#i don't mind that you asked btw that's fine! this is just all the info i wanna give i don't wanna spend any more time looking at it

[dailyfigures]

Wait what did the blue period author do the yatora figure was literally one of the only nendo ive seriously considered

they drew nsfw art of two hypnosis mic characters of which one was definitely underage and i think they could be brothers too idk i haven't seen hypmic but either way it's fucked 😭 they also follow a bunch of people on pixiv who draw shota porn so yeah.......it's definitely not looking good overall

[pomefioredove]

new fav twst fic author just dropped lmao I love you sm 😂 💕

btw can I ask for an angsty fic abt reader being scared of falling in love w someone? yk like instead of butterflies in their stomach, it feels bad, demeaning and gross? like, in the end they don't realize they're in love bc of how afraid it makes the reader, but ends up sucking it up bc of a valuable friendship? yk, like love it-hate it?

but pick whichever character u want, feel like this would work out w a few of them 👀

thank you!! and OHHH I love this genre of angst... I'm very like this as a person. my immediate reaction was vil but I've done a similar prompt with him in the past so I'm branching out

summary: all is fair in love and war type of post: short fic characters: lilia additional info: ambiguously romantic, angsty, reader is gender neutral, reader is not specified to be yuu but kinda is?

Love and hate are emotions too close for comfort.

It's times likes these that remind you of why Aphrodite and Ares were always tangled in affair, why the hands of love and war fit so nicely together.

Red is the color of both romance and blood.

The heart doesn't distinguish between the heat of passion and the heat of battle, and there's really nothing quite pleasant about that feeling: it's sticky, uncomfortable, warm and wet, making a home in every divot of your skin. It dries on you like blood.

Sometimes, you wonder if being stabbed would be easier.

After all, physical pain, perhaps, is preferable to the dizzying sensation of a beating heart, so noticeable that you can almost taste it from the back of your throat.

...This unwelcome, intrusive feeling, a thief in the night, a sudden loud noise, something that no amount of deep breathing and waiting can seem to quell.

It's not so much longing as it is torture.

You resent yourself for feeling this way. For the way your stomach turns, as if sick, every time you see him.

For the way you can't seem to stop thinking about it, about him, about every little thing he does, about every little question he leaves you with. It's a form of obsession, though one you struggle to resist.

Some days you fantasize about interrogating him until he explains all that he is, so that you might understand why it's him, of all people, him.

But that would never work.

Lilia Vanrouge enjoys keeping the fine print to himself, always leaving you guessing, always leaving you hungry for more. He does it on purpose, he knows, but he enjoys playing this game of cat and mouse far too much to ever finish the kill.

...At first, you did see it as a sort of game. Now, it feels more like a trap, and one that you so eagerly and stupidly walked into.

And yet, still, you can't find it within yourself to resent him. You can't find a way to accuse him of sorcery, of bewitching you, because you know, deep down, that this is your own doing.

You were the one who set the trap. Who started the war.

It was you, you, who blindly ran into battle, armed with nothing but your wits and the pit in your stomach. You were destined to lose from the beginning.

This... feeling. The one that makes your stomach turn, that makes you dizzy, that poisons your mind and senses and turns you stupid and hungry and obsessive, it's your own doing.

And you could just as likely kill it off, swing your blade of reason down on its sickly, thin neck and just be over with it.

But you won't.

And that's the other half of the battle.

For as much as it haunts you, as it tortures you, as it makes you toss and turn at night fantasizing about answers and wars and traps, you want to lose. You want to play this game with him.

Now, it's simply a question of who will strike the final blow.

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

How do I talk to a fourth grader about sex Ed? Are there books or an online resource for parents you recommend?

hi there, thank you for asking!

the book that I use to teach OWL classes is Robie Harris' It's Perfectly Normal; I strongly recommend getting ahold of the revised & updated edition from 2021, which is more inclusive and queer-friendly, but even the older edition is a pretty good starting place.

it can be a great way to start the conversation if the fourth grader in question hasn't approached you with their own questions about sex and bodies, which can be daunting for a lot of kids, especially if that hasn't historically been the vibe when you interact! they may not know a lot at that point, but most kids have definitely absorbed that sex is something that they're not supposed to talk about.

if they're feeling up to having a chat beyond the basics (anatomy, reproduction 101, changes that come with puberty, squiggly crush feelings, consent and no means no, etc), that's awesome! I find most kids in the 4th-6th grade range already have a lot more information about sex than most people expect; they just have it jumbled up and out of order and lack the tools to make sense of it. ie, I've had students who know about periods but are under the impression that they come out of the butt, understand that a baby grows inside of a person but have no clue how it gets out, and make jokes about someone getting ejaculated on because they know it's Inappropriate and therefore funny but don't actually have any idea what ejaculation actually is or why it happens.

so, you know. much to work on there!

honestly I think the #1 most important thing for any adult trying to be a good ally and educator to young people is to kill the urge to cringe literally ever at all about anything, because the second you make a kid feel weird for asking a question is the second they start hesitating to confide in you with their questions. I've had to poker face kids asking me why someone would ever put someone else's penis in their mouth, what a harem is, and kids very earnestly describing their first wet dreams without having any idea that they were describing wet dreams. there cannot be any "no," it's "yes, and" from here on it. "yes that sounds weird to you, and it's completely fine to do that with people you trust if and when you feel ready to have sex" has got to be the constant refrain. be as rigorously open-minded and non-judgmental as possible establishes that you are a safe person to talk to honestly, and encourages your kiddo to be similarly curious and accepting.

if you ever find yourself really flustered by a question, or you genuinely don't have an answer, it's okay to pull a "I don't know! let me find out more information and get back to you." (also great behavior to model for kids, btw.) if you're ever stumped trying to figure out how to break something down into 4th grader-sized chunks, I recommend Scarleteen as a starting place - it's a sex ed forum run by volunteers for teens, some of them pretty young, so the answers are written very accessibly.

easing into the topic by discussing things like feelings and puberty can be a great way to ease in. have they talked about puberty at school? are their friends having any bodily changes? how do people talk about bodies? do kids get made fun of for developing breasts or growing body hair? does anyone at school date? how does the kid you're talking with feel about all of that? I might just be blessed with unusually gossipy kids, but they LOVE dishing about how other kids act. I learn so so much about my students by asking them to tell me how their peers behave at school; they love to narc.

also: it can be a huge bummer if YOU were really ready to rumble being sex positive and a source of info, but sometimes kids just aren't ready to engage with that. I've know 4th graders who are extremely at eases talking about the ins and outs of vaginal anatomy and 6th graders who would rather run away than even acknowledge genitals exist; there's no predicting when anyone will be comfortable with this. to a certain degree you might need to encourage a kid through initial awkwardness, but if they're reaching a point of serious distress and discomfort we've got to let it go. unfortunately I've taught kids who reacted to their parents' enthusiasm for sex positivity by wilting in exactly the opposite direction, getting anxious and confrontational whenever the topic came up. the majority of kids will become curious in their own time, especially as puberty and sexuality becomes more pressing to them and their peers, and sometimes the best thing you can do is leave that door open for them to return to in their own time.

also, hey! if you're ever really really stuck, I'm here on tumblr dot com :) I'm by now means an expert, but I've taught a LOT of fourth graders what a condom is.

[icycoldninja]

Hey there! I was hoping to request a headcannon. If you are busy or do not want to write abt it. Feel free to ignore this. But I was hoping to ask for a platonic headcannon of the sparda boys + V with a male reader being like the main character of Lies of P/ or P if you want to call him. (If you do not know anything abt it. Feel free to ignore this, but I will fill you in)

So, the reader is quiet. I mean, QUIET, not a word leaves his lips. He has a left metal arm (Nero and the reader probably get along with that) and has a talking lantern that calls itself Gemini around the belt on his hip. Everything seems fine at first. But then the boys spot the reader carrying things a lot heavier then someone his age probably could ever (he looks like he is 16), was a lot heavier and for some odd reason, there is a sound of ticking and metal moving whenever the reader was there but they just shrug it off as the reader's metal arm making some weird sounds.

But that all came crashing down when boys and the reader were fighting some demon or enemy and the reader got stabbed. He didn't bleed blood, he bled oil? Now the boys were frightened or confused or a mix of both. And then, suddenly the reader goes on some far away mission, leaving his talking lantern to the crew so they don't feel so lonely. And since Gemini is a chatterbox and has no sense of secrets, it says everying the boys need to know. Gemini explained that the reader is actually a puppet, bit so advanced that it could fit with the humans. And then the more personal stuff is being revealed. Gemini reveals that the reader is actually a repleca of a real boy (the real reader if you will) the boy died a long time ago due to a disease and his father couldn't cope, so he made the puppet version of his son. But the reader didn't want to be just some copy of a dead boy. The dead should rest, the reader wanted to be his own person. He wanted to be a real boy. So he lied he was actually human, to be something he despreatly wished. How would the boys react to this information.

And after that info dump from Gemini, some time passed (feel free to add how long, weeks or mounths) the reader finally returned, his movement nore fluid and the sound of ticking and metal no longer being heard, but a faint sound of a heartbeat. And the reader finally spoke "I'm home." What would the boys feel after the reader finally returned.

Bonus points if you write the reader playing the piano in the middle of the freaking night while everyone else is sleeping.

Btw, I love your work. Your writing is so good. Keep up the good work and have a nice day 👍

Thank you so much! I saw the trailer of that game once, only to discover fans have dubbed him the "hot Pinocchio" lol. Don't know much about him so thanks for the info. Enjoy!

Sparda boys + V x P from Lies of P-like Reader headcannons

¤ Dante ¤

-Dante doesn't mind the fact that you don't talk much. If anything, it reminds him of Vergil.

-Thinks your superhuman strength is pretty impressive, given your apparent age and humanity, though it's nothing he can't do himself.

-As you two get to know each other, (except Gemini does most of the talking) Dante begins to see you as the son he never had.

-When he saw you get stabbed and bleed oil instead of blood, the rusty gears in his mind clicked, and Dante realized exactly what you were.

-Confused, Dante could only watch as you ran off to do God-knows-what, leaving behind your lantern to keep him company. Said lantern then proceeded to expose all your secrets and reveal that you are an advanced puppet recreation of a boy who died many years ago of a disease, made by a grief stricken father who just couldn't move on.

-It also told them how you hated being only a puppet, and how you desperately wanted to be your own person. Dante had to admit this was extremely depressing information that made him pity you a little. It also hurt his heart to think the kid he considered his own wasn't even alive.

-A few months passed, edging dangerously close to a year, before you came back, and when you did, Dante was shocked to find that you moved more fluidly and the clanking of metal was gone, as if you'd somehow replaced your machine parts with human ones.

-"I'm home," You'd said, barely managing to get the words out before Dante tackled you to the floor with a massive bear hug, actually crying a little as he mumbled about how much he'd missed you and how stupid you were for going off alone.

-In a way, it was a good thing that you'd decided to run off to apparently become a human, or Dante wouldn't have made the decision to ask if you'd want him to adopt you.

-Now that you're a human, you can play the piano easier since your fingers will move more fluidly. Thus, you wake Dante up at 3 AM every night with loud, somewhat discordant piano music that...well, let's be honest, is fricking annoying.

■ Vergil ■

-Vergil saw you as a quieter, milder-mannered, honestly better little brother.

-While your strength was impressive, there wasn't much you could do with it that he couldn't do too.

-One thing Vergil doesn't like is your stupid chatterbox lantern, Gemini. It's annoying and it gets on his nerves.

-The day he witnessed you get started and bleed oil instead of human blood, Vergil knew you weren't a human or a demon, you couldn't be anything that came from this world.

-Then you took off, presumably to complete some mission, though for what benefits, he had no clue. You'd left behind that annoying lantern for some reason, unfortunately. Probably to spite him.

-Naturally, Vergil questioned the lantern and it readily divulged your secrets, explaining how you were an advanced puppet created to heal a grieving father who couldn't move on.

-Gemini also decided to inform Vergil of how you detested being a puppet, and how you wanted more than anything to be your own person.

-This was distressing information; now Vergil was even more concerned than before about where you'd run off to and why.

-He'd searched for you for months, but no matter how hard he looked, he just couldn't find you. It was as if you'd vanished into thin air.

-Then, out of the blue, you returned, more humanlike than ever, and for the first time in history, you spoke. "I'm home," You told him.

-Since Vergil is not a touchy feely person, he deemed hugs unnecessary, so he settled for a very firm handshake and a pat on the shoulder.

-On the inside, though, Vergil was screaming with glee, overjoyed to have his precious little brother, whom he loved a little more than Dante back.

-However, should you decide to play the piano at 2 in the goddamn morning, Vergil will march downstairs, face mask and all, and whack you on the head with his slipper.

□ Nero □

-Nero thought of you as his best friend, cause you two were alike in so many ways, the most important part being that you both have metal arms.

-Your super strength is impressive. This means you can lift all the heavy boxes and furniture so Nero doesn't have to.

-Gemini is kinda annoying, but let's not forget Nero grew up around Dante and knows Nico, so talkative morons aren't really new around here.

-The moment he witnessed you get stabbed and bleed oil was the moment Nero's whole world shattered. You clearly weren't human, so...what were you?

-Nero had so many questions he wanted to ask, but he didn't get the chance to, since you decided to run off on some crazy mission, leaving your chatterbox lantern behind.

-Beyond angry, Nero interrogates the lantern and demands to know what the hell you actually were, and what else you might be hiding. Gemini quickly folds and confesses everything, explaining how you're a puppet recreation of a dead boy who hates the fact that he's a puppet and badly wishes to be a real human.

-Nero was shocked by all this; it's a lot of information to digest, and after a moment, sinks into a chair and decides to let you do your thing. There's nothing he can do to help you anyway.

-Several weeks pass before you return, and when you do, you seem to be more human, more fluid in your movements, and more capable of speech.

-"I'm home," You said, shocking Nero with your words. Without even thinking, he gets up and runs into you, giving you the biggest bear hug you've ever felt. He really missed you, bestie.

-From that point on, things were easier, and happier, the sole exception being when you decide to play the piano at 3 AM and wake the hell out of everyone, making Nero consider dismantling the piano so he can finally get some sleep.

● V ●

-V endearingly saw you as a child, and sought to be your guardian, even if you were nearing adulthood.

-He thought your superhuman strength was beyond incredible as it allowed you to perform remarkable feats and carry him around when he was feeling too weak.

-He also noted that you looked a lot like him, especially your hair and eyes.

-Your lantern friend Gemini, though irritating, was quite similar to Griffon, making it easier for him to get along with it.

-When he saw you got stabbed, he grew very frightened. He thought he'd lost you, until he saw you bleeding oil instead of blood.

-After retreating, you decided to take off before he could ask for details, presumably never to be seen again.

-V was beside himself with worry, on the verge of a nervous breakdown, had the lantern you'd left behind, Gemini, not spoken up.

-It told him of your dark history; how you were a puppet made by a grieving father to replace his dead son, and how you hated being a puppet; how all you wanted was to be human.

-V felt so sad upon hearing of this. He never knew the sweet boy he cared for had such a tragic backstory. However, what could he do? He was essentially useless in a situation like this.

-It was a few months before you returned, but when you did, you were a changed person. You were more fluid in your movements and you spoke to V, for the first time ever. "I'm home."

-V was ecstatic to see you again and wasted no time in stumbling forwards to give you a hug and welcome you home.

-From that moment on, V acts more and more like a parent to you, despite his crumbling existence. He loves you like a son and always will, even if you wake him up with your piano at 3 in the morning.

[spaceorphan18]

Your segment of the podcast was wonderful! Honestly I got emotional. I’m so glad they talked to you.

SNARKY!!?! I'm so glad you listened and got emotional. Did you catch my shout out to you? ;)

If you don't mind, I'm going to just give some little tidbits about doing the zoom call with Kevin and Jenna

There was no intro with me. The only person I talked to before the call was the producer and that was through email. I had no idea what to expect, and I was really nervous going in. I made a few small notes of things I'd like have said, and I think most everything got covered.

I didn't think it was real until Kevin and Jenna popped on screen.

I was a little shocked when Kevin was so enthusiastic about me A) being an OG glee fan and B) about my real job.

I was taken aback, a little, by how very good looking Kevin was.

(I tried to look nice - but I looked ultimately like me and not like someone who has a lot of money, lol)

The conversation felt mostly like it was me and Kevin, who seemed to be driving it. I had to remind myself to look at Jenna as I talked, too.

(I'll talk more about Jenna later in another post)

I tried to be polite and professional. As the convo went on, it felt really easy to do the conversation. It felt both longer and shorter than I expected.

Funny thing about when I started writing fanfic -- I lied a little, but I didn't want to go into the biggest reason that I was held back so long from writing fanfic is due to my severe social anxiety and the scariness of the glee fandom. But I felt like that was too complex to get into.

Also did you notice Kevin's insulation that I started writing after the show started getting bad after season 3? After the convo was over -- I was really bummed I didn't defend the later seasons in that moment.

I felt really bad when I said fanfic isn't for you, and I hope my reasoning was clear. They seemed to be understanding, though?

Kevin just beamed when I brought up that I wrote Office fanfic. Btw, I COMPLETELY forgot that he was on an episode of Office while doing the interview.

There was one point that I thought, maybe, Jenna had snapped with me -- and it was when she mentioned that they were fans of things, too. Mom (who told me she noticed Jenna's oddness and apathy) said she didn't notice that moment, so it may have been just me.

(Mom did say that I should not have said Kurt was my favorite character - but I reminded her that she already knew since the producer had already asked me that as a vetting question)

I was a little surprised when they didn't ask me about my favorites like they did with a lot of the other fan guests they have. I did mention Kurt in the episode. But I was a little bummed I didn't get to do the usual. (Apparently, they didn't with the first woman either?)

The ending was super, super awkward, and I believe, the only point that was edited. At the very end - Kevin asked for my goodreads account. I was so stunned that all I could say was that it was my full name. I kind of wonder (now) if he was trying to get me to plug some kind of social media? Anyway, the producer jumped in and said she'd get him the info.

It kind of then ended abruptly, as they were saying goodbye. They shut down and the Kevin popped on again to say goodbye again. I could also hear Jenna going straight into asking about what they were doing next.

Fwiw - Kevin never did slide into my Goodreads DMs, which is fine. I didn't really expect him too.

The producer then sent me a message a half hour later saying that Kevin and Jenna 'genuinely' liked talking to me and that I was an awesome guest. (and that she'd be in touch).

I really liked how the conversation went (mostly) but afterwards, I was kind of bummed that that was it. I have so much more I wanted to say --- and there was a part of me that kind of wanted to speak up about a lot of things that we always talk about here. But I'm glad I didn't get off topic, and that I did have a professional, honest, and hopefully education conversation about fanfic.

Fwiw - the producer sent me one last message letting me know that the podcast had aired. I did send a thank you email back, but have not yet heard a response -- so I'm guessing that is that.

I am grateful for the experience. Everyone has been so lovely about it, and people even in my real life have had a lot of good things to say. I suppose it's my little fifteen minutes of fame.

I hope people listening got something out of it, too. I haven't listened to it myself - but I just feel awkward about it, and don't really want to.

It does make me want to podcast again, though, and really dig into all the things that Kevin and Jenna don't get into. Maybe someday I can talk Snarky into another podcast when we both have time.

Thanks dear for supporting me and helping me. <3

[bluehourbucky]

enough

bucky x acereader

summary: bucky gets uncomfortable when guys ask about his and yours sex life

a/n: for my sex neutral aces ♡ p.s I'm in no way an expert on asexuality but here are some of the resources where you can find info on aceness asexuality.org what is asexuality.com thetrevorproject.org/trvr_support_center/asexual

warnings: talks of sex;alcohol; angst;

btw theres probably some typing mistakes sorry about that it's almost 1am oh and also sorry this is long idk how to add read more 😅

hope you enjoy let me know what you think please :)

MASTERLIST

💭

Bucky's and yours relationship was perfect, at least as perfect as it could be; obviously you have minor fights but that's it.

For Bucky it was very hard to get into a relationship after everything that happened to him. He didn't think he was deserving of love, and especially because he had a hard time letting people get close to him he never expected to fall in love.

It wasn't easy for you either; Being an ace person in a world of allosexual people was alienating not only that but also being a sex neutral fell hard on you. Since you were a teen when all teens thought about was sex and relationships you felt completely lost, thinking something was wrong which was obviously not true but at the time you felt it was.

What surprised you the most was Buckys reaction to your "coming out" as sex neutral ace. He was more understanding than people from the 21st century! Of course he was a bit confused what it was but he never judged you so you were thankful for that.

That was over a year ago.

However there's one slight "issue" both you and Bucky had come across on. People are generally curious about other people's sex life which is quite annoying especially because you don't like talking about it, neither does Bucky. Truth be told you don't have sex often which is fine for both of you, but you prefer to not to talk about it at all to other people.

Today is a Friday night and usually Bucky, Steve, Sam and occasionally Thor hang out at someone's house, today it was Buckys and yours place. Usually you would be out with your friends but tonight you stayed as you weren't really in the mood to go out.

Now you're sitting in a circle, beer in everyone's hand, playing monopoly for what seemed ages, but everyone's so competitive so you don't expect anyone to give up soon. Everyone has gotten a bit tipsy even Bucky and Steve since Thor did bring some Asgradian mead.

As you were getting tired and quite honestly a bit dizzy from the alcohol you drank you decided to let the boys finish up with the game ,or just cheat til one of them wins which is what usually happens.

"Alright! I'm going to bed! Do not break anything and if you start fighting please take it outside there's still a hole in the wall from last time!" you said kissing Buckys cheek. Bucky being Bucky obviously had to pull you in for a longer kiss before letting you go.

Everyone in the group reacted differently since you weren't big on PD. Steve gasped, Sam whistled and well Thor stole Buckys money. You rolled your eyes and went to get ready for bed leaving the boys alone.

~~~~~~

"Sooo I been curious for a while... How is the sex like you never talk about it! This is the first time I ever saw you two kiss!" Sam's question immediately made Bucky stiff. Unfortunately you also heard the question and froze, you didn't like talking about it.

Bucky was the only person apart from your close friends to know about you being ace and all, and you told Bucky you weren't comfortable sharing that with everyone. He understood that and kept his promise not to tell anyone. But until now he was never asked this question before so he had no idea what to say.

"Sam that's a really inappropriate question." Steve said and Bucky exaled until his dumb ass friend continued.

"But seriously you never talk about it do you not have sex like you've never been shy about it what's up with that?"

Bucky being tipsy and scared out of his mind replied with " Yes, sex. We have a lot of it like all the time! Like you think I would've stayed with her if we didn't have sex like that's fucked up! such hot sex like you can't even imagine. " As soon as those words left Buckys mouth, his face paled at the realisation of what he had said.

"Damn. Okay you don't have to get so defensive about it!" Sam and Steve said in unison.

You however couldn't belive what you had heard.A tear rolled down your face as you quietly went up the stairs to the bedroom.

Bucky wasn't having fun anymore the guilt of what he had said was eating him alive so the obvious thing to do was to drink more.

You were having a hard time falling asleep and after hours of tossing and turning Bucky had finally showed up. He was drunk you could tell. You decided you would rather sleep in the guestroom after Bucky had laid down next to you.

Falling asleep alone in bed was weird but what Bucky said hurt you, it wasn't something you ever expected to hear from him. You thought you were fine you talked about it hundreds of times since you were always insecure about it,and he always assured you it was fine. Previous partners have broken up with you because of your indifference to sex.

You decided you were going to break up with Bucky so he doesn't have to suffer anymore as much as it hurt you maybe it was better.

~~~~

Morning has come and you have not slept for a moment the whole night. As you heard familiar footsteps coming from the hallway you quickly laid your head on the pillow, closing your eyes pretending to sleep.

Bucky was feeling awful, the hangover was nothing compared to how bad he felt about saying the thing last night to the guys. He loved you and he genuinely doesnt mind the "lack" of sex. He is perfectly content with how your relationship is, he wouldn't change it for anything. The second Bucky woke up alone he just knew you must have overheard the conversation otherwise you would be in bed with him.

Doing the walk of shame he sheepishly opened the door to the guest room where he knew you'd be.

"Hey love." he whispered knowing that you were awake but also hurt.

He was met with silence so he approached the bed quietly, and slowly sat on the edge of the bed. Bucky gently uncovered your face that was covered with a duvet, then with a feather light touch moved the hair out of your face.

"Morning my darling I want to talk to you can I please?"

"Yeah I think we should talk." you replied softly sitting up finally looking into your favorite eyes.

"I'm sorry. I know you heard what I said last night and I didn't mean it, I just didn't know what to say and I'm sorry. I know it's not an excuse." Bucky sighed sadly, not knowing what to say. His apology was sincere and you knew that but there's still something bothering you.

"I know Buck. I'm just. I want you to have everything. I don't know if I can give you everything. I don't want you to pretend to be okay with having sex once a month or I don't know wait for me to want sex or just always be in a situation where you have to hold yourself and your needs back just because I'm not normal." it hurt you to say this but you had to say it

Bucky had to take a moment to let your words sink in before replying.

"Doll. I love you. I don't care about how much sex we have. There's never going to be anyone who compares to you. You're IT for me, you and no one else. Not only are you enough you're more than I deserve. I'd rather never have sex till the rest of my life than lose you. I'm never holding back or anything like that and I don't want you ever thinking how you're not normal okay,being who you are is valid and not weird.All I want is you if you'll have me."

Buckys words hit you more than you expected it's exactly what you needed to hear. You couldn't help but pull him into a hug which he returned immediately.

"Thank you for saying that I needed it. And I'll have you always, all of you. I love you too."

Bucky smiled and whispered another love you.

"We're okay?" you asked.

"Of course my love." Bucky assured you.

"Great now let's go to sleep I haven't been able to close my eyes all night!! I need you to hold me I can't sleep without you anymore which is completely your fault!" And who was Bucky to say no to holding you when it's his absolute favorite activity.

~Fin~

hope you enjoyed thank you for reading :)

[cherrycat-blossom]

Btw this have something to do with my next post hehehe, can i know among my oc's who will your oc's interact with 👀. Like for example who mizu likely will interact and who she gonna get along the most and her opinion on that person if that's ok 😭😭

YAAA SURE WHY NOT 😍

I'm not sure if you're asking abt all my ocs or just mizu, so I'm just gonna list hers only 😔 ( if nah you can tell me and I will inform you teehee )

For your female ocs she will most likely get along with enri or Ikuna. Because for enri, she doesn't like how others treated her so sometimes she would make her involved in many activities so enri won't feel left out ( she just felt like everybody deserves a genuine friend yk 😔 ) her opinion on enri is she thinks she's fine ( side note mizu actually finds enri pretty cute 🏃‍♀️)

But because I think she is gonna get along with Ikuna is one, she thinks Ikuna is very gorgeous, two, she finds Ikuna cool because of her personality that does not easily give up. She probably trusts Ikuna to show her fish to her.

At the same time she is probably fond of senju too because she finds senju's rebellious personality endearing and cool. And she also likes her taste in fashion.

But as for males, she is probably most likely to interact with ryomie, sunoashi, naoyu, burai and oujirou.

She finds ryomie's pretty interesting because of the magic and stuff, probably tries to stalk him because she wants to get to know him more, but knowing ryomie he's probably pretty aware of this. Doesn't really like him cause he is popular but more to cause she finds him cool.

For sunoashi at first she just wants to know him more because of the mask but overtime she just wanna know him for himself. If anything she would probably join him to do something very dangerous cause this girl jenis yang cari malang 😔 ( and cause it's fun if she can do something dangerous and knowing someone else is also in trouble with her )

She tries to get along with Naoyu just cause she wants to be part of the biology committee smh ( it didn't work and she can just spy on their activities oml )

She likes burai's outgoing nature cause she finds it a lot easier to get along with someone if they are an extrovert. He's probably one of her closest male friends in the school. Still, she somewhat didn't trust him with her fish 🚶‍♀️

Tries to blackmail oujirou once for the fun of it but she quickly changes her mind after finding out he gets bullied by reku. She likes his hair colour too because it and his vibes reminded her of axolotl ( don't be mad he just looks like one 😭 ) probably would try to help him do something to avoid mistakes

A/N: AHHHH, these is the only infos I can provide because I just made mizu and I didn't really develop her personality much 😭 all in all I'm sorry if there is any mistakes in there personalities as I tried to make it as accurate as possible ( according to your posts Abt them 😢 )

[enden-k]

hi youn~, i hope you don't mind this random little ask, but i was wondering… are you fine with drawing requests for characters you might not be all that familar with? (maybe so long as ref pics and such are included--)

i mean, i know part of your requests section says you'll draw most any character-- but, just thought i would ask before possibly coming back with what i had in mind ; w ;

also, thanks for taking the time to answer this if you do~. and i hope you're having a great day 💕

hi!! i dont mind. thats what asks are for after all

i think i have to update the section some time like. specify it some more. it says i draw mostly any character/ship with exception of some i dont like. this goes only for fandoms/media im part of/familiar with (if youre unsure you can always ask) and like it says in my page, i dont draw everything but only what i feel like

(this obv means i dont draw ppls OCs btw (except those of my friends etc like i did with sevy my beloved, theyre always welcome to ask me <3)

also, please dont send me whole ass descriptions of what you want, like 69k of what you would send as comm info

anw thanks and have a great day as well <3

[ayan0thegl1tch]

Welcome to my blog!

2nd Tumblr account is @ayanotheglitchs-reblogs

DNI: P*dophiles, zoophiles, r*cists, toxicity, proshippers, and sanscest lovers that like ships including Killer or Cross (Examples: Killermare/Crossmare, Kross, Cream/Dark Cream, Driller, Kist, and many others) If I find out you are any of these, you will be blocked. You have been warned.

Hello! I'm a small creator(should I even call myself that?) who decided they'd give story writing a try.

I have a masterlist of all the things I've written and posted here down below, along with other writing platforms that I'm on. The lists will update as time goes on, and rules for requesting are down further.

Banner art is by @meeoowwi . They're an amazing artist, pleaseeee go check them out! Edit: I'm...not sure what happened to them. They just...disappeared one day, without any warning. Their writing blog's gone too. I wish they could've at least given us a note if they really did do this on purpose, but I wish them the best. You will be missed, Meeoowwi. -8/17/2024

Info you you should know:

Prefered name: Ayano or Glitch. You can also choose any nickname, go crazy! Preferred pronouns: She/Her. I guess it's fine if you call me by They/Them(though I prefer female addressing) but do not call me by He/Him. I was scientifically born a girl and I have no want to change that. Thank you. What I do here: I write and draw mostly(on paper, though I'm too shy to share. It doesn't look that good anyways, don't worry.)

Side Info:

My favorite color: Snow Blue(A very, very light blue) Am I listening to music right now?: Yup! :D If so, what song?: Heap Overflow And on what music platform?: Soundcloud!

《Socials!》

My AO3! My Wattpad! My Quotev!

《Masterlist》

[1]: Insanity [2]: Crimson Snow [3]: Fluffed Feathers [4]: Quiet Nights [5]: Chilly Nights [6]: Reflections [7]: Purpose or Accident? [8]: Snow White's Wings 1st batch of headcanons 2nd batch of headcanons

【I am a huge lover of Cross, so unless there is a request that does not include him, all of these stories will either be about him, or there will be a poly that has him in it.】

《Other Masterlists》

Imagines(Coming soon!)

Poems

IF YOU REALLY DO WANT A REQUEST:

If you still want to ask for some writing, and do not mind any of the rules I have, you may ask for a oneshot/a request/some headcanons or any sort of writing.(Except for long stories) Keep in mind that I have the write to decline. Thank you. Just give me an idea, and if I can figure out a way to put it into words, then it shall be done. I'll try my best, or you can make it yourself. There's no promising that it'll be done soon, however. Be patient with me, please. Rushing will only make me feel worse and have less motivation.

Rules for requesting a character:

What I will write: Fluff, suggestive themes, smut, angst, comfort, platonic, (enemies to lovers, friends to lovers, anything of the sort), soulmates, yandere, and poly.

Characters I can not do:

《Horrortale》

I am uncomfortable with the concept.

《Mafiatale》

Same thing.

Please request Kris, Frisk, or Chara I beg of you PLEASE (I'm a simp for the KFC gang and I do not regret it)

What I will not write:

Non-con/rape, suicide, bullying/abuse or harm to others, any mention of addictions,(if you saw my arcane oneshot, I've changed the rules.) anything to do with the mention of pregnancy, sanscest.

How I write:

Currently only Imagines are available for requests, unless you read down below! I feel like I let people down with the requesting stuff so right now I'm only working on my stories and Imagine scenarios :D I will write a longer story if I feel like it.

Btw my fav skellies areeeee!

#1: Cross

#2: Killer

#3: Any Leviathantale Sans!

#4: P!(Passive) Nightmare

#5: Crow/Birdtale Sans

Just thought I might say who I find the most inspiration in.

Oh and someone named toffee did this and I thought it would be a good idea, so credits to them.

#ayano's thoughts (Stuff I think of randomly or opinions)

#ayano's poems (Self explanatory, poems I think of)

#ayano's rambling (Also self explanatory, longer posts that will have more words at a time)

#lack of sleep posts (Dumb shitty talks)

#lovely people :) (I love/adore all these people that come and go)

#cria is here! (Best girl Cria🥰/ @im-a-simp898 )

That's all. Hope to see you around and have a good day! Actually...why not some userboxes? Yeah, sure.

[lasi-nariyoyoreads]

Mingyu and Joshua's FS

Ask 1: Can you do a reading for Joshua’s future spouse? With a few questions I would like to ask is Do they know each other or have they met? Are they a celeb or non celeb? Korean, Asian, or foreigner? What’s their personality like? How long it will take before they get together ? ( sorry I know I’m asking a lot of questions ) - Ask 2: Hiiii, Lasi! I hope you’re doing well 🫶🏻 Can I request a reading about SVT Mingyu’s FS? Like the one you did for Bang Chan of SKZ? Thank you so much, have a great day ahead! ✨

Squeezing these two ask from the old blog together because they have the same topic and are about two members of the same group. As for Joshua's ask, it's the first time I tried to get specific info, usually I tend to focus more on their emotional connection and the characteristics of their personalities, but it was fun to try a new approach. For Mingyu, I did what I usually do. I'm fine btw and I hope you have a great day too!

Disclaimer:

My readings are made for fun and you should read them for fun too. So don't take them seriously.

Mingyu

Cards: rev the temperance, rev 6 of cups, 5 of pentacles

This person lacks balance, either they are bad at managing their time/business and/or they lack emotional stability.

I say emotional stability because it seems they're coming out from a bad experience and are in a process of healing. It's possible Mingyu is a "tool", in the sense that his presence is also a way to move on from the past disappointment.

They seem like someone who doesn't expect much from everything.

They might struggle with self-esteem or they might even go as far as thinking they don't deserve anything.

I'm not sure how I feel about this relationship also because I don't feel much on Mingyu's part, I don't know if he's getting anything good from being close to them and I get the feeling he isn't that serious about them.

They might have different personalities, different life styles or a different world view that brings them to many arguments and clashes.

I feel like it’s a relationship that is kinda "forced", like they are together more to keep up appearances rather than because of real love.

For example, they might have been outed, so everyone knows they’re in a relationship. They’d rather act like a happy couple than going through another scandal linked to them breaking up. Or a sudden pregnancy might be involved too.

I don't think this person is getting much benefit from being with Mingyu either, other than the idea that a handsome and successful man is attracted by them.

I think they'll break up eventually.

Joshua

Cards: rev 8 of pentacles, 5 of wands, rev 5 of pentacles

While I was shuffling, I was asking your questions in my mind and when I asked about their personality, the 8 of pentacles rev fell off the deck, so I’ll just take this card as what defines their personality.

They might be someone who directs all their energy in the wrong direction. Like over-focusing on an aspect and forgetting about everything else. For example, you ask them to hang out together but they’re always busy with something else.

It’s possible that this is an aspect that might cause some conflict. It’s possible this person is very focused on their job, but then neglect their private life.

Joshua might voice this and ask for more quality time.

5 of pentacles reversed is a card that fits this context, it means that something good will come after hardships, so I think this person will be able to find a better management of their time.

As for their job, they give me the vibe of someone who aspired to something big but didn’t achieve that much. If they are an idol, they probably debuted and then got disbanded soon after because they weren't successful. I feel this is what caused that imbalance in their life, they probably started to focus too hard on their job because they’re so ashamed of their failure. It’s possible they still work around in the industry, but behind the scenes.

I feel they don’t know each other yet or they aren’t that close yet. It's hard to say how long it will take for them to get together, but if we stick by the cards, there's two number 5 that appeared, so it might be 5 years. In 5 years, it will be 2028 and 8 is the other number that appears in the cards so idk you might take that as a sign if you want.

It's hard to say where they’re from, but 8 of pentacles and 5 or pentacles are represented as sitting women in my deck, so it gives me a sense of someone stationary, they might be Korean. 5 of wands is represented as men who climb, so they might be from the south of the country and then moved north to Seoul to train and/or work.

[youngdutchishot]

This is just some basic info about me!

He/Him

Ohh man I'm aroace!!/sil But, yeah, won't specify just thought to share (‘-’*)

Eighteen ·

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I probably wont post very often! I'm quite silly and the idea of strangers finding my goofy thoughts with such ease is a bit scary

[Oh and please- please, do not feel weary because I mentioned my struggle with socializing. I love when people see my stuff!! Don't feel hesitant or shy, engage!!! <33

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You might just see some rdr2 captures from me or random snippets of my head-canons! That is, if I ever get around to posting such c:

FANDOMS :

Red Dead Redemption I / II [special interest(?)]

[ i hardly ever acknowledge these but will engage if asked^ ]

idk slasher movies bro

EPIC: The Musical

The Walking Dead

My Little Pony

Stardew Valley

Little Nightmares

Gacha Life II ( not really since I barely even interact with that community :<

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fave rdr characters!!! [ you wont believe it../sar ]

Hosea Matthews, Dutch van der Linde!! yeahhh Arthur is up on the list too! And JOHN<33 I also really really loveeee Molly i would do anything for her (〃´∀｀) AND OMF LENNYYYYYYY!! my pookie baby boah hes very dear to me....

STUFF YOU CAN DO :

I'm pretty OK with most things! If you're chill and don't cross boundaries, I'll reciprocate! Unless you're- y'know, the obvious troll, or a complete utter bigot, yeah, I will ignore your existence and block. But other than that, if you're respectful, I really won't mind!!^^

You can definitely ask questions about me! That, I'm very open to!!

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PLEASE DO NOT :

act weird / sexual toward me, not exactly comfortable with that. Have some decency at the very least, please. :((

talk to me without tone tags, I struggle heavily with tone through text and if you even know the slightest bit about them, please do use them! If you're confused or don't want to, that's fine!! ( I put a site at the bottom that explains and showcases tone indicators btw!! )

private message!! That's a big no-no with me!!

call me by Edhem or Boris. I prefer Kieran or Stry / Sye(those two>>>), please use those to address me, thank you!!

here's my ao3 and carrd profile, too! I haven't published on ao3 just yet, but I plan to when I've fully gotten a grip of how the site exactly works.

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( obviously the card below's not mine!! rightful credits to the owner that took time out of their day to put this together — i'm certain it's somewhere on the site i am just blind^ )

that's all ty for reading this (^-^*)ノ

[tojiscrack]

Heyy, this is for your “liar, liar” fic lore. I was wondering how Gojo became Megumi’s godfather? Loving the fic btw, so just wanted to know how the family became a family in the fic? Geto too and his daughters. Also Tsumiki - in the Anime she’s Toji’s stepdaughter so what are the relations in this fic? Sorry if this makes no sense I’m operating on 3 hours of sleep but this fic is too good 🤩 An alternate world where they’re all happy and Megumi has a childhood friends to lovers with reader? Count me in.

liar, liar masterlist here

omg i love answering questions and i love talking about the family dynamic so plS, SEND IN MORE 😭❤️

let's start off with gojo and megumi (my favourite duo in canon and fanon 😋).

just bare in mind that i'm not gonna reveal too much info, mainly 'cause i have a whole other sequel/prequel (idk what to call it because of it's very unique layout) for the whole family situation i have going on here :)

to fit the whole godparent situation better, i had gojo aged up about 2-3 years so that when megumi would be born (2002) gojo would be 17, a fine age to be appointed godfather to a child (even if it is pretty young). so gojo's birth year is 1987.

how did he become a godfather to megumi? it's a stupid way, really, because the family dynamic is a literal joke (you'd have seen this in chapter 3, the airport scene, where literal CHAOS ensues wherever they go). long story short: at mamaguro's work place, where gojo worked for a bit at 17, it involved interacting with kids, like toddler aged kids and so on. she saw this, saw how he was doing pretty well with them, and after forming a bond with him, appointed him as godfather 💀 (without telling toji). and that's it, really. now you might assume that this is why toji hates gojo in the fic, and to some extent, it is, but there is a WHOLE different back story to that which i don't want to dive into just yet, and once the initial fic is done, you'll know :)

as for geto and his daughters, it's even more simpler than gojo and megumi, really. in chapter 2 of ‘liar, liar,’ i mentioned the kfc breakup and how i changed it for the fic. gojo and geto were going to work in a state school because of the whole we-hate-rich-people vibe they have going on (a parallel to the canon-verse where they hate curses and have to protect the weak: here, they're protecting the poor). but geto ends up working at a private school without letting gojo know and he reveals it at kfc 😔 (poor gojo). now why does this relate to mimiko and nanako? geto visits an orphanage, sees mimiko and nanako as vulnerable, weak kids, and then adopts them. simple as. nothing spoiler-worthy here :)

now for tsumiki and toji! this was really difficult for me to decide. you're right, in the anime, she's his stepdaughter, but there's a reason why in the fic, she isn't. instead, she's his goddaughter. initially, i wasn't going to have tsumiki in the fic, but then i remembered how important she is to megumi in canon, and you'll have noticed how i keep canon in the story but change it so there're no curses, killing, or fictional aspects (everything is realistic). if i kept her as toji's stepdaughter, it would have meant that he had relations to her mother, which wouldn't have been bad at all, if mamaguro didn't exist. but she does. because again, this universe is where everyone lives and nobody dies. so he has no relations to tsumiki's mother the way that he had in the anime (sleeping with her for money). but how did he become her godfather? there had to be some relationship if not for that type?

i can't go into too much detail with this. it relates to the whole gojo/toji situation, and therefore contains a lot of spoilers. all you need to know, as of now, is that he became her godfather through her dad, his former best friend. there's a reason why, there's a whole backstory to that and the clan's involvement to it, which will be explained in the sequel/prequel :)

your ask made perfect sense! don't worry about it, i'm so glad you're interested in the story! ty for sending in ur question, you dk how much i enjoyed writing all this for you <33

[sweeteaacakes]

Do you do scenarios or headcanons? If so, how many characters can we request for scenarios or headcanons? Would you do the same prompt with different characters? Can we request for male reader, female reader, gender neutral reader, etc? Are there any characters you won't do? Are there any topics you won't do like rape, suicide, etc? Do you do poly ships x reader? Would you mind if we request for Alternate Universes or Aus like AU where the character lives happily? Would you mind if the request is suggestive, implied sex, or mentioned sex but no explicit sex? Would you do NSFW requests? If so, what kinks would you accept for requests? Can anons request smut? Can we check with you if you received our requests? Thank you in advance!

Answering this since it's a general info! Mayhaps I also forgot to include it in my post;;;

This is about WHB btw and maybe in general too (ㅇㅅㅇ)

Scenario or Headcanon? How many characters? Same prompts=Different characters?

I can do both! I would say that "how many you want" but I need to practice self-control so...

For the kings scenario/headcanon ~ it's fine all of them. I may break them in two parts in the future to not make the post very long!

For characters ~ It's fine if you want to include 2 or 3 along with the kings! But if it's just nobles/side characters then max is... 6...? Yeah, seems reasonable but the same like the kings situation, I'll divide them in two post!

YESSssss I will! I give the same song for character in my playlist so I'm all fine for the same prompts for different

Reader Gender?

Male, female, non-bi, gender neutral, genderfluid, etc etc is fine! I feel a bit insecure with afab/amab because I'm not trans and wouldn't want to be innacurate;;; but I'm open with trying!

I would like gender to be specified on some scenarios too so I can know what the client have in mind ;—;) (ex. family stuffs! I typically do 'you' or 'they' but gets conflicted... like... did you get pregagnante? adopted? a miracle birth scenario? ;-;) )

What I won't do?

For characters? I'm fine with everyone! But since I tend to be hyperfixated on some character, I also tend to trascurate the others so I'll need time to know them better! Chances I won't do someone is because I don't know them better yet (ex. teased characters or just released characters;;;)

For topics... Hmm... I'm okay with angst... so characters death are okay. Unless this it's about DoL, I can write consented non-con but I draw line on extreme topics such as 1nc3st, p³d⁰, bestiality, age play, NRT and maybe things I didn't listedn;;;

Poly-ships? AU?

Yes~ uwu)

AU too! Love it~ Café? Highschool? Human? Eldritch?? Merfolks??? Pirates where they rules over their own ocean and— :000000000

NSFW?

Explicit? Implied? Yes yes. I actually write more implied smut since I blank out when it comes to full NSFW TT^TT)

Kinks? Uuuh, I have to check that out when an ask comes!

You can ask nsfw as anon BUT dm me the ask you sent so I can know you're an adult! Age in bio is required! If an anon-nsfw-ask is not proofed then I will delete it ^^)

Checking?

Yes, feel free to dm me of you want to know! I, too, had my share of ask getting eaten TTwTT)

If my inbox gets flooded, I will post a list of ask!

》 ASK FANFICS WILL BE POSTED EVERY SUNDAY!

[yipeeboi]

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒𔓘༘⋆.𝑹𝑼𝑳𝑬𝑺 & 𝑰𝑵𝑭𝑶

[Just basic Info About The rules and other things, I am just trying to make stories again, I've been feeling great because of school and because of someone I really care about, I hope Who Ever finds this fancy's themselves an X reader/OC, I just really hope you enjoy the rules ect!]

So, This part tells you about what fandoms I'll be doing!//Keep in mind I won't do nsfw For some.

FANDOMS:

THE OWL HOUSE {older ones besides lilith, she is aroace!}

TETOCU {I'll allow nsfw Older characters tho!}

GOBB {smut is allowed, all the characters are 18+!}

TBS {smut, Noo, i kin drooper so nuu TwT!}

WW {same for this!}//WILLYS WONDERLAND BTW!

Bugbo {No, I'm sorry but bensilly said no, even if i wanted to i would not!}

Welcome Home {Idk, I gotta look more into it...no, idk}

KNY {no, even if aged up!}

FNF {yes!, No kids tho.}

Spooky Month {yes, older characters only!}

the princess and the cobbler {yes!}

fionna and cake {older characters!}

Your favorite martian {yes, they all are in there early 20s!}

Finale space {nahh, maybe, only older characters}

Rainbow Friends {no smut!}

BATIM {No, No.}

Baldis basics {yes, Yk the rules tho!}

kevin spencer {no smut<3 even with older mfs<33}

MHA! {no, older characters only.}

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{Now its the rules bit! You gotta follow them. please and thank you!}

okay so

the one thing I don't wanna see are requests for R4p3, stepcest, incest, abusive, ect.

one thing i might not do is where the reader gets pregnant, i mean I'm fine with it but idk if i want to do it, i could if you ask!

alright, if you want you can tell me what you want, as in a long request that has many parts up to 12 parts! I'll allow what you want your story to be. it can be many things and im not stopping you!

i allow, { Fluff, angst, song fics (based on music), yandere/lovesick, smut,lemon, lime, dynamics!}

Just know I can do kinks, only a bit, no weird ones!

just know there will always be warnings on my stories if they have yandere and smut/lemon and lime, there will be warnings for things!

I'll allow child readers! just no smut request for this shit, that is pedohilia and its messed up, i won't do romantic shit to.{don't ask for a romantic story if you are asking for a child reader.}

I'll do romantic and platonic//there is a big difference between them.,, romantic meaning love. platonic meaning friends

I do GN!readers, F!Reader, M!reader,, I know am okay with doing x female readers, i really don't mind just know to switch it up once in a while.

OPENED: Sep//22//2023

[vegalocity]

Hiii the other day I was reminiscing about your oblivion fic, (it's my favorite fic of all time), do you plan on continuing it? Or if you're leaving it (which is fine btw, I don't wanna put pressure on you) would you tell us how you were planning to end it?

Okay so first off-

aww thank you! I'm so glad you enjoy it that much! And second off-

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under the cut

I DID have two last installments in mind as i was planning out how things would go, But i wasn't able to get them to paper before i lost steam--In large part because @unseelie-robynx And I ended up fleshing out the Bad End from Side B And came up with a sort of splinter AU we call the Tyrant Prince AU (for more info click here!) (also Robynx has done a BUNCH of additions to the Bad end idea with her own path, it's real fun) I might go back to the original story i don't know at this juncture, so assuming i won't i'll just tell you my plans-

So i had part 5 and part 6 planned out- Part five (Ovation) was going to be about the rest of the Monkie Crew finding out about what was going on with Red

Everyone of course would react differently, Xiaojiao is trying to figure out the practicalities of un-brainwashing someone, Tang is morbidly curious about both Red's mental state and Oblivion itself (Ironically the true difference in Oblivion Classic and the Tyrant Prince timeline is that in TP Freenoodles didn't get together until AFTER Xiaotian went off the deep end into 'mind control is fine actually' but in Oblivion Classic They're long married because there was gonna be a joke about Pigsy threatening to divorce Tang if he tried to use him as a guinea pig for mind control studies) And Pigsy is sure 'mind control' is just Xiaotian not understanding how drugs work and thinks Red's just Suuuppeerrr High, Sandy is most concerned with keeping Red comfortable so when the 'high' fades he won't have TOO Massive a crash.

But Red IS starting to sober up, if slowly, and once more tells Xiaotian he loves him- which Xiaotian asks again for him to stop,

And it's the first time Red's sober enough to say no to him. I never got to this scene but i imagined Red being both THOROUGHLY addicted to the mind control present, but also getting sober enough to know that something's not right. though the only thing he can peice together as not right is that he's not going to pretend like he doesn't 'love' him when he does and that he 'doesnt need oblivion' which his supposedly also does.

And this is the moment where Xiaotian decides he can't pretend to know what's best for Red, OR that he'd be a good anchor for Red to cling to while he gets sober, and he has to just admit defeat and properly deliver him back to his parents.

He explains the situation as best as he can to them, but they don't really trust or believe him, but he hands red over, says they don't have to tell him anything past this point, but for his own peace of mind he'd LIKE to know if Red starts doing better, and just leaves. (doing his best to ignore Red's crying for him and begging not to 'give him' to his parents because 'he belongs to him' and all that)

Which leads into Part 6 which is basically just a one scene epilogue

it's two years since then, the bull family hasn't been seen hide nor hair of excepting one or two sightings of bull clones buying groceries, and Red Son returns to the city, clean for long enough that he still has some questions and tests that need to be done. It's awkward, but Xiaotian agrees to whatever Red Son needs.

It's simple things, asking for Xiaotian's perspective on the whole event, if his Parents DID tell him how he'd been doing (they did not) and asking if he gets the memories of the clones when they destabilize (He does not)

And then ultimately- asks him to order him to do something. anything. Said firmly, said like he EXPECTS him to do it. So he can be SURE he can say no.

Xiaotian obliges, something simple like 'take off your glasses' which is immediately responded to with 'Fuck off Noodle Boy'

They're both pleased.

Red Son states his parents might try to take over the world again, and he'd probably supply them with tech, but he's not sure if he's ready to get back into the fights himself. it feels... wrong, still. That he's not THAT recovered yet. And perhaps when his therapist hears he sort of went rogue for this, he would be scolded for trying to rush the process, but...

there was one more thing he wants to know. Something he NEEDS to know for himself. Because if he doesn't know then he'll spend the rest of his life questioning it.

Xiaotian is about to ask what he means but Red Son rushes up to him-

and Kisses him.

Because he needs to know if that was real, or just another thing the clone did to him.

Admittedly i wanted the result to be ambiguous, Xiaotian pulls away and Red Son immediately fire teleports away, and we switch to his POV, and he's several buildings away, still watching Xiaotian as he looks around for him, looking worried. And Red Son takes a breath, and looks back in the direction he knows the club once was, and heads home with a smile.

the Last line being 'But now he Knew'

[whiskersz]

Haaaaaaiii (mysteriously) i was wondering if I could ask for both matchups? :33 (you don't know me btw...)

My name's Tezel, I'm a 20 yr old agender aromantic bisexual and I go by they/it!!

I'm not entirely sure how to describe myself, but I guess I could say I enjoy spending time with others a lot! I always try to be friendly, and when I feel comfortable enough with someone, I might end up talking way too much...Sometimes I feel like I should probably apologize to them!

Also, I'm not really one to judge people, so I always try my best to be as understanding as possible. I'm not someone who gets angry w their friends easily either...Guess that'd take a lot!

As for my interests, I really enjoy drawing, and I also really like listening to music! ^_^ Something else I enjoy is collecting plushies, so I will always be extremely thankful to anyone who'd think of giving me one as a gift! Also, I absolutely love dinosaurs, so I might accidentally go on a ramble about them with someone I'm speaking with! I just think they're neat :P

Something else about me, which I'm definitely not proud of, is that I easily end up getting anxious over the silliest things. If it gets too bad, I might try to seek comfort from my friends or anyone I'm close to. Usually, that helps a lot.

If I'm close enough with someone, I will definitely be very cuddly around them, or at least give them hugs often! Of course, if I'm not sure if they're comfortable with it, I will ask beforehand if they're ok with it! I always value people's feelings before my own.

And lastly, I know many random facts about animals, so I'll often bring them up to people I'm speaking with if a certain animal is brought up or if I'm asked something about it! I'm often told I know a lot a lot about them :3

Anyways, that should be everything. I really hope the info I gave you works just fine!! Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to do this... ^_^

(bgff)

Hey you!! I finally got to your matchup, yay!! Now, I know veryyy well who your favourites are – but! I tried to read this as if I didn’t know you, apologies if the characters I chose aren’t really of your liking, I tried XP

With aaall of that said, your romantic matchup is...

Sir Pentious!

I can totally see you and Pentious bonding for a very wide number of reasons. I don’t usually do this in matchups, but I can see you approaching him first and complimenting him on how cool he looks – he’s a snake after all, and you love animals -; he even sounds cool, with all the inventions he comes up with! He’d get really flustered over someone paying this much attention to him but at the same time be very proud of himself, and he’d totally take some time to brag a little, encouraged by your shower of compliments. This is kind of how your first meeting would go, in my opinion!

After that, you two would be inseparable: you’d ramble about your interests and he’d ramble back about his, and you’d give each other opinions on what the other has said. This would continue for hours on end! He’d also grow so fond of you to let you witness him and the egg boys at work; you’d think of this as the coolest thing ever. Eventually, you’d end up dating, probably planning to confess in the same exact moment too. It’d be a bit of an awkward confession, but one full of chuckles and hugs and reassurance!

Pentious is a biiig cuddle bug – he loves hugs, snuggling up against you, hand holding and when you do all of that to him! Therefore he doesn’t mind your hugs at all, he actually asks for them himself. He’s the type to hold your hand under the table while you’re all having dinner at the Hotel and then blush about it, and he also plays with your hands a lot. his hand is probably pretty big and slender, so he loves to point out how small your hands are compared to his.

He absolutely adores when you show him your art, he definitely goes a little overboard with compliments sometimes as he tends to exaggerate things in general but he does think everything that he says, so his comments are very genuine. If you draw him sometimes he’ll be very flustered about the fact that you find him handsome enough to make him a portrait!

He’s actually the type of demon to sit down next to you if he notices you drawing and join you in your activity. Not that he’s great at it himself, but what matters is that he’s willing to spend some quality time with you doing something that you enjoy.

You and Pentious also don’t get on each other’s nerves often at all. If one of you does something mildly annoying you both always end up apologizing immediately afterwards in fear that the other will get mad at you, so it’s very rare that you get mad in this relationship.

Also, if he does do something that upsets you, he’ll be feeling awful all day and do something to cheer you up, like get you a new plushie or bake something for you. Not that he doesn’t do little acts like these randomly during your relationship too though; he’s actually a big gift giver and he loves acts of service so it’s not rare for him to show up at your bedroom door with a trail of freshly made cookies or a handmade little gift. In fact, most of his time in his room/studio is spent figuring out what to make for you next!

When you start panicking over something for the first time, he gets a little bit anxious himself as well, not going to lie. With time though he learns that all you really need from him is for him to act natural and distract you a bit with some silly jokes, and perhaps a bit of light hearted comfort and a cuddle. From that point on he cherishes it every time you turn to him for help, as you’re his first supporter too.

I hope you enjoyed reading that as much as I enjoyed writing it!! As for your platonic matchup, I think you’d be besties with...

Charlie!

To start off, these will be a little bit on the shorter side as they’re platonic headcanons. Anyways, you and Charlie sure love to hang out and listen to each other ramble! She’ll stare at you with big wide eyes and wonder on her face as you spew facts about dinosaurs and animals; she’ll be especially interested on the cute ones, she adores cute things!

She’s also big on physical affection, so she will never decline a hug from you! Now, longer cuddling sessions might be a little off-limits as she’s dating Vaggie and the latter can get a bit jealous over these things, so you both decide to respect her and stick to hugs and the occasional friendly hang holding while walking around.

Charlie gladly joins you and Pentious in your drawing sessions; she’s a little better at drawing than he is, and will fill the entire page with doodles of hearts and rainbows and stars if you don’t stop her...it’s very endearing!

She values everyone’s feelings a lot, so when she senses that you’re in distress she’ll immediately be by your side. She can be a little bit awkward at offering advice sometimes as she doesn’t have much clue of what goes on in humans’ minds after all, but she’s trying her best to cheer you up and that’s what matters. She will also refrain from judging you herself, as she is the Princess of literal Hell.

Charlie loves your plushie collection; she’s got one of her own! She’s obsessed with taking pictures of her plushies so she’ll definitely do the same thing with yours, too, especially the ones that she finds adorable. When your birthday or some other kind of celebration comes around, a plushie will definitely be her main present from you; she might let the secret escape though while excitedly asking which ones you’d like to get if somebody got you one, right now...

(bgff <33)