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frvitbatz · 1 year ago

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god work was hell today

#all my coworkers are GREAT!! i am just hurting so bad #i would like to be. sedated.#its okay i took like 350mg of edible so imma be okay soon #i had to rest for a minute climbing up the stairs home bc my knees thougj #ugh #its all so embarrassing to not be able to function like u used to #i have major pride issues and asking for help SUCKS!#aaron had to open a bottle for me today #and holding my phone hurts #everything hurts #i don’t do my hobbies anymore #and i’m so tired all the time #anyways sorry i’m just going through it

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dilutedconfusion · 9 months ago

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I did a thing…again.

Just realized that ya’ll need to click for better quality for some reason this post looks especially bad 🤚

#OKAY so this piece is a little old #I think I posted it on my twitter (of which I do not use anymore) and nobody really cared for it #WHICH IS FINE #I don’t make art for others I do it for me #BUT I know for a fact that some of you will definelty like this so I’m posting it on here as well #I added a WHOLE new just standing still sketch of Killer and a bunch of doodles to make it more fun #but technically the orginal piece was just the ‘in murder mode leaning over one’#which I could post seperately if ya’ll wanna see that idk??#ya know without the extra image of him and the doodles so its looks less like a collage #ANYWAYS back to the art I REALLY like how I drew Killer in this #LIKE HE LOOKS SO GOOD #ITS CRAZY #so pretty so lucious so cute #I’m literally obessed with drawing flame lighting #everything looks pretty in a nice warm glow #so yeah #he be standing #he be killing #hes killer #OH and all the doodles are of course easily apparent the rest are his trivia #oda thinks his flower is a snow drop #that boy would be a chef in a real world au #and one of his hobbies is playing the drums #so if ya’ll didn’t know that now you do #i also like to think how I wrote his name is how he signs his name #killer one piece #kid pirates #illustration #digital art #one piece

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dcbutinamrev · 3 months ago

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Does anyone in the Outsiders fandom 18+ want to rp with me on discord? If so, please feel free to dm me or ask me. I’m always down to rp with someone in this fandom. 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

#liz.txt #pls I’m in the trenches #i had a lot of drama on a server i was just in so it’s been messing with my mental health right now #i got kicked out cause of my age and i love to rp #and now barely anyone talks to me anymore #for reference I’m 22 that’s why i put 18+#bc i do not want to deal with all that drama i just had all afternoon #but i am a kind person once you get to know me #it’s just i miss rp-ing with people #I don’t know if that’s weird to ask but it’s a fun hobby I like to do #and I could use some more friends in this fandom #lonliness #rp #roleplay #discord roleplay #the outsiders #the outsiders roleplay

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lifeismarvelous · 11 days ago

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Thankfully now I never get art block, the REAL problem is since I constantly keep getting ideas for art I CANT DECIDE WHAT TO START WITH BECAUSE IM TOO INDECISIVE.

#okay SOMETIMES I DO know what I wanna start with depending on my mood and what I have the energy for #like I’ll instantly have the motivation to draw some self indulgent things as a treat #but I also instantly wanna get to the bigger cooler stuff cuz I REALLY wanna see it happen #but I make sure to not rush into things so those cooler things won’t lose it’s special feeling yknoowwww #thankfully I don’t have a busy schedule at all so I can always have time to focus on practicing my hobbies a lot more #I don’t do college cuz school doesn’t interest me n i rather not be stressed out by workloads #im open to get a job again but I wanna make sure it won’t stress me out either #if I did have a busy social life and irl friends I’d #prolly have a lot of energy drained and I prolly wouldn’t find time or #still have enjoyment to do the things that I love anymore

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fingertipsmp3 · 1 month ago

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Maybe I did this to myself but it does irk me when people see me knitting and they ask who it’s for and I say it’s for me and the immediate reaction is “you should sell it” yeah… let me spend at least a week’s worth of my free time making an item I like, want, and would wear just to sell it on etsy, making at most a £2 profit on materials and not being compensated for my time whatsoever 👍🏻

#i say maybe i did this to myself because historically i have gifted most of the items i have knitted #because the venn diagram of things i like to knit vs things i like to wear is actually 2 circles that don’t touch #i looove making hats. i HATE wearing hats #also i love making baby clothes but i don’t have a baby and i’m not going to have a baby #however lately i’ve gotten really into knitting socks and i really like to wear knit socks. it’s like the most affordable way for me to get #quality wool socks. and i’m going to be watching my shows anyway. the time will pass anyways #but it feels like people are deliberately making me feel weird for wanting to make stuff for myself and not profit off my hobby #and like i’ve made 3 pairs of socks to gift already because ‘tis the season or whatever. and i’ve started another pair for a friend whose #birthday is in january #genuinely it’s very weird to hear ‘you should sell it’ or ‘oh i want one!!’ about an item i’m making for myself. after 18 years of gifting #or donating basically everything i’ve ever knitted. like i’ve gifted 2 double bed size crochet blankets #everyone i’ve known who’s had a baby has gotten a cardigan or a blanket or hats or all of the above #i spent october making poppies for the church. i’ve never even stepped foot in my village church mind you. my neighbour asked me to help #do you know what i own? that i’ve knitted? a pair of mittens and a pair of socks.#you want some socks from me? alright. that’s anywhere between £6 and £10 for the yarn and that’s optimistic #i’m currently making myself a pair with hand-dyed yarn that cost me £18 including delivery #the needles i use cost me more than £10. time… let’s call it 24 hours per sock #i don’t know anyone with 18 years experience who makes minimum wage so let’s call it an even 600 for my time. tbh #DO YOU SEE how this isn’t a viable side hussle??? i physically cannot charge what my socks are worth #if i like you and you’re willing to wait; socks are free or cost whatever the yarn costs #if i don’t like or know you venmo me £620. and you’re still going to have to wait.#just pisses me OFF when people suggest i make an etsy page and they say it like they’re doing me a favour or giving me great financial #advice. like you’ve seen me sitting here all evening and i’m barely done with the cuff.. do you actually think selling these for £20 maximum #is going to help me out. i’m not selling them. they’re FOR me. i’m making them because i want them #also when my friend’s family was saying this to me and i was like ‘well the yarn cost a fiver’ and they got quiet and i was thinking yeah…#a fiver is the maximum you cheapskates would pay isn’t it. a fiver is cheap sock yarn bought on sale. or yarn that probably isn’t actually #good for socks. like don’t presume to give me financial advice when you’re this out of touch with the market please #next person who asks when i’m going to start selling socks is getting this whole rant in entirety tbh i don’t care anymore #personal #edited to add that i didn’t even get into etsy fees or whether i would even be noticed among the mountain of dropshippers LOL

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kirnet · 2 months ago

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I’m gonna be real sometimes it feels like I’ll never be an artist again lol

#all of my time now is work social and migraines #I’m doing good I’m really happy in my day to day I’m just. feeling so disconnected #I thought by now I would be getting back into it regularly now but. sigh. I’m still finding that balance I guess #ramblings #I just don’t really have hobbies anymore haha… ha…

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creepyjirachi · 4 months ago

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okay hear me out. i know i love science and i’m very good at chemistry and physics. but what if i became a fucking accountant

#IM SERIOUS…….#like i’ve been doing research about what career path to tailor my degree towards when i go back to school #and it seems like chemistry careers outside of phd research and academia just. barely exist in the US anymore #they’ve been largely outsourced or are extremely geographically limited. or it’s pure bench work that barely pays better than retail #and i’m like. knowing what i know now about my health i just cannot go into academia. i cant. it would take up 100% of my life #and as much as i think i could be smart enough i just like don’t. want to give up on hobbies or having a personal life.#i’m a slow reader/writer. i cant be writing all those papers and making all of those curriculums. it would be all i ever did #and i don’t want to constantly move across the country in pursuit of unicorn chem/bio jobs that would actually interest me #i need to be near my family or a few very close friends on case of a medical emergency #and as for accounting like. look at my hobbies. i love optimizing dragon capitalism on FR. i love making charts and solving puzzles #i don’t mind menial tasks. i need a job with consistent hours that i can leave at the office. bc otherwise i can get too wound up #accountants are in demand everywhere and the pay is actually proportional to the amount of schooling required #depending on the company you work for the work/life balance can be pretty reasonable apparently #i’m good at math enjoy solving problems and have job experience recruiting clients and solving their unique problems #it’s not as spiritually fulfilling as astrobiology but like does it have to be? if i could have a stable and healthy life with people i love #idfk man

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pilonciillo · 1 month ago

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i genuinely don’t know how i’m supposed to act at my age

#like when i have to talk to ppl my age irl they sound old af 😭 and im like are they old or just actual adults?#like i know when to act mature but when in the same age group i feel like i should have my adult voice on #like a customer service voice but more casual???#like for this get together i’m fear i might be one of the youngest ppl there besides like the children of everyone else 💀 like i can go #can’t***#hangout w them and later ima go see my friends and it’s more relaxed but it’s not like we talk about random shit #like we don’t listen to the same music watch the same shows or movies anymore #or they say oh i don’t have time for that or i don’t watch/listen to that many more #????? what do you do? and they’re not on social media besides fb or twt #like unfortunately i’m part of the chronically online 💀💀💀 but i can’t just be like oh im knitting this or crocheting that because that’s my #old lady hobbie i picked up in hs and they were like that’s old ppl shit #they talk about work but i find that so boring idc about what i do everyday that shit stays the same 😭#like it’s interesting to listen to them because i don’t do it but my job it’s same day in day out #and if we talk about fitness it ends up at oh i gained some weight or i lost x amount that means i can have a xyz and not care ….#we are mid to late twenties when tf did you get heartburn 😭 and wtf is that ??? i’ve heard about it but what do you mean??? when did that #start??? like yeah old bones and body aches but damn another meme post about it 😭 stop #like what did i miss when did i stop looking where did yall learn all this #at this point i think im just immature #like my random shit is gonna be ceo/luigi and sk then what i can’t bring up rap kpop spotify wrapped anime my excitement for some local yarn #how i don’t think lady gaga is a good actress or that im lowkey upset about the wicked movie #or that there’s gonna be an american psycho remake like they’re not gonna care #and i can’t be like tf is an appetizer ? that isn’t just restaurant and tv show shit ?#I CANT TELL THEM ABIUT MY PERIOD SHOES I FEEL LIKE THEYRE TONNABNOT LAUGH #my talking points are work (boring and same as always) old car accidents most recently accident (but not too deep) shoulder and back pain #progress maybe complain about grocery prices 😭😭😭#omfg wtf am i supposed to where to the get together with appetizers FUCK #is it chill to go in shorts and a tshirt ????? i’m sure they know we’re the ones smoking outside they can just assume i’m too chill #let’s hope someone has a baby and i can distract them w my ability to somehow charm babies 😭😭😭😭#omg what if their kids are blaming us for the weed smell !?? like imma not narc but i’ve seen them out there too #like idk if they’re college age but i don’t think they’re open about it and im the freak taking walks past midnight 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

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te1epathy · 3 months ago

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#what is it about being 27 that makes me want to get out more often #the loneliness is so crippling #i want to be around people i want to meet and make new friends #i want to drink and dance and sing and surround myself in crowds #no i do not want to be in my room i do not want to scroll for hours i don’t even wanna do my hobbies alone anymore #im v introverted but the joy of being around people around strangers who are having a good time around a community of queer people #i could cry i want that so bad

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strawberryrhubarbs · 3 months ago

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god I am acting bleak on main tonight

#🥞🧇#I do maintain that any thought you have after 8pm is not real #but also I have been having a rough go of it lately and no one to really talk to abt that <///3 #except like . my therapist #I don’t rlly want to get into it but I’m unhappy with my life and to make matters worse I’m dealing with everything alone #I went from having a support system a matter of months ago to having nothing #due to distance or people not being as invested or some secret third thing I can’t figure out bc texting is stupid and no one calls anymore #belgh it’s just allllll been coming out when I get even a little bit tired #I’m rlly sick and tired of feeling like this and I need to figure out what has to change so I don’t fucking feel like this anymore #I’m working on applying for jobs (still. the search has been horrible) so hopefully once I get hired I’ll start making friends???#idk.#i don’t want to think abt any of that rn #going to just get off my phone read a little and then go to bed probably #and wake up tomorrow and continue on my escapism hobbies that allow me to not feel <3 #ok yeah I’m done goodnight #del later probably

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the-brainrot-central · 4 months ago

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Writing over 30,000 words worth of content for a fic only to realize it’s all pointless because you have no interest in it anymore and you were never gonna finish it anyway….

What even is The Point anymore

#current mood #it’s so joever #this isn’t even the worst part honestly #what really sucks is that this project was the last thing in my life I had any sustainable interest in and now that’s gone too.#now I have nothing. like #the fuck am I supposed to do??? get a new interest??? that’s fucking impossible #nothing hits like it used to and everything is just….bland….and SO MUCH EFFORT to get into #like hobbies are so difficult? and my old hobbies (ex writing) are becoming more and more toxic and like a chore rather than something fun #like writing at this point has become a battle of perfectionism and I’m fucking losing #what am I supposed to do. nothing inspires me. I have no interests. no hobbies. not many friends irl #and it’s not like we ever hang out because people are a fucking piece of work #either they cling to you like dog shit or they never respond to your texts no in between #im just so tired of existing??? and also college??? is fine but like #what the fuck am I DOING here like #why am I getting an art degree??? is this really how I should be spending my time and my parents money?#what the fuck am I gonna do for a job??? what do I WANT from a job???? I don’t even fucking know #i can’t see myself being happy in life doing anything and that’s such a nonstarter #it makes it impossible to start planning anything because I feel paralyzed with fear #and like I said….i don’t have any interests. I don’t LIKE anything. I am the antithesis of curiosity and interest like. there’s just nothing #i can’t do this anymore #im so done #idk why I made this so long but #I guess I have a lot on my mind I wanted to share #sorry for cringe posting on main it will happen again #im sorry in general actually for everything im sorry for being needy and attention seeking and annoying and flaky and never finishing any of #my fics because I lose interest and for not responding to anyone in my inbox I’m sorry #personal #cringe #cringetober #long tags

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kimtaegis · 11 months ago

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man I’m so bummed out about barely having a day on the weekend anymore to gif/create :/

#there’re so many things I’d like to do but I simply don’t have the capacities for it anymore #especially for others I literally have a list of sets I wanna make #I don’t even think I’ll have time to make anything for hobi this year #this is literally my only hobby and passion and I can’t really pursue it anymore #because of pointless working #and social responsibilities #im an introvert bro I need time in front of my laptop. in silence for hours on end #and do my silly little things in ps and ae for 200 notes #:(

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story-book-sillies · 8 months ago

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I’m so tired and I have to wake up eeeeeaarly tomorrow and I’m not happy about it humph

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siphonomy · 9 months ago

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how do you gain a hobby you like . /genq

#someone said something to me a while back and it’s been bugging me #not that what they said was bad #but just. huh. Wow.#I don’t really like doing anything do I #I go on social media ->#get bored. play games ->#get bored. draw ->#get bored. -> join a vc #GET BORED?? -> go on social media #rinse and repeat #I don’t really have anything in my house that could be classified as a hobby. like I don’t have clay or whatever the hell lying around #cooking/baking feels like a chore sometimes and I don’t even have the knowledge #yeah I. I’ve just been sitting here. it’s been bugging me a lot #I don’t want to be inside my own head anymore #I’m really sorry if this makes anyone uncomfortable I’m just kinda Whaugh I suppose ?#I want to be entertained

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spacelazarwolf · 2 years ago

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What's something that makes you happy?

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#ask avishai #plants are one of my special interests #i was very into rare plants during the pandemic when i was on unemployment and getting an extra like $600/mo #my ass was used to living on practically nothing so i was like fuck it the us government is going to fund my hobby #i would also trade and do cuttings which was very affordable #i don’t do as much w rare plants anymore bc they’re expensive and i am poor #but i still save up to buy a plant or two every month from my local nursery

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raplinesmoon · 1 year ago

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i think the thing that no one tells you about being forced into being a high achieving child/teen is how much it comes to fuck you over later in life when you can’t do anything without holding yourself to an insane level of perfectionism and then you realize it’s basically leeched all the fun out of any hobbies you created for yourself and left you with a shell of a personality

#like I was having this convo with my mom about how I used to do so much in high school and college #and granted a lot of it was to look smart or well rounded for college and dental school apps which is I guess it’s own thing #but now that I don’t have another goal to work towards my life feels more stagnant and I guess I feel like more of a failure?#even though that’s absolutely not true I just see other people always on the grind and feel guilty for not wanting to do as much anymore #bc I’m tired and burnt out from everything #and the worst part is that it extended into my hobbies too #like I used to love baking and painting and being creative until I just set such insane standards for myself #like if something wasn’t perfect or aesthetic or worthy of being displayed as like a trophy #my effort and the process and time invested into it counts for nothing #not to be controversial but sometimes writing feels that way too #i think it’s a mental battle I have with myself but it makes me sad how many hobbies I used to have and enjoyed #that were then destroyed by burn out and perfectionism and imposter syndrome #this turned into a rant #will probably delete later #but I just had to say it somewhere #isi rambles

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