#i didnt want to think of her and just see an empty body where she is supposed to be

[greencreekwolf]

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[d3stinyist1red]

GIRLIE, YANDERE OLDER MAFIA BOSS!!(TAKE YOUR TIME IF YOU HAVE OTHER REQUESTSSSS!!💗)

ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ ᴍᴀғɪᴀ ʙᴏss x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

yan mafia boss who you work under, with him being your boss and your his right hand woman

yan mafia boss who treats you like you own him, following with whatever you say

yan mafia boss who doesnt like any medics touching him, wanting you to be one treating him

The medic was standing in front of him, clearly fearful for her life bc the man in front of her could kill her if she did the slight mistake. She tried to pat and help the wounds of the Mafia boss who smacked her hand away and huffed.

"Bring me my n/n, now." He said glaring at her as she quickly nodded, basically running to you. She told you about how he refused to let her help and touch him as you sighed. You rubbed your temple before nodding and smiling at her.

"Don't worry, Ill deal with him." You said politely, nodding at her before walking past her, going to the room where he was at. You opened the door and you saw the way his eyes lit up, and a grin landed on his usually nonchalant face. "Love!" He said, as you walked up to him.

"Why are always acting so stubborn to the medics? You know that they're there to help you, idiot." You said clearly irritated, making him pout and tilt his head. "But, I want you to help me!!...and have your hands all over my body..." He whined, grabbing your hand and resting it on his cheek, looking up at you with hearts in his eyes.

yan mafia boss who has to always be in constant contact with you

ʏ/ɴsᴅ𝟷ᴅɪᴄᴋʀɪᴅᴇʀ!

n/nnn

where are uuuuu

n/nnnnn

n/nnnn

...?

...

...

no reply?

Have other hoes?

YOU DO DONT YOU?!!!?!?!!?

i hate u.

You getting blocked.

dont talk to me. I know you hate me.

Okay, im going to kill my self.

...?

....

...

This is (yans name, yall could make sum up) cat, he just shot himself

do you love him

...

...?

baby you know that was all a prank

i love u

pls let me eat ur ass

i wanna slurp ur kitty so good that the only thing i could taste is u mami

(seen 1 min ago)

ʏ/ɴsᴅ𝟷ᴅɪᴄᴋʀɪᴅᴇʀ!

ur rlly gonna leave me on seen?

ur lucky i dont come and cream all over ur face rn

pls touch me

yan mafia boss who has his bodyguards protect you no matter where you go

"Okat sigma 1, hawk tuah, ohio go protect n/n, you better fucking protect her with your life, ya hear?!" He said to his bodygaurds aggressively, scowling them down as they shook in fear,....i think one of them peed their pants...erm!

yan mafia boss who is madly jealous, putting a bullet into anyone's head he sees as threat for your love.

yan mafia boss who when you arent around, he struggles to sleep. He tosses and turns, his mind racing with scenarios about what they might be doing or who they’re with. "is she with that ugly bitch from work again?! Is she with one of my bodyguards?! Is she cheating on me?!" He hiccuped through his sobs, biting on his nails, hair all messy from tossing and turning throughout his sleep

He often wakes up in a cold sweat, feeling empty without them next to him. If you spends the night somewhere else, he'll start spamming you on everything even roblox.. If you dont answer within 5 mins, he immediately sends his men to try to find you, and paces around his house, restless waiting for your reply. bruh u were js buying sum takis...

yan mafia boss who is your boss who favors you a little too much!!! <333

IM PROB GONNA UPDATE SOME MORE ON TUMBLR BUT IM STILL ON BREAK ON WATTPAD CUZ I LOST MY GOD DAMN PHONEEE

SORRY IF THIS IS SHORT I DIDNT RLLY KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR MAFIA BOSS YAN

[cinnamongrl2006]

what if…. English Major nerd!jason tutoring bimbo!reader… and reader’s entire mission is to just annoy him / flirt with him so he’ll do her course work so she doesn’t have to

* ⊹₊⟡⋆ mdni 18+ * ⊹₊⟡⋆

a/n: My queen @ditzydoe444 has some stuff about this that are soo scrumptious, so defo check her blog out, THAT BEING SAID— here’s my interpretation of it, enjoyy. Also, do we like the new format or was the three picture banner thing cuter? Also, this gave me war flashbacks from my uni lit class, that was WAR *

Warnings: fingering (idk, nothing else happens, guys)

When you were assigned Jason as a tutor for your English lit course you thought it'd be easy to get him to do all the work, a bat of your eyes and an empty promise and he'd be scrambling behind you like a lost puppy; however, you soon found it wasn't like that.

At first he didn't think much of the lingering touches and fleeting glances, of the way you'd rest your hand on his thigh and leaned over his hips to see the glowing laptop screen better, or how you’d chew on your lip, looking up at him with wide eyes; but then came the bolder touches, the flirting and pouting your glossed lips at him when you didn’t want to do the coursework.

And Jason, sweet and doting, smiled back with his cheeks and ears red and a boner in his jeans.

You prided yourself in the fact that you could get him hard nearly as quick as he got you soaked, you’d always had a thing for nerdy guys.

Jason was anything but stupid, and he quickly realized you were trying to lure him to do all the work, so when you put your hand over his clothed cock that day— running it up and down his half hard shaft while you spoke about the reading with feigned innocence— he didn’t stop you, instead he angled his hips up into your palm and groaned, smiling at your flustered look.

You recovered quickly, manicured hand gripping his clothed cock harder, complaining about how you just didnt get the coursework.

“Come on…you do get it, we’ve gone over it before. It’s just— metaphors.” His voice came out strained, breathy.

“No, Jay, I swear I don’t— can’t you just…do it so I can see what it is?” You whined, body angled towards him, buzzing at the proximity; your tits pushed up enticingly close to his face.

He could give in easily, reach out and—no. He’d voluteered to tutor you, not fuck you (no matter how much he wanted to do the latter).

All his resolve came crumbling when you spread your legs slightly and placed his hand on your inner thigh.

“You can at least explain it again, no?” Your fingers wrapped around his wrist, pulling his hand closer to where you wanted it.

That’s how you ended up with his thick fingers playing with your clit as he quizzed you. Whenever you’d get a question wrong his movements would halt, if you staggered or didn’t know the answer, he’d slow down.

“I don’t know, Jay, I swear!” You whined, hips pushing up against his hand.

“Babe, you do know. Come on, I told you less than an hour ago.” His tone didn’t have that usual veil of stoicism you’d once confused with shyness, he was almost patronizing.

“Let’s do this,” He ripped his hand off your panties, his fingers glistened with your arousal when he pushed them past your lips. “If you get the question right, I’ll put a finger in.”

You whined, sucking his fingers clean. “Fine.”

“Okay, use your pretty little head, what do you think?” His words were sweet, calming as he snaked his hand up your skirt and under your panties again.

“It’s…lady Macbeth?” You whined, his hand now so close to where you needed him.

“Such a smart girl,” He pushed a finger in. “See? You just needed an incentive, didn’t you?”

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* I’m sooo considering doing a part two for this of just smut because I lovedd writing it, so if the anon who sent this wants it lmkkk!!

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[ilovepaigebueckerss]

the other women.

word count: 886 (kinda short)

pairing: p.b. x reader

summary: After the live incident with Azzi y/n confronts paige.

pt: 2/3 (I think there will be 3 parts idk)

NOT PROOFREAD SO NTM.

i hope yall enjoy thiss. im gonna remake part 1 because it doesnt really fit with this part too well. i mean its good enough for yall to get the plot of the story but ykkk. SO SORRY FOR MAKING AZZI A BAD PERSON YALL ITS FOR THE PLOTTT🙏🙏 tried to do the lil picture thing evb be doing cs i thought it was cute how we feeling?..

-love gabby💋

3RD PERSON

Paige wakes up to an empty bed. She blinks rapidly trying to blink the sleepiness away. Wincing as she feels the hangover coming in. She notices the advil and glass of water on the bedside table you left for her. There was ice in the cup indicating the glass was filled not too long ago.

She doesn’t hesitate to pick up the glass and pills and takes them with one big gulp.

YOUR POV

Whenever you’re mind is too loud you usually vent to Paige and cry in her arms. You couldn’t do that this time so you went for a walk. You honestly had no clue where you were because you were so consumed in your thoughts you lost track of where you were walking.

Youre phone pinged snapping you out of your thoughts.

my fav blonde🖕🏻: Where are you?

You stared at the message not knowing if you should respond or not.

Just out for a walk.

You respond dryly trying to let her know you don’t want to speak to her. You hated confrontation so you didn’t know what you were going to do about the whole Azzi situation.

my fav blondie🖕🏻: Thanks for the advil and water, bug.

You stared at the phone not even realizing you were crying until you saw the tear droplet falling down your screen.

That damn nickname. She had given it to you as a joke when you first started dating and it’s stuck ever since. Whenever she called you it, a wave of comfort rushed through your body. Now it was just making you sad.

“You okay?” you hear a semi-familiar voice call out.

You look up quickly wiping your tears and see this girl from your psychology class. Her name was Addie or something like that.

“Yeah” you manage to croak out.

“You sure? Doesn’t really seem like it.” she says chuckling attempting to lighten the mood.

“Yeah. Thanks for asking.” You say smiling.

She smiles back. She was pretty, she had freckles and was brunette.

“Do you need a ride?” She offers still smiling.

“If its not too much of a bother.” You say embarrassed.

“Ofcourse! Hop in.”

PAIGES POV

Guilt is rushing through my body remembering the events from last night. It all happened so fast and it was a mistake.

my baby: omw home. 🤍 (hearted the msg)

my baby: got a ride from this girl

I smiled seeing her notification.

Theres even a video going around and im just praying y/n didnt see it. She could take it the wrong way. I would have to tell her eventually. She just cant find out through a video on social media.

FLASHBACK: AT THE BAR

STILL PAIGES POV

Azzi was being extra touchy tonight but I just assumed it was the alcohol. I mean she knows I have a girlfriend and she loves her.

“Paige, you look so good” Azzi slurs out running her hand down my chest.

I quickly move her hand off of me. “Thanks Azzi.” I say smiling. She puts her red solo cup up to her mouth “I think you’ve had enough to drink tonight” I say grabbing the drink from her.

“Nooooo” She whines. I just laugh at her drunk antics.

She grabs my face and gets really close. “Never noticed how pretty your eyes were.” She says staring at my eyes.

I just smile awkwardly trying to get out of her grasp. Before I knew it her lips were on mine. I gently push her off me. “Azzi.” I begin. “Paige you know you want me just as much as I want you.” She cuts me off.

“I have a girlfriend. And shes the only girl I want.” I say sharply.

“This is bullshit” She spits, pushing herself off of me.

PRESENT TIME

3RD PERSON

“Thanks for the ride.” Y/n says smiling at the brunette. Who smiles back “Anytime.”

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Y/n is fumbling with her keys outside of the apartment door trying to find the right one. Once you find the key she puts it in the lock and unlocks the door.

Paige immediately shoots up of the couch and runs to her girlfriend. “Hi babyy.” she says smiling and giving you a hug. “missed you.” she says in your neck.

The feeling of Paige’s breathe on your neck made you shiver.

“Hey.” You couldn’t help but smile, missing Paiges warmth.

You let go of each other and you wander off into the kitchen while Paige goes back to her spot on the couch.

“Hey can we talk?” You manage to say. Paige looks up at you and hums in response already knowing what you’re going to say.

“What happened last night..” You pause and clear your throat “With Azzi?” You say trying to hold back your tears.

“Y/n I promise it wasn’t what it looked like.”

“Then what was it Paige.” You snap all your built up anger coming out. “Because it looked like the love of my life cheating on me with her BEST FRIEND.” You say emphasizing the last two words.

“Please let me explain baby.” Paige says, tears pricking her eyes.

“Don’t call me that.” You say coldly.

“You don’t need to explain anything I saw what I needed to see.” You say before Paige could open her mouth to speak.

You walk out of the door not wanting to make the situation worse.

—

thank you for reading mwahh!

[fanartlover1234]

SKIP

Y/n and Hook are dating but he has to make up for forgeting their anniversery

All day long Hook couldnt think of a rrason of why his sweet Y/n was off and kind of cold to him, her respones were short and she shyed away from his touch.

He decided maybe she just didnt feel like talking untill he walked to his room to find a little box on his bed with a little note that said 'happy one year' and he felt like driving a his hook through his head, how could he forget.

He opened the box to find a medalion in shape of heart and opening there was a picture of them both.

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"Im not ditching class with you" Y/n said trying to get away from her boyfriend not wanting to let him convince her as she was still hurt by yesterday.

She without noticing fell into a slower pace as her boyfriend slowly walked backwards infront of her trying to meet her eyes.

"Class happens everyday, this one doesnt?" He asked still trying to find his way into her gaze.

Y/n noticed he didnt have his hook with him so he must have left it in hurry, i mean he practicly ran to her.

"I cant fall behind" she said coming to a stop and finaly meeting his eyes.

Her eyes looked down when his hand rested on her hip, giving it a little squeeze.

"Ill help you study" he said and she rolled her eyes knowing his version of study when he pulls her on to his lap when she would try to memorize something, he smirked when he saw her expresion.

He smirked even harden when she lowered her gaze, shuffling from one leg to another, a thing she did when she got nervous under his gaze.

"I have a test soon" she mumbled a excuse even she didnt believe enymore.

Hook moved the hand on her hip to hrr waist and pulled her into an empty hallway.

"Ja-" she froze when on of his hamds fell under her jaw squeezing just a little to make her lips part as his other hand fell on her waist.

He kissed her softlt making her brain log as he pulled her close.

One kiss led to another and soon a little moan when he pushed his leg betweem hers and he squeezed her neck and he gasp letting his tounge dance in her mouth.

And when the sixth kiss came, James laughed when his sweet girlfriend jumped because of the bell for class.

"Great now im late" she mumbled.

"Well not that you are late anyways" he said playing with her hair and squeezing her hip as he smirked whem her eyes tried to avoid his, a ting she did after a kiss "you can come with me now"

"James" she said with a small pout he found very cute as her doe eyes looked at him a bit annoyed "im going to class"

"Love, please just come with me it will be worth your time" he said.

"Class is important to me"

"This is more important" he said taking a hold of her waist and draging her with him but when she still refused he picked her up bridal style to carry her there.

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What Hook had to show Y/n was truly nice, a picnik by the enchanted lake while watching the fairy blossoms open up for summer.

Hook had apologized for forgeting their 1 year but promised to never let it happen again no matter what.

Now Y/n was studying by her table catching up on astrology classes she missed, taking notes she borrowed from Bridget to copy.

Hook was laying on her bed, he'd be lying if he said his sweet Y/n studying wasnt a turn on.

"You said you will help me" Y/n said turning to see her boyfried only to quickly turn away and look at her notes at the sight of her boyfriend with no shirt.

Its not like she hasnt seen him shirtless before, they had fucked so she could never understand why she still grew shy at the sighy of it.

Hook chuckled as he leaned hisbhead to the side to see the sides of her cheeks a bit pink, his eyes trailing down to her thighs that were clenching together.

"I am"

"No you are not"

Hook got up walking over to where she sat placing both hands on the table at either side of her body.

"Fine. Let me help you now" he whispered and smirked seeing her legs start to rub together.

"With flashcards?"

"Later. For now" he said steping back and turing her chair around as he kneeled before her on one knee " id prefer if those pretty thighs clenched around me"

As those words left his lips, Y/ns face turned shades darker in red as her hands flew up to cover her face.

Y/n was never the one to admit she was horny or needed him, Hook just simply knew how to read her body language.

Hook got up reaching for her hands to pull them away so he could look her into eyes.

"No need to be embaressed darling" he said before kissing her " i got you" he said before his lips trailed down her neck.

His fingers slowly unbottoned her shirt before his lips latched to the top of her breast slowly going down to her skirt.

He lifted her up as he walked to the bed before his lips kissed her flods over her panties.

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Y/n floped down breathing hard, het legs giving out when Hook finaly pulled out of her.

His fingers ran up her pussy as he spread the folds and toyed with the clit a big more.

"James"

"Im making it up to you, just one more love" he said before sucking her clit before going up to kiss her as he pushed hia dick back unside bow going in a god like pace.

Y/n s eyes rolled back as Hook braught his finger to her mouth and she gladly sucked them while she was on her 8th orgasm this night.

When Hook felt the girls last orgasm he pushed his fingets down making her gag a bit.

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"Im sorry darling" Hook said again as he kissed the girls shoulder.

"Its okey"

Not my original idea, saw a post and loved it so gave it my twist.

Original idea belonhs to @giveityourworst and i love their work

[ppnuggie]

can you do a haedcanon of a fem human just drinking SO MUCH COFFEE like cup after cup an she is litery shaking in her seat her entire body is like a maraca an she she swerves bar so can u do headcanons for this for first aid, perceptor, brainstorm, chromdome an cyclones just teacting to this madness

　　　　　　LOST LIGHT x fem reader

　　　　『　first aid ,, brainstorm ,, perceptor ,, chromedome ,, cyclonus ,, female reader 』

　　-> reader who drinks too much coffee and gets really hyper

　　— fluff ,, sfw ,, crack ,, magnus is forever suffering

　　— here you go !! :3 tysm for requesting !! tried to make it funny 🫡 hope you enjoy it <3 i loved writing this one but be warned as i dont drink coffee nor rlly know much for the side effects or smt from drinking it 😭😭 even though im literally working at dunkin rn and they only rlly got coffee

- first aid

| • he'd be worried at first with the amount of coffee you've consumed ,, having learned about humans and other things concerning them incase of an emergency

| • in this case ,, itd seem the knowledge he learned wasnt too helpful

| • bouncing all around the medbay and just hyper in general was quite a pain for first aid to deal with

| • but he didnt want to be too rude to you ,, and gently coaxed you into spending all that energy of yours running laps around the edge of the medlab where you wouldnt get too hurt

| • though when you finally wear it off ,, he'll be quick to scold you ,, holding his digit in front of your face and waving it side to side in a 'no no' motion before taking you to his habsuite and laying you down for a nap

- brainstorm

| • he honestly doesnt know better okay ? you could tell him anything and suddenly he wants to put it to the test

| • so when you said you could drink a bunch of cups of coffee and wouldnt bat an eye ,, he was immediately like bet and then that led to the current situation

| • perceptor is facepalming and immediately making brainstorm take blame for encouraging you to do this ,, because now theres a hyperactive human running around the lab

| • i mean you're practically flying around with how much coffee youve drank ,, hell you could probably beat blurr in a race

| • official you wouldnt say that out loud because lord knows some of his fans to be a bit crazy and would immediately be on your case saying "no you wouldn't !!" and maybe a few death threats involved as well

| • dont mention it in front of brainstorm either because hes already calling blurr to set you up for a race

| • hes no help ,, dont ever tell him your ideas or encourage his crazy ideas unless you wanna end up in magnus's office ,, having him scold you like a dad does to their child who drew on the walls and is trying not to laugh at the situation

- perceptor

| • thanks to brainstorm ,, you chugged too much coffee than your body ever really needed ,, and with perceptor as your not-so-official-but-official-in-his-mind-protector-slash-guardian-slash-alien-robot-boyfriend-slash-fun-killer he just sighs and takes you out the lab

| • he doesnt have the patience to deal with any acidic spills from you bouncing off the walls left and right

| • nor does he really need you getting hurt in any way shape or form

| • lets just say its an awkward trip to the medbay to see if ratchet has anything to help with your situation

| • and when he comes up empty handed ,, percy resorts to scolding you whilst the caffeine starts to wear off

| • it taught you better than to listen to brainstorm again because bro was yapping at 100 words per minute you swore he couldve talked faster than blurr at that point

| • bro was an absolute chatterbox just yapping and yapping that you fell asleep

| • never again would you do that ,, or think about doing that because the headache afterwards when you woke up was so not worth it

- chromedome

| • he also doesnt know any better ,, but he's definitely more responsible than brainstorm is

| • he'd know to at least keep a lot of caffeine or high sugar products out of your reach ,, just hiding it on your top shelves or above your cabinets like parents do with their kids' halloween candy

| • though when you accidentally made too much coffee ,, and didnt really feel like wasting it ,, you drank it all in one go ,, or well multiple big ass gulps

| • and then rewind walks in on the scene and sees how hyper you are and is honestly thinking youre sick with some make-a-person-crazy-illness-virus-disease-thing that he swears is somewhere in his database

| • and now chromedome has to play dad and parent you the whole time

| • bro probably put your ass on a leash ,, locking it in so the rope only goes so far and just stands there as you run around

| • this is what he gets ,, he thinks to himself ,, its the last time hes putting something so low in your reach again

| • at this point ,, hes just gonna store all your unhealthy and junk food away in a desk in his habsuite

| • he'll leave you fruit and vegetables but if you want coffee ever again youre gonna have to behave really good to get it

| • and its only a spoonful ,, as a little treat

- cyclonus

| • so you just trying to show and answer tailgates crazy ass questions that youre not even sure where he got them from

| • he probably got them from his ass at this point ,, asking if the coffee gives you super powers and you have to explain thats not true before he spreads lies around

| • and if that happened ,, you shivered at the thought of magnus banning your coffee aboard the lost light

| • that was pure trauma to even think about right there

| • anyways you made too much ,, and instead of storing it away or pouring it down the drain ,, tailgate dared you to drink it all

| • and well ,, momma aint raise no pussy but she did raise someone who makes bad decisions

| • because the moment you get your spurge of energy tailgate runs to cyclonus and tells him all about it

| • bros going on and on about how youve lost your mind and he thinks youre gonna die and cyclonus had like 600 heart attacks right then and there

| • he busts in like hes the damn swat team ,, door kicked down and pieces of it flying everywhere as you're running around like a wild banshee

| • he's looking for the demon and meanwhile youre out here acting like a damn demon ,, almost frothing at the mouth from how insane you are from the coffee

| • lets just say it makes magnus ban tailgate from ever daring you to do anything ,, bans you from having your coffee ,, and bans cyclonus for ever kicking down a door like that ever again because it was so unnecessary

[avocado-writing]

hi!! ive.. gone and read so much of ur work in one sitting. its all so much to take in, IN A GOOD WAY, and i absolutely adore every single word

would u be so kind.. to bless my angst durge needs..

Durge Resist tav, was strong for all until the brain was finally defeated but now, with what she believed her only purpose/chance at redemption (brain), they can't help but feel utterly empty and,, unredeemed. They mourn all those they have robbed from this world, nameless, and countless numbers of people they robbed of the life that they were now being given the chance at living. Surely they don't deserve it(Is what they think..)

They are pathetically in love, and if they deserve anything, its to tell their special one just how much they are adored before casting themselves out of society (or taking their own life, if ur comfortable writing such things-)

Rolan, Dammon, Zevlor, maybe even Rugan if u write for that loser LMAO. just.. whoever u write for, its the tieflings i adore most ahegege

if this didnt make sense IM SORRY i havent slept in so long and sleep is not choosing me. i just crave angst, perhaps with a happy ending if u would indulge me so..!! thank u if u read this, so much!!

hi, I don't write fics about suicide, but here's the tiefling bachelors with a durge who's planning to disappear after the absolute is gone and giving them one final confession:

Dammon

senses something is wrong when you take him aside for a heart-to-heart.

it isn't that you avoid these sorts of moments per se, he just knows you only affirm your affections when something big is going to happen (you did it before you went off to fight the elder brain)

he holds your hand tightly, gets you to look him in the eye.

"I love you, no matter what, and I never want to be without you. tell me you'll be there when I wake up tomorrow. in our bed. swear it to me."

you can see the utter adoration he looks at you with, and you think: maybe you aren't so bad if a man like this can truly love you.

the next morning Dammon wakes up. you're not in bed next to him. he panics, getting to his feet - only to find you in the kitchen making breakfast.

he's never been so relieved. walks up behind you and wraps you in his arms. he loves you so dearly, and will keep on loving you until you believe yourself worthy of it.

Rolan

Rolan doesn't quite understand why you're having this great outburst, but chalks it down to emotions running high after the final battle.

says goodnight, kisses you, and heads off to his tower - he has a lot of admin to do after all.

the next morning he comes to meet you at the elfsong, only to be met with the realisation that you aren't there. he curses himself for not understanding why you were so melancholic last night.

he tracks you down. uses all of his resources to scry on you, grease palms with the money the tower has. he's up all night for weeks. Cal and Lia worry about him but he is determined.

and find you he does. manages to locate where you're hiding out, a little hamlet in the middle of nowhere. you burst into tears when you see him, and he just pulls you into his arms.

"come home with me."

you do, moving into his tower. and you never leave him again.

Zevlor

immediately knows something is wrong. takes you to a quiet place where the two of you can be alone and talk things out.

discusses how he feels like being a failure for breaking his oath -- but you always saw past that. saw the goodness in his soul. he wishes you would treat yourself with that kindness.

you begin to cry, softly at first, and then with sobs which wrack your whole body. he holds you ever so tightly.

"I love you. you are not who you were. you have strived to be better every day, fought against your own family, and always chosen a righteous path. you deserve to be happy. I'd want to make you happy, if you'd let me."

eventually your tears run dry and you look up into his face. his eyes are so sincere. he means every word.

when you kiss him, it's a promise: that you're with him for good. that whatever comes next, it will be faced together.

[hearts-4-vicky]

ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜱᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ ✧

ahn yujin

warnings: angst , (might be shitty tho cuz ive never written angst b4..) swearing.., lots of dialogue holy shit they yap a lot, aouad au, major character death(s) , yujins a FUCKING loser, unrequited love kinda.., blood n other nasty stuff so bewareeee if you’re sensitive to that kind of stuff🫡

wc: 1.3k (woah)

hi m like sad rn so yeah yay mwah😘

“yujin”

“yn”

the two of you found yourselves star gazing on the rooftop, using it as an escape from the cruel reality you were living in

“do you think this will ever go back to normal?”

the girl paused, not wanting to demolish any sliver of hope you had left in your bruised body

“of course i do.. why? you doubting me?”

yujin playfully pouted at you, poking at your thigh

“huh? what- no. . I trust you”

an awkward silence developed between you two

“hey” yujin started

you looked towards her, waiting for her to continue

“m sorry bout earlier. . i didnt-“

you socked her in the arm.

“HOLY SHIT what the actual FUCK.”

the girl started to complain, though it fell upon deaf ears

“dude, i told ya it was okay. i shouldve made more attention”

leaning your head on the taller’s shoulder, you rubbed the spot where she was hit. you felt yujin stiffen at the lack of space between the two of you but you chose to ignore it

“ynnie.”

“yunjinniee”

“your ankle is getting worse..”

your gaze followed where her finger pointed at, there you noticed how swollen and discolored your ankle had gotten

“pfft- s whatever! ill jus walk it off-“

BANG!

both of you searched for where the commotion was, finding a few monsters had gotten to the rooftops entrance

yujin had to act fast, each time she struggled to make a decision could mean your death.

“fuck. yn can you walk?”

“uh- y-yeah. . i think”

yujin was too in her head to hear the last thing you said before she grabbed your arm and booked it to the other entrance, she slammed open the door, not thinking about the other zombies in the school

dragging you down the stairs, she watched as 3 more of those things saw the both of you

she froze.

“yn . . i-“

“GO!”

she heard a door slam open and felt the impact of the floor against her back

“ow- fuck. wait- yn?”

yujin watched as the door stayed open, your figure on the floor

“ynnie. . cmon! those things are getting closer!”

you crawled to the door while yujin got up to shut the door after you entered

pulling you to the corner of the classroom, you both began to catch your breath, grateful that this room was empty . .

a minute passed by before yujin looked at your disheveled form, feeling guilty once again

“hey- hey um.. im so so sorry this happened, god you have cuts on your face! fuck. if only-“

you put a finger to her lips.

“ stop rambling, i should be okay by tomorrow . .”

seeing the girls pout, you gave her a quick peck on the cheek

though it didnt help at all

“im in love with you.” she confessed

“what? are you serious?” you whispered, backing away from the girl

“oh. um yeah. . sorry the timing is so shitty..”

“you think so? oh my god yujin. i already told you we cant be together like this! plus, we nearly died out there what the fuck do you mean you’re in love with me?”

“m sorry really but i couldn’t help it. . i thought i shoulda told you cause what if we do die?”

“shut up.”

“okay. yes ma’am”

“ma’am?”

“ i meant yn. .”

you heard the girls voice break with each sentence, nearly making you cry but it would alert the monsters outside

minutes passed by. you only heard the screams of other students, before they were soon turned into just another shell of the person they once were

“y-yn” yujin whispered

“yujin. .”

“. . why cant you love me as much as i love you?”

“. . . you know i can't ans-“

“you say that every single time! please, just. . just say it.”

looking at the heartbroken girl tore you apart, if only this world hadnt changed so drastically, you could be happy with yujin

“ i want to be with you yujin. really, i do but . . you know im not here anymore.”

hearing that made the taller girl shiver. her vision getting more and more blurry with each second of silence between the two,

“oh. . r-right, fuck yeah you’re right”

she brought her knees to her chest, clinging onto them as if it were her dead lover, wanting to feel the warmth of anything in her arms,

“man. . this-this really fucking sucks”

yujins voice began to break due to her realization that you really were dead. she didnt save you. she couldn’t save you. how pathetic was that? the only person she cared about dead. dead, all because she didnt think quick enough.

“ i know . . though, please know im sorry for whats going to happen”

“huh?-“

BANG!

the girl’s eyes snapped to the classroom door, through the glass she saw the face of the one she cherished most, amongst the mahogany colored blood and drool . . yujin recognized that face, how could she not? she grew to love every ‘imperfection’ you thought you had. she always thought you were the most breathtaking woman she ever laid eyes on, no flaw could ever lessen the amount of love yujin had for you

but she had failed you. she promised to keep you safe, with every part of her soul. it didnt seem to be enough . . since you here were, lunging at yujin with no thought in your head.

the remnant of sanity you had was gone, as the husk of the person you once were started clawing at yujins torso

she felt every bone in her body break into brittle pieces, making yujin open her eyes

as she gazed into your bloodshot eyes she wondered how things would’ve went if she pulled you into the room quicker.

each passing second was like hell, struggling to breathe as you had broken through her skin

coughing up the crimson liquid was loud enough to alert the other monsters to yujins location,

wanting to look at her lover’s face for the last time, she noticed a small tear slide down your dirtied face

yujin wiped it away just before a hoard of zombies decided to help finish her off

at least the both of you would be together, right?

.

.

.

a group of survivors discovered the classroom yujin had passed in, they found a letter dedicated to you

“𝓣𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓨𝓷

𝓔𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓘 𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓘 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓿𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓮𝓮𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓪𝓯𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓮. 𝓔𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓭𝓪𝔂 . . 𝓘 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓪𝓵 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓶. 𝓘 𝓻𝓮𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓫𝓮𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓭, 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓘 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓯𝓾𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻. 𝓘’𝓶 𝓰𝓵𝓪𝓭 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓹𝓹𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓾𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓭 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓫𝓮𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮. . 𝓘 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓶𝓪𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓽𝓾𝓹𝓲𝓭, 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔂𝓷. 𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝔂 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓾𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓼 𝔀𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓿𝓮𝔂. 𝓘’𝓶 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓪 𝓰𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓪𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼. . 𝓘 𝓻𝓮𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝓷𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓫𝓾𝓽, 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶. 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝔀𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓰𝓻𝓸𝔀 𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓽𝓸𝓰𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻, 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓼 𝓪 𝓬𝓻𝓾𝓮𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰, 𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝔂 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓷𝓸𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷. 𝓨𝓷, 𝓘 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽, 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵.

𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼,

𝓐𝓱𝓷 𝓨𝓾𝓳𝓲𝓷.”

pls don burn me at the stake cuz i wrote. rhrisd😞🙏

anyways.. stay safe n i love you guys so so much

- vicky 💋

[sanotymanjiro]

𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞.ೃ࿐

part one | part two | part three

cursing, violence/pain, burns, vomiting, intense emotion, set in the final timeline

𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧: 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙚

your new job was going well, you got the hang of how to make certain coffees and the girls left most of the wine pouring to you too since you were more experienced. one of the girls, joana, had even smiled at you once and said good morning to you another time so all was good, until lyla informed you that word from above came saying they wanted you to start serving like the rest of them were. you didn't think much of it, you had served before, but this place was different. weirder. kakucho had promised that nobody would take advantage of you here but was that really true? what if you got ganged up on by a group of sleazeballs because you’re the new girl? you wouldn't be able to cause a scene a second time, not after kakucho had gotten you a new job.

lyla: y/n.

you realised you had lost focus again when you heard lyla’s irritated tone.

y/n: right…sorry.

you take the tray of prepared drinks from her hands, each one a different colour and style, each one a different cup. lyla warned you to not speak unless spoken to, to not make eye contact and to simply place the tray in the centre of the room when you got there. you had done this all before so why were you so nervous this time? who even are these vip’s that you were advised to not even meet their gazes? wasn't it common courtesy to meet the customer's eyes when you hand them their drink? and you werent even handing them, you were told to just leave them in the centre of whatever table is closest. you take a deep breath mumbling to yourself softly as you navigate the corridors looking for the room she specified, ‘bossroom’. there it is. you inhale deeply, balancing the tray on your fingers and knock.

ran: come in!!

you almost flinch at the voice responding, it was aggressive, angry, you could have mistaken it for a dog barking. before you get cold feet you slowly push the door open, putting on a small smile and you walk with your gaze fixated on the centre of the large glass coffee table you were headed towards. you didn't have to do anything right? just put the drinks down and leave, oh, and bowing before and after you do to show respect. you slowly set the tray down, acutely aware of how the men were still chattering. only one was looking at you besides kakucho (to whom you give a faint nod), a man with a long scar down one eye and a cigarette balanced between his chapped lips. the others were still deep in conversation so you bow slightly and make a beeline for the door until—

ran: where ‘you going love?~

his tone stopped you. your body was scolding you to just run out the room but you turned back around keeping your gaze fixated on the ground.

y/n: is something the matter sir…?

you didnt see it, you felt it. not one, four crooked grins forming on the men’s faces except for kakucho and the man with the scar. a small suppressed cackle escaped a man with black hair and feline eyes then silence again. just as you began to wonder what on earth they stopped you for;

manjiro: stay.

and you do exactly that. your body freezes, fear flooding every cell. you didn't even notice that there was another man in the room, or that his chair was turned away from the table. you thought it was strange when you only spotted seven men despite the eight drinks you were serving but you thought one of them must have ordered two or something like that so you never could have prepared yourself for this. you felt a chill slide down your body and fought the strong urge to shiver. why was his voice so cold? so, empty? why did it sound so eerie?

sanzu: you heard the boss little lady, now sit your ass down before i do it for you yeh?

you panic, eyes flicking to kakucho’s, whose orbs still had that familiar soft but detached look. you didn't mind staying, sure, but why did it sound like a threat? you glance around discreetly looking for a seat but then another man cuts you off, the purple haired one.

ran: no seat honey?~ its fine then, you can just stand over there.

the mock sympathy in his tone pissed you off, there was no denying that. with the way all the men’s berating eyes creaked to look at you, you felt like the girl in your early school years again, looked down on because you didn't have parents, or because you had no money. you had killed that girl years ago and spent years building up your confidence but for some reason all that had fled you in this moment and you stood where you were, exactly as you had been instructed. you felt like a puppet on strings, a doll with no will, but you couldn’t move, it felt like if you did, you wouldn’t be in favour of what would happen next.

koko: as i was saying, they’ve built up quite the relationship with yamada tatsuka that politician fucker

rindou: so we just raid and kill em when they meet no?

kill. raid. what? your confusion must have been painted on your face because you felt something shift, amusement dancing through the air and it certainly wasn’t your own. it felt like they were teasing you, speaking loudly and emphasised before sneaking glances to catch your reaction. this was a normal company right? there was nothing to worry about. those were probably codewords. would normal companies even need codewords? your thoughts did little to convince you however.

for the rest of the excruciating time you stood there, you couldn’t help catch other snippets of conversation, you caught the whole thing but couldn’t understand half of it to save your life save for a few words indicating them raiding and interrupting something. you guessed they were probably having political issues with a customer or something like that and kill would mean cutting the customer off or banning them from the club, that was pretty normal.

takeomi, voice low and gruff: how about ran?

ran: no thaaaaanks. not unless ur offering me a month off this shitty work afterward

mochi, his attention split between the meeting and the cookies you had served: just have kakucho go or some shit

kakucho, voice calm as ever but laced with irritation: if the boss wants it then i don't mind handling it, but i think sanzu would be more fit for this particular job.

your legs begin to burn. you wanted to sit but can’t, so when they finally began exchanging settling phrases you couldn’t help but feel a shred of relief. the meeting was finally over but..

manjiro: come here.

the frail looking man had at some point in the meeting shifted so that his chair was now facing the group, eyes with a sinister energy swirling inside them, face pale but somewhat handsome, cruelty and something much more twisted clinging to the dark aura surrounding him. at first you wanted to lie and convince yourself that his order wasn’t directed at you but it was unmistakable, undeniable. your legs tremble as you take shaky footsteps closer toward him, as if your body was moving on its own, as if you were being dragged forward by a rope and not before long, your quivering figure stood before him, hands tucked nervously to your belly in an attempt to appear polite. you had no idea why you were so scared. this was a normal company. normal. kakucho had assured you of that. without another word, manjiros long skinny fingers wrap around your hips with a strength you could only have imagined from a man as small as him, stealing the air from your lungs, and he turns you, slowly, until you’re facing the rest of the men in the room.

your heart begins to pound so hard that you hear it in your ears, palms sweating, mouth more dry than a desert and you were sure all of them could tell how fucking scared you were with the way your throat scraped to swallow nothing since their faces were all twisted into those same mocking grins. you held your breath as you felt mikey lean so that his face was lined with your nape because of how short you were, his breath crawling up it slowly as he spoke.

manjiro: tell them, what did you hear?

confusion struck your features. his voice was strangely calm but the last part of the question sounded strangely like a threat. he didn't have to go to such lengths to earn your silence, your old boss would just add a few extra notes to the white envelope at the end of each day, they weren't even doing anything that mortifying right? just a bit of corruption and dirty play, surely just like your old boss was. you find yourself racking your brain for an answer, anything, that you could say in response. in any other situation you would have turned right round and asked him what part of what you heard he wanted to hear, but that sort of bravery had abandoned you this time round, the man known as manjiro sano, with a presence so dark and chilling it felt like he was towering over you just by sitting close behind you, like a shadow seeping into each and every bone in your body, made it hard to do anything but what he asked so its exactly what you did.

y/n: something about a warehouse, sanzu is going—

a sharp pain jolted through your body followed by the revolting smell of burning skin. your nails dug into the flesh of your leg and you tried your hardest to suppress the hiss threatening to fall from your lips and you felt bile rise in your throat as you finally noticed the cigarette pressed into your neck, before mikey finally pulled it away, voice deeper, scarier.

manjiro: wrong answer. try again.

you squeeze your eyes shut as you try to remember what else they mentioned just moments ago.

y/n: y-yamada tatsu—

another loud hiss of cigarette on flesh and a soft whimper slips out before you can hold it back, tears pricking your eyes threatening to pour out. it hurt like hell, the men in front of you either looked bored or amused, not to mention the blank look on kakucho’s face as his drink became the most interesting artefact in the world.

manjiro: i said wrong. again.

now you were panicking. what the hell was this about? you didn't understand why this was happening, if he didn't want you to hear what they were discussing why would he ask you to stay back in the first place, you were literally leaving. then it hits you like a slap to the face, a blinding light. the answer was right in front of you this whole time but you failed to see it. there was only one answer that could be plausible in such a situation anyway and you’ve watched enough crime series and other shit in your life, not to mention dealt with your old boss for months, to figure it out.

y/n, stammering: nothing sir! I heard n-nothing so i'm afraid i cannot answer that question.

you did your best to keep your voice steady, hoping and praying that you had figured it out right, and apparently you did, since ran and rindou erupt into hushed snickers and koko rolls his eyes. 

koko: dumb bitch finally got it…

sanzu inches closer to you, leaning over you with a dissatisfied expression and then clicks his tongue harshly before kneeling to whisper something into manjiro's ear. you barely process as the others give you pats on the back and false words of praise as you pick up the tray now full with empty glasses and leave the room. you didn’t know what sort of state you were in right now but your feet managed to carry you to the kitchen where all four girls who usually ignore you or wave hurriedly then go back to work were staring at you, knowing looks on their faces. joana was the first to come toward you, resting a gentle hand on your shoulder and giving you a smile that made your stomach twist. why did she look so sympathetic? 

joana: take the rest of the day off y/n, we can handle things here.

you barely nod as you leave and head home, the world blurring around you. your mind empty, stomach sick, legs weak and you don't remember getting home or bending over the toilet bowl but you made it in time to spew everything in your gut from your breakfast down to the small cookies you’d snuck into your mouth when lyla wasn’t looking. it was your own fault, your fears had come true and you somehow felt that they would when you signed those papers, no, before then, when you’d first met kakucho. your principle was to never meddle in anything hazy and always know what you were dealing with but you had gone and thrown yourself in the mud surrounded by stampeding bulls and even kakucho, who you had somehow deluded yourself into thinking was an ally, watched you get stomped on. you cry till your lungs hurt then finally manage to collect yourself off the floor and into the shower, scrubbing at the painful twin dots seared into your neck, grabbing a bottle of water and chugging every last drop before collapsing into bed. you had become part of something much bigger than yourself and that would be your downfall, your nightmare. you close your eyes to a dream of better days at your old place, your old job that you always cursed, but those days from now on will seem like a dream.

𝐤𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

fingers twitching to just reach out and tear you out of their hands, chest aching, lips pressing into a thin line. he was used to setting people up, used to killing and used to all the dirty work that accompanied his job at bonten but for some reason seeing you in such a distressed state was doing something to him, and he didn't like the feeling. it's not like he’s ever had a problem with what mikey ordered, he knew the guy was mentally ill and mercilessly cruel so he had never really had an opinion on who mikey did what to, simply because kakucho didn’t care. izana was his true king, the one and only man he ever and would ever idolise, appreciate and care for, not manjiro sano, so seeing him treating his own sister the same way they dealt with sluts who had betrayed bonten and bitches who would sneak around on someone else's orders pissed kakucho off to no avail. once your suffering was finally over and you were permitted to leave kakucho turned his gaze, careful not to let his disgust show, to manjiro, who was now fidgeting with a dorayaki wrapper, the dorayaki you had served with care.

kakucho: are you sure about this boss? you said you wanted your blood to find safety, so what if your actions just now make her quit—

rindou, scoffing: quit?! listen to yourself kakucho, this is bonten not some fucking maid cafe. besides, what would the boss have to do with a whore like that anyway?

now he was confused, but upon meeting mikey's eyes he instantly shut his mouth. oh. mikey had sent him on his mission to scout you to work for them and he had figured that as usual he was the last option since ran and the others wanted to be lazy and sit out as usual but now it made sense; that briefing was only shared with him, and probably sanzu who was now glaring daggers into him. koko, clearly having seen sanzu’s glare caught on, he was always sharper than the rest, him and ran both.

koko: so boss, you said you wanted this girl because she would be of value, but i don’t see exactly why, unless she's...‘blood’?

koko shot a nasty knowing grin at kakucho, who would probably be punished later for letting his tongue slip like that in front of them all having realised it too late. sanzu scowled and was about to bark at them until mikey raised a hand, calm, cold, dangerous, as usual.

manjiro: thats right, shes izana’s sister, which makes her my half sister.

ran bursts into laughter.

ran: izana?! no way! no wonder kakucho went running with his tail between his legs instead of trying to pass the mission on!

rindou: hes not you, brother, you're the only one passing missions on.

ran: quiet rindou. i cant believe you kaku~ izana’s been dead for years and yet you still love him that much huh? 

kakucho snarled at ran but that only made him snicker louder.

sanzu: silence!!

a tense veil settled over them, even ran’s smile was nowhere to be seen. this new information was clearly important because one way or another it would definitely influence bonten somehow so they got to you first to ensure they can control how this influence pans out.

manjiro: shes important, treat her with care

mikey saying something like that with such emphasis only made the tension skyrocket further. it wasn't like his usual orders, it was a favour, from their boss, the strongest man in japan. kakucho had no idea honestly, even as he padded back to his place deep in thought with an unfamiliar confusion settled deep between his ribcage, eating at him from inside. was mikey really serious about protecting you? there was no way but then again mikey had always valued family probably more than izana did, but was he really still capable of that care even in his present state, living as an empty hull of his former self? something wasn’t right about this case, because if kakucho's doubts were true and mikey indeed didn't care for you then that could only mean that he intends something else for you and kakucho had a feeling it wasn’t just to work as a waitress. pushing those thoughts aside, he taps his keycard and heads into his apartment.

FOURTH PART HERE NOW!

enjoy ya'll >;)

2025 @sanotymanjiro

part five (coming soon)

[eljazzo1]

ok i created a tma oc (dont ask why i didnt upload on here earlier, i just didnt. Its been on my artfight though) and ive thought of a statement for them. Here is oc pic and statement:

”Statement of Natalie Frisch, regarding mysterious person living near her town. Origional statement made May 23rd, 2012. Audio recording by Jonathan Sims; Head archivist of the magnus institute, london.

‘okay, to preface, I do not, at all, live in a big town. It has just barely anough people to bot classify it as a village. So as many people do, i know most of the people in our town. But there is one person, that i do not know. I mean, i see them from time to time, we’ve even talked before, but i dont really know them, you get what i mean? I do know their name; Jaiden DuMaurier, but thats about it. Nothing about their personal life, hell, ive never even met any of their friends, just people like me who have talked to and / or seen them.

Ive asked them before wherre they live, because i swear down, if you gave me the names of everyone in town, i could tell you exactly where they all live, except them. All they say is they live “quite far off the outskirts of anywhere.” Or “far away from many others.” Actually, come to think of it, ive never even seen them on any form of public transport before, they claim that they “prefer to walk or bike because it leaves a person to just reflect.” Whatever that means. But thats not my point.

my point is, that i swear something is wrong about them. It started off little, i- no. EVERYONE started feeling chillier around them. And i swear, this might be just me, but i feel lonely around them. Even if im not alone, or if im talking, i just feel like im in a shell, and the shell is doing everything. And it goes away as soon as they do!

But the biggest thing? I dont think they’re human. I swear, hand on my heart, that one time, i looked into their eyes and i noticed. The dark of their eyes werent looking at me; the whites were. Their sclera is black, and their iris & pupil is white. Another time, i was foraging for mushrooms and berries in the forest on the outers ( the parts of the outskirts of our town where it isnt near any other town or city, just on its own. And the further i went in, the foggier and cloudier my surroundings got - which was already strange, because it had been sunny right before i went into the forest. Eventually, i got to a place where it was just fog and cloud. But i could just barely see them. Sitting down, curled up in a ball. I was confused, so i asked them if they were alright. They replied quietly ‘leave me alone.’ In an annoyed but quiet tone - extremely unusual for them. I went to go sit down and support them. They repeated ‘LEAVE ME ALONE!’ But this time, with so much volume and anger, i jumped back. We locked eyes. Suddenly, my body started to become so, so much colder, so uncomfortably colder. My soul felt empty, solitudinal, like all companionship and love was being ripped away. I just wanted to cry, and i did. I felt like, in my heart, i was trapped, but my mind ignored. All i could think of to do was run. Run away. So i did, crying my eyes out, hyperventilating.

They were so, so angry. And i was so, so very afraid of what that anger could have done to me.’

statement ends. By the sounds of it, to put it simply, Jaiden DuMaurier is an avatar of the lonely, and a very angry one at that. Natalie did leave a note of what town she lives in, and her contact details, so luckily follow up shouldnt be too hard. We were able to mail Jaiden, and they may be willing to talk to us. But to be honest with you? If theyre agressive like the statement says, i dont know if i want to.

end recording.”

might edit this to add jaiden’s interview

[he-is-kinda-spacey]

Arcane hot takes (mainly caitvi), rants and ideas.

Vi would not care all that much about Maddie. +the maddie hate is overdone. It would not surprise me if Vi also slept with someone else during that time, we know she had a gf in jail and slept around, i think she might be a bit upset but in the long run i think she would 1, understand and 2, know that there is more important shit happening. I also wonder if Ambessa had anything to do with Maddie and Cait but im not sure about that. I think Cait just likes short women. Cait is a top, "i think their switches" sure but even when they switch i still think Cait is the dominant one. Vi has barely any dominant bones in her body. I love her but she cannot defeat the lover girl allegations. Vi likes being hit. Now obviously she has alot of trauma with being hit but if you look at the scenes and compare them... i fear its clear. In the scene where she argues with Cait and Cait hits her in the stomach, she falls to the ground and cries, so you would think "ok that hurt her." BUT in episode 6 when Vi follows that guy through the cliffs Cait jumps down and hits her in the exact same way she did after her argument, Vi falls to the ground cuz she was tackled but she doesnt look like it hurt that bad, sure she groans but she rolls it off and doesnt seem to care. And then later when Vi tells her to hit her, Cait hits her so hard that she blacks out for a second, the light from her eyes disapears and she looks shocked and dizzy, but as she turns around, shes smirking. So my take is Vi likes being hit but only when its consensual obviously and only when shes in the right mindset.

Not rly a hot take more just a want but vi and jinx should take silco and vanders jackets. The sizes are like perfect for them, one is shorter but stockier and the other is taller but smaller and lankier. they would be so cute. In the scene where they first find Jinx and they have the big fight and Isha jumps infront of Jinx and points the gun at Vi, I think Jinx wasnt just saying no cuz she wanted to die, i think she just didnt wait Vi to die until she was dead. She wanted Vi to see her dead, she wanted Vi to feel guilt and mourn, she wanted Vi to recognise her sister as she lay on that table. Until ofc the building would have blown up, killing Vi as well. They would have had the perfect poetic end, with Vi forgiving jinx in her last few moments. But Isha ruined it, If isha shot Vi, Jinx would have had to go, she wouldnt be able to just let herself get killed by Cait, she knew she was too quick for her anyway. The only way she would have died is if Vi killed her, and cuz of Isha, that wasnt happening. Continuing on from the last scene, when Vi jumps off the table to stand infront of Jinx and Isha so Cait couldnt shoot them, Jinx saw her sister for the first time in like 8 years. She recognised the girl standing infront of her, doing everything she could to protect an innocent. Jinx knew she wasnt doing it for her obvi, Jinx knows she is not innocent. I really do beleive that is the scene where Jinx made a switch, where she decided to forgive Vi, as much as she could ofc, which in turn led to her supporting her at fights, and bringing her to vander. I think without that scene, if Jinx had survived without Isha, the story would have been so different. she would have continued to envy and hate Vi, she wouldnt have invited her to see vander, they never would have worked together. Basically what im saying is Isha is the glue. With isha being the glue ofc brings worry for the next act, in the trailer Jinx acts a wreck. shes slow, dissociated, depressed and empty. and while i dont entirely beleive isha is dead i beleive she is hurt or gone for the first bit. So that begs the question, how will jinx react? on one hand, she could go mental again, return to the way she was before Isha, hearing things, seeing things, being childish, loud and erratic to distract herself from her trauma. on the other hand, she is to far ahead to go back. This is the more likely outcome to me. She will begin to fall back on Vi, in the trailer we can hear/see her talking to Vi in a civil way, and Caitlin has lost alot of hate for her, they know have one common enemy. They dont like eachother but as we saw in episode 6 they are able to work together and tolerate eachother. i beleive Jinx will lean on Vi as a way to stay up, she might not be helpful but i think she will hang around Vi and Cait like a cat. Mainly wanting to be with Vi, especially after "hes your father too" but Cait is ussually with Vi so its kind of a package deal.

Maddie is working with ambessa or maybe ambessa just told her to hookup with Cait. She’s too pure. Somethings wrong.

none of this has any real reason i just felt like yapping. ill probably add more, i also want to see if any of my stuff is correct.

[adidegmez]

spn s13 spoilers

s13 ep1(lost and found)

if dean thinks cas is really dead then what did they do to his body? did they burn him, bury him or nothing? jack is just a baby right now. winchesters are maybe not superheroes but they are my heroes. dean is just telling the truth?! he is not okay. he lost everyone he cared except sam. sam is calmer than dean. jack is just a sweet little boy. sam is scared. castiel is jacks father(according to jack at least). thats nice. damian as in damian wayne? i dont think i know anyone else named damian. dean'S prayer… he even add crowley he loved him(sometimes). and Chuck he left and he just doesnt care. he left lucifer on earth. everything happened on this Show is because of him. and i still believe if they raise jack right he will be good. no one is born evil. even if lucifer was a bad guy he was an angel he was the angel. jack is half angel and this is not a bad thing. dean said goodbye to everyone cas, kelly, mom and crowley. and crowley i just cant he said his name with the other people he cared about people he respected and its sad that crowley didnt get to see this. Dean accepted the deaths of all of them. How can he do this? They can still return, why not? and mary did return she is not dead.

s13 ep2(the rising son)

im sos sorry dean but sam is right. He is right on every part of this issue. Jack is not bad, your mother is alive, the only way to save her is with Jack's help. i knew jack was watching scooby i thought dean would let him watch. but i think he needs a little time to know jack. sam is nerveous when talking to jack because he never had an experience with kids like dean had. dean would calm jack down he wouldve known what to do but he is mourning the people he lost and he is angry. and that prevents him see the way that sam sees. sam did a good job with jack. i expected dean to say he is batman but i guess its not the time. lucifer is funny sometimes. good job jack. i think dean will understand jack, eventually. i hope that time comes soon.

s13 ep3(patience)

kelly was a great mother. i get deans point of view but he needs to calm down. it's been a long time missouri. she died! jack really cares about deans opinions just like his dad(cas). dean will get over this and he will be nicw to jack eventually, i just hope it wont be late. yes, sam is the best person to understand jack. this is brilliant. i really love how he treats jack. i love sam. i know dean is in pain but sam is right this is resembles to sam's situation. sam deserved to be saved so does jack. and jack didnt do anything wrong yet he has been on earth like a week. and cas mary it wasnt his fault. dean lost them and he is blaming jack. but its lucifers fault. and jack doesnt deserves a this treatment from dean. dean should help sam save jack. i have always been on the same page as dean always but not this time. i hope dean changes his mind soon. because i need both winchesters in the same page. cas! im glad he is back but if he could return does this mean crowley could return too. and i think i finally understand something. Charlie and now rowena are dead and they wont return cause the story doesnt need them anymore. but i need them to return. i always see spoilers but ive never heard rowenas death. and ive never seen anything about charlie's return. but i want them to return. I didn't even like Rowena that much in the beginning but lately I've started to like her. Charlie is a completely different matter, i always loved her, I need her to come back.

s13 ep4(the big empty)

clone wars!!!!!!! i didnt see that coming. clone wars is my favorite star wars Show. i love ahsoka too but anakin is not bad sam. well he turned to vader but he was a good master palpatine manipulated. i hope jack loves clones. they are my favorite thing about star wars. clones are amazing. dean cas sam and crowley closed the door. crowley sacrificed himself. i think i love jack. cas where are you? why does lucifer need mary? Dean needs to pull himself together as soon as possible, he scares Jack, he even upsets Sam. misha is amazing. finally dean complimented jack. i needed that. finally dean is thinking like sam. thank you dean. cas is back.

s13 ep5(advanced thanatology)

yes, something is wrong with sam. dean wears sunglasses indoors. Do the w's represent how many times the winchesters died? did billie become death? she is death thats not good. I wish Dean hadn't killed death. I loved him. thats a good thing afterall. billie let dean live. Dean lost his faith. But when Cas comes, he will be happy. hi cas. welcome back. look in their eyes. team free will together again.

s13 ep6(tombstone)

cas is back. everyone is happy. i missed you cas. and the hugs. jack did it jack brought him back. team free will 2.0 . dean is back. he really missed cas. his eyes are shining. i missed funny dean. Seeing Dean happy makes me happy. cas… all i can think about is his character development. he is an amazing character. he changed so much. his talk with jack was beautiful. hats, dean is really back. dean finally said it, jack is not a monster. i wish he didnt leave. i hope hell come back.

s13 ep7(war of the worlds)

what happened to mary? So will Michael be the villain of this season? i knew it was kevin. hi kevin! i missed you. i think i would prefer lucifer to that Michael. lucifer is so funny. lucifer is back, Mary stayed in the other World. i thought ketch was a clone. I don't remember seeing anything about clones in this series, but for some reason the first thing that comes to my mind is always clones. But it turned out to be an evil twin. i believe that story hes telling the truth. rowena isnt dead right? cas and lucifer, lucifer is so funny. and he is trying to save the World for himself probably. i believed ketch. asmodeus and ketch, they will trouble the Winchesters. If Dean had said yes to Ketch, would Ketch have worked with them instead of Asmodeus?

s13 ep8(the scorpion and the frog)

supernatural really did everything. now there is a heist episode. and it was funny. yes, i missed hopeful dean. it was nice to see that. Didn't Bart say there were copies of the spell? Couldn't they find them? The bus scene reminded me of the scene where they left Charlie on the bus. i missed Charlie.

s13 ep9(the bad place)

i think jack wants to bring mary back not lucifer. Jack gets very happy when he gets a "good job" from Dean. And that makes me happy too. Jack also joined the family. I love him. dean! why did you treat her like that? well at least jack found mary and the winchesters are together. but idk where kaia is.

s13 ep10(wayward sisters)

claire is getting better at hunting. they are on a hunting trip… they said it again. i like it. i love donna and the others, we should see them more. i love jody. Claire's speech was like the beginning of a new series. I researched but they haven't made a mini series, I hope they tell this story here. i love the girls they are amazing.

s13 ep11(breakdown)

the real fbi is here. The beginnings of the episodes always resemble Criminal Minds. but almost the entire episode was really like cm. garcia would find her quickly. i liked doug. i hoped he would become a hunter. doug and donna were good. come on, first dean now sam they lost hope but it was always like this and they believed this job. but now they are in a dark place. i need hopeful winchesters back.

s13 ep12(various & sundry villans)

lucifer is hilarious. omg not the love spell. not dean please. yes sam save dean. hello boys(crowley said it the best). hi rowena. welcome back. how are you alive? they all forgot about adam. cas loves his son. i love how he talks about jack. Rowena asked about Crowley because she wondered if he might pose a risk to her, right? I wish there were nice mother and son scenes. I don't even think Rowena would be upset about Crowley's death, but I wish she would be. she is sad?! rowena is right. when is lucifer ever gone. he always comes back. cas and lucifer made a good team. that was a little brutal. Rowena took the page, didn't she? i thought sam would give her but i didnt think would do it. but he did. lucifer is not dead. We forget the traumas of the Winchesters very quickly, they are not even mentioned. They always show themselves strong, they don't show what's inside them. Dean spent 40 years in hell, Sam was tortured by Lucifer, Dean had to survive in purgatory… I hope Rowena doesn't cause trouble for the boys.

s13 ep13(devil's bargain)

i thought lucifer would let cupid live but he killed him and i suppose he did it just for fun. i forgot about ketch. How did Lucifer not die? i missed kevin. sister jo(daneel ive been waiting for this, i thought we would saw her earlier on the show). Doesn't the prophet know the difference between Cas and Asmodeus? ketch is right. lucifer cant do the things he promised, right? gabriel!!! well, i hope winchesters can save him.

s13 ep14(good intentions)

Dean you are amazing Cas you are amazing too. Mary is not Mary. They're still messing with Jack's head, right? hi bobby! sometimes jack's smiles are sweet but sometimes he scared me he smiles like lucifer sometimes, other than that he is just a sweet boy. and i love him. i love this bobby too but i want old bobby. mary made the deal she brought so much pain to her boys but we saw what the world would be like if she hadn't made that deal, and I think Mary did the right thing. If that deal hadn't happened, we would never have met the boys. cas! i dont like where this is going. i hope cas wont go far. Dean and Sam are Jack's role models, I think he chose very good role models. Whatever it takes… both Dean and Cas go too far. They need to calm down and think a bit. I hope nothing bad happens to them. I'm sorry about Donatello, I didn't like him as much as Kevin, but he was still a good guy. He didn't deserve what happened to him (like all the good characters in the series)

s13 ep15(a most holy man)

While Dean was saying enjoy, he was thinking things like this will be the last time you drive and he was imagining how he would kill that man. yes i totally believe dean would kill for the baby. I heard that that scene was improvised and it's really a perfect scene. I never thought that the blood would come from that man. I thought it would be from someone we knew before or someone very important.

s13 ep16(scoobynatural)

do you know how long i've been waiting for this. I've seen a lot of clips about this episode and I was very curious about it. When I started this season, I was thinking that they were opening a portal to the Scooby universe with Jack. I even thought that they would travel to different universes throughout the season thanks to Jack's portals. just for fun. But when it comes to SPN, sometimes this is only possible for a few episodes. There is a villain in every season and the world is in danger, so team Free Will has to save the World all over again. But did the trickster really die and come back, or was he never dead? i really love when dean is being a fanboy. he genuinely loves them and he shows that he loves them. and i love him for this. i love deans love for scooby-doo. this is one of my favorite episodes now. it was awesome. i love dean. i love sam and cas too but dean has a special place in my heart.

s13 ep17(the thing)

poor gabriel, I hope he can get out of there. Ketch is saving Gabriel right now, even if it's for himself. where is cas? why aent they waiting for him? ketch did some bad things, idk how to feel about him. gabriel is okay for nw with sam. dean really has a death wish. he doesnt care if he dies he only care about the others. yeah this is a nice thing but he would die to protect them and i dont want him to die.

s13 ep18(bring 'em back alive)

Charlie! Until two days ago, I didn't see anything about whether we would see Charlie in this series again but then I learned that we will see the apocalyptic world version of her. I knew she would come but I didn't expect that we would see her now. i missed her. She shouldn't have died. why didnt they wait for cas? i think ketch really cared about mary. gabriel is back! and he left. Asmodeus is dead, right? i hope he wont come back. ketch is complicated. Charlie is acting like our Charlie. i couldnt believe charlie's death and i still cant. she shouldn't have died.

s13 ep19(funeralia)

rowena what are you doing? i thought maybe rowena was trying to get crowley back but then i said she wouldnt do that. is she really trying to get fergus back? if thatsthe truth please let her try. i want crowley back. rowena is kinda right only team free will gets to come back from the dead. naomi is alive. I hope Sam doesn't have to kill Rowena. I started to love Rowena even more. I think there is such a thing as the Winchester Effect. They changed an angel, the king of hell, the most powerful witch and many more people and turned them into better people, and it is great to watch the character development of those characters. They changed Rowena as well as Crowley. I think Rowena loved Crowley. I wish she had the chance to tell Crowley that, or at least show it.

s13 ep20(unfinished business)

Fenrir from Norse mythology, right? I realized the last part was similar to Steve and Tony's argument (Marvel). we'll löse, we'll do that together too… they lost, steve wasn't there. i hope sam could be there when it comes to that. I can't be sure about deaths when it comes to tricksters. I even wondered if Loki replaced Gabriel at the end, but they wouldn't do such a thing because the story would be extended unnecessarily and there is no need for such a thing. i missed our kevin, he wouldnt do that. poor jack. mary sees her as a son:)

s13 ep21(beat the devil)

rowena and gabriel? little awkward but funny. In the beginning ep was hilarious but then it all went dark. rowena didn't run, this time she stayed. she has changed(the winchester effect). lucifer's bar scene was awesome. Sam died and came back, thanks to Lucifer. I'm glad he is back but lucifer brought him. they found jack and mary. dean watched his brother die, again. and the look on his face is telling everything. im glad the brothers are back together.

s13 ep22(exodus)

no, mary. i know you want to help the other World but your boys came for you. you shouldnt do that to them. lucifer is not entirely wrong. yes he does so many bad things but sometimes he does good things. like most of the villains on spn he is complicated. I've seen the scene where Cas and Lucifer drive the bus on the internet before, but I didn't think it was real. I thought it was someone's dream or something. i know lucifer is bad but he tried to do the right thing. he fought Michael, and now he is doing bad things because sam wouldnt let him come with them. sam has hs reasons but now lucifer is going to help Michael nd i think he is not happy about it because h will have brought Michael to the other world, just as his relationship with Jack was getting better. and he knows this will upset his son. Gabriel isn't really dead, right? Otherwise they woudn't have zoomed in on his face. its always good to see bobby but i wish we couldve seen our bobby with the boys and our Charlie.

s13 ep23(let the good times roll)

I would like to see charlie and rowena together. Dean's dream is very beautiful, but with their luck, it is impossible. I wish it could happen, no one deserved retirement more than them. but i dont think they would get a happy ending. This is how I wanted Dean to treat Jack from the beginning. Dean's speech was beautiful. soft dean is my favorite, he is kind and sweet when he needs to be. I love him. I was going to believe in Lucifer because he wanted his son and was doing good things just for him, but in the end he ruined everything again. Dean, you tried so hard to keep Michael from getting to you. I wanna cry. michael has dean, i hope dean can beat him. Is Lucifer really gone? dean… i want to kill Michael. i hope dean will be the one to kill him. The suit and hat suit Dean very well. Just when good things are happening, everything turns bad, and every season, boys cannot find comfort. Can't the kids relax for just one season? There won't be a big bad guy for the end of the season, maybe if they want they can hunt like in the first season or just have a good time together in the

bunker. only 1 season. I wish… but it's impossible. i just want to see them happy.

[luckybitch1]

i miss being alone in my apartment with everything and everyone behind me. for a year nothing and no one mattered and i went crazy in my room every day and went out every night. i smoked on the porch after shifts and stared at every car that passed seeing them stare at me too out their open windows and knowing i looked like the shiniest crushed beer can on the side of the road compelling and empty trash. slacking off at my dead end job dropping my classes ignoring calls waiting for the fridge to be empty before getting groceries. my best friend was hundreds of miles away with her boyfriend, jealous of my lifestyle and i liked it that way. i kept the framed photo of us she gave me in my room under peter steele and jesus at gethsemane. then i put it face down in a drawer full of accessories and dolls. im the dream girl youre the coward.

my life was what i imagined for myself at twelve only i thought id be further away. drunk and hopeless with nobody around to make me ashamed. i thought id just die there and the cops would come and throw me away with all my stupid shit. only i wanted to feel love first i really did. i couldnt give in until then. i didnt realize how impossible id made that for myself. how could i compete when i have nothing good to give? so i stayed put in a body i hated. i lost all my money i gave up on little girl dreams and i went back home and i said goodbye to my best friend and i said goodbye to my angel and i threw away my favorite shirt. now i have a decent job where i try my best and im never late. i have plans. but when im alone in the shower i cant breathe. i cant cry. i walk my dog i text my friends i dont smoke on the porch. but every time i try to wash the past week out of my hair its like my heart is giving out and all i can think is i dont want my mom to find me. and if im going to die i should run far away where no one can see me no one will ever find me.

instead i just get back in bed and think

[nicolej4]

He landed on his feet on rotten, old wood after he jumped from the small harbor building that just collapsed in front of him. The debris and ropes falling into the deep water around him. He was lucky that there were a few old boats floating around the old dock, he thought.

He never would have imagined that the young boy would hold that much hatred inside his heart. No, that`s not actually true - he hoped with every fiber of his body that the boy would at least stop and listen to him.

Not that he could blame him after all...

"Listen to me!"

It wasnt a shout. The words werent giving any trace of anger of irritation. It was a plea. It didnt help Law that the rotten boats around him didn´t seem to hold for long until they started to sink into the ocean.

It also didn´t help that the colors of the deep blue water slowly turned into a toxic green. Whatever the liquid inside the glassy bottles were - it reeked of a mixture of metal and acid. He had no clue what it was, but when he saw countless of fishes and sea organisms started to float at the surface of the ocean, he could only guess just how deadly it was.

And it only raised his worry deep within his chest. He couldn´t imagine that the poisonous liquid wouldn´t affect his son whom stepped out of the debris, joggling with the various glasses with an invisible ability Law was all too familiar with.

Of course he wouldn´t listen. His brown eyes - a color which reminded him so much of the person he once loved - a person whom he tried his hardest to find after she was taken from him almost three years ago by that fearful cyborg.

He didn´t know if he could ever see her again.

He didn´t know if he would survive this.

The brown eyes darkened as he stepped closer, hopping from debris to one of the floating boats. His hands - knuckles tattooed like his own with the letters "Love" and "Life" (irony given the fact that his hatred-driven son actually tried to kill his own father) - grabbed another pair of glasses. Filled with a bright blueish liquid this time. He stopped on the edge of the boat, not caring in the slightest that the splinters of the rotten wood dug into the skin of his naked feet. His dark brown eyes simply stared to the man only 20 feet away from his spot. The man who dared to leave him and his mother behind in that place.

Sweat dripped from his forehead, his brows furrowed as he grabbed Kikoku, leaving the sword still sheathed. He narrowed his eyes at him when he noticed that the boy had stopped his actions. Hope started to rise in his heaving chest again. He started to feel the effects of the fog that formed on the surface of the greenish ocean.

"I don´t want to fight against you" he started slowly and cautiously, as if he was facing a wild beast baring its fangs at him.

His hope didn´t fade away when the boy still didn´t move a muscle, eyes staring at him intensely. Law swallowed.

"I don´t know what the world government had been telling you.... When I lost her..." he paused, noticing the boy´s mouth turning into a snarl. One wrong word and he knew that he was done for. He knew that he was the only one who could help finding the love of his life and the mother of this boy.

"I spend all the time to try and find her... In those three years, I couldn´t find a trace of where she could be" he stopped when he saw the boys brows narrow further while a faint glimmer could be seen from his left eye. This boy fought hard to not shed a tear. His heart felt the same - empty, angry, desperate, irritated, sad. Hopeless.

"I will save her" because he knew that she couldn´t be dead. She couldn´t be. The boy winced. "I will do all I can to find and save her" he finished.

The boy´s snarl grew bigger when he growled out for the first time of their meeting.

"Trafalgar Law... Do you think I am stupid?" his heart skipped a beat and his breath caught in his throat when his son lowered his face, the shadow of his old furry spotted hat hiding his eyes. The hat he had given to Nami before they were attacked by the world government on that fateful night.

"Three years...." the boy continued. "I am not a fucking toddler anymore" he raised his head and bared his little fangs. He didn´t know what they did to Nami when the government had captured her, but he was sure that it also affected his son. His strong guess was that they had forced her to eat a Zoan fruit. Although the most disturbing fact was that his son could obviously use his own abilities - at least to some extent - and was able to withstand water without the slightest sign of weakness. He had heard about the rumors, although they tried to keep it top secret about what happened in the deepest floors of Impel Down. He just hoped that they wouldn´t succeed to create a new form of devil fruits that fast.

"It´s not like I am growing faster than any normal person" his son continued with a low growl, snapping him out of his thoughts. "In fact, she has waited for you for 18 years".

The world around him seemed to still. 18 years? The boy in front of him looked in fact like a boy in his late teenage years. How was that possible? Did Kuma send her into another time? Or into a place where time went by different? How could she wait this long? What left a deep hole inside his heart was the thought that she might indeed be dead by now.

His vision started to spin. The fog became thicker around them, though it clearly didn´t affect the boy. His time was running out. As a doctor he knew that his slowing heartrate was a sign that the poison of the fog wasn´t just making him dizzy or sleepy - it was killing him slowly. A painful reminder that the chances of getting to know his own son were dimishing.

The sight of his fathers shock did surprise him. They had told him about the dishonorable, cold-hearted, selfish, vicious and cruel Surgeon of Death. He wasn´t expecting to meet a man that actually showed signs of interest.... and was that affection? He shook his head, not letting uncertainty cloud his mind. His only goal was to get his revenge on the Surgeon of Death for having left behind the very person that filled his life with love in a dead, toxic environment where despair, hunger and close death accompanied their daily life.

A bright face of a 23 year old beautiful woman with long, curly orange hair and white teeth appeared in his vision. Her smile was geniue and infectious, infecting everything touching it with life. "I love you....."

His eyes opened wide and with a loud, horrific roar he jumped forward, summoning a small ball that sucked in the gases of the liquids leaving the glasses that still floated around his body in a safe distance.

Law´s eyes widened as his weakened body instinctively readied itself to defend.

"YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH EVERY DAY"

[buglyknight]

1162) medicate

ah,

is that-

screaming

screaming

ill take my

medication

ill tell myself

i forgot to eat and drink water

but at least i didnt feel bad

im so thirsty

my stomach is growling

im not hungry, yet

coffee in the morning

this nicotine isn't

doing anything

stand up and your blood pressure

drops

lay your head against the bathroom wall

losing so much weight

you tie a belt around your sweatpants

ill clean up these stains

all of them but the blood

and the sushi

i remember i should eat

im busy cleaning

the human body on average can survive

three days without water?

is it two weeks without food?

i had a cup of coffee that should

buy me another day

that's your fault- isn't it?

i know i know i know i know

i know i know i know i know

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW

IKNOW

IKWNO I KWNO I KNOW I KNOW

PICK UP THE BOTTLE

THERE'S WATER IN THE POISON

just take the medication

even if it makes you starve

it will make you feel like

you can't feel

clean and clean and clean and clean

you dont need to eat

do laundry

do the dishes

take out the garbage

that's right, i'm just forgetting to eat

it's the medication

it's not my own negligence

NOTHING

SHE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU

YOU ARE YOUR FATHERS APATHY

YOUR MOTHER'S SELF LOATHING

YOUR BROTHER'S ABUSE

EVERYBODY YOU SWORE YOU

WOULD NEVER BE

YOU WALK DOWN THE PATH INSUFFERABLY

WHAT IS WAITING AT THE END?

PROVE TO YOURSELF YOU ARE JUST LIKE THEM

MOUNTAINS AND MOUNTAINS AND MOUNTAINS

YOU ARE SLIPPING ON THE ICE

WHERE DID THE LIGHTS GO?

WHERE DID ALL THE LIGHTS GO?

GUIDING ME FROM HERE?

WHY IS IT SO IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME

TO TAKE A SINGLE STEP

UNLESS IT'S FOR SOMEONE ELSE

INSUFFERABLE ROACH

BLEED AND BLEED AND BLEED

SOLITARY CONFINEMENT

THE WALLS LOOM LIKE A SEPULCHER

force of ruin, you are responsible

you still have that page open?

don't let your friends see it

you read before bed

you can't stop thinking about her on your bed

just focus on the book

empty your mind

meditate

why isn't it working?

take deep breaths

why is your heart still beating so fast?

deep breaths

stop thinking about it

empty your mind

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS STARING

ALWAYS BEHIND YOU

ALWAYS STARING AS IF YOU'LL TURN AROUND

AND IT'LL BE THERE, TOO

PICK UP THE PIECES

QUIT SETTING THEM ON FIRE

look in the mirror

isn't this your fault?

every genetic in your body

is the product of people who are ugly

why did you think you could

rise above it?

pick up the bottle, please

prove it to yourself

she was wrong about you

no matter how much you wanted to believe it

everybody else was right.

you don't deserve better

my eyes are like planets?

is that because

i seem to crush everybody i love?

[inkydrawss]

First the dead rise and now SKELETONS?

chapter 1

reader and Sammy

this is my swaptale zombie au that I took inspiration from the walking dead. I originally posted this on ao3 so if you see this on any other sites that isn't me. I DON'T ALLOW FOR MY FIC TO BE SCRAPPED FOR AI

Tw for blood and violence

You never thought life in the apocalypse would be easy. Since you were young you always had a plan on what to do in different situations but this. This was the worst.

You grunted as your back hit the wall and you shuffled along to stay out of sight. The groaning of the dead body around the corner grew closer to where you hid. Why did you have to run out of food and need to run to the store today. The small town looked abandoned with only two dead stumbling around the street when you first scoped it out.

A small whimper shook you out of your thoughts and you glanced to the young girl next to you clutching her bag strap in one hand and a small pocket knife in the other. You softly huffed under your breath and adjusted your grip on your axe.

You two had just entered the seemingly abandoned store until you heard the shuffling and ducked around the corner. And now you had to take care of the new problem so you can get the kid some food in her stomach. You glanced at her and gestured for her to stay put with a look as you stood up straight and stepped around the corner.

Luckily the dead thing was facing away at the wall and just turned to face you as your axe swung down onto its face. It let out a gurgle as the top of its head was sliced off and slumped to the ground. You panted as you glanced around the store to double check you were alone now.

When you deemed it safe you clicked your tougne twice and the little girl stepped around the corner. She ran down the isle and started looking under the nearly empty shelves. You chuckled as you pulled out a dirty rag to quickly clean your axe before putting it away on your belt strap.

You remembered how you got stuck with this kid under your care. A loud "Yes!" came from her direction reminding you that you that you would gladly be stuck with her. "Don't be too loud Sammy. we dont want to draw any more to us." You spoke over the short shelf making her nod bashfully and stuffed what looked like a bag of dried fruit into her bag.

When the world first fell and the dead started walking you got out of the area with everything you could carry in your bag and wandered near the woods trying to hunt with snare traps when you stumbled upon her group.

There were about seven men,five women and three kids including Sammy. It was just her and her dad and at first you didnt think anything of them. You were just trying to survive to wake up the next day. But one hot and humid morning when Sammy walked over to the campfire with a long sleeved shirt on you were suspicious. When you handed her a bowl for breakfast and her sleeve rose slight showing a nasty bruise on her wrist you immediately became protective of her.

Every morning you made sure she ate next to you and after lunch you took all the kids to the creak nearby to teach them how to fish and purify the water by boiling it. By dinner you'd sit next to her and her dad and kept a close eye on him until he stumbled into his tent to take night watch later.

One night when you and Sammy were watching the embers burn out in the fire sitting on some dusty folding chairs, she had just her head on your shoulder and started snoozing. You were fighting sleep and all you could remember was that it felt like you just blinked and suddenly you hear a gunshot and a man yell. You jolted awake making Sammy's head fall off your shoulder as you quickly stood up and grabbed your small pistol from its holster.

It was total chaos after that. The dead were everwhere you looked eating all the other survivors with gunshots popping off left and right. You were lucky you made a run that day and still had the bag packed next to your chair as you swung that over your shoulder and grabbed Sammy's hand and started running.

You weaved through the dead, shooting any that got close to you and making sure Sammy stayed next to you. You managed to find a small gap between the dead and ducked though and you both kept running until you couldn't breath. After that you kept to the woods and did your best to hunt small game like rabbits but eventually you had to venture into towns.

You manged to find a small grocery store that was barely ransacked and managed the find some canned food along with a old shotgun and emergency axe in the back. Since then you both stayed near the base of a nearby mountain since it seemed like the dead haven't ventured towards this area yet and there were plenty of animals to hunt.

"You able to find anything?" You asked as you checked the last shelf, finding it empty. Sammy jumped around the corner with a big smile holding a can of peaches. "Nice score." You mumbled and ruffled her dirty blond hair. She made a disgruntled noise and slapped your hand away making you laugh. "C'mon kid, let's check our traps before heading back to base." You said and grabbed the can and quickly put it in her bright pink unicorn bag that you nabbed for her a week ago.

Sammy hummed in agreement as you both walked out the back of the store and retraced your steps back into the woods. You occasionally stopped to check your snare traps while you watched Sammy check the ones she set and helping her reset the ones that went off. When she checked her last one and saw a rabbit she cheered and announced that you'll both be "Eating rabbit stew." tonight.

As you walked the small path leading up to your base with the rabbit bouncing on your hip Sammy called you name making you turn to her. "Thanks for looking out for me. I didn't have a lot of friends before and when my mom got bit my dad got weird and didn't want me to go too far from him. You were the only one near me when it happened and now you're stuck with me." She trailed off and rubbed her arm. You frowned and reached your arm out, offering her a hug.

She glanced at you and leaned into you making you wrap you arm around her. You couldn't believe that she was only eight years old and was already dealing with so much. You don't know what her father said to her and if he wasn't already dead you'd beat him to death. You took a deep breath to calm yourself and rubbed Sammy's shoulder.

"I care about you kid. What your dad did to you wasn't normal. I could never hurt you, especially like that." You glared mindlessly into a passing tree remembering the bruises on her arms and how'd she flinch whenever a man would raise his voice. You instead looked at her and she looked up at you with her big honey brown eyes with unshed tears.

"I know this world is a lot more dangerous now and it's very scary but ill do my absolute best to keep you safe and happy. You deserve to be happy. Plus I'm not stuck with you, you're stuck with me." You laughed evily and poked her cheeks with both hands. She started laughing and wrapped her arms around you digging her face into your stomach.

You held her for a moment before patting her back and gently pulling away. "You know, I have a little something for you. I was waiting for your birthday but I think now is good." Sammy immediately stepped back and nearly vibrated in place at the idea of a gift. "What is it? How did you hide it I've looked everywhere!" She paused as she rubbed the back of her neck. "I mean, I don't look through your stuff when you're gone ignore what I said." You laughed as she pouted at you. "I have my secrets." You winked at her.

She stormed off to the old abandoned hunting cabin you live in now while avoiding all the traps you set out to catch or alert you to the dead. You laughed again and followed her to the porch. "I did a water run yesterday so why don't you take our bags in and wash up while I skin this, I'll let you built the fire if you do." You said to her as you slid your bag off and plopped in on the porch.

She quickly grabbed your bag and walked inside as you slid your axe off your belt and sat on the porch step. You unclipped your small hunting knife, thankful that it was left behind in the cabin and got to work on the rabbit. When you were almost done you heard the door open and close and small footsteps coming closer. Sammy plopped on the single step a good distance away from you as she scrunched up her nose at the smell.

"You gonna let me built that fire?" She asked while crossing her arms over her knees and laying her chin on them. You peeled the last of the skin off, happy you got it in almost one piece. "Yeah, you know where the wood and sticks are. Just remeber to never-" Sammy quickly interrupted you. "Never built it higher than the rock stack." She droned as she stood up.

You made a face at her and stuck your tougne out as she did the same. You both giggled as she started to gather the wood. Once she got it built you handed her your cheap zippo lighter from your jean pocket. She made a face at your bloody hands and you blew a raspberry at her. "You're gross." Sammy giggled as she took it and lit a small fire with some dried moss she stuffed in the center.

Once you got the rabbit cooking you washed up and changed your now bloody clothes from the dead thing and rabbit. You walked outside in a tank top and the baggy worn down jeans you've had since the beginning of the outbreak. "How's the food looking?" you asked as you sat on the ground next to Sammy and looked at the rabbit chunks on sticks cooking. She shrugged and grabbed one of the sticks to turn the meat. "Good enough to eat for a dog. So yours is done." She smirked at you and you gently pushed her.

"You're a little shit." You said as she tried to push you back, making you push her over as you both laughed. As the food finished and you both ate it down to the bone, making sure she got extra portions, she turned to you and stared. "What?" You asked. "You need something?" Sammy immediately started pouting as she whined your name. "You said you got me a present. Where is it?" She demanded as she leaned forward and back like you had it hid behind your back.

You chuckled as you stood up and stretched. "Let me grab it from inside." You let out a groan as your back popped making Sammy laugh. "Yeah yeah I sound like a old person. I'm not even that old you know, sitting on the ground is just uncomfortable." You walked inside and headed towards the couch to your secret hiding spot. you glaced out the window to make sure Sammy didnt follow you and that she was still safe before laying on the ground in front of the old sofa.

You felt the edge of the fabric covering the underside until you felt the hole and you stuck your hand in. As you blindly felt around, accidentally grabbing your emergency cigarette pack. You quickly hid it again, as you grabbed another small box that you were looking for. Sammy asked you to not smoke anymore cause it was bad for you and now you do your best to not smoke when she's up. You'd feel guilty about lying to her about not smoking anymore but its one of the few things that help after a day of killing the undead amd worrying about keeping Sammy fed and safe.

As you walked outside with the small gift hid in your palm Sammy quickly whipped her head around to you and started bouncing up and down where she sat. You grinned as you handed her the small red velvet box. "I saw this when I went on a run to that mini mall a while back. It reminds me a lot of you." You said as she opened the box and let out a small 'oooo'.

Inside was a silhouette of a silver rabbit with a tiny green peridot, her birthstone. She carefully pulled it out and held the silver chain and watched the rabbit spin in circles. "You wanna wear it?" You asked softly while leaning forward. She nodded with a big sniff and handed it to you as she pulled her shoulder length hair up to expose her neck.

When you finished clapping it and turned around to face you as she played with the pendant. "Thanks. it's pretty." she muttered as she kept staring at it. You gently smiled at her and rubbed her back. You both watched the dying embers until she let out a loud yawn. Seeing as it was close to sunset you started to herd her inside to get her ready for bed. Once she was in her room under her bed covers you came in to check on her.

"How're you feeling kid?" You asked her as you started stroking her head and gently untangling her hair. She hummed and she played with her necklace again. "I'm ok now. I really like the necklace you got me, its really pretty. Thank you, you're like my cool older sibling I saw in movies before." she said as she yawned. You felt your eyes burn as you tired to not cry. "Well I'll happily be your cool older sibling Sammy." You leaned down to kiss her forehead and went back to petting her head.

Once she started to sleep you quietly snuck out of the room and walked to the couch where your pillow and blanket greeted you. You took off your knife and belt and you laid down, making sure to keep your axe within reach. As you slowly felt sleep claim you the wind started picking up. 'guess it's gonna storm tonight' you thought to yourself as you closed your eyes and fell asleep.