#i don't wanna tag this as anything it's not but hhh

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

that's it i'm officially DEAD and in tears omg zu.. oh my GOD zu omg i'm i can't even TYPE i'm shaking so hard it's so!!!! i'm so!!! ahjgzdyhagahgfd ZUUUUUU<33333

Happy birthday @yuriyuruandyuraart! ◟(๑•͈ᴗ•͈)◞

Ribbon (pink!Cross) & Buns (pink!Killer) by yuriyuruandyuraart respectively ;3

Cross from xtaleunderverse by jakei95

Killer by rahafwabas / rahaf-wabas / rahofy-sketch

+ the transparent one ehehe <3

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

hey, um, so i heard something about you supporting proshippers, and i just wanted to know if that was true?

not trying to start anything, just wanna know, sorry ('^-^)

i'm not a proshiper!!! but not an anti either i think? like don't get me wrong i despise pedo and underage artworks like hell but i also just blocked the tags and ships that make me feel uncomfortable a long time ago so i don't see it/reblog it accidentally and haven't seen anything like that in a while on my dash

and quite frankly labels like proship and anti terrify me HHH i don't agree nor condone harrasment or hate bombing but i also don't like proship content, especially untagged. i know you mean well dw but if i reblog anything that makes anyone uncomfortable please send me an ask to properly tag it to avoid further discomfort! i just wanna post and reblog art that caters to my hyperfixations hhh :'D

[whumpitisthen]

hey love, as someone with a lot of religious trauma, auden's mindset is feeling a little familiar here... idk if you're writing this purely for fun or for catharsis (i've always been into whump, but i got into writing to vent out all the shitty trauma feelings) but if u need to talk my dms are open <333 can't wait to see what happens next in the series

Okay i thought this was gonna go in a different direction and i was already apologising for not tagging for fucky religious mindsets hhh i will do that now

But no don't worry about me this is purely for fun and because i wanna whump an angel boy, if anything, you saying that makes me a little giddy bc i managed to write something that resonates so deeply with someone, even if its a bit fucked that this is the way i managed to do that.l

Im glad you liked it, Ive been trying to make something bigger than one-shots and drabbles, so the horrible whumpy adventures of auden will return soonish for sure, im excited to share with people the vision ive come up with! He is sad and lonely and so so squeezable :3

[fribe-mimi]

1. What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work?

Who'd ever wanna talk about feelings is my only properly finished fic, and seems to be the most popular one too. You don't even have to know much about tkrb since it's human AU.

2. What are your top 3-5 most used tags? Do you think they accurately represent your writing habits?

ABO, shameless smut, and human au. That really sums me up pretty much.

3. What are some tropes or details that you think are very characteristic of your fics?

A tsundere gets bullied. Gay pining that ends up with explosive sex. A normally pretty innocuous character getting turned into something a little nasty.

4. What detail in [insert fic] are you really proud of? The smut in Two dogs and a caged bird is some of my best. It hits and it delivers. I wish it was more popular, but I guess I sail my nihoheshisou ship alone

5. What do you wish someone would ask you about [insert fic]? Honestly any questions at all. I wish people would ask me things so much, really get to know the things I leave unwritten because there's no space for them. But my favorite would be what their clothes look like.

6. What’s one fact about the universe of [insert fic] that you didn’t get a chance to mention in the fic itself?

I do get to mention it, but the clothing in The Unexpected is something i wanna spend a million years describing to try get the exact image across. It's so hard.

7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of? Entiriety of The Unexpected is some of my best worldbuilding, and I have all of it so crisp and clear in my mind hhh. If I could draw landscapes and architecture, I'd show you all of it.

8. What song would make a great fic (to either write or read)? I lowkey used a song already for a fic, so my best answer is already gone. I think about Love you like an alcoholic a lot when writing HongJiro, but it's more of a mood than the song itself to be used. I guess I don't think about this a lot, just invidual scenes and moments.

9. How do you find new fic to read? Search up the name of my current blorbo, and then chip away fics by using the filters until only what I like will be there. That only works if people use the correct tags so they can be filtered. Happens too often and then I end up reading something that's a landmine for me.

10. How do you decide what to write?

It comes to me in a daydream and suddenly I am possessed. Usually motivated by absolute thirst, but sometimes it's from drawing something or reading another fic.

11. Are you partial to a certain character/pairing or are you more equal-opportunity? If they brothers, they be lovers. I have very fixed dynamics (top/bottom) per ship, but I do eat even outside my main ships. But as for what I write, it's always the same few because I like their dynamics and flow the best.

12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?

I've grown to dislike so much more than to like over the years, and now I'm really picky with what I eat. I think I tolerate more kinks, but... not actively like anything new.

13. Are there any tropes you used to like but don’t anymore?

Mpreg. :(

14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?

^ mpreg.

15. What’s your favorite AU that you’ve written? The fantasy one has been so much fun to write, because there's so much worldbuilding and characters to put into their cute little roles and jobs. It's very freeing to have a whole system to build.

16. What’s an AU you would love to read (or have read and loved)?

I can't get enough of yanderes as a trope, so my favorite AU is always "rich bastard yandere boss top x poor suffering bottom".

17. What highly specific AU do you want to read or write even though you might be the only person to appreciate it? I already write one! The unexpected is really low on the list in terms of numbers, because it's such a specific theme that not a lot of swordlikers seem to be into. That, and it's ABO so that trims the viewership even more.

18. If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it involve?

More like if I wrote more of... I haven't got new chapters for anything planned up. I'd like to have a tarojiro fic as a spin-off to A crime novel really doesn't need this many drunks about their childhood or something. But they wouldn't fuck in that so what's the point.

21. If you wrote a “missing scene” in [insert fic], what would it be?

It'd be a sengo x hachi lewd from before the story, in The unexpected. I need them to fuck more, there's already canon established that they do it frequently.

22. Who is your favorite character in [insert fic] and why?

Nihongou, in A crime novel really doesn't need this many drunks. He's so much fun to write as a detective. I love human au hong.

23. What’s a trope, AU, or concept you’ve never written, but would like to? Demons & Angels. I don't care for them muchy specifically, but I've had ideas and ruminations about it.

24. Are there any easter eggs in [insert fic], and if so, what are they? I can't remember them off the top of my head, but I know there's a couple at least. I always get really giddy hoping someone sees them or gets them. Sometimes it's not as much an egg as foreshadowing, but... Get me giddy and giggly.

25. What other websites or resources do you use most often when you write? Pinterest for aesthetics and visual ideas, and twitter to brainstorm with friends. That's pretty much it. I couldn't write half my fics if I didn't have someone to toss them around with.

26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue? I'd cry and scream. I think it'd be easier to just use descriptions in the end... I do love long prose.

27. How long did it take to write [insert fic]? Describe the process. I think my shortest finished fic, An exercise in creative thinking took two days, written at night at my mom's kitchen table during a manic episode. I was drinking so much coke and it was a wild ride. Kept listening to Guy . exe on loop because that's literally what the fic is about. It's a songfic but unofficially.

28. Does anyone read your fics before you post them? If so, who?

I make sure to read them multiple times over. My writing process is slow, so I re-read what I have every time I start adding to it, and that repeats so many times that I'll know the beginning by heart, from reading it 50 times over every time I continue.

29. What songs would be (or are) on a playlist for [insert fic]? Explain your choices if you want! A crime novel really doesn't need this many drunks 's go-to song for the way hong and jirou interact, is Love you like an alcoholic For writing The prince's court I listen to generic east asian aesthetic music. For The unexpected 's battle scene I listened to O'fortuna obsessively. Usually I don't listen to much while writing becaused I can't process two stimulus at the same time.

30. Have you ever written something that was out of your comfort zone? The unexpected was a whole new foray into fic, because I had never written anything fantasy like that. It's not my genre at all, other than LOTR viewings. But I feel like I did well.

33. If you write chaptered fics, what’s your ideal chapter length to write?

I try my hardest to get to 8 pages on docs, or I'll be scared it looks too short on ao3. I will squeeze all ideas out of myself to desperately get to that 8 pages. It's not fun or good for the process, but it's what I need to do or I'll feel bad.

35. What aspects of your writing are completely unlike your real life? There's sex. 36. Do you visualize what you read/write?

I have vivid mental images of everything, and I could recreate exactly what I am seeing if i had the tools. I usually end up modeling the rooms in sims to see if my mental image is even reasonable. Usually is. I am very good at visualizing stuff, usually it's what carries my whole process.

37. Promote one of your own “deep cut” fics. Everyone needs to read A crime novel really doesn't need this many drunks Please, I am begging you. I love it so much and put so much effort and kisses into it.

38. Did any of your fics get surprisingly popular? Which ones? Why do you think they were so successful? My only non-tkrb fic got INSANELY popular (by my measure), at 173 kudos! CEO stands for ... something ominous, I'm sure is for JJK, which is very popular already, and then it's one of the most popular ships in that, so it was bound to be successful in some way. 40. Do you tend to reread fics or are you a one-and-done kind of person?

My own fics are my bedtime stories. I have read them over so many times, because that usually helps me come up with new ideas for new chapters for it.

41. Link a fic that made you think, “Wow, I want to write like that.”

Dry My Dreaming . It's insane how much this fic inspired me, and it's the only one I've ever bookmarked, so I could find it again.

42. Have you ever received a comment that particularly stood out to you for whatever reason? Honestly, every time Yoppu comments on my fic with those comments that really say they read the fic with feeling, fills me with tears and cries. I'm so lucky to have a friend like that. I know yoppu won't see this, but I'm still saying thank you.

46. Do you prefer writing on your phone or on a computer (or something else)? Do you think where you write affects the way you write? I would never write on phone, it's too difficult. I always write on computer. But weirdly enough, some of my most productive writing hours have been on my tiny laptop at my mom's dinner table at night. I wrote an entire fic, and added multiple chapters to others.

48. What’s the last fic you read? Do you recommend it? Of other people's fics? I really never read them... I don't have any new ones of my blorbos, so I just cope with mine. I sail my ship alone, most often.

49. What are you currently working on? Share a few lines if you’re up for it! "Blushing at the compliment, Hachisuka bowed his head a little to hide it, but Sengo saw through it, brushing his hand against Hachisuka’s cheek, tucking a strand of hair back in its place so casually, as if they hadn’t met barely ten minutes ago. But somehow he didn’t mind it, when with anyone else it would have been a great offense to be touched like that."

50. Please read my fics. I am always desperate, and the low numbers fuck up my self-esteem lmao If you do read, please comment to let me know. I'd love to hear if there's anything you wanna see in a fic in the future, too.

questions for fic writers

a collection of questions i, as a writer, would love to be asked !!!

1. What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work? (In other words, what do you think is the best introduction to your fics?)

2. Go to your AO3 “Works” page, to the sidebar with all the filters, and click the drop-down arrow for “Additional Tags.” What are your top 3-5 most used tags? Do you think they accurately represent your writing habits?

3. What are some tropes or details that you think are very characteristic of your fics?

4. What detail in [insert fic] are you really proud of?

5. What do you wish someone would ask you about [insert fic]? Answer it now!

6. What’s one fact about the universe of [insert fic] that you didn’t get a chance to mention in the fic itself?

7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of?

8. What song would make a great fic (to either write or read)?

9. How do you find new fic to read?

10. How do you decide what to write?

11. Are you partial to a certain character/pairing or are you more equal-opportunity? If you are partial to any character/pairing, why do you think that is?

12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?

13. Are there any tropes you used to like but don’t anymore?

14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?

15. What’s your favorite AU that you’ve written?

16. What’s an AU you would love to read (or have read and loved)?

17. What highly specific AU do you want to read or write even though you might be the only person to appreciate it?

18. If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it involve?

19. If you wrote a spin-off of [insert fic], what would it involve?

20. If you wrote a prequel to [insert fic], what would it involve?

21. If you wrote a “missing scene” in [insert fic], what would it be?

22. Who is your favorite character in [insert fic] and why?

23. What’s a trope, AU, or concept you’ve never written, but would like to?

24. Are there any easter eggs in [insert fic], and if so, what are they?

25. What other websites or resources do you use most often when you write?

26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue?

27. How long did it take to write [insert fic]? Describe the process.

28. Does anyone read your fics before you post them? If so, who?

29. What songs would be (or are) on a playlist for [insert fic]? Explain your choices if you want!

30. Have you ever written something that was out of your comfort zone? If so, what was it, and how did it affect your approach to writing fic thereafter?

31. What’s your ideal fic length to write?

32. What’s your ideal fic length to read?

33. If you write chaptered fics, what’s your ideal chapter length to write? Is it different from your ideal chapter length to read?

34. What aspects of your writing are inspired by/taken from your real life?

35. What aspects of your writing are completely unlike your real life?

36. Do you visualize what you read/write?

37. Promote one of your own “deep cut” fics (an underrated one, or one that never got as much traction as you think it deserves!). What do you like about it?

38. Did any of your fics get surprisingly popular (whatever that means to you)? Which ones? Why do you think they were so successful?

39. Is any aspect of your writing process inspired by other writers or people? If so, who?

40. Do you tend to reread fics or are you a one-and-done kind of person?

41. Link a fic that made you think, “Wow, I want to write like that.”

42. Have you ever received a comment that particularly stood out to you for whatever reason?

43. If you take/write prompts: what’s your favorite prompt fic that you’ve written?

44. If you take/write prompts: do you prefer dialogue or scenario/narrative prompts?

45. What’s something you’ve improved on since you started writing fic?

46. Do you prefer writing on your phone or on a computer (or something else)? Do you think where you write affects the way you write?

47. If [insert fic] was a pair of shoes, what kind would it be? Describe the shoes.

48. What’s the last fic you read? Do you recommend it?

49. What are you currently working on? Share a few lines if you’re up for it!

50. Answer any question of your choice, or talk about anything you want to talk about!

[annoyingdogsong]

super unpopular opinion time!

look, i’m very aware that i’m probably going to get a lot of hate for this, but at this point i’m just kinda. y’know. sick and tired of everything surrounding this.

but uh. here we go.

tiktok isn’t that bad of a social media platform.

and, yes, i get it. y’all are upset that vine eradicated itself but musical.ly was brought back almost immediately. jacob sartorius became famous. annoying children are being annoying. i’m upset about all these things too, trust me.

but um. i’d like to request that people stop claiming it’s the worst social media platform ever, because it’s not.

let me explain.

i’ve been using it for about a month now and it’s genuinely made me happy. there are good people on there, and it gives small cosplayers like myself a platform to share said cosplays on without having to go to a con or anything along those lines. it gives artists who are unable to animate things or make animatics because they don’t have art tablets a chance to do so, even if their videos are shorter than the average animation/animatic. people can get creative with what they do and, yes, all the memes coming from it are quite amazing, i’ll be honest.

yes, there are bad people on there, i know. homophobia and transphobia are prominent, furries constantly get harassed, and so do children just trying to have fun with a dumb lip syncing app. there are a lot of annoying white girls who think their looks alone will make them good actresses. i get it.

but that’s how most social media platforms are anyway.

let’s take twitter as an example: homophobia and transphobia? check. furries constantly getting harassed? check. children getting harassed for having fun? check. annoying white girls? hell fucking yes. check.

but you don’t see people complaining about twitter too much, do you?

there aren’t hour long compilations of “cringey” twitter posts that are way too prominent and highkey annoying.

no, i’m not very educated on this type of thing and if you dislike tiktok, good for you. i won’t say you’re a bad person because you aren’t. it’s just the popular thing to hate right now and if you have a genuine reason to hate it then you’re valid. but can all these stupid “cringe compliations” and videos complaining about tiktok stop please? it’s honestly way more annoying than the children on tiktok at this point and i’d like it if people actually stopped making fun of it when there are worse things out there than people having fun with a dumb lip-syncing app.

yes, it’s good to call out bad people. but just like with fandoms, you shouldn’t generalize it. call out the specific people that are bad and don’t automatically say “all tiktok users are cringey” or something along those lines, because doing that doesn’t help anyone. at all.

thanks for reading all of this, and if you disagree with me, that’s fine. constructive arguing is fine. but if any hate or anything along those lines gets sent to me in my inbox you’ll be blocked. i’m doing this for the sake of my own mental health.

thank you.

[welcometogrouchland]

Fuck Wednesdays. All my homies hate Wednesdays

[sysig]

Either I need to hurry up and clean out my blog or I need to just suck it up and do some rebranding before I’m totally happy with the state it’s in

[n4talia-chaparro]

I keep forgetting this little fella can wear anything-- (optional brrr)

Not gonna tag others cuz I don't wanna bother people-

Hhh, haven't used picrew since last year lol.

i've decided to start a picrew chain, but with SK Melvin!

link is here! this is MY chain so i'm gonna do it MY way. if you were tagged and have a CU au in the works, join the chain using your own version of Melvin! He's my favorite if you couldn't tell! <3 if you were tagged and DON'T have a CU au, feel free to join using yourself or an oc! @somepancakeonline5377 @dib-thing-wannabe @n4talia-chaparro @meepso1234 @airim2023 @sneedlly you don't have to join, but i think this could be fun!

[diabeticgirl4]

My job coach told me I don't seem very anxious, and idk how to tell him it's bcause I'm Very Good at internalizing and hiding my anxiety from everyone 24/7 so that I can come off as a Normal Functioning Person meanwhile it's almost guaranteed that I'm internally freaking out over something at any given time

[airbenderedacted]

i  really really hope that people know whenever i vent it’s never caused by anything like it’s never bc of anybody doing anything or failing to do anything or something Happening to me i literally just Wake Up Feeling Horrible Like That n shit.. that’ s literally all hha it’s my worst fear for people to ever read my awful vents / moments of fuckimng spiraling and think that like  i think that they did something or. ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ  no no no no

[bteezxyewriter12]

Party

Pairing- Jungkook x Named Reader

Word count- 6.8k

Includes- First meeting, wall sex, pussy eating, blow job, deepthroating, cum eating, table sex, multiple orgasms, fluff

Tag List- @mingtina @jaxxmine

@yeosayang @delightfulmoonbanana

@tannie13 @itstyraaxx @borntowalkaway

Jungkook POV

I make my way towards Jin, who's sitting by himself listening to the music

I've mingled with the other idols at Hobi's listening party as well as hang with Jimin and Tae

I know Jin is uncomfortable not really knowing anyone but us, Bang and P Dogg.

He was anxious before the party, worrying about talking to people he doesn't know

We assured him he doesn't have to mingle and he's been sitting alone for awhile

I decided to keep him company for a little

"Hey", I say sitting next to him

"Hey", he answers

"What are you drinking?"

"Alcohol"

I roll my eyes, "No shit. What kind?"

"Beer", he answers, handing me his cup

I take a sip

Not bad

Handing it back to him, I look for Hobi

And proceed to choke on air

There's a girl, hugging Hobi and she's drop dead gorgeous

And the clothes she's wearing, holy shit

So hot

"Who's that?", I breathe

"Who?", Jin asks, looking in the direction I am, "Oh. That's Jo"

Hold up

"Jo? As in his best friend?"

"Yeah"

"I thought Jo was a boy"

Jin shrugs, "No she's a girl. I remember him telling us."

Yeah but her name is a guy's name

Hobi's only ever called his best friend from home Jo

"Her name is Jo"

"Short for Joanne. You don't pay attention when we talk"

Ok fine, I'll give him that

I don't listen for the most part so Hobi could have said something about Jo being a girl

Obviously he did if Jin knows her full name

"Like what you see?", Jin smirks

I give him the side eye, "Are you blind? She's hot"

"No I'm not blind", he snorts, "Yes she's very hot. But I'm noticing your reaction to her"

"Just her looks", I answer, "I don't know her"

"Maybe you should. Maybe you can finally date someone instead of fucking anything that walks"

"Hey!", I argue, "I don't do that"

He raises his eyebrow

"Fine. But it's not anything. I don't fuck all the time and it's not just anyone"

I mean it's people I know like girl staff members

I've had a few one night stands but he's making it sound like it's every night

It's not

"And FYI I don't need a girlfriend"

"Yeah but I don't think you should just fuck Hobi's best friend. I think he'll take issue with that"

"She's her own person", I say defensively, "If she wants to fuck then I'm not gonna say no"

He sighs, "Can you try to get to know her? She's important to Hobi and you can't just smash and drop her"

I roll my eyes

I should be able to fuck her if I want to but I also get Jin's perspective

She's Hobi's friend, she's going to be around

I may have to see her if she comes to something else for Hobi

"I can get to know her", I give in

"Great", he nods approvingly

"Do you think I should go over there?"

Jin shakes his head, "Hobi's introducing her to people. She already met Jimin and Namjoon. He'll make his way here"

He's right

I don't wanna seem desperate

Staying in my spot, I watch Hobi introduce her to Tae, hoping he gets to us soon

🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰

J POV

"Hi I'm Tae", Taehyung says, smiling and shaking my hand

"Hhh...hi", I manage to get out

"Nice to meet you", he says

"Yes very nice", I say, like an idiot

I can't believe I'm meeting BTS members

I had no idea that I would be invited to Hobi's listening party when I called him to congratulate him on his solo album

But he did invite me and here I am

Meeting my idols

"So Yoongi isn't here", Hobi says, as Tae goes back to talking to Jimin, "He's sick"

"Oh that sucks. I hope he'll be ok"

"He will", Hobi assures me

I'm so proud of Hobi

He's worked so hard for years, for BTS and I'm proud he's the first one to release an album

He's so talented and he deserves all this and more

I told him so on the phone and as soon as I got here

I missed my best friend but I understood when he left Gwangju for Seoul

He was following his dream

I'm just glad he never forgot me

Still kept in touch, still called me and now that I moved to Seoul, making time to see me, inviting me to his party

He's so famous and popular but he's the same Hobi I knew from childhood

"But he's here", Hobi says, wiggling his eyebrows

"Stop", I playfully scold, then ask, "Really?"

"Yeah, he's over there with Jin"

I casually glance over and catch an eyeful of Jungkook

Who's looking at me

I immediately turn away, my face so hot

Hobi is laughing and I glare at him

"Don't be scared Jo. He's just like any guy"

I raise my eyebrow, "You're kidding right? He's not just any guy. No one here is just any guy or girl. Except me"

Hobi shakes his head, "He's just a person like everyone else. And a huge pain in the ass. And a dork"

I giggle, "Yeah but all of you are dorks"

He puts his hand to his chest, giving me an exaggerated shocked face, "Excuse me"

I roll my eyes, "Oh please Hobi. You know you're a dork"

He smiles, "Yeah but I learned from you"

"Fair", I answer, smiling

"So you wanna meet him?", Hobi asks

I do

I really do

But I know I'm gonna be an awkward idiot

Jungkook is someone I've had a huge crush on for so long

Well as much as one can have a crush on a celebrity

And Hobi loves to make fun of me for it

"I uhh...I"

"You'll be fine. C'mon", he says, putting his arm around my shoulders and steering me in Jungkook's and Jin's direction

"He's already looking at you", Hobi says quietly, "The way he's looking means he wants to fuck you. Whether you do it or not is up to you"

"Uh what?", I gape

"You heard me. And you're a big girl, you can decide what to do on your own"

"You don't care if I chose to...you know?"

He shakes his head, "Nope. Have at it. Or not. Just don't get upset if he doesn't want anything more. He's kinda a man whore. So fair warning"

Great

I mean why wouldn't he be a man whore?

He's fucking hot, the golden maknae of course girls are going to throw themselves at him

Of course he wouldn't see me any differently no matter who I'm friends with

It's slightly disappointing but I can't do anything about it

And I don't have to sleep with him

We can just be friends

All too soon we are standing in front of Jungkook and Jin and my legs are slightly shaking

"Kookie, Jinnie this is my best friend Joanne. Or Jo if she says you can call her that", Hobi says looking at me

I nod

"Jo it is", he amends

"Hhh..hi", I stammer like a complete moron

"Hi", Jin says standing up, "Nice to meet you"

"Yes. It's amazing to meet you", I say like a total fangirl

Jungkook stands up and I look up at him

"Hey", he smiles, "Nice to meet you too"

My whole face is on fire but I manage to smile, "Great to meet you too"

"So that's all the members that are here. You can meet Yoongi a different time now that you live in Seoul"

He better not be about to leave me alone with them

I just met them

I thought he'd stay with me awhile

He looks at me, "I'm gonna mingle some more"

Oh god

He's ditching me

I glare hard at him, "Hobi"

"Don't worry Jungkook and Jin don't bite"

I gape at him

I'm so gonna kill him

He's dead

"Actually I need the bathroom", Jin says, then excuses himself and leaves

No, I can't stay here with Jungkook alone

Where is Jimin?

Jimin is always attached to Jungkook in the behind the scenes videos they take

Or Tae?

Where are they?

"Alright well Jungkook will hang out with you", Hobi says

"Yeah, cool", Jungkook answers

"I uh-", I start

"Great. I'll see you later", Hobi interrupts

He kisses my cheek, then leaves before I could say anything

Oh god

I turn back to Jungkook, so fucking nervous

We just stand there for a few seconds then I say, "Uh actually I need the bathroom too"

He nods, pointing the way, "It's over there. I'll wait for you there"

He nods towards a table

He's gonna wait for me?

Why?

That's so strange

"Uh yeah ok", I answer, then turn and head straight to the bathroom so I can get a fucking grip and talk to him like a normal person

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Jungkook POV

I sit at the table with my wine as I watch her practically run to the bathroom

She's nervous

I get it, I'm nervous when I meet celebrities too

I almost shit my pants when I met Charlie Puth

I saw Hobi talking to her, maybe warning her about me

I hope he didn't

She's so much more beautiful than I thought so that helps me want to get to know her

It's shallow I know but it is what it is

She walks back into the room and I call her name, waving her over

She comes, a wary look on her face

"Sit", I say, gesturing to the seat next to me

If I'm gonna get to know her, I should be able to hear her

"So, how long have you known Hobi?"

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"Pictures Jungkook", Namjoon says as he walks by us

"Yeah in a minute", I answer

I'm too engrossed in her story of how she won the tug of war for a PS5

She grabbed it first but someone tried to take it from her

"The guy was strong but I wasn't letting go. It was mine. He knew it was mine. He keeps saying that I'm a girl so I don't need it"

Idiot

I hate when guys think girls aren't gamers

I know lots of girls, online of course, who play games better than guys

And I discovered she is one

I discovered a lot of things about her while we talked

Her friendship with Hobi, her job as a video game designer, her likes, dislikes, favorite things

I already know her favorite video games are the assassin Creed series

I know she loves old games like Mario

I know she loves Pokemon and her favorite is Charmander

Her favorite color is black, she likes makeup, she loves chocolate especially Reese's, she lives in PJs, she's a black belt in taekwondo, she lives in a small studio apartment, she moved here from the U.S., her parents are both Norwegian, she has no siblings and she has a boy German shepherd named Rexy

She's so cool and for once I'm glad I listened to Jin

"Did you curse him out?", I ask

"Yes. He hit my hand to make me let go and I punched him in the face. That made him let go of the PS5"

"You punched....no way!"

She nods, "He hit me first. There were witnesses. One guy said he was going to deck him if I already hadn't. That's how I got my PS5."

"You are amazing", I gape, "Seriously so bad ass"

She smiles shyly, blushing, "Thanks"

I nod just as Namjoon screams my name

I snap my gaze to him, "I'm coming!"

"I'll go with you", she says, "If you want"

I nod, "I want"

Standing, I take her hand, tugging her along with me

As I pose for pictures, I see her taking some too

When we're done, I go back to her

"Lemme see", I ask, gesturing to her phone

She blushes but shows me the pictures she took

A lot is just of me

One where I'm doing Tae's peace sign, one doing the rock sign

As I scroll I find a picture of me sitting at the table waiting for her when she went to the bathroom

I show her the picture, my eyebrows raised

"You looked cute", she shrugs helplessly

I smile, seeing how cute she is

"It's a nice picture", I say, handing her the phone back

Standing in a minute of silence, I ask, "Dance?"

"Uh. I don't really-"

"Please?"

She hesitates then nods

Taking her near the guys, I face her, starting to move little steps

She just stands there, her face on fire

"C'mon Jo. You can move. Just go side to side"

I show her, doing an exaggerated dance, making her crack a smile

She starts to move with me and I nod encouragingly

We keep dancing and she starts moving her feet too

As I watch her, I notice she can dance, I just think she's too self conscious

I can fix that

I offer her some of my wine and she shakes her head

"It's just a little", I encourage

She bites her lip then reaches for my glass

She sips some, smiling at me

I'm surprised that I'm having a lot of fun with her

I still want to fuck her, no doubt about that but I am having fun

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After a few more drinks, we're both loosened up

Not drunk but loose

"Kookie", she giggles as I do exaggerated faces and silly moves, twisting my body around

"Like my moves?", I ask, wiggling my eyebrows

"They're very nice", she snorts

"I don't think you can look away", I tease her

"Yeah, it's like a train wreck. I can't look away"

I pout as the song ends

"Fine", I sigh dramatically, grabbing my drink, "No more dancing"

Instead I lay down on the small stage, on my back, my knees up, holding my glass

"Jungkook get up", she laughs

I giggle shaking my head

"C'mon", she says, coming over and taking my hand, pulling me towards her

Instead, I pull her to me and she tumbles on top of me

"Oof", she says, her upper body on my chest, "I'm sorry. Did I hurt you"

"Pft no, you're not heavy", I answer, moving on my elbow

"Yeah well I'm sorry anyway", she says, her face so close to mine

"It's fine", I say, my eyes moving to her lips

So pretty, so pink

I wonder if they're as smooth as they look

Without thinking, I close the distance between us, pressing my lips against hers

As soon as I do it's like everything in my world changes, everything flips

Holy shit

She kisses me back, her arms moving around my neck

"Guys", Hobi interrupts

We pull away as I look up at him

"Take this in the back room where there's no cameras", he says, warning in his voice

Right, shit

I so don't need this leaked anywhere

Hobi helps her up as I get up

"Don't be so stupid", he growls in my ear before walking away

"Jungkook-"

"Come with me", I say, taking her hand

She nods and I lead her to the dressing room we all got ready in

Closing the door behind us, I face her moving closer

The second my lips touch hers, heat runs though my body

Jesus, her kiss is amazing

I kiss her harder, sliding my tongue in her mouth

She responds, her arms going around my neck, pulling me against her

Kissing her wildly, I roll my hips into her, my hard cock moving against her

Her hand fists my hair in the back of my head, pushing her hips into me too

As we hump each other, I slide my hands under her shirt, feeling her soft skin

She moans softly, pressing her body harder against mine

"We don't have to", I say, kissing her neck

I can't believe I'm saying this

I can't believe I'm not trying to take her clothes off yet

I want to fuck her but I'm not going to force her

I want her to want me too

"I...I want to", she says, breathlessly

"Are you sure?", I ask, still checking

"Yes, fuck yes"

"Good", I answer, finally moving my hands down, opening her pants as she kicks her boots off

I pull them and panties down while her hands shoves my Tshirt off

"Jesus", she breathes, looking at me

She bites her lower lip as she runs her hands gently on my chest, shoulders and stomach

My body trembles against her touch especially when she starts peppering kisses all over me

It feels so good

I start kissing her neck, pulling her shirt up and touching her body, her skin is so smooth and soft

And warm under my hands

I move my hands up more and more, pulling her shirt off

She immediately unbuckles my belt, pulling down my pants and boxers

I kick my shoes and clothes off, then undo her bra, pushing her against the wall

I lift her leg around me, kissing her as I touch her cunt

"Fuck you're dripping. Want me this much huh?"

She nods, whimpering softly

"You'll get me baby. I'm gonna fuck you so good"

I push my head into her and start to slip inside her slowly, inch by inch

"Fuck", she moans, grabbing my arms tightly

"Oh my God", I whimper, as I bottom out, her incredibly tight pussy spasming around my cock, "You feel so fucking good"

She feels amazing

I've never been with anyone as tight as she is, who I fit into as well as I fit in her

I start moving, in and out, feeling her tiny cunt open for me over and over, pleasure instantly running through me

I fucking love how she feels

And I love how she's clinging to me, her body right against mine

"Jungkook", she moans

I never knew I'd love hearing my name be called so much

"God Joanne, you're fucking perfect for me", I praise her, "Such a tight, wet, warm cunt for me. Perfect fit"

She really is

"Fuck Kookie, you're ppppp.....pppp....perfect for me too", she stammers, "you feel so..so....fuck"

God, I like that I'm giving her so much pleasure that she can't talk

I grab her ass, holding her as close to me as I can, slamming hard in her

"Oh god Kookie, fuck harder!", she yells

Yes, fuck yes

Grabbing her other leg, I hold her against the wall, going harder and faster, plunging my cock deep inside her cunt

"Jungkook, oh shit, Jungkook", she shouts, "I'm gonna cum!"

Fucking pure pleasure runs through me as she tightens on my cock, coming as soon as she finishes speaking, shaking and gripping my body so tightly

"Holy shit Joanne!", I yell, "Oh my God it feels so good. It feels so good"

Having a girl cum on me has never felt so amazing

Never been this good

And all I know is I want to feel it again

I keep slamming inside her over and over, listening to her shouts

"Jungkook, oh god Jungkook. You fuck.... your cock, you ..you're amazing!" she shouts

"Yeah baby? You like it?", I smirk

She nods, holding tightly onto me

I slam inside and I hit her spot that makes her scream and shake in my arms

"Oh fuck Jungkook", she screams, "Yes, yes, YES!"

Fuck, I never had any girl react like this to me

Just the way she's screaming and clinging on me is everything

"There baby?", I smirk again, "You like it there?"

I slam against her spot again, hard

"YES!", she shouts

I keep moving, making sure I get that spot every single time

"C'mon, be a good girl and cum", I urge her

She's right there and I just want to feel it again

"Oh god, oh god, Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook!", she screams, exploding on me

Fuck

Jesus, she feels so good and the pleasure is so intense, I'm struggling to keep standing

I adjust my hands, lifting her higher, slamming her against the wall

Shit, I didn't mean to do that

"More Kookie, I want more of you", she whines

"You can have me whenever you want baby", I groan, starting to thrust in her again

"Fuck Jungkook!"

God I love her screaming my name

"Scream louder baby. I want to hear you"

"Jungkook!", she screams louder, listening to me, "Harder Jungkook, harder! Fuck me harder! Ruin me on your cock"

Oh I will

I pound in her more forcefully, feeling her cunt clench me over and over, her slippery grip on my cock so tight

"Oh shit, you feel so good Kookie", she moans, putting her face in my neck

Her hands move to my upper arms and she grips me so fucking hard

But it feels so good at the same time so it doesn't hurt

I feel her pussy starts to throb uncontrollably and I'm so excited for her orgasm

"Yeah baby, you gonna cum baby girl?", I moan, "I feel you want to"

"Yes I want to Kookie. Fuck, make me. Please", she pleads, "I want to cum on you"

Fucking hell, she's making it hard for me to not cum

"Fuck Jo, I want you to cum on me too baby. You feel so fucking incredibly good when you do"

"Yeah? You like it baby?", she asks

"I love it. I had it twice and I already want it so much more. All the time", I murmur, "So give me baby"

Thrusting into her spot, she screams my name, her body shuddering against me and her hands squeezing my arms so damn hard

"Oh fuck baby", I yell, feeling the mind blowing pleasure

She rides out her orgasm on my cock and I pull out when she's done, setting her down

"But...but-", she babbles

Moving my mouth to her ear, I tell her, "I'm gonna eat your pussy"

"I...uh...what?", she asks, her confusion so cute

"I'm gonna eat your pussy", I repeat, "See I've been imagining what you taste like since you walked into the fucking party"

I move my hands down to her cunt, running my fingers on her

Fuck she's so wet

"And I want my mouth here", I tell her, "I want to see if you're as good as I think you are"

"Fff..fuck", she whimpers

"So I guess the question you have to answer is are you gonna let me eat this cunt?"

"Yes, fuck Jungkook, yes"

"Good girl", I praise her, then kiss her cheek before dropping to my knees

Excitedly, I open her legs, her cunt so cute, so pink and so wet

I run my tongue along her pussy once, making her moan

I never wanted to eat a girl out more than I want to eat her out

I start to lick her pussy quickly, sliding up and down, tasting her juice

"Fuck you taste so fucking good", I tell her, swallowing her juice while I feel it run down my neck

"Jungkook", she yells, her hand going in my hair, pulling

I'm so surprised at how good it feels and that I'm letting her as I don't like people touching my hair

But with her I'm more than ok with it

Swirling my tongue around her, her legs start shaking and she starts to fall down

"Stay up baby", I say

"I can't. I can't", she moans, "It feels too good Kookie. Your tongue feels so good. I can't"

I really like that

I like that my tongue makes her feel so much pleasure that she can't stand up

I pull away, standing up and she whines so loudly

Then I grab her and pick her up

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J POV

He picks me up, carrying me to the table in here and lays me on it on my back

I watch him pull a chair to me, sitting down, immediately spreading my legs open wide, putting his hands on my inner thighs and holding my legs open

I feel his tongue slide up my pussy again, slowly

Pleasure hits me fast, making me shake

I still can't believe this is happening

I had sex with Jungkook

Jungkook from BTS

And he was fucking amazing

Not that I thought he wouldn't be

And now he's actually eating me out

And his tongue, fuck, he knows how to use it

My mind is blown

I can't believe he wants me like this

Me

A nobody

"Fuck, baby you feel good against my tongue", he groans, "So wet, I love it"

Jesus Christ

He loves it?

I can't...this is insane

He licks my clit and I can't help but whimper, my hand burying in his hair

"Hmm my girl likes it there?", he teases

I nod, "Yeah"

He keeps licking my clit over and over, the tip of his tongue rubbing the same spot

"Kookie, fuck", I moan

God it feels so good, his tongue working me so well, pressing hard so I can feel everything

"Gonna cum baby?", he asks

"Mmmm"

I can't talk

The pleasure is turning my mind off

He puts his mouth around my clit and sucks

"FUCK!", I scream, my body arching from the table on it's own

"Good girl", he praises, then goes back to sucking

The pleasure is so intense, I can only feel

"Cum for me baby. I want to taste you", he pleads, "Please"

Is he really begging for my cum?

Goddamn that turns me on so much

"Give me", he begs

His next suck on my clit causes so much pleasure and I can't handle it

My body shakes hard and I cum so fucking hard, pulling his hair and screaming his name

I love screaming his name

"Jungkook!", I scream, "Oh god Jungkook"

He lets go of my clit, his tongue sliding down my pussy, while I cum

"Oh my God", he moans, licking over and over, "So fucking good baby girl"

"Www...what?", I breathe hard

Did he really just say what I think he said?

"Your cum tastes so fucking good", he repeats

Oh my god, he did say that

Holy mother of God

"Fuck baby can I have more?", he asks

"Yyyy...you....www....want...", I stammer

"More. Yeah baby", he says, sucking on my clit again, "Please?"

"Yyy...you can have anything you want"

He starts sucking my clit hard and fast, making me squirm under him from the pleasure

He switches to licking me, his tongue gliding all over me

"Oh Kookie, baby", I whimper

He slides his tongue inside my pussy, making my hips snap up into his face

"Oh shit", I yell

No one has ever done that to me before

I can't even describe how good it feels

"Baby likes my tongue in her pussy?", he teases

"Yes fuck, yes", I shout

"You want me to do it again?"

"Yes"

I feel his tongue slide back in and I fucking love it

He licks out and up my pussy then back down, going back in

I feel myself getting closer and closer with every lick

"Jungkook..fuck...I'm..I'm..", I whimper

"Cum baby", he says, then slides his tongue back in

I clench as hard on as much of his tongue that's in, coming all over it

He makes moaning noises while he licks and it's getting me so horny

I don't know how

I've never came this much and I've never just wanted more of someone

Only him

I just want to feel him inside, feel him move, feel his kisses, his hands grabbing me tightly, his skin on mine

I just want him

"Baby girl is so good", he moans, pulling away, "So fucking sweet"

"Yeah Kookie?"

He comes on on top of me, kissing me everywhere

"Yeah baby. I'm going to be thinking about how you taste all the time now", he murmurs

Oh damn

He pulls me up, helping me to stand

"I tasted you, it's only fair you taste me", he says, kissing my cheek

I mean it is fair

And I do wanna suck his cock

"Ok", I answer, dropping to my knees, licking his length automatically

"Fuck, baby", he moans

God his cock is so big, so thick and so hard, pretty veins along it

Moving my mouth around his head, I suck on it, keeping my tongue on the underside, licking as I go

His hand slips in my hair, gripping loosely, his head tilted back, eyes closed, moaning

God he's ethereal

And he looks like that because of me

God it's such a power trip

Breathing in through my nose, I push further on his cock, feeling the thickness open my mouth more

Jesus fuck, this thing fit inside me how?

And he bottomed out every time too

Sliding up and down his cock, suck too, loving how he feels in my mouth

Loving how he tastes, how every so often his cock throbs, loving the pretty sounds he's making

Every bob of my head, I take him a little more in

His head presses against the beginning of my throat and I choke

He immediately pulls back, concern on his face, "Are you ok?"

I nod, "Fine"

Taking him back in my mouth, I want to get him all in

I want to feel his huge cock in my throat

I've deepthroated before but none have been as big as him

I move him in to where his head is back at the beginning of my throat

I take a breath and push further, getting him in

I gag, with him telling me, "You don't have to baby. Don't hurt yourself"

Ignoring him, I keep taking him in, until I get him all in my throat

I suck on him softly, getting used to his size in my throat

It's not too bad once he's all in

"Baby, fuck. You're mouth is amazing"

If I could smile, I would

Moving my head, I start bobbing back and forth on his cock, fucking his cock into my throat

He yells in pleasure, my name coming from his mouth over and over, his fingers tightening in my hair

I continue pleasuring him, loving how his cock throbs in my throat

Why I love it, I can't tell you

I just do

"Baby, I can't. Fuck it feels so good, fuck"

I feel him move out of my mouth, his thighs shaking

"Open your mouth", he gasps

I do, sitting back on my legs

"Tongue out"

As soon as I do, he rubs the underside of his cock on my tongue over and over

"I'm gonna cum. Do you want to taste it or do you want me to cum down your throat?"

I want to taste it

Hands down

I need to know what he tastes like

"Taste", I manage to get out

"Fuck, good girl. When I cum, suck on my cock ok?"

I nod

I can do that

"Fuck, Joanne, fuck", he cries

I feel hot thick cum on my tongue and I immediately close my mouth around his length that's in my mouth, sucking hard

His taste hits me hard and oh my god, it's so good

Fuck, how does cum taste this good?

I don't know but I want fucking all of it

Sucking desperately, I swallow over and over, sucking everything out of his cock

"Mmmm", I moan

"Fuck you like it baby?"

I nod, still going at it hard

After a minute, he whimpers, "Stop"

I don't want to but I don't want to hurt him

Pulling off him, I'm shocked to see his cock hard

"Uh..."

"You're sucking baby. Got me hard again"

Oh damn

He helps me up and suddenly he shoves me on the table, climbing on top of me, kissing me deeply

"Can I go back in baby?", he asks

I nod, "I want you"

The smile he gives me takes my breath away as he moves on top of me

I wrap my arms around his back, pulling him against me, feeling his soft skin on mine

He kisses me, his lips so soft against mine, his tongue so good against mine, his lip ring cool against my lip

He runs his fingers up and down my body, heating every nerve

I move my hands along his back feeling his muscles through his skin

Jungkook has a reputation for being very strong and that reputation is true

I can feel the strength in him and it's fucking sexy

He wraps my legs around his waist, still kissing me as he pushes in

God, he feels so good

We both moan and my body lifts off the table, pressing into his

My body just wants to feel his and he grabs onto me, keeping me against him

He starts moving slowly, in and out, waves of pleasure rolling over me over and over

"Jungkook"

"Joanne, baby you feel so good. How do you feel so good?", he murmurs against my shoulder

"I.. I don't know Jungkook. But you feel incredible. No one has ever felt like you", I whimper

That's a fact

It's just too bad this is a one night stand and that's all he does

He moves faster and harder, making everything feel so much better

"No baby, no one has ever made me feel as good as you do", he groans, kissing me, "No one compares to you baby. No one"

It makes me feel good to hear that although I know he's just saying it in the moment

He thrust harder, slamming into me, making me scream

"Yeah baby girl. I love hearing you scream"

Pleasure crashes over me with every thrust

I start moving my hips up, meeting his thrusts and he goes in so much deeper

"Holy fuck!", he yells

I grab onto his arms again, squeezing tightly, the pleasure intense

One of his hands is gripping my thigh so hard as I tighten on his cock and he shouts in pleasure

"Oh my god baby. Don't let go. Please don't let go", he begs

I love that he's getting so much pleasure from being with me

His next slam makes me snap and I scream, coming on him again

"Good girl. Again baby girl", he urges

Jesus Christ he feels so good moving inside me

I don't want him to ever leave

"Please baby, I need it", he moans, pounding right into my spot again

"Jungkook! Oh god!"

He starts moving so fast, smashing into my spot over and over, while I move my hips up, making the slams even harder

"Jungkook!" I scream again, my orgasm exploding all over me

My body shakes hard against him and I can't stop it

Oh god it feels so good

"Baby!", he yells, "I....I can't baby. I want to cum baby. I want to cum inside you"

Fuck me I want that so much too

"Yes Jungkook, fill me up "

He shouts loudly as he cums hard, his body trembling on mine

"Joanne oh shit! Baby!"

I wrap my arms around him, holding him while he cums

I don't know how I can feel it, but I feel him coming and holy hell it feels good too

Everything he does feels good

When he finishes he collapses on top of me

I just hold him to me, kissing his neck and shoulder, running my fingers up and down his back

We lay there for a few minutes, until he stirs, lifting himself off me

"I'm sorry", he says, "I didn't mean to squish you"

"You didn't", I assure him

"Oh", he says, then holds his hands out to me

I give him mine and he pulls me to a sitting position

He looks at me with an unreadable expression before he looks away, turning to get his clothes, I guess

Tightening on his hand, I pull him back, making him face me

Pulling him closer, I run my fingers in his hair once then kiss him

It's not a hard, wild kiss

It's a soft gentle kiss, one I just want to feel before I never see him again

Pulling away, I avert my eyes, scooting over to the side and getting off the table

Heading to my clothes, I dress quickly and when I turn back to him, I see him pulling on his shirt, the last of his clothes to go on

Getting my phone out, I look at the time

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Jungkook POV

"Holy crap", she squeaks

"What?", I ask, startled

I don't know what I'm feeling right now

It's not something I feel after having sex

I want to hold her, fall asleep with her

I was almost out when I realized I was still on top of her

I've never fallen asleep with a girl I had sex with

Ever

This is the very first time I ever had a feeling that I want to

And that last kiss that just happened?

Totally blew my mind

I haven't been kissed softly or gently

It's always hard and rough because that's how the sex is

She just threw me for a huge loop

"It's 2am. Shit, I have to go. I have work tomorrow"

I just nod, ready not wanting her to leave

"I gotta find Hobi", she says

"Ok. Let's go", I answer

Getting back to the party, she beelines straight for Hobi

I watch her talk to him, smiling and giving him a big hug

I see her say 'I love you' to him and I instantly get jealous although I know it's friend love

I need to calm down

She kisses Hobi's cheek, then turns walking back to me

"So I'm gonna go", she says, "Thanks for hanging with me. And uh....um...you know. I had fun"

"Yeah me too"

"I guess I'll see you around"

"Yeah I'll see you", I say, feeling hesitant

She starts to turn around and I just speak, "So uh, can I have your number?"

She turns back to me, tilting her head, "Huh?"

"You're number", I repeat

She looks at me warily , "Oh uh look Jungkook, I'm not really a friends with benefits type of girl. I know we just....but I don't normally do that, so if that's what you're looking for, I'm sorry but it can't be with me"

I nod, understanding completely

"Well it's a good thing I don't want a friends with benefits thing with you", I answer, "I want to date you"

Her eyes pop open in shock, "You want...really?"

I nod

Yeah I like her

A lot

I got to know her a little like Jin asked me too and all that did was make me want to know more about her

Makes me want to try and see if we'll work

"Yeah. I wanna go out with you. Take you on a date", I say, "And we don't have to have sex again until you're ready to. I can wait"

She just stares at me and I think that she may not want to date me

Maybe I just assumed

"If uh, you know that's what you want?"

"Of course that's what I want", she blurts, then slaps her hand over her mouth, her face so red

But honestly I'm just smiling at her reaction

"It is?", I ask shyly

"Yeah Kookie. I.... I always liked you. As a fan. You're my bias. Meeting you was like a dream come true. And everything else that happened....I never expected it. Not in a million years", she says softly, "And I guess...I'm hesitating because I can't believe that you'd want to date me. A nobody"

"You're not a nobody Jo", I tell her, "I'm not going to lie ok, when I first saw you all I wanted was to fuck you. But Jin suggested I get to know you because you're not just any girl. You're Hobi's best friend. And I never listen to any of the guys but you have no idea how happy I am that I listened this time. I got to know you a little and all I want is to know more about you. I really really like you and I want to see where this with us can go"

She smiles and it really is beautiful

"Yeah Jungkook, I'd like that too"

I smile at her too, in relief and excitedness

We exchange phone numbers and say bye for now

I lean in, pressing a soft kiss to her lips

"I'll call you", I promise her

She nods, smiling, "Ok"

She kisses my cheek, then walks to the exit

I watch her and I know I have the goofiest smile on my face

I'm gonna call her tomorrow

I can't wait to take her out and spend more time with her

I think I may have just found the girl for me

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

woah woah woah yuri you're still alive????

haha what happened you may ask??? well, life just gave me hell and decided that today. TODAY, was gonna top it off with the biggest disaster so far!!!!!

i literally just wanted to have ONE day off after my bday, but the next morning my computer wouldn't work! which was fantastic because literally every single one of my wips/ finished not posted works/ digital art was on there so i stressed. the FUCK. out

it's fixed now ofc and THANKFULLY nothing was lost except the artworks that weren't autosaved that day! (which- yknow, sucks, but there was worse at stake before :'D) after me bEGGING my dad to help me with the problem

except it's NOT OVER yet!!!!

sai's settings and brushes reseted for some reason and my absolute fav custom brushes were gone! so with me trying to recreate them then loosing them all over because they just wouldn't be SAVED OMG and me going for a trip to my uncle's small town and watching the leftover day offs i had dwindle so goshdarn fast i was feeling so sO drained-

and wanna know the funniest thing??? when i come back home ready to post art and FINALLY rant about this what happens?? no wifi :DDDD

prioritizing the water and electricity bills first, i got to work and drew everyday to make it up for you guys and look at that! i have good and horrible news!

so SURPRISE! since you guys have been SO patient with me (thank you all :'D), i will say that i have a LOT of finished works to post! all ranging from 1 animated gif, 9 artworks, 1 illustration that's part of a little prompt idea i came up with (1 done and 4 left)

technically, i have 2 pieces finished and 3 wips for the remaining days of fnk week and 2 new ocs!!!! (and redraws of 4 older ocs, 2 of which are ready to post)

as for the worse news... man. i'm barely hanging here but woo i broke my tablet's pen and it's charging wire!! (i literally don't know how but it got separated from it's body while it was in it and i can't i can't even)

i am so so broken right now- i was so happy to update yesterday and reblog stuff since i finally got wifi again and- man it feels like i'm making this shit up but oh my god i wanna cry

i guess i could post everything i had the chance to draw before but gosh i'm so sorry but i can't promise more art after i announce which one was the last in stock- (at least until i get enough money to buy a replacement for them both)

i know i suck at communicating if i'm alive and just having a hard time but i swear this year was really rough on me and my health in general so i hope you guys can understand :'(

[kingkatsuki]

Hhh, tumblr crashed on me right as I tried to send an ask so idk if it went! This is bakugousleftnipple btw

I just wanted to humbly ask sense8 anon to tag me if they end up writing something!! Also loving reminder that writing should be fun and for you so fuck inexperience!! I barely have any writing experience (you can probably tell). Another thing, please don’t compare yourself with others on here bc feedback and tumblr aren’t synonymous. But you’re still sexy, I promise. If you ever wanna talk about writing/anything, I’m super open and love chatting with dirty Bakugou lovers ❤️

There was more but I am stewing in annoyance at the tumblr app at the moment. Anyway I love you Jo!! Thanks for letting me scream in your asks hehe.

Aww this was so so lovely!

Your writing is awesome don't let anyone tell you otherwise!💕

I hope they decide to write it, and please tag us when you're done anon!!

I have the fattest love/hate relationship with Tumblr seriously, but I'm so glad it gives me somewhere to scream my incoherent thoughts haha

[sailor-freak]

Girls in the Park (GWSN): THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MOON - Album Review

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Alright then, let's get into this... IT'S A LOT.

(I've actually had to put triggers in the tags... I only mention them by name and don't go in depth but yeah I'll play it safe)

Burn - A VERY SOLID START this was a unit song between Miya, Seoryoung, Anne and Lena (they chose Miya and Seoryoung my 2 biases hhh), but was the shortest song so it works really well as a start to this album. It was kinda slow, intense, had an almost haunting sound? Definitely some sparky fiery vibes in the sound, and the use of autotune and vocal effects getting into it REALLY lifted it up. It was a sudden end after the second chorus, but it serves as an intro song to this album so I think it works. Again, very solid start.

I Can't Breathe - I'll start of by saying, with the teasers and concept a lot of us were expecting this album to be a little dark... WE DID NOT EXPECT THIS DARK. I'll get into the lyrics soon, but musically this again has a haunting sound and is now paired with lower toned vocals and even more intense backing vocals, and the way they have sudden silence and words like "wake" and "daytime" AND THE FUCKING BREATH AT THE END OF THE CHORUS ohhhh it hits. And the actual lyrics, looking at a piss poor google translation of the Korean parts they seem to be singing about a loss of self identity and made even self worth? And then the English lyrics, "sacrificial lamb", "death by drowning"?? KBS DIDN'T BAN THIS I'M NOT MAD I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY 😂. I think this is my favourite song on the album, there's another that comes close second and that one's also unbelievably dark 😂.

Like It Hot - THE TITLE TRACK I haven't done a post on the MV but I did give thoughts on Twitter when it came out, this song I guess is the one for the non-GWSN stans? It's not generic, at least not in my opinion, I think it does something with a bad style and makes it good. It starts with that kind of slower vibey sound, it builds slightly but stays pretty consistent, until the chorus hits and it is QUITE A CHANGE, it becomes more up tempo, the vibey sounds leave and it's more of a funky bass guitar sound, however unlike a lot of songs that use this trend the two sounds still fit together? They're different but they're both funky and dancey, the sounds will stick in your head. Considering they're nearly at 3 years without a huge fandom, a song like this could be really good for them, using modern trends but not completely changing and losing themselves to try and be popular. Also Miya singing in the bridge my heart 😭.

e i e i o - Okay this is another one with a lot to unload... uhh so this is a song about torture? Just as a song, it's fucking TERRIFYING if you think about it, they're using this twisted blend of children's songs and death threats, Lena legit sings head shoulders knees and toes it's REALLY twisted. Lyrically there's mentions of nightmares, chasing, and there's musical elements of childish melodies and dark intense electronic sounds. At the beginning and end there's literally an "e i e i o" chime sound like the nursery rhyme, it's used in a playful way which paired with the lyrics is truly CHILLING dark GWSN is here and we should all be scared, full on this song was banned by KBS FOR REAL.

Starry Night - I think this is more of a sad song than a dark song, it's not super slow and super somber but lyrically it's more about loneliness in general rather than the dark breeding of I Can't Breathe. Musically it's just kinda nice? It stands out to me more cos it really reminds me of Actually this is a secret by ZN of LABOUM, and while the vocals are really nice if it wasn't for the fact it sounds a lot like that song (they had the same producer it's okay I can say it lol) it wouldn't be as memorable to me. It's great, I LOVE it, but in an album that has sacrificial lambs and e i e i fucking o it's not gonna hold up as high to me unfortunately.

I Sing (lalala) - Honestly this song is kind of what I expected it to be, a mid tempo slightly jazzy song, it's a common type of song at least in the groups I stan (SNSD Love Is Bitter, Nine Muses Hate Me, Dreamcatcher Jazz Bar), so I guess along with Starry Night it doesn't stand out as much to me, but it's still such a sweet song 😂. I have to talk about Miya tho, first of all SHE SINGS AND IT'S GORGEOUS, and then ofc you get her rap WHICH HAS A LINE IN JAPANESE I'm so happy for her 😭. This song was also banned by KBS for the Japanese line (which ffs e i e i o I understood that shit is dark but a line in Japanese warranting the whole song being banned not okay) which is a shame cos I think this would have been a nicely promoted song with Like It Hot, but oh well.

Okay, overall thoughts, GOOD SWEET LORD THIS WAS DARK. I would say dark for GWSN, but... they sang about drowning and torture legit I don't even think Dreamcatcher could ever and they're VERY dark 😂. So this is an interesting album, I am liking this darker direction and if they continued with songs like this in the future I would be rather content 😂. But GWSN could release anything and I'd love it all their songs are so good 😭. Favourites, I Can't Breathe and e i e i o, least favourites Starry Night and maaaaaaybe Burn, but they're all such good songs 😭. Music show promotions start tomorrow and I am absolutely not prepared I'm gonna be getting up 8am every day for as long as these promotions go on 😂. Doesn't sound bad, recently my wake up time has ranged from half 9 to half 11 😂.

[yostresswritinggirl]

I might be late for this but I still wanna answer it (◍ ´꒳` ◍)

1. Scrolled down on genshin impact tags, it was like .. early days of the fandom so I can easily check anything new in that day. So I found your blog and went like, " oh hey, this looks interesting cause no one has ever used an artifact set as their blog theme " and then I read your first prompt, loved how you writes also how frequently you posted and let's just say I immediately followed you after that!

2. Hhh I can't pick one but my favourites are abandoned by altar, reverse universal and research : pet names!

3. Hmm for matchups I think it would be @/lilikags and @/genshin-obssesed though both of them are closed rn, I'm kinda curious for @/magosmatchups as they're still new and open their matchups request, so maybe you can try asking them?

4. Oh boi, this is hard. But maybe for how frequently I saw 🥗 and 🐟 anon, I would say these two are such a wild yet fun anon(s?) to see in your blog \\(°▽°)//

Oh let's not forget Jean anon and 🌺 anon for being adorkable lil anons that I adore vvv much based on their cute interactions on the blog \(´,,•ω•,,`)♡

5. I'm not sure why but my first thought of this was those .. uhh, scouting badges ?? But it's full of people's fav things, like maybe you enjoyed simping over those monsters? We have those badge! Or you're another masochist who loves angst? This one is perfect for you! We also have the socially awkward but still wants to join the fun badge for the anon who scared to join these.. crazy arc(s).

Also maybe the brave one™ can have a name tag on their uniforms while the emoji anon can have their emoji as their tie pins or maybe lil mask like Childe? ( I know it's totally unoriginal but sksks it's just fun to imagine it )

Tempted to draw something for these although I'm not sure if I can do any justice, it sounds really fun though!

6. For me it's how you write something fun and entertaining to read? Like, it's not rigid and there's a smooth feeling from one scene to the next one, and the characters are all in their own character , so it's fun to see them as themselves and .. well, also not themselves at the same time? I'm not really good with words so I hope you still understand this (¯∇¯٥)

Well this .. ended up as a really long answer, hope you don't mind reading all of it |´▽｀●)ﾉ

LILYYY, ONE OF THE VETERANS TOO!! YOU'RE JUST IN TIME AHAHA

I remember those days too ahhh it's been a while, and thank you so much, for staying and for being a constant support!! Those three are quite the community favorites lately uhu *taking note* I think I've seen that blog before, maybe I'll see if everyone's matches would be similar to their answer!

Salad and fish anon are popping off as one of the older anons (skyscraper duo) but Jean and Hibiscus are anon are truly adorable, I agree! OKAY OKAY LILY, YOU JUST BIG BRAINED THAT, IT'S GONNA BE TAXING BUT I LOVE THE BADGE IDEA SKSKKS HOW DOES ONE DESIGN THAT AHAHAH The GI anons with the design is also what I thought, the named anon nametags are also good!

Thank you so much for these! Honestly I've always been worried about the transitions but hearing your words eases me, and awww thank you again, it's confusing yet also makes sense ahaha! Thank you for participating, Lily!