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what did julien baker put in even??????????
#yes this is my julien baker song of the week again#i dont know how to describe music but#something about the short abrupt rhyming or something that hits#why is 'putting my /fist/ through the plaster in the bathroom of a /motel 6/' such a satisfying line#julien baker
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this might sound dumb but is anyone else obsessed with whizzers name… like its so uniquely him and fits his personality so well
#i rly dont know how to describe it#like i cant imagine him with any other name hes just Whizzer#its also fun to say#Do i sound crazy#Probably#falsettos#falsettos 2016#falsettos musical#whizzer#whizzer falsettos#whizzer brown
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#also my sibling said i render songs too quiet so i Made It Louder //#i dont know how to describe this au other than “DL-6 doesnt happen + little thief can channel ghosts now” sdfsdfhk //#when i think of a good url ill spam these over there instead of here i Promise //#music#wip#ace attorney
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thinking about all those moments of miniature falling-in-love (not romantic/sexual, just seeing what makes a person so special and beautiful) i've had and realizing how many of them have involved listening to them sing
#listening to them in the front seats of the car singing chappell roan#or her singing to us through the bedroom door#or her singing along to the music while cooking dinner#this feeling is so important to me and i dont know how to describe it#its like suddenly seeing how theyre made of starlight
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adhd advice will be like people with adhd struggle to get their thoughts organised. also to get diagnosed you need to get your thoughts on why you have adhd organised in advance in order to convince the doctor you have it
#sorry for the vent incoming but#both my sister (who is diagnosed with adhd and autism) and my mother have been saying they think i might be adhd for like a year now#and like thatd be cool bc adhd can be medicated right? so maybe i can get help with my disaster life after all#except the problem is every time i think about the task of calling the doctor i get overwhelmed and cant#unfortunately asking my family for a list of why they think i'm adhd is not helpful bc theyre always like#“idk just whenever we talk about [sister]'s adhd i think how it sounds like we're describing you” & then none of them can give me an exampl#all ive come up with myself if when i was a kid i remember i was either quiet or so chatty that i forget the other person needs to speak#or like i'd try to join in a conversation and many times people would say like 'thats not really related to what we're talking about'#i no longer and super chatty bc i learned fo shut the fuck up pretty quick or you get made fun of but yeah.#i also forget things but i'm also very good at writing them down bc i know i'll forget and make people annoyed if i dont#so like idk if that counts like i feel like in my life ive been forced to learn how to cope and fit in so its like#is it adhd and i'm masking or is it not#like this is always the problem when i seek professional help they find out i can do hard stuff and they say you seem like you're okay#but like. hard stuff i can do is still hard. is everything supposed to feel this hard then? i hope not#vent#anyway other points are my thoughts keep me awake at night (its like loud jumbled thoughts of tv quotes and music and conversations ive had#and also obviously i struggle to make appointments. and i get distracted when i'm doing something boring even if i remove distractions#from my sight bc if i have no distractions i just start daydreaming. is this anything#this post itself is distracting me from work#i also connot make connections with 99% of people i meet socialising is so hard for me#maybe i should just send this tumblr vent to my doctor and see if it gets me a referral would that work
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Monthly fan art at your service
@signs-of-the-moon
#Moonpaw#Hazepaw#this was going to be thw cute Tiktok trend#where you have two characters who have opposite personality but they are friends#i dont know how to describe it but it had cute music with it#any who in this art we also have characters in thw background like:#Rabbitpaw#Nightpaw#Snowfrost#Smokepaw#Wolfheart#Otterpaw#Urchinpaw#whisperpaw#oh and technically:#Skunkpaw#tree clan#Ocean clan#fanart#warrior cats#warrior cats oc's#digital art#art#ocean#forest#this was fun drawing#bc i now know how many layers it takes for my art program to crash#cats#the moon and the ocean#tw blood
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ˡ ᵃ ᶜ ᵏ ˡ ᵘ ˢ ᵗ ᵉ ʳ ▪︎
#is the only way i can think to describe things#half annoyed half apathetic fully bothered by feel this way#about myself my life my attitude my look my everything#someone jolt my heart and wake me the fuck up#i was busy today with something that was planned withba friend and i was upset to just feel so lackluster about the actually event#here i am zoning out into different things in my head and like i dont get how to harnes happiness a lot of the time#bc theres a yearning for m o r e#of what? who tf knows#just MORE#like let me just back into my mind for a while been pretty comfy here for a while#with the perfect music accompaniments#anyway tired of wishing there was more to *gestures to self*..this#when this is all there is and im so unimpressed with it all#those typos are brutal
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talk talk remix is so FUCKING GOOOD OH MY GOODODDDDDD
#dude i cant sit still when i put this shit on#i sit still through everything but i cant help but headbang when this is on#and the little details too.....i love the little “do u ever think about me” in the middle of troyes verse#and the talk that talk part is so. i dont know how to describe the feeling i get from it#ughghghghghg i love when music is good
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pandalily and clairo i am correct
#i dont know how to describe this i have a lot of weird associations with characters/ships and music that i cant explain#but the vibe is so them#pandalily#pandora rosier#lily evans
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i wanna go back to playing oneshot again... and just. enjoying myself in the oneshot universe
#i hate how short lived my fixation was ... i really love the game and i want to stay there#im listening to the ost again. i feel so immersed and comfy listening to the music#the best word i can use to describe oneshot's ost is... lofi. its so calm and quiet. barely any high tempo songs#i mean there is one song that makes you feel like its time sensitive and urgent but its still really. relaxing to hear#i think ill give world machine (the updated version i was excited about a month ago) a play soon. i miss oneshot#its really sad its overshadowed by Undertale. yes im not afraid to say it#i wish there were content made for oneshot i really love the universe#i want to know everything about the author's involvement. the real prophet. alula and calamus' dad...#there's still so much unanswered questions I'd love to know#reminding myself to play oneshot :)#~ rambling#i also wish there were more ppl who knows abt it so i can yap abt it heheh#i dont wanna force others to watch it bcuz of me sfnfjdjdj#watch or play. yknow
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Any particular Touhou song remixes you're a fan of?
Touhou Arrangements are something i need to explore more of. Ive only stuck to a lot of the songs and circles ive found in 2017. That being said, there are certain songs that I'm just a huge fan of with youtube links for you to listen to.
More Then a Night from by A-One, but you'll probably be more familiar with who made it, Jessa Stebbins or Odyssey Eurobeat. Really nice and calming song despite being eurobeat, always fun to go back to over the years.
Fall In The Dark from ShibayanRecords. A classic for me if I'm being honest; one of the first touhou arrangements I heard when getting into the series and it's always had a relaxing feel to it that I kept coming back to. Love this song.
in the wind from Reset All Controllers. Absolutely beautiful strings song. Its quite a slow song; very calming and nice to listen to. And it slowly speeding up gives it a bit of emotional catharsis from it. Nice song to cry to time to time.
Old Tales of Old Heroes from Karasu. Really cool song, mixing in elements of rock and traditional Japanese music that bring in a fun listening experience. Makes it even neater that the composer is from Poland. One of the first arrangements I've heard too, never really forgot it.
Smiling Girl of History from DDBY. Cafe of Touhou song, if you've heard of that. This one really stood out to me. While fitting into the slow chill music of Cafe de Touhou, its so full of energy, so radiant, so joyous. I feel like I can dance in the night with this music, its just irradiates the feeling of restrained joy in a way, just love it.
KILLOVE FIREPROOF! from Akatsuki Records. Honestly had to restrain myself from including a lot of their music, a lot of them vibe with me just really well. This song is probably what really pushed me into liking Mokou as well as terumoko as a whole when I was just getting into Touhou. Always fun to listen to just from its unique composition to me.
鈴蘭 ~Proof that Love Was Never Real~ from Takamachi Walk. Really nice band. They do a lot of Metal music singing about bad relationships, its nice if you ever in a depressive mood but still fun metal to listen regardless. Its also pretty hard for me to pick a definitive song to put on here from them, since so many of their song's mood get me, but this one with the duo singing I think really encapsulates the best of their songs.
Hello, my friend from Diao ye zong. Recent song I found, got it here on tumblr. Absolutely love this song, it is just so emotionally charged to me. I can feel the weight behind everything in the song through the singing and the music which just feels incredible to me. It has genuinely made me cry a couple of times, thats how well it resonates with me.
There might be a theme or two from the music I've listed here. There are many touhou arrangements out there that I love, even this list is merely showcasing a good few that I think off and not really the best of the best from my experience. I hope this has answered your question and that i didn't completely misunderstand you when you said remixes
#writing this really made me see how bad I am at trying to describe or promote things#i dont know how i get by like this#this took me like 1-2 hours to write#goodness me#music#nesstinn.txt#nesstinn.asks
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guhfhhdgshsuhshehegj hit song rolans ultimatum reblog if u agree
#jrwi#rolan deep#It’s like . Guhghhhhg just the feelinfnuf knowing you’re about to die but not being afraid anymore but also dread? Idk how to describe it.#jrwi bitb#bitb is my god#Sorry for music posting I am having a silly billy moment#It’s like you’ve come to peace with it yknow like he gave up his fucking life for it. He knew what was happening#he put his whole pussy into saving Galloway#EVEN THOUGH HE WANTED TO LEAVE SO BAD#DONT U GET IT BITB IS A STORY OF HOME#KIANS HOME IN THE END WAS WITH BECKY!!!!!!! ROLAN HATED HIS HOME BUT IN THE END GAVE EVERYTHING UP FOR IT#RANDS HOME NO LONGER FELT LIKE HOME BUR HE COULDNT GET OUT
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me realizing that the slang term i’ve used to say ‘get scammed’ a) isn’t spelled that way & b) is actually a slur
#stream#waterboarding myself#girl i-#if i wasn’t getting extremely fucking high immediately after this realization i would’ve felt worse but now i feel nothing period#like i’m D:#but i’m literally 👁️_👁️#i’ve used it so often i thought it was spelt w a FUCKING J SINCE I WAS LIKE 5#why did i think abt this bc ok ive started analyzing the slang i use bc i’ll use an adjective & im like i would’ve never fucking said that#in america#like plump & for what was this other 1 hold on#SHODDY ?#i mean i think i would’ve used that in the us but idk why google had ‘is shoddy british slang’ like no ?#soddy probably#oh then i was like ok wait why do u spell it Like That#Wait … WAIT ? OH MY GOD ? <- THE HORROR OF ME REALIZING I WASNT SPELLING IT CORRECTLY#& THEN HOW ITS ACTUALLY SPELT -> D:#-> then the wanderer wikipedia page like i was on a rabbit hole bc wander is like a sovereign like it’s a nationality i guess girl i dont#remember specifics i’m baked as fuck we’re broad stroking it#but then it ties to the romani people & then i went … oh the slur … OH THE STEROTYPES …. OH MY GOD MY SLANG ???????#i’m still like •_•#girl …#u were such an asshole accidentally for 25 years#remembering the time specifically in junior year ap us history & we had to make this stupid ww2 music video girl i don’t even know why idk#if it was even supposed to be abt ww2 but we were ww2 & we were told by our teacher we couldn’t shorten japanese that way bc that is a slur#& we were all like •_• •_• •_• •_• oh#bc it was the 4 of us in the group#& then i remember when kp found out this slur for chinese people is a slur bc apparently there’s a specific adjective they use to describe#people u Cannot Say Here Idk Abt India But Definitely Not Here & also he then found out what ‘slur’ means bc he didn’t know that word either#ALSKKSKLKSLKALLSLLAKSLALDKAKSSK oh my god that trip was a mess#i fucking hate scotland
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i really love penacony so much
#minnie post#i did notttt expect this game to be written like THAT#belobog ..... i did servals quest yesterday and just got so choked up my GOD!!!#the cocona quest. The lesley dean quest. The chadwick quest...#the main story as a whole!?!?#just omfg#idk how to describe it#besides just: i love this thing so much#the artistry is nuts#the animated trailers both 2d and 3d#the MUSIC#and shoutout to genshin even tho i dont play and prolly wont ever#fontaine and that new location idk the name of are gorgeous the little music box made me so 🫠🫠😭😭#cuz i love music boxes so kuch#did not expect to fall in sooo much love with hsr#but GODDDD. God. godddddd#sunday and robin have been making me so sad#but whatever happens with them i have sm faith itll hurt so beautifully#bone deep#y know#aaahhhhhhhhh#i love it#love it love it love it my hyv honeymoon phase#i LOVE IT!!!!!!!!
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#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol#except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade#plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me#god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set#looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u#the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno?#it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control#executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont#wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral#sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive#lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not#forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho#my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly#need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im#dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter#what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by#my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything#interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to#fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i#described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that#idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean#ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said#she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the#parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the#disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage#but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain#just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked#unrelated
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hey. integra music. if u even care
(these are mostly for her dynamic with alu so interpret it how you want)
#she fills me with emotions i cannot describe#thanks hirano#is there a more convenient way to share music on this site? i still dont know how it works so lmk#also off topic remember when fiona apple took all of her songs off tiktok#that was the best day of my life i love her#also. at some point down the road i'll do a post like this but with sertegra#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#integra hellsing
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