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mother. mother, stop.
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#snake::venom#bruh#was talking to ma and i said i like my maths teacher less than my chem and physics teachers#and we guessed it was cause he talked less#he's all work and no play; no jokes in class or wtv#then she's like; see you like him less cause he talks less so people will like you less cause you talk less (as a joke but...)#STOP#I AM TRYING SO HARD TO TALK MORE#YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH OF A STRUGGLE IT IS TO TALK TO ANYONE BEYOND MY ABSOLUTE CLOSEST FRIENDS#I CRY ABOUT IT LITERALLY 5-7 TIMES A WEEK#AND RECENTLY EVERYDAY#CAUSE I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS IN MY CLASS AND IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO MAKE ANY WITHOUT DEVOTING A SHIT TON OF TIME TO THE FRIENDSHIP#well she doesn't know :/#i don't plan on telling bc she won't get it#even if she does#i don't wanna take the chance#anyways i sad now
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Tempted to write a replaced au twst fic where Yuu (or alternatively, I'll use my Yuu, Riyuu, who is basically who I'm writing this for) used to be the cutest girl around, the cheery one who's always around everyone, the one you can't seem to dislike even if your crush falls for her because she earnestly says sorry (even though it's not her fault) and will always help you out if you need her back in her old school. But one day, a new girl comes around and her whole reputation got destroyed. She helps the new girl adjust, tells her all the rumours and introduces her to all the popular kids. But the girl ends up backstabbing her, telling the popular girls rumours about how she intentionally plays up the act to steal their crushes to her, and lies to the boys, telling them she's just playing with their hearts and that she's a horrible person.
Yuu ends up alone and excluded, being seen as "annoying" and only having a few close friends who doesn't really interact with her in public in fear of their reputation being ruined. She ends up miserable at school, and wishes to not go anymore. But one day comes a saving grace, she gets whisked by a mysterious black carriage into Twisted Wonderland, or more specifically, Night Raven College. She doesn't mind working if it meant she doesn't have to deal with her old school, there was still 1 and a half years left of school and she doesn't want to deal with all ghe group projects to be assigned that will inevitably end with everyone not wanting to team up with her. Plus, as annoying Grim is, he's like the animal friend all of the anime and storybook protagonists she knows has, and she doesn't mind him too much.
Some things did change after she and Grim got officially enrolled, but she had no problem adapting to the social expectations of the world, part time jobs with Sam -- and occasionally the canteen -- paid enough to get her tools for cooking basic but delicious food, and new friends without the weight of her past helped her get settled comfortably.
The existence of Overblots stunned her for a bit, but a peek into Riddle and Leona's memories helped her understand the concept, even if just a little. However, things began to change eerily simlarly to her old school when a new girl comes, also in a similar position to her, getting transported to a new, unfamilliar world, and seemingly hailing from a similar world to the Earth she knows. She warmly welcomes her, eager to finally befriend another girl, but it seems that the girl does not share the same enthusiasm.
The girl only barely responds to Yuu's attempts at forming a friendship, and always seems to talk her in a condescending way, and often dismisses her, and especially so whenever there are any boys around.
Yuu will not deny any statements claiming she's an attention seeker or that she plays up her sweet innocent girl act, but she knows to never, ever sacrifice a bystander for it. But if someone insists on war with her... well that's another, different story. She's learnt her lesson of being overly optimistic, and she will not make the same mistake twice. She will not let her make her life a living hell more than it already is with Crowley's irresponsibleness.
Aaand thus begins the story. Or well, however you wanna continue it. I'm honestly in favour of most Housewardens (Kalim, Vil, and Idia in particular. I'll put my reasoning in a few paragraphs down) Adeuce, Tweels, and Ortho for team Yuu. Why?
Well, first of all, Adeuce. This is mostly because the duo is like. with Yuu since Day 1, as much of a bitch as Ace is, I think those two are the most likely to trust and know Yuu well enough to not believe the lies R (< Replacer) tells. Especially Deuce, he doesn't want to betray a friend he knew for quite a while, that would not be very honor student-like of him!! And she helped him out in a lot of situations too! He doesn't want to hurt you after all the trouble you go through to help him, and also knowing how horrible your living conditions are. Ace would most likely give in to peer pressure if the student body is overwhelmingly in favour of R, but as of now, he maybe enjoys your company just a bit more than R. Just a bit, promise.
Tweels I feel like is self-explanatory. Those two are perceptive as fuck istg it scares me. Jade especially. I feel like the two would just toy with R for a bit despite her facade and lies before dropping her after she bothers them for attention and favours one too many times.
(Ortho ties in with Idia so I'll explain him in Idia's paragraph)
Kalim is actually very emotionally intelligent. He can come off annoying and stupid, but from all the scenes I see of him, he's actually really good at dealing with people. Have you seen how he deals with the Scarabia residents after Jamil's OB??? The way he phrases his sentences?? He didn't force or even plead with them to forgive Jamil, he simply asks them to wait before making permanent judgements, and I think he's gonna be uncomfy with how condescendingly R talks to Yuu, and even if he's used to people going after him for money, I feel like R mostly eyeing him for money and how she "secretly" sighs in annoyance everytime she goes out of the party for a "bathroom break" will only solidify his dislike/discomfort, even if he doesn't show it.
Vil is also kind of self-explanatory if you read into his character and not just the shell the official English localization makes for him. (I could rant for hours about how the official tl portrays his character istg. He's hardworking and he actually didn't attempt to poison Neige out of pure jealousy, he did it because he felt like all his efforts to be beautiful will never be able to surpass Neige, who, in his eyes, always seemed to be innocent and naturally beautiful. He feels like the villain in Neige's story. He feels like he is reduced to what he often plays as, a snobbish, overconfident villain obsessed with overthrowing the hero. And because of it, it became a twisted self-fulfilling prophecy, pushing him to, in a fit of despair, be that same villain everyone sees him as.) I really don't think he will take well to R's condescension to Yuu, who genuinely wants to befriend R. (I actually have a whole thing in my head where Yuu and Vil occasionally have sleepovers where they do skincare together after the whole VDC thing happened. I feel like this is also a "vent sesh" of sorts for the both of them, just to air out their grievances without much seriousness, and I think Yuu would admit to wanting a fellow girl in the school that she could befriend, since no matter what, being the only girl can be exhausting.) Ik Vil's not a girl but he is such a girls' girl istg.
Idia... this mostly ties into Ortho and The STYX Incident, but like,, I think we can all agree on this one,, Idia is smart and capital V Very pessimistic. Would you rather trust the girl you've known for a while, who saw your memories, who helped you in awkward social situations when she can and is besties with your brother or some random new girl who trash talks said girl behind her back? The former, right? Plus, even if Yuu did only hang out with him and his brother because she likes to secretly laugh at him behind his back, there's mo guarantee R wouldn't do the same, given his experience. And he would rather have someone who actively helps him and his brother out than someone who wouldn't.
I didn't put Malleus in because of how canon him actually treats Yuu. I feel like the fandom kind of put on rose-tinted glasses on with his character, and kind of ignored some things like, idk... him just leaving them to fend for themselves homeless during Octavinelle... maybe he thought Crowley would offer them a place to stay but like... I'm still bothered by how didn't atleast offer a spare room in Diasomnia. He's a housewarden goddamnit. He's not as distant or scary as the rumours say but like. still rubbed me the wrong way.
Anyways I don't think my attention span will let me write it to completion so if anyone likes this and wants to write it feel free. Pls tag me if you do tho. I would love to read it :3
#was listening to all eyes on me while writing this btw#You can also insert an Obey Me crossover with Replaced AU on that end that also ended horribly#“First' the worst; maybe third's the charm!”#I don't play Obey Me though so I can't rlly construct the narrative for that one#Also I don't hate Malleus nor Malleyuu I swear#I just think we're a bit biased with his actions sometimes...#Anyways if anyone wants to just ditch the school for RSA#Valid. You're 100% valid#I just got attached to Adeuce Kalim and Vil lol#I would just run to RSA if I ever get the chance tho#Fuck Crowley noone likes Crowley 🙂😇#twisted wonderland#twst#Do I tag twst x reader???#fuck it why not it's literally based on an entire angst au anyways#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#replaced au#twst replaced au#twisted wonderland replaced au#okay enough tags I'm tired#I'm not gonna tag the specific characters mentioned#I'm too tired and I don't wanna :3#Also R is used for Replacer for this entire thing sorry#I haven't played twst for a long; looooong while but I like some of the boys too much to let go [sigh]#Also just bc it's fun to think about#Waiting for Limbus or HSR to get updated so take some twst brainrot in the meantime#I love Villainess manhwas#Ofc I would love Replaced AUs
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"Oh no, someone's attracted to the aesthetics of my -punk movement but doesn't know the praxis and history behind it like I do--"
OK. Tell them. Make it a teaching moment. Everyone who's in your movement learned the background from somewhere at some point, maybe this is that point for that person. Give them a jumping off point that they can dive into later.
"Oh but I shouldn't be responsible for teaching baby -punks about the history and the how-tos and--"
OK. Then don't tell them. You don't have to be responsible for teaching people with a budding interest in your group the ins and outs and how-tos. That's fair and valid! It can be a lot of work. Someone else will handle it
"But I'm annoyed that they would try to claim to be part of/be interested in my community without knowing all the details that I know after being in it for months/years/decades, they're dumb, they're posers, they're--"
OK. Then don't engage with them, if it's that bad. Maybe someone else will come around and tell them the history, maybe they'll pick it up on their own, maybe they'll just enjoy the fashion elements for awhile.
"But they shouldn't claim to be part of the -punk community if they don't know the--"
I feel like we have a few options here. People can either talk to them, share the history, share the values, share the praxis. Or they can just chase off anyone who even thinks about dipping a toe in their community, and then wonder why it's dying off later down the line.
I dunno, maybe I'm too naive and patient or whatever. But if people are entering your -punk spaces without knowing The Rundown of what you feel they need to know, maybe being nice about it and informing people instead of immediately assuming stupidity and malicious intent could help you make a new friend. Even the loudest voices in a space had to learn from somewhere, and not everyone has the luxury of being in the space as the History was Happening--whether it's an age thing or a not being aware of the space thing. Or maybe I just don't see what the big deal is behind people hating people who like the aesthetic of something and don't know the behind the scenes history about it yet.
Because I believe in the word 'yet.' No one comes into this world knowing everything about everything, and we're all constantly learning new things. I'm not gonna degrade someone and call them a poser for not knowing what I know. Because if it were me, interested in a scene but getting chased out and called a poser? I wouldn't hit the books and study up, I'd go 'that fuckin sucks, those people sucked' and then avoid anyone and anything having to do with it.
So chase people off and call them posers if you want. But if your community starts dwindling, don't be fucking shocked.
#out of queue#ani rambles#punks and posers#i cant even call this a 4am hot take because its 7pm but like#idk i keep seeing posts about like 'how DARE people think I bought my punk clothes how DARE they not know the how-tos and DIYs'#or 'ugh people only care about the ~aesthetics~ of my movement if you don't know shit get out of here' and like#maybe I'm just a shy ass introverted nerd whos scared of social rejection! but I avoid that shit like the plague#so if someone were to reject me based on not knowing about something I'd never even heard about? something i was JUST getting into?#there's a high chance I'd just scram and never look back. i don't wanna be the one who causes that emotion in someone else#granted this is coming from someone who STILL doesn't know how to make her own patches or worked up the courage to do direct action praxis#outside of offering neighbors to my tomatoes and trying to talk to people about what I'm passionate about#but still imo unless someone's a malicious intentional bad actor i dont see the point in scaring newbies off#thats how movements die imo#i know this is my solarpunk blog but its not a solarpunk specific thing#i think the main post that inspired this was about store-bought versus self-made spiked leather jackets#which honestly just feels petty to me but who knows.#might delete later
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cannot even begin to explain how much they mean to me
#take a shot every time lando says oscar in that sweet fond whiny voice#<- actually please don't you'd prob black out#there's something ab lando giving oscar the chance to win on the last round in every challenge that just#ugh they're so important to me#i get it osc i also look at lando like that#they are my boys#i wanna wrap them up in a blankie#lando norris#oscar piastri#landoscar#mctwinks#mclaren#f1
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op turned off rbs but is this about that dark past fangame that everyone is now lauding as basically pre-canon explorers despite it literally being just a fangame that also happens to be extremely racist with some of its messages
#bwark#i don't remember the exact details emery was telling about but the stuff with rampardos was very uncomfortable to hear about#it was basically something to do with him being a ''savage'' and some sort of lesser being? idk emery help me out here when you wake up#but like. does that remind you of anything#i also remember the fatphobic line about wigglytuff too. lmao#i think this can also be about e*ts. idk how edgy it gets but ive heard that it treats the explorers cast like shit in order to hype up#breloom as the obvious writer's pet. and also everything ive heard about it makes it seem like it was made out of spite#like iirc grovyle's character is basically the writer getting pissed at explorers fans for wanting a remake and saying to move on from it#and like. that would be fine (without the passive aggressiveness) if it was more about explorers fans giving the 3ds games a chance#but it wasn't that it was just berating explorers fans for wanting more explorers stuff WHILE BEING AN EXPLORERS ROMHACK#like do you not see the hypocrisy there#it really gives reborn vibes as something just completely made out of spite#not even going into how weirdly both of these games treat the female characters#anyway pmd fans stop putting romhacks on a pedestal and lauding them as ''basically canon'' just because they fufill your edgy quota#ALSO THE CHATOT POINT IS SO TRUE#''e*ts calls out chatot for stealing our money'' chatot literally only takes money because it's a fee from the exploration federation and i#literally says this in-game. you are shooting the messenger when you parrot this take. this man is just doing his job he doesn't personally#have it out for you lmao it's fine to not like him as a character but some of you need to get over your childhood grudge against him#<- tags that remind me i need to finish my chatot analysis but i don't wanna replay eos rn to screenshot hunt
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As a show of good faith toward the remaining Decepticons at the beginning of a new, united Cybertron, newly appointed Senators Bumblebee and Soundwave allowed Shatter and Dropkick to enlist into Autobot City's Defense Team.
These two turned out to be... not the best choices.
The city may have fallen to Insurgent Decepticon occupation had it not been for young recruits Hot Rod and Arcee's accidental interception of Shatter's communication with the fugitive Starscream.
To replace the errant Defense Team members, Springer and Blurr were reassigned from Iacon to Autobot City in their stead.
#my art#tf reconstruction#transformers#bumblebee movie#tf shatter#tf dropkick#maccadam#transformers au#semi-introduction to my idea for antagonists in tf:r - specifically being movie villains slotted into my au#bc if the main crux of the main reconstruction story in autobot city is about hot rod and her rise to becoming rodimus prime#which comes from the First movie - why not loosely adapt other movies too??#ive got ideas for most of them already - kinda jumping back and forth between the modern day story and my pre-war ''downfall'' story#which gives my brain a break from thinking about one to think about another#anyway - i imagine the first ''episode'' of tf:r would be like. hot rod shows up in autobot city on her first day > meets the team#> gets assigned arcee as her partner > arcee hates it > they over hear shatter talking to someone they don't recognise because rod's nosey#> huh that's weird > they intercept it next time by accident > its a communication to starscream about the city's defenses#> they take it to ultra magnus but they break the pad on the way because they were arguing about it#> ''hot rod i know you're new here. and you're intrigued about the war and everything. but we shouldn't be suspicious of everyone wearing a#purple badge. give them a chance.'' > arcee drops it bc she doesn't wanna start trouble + ''magnus will handle it. he always does somehow.'#> rod does not drop it and makes blaster monitor shatter's messages for anything unusual > blaster indulges her bc he's endeared to her#> he does end up intercepting an encrypted message > rod immediately acts and chases after shatter and dropkick on an outside-city mission#> arcee goes after her to stop her from fucking up really bad > blaster unencrypts the message. it's a rendezvous point to start an invasio#> magnus kup blaster and perceptor all head out to help the two young'uns before they get in over their heads#> rod and arcee meet and fight starscream and barely make it out by the skin of the teeth thanks to the more experienced autobots arrival#> starscream shatter dropkick and whoever else is there are driven off#> day is saved - magnus commends rod's gut instincts but rod goes back to what magnus said about not trusting bots with purple badges#> she was right this time but its an exception not a rule and most other decepticons in the city want to live in peace#> magnus also commends that attitude and the team head back > starscream starts plotting his Next Big Plan#''post credits'' scene of magnus putting the request in for springer and blurr + robot dinosaur opening its eye in the dark👀👀#longwinded but ya thats like the Clearest idea for Specific Events so far other things are Stuff I Want To Happen
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having many thoughts about "natural talent" vs growth and development and how that manifests differently in f1 vs other sports
#i think there is an actual essay that i never posted or proofread about this topic in my drafts from a few months ago#the fact that there are only 20 spots at the top creates this obsessive fixation on child prodigies#drivers with very high ceilings who reach their full potential a few years too late have no chance#if this was american football alex palou would be the 5th round draft pick that takes his team to the super bowl#<girl who knows very little about football but listened to alex rossi talk about tom brady today#and i love seing alex in indycar and i love indycar but it's a shame that it's completely impossible to see an arguably top 20 driver#in the world measure up at the top level of his sport#I JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT HE COULD DO#like how are we living in a world where nobody wants to quickly throw scott mclaughlin into an f1 car and see what happens??#i mean this in the least disrespectful to indycar way#i don't even want to send these guys to f1 for good#i just wanna see how they would do in idk a monza quali. that's basically an oval anyways#mandatory rookie practice but only for dads over 27
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HOW DO YA'LL DOWNLOAD SONIC PRIME SEASON 3 EPISODES?!?!
Reason? Uhh MAINLY THEM—
I WANNA EDIT 'EM SO BAD ToT
#sonic prime#sonic prime spoilers#sonic prime netflix#tails nine#miles nine prower#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#THE ULTIMATE SONINE- I mean- SONIC AND NINE HUG MAN T∆T#MAKES ME WANNA WRITE FIC OF IT IN NINE'S POV AND EPILOGUE BRUH–#Anyway tell me or don't tell know or don't know#I just wanna express by bid of Sonic Prime Season 3 like how I did with Season 2 by making tik tok edits of 'em#OR a compilation of Sontails/Sonine moments cus BOI SEASON 3 WAS WILD#LIKE BRUH “Shadow thinks he can take Sonic away from me? Not a chance” COME ON#SONIC KNEELED ON ONE KNEE IN FRONT OF NINE LIKE HE WAS GONNA PROPOSE?! SHIPKWHBP#Was it just me or did it seem like Shadow and Nine were playing tug of war for Sonic or something–#WAS IT JUST ME THE WAY NINE LOOKED UP AND DOWN AT SONIC YO?!–#i can't anymore#sonic prime season 3#gacha every update#sonine#sontails#rant#rant in tags#gacha every rant
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sometimes "don't give up" doesn't apply to every situation!! (stop pursuing someone who has already rejected you and has never shown any signs that they've changed their mind)
#i do NOT want to go thru this shit again#take the hint#i don't wanna be forced to come out#aromantic#asexual#aromanticism#asexuality#aspec#aroace#aro#ace#oh yeah this isn't just an aro/ace thing btw#everyone should respect others' boundaries and feelings regardless of orientation#it's just esp annoying for me bc they'll think that they still have a chance when i'm literally aroace lol#actually. stop trying to pursue someone who seems uncomfortable by your advances in the first place#lgbtq#queer#< this is an old draft btw. they finally got the hint (THANK GOD) but my point still stands.
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i was expecting bruce to take absolutely zero accountability for anything he did as zur so i'm choosing to find the silver lining in having him refer to the stupid fear chip thing as "what i did to you" and the way he's taking responsibility for the wrong he did to jason and not worm out and actually try to own it and potentially make amends (even tho i know what they're gearing up for is to have jason absolve him* without any real work involved on bruce's part)
*which isn't necessarily out of character for jason, he's a shockingly and verifiably incredibly forgiving person, considering that he's never publicly disparaged sheila for literally murdering him and still holds affection for willis and catherine in spite of their mistakes to the point where he was deeply upset about willis being killed and out loud said he forgave bruce for not saving him (not that he never blamed him, specifically that he forgave him, which implies both bruce's culpability and jason's own internal work to give him absolution which i wish more people remembered) and in general still has a relationship with half the fuckers in his family in spite of shit they've pulled. i just wish it was actually treated as a character trait, that jason is forgiving and goodhearted to the point where he lets things slide that he shouldn't so long as it only concerns himself and not others (cuz he's fundamentally selfless yes i will die on this hill) and not the writers never acknowledging that he's the fucking victim and that people deserve to be taken to task for stuff they do and that not everything bad that happens to him is his own fucking fault i hate dc.
#personal#dc comics#batman#jason todd#ok i'm done comics posting now i have to take a final exam on the middle ages#but man i don't even wanna hope that i'm wrong and bruce is gonna get an arc to work for forgiveness#and maybe be the one putting in the effort to try and fix/remove the chip as atonement for HIS crime#because i just know i'm not gonna get it#the chip is gonna be fixed with some deus ex machina and jason is gonna tell bruce 'it wasn't really you'#and bing bang boom bruce is removed from responsibility and we can return to the same circular fucking bullshit dance#that we've been dancing for nearly a fucking DECADE at this point with that godawful rhato issue i refuse to consider canon#can these characters and their relationships please just get a chance to fucking grow#and like permanently evolve and change and adapt based on what they go through and their flaws#can bruce be allowed to take responsibility for the things he does to his family and work to atone#and have that alter how he treats them in the future#FOR FUCKING ONCE
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long time no stagedorks
#what did she do to him? you don't wanna know...#christine takes every chance she gets to kiss jeremy#she'd be like jeremy there's something on your cheek!! (starts making out with him)#ssorry.#ok but does christine not seem like the biggest ultra mega flirt ever#no? just me?#whatever.#every post i stray further and further from canon but who cares#hopefully not you guys#be more chill#bmc#jeremy heere#christine canigula#stagedorks#art tag
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just found out underwater welders make over $100 an hour... I'm already gonna start working on my diver's cert next week but u telling me if i learn how to weld i can get paid to hang out underwater too??
i just want to scuba dive for fun, but i forget there are different lucrative jobs it opens up for u too. god though I'm not trying to turn another passion/curiosity into a career though ૮ – ﻌ–ა but it's good to know what my options are yk? vaguely wanting a career change after my current job
but i just want this to be a fun innocent hobby focused on fun and exploration n whatnot for the foreseeable future :3 i would hate for something so new and so different to be ruined by it becoming Work™ instead of being play.
#a side effect of having an interest become your career is becoming much more protective with ur other interests#like I've had a good amount of ppl ask if i take commissions for chokers or if i sell them and I'm like no tf i DON'T 🙅🏾♀️#they r just for fun and if anyone gets some they r simply a free gift bc ily#art and music and anything creative is just like that yk.. Do Not Have Demands Of Me. Let Me Be A Little Creative Creature#like damn imagine becoming credentialed enough to work under water but never getting the chance to free roam 😐#absolutely not.... this is For Fun ♡ there are creatures down there and i wanna be a creature down there too :3 hello friends
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Simi with Seb taking Kimi's hand in the paddock for the shipper drawing? Ferrari Simi? 🥺♥️
“One last walk?”
“It won't be the last.”
“Only as teammates.”
#i'm sorry i still can't find my style i don't even know what the hell i'm doing#simi#my art#also an interesting discovery for me is that they wear their watches on the opposite hands 😃#and that kimi used to have a smiling sun tattoo but got it covered 🌞#also i gave my tears for it so for the other two drawing prompters: there's a high chance that i'll do sketches too because coloring...#is a struggle. for real. and it takes a long time. and i wanna try different styles and sketches and things like that. i hope it's okay#also sorry if i fucked up something like tattoos or team kit or race suit design i wasn't here when they were teammates so i had to rely on#google for pics and i don't know if it was a good idea or not
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I need you all to understand that this is in no way ironic, I genuinely love him very much. This is not for the Meme, this is for the He Is My Little Princess.
Ijichi Kiyotaka my beloved
#original content? wow!#Was meant to take a break after doing the nanami one but oops#jjk ijichi#ijichi kiyotaka#Jujutsu kaisen#He's so squeaky toy core#Skrunkly little guy#Also nanami made it in hello bonus Nanami#I was genuinely hesitant to post because even tho no one sees my posts I don't wanna chance the universe setting it's sights on Ijichi#If anything happens to him I will kill everyone and then myself#Jjk#Also he got new glasses for the few moments he's in s2! Very nice
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> be a robin buckley fan
> be lesbian
> project on robin
> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic
> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve
#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!''#i have several grips about that interpretation#going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply)#to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take#a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his#inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect#him to be that smart#but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way#it fine#what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao#who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3)#3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too#like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's#rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc#the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved 😭#also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw#unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it)#like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her.#she's his friend.#but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones#where's the love for my babygirl 😭😭#anti steddie#not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone#edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel#drowned in st3ddie posts#like something isn't right here
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part 5/26ish
hey who spilled this plot in my otherkin hrt comic?
spoilers: it was me
from the beginning
#otherkin hrt#fictionkin hrt#fictionkin#otherkin#digihrt#dg arts#-apomon#we told our wife about how we were drawing from real life experiences with this comic plot#did you know it took us 2 years to realize she had a huge crush on us?#it also took us those 2 years to realize that we like#actually wanted to spend the rest of our life with her#we were like “hey... so i think i have a crush on you? but i don't wanna ruin this friendship”#and she was like “OH HUH YEP OKAY COOL”#anyways about 10 years later we got married#that has very little to do with this comic but i will take a chance if i see it to talk about our wife#also i think i may end up drawing a few bonus comics elaborating some more on how i think the .mon file thing works#or at least how i wrote it here#-sky
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