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Hmm, don't have any new screenshots... but I at least got Kiet through ARR. Now just to get through Post ARR.
Here, have some really old shots of Sybil.
#misk kepesk#i dont know what to post today#cant take screenshots at work#and i am too tired to write much#maybe i can get some energy later to write#if you reading the tags#reply to this with a word for a theme to write#or a sentence to include in something written#or a character you want written about#even if not today#i'll get to them all sometime
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bro do u know who's an idol that i wanna gatekeep soooo bad? dokyeom. like this is a man who's so crazy talented that he's lead vocal of a hugeee group, belts high notes Just For Fun, is moodmaker, energizer, sunshine of the group, cute and funny and adorable and sexy buff all at once and is ALSO the leader of the incredibly successful bss on the side?? he's been in a musical, TWICE (bc he was so good that they called him in to reprise the show), and no matter how much he struggles he literally never fails to have the hugest smile on his face. he's caring and gentle and loud and bubbly and he's so fucking GORGEOUS. like it's actually insane how beautiful he is. people don't appreciate him enough and i think that this is a sign that we start gatekeeping him bc if lee dokyeom is gonna be treated with anything other than kindness and love, then others don't deserve to know about him at all.
#yena talks#ramble post#dokyeom.svt#came home with many deekay feels today bc i saw is wv post and it made me flip#im so serious when i say that he needs to be gatekept because hes literally so precious#he's someone who deserves to be only loved because of the sheer akount of love he gives out to the rest of ghe world no matter what#and if you cant treat him with that same care and respect then you dont deserve to fucking know him#dk#dokyeom#svt#seventeen
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#blyla#commander bly#cc 5052#aayla secura#327th star corps#tcw#star wars fanart#trans commander bly#she is a beautiful woman to me#an extra little treat for you guys today#u dont even wanna know how long it took to draw the jedi insignia right#what the hell are canon heights....i sure as hell dont know#lukka's workshop#dear force i posted color
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my collection of screenshots of Fitz being normal.
#doctor who#edas#fitz kreiner#i had more but they didnt fit the Theme all that well and would have made this post obnoxiously long.#sorry i woke up today with an oppressive feeling of dread because i still dont know what im gonna do for my thesis work for college#and i needed to think about my favorite guy who is having a worse time than i am. you know how it is.#but now ive eaten a bowl of ramen and made this post so i feel better
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Going to break into your house with pots and pans and yell at you until you reframe your thinking of productivity to include more than just schoolwork or a salary or chores and the like.
Did you do a thing? Was there a positive result for you or someone else?
Congratulations, you did a Productivity!!!
You aren’t ALWAYS going to be able to have the energy to do what we consider traditionally productive. You won’t always have the motivation.
Yeah, maybe you could have spent two hours studying for that test instead of 15 minutes. Maybe you could have cleaned the kitchen instead of the dishes. And? That’s still something!
Productivity is doing things!! Did you eat food and drink water? You did something that helped your body work! Doodled in class? You made art! Even just posting theories and memes on tumblr dot com is a thing! You thought out the post, figured out how to organize it (even if you don’t realize you did that) and you made it! And now other people can see and you DID something and you should be proud!!!
Be proud of yourself or I am going to show up outside your window tonight and scream positive affirmations louder than a cat who has just discovered her food bowl is empty.
#ESPECIALLY if you are disabled or mentally ill or sick or neurodivergent or any of the like#For me with ADHD and oftentimes poor mental health I really struggle to be traditionally “productive”#And earlier today I was frustrated because I was having a difficult time finishing a school assignment.#But also?#I noticed and made a post about a parallel between comic panels.#I’m working on a long post analyzing specific quotes from Webtoon.#I got up and got a water bottle.#Is that not productive?#Does that not produce a result that I and others may enjoy?#y’all have GOT to acknowledge little victories because that took effort and THAT was productive and Im sosososososososososo proud of you!!#adhd#autism#neurodivergent#i dont know what all to tag this as so feel free to reblog with any tags you feel this applies to or apply to you in relation to this!!#productive#disability#actually autistic#actually adhd#rambles#Tw unreality#unreality#tw paranoia
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★ DAY 57
toweriroxy
#homestuck#hs#eridan ampora#roxy lalonde#eriroxy#wwizards#dailyeriroxy#mr president a second eriroxy has#sorry i dont know what got into me#if im allowed to be honest for a second. i am not having a good time today#i apologize#when i am not going through the horrors maybe i will post something a little nicer#regardless. i like them
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about absence; presence. Lover; Warrior
Inspired by.
#animator vs animation#my drawings#ava#ava victim#victim.ava#victim animator vs animation#long post#i'll post the redraw of the first comic poem later i just wanted to finish this one first#sometimes i really think about victim and like. the way i interpret it clicked some time ago#like. his actions are now so very loud and striking and leave a smoking crater of course#but thats now like. his existence? the one we saw before? the one nogai saw was..#quiet...#maybe not in the literal sense. with that first fight. but on what it is now that a glimpse of a life's works came into light#but during all these years? basically radio silence. we didnt even know if he was alive until now#just. hints. a hunch. and a very good one on that#and well the new ep is coming soon so meanwhile i just wanted to get this out of my head#at least from my point of view a good way to see him i think is picking up what he left behind and how it mirrors-#today to paint a fuller image.#and. i dont know... that one art i linked Did inspired this and a lot more. it always did#and maybe... 'inspired by' can also mean. 'dedicated to'#for what is worth
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Really funny when someone who's not a part of a group decides to tell that group what words they can and cannot use for themselves.
Like in what world is it appropriate to look at a trans man and go, "no, actually, the word you're using that you and your group made up to explain a specific experience is weird to me. So because of that I made a new word and you all have to adopt it now! This is the appropriate term now better use it!"
Transemasculation doesn't even BEGIN to touch on the issues that transandrophobia covers. Maybe I could've seen it being useful for specific scenarios in which emasculation is the one and only compounding issue on top the transphobia?
Really this just feels like another, "hold on you stupid hysterical little girl, you don't know what you're talking about, let me handle this"
Everyone who's pushing for this is actively infantilizing any man who's trying to talk about his experience with transphobia. Actively talking over him.
Trans women shouldn't be spoken over. They should be uplifted and allowed to speak for themselves.
Trans men deserve the same right.
Hope this helps.
#the TRANS in the TRANSANDROPHOBIA is a really important modifier to the word that people love ignoring#this is LITERALLY about being a man. and beimg hated FOR being a man when you “shouldnt” be a man.#im sorry all my words are shit today but im kinda tired of these posts popping up on my dash acting like i dont know what im talking about!!
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No greater horror than going to reread one of your favourite fics only to realize it was fucking deleted.
BUT THEN YOU REMEMBER THAT YOU SAVED IT ALL A WHILE BACK AND FIND THE SAVED COPY
So now Im just staring at the fucking PDF file of the fic, absolutely flabbergasted and shocked. This is it. This is the only way I'll ever be able to read it now. Holy shit 😭
The author deleted their entire accout too, so I guess they just wanted to get rid of everything. Which, I mean, is fine, it is their work after all. They can do whatever they want with it.
BUT MAN, Im gonna be saving stuff all the time from now on.
#I have NEVER experienced this before#sure some fics I liked in the past got deleted and I was sad about it#but having a copy of it saved????#this is a whole new level of emotions#what the hell#you bet your ass Im gonna go and save SO MANY fics now after this#had to come here and rant cause Im feeling things rn#like Im so sad they deleted it but I have a copy so Im good??#but its still evoking this somberness???#idk man I wasn't expecting this#Im just gonna go read this smut fic now LMAO#ahhh but I just realized there was ANOTHER fic by this author I really liked... and I dont have it saved ☹#FUCK#really learning the hard way today#save your faves everybody!#you never know...#random post
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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today
#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site#changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too#this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus#if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear#if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine#the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money#someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont#tumblr staff#EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but#that doesnt stop the post from being stupid#the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase#if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did#so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post#edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post#they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us#i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded#and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money#tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol#ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years#but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one
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A/N: I'm spoiling you guys today. But I question why I get a burst of creative energy when I'm pretty sure my grandpa will die this week... (Also cock could be read as a strap <3)
All you wanted to do was break Shoto's blank face, make him have a reaction. And now you're doing just that.
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You now have Shoto underneath you squirming and begging for you to finally stop, "Please! Please Master, I've been good. I've been good! I can't cum anymore!" he whines pathetically
"Aww sweet baby boy, I think you can give me one more. Then we'll be all done, promise just one more baby." You coo into his ear while petting him.
After he calms down just a bit you quickly go back to roughly slamming your hard dick deep into him, making him gasp for air. You see him twitch and feel him constrict around you. You groan at the tight sensation
"Y- you gonna cum one more time, sweets? You gonna be my g- good boy?" You manage to get out in between breaths
"Yes! Yes Master, so good for you. Gonna be your good boy." He let's out looking cock drunk.
"Good, then come for me sweets." You whisper into his ear. As soon as he comes, you're right there with him cumming for the third time.
As you start to pull out you hear Shoto mumble, "n-no stay in. Wanna be close to you... " his words starting to slur together as he drifts to sleep.
"Okay then, sweets, just for a bit tho, then I gotta clean you up. You were so good for me, such a good boy," you hold him and whisper into his ear even more praises.
Just as you think he's asleep, you make out a little "I love you" coming from the sweet boy in your lap. You realize, that's the first time he's ever said that.
"I love you too, sweets. So, so much. You don't even know," you whisper into his hair as you slowly get up and walk to the bathroom room with him to clean him up
I hope you all enjoyed~
#🏹 shoto posts#shoto x reader#sub shoto#sub mha#shoto x male reader#dom reader#sub bnha x reader#what is this mood im in#i dont even know#i should be working on started shit#but here we are posting two fic ideas that only came to me today
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I haven't seen anyone mention this yet, but how are the Yellow fans doing after 49? Is anyone else thinking about the fact that a poem that Arthur told to Yellow is what John uses to bring him back? To convince him to live? That John admits he doesn't know where he learned this poem from???
#malevolent 49#yellow malevolent#is it from their time in new york that they've merged a bit?#did john and yellow always share their knowledge and experience the way they share a soul#but it's so far down that they dont notice?#what arthur said to yellow with such Hatred comes back to him with Love#from the person he wanted most at that time#im having a lot of thoughts and i dont know what they mean#im apparently in a long rambly text post mood today but im too scared to make actual posts#lest i witness my words out in the wild again and think im wrong and hate them#so im hiding it all in the tags#or im just procrastinating my assignment work
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Pages from trying to keep a little sketchbook-scrapbook type thing going for two weeks lol. I gave myself specific rules in hopes they might all end up more cohesive/consistent seeming, but alas, scribbly chaos reigns, it seems
#sketchbook#scrapbook#Actually I feel like these are kind of incomprehensible in photo form like.. In person holding the book its easy to look at#but as images on this scale I feel like there's so much tiny little text and small scribles and stuff you'd have to 'right click > open#image in new browser tab > zoom in' just to actually really see the thing. which for 7 images is excessive lol.. so. probably not the best#medium for sharing really but. I suppose I thought they might look cooler lined up next to each other. The whole part of using a#limited color palette is so that maybe they kind of seem to have more consistent color schemes or something throughout. but I dont#know if they look all that 'related' or not. I think these types of challenges I have always sucked at because I am a being of clutter and#excess. I can't just do like one little simple nice looking design and have that Crisp Neat calligraphy with evenhanded perfect lines#and perfect symmetical composition and etc. etc. Like some poeple post very aesthetically clean and cohesive looking sketch#pages or something but I simply cannot hold back the brain impulse to add more. more. more. Fill every single blank space with color#or a little drawing or a sticker or something. I take away 500 things and there are still a million there. Even when I thik I'm being#'simplistic' I'm still usually being 2x more complicated and cluttered than the standard or whatever lol. I guess thats clear from my#outfits/costumes though too. Like whatever that saying is from that person about something like 'before you leave the house take off one#more accessory. you dont need it' for me is like.. 'before you leave the house. add 10 more accessories. and 6 more layers. and another'#AAANyway. I wonder if also maybe some people would try to plan theirs in a way to look good or something or like.. plot things on the page#before placing them. I did sometimes have a theme for a day kind of (like day 10 I ended up finding a few gold and green things and then#was like.. hey... what if I looked for a few other things and only used these colors today') but aside from that I was just slapping down#stickers randomly and working around them to fill the page. Maybe a lot of neat minimalistic asthetic design is about planning and#having a Vision set ahead of time. instead of just complete random whatever. doodling whilst watching youtube videos or eating lunch. It's#a miracle actually I've managed to not spill any food on the book the whole time. anyway.. I do wish the highlighter really showed up. the#scanner kind of makes the colors look VERY different to irl. But also it got much clearer images than just camera pictures of pages. alas..#..Still oddly enjoy the phrase 'Salisbury Steak gently kissed with industrial pollutants'#probably my favorite section of 'gluing random papers and things onto the page' lol#Also I wonder if it's super obvious that I literally never ever use references when I draw (save for the few freakish looking youtube#face sketches) since everyone is always in the same positions and looking very similar ghhb. This could have been a good opportunity to#work on not solely drawing from my mind and try to do more Dynamic Experimental scribbles. NO. Same exact eye for the 90th time#be upon ye. But I guess it was meant to be casual 'daily doodles'. True 'practice' would make it seem too effortful like a full project. hm#(lol the one decimated pencil in the set... never hand me a writing utensil. i will passively destroy it somehow. shaving the sides of a#pencil off with a knife or snapping a pen in half as a nervous fidget without even realizing i've done it. sorry to the drawing implements)
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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When my partner and I first got together, I hated how I looked.
Constant bullying had destroyed my self esteem, and paired with that I'd had a major injury while skateboarding that prevented me from doing any physical activity, so I was feeling unhealthy too.
Early on, he'd get this dreamy expression when he looked at me, and I'd shrug it off, laugh, change the subject any way I could. I thought he was making it up. Now, sometimes, if I'm very lucky, I can look in the mirror and see myself how he sees me.
He'd send me selfies, just him smiling into the camera, even though I knew he didn't like taking photos of himself, so I started to send them in return. At first, I'd avoid looking at them before I hit send. Then I started taking them more and more. Now, I look at those photos and see my smile, and think they're the best and happiest I ever look in any photos. I don't delete them anymore.
As an artist, I've always pushed myself to do better, falling into the habits of comparing myself with others. I've never given up, but I'd never been as proud of my work as I was when he started complimenting it. He wanted to keep every scribbled sticky note I'd give him, no matter how silly, treating them like treasure and stowing them away. He'd be in awe when I gifted him proper artworks, putting them straight on his wall. Now I post my art online and I'm pursuing a career in art with confidence.
When I first confided in him that, despite being a cis woman, I'd felt a huge sense of dysphoria related to my boobs since a very young age, he was immediately understanding. First, he helped me try sports bras, and I felt a huge weight had lifted off my shoulders. Recently, he's introduced me to trans tape, and this is the closest I've ever felt to being myself.
Too scared to talk to my GP about mental health, my partner helped me come up with a plan of what I wanted to say and finally convinced me to go, coming with me and helping when I got stuck. Hes been helping me through the long but rewarding trek that has been therapy ever since.
Now that I'm nearing the tail end of my physical recovery, I've been terrified to start skating again, slowly chipping away at the fear with my physiotherapist. But my partner has decided he wants me to teach him to skate, so now we're going to learn together.
I've got a long way to go and I'm still figuring myself out, but I'm so lucky and happy that I'm not on this journey alone.
#i got hit with the feels today#this has been a very long appreciation post for my partner#i hope the story warms someones heart#i dont know what id do without him#i love him so much#qpr#queerplatonic#queerplatonic relationship#alterous attraction#alterous#lgbtqia+#qpp#love#queerplatonic partner#transgender#trans man#trans#gay#demiromantic#demialterous#demisexual#aromantic#asexual#skateboarding#long post#storytime#recovery#mental health#self esteem#this is the sort of story id like to read someone else post so i hope someone finds joy in this
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I feel like a lot of people would be happier if they allowed themselves to engage in unselfconscious movement. Like, put on some music with a beat and turn the lights off and move your body in any way that feels good. Stretch your joints and flex your muscles and let yourself move and not think about how you look. I cannot express how much better I have felt since I started indulging in the pleasure of moving my body
#i saw a post today that was like 'why do people go to nightclubs i dont know what to do there' and its like#to dance. with other people who like to dance. its a good feeling#at least thats why i do it. no talking only dancing#i take an edible. i hop on the bus. i arrive at the function and dissolve into a being composed of pure dance#try it sometime
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