#i don’t know what i want
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This night is the coldest night Gaza has experienced since the beginning of winter. The children are freezing from the intense cold, lying under the blanket, with no clothes to warm them, no food to fill them, no blankets to cover them, and no walls to protect them. This is the scene inside my tent right now—only complete darkness, the sound of warplanes, and the explosions that accompany us every moment. The sounds of the military boats are also constant, as they terrorize my children every time they fire their shells and machine guns.

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#night#cold weather#cold#winter#freezing#cover#tent ⛺️#displacement camps#bomb 💣#horor#just thought 💭#justice#i don’t know what i want#faith in god#queued post
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Idk what I’m doing no mo
#art#digital art#incredibox#incredibox fanart#incredibox xrun#xrun#capitan xrun#xrun rafe#incredibox capitan#Incredibox rafe#e#go I NEED to get better at art❤️🩹#I don’t know what I want#but I know it’s not this#these words don’t mean nothing#something uh watch my lips#idk the lyrics
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This gnawing agony
Has to end
Someday.
#love#poetry#I don’t know what I want#I don’t know who I am#who am I#witch#pagan#goth#alternative#goth girl#paganism#witchcraft#magic#witches
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I’ve been staring at this blank list for ages and haven’t written a single thing on it and now I’m just getting annoyed
#delete later#rambles from the floor#it’s supposed to be a Christmas/birthday list#but I just#I don’t know what I want#and I’m sure there’s things I want but I can’t think of any except for like two things I don’t want to ask for#and like. what the heck#it’s just a list of stuff I want and I can’t make myself write anything on it#what’s wrong with me
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Dawg I’m so fucking annoying bc like I want a relationship but I also don’t want a relationship bc I fear commitment but I also can’t figure out if I want a bf or if hooking up would just be better or like fwb type thing but I also want a bf to like know every part of me as a person but I’m too afraid of letting anyone in that far so I think instead I’ll just ignore all of these feelings and keep bottling them up until I explode
#sorry if this makes no sense#mlm thoughts#I love being afraid of commitment tee hee#gay#i dont know what to do#ramblings#I don’t know what I want#guess ill die#this is just me having way too much aquarius in my fucking chart#tempted to download Grindr again#but I also am afraid of getting k!lled so….#i’m just saying shit#sorry#im mentally ill
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sexuality and gender talk
i’ve been having lots of weird thoughts about my gender and sexuality. i never see myself as female even though i was born female at birth but i can never see myself as a man. but i’m attracted to everyone but i always find myself nervous with cis men. and now lately i’ve found myself wishing i had bigger boobs instead of being flat like i used too. or sometimes i wish i had bigger boobs but also a dick. i don’t know what i am anymore and it scares me because who tf is going to date someone like me
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what am i even doing !! am i rushing into something (neurology) and will be miserable for the rest of my life????.. am i doing something just to do anything. someone take my hand and tell me what to do.
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me when ive never liked a boy and that boy liked me back
me when i’ve only been in relationships with girls
me when i’ve only had experience with girls and afab people ever
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future.
i bet if you asked me, i’d fuck it up so it’s better if i just keep my mouth shut. i don’t need people to ask much anymore.
people set their own ways of giving up; it’s better if you just don’t ask much. i haven’t seen a person in a month, again.
do i even know me? i’ll make it up.
caught me started on some bullshit from last month. i’m over it now i don’t ask much. anymore.
#s@yp#saturdays at your place#convinced of my own delusions right#i don’t know what i want#i just know what i don’t want#that’s half the battle right#you never liked me i could tell#well listen up i’m throwing unexpected parties#telling never ending stories#why did i ever think this was a good idea?#SoundCloud
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I don’t want to do another year. I don’t want to do this again and certainly not for an another year. I don’t know what I’d do instead but I know I don’t want to do this.
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I’ve been obsessed with the Olympics for the past week, and obsessed with Dick Grayson for longer, so here’s the crossover we all deserve.
Plus, gorgeous sweaty acrobat in gymnastics poses? Only positives.
#I know Bludhaven’s not a country don’t come at me#i wanted him in Nightwing colours#this was a compromise#plus look how pretty he looks#you can’t blame me#he looks good in blue and black what can I say#so good#someone help me I’m so bisexual#acrobat dick grayson#dick grayson fanart#dick grayson#nightwing fanart#nightwing#dc robin#olympics#olympics 2024#dc x Olympics#because we all know Dick would kill it at the Olympics if he wanted to#how many jobs has that man had#gold medal at the Olympics is just one more on the list
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#this is a debate between me and my friends currently.#because you’ve guessed it I graduated in 2015 lmao#and all my friends WANT to go? whereas I am like. hell no.#why would I subject myself to seeing people I thankfully have not seen in a decade.#when I am already still in contact with the people I care to know about#yet they are fully trying to convince me to go with them. with great enthusiasm. I’m like what am I missing here lmao.#so now I am curious!#polls#high school#possibly just applies to usamericans I don’t know how other school systems work sorry#25k
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Oh to be a man with a hairy chest😔 (I’m a girl)
#erm#i want to be asleep#I don’t know what I want#what’s going on#my brain chemistry is altered#yes I am lgbtq<3
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been thinking about jason being petty towards bruce. like, oh, you spend time with your other kids, but not me? tire privileges revoked! it would be over stupid shit too.
like there’s one time bruce decides to take damien to the movies, and jason is just beside himself.
like the conversation would be like:
JASON: So, let me get this straight—you took Damian to a movie.
BRUCE: He asked.
JASON: Oh, and I wouldn’t have wanted to see Kung Fu Panda 4 with you?!
BRUCE: You were busy.
JASON: Busy taking down a cartel. Which, by the way, I learned from you. I deserve quality time!
BRUCE: Jason—
JASON: No. No excuses. You’ll learn.
Jason storms off. Five minutes later, an alert pops up on the Batcomputer.
BATCOMPUTER: Warning: Batmobile rear tires have been removed.
BRUCE: …Jason.
Cut to Jason outside, rolling two Batmobile tires away, cackling.
#this isn’t the last time jason steals the tires#bruce keeps doing stuff with the other batkids#and Jason is like look at this opportunity#like imagining if tim gets arrested for something bc i mean come on tims a menace#then bruce just bails tim out and just the week before jason was arrested and bruce let him sit in jail for like two days#jason blew up something so like bad jason#either way jason is like i warned you batbitch and he steals the tires from the batmobile again and then who knows what happens to the tires#unfortunately it gets worse#bc bruce then takes dick to a fancy ass dinner#and it’s to one of Jason’s favorite stakehouses#Like it was the only fancy food place he could stand#good steak is good steak#and jason’s like this is crossing a line#so instead of stealing the tires again#he just takes the entire batmobile#how? no one knows#no one sees the batmobile again or the tires#at least until Batman gets a call from various members of the JL asking him why pieces of the batmobile have been popping up in the city#however it’s about the car itself#no one knows where the tires are still#jason calling Oliver up and saying like i don’t like you man but like we both don’t like batman want his tires?#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#dc universe#batman#batfamily#batfam#damian wayne
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anyone else feeling like shit and every unhappy with their lives lately
#🙋♀️#i don’t like my new job (again)#i can’t connect with my coworkers and it’s bumming me out#and idk if it’s for me#and that scares me#i don’t know what i want#ana talks
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