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synthetic-sonata Ā· 7 months ago
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one day i'll be the one rping the canon character in an incidental oc/canon relationship that started due to shitpost rps or jokes But by god that day is not near canon characters are fucking scary to rp
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shewhoeatssand Ā· 4 months ago
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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever
#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play#and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things#like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river#I want to email him pbs eons videos#I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask ā€œis this uā€#in person Iā€™d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do#take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls#I want to eat lunch with him so bad šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ™#itā€™d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldnā€™t be eating anything heā€™d just be sipping his coffee#being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps#& get to ask him about what heā€™s reading#or how his training is going#or whatever heā€™s doing#I would ask him how heā€™d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house#I feel like heā€™d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it#unless he wasnā€™t in a state where heā€™s able to actively think about others like that#he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice#stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis#he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski#did he read ā€œidiots guide to skiingā€ a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge#heā€™s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way#I want to try harder but I kind of canā€™t#or I get sort of frozen by something and canā€™t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki heā€™s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine weā€™ll have the power of one full human#we can be human if we stand close enough together#idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options#kaneki time
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itsalwaysdark Ā· 3 months ago
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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krystella-shifts Ā· 2 months ago
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Ignoring symptoms/outer world and detaching while entering the void state
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So I got this question & post idea in my DM and it's a great suggestion cuz I personally used to struggle with that and seen others struggle w/ it too.
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So y'all are focusing too much on the 3d AND the thought that you are focusing on the 3d and that you shouldn't focus on the 3d. How to detach from it?
1. First of all stop focusing so much on the thought/belief that you ARE focusing on the 3d and to enter the void you HAVE to NOT feel it AT ALL cuz if you while inducing think like "ok I feel this symptoms but I'm also hearing this and why do I still feel my pillow" LIKE DON'T. Just relaxxxx we're not telling you'll to relax for nothing! Cuz I realised form my experience that if I stress that my family is being loud or if I'm feeling symptoms and that i shouldn't move AT ALL (as if I'm in some statue statue game olympics šŸ—暟„“) it brings my focus back on the physical world. But when I am relaxed i just don't give a fuck. Think about the time you were SO tired after a long day of being outside and you just wanted to go home and sleep, when you finally got to go in bed did you have any care in the world what's going on in the 3d? Ask yourself
2. You have two rooms if you don't wanna be in room A you just go in room B. Be in 4d to not be in 3d. Like as simple as that. Think, affirm, daydream whatever the fuck you do like literally have a party in your mind i don't care as long as you're not aware of the 3d anymore! You know what works best for you. You do not have to follow a damn method EXACTLY step-by-step. Make it your own. For me I can't only affirm and be only in the 4d cuz it's daily life for me to affirm so what I do is affirm while imagining or just imagine. And many time when I wasn't even trying to induce but was just imagining scenarios to sleep i wasn't aware of the outside world at all. Sometimes while thinking myself to sleep i felt whatever I was seeing behind my eyelids literally form and become more vivid as if I was actually in front of it (it was fun ngl šŸ¤”) so yeah basically do what works for you. I can't tell you what works for you, no one can. Only you. (I wEnT cRaZy OvEr YoU)
3. For some people it can be fear. Fear of suddenly having everything they want (unlike what the damn bitch society have told everyone) so just accepting if you have this fear and telling yourself it doesn't have to be hard, painful the way society told us, everything is meant to be easy and just flow for us. Or your body/mind might be scared of "leaving" your body here or find it unusual but regardless telling yourself and body "you're safe, I am safe" is a great way. Writing down your fear and tearing it can also help.
Understand actually having it/ being in the wish fulfilled state
So you said you're in the void in the 4d but asking for help, even tho I obviously don't mind helping at all, you wouldn't be asking for help if you were actually in the wish fulfilled. F the terms you ARE actually in the void. I'm not just saying it as an aff or whatever. You actually are in the void 25/8. The void is within you. The void IS you. It is YOUR God state. Wdym you have it in the 4d and not in 3d??YOU JUST HAVE IT. You don't TRY to get into an awake or asleep state you just are in it when you are. Void is just like a mix of both being aware but asleep. You're not entering some completely different realm you are going within. When you force yourself to sleep you're just becoming more and more awake. But when you just let it happen it not only happens, it's effortless. Why treat Void state any different? It's not some magical thing getting you your desires YOU ARE. you can manifest anything in awake state too and you are the one manifesting in the void so don't put it on a pedestal please.
Nothing is holding you back from inducing the void state. If you believe nothing is, nothing is. Nothing can. Nope not even the 3d, not even the doubts. The law is always working. Stand in your power.
- Krystella
Wow this is something I needed to hear myself in my journey (i'mma pat myself on the back) thank you for the person who suggested this idea and let me attach the ss :D I'm grateful to be able to help! Feel free to ask. Thank you for reading !
Happy living our dream life šŸ„‚šŸ’‹šŸ©·
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soobnny Ā· 8 months ago
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dating him | hwang hyunjin
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ā iā€™ve never seen anything quite like you, my love āž
chan | lee know | changbin | HYUNJIN | han | felix | seungmin | jeongin
hopeless romantic hwang hyunjin
love is beautiful and brilliant hwang hyunjin
yall cannot convince me that he isnā€™t the BIGGEST lover
romance is in his blood
he is so fascinated by it
so, for that reason, i feel like dating him would be like the love you read about or watch in movies
bc hyunjin would b the type to consume so much of romantic media
itā€™s where he learned everything from
wow what a dream
he strikes me as the type to fall in love with every little thing too
his eyes is just a lens of romance
and itā€™s set on YOU
every single love language he has it .. but here are some specifics
love language #1 gift giving
hyunjin is a traveler okay
and in every trip, he always has something to give you
keychains, t-shirts, bags, jewelry, stickers, refrigerator magnets, pins, you name it
even u have to remind him not to go all out sometimes
bc when that boy splurges, he SPENDS
esp for u ? he would spoil u in a heartbeat
he always makes sure he leaves a day of his travels dedicated to u and thinking about u
on that note, he tends to buy u guys matching items
matching phone cases, matching rings, matching scrunchie
whatever u can get thatā€™s matching
he WILL get it
it excites him too
he loves being able to tell the world how in love he is
wait side note
whenever heā€™s traveling, heā€™s always just instinctively thinking about you
he buys this bagel for breakfast, oh ???? like hey guys yn loves bagels too
and the boys r like WE KNOWWWW šŸ˜­
everything is about u quite literally
ok continuing on
and he gifts u his art too
his art is very important to him
and he has found lately, u are the one person littering his sketch books
oh heā€™s down bad
i think for ur anniversary, heā€™d paint the constellations of how the stars looked that night and aligned perfectly
or his favorite picture of you
down bad that he also buys u a shit ton of dresses
and lingerie ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.
look he knows his fashion
he knows what looks great
u canā€™t blame him for buying what he knows will look so pretty on you
(heā€™d probably give u his card one time and say ā€œgo crazyā€ like wow heā€™s packed)
#2 quality time
i think his favorite dates would also be expensive
he just canā€™t help himself
BUT u know he has a sweet spot for self care dates too
spa days are very important to him
loves being able to relax and unwind with u
he especially loves when u play with his hair and when u paint his nails
one time, u caught him stealing one of your nail polishes
would also be the type to bring some bit of you in his travels
like ur perfume or ur shampoo
anything thatā€™ll remind him of u
tho ur scent is his favorite
hence why he goes for perfumes or soap or shampoos bc u feel closer to him this way
he just loves being with u even if both of u are doing nothing
just like that bruno major song
conversations where u lose track of time
conversations as in talking shit about the people you hate together
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i think heā€™d want to paint with u
heā€™d be so shy to ask you too
just simple things
that cute date idea where you swap paintings every 5 mins or something
when u showed him that tiktok, he jumped in excitement
he wanted to do it right away
he prepares everything
he has both ur paintings framed in his room
itā€™s his most prized posession
oh, and he always invites u to game nights with the boys
he is SO competitive at monopoly
he couldnā€™t give two shits about other games
u donā€™t know why he gets so worked up with monopoly
ā€œSEUNGMIN DONT DO IT SEUNGMIN!!!!ā€
itā€™s actually rly funny
he would be the type to take revenge
ā€œyouā€™re gonna regret buying a house thereā€
would cheer if his friends go to jail in the game or if they go bankrupt
doesnā€™t even try to hide it
and if heā€™s playing as the banker, heā€™d slip in extra bills for you
#3 words of affirmation
tho usually said when he thinks uā€™re asleep
heā€™s thankful that u take care of him when he forgets to
esp when heā€™s so immersed in his art
he whispers words of love
like poets and authors in books
he is just so full of love i canā€™t say it enough
physical touch except instead of touch, he loves kissing you
LIPS AND NECK ESPECIALLY
those are his top 2
he uses tongue šŸ˜• sorry to break it to u
and he also leaves hickeys
so donā€™t run out of concealer okay!!!!!!! bc he tends to leave like a lot
before i end
here r some more dates he loves
botanical gardens
heā€™d pick a flower and place it behind your ear
now itā€™s his lockscreen
sunday markets
he loves the domesticity of shopping together
he buys u lots of flowers
every single type
u think heā€™s given u all types already
there is never a day where ur apartment doesnā€™t have flowers in a vase
bc as soon as the first sign of death arrives, heā€™s off to buy u new ones
he strikes me as the type to also go all out for valentines
hyunjin would send u mounts of chocolates and flowers
take u out to the fanciest date
u get to try new food and cuisines bc of him!
might even buy plane tickets so u two could travel together
maaaaaaaan just treasure everything
a love like hyunjinā€™s is hard to come by
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fairyhaos Ā· 7 months ago
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how seventeen act with their writer s/o
requested by anon ^^
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seungcheol
he is begging. he is on his knees BEGGING you to pls let him buy you a new laptop because the one you use is literally on its last legs and makes ominous sputtering n whirring sounds like a dying cat stuck in a vent every time you start it up. you don't let him tho bc ā€œno cheol the memories :(((ā€œ cuz you've had it for years but he is nearing the end of his tether and who knows. in a few days ur laptop may mysteriously disappear forever and you'll be forced to let him buy a new one
jeonghan
he's like the pet cat you don't own who likes to slink into the room and make inquisitive noises as he watches you work. drapes himself over your shoulders and makes distressed huffs when you try to dislodge him. he's never usually noticeably clingy, but when you try to write, the clinginess always springs out and you can't go five minutes without jeonghan poking his head into the room to check up on you and see what you're up to
joshua
your biggest fan. buys every single novel you write, puts on his glasses, and reads them very seriously in one go on the very evening it's released with the lamp on beside him. he looks so serious every time, but he'll always peer at you over his glasses and then give you a big grin, telling you how much he loves it. gets you to sign a copy for him and brags to everyone he knows that he has your signed novels with special messages just for him that no one else can have
junhui
he's your personal general knowledge bank. when you're searching up obscure things and slowly losing hope on finding an answer, just ask junhui and he'll either a) know the answer or b) knows someone who knows someone else who knows someone else else who knows the answer. don't ask him how to spell words tho bc he's like. hopelessly bad. blinks at you going ā€œwhat's an [insert word]ā€ before you give up and google it yourself
hoshi
alwaysssss wants to know what you're working on right now. gets all whiny when you get possessive of your work and refuse to show him before it's finished bc come on, it's surely perfect already, why are you trying to hide it from him?? loves helping you do, like, the non writing stuff. writing out plot? nooo. building fantasy maps, figuring out political systems, getting lost on a tangent on figuring out the price of beans in the 1800s? hell yeah sign him up!!!Ā 
wonwoo
knows all the grammar rules in the world. you can ask him stuff like ā€œhey wonwoo can i put a comma here or noā€ and he'll amble over to peer over your shoulder and tell you whether you can or cannot, in fact, put a comma there. helps you curate all your writing playlists for the different moods you have. gently reminds you to get back to writing whenever you end up scrolling on instagram for too long
woozi
you're even more of a workaholic than he is when in the zone, so he gets to realise how unhealthy it is to be sat in front of a computer for hours straight with no break. you get to act as each other's ā€œlet's act like a normal human being nowā€ reminders, depending on which of you is going through a work fixation. you guys both go on runs together in the mornings even though it kills you bc at least it gets both of yo brains kickstarted to spend a day being all creative in ur respective fields
minghao
you value his opinion above anyone else's. above your beta reader's, above your agent's, even above your editor's bc those are more like advice, not opinions. but knowing that minghao likes your work, and knowing which parts in particular he really likes, is so important to you because ultimately, you want the person you love to also love the things that you create.Ā 
mingyu
brings up the fact that you're a writer in every conversation he has with anyone ever. ā€œoh my god look, this menu has writing on it. speaking of writing, my s/o writes actual books as a job!!!!ā€. your agent made him sign a contract similar to an NDA bc he just keeps yapping about your books even when they haven't been released yet. loves the noises you make whilst you're writing. thinks it's the cutest thing ever when you make overjoyed ā€œAHA!!ā€ sounds when you finally realise what the plot is doing
dokyeom
more than willing to be your rubber duck and let you talk at him until u figure out your own plot holes. he could be in his room scrolling on his phone but the minute you call for him, he's leaping up and bounding over to you and pulling up a chair in an instant, more than willing to let you bounce ideas off him. sits there doing nothing but looking all pretty as you talk at him and work out the tangle you've gotten yourself into. beams and gives you a big kiss when you manage to figure it all out.Ā 
seungkwan
he buys you a biiiig wheely whiteboard and a bunch of coloured board pens to help you plot your novels. when you get stuck, he comes over and stares at the board with his hands on his hips, very gravely considering your dilemma and what would be the best way to get you out of it. you two talk about plot holes like it's the most serious thing in the world and he just nods like a proud father once you both find a solution
vernon
at this point he's like. a professional tea and coffee and biscuits supplier due to the amount of snack runs he does for you. has walked in on you lying face down on the floor during a meltdown one too many times to bat an eye anymore. also great at helping you block out actions during scenes like. he's the perfect doll. lets you maneuver him into the weirdest positions in the world with zero complaints. he just loves helping you however he can, really.Ā 
chan
reads through your drafts whilst you're in the middle of writing, accidentally gets hooked and is begging you every day to finish the novel bc he really wants to know what happens next. he's the best at spotting inconsistencies and plot holes in ur writing so before you even send it off to your beta reader, he gets to have his hands on the manuscript to check for any changes needed. also bc he needs to read the ending asap otherwise he'll probably combust.Ā 
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leafbowl Ā· 16 hours ago
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You know that thing bikers do when they see a police car? The tap on their helmets? Yeah so Arsenal, Red Hood, Red Robin and Spoiler (who I think are the only ones who ride motorbikes outside of their vigilante personalities) do it whenever they see Nightwing. And you better believe it makes others so fucking confused.
Nightwing: *Drops down into the fight.*
Red Hood: *Stops everything he's doing to tap the top of his helmet.*
Spoiler: *Sees it and then stops to do it too.*
Red Robin: *Gets a giddy little grin and starts tapping the top of his head.*
Thugs: *All collectively very confused.*
Thug #1: Wha... What're they doin'?
Thug #2: Uhh I dunno.
Thug #3: Hey, isn't that what bikers do when they see a cop?
Thug #2: Nah. Nightwing's not a cop, dumbass.
Thug #1: Yeah, he's a vigilante. Wha's he need with bein' a cop?
Thug #3: But he's the type to snitch tho.
Thug #1: Well... I guess. Maybe that's why they do it, cuz he's such a snitch.
Thug #2: *shrugs* Maybe.
Thugs #3: Uh, guys...
Thug #2: What?
Thug #3: Ya 'ere that?
Thug #1: *Pauses but doesn't hear anything.* Uh nah.
Thug #3: Exactly. Where'd the fightin' sounds go?
Thug #2: Shit.
The fighting had stopped because everyone else had been taken care of. The batfam had just been waiting for them to finish their conversation like Alfred taught them to. He would be proud. Probably of the broken and fractured bones that followed. Well, he'd be proud of their technique, they reckoned. (To be honest, Alfred would be proud no matter what.)
Arsenal: So he just... told you all to stop?
Red Hood: *Shrugs.* Pretty much.
Red Robin: I don't get why B wants us to stop using 'dick' as a term of endeerment. It's a compliment! Being like Dick is the highest honour.
Red Hood: And that has nothing to do with the fact the Baby Wonder finds it enfurieating?
Red Robin, grinning: Cassie hating it is an upside, I won't lie.
Nightwing: *Drops down next to where they're all gathered on a roof.* Hey guys, sorry I'm late, I-
Red Hood:
Arsenal:
Spoiler:
Red Robin:
Robin:
Orphan:
Nightwing: Uh guys? *Starts sweating because there's something wrong with the way they're all blankly staring at him.* How- how's everyone?
Red Hood: *Starts tapping helmet.*
Nightwing: *So concerned that something's wrong he doesn't clock it right away so he just stares, a crease forming between his eyebrows.*
Red Robin: *Taps against his hair.*
Nightwing: Wait a sceond-
Arsenal, Spoiler: *Taps their heads.*
Robin and Orphan: *Looks at each other. Holds eye contact and then starts tapping their heads to fuck with Nightwing.*
The next day a photo of Nightwing standing with his head bowed in defeat whilst being surrounded by Red Hood, Arsenal, Red Robin, Robin, Spoiler and Orphan who are all patting their heads is trending. People think they're in some kind of cult and that they were either sacraficing Nightwing or they were summoning something. The fact that Nightwing isn't spotted for the next week makes everyone lean towards the sacraficing.
(Jason made him promise he would play into the bit by not going out and letting his friends and/or his siblings patrol his city. Dick has never been good at saying not to his little brother. And, come on, Dick fucking loved the idea of people thinking he was being sacraficed. Also, he doesn't mind the head patting. Batman was the only one who thought it might reveal his identity. Dick was with Stephanie on it all, really. There was no way people would connect him to Nightwing and if they did, it's not like anyone else would believe them.)
It gets to the point that it's not even to fuck with Batman anymore. It becomes a normal greeting, something that bleeds into their civillian lives. People understand it more when it's directed at Dick Grayson but it's very endeering to see it. It all fuels all the Bruceman shippers when Tim Drake-Wayne is caught doing it to Nightwing.
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medullamindset Ā· 1 month ago
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STEB HEADCANONS :>
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Uhhhm YEAH a few headcanons ive collected since act 3 came out in november šŸ˜ø enjoy Stebnation, or dont idk
This is very short and boring but its easier to write him in an actual scenario so TRUST IN ME MY UPCOMING STUFF WILL BE BETTER šŸ˜æ
Content warnings: Established relationship w Reader, miiiild mention of knifeplay but its easily looked past. My opinion on his race.
NSFW marked this pink!
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ā€¢ He cannot be any older than 30. I'd bet hes like 23-27. Idk how old u have to be to be a field medic/enforcer??
ā€¢ Hes around 6'4.. Tall guy. ā™„ļøŽā€æā™„ļøŽ
ā€¢ His frill thingies seem to lie flat to his face with "down" emotions, such as shame/guilt and sadness. But they point straight out with more intense emotions, like suspense, anger, exitement, worry. I love the way they flutter sometimes, as a subtle reaction. Like when they saw the Zaunites walking over the bridge to aid in the war, his frills were like "oh, wow.."
But also how they shot straight out with suspense when Ambessa wanted Caitlyn to b commander and everyone was banging their chests and stuff.
ā€¢ I'd like to imagine his frills flutter a few times in a row when he orgasms, like the shockwaves of pleasure, but also post-orgasm. Maybe they go hand in hand with his nervous system kinda?
ā€¢ His tip is the same color as his eyelids. His nails seem to be beige too.
ā€¢ He CAN talk he just chooses not to if he feels he doesnt need to. Short sentences if he has to, small nods and shakes of his head, LOOKS. his face is VERY expressive, but thats more of a fact than a hc. body language is a key communication of his.
ā€¢ Hes def always been the quiet type, ever since he was six he hasn't been big on speaking.
But sometimes you cheat the system.. Having your back turned to him when you ask him a question just so you can hear his voice, even just to get a little "mhm" from him <3
ā€¢ On the rare occasion that he does speak his voice is kinda hoarse and gravelly from lack of use UGHHHH *squirts everywhere*
ā€¢ hes a bit of a "bland" person, hes not boring.. Just a very simple man. He reads practically anything, carries your bags when you're out shopping, he literally just goes wherever you wanna go. He hangs over your shoulders when you do ur makeup, cooks breakfast most mornings, cleans when he feels its needed cuz he doesn't like messes, he'll have music on in the background tho and it's usually one of your vinyls that's playing, makes him feel closer to you <3
Simple things man. deeply emotional and caring too. Hes so kind and eager to help ugh MY SHAYLAA.
ā€¢ hes a bit socially awkward, he doesnt have social anxiety, hes just kinda stiff and quiet around people.
ā€¢ what the fuck does he do all day, really?
ā€¢ I feel like he'd like dancing with his lover but he thinks hes bad at it so hes a bit awkward <333 put his hands around ur waist for him tho and he'd turn into even more speechless mush, everytime.
ā€¢ Has a gummy smile thats really evident when he laughs so he tries not too, might let a grin slip in private tho c: and close mouthed chuckling/snickers.
ā€¢ Loves being carressed, hold his face in your hands and trace his cheekbones with ur thumbs? FOLDS. Running your fingers up and down the fins at the back of his head when his face is in your neck? PUTTY.
ā€¢ Speaking of fins, they continue down to to his lower back, shorter at the bottom but longest between his shoulderblades. He also has darker spots(scales?) Like the other fishfolk in Arcane on his outer arms and thighs. See this post of mine for a ref :)
ā€¢ he drinks alot of water, like ALOT. his throat get dry easily cuz hes.. Yk, fish.. Atleast half-fish. He'll remind his partner to do the same, no matter your race cuz its good for u, he'll nudge u with a glass in hand and a small tug at his lips, or simply just leave it beside u as a silent reminder.
ā€¢ Loves holding hands. like, he just LOVES it. He'll act nonchalant abt it but on the inside his heart is just blossoming šŸ’—
Like imagine you're at a cafĆ© or a bar or a diner WHATEVER and ur just sitting infront of him yapping abt ur day or smth ur planning while holding his hand over the table, and he'll just be buzzing with love, rubbing your soft skin with his thumb, feeling lucky his blush doesnt show (āŽĖƒį“—Ė‚āŽ)
ā€¢ ABSOLUTELY ADORES kisses. He just finds them so sweet and intimate (cuz they are. But i mean like, he doesn't ever NOT think about it after kissing you, hes always locked on target y'know, he only sees you. He only feels you when kissing your lips, he'll kiss u like its the end of the world.. even if hes just getting up to go to the bathroom or something.)
ā€¢ he just loves you so much, please kiss him, everywhere. Theres not a single spot of him you could kiss that wouldn't make him shiver (the good way).
ā€¢ Steb is not much for hardcore kinks in bed. He doesnt "fuck", he makes love. In his eyes there truly isnt any purer form of intimacy than sharing something like that, giving away a piece of yourself to this person, your souls spiritually intertwined and yadiyadayada (it's true tho)
ā€¢ He will go harder if you ask him to, hes not afraid to make you scream with pleasure. Also, bite him and hes a goner. Omg if hes like treating u so nicely in the sack you gotta bite down on something to contain yourself, pls let it be his shoulder, please leave pretty imprints of you canines all over his neck and chest. And hickeys too HNNGHH
Makes him groan so deliciously. Hips snapping into yours just a liiiittle more harshly than intended.
He'll bite you back carnally if you'll let him, Steb gets so lost in it sometimes..
ā€¢ Hes open to experimentation tho, like if theres something you reallyreallyreally wanna try he'll be like 'euuughgghggggrhggh okay yk what fine', as long as he doesn't have to hurt you, not too much anyway. The idea of inflicting pain-pain on the person he loves makes him queasy.
ā€¢ But if hes really fucking horny at some point, watching you take the front seat and play around w his gills, scratch at his chest, put a hand around his neck or.. Idk drag a knife gently across his skin while topping he'll literally whine, digging his dull nails into your sides, holding on for dear life.
ā€¢ He loves being called petnames. Serious and silly ones. His favorites have gotta be Love, Darling, Baby and pretty boy.. All the sappy stuff. One time you called him 'Gorgeous' and his frills shot straight out for a solid three seconds.. If he already didn't speak, he'd be speechless then. CUZ HES A GORGEOUS MAN.
Or that one time you called him 'fishface' and he just slumped in defeat when he heard you giggle, knowing that one was gonna stick around.
You'll enter the kitchen where hes making something to eat and just go "Hey, Fishface! So--!" Continuing to yap and he just rolls his eyes with a lopsided, lovesick grin u cant see from behind him. From anybody else it'd piss him off, but it's you, So he lets it slide.
ā€¢ he has the warmest and weirdly softest fuckin hands ever. They're never clammy or sticky, just nice and toasty, perfect.
ā€¢ is the type to grab your hands in the winter and rub them if theyre cold, trying to transfer his warmth over, even if hes also freezing. breathing hotly onto them.
ā€¢ speaking of winter he probably HATES IT. He gets SO cold SO easy, hes shaking in his boots fr. A frozen fishstick fr. Like jesus. But the palms of his hands stay warm for some reason..
adding to that hes def a sweater fiend.. He LOVES knitted sweaters and hoodies and TURTLENECKS. HE'D LOOK SO GOOD IN A TURTLENECK. TELL ME IM WRONG. LIKE A BIG, FAT, KNITTED ONE THAT GOES UP TO HIS JAW. Even better if you knit/crocheted them for him <33
ā€¢ I headcanon that his dad is a human and his mom is a fish person cuz he has hair and rounded teeth which other fishfolk we see don't. We don't see any other fishfolk from piltover tho.. So maybe hes just slapped on a wig, peel-off eyebrows and filed his teeth down (which is INSANELY painful btw) to look "socially acceptable". I HEAVILY doubt that, when i rascism like that ever shown in Arcane, Piltover specifically? šŸ¤” Im not even gonna get into that whole Vastaya thing cuz i dont know enough.. I heard they can decide how many animal features they show as they please and that they're like deeply connected to magic and live really long.. But that isn't mentioned or even nodded to in Arcane so im just gonna pretend that doesnt exist lol sorry
ā€¢ but ya he adopted alot of his moms fishy features but also human-ish hair and teeth from his dad.
ā€¢speaking of his parents, i do feel like Steb was raised kinda strictly? Idk i just feel like his parents would be very uptight and that stuck with him all the way into adulthood, he stands super upright and is well proper while on the job because thats just what hes been taught.
hes alot more relaxed at home tho, where he knows he doesn't have to be or look presentable for anyone, especially not you. he knows you'll love him even while standing by the fridge in pj's, with a fist full of grated cheese ready to be devoured at circa 2 AM.
ā€¢ He was raised in a small village on the outskirts, right beside the ocean. Hence he still adores it and loves to go swimming with you, reminds him of his childhood yk c:
ā€¢ He kinda gives only child vibes to me? Idk the thought of him with an older sibling is kinda cute tho,, i imagine they'd be like complete opposites. They hardly see eachother,, I don't feel like his family lives in Piltover. He had a "Mom, Dad.. I'm 18 now..! I'm moving to the big city. And there is nothing you can do to stop me." Moment, exept in a less verbal way maybe, moving to the city of progress and begining medical and tactical training, to help people. On both sides.
ā€¢ Hes really good at origami, sometimes when hes at work and droning at his desk with nothing better to do he'll just grab a random paper and fold a little swan together. You've found multiple critters like that scattered around the house, some with faces drawn on, just two inky dots and a derpy smile like this : )
Once he made one of your favorite animal and left it on your nightstand before heading to work, you picked it up and examined it, smile growing even wider when you found the hidden lovenote that was written on it <3
It's now glued neatly into your shared scrapbook/journal along with many more, surrounded by dried flowers and red hearts <33
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Uhhhhhhhhhhhrghhhhhhhhhh yeah ā—ļøšŸš® i just debated wether or not this is even worth posting for like twenty minutes.
Pls dont bash me for my opinions now *gulp*
Also heres a lil reminder that im taking requests šŸ’—šŸ’— i love writing i just never have good or original ideas :'o(
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gloomwitchwrites Ā· 15 days ago
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Hiiiiii, stumbled across your blog when trying to find COD fics to gush over and yours are SO FUCKIN GOOD. I love how you write the TF 141 guys!!
My personal fave is Simon and I thought the SFW ABCā€™s HC were so cute! Iā€™m wondering if youā€™d be interested in writing a NSFW ABSā€™s for him as well!
Donā€™t rush it or feel pressured to do it tho. Thank you pookie ā¤ļø
Oh my goodness! I remember the SFW Alphabet I did for Simon. That was forever ago, back when I first broke 1k followers. Compare that to now with over 6k and if feels like ancient history.
I am more than happy to do a NSFW Alphabet for Simon!
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A = Aftercare
Aftercare all depends on the relationship. If itā€™s a quick fuck or a casual thing, Ghost isnā€™t really all that interested in providing aftercare. He might allow a brief cuddle, or some stiff conversation, but heā€™s more interested in getting his dick wet. But if Ghost is in a steady, serious relationship, then aftercare is important to him. Not that he knows what heā€™s doing. Aftercare is not his jam, but if he cares about you, he will make sure you have it.
B = Body part
Ghost loves his hands. He loves that he can kill with them yet bring pleasure as well.
C = Cum
Ghost has a terrible breeding kink. Watching his cum ooze out of his partner makes him fucking feral. Not only does the sight of it turn him on, but heā€™ll verbalize how good his cum looks dripping out of you.
D = Dirty secret
During his final year of secondary school, Simon got into some serious trouble, and nearly ended up expelled. It wasnā€™t his fault though, and he felt scorned. So, to retaliate, he fucked the principalā€™s daughter (a classmate of Simonā€™s) on the manā€™s desk. Took her virginity while the principal was in a meeting and the two of them should have been in class.
E = Experience
Ghost is experienced with sex but not experienced with love. He can fuck you all goddamn day and turn your limbs to jelly. But the intimacy part is difficult for him.
F = Favorite position
Face down, ass up. Not him, of course, but his partner. For Ghost, itā€™s dominating and rough and fulfills every primal urge he has.
G = Goofy
More serious than goofy in the moment. Doesnā€™t mean that Ghost lacks a sense of humor. The guy can crack a joke, but if he is a bit silly in bed, the humor is dry and might go over your head. Ghost prefers to be completely invested in the moment, and his level of silliness isnā€™t something heā€™s thinking about. Now, if something happens during the act thatā€™s actually funny, he will laugh and wonā€™t shame himself or you for it.
H = Hair
Doesnā€™t care about hair but hygiene. Body hair doesnā€™t scare him nor does a decent bush. Didnā€™t shave your legs/armpit/bikini line/face/etc.? Ghost could give a shit. If youā€™re willing and consenting, and heā€™s willing and consenting, body hair doesnā€™t even factor into it.
I = Intimacy
Ghost is terrible at intimacy. Sorry yā€™all, but he is. Doesnā€™t matter if itā€™s a quick fuck or a committed relationship. This man will literally approach you and be like ā€œyou want to fuck?ā€ and expect a very clear yes or no answer to the question. But hey, at least heā€™s clear when it comes to communication.
J = Jack off
Ghost is a rigorous masturbator. The every day kind of masturbator. While he prefers his privacy, nothing is sexier to him than when youā€™ve been a bad boy/girl/one and Ghost decides what you need is a bit of punishment. Heā€™ll restrain you and make you watch as he jerks off, giving himself pleasure while giving you nothing. Not until youā€™re a begging, whimpering mess.
K = Kink
Breeding, primal, semi-public, CNC, breath play, BDSM
L = Location
Cramped, enclosed spaces. In the car, against a wall, on the sofa, in the shower. Basically, anywhere where Ghost can feel big. He enjoys having a sense of largeness about him, that heā€™s trapping you under him. That you cannot escape him when heā€™s fucking you.
M = Motivation
This man is constantly down to fuck. Sure, talking dirty is fun, but what he really wants is clear communication first. Tell him you want to fuck him, and tell him plainly, and then the two of you can do whatever. A clear, ā€œfuck me, Simonā€ sets him OFF.
N = No
Simon leans heavy on consent. His hard ā€œnoā€ is no clear ā€œyes.ā€ If you cannot communicate that you clearly want him, heā€™s immediately turned off. That also includes how he sets up a CNC with you.
O = Oral
Gives and receives equally. He doesnā€™t necessarily prefer one over the other. But when he does receive, he is vocal. Ghost wants you to know that he appreciates you going down on him, but also how much he enjoys it. When it comes to giving, Ghost is sloppyā€¦but in a good way.
P = Pace
Ghost mixes it up depending on position. If heā€™s looking to draw it out, heā€™s going to go slow just because he wants to watch you squirm and wiggle. But otherwise, heā€™s all rough edges, wants to hold you down and fuck you until youā€™re both senseless and dazed. Even in his roughness, he wonā€™t hurt you, but he might leave some marks behind.
Q = Quickie
Loves a good quickie. Just say the word and Ghost will bend you over or put you on top of the nearest surface and go for it.
R = Risk
As long as Ghost has your enthusiastic consent, heā€™s down for anything. If there is anything new you want to try, heā€™s open to do it, but is also good about setting boundaries especially if this new thing might possibly harm you or himself. A risk taker, but understands that the risks might outweigh the benefits.
S = Stamina
This man has the stamina of a fucking horse. He can go for miles if he paces himself. Ghost isnā€™t the kind of guy to tap out after one round. Sure, he might need a few minutes to breathe, but heā€™ll be ready to go against shortly after.
T = Toys
While he doesnā€™t personally own a plethora of toys, Ghost isnā€™t afraid of using them. His favorite ones are the kinds that vibrateā€¦especially if he can use them on you and have complete authority over the controls. Expect to be edged and have your orgasm denied constantly.
U = Unfair
Ghost isnā€™t a tease unless he thinks youā€™ve earned it as a punishment.
V = Volume
Ghost is vocal but heā€™s not loud about it. If heā€™s going to drop praises, heā€™s going to say it like heā€™s passing on a secret. You donā€™t find this man yelling his pleasure to the ceiling. Heā€™s all soft grunts and groans. But you? You can be as vocal and loud as you need to be.
W = Wild card
Ghost is a visual creature. He enjoys simply watching you. Watching you get dressed and undressed. Watching you shower. Watching you get ready for bed or ready for the day. He loves looking at you wearing something sexy or nothing at all. He stares.
X = X-ray
Under those clothes, Ghost has a decent bush. Keeps it lightly trimmed but a bit wild. Absolutely a good mix of length and girth. Just above average size. He fitsā€¦snuggly.
Y = Yearning
When it comes to a committed relationship, Ghost yearns for you all the time. He is always ready, and always eager if you are. He thinks about you constantly.
Z = Zzz
If itā€™s just casual sex, Ghost is falling asleep immediately. The man is a rock. Lights out. But if this is a committed relationship, Ghost will stay awake long enough to get you the aftercare you deserve before promptly passing the fuck out. Sorry, but he snores.
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acid-ixx Ā· 8 months ago
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Dear author,
I love your batfam series SO MUCH. I like the way you describe the feelings, how you use the words, how the depression of Y/N was shown, and the thinking of Batfam when they realize that Y/N had been heavily neglectful. Every time I read this series again, I still feel the hurtful of it and it actually makes me cry a lot T.T. And I love that feeling. And the series makes me want to draw, even though Iā€™m not good at drawing.
The first panel, I draw Y/N in my thoughts ( sorry if you feel uncomfortable) and Conner. This one is inspired from a manga called ā€œ Veilā€.
The second one, I draw some scenes from chapter 3 (I tried to draw the ways Y/N calmed themselves down, but I couldnā€™t šŸ˜­).
From your series, Iā€™ve thought about ABO au, where Y/N is a beta, they canā€™t be marked ; so the yanderes ( romantic one) are more yandere, because they know that Y/N never belong to anyone.
Last thing to say, I VERY VERY VERY LOVE your batfam series and this is one of the greatest fics of Batfam Iā€™ve ever read. I also very admire your hardworking and your inspiration about this series. But I hope that you also stay healthy because I saw that youā€™re very productive ( how you can write so fast but still focus on the details TvT). No words can reveal the love in my heart to your series.
Sorry if I either bother you or my bad grammar ( English not my native language, this is also the first time I do this ). Thank you so much because spending your time reading this piece of mine. I just want to express my feelings and thoughts about your fic. Hope you have a good day!!!<333333
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ā€” masterlist !
a/n: the topic of a/b/o is written under this post. anyways, this comic panel is so absolutely brilliant and breathtaking omg... i love all the thoughts u have compiled here and i'm so sorry I wasn't able to reply to this quick enough šŸ˜­ but i appreciate this sm !! "even tho im not good at drawing" YET U SENT ME THIS !! i absolutely love everything about this don't say ur not good at drawing bec u are šŸ˜”
so like i said, don't be sorry if u draw the reader as female bec i portrayed them as gn so anyone can interpret them as any gender and it doesn't make me uncomfortable at all as long as i'm the one not being misgendered. anyways, veil is actually one of my fave mangas and if u ask me, i could say your relationship with conner is pretty much akin to that of veil's! which means conner is very touchy-feely with you and is uncaring of their status as a wayne and would rather... have you take his last name very soon, if you know what i mean hehe.
the second scene is absolutely heartbreaking even for me, especially the panel where your mom tries to comfort you by telling you it's all alright made my heart ache real badly because that's probably the last time you have experienced; the love of a parent that's soon taken away from you. your mom's last words would be reassurance, one that both comforts and disturbs you as the memory repeats itself over and over in you head like a broken record </3
and the abo au, for me personally (tho i never have written for it) is just going to threaten more angst with your family because not even your pack is willing to take you in and care for you. despite your hopes due to being a beta unlike your family who are comprised of strong alphas and resilient omegas, you are merely average in their eyes probably, average enough to be forgotten and discarded by a pack you had thought would take you in for you must be a misfit just like them.
yet despite the pain you had to endure for feeling unloved as a beta, it would also deepen your potential with conner as your love interest because although you could never be claimed by any past sweethearts, conner would always, and i mean always make a show that he loves you in a deeper, more symbolical way. he may not be able to mark you as your alpha, but a ring and an always protective hold on your waist paired with his scent and pheromones engraved into every piece of your clothing is enough to tell everyone to "fuck off, this one's mine."
and tysm for loving my fanfic šŸ˜­ even tho i have written it impulsively, look where it got now !! yes i am very productive but this is a mere product of my attention span and hyperfixations towards the dc storyline and no my health is very bad but trust me it's not from writing, it's more from me just being very ill every single day but im trying to take care of myself <33
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the-teufort-nine Ā· 1 month ago
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Please sir, a horny one for defense to complete the set!
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Defense Classes | The Final Three Mercs' Horny Headcanons
NSFW Below!
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Heavy:
<3 Listen: this guy grew up in a terrible environment, and then lived with his Mom and sisters before he eventually left to go support them, so he's never really had a chance to have some 'alone' time until he was living away from home.
<3 Pretty pent up, so when he does finally get a chance to jerk it, you better believe he's taking advantage of it.
<3 Like Soldier, he's a pretty private guy. He likes to kiss or hold his partner, but anything beyond that is kept behind closed doors.
<3 Pretty quiet at first, but gets loud after a while, but only if he knows that he's not gonna be heard. Likes to make his partner be noisy tho. ;)
<3 BIG guy. Loves to see his dick give his partner a tummy bulge. Cums sooo much that his partner probably ends up looking pregnant, which usually gets him hard again.
<3 Super into cute outfits and lacy things, but also really likes it when his partner wears his shirt as a nightgown.
<3 Another aftercare king. Will literally research how to be a better lover if he feels like his partner isn't getting enough care (a baseless fear, this man is perfect)
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Demo:
<3 You know how alcohol, in high quantities, can negatively impact your sex drive? Yeah, Demo's body is so reliant on alcohol that it actually swings back around and boosts it.
<3 Jerks off usually once a day, for most of the week. If he has a partner, though, he likes to go on for as long as possible, since his job doesn't afford him a lot of personal time.
<3 Likes to give almost more than he likes to recieve. Getting his partner to cum usually gets him off, too.
<3 Loud when he's drunk, loud when he's getting his rocks off. Doesn't even try to hide it.
<3 Really likes to make out with his partner while he's fucking them, kissing along their neck and running his hands across their body. Big thigh and tummy guy, I could see him doing thigh-fucking.
<3 Likes themed slutty outfits and crop tops. Also loves stockings.
<3 Sleepy snuggles post clean up is a must. He's not a smash 'n dash typa guy, he want's to be close to his partner for as long as he can be.
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Engineer:
<3 Honestly? This man needs to jerk off wayyyy more than he does.
<3 He's so absorbed in his work that he usually forgets to take care of his needs, and that ends up affecting his mood and performance.
<3 When he finally does take a break, he's gonna put the Gunslinger to work. I know that thing has a vibration mode; I feel it in my bones. That, or he'd make a custom-built sex toy.
<3 If he's got a partner though? Yeah, say goodbye to the very concept of walking. They're getting lured into his workshop and bent over the nearest surface ASAP.
<3 B R E E D I N G K I N K. Want's to be a dad sooo bad, and nothing turns him on more than imagining his partner being nice 'n round with his baby. Him being so pent up means that he's gonna be dumping loads of cum into his partner, so if he can get them pregnant, he will.
<3 Heavily into praising his partner. Will call them every sweet Southern name in the book while he's pounding into them. Utilizes the Gunslinger to make his partner cum as much as possible, leaving them overstimulated and twitching by the time he's done.
<3 Mostly keeps his voice down, but is known to yell or curse when he's cumming. Works very hard to make his partner scream, in a good way, of course. ;)
<3 Believes in the cowboy hat code. If you wanna get him away from his work, just steal his hat and put it on your head. He'll get the message.
<3 Cleans you up afterwards and practically worships you. If you can manage to ask for something, he'll get it for you right away.
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 1 year ago
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#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak#who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad#and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur#research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a#bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way#i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit#i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like#i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt#wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide#stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the#predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing#i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh.#i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just#send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel#ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart#ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants šŸ„³ but nah no excuses we run#this body into the ground. like the good old days.#unrelated
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lydscare Ā· 4 months ago
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Xaden Riorson Fluff Alphabet
| warnings/notes: suggestive notes for kissing and I briefly mention sex to get a point across, the start kind sucks ngl, wc: 3k ;-;
a/n: sooo hi. iā€™m sorry iā€™ve been deadšŸ˜­ihavenoesxcuses anyways, here are some xaden hcs because I finally finished iron flame (from summer shushh) and yes. i am publishing this at 11 at night. my sleeping schedule was always ruined from the start-
fluff alphabet is from @/snk-warriors
reader is written as gender neutral / masterlist
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A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
when Xaden has free time (either from being a wingleader or from helping run the rebellion) all of his breaks are spent with you
he doesn't do anything too special during these rare moments of peace and quiet with you. theyā€™re special to him because heā€™s with you and thatā€™s all he really needs
sometimes you two train, sometimes you two just sit and talk on the roof (whether that be at Basgaith or at Riorson House) about each otherā€™s day and events that happened while the other wasnā€™t there
most days heā€™ll just trail you and silently stand with you as you go about completing some ordinary tasks. it offers him a certain comforting peace to see you go about your day in a less hectic and chaotic fashion then heā€™s used to
he also may just drag you to his room for cuddles <3
heā€™d be fine to do anything that youā€™d want to do with this spare time you two rarely get, but he really just wants to be able to be silently comforted by just you at the simple fact that you exist and are waiting for him when he comes back to you; his home
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
if weā€™re talking about physical beauty then it would be your hair (sorry if youā€™re bald šŸ«¢)
whether itā€™s long or short, straight or curly; he loves it. he wasnā€™t kidding when he told Violet that all she needs to do to win an argument is let her hair down. just play with your hair a bit and youā€™ll FEEL his gaze instantly be drawn to the motion. he might even pause what heā€™s saying for a heartbeat before he promptly ignores his own reaction
but personality wise itā€™s probably your softness/patience with him. he knows that he can be frustrating to put up with but you still love him and are patient with him about opening up and he truly appreciates that more than you could know
he also enjoys that he can be vulnerable around you (hence the ā€˜softnessā€™) he hasnā€™t been in a relationship like that before so itā€™s kinda odd for him but he likes it soo
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
heā€™s had his fair share of panic attacks probably, so heā€™d recognize the building signs and realize ā€œoh shit. my beautiful s/o is freaking out.ā€
at first I think he wouldnā€™t be entirely sure what to do. sure heā€™s handled his fair share of panic attacks but he isnā€™t exactly sure how to help someone else who is having them, considering he just āœØdeals with itāœØ on his own
he ends up just touching you to help keep you grounded. heā€™d cup your face and lean your forehead against his, whispering to you reassuring words like ā€œiā€™m hereā€ and that ā€œyouā€™ll be okay. itā€™ll passā€
heā€™ll seat you on his lap and hold you, rubbing his knuckles against your back until eventually you manage to calm down and rest your head against his shoulder
he also does that thing where he tells you to count your breaths with him ā€œbreath in, breath out. breath in, breath out. see sweetheart, youā€™re doing great. just keep going, alright?ā€
overall physical touch is his way of comforting you during a panic attack
if you feel sad he will also at first have no idea how to help you, considering heā€™d probably mostly be the one to turn to you for comfort so heā€™s unsure how to go about providing the same thing for you
heā€™s trying his best tho, truly. he ends up just having you tell him whatā€™s making you feel down and heā€™s sure to listen intently. heā€™s a great listener. heā€™ll kiss your forehead all while telling you that heā€™ll be here for you until you start feeling in better spirits
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
Xaden doesn't tend to think too much about his future with you
heā€™s too concerned with making sure that you two survive to the next day so he doesn't really have enough time to think about it
although there are times when the possibilities of your future together starts to develop in his mind, but he doesn't allow himself to think too much about it
heā€™s kind of scared to have a too optimistic outlook on the future. heā€™s scared to give you two false hope
as long as your at his side by the end of the day heā€™ll be satisfiedĀ 
E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
Overall Xaden would be the dominant one in the relationship
that isnā€™t to say that you donā€™t have moments of dominance as well (you have quite a few ( Ķ”Ā° ĶœŹ– Ķ”Ā°), you can be very persuasive) but Xaden does tend to take the lead overallĀ 
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
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Xaden is a very stubborn individual. he always tends to believe that heā€™s constantly in the right and that what he says goes
such as telling you that coming with him for a weapon drop off is too dangerous but you go with him anyway
heā€™ll mainly try to act grumpy about it but (for things that arenā€™t too big a deal) heā€™ll get over it in a few minutes
but if the argument is very explosive then heā€™ll probably distance himself, train and blow off some steam before he goes to you wanting to talk about the issue with you more
I think he would be overall pretty reasonable in an argument (except for special occasions when his stubbornness and temper get the best of him) but you need to be able to hold yourself against him. not that heā€™s your enemy is these instances, heā€™s just stubborn and you may need to repeat yourself a few times for your words to really sink in against his
G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
heā€™s very much aware of what you do for him. he knows that being in a relationship with him can be so hard, but the fact that you love and stay with him despite that? he all the more loves and appreciates you for it (if thatā€™s even possible)
he tends to sometimes see himself as a burden (romantically) to you, but heā€™s selfish and heā€™s not letting you go anytime soon. youā€™re the best thing that happened to him and heā€™ll be damned if he lets you leave him
H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
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his red flag is pretty much keeping secrets from you.
not directly lying but refraining information (his words)
granted he wouldnā€™t hide information from you that you would die without but it is still annoying as fuck
due to you being the first relationship heā€™s been in that contains vulnerability and emotions, he doesn't know how to be transparently honest. he wants to try sharing things with you, but he has no idea how
teach him please. he probably hasnā€™t ever had a real loving relationship before so heā€™d going to stumble a lot in the process but heā€™ll keep tryingĀ 
I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helping them overcome personal problems?
he becomes more honest and vulnerable with you
you teach him that having emotions beside anger doesn't make him weak
you help him be able to be more.. humanĀ Ā 
J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
short answer: yes. Xaden gets jealous
but it can go one of two ways
1) he grits his teeth and bares the other person being more around you while heā€™s seething on the inside (with an occasional dig at them every now and then)
or 2) he goes all out. hands are constantly touching you. he puts his arm around your shoulder and just calmly is like ā€œyeah, my s/o is fun to talk toā€ with an almost dangerously low voice
honestly he just needs a little reassurance from you that nothingā€™s going on and heā€™ll be fine. he trusts you 100% (heā€™d still be pissed at someone looking at you in any way like that tho)
K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
needless to say, Xadenā€™s an amazing kisser
although he has experience, he and you both know that heā€™s never kissed someone with as much passion as he does with you. the high he gets off just by kissing you is only a fraction of what sex had given him before you
his kisses always tend to be heated. even his pecks which are usually hard and quick can leave your body gently humming
Xaden is very observant and after a few make out sessions with him he quickly figures out what you like and makes sure to use those techniques with you later on
he tends to use his tongue and use his teeth to pull on your bottom lip
L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?
i heā€™d be the type to confess his love to you either in a moment of passion or in an argument or after/before a near death experience in which you or he almost died (yes, this is wide variety but bear with me please-)
the scenario would play out like this: say that you decided that it would be okay to join him in a weapon run to the griffin riders. things escalate and you and Xaden end up getting attacked by venins and wyverns blah blah blah. eventually you two just narrowly escaped death again, and you thought nothing of it. but then Xaden turns to look at you with the most cold and angry look that youā€™ve ever seen. he starts raising his voice at you, asking you why you even snuck to go on the run without him knowing and how it was a reckless and stupid decision on your part. but you werenā€™t going to just stand there and let him insult you so easily so soon enough you both are practically shouting at each other about how you wanted to be there and that youā€™d do it again if you so choosed. and Xaden says that youā€™re not and you say you are, and eventually you just straight up ask him why he doesn't want you to go with him considering life threatening situations werenā€™t anything new to you, and he, built up with rage and fear from almost losing you again just says that is was because he loved you and he couldnt bare to think what wouldā€™ve happened to you ifā€“ and he just confessed to you, huh? you both get all quiet after that. itā€™s a bombshell moment for you two considering he never told you it before despite you two having been in a relationship for a while
(iā€™ll let you figure out how the aftermath goes ;))
M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
at first marriage isnā€™t really on Xadenā€™s mind. heā€™s so busy just trying to keep you and him alive that he doesnā€™t really think too much about your guyā€™s future relationship. heā€™s just taking it one day at a time
but- theyā€™ll come a certain instance where you two may be sitting alone on the roof of Riorson House or you laugh at your own really bad joke. and heā€™s just softly smiling while looking over at you. and he comes to the realization that this, you, are the person that he wants to spend the rest of his life with even in the hell that your lives have been. then marriage randomly pops into his mind and- no, no, no, no. he is NOT going to think about marriage right now. he low-key feels kinda guilty for thinking about it?? you two are in the middle of a damn war! people are dying and here he is thinking about marrying you like a lovesick boy? cue Xaden not being able to process his emotions so he finds excuses to keep a bit of distance between you two. eventually you ask him about it and he reassures you that itā€™s nothing. and while heā€™s back to being near you most of the time, heā€™s a bit.. different. less talkative. youā€™ve caught him a few times with this blank look on his face, seemingly staring off into space. and he seems a bit more distant physically too, more hesitant with his touch. eventually though (you two are probably all cuddled up in his bed) and he just asks you your opinion on marriage. and by the gods, itā€™s your first time ever seeing Xaden look nervous, REALLY NERVOUS, avoiding eye contact and everything- if you do (gods he hopes) say that youā€™re open to marriage heā€™s secretly ecstatic about it (you canā€™t tell tho) and it gives him another reason for him to give his all every day during this war
(if youā€™re not a fan of marriage and you voice that heā€™ll slowly die inside, but heā€™ll get over it)
heā€™ll find somewhere where they give away wedding rings and you pick the one that he thinks youā€™ll love the most and wonā€™t bother wearing all the time. he wouldnā€™t hesitate to threaten the vendor if for some reason the ring wasnā€™t for sale.
heā€™ll just carry the ring wherever he goes, waiting for the right moment to propose to you
he wouldnā€™t really want a big party or wedding. but if you wanted one you two would make it a smaller one with just your friends and family
N icknames - What do they call their s/o?
your nickname would probably have to do with your initial (the first letter of your name) and something that he enjoys about you (Violence for Violet, Flash for Fiona, Tiger for Tammy, etc.) I think you get the idea šŸ˜­
other than that he doesnā€™t use nicknames that much though
but petnames wise heā€™d call you sweetheart, darling, princess (in a more teasing/mocking way) and he MAY call you love but but itā€™s even more rare. heā€™d probably only use it on special occasions
O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
i think people can just.. tell
like he doesnā€™t even need to say that you two are dating to know that thereā€™s something between you two
the way his eyes will slightly soften when he looks at you. or how his eyes always stay focused on yours. or how if anyone disrespects you or doubts your words then he gets all defensive and snaps at the person
even if you two are in a situation where he isnā€™t going to be physically affectionate with you as much as he normally does, people just KNOW that your his and that they better not mess with you
P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
it depends on where he is. that normally affects how affectionate he is with you
sometimes he acknowledges that there are moments that require him to be more professional and heā€™ll be careful not to be too affectionate with you in public (although he would sneak his hand on the small of your back or on your thigh if you two are sitting next to each other or manage to give your hand a light squeeze when he knew no one was looking.)
if heā€™s around people who hate him or you being physically affectionate- he will always keep a hand on you. on your waist, hip, shoulder, the small of your back or just simple hand holding
he likes touching you in public. he thinks itā€™s funny to see people be pissed off at his direct touches. but itā€™s you and thatā€™s enough of a reason for him to enjoy touching you, in public or private. pissing people off in the process is just a little bonus to him. he basks in peopleā€™s anger at his shenanigans a bit too much but who are you to complain, really?
Q uirk - Some random ability they have thatā€™s beneficial in a relationship.
his shadows and title/reputation
due to his reputation, people are scared to question him, practically meaning that you could go wherever you wish. all you need to do is drop his name to a guard or general and their face seems to lightly pale and youā€™re free to do as you please
and in the rare state where he canā€™t be physically touching you he has his shadows comfort you in some way, although heā€™d prefer to do it himself
he also is practically your body guard so thatā€™s a plus
R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? ClichƩ or rather creative?
this depends on your bias. although he himself is somewhere in the middle. while he tends to be truly romantic in private, he might do a romantic gesture in public every now and then like kiss you passionately (you one where he picks you up and spins you around before kissing you type-thing) but still a bit more rare
S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
Xaden would lean more towards being supportive, but also kind of not??Ā 
likeā€¦ he cares about you and all and he believes that part of that is sort of bringing you back to reality kind of thingĀ 
heā€™s not the type to entertain goals for himself, especially if they seem to be sort of out of reach
itā€™s not that heā€™d say anything trying to hurt your feelings or that he doesn't see you as capable of achieving any high goals, but it can come off as him shutting you down sometimes
heā€™s kind of a pessimist at heart so šŸ¤·
itā€™s worth noting that if your goals in life imply that your life would be in danger most of the time then youā€™re not going to get much support on that front :/ but he canā€™t stop you (youā€™re too badass)
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
thrills arenā€™t really needed in your relationship with XadenĀ 
if anything, you and Xaden are looking for the opposite
a relationship with Xaden can be hard and stressful to maintain when youā€™re constantly surrounded by riders always trying to kill each otherĀ 
a sense of normalcy and domesticity and some type of a hangout schedule is pretty much a need, not something sPicY
U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
he isnā€™t empathetic right out of the gateĀ 
BUT i think that he would grow to understand his partner and would grow to be more empathetic through your relationship with himĀ 
like said before, you help him be able to connect with his emotions, even the sad ones and that helps him be able to be a more empathic person as a wholeĀ 
when it comes to less emotional knowing and more so physical/material knowing he knows EVERYTHING about youĀ 
any little new bit of information that you drop about yourself he keeps tucked away in the back of his mindĀ 
and it isnā€™t like heā€™s memorizing it, itā€™s just so easy for him to remember everything about you
favorite foods, favorite color, the places and people that you like to go toĀ 
he doesn't just know what you like either, he also keeps track of what you hate as well, which can come in very handy
he can ready your body language very well, and always knows just by looking at you if heĀ  would need to come up with an excuse for you two to leave whatever the situation isĀ 
heā€™s really good at reading his partner
V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is itā€™s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
it may not always be obvious, but you are the most important thing in his life. he will drop everything and anything just to ensure your safety
he said that heā€™d let Basgiath burn to the ground for Violet soooo
pretty safe to say that you would be his priority
W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
he ALWAYS is staring deep into your eyes. his eye contact is constant. even when your attention is directed to someone else and youā€™re not directly looking at him, heā€™s looking at you
if you ever rant to him about something heā€™s always staring into your eyes. he could do it for hours. sometimes his stare can be too much for you and you need to glance away as you try to prevent a flush from overcoming your cheeks
he knows that this stare gets you flustered, and he basks in seeing you squirm under his intent gaze
X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
yes
he enjoys kisses and makeouts in public and private. it doesnā€™t matter too much to him. either way he gets to show you how much you mean to him. he prefers allowing his actions to speak for him instead of his words and boy does he deliver-
it would take him a bit longer to get used to cuddles though. the first time you just casually tried to cuddle him he was so stiff. he just didnā€™t exactly know what you wanted from him. after you explained that you just wanted to be near and close to him, entrapped in his warmth he suddenly really liked it??
you always end up sleeping in his room at the Riorson House. he tends to intertwine his legs with yours and his arms rest around your waist and he just holds you close to him, your back against his chest (often he wonā€™t let you leave before him in the morning, saying in his morning voice ā€œmm.. five more minutes.ā€)
Y earning - How will they cope when theyā€™re missing their partner?
he kinda doesnā€™t
anytime he needs to be away from you (either in fourth wing as wingleader or in iron flame leading the rebellion) he makes sure to distract himself with with his duties because if he thinks too much about you he might just have Sgaeyl fly him back over to you
every time after heā€™s had to be separated from you for multiple days he always greets you with a hug and a kiss
Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
Xaden is willing to go all the way for you
heā€™s quite literally all ā€œiā€™d LET THE WORLD BURN for youā€ type guy
heā€™s willing to try and better himself for you. he wants to be able to comfort you and love you on days where you maybe canā€™t love yourself. he wants to be a sword and shield for you. heā€™ll protect you and love you at all costs and even death wonā€™t separate his heart and soul from you
soooā€¦ yeah
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I would like to request šŸ™‹šŸ½ā€ā™€ļøšŸ™‹šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø (bellamy x reader)
Okay, hear me out. Best friends to lovers..Iā€™m thinking something along the lines of either the reader gets hurt or Bell gets jealous somehow and it ends in smut āœØ
Not picky ab plot or what season (prolly 1-4 tho ngl) but just those tropes pretty please šŸ©·
Jealousy, Jealousyā€”B. Blake
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A/n: I love this idea yes yes yes, Bellamy getting jealous and finally having enough and just snapping and giving in to what he really wants? Yes please.
Summary - Bellamy and reader have been best friends since coming to the ground, and for a while that was enough for him. Until she starts hanging around Murphy a little too much, he gets jealous and finally snaps.
Warnings - 18+ MDNI , smut , unprotected sex , strong language , choking , cowgirl , use of praise , degrading
Word count - 5.5k
Bellamy Blake shouldā€™ve lost his mind a long time ago, from the moment heā€™d arrived on the ground heā€™d been met with one hardship after another. Constantly dealing with a battle in his mind against what was right, or what was wrong. The responsibilities he held shouldā€™ve crushed him, but they didnā€™t, because of her.
Y/n, sheā€™d been the steady hand, the voice of reason, the one who kept his mind held together when the chaos of survival threatened to tear him apart. She was his anchor, keeping him grounded when he needed it most. She was never afraid of speaking her mind to him, keeping him in check, steering him on the right path, always assuring him he was doing his best. She was the one person who could keep up with his plans, challenge him when needed, and still make him laugh after a long day.
In return, Bellamy was the reason she felt safe. She found comfort in knowing he was around, she knew if it came to it heā€™d do whatever he could to protect her. It wasnā€™t a one sided thing, they were both there for each other however they could be. They werenā€™t just best friends, they were two halves of the same whole.
While he carried the weight of leadership and responsibility, she carried lightā€“a warmth that reminded him why survival mattered at all. They had built a life together on this unpredictable earth, keeping each other grounded as they navigated its relentless dangers of the unseen terrain before them.
They were always together, and neither of them would have it any other way. Their friendship was an unbreakable bond, so strong not even the toughest of knives could splice it. They shared everything with each otherā€“ Meals, secrets they dare not tell anyone else, long late night conversations by the fire just relishing in each other's company. He trusted her in a way that he gave to no one else, just her. She was his rock, his person, the one he could count on no matter what happened. For a long time, that was enough.
But then came Murphy.
He had always been a huge thorn in Bellamyā€™s sideā€“ Sarcastic, selfish, and unpredictable. Murphy always found a way to cause some sort of problem that Bellamy would have to remedy, and he only ever thought of himself when making decisions.
When Murphy started spending more time around, Y/n, Bellamy simply brushed it off. She was kind to everyone, even to people who didnā€™t deserve it, itā€™s just who she was as a person. That was one of things he had always admired about her, and who was he to stop her from making friends?
But aside from all that, he couldnā€™t help the way his stomach churned when he saw them together. He began noticing every little subtle thing, the way she laughed a little louder when Murphy was around, the way they stood too close for comfort, their heads bent together in whispered conversations, and the way her smile would linger just a fraction of a second too long while looking at him for Bellamyā€™s liking.
He was supposed to be the one making her smile like that, not him. He hated the way they were with each other, always laughing as if they knew something no one else did. Constantly going off with each other for hours at a time, to scout or collect supplies. Why didnā€™t she just ask him? Why did it have to be Murphy, it made his blood boil. The more these little interactions happened the harder it got for him to keep his mouth shut, heā€™d just watch from a distance, a scowl painting his freckled face as he kept his jaw clenched shut.
Tonight was no different.
The sun had just dipped below the horizon, the camp was alive with the distant hum of chatter, the crackling of the evening fire, and the rhythmic clinking of tools as the last of the day's chores wrapped up. Bellamy leaned against a makeshift table, his dark brown eyes scanning the camp for herā€“Y/n. She was late, something that had become a regular occurrence over the past few days, she would come back late, with Murphy, which he assumed would be the case tonight.
Sure enough, his gaze locked on her familiar silhouette near the supply tent. Her laughter rang out, soft and melodic, a sound that usually brought him peace. But right now in this very moment, it grated his nerves, that laugh was meant for his ears and his ears alone. Murphy stood beside her, his trademark smirk plastered across his face as he said something that made her throw her head back in laughter.
His jaw tightened, his fists clenching around the corners of the table. He didnā€™t know why her being with him angered him so much, or why it made him so jealous, but he couldnā€™t stop the rage that bubbled up inside of him. She was his person, theyā€™d been through everything togetherā€“landing on the ground, fighting to survive, building this new fragile life, defending him when no one else would. She was the one person who knew him better than anyone else, one that could see past his rough, commanding facade to the man beneath. And now, she was spending all her freetime with Murphy?
ā€œHey, you good?ā€ Raven spoke out, he was a bit startled at first, so lost in his jealous thoughts he hadnā€™t even noticed her approaching him.
ā€œFine.ā€ He muttered, his gaze still locked onto Y/n and Murphy, afraid that if heā€™d look away something would happen.
Raven followed his line of sight, and smirked at him almost as if she knew something he didnā€™t. ā€œUh-huh, sure.. You look like youā€™re about to rip his throat out.ā€
She could clearly tell why Bellamy was upset, even if he was too naive to realize it himself. Anyone with a brain could see the way he pined after her, but his mind was too stubborn and clouded to realize it, he was simply just stuck in a jealous haze.
He simply grunted, pushing off the table to get away from Raven, he wasnā€™t in the mood. Before he could even think, he was striding over to the supply tent where the two were standing. There was just something in the air tonight, something strong, he just couldnā€™t keep his mouth shut any longer.
Y/n noticed him first, her eyes lighting up in a way that always made his chest tighten. ā€œBells!ā€ She waved at him, ā€œWhere've you been? Murphy and I were justā€“ā€
ā€œI see that,ā€ He interrupted, his voice sharp. His eyes flickered towards Murphy, who raised an eyebrow but said nothing.
Her smile faltered, clearly confused at where this sudden attitude had come from, to her knowledge she hadnā€™t done anything wrong. But the jealousy that clouded his mind told him otherwise.
ā€œWhatā€™s your problem?ā€ She asked skeptically, wanting to know why he was so upset.
ā€œMy problem?ā€ He finally snapped, stepping closer, finally not able to hold back how heā€™d been feeling, ā€œMy problem is you spending all your time with him.ā€ He gestured to Murphy, who let out a low whistle.
ā€œWell, this just got interesting. Iā€™ll leave you two to sort out whatever this is.ā€ With a mock salute, he sauntered away, not wanting to get involved in whatever heated argument that was to follow.
Y/n and Bellamy stood there, a tense silence covering the air around them.She crossed her arms, her expression sifting from confusion to annoyance. ā€œWhat the hell, Bellamy? Whatā€™s your deal?ā€
ā€œMy deal? Heā€™s not exactly the most trustworthy person to be hanging around.ā€ He said, truth be told though even if he was, heā€™d probably still be just as pissed.
She simply rolled her eyes, ā€œOh come on, heā€™s trying. You of all people should understand that people can change.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s not the goddamn point!ā€ He barked.
ā€œThen what is?ā€ She shot back, her voice rising, ā€œBecause from where Iā€™m standing, it just looks like you're pissed Iā€™m spending time with someone else, you canā€™t expect me to spend all my time with you!ā€
He froze, the words hit him like a punch to the gut, settling uneasily into his stomach. She wasnā€™t wrong, but he couldnā€™t admit thatā€“not to her, not to himself. But deep down, he wanted to snap out that she was his girl, not Murphyā€™s. He wanted her to spend all her time with him and him alone, he wanted her to himself.
He didnā€™t say anything else, his chest heaved, his emotions teetering on a razorā€™s edge as he stared at her. Her words echoing in his head, his fists clenched, the raw swirl of jealousy and fear consuming him like a raging out of control fire. Without thinking, without weighing the consequences, something inside of him snapped.
He reached for her, grabbing her arm tightly with one singular fluid motion.
ā€œBellamyā€“ā€ She began, but her words were cut short as he pulled her towards his tent with determined strides. His grip was tight, but not enough to hurt her, though the intensity and fire in his eyes was enough to send a shock through her.
ā€œWhat are you doing?ā€ She practically demanded, her voice tinged with confusion, and touch of anger still blistering within her, but he didnā€™t answer.
He shoved open the flap of his tent, yanking her inside, before releasing her wrist. For a moment, there was silence, the kind that was thick and suffocating, weighing both of them down heavily.
ā€œBells, talk to me,ā€ She tried again, her voice slightly softer now, almost pleading. But instead of talking, he closed the space between them, in a single step, his dark eyes boring into hers with an intensity that made her breath hitch in her throat.
His voice of reason went out of the window, he didnā€™t care about anything anymore, not what would happen after this, not about Murphy, he just wanted her. His lips crashed onto hers, it wasnā€™t gentle, nor hesitant. It was raw, unrestrained, and desperate, as if heā€™d been holding himself back for far too long. His hands framed her face, his fingers threading into her hair as he poured every ounce of frustration, jealousy, and something deeper- something terrifying real, some unspoken emotion heā€™d been hiding awayā€“into that kiss.
She froze, her mind reeling. This was Bellamy, her best friend, the person she trusted more than anyone, and he was kissing her. Her mind ran wild with thoughts, was this why he had been so jealous?
She felt the tension in his grip, the way his body seemed to hold hers as if to say, ā€˜Youā€™re mind.ā€™ It wasnā€™t just passionā€“ there was a hint of fear there too, a fear of losing her, of being left behind. Slowly her hands trailed up his chest, not to push him away, but to steady herself as her lips met his slowly beginning to show the same yearning back.
When he finally pulled back, his breathing was ragged, forehead resting against hers as he struggled to find the right words. The kiss had conveyed all the emotions his voice never could, and now he struggled to get them out.
ā€œI canā€™t do this anymore,ā€ He murmured, his voice hoarse, ā€œI canā€™t stand watching you with him, Y/n. I canā€™t keep pretending Iā€™m okay with it.ā€
Her eyes stared up into his, ā€œBellamy..ā€
ā€œI know Iā€™m being selfish,ā€ He continued, ā€œBut I donā€™t give a fuck anymore, I canā€™t keep trying to tell myself that I donā€™t want you all to myself.ā€
She swallowed at that, her heart beat picking up as he spoke to her, his voice raw with emotion. His hand was on her hip, his grip possessively screaming that she was his, and he looked down at her with a type of fire that had her stomach doing somersaults. Her mind was racing, her heart pounding her chest so hard she was certain he could hear it. The intensity of his words, the raw emotion in his voice, and the lingering taste of his lips on hers had shattered the delicate walls built between them. She had told herself for so long that they were just friends, trying so hard to convince herself of that. She had no idea until now that he was in turn doing the same thing, they both yearned for each other deep down but locked it away.
ā€œBell,ā€ She whispered, her voice soft, and smooth.
His hand still possessively held her hip, as his other came up to hold her face in a way that sent shivers down her spine. His eyes searched hers, waiting for her to speak, waiting for her to say something, anything.
But words didnā€™t come out of her throat, instead she surged forward, closing the distance between them once more. Her lips met his in another kiss, this one more heated than the last. It was rough, and passionateā€“a release of all the pent up emotions the two had. Her hands clutched his shirt, gripping it tightly, almost afraid that if she were to let go heā€™d disappear.
He was stunned by her sudden move for a moment, before a low guttural sound escaped his lips. His arms wrapped around her tightly, pulling her against her as closely as he could, anchoring her to him as though she might slip away.
She pressed closer to him, her body molding into hers like a puzzle piece, her heart racing as she poured everything she couldnā€™t say into the kiss. Every stolen glance, every moment she had pretended to not care for him like thisā€“it was all there, laid out bare within the kiss.
When they finally broke apart for the second time, both of them were breathing hard, foreheads resting against each other, the air thick with the tension and heat between them.
ā€œY/n..ā€ He rasped, his voice low and unsteady.
She looked up at him, her eyes blazing with emotion, ā€œYouā€™re not the only one whoā€™s been bottling up emotions.ā€ She finally admitted, the words leaving her lips almost lifted a weight off her shoulders that she didnā€™t know was there.
His hands cupped her face once more, the pad of his thumb brushing against her now swollen bottom lip, a type of heat stirring inside of her stomach as he did this, ā€œAnd now?ā€
ā€œI donā€™t care anymore, Iā€™m tired of pretending, tired of holding back..I want this Bell, I want you.ā€ Her voice soft, like a melody to his ears.
His breath hitched, the tension around them electric, all of their feelings laid out in the open now. Unspoken hunger aired out around them that neither of them could deny any longer. Her hands lingered on his chest, her fingers tracing lines of his muscles through his shirt, igniting his skin with sparks. She felt his heartbeatā€“strong, steady, and quick beneath her slander fingertips.
He lightly gripped her chin, leaning in, his lips captured hers again in another deep feverish kiss. She melted into him, her hands sliding up to tangle into his messy curls, pulling him closer as the kiss grew more desperate.
Without breaking their lips apart, his hands slid to her waist, his strong grip lifting her effortlessly. She gasped softly against his lips as he guided her onto his lap, her legs straddling him as he settled her against him on the small bed.
Her breath hitched as her knees sank down into the bed on either side of him, feeling him through his jeans against her. His hands found her hips, gripping them roughly, holding her down onto him. His lips found hers again, more urgent this time, one of his hands sliding up the small of her back, and under her shirt onto her bare skin, causing a shiver to radiate through her body. The other slid into her hair, tilting her head back slightly to deepen the kiss, his fingers digging into her like he couldnā€™t get enough of her.
She let out a small moan, the sound muffled against his lips, and he groaned back in response, the sound rumbling deep in his chest. The world outside the tent faded away, the jealousy faded away, all that mattered was he had her in his lap now, she was all his.
His lips left hers to trail along her jawline, pressing hot, open-mouthed kissing down the column her neck. She tilted her head back, her fingers tightening in his fair as his lips found the sensitive spot just below her ear, drawing soft whines from her lips.
ā€œBell,ā€ She whispered, a slight tremble in her breathless voice.
He pulled back a bit, his dark eyes meeting hers, blazing with a lustful fire. ā€œSay it again,ā€ He murmured, his voice like a low growl, laced with a possessiveness that had her knees going weak.
ā€œBell.ā€ She repeated, in a small whimper, her cheeks flushed.
His hands slid down to her hips, gripping them tightly, the fire between them growing hotter. It consumed every lingering doubt, and every ounce of hesitation.
His hands moved, sliding them under her shirt, feeling the warmth of her soft skin on his calloused fingers. Her breath hitched at the contact, her body arching into him instinctively. His lips found her neck again, trailing soft kisses and bites down her collar bone.
His hands gripped the hem of her shirt, tugging it upward in one swift motion. She lifted her arms up, letting him pull it off fully. He tossed it aside without a second thought, his eyesing trailing up and down her bare torso. The way he looked at herā€“hungry, reverent, possessiveā€“made her heart race, a fierce pool of heat pooling in her stomach.
ā€œYouā€™re so beautiful,ā€ He murmured against her neck, his breath hot against her skin.
Her lips parted to respond, but before she could speak, his hands gripped her waist again, pulling her close as his lips crashed against hers again. The kiss was desperate, fierce, as if trying to claim her completely as his.
His lips left hers, trailing down her jawline, her neck, her shoulders, and in between her breasts. He kissed every inch of skin that he could reach, his teeth grazing against her occasionally, leaving small marks to stake his claim. Her head was tilted back, soft moans leaving her lips relishing in the pleasure that just his lips left her with.
ā€œYouā€™re mine,ā€ He growled against her chest, his voice low and fierce. His hands tightened around her, holding her as if he never wanted to let her go.
Her breath caught in her throat at his words, the intensity of his voice sending a thrill through her. The way her chest heaved, and she stared at him with a type of need seemed to ignite something inside of him. His lips crashed against hers again with a new found urgency, his kisses were demanding, rough, leaving her breathless in his arms.
She felt his hands exploring her body, tracing the curve of her waist, down the line of her spine. She clung to him, her nails digging into his shoulders as she matched his passion, her own desire overwhelming her.
His lips left hers to trail hot kisses down her chest, his hands going up to knead her breasts in between his fingers.Each touch of his lips sent a shiver up her spine, and she could feel the tension in his body, the sheer force of his restraint as tried to hold himself back.
ā€œBell..ā€ His name left her lips again, a soft whine, almost like a prayer, her voice barely audible.
He pulled back a little, his hands framing her face as he stared into her eyes, a sheer dark force of lust behind them, ā€œTell me youā€™re mine, love.ā€ He demanded, his voice low, and commanding. He wasnā€™t asking her, he was telling her.
ā€œ ā€˜m yours, always.ā€ Her gaze met his with half lidded eyes as she spoke.
He bit his lip, hearing her say that she was setting off something almost primal within him. A low growl caught in his throat, as his fingers gripped her and held her close on his lap. She in turn reached for his shirt, her fingers gripping the fabric tightly. She tugged at it, her breath catching her throat as he pulled back just enough to help her. In one motion, he threw it off, revealing the broad expanse of his chest and shoulders.
Her gaze lingered, taking in every detailā€“the taut muscles, the faint scars etched into his skin, and the way his chest rose and fell with every heavy breath. Tentatively, her fingers traced down from his chest, to his shoulders, right to his defined v-line just for a moment, before going back up to rest on his chest.
His eyes burned into hers, his lips quirking into a small, almost smug smile at her touch. ā€œLike what you see, princess?ā€ He teased, his voice a low rumble.
She rolled her eyes playfully, humming a yes, fingers trailing over his skin as she did so. He smirked, leaning in to capture her lips again, but this time his hands moved up, brushing her sides before settling on her chest. Taking her nipples in between his fingers, and toying with them. She couldnā€™t stop the breathy sound that escaped her lips, or the way her hips instinctively ground against his needily.
He pulled away from the kiss, groaning softly, his fingers gripping her softly from the friction of her hips. He chuckled low in his throat, the sound deep and teasing.
ā€œSo sensitive.ā€ He mumbled, clearly amused.
She didnā€™t have time to respond before he shifted his grip, hands sliding to grab her hips. With a deliberate slowness, he guided her movements, pressing her down against his hard on. The friction caused another gasp from her, and a low moan to come from his throat.
ā€œFuckā€“ā€ She cursed under her breath, the feeling of him grinding against her was driving her mad, it was slow and teasing. Giving her a little bit of pleasure, but not truly giving her what she wanted or rather what she needed.
He grinned, his hands tightening against her hips, pushing her down against him a little more. His eyes sparkling mischievously as she seemed to get a bit frustrated, ā€œWhatā€™s the matter hm? Someones a little worked up.ā€
She let out a soft whine, trying to move against him more, but his firm grip prevented her from doing so. She was getting needy, and impatient, ā€œQuit teasing.ā€
He chuckled again, rolling his hips against hers a bit, ā€œBut where's the fun in that?ā€
She huffed out, her eyes meeting his in a silent plea.
ā€œTell me what you want.ā€ He leaned in whispering into her ear, his voice low and gravely in her ear.
She swallowed hard, her cheeks flushing even deeper, ā€œYou.. I want you, please Bell.ā€ She pleaded with him, her chest heaving.
His smirk only grew darker as her breathless pleas filled the air, the way her voice trembled, the way she was all needy for him. ā€œThatā€™s all I needed to hear,ā€ He murmured, satisfied with her begging.
With one last lingering kiss, he gently shifted her off his lap, his hands sliding down her sides as he did. She whimpered softly at the loss of contact, her hands instinctively reaching for him. But he only smirked, standing to his full height as he looked down at her, the dim candle light casting shadows across his broad, muscular frame.
Her lips went to open to say something, but the words caught in her throat as he reached for the button of his jeans. He popped it open, dragging down the zipper slowly, teasingly, his eyes never leaving hers. She swallowed, her heart pounding as she watched him push the fabric down his hips, tossing them to the side.
He stood there for a moment, letting her take him in, his toned body practically glowing in the soft light. Her gaze swept over him, her breathing erratic, her cheeks painted a deep shade of red.
ā€œSomeone's drooling over there,ā€ He teased, ā€œPractically over there eye fucking me.ā€ A low chuckle left his lips, clearly amused with the way she stared at him like he was some kind of Greek god.
She rolled her eyes despite her obvious flustered state, but she just couldnā€™t tear her eyes away from this god-like man in front of him. The way sweat dripped down his toned chest, the way his hard length was right in front of her, ā€œYouā€™re insufferable.ā€ She muttered playfully, her voice lacking any real heat.
He chuckled, his lips leaning down to capture hers in a quick but heated kiss, ā€œAnd youā€™re staring.ā€ He shot back, tone laced with amusement.
Before she could retort, his hands moved down to the waistband of her pants. His rough thick fingers brushing against her skin, pulling a soft whine from her lips as he hooked them under the fabric pulling them down, hands grazing her thighs as he did. He then tossed them to the side with the rest of their discarded clothes.
He straightened back up, taking his turn in looking her over. His eyes holding a mixture of hunger and reverence in them as he drank in her appearance, ā€œSo fuckinā€™ perfect.ā€ He said softly, voice filled with awe.
He didnā€™t say anything else, climbing back onto the bed, he settled himself down. His arms reached out to guide her back onto his lap, his cock resting against her stomach, not giving it to her just yet. He could tell just how desperate she was, how needy she was for him. The way she clung to him, the quiet needy whimpers falling from her lips, the way her heavy-lidded eyes stared at his.
ā€œYou want my cock that bad hm?ā€ He asked, his voice low and rough.
She whimpered in response, gripping his shoulders tightly, her chest heaving, her swollen lips parted slightly, her mind clouded over with need, and desperation.
He raised an eyebrow, his lips curling into a smirk, ā€œTell me how bad you want this dick.ā€ He mused, finger swiping over her bottom lip.
She flushed, her cheeks burning as she squirmed against him, desperate for him, ā€œWant you so bad..ā€ Her voice barely above a whisper.
ā€œNot good enough,ā€ He murmured, leaning in to brush his lips against her ear, ā€œBeg for it, show me how badly you need me.ā€
Her breath hitched, and for a moment, she hesitated, her pride waiting with the overwhelming desire to feel him inside of her. But with the way he was looking at her, the way his hands held down, the way his cock rested against her stomach so close to her but not inside of her was driving her insane.
ā€œPlease, Bell,ā€ She broke, her voice trembling, ā€œI need you, pleaseā€“just fuck me please.ā€ She stammered out.
He groaned softly, her words hitting him like a tidal wave. He leaned back, his dark eyes fixated onto hers, ā€œThatā€™s my good girl,ā€ He said, his fingers sliding into her mouth. She took the hint, swirling her tongue around them, making popping sounds as he pulled them out.
ā€œSuch a needy slut for me arenā€™t you?ā€ He mumbled, he had heard everything he needed to hear and he couldn't hold himself back anymore.
With a swift move, he lifted her hips up, sliding her down onto his cock slowly, bringing a sharp moan from her lips. The way he stretched her, and filled her already had her eyes rolling back. For a moment, he held her in place, making her savor it, savor him. But it didnā€™t last long, the way she was gripping him was driving him wild, gripping her hips she helped her start moving up and down at a slow steady pace.
ā€œGripping me so hard love, this pussys so greedy for me huh?ā€ He mumbled, his head tilting back a little, a soft groan leaving her lips.
The slow pace didnā€™t last long though, his control snapping with the soft whimpers and whines that left her lips. The sight of her already completely undone even with the slow pace had him losing his mind, he did that to her, she was this much of a mess on his cock already.
His grip on her hips tightened, fingers digging into her skin as he pulled her down onto him sharply, roughly. Her hands holding onto his shoulders to steady herself as he drilled up into her, her head falling into the crook of his neck, unrestrained cries of his name falling from her lips.
ā€œThat feel good?ā€ He growled, his voice low and possessive as he held her firmly, moving her hips up and down onto his cock, ā€œYouā€™re all fucking mine, princess. Every. Single. Part.ā€
Her fingers clung to his shoulders, her body trembling under his touch, her mind fogged over, she was a mess of moans and whines.
ā€œThis pussy? All fuckinā€™ mine, it was made for this cock.ā€ He mumbled, thrusting up into her fiercely.
His eyes burned with an almost feral intensity as he watched her, completely intrapped with the way she looked bouncing up and down on his cock, the way her hair was a mess, the way her breasts bounced. He was completely lost in her, and she was lost in him.
ā€œSay it,ā€ He demanded, his hand going up to grip her throat roughly, ā€œTell me this pussy is mine.ā€ His voice commanded as he snapped his hips into her roughly, making her cry out again.
ā€œFuckā€“ all yours, pussys all yours!ā€ She stammered out breathlessly.
His lips crashed against hers, silencing her cries, kissing her with such ferocity. One hand tangled into her hair, tilting her head back to deepen the kiss, while the other stayed on her hips helping guide her movements with a roughness that left no doubts of her claim over her.
ā€œYou drive me insane,ā€ He muttered against her lips, ā€œNo one else gets to touch you like this, you hear me? Just me.ā€
She nodded quickly, eyes squeezed shut as crores continued to spill from her lips, ā€œJustā€“you.ā€
Her words sent a wave of satisfaction through him, and he groaned, burying his face into her neck, each motion of his hips drawing more and more cries from he lips. ā€œThatā€™s my girl,ā€ He growled, ā€œTaking me so well.ā€
Their bodies moved in perfect sync with each other, driven by an overwhelming need. His hands were everywhereā€“gripping, guiding, pulling her closer as she melted into him. Sweat dripped down their bodies, her breasts bouncing with every move.
Her breaths were shallow, each one coming out in a gasp or a sharp whine as she bounced her hips on him, desperate for more.Her fingers scratched at his skin, leaving red marks in their wake. Her legs trembled, and his movements got sloppier.
ā€œI canā€™tā€“canā€™t hold on much longer.ā€ She whined out, throwing her head back.
He kept snapping his hips into hers, ā€œIā€™ve got you love.ā€
His hands held her, pulling her up and pushing her down as he rutted his hips up, panting, desperately chasing his own release.
ā€œWanna cum for me, pretty girl?ā€ He whispered in his ear, his movements still at their relentless pace, ā€œGo on, make a mess for me.ā€
She did, her eyes rolling back, sharp cries of his name falling from her lips like a prayer, as her whole body tightened and trembled against him. He wasnā€™t long after, groans falling from his lips, pulling out and shooting hot ropes of cum all over her stomach.
Both of them panting, foreheads pressed together as they collected themselves.
ā€œYouā€™re so beautiful..ā€ He murmured, taking her disheveled appearance in. Purple bruises, swollen lips, messy hair, he claimed her in every way that he could.
She chuckled softly, her body still trembling a bit as he cleaned off her stomach. After he was done, he laid them both down onto the bed, his arm protectively wrapped around her.
ā€œYouā€™re mine, and Iā€™m not letting you go anywhere.ā€ He pressed a kiss to her temple, holding her head against his bare chest.
ā€œAll yours, though if getting you jealous means youā€™re gonna fuck me like this maybe Iā€™ll have to do it more often.ā€ She joked, and he only playfully rolled his eyes.
Things were different now, all of those unsaid emotions were out. There was no need for jealousy anymore, he made sure she knew that she was his and his alone.
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Cassandra Cain is the biggest fucking Daddys Girl in the world, she is the only one, besides Dick Grayson, who understands the things Bruce says and does as caring and wanting to bond or be a better father instead of thinking hes being overbearing or annoying (even tho he is being annoying but she recognizes he loves her/all of them and just wants to protect them and doesnt think theyre unworthy by doing it) She is an unapologetic Batman fan and constantly wears his merch and rants (in sign language or otherwise) about how amazing he is and how good a person he is and how Gotham is better off with him than without and Bruce panics and is like "cass baby girl i love you but please stop posting seven page long essays about how much you love me, someone might find out i am batman" but Cass never listens because she just loves her dad so much and no one can take that from her and shes the one who smacks jason upside the head when he goes on rants about B and shes the one who holds damians hand and whispers translations in his ear when bruce is going on an angry, panic induced rant after he disapeared for three days and bruce was worried god damn it not pissed off that robin didnt go on patrol and yeah. just good daughter cassandra cain, the biggest fucking batman/bruce wayne fangirl in the world with her good dad bruce wayne.
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"but then again this is the guy whoā€™s publically known for loving to eat ass so"
I'm sorry, I thought Nate eating ass was fanon. Are you telling me this is an actual canon fact??
god i love when people donā€™t realise how much ā€œfanonā€ around sid and nate is actually canon. itā€™s like heroin to me. also bc itā€™s like. 90% of the stuff in fics (which is probably why people assume itā€™s fanon but. oh boy itā€™s not. thereā€™s shockingly little fanon around these two, mostly because canon is so abundant).
yes, nathan mackinnon is a known ass-eater. let me direct you to this post, anon. youā€™re welcome.
other nate (and sid) facts you might not have realised are canon:
nate is a known advocate for therapy. heā€™s been seeing a sports therapist since 2017
they wear matching clothing all the fucking time, sid has said publicly that he started wearing white sneakers and updated his wardrobe due to nateā€™s influence (iirc nate mightā€™ve even bought him his first pair of white sneakers? either that or it was a ā€œhe told me i need to so i didā€ situation). they share a tailor. unfortunately i now have to bring your attention to the fact that since they have an alarming amount of matching clothes that theyā€™ve bought for each other, that means that they in fact have to know each otherā€™s clothing sizes off by heart. they also low-key share clothing btw
their families celebrate canada day together and their dads are best friends. in-law behaviour goes crazy
nate did in fact stalk his way into sidā€™s heart (got the same personal trainer and agent at age 13; built his house next door in 2017; theyā€™ve been spending every day in the summers together since at least 2015. sid cooks for them daily, or at least did pre-pandemic. sid refuses to use nateā€™s gym tho so they always use sidā€™s).
nate used to have a fan twitter account more or less where he rooted for the pens. it was active until 2017.
sid and nate regularly go to summer weddings together as each otherā€™s dates. they have done this since, once again, at least 2015
nate has confirmed that he used to have a poster of sid on his wall as a teenager (he didnā€™t confirm he used to jerk off to it but frankly. i think thatā€™d be saying the quiet part out loud)
when sid won the cup in 2009 and held the parade in cole harbour, nate stood by the side of the road watching it. he was about to turn 14, he was already working with sidā€™s trainer and agent, and he was about to start attending shattuck (sidā€™s junior high). due to old pics we also know that this was RIGHT before nate had his first growth spurt and hit puberty. iā€™m not saying seeing sid with the cup kickstarted nateā€™s puberty and gave him his first boner but iā€™m not NOT saying it
nate dated vanessa morgan of riverdale fame in his rookie year. sheā€™s now good friends with elias petersson from the vancouver canucks (this means nothing but i do think itā€™s a very funny coincidence).
nate schmidt, formerly of the VGK, once failed a drug test (it turned out to be a testing-fuck-up); when nhl players were asked about it natemack iconically said ā€œi donā€™t think he was sticking a needle up his assā€ (i just like this one)
when he was a kid, the one other thing sid wanted to be was a hairdresser. nate, on the other hand, ā€œdidnā€™t have a plan Bā€
nate is canonically possessive of sid (see: the asg 2024) and sid is canonically delighted by this and into it
they go on so many lunch dates in the summer my dude. they go grocery shopping together. like thereā€™s so many pics of them in grocery stores or out having coffee or weird green shakes
oh i almost forgot, they went on a roadtrip through ireland last year. theyā€™ve been on holiday together multiple times over the years though. done some eurotripping together and stuff. in 2015 they spent three months together, three weeks of which were spent living in sidā€™s santa monica condo together just the two of them
sid has put up a picture of every stanley cup winning captain in his basement since 2008, when the pens lost in the scf to DET. apparently this serves as motivation for him to win the cup. he notoriously does not watch the playoffs after the pens are out
however, he partied so hard at nateā€™s cup party he actually closed down the party with his dad. nate is the only non-teammate sidā€™s ever been seen supporting for a cup run (heā€™s also never been to his teammatesā€™ cup parties afaik so. thereā€™s that)
also they talked on the phone daily and between periods during nateā€™s cup run. they also canonically have almost weekly phone dates that can run multiple hours. quote nate ā€œi canā€™t talk to anyone else the way i can talk to himā€
they each have pictures of the two of them together framed in each otherā€™s houses
thereā€™s rumours theyā€™re building adjoining houses on neighbouring properties in cape breton next to a golf course bc apparently being neighbours in halifax isnā€™t enough or something. this one is as yet unconfirmed by reputable sources though
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