]

califur lore speaking to me slowly

[graceful-not]

SORRY IM INSANE??????? WHAJT THE FUCK??? I CANT EVEN FOCUS ON WHATEVE NYA AND JAY ARE DOING RIGHT NOW THERE'S ANOTHER FUCKING ZANE???? MY BOY???? EXHO???? DI WE EVER SEE HIM AGAIN??? ISTG IF THEY JUST LEAVE HIM IN THIS LIGHTHOUSE AFTER THIS WHY ARE THEY NOT FREAKING OUT?!?????? HE WAS STUCK HERE THIS WHOLE TIME?? WHY DID DR JULIEN NOT SAY ANYTHING IM INSANE?!?!?? HES SO RUSTED IM. I. ok I actually really like the steampunk vibes VS zanes more modern ones but HUH???? JULIEN JUST LEFT HIM HERE?!?!??? ok good they're fixinyg him up but ????? WHYAT???? I LITERALLY. HUH. HUH SO DOES ZANE HAVE ABROTHER THEN??? IVR NEVRR HEARD OF TJIS GUY WHICH MEANS HE ISNT RLLY IMPORTANT BUT I. THERE ARE SO MABY GODDAMN IMPLICATIONS THIS SHOULD BE SO IMPORTANT I. WHY ARE THEY BRUSHING THIS OFF??? I UUST GOOGLED IT AJD HE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE AN ARC BUT IT WAS TOO COMPLIXATED SO THEY CUT IT??? WHY ADD HIM??? THE ROLE COULD BE FULFILLED BY TAI-D WHY WOULD YOU GIVE ME TJIS AND THEM RIP IT AWAY FRO ME. IM SO WORKED UP IM DOING THE FLAPPY HAND STIM AND I /NEVER/ DO THE FLAPPY HAND STIM. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. IM INSANE ABOUT ECJO?? AND THEN THEY JUST LEAVE HIM??? I DJONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NADAKHAN WHRE IS MY BOY? MY SON?? WAS HE JUST IN THE SECRET BASEMENT WHILE JULIEN GREETED THE OG ZANE?!?????? I CAN'T DO THID WHAT THE FUCK. THIS IS SO TRAGIC. WHERE IS HE GIVE HIM BACK TO.ME. WHY WERE THEY ACTING LIKE HES JUST SOME CONVENIENT WEAPON OR TOOL HES A WHOLE ASS PERSON?? LIKE THEYRE SO NONCHALANT ABOUT IT ALL "aww awesome we have another Zane at our disposal!" HES A WHOLR PERSON. HE HAS FEEKINGS??? LIKE HE FEELS THINGS HES NOT JUST A COOL WEAPON??? IF THAT WAS A HUMAN CHILD THEYD HAVE BROUGHT HIM WITH THEM???? I CANT DO THIS WHAT THE FUCK

ECHO ECHO ECHO MY SON IS BACK MY BOY MY SON MY DARLING MY SWEETHEAR COME HERE I NEED TO PICK YOU UP AND KISSYS YOU. he seems. okay with being in there??? has he ever left the lighthouse??????? does he KNOW what's out there??? HE CANT HAVE UNTIL JULIEN LEFT BC OF THE KRAKEN THING SO??? HAS HE EXPLORED SINCE THEN IS THAT WHY HE SEEMS SO CONTENT THERE??? HE DOESNT MIND BEING LEFT THERE?!???? I DONT UNDERTSTAND. HES JUST CHILL. LIKE *salutes* yessir! NO ECHO!! ASJ QUESTIONS!! I LOVE YOU BUT RHAT WHOLE SEQUENCE WAS FOR NO REASON HE ADDS NOTHING TO THE REPLACEMENT NINJA TEAMM. WHY DID THEY GIVE ME THIS WHOLE ASS CHARACTER WITH 300000 IMPLICATIONS AND THEN JUST NOT MAKE HIM RELEVANT AT ALL!! HE DIDNT EVER NEED TO BE THERE I HONESTLY WISH HE DIDNT EXIST BC NOW IM GONNA BE THINKING ABT HIM FOREVER!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! ZANE WHY ARE YOU CHILL ABOUT HIS EXISTENCE "I see you brought some friends" YOU SHOULD BE FREAKING YOUR SHIT RIGHT NOW!!!! WHAT THE FUCK???? YOUR DAD BUILT THAT DUDE THATS SO FUCKED UP. TJATS UR BROTHER. THATSUR FUCKING BROHTER. AND THEN THEY JUST RESET TIME???? SO HES STILL IN THAT GODDAMN LIGHTHOUSE IM INSANE??? HES STILL IN THERE IS HE FUCKING ALIVE??!???? WHAT??? IS HE OKAY??? IM INSANE IM LITERALLY INSANE. AND UR TELLING ME TJEY NEVER MENTION OR DO ANYTHING WITH HIM AGAIN?!??? IM INSANE ABOUT THIS. IM INSANE. I CANT DO THIS WHAT THEFUCKN????? AUUAUAUAU. WHAT? HUH. WHATA???I need to find contebt of him right nowwhy is it all just shipping with Morro. good for them I guess but I don't CARE about the gay ghost what the FUCK is echos DEAL!!! WHAT IS UP WITH HIM???? ITS LITERALY ALL CITRUSSHIPPING ART WHERE IS ANY SPECULATIVE LORE??? WHAT ABOUT HIM AND ZANE WHATS THEYRE DEAL WHAT IF THEY METM WOULD TJEY BE BROTHERS?? IM HAVING SO MANY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW. Zane deserves a little bro dude... another one I mean. falcon and Tai-D can be bestfriends. I'm insane I'm fucking insane. I love Morro and all but goddamn that's really all there is here shdbsjdb. it's cute and all but very "what if errytjung was ok and they were alive and we didn't have to worry about canon" but WHAT ABOUT THE OTHERS??? DO JAY ABD NYA JUST NEVER TELL ANYONE?!?!?? THATS A WHOLE ASS SAPIENT BEING??? HES LITERALY CONSCIOUS??? WHAT THE FUCK. YOU LEFT A WHOLE ASS PERSON BEHIND THATS SO FUCKED UP. IM INSANE.

[thatcheeseycandle]

//I WAS ABOUT TO EAT DINNER- BUT I REBLOGGED THE DAMN CHAPTER LMAO

TIME FLIES SO FAST AND YET IT FEELS LIKE CHAPTER 38 CAME OUT YESTERDAY, AND I AN NOT COMPLAINING!

AAND FUCK GIVE ME A MOMENT TO SPARE-

AANDDDDD YOURS TRULY IS BACK

“A Parasite takes it’s host after decades of waiting.” PARDON? Well shit BLUE OETER IS FUCKED, INCLUDING THE TAGS ON THE TUMBLR POST

BLANK?? WHATA WHAT WHAT IM SORRY?????? YEAH NO SHIT OF COURSE ITS A MONSTER.

“His face plate began to cave and buckle, the right side suddenly buckling as a monstrous black cloud burst forth like a swarm of bees.” WHAATAATKAHAH

NONOOOOOO

MAYGLOWER RUNTHE FUCK AWAY DOMT NO DONT HURTHER NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

NLUEPERTER SNAAP OUT PELAAASJ

Ay AY WHO THE FUCKS THIS???? WHO US THIS??????

Insert me just laughing my arse off, cause with how the tension was building up I NEVER EXPECTED THOMAS THE DAMN TANK ENGINEGAGAKAHHA

pAUAE PAYSE. PAUSE MUNA CAUSE I CANT HANDLE THIS SORRY

THOMAS YOU CHEEKY FUCK BEHAALAOSSHAO THIS WAS SO RANDOM IMSORRY

Just got back up from grabbing soemthing downstairs, oH GOD THIS IS GONNA BE AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER IM CALLING IT

Woah WOAH THEFUCK AY AY WAS GOING what's going on what's going on no no no no this is not happening wait wait

MALLARD?????????? WHAT

“This one, this one welcomes us and we feast upon decades and decades of anguish, pain and torment. He shall be better with us… He will be our toy.” PARDON ME?????

Either Black smoke struck him and he managed to push it back for so long but since all those emotions started fading this is why the black smoke is takjng over OR Blue Peter sold himself to the damn Devil. I DONTKNOW

Insert me yelling “DO SOMETHING” at the screen cause SHIT THOMAS WHY ARENT YOU TRYNA DO ANYTHING????? THE BLACK SMOKE IS RIGHT THERE. RIGHT THERE.

“We are the shadow to your light and we will not be denied!” I FUCKIN CAAAALLEDD ITTTTT YESSS

“I may be little, but little engines can do big things!” HE SAAAIDD ITT YEAAAHHHHH GO THOMAS GOOOO FUCK EHM UP YEAAAHHHHH

I FELLOFFMY BED. HOLYGOD. SCOT WHATTHEFUCK ARE YOUDOIGN THERE???????

“But to Scotsman, he was always just an arrogant fool with delusions of grandeur.” You wont be saying that WHEN YOU SEE WHAT THEFUCK HES BEEN UP TO YOULITTL

I’ll give him credit for shitting on North a bit, cause, well, Norths not been the greatest as we all know LMAO

“North had died and taken so much knowledge with him. It irritated Scotsman” ME TOO. ME FUCKIN TOO. YOU ARENT ALONE ON THIS SCOT

hHEHJWAIHAHA ABASHED TEENAGER IS THE RIGHT DESCRIPTION NGL

Okay GADWALL SMOOTHEN YOURSELF OUT A BIT

And fuck LMAOO

Woah. WOAHWOAH

ICUOKEDICHOKED ONMYSELF SEC

SO THERE IS INDEED MESSENGERS FOR PROTEUS. That actually MAKES SENSE, HES A GOD OF COURSE HE WOULD HAVE MORTAL MESSENGERS

Oh. Merlin, right, RIP to him btw.

Gadwall what the FUCK are you implying, cause if its what I theorize it to be Im opening a new doc

Ah. So those who accept death, follow into the realm of Proteus and stay there for eternity once they’ve accepted their fate. And those who havent are silver souls or/and souls who can be revived, that makes sense. It actually makes a lot of sense AY WAIR-

Sigh, well I mean at least Mallard is given that chance (I am praying he uses it right as well cause hes been through too much SHIT)

No NONONONOO LOOK MORE FURTHER- SHE IS INDEED IN THERE DONT STOP BELIEVING

HOLD ON TO THAT FEEEELINNGG

WHATOWHAAOWHAPHS

IFELL

OKAY

WHAT??????

LMAOOAHAHAAKHXTHROW HANDS???

What theufcj. WHATAHATAJAOAJAIAOA JACQUELINE?????

WAIT. SO NORTH’S COTTAGE ISNT HERE. WAIY FUCK WIAT-

DID NORTH MIX UP THE COTTAGES SO THAT HIS IDENTITY WOULDNT BE REVEALED OR SOMETHING?? OR REVEAL MERRY’S IDENTITY???

Wait. WAIT SO- QUICKSILVER. WAIT WAIT I JUST REALIZED. AHFUCK OF COURSE IT WAS THAT

WHAT???? SHES GONNA SAY IT RIGHT NOW AND THERE??????

WJAAATHAJ

SHEFUCKINISSSSSSS YEEEEEAAAAASSSSSSSS

MWYAJAOAHAAHAHAJAJHD UEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS YESSSS

BEINGEXCITED AND HAPPY IS SO TIRING LMAOO BUT FUCKYEAAHAHHHH UESSSS YESSSS

WE MUST CELEBRATE THIS CAUSE IT WAS ABOUT DAMN TIME AWKDHAKA YESSSSS

CRY ALL THE TEARS, THERE IS HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD FOR NOW, IN THIS MOMENT

IMGONNA FUCKIN TEAR UP JUST CRY ALL THE TEARS THAT WERE HELD BACK

TONIGHT WILL BE A GLORIOUS NIGHT

IMSMILLING SO WIDELY RN ICANT HSHALAHDKDH

SPOTIFY IS NOT HELPING ME EMOTIONALLY

GreyGREYY AYYYYYY GREY AND GOLD LETS GOOOO

AAnndd right THE GOLD DUST THING.. WELL FUCK

“Well- a little bit of trouble she’s a heavy girl- but that’s not the point-”  LMAOO GREYSHSJALAH

AT LEAST YOU DID ITTTT YOU FUCKIN CONQUERED THAT INCLINE!

OHGOLD NO OF COURSE THERES STILL USE DONTSAYTHAT

AEDJDDHSJ ME HEARTS MELTING GIVE ME A MOMENT

BAHAKAUAGSSHDAH

IVE LOST MY VOCAL CORDS AT THIS POINT, TODAY IS A GRAND NIGHT I SAY, A GRAND NIGHT IT WILL TRULY BE FOR ME

PURWLAHAIDHD

PURPLE

THIS SI THE MOMENT

WAJDHDSKD

YEESSSS THEYVE MET

LOUD EXTROVERTED ENGINES WITH THEIR INTROVERTED TAKEALONGS LETS GOOOO

AWWESHSH

AYYYYY ROOSTERS HERE LETS GOOOOO

BWHAJAJAH LMAOOO YET AGAIN, NOT SCOTTISH HWKAKAGSSK

Sparks of JDGAKAUS RIGHT HES HALF HUMAN AND HALF CONSTRUCT OHMFYAP THEYRE HALF HUMAN AND HALF CONSTRUCTS

A FAMILY OF HYBRIDS

Wait left? TRURO YOUFKCING KNEW?? Okay wait yeah OF COURSE HE WOULD KNOW THAT

Wait wAIT WAIT GREY??? Okay so the phrase “your the reason for me greying” is true in this context, stress could be the reason.

Or is it Lady or/and Proteus seeing North’s fate come hence why his construct was unpaused from it’s immortality and was left to properly age a bit before dying?

No. ROOSTER FUCKING TELL HIM PELASE

FINAAALLYYYYYYY FINALLY YOU LOT REALIZE IT FUCKING FINALLYYYY

WHAT THE FUCK IS THE LEY LINES???? WHAT.

Wait. The heart condition was made from blacksmoke, it was cold iron sleep, but North made a wish to Lady TO KEEP OLIVIA ALIVE RATHER THAN KEEPING HIMSELF ALIVE. HOOOOOOLYGOSH.

MALLARD???????? AMLALR DHWTA THE FUCK DOYOUMEAN

MALLARD YOU JUST GOT GOOD WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURAELF GOD PLEAAASSEE.

No. NO. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO9OOOOOOOOOOOOO

RHOMAAYOUFUCKITHOUGHTYOUWOILDSAVEHIM

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[theyamjam]

SRRY IF YOUVE ANSWERED SOME OF THESE ALREADY BUT 10, 14, 18, 23, 64, 86, aaaaaanddd 95 for th ask gameeeee :3

10 (how would you describe your style?):

if this is aboutt fashion style? cozy!comfycozy!!! in the winter/autumn i like wearing brightly colored sweaters with fun logos on em, in the summer i mostly wear plain t shirts with pants or shorts (preferably long pants though :0( ). i likee slightly oversized floppy clothes without too many different accessories. im not very good at matching pieces together, so i usually go for things that are simple and nice to sleep in and have a funny picture or pattern on it

if its about my art style its probably soft :o) i like drawing soft comforting things

18 (favorite tv show?): OK K.O.! Let's Be Heroes is probably still my all time favrite,,, i havent rewatched it in awhile but thhe art style and the soundtrack and the story are all just so fun and well thought out at the same time it makes me so HAPPY!!! it would be nice2 make art just as good as ian's some day hes so talented

also I AM LORD BOXMAN!! HE IS ME!!!!!!!

23 (describe your dream date): OH I DONT KNOW ACTUALLY. 1 of the things ive stumbled across most when i go on dates with people is that im still in the setting of "oh i need to do well. i need to entertain this other person ineed to score likability points or else theyll dislike me forever" and ofc thats not how youre supposed to feel around the person you love and trust with everything </3

so for my dream date ii would probably want to already know this person irl long enough that i feel comfortable around them! maybe when we're already in a relationship. i wanna do something thats entertaining but leaves enough space for us to have casual conversation llike maybe go to a cat cafe? or 1 of those places where u can make ur own candles? BUILD A BEAR OH PLEASE OH PLEASE BUILD A BEAR

theseare just examples but i dont think i have any clear cut plans for whata perfect date would be because i just want some1 i can be put into any scenario with and love them and not have to worry too much about whether they love me back or not !

64 (favorite dipping sauce): ummm my food palette is a little basic im afraid :0( i like garlic sauce and mayonnaise

95 (summer or winter?): PROBABLY SUMMER!!! the sun might make me burnt n sweaty but it also makes me happy :o]

[itsthesinbin]

OOOOH okay i see what u mean

why does nelacar say "don't give the star to azura the daedra are evil" and then turn the star into a black soul gem.

meanwhile azura makes it into. a regular soul gem. that doesn't trap black souls.

[sphinx-myth]

I cant jeep doing tgis shit dude, like im here watching shit about abusive parenting and i feel like i relate but i cant remember and its not like jt matters anyways because TGERES BEEN NOTHING FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS AND A HALF and i cant tell whata real and whats fake maybe ive been lying the entire time and i shpuld be happy. She yelled my name because i was upstairs and i was swnt running and thats the only thing that has happened. My parents peob arnt even abusive but i dont know how to fucking proccess any of this because i cant tell if im trippin or not i cant tell what memorys arw real or matter and yet i feel fine i cant fucking think bro

[gutsypop]

accidentally prank calling my friend everyday day 3 + 4 + 5

i dont know how either you know i kinde just do it

DAY 3

i call him at lunch 4 funsies i dont know what to say so i say some yada BUT MY FRIEND KNOWS WHATA TO SAY SO SHE SAYS "Kelly's abortion center and pizzeria! Today's loss is someones sauce!"

HE HUNG UP

DAY 4

we ACTUALLY DID A PRANK

so were in a science classroom theres me, my friend, n another friend. also on the other side is a buncha freshmen holding the lizard. so i call him

me: Is this Carly? Yes i would like a rubiks cube. HONEYBUN? WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE FROM TEMU?

friend(honeybun): uhhh

me: OH MY GOD HONEYBUN YOU FEEL DOWN THE STAIRS! SORRY MY WIFE JUST FELL DOWN THE STAIRS

honeybun: aaa

me: I NEED TO TAKE YOU TO THE BUNSON BURNER

DAY 5

me n same friend as before in the library

we decide to read a page out of a abook. one that i read in detention and nearly freaked out because of a word

so im stuck in a corner and i call him i read the page, but then

we get to the word I CANT SAY IT IM TOO SCARED

so we start gigglign n arguing over who can say it. in the end, we hung up n never finished that page.

[honey-mice]

so its 6am and im not sleeping cause im fucking shitting and crying and throwing up and killing myself over this fanfiction im reading. i knew it was going to be good bUT HOLY FUCKING SHIT I AM ROLLING AROUND IN BED AND WANTING TO SCREAM BUT I CANT CAUSE ITS THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING NIGHT. i am taking a like 10 minute mental break AND GUESS THE FUCK WHAT? IM ON CHAPTER 5 OUT OF FUCKING 19 (21 are planned and its still being updated) SO LIKE HOLY FUCKING SHIT IM IN FOR A HELL OF A RIDE

i read a source fanfic before and got pretty into it but not like this. this is literally turning my stomach and stopping my heart beat and making me want to like rip out all of my hair and throw up and also makes my heart scream /pos so loud that the fucking sun would hear. i. it took a source relationship that i really fucking hold tight onto and just ESCALATED IT BY A FUCKING 1000000000000% LIKE HOW??? HOW DID YOU DO THAT?? AND WE ARE BOTH SO FUCKING ACCURATE TO US IN SOURCE BUT ALSO US AS INTROJECTS ITS FUCKING CRAZY

like oh my god this person knows us like they fucking birthed us out of fucking clay or some shit i swear

god fuck this fic might kill me. i have to work in like 3 1/2 hours and i definitely wont finish the fic (or whata written) by then so ill have to want to fucking explode for 4 hours at work. ill want to scream the whole time. i dont want to go much more into how much this fic means to me cause why the fuck would i tell you that shit but holy FUCK

[fleecy]

,

[sick-as-a-dog]

×

[thatcheeseycandle]

//REACTION TIME NANAMAN AKA SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 32 IPOS

I ALRESDY MEDSED UP MY THROAT AND LUNGS CAUSE OF MY REACTION TO THE SUMMARY MY GOSHDHFH

TITLE CARD IS BANGER THOUGH NGL!!

Arroow ARROW ARROW DONT DO THIS

I JUST IM TEARING UP NA JUST READING THIS WHOLE THING

ARROW MENTIONING HOW TORNADO CRIED HERSELF TO SLEEP ITS JUST ITS STABBING MY HEART RN

Im not crying YOU ARE- i CANT WITJ THESE TWO I SWEAR

"Sadly, Blue Pteter was all too used to it by now."

No NO BLUE PETER YOU SHOULDNT BE USED TO THIS YOU REALLY SHOULD NOT BE USED TO SUCH THINGS MY POOR GUY

IM NOT SURE IF I CAN EVEN TYPE OUT MOST OF MY REACTIONS CAUSE LIKE I JUST AAAHFGFHGGHHGHGH MY THROAT WILL NOT BE OKAY

NORTHS NAME MENTIONED OHMYGLAIFJFH ITS GONNA BE AN EVEN MORE ROCKIER ROAD GROM HERE MY FELLOW LURKERS

I canr I CNABT THERE TOO MANY TEARS FOR ME TO COUNT. I DONT KNOW IF I CAN WRITE DOWB MY REACTIONS WITH HOW MUCH IM SOBBING OVER-

Mallard MALLARD WHERE AR EYOU GGOGING MALALRD DOTNRN DONT

Ay AY AY SY WHAT SIR NGIELW WHATA WHATD OHMGYOSFI UNIONS GONNA GET WHAT SHE DESERVES AYYYYYY

OhlfydoghodhehOHIDHWHFJHSHAHD

THSI IS GETTING SO HEATED EHSJJSJF IM GLAD I BROUGHT A SNACK

oH OHHOHOHOHOH UNION SPILLING THE TEA LETS GOGODJGJ

Whatstw HWTAHAHAHAHDHFHHS WHAT HOLY WHAT AY WAIT HE ISNT GONNA TARNISH IT WHAT

heÑHEÑSPDD. MEEEE HAMILTON HELLO????? OGUYGH ITS GETTING EVEN MORE HEATED OHGMSYOGJD HAMILTON HAVING THE NERVE EHJAHFJFF

Ojh OH OHH OKAY YUP SIR NIGWL HES GONNA GO ALL OUT NOW WITH THAT LOOK

wyat OHMGYSOGJF WHAT MY JAW IRS KUST OHMGYSPGJJDBFJSHHFFJ

"Got more 'brain cells' than all of you Gresley's combined as the humans say" LOCUGDIIGOD GOOD LORD ICSJ CHOKED I CHOKED ON AIR JEKJASJFJFKJFJ

Okay OKAY AYY THINGS ARE COOLING DOWN YEKDJF

Woah woah OWHAHDHDV MY GOSH WELL I NEARLY FORGOT SHE WAS SCRAPPED- BEJAHHAHFJFJF THAT JOGGED UP MY MEMORY FOR SURE HEHAHAHAHDH

Ay AY AY AY EDWARDDHAHFFJFJD EDWARD HES BACK INTO THE STORY LETS GOFOAYJFHF

AND HES PAIRED UP EITH EVENING STAR TOO 👀 WOWOFUDJFB

Pause. I JUST- THIS WAS SO HEART WARMING MY GOSYFHFHFHFJFJ

THEYRE ONE OF THE ULTAMITE FLUFF DUOS FOR SURE AHGKFJWKUWJDFJ

woaj PWAH WOAH FLASHBACK TIMW LADS LET SOGISHD

"I told the Trust to bond Gold Dust into Tornado's frames when they were forged but they refused to listen to me." IM SORRY. HE LEGIT KNEW ABOUT ALL THIS ALL THAT THE ENTIRE TIME???????? HE AND SIR NIGEL VISITED TORNADO BEFORE SHE WAS AWAKENED???????????? TBIS IS JSUT. ITS SHOCLING. ITS A BANG OF A NEWS FLASH RN

IM SHOOK WGARA WHATA HE JUST HE JUST GAVE HIS HOLD DUST TO NORTH

THAT CONFIRMS ONE OF MY THEORIES, BEING THE ABILITY TO GIVE ONE YOUR OWN GOLD DUST. IM SHOOKEN TO MY CORE RN WHAT

Wait WOW WHAT HOLY GOSH MY GAD HES JUST HIS GDC HE WHARDBHAHAHA HOLY MOLY MY GOSHSHDVFB

Eh well NORTH TRUTH BE TOLD LANG WHAT DID YOU EXPECT FROM SOMEBODY WHOS LITERALLY NAMED AFTER HIM-

"At least this way, I can do something right in my pathetic existence." OKAY. PAUSE. SIT. WHAT. NORTH JUSKO YOU HAVE SO MUCH USEFUL KNOWLEDGE RN AND YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR AAAGHHGHHGHGHGH FH

AWSEAEWSRD HE GAVE TORNADO A HGUYWJSHFKFJFNDNBDBXBDBSJDB YAYDYSYDHFV HAPPY BIRTHFAYAHDHFJDHFH

Oi HWAT SCOT WHATAHBA WHAT AR EYOUD OGUGN WHAT ANO HUH HOW ARE UOU HUH

IS THIS SOME SORT OF GOLD DUST OCCURENCE TYPE THING OR????? HOLY GOSH

Im not okay anymore. IM NOT OKAY ANYMORE. TIMEOUT TIMEOUT MUNA BEFORE I END THIS REACTION WAITLANG I NEED TO GRAB SOMETHING. RN.

I cant I cannot rn Im not gonna survive the next chapters

[shittybabypostsfordays]

I hope when I die, I'll be able to look at an encyclopedia of my life and figure out what the fuck happened and why I am the way I am. Maybe I have some disorder that hasn't been discovered yet or named. Maybe stuff is just undiagnosed. Maybe it is actually just the effects of the things I've been through. Maybe I'm just weak. Either way, it would be nice to have a definitive answer. I want to ask God what is wrong with me.

[swampsail]

I got up, showered, ate, and I'm ready to leave and get to work on time (10am)

But I'm so tired that it kind of hurts to move, and actually I'm just gonna sit here for one more hour and get to work at 11 instead

[jealizmuch]

HI SORRY J FJUST FUCKING FINSIEHE MAG 200 WHAT THE FUCK WAIS RHATH IM GONA FBUCKING CRY I COUDLNT EVEN FUNCITOM DID FTHEY LAUGH. DID JONNY AND ALEX FINSIN TECORDING 200 AND LAIGH AND HAVE A FUP OF TEA LIKE “LMAO WE aARE SO FUNNY THAT WAS A greAAAATATTAT ENDING LIME TJSI WILL DO NO DAMAGE TO ANY PERSON THAT LISTENS TO TMA” AND THEY THOUGHT THEYR WERE GENIUSES WELL HI IM HERE TO SAY W AHS. TT. THE T FUC KIGN WHAT WAS THAT. WAHT. WAS THAT. MY FRIEND ASKED ME WHAT ENTITY I WOULD SERVE AND I JSUSG COULDNT RESPIND BECAUSE I DONT EVEN K N O W HOW I FEEL ABOUT THEI EDMIMG JOW AM I SUPPSIED TO KNOW WHATA AVATA R I AM WAHTT EN EHELL IM SO FUKICNG MAD RIGHT NOW

[aroaceconfessions]

i think im ace??? maybe?? like, ive been in tons of relationships and like,, its never been physical, like kissing or whatever. Ans whenver they were like, do you want to kiss or somethibg like that, i felt, weird?? like i just dont get whata wrong with me??? and i dont know if i like people, or just like, like a person like how people veiw sunsets.