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reds-skull · 30 days

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Both me and price looking at that pic of them sleeping: do it for them...

(This was supposed to be like. 2 panels rip)

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yourlocalabomination · 6 months

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Tick Tock, Teddy-Bear.

#the bastards box wasn’t enough I had to trap this fucker in a hour glass #IM NEVER RENDERING GOLD AGAIN IN MY LIFE I DIDNT LEARN THE FIRST TIME-#anyway guess who’s not dead. sorry I disappeared for a hot sec as you might be able to deduce this one took a while #also life happened lol. I was doing this inbetween uni work a social life and being ill.#I’m not going to reveal how long this one took because I’m genuinly ashamed I put so much time into drawing Ted fucking Spankoffski #just know this might be the most amount of time and effort Iv ever put into a artwork in my entire life #I’m not too mad about it actually because I wanted to make one final big artwork before I turn 20 #ted spankoffski #theodore spankoffski #starkid #team starkid #starkid productions #starkid fanart #fanart starkid #time bastard #starkid time bastard #time bastard nightmare time #nightmare time #starkid nightmare time #hatchetfield nightmare time #nmt #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #hatchetfield universe #fanart #my art

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derpycatsu · 1 year

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HELLOOOOOOO i got super into vocaloid (GIANT EXPLOSION)

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sartieparty · 2 months

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MARINA: THE ERAS

#marina #marina diamandis #marina and the diamonds #mermaid vs sailor #the family jewels #electra heart #froot #love + fear #ancient dreams in a modern land #hellooooo well its been so long #ig i just kinda abandoned this page for a really long time lol and I'll probably disappear again like i didn't exist in the first place #but i just wanted to show you guys my latest artwork and then disappear because yeah #i have become a marina stan and a proud diamond so I've been drawing fanarts non stop anyway enjoy bye #ISTG THE QUALITY IS VERY GOOD IDK WHY IT SHOWS IT VERY BADLY PLEASE WHATTTTT

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suddencolds · 2 months

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#not a vent just a journal entry (feel free to scroll past; there is no snz here and this is also not that interesting)#realizing now that i never thought of myself as #someone whose absence would register to others in any other way than just neutral/detached recognition?#phrasing this really badly and i am truly going to delete this later bc it is embarrassing LOL #i think when i was young and posting all this fic into questionable places (the f*rum) i was like #(@ an unfinished work of mine) no way anyone could be bothered by these cliffhangers 👍 they can just imagine the ending #even though i would frequently be bothered by other people's cliffhangers. that exact same principle just wouldn't apply to me in my head #and when i did not respond to people i was like.. i'm sure i wasn't really an important part of their lives so they won't mind it #if i stepped away?#i never really entertained the concept of people missing me or looking forward to my responses 😭 i never thought of myself as someone worth #missing... so when i disappeared it was always with little to no sense of guilt. i think even now i struggle with #seeing myself as someone that inhabits like a tangible enough space in other people's lives that my absence would be felt #(and i don't mean that in a morbid way. and i do recognize that it's quite hypocritical)#on the flipside of things i frequently miss people and look forward to their responses. and sometimes i wonder like #do they all know? do they all know that i miss them because they somehow understand this aspect of human nature better than i do?#or are they in the dark like i am? are these things assumed or are they only known when they are said... 😭#i am a little bit of a coward so i am not saying anything (also because can you even say this kind of thing to someone??#i would probably die of embarrassment) but #how strange it is to have someone suddenly inhabit a space in your life that is substantial enough that #when they're gone you feel that space open up and you miss them #the few times in my life people have conveyed that sentiment to me i remember feeling puzzled that my presence could have that kind of #weight to them. i think my problem is that i purposefully do not read between the lines if the conclusion is something favorable towards me #because i don't want to bank on something good that might or might not be true 😭 anyways this is way too long already. if you read this #then good morning or goodnight

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simgerale · 6 months

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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

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sirenspells · 8 months

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Somewhere out there...

Concept art for an animatic idea I had a couple days ago. It focuses on Siffrin when they were younger right after their country disappeared. Now alone and unable to remember much of their life, they look up at the stars as they wonder and hope there's someone out there who loves them, even if they can't remember them

#the animatic wouldn't have much plot itd mostly be siffrin singing to himself #but thered be a part where it goes forward in time and shows the events of the game and how sif does get that family he's longed for :')#in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat #isat spoilers #isat siffrin #siffrin isat #iirc the creator said in a q&a that siffrin was a teen when their country disappeared #so thats the age theyre meant to be here #im not promising a time for when/if im creating this animatic i just like the idea and wanted to draw smth for it #also im not great with perspective i struggled a lot with this lol #siren art

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naivety · 2 months

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very weird to frame your abuse apologia as being aware that the writers intended to illustrate a mutually harmful dynamic and not an abusive one. when the writers in question also wrote the line 'once you put it out there, they [the audience] decide what it is' because nothing you ever create has any innate definition. when the writers in question decided to racebend major characters and then showcase them being harmed by white or nonblack characters in a repeatedly racialized pattern when they Did Not Have To Do That and then genuinely or disingenuously decide to dialogue about their directly or indirectly illustrated racialized dynamic of intimate partner violence within and outside the narrative. like to be quite honest it does not matter what they intended because this is what they made and this is how it Looks to a notably large amount of people. who just happen to be interpreting it wrong? according to what metric? the very metric they say Doesn't Work in their own fictional creation? ok

#j watches interview with the vampire #i keep saying i'm tired of talking about this but i'm not #iwtv is SO enjoyable to me when i Don't make excuses for obviously shitty people #cannot comprehend the level of mental gymnastics. well actually i can lol #like i'm not trying to suck the fun out of a fictional show of fun fucked up dynamics #it's fun and fucked up Because. they let it be fucked up #let it be fucked up!#so many people seem to have such an aversion to the idea that lestat ever abused anyone but especially louis #when we know even if he didn't abuse louis he definitely abused claudia. often IN very misogynistic and racist ways btw #which people conveniently ignore #let alone that he does similar things to louis even when he at the same time would never Want to abuse louis #like both are true. i think. like #it's good that we as a society have tried to be better about cutting off abusers at the heels to compensate for it not happening Enough #but we have to stop pretending they aren't human people and that abuse is a Human act and that their humanity #and our ability to understand them with Our humanity just Disappears the second they do something monstrous #like no. both are true. all of it's true #pretending lestat was never abusive does nothing for no one #and i really truly feel like it takes the bite Out of such a compelling story to view it that way #let it bite my friends i promise you will survive it #imo seeing lestat's abuse for what it is =/= Cancel Him NOW like. i still enjoy him for what he is as long as he's Allowed to be what he is #which the finale. um. appeared to backpedal lol which is why it immediately sucked to me #realizing i am Because Of Woke-ing lestat but like people are afraid to call him abusive because they like him and they feel like #they can't continue to like him if they admit he was ever abusive. Because of Woke HFKSDJF

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silent-lily · 6 months

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My wife, putting away her clothes in the wardrobe: Oop, almost dropped my rings there!

Me, absentmindedly in almost monotone: Be careful not to lose your rings again like the last time, dumdum.

Me and wife, a second later: *suddenly burst out laughing in sync*

(the jokes, they make themselves, haha) (I'm a hilarious person I know)

#bluh bluh bluh #lol Sonadow energy haha #cue in the Sonic games ring dropping sound #she just managed to lose her engagement ring like TWICE #one time I found it #second it was a mystery where it disappeared until my wife took her light blue jeans for warm weather out of the depths of the closet #and it just dropped out of the pocket #WE'VE LOOKED FOR IT FOR SO LONG

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dawntheduckrb · 10 months

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I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that #wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it #so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always #i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone #tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying;#'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc'#and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know #and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone #let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to #i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao)#i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself #but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice #makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude #so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol)#((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did))#i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry #i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody #i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them #everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share #this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this #tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :)#not rb #hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime)#i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one

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singsweetmelodies · 10 months

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#OKAY! scheduling this one to post when i'm about to leave (because goodness knows i won't get time to type this up tomorrow lol)#so: this is my official ''i am leaving on a long holiday to south africa; pls don't worry about me if i disappear for a while'' post #i will be completely offline probably from the 15th to 22nd December (we are hiking! 😍🌄)#and if i never come back online; you can assume i died dramatically somewhere on south africa's wild coast #(I AM JOKING 😭 well. *mostly*)#(this hiking holiday *may* kill me just a little bit bcs i'm fit... but not minimum-16km-a-day-for-5-days-in-a-row fit)#(WAUGH. anyway.)#all this to say: pls don't worry if i am not active here for a little while!#i will be back when i can... love you allllll

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keeps-ache · 5 months

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little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world

#just me hi #though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs #'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not!#and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can #(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only #the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought #'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand #and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol #//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !!#you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D #sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates #[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with']#like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in #like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ?#//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on)#I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we #were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m.#that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh #a deadly match truly #and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had #in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it #/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor -#get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you #have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter #the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping #in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge #up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not #check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o #noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh #'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so

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yaoiconnoisseur · 9 months

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I’m feeling deeply unhappy with everything and I’m unsure if it’s due to stress or if it’s the depression

#or maybe it’s a mixture of both #:/#this has probably been the shittiest holiday season ive had in a long time #definitely not the worst. but no where close to one of the best #i just want to curl up and disappear for a while #im so tired of dealing with my partner’s mom and sister #theyre so high strung. i cant deal with it #not with everything else going on #and now i have news that my mom’s husband is having really bad medical issues to the point where #they’re discussing what happens if he dies #and im like. idk. half numb to it half super upset #i like him ig but it’s more i like him because he makes my mom happy #im mostly just upset with the idea of my mom being widowed twice #i probably need therapy for how i feel towards him since 90% of it is ‘keep him at arms length so i dont get attached to #and lose another father figure that my mom is with’#what sucks is if he does die i’ll have to do that whole funeral without my partner since he cant travel due to recovering from his own sur #gery #god. fuck. can i catch a goddamn break?#anyway thanks for reading if you made it this far lol #i just needed a moment to vent #they speak

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backslashdelta · 7 months

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#thinking about taking a break from tumblr because I'm kinda just. tired lately #I used to do that occasionally just on a whim and kt was always helpful #but I haven't done it in a LONG time #and that's largely because I've gotten so much more involved in things #like theres always some group blog or event or something I have some responsibility to #so I'm now in a position of like. trying to coordinate some time off for myself so that I can take a break #which is SO much different from in the past when I'd decide day-of lmao #so anyway I'm not disappearing quite yet. but I may soon #I'll still have my queue though so you'll see me on your dash #and that may also be the case for the group blogs I help manage lol #mine #personal

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chemicaljacketslut · 8 months

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oh my goddd i’m finally starting college & it literally doesn’t feel real. probably mostly bc it’s a 20 HOUR DRIVE from home. there’s snow everywhere it is so different up here.. anyway i am TERRIFIED but i’m litany against fearing it & just trying not to think abt it. going thru orientation so i just gotta follow directions for now p much & don’t need to worry abt other thangs.. we only have one day of nothing before class tho, i kinda wish it were more so i could rly get to know the campus & the area before college officially Starts

#it’s not as cold as i thought it’d be actually #i actually got hot walkin around in my coat #ik once my parents leave & everything this first week or two is going to be actual HELL on the homesickness front #i cried every time i went to a like week-long sleep away camp from homesickness #so i am anticipating that. it will be. bad #i miss my dog so much.. def gotta find time to process & cry abt that lol #my poor puppy.. he doesn’t even understand! he doesn’t know why i disappeared one day!! god it kills me #agh anyway. i can do hard thangs. or whatev #ghost rants

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shadowglens · 9 months

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there was a tree snake right outside our back door today, just exploring through all the pot plants (and hunting skinks i’m assuming), and i missed seeing it 😭

#txt #my mum panicked and scared it off before realising it was just a tree snake #and by the time i’d come over it’d disappeared into the bush #i’m so sad 😞 i hope they are living a good snake life #at least mum got a pic of it lol #i tried spotting it again multiple times this afternoon but it was either really well hidden or long gone #also there was a baby legless lizard living in our grass last week and it was so smol 🥺#and had freaky little trex arms agshdjf #i hope it has survived #anyway its reptile city at our new place in summer apparently

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