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#i dont know what to do with my time like on one hand i feel like i have tons of free time
mikgreo · 19 hours
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hi! 🙈
do you also find it really attractive when guys say I know, baby I know. or something along those lines (///w///)
if your taking them could i request jik or hq characters doing this in some scenario/drabble. please feel no rush/pressure.
take care of your self too:)
“i know baby, i know.”
ft. jjk + hq boys fluff, slight nsfw, humor.
tags. nsfw for gojo oikawa and kuroo, rest are cute scenarios + some hcs i made on some.
chars. gojo/oikawa+ kuroo, geto/osamu, toji/atsumu, inumaki/kenma, yuji/hinata, megumi/kageyama, choso/suna, todo/bokuto, nanami/akaashi
a/n. tysm nonnie!! i didnt know if u wanted them separate or just in a group category..couldnt resist not giving gojo oikawa and kuroo smut. i hope this was what u wanted:((
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gojo, oikawa, kuroo
you were sprawled out on his bed in his apartment. you were gripping the soft cushion sheets in pleasure, gritting your teeth, occasionally biting your lower lip to halt your moans. his long skinny fingers scissored their way through your gummy walls as if they owned the place. the tips of his calloused fingers hitting your g-spot everytime he thrusted in. you hated how vulnerable you became, how you melted like putty just from his fingers- but it just felt soo good. he knew your insides like no one else, knew all your sweet spots and how to make you cum. he was big- big being in understatement. he was huge, in your eyes atleast. prep was needed, always. even though you hated how long it took to get you ready.
“hngh.. i want you now- please!~” you said, putting a hand on his shoulder, as he looked up to you with a frown. “want you insideee..ngh! can’t wait...~”
“i know baby, i know. you’ll get it soon, ‘kay? i just dont wan’ it to hurt, my love.” he said softly, adding a third finger in. “just a little bit more, okay princess?”
geto, osamu
it was 3am, and you could not sleep. you tried scrolling through twitter and instagram for some time, but couldn’t. thats when you opened up tiktok, fully forgetting that, tiktok.. was a music app. and your volume…was halfway up. so when you opened it, it blasted for a second before you quickly swiped off the app, why were you so scared? well..
“y/n, what the fuck.. why are you up, go to sleep girl.”
your boyfriend was sleeping, and you hated waking him up.
“but i can’t sleep sugu/‘samu!! im not tireddd.” you whined, pouting. as if he could see you.
“dont care, go to bed or im snatching your phone away. l/n.” he growled and sat up rubbing his eyes.
“noo im sorry. please i cant sleep, babe!!”
“i know baby, i know. what if we cuddle and i tell you about my plans for tomorrow, hm? maybe it’ll help.”
toji, atsumu
“i want a dog.” you said glaring at him, who was sat on your couch.
“i know baby, i know. but yk we cant.. im fuckin allergic ‘member??” he shot you a mocking facial expression.
“but its okay, you can just take some Benadryl and you’ll be fineee! its not a big deal toji / ‘tsumu.” you pouted.
you walked over to him and sat on his lap facing him.
“if yur tryna seduce me into agreeing, its not g’na work babe.” he put his hands on your waist.
“ughhh!! can we atleast get like a cat or something?? please babyyy.”
“let’s leave this conversation for a different day, y/n.” he replied before pulling you into a hot kiss...that led to making out.. that led to your own personal problem for tonight.
inumaki, kenma (I PUT BOKUTO AND YUJI BC I WAS ORIGINALLY GONNA HAVE AKAASHI AND MEGUMI IN THIS TOO BUT I CHANGED MY MIND.. SO PRETEND IT SAYS PANDA FOR INUMAKI..)
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yuji, hinata
it was getting late… too late. your boyfriend had a day off and decided to spend it by sleeping, completely forgetting the fact that you two agreed on walking around the park today.. he was just soo lazy :(
“sweetheart….get upppp. its 12pm, you needa wake up.” you whined as your boyfriend tightened his grip around your body. he was big spooning you, a position where not even an earthquake could move him out of.
“mmm, i know baby, i know. just…five more- five minutes.” he groaned into your ear, you could feel the warm breath against your earlobe, it sending tingles down your neck to your spine.
“if you get up, ill take a shower with you, and make you waffles.”
you had never seen him get up from bed that fast before.
megumi, kageyama
you and your boyfriend were having you weekly movie night, you were under his right arm while you layed your head on his lap, using the blanket to cover your view of the flat screen.
“babe….i dont wanna watch this..its scary.” you pout as you attempt to sink deeper into your boyfriends arms.
“i know baby, i know.. but i love this movie, so can we please keep it on?” he scratched the back of his neck.
“ughhh, couldn’t we just watch inside out 2 or something babeee??” you whined.
“that’s a kids movie, im fine where im at.” he flicked you on the forehead.
“stoppp!! owww.” you cried out.
choso, suna
you two were watching moana in his room, the room was dark and you were both on his bed, cuddling. everything was fine until there was a loud noise which you thought came from the kitchen. you thought nothing of it but your boyfriend…
“did you hear that? what the fuck.” he sat up.
“babe…you better not.” you warned him with a glare.
“it was a fucking ghost, y/n. i fucking told you theyre real. theres no way im letting somethi-”
you cut him off, “girl, ghosts are not damn real. if you dont lay your ass right back down i swear to god.”
“i know baby, i know.. but you gotta really think about it, what else could it be?” he bit down on his thumbnail.
“shut up, cho/rin.”
todo, bokuto
you were sitting on the dinner table- across from your boyfriend, who had told you he had something really important to talk to you about. some minutes passed and he was just sitting there, hands interlocked together, his leg beating up and down.
“babe…is everything all right? its been like 3 minutes are ya gonna say something?..” you softly spoke.
“there’s something..i gotta own up to.” he spoke, not moving a muscle.
“oh fuck no, if you cheated on me i swear to god-”
“are you crazy?,” he finally moved from his position and gave you a puzzled look, “of course not, its just..”
he took a long deep breath..
“when i was 5 years old, i went with my mom to the store. she was browsing and i wondered off and.. i saw this lollipop, that i really, like really wanted. and i picked it up and asked her if i could get it, of course my mother being my mother she said no. so i got angry.. and stuffed it in my little pocket. and she checked out and i got away with it. and i just keep thinking about it, and the more serious we get with our relationship i just cant bare the everlasting weight and guilt of this act i decided to act upon. so im telling you now.. if you wanna make your choice on whether you still wanna date a criminal like me.”
you got up from you seat, and sighed.
“i hope its April 1st today.”
nanami, akaashi
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stunie · 3 days
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YOO i dont know if this called thirst or request but- Wha do you think Suo hayato with teaser reader?! Like he has always been calm but loves to tease out of someone! But this time reader is the one making him flustered since she's not fazed by him and she'sa natural flirt! I've been thinking about it for hours now
note: hiii adlery!! omg actually idk either tbh but smooches for being my 1st one anyways !! and OH .. i’ve never thought of that until today ?! but i am soo in love with the idea of flustering suo instead, especially since he’s so confident in his ability to communicate and coax info out of others !!!! thank u sm for sending this in :>
mdni . explicit smut (18+). 1.6K wc. hayato suo x f!reader
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“is this good?”
suo can feel his composure teetering along the edge when your hand wraps around his length, tongue lapping at the fat drops of precum leaking from his tip.
he doesn’t know why you always seem to insist on talking to him in that sugary-sweet tone of yours when you both know good and well that you’re anything but. suo’s confident that practically anybody could see right through your half-assed facade, because even when your eyes are so innocently peering up at him through your lashes, all bright and curious— it’s a stark contrast to the lewd way you’re taking his tip into your mouth, tongue dragging back and forth along the thickness.
“mhm,” he says through a nod, voice coming out a little breathless from the way he has to force himself to play along with your little act and resist the urge he has to give in and just flip you over, fucking you senseless until you’re reduced to nothing but a mess. his mess.
and he knows you’d like that a lot.
“you’re doing good,” suo coos through clenched teeth, “keep going.. just like that. you’re so good at this.”
you give him an amused hum in response, the vibrations sending a shiver straight down his spine— but he’s quick to regain his composure. just one second is all it usually takes him, but you’re making it slightly harder for him today. only slightly harder though.
you swallow his length with a frustrating slowness, tongue swirling over the veins to make his hips shoot up and his breath hitch right in his throat, legs reflexively flexing at the wetness and the warmth of your mouth.
you’ve always been a tease with him. just like this.
it’s getting harder for suo to keep his usual composure when his gaze meets your own, and he’s not exactly surprised to see that your eyes are still locked on him. he knows exactly what you’re up to, knows you’re intent on gauging each and every reaction of his until you figure out what’ll make him weak in the knees.
he hates that fact, and he hates that you’re on the verge of finding out too.
it’s even worse when you’re positioning yourself to look so irresistible to him, lower back arched deeply and ass high in the air as you run your hands along his abs and hips, fingers tracing over the lines of his muscles.
your touch is sinful— it’s just enough for him to feel a little overwhelmed. he’s uncomfortable with the lack of control he has over how you’re making him feel, and he’s uncomfortable with the mild heat running along his cheeks at the sight of you. you’re bobbing your head up and down his length even faster now, brain making a mental note each time his cock twitches in your mouth.
and you think you may have just figured out exactly how you were going to get a good reaction out of him.
there’s a loud ‘pop!’ when you finally let him go, whispering a sultry “i just love having your cock in mouth, suo~” before your thumb comes to wipe at the precum that’s caught onto the edge of your lips a moment after.
something carnal inside him threatens to snap when you glance at him— back at your finger once more, then back at him before you’re lewdly popping the digit into your mouth, messily sucking at it. and you’re moaning.
“you’re just so pretty,” you continue, words whiny and slurred from the fullness of your fingers, but you don’t plan on letting him get a word out anyway- not even a single chance to retort.
whether he’s flustered by your words or not doesn’t matter, because you’re wrapping your hand around him only a second later to quickly pump his length up and down, and it’s just so much easier with the way you’ve coated him in such a thick layer of your spit.
the distinct sound of you jerking him off echoes throughout your room, as well as your occasional giggle when you catch his hips shooting up into your hand. you’re only pumping his length faster with every passing second, amused with the way his hands have since balled into tight fists, abs tight and flexed to try and ease the stimulation.
he just can’t believe you.
suo’s only able to last a little longer before the last thread of his composure snaps, his calm expression comforting to a subtle grimace as he approaches his high, and fast. it was truly a treat to see him reduced to this state— chest heaving up and down as he tilts his head back to mask his labored panting.
“it’s about time i touch you,” his voice comes out low, and his nails are digging straight into the flesh of his palms from just how tightly he’s clenching— “don’t you think?”
“l-let’s slow down a bit, okay?”
there’s an unusual tinge of urgency to his voice, words coming out rushed and strained— and you don’t miss the way his quads are trembling just underneath your hands.
he chokes back a groan when your fingers tighten around his cock ever so slightly, a teasing “no way” coming from you before you’re leaning down to suckle at his tip. and you think nothing in the world could have prepared you for the sound of the moan that slips from his lips— deep, lewd, and followed by a stiff inhale of pure shock.
just another futile attempt at keeping his composure, but it’s enough to increase your curiosity tenfold, your walls flutter against nothing. suo was just a mystery you wanted to solve, and getting him panting and vulnerable beneath you was a tiny step that direction.
“you’re a real piece of work, you know that?” he grunts before inhaling, “leaving me with no choice but to—ah….! i’m getting close—”
his hips stutter against you once, twice, and his eyes clench shut when he’s just hovering over the edge, just one inch away from reaching his high—
and then it’s gone.
“oh—sorry,” you coo, mouth hovering just over the tip to pepper kisses on it, as if trying to apologize for the cruelty, but the way your lips are tugging into the biggest smile he’s seen today betrays the possibility of that thought. the feeling in his stomach subsides before he even gets a chance to speak— and he finally realizes the current state you’ve brought him to.
“i guess my hand cramped a bit…” you whine to yourself, innocently swatting your palm through the air to relax it as if you didn’t just leave him aching, panting, and …. desperate.
feeling desperate is not like him at all, but he’s well aware that one of his bad habits is that he lets his feelings get to him. and in this case, he wants to get just a little bit of revenge.
suo hopes you’ve had your share of fun, because your turn to toy with him was up— and it just so happens to be that he prides himself on his quick thinking. it was clear as day that your attitude was gonna need to be the first thing to go tonight.
and what better way to do that than to stuff his cock in you like you’ve wanted so badly and rip orgasm after orgasm out of you?
this type of thing was easy.
he’ll start by taking you in the very position you were teasing him in, hold your hips to his face as he eats you out. he’ll let you moan into the mattress all you want, as long as he gets you shaking and gushing all over him first. then he might actually start … start by stuffing you full in missionary. he’ll squeeze your face and hold you close to make sure you’re showing him every lewd expression he can pull from you nice and clear.
he doesn’t want to miss the way he’ll have your tongue lolling out and your eyes rolling deep into your skull, after all.
he thinks he’ll bend you over the table next, pin your wrists behind you so you can’t do anything except take it. he’ll keep you there until your legs can’t support your weight, thighs shaking violently as you cling onto the tabletop— and you’ll have to rely on him to keep you up … but that’s exactly how he wants it to go.
taking you against the wall sounds good to him too, and he’ll hold you nice and tight so the only thing you’ll be able to do is whine into his ear and complain that it’s too much and that he needs to set you down right now.
but that wouldn’t be enough for him, because he wants to fuck you completely and utterly senseless.
maybe he’ll let you rest for a bit— let you lay down on your plush mattress, but he’ll bury his fingers deep inside you, curling and ramming against your sensitive spot and flicking at your clit until you’re screaming and squirting for him, all because he wants to see exactly what kind of messes you’re capable of making for him.
and that’s just the beginning.
you’ve got his mind racing with all the different ways he can take you, and you have no absolutely idea— sitting there with your signature smile as you chuckle about how silly he looked all flustered just now.
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livelaughlovesubs · 2 days
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WHATSS UPPP🔥🔥🔥🔥 Anyways :3 can I pretty please request an Akutagawa x reader and Akutagawas reaction to reader/us handcuffing him?? (Also if your uncomfortable with that I totally understand if you dont wanna write for it! I need more subby akutagawa in my life🤤)
Of course you can~ here is your order sweetie!
Dom!reader x sub!akutagawa
Warning: handcuffs, bondage, teasing, otherwise pretty sfw?
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‘What a frail boy,’ you thought while sitting on the bed, leaning against the headboard, arms crossed as you hide something under a pillow. His physic was no surprise to you anymore, though how comes every time you saw him he gets thinner? Yet he still wants to be of service to you. How can you make him work without feeling pity for his poor body? A sigh left your mouth, your eyes glanced over the soft pillow which served as your hiding spot. That’s why you prepared this, to make sure he’ll leave it all to you.
Then your eyes turned again, moving to look at the male standing next to the bed again. His pitch black coat was now placed over a chair, revealing his white dress-shirt. It stood out so much, since the rest of his outfit was dark as well. “Come here, aku.” You commanded, still sitting in the same position as before. He obliged your order without any hesitation, nor did he make a single sound. Slowly climbing onto the mattress as he hovered above you, legs on either side of your figure.
It might have seemed bold at first glance, but he didn’t even dare to sit down onto your lap, only kneeling on top of you while wearing a softer version of his usual expression. His pupils were also raven black, skin as pale as porcelain and cheeks tainted slightly rosy. You stared at him off a second, before reaching out for his collar. Gently, you pulled at his jabot, loosening it up and throwing it onto the floor. Afterwards, you started unbuttoning his shirt. One button after another, without rushing anything. He didn’t say anything the entire time, staying as still as he could for you. Even though he tried so hard to appear unaffected, his breathing hitched and his nervous gaze exposed everything.
“How cute.” You chuckled as you said that, hands working on the last button. He scoffed at the compliment, face twisting into a pout. What can you say, you are never wrong. Right when you were going to pull his shirt off him, he took care of it already, letting the fabric drop onto the floor. Then Akutagawa began working on his trousers, but you stopped him by grabbing his wrists, sighing, “This won’t do, pretty boy. Leave it all to me.”
Before he got the chance to respond to it, he felt something hard and cold pressing against his wrist. Then a clink sound reached his ears, followed by another one. He looked down, eyes widening as the realisation. “What is this…?” Aku asked you, eyes searching for your guidance and explanation. “My, you out of everyone doesn’t know what these are?” You teased, fingers playing with the chain connecting the two metal holes. His reaction is cute, to think the mad dog of the mafia is so innocent. The confused look on his face was adorable as well, actually you liked everything about him.
“I know, handcuffs, but why are you… using them?” Akutagawa kept questioning you, he looked at you like you were crazy. “Sweetie, what is the purpose of cuffs?” You teased him, yanking on that chain a little to make him lean forward. His face was now inches away from yours, and his blush darkened a few shades. “To restrain someone, to prevent them from doing something.” Despite the fact that his heart was fluttering, and his voice trembling, he still managed to answer you. It was a good response, just as you expected from him. “Right, now guess why I might be using these.”
“But there is no reason for you to restrain me.” The boy said, a drop of sweat rolled down his forehead. Now he was looking at you all flustered and blushy. “Then be my prisoner for tonight. Your crime is~ seducing me. Your sentence? Forbidden from doing anything.” You whispered against his neck, raising the hand that was still holding onto the chain high into the air, causing him to raise his arms above his head as well. “What do you say, Ryuunosuke?” At this point he was already a mess, glaring at you like a feisty cat. When he met your playful gaze, a shiver ran down his spine, and he eventually said, “…I- I got it, officer.”
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
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meronia event prompt(s): scar
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#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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poppy-metal · 7 hours
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[ literally u dont have to write a single thought for this if u want i js want someone to match my freak BUT ]
stepdaddy art and dbf patrick trailing you to a club one night? its phase one in patrick teaching art his precious baby girl breaks a few rules - which art already knows, but he didn't realise exactly how until they follow you out. you, shining bright and brilliant amongst all your friends, radiant as the sun, alight with fire. its fire, too, like how patrick was, that sharp knack for commanding a room whenever you walk into it, demanding to be given what you want. but in a softer way than patrick did. sweeter, a more girlish light. the way art is: charming, bright, sunny. kind. you, in your little skirt - when a motorcycle blows by it flies up, and they catch a quick glimpse of the cutest little lacy panties - and your tight top, miles of legs and chest and skin. bare.
you, giggling and clearly tipsy, if not straight up drunk, flirting your way past the bouncer with your friends. they follow you in, slide the bouncer a few crisp twenties for his cooperation, and watch. watch you dancing, laughing, all hips and arms and shiny hair as you twirl with your friends, and fuck, its mildly reminiscent of another girl they liked a lifetime ago, watching another girl on the dance floor, waiting for the right moment to jump in and play for her number. hypnotic.
and they watch you. flirting your way into a round of shots for you and your friends. dancing right in the middle of the throng of people. arts pleased to see you turn down any guy that approaches you - "its girls night," you giggle - and patrick has to actually fight back a cheer when your heel stomps on a particularly pushy guy's foot. you're here to have fun, to dance. but you're drunk, and needy, and the guy you do end up making out with has patricks roguish grin and arts soft blond curls, but your hazy mind barely even registers this connection, and all patrick and art see is some douchebag with his hands on their girl. the executive decision is made not to interfere, if only because art knows you'd hate him for it. so they fume until you him away to go back to your friends, and they fume the whole ride home, and they fune when you text saying you're sleeping over with alyssa - who the fuck is alyssa?! - to study, and they fume until they fuck, arts face buried in your sugary-vanilla pillows, patrick wrapping a pair of your panties around arts dick, taking advantage of the fact that art cant really see, but he can hear, hears it when patrick asks him if it "feels good, huh? you want to cum all over her panties? yeah? go on, donaldson, you always were a perv, yeah, cum all over your baby girl's panties-" and art does, whining, sobbing, begging. they both pretend they're cumming in you, even though neither will admit it - art into your panties, patrick into arts ass.
you dont notice, when you return the next morning, that someone changed your sheets. you certainly don't notice the missing panties. art hates himself for it - vows it will never happen again. it will.
-kit (slowly going insane over this au)
I'm going to kill myself, truly im at my limit - @gamesetart
in my head - you and art dont know about eachother yet - its just kink talk, at the moment. he's not sure how either of you'd react - you're so possessive and needy of him. jealous so easily - and art. he's still pretty sure art will beat him bloody when he finds out patricks touched you at all - regardless of what he allows to be talked about in bed.
its just show art that you're grown up - to get art to stop seeing you as someone who needs protecting - look at her, art, she knows how to handle herself, she knows how to use her body and dance and work the men around her - she's not helpless and defenseless anymore.
art sees you differently after that night. he already had a hard time looking you in the eye after that night when he'd imagined you - he just realizes you' dont need him to shield you from anything. not anymore. and he..... doesn't like it. can hardly stomach it - who is he, if he can't be needed? its what hes revolved his life around - around you - around you needing him. you needed him when you were younger and your own mother didn't want you but he did and he was there for you and he took you in and you needed him growing up and you needed him for so many things you needed him to watch scary movies with you because they made you jump you needed him to tie your hair for you for school you needed him to buy you pads and tampons when you ran out you needed him to cook you food and be a safe place to come home to you needed him to teach you how to drive you needed him to pick you up from your friends house you needed him you needed him you needed him you needed him you needed him. you needed him.
and now you dont.
you're all grown up and you dont need him.
does he even know you anymore? will he get to know this new person you're becoming? does he want to not be needed by you?
no, he doesn't want that.
and its all he can think about on the drive home and later when patrick fucks him in your bed and he doesn't even fight it this time - just moans like a fucking whore when patrick wraps your panties around his cock and closes his eyes and thinks about you needing him. in a different way. in a new way.
you needed a dad for so long - you made him be that for you - he can be more - he can be anything - as long as you keep needing him - as long as you dont stop -
"god, dont stop -" its a plea - one patrick grants, wrapping the cotton more tightly around his cock, fitting his balls through the opening and rubbing the fabric into his shaft - fuck - "I'm gonna cum -"
"yeah -" patrick groans. he's fucking art so hard - like he's trying to punch art through your bed, the headboard is rattling against the wall, your stuffed animals falling from the bed. "fill her fuckin panties art - she's been so bad, huh? past her curfew and she's flauntin herself to older men - keeping her old man waiting up worryin' about her - while she's out being a slut - "
if it was any other situation art would knock his teeth out for talking about you that way. at the moment he can't, hes too amped up, hips bucking wildly, he reaches down to grip his own dick - shove it down so his head it rubbing into the patch of your panties where your cunt would rest - rubbing rubbing rubbing as his toes fucking curl in your sheets - "oh fuck -" he grunts, tenses -
when he cums - it shudders through his whole body. hole clenching, strangling patricks dick as his balls empty into your panties- stretching the fabric out lewdly around his cock -
"good boy - if she's gonna be a whore under your roof the least she can do is milk your cock - "
art whines. pulses out more cum weakly. thinks hes going to hell and that hes glad you'll never find out about this. you'll never know. you'll leave and you wont need him anymore and he just needs this to cope - that's all.
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nightcolorz · 11 hours
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Asking you because I haven't seen anyone else mention this, but what do you think of 'Are you asking me or making me, maitre?'
Like Armand says this multiple times, and it's decades apart in very different situations, which makes me wonder if it's not just him being passive aggressive at Louis, it's a A Thing. Like is this something he used to ask Marius? Is it part of how merciful Marius was that he allowed Armand to ask the question? Or is it something he felt he never could ask??
AHHH!!! Love this question. Louis and Armand’s weird power dynamic rituals make me so so crazy.
i dont interpret it as Armand being passive aggressive, necessarily. When Armand says that in Paris Louis seems to perceive it (partly) as Armand asserting that Louis is reminding him of his abuser by pushing his boundaries, but I don’t think that Armand was consciously trying to get that across (especiallyyy in the 70s with Daniel). With the way Assad is preforming it, and the contexts of when he asks it, i definitely perceive Armand saying this as like, a genuine question 🙏. Armand isn’t shaming Louis for pushing him, he’s inviting him to.
The first time chronologically, in Paris, the hurt in Armand’s voice is kind of devastating. And Louis definitely comes off as off put/taken aback by the sincerity there. He’s basically implying that he doesn’t see his dynamic with Louis as a fun bdsm thing, he sees Louis as a genuine authority. And I don’t think he’s being passive aggressive mainly bcus I don’t think he is resentful or against this dynamic. I think the hurt doesn’t come from a perceived injustice, it comes from Armand’s sincere internalization that despite his decades being in power, he is always going to fall back into submission and servitude, always looking for an authority. He was trained to be that way 😭 Its how his brain was wired.
Louis is putting him in that position again and it’s coming so naturally to him, which is frightening for Armand, I think. He is so naturally and easily falling into the servant role, bcus historically, that role has been one taken by Armand for security and self preservation, which is likely how he sees it now too. Armand’s scared at that point in the show, and he feels disempowered, and Louis is handing him a safety net that he keeps falling through. And by asking Louis “are you asking or making me”, it’s kind of a “what are we” thing. Louis is putting Armand in the submissive dynamic but he’s not giving him the security that Armand is looking for in dynamics like that, sometimes he makes decisions for him and sometimes he disregards him, expects him to be independent. And that is probably suppperr unsettlingly for Armand, who doesn’t have any experience with lighthearted sub dynamics, and when put in that mindset is looking for instructions, clear guidance, a clear role. Their dynamic is playful but it’s also serious—Louis can and will use it to get Armand to do anything he wants from him without any prior arrangement, still in the guise of a sexual role play. Armand doesn’t know sexual roleplay 💀 He knows “sometimes I’m a slave and my master uses me and orders me to do what he wants”. And without any safe word or conversation, this is how he sees what he has with Louis 😭 and Louis is being very flippant with this perceived authority, which is distressing.
So by asking, “are you asking or making me”, Armand is like, are you my maitre or not? What is going on here 😭. He’s giving Louis the opportunity to tell him what he wants from him. Armand feels very unsettled by their relationship bcus he doesn’t know what is needed from him 😭 and especially when he’s being submissive, he is looking to play a role, do a job. Which Louis does not have for him 💀. Louis disregards the question by comforting Armand and telling him to let go of it bcus he realizes how seriously Armand takes his perceived authority and he knows that it’s wrong to indulge in that when it’s hurting him. Bcus 😭 if Louis said “I’m making you”, (like he did in the 70s, getting there), Armand would definitely obey him😭🙏. The way Louis responds is kind of dismissive, by both not answering the question and then leaving him alone, with a sort of pitying tone, he is leaving Armand even more unsettled 😭. It’s kind of fucked up 🙏 Louis is introducing that aspect of their relationship without any clear boundaries or expectations, knowing that by doing this he’s tapping into Armand’s trauma, and when Armand is asking for an assertion of how serious this is, how far this ambiguous authority extends, bcus he needs that to yknow, feel secure in this very triggering dynamic, Louis is like oh no how sad ur so traumatized 💔 and then fucking dips 😭. It comes off as a guilty move to me. Louis is (i think part unconsciously) Using Armand’s trauma response to get what he wants from him, and when Armand directly acknowledges that both Louis is using him, and he’s willing to be used, Louis kind of freaks out 😭 which makes sense. Louis is unspokenly pushing his consent, armand says does my consent matter, and Louis is like oh I’m sorry bye 😭. But the thing is Armand is genuinely asking, bcus he doesn’t rlly know what it means to have his consent matter, especially in a dynamic as familiar as this, he needs that instruction, that conversation.
a lot has definitely changed by the second time Armand says this in the 70s, bcus instead of freaking out and leaving Louis takes the bait, gives the order. It seems like by then Armand and Louis have established that Louis has ultimate authority, that he may not always use, but he is always entitled to. Which is probably very comforting for Armand in a traumatic way. He is used to security being “obey the master no matter what”, while the master is constantly using him and making demands of him, so it’s probably weirdly nice for him to have that familiar security and role while also having his own agency most of the time. It’s great for Louis because Louis is using Armand’s trauma brain to his advantage 💀. Armand has a warped view of his own self sufficiency and agency, and he finds it most comfortable and familiar to have someone there to tell him what to do, and to give him orders about what they need, bcus he has never rlly experienced a life without this. He has no concept of his own independence 💀so despite Armand being so much older and stronger then Louis, Louis is still able to have authority and control in this dynamic bcus of how Armand seeks that out and feels comfortable with it. When I say Armand is comfortable with it, I’m not saying he doesn’t feel violated and disempowered 🙏 I’m saying that he finds security and familiarity in being violated and disempowered. And Louis finds security in the control he has, so in a fucked up way it works out 😭 and it makes sense why this dynamic has persisted for so long.
When it comes to what u were wondering about how Marius plays into this, i think Armand is not trying to emulate an interaction he’s had with Marius, i think he’s trying to give Louis the tools to be Marius. Armand never had to ask Marius if he was making him, or clarify what was needed of him, bcus Marius always made that super, super clear. So by asking Louis this, Armand is like, be Marius for me, make it clear to me what I’m being used for. He has the agency to ask that question, but he is willfully giving up the agency to have the ultimate say in his own actions.
I loveee this “are you asking me or making me” thing so much, omg. Armand is like a pet tiger who looks to his handler for the go ahead before he rips a guys face off. He’s like a dog giving big guilty eyes when the owner scolds him for attacking someone. No matter how crazy and violent that domesticated animal is, it still has been trained to obey orders, follow commands, etc. Armand is looking for those commands, he’s never lived a life where he hasn’t had commands
thank u SM for this ask!!!! I hope i made sense in my response lol, sorry if it’s incoherent
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Hi! Would it be ok to ask whats going on with ppl being biphobic about kate stewart?/gen
I legitimately dont know whats going on? I feel like the pizza guy walking into the burning appt from community meme. Idk if i ever put much hc or thought behind kates relationships tbh, other than maybe she was aroacespec or choosing not to be in a relationship bec of how dangerous UNIT is...
I don't remember anything in the show implying she was sapphic or into Ibrahim (or like another person said in the tags that she had a kid with someone too)
I genuinely dont know wtf is going on or why who fans are fighting about this
Hi anon,
Of course! Thanks for asking. Here’s my attempt at an explanation:
In 2016, during a panel Q&A at Long Island Doctor Who, Jemma Redgrave said that when she first started doing the show, she headcanoned Kate as being married to a woman. At some point in her answer, she alludes to the fact that this may or may not be the case anymore, as she often learns new details about Kate’s life from the showrunners whenever she films another episode. (Jemma's answer starts at 44:54 here.)
Regardless, her initial headcanon has caught on, either as a bit of wishful thinking or as a detail that some perceive to be almost canon in the absence of contradictory evidence on the show or in other materials (i.e. the UNIT audios). In the series 18 episode “Death in Heaven,” Kate described herself as a “mother of two” and “divorcee,” and a popular interpretation of this is that Kate may have been married to a man, and divorced him after (or before) realizing she was a lesbian.
The “almost canon” perspective also holds a lot of weight among some fans of the show because of Jemma Redgrave’s long history of playing queer and queer-coded characters. Even her most ostensibly straight characters tend to offer some sort of challenge to compulsory heterosexuality or patriarchal norms (i.e. they turn to violence after spending years in loveless heterosexual marriages). This has made it very easy to headcanon pretty much any character she’s played as queer. I think some fans tend to also think that Jemma has more influence over her characters than she does - for example, after seeing episodes of DW in which Kate has worn plaid or flannel, fans have suggested that Jemma probably provided her own wardrobe for the show and purposely selected those items to give off gay vibes. (A very niche issue that has contributed to this is Jemma’s habit of repeatedly purchasing her characters’ wardrobe items at half price and then wearing them in real life - in the past, some fans incorrectly assumed that this meant Jemma was bringing her own clothing to set and asking the costume designers if Kate could wear it.) Effectively, many fans have hoped that Jemma’s earlier headcanon for Kate effectively manifested into canon over time, or potentially inspired the showrunners to agree that Kate is queer.
In terms of the Ibrahim stuff, the first piece was a lot of fans noticing that the hand-holding between Kate and Ibrahim in this week’s finale lasted a few seconds longer than one might expect a platonic hand-hold to last. Similarly, some have thought that the moment when she comes back to life and he pulls her up has a certain closeness or intimacy to it. From what I’ve seen, people are split on the topic - some people consider it to be a platonic “happy to be alive” moment, or a show of feelings from Ibrahim that Kate might not reciprocate; others have theorized that Ibrahim and Kate have a very close platonic relationship for some reason, etc.
Shortly after the finale aired, a version of the episode with a cast and crew audio commentary was released on the BBC’s website. In this commentary, while the two aforementioned scenes are playing, the producer, Vicki Delow, makes some comments suggesting she thinks that Kate and Ibrahim are, or should be, a couple. RTD responds to her comments in what sounds like a teasing tone. Here’s my transcript of those moments:
Helping Kate up scene (36:50) Vicki: “I love this. This is my favorite thing in the whole world." RTD: "What, these two?" Vicki: "These two. I just love them.” RTD: “What do you mean, Vicki?” Vicki: “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” RTD: “What do you mean? You think they’re friends?” Vicki: “I think they’re more than friends.”
Hand-holding scene outside (37:43) Vicki: “Look, look, look. This is it. Look, look, look.” RTD: “What are you looking at, Vicki Delow?” Vicki: “I love them. I love them.” RTD: “I don’t know what you mean, Vicki. I don't know.” Vicki: “It’s the greatest romance.”
Some folks have interpreted this as Vicki Delow hinting that there’s going to be a future romance between the characters in series 2 - and that RTD is egging her on - i.e. the “I don’t know what you mean” is a wink nudge way of him refusing to directly confirm a future storyline. That’s definitely a possibility. I think it’s also possible that Vicki just really wants them to be a couple, and has gotten a reputation on the production team as a hopeful shipper who wants Kate and Ibrahim to wind up together. In that context, RTD’s teasing her might have a vibe more like “oh Vicki, here you go again, shipping Kate and Ibrahim.”
So basically, a number of fans who have taken Jemma’s past headcanon as canon-adjacent have interpreted Vicki Delow’s “it’s the greatest romance” comment as confirmation that Kate and Ibrahim will have a romantic storyline in the next series, and have posted on social media (mostly Twitter, but a bit on Tumblr) criticizing what they perceive to be the show taking an unexpected position on Kate’s sexual orientation.
The rest might be stuff you’ve already seen, but I’ll summarize just in case: Several of the posts on Twitter and Tumblr have used language that inflexibly imply a gay/straight binary - i.e. “how dare they make Kate straight, she’s a lesbian” - not allowing for the possibility that she’s a bisexual woman to enter into the equation at all. In my other post on this subject I referred to a pattern of bi erasure and biphobia in the Jemma Redgrave fandom. As someone who’s an active member of that fandom, it felt like a concrete instance of some things I’ve seen pretty regularly in the community - and although I’m not as familiar with the DW fandom more generally, it sounds like there may have been some similar past instances of bi erasure or microaggressions in that fandom.
While I’ve categorized the “how dare they make her straight” posts specifically as bi erasure (and I imagine one could make a case that they’re biphobic too), the clear instance of biphobia for me has been in the comments I’ve seen by viewers who said that they would rather pretend Kate died at the start of the episode than accept the presence of a scene where she held hands with a man. In my mind, even as a joke, that seems to imply “better dead than bi or straight.”
I don't know if I'm decided on what Vicki Delow meant, and the lingering in that hand-holding moment definitely did make me wonder. And as someone who loves Jemma's performances as queer characters and has read my share of Osgate fic, I think it would be awesome to see her character in a relationship with a woman. But at this point I feel like the conversation has been so saturated by others' moments of bi erasure that it's hard to even know how to get back into it.
So, yeah. You're not wrong - even for someone who knows a lot of the pieces, it's been a very confusing couple of days. 😅
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dontlikeconflict · 2 days
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Short idea for a Demon Dean oneshot that I'll never finish, from when Demon Dean is tied up at the bunker waiting for Sam and Cas to cure him
"c'mon Cas.... what? you dont like me like this?" Dean taunts, bound to the chair as Cas stands before him, knowing he shouldn't have come down here, but not being able to help himself
Cas' silence is taken by Dean as sign to continue "I'm willing you know, already all tied up in a pretty package" he flexes his hands, making the rope pull at his skin as he smirks up at Cas with an expression that Dean never used before he became like this "we both know you want too... I've always noticed how you look at me, how you follow me" he lets his tongue dart across his bottom lip and Cas cant help the way his eyes fall to the motion "go on Angel, you can do whatever you want to me, if you and Sammy are so dead set on curing me then this could be your only chance"
The words rang true in Castiel's mind. He tried to keep a blank expression, but this was still Dean. He couldn't stop from showing his desire, his longing, and the dreadful way it mixed with the horror he felt at the distortion of Dean Winchesters soul. He finally spoke up, needing to refute what he was saying, to deny it all, like a Winchester would. "Dean, you're my friend, I consider you family but right now you are not yourself"
the words are said with truth and conviction but are still met with a harsh laugh "Friends don't act this way Cas, friends dont wait until they think their friend is asleep so they can sneak into the bathroom and touch themselves thinking about said friend"
Cas flushed, he couldn't deny it had happened a few times. The closer acquainted with humanity Cas became, the more various human acts began to interest him. He didn't masturbate frequently, but when he did it was always to lingering thoughts of Dean, ones that he couldn't get out of his head without doing something about it.
This version of Dean laughed before making his voice deeper, but also making it come out in a soft and breathy tone "Oh Dean, oh wow" he mocked, desperately wanting a reaction out of the angel. He didn't get one, so he changed his tactics, allowing his voice to take on a perfectly casual tone as he asked "so in these fantasies, are you the pitcher or the catcher? because let me tell you, I've thought of it both ways but mostly I think I like the idea of you bending me over and having your angelic way with me, huh Cas? What do you think"
"I think that this isn't you, Dean." he couldn't keep the strain from his voice
"oh Cas, I'm different but this is all me. All American, apple pie eating, Dean Winchester" The grin on his face turned to a smaller smirk "You know I thought about all this stuff before I went all...." he allowed his eyes to flash pure black, knowing how it would unnerve Castiel "you could say I had a few of my own sneaky trips to the bathroom, the only difference is that before I was too chicken shit to say anything about it. To do anything about it" as he spoke those last words he allowed his eyes to slowly scan over Cas' body "but now, well, I think seeing an angel beg for me would make me feel great"
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i think one of my favourite moments of jimin and jungkook will always be during that interview in which jungkook talks about how he believes jimin worked the hardest and how in his standards jimin did so much and so well to become who he is. i think in a nutshell it perfectly described how jungkook sees him, as someone to admire and to respect. i think that to be someone who continusosly visits the past of someone else and to talk about their experiences in such a way that it is to enlighten, admire, praise or to apologise to them is a sign of affectionate love. on behalf of jimin he recounts those moments that may not have been his best and turns them into something extremely worthy of looking back on. he was so serious about letting the host know that jimin was truly a wonder, i believe he had already told jimin many times. and how during the rainy day fight he still felt bad about his actions towards jimin even though it seems he had forgiven him and put it behind them he still wants to let the person by his side know. wanted to let him know that he’s still regretful, still thinks about it and is probably beyond happy ab how far they came. and a sprcial favourite about the whole thing is how when they both talked about the situation is they did not blame each other and i dont think they could be an even better fit for each other, as ‘friends’ ofc 🙃. (also during that interview they were so cute, holding hands and laughing together- it seems at one point they wanted to embrace each ofher and decided not to)
Anonny, let me give you a sweet name because you get me!
This is what i mean when i say, when Jk talks about Jimin, he talks about who he is and not what he is. When you listen to Jk talk about Jimin, you literally feel how much Jungkook knows him, understands him and loves him. During that interview, Jimin spoke about how much he worked his body and barely got enough sleep yet he didn’t even feel tired and you could see the hosts looking at him in disbelief and then Jungkook took over. Mind you this had nothing to do with him. He had no reason stepping in to talk on behalf of Jimin but he did.
Just like you anon, that interview is one of my favourite moments of jikook. I love it so much when they both do things which prove just how much they get each other on a deeper level and that interview was one of the many.
You are right about that moment when it looked like Jk wanted to hug jimin. It happened so fast that if you blinked you could miss it but you know how we subconsciously search for our safe place at any moment of extreme emotions? They were excited about something here and Jk’s knee jerk reaction was to go immediately towards Jimin and then Jimin was ready to open his arms to Jk or cup his face or something before they caught themselves. I swear it’s these little things that speak the loudest.
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i feel like charles being the no1 driver throughout his f1 career so far, due to the lack of better words, does not really know how to be a team player (he may have done with sebastian at the beginning of 2019 for a very very short bit), while carlos on the other hand has been playing second fiddle since the start of his f1 career be it max verstappen, kyvat, briefly for hulkenberg, and for lando towards the end of his mclaren tenure(i.e 2020) and now with charles (notice how carlos is constantly informing his engineer that where charles may lose time/grip etc, which can affect the constructors), and considering the tough position he is in right now, with the lack of seat for next year, it is understandable that he will go against team orders for his benefit so he can get a competitive seat and maybe a go at the championship, which i dont blame him for(partially) and ferrari treating him like an unwanted house guest comes off pretty rude (from both sides)
oooooo i’m glad i brought this up cause i get really mad at ferrari for this.
so ferrari claims to not have a number 1 or number 2 driver, much like the other teams have. so when they make decisions for one driver to have “priority” over the other, it seems very unfair.
because they claim to not have a 1-2 set up, it becomes unreliable because priority can switch on a dime. carlos and charles have very different driving styles, so that’s already one difficulty that ferrari had to deal with. they have to decide who they want to cater the car for to make it more comfortable with 1.
i think that’s where ferrari went wrong. i believe teams need go find drivers with similar styles so that the car doesn’t have to constantly be tugged between the two, which makes tension rise in the team when a driver doesn’t get what they want.
now, i haven’t been able to speak on this, but what charles said yesterday about carlos was very immature. but they both pretty much said things that could be called immature (ie carlos saying that charles complains to much, charles talking about carlos and his seat next year).
my hot take is maybe teams are seeing that carlos is just a number 2 driver. because honestly wherever you go, there is probably someone better than you. on paper, charles has been more consistent since summer 2023. i cant talk about him with lando in other years cause i wasn’t there.
but ferrari, who doesn’t do number 1-2 drivers, is probably the issue. and it will continue to be the issue into next year when lewis joins.
because lewis isn’t going to play second fiddle and neither is charles. however, on track as rivals they have shown smart driving and smart overtakes.
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ok lets see how far i can go. im gonna startt. kim just gonna start.
fair warning this will either seem like incoherent rambling because my thoughts are hard to formulate or just me wanting to be rude about the sequels past we love katamari despite never playing them (i wrote this line after i finished the whole post)
anyways im about to list alot of king's outfits over the games and then rate them on 1) whether i like them personally (partly removed from context), and 2) whether i think they actually fit king. im doing this for absolutely no fucking reason and honestly im scared ill be very wrong or biased but im mnot being paid to do this for gods sakes im writign a tumblr post. i wont get cancelled for getting king incorrect. anyways
katamari damacy
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(im probably going to switch between using game screenshots and transparent images)
1#: yeah i like it. he looks stupid and i like it. the cape and whatever the collar is called, in combo with the chain and gold accessories looks so silly. he doesnt look like a king besides the crown. he looks like he wants to be cool but doesnt know what that means but he knows nobody will question it cuz hes the king after all.
headdress: perfectly over-loaded. you have way too much going on. you dont need those blinking lights. and you really dont need those patterns and colors. can i try it on
2#: well its hard to say since this is the first one. and of course the first one fits him cuz. its the first one. but i think it gets his impression off very well. its a prussian blue v neck and a golden chain, with sort of maroon tights and a golden belt with the face of a lioness. bracelets and rings, and of course the triangle ruffle collar and purple flower pattern cape. its a mixed warddrobe, kind of silly, i think it works well with how you cant really take him seriously, too. rude and hurtful, yet also he. dresses like this. a kings crown, cape and collar, but his personal style underneath it. also expresses how he may be king, but hes not really taking that as being his role - rather, being himself means to be king. or being king is like, a side thing, not as important as just doing what he wants. maybe a bit of a reach, dont know if i managed to explain what im feeling properly... also, his actual clothing besides his headress isnt actually complicated, which is an interesting contrast. you would think he wants you to pay attention to his face, and not his body. he is egotistical, it makes sense that he wants you to look at him and pay attention to him in general, but the emphasis on his face is interesting.
headdress: absolutely fits. very extravagant in a way that works. the colors arent bright as hell either, which im glad they did because if they were neon and too flashy itd look too obnoxious. well itd look bad but also hes not about exactly "standing out". he loves attention, but he still has his style, and that style IS colorful, but not neon. i think it fits him well, it teeters on being over the top and subtle at the same time, like complex embroideries perhaps
we love katamari
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1#: also like it. has the same color scheme of blue top and magenta purplish bottoms. though here its a bit less saturated and lighter in color. the flowers on the sleeves are a nice touch since hes no longer wearing his flower cape, and the golden ankle ring, as hes wearing nothing on his hands but his wedding ring.
headdress: neat!! i like this more than katamari damacy, but just because its kind of cute. well i like them both, but this one is easier to draw (lol) and the color scheme is nice. the lights are now flashing from the spaces of color, instead of looking like round lightbulbs, if that makes sense, and it seems more casual this way, somehow.
2#: it kinda fucks me up. but judging king in we love katamari, from how different he is compared to katamari damacy, this outfit seems kind of perfect to showcase how (almost eerily) laid back he seems to be in we love. his ruffle collar is now smoothed out, its wiggly instead of sharp. hes wearing a very wide sleeve light cyan top, a purplish flower on each sleeve, with a squiggly cut on the lapel, open to reveal his chest and a golden chain, with a piece that looks perhaps like a flower attached to it. he now has a band wrapped around his waist instead of the golden belt, with a golden lioness head piece holding it in place. lighter wine color tights. its so- i dont know. king starts off obviously excited at the fanbase and attention hes getting, so its curious he puts down the iconic outfit and gets into something so comfortable. he wants to stand out less, all of a sudden. its still very much a king outfit, but he dropped so much, i wonder why. hes laying back as usual to let prince do his work but hes really leaning into it now. not just that, but he seems almost less hurtful than katamari damacy. more open. hes still full of himself, but its toned down, muted. his occasional interjections talking about his childhood and papa are offputting in the sense that its unusual. and this outfit is unusual, too, in comparison. katamari damacys impression is that hes pompous but a bit silly (and also just a dick), we love katamaris impression is that hes egoistic- but aimless. he seems more forgetful and more lost in thought. the cape missing could also be symbolic of his openness, even if a bit cheesy. i noted that his cape might also hold some emotional weight similar to the crown, but thats based on my feelings.
headdress: reflects the casuality. its got a smaller color palette now, less patterns, and more flat spaces of color. reminds more of his headdress patterns in his childhood. its also longer now, but i dont have anything to add for that.
me & my katamari
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this is where i start to get a bit iffy in general. the games are no longer directed by keita, and king doesnt actually progress any. he stays the same or changes purely because different people are writing his dialouge. me & my katamari seems to have no story otherwise, or cutscenes, even - so from here on i suppose i do get biased but there isnt much character to go off of. however- i did not play any of the games besides the first two, so i am watching gameplays.
1#: i think its alright. i dont really like the combo of colors, it feels weird with the super yellow thin cape, but it is a swimsuit style thing. i wish they changed the collar, though, or outright removed it. it feels wrong to be in there.
headdress: ehh too neon, doesnt help with colors.
2#: this is. alright, its ok. the swimsuit is relatively simple too, thought the yellow cape doesnt seem like something hed wear, especially since its supposed to be a swimsuit- a cape would make it very hard to swim, though kings zaniness could get him to wear a cape if it means looks over functionality. it isnt his normal cape of course, though im a bit sad the flower pattern is entirely missing here, or even a hint of it. instead its a swimsuit.. something... with wine and orange, and what looks like a necklace. its not a necklace exactly, but i dont know the name for this. its also got a lioness head. i dont really get the golden armband around his left arm, but eh. i think its passable overall but straying further from kings personality, though given he is just like. having a splash and having fun. and it is skin tight, which isnt really that important, but its not swimming boxers or something. swimming suit still with a touch of decency. i guess it wouldve been repetitive if this one also had a v cut, but to continue onward from we love katamari, if it had to be real casual and open as a sort of conclusion to we love katamari, i could imagine something similar to this swimsuit, but its a one-piece that covers his legs and chest but leaves his arms free. idk though. i also added this bit in an edit, so now im starting to think about actually sitting down and redesigning it, but im uh. not able to rn. and you cant save edits as drafts. oh well.
beautiful katamari
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1#: really very stupid looking. i think the sleeves and puffy pants are very funny but boy i dont like this. dont really like the colors. id try it on myself tho. again, with the wiggly collar- this straight up just doesnt change in all games after we love katamari.
headdress: meh. not a big fan. its getting a bit boring now.
2#: not sure what to say. king wouldnt wear this. its really not his style. it looks more like a jesters outfit, and the lack of shoes makes it look even stranger. the weird random opening that shows a bit of his stomach is also a bit nonsensical, alone in terms of how the hell this piece of clothing works. the pants are too puffy- stripes arent something that make sense as a pattern for him. and the whole theatrics thing, with king talking to you from behind curtains he opens up, on a stage like background, feels out of character. hes not one for theatrics (literal). he likes admiration but he performs by showing off what he can do physically, not through theater or a play. not that its said he does, but the theater bit is just weird. doesnt fit him as a character.
headdress: in combo with the outfit it just doesnt make much sense, it doesnt really harmonize. its alot of shapes and colors, but not with much consideration. the colors seem to be random. the headdress and outfit are kind of at equilibrium with how much they catch your attention. obviously the headdress is more saturated and in game it has blinking lights, but you do have to look longer at the outfit, and it kind of sticks out with how it seems like such a weird pick for him. also it is just kind of a silly looking thing. maybe im just looking too hard though.
also ill b real im just getting more mad at the gameplay. the physics are missing and the katamari feels way too fast and responsive, which is frustrating me, and the game is basically back to basics with you and king and nobody else, which makes kings lines disappointing, but once again, i handle watching a game and playing it differently, and i already have bad feelings about the sequels besides we love katamari as they arent directed by keita, and king is such a specific character. the gameplay part is irrelevant though but it is making me want to watch it less. lol.
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1#: curious! i like this outfit, removed from context. i cant say i like it as a king outfit at all, but i just like this type of outfit. fucking. no idea what that thing hes wearing at his collar is called but i have a little soft spot for that thing. hehe. dont care that its a king outfit though.
headdress: i like the colors! its mainly blues, purples and greens, but i like it. the patterns work fine for me. still boring though.
2#: this is hard. katamari forever has a bit more substance, but the whole plot literally is that king loses his memories. though he IS wearing this before he loses his memories. he has dialouge as he has levels, but technically, roboking is the main character in this. doesnt really matter, you can choose between either of their levels at free will i believe. thissss outfit is. sssssss. i dont know. the direction its taking with the fancy dandiness isnt out of place for *a* king, but it is out of place for *the* king of all cosmos. his suit and whole shebang being so bright is incredibly juxtaposed to his comfy darker pallette of katamari damacy and we love katamari - yet hes still the same character? hes not changed. he still belittles prince for low scores and small katamaris, still pretty egotistical. his outfit doesnt reflect anything on a deeper level. if anything just reflects a change in taste, but thats really not that interesting. theres cutscenes (finally) but these say nothing as hes asleep in those cutscenes. so theres nothing more to pull out of that. his responses to low or high scores seem to be mostly the same, and rather short, to be honest. when he requests something, its also pretty short. theres not alot to take out of that.
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1#: scared. scared of touch my katamari. i dont like this outfit but also i just dont like kings 3d model. like i dont need to tell you his face his scary and uncanny looking. its not that bad in this image but if you see even one closeup of his face its just. uncomfortable. his collar is sharp and triangle-y again, though.
headdress: i like the hearts hehe. thats about it though. dont like the fabric overlay over the texture, was kind of unnecessary. i want to spare you from looking at a closeup of the kings face though.
2#: man i dont know bro
im also getting tired and Hooo shit look at the time. i know i shouldnt do these things but you know how it is. i dont know why i did this, to be honest, but i just felt like talking a bit. my mind is a little too full on things around the cosmic family(s) and im already thinking more about queens family. oh well. i have no idea whether to tag this. i suppose i would conclude it here, despite the indeed dry touch my katamari review... this is just my little thing for me. im sure if i tag it with the katamari tag Nothing bad will happen. im going to sleep.
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THIS IS AMAZING KATAMARI not tap my katamari. you can see the edge of the title literally right there in the image but i was too distracted by their whismy.
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queen ❤️
amazing katamari is just a mobile endless runner so theres no story but i will say: i like this! its cute! its simple, and a combo of the katamari damacy and we love katamari outfits. yea its not special, but its ok! though again with the collar... would've liked if they kept either one or the other collar piece. but thats about it, no deep analysis. i just think this render and art style is cute in general, so exclude this from the review. headdress is neat too. again nothing special but atleast it isnt so neon, mainly pinks purples and blues. completely taking it as being cute art though.
bonus AGAIN:
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roboking. there will be no outfit review its just king but robo. hes also an entirely different character anyway so an analysis doesnt make sense. but i like that his belt looks stupid and his colors go pretty well, purple yellow blue. and that his eyes are always angled down. i just like robots. all im putting him here for is to say i think his pathetic self is entertaining and i kinda wish katamari forever was better. it couldve been good. but yeah ending this off with sad little roboking. thanks for reading. bye bye
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skunkes · 25 days
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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oatbugs · 2 months
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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moeblob · 3 months
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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moxymaxing · 9 months
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whatever. old man yuri blast 💥
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staryarn · 3 months
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curious what you mean by don quixote, hong lu, and ryoushuu's promos? I vaguely remember them and I definitely think there's some elements that. Need to be talked about, but I don't want to miscontrue what you're trying to say about them.
To preface this it's entirely like my own theories and while there definitely could be foreshadowing (in sinclairs he's vaguing demian and Ishmael mentions 'if that bastards really dead than I have nothing left to chase after' (summarizing it) ). This is all a theory a ga-
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I'm just very intrested in Don's because of how she reacts in it. On the actual limbus company site she has delusions of grandeur in hers (under particulars) and I really think that we'll eventually see how shee sees the city and the justice she wants vs how the city actually functions
For Hong Lu and Ryoshu they escape me both because I haven't read their source materials and because (moreso with hong lu) they're hiding themselves (ryoshu has her shure nice to meet you pun at the end of her promo vs Ishmael having something lore related in hers)
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I can guess more about Ryōshū due to knowing the general plot of hell screen but can't say a lot on Hong Lu due to not fully getting tye plot of Dotrc (that and due to reading leviathan I can at least guess her beef with the fingers and how she sees art)
(For other sinners context rodion talks about wishing to undo things as easily as you can earn back lost money and how she just wanted everyone to feel some warmth, and outis talks about her oddest and how despite needing to go back she hasn't been able to take one step)
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