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sensitivegoblin · 6 months ago
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Need to get bullied n pushed around n teased n used n tormented n played with
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spidernuggets · 1 year ago
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Oh my gosh! THANK YOU! Fics of Jason Todd, Jason Freakin Todd using the readers body as no more than a slab of meat, saying horrendous things to her, her being no more than a hole for him to spill into. Some of the fics-like firstly are y'all okay!? And secondly you could offer him the Jokers head or a million dollars he's not going to disgrace your body if he's with you he values you, sorry lol
I'm not a maniac I understand the concept of fiction, write what you wanna write but for some characters that just doesn't make sense
On another note and in all seriousness some smut fics make me genuinely concerned and perplexed, writer will be like 16/17/18 saying things about themselves that sound like they came straight out of the mouth of a porn-addicted-woman hating-misogynistic who believes all females are the devil and need to be lobotomised via his penis. Like miss girl I understand your brain isn't fully developed yet but yikes
ABSOLUTELY FACTS ANON!!!
I had this sorta general convo with a friend, not necessarily on Jason Todd, but where I draw the line at dark fics.
But knowing Jason Todd, he would NOT participate in any of these dark fics. Like no the fuck he would NOT plant cameras in your bathroom without you knowing or put his cock in your mouth while youre sleeping??
like if you're into that shit, i dont really care, you do you. And ik this sounds like gatekeeping, and jason is a fictional character bUT PLS. Even ooc asshole HBO live action Red Hood Jason Todd wouldn't do fucked up shit like that.
and ive seen like a misogynistic Jason Todd?? Like no hate to the writer, yous have like really good writing skills!! but Jason would have like an immense amount of respect to women. Like idm the degration kink that people write for him, but sometimes it could be taken a little too far...
But even when he was in a romantic relationship, like Artemis or Rose, he's shown to actually value them as a person.
Seeing as he's spent so long making amends wjth Bruce, even when they still domt see eye to eye, if he were to be in a relationship, mans would be fucking paranoid that he's still the crime lord he was resurrected as. He'd be doing more than the bare minimum to make sure you're comfortable in a relationship. And i think if you were into that dark shit, he'd be uncomfortable with it, knowing he doesn't have your verbal consent to do anything to you because he wouldn't want to hurt you
idk, again, I know jason todd isnt a real person, and I may be gatekeeping n shit, but it is kind of fucked up in my view that people would hc Jason doing dark things when he's someone who has experienced dark things...
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kumezyzo · 1 year ago
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hellooo! can you write something about breaking up w bf!sapnap?
im not joking when i say i got two seperate asks for this. and im all for it. i made sap seem like a huge asshole in this btw. like, so insanely shitty that its almost out of character/it probably is.
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
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it built up slowly over time. once the honeymoon phase had passed, you two were comfortable. and then you two needed a break. he needed breathing room and you need to reevaluate where you wanted this relationship to go. when before you could see yourself marrying him, growing old with him, having a family with him, now you just saw his flaws.
he didnt know why but he felt bored. it hurt him to admit to himself. and it hurt even more having to tell his friends about it. the same friends that had grown to love you and you had grown to love aswell.
"you're... bored?" dream asked his best friend, looking at him like he was crazy. "of a person?"
nick winced as he heard it out loud for the first time. he looked at george who looked at him in complete concern.
"it sounds worse when you put it like that..." nick responded. he rubbed at his eyes.
"it was that bad to begin with," george said shaking his head.
during the break, you felt as if you two had broken up. and the longer it went on, the more he acted like you two actually had. and it really solidified it when he started talking to other people.
you didnt think he was doing it seriously. maybe it was just to make you jealous, maybe he did stoop that low. but then you saw how how george and dream were just as confused as you.
he really did try to hide it from you. from everyone. but no ones perfect.
"nick, who are you texting?" dream asked over his shoulder, startling him. he looked at dream with wide eyes.
"what the fuck are you doing?" he asked defensively. you looked up from where you were sitting at the kitchen island to the other two on the couch. he glanced at you before looking back at his best friend.
"i was just trying to scare you..." dream said walking towards you in the kitchen confused. he had gone upstairs to get his laptop to show you something. "but really, who were you texting?"
"your mom, thats who,"
when you found it he was talking to someone, you couldnt help but feel terrible at the idea that he had already gotten over you.
you walked into your old shared bedroom, nervously avoiding eye contact with your ex-boyfriend. he looked at you blankly as you stood there with your arms crossed, trying to find words to say.
he was sat up in bed, looking up from his phone at you. "...whats up?"
"we can agree we're not together anymore? like... this isnt gonna work out, right?" you continued to stare at your socks as you waited for the heart breaking answer. but you couldn't hold it in and looked up to see his face.
he looked small and deep in thought. he glanced down at his phone screen and back up at you.
"why are you thinking about it?" you ask offendedly. "im asking to make sure we're on the same page here. it wasnt an actual fucking question."
your words rang through the air. he sat there, hearing them play over in his head. it was like he was suddenly understanding the situation. he replayed your relationship, remembering how much he loved you. how happy he was.
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im sorry if this seems all over the place. this idea was a lot more elaborate in my mind. but i didnt wanna make it longer. sorry...
if you want a longer version, it would take a while for me to get it out. im gonna be super busy for a while so domt expect as frequent uploads. im also in a lowkey bad mood rn so... im sorry if this is kinda dry. -nony
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pompompuriina · 1 year ago
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Who are your top 5 (or top 3) favorite characters each from Jujutsu Kaisen and Fairy Tail? And why you loved them? And your top 5 favorite moments each from both series? Thx :D
yippeee thank you for the askkk :3 here's my top 5 from jjk:
1. okkotsu yuta, fell in love tbh like i was reading the manga and watching season one in 2020 so when yuta was revealed in s1 (v briefly) i got interested and picked the manga up and ooh la la 😻😻 15 year old me was so captivated by this guy like wdym he's super strong, handsome and also an absolute gentleman??? he's literally my bf please 😕💔 i have a type and i'm not ashamed (dudes that are nervous and shy and look like absolute losers but could actually wreck your shit yes sir)
2. nanami kento; bro IS HIM HE GETS ALL THE BITCHES 😤😤 he's lit a gentleman, makes good money, strong AND he's got great looks???? mans cured my daddy issues INSTANTLY, and in season two??? i was going absolutely FERAL oh nooo season two nanami save me season two nanamiiiii
3. geto suguru, are you noticing a pattern here have you seem this guy, like bro was still him even after he defected wdymmm his high school persona is what got me tho 🤭 i can see why he was more popular than gojo, i like adult geto just as much thou because oh my ghee i need that hair routine
4. zen'in mai AND maki, listen bro, i fucking LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE THE SISTERS. idc. i'll stay defending mai, y'all just don't get her like i do y'all domt get her like iiii doooooo 😫😫 i may be a little more biased towards mai because liek i relate to her sm on a different level but hey, sisters. love those two. lit me.
5. mahoraga. i will not elaborate. all ima say rn is: hear me out.
for fairy tail here's my top five and why i love them sm :3
1. erza scarlet, queen is SLAYING. girl's power is literally to serve absolute cunt while beating the living shit out of you??? what's NOT to love about erza? she rightfully has the title as the fairy queen 🤭
2. lucy heartfilia, tbh she's up there because i wanted to spite the immature little boys in the fandom that hated lucy because she was "weak" (bffr my queen is NOT weak) but i actually grew to like her character a lot because lucy has shown herself to have amazing character development, like you go girl
3. jellal/mystogan, listen man i'm an absolute sucker for this guy, he has me on a chokehold 😞 "it was the color of your hair" sir please, sir PLEASEEEE NOTICE ME I HAVE RED HAIR (my hair is pink) (that's it, that's the reason he's so handsome)
4. zeref. ZEREF IS SO UNDErLOVED. when i said i liked guys who looked absolutely pathetic and look like losers i was NOT joking 💀 bro looks like he listens to pierce the veil or panic at the disco (their old music) and vent to the sadder songs but would absolutely fucking destroy you in one touch 😭
5. ok this is controversial...but acnologia. listen. listen. his human form?? just like mahoraga. hear me out. i will not elaborate.
i don't really have a top five moments from either show, unfortunately :( both are equally amazing to me and there's just too many scenes to pick from, i'd be writing an essay 😭 if i had to choose from one thou, from fairy tail is when natsu sees erza crying and absolutely loses it and jjk is actually in the intro of the first season, where itadori is recording everyone it's just so sweet :( the calm before the storm
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the-owl-tree · 9 months ago
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Its so absurd to me how the incest thing is so common in wc, like if it was an accident of like once or twice from bg characters then like not great but bg characters are hard to keep track of bc lineages can be middle bc they dont keep up with a family line but *this* many times and with how close it is every time??
They could single handedly avoid this and not do a family tree if they just pulled a timeskip for like a few years, kill off some main characters and domt say whos related to those past cats and baam!! Its incest free bc now this is an entire new cast that u can start from scratch and not be so easily confused with bloodlines idk why they insist that the next protags be ones from the same year as the last protags like jesus christ we had a cult and a possession happen withing 2 years of these cats lives JUST TIME SKIP PLEASE
like i get it, when you have so many characters and so many interlapping kinlines it's gonna be hard to manage it. if they're not gonna do a time skip or anything.....then they need to write out some family boxes for everyone as "DO NOT PAIR THESE TWO CHARACTERS TOGETHER" sheets. i need to send them a poster of the family tree to put in their office so we CAN KEEP AVOIDING THIS!!!!
the fact we even had 'safe' options for moonpaw's parents but they literally have so little awareness of their own family tree that they chose those two....it's bad!! it's lazy and sloppy!!!
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fearyandear · 2 years ago
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Toxic Tsundere Yandere Childhood Friend Blurb
A friend got me into a childhood friend kick.
Thinking about tsundere yandere best friend who realized in middleschool how toxic his dependance on you was so he tried to put distance between you both by getting mad at you for following him and insisting on sitting separately. It lasted a week before he saw you laughing with new friends and he couldn't take it, he scooped you back up. After lots of fights and him repeating the cycle of pushing you away then pulling you forcefully back in, you felt you got the hang of it and domt take his harshness as personal anymore.
"I told you to stop asking me to be your partner for projects! You need to branch out more!!'
'Shut up. You know I won't.'
'... what are you gonna do when I'm not around, fucking christ.'
'I'll decide what to do then. But for now, you're here, and you're my best option. You'll always be my best option.'
'... you're gonna regret saying that one day.'
'I doubt it cuz it's true.'
You keep sitting next to him, you keep following him, you keep making friends with him by your side, hand in hand, because despite his protests, you know that's what he wants.
It's really getting to his head. He feels so good, and so GUILTY.
Once highschool comes, his tactics turn more vicious and volatile.
He's gonna insult you at school in front of everyone at any given chance, embarrassing you a lot of the time. Then, he'll turn around and do stuff you've never done before like 'granting you permission' to sit on his lap for the pep rally, his arms not letting you go even when a teacher almost notices. You've told him off countless times, but it's like talking to a wall. Arguments always end with 'So what then? Are you sick of me?'
You aren't. You can't be. He's your best friend. Every time, he has to hide his grin.
He's found a loophole to keep you close and still be able to tell himself that he tried getting you away. Deep down, he knows you won't leave him.
You're stuck.
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hunter-slime-660 · 1 year ago
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Ok so the new vtm romance book is out, and I haven’t read it yet. Which means its the perfect moment for my
✨VTM DATING HEADCANONS✨
(Keep in mind these are MY headcanons, they are NOT rules, they are the STEREOTYPES i imagine for each clan)
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Toreadors: awful lovers. They get together with you because you light up something within them, but the moment the flame dims they’re going to drop you, just like their art. They might stay with you to keep appearances, much like they might force themselves to make art because they’re toreadors, but this is gonna just burn them out more and make them more resentful. They want you to be ever changing, to be interesting, but also to stay the same, else you wont be the one they fell for anymore.
Ministry / Setite: one night stand and they know it. But that’s the fun for them. You may fall for them, but they are not so disillusioned. Sure, they are the ones to seduce you (probably), but they domt really care for long term relationships. Not that it would work out anyway. They would get you in to some nasty habits if you tried to spend too much time with them. But hey! You can have quite the fun with them still!
Ventrue: the definition of arranged marriage. They get with you because they get something back, but you probably do too. The best way to have a ‘healthy’ relationship with one of them is making a contract. But when you do they are not so bad. You might even actually start to care for each other after a while! And the contract keeps things balanced and efficient. Then again most people look for a more passionate love, so they really aren’t for everyone. Oh, and of course, the moment you break the contract, the moment you aren’t useful, you’re gonna get dumped.
Malkavian: the hardest to give a stereotypes to. Each of them is different in how and why they get together with you, but if you fall for one you can expect an heartbreak. Being sincere for them is dangerous, more dangerous then with any other clan, and who knows how they may react when you try to slip off their masks? They might even be antagonistic to you from the very beginning, after all who in their right mind would get with one of them? (This is an introspective sentence on how they are treated in vtm, not a comment on mentally ill people as a whole btw)
Nosferatu: you know the stereotype that they’re ugly but with a heart of gold? Yeah, that’s just a stereotype. Sure, you will find very interesting kindred in this clan, more interesting then other more social clans for sure, but its not worth loosing yourself over it. After all there is an inherent cruelty to turn someone in to a nos, and when you’re surrounded by cruel people, when anyone else rejects you, you tend to become cruel yourself. They’re extremely interesting as people, but i would avoid them as lovers.
Lasombra: masochistic vampires with shadow tentacles and catholic guilt, need i say more? Too bad that their masochism drags itself outside the bedroom.
Tremere: insufferable and everyone will give you a side eye for dating them. They would DEFINITELY keep secrets from you, so if you’re looking for honesty, they ain’t it. Like vetrue they get with you because they get something back. Also are you sure you can trust them in the way a relationship needs? Plus they’re probably too caught up in their studies to actually spend time in a relationship.
Brujah: ‘the most human’, that’s if you ignore their short temper. They may love you and you them, but is it really worth the heated arguments? Especially with potence, it tends to be quite a risk to take. But if you like the arts, you have as much chance with them as with anyone else.
Tzimisce: possessive. TOO possessive. You think its cute in the beginning, but its not. They are the most jealous partners you can have and they will. Not. Leave . You. Alone. Also they will not take lightly to you leaving them and will treat you more like property then a person.
Salubri: just wont date you. Too risky for them and they have other things they should worry about
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(These are not all the clans, but they are the clans i have headcanons for) (you my also have noticed that all of them are negative, that is because i dont think there are upsides to date any of the clans :) )
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safetycar-restart · 2 years ago
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In the d/s au mick runs into his horrible Dom from haas and he freaks out but it’s a race weekend and he doesn’t want to be a burden so he tries to hide it and he gets really upset and maybe Lewis or George find him? And they comfort him and get him to Toto who calls you and then you all look after him for the night and baby him until he feels better x
Oh no poor micky!!! This idea is so good though, cause I definitely think he would try to hide it.
For the first couple races, you and Toto watch Mick like a hawk. Even before Toto joins the dynamic he makes sure to keep a close eye on Mick. Because he just cares so much for him and feels so protective of him.
And for the first few races, his old Dom from Haas doesn’t come near him. Mercedes and Haas are on opposites of the pit lane anyway, so they don’t cross paths at all.
But it’s actually the addition of Toto that makes his old Dom show their face again? Even though you don’t announce anything, and technically you’re just Mick’s professional Dom at this point too, it’s just so obvious that something has changed to make Mick so happy? Hes walking around the paddock with a smile on his face, his entire being radiating happy sub.
That’s what makes his old Dom show their face. Mick has never looked that happy before, and they have to know why.
When they approach Mick, he’s walking on his own. It’s been long enough and he’s feeling secure enough that he can just walk around on his own now.
And then suddenly he’s face to face with his old Dom. He looks around, trying to find someone he trusts near but there’s no one. His Dom asks him what’s changed, why he’s so obnoxiously happy and Mick just shrinks.
The Haas Dom asks again, and then starts berating Mick for not responding. Poor Mick has no idea what to do. He wants you and Toto. But neither of you are here, and he’s so scared.
He wants to run away, but he can’t? He can’t make himself move. It’s like his back at Haas, having to listen to everything this Dom says.
He gets away because another team Dom walks past and asks a question to the Haas Dom, distracting them for long enough for Mick to run away.
Originally, he wants to go straight to you and Toto. But then he reaches Toto and sees how he’s looking at data and talking to bono and suddenly he just gets so scared that he might be a burden? It’s a race weekend. Toto has other things to focus on, and you should be focusing on your subs that are actually driving.
He needs to cope on his own.
Except he can’t? He can’t cope on his own? Because it’s like all the progress he’s made has gone out the window and all he can do is desperately fight to put one foot in front of the other.
At first you and Toto domt notice, because you’re both so busy prepping for the race.
But then Lewis and George notice? Maybe they wanted to go ask Mick to join them for lunch, but then they find Mick just sitting on the floor in the corner of the meeting room, his head in his hands as he cries.
George instantly runs out to go find you or Toto, and Lewis stays with Mick but Mick won’t tell him anything. The moment Toto arrives, Mick is up and into Toto’s arms.
Toto just holds him, rubbing his back and hoping you’ll get there soon.
Mick only says what’s happened once you get there. He can’t make himself speak with just Toto. But when you join and you wrap an arm around him and wipe his tears away, then he can speak.
Needless to say, Toto makes sure that the Haas Dom never comes near Mick again. Ever.
But also, Mick gets a stern talking to because he should have come to you or Toto. The fact that it was a race weekend didn’t matter. He’s always going to be top priority.
For the next few days, Toto is SO protective of Mick, always keeping him close and never letting him out of his sight.
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dballzposting · 2 years ago
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i bet those saiyan stomach enzymes they got are monsters at digesting. like they could eat an animal bones and all but they dont (or do they??????)
anyways those saiyans eat so god damn much that indigestion and acid reflux have a higher vhance of killing them than fighting. No savoring or nuthing, they always eat like its gonna be their last meal lawl.....
I do think yamcha like. Occasionally cooks for them tho. Like as a treat. Like he won't do it often, but I think of him as the type of guy who cooks as a hobby IDK
(maybe vegeta savors his food slightly more than anyone else's IDK!!!!)
I believe this. This is believable
I want to see them eat bones... Chichi is standing at the oven making bone broth one day and Goki is hovering like "when is food time chichi?" and shes like "settle DOWN Goku-sa I'm only just now making the soup stock" and she turns around for a minute and when she returns the bones in the pot are just .. gone?
Future Trunks literlaly has acid reflux. A passionate truth of this blog.
They can eat anything & their bodies put so much WORK and Desperation into digesting that I do believe that it could kill them you're right .. if they only eat bones for example then they wont last long becasue the effort it takes to digest them is more than the returns the meal yields. Imagine eating so much that you die from exhaustion. The Saiyan digestion track is a precarious thing, like a clunky haphazard engine perhaps, always go go going.!! Like a hummingbird's cardiac system perhaps.
The only innate source of insecurity that you'll find in the tough and confident Saiyan is food insecurity .. all of their energy comes from food and they burn an awful lot doing what they love .. they have to eat so much all of the time. So much so that their bodies will digest anything. And sometimes that's scary and their stomachs get sad.
Vegeta didnt really care about Trunks to start but I can see that maybe what made him start to care was, for a reason that he could not make sense of, he began to grow so insecure on Trunks's behalf that he wasnt eating enough. There is literally all of the world's food and like 30 gourmet chefs at his disposal, but vegega was still hovering and telling Bulma "make sure hes eating enough..!" and Bulma would snap and go "Stop backseat parenting me, I know what I'm doing. And all the kid does is eat! He barely sleeps with how much he eats!" and Vegeta would be like "OK. But if he runs out of food for even 20 minutes then make sure he eats still. Feed him the furniture because it's better than nothing."
It's literally never enough.
I got another ask saying that the reason that Vegeta is so short is becasue he didnt eat enough in his formative years. I domt remmeber if I answered it or not but I didnt really agree with it but now I'm seeing the merit. I like the abysmal and acute insecurity that that would leave Vegeta with now that would lay dormant until there was a kid in his life for him to lay all his worries on. Very piquant stuff.
Bulma is like "I knew Son-kun when he was young I KNOW how Saiyans eat" but then she sees Vegeta eating bones with her son as a post-dessert appetizer and shes like ... k maybe there is an oddness here that I wasnt anticipating.
It gets to a point where Bulma feels like Vegeta is getting Trunks to eat TOO much. Trunks will be having fun doing an activity and dinner isnt until hours later amd Vegeta will enter the room and ask "you hungry?" and Ttunks ofc says "yes" so then they go get food and Bulma eventually is like "could you stop distracting him with food every time hes doing something else? He needs to develop his brain not just his stomach! Stop telling him he's hungry when hes fine!" and Vegeta is like "Saiyan children are always hungry. Always"
Like honestly the only time Bulma ever sees any real Emotion and Vulnerability on Vegetas face is the panic-stricken look he shoots her when she says that dinner isnt until 45 minutes.
Honestly like WHAT IF Vegeta didnt have enough to eat in his growth spurt years.. he and his men were having to hunt for themselves AND continuously grow stronger AND Vegeta specifically had to get stronger the most. Maybe Raditz got tall just becasue he wasnt as strong, more energy was allocated to height. But Vegeta had to beat Frieza one day. He had to make sure he was the strongest.
Amyway. If Bulma ever got this story out of him (the loose string that unties the knot being his devout over-empathy and anxiety regarding how much Trunks has to eat, and the way that it's causing him to Not Trust Bulma and shes damn sick of it) then she would say "ohmygod is THAT why you're so short?" and Vegeta would be so surprised that he would stop crying. Just cos he never really thought of it like that. But yeah that is why. And his body knows that it didnt eat enough to reach its full potential and it's forever sad about that.
Oh and not to mention what this would do to Trunks .. hes a healthy kid but Vegeta feels like hes living paycheck-to-paycheck with food so he tells him that hes too thin and needs to eat more. And that's gonna affect Trunks's body image and his relationship with food in a weird way. And hes gonna be all fucked up for it. All he does is eat. He both hates it and needs it as a habit.
Additionally hes gonna learn that if he wants to get out of doing something he can use "I'm hungry" as an excuse and Vegeta will defer to it every time. So now hes just learning about instant gratification and procrastination. Son of a bitch.
Sorry for rambling. I love an insecure Vegeta. I love eating bones. I believe this
OH YEAH and the Yamgeta thing. Lol. I said in the middle of an exceedingly long and rambly post recently that Vegeta does like to eat at Yamuchas cabin just becasue it's Real. Theres never enough but it's an honest meal like the campfire meals that Vegeta grew up with. And Vegeta will use Yamuchas woodstove and end up burning something but it's fun for him to get to cook again too.
Good post
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loving-like-a-dog · 1 month ago
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Tw: MID Crash Out ven, mention of sh, suicidal thoughts and all in all just pathetic behaviour
why THE FUCK Did I talk?
I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED QUIET I RUING EVERYTHING I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH WE COULD HAVE HAD A NICE EVENING AFTER WE BOTH HAD A BAD DAY BUT NO I ALSWAY HAVE TO RUIN THINGS CN SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I GENUENLY FEEL SO FUCKING WORTHLESS ISTG I CANT TKE IT ANYMORE I RUIN EVERYTHING I RUING EVERYTHING THIS IS WHY I DONT DESERVE LOVE. SOMEONE IS ACTUALLY PATIENT ENOUGH TO PUT UP WITH ME AND EVEN IS REALLY SWEET TO ME LATELY BUT NO I RUIN IT I RUIN IT I ALWAYS RUIN IT I DONT DESERVE THIS I DONT DESERVE LOVE I GENUENLY DESERVE TO BLEED I HATE EVERYTHING I CANT ANYMORE I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I LOVE HIM FUCK I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I RUINED IT I RUINED IT I CANT LOOSE HIM I CANT LOOSE HIM I CANT STAND THE THOUGHT OF ANOTHER GIRL WOTH HIM NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO HE IS GONNA REALIZE WHAT A PIECE OF TRASH I AM AND IS GONNA MOVE ON WHO ISN'T AS UNGRATEFUL AND USELESS AS ME FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK NO I CANT LOOSE HIM I LOVE HIM FUCK I CANT HALDNDLE THIS I WANT TO DISSAPEAR I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE I MISS HIM SO MUCH I MISS HIM DONT LEAVE ME DONT LEAVE ME I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I EVER DOUBTED MY FEELINGS I AM SORRY YES WE HAVE A LOT TO WORK ON BUT WE CAN MANNAGE PLEASE DOMT GIVE ME UP I NEED YOU PLEASE I KNOW I DONT DESERVE YOU FUCK THE SELF RESPECT I WAS TALKING ABOUT I DONT NEED SELF-RESPECT I JUST NEED HIM I NEED HIM I NEED HIM. PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I AM SO SORRY ABOUT WHAT I SAID I AM SO SORRY I HATE MYSELF FOR THE THOUGHTS I HAD IM SORRY I CAN CUT THEM OUT CUT THEM OUT I WANT NEED TO CUT THEM OUT NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW FUCK THOSE THOUGHTS I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH HIM PLEASE I MISS HIM I MISS HIM SO MUCH I AM SORRY I DONT NEED WORK OR SCHOOL OR ANYTHING I JUST MEED HIM PLEASE I WAS TALKING NONESENSE PLEASE. I NEED ANOTHER CHANCE TO EXPLAIN WHAT I MENT I AM SO STUPID I AM SO STUPID I SAID IT KNOWING ITS GONNA HURT HIM I AM SUCH A PIECE OF TRASH PLEASE HE IS SUCH A SWEET BOY HOW COULD I SAY SUCH THINGS PLEASE I AM SORRY IM SO SO FUCKING ATUPID PLEASE I AM SORRY I CANT GET ANY LOWER THAN THIS ILL DO ANYTHING JUST DOMT LEAVE ME I AM SORRY PLEASE FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID I AM JUST STUPID AND MY BRAIN IS NOT WORKING RIGHT I AM SORRY
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darkfalcone · 2 months ago
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I’d love an emoji pls and thank u 👉🏻👈🏻 can I steal 👹?
Also ,,, yes. Shauna DESPISES when Jackie cries ( and later, u ) and omg. Omgomgomgmg she will FIX whatever is upsetting Jackie under ANY circumstance. Feral!Shauna forcing you to write ur apologies with your tongue on Jackie’s thighs while Shauna holds your head there until she moves it up to Jackie’s pussy
“Make her feel good if you don’t want me to make you hurt.” But she hurts you anyway, and to make it worse she soothes the hurt with tenderness that sends your brain into overdriven confusion and tears.
Jackie holds your chin when they’re done, gripping it with such gentleness that you could be forgiven for thinking it wasn’t meant to be possessive and claiming. “You understand us now, don’t you?” she crooned, eyes soft and lips curled.
You glance at Shauna, who laid back against the headboard like a satisfied cat. But those eyes . . . They held a warning.
You understood them now.
AND DOMT GET ME STARTED ON IF R SOMEHOW SOMEEEEEHOWW ACCIDENTALLY SETS THEIT JEALOUSY STREAK OFF
Yes you can!!
God, her spanking you so hard that causes you to cry because it’s TOO hard and you tell her not to do it again. But she does it again and again and then rubs your skin softly, calling you a good girl/boy and telling you how good you are JUST to do it all over again while Jackie is GIGGLING. Which causes you to cry harder.
You nod, telling Jackie you understand them now. And that you won’t ever do that again and Jackie kisses your forehead before Shauna pats your head before they head out.
GODDDDD. They BOTH get jealous. And it’s BAD. Shauna bites you and Jackie does as well at the same time. Or they don’t even say anything until that night when they’re showing up at your apartment and Nat’s so shocked that they’re for you since she didn’t know they even knew you. She obviously knows them since they’re teammates since high school going into college and like… jackie sits on your face while Shauna fucks you painfully hard and then they switch, only sitting on your face to keep you quiet-
They leave after they hangout with Nat for a bit, lying to her to just say they needed help with something on their work in the class you have with them.
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olmanmcguck · 3 months ago
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hey man. you’re either saying he wants you gone, DEAD, or not. and if he doesn’t, which i don’t think he does, and YOU don’t think he does, then why are you taking that away from him?
you don’t want to live for yourself. sure. that’s fair! you’ve been through the wringer! but don’t put your kid through it, to.
i have to sleep. i hope when i wake up you’re still around. not for my sake but for yours, and for tates. just because he’s grown doesn’t mean he doesn’t need his dad.
s' not fair i cant do nothin without bein' told its not fair fer others. its not fair its not fair its not fair
he barely talks ta me! he barely even acknowledges me- he tjought i was crazY! i wont ever ever say he wanrs me dead! i domt think he does- i just know he wishes it werent me who was his pa.
so please- please stop brinin' my boy into this.
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notafunkiller · 4 months ago
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In new interview seb did woth josh its like 10secound part where he say he have two dogs, but he couldnt get out aw name or the dogs name he just go:' thet are...yeah, yeah' and they move on, like he actually couldnt say how the dogs are, like he domt know?. I guess the pr is geting more dramatic, we all know people with dogs are more likable in public eye and after his last harsh statement about trump he need this, plus maybe a pap walk this time with both dogs since we never see him with apollo at all even if aw say its their dog. And i might look at it to close but: 1. Why he said the dogs are his, totally ignore aw again, if you dont know aw exist you would think its his dogs only. Its not that hard to say : we have to dogs insted of I. 2. The body language when he anwser that question was so off, he said it so quick and cut it short and went to another question and right after he said that he rub his nose and look down- this what people do when they lie, its call pinocchio effect when we lying we tent to touch our nose, rub it or whipe it to kinda deal with the lie we just said, there are articles about it plus zero eye contact when people lie they also often avoid eye contact so they will not feel so uncomftable amd risk theor eyes revile the truth. Its so weird. 3. Why the information he give are so different, he shame plastic surgeries, overuse of social media all the things aw does, dont talka about her at all but out of nowhere he have dogs? And if he consider them his why he dont consider place where they are his home? He say i live in nyc and spend time in la, the diffrence is living is full time and spending time can be cut short at any time. 4. I think this all is his agency doing, they knew what the questions will be and suggest to him that he should mention it since this will keep the pr going and bring peoples attention. 5.if he like the dogs so much why he treat aw so bad? I will not write to much because we talk about it here a lot already 6. More photos are up i will not question the timing, because just no, but weird after more and more news trump movie doing bad more pic are up. And im sorry i dont see the loving lool in his eyes towards aw, maybe neutral one or relax, but his eyes lack the spark and interest you have when you look at your partner, he could also look a little towards ali who laugh and grab his attention but that is questionable and i will not say he dont look at aw 100%. The other small thing is he is rubbing his hand with his finger what can be calming gesture, but to be honest this is most normal pic i saw of them the whole time, seb have neutral expresion, he is not happy but at least dont look like he whant to run away.
I swear to god this last week is more and more confusing: seb statement, him towards aw and now the dogs what i think by his body language might be a lie, i dont know what is going on but it look worst everyday. I really at the beggining at least was looking at them as a couple, maybe couple with problems but couple, but now this is full pr toxic show i cant anymore, the signals seb send are so comfusing and i dont think anyone whant to be there anyomre .
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icysab · 1 year ago
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hiii can i get an enha matchup (ouu this so exciting)
im 156cm arab enfp im a very loud person my hobbies are shopping reading collecting cute things and sleeping 😭😭 i like pink mint choco pop music or noise music i listen to eveythting though im not that picky with music I HATE HORRO MORE THAN ANYHTING LIKE IT GENIUANLLY SCARES ME SO MUCH I CANNOT WATCH SCOOBY DOO ITS THAT BAD im a very sociable person or so ive been told that i can talk to anyone my freind tells me im never tired in school and that shes suprised that im always so full of energy ive also noticed im vert energtic like when i just wake uo even with 2 hours of sleep when im about to sleep no mayter what im always energtic but obviously i also can be calm at times I LOVE EATTING SO MUCH for my ideal type i literally dont have anything specific just someone who is loyal and pays attention to me thats so important to me sosmoene eho pays attention to me i need attention LMAO 😭😭 MY STYLE I LIKE BOWS PINK SKIRTS CARDIGANS LEG WARMERS ANYTHING CUTE KDNDJDJDJ i love animals more than anything theyre so cute also i get mad easily like im the type to get annoyed and mad so easily but it goes away in a second my mood changes so fast i love eveyrthing im also the type of person who isnt friends woth snyone she dislikes if i domt like a person i, not gonna pretend to like them just so i wont sit alone id rather sit alone then sit with someone i dont like i procrastinate alot BIT TRUSTT IM WORKING ON IT ALSOO LETS SEE im trying to fit as much info as i can sorry if this isnt good IM SO BAD IN SCHOOL LIKE I GET GOOD GRADES IN EVEYTHING EXPECT TESTS AND QUIZEZ I CANNOT STUDY TO SAVE MY OWN LIFE my favorite ever tv show is when i fly towards you its a chinese romance its so so so good I RECOMMEND IT. ive never been in a relationship before also i have a cat she’s literally my daughter i love her I LOVE HEALTHY FOOD but i always end up eating candy and ice cream i rarley get sick i love cartoons so much i have been confessed to before but its alwayx ppl ive been friends with for a while i cannot play video games to save my own life but i always play bevause literly evryone i know games so i always game with them but i SUCK SO BAD KANSJSKSK i like tall ppl and funnt people OMGG I LOVE FUNNY PEOPLE SO MUCH I LOVE LEGO SO MUCH MT FREINDS BUY LEGO ANF THEY CALL ME TO HELP THEM BUILD IT BCS THEY ALWAYS GET SO CONFUSED ONCE I WAS OUT IN THE MALL MY PHONE HAD NO CHARGE I HAD TO TELL MY FREIND THIS JOKE SO I ASKED A RANDOM PERSON IF I COULD CALL SOMEONE USING THEIR PHONE JUST TO TELL HER THE JOKE i have the attention span of a literal gold fosh is this the right term idk but its so bad i hate cofee and anything bitter flavor im so picky with my food i have the longest skincare routine ever but its cause i mostirusixe jy whole body when i sleep i sleep with my feet being in like plastic so the crean can like lock in idk bro MSNDJSMSK im a huge fangirl I FREAK OUT SOO much like my freind had her first kiss and i freaked out more than her its so insane to me i love when ppl tell me theirr probelm not ppl but my freinds im happy they’re comfortable enought snd trust me enough to tell me it truly makes me happy my classmate once said im a very postive person im thanful for that ALSOO I ALWAYS SAY IM GONNA KMS i need to stop saying it bcs im scared i might genuinely like trigger someone bcs yk its not so,ething to joke about but at the same time sometimes im so done i need to kms OUUU IM A VERY DRAMATIC PERSON once i saw this pig shakingbcs it knows its about to be eaten and kiled so i got sad and said im never eating meat again then for lunch that day i had chicken nuggets im sorry if this isnt what u were expecting i tried to talk as much as possibekdndj love u
YOU ARE SO SO SO UNDENIABLY JAKE SIM. you guys would sooooo feed off of each others’ fun energies and bounce around and get up to stupid stuff together !! ALSO you guys are both very silly and funny so your relationship would be super goofy and it would be so good. i love this and ur energy sm and you and jake would be adorable MWAH
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clowncloud · 1 year ago
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i wanna tlk to someone but there's no one there there's no one who i can tlk to tht will understand or offer a favorable response ive tried for years n i think it's just becoming clear there is no response there is no answer like either i make the right choices n fix stuff or i keep fucking up no one is there to help you you've got to figure it out n make the decision yourself n yet i feel so tired of all the things i cant say i want someone who will understand not just the problem(s) at hand but the whole situation which is one thing international connections lack like context is so important but explaining all tht is so hard sometimes im tired of saying things talking talking skirting arnd the unsaid the things i cant say making it all seem so dandy im so near to just blurting everything out to them bc who else is there but tht's selfish tht's not there problem n they're not there either i shld journal again but im so tired i feel like progressively since i stopped writing poetry ive forgotten more n more how to speak how to communicate i feel more n more quiet n the words i say dont make sense at least not in any substantial way i feel like the more time passes the more i forget how to speak what to say i just dont want to so i domt now i can't im tired i feel so quiet floods gushing behind my closed lips but i open n a dry arid desert spills out what's the point of talking anyways what's the point of saying anything it's never enough it's always misunderstood i never say it rigut anyways and talking doesnt solve problems just bitching and moaning for what i hate who i am i hate where i am i hate tht i have not at all progressed i hate tht i have not even tried to i hate tht i know this and still i do not try i ahbe become so thoroughly lazy just sitting and staring at walls i am so pathetic i dont need someone to talk to i just need someone to hold for a while to be held for a while until they understand sigh
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mxbutchtwink · 3 years ago
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