#i don't wanna think anymore

[nvrth1nk]

i feel so frustated

okay, uhmm, i just need to vent, write, to do anything like that so i can feel that i am actually doing something besides being a shame.

i am 4 days clean, maybe 5, i don't know tbh but i feel that i won't make it, i know it. I KNOW it's an addiction and it's normal that i feel this urge and this is how it works in my brain, and not every day gonna be perfect nor good and we all feel this way. but the obvious thing here is: i want to hurt myself. not only cvtt, yk? im not upset with nothing right now, i am not raging, i just don't know how i feel and this is the worst.

i hate being angry, and wanting to break things and be mean to everyone, i hate it, i shouldn't be like that, i wasn't like that, i don't wanna be like that, but i am. sometimes feeling empty is better than being angry ALL the time, because people can't and they won't understand why "are you mad at nothing." sometimes is better to feel nothing, to be nothing. but even when i am not angry, i'm can't feel better, in any way.

for me, being empty or zoning out is always different. most of the days i won't even get out of bed and lock myself in my room and don't eat nor drink water, doing nothing. and i will just stay there like an body just existing and i won't even answer anybody texts or calls. and i like it. i always loved being besides hating feeling lonely, but i like my messy room in the dark, and be alone without a single thought in my head, and not even hearing people calling me out of my room because the music in my headphones gonna be too loud to me even realize that somebody is missing me at the dinner table. i hate how it makes people worried, but i understand them, even if when i want attention and they won't give it to me, when i isolate myself they will always want my attention and crave how worried they are before saying that i am having an attitude and being a child.

i hate it. i hate my brain, the fway it makes me feel and act. i hate feeling that i am all by myself even though i really am, i hate the sadness and the angry, even the love. i hate all of it and i would feel way better if i couldn't feel anything. sometimes i will feel nothing but most of them, i feel all, and this sucks so much. i don't want to feel anything at all, i want to die, to feel nothing, to be nothing.

[jiiyawns]

that life was taken from me long ago

[teaboot]

you're so like. inspiring. or i wish i could be inspired. you reblog that post with the blue critter and you're like "im glad i was born on this planet". how do i manage to get that mindset. how do i manage to not want the pain to stop at any cost and enjoy what's still possible to enjoy

It's my first time here and I'm never coming back

[hychlorions]

What if I told you that I've fallen?

[ID: Art of Susato Mikotoba and Haori Murasame/Rei Membami, done on a stylized background of swirling cherry blossom petals. Haori is falling backward, pulling Susato with her, so close that their noses are touching. Haori closes her eyes as she pulls off Susato’s cap, while Susato — still dressed as Ryutaro Naruhodo — looks down at her with eyes wide. The background is suffused with the faint colors of the lesbian flag. End ID]

[heybiji]

he opens his mouth to say something

but stops

[juney-blues]

when a cis person gets medical surgery and treatment to allign closer with their coercively assigned gender at birth, that is in fact, different, to when a transgender person does it.

yes, even if they're the same surgeries! and yes, even if the cis person is intersex!

that does not make a cisgender person meaningfully "trans" in any way what are you people talking about?

being transgender is kinda, fundamentally about being a different gender than you were assigned at birth! and the societal pressures that come with being that are always going to be different than someone who has the same gender that society assigns them!

like this line of thought implies that, being transgender is just a process of surgeries and hormones and medicalization? which, i shouldn't have to tell you that's transphobic but it kinda fuckin is !

i'm sorry but this is just a nonsensical concept and following it to any of its logical conclusions implies really weird things about transgender people and intersex people.

[elitisim]

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dipper meets the guy who's taken up the role of god

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"axolutely"

[sharky-the-idiot]

Bugs when you lift up the rock

[iizuumi]

More reno sandwich!!!!!

[sugarpasteltmnt]

i hope you guys appreciate my level of self control because i am BURNING to drop teasers and treats for my next AU but I don't wanna start doing that until it's a bit closer to ready to reveal

[teddybeartoji]

i feel like suguru might not actually be a morning person on his own, but he is a morning person for you. like he wants to get up early and he wants to cook you breakfast. he wants to watch you wake up and he wants to see that darling sleepy smile of yours, so he forgets all about his morning grumpiness. you are way more important than that.

[ghostly-cabbage]

We need to talk about the worst thing about making AUs....

The fact that then when you inevitably think about crossovers you don't want the crossover with the canon you want it with your specific AU. Your brain worms, your circus, but THEN WHAT?

Oh, yeah, to understand this crossover you need to go read this entirely different fic/series? Girl help 😭 you can't do that

[hychlorions]

i've accepted i will never finish this 🫶 so have my half-baked attempt at that confessing on valentine's song. with klapollo

[kaiserouo]

if timeline reflections are simulations how fast would cayde notice that

[captainhysunstuff]

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Ryuk makes his grand return and is brought up to speed with Light and L's immoral union. The date seems pretty successful~.

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