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11:11 PM ── LHS

PREC𝓲S ｡｡ 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝖺𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗋𝖺𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗍𝗈𝗎𝖼𝗁

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11:11 pm.

your boyfriend heeseung was already in bed, desperately waiting for cuddles. after a long day out with his guy friends, all he really wanted was cuddles with his girlfriend. he rested shirtless under your pink covers, waiting patiently for you to get in bed. or well you thought he was waiting patiently.

"babe hurry up..." heeseung yelled from the bedroom, only a few feet from the bathroom.

"i'm trying to finish my skincare routine, give me a second hee." you yelled back, silence dropping after.

"i want cuddles.." heeseung's tone lowered, sounding more softer.

you laughed to yourself. your boyfriend was a big softie when it came to physical touch and affection. heeseung loved it when you cuddled him, your touch makes him feel content and more at ease.

heeseung hugged onto your plushies, a small pout rested on his face as you walked into the room. you flipped your bedroom light off, before walking over to the nightstand and flipping your lamp light on.

you slid into bed with heeseung. his head resting onto your chest, his arms wrapped around your body. his body was nearly on top of yours. your fingers ran through his hair as your breathings both matched.

"you big baby.. this is what you rushed my skincare for?" you laughed, your fingers gently brushing through his soft, dark red hair.

heeseung didn't respond, in fact all you heard was breathing and small snores. you peeked at heeseung's face only to find him sound asleep on your chest. his small snores filled the room, progressively getting a bit louder.

you didn't mind, you were more happy that he felt comfortable enough to fall asleep on you. you continued to run your fingers through his soft hair, a content smile on your face; before turning the light off and closing your eyes yourself.

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PERFECT MORNiNG ── PJS

PREC𝓲S ｡｡ 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝗎𝗌𝖻𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗌𝖾𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁𝖽𝖺𝗒

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THE MORNING LIGHT SHINED BRIGHT against the mesh certain above your window, gently waking you up from your sleep. it was your birthday, a special day every year for you. nobody loved celebrating your birthday more than your husband jay.

ever since you’ve been married to jay, he’s always made your birthday one to remember. you were absolutely grateful he spoiled you rotten on your special day, a rush of excitement filled your body as you thought about what surprises jay might have up his sleeve.

you smiled and turned towards him, melting in his gaze. his eyes fluttered with affection, and he pulled you into a gentle embrace, one that always made you feel safe and out of harms way. “happy birthday my love..” he smiled. jay kisses you on your lips, a sweet tender feeling. his kisses were slow and soft, a perfect reflection on the type of person he was.

jay pulled away, but only to place another sweet tender kiss on your forehead, then another on your cheek, finally ending at your neck, trailing his soft lips down your skin.

you laughed softly at the tickling sensation, as he placed his kisses along your shoulder and the delicate skin of your neck. “jay.” you whisper, already feeling excited from his affection.

jay grinned, brushing a few strands of hair out of your face. “i’ve got something special for you today.” he said, his voice laced with excitement.

before you could respond, jay gets out of bed, walking into the next room. a few moments later, he reappeared with a small box, wrapped with a white bow.

“close your eyes.” jay said gently. you complied, closing your eyes softly.

when you opened your eyes, your heart swelled with love. you carefully untied the bow and opened the box, revealing a shiny new necklace, one you had been eyeing down the last time you and jay made a trip to the mall.

“i knew you’ve been wanting this for some time.. and well i had to get it for you, sweetheart.”

your hands trembled as you held the pendant close to you, this was a symbol of your love. “you remembered..” you whispered, barely able to hold the rush of emotions.

“of course i did sweetheart. you deserve everything you’ve ever wanted, especially on your special day.” jay’s fingers reach the necklace, clasping it around your neck.

“you look stunning my love..” he murmured, pressing a kiss to the back of your neck, sending shivers down your spine.

jay leaned back against the bed, he gently pulls you onto his lap. “how’s your back sweetheart? you know i’ve been telling you to take it easy.” he looked at you, his voice laced with concern.

“i’m okay baby.. i promise i’m not straining it.” you replied, giving him a soft smile. jay gave you a soft smile, a hint of determination in his gaze.

“how about a massage before breakfast?” jay insists, laying you on your stomach, giving him better access to your back.

you were known to have back issues here and there, you brushed it off as aging. however, jay was always concerned for your health and worried about you pushing too much past your limit.

jay’s touch was soothing, the pressure was just right as he worked on your muscles. jay’s voice drifted over you as he whispered “you deserve this.. you’re amazing, i’m lucky to have you.”

you let out a soft sigh, enjoying every second of the moment. “thank you jay..”you murmured into the pillow. “you’ve made today so perfect.”

jay smiled, his hands still working on your back. his gaze of love looked at you, pooling with love in his eyes. “i’m glad, honey.. you deserve the best.”

sav’s ✉️ notes: happy birthday to one of my fave mooties !! my fav memory of milan is when we first became moots and i was so scared of her 😓 el oh el she’s the best mil i love u so bad my baby waby let’s be friends forever >o< !

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GOOD FOR YOU ── SJY

❛ 𝗅𝖾𝗆𝗆𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗎𝖽 𝗂 𝖺𝗆 𝗍𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌, 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖺 𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗈𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝖿𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗋──𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 🗯️ 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌

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THE SOUND OF THE APARTMENT DOOR clicking quickly catches your attention as you finish off your makeup. tonight, you were going out with a few friends for a well—deserved girls night. you and your friends decided to go to a few clubs before ending the night at one of their houses for a little extra fun.

jake walks into the bedroom, looking more tired than usual after a long exhausting day at the office. he tugs onto his red tie as he enters the room, his focus is elsewhere—until he sees you.

jake’s hands freeze mid motion, his tie hanging loosely around his neck. “woah..” he scans your body from head to toe. the skin tight dress hugs every curve, while the neckline draws attention to the faint shimmer on your collarbone due to your shimmery body mist.

“you like?” you tease, giving him a little spin to show off your outfit.

“like it?” jake’s voice is close to a whisper, as he closes the distance between the two of you. “you’re stunning, princess.”

his hands reach for your waist instinctively, pulling you closer against him. jake’s lips brush against your shoulder, sending a quick shiver down your spine. “you didn’t tell me i was coming home to a pretty surprise.” he murmurs, his lips grazing your neck.

“didn’t think i needed to.” you tilted your head, giving him better access to your exposed neck, as he plants his kisses along your skin. jake’s lips reach below your ear, pressing another gentle kiss.

“where are you going dressed like this?” jake hums in approval, his fingers trailing along the soft material of your dress.

“girls night..we spoke about this remember?” you replied, your voice slightly quivers as his lips continue their gentle gestures.

“cancel”

you laughed softly, nudging him gently. “absolutely not sim jaeyun.. we’ve been planning this night for two weeks now.”

jake groans, pulling back just enough to meet with your eyes. “do you really have to leave looking like this? you know i won’t be able to stop thinking about you for the remainder of the night.”

you press a quick kiss to his pouty lips. “that’s kind of the point, baby.”

his fingers linger on your waist as you pick up your bag, as much as he hates to let you go out tonight—he’ll still be awake, waiting for you to get home.

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BUNNY L♡VE ── OT7

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SUNBURNT ── SJY

PREC𝓲S ｡｡ 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗇𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝖻𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗌𝗄𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖿𝖺𝗏𝗈𝗋

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THERE HE WAS... shirtless out in the sun on his front yard. you couldn't help but blush when you saw this abs glazed in sweat due to the heat. his black sunglasses rested on the bridge nose as he soaked in every bit of sunlight.

sim jaeyun, your handsome, flirty next door neighbor. ever since he moved into the neighborhood, he always found his way to be near you. it started with his soccer ball landed on your yard, he would knock on your door asking if he can come get it.

now there he was, laying on a towel; shirtless. you couldn't help but stare, watching him lay out in the sun. you continued to stare, making sure you weren't so obvious, or so you thought.

"hey pretty." you near jake call out.

"oh hey.. what're doing out on this humid day?" you casually played it off.

"just soaking in some sun you know? say, wanna help me out for a second doll?" he asks, creating a small pain in your chest.

his question makes your heart skip a small beat, you were hesitate; before agreeing without any second thought. "okay." you replied, walking over to his yard.

jake sat up in his spot, putting out a tube of cooling liquid. "do me a favor doll and rub this on my abs? i've got a really bad sunburn."

his question made your face flush mixes of red and pink, you didn't know what to say for a second. your hot neighbor wants you to rub a cooling liquid on his abs, he wants you to touch him.

"how come? why can't you do it?" you ask jake, curious as to why he would want you place your delicate hand on his skin.

"cmon doll, you have a soft touch. and not gonna lie it's burning me. would you do it? please pretty?" jake slightly begs, trying to not sound desperate; but also hide the pain of his sunburn.

you feel bad jake was suffering with a really bad sunburn, especially on a delicate place on his body. you pour some of the cooling liquid onto the palm of your hand, before sliding it onto jake's toned, tight, ridged abs.

you stopped as your palm hit his abs, rubbing his abs gently; allowing the cooling liquid to spread. a low groan left jake's lips.

"how's that?" you asked, wondering if your touch alongside the cooling liquid calmed down the burning sensation on his skin.

"thank you doll, i told you that you have a gentle and delicate touch." he bit his lip. "i should burn my abs more often." jake joked, a small laugh leaving his lips.

you playfully rolled "yeah yeah. i'll see you around jae." you began to walk back to your place, that was until jake called back for you.

"doll face, come back here."

you turned back, stepping foot back in his lawn. jake approached you more closer, his hands reached your waist; pulling you closer to him. his eyes met with yours, a flirty smile resting in his lips.

"how about a reward? for being such a good neighbor and helping me out."

"reward? what were you thinking?" you asked curiously.

jake paused, no words left his mouth; before his lips met with yours.

his tongue lapping on yours, his grip on your waist gaining tighter. your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer to you as your lips crashed. his veiny hands make their way to the bottom of your tank top, caressing the small exposed skin available to touch. his hands made their way under your top, resting onto your lower back.

he pulls away from your lips, a small smirk on his face. "you're so gorgeous.. fuck" he groans before he kisses your neck, sending a rush of desire to you. "are you free later?" he asks, pulling away from your body slightly.

"well i'm going out with some friends later..." you replied, a slight frown falling onto jake's face as he hears your response.

"well cancel them doll, i need every minute i can get to savor every inch of that body." jake smirked, his hands finding its way back to your waist.

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ENCHANTED ── PSH

PREC𝓲S ｡｡ 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝗀𝗎𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝖽𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐𝗌 𝗎𝗉 𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆𝗌

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10:00pm.

you finally made it back to your apartment after an exhausting day at work. it had been a rough week, trying to heal from your recent breakup, balancing work and school, all you wanted to do was lay in bed and get some sleep. each day was heavier than the next, it wasn’t supposed to hurt this much, yet it did.

you laid in bed that night, unable to sleep. you stared at the ceiling, unable to silence the thoughts in your head. maybe you were asking too much from someone, expecting them to see you, and understand you. maybe in your head, it was time to stop searching for something that didn’t seem real.

exhaustion caught the best of you, your thoughts suddenly became a blur. you closed your eyes, drifting to sleep.

when you awoke,it was a place that existed somewhere between a reality and a dream. the air was crisp, smelt like fresh rain on the most gloomy day. you blinked, trying to make sense of your surroundings. you ended up in a field of roses, your favorite flowers, something your ex never gave you. the flowers surrounding you, were delicate, glowing soft in the moonlight.

and then you saw him, you didn’t know him.

he stood in the edge of the garden, watching your unreadable expressions. his physical features were almost ethereal, almost as if he didn’t belong in this world. his hair was dark, swept back, his eyes were deep, locking in with yours.

for a moment, you didn’t move. you were unsure if any actions, he stepped towards you. his presence was calm, but somewhat overwhelming.

“are you alright?” he asks, his voice was quiet and steady.

you nodded, too stunned to even speak. you couldn’t tell why he was here? was this a sign? a foreshadow of what may happen? you felt like he was seeing you—really seeing you.

he reached his hand out, without thinking you took it. there was no hesitation in his touch, just confidence, the kind of confidence that made you feel like everything would be okay.

he led you through the roses, each step bringing you a sense of closure. you felt as if you were being guided somewhere safe, somewhere you could be at peace.

he stopped by a large tree, the world began to slow down around you. his expression softened as he began to speak.

“you deserve to be loved.” he spoke, his voice low but clear. “you deserve someone who sees you, who loves you. not for who you are—but what you’ve been through.”

his words wrapped around you like a blanket on the coldest day. for a moment, you wished you could stay here with him forever.

but then suddenly, the world began to fade. suddenly, his hand slipped from yours, his form began to blur, as if he was being erased from your reality.

you woke up in your bed, the feeling of his touch still warm on your skin. you hadn’t known him, nor have you seen him before. he was just a stranger, a beautiful stranger who made you feel loved and appreciated.

but it wasn’t real.

yet, you still went through with your morning routine. you couldn’t shake off the memory of this mystery man. you deserved to be loved, you deserved someone who would see you. maybe one day, you’d meet that man in your dreams.

it wasn’t real, but you still carried hope. hope that one day, that dream man will be in your reality.

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BAD BOY GOT ME TRIPPIN’── PSH

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍───── ❝ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗁𝗈𝗐 .. 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗎𝗉 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖽 𝖻𝗈𝗒

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YOU SHOULDNT BE HERE.

you shouldnt be pressed against the cold brick wall in a somewhat lit alleyway, the street light being your only source of light. as if it couldn’t get any worse, park sunghoon’s hands were all over you, pulling you flush against him like you’re irresistible.

you shouldnt be letting him break away every rule you set for yourself—the ones that meant to keep you far away from someone like him.

but then again, here you are.

his fingers dig into your waist, possessive and sure, like he’s claiming you without a second thought. his breath is hot against your sensitive ear.

“you know, you could’ve just stayed away.” sunghoon murmured, his voice low and teasing.

“i don’t have to stay away..” you swallow, trying to maintain your steady voice.

a smirk tugs at sunghoon’s lips. “you just can’t help yourself, can you?” his hands move lower, letting them rest on your hips, pulling you even closer.

you try to resist, but there’s something about him that keeps pulling you back in. is it the adrenaline rush you get everytime you’re in this alleyway? is it the way his hands feel on your skin?

“you’re impossible.” you mutter, your words hallow.

“me? impossible?” sunghoon’s voice trips with amusement, a hint of challenge in his gaze. “then why are you here? good girls shouldnt be seen with guys like me. i’ll break you.”

“i shouldnt be here.” you mutter, your voice a whisper.

“so then why are you?” he presses, his hand trailing from your hips, to the base of your neck.

you inhale sharply, your pulse quickening as sunghoon leans in, his lips close to yours. “i don’t know..” you admit, avoiding eye contact. “i just cant stop myself.”

sunghoon chuckles darkly, his hand slipping to the back of your neck, his grip possessive as he tilts your head enough to kiss him. “that’s because you want to, sweetheart.” he says in between kisses. “deep down, you know it.”

your breath catches as his lips move to your neck, sunghoon’s hands roam freely as if he’s claiming you as his own. “this is a mistake.” you whisper, your words coming out shaky.

“you’re right.” sunghoon breaths, his lips brushing against your soft skin. “it’s a mistake. but it’s one you’re willing to make.”

you should pull away. you should stop this right now, but his lips on your skin felt so good. once his lips captured yours, you knew it was already too late to turn back.

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LOVE ── KSN

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𝐶𝑂𝐿𝐷 iN LA ── SJY

❄️ 𝖽𝗈𝗇’𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗅𝗄 𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗒, 𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗂𝗍’𝗌 𝖼𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝗅𝖺 .. 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗁𝗂𝗇𝖽

PREC𝓲S ｡｡ 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗎𝖽𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗅𝗒, 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗁𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝗌𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝖺 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝖽𝖾𝖺, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗍��𝗇𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝗐𝗇, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗈 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗁𝖾.

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♫ iS YOUR BODY TALKING, CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY? DO YOU DO THIS OFTEN? IS IT ALL JUST A GAME? TO YOU IM WONDERIN’ , NEVER SEEN THIS SORT OF THING.. AM i THE ONLY ONE YOU CAME TO SEE ?

moving back to your hometown was supposed to be exciting. you got to be with your family again, reconnect with close friends, and experience everything from your childhood. part of you had forgotten you met jake in your hometown.

it was senior year 2019, when jake slipped a note in your locker saying he has a crush on you. at first you hesitated, “ why would the best soccer player at school have a crush on me? ” you were skeptical, but you went for it.

your relationship was perfect.. for a while. miscommunications were happening constantly, leaving you unsure about where your relationship stood. you called it off, leaving yourself and jake heartbroken. to escape your heartbreak, after high school you moved away.

being a few hours away from your hometown was difficult. you didn’t see your parents often, you were alone almost everyday, who lead you to feeling depressed. after some time away, you decided it was finally time to move back home.

you pulled into the driveway of your parents house, turning the car off as you hopped out of the driver seat. you walked to the front door and knocked on it, hoping your mother or father would answer.

“there you are sweetheart, i’m so glad you got here safe.” your mother pulls you in for a warm embrace, being in her arms after a long time felt like a warm blanket on the coldest day.

it was cold after all, it was the middle of december. the snow was falling softly, and your fingers grew red and cold. you got inside, where you reunited with the rest of your family members. over a cup of hot chocolate, your mother asks about jake.

“have you contacted jake since you got here?” she asks, her hand resting on top of your free hand.

jake.. a name you haven’t heard in months. “no.” you quickly said, sipping on your hot chocolate. you wanted to avoid the topic, deep down though, you wanted to know how he was doing.

“you know he visits sometimes… to see your brother” your mom added, you had forgotten your brother and jake were close. “shit..” you mumbled under your breath.

jake and your brother were on the same soccer team, after finding out they had a lot in common, they became close friends. close friends lead to spending the night at each others houses and play video games.

your brother came out of his room to greet you. “been a while, sis.” jaemin hugged you. your brother never hugged you, but you could easily tell he missed you. you caught up with your brother, during the conversation you managed to ask about jake and his well-being.

“so how is he..?” you ask, sipping your hot chocolate to avoid saying his name.

“who?” jaemin teases, forcing you to say the forbidden name.

“jake, stupid.” you roll your eyes, placing the cup onto the nearby coffee table.

“jake’s been alright. we went to nationals and he made us win the golden cup.” jaemin bragged, proud of the moment. “he’s a great guy you know.. i think he misses you.”

jaemin’s words had you for a minute, lost in your thoughts. you couldn’t imagine your ex of almost 5 years missing you, or even holding onto the feeling you.

“you’d think by now he’s probably seeing someone.” you tried to brush off the thought of jake, as much as you tried, he always came back to your thoughts.

you went into your childhood bedroom, your bed made the same way you left it, all your childhood goodies remained safe and tucked exactly where you left them. you skimmed through your shelves, looking past all your school awards and achievements.

your eyes became fixed on a stuffed bear jake had bought you after finding out you won your volleyball tournament, the matching bracelets you bought on a school trip, and other goodies you had saved.

the idea of throwing away anything that belonged to your past relationship hurt you, it was almost like you were throwing away the memories and the idea of him, which was far from the truth. ever since that talk with your brother, you wanted to see jake again, you just needed a way to.

you decided to grab a few essentials for dinner that night, your father promised to make all your favorite comfort meals but needed a few more things. as you were about to check out, you noticed a familiar face at the register.

it was jake, something about his appearance was different. he looked more mature, his hair got longer. he wasn’t the jake you knew back in highschool, he was far from that. nervously, you walked to the register jake was working at. his eyes widened as he met with your figure.

“y/n.. no way?” jake says, he stops scanning your groceries, giving you his full attention.

“hi jake..” you smiled nervously, it had been a while and it was clear you both were nervous.

“when did you come back?” he asks, his dark eyes meeting with yours, sending a familiar feeling up your spine.

“today actually..my dads making dinner tonight so i had to pick up some things. so you work here now?” you ask.

jake nods, smiling dearly. “ i do, it helps pay for university.” he resumes scanning your groceries, placing them all in a bag. “that’ll be $21.97”

you reach in your wallet to grab your card, you hold out the card for him to take and swipe. jake’s hand gently touches yours, you don’t pull away, instead you found yourself yearning for another subtle touch. as jake swipes your card, returning it to you, your fingers touch his.

jake’s face flashed a shade of pink, he grew more nervous. “have a good day y/n.. hope to see you soon.” he waved goodbye, his smile was just how you remembered, soft and sweet.

jake went home that same night, his thoughts were consumed with you. he wondered about what happened after you moved away, what your life was before coming back. he sat on the couch of his apartment, scrolling through his socials as he normally would. suddenly, his phone rang, causing him to jump out of his thoughts.

“hello?” jake answered, it was jaemin.

“hey, you wanna come over and play that new game that came out earlier this week.” jaemin asked, setting up his console for two players.

“yeah i’ll be there.” jake hung up, he grabbed his coat and a few snacks before heading back out.

jake arrived within 5 minutes, while him and your brother stayed up playing video games, you sat in your bed, your attention growing strong onto a book you’d recently gotten into. within a few hours of gaming, jaemin has fallen asleep on the bean bag chair he sat on.

jake got up slowly, he made his way to the door and opened it softly. his figure made it into the hallway, walking towards your half—closed door. jake knocked softly. “can i come in.”

“yeah.” you said, sitting up in your bed and placing your book to your side. “what are you doing up so late?”

“jaemin fell asleep.. and honestly i can’t sleep.” jake sat by the end of your bed, you could hear the tiredness in his voice and his eyes.

“how come?” you asked, leaning against the headboard behind you.

“because you’re back in town.. and i’m always thinking about you. but now, you’re here.. you’re consuming my mind so much y/n.” jake stopped, realizing he had said too much.

“i should go back.. shouldn’t i?” you asked, unsure if what he said was a good thing or bad.

“i don’t want you to go back, your home is here..with me.” jake leaned in close, the closest he’s been since your last moment together as a couple.

jake’s lips softly pressed against yours, pulling you into a sweet and soft kiss. his lips on yours was a familiar feeling, one you hadn’t felt in a long time. you slowly pulled away, jake had realized what he just did, he quickly backed up.

“i’m sorry.. i shouldn’t have done that.” jake got up from your bed. “i’m sorry y/n..” he quickly left your room, leaving you alone in your thoughts, questioning what happens next.

it had been a few nights since the incident in your bedroom, you refused to tell your mom or anyone, except yunjin, your childhood best friend.

you and yunjin were getting ready for a holiday party, you both wore matching red dresses and a similar heel. “so he kissed you?” she asks, finishing up her makeup.

“yeah he did.. i don’t know what to do now.” you sat down, getting ready to place your heels on.

“i say go for it, i mean your brother told you he misses you .. and he pulled that? you should absolutely go for it.” yunjin stops. “only if that’s what you want.”

“i do.. kinda?” you said, you were confused and lost in your thoughts.

life with jake again didn’t sound so bad, in fact you both grew as the years progressed, you matured as individuals and that was what mattered.

you and yunjin arrived at the apartment complex the party was being held at. the music was blasting, drinks were on the table and everyone was enjoying themselves. you sat down on a couch, your drink in hand as you watched everyone have a good time.

“wishing jake was here.. maybe he’d keep my company.”

you thought to yourself, when in reality, you didn’t know how to talk to him after the incident in your bedroom. you sipped your drink, when suddenly jake appeared from the crowd.

“looks like you’re not having fun, parties have never been your thing.” jake smiled, a hand reaching out towards you. “come.. let’s go outside for a bit.

“you remembered..” you smiled, taking his hand as you both walked out to the balcony. “of course i do..” jake adds, opening the door to the spacious area.

you and jake stood beside eachother, it was quiet for a moment, silence consumed most of the air, followed by the loud music coming from inside.

“i miss us.” you blurt out, a rather surprised look forming on jake’s face. “ever since i moved back here i was afraid of seeing you again.”

“why’s that?” jake asks, his hand leaning against the cold medal of the balcony.

“i don’t know..” you sighed. “we’re both confused, are we no-“

jake’s lips crashed onto yours, a sweet kiss you received weeks ago. the smell of his cologne filled your nostrils, it was all too familiar. his hand rested on your lower back, holding you close to him.

“i know what i want.. and that’s you.” jake smiled, holding you close to him. his eyes met with yours, sending a rush of shivers down your spine.

“i want you as well.” you smiled, leaning in to kiss him again.