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#i hate when i realize i havent seen a blog name on my dash in a while and i get concerned like#'did they deactivate? or get banned?'#no dumbass. you got blocked.#again.#i dont even know what i did#like its fine to block me yes please use the site as intended#but i enjoyed seeing their content on my dash so like. im sad.#and i cant help adding this to the long list of 'evidence that im a horrible person that ppl merely tolerate'#im too weird and mentally ill for the weird and mentally ill site#cant hold down family or friends or mutuals or followings.#i really was made to go it alone i guess#i could cry more about all that shit but im all cried out for today. i shouldnt have even concern-checked their blog#was already in a shitty state of mind and now im back to a traumatic part of my past again like fuck#i need a fucking break man#im gonna try n sleep today off. it was a disaster for me fron the moment i woke up. even before that. i had nightmares all night.#really hope i can sleep and dream about nothing tonight so i can start over tomorrow and hopefully not get yelled at while i...#...continue to not advocate for my own safety bc doing so would put my other safety in danger lol#i hate it here man i hate being trapped alone and constantly on eggshells irl and online#i dont want to do this ugh#'but at least a flowerpot didnt fall on me in the shower' (didnt get to shower bc of the hell this morning)#delete later / /#personal / /#vent / /#mental illness / /
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Updated my Victor design🙏🙏
#he looks a lot less boring#i dont even know what i did#hes so#GODDDDD#anyways#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#the modern prometheus#gothic literature#gothic lit#mary shelley#i took some inspo from the frankenstein ballet#cause good lord i love victors outfit in the ballet performance
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NEOCITIES HELP?!?!?!?!?!
Please help, I have no idea what I am doing (I actually have some clue of what I am doing) BUT!!!!! My Neocities website won't show the new code.
I tweaked around with the CSS and HTML of the site as I am using the template maker from sadgrl. I use codepens to play around with it and see how it would look. When I wanted to save my progress into my Neocities page,,,,it won't show the updated website when I click on my URL even though it shows the correct layout in the little preview box next to the link in my profile.
I don't know what to do and I don't know if it was something I screwed up in the code.... anyone who has any clue how to solve this, please help.
P.S: Sorry for any spelling mistakes and weird sentence structure, english is not my ffirst language :p
#please help#neocities#html#css#html css#yesterweb#old web#old internet#indie web#web revival#website#webcore#give me advice#i dont even know what i did
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Sometimes i have the urge to join a random facebook group and then i get hit by the fact that i’m banned from facebook ://
#colesstar posts#I dont even know what i did#I used to look through my mums friends but that was it 😔#I also tried to find my mums friends son because he dropped something off at my house for mine mother and my sister thought he was hot#Yea..-
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this is just lovely ! ! ! i am so happy rn wow ! ! ! ! ! !
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idk if its weird thing to celebrate but I have no one to tell this to so
Y'ALL I GOT SILK TOUCH ON MY FIRST ENCHANTMENT TRY LDKJHSLJEFEFS
ALSO UNBREAKING EFFICIENCY HOLY SHIT ASDDJSAKSHL
#minecraft#THIS IS MY FIRST TIME COMITTING TO A WORLD#ITS BEEN 2 MONTHS IM WAY TO INVESTED IN THIS#I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID#this post gets one note ill show a pic of my chaotic room
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Why did you leave? Why did everyone leave?
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PAPYRUS! HE SMELLS LIKE THE MOON.
#i doodled these during lectures ^_^ really liked how they turned out so i colored them...#(TRYING TO MAKE THE SHADOW OF THE PAPER AS UNOBNOXIOUS AS POSSIBLE WAS A PAIN IT TOOK LIKE 6 FILTERS GRRRGGRRGRRGRGRGRR)#i dont even think i succeeded in the end anyway... oh wellllllll#btw why did he say this... he doesnt know what the moon smells like <- DOES HE..........#hes so goofy...... i love him so much...............#papyrus#papyrus undertale#papyrus the skeleton#undertale#cheese draws
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"aphobia doesn't exist"
bitch literally not that long ago an aroace youtuber animator was insulted by almost half of its community for being it
#i did some research about it and found out that the problem was principally that she had previous experience in the romantic area#so people just didn't take her seriously and said she was lying#even though she stated multiple times that she wasn't comfortable in those situations#now things are more calmed but damn#mind your own bussiness#i believe she knows more about herself than you#sorry if i offended you with this comment but i hate how aro/ace/aroace people are always left behind#insulted and rejected because they “dont know what they are talking about”#or because they “just have to wait for the right person”#or because they are “psychopaths and they are missing something”#i love that animator and she helped me realise a lot about myself#and now that i know the context i think i will start making a list and killing aphobes one by one#aromantic#arospec#asexual#aroace#acespec
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone!
#for finncakes.arts dtiys on instagram... i missed you wxs#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#polysho#my ipad did not survive this one its at 3% after like 5 procreate crashes#and sending me visions of it being put down like a dog. Not happening#kirapipi album release im FREE#wxs getting 1 another wanopo comm and 2 a traditional japanese style song. ive been saying they need it. emu deep voice can save the world#I drew emus recent card the untrained but i dont KNOW HOW TO RENDER SNYMORE IDK HOW TO DO IT. SO SHES TRAPPED#in my wip art timeloop for eternity.#tsukasa is pissing me off so bad in this no matter how many times i drew and redrew his head imhe just completely breaks the illusion of#depth i think i actually did alright on rui and emu. i love how theynlook. Went hard rendering tsukasas outfit i guess which.#pisses me off MORE. its NOT THE FOCAL POINT. TSUKASA INHOPE YOUR NEXT LIM HAIRCUT IS EVEN MORE STUPID. YOURE RUINING MY LIFE.#whats supposed to be his hand is so fucked up with the perspective too helppp me just pretend its nenes.#the tonal difference from my ladt post is so funny. fuck you siffrin you stupud cat
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I was wondering why i wasnt showing up in the tian ya ke tag. But turns out im just shadowbanned
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Tim Drake Accidentally Takes Over the World (and Didn’t Think to Mention It)
So, Janet somehow spent decades climbing her way into every government worth a damn, ruling the entire world from behind the scenes. And then, because the universe is apparently wild, she left it all to Tim.
Cut to Tim Drake, the brand-new, completely reluctant secret ruler of the entire planet. And he just… never really thought it was worth mentioning?
The Batfam finds out when Bruce stumbles across an encrypted memo traced to a mysterious Gotham office with Tim’s name on it.
Bruce, holding up the memo: “Tim. Want to explain why this document about, oh, international finance reforms is signed with your encryption key?”
Tim, not even looking up from his laptop: “Oh, yeah. That. Janet left me her ‘global influence portfolio’ or whatever. Mostly paperwork.”
The Batfam stares in total shock.
Dick sputters nearly dropping his coffee: "Wait—you’ve been managing world policies?!”
Tim, shrugging, barely paying attention as he emails the president of Germany: “Well, yeah. I figured someone had to keep things running. It's not that big a deal. I mostly just redirect some policies. You know, keep things running smoothly.”
Jason, absolutely cackling: “Are you telling me that little Replacement here is the reason for half the ‘global cooperation’ headlines?”
Tim, scrolling through emails: “They send me reports; I send suggestions. And honestly, they make it way more dramatic than it is. It's not that hard."
Barbara stares at him, half horrified, half impressed. “How did we not notice this?”
Tim blinks. “I mean, it’s not like I was actively hiding it. I assumed you guys knew I was… kind of managing these things?”
Cue utter disbelief.
Stephanie, laughing too hard to breathe: “Tim, do you have world leaders on speed dial?”
Tim, completely unfazed: “Only the important ones. They text, mostly. Oh—by the way, I might’ve influenced a minor arms control thing last week. Don’t worry; it’s all sorted.”
Bruce, looking like he’s two seconds from fainting: “Sorted? Tim, we're talking about you having global authority here. People notice these things."
Tim shrugs again as his phone buzzes with notifications. “Sure, but it’s not like they’re going to do anything too crazy. I just suggest stuff, and they listen. Honestly, it’s like herding really powerful, really overdramatic cats.”
Damian, scandalized: “You mean to tell me, Drake, that you’re manipulating world politics like it’s a game of checkers?”
Tim, still casual: “Manipulating’s a strong word. Like I said, it’s more just nudging things along.” His phone buzzes again. “Oh, hang on. France is panicking about their energy policy again.”
The Batfam tries to process the fact that Tim—Tim, who routinely forgets what day it is—is now, somehow, running the world.
And then his phone buzzes with a message from the UN Security Council.
Tim sighs, glancing down. “Oh, great. Looks like they’re debating nuclear arms again. Be right back.”
Meanwhile, the Batfam is left absolutely speechless, processing the fact that their Tim—scrawny, coffee-fueled Tim—is apparently one of the most powerful people on the planet. And to him its just another tuesday.
#tim drake#batfam#tim accidentally becomes the most influential person in the world and its not even his fault#janet was totally paranoid ant who knows what and knew she had to get herself involved with any politics she could#somehow this means she ends up becoming some kind of consultant that all the governments go to for any advice#tim just doesn't care because it means more paperwork for him#tim learned everything he knows from janet herself so when she dies they all do what she wrote in her will and go to her son instead#batfam in absolute disbelief#how did none of them realize?!#tbf i dont think its something anyone would realize unless they were out right told#tim drake ruling the world
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i literally do not care about big emergencies on abc's 911. i want to see my characters talk to each other and have stories that are parallels to small, everyday (everyday for first responders) emergencies
#why must everything be such a big ass event#okay yes it makes sense for a season premiere (tsunami my beloved <33)#and they sometimes slay at the end of a season (sniper arc <33)#but god other than that i literally do not care!!!!#bc they are bad#im not even sorry but the ebola 2.0 story is just not interesting to me#i would never rewatch it even if it gave us buck athena doing crime and chobby moments that make me scream and my beautiful boy ravi#like i care about the characters!!!!!#idgaf about anything else tbh#thats why i watch this show bc i love (almost) every character on this show and i want to learn more about them and see them in situations#so many recent episodes have zero rewatchability to me bc tim is out here trying to do some crazy ass thing that ends up not being executed#well or sacrifices character development#and like man what are you doing???#making episode long arcs that are still focused on the mains and not just doing shit for the sake of doing shit is possible and has been#done on 911 before#pls#tim pls i want my characters to have satisfying development and arcs i dont need to see a 4 minute long helicopter chase or your poorly#written versions of movies you like#either start cooking up good mass events again (see: earthquake tsunami sniper) or just stopppp doing them pls#sorry i saw tims interview where he said there's gonna be another mass casualty event at the end of 8 and i just know its not gonna be it#like some of these episodes this man has been writing have so few good character moments/interactions that im like.#why did i even watch the episode i could have gotten all i wanted from gifs on tumbler dot com and wouldnt have had to watch 40 minutes of#poorly written everything else#anyway i love everyone who works on 911 abc (excluding tim) they are beautiful and hardworking and put up with that bald mans delusionals#and ofc i love all my beautiful mains you are the reason i watch this show i cannot imagine 911 without my beloved firefam
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That's going in the collection 📷
#“i dont even know what i did wrong” well if i told you that would be me babying you#and im not white so youll be upset with that alone#chasingtheskyline
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puts her in a blender
#ok ykw lineart can be fun kinda a little but its still my no. 1 opp tho fuck lineart#did a bit of rendering too AUGH... idk what to do with my art................#i love textures but i also like seeing line weight a lot how am i supposed to like combine them#pulling my hair out#anyw zero context to this i just wanted to practice rendering LMFAO maybe shes modelling for niki idk#i dont even know if the anatomy is correct 💀💀💀💀💀 rip her spine i guess#aimee the heartbreaker#my art
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