#i do not have the brain power to be doing that rn
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what are your thoughts on metal gear so far?
doc said we're skipping ground zeroes because its evil and not worth it and im taking his word for it and believing him fully, but otherwise the only two we've watched so far are...one and two...and we've watched like a chunk of 4 because we're going in technically backwards order.
its an interesting series to say the least, i like it :) i can also recognize that its very Weird with some stuff, but that tends to happen with older game series unfortunately.
#crow chitter chatter#i could write a whole book about mgs2 and how it drives me insane with very specific parts of it#but thats a book for another time i think#i do not have the brain power to be doing that rn#shout out to doc for watchin the series with me tho#really saved me a lot of 'oh god oh no' when it came to the 2nd game#appreciate him looking out for me when it comes to games that have to do with being in the middle of an ocean in general <:)
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It's so clear now that you are all that I have I have no fear cos you are all that I have
so i decided i wasn't actually all that happy with the background of this piece and redid it haha :'D
again, this is from a post-series Empty rescue plotbunny, it's yet another image of Dean and Cas in freefall (which is probs from watching too much Eureka Seven in hs), and have the soundtrack that is both inspired by this scene and acted as inspiration to draw this (mostly Snow Patrol's You're All I Have and Signal Fire being blasted on repeat):
(also how the FUCK do yall size your procreate shit for tumblr? i feel like everything i post looks like a pic i took with my first slide phone circa 2008... it makes potato quality look good *sobbing*)
#destiel#deancas#Supernatural#Supernatural art#Supernatural fanart#Tay art#Tay digital art#Tay SPN art#by god i will force my obsession with 90's power ballads on you all if it's the last thing i do#(yes i know some of these songs are from the 00's/10's hush the bands are best known for 90's power ballads so it still counts !!!)#woe orchestral string instruments be upon ye's rock music#will i ever write this fic ???#:)))#(unfortunately rn my brain is very much Echoes/Inner Demons soup so that's the main bnuuy that's been eating away at me)#(ah yes. Echoes/Inner Demons. which i have. talked at length about. yes yes we all know about [REDACTED] how could we not?)#(this is comedy i have yet to talk abt it bc it's my baby and concept i have seen. 2. other ppl do.)#(and one of those fics was the spark for Echoes while DtA was the gasoline lol)#Taylor's plotbunnies#Spotify
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he bit too hard n hes feeling sorry abt it
#not for long lmao#it is. all i can do#you know what i really like doing this stuff#but i have such a deep set tiredness and i feel like i need to take a long break#but i dont want to lose my skills so its kind#kind of???? hiatus??? but also i cant bc i need to draw to maintain what i can do now???#shut up xam#thoughts deep thoughts that i dont wanna think abt rn#idk.#i always feel like im functioning on half my brain power and ability
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BEHOLD !!
#!! behold !!#a lil doodle while i work on something#guys guys help i love drawing him sm#the vice grip on my brain rn#send help (DO NOT)#i actually have three things in progress rn but im prioritizing one so#*starts shoving all the wip files behind my back* NO PEEKING#the power at my fingertips.... (being able to doodle on the go)#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt fanart#my art#explodingstar art#e stars scribblez#tmnt#risesona#turtlesona#rottmnt oc#rottmnt nova#rise nova#unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#hnnghhh turtle brainrot#ngl def gonna turn this doodle into a meme format for myself...the potential...#since you read all the way down here you actually get that cup of coffee congratulations 🎉
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5 min mirror self portrait :)
#was gonna design myself as a cute lil pantoran jedi but i dont have the brain power required rn lol#i actually dont like my smile really?? i always hate it in photos so i just dont do it really...#but i had three separate coworkers this week introduce me to new hires by first mentioning my smile??#which feels... very nice! i think i need to learn to appreciate it more then#minadraws
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ENDING SPOILERS FOR BG3 AHEAD
Hate that I found this scene kinda hot
#listen. evil nawen is absolutely a possibility#even tho it isn't my canon ok she's my dear little antihero and saved everyone <3#but the way I made her she's like. in a pretty unpredictable mental state#she's come from a background of doing terrible shit as a shadow thief often against her will#and now bc of the tadpole she has time to breathe and decide what to do w her life for#reasons I won't go into rn bc it's a long story jfjfjkfkf#but basically she's in this dilemma of let yourself become The Worst(and go back to your organization post game)#or learn to be a better person again(and turn your back on the thieves even tho you will likely be hunted to death)#so she could really go either way depending on how the game goes and controlling the brain could rlly be a possibility for her#honestly even if she decided to turn her back on the thieves it could be a possibility#the power she'd have?? she'd never have to worry abt being hunted by them#but good path nawen would never 😔 she wouldn't sacrifice everything she's built#it's kinda sad to see her on her good path choosing this tho bc like. astarion's reaction??#man looks so betrayed#in her evil path she would likely have ascended him and their relationship would already be too fucked up for her to care#but in this one?? that's just painful#sleep.txt#bg3#bg3 spoilers#oc.nawen#but. even w all that. I am not above finding evil women hot 🫠#goth mommy go evil brain go brrr ooga booga#nawenlore
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a note about dapper - my boy is a trooper, and he holds it all in, but he's really affected by what happened to him. his separation anxiety is real and has always kind of existed, but he's also been visibly deteriorating emotionally. the reason why it's so hard to see is because he's got this darker, more biting humour and he handles a lot of things with jokes or snarky comments, and it's easy to overlook that he's really going through it.
now, this is not related to literally anything else, just talk about the whole "abandonment" "joke" made me want to talk about how yeah, separation anxiety's a bitch especially after you got kidnapped a few days ago and held by a dangerous man in a fiery cage
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not really sure what to think of deco's new song yet i think it'll grow on me but anyway am i overthinking this or...
#im not sure if the newer songs could be covered in the future but still... hm...#again sad girl sex was very yunocore so who knows!#don't have enough brain power to analyze the lyrics rn but they do remind me of mappi#ummmm i think it's okay to put this in the main tag...#unless someone already pointed this out pls tell me if thats the case jdskslsls#milgram#mahiru shiina#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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in the most normal way possible if the idea of there being multiple gasters becomes the new popular fandom theory or even remotely canon i might genuinely pop a blood vessel
#trousled rambles#is that positive or negative? buddy i dont know either#i need to write atbb gaster more Immediately. i have got to get AHEAD OF THIS#at least he's basically a very very very big and complex amalgamate. but STILL#I SAW THE SIGNS............I CONNECTED THE DOTS !!!!#YEAH i was just fucking around coming up with a cool antagonist that could be well linked with The Multiverse#BUT. look i just didnt fully realize the extent of my brain power ok. abc_123.ogg was a subliminal message to me#genuinely tho this is a crazy thing to watch gain some traction rn. i honestly thought i was just entirely making shit up#i have like no actual interest in gaster im not gonna lie. hes just good for when i need to fill a role that doesnt fit the main ppl#what do you mean i could've been right. hello#at least there's a chance ppl will stop saying dadster is canon now. that will heal me
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just finished watching platonic chain. i am now a huge platonic chain truther. everyone go watch it right now its free with subs on youtube less than 2 hours you have no excuse!!
#also hi ive been kinda ia#college has started again...#but im trying my best#currently all i want to do is watch obscure movies and anime#all about mighty lady is my current favorite thing ever#planning on making a media log on neocities soon!#but i have no brain power for html rn#ALSO made a surugaya order bc of free shipping weekend and i got an old ps magazine with a feature on boku!!#(no natsuyasumi)#planning on scanning that when it arrives ^_^#ok im done#dl#probably
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Decided on a whim to finally give Koisenu Futari a try and barely a minute into the first episode, it got me hook line and sinker. Sakuko's face for the "There's no one who can't fall in love, right?" moment is something I feel deep in my bones.
Also they legitimately use the terms aromantic and asexual outloud? On the first episode? Absolutely superb
#koisenu futari#immense need to make my mom watch it so she can. understand. yknow#i do not have the brain power to binge watch rn as much as i want to#so im looking forward to whenever my attention span allows me to watch ep 2
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Omegaverse video games
#i do not have the brain power to think about anything rn#but like#I have a friend who’s really interested in like#how masculinity is perceived (perpetuated? received? presented?) in video games#and yeah#hashtag you can’t spell game without omega#<- you’re telling me that shit wouldn’t trend in like. 2015.#anyways omegaverse video games send tweet#omegaverse#omegaverse worldbuilding
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how do you feel about g1 soundstar and do you have any fic ideas for them?
(sorry for the week long delay haha)
I think they are interesting! But I admit, any interest I have for them is just an off-shoot of my love for them in tfp and their dynamic there. I don't know if I have any g1 specific fics in mind for them, mostly just tfp/continuity soup ideas....
I think a funny g1 idea for them would be them already together and having to break the news to Rumble/Frenzy and Skywarp. The comedic potential there....is enough for me to put that in my "maybe one day" list.
#soundstar#anonymous#asks#i wish i had more to add to that idea but rn my brain is kind of numb#i think the fic would be rumble frenzy and skywarp making a temporary truce to break up soundstar so they dont have to hang together#it doesnt work but they do realize the potent power of their nonsense combined
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well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost
#avil plays hi3#tbf majority of me playing through hi3 just looks like This.#yes the acheron trailer made me get up and finish ch 17#i. :(#the fight between kiana and mei was so painful :(#ok also i suck ass in the combat and i was so scared of having to restart#BUT I THINK I HURT MORE THE FACT THAT KIANA JUST REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON MEI#BUT MEIS ALSO DOING THIS BECAUSE SHES TRYING TO SAVE KIANA#AND THEY WERE BOTH FIGHTING TO STOP AND TRY TO SAVE EACH OTHER#MEI YOU SAVED KIANA BUT LIKE..... DONT YOU WANT TO LIVE ALONGSIDE HER.... MEI PLEASE#tbh. the way i was going through ch 17 for hi3.#kiana and mei remind me a lot of oz and gil's relationship back in pandora hearts but#now it makes me want to hit my head on a brick wall because#'wow. i really just gravitate tO THE SAME FUCKING MEDIA EVERY DAMN TIME AVIL STOP IT FFS'#also idk i was thinking about it too#mei tried earlier to use the herrschers powers to try and protect kiana but it wasnt enough. she failed that time#and with no other option to save her she just HAD to and it makes me HURT that this was her only option#IN HER HEAD. I BELIEVE IN YOU MEI I THINK THERE COULDVE BEEN ANOTHER OPTION HERE (IDK WHAT BUT I AM SOBBING)#sprawls on the ground#at least i can have an emotional break for a little bit.... hsr update so i can chill w that#and then when i finish catching up w that. then i go back to being hi3's punching bag#can i get off this train now? why'd i sign myself up for this (welt yang doomed me and then i got fucked over by everything else)#idk also the way that both mei AND kiana resorted to using their herrscher powers to stop the other. two stubborn people....#but its done because they just... they just care so much and want to save the other#okay yeah we did beat each other up about it bUT STILL#MEI I BELIEVE IN YOU YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND 😭😭😭😭😭#anyways. glad i did. i have the worst stomach ache rn so i was Going through it#but my brain hit a reset so i feel normal now. save for the crying
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Magenta kinda?
#this heat wave has been a blessing and curse#it hit 110 earlier#my neck of the woods is used to peaking at 105 and nothing higher than that#this shit is unheard of for several days straight#right now its 93 and this past week ive had no physical pain cause of fibromyalgia nor flare ups#i haven't felt this in a long long time#this feels like heaven i can fucking move and be active without feeling so limited or bed bound#but the heat and humidity have given me bad headaches and heat exhaustion is legit#I'm keeping hydrated staying shaded and not overdoing things physically#but fucking a it feels like a dragon is snoring right in front of my face#the power company killed the grids earlier cause of fire precaution it took like 4 hrs to get it back on#and I'm marinated in sweat rn#if the headaches could go away I'd be dandy af even though i feel gross#magenta#magenta is my vent word#not magenta but some other pink variant#trying to write but its too hot for brain#been reading and crocheting in the meantime while getting over headaches#i need to live somewhere where the winters arent horrible and the summers are hot but not excruciating#i need a personal terranium#thats what i need#hope everyone is doing good and staying safe if youre in a heat wave too
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Ugghhhhh I didn't bring a craft hobby with me aside from my sketchbook and I'm too headachey for writing so now I wanna eat my own hands
#maaaaay have to venture out into london tomorrow to hunt down some yarn and a crochet hook or something#in theory having some time to myself to watch loads of stuff i wanna catch up on is great#but my hands are unnoccupied and I'm Struggling with that#and like i fool i brought only quite cerebral/involved hobbies (writing/art/music/reading) to do assuming I'd have the brain power#fucking oops#i guess i could use it as incentive to go out and explore more but maybe i am tired and don't wanna you ever consider that huh??#anyway.#my head goes whoooooosh when i stand rn so decisions on the backburner til I've eaten food maybe sgahshdbd#mr. bees speaks#this is the worst part about staying with non crafty friends too#if i was staying with ande i could be like hey any scraps of fabric lying around you're cool with me messing with?#these guys? nary a sewing needle in sight.... how do they live
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