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if you imagine that guy from saw and he's sawing his own leg off in the bathroom but it's just like, a normal bathroom and he's not chained to the wall or anything and he really didn't have to saw off his leg at all but he imagined a situation in which he would have to do that so he decided to get it over with as soon as possible. well that's how i approach all my interpersonal relationships
#text#i decided in my brain that my best friend hates me (she made a comment that hurt my feelings today and then a different comment#several weeks ago so basically shes sick of me and she hates me and wants me to die etc)#so now i am trying to dig my brain out of panic-mode trying to restructure my future around her inevitably getting tired of me#(& also trying not to upset or inconvenience her or anyone in any way in case this is the last straw and they Realize I'm A Bad Person)#and then also all my other friends will leave as well cuz they'll be like Wow if she didnt want to be around him anymore shes probably got#a good reason... and then everyone leaves me and i die. and yes i do this every time one of my friends accidentally hurts my feelings#you know when u accidentally step on ur pet's tail and u imagine a world where they hate u forever. yeah#it's like that except for someone steps on MY tail and i decide they hate me forever because my tail was in the way of their foot#does this make sense. Feel free to diagnose me in the comments#neg
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#also. also. shes like “i hope i was a better friend once you reframed it as 'im upset because youve been a really shitty person towards mw#for months - before that i thought it was because you were sad i probably didnt have feelings for you#(in which case of course my actions would have been totally justified). anyway after that i became a totally good and reliable friend“#when what she did since i framed it that way was (1) ghost me for 3 months (2) met up and immediately said she needed space (after one#conversation since the summer) (3) broke up with me under the most inconvenient conditions when im totally isolated from all of my friends#and during a long drive where im forced to be around her for hours to a camp where she is my only means of leaving#good friend behavior????#she always seems so thoughtful and phrases everything in a way that makes sense in the moment. but sometimes i wonder if she ever thinks#about other people at all#it feels like she wants all of these experiences and connections but only while theyre convenient and exciting and new. and what i thought#was a meaningful connection was maybe like a collectable trinket? or i dont know maybe. a fun experiment so she could learn more about#herself. framing every time she hurt me as a lesson she was learning about Relationships#ughhhhh I'm not a fucking educational tool#“i want to do all the same things exactly but not call it a relationship. and i have a crush on you but i dont like you enough. and i dont#want to ever date anyone and i dont want to be in relationships but of course im not going to break up with my boyfriend“#im so fucking done
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one thing about me is that you will never take the nature loving and nature revering pagan out of me. its been embedded within me since as long as i can remember. it was my religion when i had none and couldn't understand anyone else's. its why it still is now and why it will always make sense to me when nothing else does and im only using 'pagan' and 'religion' as shorthand for what i really mean because what i really mean is undefinable
#i dont fit into this or that category which makes things hard#i have to remind myself not to overuse one lens of understanding spirituality because thats when i inevitably get stuck and frustrated#i have to use my own amorphous kaleidoscope to understand and occasionally reference someone else's#but the woods near my house might be destroyed soon and thats like the foundation of my whole spiritual experience#and ive been so stressed about it for the past few days. they (the woods) have been my friend for two decades#its been present every moment. when i didnt have friends or anyone to play with. i was outside all the time. the trees were always there#when my two favorite trees got cut down one diseased the other just inconvenient to my neighbor i felt like i'd lost someone. one pine#and one white oak. i still miss them. the sound of the wind blowing through the trees is whats kept me sane#they also provide a necessary buffer between me and rest of the outside world. and its home to so many birds and animals and insects#ive prayed about it. i know even if they pass away we have to create something in their place. i have to pick up the slack#make that pollinator garden ive wanted and plant those native trees#bless the woods#🌹#eccleraprisma#paganism
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I saw your tags (because I do like reading your tags) about not reblogging something 20 times because I said my wifi sucks once and thank you I appreciate that you thought of me 😭
yeah of course!! i know the struggle of trying to load anything on this site even with great wifi honestly
#micah tag#asks#anonymous#i want to keep track of the tags i use to sort asks and original posts. but i dont want to <3#anyway yeah like i said i hadnt considered it and while i did want to mildly bother my mutuals in a lighthearted way#i didnt want to actually inconvenience anyone. i felt so bad trying to imagine someone trying to load my 15 reblogs of a jorkin meme or smt
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i am watching the regular show movie and god im tearing up
#* orbit posts#the last time i watched this movie was back when it released which wassss 2015?? iirc#but it made me emotional#i really loved regular show. idc how shitty or random the writing is. it is amazing#it rly makes me think. i love watching shows like that. if watching shows that are written poorly was a crime then consider me guilty#i would do anything just to experience this time of CN as a teen again#anyway back to what i was saying.... i lowkey??? sorta maybe relate to rigby in a way#imagine your friend got to succeed and you didnt. and youre worried that youd fall out#i am mature about this now but if this were kid/teen me i would do anything just to be with my friend if that meant lying#i would hate that because the last thing i want is to inconvenience anyone especially ppl close to me#i never want my envious thoughts to ruin someones life even if it was a little bit
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All my efforts go unnoticed. It doesn't matter what I do, all she sees is what I don't do. And then gets mad when I say how it makes me feel bad when she ignores that I'm trying.
#i got nearly all of my things out from the livingroom doning area#the whole house#i moved it into my room#the room ive been trying to clean and organize for over a year#the only things i left were my laptop and arm brace#which she pointed out and then said 'you didnt even clean did you'#fuck you?? literally fuck rihht off#and then she makes me feel crazy when my friends are over because she's so nice to them and still makes backhanded comments at me but in a#joking and zen tone#'your grandma is so nice' yeah to everyone but her own family until those people inconvenience her slightly and then she holds a grudge#like i know i can hold a grudge#but mine are funny and reasonable#hers are 'this person is attacking my whiteness so im going to be racist now because its my right and ill never forgive them or let them#live it down' and 'she didn't answer the phone and saidnshes busy even though im not busy and i want to talk. shes being terribke to me' ??#how the fUCK#does this make sense?#youre such a bad person sometimes with no emotional regulation and you expect rveryone else to live around you and by what you want#get over yourself! youre 60 years old it isnt a matter of 'things were different when i was young these things were ok to say and being#mean to others builds character and is funny' its hurtful and sticks with a person. you should know better.#'respect your elders' my elders have consistently demonstrated they don't respect anyone#so why should i respect them
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LONG SLEEVES, c.s
summary!: chris walks in on you cutting
warning: mention of blood, fluff, angst, crying
you werent the type to struggle, a small always plastered on your face. out of the two of you, you were the happy one. constantly laughing and spreading happiness on everyone around you, hoping no one would catch on.
on the inside, everything hurt. the smile you once had, gone, replaced with a frown which would return everytime something happy got taken away. first you went through a horrible break up, locking yourself away for months, restricting your happiness. secondly, your grandma died, causing you to shut down completely, which meant shutting out your bestfriends, nick, matt and chris.
but you didnt get far, they came to your house with an unlimited amount of support and love. offering different movies, food choices, activities and even had a time where they would take over eachothers job. so you were never alone, not breaking any bad habits.
they helped you stay clean from all those gross habits, one of them being your cutting. which was probably your worse habit. having been done after every minor inconvenience. whether you said something stupid, accidentally made some one cry, got into an argument or just anything you throught you deserved pain for.
you didnt tell anyone, the triplets had to find out the hard way, walking in. it was quite traumatising seeing their faces go from excited to confused. walking into your room with the celebratory food for becoming six weeks clean from cutting which was supposed to be a suprise, they quickly hid the food and comforted you. “everything will be ‘right, ma.” they said to you, offering every sort of comfort.
you and chris became the closest during this time, he cuddled you to sleep everytime you had a nightmare. him being the one you went downstairs for when you woke up crying. he was the only one who could properly soothe you. the only one who could kiss you.
everything was great, he helped you and you helped him. he knew absolutely everything about you, you trusted him. but slowly you started growing away from eachother. he came home one day smelling like the ariana grande perfume you wanted, and when you tried to ask about it he quickly brushed it off and made dinner.
you couldn’t shake off the feeling that he was sneaking around with someone. so you planned to talk to him about it until he snapped at you once he heard the words come out of your mouth. “your such a bitch! considering i have spent this past year caring and making sure you were okay! making sure you didnt cut! but clearly that wasn’t enough.” he stormed out of your house.
his two brothers followed after him, not thinking that you would need comfort. matt hesitated leaving, looking back at you but nick pushed him outside, reassuring you would be okay. you saw them both leave to go after chris, tears filling your eyes.
you just wanted to know if chris was loyal to you, if the ariana perfume was just a smell from the store he was at, if the bruises on his waist were from training, if the password on his phone was for his friends to follow but an exception for you.
immediantly, the urge to cut came to you. tears filled to the brim of your eyes as you rushed to your room, sobs escaping your pink lips. you ran into your room and closed the door, sitting down on the floor and running your hand under your bed, feeling for the blade you had left there a few months ago.
you felt it, immediately closing your hand and moving your hand. slowly, you reached to pull down your pants to your knees. “you deserve this. it’s your fault he’s angry.” you repeat to yourself as you cut symmetrical lines onto your thigh, watching as red beads of blood come to the surface.
tears fell onto your thigh, you reached out infront of you, wishing chris was there to comfort you. but your hand was met with the feeling of your wooden dresser instead. your eyes didnt leave the state of your thigh as the blood drew, falling down each side of your thigh.
hesitantly, you dropped the blade beside you. when you reached to your side to grab tissues, you heard the door open. “baby, i came to say sorry for—” he cut himself off once he saw you. tears falling down your face and blood dripping onto the floor. “baby— no!” he raised his voice, rushing to your side. he sat on the blade, not caring if it hurt him.
he placed his hand on your wrist, feeling how cold your once warm body was. you flinched, moving a little. “im not mad, i promise.” he says, his voice now full with love and concern. he grabs the tissues across from you and begins to dab the blood from your cuts onto the tissue.
you found your hand moving to his, he immediately interlocked your fingers together. “im here now, baby. i wont go anywhere.” he mumbles, focusing on cleaning you. once the blood dried and he got most of it off, he placed bandaids over the cuts.
he stood up, taking the blade and putting it in his pocket. “im gonna help you up and undress you. so i can run you a bath and get you nice and clean.” chris said, putting his hands under your armpits, helping you to your feet.
before anything else, he pulled you in for a hug. his arms wrapped around you, one around your back and the other around your waist. the arm around your back moved to your shoulder and moved your sleeve back, pressing wet kisses on your shoulder blade. “baby..you okay?” he presses soft kisses, keeping you close.
“i will be. with you to take care of me.” you mumble, looking at him. your eyes soft with a crave for his affection. he couldnt help but smile, pulling away to put his hand on your cheek, rubbing it gently.
you didnt know what to say, watching at his eyes went from your eyes to your lips. his thumb brushing against your lower lip. “can i give you a kiss, please?” he asks, licking his lips. before you can fully nod, his lips sit on yours, moving gently. he gives you a breather, guiding you gently to the bathroom.
one of his hands on your hip as he sat you down on the toilet seat. he turned around to turn on the bath, letting it warm up. “can you undress for me?” he asks you, sitting at the edge of the bath to keep his eyes on you.
you nod, standing up. you pull your long sleeve shirt over your head, taking it off completely. scars from your hands to your shoulder. your chest was restricted by your push up bra, which made your chest feel tight. “can i have help?” you asked with a soft grin on your face. he nodded and stood up, walking to you.
he placed one hand on your back to relax you, soothing your nerves before unclipping your bra, letting it fall off your body. he turns you around, one hand cupping your breast, rubbing it gently. “can you do the rest, princess?” he asks, kissing your forehead.
you nod and he walks away, taking his seat at the edge of the bath. you undressed further and got into the bath. the warm water soothed your aching body. even though some of the water made your thighs burn, having chris there made you forget.
everyday for the next few weeks he would watch you get dressed, ask if your okay and what your plans are. he would give you hourly kisses which lasted atleast a quater of an hour. he constantly checked your wrists and thighs and when you reached milestones he would take you out and treat you like a princess.
the end!
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Meet Erress, the Jedi Knight! She's my Jedi OC ive worked on for an SW RP server, its been a blast so far :D
General info about her and more art:
Name: Erress Nickname: none yet Age: mid 20s Affiliation: GAR/Republic Occupation: Jedi Knight Sexuality: Pan Gender: Female Pronouns: She/Her Species: Human Home planet: Corellia Physical description: Height: 180 cm/5ft 10 inches Weight/Build: Toned to Muscular, 85 kg/187 ibs Hair: Ginger, mid back, wavy, mostly disheveled with two small braids going down her temples. Body: pale/peach with neutral undertones, symmetrical tattoos on her midsection curving into her pelvis, two ear piercings. A bunch of scars across her face and body, one running across her neck from a near death encounter. Eyes: Green with blue specks, almond, long lashes. Clothing/Style: Jedi Robes - black turtleneck with light gray and dark brown robes on top. Everyday wear varies but wears Androgynous clothes with accessories and makeup that elevate it to still look feminine overall. baggy bottoms paired with either baggy tops or tight fitted shirts. Voice (pitch/accent): Lower feminine pitch, no accent Personality: Fun, Charismatic, Sociable, Self-critical, Ambivert Strengths: Compassionate, Physically Strong, Selflessness Weaknesses: Loyal to a fault aka gullible, impatient in many cases, irritable by small inconveniences
some fits :) (more to come)
Erress and Ada (@decembermidnight OC) at a masked Gala (RP event)
Erress as an Oni for Halloween (RP event)
first drafts of her design
inspo from other media like Hero Forge and Picrew Tags: @decembermidnight @peggy7447 @lonewolflupe @dystopicjumpsuit @ghostymarni @riderofblackdragons Hope i didnt forget anyone. If anyone wants tag shot me msg :D
#star wars#star wars oc#jedi oc#sw ocs#the bad batch#drawing#art#the clone wars#sketch#digital art#corellia#character design#lightsaber#oni#demon#ballroom#masks#techwear#fancy dress#jedi robes#character sheet#gromblins art
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Hi! Can you do the rogues (BM, TF, Scarecrow, Riddler, Penguin) and the moment they realize that they are in love with the reader?
Realising they're in love.
Black Mask: It was when you went above and beyond to take care of him. He had never thought about love or any real committed relationships after Tiffany died. She was the first who he really was able to see him spending his life with. There was a giggle. Black mask looked over to see one of the board directors smiling at him. "What?" He huffed at her. She gave him a knowing smile. "You're in love." He answered in pure instinct and immediately grimaced at how desperately in denial he truly sounded. "Am not." She didn't believe him. "You keep staring off at (Y/N) like you're silently begging them to look at you." As if trying to save his dignity, he emphasised his next response. "I do not beg." Yeah that didn't help matters. Then he sighed. "...ah shit."
Scarecrow: It was after he spent months with you on a regular basis. It was so slow that he didnt notice but then all at once when he noticed. Like you had the ability to distract him and he never even noticed. In that very moment he knew you had power over him. Something no one else had. Everything seemed to slow down. The room filled with people now just colours and shapes that didn't have any impact on him. Except for you across the room. You weren't doing anything special, simply talking to a stranger. Yet he couldn't look away- he couldn't breathe. He couldn't believe it. He didn't think he was capable of it. Yet here we was. His heart pounded at the very idea. His stomach dropped with...anxiety? Longing...? Fear? Awe? It all seemed to meld into one now. A feeling that was uncomfortable, yet filled him with reason, drive. It all had a point now, even if meaningless. It hardly mattered. He let out a shaky breath before saying to himself. "Now that's...unexpected." It was hard to say those words with how tight his chest got.
The Riddler: It was when he realised you actually listen to him and take interest. However he knew he was a goner when he wanted you to tag along with him everywhere. He considered love to be a weakness. Being in love made his chest flutter and as happy as can be. Remembering being in love was the worst feeling he had ever known. What came after love stained the purity of each and every love hes ever had. He didnt want it. He wanted to feel self suffient. He wanted to look out for him and only him. Falling in love only reminded him how lonely he truly was. Denial then set in. No, he wasn't miserable. He was not lonely. That was impulse talking. A fleeting stupid thought he didn't have to pay any attention to. Though he couldn't really account for the sinking feeling of doom that came soon after. A feeling only (Y/N) could provide genuine relief from.He sucked in a sudden gasp. He couldn't help but notice her absence more and more as no one took interest in what he said like (Y/N)- "No!"
Penguin: It was when you saw his worth. It hit him like a ton of bricks and he knew it immediately. Like he got grabbed by the throat. So it's a little inconvenient but he doesn't hate it. Although it does make him extra insecure. He also doubts that you'd actually be interested in him. So whilst he wasn't denying his feelings, he wasn't exactly keen on telling you about them... or anyone else. "...oh..." He put his head in his hand. This was a mess. An awkward mess he wanted no part in. Yet here he was in the thick of it. This is why he can't have nice things because he falls in love with them damn it. He needed a drink...and ice cream.
Two-Face: It was when he looked out for you. He was the type of man who would swear off love. Although apparently, if he could swear off love, it was a whole other thing. He promised himself after his divorce to Gilda that he'd never fall in love again. It did nothing for him. It was useless and a bottomless pit of pain. A drug. When you're on it, it's great until you get a bad trip. (Y/N) stumbled and on pure instinct his non-scarred arm shot out and grabbed you, hauling you back up. "Careful..." Harvey grumbled to you softly. Then he caught himself. You carried on with your day but he was stuck in place for a moment. He knew this feeling well. Why wouldn't he when he was married for years!? He wasnt supposed to do this. This wasn't supoosed to happen. "son of a-"
#batman#batman villains#request#batman scenarios#the riddler#scarecrow#two face#penguin#black mask#edward nygma#jonathan crane#harvey dent#roman sionis#oswald cobblepot
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inconvenience | ethan edwards x reader
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request: An Ethan blurb with prompt "i didn't realize i was such an inconvenience"
word count: 0.5k
the harsh lump in your throat was almost too much to handle as you scroll through your boyfriends messages. you had just wanted to buy the two of you dinner and with your phone dead, you grabbed ethans without thinking.
ethan: no i cant hang out tonight y/n wants to spend some time together
friend: again?
ethan laughed at a message
friend: thought you were tired of her
ethan replied: no she's fine just needy
friend: wish you could hang out tho
ethan replied: i’ll make up an excuse for next time
you shut your boyfriends phone and got off his bed. you quickly shoved all of your things you had taken out of your bag back into it. your tears were falling freely now, and you roughly wiped at your eyes as you moved around the room collecting your things.
the door opens.
“what are you doing?” ethans brows raised as he surveyed your appearance. your eyes were red and there were tears resting on your waterline. “baby what happened?” he asked, stepping towards you but you step around him.
“don't talk to me” you breathe out, wanting nothing more than to be away from him. he tries to move towards you again but you hold your hand up, blocking him from you as you reach his door. you don’t have anything to add so you let your words hang as you open his door and start to walk out.
“wait? seriously what happened!” ethan tried again and you continued to ignore him.
your feet hit the stairs hard and you swore the whole house could probably hear your exit as you ran down the stairs. ethan was hot on your heels “baby-”
“no! go hang out with your friend!” you yelled at him and he stepped back at your harsh tone.
“what are you talking about?” ethans voice was defensive as he raised his voice to match yours.
“i didn't realize i was such an inconvenience” you spat and turned on your heels. you threw the door open and walked out to your car.
“i chose to hang out with you didnt i? you can't be mad at me for-”
“you don't need to come up with an excuse for next time!” you cut ethan off as you whipped around to face him again.
“i’m sorry! what do you want me to do!” ethan was defensive.
“i want you to leave me alone!” you opened your passenger side door and threw your bag in. “i don’t want to be with someone who feels the need to make up excuses to not hang out with me. you could always, you know, tell the truth?” your reply was sassy as you pulled open your door. your sadness was gone and you were so mad. it was one thing to want to hang out with your friends, you could obviously understand that. but to tell them that your girlfriend was needy and that you would make up an excuse to not hang out? plus that comment of ethan being possibly tired of you… you would not let anyone make you feel like an inconvenience.
ethan tried to speak up again but the noise of you slamming your door shut drowned him out. he could hang out with his friends all he wanted now.
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stevie comforting you once your fear of abandonment inevitably sets in in the relationship. reassuring you he won’t leave with words, but bc he knows you’ve been told that with empty promises so many times, he shows you every day how much he means it.
cw: talks of anxiety/anxiety attacks, talks of abandonment issues, angst but quickly followed up by sickeningly sweet fluff, stevie being the best., not proofread :(
ALSO I USED y/n ONCE BECAUSE I COULDNT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO CALL R. I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT SO JUST PRETEND ITS NOT THERE ☹️
your day had started out awfully. you forgot your bag at home, you spilled coffee on your sweater, and hadn’t eaten your usual bagel this morning. not that these inconveniences were affecting you now. one thing had set your mind on a spiral.
steve had forgotten to call you when he got home.
it’s not like it was a rule. no, your relationship wasn’t like that, it was always just something steve decided to do. but today he didnt. which begged one simple question that had you fall down the rabbit hole you hadn’t felt since you started dating steve.
why?
why didn’t he call you? does he not want to talk to you? is he bored of you? did he find someone else? will you ever speak to him again? what if something you did made him not love you anymore?
obviously none of these thoughts were rational and you knew that. one thing about steve is that he wasn’t like anyone you’ve ever met. when you’re with him, your worries fade completely. the thought of him possibly leaving hadn’t crossed your mind at all. and it definitely never crossed his. ever.
but what if youre being naive? what if this promise was as faulty as the others? but no. because you know steve isn’t capable of doing that to you.
but… he forgot about you?
and thats how you ended up on your bathroom floor in nothing but steve’s t-shirt, hair a mess, mascara smudged. sobbing and wallowing in your own anxiety. anxiety that you knew wasn’t warranted. but of course, thats why its called anxiety.
and then you heard his car pulling into your driveway.
oh.
he hadn’t called after work because he was driving to your house.
a wave of panic racked through your body. bolting up and out of the bathroom. you looked in your vanity mirror and audibly groaned. you heard his car door open and peeked outside, where he was already looking up at your room. he had a small bouquet your favorite flowers tucked between his arm and his side, a criminally cute smile on his face, and two coffees that you instantly recognized as your usual coffee orders. a latte for you, an iced cold brew for steve, because he is a middle aged mother at heart.
you wave before making your way to the front door, wiping your face as best you could and praying that your face isn’t puffy and flushed from crying.
you opened the door and knew that your prayers were not answered. steves face completely fell, making his way inside and setting everything on your dining room table and coming back to you at a shocking speed. his hands cupping your face while you smiled at him, trying to convey that you’re happy.
“hey, what happened? whats wrong, love?” his hand instinctively went to your forehead to check your temperature.
“no, nothing stevie its okay! im okay!” you giggled softly.
he smiles back at you before lacing an arm under your upper thigh and pulling you onto him. starting to carry you to your bedroom. burying your face into his shoulder.
“m’sorry” you mumbled into his neck, the tears starting to fall again. guilt around the anxiety you felt only a few minutes ago, because of course he was on his way to your house. only steve would prove your brain wrong by showing up at your house with flowers and coffee.
he rubs a soothing hand up and down your back, “hey, no need to be sorry, okay? none of that,” he presses a kiss to your temple before opening the door to your room. sitting you down on your bed and sitting himself on the floor in front of you. taking your hands in his and looking up at you.
“you wanna tell me whats wrong, doll?” his voice is soft and sweet, no pressure to it.
“s’ stupid,” you attempt to look away from him because you knew his eyes would make you fold, but his hand comes to your jaw and pulls it back towards him.
“it’s not stupid, if it’s making you sad it isn’t stupid, even if you’re just anxious.”
of course steve harrington can read you like a book.
“i just-“ your voice falters, but his eyes stay on you, “i just got scared that one day you’ll leave me, i know you won’t, but just thinking about it scared me,” saying it out loud sounded like a ridiculous idea. and the look on steves face only confirmed its absurdity. his eyes glossed over a little, like a confused puppy.
“baby, no- never- what- what got you thinking about that, honey?” he almost looked upset, but not at you, he looked upset at whatever had made you feel like this.
your hands came to your face in embarrassment, laughing and groaning in embarrassment.
“its embarassinggg!”
he smiled, relieved that you understood that your worries were unwarranted.
he moved up to the bed and sat beside you now, “no, its not honey, tell me.”
you looked at him through your fingers and burst into a fit of giggles. he laughs, slightly bewildered, placing his hands on your shoulders as you leaned into him.
“i thought you forgot to call me, but then i realized how stupid that was, and that made me even more anxious!”
he laughs along with you, softly though. pulling you into his chest and petting your hair. “m’ sorry baby, i didnt mean to scare yo-“ but you cut him off.
“no steve,” you placed your hands on either side of his face, “you did nothing wrong, i had a bad day and it just came up in my mind and i freaked out, i know you love me, right?”
“i love you so much, i love you so much, so much y/n. i really do. i want to spend the rest of my life with you, and whatever comes after we die, i want to us to be together there too. youre everything ive ever wanted- no, really- its like you were sent down from heaven so i could love you. if i thought you’d say yes, id take you to the courthouse- or church- or whatever- and id marry you today. i love you, all of you, and that means i love your bad days too. so- if that mean part of your brain makes you sad again ill just have to beat it up.” he finishes his exclamation with a fake flick to the back of your head and a kiss to your hand. both of your eyes glossy with eternal happiness.
“i love you stevie” you whisper, before pressing your lips to his.
#steve harrington#steve harrington x you#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington blurb#steve harrington fluff#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington smut#steve harrington one shot#steve stranger things#steve h#steve h x reader#steve harrington x y/n#steve harrington x fem#steve harrington x female reader#steve harrington x fem!reader#dove and steve
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Could you talk about your infection au? I'm invested in it and I've been thinking about it all day
YES HULLO !! i dont want to spoil anything too much and im also working on a field guide sort of thing for the different stages of infection so im gonna try not to talk about those rite neow BUT im so glad that people r enjoying it! so id been seeing these scary mlp infection things ALLL over my tik tok feed for weeks and i was like .. yanno .. itd be really silly if i made this wof .. so i spent like 3 days mulling over what i could make the infection actually BE and i almost made it like the icewing plague but like it went scary but i didnt really know how to keep going with that so then i came up with a super smart idea which turned into this😋i dont wanna say where it started yet cuz ermm lore stuff but i will say that liek in the story the infection doesnt officially have a name yet so everyones just calling it like. the sickness at jade mountain. most of the infected originated IN jade mountain with the first symptoms being noticed in moon and turtle respectively, and then with the icewing students. i cant tell you guys how they got sick bc again . lore ..... but i think that its like kinda possible to find out. but i dunno. vulture and fierceteeth are also sick. there is ONE singular factor that unites these 4 + icewings, which miight b the reason WHY they got sick.kinkajou technically SHOULD be sick but she isnt for another reason that i cant say but if you really look into wof lore then i think u can figure it out idk. the infections transmitted via saliva/blood transmission, so mainly bites. tail barbs of infected sandwings are capable of spreading the sickness. there are 4 stages (5 if you count death) and it takes around 3 to 3.5 weeks for all stages to finish,, by ep3 the sickness has been around for ~2.5 weeks. the only KNOWN cure is amputation of wherever the infected area is,, so MUCH easier in early stages, unfortunate if its on an inconvenient spot, and impossible after hives start spreading. obvi flame had to be important bc i heart flame and i was like .. wait .. hes a healer in canon ...... so that worked out perfectly !! ik that in canon liana is like one of glorys MANY bodyguards but idc shes a healer here bc ermm i said so . also liana and mango r dating but i dont think that its relevant to the plot theyre just girlfriends in my head . as of right now kinkajou and peril are the only known immune dragons, with kinkajou for reasons currently unknown and peril bc . yknow . shes on fire . glory is in close contact with ruby and both kingdoms have taken measures to notify their kingdoms; the rainforest is under a sort of lockdown with rainwings on constant patrol/lookout for outsiders entering, they accept anyone who isnt infected to stay there for refuge while the skywing kingdom is in basically total lockdown other than ruby's messengers. ruby and glory also exchange their respective kingdoms medical knowledge, with the skywings having very good technology and rainwings having an expansive knowledge on medical herbs. nobody has heard from coral- the last thing she did was call for anemone's return back to the kingdom, and once she arrived, they all went underwater and have since then cut all outside contact. the mudwings are aware of the sickness but have so far done nothing about it; moorhen has warned her subjects but thats really it. i havent really decided what the sandwings or the icewings are up to but let me tell you guys its looking really rough for the icewings . so far it looks as though royal icewings are more resilient- tundras currently sick, but the sickness seems to be progressing much slower. this was initially believed to be because of the cold, but then other icewings started getting sick, and so its believed to just be a royal thing- likely something in their genetics. icicle is also sick but shes in stage 4 .. pray for my girl guys. lynx is helping snowfall out the best she can, but with the population getting increasingly sick seemingly spontaneously, its extremely difficult and stressful. the talons have quarantined sanctuary too. ok im outta characters but ya ty 4 the support!!
#wof#wings of fire#wof au#infection au#infection#fragariapathosis#yap session#idk if any of this makes sense its 2am and i did NOT proofread#fragariapathosis explained
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INTO THE SHADOWS
[SATORU GOJO X FEM¡READER]
{May or may not follow the actual plot, there will be a few changes- I dont own any original characters apart from Y/N Fushiguro.}
(Part one), (Part two )
Chapter Two- SHE'S STRONG AND SHE KNOWS IT
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Y/N stood inbetween her brother and Yuji Itadori as they awaited in the train station for their teacher, he was almost never on time and that annoyed the girl because she knew that even in the most complicated situations Gojo would always be Gojo and he would do as he pleased when he pleased, in his own way- he liked to say he was doing things in 'style' but the female Fushiguro didnt see it that way at all, she saw him as an inconvenience and an annoyance among others.
"How are there only three first-years? Isn’t that too few?" Yuji broke the silence between the three, looking at the siblings in confusion.
"Well, have you ever met anyone who can see curses before?" Megumi answered bluntly, eyes slanted in boredom.
"Uhh… Nope."
"Exactly, that just proves how small our population is, there arent many of us around." Y/N added quietly, eyes scouting the crowd, bringing her hands up to overlap her thumbs and spread her fingers out almost in the shape of a bird as she whispered 'shadow-bine' which made a black puff of smoke emerge and form into a crow that flew off at her silent demand.
Itadori looked at the girl in surprised, she only shrugged at him and stuffed her hands into her trouser pockets. Yuji then turned his attention to the other male, "Also, didn’t you say I was the third?"
"Their entry was decided a while ago. You know what our school’s like. Everyone has unique circumstances." Megumi hummed out, eyes squinting into the short distance when he spotted a familiar white haired male who had clocked them and waved.
"Sorry for the wait... I think you lost something Y/N/N, you spying on me again?" Gojo directed teasingly towards the girl who huffed and rolled her eyes, crossing her arms among her chest- she peered at the crow that now sat perched on Satorus shoulder before it turned to smoke again and vanished. "Oh? Your uniform made it in time, I see."
"Yeah, it’s a perfect fit! Though it’s slightly different from Fushiguro’s. It has a hood, for one." The pink haired boy exclaimed in excitement tugging at the edges of his cloak jacket smiling widely.
"That’s because the uniforms can be customized upon request." Gojo returned the bright smile the younger had, placing a hand on his hip as he leant to the right.
"Huh? But I never put in any requests."
"That's because Gojo did it, hes annoying like that. He likes taking control." Y/N said smugly, a rare half smirk tugging at the corners of her lips as she eyes the sensei raising her brows at him when he coughed, sending her a short glare.
"Ahh Whatever, I guess." Itadori smiled lightly, rubbing the back of his head glancing down at his uniform.
"Be careful. Gojo-sensei has a tendency to do things like that." The dark haired boy said peering over to Yuji who shrugged. "More importantly, why are we meeting up in Harajuku?"
"Because it’s what she asked for." Gojo replied as he started to walk, brushing shoulders with Y/N as he passed her, him sending her a little smirk as he did to which she immediately glared at, spinning around to follow behind.
"Hey, popcorn! I want some!"
...
As the group wandered through the grounds of the station, they came to a sudden halt at the sound of a females voice sounding agitated, when they each turned to look they caught sight of a girl no older than the two younger boys that was holding a mans collar, getting close to his face in a threatening demeanor.
"I’m sorry! Please let me go!" The mans voice echoed out, the girl scoffed dropping him before running her hand down her clothes legs in disgust.
"That’s kinda embarrassing." Itadori whispered, looking at the scene with wide eyes and his mouth a gape.
"So are you." The Fushiguros tutted out in unison, sending each other a look whilst switching their eyes towards the boy in question, nodding with a hum.
"Hey! Over here!" Gojo called out laughing, catching the girls attention as he starred to wave erratically.
"Damn, what’s up with that blindfold?" The newbie grumbled, walking towards the group with a sigh.
After they had collected the girl who they had gotten to know the name of- Nobara Kugisaki, she was a small, mousey brown haired girl with a fiery attitude, eyes bright and warm which was completely opposed to the other girl who stood there cold and calculating, Kugisaki would be lying if she said she wasnt intimidated my Y/N Fushiguro. The dark haired girl had been staring holes into the newbie ever since they had started towards the lockers, where they had ended up now.
"Okay, once again." Gojo noted, looking between the group, motioning to the new girl.
"Kugisaki Nobara. Be happy, boys. I’m the one woman in your group." Kugisaki stated to which yuji immediately looked up in confusion, eyes glancing over towards Y/N who was standing beside his sensei, arms folded, straight faced.
"What about- urm- Y/N?"
"I'm not in your year, therefore I wont be in your group and for that I am glad." She looked directly to the younger boy which made a sense of uneasiness wash over him due to the void look that was on her face, it seemed even more so emotionless than usual.
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Fushiguro had morphed back to jujutsu high not long after the boys and kugisaki had taken a seat on their isle, she didnt have to patience to be sitting around doing nothing when she could be training or at least attempting to get better- her large wound hadn't been getting better as she thought it would, it had grown more achy and painful over the last couple of days but she couldnt affors for that to delay her.
So as of now, she was in the training court, sparring with the unmoving dummies that were layed out in a sequence within the room, a few would pop out mechanically to take her by surprise every so often but she wasnt held back by anything, she powered through, pushing the tiredness and pain aside she had long forgotten about that feeling, now focusing on the adrenaline that was pumping through her veins. She was only practicing the hand to hand combat for now as there were times where it would be needed and she had more than perfected using her technique, the only thing that bothered her was how it had failed her, putting her in a weak position.
She wasnt used to her technique becoming faulty, it had never done so before so that bothered her greatly.
"You should take a rest you know." She came to a halt in her movements, heavily breathing as her heart hammered against her ribcage.
"Since when have you ever wanted a student to rest Gojo." She turned her head to side eyes the male from overhear shoulder, squinting lightly as her eyes struggled to focus in the moment, she let out a long ragged breath moving to take a seat on one of the benches where she suggested through her duffel bag, pulling out a cold bottle of water that she instantly took large sips of.
"You're pushing yourself too hard." He said softly, sliding do sit on the bench next to her. He turned to look at her and even though he had his blindfold on, she could sense the questioning gaze he held. "You never answered me."
"Huh?"
"When I asked what happened to you, the morning after your return." He stated, crossing one of his legs over the other as he leant back against the stone wall behind him, arms crossing over his stomach.
"What do you think Satoru? I fought curses like I usually do." Y/N stood from the bench, keeping her head lowered only allowing her eyes to look down at her bag as she stuffed the water bottle back inside, zipping it up.
Satoru had known Y/N since she was twelve years old, when he was first assigned to take care and mentor her and a five year old megumi- she didnt really approve of him at first, not wanting him to come between her and her little brother who she had taken full responsibility for after their fathers disappearance at the young age she was, Y/N didnt even start to trust Gojo until she was around sixteen years old when she had come back with her first ever major injury after fighting a curse, he looked after her eventhough she had denied him many times, he hadn't given up and since then they had become close.
"I know that your hurting, your in pain but your far to stubborn to admit it and accept help." He pushed up from the bench to stand at her side, hand tugging at her elbow as she went to walk away. She kicked her foot along the ground, skimming her shoe as she breathed out, turning to look at him as he looked over her.
"Its not painful. Its perfectly tolerable- nothing I havent handle before." The girl ran a hand down her side, eyes widening for a mere second as she felt a damp patch on her vest top. The male had felt her tense slightly, he rose his brows, tilting his head down as his heightened senses allowed him to know exactly what the issue was.
"You're bleeding."
"Mhm only a little..." her voice trailed off towards the end, she looked up at Gojo furrowing her brows as her vision started to blur and his features started to morph and smooth over, She squinted tilting her head to the side, mumbling out his nice in a whisper like tone to which he had answered but the words didnt form in her head, it was all murmered. The only thing she felt was a hand that grasped at her arm, feeling herself fall back then everything went B L A C K.
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crying bc like. congratulations???
@disqualifiedasahuman you stink by the way. you should shower or something
#hi yes im interacting with roleplay blogs no i do not care#these are fictional characters ftr#didnt he want a death that wouldnt inconvenience anyone?#the alleged stink would def. impact people#dazai typical suicide mentions#idk how to tag that so i went ao3 style#im bored out of my fuckin mind#i should stop writing these now
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🫂 。゚⊹ you’ve built a home in my heart — 01. microwaved strawberries...?
:: u got up at 2 am to get some snacks at the convenience store down the street. for your inconvenience, you quietly opened the door to meet a peculiar sight, someone trying to sleep on the floor across the hallway because their roommate has their gf over .. ?
warnings ⚠️ none !!
word count : 700 / 0.7k words !!
incheon, 2:53 am
“ahh im so hungry,” you grab your keys and wallet from your vanity, “i wonder what seven eleven has rn..”
this hunger pierced through your stomach, it was a craving that refused to be ignored, demanding immediate attention. you walked over to the living area to find hyunjin laying on his stomach, watching a new episode of the kdrama he’s been binging throughout the week.
“oh yeah, which filling did u want in the riceball?” you remembered his reply under your tweet
“salmon or tempura’s good, thank u love” he muttered, still focusing on the tv screen
— the nickname “love” sure is a charming term of endearment, especially coming from your childhood bsf.
“do u want me to go with u? its like pitch black outside” the blond shifted his attention onto you
“no, ill be fine, thank u tho”
“alright then, be safe” he reverted his attention back to the screen, “i dont wanna sleep hungry tonight” he says in a teasing tone
“whateverr, dont blame me if u see a bite out of your onigiri” your giggles filled the room.
you turned the doorknob and walked over to the elevator. as u neared your destination, a flicker of movement caught the corner of your eye and your curiosity piqued. you stopped in your tracks and turned toward the source of the movement. and there they were, sprawled across the rough carpet flooring of the hallway, was an uncomfy stranger, his features softened by the dim glow of the hallway lights.
“what the..” you mumbled with confusion mixed with concern, “are you alright?” you voiced, extending a hand in an offer of assistance. he blinked up at you, a mixture of exhaustion and horror reflected in his eyes.
“oh, shit, i didnt think anyone would be awake rn,” he quickly sat up, “my bad, im not homeless or anything. my roomate js has his gf over and i did not wanna third wheel..” the handsome stranger explained with weariness
a moment of silence passed between you two. in that fleeting moment, you made a decision fueled by empathy and a tinge of adventure. “well, how about.. ” you proposed, a smile creeping upon your lips. “instead of the rough, ugly floor, you sleep at my place tonight? im sure my roommate wouldnt mind”
“forreal??” his tired eyes looked up at yours.
“duh, i cant let you sleep out here, what if u get abducted??” you couldn’t let his pretty face touch the dirty ground..
“alright then, where are you going rn?” he took your hand as support to stand up, he was quite tall..
“just the store down the street, wanna come with?” now you looked up at his head.
“yeah, my treat tho, as a thank you”
4:42 am
“oohh wait” riki rummages thru the tote bag 7eleven gave you, he pulls out the pack of strawberries he bought. he approached the microwave, “do you want some?” he turned around to ask you
“depends, what are u gonna do with thrm?” you tilted your head in confusion
riki places the strawberries in a bowl and washes them thoroughly. “microwave them” you squinted your eyes and let your eyebrows frown
“microwaved strawberries…?” you were star struck, he left you speechless
“yup” with a smile, he carefully placed the bowl of red strawberries inside and set the timer. as the microwave hummed to life, riki leaned against the counter, eagerly waiting for the warm strawberries that awaited him. the soft whirring grew louder, and he watched through the transparent window, gently warming the strawberries and releasing their sweet fragrance.
“at least try it before u judge me” riki turned around with a bowl of microwaved strawberries placed in his hands, “come try some”
you got up and walked over to him. u stood in front of the microwave, the bowl of freshly microwaved strawberries in rikis palms, and skepticism + excitement settled within u. u took a strawberry from the bowl and bit a piece off, a burst of unexpected flavors met your mouth. the warmth intensified the strawberry’s sweetness and released an enchanting aroma, it almost smelled like your perfume. it was definitely a delightful surprise.
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Went to my first ever ice hockey game a day ago. Recovering ever since.
Went there knowing nothing and left knowing they like to beat each other up for the slightest inconvenience ahhahad. I loved the atmosphere though and it was super interesting to watch.
(This was my home team’s introduction☟ it looked and felt like the whole place got set on fire)
At the end our team won wich was great (even though i really think the opponents team didnt stand a chance bc it was obvious our team was so much better. Teamplaying and tactics wise.. but again i also know barely nothing so if anyone wants to educate me 🤓☝️ feel free to do so(^^)v)
#i bought a plushy of their mascot afterwards#That mf looked so cute#The plushy looks stupid as fuck tho#I love him anyway#I have a video of him dancing on the ice#That was all i needed to see to spend my money#The fighting between the players caught me off guard so bad#I didnt even understand why they where fighting#They even took off their gloves and helmets and everything#Life changing experience if im being honest#Would do again tbh#If the tickets wherent so damn expensive#I was lucky that my father got them for free#the players looked a bit stupid in their big gear wear#Like their head was to small for their body ahahshdh#ice hockey#european ice hockey
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