#i don’t know what i want
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This night is the coldest night Gaza has experienced since the beginning of winter. The children are freezing from the intense cold, lying under the blanket, with no clothes to warm them, no food to fill them, no blankets to cover them, and no walls to protect them. This is the scene inside my tent right now—only complete darkness, the sound of warplanes, and the explosions that accompany us every moment. The sounds of the military boats are also constant, as they terrorize my children every time they fire their shells and machine guns.
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#night#cold weather#cold#winter#freezing#cover#tent ⛺️#displacement camps#bomb 💣#horor#just thought 💭#justice#i don’t know what i want#faith in god#queued post
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Currently vibrating at the frequency of an exploding jacket potato between:
Delulu imagining Daniel in the Red Bull seat after all and a scant possibility of a Maxiel podium vs nauseous at the thought of him going back into that cesspool of a team
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This gnawing agony
Has to end
Someday.
#love#poetry#I don’t know what I want#I don’t know who I am#who am I#witch#pagan#goth#alternative#goth girl#paganism#witchcraft#magic#witches
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I’ve been staring at this blank list for ages and haven’t written a single thing on it and now I’m just getting annoyed
#delete later#rambles from the floor#it’s supposed to be a Christmas/birthday list#but I just#I don’t know what I want#and I’m sure there’s things I want but I can’t think of any except for like two things I don’t want to ask for#and like. what the heck#it’s just a list of stuff I want and I can’t make myself write anything on it#what’s wrong with me
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Dawg I’m so fucking annoying bc like I want a relationship but I also don’t want a relationship bc I fear commitment but I also can’t figure out if I want a bf or if hooking up would just be better or like fwb type thing but I also want a bf to like know every part of me as a person but I’m too afraid of letting anyone in that far so I think instead I’ll just ignore all of these feelings and keep bottling them up until I explode
#sorry if this makes no sense#mlm thoughts#I love being afraid of commitment tee hee#gay#i dont know what to do#ramblings#I don’t know what I want#guess ill die#this is just me having way too much aquarius in my fucking chart#tempted to download Grindr again#but I also am afraid of getting k!lled so….#i’m just saying shit#sorry#im mentally ill
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sexuality and gender talk
i’ve been having lots of weird thoughts about my gender and sexuality. i never see myself as female even though i was born female at birth but i can never see myself as a man. but i’m attracted to everyone but i always find myself nervous with cis men. and now lately i’ve found myself wishing i had bigger boobs instead of being flat like i used too. or sometimes i wish i had bigger boobs but also a dick. i don’t know what i am anymore and it scares me because who tf is going to date someone like me
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what am i even doing !! am i rushing into something (neurology) and will be miserable for the rest of my life????.. am i doing something just to do anything. someone take my hand and tell me what to do.
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future.
i bet if you asked me, i’d fuck it up so it’s better if i just keep my mouth shut. i don’t need people to ask much anymore.
people set their own ways of giving up; it’s better if you just don’t ask much. i haven’t seen a person in a month, again.
do i even know me? i’ll make it up.
caught me started on some bullshit from last month. i’m over it now i don’t ask much. anymore.
#s@yp#saturdays at your place#convinced of my own delusions right#i don’t know what i want#i just know what i don’t want#that’s half the battle right#you never liked me i could tell#well listen up i’m throwing unexpected parties#telling never ending stories#why did i ever think this was a good idea?#SoundCloud
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I don’t want to do another year. I don’t want to do this again and certainly not for an another year. I don’t know what I’d do instead but I know I don’t want to do this.
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I’ve been obsessed with the Olympics for the past week, and obsessed with Dick Grayson for longer, so here’s the crossover we all deserve.
Plus, gorgeous sweaty acrobat in gymnastics poses? Only positives.
#I know Bludhaven’s not a country don’t come at me#i wanted him in Nightwing colours#this was a compromise#plus look how pretty he looks#you can’t blame me#he looks good in blue and black what can I say#so good#someone help me I’m so bisexual#acrobat dick grayson#dick grayson fanart#dick grayson#nightwing fanart#nightwing#dc robin#olympics#olympics 2024#dc x Olympics#because we all know Dick would kill it at the Olympics if he wanted to#how many jobs has that man had#gold medal at the Olympics is just one more on the list
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Oh to be a man with a hairy chest😔 (I’m a girl)
#erm#i want to be asleep#I don’t know what I want#what’s going on#my brain chemistry is altered#yes I am lgbtq<3
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anyone else feeling like shit and every unhappy with their lives lately
#🙋♀️#i don’t like my new job (again)#i can’t connect with my coworkers and it’s bumming me out#and idk if it’s for me#and that scares me#i don’t know what i want#ana talks
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Look for anything (or anyone) that could be familiar
For part two:
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Reblog with the hashtag:
🔼 for Ingo to find Emmet
🔽 for Emmet to find Ingo
#ARCEUS THEY WERE NOT DONE WITH THEIR CONVERSATION YET THAT IS RUDE!!!#submas#ingo#warden ingo#Subway boss Ingo#Subway master Ingo#Akari#pokemon Akari#pokemon legends arceus#PLA#pokemon#reblog game#?? i think?#I still don’t know what these are called lol#waywardstationart#I cut the dialogue on here so much shorter than I wanted to#Ingo and Akari’s last conversation would get to so much more than this#but hey I have a ten panel limit#and we are here to play a game and look at drawings#not read paragraphs of exposition#that’s what my fanfics are for haha#ANYWAYS HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY THIS#made the likes and reblogs kinda high to give me some time to figure this out#it is 3am as I’m posting this now I sleep
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I’ve been feeling what I can only describe as gender dysphoric again and I must ask. For what?
#I don’t know what I want#I feel like I’ve been cast out of gender#like I’m certainly not a woman even if I wanted to be#but I’ve been feeling yucky about being read as a Man#and obviously there’s infinite space in the middle#but I don’t Aspire to any particular presentation#I feel medium at best about how I look even in fits that I think are pretty fire#all of my clothes just feel like someone elses#maybe I’m just depressiongender and I can’t feel good about my presentation because I don’t feel good about really anything#I’ve been reading stone butch blues and there are somethings that Leslie says that ring true to my core#but I definitely am Very attracted to men#like real Man’s Men kinda guys#or maybe I just like being desired#its ridiculously easy for me to hook up with people because everybody loves tboy hole#and I’ll admit I’ve been opening Grindr recently just for the like#affirmations from others that I am desirable#which is sort of pathetic I think#my gender right now is ‘cock sucker’#which is. fine. I guess.#le sigh
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Hmmmm
Do I want to finish that collected of Justice League International I was working through or do I want to read more 90s superfam comics??
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Happy 1 year anniversary to FNAF ruin!!
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#cassie fnaf#gregory fnaf#mimic#mimic fnaf#fnaf ruin#fnaf security breach#fnaf fanart#HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO PEAK!!#tbh I don’t draw mini like anniversary drawings often but#I really wanted to draw Cassie and the mimic again 🙏🏾#this basically sums up what’s going on in ruin#just the mimic putting on new costumes and doing a voice#to order others around to get what they need etc#Cassie doesn’t want to yell at Gregory 😔#and the mimic definitely knows that#TBH THIS comic truly kills me#it hits my funny bone so I hope yall like this too#love you ruin 💜💜💜
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