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rapidhighway · 7 months ago

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apparently you can only see my post if you go directly to my blog????? i think???

#i dont fucking know anymore man #i hate this website i hate everythign #i deleted it i want it to be posted properly idk

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citruscycles · 3 months ago

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and I wanna go home. but I am home.

#girls help her shes posting mountain goats lyrics #i dont fucking know anymore man

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aduckmurder · 2 years ago

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#rottmnt #tmnt #rise of the tmnt #unpause rottmnt #rottmnt angst #ghostlee au #rottmnt meme #i dont fucking know anymore man #wait...how the fuck did he hold the camera???

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daniels-green-glasses · 4 months ago

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Dreamt the other night that I was Aphmau the MyStreet character, right?

So I cheated on Aaron with Zane for some fucking reason.

And there was also something going on with Laurence at the same time.

Aaron.... Stayed??? With me/Aphmau??? For some reason???? He was very obviously deeply saddened by the whole thing, but the only thing he did was make passive aggressive comments about the whole thing in front of friends.

I haven't continued my MyStreet rewatch in like two and a half weeks, I have no idea where the fuck this came from.

#i also dreamed last night that i had a sex dream about Mantis from the mcu???#i did not have a sex dream #i want to make that clear #i simply dreamt that i was waking up from a sex dream #i dont #i dont fucking know anymore man #what the fuck do i even tag this as

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mikayesha · 5 months ago

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enlighten me, my dear. why am i still here?

#in the back of my mind i killed the both of them because i cant take this shit anymore #phoenix wright you incorrigible man are you or are you not going to push him away make up your DAMN FUCKING MIND #ace attorney #ace attorney art #im sorry guys but i just i cant take them away from myind #this obsesson i have w them is becoming so unhealthy #love this work of mine tho #very proud of this #ace attorney fanart #dont ask me where they are i dont know either.. rhe setting felt so right to me #art #aa #aa art #fanart #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #aa4 #aa4 fanart #seven year gap

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buwheal · 8 months ago

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sorry

I cant make Knalriki Spamton without having a SNeo Urzuk counterpart who the hell do you think i am

I hate him

#Is this cringe? yeah probably. Do i care? A little bit.... /j #what the FUCK wasting my time drawing spamton as stupid creatures instead of working on the damn askbox #man... I dont even know anymore.#spamton g spamton #spamton #creatures of sonaria #Urzuk #urzuk cos #spamton neo

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puppyeared · 4 months ago

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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION #listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc #time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our #own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that #and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt #wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal #whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it #i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in #the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time #but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every #day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more #of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts #i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head #than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well #being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own #like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it #and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo #and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience #the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes #no offense krobus #yapping #stardew #stardew valley #puppy plays sdv #sdv #this game has me by the ankles man

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stargloom · 12 days ago

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im everything you hate

blood ver

#junko enoshima #mine #um. hi #i just had top surgery and like man i have not been doing much at all since i got back from hospital. mostly just sleeping and scrolling...#but. i have spent leik my five days of recovery so far slowly painting a junko. so have that #sory i dont post much anymore. i do draw quite a lot i guess but i rarely have anything finished that i can post. or looks nice enough #ive been in a weird place with how i engage with public fandom for around a year now too and its been changing my motivation to post things #the danganronpa fandom can be a really cruel place. hence why i've been only showing up when i want to. stay safe out there.#also fuck PLEASE CLICK FOR QUALITY or i kill myself #do not tell me she has a missing finger. i know. i dont care. im going to sleep.#also dont talk to me about the transparency being fucked up I KNOW . 👎

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heynhay · 1 year ago

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i love everybody because i love you

#klance #vld #voltron #lance mcclain #keith kogane #heynhay sees keith and is like DOCTOR!!!! TAKE THAT MANS PATHETIC CAT AURA OUTPUT AND INCREASE IT BY TEN THOUSAND!!!#i need you guys to listen to the linked songs. tell me you do that #because i cannot make it clear enough that i dont just choose a similar ish song. when i link a song in the desc it means from start to end #i had that song in mind. or even playing. definitely looped it several dozen times #and this is an easy one too! one like everyone knows! i didnt even go niche this time!#(strawberry blonde was just too perfect)#it was a hard choice between this and I Want You though for RFSNCIB #anyway thats 3/6 mitski albums represented.#can i keep doing one a day til i finish? dubious. but possible.#just for the record. after this keith like lit a building on fire or something #he couldnt fucking take it anymore #caption is a bit misleading. keith would not love everybody bc he loves lance.#in fact i think mostly it would drive him to threaten others with violence #but for a split second. this split second.#...maybe he does #art #my art #mitski

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ryemiffie · 3 months ago

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I don't know man

I was bored..

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haunted-xander · 5 months ago

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Alone

#ough. everyday i think about that fucked up period in between kubo and the soul pulvis getting exorcised #and the final replay #bc like. rindo survived! shibuya is saved and kubo/the soul pulvis are no more!#quite literally erased from existance!#and yet.#its everything he set out to accomplish but its also not #because his friends arent here #fret isnt here. shoka isnt here. nagi and neku and beat arent here. not even sho or uzuki or any of the reapers he met either #no one he encountered during the game is here anymore #and its not just that theyre dead #they dont exist #no one remembers them and theres no trace they ever existed #only he remembers. only he knows what happened. only him #hes surrounded by thousands of people yet he has never been so alone #and not only that but he also has to live with the fact that he was technically to blame for this!#all those replays he did to make sure his friends lived ended up resulting in him losing all of them!#its a special kind of hell. hes the only one who knows but he cant tell a single person about it #hes surrounded by people yet is further away from all of them than hes ever been. he cant confide in anyone he cant tell anyone #man. rindo.............#rindo kanade #neo the world ends with you #neo twewy #ntwewy #the world ends with you #twewy #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 1 year ago

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i think sometimes people forget dazai is 15 in fifteen

#not in the sense that they dont treat him as a fucked up kid. they also dont do that but its a different issue #but in the way people apply that statement he gives mori to his current self #like 'is there really any value to this thing we call living' or whatever #like i know i say words of a man who has not yet met chuuya nakahara #but like those are genuinely the words of a dazai with no chuuya in his life yet #by the end of fifteen chuuyas given dazai motivation to try at living and i think from that point forward the statement he made doesn't like #i dont think it covers his current ideas on the topic anymore #its not that there isn't any value to living it's that he specifically is incapable of finding it or smth something like that #and even then i think that gets warped more as time goes on yk #idk. take anything i say abt dazai with a spoonful of salt im not as caught up as i should be

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sunspinecity · 9 months ago

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its so crazy that staff was like "yeah we're adding the grand exchange shop to fix the rampant issue of ancient gene clutter!" and we were all like "yay!" and then they just. didn't fix the issue of clutter in the marketplace. which was what we all actually cared about. And now it's to the point where i've been camping this mp with 5 min timers for (no joke) the last 9 fucking hours trying to find Secondary Gene: Striation (MODERN) while every ancient variation has stocked plentifully and often. and when the next ancient inevitably comes out next month it's going to get even worse. like. Man.

#sometimes i wonder if they even play the damn game bc if they did they would realize how bad the mp is rn. ''chime they have personal accs''#then why haven't they fixed this if they know. Like do they know. DO THEY KNOW? I dont know im going fucking insane rn man. 9 hours.#fr #flight rising #ancients #chimechatter #it did stock finally btw sometime during hour 9. im good i dont need it anymore. but like. Nine fuckin hours for a single gene. insane shit #what is so hard about just stuffing all the ancient genes in the grand exchange shop where theyre always stocked & can have dom discounts #& then leaving the treasure MP for the moderns. i am demoralized.

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kalcium-yippee · 7 months ago

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Mmkay, so, let me get this right. The Crime™ is murder, and the Punishment™ is an anemic Russian rat taking your life and body. Got it.

#this fucking manga man #i dont even know ehat happenning anymore #also fyodor kinda fine this chapter #rip bram you was a real one #bsd #new bsd chapter #bsd 114.5 #bsd chapter 114.5 #bungou stray dogs new chapter #bungou stray dogs #crime and punishment #crime and punishment bsd #fyodor #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor bsd #bsd fyodor #meme

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ef-1 · 2 months ago

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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mostlymaudlin · 1 year ago

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one of my favorite things about carry on fandom (at least as it has existed since i joined in 2021) is that no one gets hung up on like... writing expertise or fics being "out of character." this is especially impressive because there is SO MUCH character analysis that goes on in this fandom, and yet it never translates to dunking on interpretations of characters that ppl disagree with. there's just genuine joy over the face that people are out here writing and sharing and putting their own twists on stories.

in general, everyone is just so encouraging abt art, and that's such a wonderful environment for people who are new to writing/sharing their writing. and for people who are not new but still feel nervous about putting themselves out there. it's really special! i think it's similar for visual art too

#i know i dont write much snowbaz anymore but i genuinely think that #fanfic (and fiction writing in general) probably wouldnt be such a big part of my life if not for #how enjoyable is was to write for carry on fandom.#i learned so fucking much about writing and about why *i* enjoyed writing #because i just felt so safe putting stuff out there and doing the ugly parts of learning #without fear that i was gonna piss someone off or get dragged or criticized or something LOL #idk man im just in my feelings abt this rn #quiet lil shoutout to kris and pal and aralias and all the other people who go the extra mile to rly influence this into the #comfortable space it is. like these vibes are not accidental

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