#i dont even know whyyyy.
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i feel sooooo bad about my art ? ? ?
#i feel like ive never been this demotivated about it.#i dont even know whyyyy.#i feel like its gotten worse... i drew better before.... but like. ive been studying and doin figure drawings and trying new things..#i dont think my eye's improved cuz i look at older art and still think thats good...#i dont even know if its cuz i think its bad i just. dont. like it.#its sooo scary is this what art block is this feels horrible.#i have to study. a lot. and like. do colour i feel that if i get more confident w/that i'll feel better......#also i might just be tired. so very tired.#who knows~ i wanna get better though im gonna self critique (<- feels directionless this might help) and then try to. fix it.#(still dont know what i *want* from my art. maybe ill collects a bunch of stuff that makes me feel and see if i can glean anything from tha#t)
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deserving to be held
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#i feel like i made many pieces with this similar message but its just bc the thought of vashwood coming from loved backgrounds and having#been taught how to love.. been taught how to care and knows what that feels like and then having it ripped violently from them for years#to the point they're both afraid to touch each other and feel undeserving of the love they receive even though they both know they love the#other and yearn for it deeply#it's a long healing process and i dont think they had enough time to fully process it together but at least#they can steadily learn the warmth of another again before the end#correct me if im wrong but the only time canonically that vashwood hugged was in vol 10 and it actually sends me into ruins#u know. the half hug when vash caught ww and gripped his side like that.#like hoooow whyyyy waughhauhguhgss#ruporas art
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I guess I'm glad the Reel Drama dolls are getting a restock. They needed it so bad. I had thought it weird that Cleo was getting one after how bad the first release went, but this makes a lot more sense. (They should release a Ghoulia too...omg the bright red with the grayscale, and her poster would slayyyyyy)
That being said, I still really wish they would release the posters separately. I don't want all the dolls, but I do really want all the posters.
#monster high#monster high dolls#monster high gen 1#monster high reel drama#like whyyyy haven't the posters been put on t-shirts#you know what tho...#mattel creations charges like $25 for 1 poster for that price i may as well get a doll too even if i dont want it#we'll see how the creepro rerelease goes#i was able to get all of the second wave so maayybe mattel figured their shit out?#text post#i still wish frankie's accent color was green instead of blue#i assume cleo's will be gold
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I love the way he laughs, it's so genuine and real. 🥹🥹🥹
#i dont even know#random#idk why#why am i like this#whyyyy#taz skylarrrrr#taz skylar blog#taz skylar daily#taz#taz sanji#taz skylar#how is he so fine#fine#fine as hell#fangirl#fangirling#fandom#fan#one piece#i dont fucking know#idk what else to tag#delulu#genuine#real#laugh#for fun#how is he so cute#cute#cutecore#fuck yeah
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they tried delivering the second of my two peter hammill tour posters today but for some fucking reason it requires a signature. a poster. a piece of paper rolled up in a tube for which i paid less than $100. please just give me the poster. please. i am so tired
#i can only imagine its because its coming from greece but like. whyyyy..#the other one was from england and they just left it on the front porch. like everything else i get......#anywya im making my mom go get it from the post office while im at work bc the office closes before i get off#and she has to take the physical notice they gave me with my signature on it she cant even sign on my behalf#i would just ask them to deliver it again tomorrow and ask to call me so i can get it but i dont trust them to actually call me lol#(i work in another building behind my house and idk if anyone will be near the front door or home at all when they knock)#(so the delivery guy would HAVE to call me or else i wont know theyre there. like today!!)#and i will actually start throwing things if they send it back to athens. so im not risking it#'good story twig' THANKS!!!!!#a beast that can talk#babble burble banter
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i just wanna say that supertopics are maintained by moderators who are also fans of the artist. you can only post and share when you are already at a certain “level” as well. you can be blocked of course, and that’s all up to mods, for example, if they see you are a fan of another person, which will be obvious if your pfp is that person or what you post about on your blog is about them. you can also be reported by other members. it’s not rocket science. you can view what other STs people are joined in. it’s not all bad, it is a way to stop hate posts from other fandoms as well. just to make sure everyone is a fan of that one person. other times, some members may be banned for a certain number of days if they do something against the rules of the ST. that’s all. just sharing some facts. 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻
#personal#nooooo but whyyyy do people love to spread hot takes when they obvs dont know how weibo even works#and have no grasp of common sense like??? 😂😂😂😂#i stay on her mind i got condos up on that bitch’s head 😌😌😌#thank you cardi b for that line
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cant stress how obsessed i am with yamaguchis shirt
#snap chats#this is rgg related because i said so shut up ANYWAY#i DID steal this from twitter but i need to share it every with everyone so im not sorry#the person i stole this from rt'd a photoset from themselves and in it motomiya wearing The Silliest outfit ever#but ive already shared too much. ive already gone off topic too much we're moving on#i will bookmark it tho cause it makin me giggle#anyway if you cant read it. and id be so happy to type out what it says.#it says 'can't miss it!! you've got to go to nepal they have a big festival called Maha Shivaratri full moon night in february'#dont know why it makes me giggle it just does. like fuck man maybe i SHOULD go to nepal in february <- maha shivaratri is in march next yea#anyway everyone be nice to me today i have a spanish exam later and it Should be easy#but i was fighting god and the devil last night trying to sleep because my cramps decided to kick my ass EXTRA hard#I NEVER GET BAD CRAMPS WHYYYY DID IT HAVE TO BE BEFRE AN EXAM WHEN I NEED GOOD SLEEP !!!!!!#im lucky my spanish class is in the evening but god it was so painful#the last time i experienced pain as bad as that was when i was trying to sleep after busting my wrist#so awful.... i hurt a lil now but i'll get through it#ok bye let me study up just to reaffirm some Spanish Knowledge with myself
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#my art lol#vocaloid#shitpost#oliver vocaloid#vocaloid oliver#miku vocaloid#hatsune miku#miku hatsune#vocaloid miku#everyone's asleep time to post shitpost#i could be using my time for much better things but. nope! 😂😭#why are they in the windows xp background? dont even ask hskdjghakjhgk i honestly dont know. computer hell#the clown was originally gonna be fukase but since the joke was gonna be about selling miku merch anyways i felt clown miku was better lol#i can never draw oliver from the back UGHHHH sobs throws up. his hair is so weird for me to draw in general why little guy whyyyy#back/side angles in GENERALLL JUST FUCK ME UP i hate it 😭😭 why can i never do perspectiveee. anatomy. throws up and cries
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🎶Feels like a failure & never added anything to fandoms anyways~
#i am so so so so so so so tired of myself#you have no idea how much i want to draw but anything i do is utter shite so im losing the energy to keep trying♡#i feel like a fucking failure & let down#but tbh never added anything valuable to conversations at all#im so ready to delete my blog & vanish into the ether#im so sorry about this all#i dont know why ive tried to do something here#what a fucking wasteeeee lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo#whyp do i even try#why do i even try#whyyyy do i even tryyyyy#about to step out & not post here ever again#sorry for just being annoying in the first place♡
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#no to be mean but sometimes i just dont have the energy to make myself like reply to ppl nd try to interact#continiously ppl block me bc i dont reply fast enough or etc etc#nd it's just like damn i tried just to get blocked???? 🥴🥴🥴#also funny thing in my experience it's mostly girl mutuals who lose patience nd block me#hmmm inchresting 🧐#anyway im wording this clumsily but like im just so exhausted nd my heart's tired#im tired of building some sort of light online attachment to someone#just to feel crushed when i notice they've blocked me nd i dont even know why???#also wanna be clear that im referring to ppl i've talked to. not just interactions. sksks 🥴#i know not everyone will block me nd i know there r nice ppl here but like i dont have the energy to sort thru it all#or take chances bc im tired 😭😭#i feel bad bc there r ofc very kind ppl who reach out to me nd stuff but in my bones im dejected#like what if i actually do start talking nd i start feeling affinity to u nd slight healthy attachment nd then boom one day u block me???#i feel mean nd oversensitive complaining abt this but idk 😣#i liked this mutual nd talking to them but they blocked me nd idk whyyyy what did i do i always do smth y'all gotta fill out a form telling#maybe if i had irl friends i wouldnt care tho im aware im a loser
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venting in the tags bc of my gOD
#i feel so stupid#whyyyy why am i crushing for the first time in years#and is on someone who i have no chance with!!!#i dont even know if they are bi or just gay#i feel like im the whole circus pleaseeeee#also pretty sure the more they talk to me the more they think im annoying#i can do this#why am i not a boyyy why do i have to be enby and fem presenting hhHHHH#anyways venting here bc we are moots everywhere except for here i think so#personal
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SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY IT SAYS THERES AN ASK IN HERE BUT IT NO SHOW ME!???
#confused#confuzzled#curfufled#i dont fucking know#i dont even know#i dont know#i dont get it#i dont understand#i don’t know#i don’t understand#i don’t even know#i don’t get it#i don’t like it#i don’t like this#whyyyy#why#idk why#like why#why me#why is this happening#why is it like this
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*gives garlic bread*
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[ what is this ? I don’t want this . ]
#elevator hitch#elevator hitch coworker#elevator hitch normal guy#elevator hitch protag#elevator hitch rp#studio investigrave#elevator hitch colleague#elevator hitch antag#1950s#what is this#garlic bread#what the fuck#i dont even know#whyyyy#???
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Finally finished my charts for the upcoming translyric projects I want to do and ough... these are going to be so much harder than my first two ;---;
#ive got a few songs ive been dying to chip away at but i kept putting them off because making the syllable/translation chart takes a sec#and sure enough im going through the syllables and they're either impossible for me to count#or i can tell them rhythm wont flow the same if i put english words into the exact same configuration#(there are so many quick syllables that flow into the words or are kinda dropped off/breathed into in japanese im finding)#so im going to need to get creative with some of the lines and make a whole new rhythm for a few and 🙃#i know nothing about music theory#i was just here for the fun poetry fitting into nice neat lines like Triage and Salamander asdcvbn#plus that means ill want to sing them to get my vision across and whyyyy#so we'll see what happens 😅#songs i have prepped (but i wont make any promises on completion/timeliness) are:#tearcdrop - cat - i love you - double from milgram#and deco27's parasite#lovesick by keina suda#comet honeymoon by nayutalien and sou#and eve's namae mo shiranai anata koi wo shita (i fell in love even though i dont know your name)#rose rambles#lyrics
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"I can fix him, no really I can.... WOAH, maybe I can't"
#taylor swift#taylornation#taylor#ttpd#ttpd spoilers#ts ttpd#ttpd era#taylor swift ttpd#delulu#i can fix him#i cant#i cant do this#i can fix them#i can fix you#delusions#let me live in my delusions#i dont even know#random#whyyyy#funny post#i can fix him no really i can#maybe i cant#cruel summer#eras tour#the tortured poets department#the tortured poets dept#what the fuck#maybe#maybe im wrong#why do i do this to myself
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OHHHHH MY GOOOOOOOODDD I AM IN CONTROL OF MY OWN FAAAAAAATE WHAT THE FUUUUUUCK.
#i i i i i i i i grdkewkci i dont know what happened but i woke up and felt my soul again.#woke up from a little nappy-nap-nap and was touched by divine forces and bless-ed???!!!!#who did i take this from?! where did it come from?! why is all nice and full and energized now??!#im not manic. im not depressed. i feel gratified and happy and its scarinng me! i dont even know whyyyy!!!!#hexacles.txt
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