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Who is your favorite historical figure and why?
interesting question....
Hmm If I were to think about historical figures only in India, I would gravitate towards Rani Laxmibai or Netaji Subhash Chandra bose. Rani Laxmibai because of her courage perseverance and the sheer abundance of strength and resilience she possessed. And Netaji because well, not only did he give rise to the Indian Army, he was a valiant figure and I believe in him more than I do in Gandhi, and also because well, ami bangali. We've just got that radical streak in our genes.
And If I were to think of any other historical figure who I find to be interesting(not favourite per se because like, I was never there, to have a favourite I should be either a part of the culture they influenced or be connected to the culture in some way, which I'm not by a long shot)
Marie Antoinette, a few months back I watched a video dispelling not just the rumour about the "let them eat cake" but also provided several other highly debated but pretty interesting points. I think she was pretty misunderstood which, as she was a woman, was not entirely surprising. She's not my favourite, but she is definitely someone I would like to further study if given the chance.
I'll link the video here.
#A very interesting ask#maybe it was from a ask game i reblogged long back#i don't really remember#but eh#answering ask
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Stamford, CT Winter 2024
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KAEDEHARA KAZUHA : a lyrical character study.
VISIONS — BLOSSOMS : visions comin’ down / going upstream before my eyes / they don’t make a sound and i’m lost somehow / more than you’ll ever know / i’m runnin’ down my old street in a lightshow of emotion now / my youth , it lies behind me dream-like til’ i turn around [ . . . ] the sun comin’ up on time / it’s my weakness , i always care [ . . . ] i wander lonely til’ i can’t speak / out on the other side of silence i can breathe.
WANDERERS — DEPRESNO : panoramic endeavor , beautiful weather / from breathtaking beaches to mountains and heather / the most incredible , incredible dream / i think you would have liked it , i wish you could have joined me / some of us are wanderers and some of us stay and wonder where they’re heading / and why they rome / when there’s no place like home / i think i’m alost for words / all that i need in the space of my dreams / have you ever felt the world disappear?
EVERYBODY’S CHANGING — KEANE : you say you wander your own land / but when i think about it i don’t see how you can / you’re aching , breaking and i can see the pain in your eyes / says everybody’s changing and i don’t know why / so little time to understand that i’m / trying to make a move just to stay in the game / i try to stay awake and remember my name [ . . . ] you’re gone from here / soon you will disappear , fading into beautiful light / cause everybody’s changing and i don’t feel right.
CALM LIKE YOU — THE LAST SHADOW PUPPETS : i can still remember when your city smelt exciting / i still get a whiff of that aroma now and then / burglary and fireworks / the skies they were alighting [ . . . ] oh he was young , in the frost / no regard for the cost of saying his feelings / in the moment they were felt / and if he was calm like you , locked up inside of your loops / then he’d know full well that all he had to say was goodbye [ . . . ] summertime made promises it knew it couldn’t keep / the fairytale was climbing up a mountain far to steep / coloring the pictures with your loyal hand / now i am craving heartbreak while you’re making your demands.
DEAD BOYS — SAM FENDER : the anniversaries are short lived but they come back around at a breakneck speed / my world spins so fast the centrifugal force keeps me stuck in the middle / we close our eyes , learn our pain / nobody ever could explain all the dead boys in our hometown.
RED SMOKE — THE REYTONS : red smoke in the lungs of authority / let go , leave the pissed up apology / they know where they can go and can’t / through bottles and bruises and broken guitars / there’s a wave coming in the name of a fucking revenant / take what you wanna take : take what you wanna then light up the batons and back up to charge / tie up your laces , the city is ours.
CAUTION — THE KILLERS : what’s it gonna be / tonight the winds of change are coming over me / if i don’t get out / out of this town / i might just be the one who finally burns it down / i’m throwing caution [ . . . ] ‘cause it’s some kind of sin / to live your whole life on a might have been / so i’m throwing caution.
#i think i saw a similar meme going around that was like 'list a few songs that remind you of your muse'#i don't really remember#but i had this as a draft so i wanted to finish it#⋆˚ ─── ⋆⋅🍁⋅⋆ ── ( study . ) : head canon !
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I was born, I went to nursery for like 2 days, went to primary school for 1 minute and bam, I was taking my O/L exams.
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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I have started associating the ritual of brushing out your hair with forgiveness
#partially bc I always forget abt my hair and then it becomes very tangled#so it feels like a fresh start whenever I brush it out#and the longer I do it the more it's like#youre consistently forgiving yourself I guess and restarting the day through your hair#something something forgiveness gets easier over time the more trust is built#and it can be a constant process#it is a good practice for me bc I think looking for small was I can practice forgiveness rlly helps my ADHD brain not get stuck in#rumination mode#its also like you know grounding since it's a sensory thing#it is just a good reminder to trust myself in the present#also something that's very good for me with art is just 'forgiving' whatever else is going on with my day for a couple hours#and telling myself I can be fucked up abt it again after those hours#but not during and it helps me focus a lot better#not to be pro Disney but the sign that says#here you leave today and enter the world of fantasy the future and the past or whatever#i don't really remember#is like actually so helpful#anytime I went to Disneyland I made sure to read that sign bc I felt so much more in the present than if I didn't read it
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concerned as to why I can't tell who I am
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It was a while back, but the bees were in defensive mode. When we entered the old place, they literally swarmed us. I think my index finger got stung by a bee.
have you ever been stung by a bee?
#darn bees were in defensive mode#we were just examining an old property#like they legit decided to swarm us despite us not going anywhere near their beehive#they were like “we will make you get out!”#it was a long time ago tho#i don't really remember
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was gonna wait 'til I'd done all the poms, but it's been a day, so have Vil with a Salazzle 🍎
#art#twisted wonderland#poketwst#what are they plotting? you don't want to know.#sigh. once again the whole 'i don't wanna do more than two each' thing is coming back to bite me.#salazzle was the immediate obvious one and then there were like two or three others i was really torn between#(milotic is the other obvious-seeming choice but there were others i felt fit more in different ways and...yeah)#then i remembered i don't actually have to draw more than one pokemon so here we are#with the ✨QUEENS✨#(me drawing salazzle's weird little feethands: heheheheh)
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I FORGOT HOW UNCOMFORTABLE THE SWORD CARD EPISODE IS.
Oh God how is this dub going to handle the Illusion vs Possessed Rika? I mean as awful as that one dub was, at least it changed the script to say Illusion showed Rika what she feared to paralyze Rika, vs the original "true love stopped the Sword".
I mean if it was a one sided puppy love crush thing on Rika's part, but I'm starting to remember a vague scene in the manga that implies it might not have been one sided if my memory is right.
#I'm REALLY hoping i misremembering due to running across really bad pre-teen fanfics#but i do remember dropping another CLAMP property because it made me uncomfortable#I think it was XXXHolic?#I don't really remember#cardcaptor sakura#the Sword Card
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GET FUCKED WHATEVER THE NAM OF THE PERSON WHO MADE FNAF WAS!
Very weird context to realize this kinda thing but uhhhh true story lol
Ik there's some stupid stuff in fnaf but tbh I've always liked it to an extent, I'm excited for the movie and as much as I think the new stuff is weird.... I really like it lol
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out of the frying pan and into the fire and into another frying pan that's also on fire
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#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#dunmeshi#this past year i decided to get into some of the manga i hear people really rave about#and dunmeshi was the first one i read and i adore it so much i don't have the words#gosh ryoko kui is such a huge inspiration.. i hope i can save up and get physical copies of the manga some day#ohh and daydream hour if it ever releases in english...#and sorry toshiro doesn't have his armor. i always remember him in his disheveled casual arc#fan art#my art#i think i've just completely stopped trying to do a clean flat style... i've just started painting over my sketches now#it looks a little messy but it's so much more fun#this was the first time in awhile i looked forward to continuing a drawing
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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ain't nobody comin' to save ya.
or is that because i was so brainwashed that i never told anyone?
#dysfunctional family#emotional abuse#tw#prayers for the damned#ain't nobody coming to say a prayer for your soul#because you are alone here#and there is no other family that is dysfunctional like this#and i haven't even told my friends about the extent of this#like the only people that know are school counselor history teacher maybe study hall teacher maybe science teacher maybe now come to think#of it how many people did school counselor tell?#did he put in a report?#does he know the brevity of it?#what did i tell him?#i don't really remember#he said he was sorry about my mom and i nearly laughed in his face
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Into the Void
#albrecht entrati#warframe#warframe fanart#whispers in the walls#but not really whispers eeeeh I don't remember#anyway before the disaster albrecht#my art
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Thanks for listening to my sad backstory. Anyway, here's Wonderwall.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan xichen#lan wangji#madam lan#This normally would have been two separate comics but I felt like it was a far better joke to have them together.#Enjoy the rare double feature comic!#I was listening to this episode - scripting out and preparing for a longer and heartfelt comic on this scene.#And then Lan Xichen pulled out his flute and started playing unprompted.#I could not contain my laughter. I know it is trying to be emotionally resonate and the flute is pretty but...#It really does have the energy of “Okay thanks for listening to my tragedies and traumas. I don't know how to segue out of this.”#This madam lan design is inspired by Qourmet's design! Really good stuff that I was not able to do more with in this one panel.#Speaking of...I know it is ambiguous on purpose and we are only told what happened through LXC's POV but...#I always interpreted madam lan's passing as a suicide. I think LXC was told it was illness to soften the blow.#She was stuck in a house with maybe a servant coming by to give her food. One day a month she saw her children.#Of course she was warm and loving in their memories-#She was trying to give them a version of her that would be remembered as such. She wanted to protect them from the truth.#She did her best but she was already dead a long time ago. She must have felt like a ghost haunting a house.#Love to her was waiting. And both her boys inherited that view of love.
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