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Turnabout goodbyes: 3rd trial
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Birthday Boy
Pairing: Switch(?)Hyunjin x Fem!Reader
Genre: Romantic Smut
Warnings: Name calling (princess), oral (m), slight food-play (chocolate), handcuffs, lingerie, unprotected sex (don't be silly, wrap your willy)
Requested: nope
Words: 2.7k
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It was Hyunjin's birthday today, and so you decided to prepare a little birthday surprise for him. You made him breakfast in bed in the morning and you two cuddled watching his favourite movie before he left the house to go grab some lunch and celebrate with some of his close friends.
Meanwhile you didn't stay home for long, you went to the mall and bought everything you needed for his birthday surprise and birthday present. You bought a small chocolate cake for the two of you, flowers, some decorations and lastly his present.
Making sure to get home early you started setting up a few balloons in the livingroom and hallway with a happy birthday banner. You continued to make a path of small scented candles that led to your bedroom. In there, you had placed several candles on the dresser, bedside tables and shelves and you could already imagine how beautiful it would look once you lit them up.
Proceeding with your plan, you changed the bedsheets to his favourite silky beige ones and draped a fluffy blanket over the foot of the bed. Once you were satisfied with how it looked you prepared a small note for him and placed it neatly on the coffee table in the livingroom where you were sure he'd see it. After that was done you decided to take a bath and get ready yourself.
After your bath was over and you were dry and ready, your went inside your bedroom and carefully sat on the bed taking out a paper bag from underneath it. It was Hyunjin's gift. You smirked to yourself as you got the lingerie set out of the bag.
It was a beautiful black see-through material with a few purplish lace details on the breasts and pelvic area.
Putting it on, you couldn't help but smile to yourself knowing how much Hyunjin was gonna love it. Getting your phone from the side table you decided to text him.
You:
Baby when are you gonna be back :((
I missed you :((
Hyunjinah~:
Awww is my baby jealous cuz I didnt spend as much time with her today?
Dont worry baby, I'm on my way! <3
I'll be there in... 15 minutes! ^3^~ <3
You smirked to yourself and proceeded to go inside the kitchen and grab a lighter and the cake. Placing the cake box on top of the bed, you started off by lighting up the candles there and taking some pictures of yourself to use some other time ;)
You then wrapped your silky robe and went to the living room lighting up all of the candles there, as well as the hallway. You then grabbed the flowers you bought and threw some petals on the floor and on top of the bed creating a very romantic and sensual atmosphere.
You checked the time and you had only about 3 minutes before he arrived so you placed yourself on the bed with the cake on your lap âthe box long forgotten in the trashcanâ and with a beautiful bouquet of flowers placed next to you.
Soon enough, you heard a door opening and closing and Hyunjin's voice.
"Baby I'm homâ what the?" He muttered as he saw the setup.
He took off his jacket and shoes and walked towards the note resting on the table next to his favourite vanilla scented candles.
'Open Me'
It read on the outside and so he did.
Hello There Birthday Boy!
I hope you had a wonderful time with your friends but now it's our night!
I need you to follow the candles and let them relax you with their beautiful scent.
There will be a surprise waiting for you at the end of your path.
Enjoy~
He placed the note down and did as told, following the path lit by the candles.
Once the trail was over he looked up only to realise he was standing outside of your shared bedroom.
But now he had gotten an idea of what was going to take place in there.
He entered and immediately saw you sitting on the bed while holding his cake. Once you locked gazes, your eyes lit up and you started singing. "Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Hyunjin-ah! Happy birthday to you!" You finished and he came closer blowing out the candles on top of the cake and then leaned in and kissed you on the lips.
Taking the cake from you hands, he placed it on top of the side table.
He sat next to you on the and smiled at you.
"You know you really didn't have to do all that, the fact that you're here with me is enough." He said as he cupped your cheek and you turned to face him.
In the process he caught glimpse of your bra strap under your robe but didn't say anything.
"No Hyunjin-ah! I want to show you how special you are! Now stand up I have something more!" You said excitedly and he complied standing next to the bed and watching you intently.
Firstly, you gave him the flowers you bought for him and then you told him to close his eyes.
"No peeking okay?" You said and he nodded with a smile but cheated anyways, as he watched you bend over and grabbing something from underneath the bed.
Once he saw you were about to stand up, he immediately closed his eyes and you turned towards him holding a paper bag.
"Don't open them yet!" You said as you took the flowers from his hands and placed them on a random chair before handing him the bag.
"Now!" You said and he opened his eyes to see a Victoria's Secret's bag placed on his hand.
"Oh?" He said raising an eyebrow and looked straight into your eyes.
"Princess if you wanted us to fuck on my birthday you could have just asked and I would fuck you senseless all day instead." He said as he licked his lips looking at you with a growing fire in his eyes.
"Oh no Hyunjin, today is all about you, so take a seat, birthday boy." You said as you pushed his chest leading him to fall on the bed and he looked at you with a half smirk.
"Hmm, I like this side of you princess!~" he said as he looked at you anticipating your next move. You took the bag out of his grip and placed it next to the both of you as you got on top of his lap.
You kissed him on the lips, initiating a makeout session and started unbuttoning his velvety pink button up and slid it off his arms with ease. Once his upper half was bare, you proceeded to work your way down and undoing his pants. His breath hitched in his throat as you lightly palmed him trying to get him more excited.
"Now take a seat at the headboard and close your eyes." You instructed and he complied without a second thought. You then opened the bag and took out two pairs of fluffy pink handcuffs and cuffing both his hands on either side of the bed.
Upon the sound of the cuffs closing he quickly whipped his head towards you and looked at you shocked and confused.
"What are you doing?" He basically hissed as he pulled at the restraints.
"Making sure you enjoy this without worrying about me enjoying it. Now watch me." You said as you untied the bow holding the two sides of your robe together slowly and seductively revealing the lingerie underneath.
He couldn't help but groan at the sight of your dolled up body, all for him.
You let the silky fabric slide down your shoulder and pooling around your ankles exposing your half naked body entirely.
"Now, how shall I please the birthday boy first hmm? Any suggestions?" You said as you circled the bed to get to him. He gulped and opened his mouth in an attempt to speak but no sound came out.
"Hmm I have an idea..." You said as you looked into his eyes with your own lust-filled ones before dipping your finger into the cake, his eyes following your movements.
Unconsciously he licked his lips and you smirked as you brought the finger to his mouth.
"Go ahead, try it." You said and he gulped before taking your finger inside his mouth and licking it clean.
"Is it good?" You asked him and he nodded vigorously.
"Let me try for myself." You said as you dipped your finger inside the cake once again but you 'accidentally' dropped it on his upper body making him slightly moan from the coldness of the cake meeting his burning hot skin.
"Oops!" You said before you bended over and licked his abs getting the cake off of him and moaned while looking straight into his eyes.
"You're right, it's delicious, but I have something even tastier right in front of me." You said as you licked your lips before situating yourself on top of his lap and kissing allover his jaw and neck before finding his sweet spot and sucking harshly on it leaving the first hickey on his pale unmarked skin like the first drop of paint on a blank canvas.
He moaned and tried to place his hands on your waist but the cuffs held him back everytime.
"Its useless baby, they won't budge" You mattered between kisses and continued marking your way down his body.
"You want more baby, don't you?" You asked teasingly and he panted as he nodded at you.
"Yes please! Stop teasing me already!" He said as he buckled his hips up trying to find some sort of friction.
"Hmm I guess we can do something about that." You said as you got off him and spread his legs so you'd fit between them.
Pulling down his boxers and throwing them somewhere in the room, you let his rock-hard member free and took him inside your hand making him sigh at the very-much-needed contact.
Folding your body over with your ass up high, you licked a long stripe from his base to his tip following a prominent vein poking out underneath the skin.
He groaned and tried to grab your hair only to be reminded by the fact you had him tied up.
Playing dirty you decided to tease him some more as you licked around his tip spreading his pre-cum around.
"J-just put it in for fuck's s-sake!" He said between heavy breaths and you looked straight into his eyes as you placed his whole dick inside your mouth reaching his pubic bone and feeling his hairs tickle your nose and you slightly gagged from the friction at the back of your throat caused by his tip.
"Oh my god! Just like that!" He groaned as you hollowed your cheeks around his shaft.
You continued to bob your head up and down his member as fast as you possibly could.
"Gosh princess you make me feel so good!" He moaned again and again slightly bucking his hips up to meet your movements causing you to gag, but once you felt his member twitch inside your mouth you did everything you could to finish him off.
Massaging his balls, sucking on his tip and bobbing your head as fast as you could you soon felt him twitch again and he groaned louder.
"Princess I-I'm gonna cum!" He warned and soon enough you felt his hot cum hitting the back of your throat as you tried to shallow every drop of it milking him dry.
Once you swallowed everything you took your mouth off his dick with a pop and opened your mouth wide sticking your tongue out for him to see and he hissed.
"Fuck you're such a good girl for me baby!" He groaned out and tried to pull his hands away from the cuffs to touch you.
You smiled at him and moved closer, taking the key out of your bra and slowly unlocking the handcuffs restraining his hands from touching you.
"You know Hyunjin-ah, I'm very glad you enjoyed yourself but I'm afraid you enjoyed yourself so much that you made me have a problem myself." You said as you as you pointed towards your vagina and he licked his lips.
"I think I could help with that." He said finally placing his hands on your hips after what seemed like years.
"Oh really?" You teased. "What do you suggest?" You asked as you pushed his hair off his sweaty forehead.
"Well firstly, I need this off." He said as he put his finger underneath the bra strap pulling it up and then letting it drop against your skin making you moan slightly.
"Then take it off for me." You challenged and he quickly smashed his lips against your own and worked his way with taking off your lingerie.
Once you were as bare as a newborn baby he flipped you guys over, still not breaking your makeout session, and trailed a hand down to your core to test the waters.
You moaned into his mouth as you felt his fingers looking your entrance and he groaned pulling away for a split moment "Oh my Fuck! Your soaked for me!" He said before smashing his lips back into yours and sucking on your tongue.
Once he felt you were wet enough, he took his fingers away and spread your wetness on his alreay hard tip.
"Baby I love you so much, you can't even imagine how much you mean to me." He mumbled into your lips as he pushed himself in and your both moaned.
Caressing up your sides and breasts he reached for your hands interlocking your fingers with his and he took his sweet time kissing all over your face and neck moving lower to your chest and taking your nipple between his teeth, sucking on it and flicking his skilled tongue over it. You lightly squeezed his hands and he hummed against your breast making you moan.
"Y-you can move now." You announced and he immediately started thrusting into you slow and deep savoring every moment with you âand in youâ.
Filling you up to the brim you could feel each others love through passionate, loving movements of both your bodies.
Wrapping your legs around his waist you allowed him to reach deeper into you hitting your g-spot repeatedly.
Both were moaning each others names between kisses as your tongues tangled up against each other.
Soon you were brought over the edge as you came all over your lover's cock and with a few more thrusts you felt your walls being painted white as he came inside you, moaning your name repeatedly.
"H-happy birthday Hyunjin-ah.." you said as you kissed his lips once again.
"Fuck Y/n I love you so much!" He said with a lovesick smile as he pushed some hair out of your sweaty and tired face.
He slowly pulled out and kissed you lovingly on the lips as he went out of the room for a few minutes and then came back soon after and hovered over your tired form still lying down on the bed.
"I know you wanted to make this night about me, but let me take care of you love." He said and you nodded without a second thought as he put his hands under your knees and back holding you up bridal style almost effortlessly.
You kissed his cheek and he smiled down at you with his famous eye-smiles as he took you both to the bathroom.
There, you saw some of the candles placed around the room, and the tub filled with water and your favourite body wash. Two wineglasses and your favourite wine by the side of the tub.
"Ta-da!" He said and twirled you both around and you giggled telling him to stop.
He slowly and carefully got inside the tub and placed you down on top of himself hugging you close to his body.
"I love you so much Y/n, thank you for being with me all this time." He said and you turned to look at him.
"I love you more." You said as you snuggled your nose into his and kissing his lips lovingly.
#skz#skz one shot#skz smut#skz hyunjin#skz hyunjin smut#stray kids one shot#stray kids smut#stray kids#stray kids hwang hyunjin smut#stray kids hyunjin#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#kpop smut#kpop fan fiction#kpop#kpop scenarios#hyunjin oneshot#hyunjin smut#hyunjin#hwang hyunjin#happy bday hyunjin#happy bday#happy birthday hyunjin#birthday special#birthday oneshot#special smut#I'm honestly so tired i just wanna go to sleep but instead I'm posting this for the 3rd time oof
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Taekook/Vkook: From things I gathered so far
First of all, itâs just my thinking, I could be wrong. So if im wrong, then just think of this post as a fanfic. So, I started listening/watching BTS just this week. Yeah i know, very late for the party. but i dont usually listen to K-pop, so I came across them simply because theyâre everywhere recently.Â
They amazed me like most of the world right now, i started to watch their interview or v-live vids just to know them better.Â
Then i saw a old news about they almost break the group in 2018, i was really shocked, so i watched the 2018 festa, heard that V talked about Suga write a long massage to him and end with I love you. then Suga said he also sent to another person.Â
then Jungkook raised his hand.
i found it a bit weird why he didnât say it earlier, wait till Suga pointed out another person? But i didnât think into it. the news commented that Suga cared for the two youngest members, and said the almost disbanded reason was pressure from the fame.
Then i came across those Taekook vids, lots of them with detail analyse, those were too many i canât repeat. i grow up with Japanâs boy groups, those were K-popâs beginning, so im no new to those fan service behavior. But I really feel this wasnât the case.
The first one really bring up suspicious, is when Jimin asked if JK was happy, then JK said yes and thank fans.
I was really shocked to see that, because Jimin actually lower his voice, it doesnât sound like a joke.Â
And also JKâs answer... i have to say hes not the best improviser on cover up. He stop for a sec then said something in a weak tone....
He didnât ask why Jimin say that or anything, like a normal person been wrongfully accused. Just really nervous laughing.
Cute, but boi.
Then theres that famous sleeping together on a boat:
And also those v-live busted:
Jungkook wasnât wearing clothes when V came, but they exchanged some shady text before. So theory was probably V told him hes coming but didnât say he would bring the cam, so... poor JK.
Anyway there are lots of them, so im not gonna go threw everything. Just my theory: I would guess they probably started just good friends, they both has the same weirdness, and similar age. And JK said he think V really good looking a lot from the beginning. V would pet JK like a puppy and hug him every chance he got.
Though otherâs like the little bro too, but clearly they were the closest.
And most of all, V likes(or needs) to hug something to sleep, and little JK didnât like sleep alone. So they just naturally sleep together all the time. And other hyungs were used to it. they know each other more than any other members too.
 at first I guess they started to make out around 2017, but now i think probably 14-15. I have to keep changing the timeline earlier because more i dig, more i think it happened very early. 2013 When the group started, Jungkook looked so shy and everyone teased him. Vâs teasing a bit different, more intimate or inappropriate even. Like the pic above, JK often looks shy and tries to get away. Thereâre also a vid (I forgot where i saw it) everyone sit down talking, V held JK under his arm and grabbing his nipple, JK looked so uncomfortable and low key tried to get away. But that dynamic soon changed, JK suddenly more confident, can tease back, and possessive of V. i think they started to make out during that time. explain why JK used to so awkward when V teased him, because he got aroused by those joking behavior and embarrassed. But after confirmed that the feeling was mature. Heâs all exciting and totally in love. But I donât think they really consider the other one as lover till 2016, could be when V left the group for the movie shooting, the separation made them realized their own feeling. if i can be a bit pervert, i would say before that could just jerking, making out, normal stuff. but 16 or 17 are the time they really doing it and become lovers.
this vid was form 03.24.2017, i saw it from other peopleâs great vid. pls go watch it, so informational. In this vid you can hear some kissing sound. I used to think this time was they first build up the real sexual relationship so they couldnât control themselves. But now i think maybe because company were(are) pressing them, so its their way to get back. So as those sneaky tease, itâs their way to express their feeling under the company rules.
Maybe at first was boys fooling around, but it turn to real general love very quick. Itâs not just some dazed and confused, they supported each other in a high pressure industry full with adults. Train together, work together, live together. That would definitely create a strong bond. And I believe them made each other grow a better person. V becomes more thoughtful, discovered his ability on dancing, singing, and song writing. And the very capable JK becomes more caring, confident, and found his mental support he can always rest his head when he really tired.
The another shock for me was the behind scene of Winter Bear.
first of all, JK isnât in the credit so why was he there lol? Second, that phone lol. JKâs symbol is rabbit. so no matter who that phone is all quite suspicious. Although thereâre some camera sound, but it doesnât looks like another person was shooting, the sound and camera shift could edit in. or just ask the camera person leave the camera after couple shoots. Anyway, i think the camera was on the bed was the tiny movement matched their move so it could be just mattress bouncing. But the important thing i want to talk about was this:
That damn boi was freaking jerking off right?! His top all opened up, his left hand was under the cover, and there were some tiny panting and chest movement... i watched like at least 20 times, its gotta be. And thereâs a cut couple sec later, changed to JK singing winter bear with a smirk face.
cus he freaking knew the song is about him. yeah. I think V made that song cuz JK. He said before that JK really hates people waking him up. so i guess kinda like a bear?
 Then thereâs the walking with JKâs dog scene. Before the behind scene came out, people argued about whether JK was involved. But now, yeah, i would say he probably the person filming since he already filming V a lot on his personal account âgolden closet filmâ... do i even need to say anything about the name?
Back on the bear.Â
V only held one bear, and the finishing had two bears.
Two bears, how could that be any more obvious?? Two bears, two boys likes to sleep together. do the math.
do you even wanna talk how close he and the person filming? donât think a professional would film like this. and the look in Vâs eyes, the tiny smile on his lips... im tired to go over this, why do i even need to point out? use your eyes.
So, conclusion, I think they were in love since 2017. And the other members all know about it. There are so many slips i wouldnât gonna talk about it. itâs already a super long post.
Next, itâs the interfering phase. 2018.Â
Anyway, Korea is not a gay-friendly country. And they have mandatory military service, which V and JK havenât done. if youâre gay in Korea military, you could face jail time. And not to mention coming out in anywhere would be hard. The company started to separate V and JK, they wonât be in the same vid, even arrange different schedule for them. If itâs a group activity, then they couldnât stand next to each other without others cut in-between.
I imagine its not a great job for the hyngs, probably why they talked about disband. Yeah, I went back to the first question i got and finished my quest. i think i found the real reason. and it explains why-->
See when Jin said it, V was looking at another person on his right side with that intense look, tell me that's not a look you look at someone you love but couldnât be with.
And V all broke down, finally JK couldnât watch it anymore.
I canât find a close up, but i remember seeing in some other vids. JK was holding his tear and put on a calm face but you can see how hard he gritted.
itâs hard to find because they all got ban by the company. maybe my post would too... i heard there was a vid on YouTube point out the same thing and got ban by bighit. so... anyway. if you think im right, you can make a copy of my post and re-post it. donât worry about copy my words, i donât mind. if a lot of people did the same thing, then there would be no point to ban.
IM NOT DOWN HERE!!
Thatâs talk about this v live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfHecRN_dLk
if you didnt watch it, go find it on youtu. This vid are so... all over the place. I didnât understand till some great analysis (see the link above). i couldnât go throw all the details why how or what... if you donât believe, why you even read till here?Â
Simply says, company wanna hide that JK and V was staying in the same room, so they probably ask V to leave the room, but V came back in the middle, everyone was super awkward, so Jin and Jimin left. V looked sad and pissed. He wouldnât leave, so company sent someone to ring the bell, and told JK to ask V to leave.
see how uncomfortable that JK had to ask V to leave. i feel so bad for them both, had to follow those company stupid rules and pretend their relationship. How would that feel when you have the love one so close to you, but you canât touch, canât hold each other, canât even say how important that person meant to you.
Theyâre in their 20s! they should be having fun with each other, posting those sweet pics and showing off their boyfriends, having the best. Instead, they canât even stand together in public photo shooting.
People even thought they have issue with each other, can you imagine how insult that would be? have to see your fans pairing you and your lover with other people, but couldnât say anything.
Then, thatâs talk about the new album. because i think theyâre not gonna be quite for long. remember RM made a speech in UN about not just love yourself, also need to speak yourself? I think they are gonna speak, thatâs why RM hinted in this interview:
yes form the same youtuber, go find the vid. He say something big could be coming, i do think definitely could be JK and V coming out. see how serious JKâs face? this kid got frown lines in just a year! People were shock that he looks much grown up in âONâ, i just feel sorry for him. hes only 22, he shouldnât have to grow up so much. But love would do this to you, the things you do for love age you. V seems much older too, i couldnât imagine how much pressure hes under.Â
And we have to talk about the songs.
First, Jungkookâs My time. He said the same thing about have to grow up fast. Of course industry would do that to you, but he was always quite happy till couple years ago. love do make us weak and hurt, some love just harder than the other. In his song, he said donât know whatâs his time, I think maybe he was thinking about when to come out? But eventually he definitely will, because his song was for V, the lyric mostly was easy to understand, butÂ
Even if it's opposite of sun One time for the present (one time) Two time for the past (two time) these three lines i think sun means Vâs name? probably means even against what V wants? but the one or two im not sure, how many times he disagree with V?
And time, my time, does that mean sexuality? or just simply means he couldnât have time with V? so many possibility...
But i really wanna talk about Vâs inner child. Thatâs the reason why i spent 4hrs writing this long ass post with my broken english. Not even sure would any one even bother to read... Because after everything i know and believe about V and JK, when i read the lyric i see a totally different song. a heart break love song for someone he knows for so long, when they both young. (im tearing up again) OK, call me imagine things all you want, if thereâs a small chance they really are lovers and this song was for JK... just pretend that and read+listen the song again.
At that time, we had it tough While looking up at those stars in the sky,â
tooâ
far out ofâ
reach You at that time, didn't believeâ
in galaxies But I saw it, a silver galaxy It must haveâhurt,âitâmust have beenâso difficult I ranâtowards the endless lightÂ
The first part is the beginning of their story, they wanna be like those stars, but JK wasnât sure about himself. V believes they can make it. so they went for it, even have to go through all those lies and suffering.
and the chorus...Â
It tingles, that summer day's air The cold sounds of the grey-lit streets I draw in a breath and knock at your door We gon' changeÂ
maybe how things happened? Not sure the summer is a metaphor or a real time though. this change means they fell in love.
Now I wish we would smile more It will be okay, because today's me is doing fine Yesterday's you, now it's all clear I want to hug the many thorns in the budding rose The smiling kid, the child who was always laughing brightly When I see you like that, I can't help smiling
The second part is breaking my heart. I think hes telling JK not to worry about him. He doesnât mind those thorns(all the obstacles they have to face), he want the rose(JK or their love relationship). And the smiling kid part just makes me cry every time. The line âYesterdayâs youâ, Im not sure means he can sees JKâs grown up, or... When i sense that their relationship might be the almost disband reason, i think probably one of them wanted to go against the company, open their relationship. But the other one refused. Thatâs why they end up still the same. I thought was V wanted to open, because heâs more donât care about what people think kinda person. but now i think might be JK. Thatâs why V was crying so hard on the stage, because hes the one hiding. He felt sorry for JK, and JK held him showed he support his decision. And if thatâs true, then the whole âyesterday youâ could means that V understand why JK want to go public now. Another thing why i suddenly think JK is the one wanted to come out, is the âGolden Closet Filmâ name. And Itâs started at 2017.11.08... probably the time they talked about coming out, but decided not to, he was frustrated and felt been pressed by the company into this glamorous closet.
the chorus this time means another change, maybe they broke up, or put a hold on their relationship. but i would think... maybe when V made the song, he didnât know what would happen. this song was what he wanted to say to JK, so he could bring this song to JK and play or sing to him. See what would he choose.
Therefore comes the next part which is dancing in my tears:Â
Tonight, if I reach my hand to yours Can you hold that hand? I'll become you You just have to look at my galaxies Be showered with all those stars I'll give you my world The lights illuminating your eyes, they're the me of now Youâre my boy, my boy My boy, my boy, my boy
Is V asking JK to come out with him? i couldnât figure out every single words mean but i donât have to, thatâs something V said to JK, the meaning belongs to them, we can just shared a bit of his emotion. there are just so many love and begging, calling for the boy he deeply in love with. every single word hurt me deeply because they are so real and pure.
If someone wrote something like this song to you, you need to grab that person tight. You might never meet another person could love you more than that.
I donât know if JK hold Vâs hand, like I said in the beginning, i could be all wrong and this is just a fanfic. But itâs the ending, if you still with me. let me make a wild guess...
If they come out on one of the coming concert, that would be epic. I worry for them of course, I wish them nothing but happiness. I truly donât want to see this great kids suffer anymore. So maybe its a good thing if im wrong, or the storm might swallow them all. No matter what, i will keep supporting them, hope most of the army too.Â
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how do you plan/script your comics? (sorry if this has been asked before!)
hi! I kinda talked about how i plan comics here and here, if it helps! But hey you asked and it made me happy so have a longer post.
For Coffee (since itâs my latest big comic i can talk about it in a bit more detail) it started with me just staring blankly into space, trying to find a Cool Idea that was in line with my theme for this comic (âdream teamâ), and then THIS MOMENT came to me:
(a panel of someone stabbing someone!!! STAB!!!!!)
(a panel of someone looking down at someone else, tired and weary)
(another panel, they look at someone on the ground (alive? dead?)) âI dont think we can keep doing this, XXXX.âÂ
or, as I wrote it in my rough notes:
which only makes sense to myself, cuz thats MY notes.Â
but yeah i saw this moment and i was like ooooOOOOOOOH MAN!!!! DUDE!!!! THATS GOOD SHIT!!!!! WOAH!!!!! YEYYEYAYAYH
I actually intended for this to be the very start of Coffee! you know, kind of a âHOW DID WE GET TO THIS?â prologue. but then it didnt make sense with the story i created so i had to cut it, boo!!!
and then from that I wrote the dialogue! Just little snippets, from that one moment, trying to figure out how we got here- whoâs XXXX? whoâs stabbing them? why? BETRAYAL? what are they tired of? WHATS GOING ON HERE? LETâS FIND OUT
and then itâs just writing snippets and putting them in some kinda order and also who cares about punctuation or names or anything that might help someone thatâs not me figure out what the hell is going on
(keymashes are placeholders) (i did learn how to write scripts once upon a time but i draw comics on my own so who needs a well written script HUH?)
when i write my dialogue i usually have a basic idea of how each panel is gonna look, how many panels, etc, but i dont usually worry about that, this is the DIALOGUE stage DIALOGUE is IMPORTANT!!!!!Â
(if i do write down visual cues at this stage theyre still unknown to anyone but me. what does âaaaahâ mean visually? BELIEVE ME, I KNOW.)
but adrienne this comic was for a comic jam thing and the constraint was that your comic needed to have a quote from a movie/tv show! oh yeah so i was like âhm if theyre assassins, something from the godfather maybe lmaoâ and i figured iâd think about it later and!!! while i was writing the dialogue i was like âand then X says âyou think you can be happy without me or something.... stupid... NO WAY BABY, IâM ITââ and i was like âTHATS SUCH A GOOD LINE???? THATS SUCH A GOOD LINE THERES NO WAY I CAME UP WITH THAT SHITâ and i didnt because it was from Gone Girl. (taps side of my head) dont need to find a quote if ya brain just does it by itself
and then when i have all my dialogue pretty much 90% figured out its FIGURING OUT THE CHARACTER DESIGNS TIME
(nailed it first try) (also didnt figure out the baristaâs design cuz this dummy only appears for one and a half panels!!!!! who cares about you barista guy. no one. except Y)
and then its EXCEL TIME
(each line is a panel) (i never fill the status column anymore because i try to draw pages chronologically so... i usually know where im at lmao)
at that stage i have a better idea of whatâs on each page, in each panel, and i usually refine the dialogue here as well. this whole thing till now took like three, four hours
also i dont know where to put this but i always try to... kind of foreshadow the end thru expressions... and so i always keep in mind what each character is feeling at every panel! i dont always write it down but i ALWAYS remember. what i mean to say is that the second Y was like âarent you tired of thisâ X was immediately like âooooooooooh this binch wants to leave me time to play dumbâ
and then itâs thumbnails time
all done on procreate this time because itâs easier/faster/makes my drawings more loose and fun! just the thumbnails though because no text on procreate (AT THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!). just trying out poses and expressions, not really focusing on layout because weh. also at that stage i cut off one page! i had it roughed out but i cut it! right after X goes âlmao youâll never have a normal life you loserâ i IMMEDIATELY had a page with just. Xâs dead body. eyes open and all. and it freaked me out!!!! so i removed it lmao that was too jarring even for me and i drew the damn thing. so BUH BYE
this took me. six hours...?
and then actual pages on photoshop!
(not pictured: refs and youtube with some kingdom hearts LPs open on my other screen)
and then drawing all the pages and resizing and exporting to PDF and then i went to bed cuz it was 3am.Â
thatâs how cha girl plans comics i hope it helped and anyway itâs fine if it didnt because im gonna be honest i love writing about my process. thank you for reading
#ask tag#reference#ref#comic#where i talk about how i made Coffee in a lot of detail#DID THAT ANSWER YOUR QUESTION? I HOPE SO! I HAD FUN WRITING ALL THIS OUT ANYWAY THANK YOU#Anonymous
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Turns Out Being a Super Hero Is Actually Really Gay! - Chapter 2
Yo, yo, yo! Yâall ready for the second chapter of this bullshit? Cuz I sure as hell ainât because that means I have to now start writing chapter three and I have no idea where this story is going! Aaaaaahhhhhhh! But Iâm excited though! Again, thank you to @sugarglider9603 and @ask-spiderverse-virgil for their lovely AU! Without further ado please ENJOY!!!!
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Swirls of colors and sounds filled their head like passing movie commentary you skip over. Small glimpses in and out of consciousness that made no sense by themselves but when put together you get some sort of visual on the puzzle youâre trying to put together.
ââŠfood poisingâŠ?â
ââŠstress maybeâŠâ
ââŠfluâŠshould restâŠâ
ââŠ24 hour bugâŠâ
They all made sense when you thought about it but the reality of it was that they werenât just âsickâ they had been poisoned. Not on purpose, though who could say for sure. Who knows what kind of DNA splicing was done on that spider?
Wait, when did they get poisoned?
What spider?
The spider we let out the window?
No, itâs in our room!
We donât like spiders! Theyâre icky!
They arenât so bad.
A soft chuckle. Of course, weâd think that. Youâd think that? Iâd think that?
Wait, what?
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Logan woke up with a start, heart pounding and lungs burning. He clutched onto something solid next to him so as to steady himself. He blinked rapidly, eyes adjusting to the dim light of the room in was in, his room? When did he get here? Logan carefully turned to take in his surroundings; he was in bed, dressed in pajamas, right hand having latched itself onto his head board. He glanced at the alarm clock near his desk it read 5am which would explain why everything was so dark.
Loganâs throat felt dry, like every time he swallowed it was like a cheese grater scraping against his vocal cords. He also fest extremely hungry despite the events that had happened previously. Logan carefully got up to go get some water and maybe an early breakfast only to be pulled back into bed.
âWhat theâŠ?â Logan looked around to see what had happened and found that his had was still on his head board. His brow frowned as he tried to pull it off but it continued to stick as if it had been glued on. He pulled again, a bit harder, but only managed bend over a section of the metal bed frame. Loganâs eyes widen in shock and awe as he pushed back against the bended area and effortlessly straightened it. Now Logan wasnât weak by any means necessary but he never considered himself athletic material either, let alone able to bend thick metal bed frames!
A soft tap on the door, âLogan, love, are you awake?â
âUh, yes Ummi,â He replied hoarsely before clearing his throat âwhat did you need?â
âWhat are you doing up so early?â She questioned âThe doctor said you should be resting?â
When did he go to the doctor?
âWhen did I go to the doctor?â Logan asked lamely, seriously all these blanks in his memories were going to drive him insane.
âWe didnât, we had called Dr. Smith next door,â Mrs. Quinn explained âunfortunately the Storms had called him as well. It seems Virgil had gotten sick too, very similar to how you did last night.â
Her voice sounded distant, like the memory of it brought her immense pain and that hurt Logan more then he thought it would. Also, Virgil had gotten sick as well, has he also been bitten? He asked, âIs he okay? What happened?â
âHeâs fine but Iâm not quite sure what was going on with you two,â She sighed âyou seemed to be in a lot of pain, both mentally and physically. It wasâŠvery unpleasant to say the least.â
That was an understatement.
âDr. Smith said it was probably a seasonal bug going around as well as stress,â There was a beat of silence âLogan, have you been doing alright in your studies?â
âYes Ummi,â Logan reassured âeverything is fine.â
âAnd you havenât been harassed by other students like that boy from yesterday?â She asked anxiously.
âNo Ummi, I havenât,â Logan said seriously âIâm alright, I promise.â
More silence filled the room, unsureness thick in the air because honestly Logan had no idea if he was really fine or not. There was definitely something different about him thatâs for sure and it had to do with that spider. He saw it on his desk, siting in the jar he placed it in earlier as if it hadnât caused all this trouble.
âCan I come in?â Mrs. Quinnâs voice snapped Logan out of his train of thought and in a brilliant moment of word association he said âN-no, IâmâŠno dressed.â
It was cleat that this wasnât something Mrs. Quinn expected, âWhy are you undressed?â
âIâm getting ready for school,â He replied quickly âthis is my normal routine, is it not?â
âYes, but I would hope you would stay home today,â She said âespecially after yesterdayâs events.â
âI feel better now,â Logan assured, which was true, he actually felt great just really, really hungry and thirsty.
âWell, you donât have to be in school until 8am so maybe you should rest a little bit more,â She suggested âand if youâre still feeling up to it then maybe you can go to school.â
âOf course, Ummi.â He nodded, even though no one was there to see it.
âBut if I find out that youâre even slightly ill, youâre staying home,â Mrs. Quinn said firmly âunderstood?â
âUnderstood.â Logan agreed, best not to argue least she come in her and find Logan in his sticky situation.
âGood,â She sighed âgo back to sleep love, Iâll be by to check on you soon. BabĂĄ and me have to leave to work a little early today so I want you to make sure youâre completely fine to go to school, okay?â
âYes Ummi,â Logan sighed and with one last get well his mother departed down the hall. Finally. Loganâs muscles relaxed, not realizing how tense he had been, and he felt his hand slip from the metal bars it was attached to.
Logan blinked in confusion, standing up carefully and walking to a nearby wall. He decided to experiment a little, placing his hand on the wall and tensing the muscles in his fingers, just a bit. Like he predicted it stuck solidly onto the wall, he relaxed and his hand slipped free. He did this a few times more, first with one hand, then with two then with his feet before deciding to see what would happen if he pulled himself up. Logan was able to lift himself a few inches off the floor with nothing but his hands and feet holding him in place somehow.
âHoly shit.â He whispered to himself.
Logan looked to the little spider scuttling around in itâs jar as it effortlessly crawled up and down the sides. He wonderedâŠhe detached one hand and lifted it further up, same with the other hand, right foot, left foot, and soon enough he was hanging upside down from his ceiling.
âSomething is definitely not right.â Logan breathed out anxiously, wondering how the hell the others were taking to this.
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Something was definitely not right with Patton. First of all, he woke up tangled in his bed sheets which wasnât unusual for the most part but it was much more difficult to get out of this morning since everything kept sticking to him. By the time he was able to detach himself from everything he was standing (hanging???) sideways on the besides his bed. Needless to say, he freaked out and spent half an hour trying to get unstuck only to drop back down on his bed and get tangled in his sheets again.
Defeated, Patton settled starfish style on his carpet floor, half the sheet clinging onto his leg as well as other thing such as papers and markers and socks sticking to other parts of his body. Patton really wanted to cry, he had no idea what was going on or what to do about it. But he knew crying wouldnât do him any good so he took a few deep breaths to calm himself.
In for fourâŠhold for sevenâŠout for eightâŠ
âI wonder why no one has come into my room yet?â Patton wondered aloud, especially with all the ruckus he was causing.
He lifted himself off the floor, not noticing the things he had stuck too start to slowly slip off, reaching over on his night stand for his phone. He clicked it on and found a few messages from his brother Georgie but aside from that he looked to the date and found that it was Wednesday. It explained a lot, Wednesdays were the busiest for his family with his parentsâ bakery always filling up, Alex is having the morning shift at his part time job before heading to university, and Georgie opening up at the dinner he worked at. He quickly opened up his text messages.
Georgeous: ma said shed get off work early if ur still sick
Georgeous: theres soup & crackers at your desk if ur hungry
Georgeous: also water
Georgeous: ma also said u dont have to go to school today if u dont wanna
Georgeous: doc said u should take it easy
Ever the doting older brother Georgie was, always looking out for Alex and Patton even if they could get on his nerves sometimes. He should bake him a cake as a âthank you for dealing with all my oopsiesâ. Patton sent him a reply along with a few questions.
Baby Shark: thanks but i feel better now
Baby Shark: when did i go to the doctor?
Georgeous: dr. ortega from down the street was alredy coming by to check on romen
Georgeous: turns out he was sick as well
Georgeous: ma asked her to come over when she was done checking him out
Baby Shark: is Ro ok?
Georgeous: yeah doc said it was probably the flu going around an it just got to u 2 realy hard
Georgeous: why didnt u tell us u were feeling sick?
Patton thought for a moment, how could he explain that he hadnât been feeling sick at all up until yesterday afternoon afterâŠafter he got that bug bite. Then that weird dream he had just before he woke up stuck to the wall and tangled in his sheets. How was he supposed to explain that things kept sticking to him and that the world seemed much more sharp now?
Baby Shark: i didnt notice it much
Baby Shark: and when i did i just thought it would pass with a good nights sleep
Baby Shark: i didnt want to bother anyone if it was nothing
Patton didnât like lying to people but he just had no idea what was going on and he doubt anyone else did either. This would just cause them to freak out and then what? More doctors? Would the government get involve? Were they gunna make him a science experiment now that heâs a freak?
Georgeous: still next time tell us even if its just a stomach ache
Baby Shark: ok
Baby Shark: i g2g and get ready for school
Georgeous: r u sure?
Baby Shark: yeah i feel a lot better now promise <3
Georgeous: ok but if u feel sick just call me an iâll pick u up ok?
Baby Shark: ok bye love u <3
Georgeous: love u too
Patton sighed, flopping back on the floor. He felt sick again but not like before, this was a different kind of sick. A guilty pit in his stomach kind of sick that probably wonât go away any time soon. Oh well, he couldnât change anything now, might as well move on with his day. First things first, he had some thank you cookies to make.
He lifted his phone to check the time, 7am, plenty of time to do a quick batch of peanut butter cookies and scones. He should hurry so he could go check on Roman afterwards, he did look a little down when they were walking home yesterday.
âI wonderâŠâ Patton said aloud again as he stood up to get dress. He placed his phone back down on his night stand and noticed his glasses sitting beside his lamp. Patton blinked as he felt his face and found he indeed was not wearing his glasses and yet the world looked crystal clear as if he was.
âOh geezâŠâ
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Virgil was very thankful that it was Wednesday, everyone always goes to work early on Wednesday since it was the middle of the week and for some reason Manhattan decided to be a world of chaos. He was also thankful that he grandmother was a heavy sleeper because he had no idea how he was going to explain this!
âFuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!â Virgil cursed as he desperately tried to unstick his feet and left hand from the ceiling. He had no idea how this happened or why it was happening he just knew that he wanted to get unstuck now!
Knock! Knock!
âPiglet, are you awake?â His grandmother called from behind the door.
âUh, yeah,â Virgil squeaked âb-but, um, donât come in I-I donât have a shirt on!â
It was true, during his earlier struggle to get unstuck from his bed, which he at first thought was sleep paralysis, his hands got stuck to his shirt and tore it open when he was trying to unstick them.
âWell, I was just wondering if you wanted breakfast,â She said âI could make you a warm broth so as not to upset your stomach.â
âN-no thanks Mama,â Virgil said quickly, finally able to get his hand free âIâll just have something at Loganâs house before I go to school.â
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea?â His grandmother questioned sternly âYou were very sick yesterday and the doctor said to take it easy.â
âYeah, yeah, Iâm sure,â He fibbed as he wondered when he had gone to the doctor.
âIf youâre sure,â She said skeptically âjust make sure you two donât eat anything too heavy. I heard Logan got sick last night as well, the doctor said it was a passing seasonal bug.â
âOkay, sure thing,â Virgil gulped âIâm gunna get ready now, donât worry about me.â
âWe will always worry about you, Piglet,â His grandmother said gently âitâs what families do.â
And with that she was gone and Virgil was beyond relieved. Then he fell off the ceiling. He was thankful for the dirty clothes pile in the middle of his room that softened his fall but he also cursed it because that means more stuff got stuck to him.
He groaned, âCome on, come on! Unstick, unstick!â
He hopped around the room like a lunatic and was only able to shake off a few articles of clothes before he tripped. The fall wasnât as soft this time but at least the floor was carpeted at least so he didnât knock his head that badly. He had landed near his dresser drawer where JDâs tank rested on, the tarantula in question was practically pressed up against the glass and hissing worriedly at his ownerâs misfortune.
âHey buddy,â Virgil groaned as he pulled himself up to be eye level with the tank and all who inhabit it âIâm okay, donât worry. Though Iâll be honest, I have no idea whatâs going on.â
âHurt! Master hurt!â JD chittered as he paced anxiously in his tank.
âIâm good really, you hungry?â Virgil asked before he paused to process what just happened. DidâŠdid his tarantula just talk to him? No, no, it couldnât be, he just hit his head too hard. Right?
âFood!â JD cheered excitingly as he scurried around his food bowl patiently waiting for something to drop.
Virgilâs eyes widen in shock, completely frozen in place as he stared at his pet tarantula who was excitingly chanting âFood, food, food!â. He noticed that there were little waves of colors radiated off JD like a sort of technicolor halo. It was all getting to be a bit too much.
JD scuttled back to the front of the tank, a confused look in his eyes, âNo food?â
Virgil yelped, accidently launching himself backwards towards his desk where he got stuck again. God damn it! Papers flew around were everywhere and Virgil couldnât see, he stubbled around not knowing where he was going as he tried to desperately to get things to stop sticking to him.
âStop sticking god damn it!â He growled as he finally got the last piece of paper off of his face. His relief was short lived because to his horror he was not in his bedroom anymore but on the standing perpendicular to the side of his building. âKeep sticking! Keep sticking!â
He was about a foot away from the fire escape near Loganâs window and Virgil contemplated weather or not he had enough courage to jump over or if his stupid sticky body would even allow that to happen. Still, he tried, carefully shifting one foot in front of the other until he had inched his way over the fire escape. Thankfully, it was only then that his stickiness decided to abandon him as he fell onto hard metal. Virgil groaned, it surprisingly didnât hurt as bad as he thought it would but it still hurt pretty fucking bad.
He heard the window above him open up and his head tingled when he saw Logan poke his head out, looking around before finally spotting him below. The waves of color were back but this time they were brighter and loud like some sort of signal. Logan was a mesh of blue and cool grey and by the look he was giving him Virgil was just as colorful.
Logan seemed to think deeply for a moment, his mouth a straight line of concentration, âI can assume my theory was correct.â
âWhat theory?â Virgil groaned as he slowly sat up, rubbing his sore head. Heâd be lucky if he didnât get a concussion after all of this.
Ignoring his question, Logan grabbed Virgilâs arm before he could warn him and pulled, âCome inside.â
âWait!â Virgil was pulled into the room quite effortlessly as if he weighed nothing to Logan. Which wasnât all that hard to believe, Virgil had always been a thin guy plus he was a dancer so that wasnât helping with anything. But not to say Logan was weak but seeing as the most physical activity this guy does is walk to and from school, he should have had at least a little trouble getting Virgil inside.
âYouâre not gunna believe this but JD talked to me and I fell from side of the building because I got stuck!â Virgil blurted out in one breath.
âYes, I know,â Logan said coolly âI need you to relax.â
âHow the hell do you want me to relax?!â Virgil screeched âI just fell from the wall and Iâm sticking to everything!â To emphasize his point, he shook his hand which was now stuck on too Loganâs arm.
âI know,â Logan repeated âitâs been happening to me too but you need to calm down if you want to get unstuck.â
âHow do you know?â Virgil cried, thoroughly done with this whole day and it hadnât even started.
âBecause Iâve been testing myself since 5am ever since I woke up stuck to the head board of my bed frame then proceeded to fold it and unfold it like it was paper!â Logan shot back, seemingly frustrated as well âNow breath!â
Virgil finally shut up and listened, breathing in for fourâŠhold for sevenâŠout for eightâŠthen again, a few more times until he was able to unstick himself from Loganâs arm. He leaned back against Loganâs desk, wrapping his arms around himself as he anxiously looked towards Logan for answers. âWhatâs going on?â
Logan looked tired, his hair was messy and he had bags under his eyes but he looked determined, âI have few theories, mainly surrounding the spider that bit us.â
âSpider?â Virgil said, it couldnât possibly be the same one from yesterday could it?
âYes,â Logan said, grabbing a jar from behind Virgil and thrusting it in his face. Inside was the same spider from yesterday scurrying around the now web filled jar. âItâs from the same spiders we saw at the lab at Oscorp. Most likely the one that escaped.â
Virgil tilted his head curiously, âI thought the tour guide said it was back in the lab?â
âObviously not,â Logan said deadpan.
âTrapped! Free!â The spider hissed causing Vigil to jerk back, kicking his leg up at the jar as Logan fumbled to grab it again.
âIt fucking talked!â Virgil shrieked.
âYeah, no shit!â Logan snapped, placing the jar near one of the shelves furthest from the panicking teen âI thought we established that with your spider!â
âWhy is it talking?â Virgil snapped back.
âItâs not,â Logan sighed, straightening himself out as he reached to adjust his glasses only to realize he wasnât wearing them âour sense have been enhanced to see and hear things better which in turn means we can hear certain frequencies better. It has been theorized that insects have their own language but the frequency at which itâs at it too high for normal human ears to pick up. What weâre hearing is a weak and choppy frequency so weâre only able to make out a few words.â
âAh-huh,â Virgil nodded, still slightly freaking out âso what does this have to do with, mmh, everything else!â
âDonât you see?â Logan said âWeâve been enhanced with artificial spider DNA! The venom injected into us was supposed to kill us but it instead latched on to our genetic coding and mutated us!â
âWait, wait, wait,â Virgil rubbed his face anxiously âso, what your saying is we have spider-based superpowers likeâŠlike Rainbow Weaver?â
âBasically,â Logan shrugged âthough all Iâve been able to find now is our abnormal adhesiveness, above average strength, slight sensitivity to radio waves, slightly larger range in frequency, faster reflexes, acute awareness and, as youâve noticed, perfect eye vision.â He gestures towards his glassless face as evidence.
Virgil ran a trembling hand over the left side of his head, âThis is crazy, this is impossible, thisâŠthisâŠâ He tugged at his hair and realized âmy hand is stuck.â
âRelax,â Logan soothed âyou were able to get it unstuck before, you can do it again.â
âAnd if I canât?â Virgil squeaked, panic beginning to rise once more.
Logan bit his lip nervously, âWeâll think of something.â
---
There was a note on Romanâs dresser from his mother when he woke, he tried to read it but he was stuck to his sheets and as well as a few other things when he came tumbling out of bed. Notebooks, scrap papers filled with important theater notes, dirty clothes, make up, and any other thing his body made contact with. At first, he thought it was a prank done by the twins but it seemed a bit excessive and a little to advanced. Plus, how would they even do that? Getting Roman to stick to everything without using some sort of glue?
Roman was able to rip most of the things off of him and finally walk over to the dresser. He didnât risk touching it though, much too scared heâll get stuck again, so he merely peered down at the note filled with his motherâs careful handwriting.
Descansa un poco, mi amor, el doctor dijo que tenĂas una enfermedad que habĂa estado dando vueltas. Patton tambiĂ©n lo tiene, pero he oĂdo que ahora estĂĄ bien, solo necesita descansar. No vayas a la escuela si no te apetece. Hay un caldo en el refrigerador para calentar si tienes hambre.
-MamĂĄ
Roman squinted at the not confused, when had he gone to the doctor? When did Patton get sick? What the hell was going on? Billions of questions swirled in his head causing Roman a painful headache or maybe it was because he was super hungry? Either way he needed to get out of his room. Roman marched to the door and yanked it open but found that he was now stuck to the door knob.
âPinche manos pegajosas!â Roman cursed as he tried to yank heâs hand off the door knob only to pull it off with him. He sucked a painful breath through his teeth though it wasnât because he was hurt, more it had to do with the landlord finding out and charging them for the damage later. Roman fixed it the best he could for now before carefully side stepping around the door into the hall. He breathed a sigh of relief as he leaned back against a wall contemplating what was going on with him and how he was going to pay back the broken door knob.
How had he even done that? Sure, Roman liked to brag that he was athletic and junk, which he was, but even he wasnât that strong to tear a door knob off itâs wooden frame. Also, he was really jittery, like there was a constant buzz at the back of his head that made him super aware of everything around him. Was this how his mother felt with four kids running around the house?
His stomach rumbled, train of thought gone and replaced with the want of food. So, Roman moved to stand from the wall, well, he tried, he was stuck again. A loud groan left his lips as he made the mistake to use his hands to push himself off. No surprise they stuck to so he used his feetâŠyou see where this is going? Long story short he did end up making it to the kitchen but for some reason he ended up stuck to the ceiling, dangling by only his left foot. Which is how Patton found him.
âRoman?â Patton entered into the apartment dressed and ready for school with two bags of cookies neatly wrapped in clear plastic. There were swirls of baby pinks and blues radiating around him like a sort of weird halo of light. It buzzed and sang with in a weird yet familiar tune that was justâŠall Patton. Patton must have been able to see it too because he had this sort of curious looked as he continued to stare at Roman for a long time. Then Roman remembered the situation he was in, âHelp!â
âOh dear.â Patton sighed, snapping out of his trance and placing his cookies on the coffee table near the living room before heading over to inspect the situation. He grabbed onto his friends dangling arms and looked him straight in the eyes, âRoman, I need you to calm down.â
âHow do you expect me to be calm right now?â Roman shrieked âIâm hanging upside down by my foot! From the ceiling! What even is going on?!â
âIâm not sure,â Patton replied calmly âbut all I know is as soon as I started to calm down things started unsticking. So, I assume itâs going to be the same for you.â
âW-what? You too?â Roman asked a bit less panicked, it was good to know he wasnât alone in this strange situation.
âYes,â Patton soothed âthen when I started stress baking everything stopped sticking. Iâm guessing if youâre too anxious or tense it just gets out of control. So, I need you to try and calm yourself, deep breaths, you can sing a little bit if it helps.â
Roman took a few deep breath, trying to qualm his shaking nerves before starting to hum a little tune, âIsn't it lovely, all alone?/ Heart made of glass, my mind of stone/ Tear me to pieces, skin and bone/ Hello, welcome home.â
Finally, he unstuck and flopped right into Pattonâs arms who, surprisingly, was able to carry him without any trouble. After being carefully set back on his feet once more Roman began to freak out again, âWhat the fuck is happening?!â
âIâm not sure,â Patton said, anxiously rubbing his hands âI just woke up sticking to everything and the world seems like itâs moving in slow motion and I can see without my glasses and none of my cute clothes fit me anymore!â He pouted, gesturing down towards his favorite jeans that had flowers embroidered at the cuffs and up the sides which used to fit Patton perfectly but now land few inches above his ankles.
Roman gazed sympathetically at his friend, had been ready to assure him that he still looked very cute only to be cut off by his rumbling stomach. âDear God Iâm starving.â
âI know what you mean,â Patton replied as his own stomach rumbled âI ate the soup my mom made me plus all the left overs plus the first batch of cookies I made and Iâm still hungry!â
âIâll be willing to share my soup and left over with you if you make me cookies later,â Roman bargained âIâd ask for those you brought over but I know those are special.â
Paton flushed red, quickly changing the conversation, âD-deal, weâll eat then head off to school andâŠmaybe find someone who can help us afterwards.â
âLike who?â Roman questioned âWhat other person has been going through the same shit weâve been going through this morning?â
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Virgilâs stomach rumbled as he and Logan made their way down the school halls, âFor the love of god! We practically cleaned out all the left overs and snacks from both of our apartments and Iâm still starving!â
âIâm guessing high metabolism should be added to the list,â Logan said, stopping by a nearby vending machine âOr maybe itâs the fact that our bodies are still going through puberty and the spider DNA has enhanced that as well, or maybe itâs a mixture of both.â
âYeah, Iâll bet,â Virgil grumbled, carefully pulling down the sides of his beanie âby the way, you couldnât of thought of anything better to get me unstuck then mutilating my hair?â
Logan rolled his eyes, bending down to retrieve the various treats he had purchased âWe tried to get you to calm down for thirty minutes but you still remained tense. What were you gunna do? Stay stuck and let someone find out?â
âYou could have at least done a better job!â Virgil snarked, taking the chips and candy bars handed to him.
âIâm not hairdresser,â Logan stated plainly, stuffing half a chocolate bar in his mouth âI did the best I could.â
âWell if this is your best, I donât want to see your worst,â Virgil grumbled, stuffing a hand full of chips in his mouth âwhat are we even gunna do after this? Can we do anything? Who can we even tell?â
âCalm,â Logan soothed, a careful hand placed on his friend shoulder âweâll figure something out. Right now we need to focus on finding Patton and Roman, they must be having just as difficult a time adjusting to their new found abilities.â
âAre you sure they were bitten?â Virgil asked skeptically âWhat are the odds of the same spider biting all four of us?â
âPattonâs bug bite from yesterday looked similar to ours and I can only assume since Roman was in close proximity to us, he was bitten as well,â Logan explain, readjusting his glasses which now had no lenses âmy theory is that he got bitten during detention yesterday, then Patton outside, then you when you arrived home and found the spider, and finally me after I finished talking to my parents. Tell me, when did you start feeling the effects of the venom after you were bitten?â
Virgil thought a moment, âI took a nap and scrolled through Tumblr, my mom called me out for dinner and I was talking to my grandma and thenâŠnothing. Itâs all fuzzy after that.â
âInteresting,â Logan hummed âI remember being called out too after I caught the spider, then I sat down andâŠitâs all a blur from there. From what my parents told me I assume I was somewhat coherent enough to eat and talk, although it was somewhat slurred, then I began to malfunction.â
Virgil snorted, âYouâre talking as if you were a computer.â
âIt seems the spider is learning with each victim and increasing itâs dosage,â Logan continued, ignoring Virgilâs comment âwhich would explain why the effects happened faster for me then for you. And I can only assume the same can be said with Roman and Patton seeing as when they were bitten earlier on. But like I said, it is only a theory.â
âA game theory!â Virgil quoted with a laugh causing Logan to quirk and eyebrow âThis isnât a game Virgil.â
âYeah, I know but I cope with sarcasm and memes,â Virgil grumbled, stuffing more chips in his mouth âsue meâŠâ
Logan sighed, unwrapping another candy bar, âThis is going to be a long day.â
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Down the hall on the opposite side of the school Patton and Roman were having their own conflict. Still hungry after downing all the left overs and munchies they bought at the corner store before coming to school they were currently emptying out the vending machine. They were discussing their current predicament while spitting their purchase.
âHow we were able to get here in time I will never know,â Roman grumbled, struggling to stuff his food in his backpack âare you still sticking to thing?â
âNot as much as this morning,â Patton said, finally able to zip his bag before sling it over his shoulder âyou?â
âA little, I guess, I donât know,â Roman sighed, opening a bag of Skittles âitâs just I feel like everybody is staring at us.â
âBut there barely anybody in the halls,â Patton said âbut I know what you mean. Itâs like you can feel them from the inside of the class.â
âYes!â Roman exclaimed softly âItâs fucking weird!â
The first period warning bell rings and the two friends make the journey down the hall to their class as did the rest of the remaining students in the hall. This whole situation was like some weird fever dream they couldnât wake from. Their skin buzzed, their ears rang, their senses were just all over the place, it was all very overwhelming. Roman usually reveled in being under the spotlight but at the moment it seemed like there were too many eyes watching him and all he really wanted was to curl up into the nearest dark corner and sleep. He hadnât had the time or ability to get dressed properly or do his make up and he was still in shock from everything that happened this morning. Patton, the usually cheery social butterfly, didnât feel so cheery or social at all today. None of his clothes fit him right, everything was either too slow or too fast, and he had to take out the lenses of his glasses which really upset him because they were cute round rose gold glasses with rose tinted lenses and now, theyâre ruined!
So busy moping were the two friends that if it werenât for the tingly sensation at the back of their head, they would have missed Virgil and Logan passing them by. Granted they were distracted by their own conversation as well and were basically snapped into attention by the weird and colorful tingly sensation pulling them towards Patton and Roman. They were all a melting pot of technicolor waves, blending and buzzing with each other in some weird kind of dance. Virgil was a foggy storm of blacks and purples and white lighting which in theory should be dark and hard to see but was for some reason bright and beautiful. Roman was a swirl of bright white with streaks of red and gold dramatically singing a beautiful melody. Logan was a cool blend of dark blues and greys, a normally dull combination but it structured itself with such formality and care it was an exquisite display of stars. Patton was a pop of cotton candy pinks and soft blues bursting with life and richness, they bloomed like flowers in the spring time.
âYouâre like me!â They said in unison.
It was then that they noticed they were still in the hall and even though there werenât that many people around there were still people. Logan, with his quick thinking, ushered them all into the nearby boyâs bathroom and corralled them into the large stall near the back. Everyone was freaking out.
âYouâre all colorful!â Patton said in awe.
âWhatâs going on?â Roman hissed.
âWhy the fuck would I know?!â Virgil snapped.
âShut up!â Logan demanded and the room was silent âI have a few theories, first off-â
The sound of a toilet flushing caught their attention, finally realizing they werenât as alone as they thought. They tensely waited for whoever was out there to finish washing up and exit. The sound of boots echoed throughout the bathroom as the faucet opened and close multiple times. The hand drier blazed to life and for a moment the four teens thought theyâd finally be safe until a familiar slimy voice said: âI know you nerds are in here!â
âGod fucking damn it!â Virgil mouthed furiously, Dolion messing with them again is the last thing they need right now.
âDonât think I couldnât here your whispering,â Dolion hissed âwhat, are you here to fuck me over again? I already have another detention because of you assholes!â
The bang of a nearby stall door was heard then another and another each getting closer and closer towards them. Dolion growled, âCome out, come out, where every you are! Fucking cowards!â
The group didnât know what they were so nervous for, what would Dolion do? Take them all on? And even if he did, they would just tell Mr. Larry and he would get in trouble again. Maybe it was the fact that they were all kind of lowkey scarred of Dolion, dude was a big guy, or maybe, just maybe, it was because they had weird mutant spider powers that they didnât know what to do with and wouldnât know the outcome of what would happen if Dolion tried to fight them now. But just as Dolion was nearing the last stall door the tingly sensation in the back of their heads told them to jump and so they did without hesitation.
The last stall door was kicked open, Dolion entered with a sneer and saw that it was completely empty. He did a double take, looking around confused, so certain he had heard people come in, that he had heard them come in. Shaking his head in irritation Dolion left the stall and marched out of the bathroom with a huff.
Meanwhile, clustered up on the ceiling, right above where Dolion had stood, were Patton, Roman, Virgil, and Logan who all let out a sigh of relief. âThat was close.â
Then there was a loud creek and Virgil gulped, âOh no.â
They all came crashing down along with the flimsy white ceiling tile that held them up their in the first place. They landed on the filthy bathroom floor with a thwap while the ceiling tile crumbled in half.
Roman groaned, âThis is the fucking worst.â
âIâm inclined to agree,â Logan grumbled as he lifted himself from the floor âwe shall further discuss the matter after school.â
âWhat do you mean after school?â Roman balked âI want to know whatâs going on now!â
âHey, genius, I donât know if youâve noticed but I donât think a public restroom in a high school is the best place to discuss ourâŠcondition.â Virgil snapped.
âTheyâre right Roman,â Patton butted in before his friend could reply âwho knows what will happen if someone were to find out. Especially, Dolion.â
âUgh, fine,â Roman sighed, he couldnât say no to Pattonâs puppy dog eyes âwhere shall we meet then?â
âOn the roof.â Logan said.
âWhy the roof?â Virgil and Roman asked simultaneously.
âItâll be empty and secluded once clubs are over everyone has gone home,â Logan replied coolly âwhich Iâm assuming all of you have, right? A club to attend, I mean.â
âYes, I have culinary club,â Patton said âweâre working on the bake sale for Friday nightâs game.â
âShit, yeah, I have dance,â Virgil said then groaned âMs. Green is gunna make me work double time for missing yesterday.â
âYou dance?â Roman asked surprised.
âUhâŠyeah,â Virgil rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment before snapping to the defensive âIs there a problem with that?â
Roman raised his hands up in surrender, âYou think I, the theater geek, would be one to judge?â
âWell, you have with a lot of other things so excuse us if weâre a little surprised.â Logan chimed in.
âWhat is that supposed to mean?â Roman snapped.
âExactly what I just said,â Logan said nonchalantly âanyways, I myself have debate club so we all should finish up at around the same time.â
âHey, donât just brush me off!â Roman said, frustration evident on his face.
âWhat use is there to continue on that topic?â Logan asked âItâs not important to our current situation.â
Ignoring Loganâs statement Roman continued his rant, âAre you saying that I judge people based on how they look and what they like to do?â
âYes,â Logan said bluntly ânow can we please move on?â
âItâs not true!â Roman cried.
âSpeaking from past experiences talking to you thatâs highly unlikely,â Logan huffed âespecially with Virgil.â
Roman glared at the bespectacled teen, âI donât-â
âHey, now,â Patton stepped in once more âI know Roman can be a bit eccentric and talk a big game at times but that doesnât mean he out right judgesâ people without getting to know their character a little bit. You assuming that he does is a bit judgy of you now, isnât it?â
Logan gulped nervously at the glare? Pout? Patton was giving him and he immediately felt guilty, âIâŠguess so.â
âAnd Roman,â Patton turned to his best friend with the exact same look âmaybe sometimes youâre a bit too quick to assume certain things about people. Speaking your mind is one thing but sometimes you can be kind of rude.â
âYouâre right, Pat,â Roman sighed, rubbing his tired eyes âI donât mean to pick fights itâs justâŠIâve had a long morning.â
âI know,â Patton said, eyes softening once more âso have the rest of us but that doesnât mean we should start turning against each other. We need to stick together, weâre probably the only people on earth that know what each of us is going through right now. So, weather we like it or not weâre a team and we have to have each otherâs backs.â
âFalsehood.â Logan said suddenly.
Virgil sighed, irritably, âLo, donât start up againâŠâ
âNo, I mean that we arenât the only ones alone in this.â Logan corrected, all eyes were on him again, curious and anticipating.
The last warning bell rung and the four teens were uncertain if they should stay hidden and listen to what Logan had to say or start booking it to class. Thankfully, Logan decided for them, âAfter school, on the roof, donât be late. Come on Virgil.â
And with that they all scurried out of the bathroom and raced to their first period.
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It was almost comedic how none of them ever noticed how many classes they had together. Like aside from their electives they all basically had the same classes together. Roman and Patton usually sit in the back of the class near the window, easier to get away with napping and passing notes, while Logan and Virgil sat near the center where they could easily blend into the crowed and not be called on as often by the teacher. Though that still wouldnât stop Logan from raising his hand and blurting out answers and corrections. Point being theyâve never noticed each other before, they were in their own world doing their own thing with other students filling in for background noise. But now with their new freakish mutant powers they couldnât not notice each other, especially with their weird colored auras buzzing and lighting them up like a fucking beckon.
It was like that all day, in every class, they tried to play it off like it was nothing, like nothing has changed and theyâre in their own world but it didnât work. They just kept fucking staring at each other and it didnât matter if they were subtle about it or not because that stupid zing at the back of their heads would go off every time, they would feel eyes on them, and they knew! They all knew but they kept doing it anyway! Why? Because what else could they do?
Lunch came and went, an internal struggle within each of them debating weather on not they should sit with each other. They had no reason to do so other wise unless they used the excuse of that school field trip project but even then, that was flimsy and suspicious. They did not need anyone else suspecting them of hiding something when Dolion was already on their case.
Speaking of which, Dolion had been keeping an especially close eye on all of them all day. He wasnât in all of their classes but he was in most and aside from each other they could practically feel his eyes burrowing in to the back of their heads. It did not help that this mutant power made them feel ten times more aware of themselves and the things around them. Their skin crawled when someone would accidently brush against them, theyâd flinch when the bell rang, theyâd race to their next class to get out of the crowed halls because it was so jam packed with people and noise and smells and they just couldnât breathe.
Virgil was having the worst time out of all of them. His anxiety got bad sometimes and even on good days it could sneak up on him and leave him with a shitty day but thisâŠthis was the fucking worst! He kept accidently sticking to things and Logan had to say behind and help him out and that just made him feel even worse and caused them to be even more late for class.
Roman and Patton watched them from the sidelines, out of sight but never out of range. They werenât too sure if they should intervene or mind their own business so they just lurked around like creeps. They figured if Logan or Virgil needed help, they would ask them and in turn they would do the same. Still, the day passed and none of them said a word to each other. Not even Logan and Patton who were stuck as lab partners. What would they even say?
âYeah, nice weather weâre having, also do you think weâll grow extra limbs now that we have mutant bug powers?â
Electives were the only classes they had by themselves and some how that was an even worse distraction. At least with four other people flashing like beckons you knew someone was right there when you needed them because they would understand your situation. But being alone, surrounded by other students, trying to act normal when you know that is far from the truth, is just horrible. How the hell were they going to get through their club meetings?
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Patton never thought he would dread going to culinary club but here he was hiding behind the nearby lockers debating weather or not he should just bail and wait on the roof by himself. Fortunately, or unfortunately depending how you look at it, he didnât have to decided because one of the girls from his club spotted him.
âHey Patton, itâs good to see you,â Her name was Valerie and she was the sweetest person Patton has ever met âwe missed you yesterday, whereâd you go?â
âOh, uh, hi Valerie,â Patton fiddled bashfully with the end of his shirt âI-I got detention.â
âWhat? Why?â Valerie asked, quite shocked âOut of everyone in this school youâd be the last Iâd ever expect to get detention.â
Patton became red with embarrassment, âWellâŠDolion played a prank on me and I kind of freaked out. A friend of mine named Logan stood up for me and kind of scolded him but then Dolion got mad and wanted to fight him. Then me and my other two friends, Roman and Virgil, were trying to break them up but then Mr. Larry came in and saw. So, he gave us all detention but it didnât go on our records and Dolion got extra detention this weekend.â
âGosh, that must have really sucked,â Valerie said sympathetically.
Patton shrugged, âI just feel bad that I got all my friends in trouble because of something so dumb.â
âHey now,â Valerie said sternly âitâs not your fault that Dolion was being a jerk and picking on you. Plus, your friends really care about you Patton, they donât want to see you in distress.â
âYeah, but I wish I could have done something more then just stand there,â Patton said glumly âif it hadnât been for them I probably would of ran off crying.â
âAw Patton,â Valarie sighed âsometimes youâre much too sweet for your own good. And sometimes that sweetness can cause you trouble but you have to remember, youâre worth standing up for.â she reached over and gently grasped his hand, âItâs okay not to feel happy all the time too.â
âYeah I know,â Patton sighed âitâs justâŠâ
âI know, I know, you donât want to worry anyone,â She smiled sadly âyou must have had a really bad morning to be able to rant to me.â
âIâm sorry.â He apologized.
âNo, donât be,â She assured âitâs good to talk about your problems, itâs a good way to help air out your feelings.â
âWell, thanks for letting me rant.â Patton chuckled.
âAny time,â Valarie replied ânow we should get going, the meeting is going to start soon. Also, you never got around to teaching me that lemon square recipe.â
âOh gosh, thatâs right,â Patton said âI am so sorry, I was going to teach you yesterday but then detention and-â
âItâs fine, Patton,â Valarie soothed before he could continue âyou have plenty of time to teach me to day if the meeting doesnât run too long.â
âAbsolutely.â Patton beamed, though it wasnât totally genuine. He was still very stressed and anxious to be in a room full of people alone. Though out in the empty halls talking with Valarie had been nice so it gave Patton a little bit of hope he could do this. But that had just been them alone, what would he do when he was in room full of students and loud baking utensils? Patton gulped as he followed Valarie into the culinary class room and for once hoped for a short meeting.
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âOne, two, three! One, two, three! Virgil, youâre off again!â Ms. Green sighed as she turned off the stereo. The entire class groaned, this was the third time they had to start the routine over because Virgil kept missing a step or getting off beat or something. It was seriously starting to stress him out more then he already was. Usually doing ballet helped calm his anxiety but right now with all the weird shit happening to his body itâs doing the exact opposite.
âTake five!â Ms. Green announced and the class disbursed into mindless chatter.
Virgil sighed tiredly as he began to trudge back to his bag near the back of the dance studio only to be stopped by Ms. Green. âMr. Storm, please come here a moment.â
Virgil whined pathetically as he slowly made his way over to his dance instructor who looked very frustrated, âYes, Ms. Green?â
âWhatâs going on with you today?â Her frustrated frown morphed into one of concern once she saw Virgilâs distressed face.
âUh,â Virgil tugged at once side of his beanie nervously âIâm just notâŠfeeling too great. I-I mean, I didnât feel great last night so itâs kind ofâŠlingering?â
âIs it because of your detention yesterday?â Ms. Green asked, she didnât look mad or disappointed as Virgil previously thought, just curious.
âKind of,â Virgil fibbed âthere was a bug, I mean, there is a bug going around the school. Not a real bug, of course, like a cold and flu bug. Yeah, like that. Uh, I was sick and the doctor said it was a bug.â
Nailed it.
Ms. Green corked an eye brow suspiciously, âAre you sure?â
âYes,â Virgil said a little too quickly before sighing âIâm fine, justâŠgotta find my rhythm again. Itâs still getting out of my systemâŠthe bug.â
âAh-huh,â Ms. Green nodded slowly âyouâre lucky you donât compete in anything. Although you really should.â
Virgil gave her a weary smile, having had this conversation too many times before and not wanting it to have it today of all days. Ms. Green kept on insisting that Vigil enter in dance competitions or audition for the production of Swan Lake theyâd be doing in the spring. But Virgil kept rebutting that if he could barely get through a simple dance recital without vomiting on stage there was no why heâd be able to last through a four-act performance.
âStill not my thing Ms. Green.â He replied with a tight smile.
Ms. Green sighed, quickly dropping the subject, âAlright, go take five. Stretch out and be ready to go again. Start getting focused.â
âYou got it.â Virgil gave her a thumbs up as he began to walk backwards towards his bag. He heard his stomach rumble for the fifth time and groaned as he searched through his backpack for any more chips.
âSkip out on lunch?â A voice asked from behind.
Virgil turned to find Terrance smiling at him with an extra water bottle shoved near his face. He quickly took it before addressing his question, âNo, why do you ask?â
âThat is a lot of wrappers,â Terrance pointed towards Virgilâs bag which was overflowing with candy and chip wrappers like some sort of volcano âIâm guessing youâre the one that emptied out the vending machine near hall B?
Virgil flushed, embarrassed as he stuffed the wrappers back in his backpack, âN-no, this was breakfast.â
Terrence frowned disapprovingly, âThatâs pretty unhealthy.â
âDonât worry, thatâs not the worst thing thatâs happened today.â Virgil assured as he finally found one last candy bar and stuffed it in his mouth. Before Terrence could ask what Virgil meant by that Ms. Green was already calling everyone back.
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Roman loved play rehearsal, seeing things get slowly piece together as the day of the play got closer and closer. And when you finally go on stage its even more amazing then you could ever imagen because youâve spent months building this from the ground up, costumes, props, lighting, hours and hours of practice. It was all just great and amazing and Roman loved every minute of it!
âIs this a dagger which I see before me,/ The handle toward my hand? Come, let me clutch thee.â Roman recited.
âCut!â His director, Mr. Bell, called out âRoman, your blockings off again.â
Just not todayâŠ
Roman groaned, âSorry, sorry, sorry, letâs- can we do it again?â
âItâs okay,â Mr. Bell sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose âletâs all justâŠtake five.â
And with that the house lights went on and the students disbursed to go do their own thing. Actors huddled together to recite lines, techs came down for their box for fresh air and socializing, crew fiddled around with stage and props, and Roman exited stage left towards the dressing rooms.
Roman hated this, his new abilities were throwing him why off balance in both the physical and mental sense. The stage lights burned his eyes, he could here the whispering backstage, the creaking from the catwalk, and all eyes on him. For once in his life Roman did NOT want to be the center of attention.
âHey girl!â Roman paused to see Remy waving at him as he came down the latter one of the catwalks.
âHey Remy.â Roman smiled tiredly, he was in no mood to put up a charming persona and thankfully Remy was the type of person that could care less about keeping up appearances. He liked to âkeep it realâ like that.
âOh god, you look like shit,â Remy replied once he was on the ground, sipping on a Starbucks cup that he always seems to have with him âwhat happened?â
Roman inhaled deeply, âSo many things that I can even begin to comprehend myself. But Iâm fine, really.â
âWoof,â Remy said âmust have been some bad shit that went down because youâre usually a one hit wonder out there. But five takes? You sure you okay, boo? I heard what happened yesterday with that dick Dolion.â
âYeah, itâs all fine now,â Roman sighed as he stretched his arms âjust got to shake it off and get centered again.â
âMmh, okay,â Remy shrugged nonchalantly âbut if you ever need me to beat a hoe just ask. I donât mind dirtying up my new Doc Martens.â
Roman chuckled, âThanks but no thanks, Iâll keep that in mind though.â
âNo prob babe,â Then Remy smirked âalso, I saw you and Virgil Storm getting along quite nicely yesterday. Anything going on there?â
Remy laughed as Roman groaned again, flushing a deep scarlet before scurrying away âIâm gunna go practice my lines elsewhere.â
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âEthan Zuckerman, Associate Professor and Director of the Center of Civic Media, stated that âSocial media is critically important in giving voice to communities whoâve been systemically excluded from media â people of color, woman, LGBTQIA people, poor people. By giving people a chance to share their under-covered perspectives with broadcast media, social media has a possible role in making the media ecosystem more inclusive and fairâ,â Emile Picani stated proudly âwe are in an era where word gets around faster and problems can be caught early on to help fix them. We can share information and opinion that everybody can see and sort out issues much faster because of it.â
âFalsehood,â Logan said as soon as Emile finished âwhat about the manipulation of public opinion over social media platforms which can eventually lead to a critical threat to public life? Samantha Bradshaw, Researcher on the Computational Propaganda project at Oxford University, wrote a paper about how government agencies and political parties are exploiting the use of social media platforms to spread misinformation, exercise censorship and undermine trust in media, public institution, and science. Science Picani!â
âYes, but where would we have learned any of this without social media,â Emile rebutted ânot a lot of people are too keen on the idea of going to the library and reading research papers. Sometimes, small articles online talking about the issue can help spread awareness to others.â
âYes, but canât those same articles spread lies and slander at the same time?â Logan countered âMisleading people once more when they could have easily gotten the information from the source.â
âWho says there arenât articles and groups dedicated to these ideas?â Emile said âIn a hilarious state of irony, these groups came together because of social media, they made connections and helped raise awareness towards a common goal. Now, Iâm not saying that social media is perfect but it is an important part of our culture. We should be working forward to improve it instead of tearing it down.â
Silence.
Logan chewed at the end of his thumb nail, absolutely stumped on what he should say. He hasnât been able to think clearly all day. Everything was too loud and too quiet, to fast and too slow, it was driving him crazy.
The buzzer went off and the sound of Mr. Sheltonâs voice boomed throughout the room, âTime. Picani wins. Brake time everybody, then weâll choose teams for the next topic.â
Logan groaned, letting his head drop against the desk with a loud thud. A shadow loomed over him and he turned his head to the side and came face to stomach with Emile Picaniâs yellow sweater. He lazily looked up to see the nervous yet concerned smile on Emileâs face.
âMay I help you?â Logan mumbled.
Emile shook his head, âNo, I was just wonderingâŠare you feeling okay Logan? You were kind ofâŠstruggling to keep up back there.â
âNo, I wasnât,â Logan quickly defended, sitting up straight âI justâŠhave a bit of a cold.â
âOh, yes, of course,â Emile quickly backtrack nervously âbut, um, are you sure thereâs not something else wrong?â
Curse Emile and his advanced human psychology classes. The kid was already super empathetic as it was as well as the second smartest student at the school. Logan being the first of course.
âWhat ever do you mean?â Logan said blankly, though inside he was panicking.
âYou just seem kind of distracted byâŠâ Emile made a vague gesture with his hands âEverything. Like, youâve just suddenly realized the world is moving around you. Does that make sense?â
Yes, it did but Logan was not about to admit it because if he did Emile would be able to use that little amount of information to pull everything out of him. Emile wasnât malicious by any means, next to Patton he was the kindest person youâd ever meet. He just had a way of making people feel comfortable enough to open up about their stress and (ugh) feelings.
So, he lied. âNo, it does not make sense.â
Emile stared at him for a minute and Logan tried his best not to squirm under his intense gaze. It felt as if he was trying to search through the inner mechanisms of Loganâs brain just by scanning over his physical form. Finally, he blinked, sighing as he gave Logan a half-hearted smile. âYou can be a tough cookie to read sometimes. Then there are other times where youâre an open book. Itâs all very confusing.â
Logan didnât know if he liked that metaphor or not so he just said what he thought was appropriate. âIâm sorry.â
âOh, no, no, you have nothing to be sorry about Logan,â Emile assured anxiously âIâm just being nosy and weird.â
âI donât think youâre weird.â Logan said honestly. Yes, Emile was childish and liked cartoon but he was also extremally smart and one of the few people Logan can properly debate with without having to dumb down his vocabulary.
Emile blushed but gave a wide genuine smile, âThanks for thinking so. Um, Iâll get out of your hair now.â
Logan nodded as he watched Emile walk away to socialize with the other members. His head returned to the desk, cheek pressed against the cool plastic wood, as he stared at the clock counting down the minutes left until he could meet the others.
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They all bumped into each other on the third floor, literally, they were so jittery with nerves and excitement they were practically sprinting towards the roof. They were quick to collect themselves before silently making their way up the fourth floor towards the stairs leading to the roof. They didnât have to stay silent but just as itâs been all day, they had no idea what to say to each other, plus the paranoia that someone could be listening in like in the bathroom this morning.
They quickly filed out onto the wide-open space of the roof top, each standing about five feet apart from each other, not moving just, not talking, just listening. They hear the construction happening down the street but not just the noise of the machine scraping against the pavement but the conversations between coworkers about getting a beer after work. They could sense the movement of scurrying students beneath them as they all hurried to catch up with friends and walk home. They looked into the distant skyline where the city clustered together and they could make out every detail of every building, tree, person, and sidewalk. They could smell the warm pretzels being sold down town, cigarette smoke in cafes, and cheap perfume from the boys locker room. They could taste the bile building in their throats, the world around them becoming too much, it frightened them.
âWhatâs happening to us.â Virgil whimpered, pulling his jacket tighter around himself.
âI-I have a theory,â Logan stuttered out, taking a deep breath to calm himself âwe were all bitten by the same enhanced super spider which had previously gone missing during our field trip to Oscorp yesterday.â
âI thought the guide said it was back in the lab.â Patton squeaked out, frantically looking around for more spiders.
âYeah, how can you be so sure itâs the same spider?â Roman said skeptically.
Logan slid off his back pack and began rummaging through it until he pulled out a jar full of webbing and a familiar little spider inside. Virgil gawked at his best friend, âYou brought it to school?â
âI didnât trust leaving it at home alone,â Logan stated simply âI feared it would escape.â
âEscapeâŠâ the spider hissed âFreedomâŠâ
âIt talked!â Roman and Patton shrieked, scrambling backwards a few steps.
âTechnically, it didnât,â Logan said coolly, readjusting his glasses âitâs just that we can now hear at a higher frequency and can now get bits and pieces of conversations from-â
âThatâs great Einstein but what does thatâŠthing have to do with how we are now!â Roman cut in, getting more and more frustrated as time went on.
Logan glared at him but decided he was ultimately right and should get to the point, not that he would ever tell Roman that. âIf we compare our bug bites, I can assure you that they will all look similar. Assuming that we all suffered the same symptoms afterward, nausea, dizziness, vomiting, memory laps, and/or fainting, then woke up likeâŠthis, my hypothesis is that the spiderâs venom caused a mutated our DNA.â
âHow can you be so sure?â Roman asked, taking a step forward with Patton clinging to the back of his shirt like a koala. Roman was ninety percent sure Patton had gotten himself stuck but that was something to worry about later.
âI mean, the evidence is irrefutable,â Logan said âbut to be truly sure Iâd have to do a blood test but I currently do not have the equipment for that and neither does the school.â
âOf course, you checked for that,â Virgil sighed, wanting to rub his face but worried his hand would get stuck again âSo, what now? Are we gunna take it back to Oscorp or something? Because Iâm pretty sure itâll be mighty suspicious when four teenagers walk up to the front desk carrying a multimillion-dollar spider inside a Crofters jam jar.â
âCookies!â Patton announced loudly, startling everyone, especially Roman since it was right next to his ear. Patton whispered an apology to his friend before detaching, with a bit of difficulty, from his back and searching through his back pack. He pulled out two clear colorful baggies, one filled with scones and another filled with peanut butter cookies.
Patton stepped forward to gift his friends the cookies only to suddenly stop short, âUm, can youâŠâ he gestured towards the jar in Loganâs hands âp-put it away?â
Logan blinked owlishly before suddenly realizing what he meant and quickly tucked away the creature in his back pack, âOh, yes, right, your, um, arachnophobia. I apologize for my ignorance.â
âWow, Logan apologizing,â Virgil gasped in fake awe âthatâs a first.â
Logan glared at his best friend but was soon faced to face with a smiling Patton, âI hope you like them. I was going to make them last night but thenâŠya know, that happened and I was a bitâŠfrazzled this morning. So, tell me if they turn out okay, okay?â
âIâm sure theyâll be quiteâŠadequate.â Logan gulped nervously, Patton was way too close but this wasnât anything new. Patton seemed to have very little personal space with people he deemed his friends but right now with their newfound abilities he was just a burst of color and energy.
âLetâs hope your right.â Patton giggled before moving towards Virgil who took about two large steps back.
âJ-justâŠput âem- on theâŠtheâŠIâll get them on the ground.â Virgil stuttered out, his hands moving along with his words as if it would help convey his feelings in the situation at hand.
Thankfully Patton got the hint and smiled warmly as he carefully placed the cookies on the ground before stepping back towards Roman. With a relieved sigh Virgil returned to his spot and picked up the bag, wordlessly nodding his thanks towards Patton.
âSo, what are we gunna do?â Roman said, suddenly bursting the friendly atmosphere. He was really on edge right now and it was an overwhelming crushing feeling that just kept growing with every passing minute. âYou said earlier this morning that there was someone similar to our situation, who?â
Logan cleared his throat, pulling out his phone and tapping a few things, âRight, well, who is someone that is well known to the public who climbs walls, has super strength, and has sort of spider like tendencies.â
It was silent, the three other teens looked clueless and Logan was just a bit disappointed. He turned to Virgil with a look and said, âSeriously, Virgil?â
âDude, I canât remember half the things Iâve done today, okay, everything is just likeâŠâ Virgil groaned, waving his arms around âand if Iâm honest Iâm still kind of freaking out, like, internally and maybe a little bit externally too. I donât know, give it time.â
âRainbow Weaver,â Logan said blankly âRainbow Weaver has these same abilities.â
âRainbow Weaver?â The trio replied, the wheels finally turning in their head.
âYes.â Logan nodded.
âOkay, wait,â Roman said âtwo questions: 1) What makes you think Rainbow Weaver will even consider helping us? And 2) Even if he did, where would we find him?â
Logan continued to tap on his phone before flipping it over to show the other, âAccording to his fan page on Twitter: on 5th street near main.â
âThatâs ten blocks away,â Patton said glumly âweâll never make it on time.â
âEven if we run thatâs at least thirty minutes tops.â Virgil added.
âAnymore bright ideas, pocket protector?â Roman snarked.
âJust about,â Logan said coolly, as he began to collect his things before slinging his backpack securely on himself. He turned a whole 360 degrees before stopping in place and making his way towards the left side of the building. The otherâs followed, curious as to what he was looking for, they peered over at a few smaller buildings next door clustered together with signs obscuring the view of the roof tops as they reached higher and higher the deeper you went into the city.
âThisâll do.â Logan said as he began to walk back.
âThisâll do for what?â Virgil asked but he wasnât answered because Logan was now sprinting back towards them and he wasnât slowing down.
The others, panicked, blocked his path screaming and begging for him to stop and explain what the hell was going on. But even that did nothing to deter the bespectacled teen because he simply jumped, high. It surprised everyone, including Logan himself, when he was able to leap clear over not only all of them but all the way to the next building. He stumbled on his landing, legs tripping his forward before he was able to finally find his footing. Stunted silence and open mouths were left in his wake before Logan snapped out of his stupor and laughed with all the giddy glee of a child who just met his favorite super hero.
âOh my god, that was exhilarating!â Logan cheered, waving his arms over at his friends âCome on! Come on! You gotta â you gotta do this!â
âYouâre fucking crazy!â Virgil wheezed out, gripping onto the side of the building for dear life.
Roman chewed at his bottom lip before finally sighing and running back, âFuck it.â
âW-wait, Roman, kiddo!â Patton squeaked âShouldnât we think this over first?â
âI did think it over,â Roman said, setting himself up for a running start âand Iâm not gunna let iDork get ahead of me.â
âYouâre both crazy!â Vigil shrieked.
Roman didnât answer, instead he charged forward, wind whipping his hair and adrenaline pumping throughout his body. He got to the ledge and quickly used it as leverage to leap up, floating in mid air for just a moment before he came rocketing down towards the roof. He didnât land as far as Logan but he had a much better landing, legs bent as he shakily straightened himself out. Roman looked towards Logan who was smiling like a mad man and Roman couldnât help but join in his excitement.
âHoly shit you guys!â Roman exclaimed, jumping up and down âYou have to try it! Itâs amazing!â
Patton gulped nervously before looking towards Virgil, who was just about ready to have an aneurysm. He extended a nervous hand towards the emo boy and asked begged, âJump with me.â
âWhat?â Virgilâs voice cracked as he took a step back âAre you serious?â
âYes, no, kind ofâŠâ Patton whimpered âI donât wanna do this alone! Iâm scared a-and youâre scared too. B-but Logan and Roman were able to do it and more then likely weâll be able to do it too, s-so with both of us pushing us off weâll have a better chance of landing safer. Right?â
Virgil looked at Patton like he was insane (which he was!) staring between his face and the hand extended towards him. Finally, after a long silence, Virgil sighed, âScrew it.â And firmly took Pattonâs hand as they made there way back towards the center of the building.
âIf we fall Iâm using you as a cushion,â Virgil threatened, hand squeezing Pattonâs tightly âIâm just joking, Iâm justâŠreally fucking scared right now.â
âItâs okay,â Patton said warmly, squeezing back just as tight âI am too but you donât need to jump with me if you donât want to. Iâm sure we can figure another thing out.â
âN-no, no, itâs fine,â Virgil assured quickly âitâs just we gotta do it now before I psych myself out.â
Patton nodded firmly, looking ahead as he and Virgil prepared to sprint forward. They heard shouts of encouragement from Logan and Roman, who were still riding on their adrenaline high, as they began their charge. Blood pumped loudly in their ears, legs picking up traction much faster then they were expecting, and just when Virgil thought he was going to freeze up at the last-minute Patton boosted forward giving him a strong tug before they were finally soaring through the sky. They looked to the sky line, at the busy city and its scurrying people and for a moment it was as if they were flying.
They collapsed into a heaping pile on the roof next door, groaning as Logan and Roman rushed over to help them. Virgil was quick to dust himself off, laughing like a lunatic as he did. âThat was awesome!â
âYeah!â Patton chimed in, jumping to engulf Roman in an excited hug.
âWe should be able to reach him if we head this way!â Logan cut in through the excitement, pointing towards the building roof tops heading towards the heart of Manhattan.
The boys looked at each other, momentarily questioning weather this was a good idea, before a sly determined grin spread across their faces and they began to sprint, throwing caution to the wind.
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âWhooohooo!â Patton screamed joyously as he and his friends ran and jumped across the roof tops at a speed, they did not think was possible for a normal human.
They forgotten the map on Loganâs phone long ago and had no idea where they were going but somehow, they just knew they were going the right way. The tingling sensation at the back of their heads tugged them towards their destination as they enjoyed the rush of wind in their ears and adrenaline in their veins.
They reached their destination in no time but since they did not see their intended target anywhere, they decided to circle around a little to see if they could catch him. Though mainly the boys just wanted to see what they could do with their new-found powers. Climbing up the side of buildings, walking across utility wires, and using abandon construction sights as their own personal jungle gym. Somehow, they ended up on the roof of a pretty tall office building and decided to take a rest.
âJesus Christ!â Virgil laughed hysterically âWeâre so high up!â
âAre you okay?â Logan asked, he was concerned, really, he was, but Virgilâs laughter was contagious and the adrenaline was still buzzing in his system.
âNo,â Virgil giggled as he laid down on his back âbut give me a minute.â
âDeep breaths, kiddo,â Patton said as he flopped down next Virgil âthis is a lot of excitement for one day, even for me.â
âIâll second that.â Roman agreed as he too joined them on the ground.
Logan shrugged and settled himself between Virgil and Roman, all of them star-fished out in a circle watching the clouds roll by. Silence fell upon them once more as they began to soak in all that had happened to them that day. They werenât as overwhelmed as they had been that morning, maybe running and jumping across buildings let them take out some of that jittery energy they had stored inside. Donât get them wrong, they were still kind of freaking out but they were a little more calm about it. Especially since they knew that they werenât alone in their endeavor. Sure, they might not be able to get Rainbow Weaver to help them but at least they had each other and that was a comfort that they were all truly grateful for.
âDo you think we can shoot spider webs like Rainbow Weaver can?â Roman asked, braking the peaceful silence.
âIâm not quite sure,â Logan said honestly âI tried at home but I just canât seem to produce anything. Then again, not all spiders can make webs.â
âHmm, true.â Virgil murmured, eyes closed as he practiced some deep breathing exercises.
Roman sat up, a determined look on his face, âIâm gunna try it.â
âHow you gunna do that?â Patton asked, sitting up to face his friend with a slightly worried look in his eyes. Roman had that look again, he always got that look when he had a dangerous idea that would either get him in trouble or injured. It was the same look he had before he jumped off the school roof to chase after Logan.
âWell,â Roman began, hopping up to his feet âfirst I need to do a test shot. Uh, how does Rainbow Weaver do hisâŠthing?â He began to flex his hand into various positions and poses.
Virgil, who was still on the ground, raised his arm up and did a sort of punk rock gesture, âLike this.â
Thwhip!
Virgilâs eyes snapped open when he heard the sound and felt a sliver of something eject itself from his wrist. He was surrounded by three pairs of shocked eyes as he slowly stood up, looking down at his hand with awe and slight concern.
âDo it again!â Logan said excitedly.
Virgil aimed towards a small utility shed near the other side of the roof and thwiped! A long string ofâŠsomething shot out from Virgilâs wrist and stuck to one end of the utility shed while Virgil held the other end. âHoly shit!â
âFascinating,â Logan gasped in awe as he tugged on the silk string âyouâre able to create your own webbing and by the feel of it itâs exactly as the guide described it, like steel cables.â
âIt feels weird.â Virgil murmured as he detached the end of the string near his wrist.
âIâll bet.â Roman said, looking over Virgilâs shoulder to get a better look at the webbing.
Patton, meanwhile, was trying to test out if he could do it too, he couldnât. âAw, I donât think it works on me. What about you Roman?â
âUh, letâs see.â He replied, taking a stance next to Virgil and aiming his arm towards the same shed. He pressed down on his palm with his two middle fingers andâŠthwip! âHoly shitâŠthat felt weird!â
âI know right!â Virgil chimed in as they all now began to look over Romanâs web string.
âIt would seem that me and Patton are incapable of producing web,â Logan deduced âbut Iâm fairly certain we may be able to produce some sort of silk, as all spiders do. Itâs just the means of figuring it outâŠâ
âIâm gunna swing across the other building!â Roman announced suddenly, causing everyone to jump and stare as he raced towards the edge of the building.
They were quickly snapped out of their surprise as they realized what Roman had said and went to chase him down before he did something stupid. Unfortunately, they were not quick enough because Roman had already launched another string of web and was getting ready to jump.
âRoman, wait!â Patton cried.
âIt might not be safe!â Logan warned.
âGet down from there you idiot!â Virgil shouted.
âTally ho!â Roman hollered as he pushed himself off the building and swung through the air.
Roman seemed fine at first, swinging through the air above the busy streets like some sort of extreme swing set. But then he realized, as the building he attached himself to got closer and closer, he had no idea what he was doing or how to stop. The only thing he could do at the moment was shut his eyes, curl up into a ball, and wait for impact. He vaguely recalled hearing the others scream before he was suddenly wooshed up into the air again.
When Roman opened his eyes to see what he had collided with on his way to his impending doom all he could see was rainbow. A rainbow arm holding him tight against a rainbow clad body and when he looked up to see a rainbow masked, white eyed figure a familiar buzzing was felt at the back of his head and he then noticed that the masked figureâs aura was a multi colored light show.
âYouâre just like me!â Was all Roman could think to blurt out.
The figure looked down at him, slightly confused, until his eyes widen in sudden realization and he said, âHoly shit, youâre right.â
Once safely back on top of the building Roman was promptly tackled down by a sobbing Patton, âDonât ever, ever do that again!â
âYeah, not my brightest moment.â Roman admitted sheepishly.
The reunion was cut short due to a very furious looking Virgil who came stomping over, separated the two friends, then proceeded to punch Romanâs shoulder, hard. The theater geek cried out in protest, taking a few steps back before Virgil could get another swing in, âOw, what the fuck!â
âYou could have gotten yourself fucking killed you moron!â Virgil growled.
âThat was very reckless of you, Roman,â Logan added crossly âeven for your standards.â
âOh, sez the one that convinced us to jump off a building,â Roman snapped back âexcuse me for trying to follow the âsmart onesâ lead and thinking this was a good idea.â
âThe buildings were closer together and I calculated the right momentum needed to get across!â Logan countered, taking a step towards Roman âGiven our new-found abilities it was obvious to be an easy jump!â
âYeah, for you! How could you have been so certain for the rest of us, smartass?â Roman rebutted, getting up in Loganâs face as well.
âSimple physics really, something that a half wit like you could never understand!â Logan growled.
âWas it really physics or one of your scientific guesses?â Roman sneered.
âItâs called a theory you brainless Neanderthal!â Logan replied.
âErlenmeyer trash!â
âDrama turd!â
âCotton headed ninny muggings!â
âWhat the hell does that even mean?â
âJesus Christ there are four of you!â The masked figure said as he got in between the two fighting teens.
Silence overtook the group as they stared up and finally realized who was talking to them. Clad in a rainbow spider themed suit with a sort of glider/cape mesh between his arms, his aura a burst of bright colors, it was the one, the onlyâŠ
âR-R-Rainbow Weaver!â Virgil squeaked out, completely star structed.
âYeah, and who might you guys be? Also, whatâs going on withâŠâ Rainbow Weaver gestured towards the group as if pointing out the colorful aura he could also see around them ââŠeverything?â
âR-Rainbow WeaverâŠâ Was apparently all Virgil could say now.
âIs everything okay?â Rainbow Weaver said worriedly as he scanned over the group of teens frozen in awe. Not that he wasnât use to this but he just kind of figured out that these boys might have super powers like him so he really needed answers like now.
âUm, m-mister Rainbow Weaver, sir, uhâŠâ Logan stuttered out, uncharacteristically shy at the moment, âw-we were actually looking for you but we couldnât â uh, we were searching the city and someone on Twitter said they saw you here â around here and, uh, we kind of, um, wanted to talkâŠto youâŠâ
âTake your time kid.â Rainbow Weaver soothed gently, the teen looked like he was getting ready to have a stroke.
âWe got bit by a spider!â Patton blurted out before covering his mouth shut.
âOkay, go on.â Rainbow Weaver said with an encouraging nod.
Patton bashfully removed his hands from his mouth, fidgeting in place as all eyes were on him now, âUh, well, we went on a field trip to a science lab thing in Oscorp where they had these creepy, crawly mutant spiders and one of them had escaped but the tour guide said not to worry because it was probably back in the lab, but it wasnât, so it escaped and some how bit all of us and then we woke up with weird powers like: we can stick to the wall and jump really high and everything is really loud and bright and we have these weird color auras and I couldnât fit into any of my cute clothes and we didnât know what to do so Logan said we should find you and ask cause you have similar powers to us so we jumped off the school building and ran around the city to find you but we couldnât, then Virgil found out he can shoot web but me and Logan canât so Roman tried to swing to the next building over and almost died and then you came and Iâm really scared right now so can you please tell us whatâs going on!â
Patton finally stopped to suck in a big gulp of air having been so nervous he said everything in one breath. Roman went over to rub soothing circles on his distressed friendâs back as Patton regained the ability to breath. Rainbow Weaver, meanwhile, was trying to process all that had been said but also make sure that Patton was doing okay.
âOkay, first, I need you to calm down for me,â Rainbow Weaver cooed, a firm hand on Pattonâs shoulder âbreath in for fourâŠhold for sevenâŠout for eightâŠgood.â
Once Patton was calmed down some Rainbow Weaver continued, âSecond order of business, how old are you guys and what are your names?â
âIâm Roman Marigold and Iâll be seventeen in a month,â Roman answered as he hugged Patton close âthis is my best friend Patton Foster and heâs seventeen.â
âIâm Logan Quinn,â Logan pipped up, finally pulling himself together âIâm seventeen as well as my friend Virgil Storm here.â
Virgil gave a shy wave, somewhat hiding behind his taller friend, Rainbow Weaver waved back, a kind smile visible through his mask. It seemed odd how quick the boys were to trust him, even if he was a famous super hero, he was still a stranger. But be it because of their weird aura or the kindness in Rainbow Weaverâs voice the boys knew he could be trusted.
âOkay, third order of business, is the spider that bit you guys dead or still crawling around the city?â Rainbow Weaver asked.
âOh no, I have it in my backpack!â Logan said, quickly removing his backpack and rummaging around for the jar he had it in earlier.
âExcuse me?â Rainbow Weaver said confused before a jar with a colorful, weird looking spider was shoved in his direction. He took a step back to get a better look at it and vaguely heard Patton whimpering fearfully in the background. He sighed, scratching the back of his head, âWell, thatâs just great, Oscorp didnât learn after the first time it happen.â
âFirst time?â Logan asked curiously, pulling the jar back towards his chest, the spider skittering nervously.
âHow do you think I got like this?â Rainbow Weaver chuckled, hollow and devoid of enthusiasm âBut, yeah, this has happened before. A few years back, when I was in high school actually, god only knows what theyâve been able to do now with all the technological advances throughout the years.â
âWhat do you mean?â Virgil asked, curiosity finally letting him find his voice.
âWell, I-â Rainbow Weaver began but was cut off by four loud rumbling stomachs. His eyes widen with surprise at the blushing teens before bursting out into laughter. âGod, you kids must be hungry. Having mutant powers will take a lot out of you, Iâll tell you that, especially if youâre still a growing teenager. How âbout we go out and get something to eat and Iâll try to explain everything as best as I can?â
âBut donât you have to watch the city?â Roman asked.
Rainbow Weaver shrugged, âIt ainât going nowhere, besides I have my ways of figuring out if Iâm needed or not.â
âUm, are you sure?â Virgil asked timidly âWe donât want to keep you from, you know, important things.â
âKid, right now this is the most important thing on my list,â Rainbow Weaver assured âI know for sure I would have liked someone to talk to when I was going through all this mess.â
âUm, mister Rainbow Weaver,â Patton chirped ânot that we arenât thankful that youâll help but wouldnât we look suspicious walking together on the street or jumping across buildings with you?â
âNot if Iâm in civilian clothes, which by the way, I should have a pack here somewhere.â Rainbow Weaver wandered off towards the utility shed across the building and opened it to reveal a plain black backpack squished under an electrical control panel.
âCivilian?â Roman said aloud before realizing what was happening âWait, isnât revealing your true identity against some sort of heroâs code or something? I mean, unless youâre the Avengers but-â
âItâs fine,â Rainbow Weaver cut in having already finished changed, they hadnât even turned away for a full minute! He was wearing some worn, baggy clothes that had probably come from a thrift store and was now stuffing his Rainbow Weaver costume into his bag, all was left was the mask he still had on. âI mean you canât expect us to have an open honest conversation with each other if Iâm hiding behind a mask, right?â
Casually, as if he wasnât just entrusting four teenagers with his biggest secrete, Rainbow Weaver removed his mask to reveal a familiar face that had Roman and Patton silently squealing, Virgil to be even more star struck, and caused Loganâs jaw to hit the floor. The man before them ruffled his peppered brown hair nervously as he gave a lopsided smile, âUh, hi, my name is Thomas SandersâŠwe have a lot to talk about.â
Spanish Spoken:
âRest a little, my love, the doctor said you had a sickness that had been going around. Patton has it too, but I've heard that he's fine now, he just needs to rest. Do not go to school if you do not feel like it. There is a broth in the refrigerator to heat up if you are hungry.â
âStupid sticky hands!â
 Song mentioned:
Lovely by Billie Eillish
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#sanders sides#thomas sanders#logan#patton#roman#virgil#logicality#prinxeity#princxiety#spiderverse#spiderverse au#fan fic#sander sides fanfiction#tobashiarg!#ch 2
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Part 5
Mark POV
Midsummer
Warning: little bit of cussing and bullying behavior.
A/n: if you need the earlier chapters search #xmarksthespot2k19. This is the story of Mark after high school. Lots of other people from movie mentioned. Is he a good guy after all, or do old habits rear their ugly head?
I just fucked Brooke. I just fucked Brooke. Oh my fuck.
I looked down at Brookeâs peaceful face, and naked body, and could feel myself getting hard again. Sheâs so fucking hot. And I fucked her.
Itâs not just sex tho. Iâve fucked tons of broads, but this felt different. I could lay here forever with only Brooke, and be so happy.
What the fuck am I going to do? How do I make her my girlfriend? Will she be my girlfriend? The thought of her with another guy makes me see red. I gotta make it just us.
Even when things were perfect with Lily, it was never about us; it was about everyone. The parties, the drama, going out, getting wasted, fighting and fucking, but never really about us.
At least not for me.
The only time I ever wanted to be stuck with just lily was when we were going to fuck around, but after that, weâd return to our friends. We never hung out as just the two of us. We never had conversations really, unless they were arguments.
I probably could of handled Lily better, but fuck her for real. Not only was she cheating on me, with some guy twice her age, she let him watch us fuck! Oh and letâs not forget that the guy was married AND she was friends with the family.
When Sarah sent me the teïżŒxt conversations between Lily and Nick, and pointed out the dates and times, I felt like I was gonna be sick. I mean she was with me most of them. All those phone calls from âher momâ, or multiple bathroom breaks were just her being a whore. I canât believe I went down on her. I fucking hate that bitch.
I really like Brooke though. I donât want her to know about all that bs. Thereâs enough bs with Sarah, I donât want her finding shit about Lily. She already said she looked at Twitter.
I grabbed my phone and went on every account that video was posted and I deleted it. I even went through and deleted anything about it. Any comments, jokes, etc. were deleted. Just as I felt secure Iâd gotten all of it, Brooke started to talk in her sleep.
âBut I want berry waffles...â she mumbled. âYou look like a turkey man.â
I canât stand how fucking cute she is. I feel totally like a psycho right now, but Iâm obsessed with everything about her. The way she laughs and smiles. Her long hair, long legs and cute feet. How she covers her mouth when she eats, and even how she acts when sheâs drunk. And oh my fuck, the sounds she makes when I fuck her. I cannot think about that or Iâm gonna have to wake her up.
Its rather funny that Iâve never really tried to keep a girl around. I usually try to get rid of them, but here I was freaking myself out over this one. I closed my eyes and finally let sleep take me, sure Iâd wake up if she tried to get up. I feel so good with her in my arms. Itâs been a long time since I could say, Iâm happy. As I drifted off to sleep, I couldnât stop smiling.
âââââââââââââââââ-
When I woke up, it was dark, and I was alone. I leaped out of bed, threw shorts on, and went to find Brooke.
I couldnât believe how panicked I was she had gotten away from me. I thought I would wake up when I felt her move but I must of been more tired than I thought.
I look in the bathroom, living room and kitchen but no Brooke. I feel a lump in my throat and wanna punch somebody in the face. I am not about to cry over some bitch.
But thatâs just it, Brooke isnât some bitch. I sank in my recliner and put my head in my hands. I had to get ahold of myself. I was being ridiculous.
I tried to calm myself before I walked back into my bedroom. Wow. The one time I wanted a girl to stay, she snuck out.
I missed her already. Who did she think she was? I checked my phone, and there were tons of messages from everybody under the sun. Everyone but Brooke.
Apparently there was a rager at Diamonds place. He and Bex split up, so he was trying to be straight again, which seemed pointless to me. Honestly, it made no difference to me who he fucked. I hit him up on FaceTime, and it was in full swing, so I decided to stop by to distract myself from obsessing over Brooke.
I threw on clothes and headed over to Diamonds house. There was a black Prius idling out front with no one in it, but when I walked around the front, there was an Uber sticker, so I just disregarded it and went inside.
It was packed with people, and there were several girls id gotten with before giving me the eye. Sorry ladies, not interested. My baby is probably at home taking a bath or telling her best girlfriend about me. I need to just feel confident in myself.
Itâs not like sheâs out partying which made me realize that I was. I will just have a beer and go home and call her. I said whatâs up to a few people, and I made my way over to the bar. Then I stopped so abruptly, the kid behind me slammed into me.
âwow bro, my bad!â he exclaimed, eyes wide hoping I wasn't pissed.
âNo worries player.â I said distractedly.
Brooke was standing there next to some girl Iâd never seen, talking to some fucking douchebag. It took every bit of self-control I had, not to make a scene. I wanted to beat his ass, and grab her by her fucking hair and drag her out of there.
Who the fuck does she think she is? Fucks me and then sneaks out to a fucking party? I was so mad; I could barely see straight. Mad doesnât even come close to what the fuck Iâm feeling. She wants to play games? We shall see.
I spotted three girls to my right, that were pointing at me and giggling. They were not as hot as Brooke, but they'd work. I smiled, and they all laughed and whispered to one another as I walked over. Easy prey.
âHey, Iâm Mark,â I flirted, winking at them.
âWe know who you are!â The short blonde one said. âIâm Tammy, and this is My cousin Kelly, and this is her exchange student Kimmy, from Japan. She wants to know how tall you are.â
âIâm 6â4.â I said standing up straight.
They all squeaked, and giggled, showering praise on me till their demeanor suddenly changed. I looked at where they were glaring and turned around to find Brooke.
âHi, Mark. I thought youâd be too tired to come out. Who are your friends?â She asked all cutesy. Iâm not gonna give in to her. She needs to be put in her fucking place. Fuck me and leave? No.
âOh hey girls, this is one of my clients, Brooke. I just helped her with a home renovation to get her house sold. If any of you ladies need any help around the house or yard, gimme a call.â I said as flirty as I could manage and winked at them, as I breezed past Brooke, on the way to the bar. Brooke didnt follow me; she was still talking to the girls, who were now being 100 times nicer since they thought I had just blown her off. I kept track of her in the corner of my eye, and noticed she looked at me a lot. She wasnât smooth at all.
I finished my beer, and decided to slip out and give Brooke a taste of her own medicine. As much as I wanted to guard her and hold her in my arms all night, I had to play it cool. I have never had a problem getting a girl, and Iâm not starting now with the one I give a fuck about.
To be safe, I went and found the douchebag Brooke was talking to earlier. He was still standing with the same, strange girl.
âHey bud, can I talk to you real quick?â
He looked nervously at the girl and then back to me before asking if there was a problem.
âOh no! Weâre buddies I thought, I just wanted to talk to ya about something, a lady shouldnât hear.â I lied, winking at the girl who started blushing and looking at her feet. How does Brooke know these lame ass nerds?
âOk, Iâll be right back, Jane. After you, my man.â He chirped.
I walked out in the garage and as soon as the door closed, I turned and grabbed the guy by his shirt, getting mere inches from his face.
âWow, bro! Whatâs up I thought we were cool!â The guy said shakily, as he looked at all the exits and back to me.
âWell, that all depends on you Bro. How do you know Brooke?â I growled.
âSheâs Janes friend, I could get you an introduction if you want. Sheâs not seeing anyone.â
I punched the wall next to the guys head, putting a hole in the drywall and shocking both of us with the sudden outburst of rage. This guy was fucking terrified, so I took it down a notch, loosened my grip and asked, âShe said that?â I was trying to hide how much this revelation hurt me.
âShe said she needs to drop some fuckboy that sheâs getting too caught up with and needs a nice guy. I can tell her youâre nice.â He volunteered.
I released him and took a step back. So she thought I was a fucking fuckboy? But a fuckboy that she is getting caught up with... hmm. Shit, I could work with that.
âBrooke is mine, got it?â
He nodded his head overzealously. âI get it, bro, hands off.â
âI gotta leave, but Iâm trusting you to make sure no dudes get too friendly with her. If you see anyone talking to her, pull them aside and let them know Mark is already in that, and I donât fucking share. And donât do anything stupid like tell the girls, cuz Iâd like to like you, and not break your fucking face.â
âGot it! Loud and clear!â He said with his eyes wide, and sweat dripping down his forehead.
âGood. Iâm leaving, but I always got eyes on so donât fuck this up.â I patted him on the back a bit too hard and exited out the garage side door.
The Prius was still out front idling. In my younger days, Iâd have jacked it and done stupid shit in it till the wheels fell off, but I was past that.
Suddenly, It occurred to me that one of the people with Brooke must be her Uber Driver. I checked to make sure no one was out front, and I walked over to the driver door took its keys. I double checked no one was paying attention and slipped the keys in my pocket, before jumping in my truck and driving off.
It only took 10 minutes for the text to come
Brooke: Wow thanks for saying goodbye asshole
Me: I didnât think you cared
Brooke: what the fuck is that supposed to mean???
Me: well you didnât say bye at my house, so I just thought thatâs how you do things.
Brooke: Iâm not going to do this with you Mark
Me: do what?
Me: hello?
Me: earth to Brooke
Me:...
Shit, I didnât see this coming. Was she really going to ignore me? Like hell she was. I flipped my truck around and raced back to Diamonds, just in time to see Jane crying by her Prius. Brooke was comforting her and she looked so fucking hot. All my lousy mood disappeared, and now I just wanted to be her knight in shining armor.
I pulled up to them and rolled down my window.
âWhatâs going on guys?â I asked.
âSomeone stole the keys to her car, and her spare set is all the way across town at her house, but no one is sober or willing to take her to get them.â Brooke steamed.
âWell, lucky for you, your knight in shining armor got his cigarettes and is back to drive you, ladies, wherever you need to go,â I smiled.
Brookeâs face lit up, and she led Jane in my truck bouncy and happy. They fucked with my radio, and squealed and giggled about a bunch of shit I didnât care about, but I WAS happy she was with me and I got to be the hero. (Even though I caused the problem, and had the keys in my pocket.)
âMark, I want to apologize to you,â Jane said out of nowhere.
âWhy? you donât live that far.â
âActually I told Brooke to be cautious about you, because youâre a selfish womanizer, and every girl that gives you the time of day, gets her heart broken. Now maybe itâs all bad reputation, because I mean, you helped her with the house, saved her earlier today, and now youâre saving us!â
I looked at Brooke, and her eyes were wide as she turned eight shades of red. Was she embarrassed by me?
âWell I just have a bad rep, Iâm not that cool. I just have made the error of trusting girls, that had their fun with me, and then told everyone about it, or even lie about it. At the end of the day though, Iâm just chilling by myself.â I was really gonna lay it on thick with these two.
âI can see that now. Rumors are so unfair, and I wanna tell you to give him a chance now Brooke.â She said, taking both of Brookeâs hands in hers.
Brooke smiled at Jane. Jane was my new favorite person.
I pulled up to Janesâ and she hopped out and ran in, while we waited in the car.
âSo youâre ashamed of me?â I couldnât hold it in, I had to ask her.
She was fidgeting, and staring at her lap. I couldnât see what was up with her face since her curtain of hair was blocking it. I waited for a response, but when nothing came, I unbuckled her seatbelt and grabbed her, pulling her onto my lap. She didnât even try to fight me, just let me drag her over. She still wasnât looking at me, so I tipped her chin up to meet her eyes.
âHey,â I said.
She tried to look away, but I didnât let her.
âIf you need to take things slow and just wanna be my friend thatâs ok. I am gonna be here for you, no matter what.â
âI like you too much Mark, and Iâm not a fuck buddy type.â
I felt like Iâd been punched in the gut. I knew Brooke was a good girl. I didnât know what to say, so I just hugged her and kissed her hair. I didnât think it was possible to love her more, but I felt so much for this girl right now, I thought Iâd burst. She fucking liked me too.
âThank you,â I said finally.
âFor what dork?â She giggled.
âFor taking me seriously. For giving me a chance to be your boyfriend.â
â I think friendship is what we should focus on now, and maybe relationship someday.â
Although her words hurt, she was mine and if she wanted to call it friends, fine. We could label it whatever she wanted.
âFriends that maybe kiss sometimes?â I asked, gently kissing her lips and then pressing my forehead to hers.
âAnd other stuff,â she said as she rubbed against me. âSeems youâre kinda excited to see me.â
âWell ya, youâre on my lap. What do you expect?â I could feel myself blushing. She made me so nervous, itâs crazy. Iâm not shy, but with her...
âWanna come over to my place tonight?â She asked as she bit that damn bottom lip.
âAbsolutely.â
Jane got back in the truck, âgood job Brooke! Iâm so happy youâre giving him a shot.â
Jane is my new best friend.
The girls sang along and had a blast on the way back to the car. I ran in and got them drinks at a convenience store, so I could throw away janes keys before Brooke finds them.
We dropped off Jane and headed to Brookeâs apartment, and I was so happy it was disgusting. In the back of my mind, there was this voice telling me I had to do whatever I had to, to keep her. She was gorgeous, and I couldnât be the only one that noticed.
This was very confusing and stressful. Iâd never fucking cared if I ever saw a girl again, so I didnât put much thought into making them stick around. This was new for me, and to be honest, I wasnât fucking enjoying it. Relationships, feelings, and girls are all just nightmares, but it was too late. I might even already love her, and there was no talking me out of it.
Not even when I was doing the talking.
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happy endings <3
the cliche she didnt know she was falling for him.
there was no way in hell iâd have feelings for him. everyday i want to punch him in the face. but maybe itâs just the way he smiles at me when we pass each other in the corridors, or maybe whenever he reminds me to eat healthy and to take care of myself, or maybe itâs because he genuinely cares.
ew.
heâs out of my league anyway.
âearth to angel hellooooâ i was pulled back to reality when dazai was basically shouting in my ear, âhm?â was all i managed to say back.
âaku, atsushi and i are going to the movies later wanna come with?â i said sure since i didnt have any plans later
time skip cuz i can đđ€©đđ
the bell just rang which means i have an hour to go home and get ready for the movies. i think i might try and talk to dazai about my feelings later depending on how it goes. i immediately went home and texted dazai abt where we were gonna meet up.
                           osamu :)
                        hey im ready where are we meeting up?
ill pick u up i live near u right?
                                               um i think so
okay ill be there in 10 :)) Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â seen at 4:22 pm
ugh why was he being so nice to me. i get that were close friends and all but i wish he understood that whenever he did simple things like put smiley faces at the end of his messages made my heart beat a little faster. i wish i understood why it did.
anyway,,
i went downstairs and waited for him in the living room. 10 minutes later he arrived.
âheyâ
âhiâ
âlets goâ he said and i followed him to his car.
the trip to the cinema wasnât as awkward as i thought it would be. we played some songs and sang to them. he also rambled on about how he thinks fictional characters (were gonna pretend hes not a fictional character LOL:D) are better and i couldnt agree more.
we finally arrived and unsurprisingly aku and atsushi were flirting w each other. we bought popcorn and other things and proceeded to the movie room. atsushi and akutagawa were next to each other, dazai next to atsushi and me next to dazai. the movie finally started and,
shit.
no one told me it was a horror movie (also pretend ur scared of horror movies :D) what do i do? im screwed but whatever i guess ill just pretend not to be frightened it wasnt a big deal anyway. but somehow, everytime that scene went on i found myself in his arms. he just kept playing with my hair and honestly i wasnât complaining. maybe it is time to tell him about my confused emotions.
âwhy are you doing this?â
âwhat do you mean?â he looked at me confused and i sat up properly âwhy are you being so nice to me?â he replied saying it was just how he was with all his friends. âyea but every time you do it makes me feel some sort of way and it just confuses my feelings even more.â he gave me a surprised look so i started explaining, âi donât understand myself okay. do you think iâd wanna fall for someone like you? i just wanted to let you know before it gets any worse. you can forget about it.â
âiâm sorry but i do those things as a friend. i think of you as a little sister and i hope our relationship doesnât change. iâm sorryâ he said with a small smile but i froze.
âas a little sisterâ of course he does. how could i be so dumb to think he would ever settle much more like someone like me. no matter how hard i tried, i couldnât get over it and it echoed in my head. my heart sank deeper when i  realized this was reality and he was still in front of me.
âitâs okay, i understand. our friendship will remain the sameâ i said with a hint of pain in my tone.
we went back to the movie and i was too caught up in what happened that i didnât pay attention to the movie. dazai glanced at me with a worried look every once in a while but i ignored it. i just wanted to go home and cry. iâm glad i told him and found out before i got hurt more.
the movie ended and we were going back home. aku said he was gonna drive atsushi home and he asked dazai if he could drive me home.
âsure! anything for my little sisterâ he said and glanced at me with a smile.
ârightâ
he drove me home and said goodnight. i just wanted to go to my room and lay down in my bed for a week. at least my fictional characters would never leave me.
i arrived at the venue wearing a light blue gown and went over to the groomâs side of the church. we stayed in contact even after highschool and college.
âcongratulations, big brotherâ i greeted dazai with a smile and hugged him.
âiâm glad you made itâ
sometimes your first love is your last, but all i can say is mine wasnât. sure deep down i wished i was the one standing in front of him at the aisle but all i can do is smile and be happy for him. at least one of us got a happy ending.
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tag meme!Â
i got tagged by both @shinyrifle n @ceifeed! tytyt i love doing these things even if this ones ABSURDLY LONGÂ
ima tag anyone who wants to do it! just say i tagged u in it i wanna look at it tooÂ
Objective: Answer these 85 statement about yourself, then tag others
LAST
drink - water phone call - sister text message - my cousin i was telling him ima get him a gstring thong as a present
song you listened to - plain jane
time you cried - yesterday i was putting some vaporu on my chest cuz i had a stuffy nose n scratched my eyes shit STUNG couldnt see at alllllÂ
EVER
dated someone twice - nah kissed someone & regretted - sorta been cheated on - no lost someone special - not reallyyyy been depressed - whew gotten drunk and thrown up - too many timesÂ
FAV COLOURS
blue pink red
IN THE LAST YEAR, YOUâŠ
made new friends - yea! fallen out of love - no laughed until you cried - always found out someone was talking about you - nah met someone who changed you - sure? ig found out who your friends are - uhhhhh this is vague  kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no!Â
GENERAL
how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - all but like 5 or 6 do you have any pets - a cat n a blue nose pit do you want to change your name - yea something still spanish but less UGLY what did you do for your last birthday - i slept the entire day what time did you wake up today - 8am what were you doing at midnight last night - studying/watching kdrama what is something you canât wait for - SUMMER!!!!!!!!! what are you listening to right now - nothing really have you ever talked to a person named tom - yea he was one of my karate instructors he was mad white n weird like that dad whoâs intensely into fixing things but its karate instead. didnt like him something thatâs getting on your nerves - PEOPLE. and my feelings lmao most visited website - twiiter hair colour - black long or short hair - long do you have a crush on someone - do passing crushes count? what do you like about yourself - my car want any piercings - maybe in the summer! i really want my canine bites back n maybe more ear piercings blood type - O- i think?  nicknames - family call me marcel friends call me marcy relationship status - single zodiac - virgo pronouns - they/them fav TV shows - the wire! tattoos - nah right or left handed - right ever had surgery - nope sports - not really piercings - i had canine bites the holes still there just never put in the jewerly! also gauged earlobes n other piercings on my ear.
vacation -Â all the dam time
trainers - ahhhhh
MORE GENERAL
eating - just had a sandwich drinking - r/n a starbucks vanilla doubleshot about to watch - im watching weightlifting fairy kim bok joo! waiting for - me to start n finish this fucking essay want - some more confidence maybe a dash of personality also A BUTT get married - I dont really care career - atm im studying to get into my collegeâs rn program. im pretty adamant about being a rn in the future but beyond that i also want to become an illustrator part time. like a side job ya kno.Â
WHICH IS BETTER
hugs or kisses - kisses lips or eyes - lips shorter or taller - taller older or younger - older i dont ever want ANYONE telling me shit nice arms or stomach - stomach hookup or relationship - relationship troublemaker or hesitant - idk im like hesitant a lot of the times unless im fucking with someone or bored
HAVE YOU EVER
kissed a stranger - nah drank hard liquor - yah lost glasses - THE OCEAN TOOK MY GLASSES turned someone down - all the time sex on first date - no broken someoneâs heart - nah i dont count creeps n stalkers they dont have a heart had your heart broken - nah been arrested - not yet cried when someone died - no fallen for a friend - nah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
yourself - not especially just cuz i kno this bitch is MESSY n lazy miracles - sure love at first sight - yea santa claus - no kiss on a first date - if it feels right angels - like holy? nah
OTHER
best friendâs name - hhhhhhhmmmmm eye colour - black fav movie - idkkkk fav actor - wood harris probably??? idkÂ
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dude. ok. this is exactly what I mean.
back when the trailer for bohemian rhapsody first came out, I was super excited and just made a random post on social media saying âsomeone come watch this with me it looks so good.â I didnt rlly get any response but it was fine bc I just wanted to express my excitement.
then the movie comes out, and one of my rlly good guy friends works at the theatre so he can bring friends in for free. I literally listen to this guy rant all the time and weâre rlly close, so im like, he probably wouldn't mind doing me a favor and bringing me in since this movie just means a lot to me, right? but he ends up not having any time and finally I just felt so bad about bothering him so much about it that I stopped asking.
so then one weekend he ends up going to see the movie with a bunch of guy friends (some of which are my friends too). and I was out of town and I was like...wow. I mean ik he didnt purposely go just bc I wasn't there and that was prolly his free weekend and I happened to not be home but whatever. I wasn't rlly sad about him not bringing me, I was sad about not getting to see the movie. also, that group never did get to see the movie bc the theatre was filled up so they ended up watching something else.
anyway, one of the guys in that group is my best friends boyfriend. I basically set them up, since this guy (who's also my friend) had a crush on her and came up to me and I literally stayed up all night for 2+ weeks during the summer and spent so many hours just giving advice. I literally TOLD him the things to say and text to her. I gave him the idea for getting her a blanket for her birthday, forcing me to come up with another idea for my own gift for her. he used MY reasoning for the gift to explain why he got it, and she treats this blanket like its her favorite object. IÂ was the one who ordered the present online for him, because he asked me to, because he didnt want his mom to question it. Even though it meant my mom asked me why I was spending so much money on her gifts. even though I had to go through the effort and I had to wrap the present and bring it to school.Â
so after they went to watch the movie (but ended up watching something else), my friend is all âI want to watch bohemian rhapsody!!â which is so FUNNY bc every time I mentioned it before sheâd roll her eyes and act annoyed and she NEVER listened to queen or expressed a modicum of interest before then, never sang along to bohemian rhapsody with the rest of us. but ok.
a few months later, bohemian rhapsody is out of theatres. the guys did end up seeing it, and theyâre all obsessed with queen now, even though before half of them didnt know anything about them. its fine bc this is true of like half the teenage population who now professes to be huge fans of queen. I mean like, its fine, queen deserves it. and now there's people to discuss queen with so yay I guess. I never did get to see it in theatres which was sad, but I knew I could just find it online although it wouldn't be the same experience.
so then thereâs another of my really good friends, a beautiful, talented, nice, perfect friend whom everyone likes. one of our guy friends who went to see the movie had a giant crush on her. I was the first person he told and he said not to tell anyone else so I didnt, but then he ended up telling a billion people and the situation got out of hand and uncomfortable for the girl, and I sat there giving him endless advice. (I also gave him advice during the times the three of us--sometimes 4, when the movie theatre friend was there--were face timing about the blanket guy trying to date my best friend.) Iâve had so many late night chats with this guy, talking to him, listening to his rants, spent so many hours trying to convince him to go to prom and ask this perfect friend to prom. I helped him with his promposal, came up with the majority of the logistics for his promposal, and stayed up with him while he made it. heâs sent me personal thoughts he hasn't shared with anyone else. I also comforted him when he lost someone recently and he said âthanks for being a really good friend and always being there for meâ and after that has proceeded to treat me worse than he treats this perfect girl and my best friend. like, heâs always there to comfort my best friend, he always responds to her messages and addresses her in group chats. same with the perfect friend, he wants to go to her dance recital and stuff and is trying to persuade others to go too. I mean, I can understand it, bc not only are they both really pretty and accomplished, thus deserving of appreciation and kindness and friendship, he actually has reason to like them bc ofc he had a crush on this perfect friend and my best friend is HIS best friendâs girlfriend. but still, heâs been one of the few people to say that im a good friend so I thought he actually appreciated having me there as a friend and I kinda expected him to treat me as well as he treats them?? but guess not. and this perfect friend, I love her, and she's so nice to me, and were closer than I am with a lot of other people in our friend group. we have classes together and we can rant about stuff and I dont have to act like everythings fine around her (although Ive never expressed my actual sadness and depression to her bc her life is just so perfect, so she doesnât actually know anything beyond the surface, but what I mean is that we can actually talk about deeper issues about the world and stuff). I love her but she is SO concerned with image and reputation. she never speaks up against people. in classes ive had to go up and talk to the teacher to ask questions for my friend. sheâll never say anything. and it sucks bc when weâre with others, sheâll put them before me. like suddenly theyâll all tease or laugh at me, im sure out of a good place, but it still sucks. sheâll team up with the guys, trying to gain their approval (they all love her anyway, so its really unnecessary). the other day our group chat decided to play evil apples, and the first round she won and I was second before the 2 guys, and in the second round one of the guys won and she was 2nd and I was 3rd but the prom friend (the one who had a crush on her) lost. then the next day in a class we were in a group playing cards against humanity, and when it was my turn to judge, I chose a card that was appropriate rather than an inappropriate one bc the appropriate one just made more sense and she whispers to the guy next to her, âsee this is why we canât play with them.â in a different round, the question card was âI get by with a little help from ______â and I said âis there a beatles related cardâ bc I wanted to make a reference, and the girl on the other side of perfect friend whispered what I said to her, giggling. it made me annoyed bc they were talking behind my back, and I would've been fine if it was the girl and the guy on each side of her, bc even though weâre all kind of friends they never really seemed to like me that much and always have seen me as just this weird, socially awkward, annoying person, but it made me so MAD that my FRIEND was taking part in this, and not saying anything, and just looking down on me when in private sheâll act like im her favorite person in the whole world. but whatever, I digress.
back to the point, perfect friend a few months after bohemian rhapsody left theaters she watched it somewhere and loved it, and she said it in our group chat, and everyone was like yay and loving her texts and had a discussion about how good it was.
yesterday I finally, finally watched it after months of waiting. so today I text the group chat that I watched it, and spam a little about what I liked and I didnt, which I realize is annoying bc I spam all the time and I cant really help it. but I expected since everyone in the chat is now queen fans, even those that werenât before the movie, we could just obsess together over how good it was.Â
but the only one who replied at first was my best friend (bless her). she loved a few messages (namely, 3: the first was that I watched it, the second was that the casting for brian may was amazing, and the third was that the live aid scene was so good). I was kinda confused bc I didnt think she even knew what I was talking about, especially since I didnt think shed even seen the movie? but maybe she did. or maybe she was just appreciating the comments, and anyway, regardless, I was grateful for her responding. and she said like âooo where did you see itâ and I said I found it online and she said âoh lol.â and she dislikes my ending text of âsorry for the spam I just really enjoyed it.â so I was grateful. but no one else really said anything.
until perfect friend sends an unrelated pic and says something. then she loved my text that I finally saw bohemian rhapsody, basically as an afterthought, but didnt say anything else on it. prom friend right away responds to perfect friend, ignoring all my texts, even tho I thought he was such a big fan of queen now after seeing the movie but whatever. he also then sends a video of blanket friend to the same group chat, addressing best friend, saying her name and what theyâre doing.
so, nice to know im not liked lol.
I know this is a long winded story (I mean it doesn't matter cuz im just writing this to myself not anyone else) but im just so frustrated. I wish there was someone out there who would just CARE and appreciate my friendship and treat me like a friend. I KNOW I DONT DESERVE IT. and everything I say is with that unspoken warrant. like I KNOW. im just trying to say that at the same time im so tired of giving so much to my different relationships only to have it be reciprocated by like 5%. the closest connection I have is with is best friend, but she still looks down on me and has even told me everything she hates about me, two years ago when she was trying to get me to join color guard. color guard is like her obsession now, and she says she didnt know what it was before, even though back at the end of 8th grade I literally ASKED HER, âdo you want to join color guard in hs.â but I guess she didnât hear me and just disregarded it like she has SO MANY OTHER THINGS she doesn't deem important until she or her boyfriend or someone âdiscoversâ it and then suddenly its her original idea or something. and ever since that episode when she basically ranted about everything she dislikes about me, just bc I didnt want to join color guard, nothing has been the same. I know ive wronged her so many times and I feel bad. I dont deserve her trust (I betrayed it so many times, like when I didnt tell her I was helping her (now) boyfriend) and I understand that, but now we dont share anything real. I dont trust ANYONE and all my real feelings and secrets I keep to myself. she doesn't need me for anything anymore now that she has a boyfriend, so its fine. but she still actually cares about me, and I care about her, and at least she will show her friendship and support for me.Â
its just, I try so hard to connect. to act like im happy and have emotions when inside im depressed and empty. I try to show enthusiasm for everything they do when honestly I have so many of my own problems to worry about that I honestly just dont have the energy to care. I try to offer myself to comfort them and I prioritize other peoples feelings over my own obligations, feelings, problems, sleep, health, and time. I know it sounds like im a bad person just âfakingâ it and resenting these things that I should be happy to do. I guess I am, but its just that my mental health is so bad right now that its impossible for me to actually bring myself to care about stuff and others and myself or anything at all so thats why. When I get an opportunity to help people (like with the promposal and the girlfriend) it actually invigorates me bc I feel so needed. I willingly spend time on that bc it actually feels like im accomplishing something. It feels like people actually want me there. it feels like by doing this people will appreciate me. but thatâs where im wrong. I got him his girlfriend and now he never talks to me or responds to my texts. I KNOW hes there, bc heâll love all of her texts in the group chat, even the ones just saying the same things I already said, but he doesn't react to any of mine. I got him his prom date, yet in the hallways he doesn't say hi to me but heâll gladly say hi to perfect friend or best friend. yesterday in lunch people got their yearbooks. perfect friend realized the cover had a feature. prom friend is there. best friend runs over yelling about how the cover is so bad because itâs predominantly black while the past 2 were predominantly white. to point out a good aspect, I repeat the feature perfect friend said. prom friend repeats what I said, but not in a high pitched voice or anything that hints at sarcasm or teasing. so I turn to him and im like â....I just said that.â he goes âI know. I was mocking you.â perfect friend and best friend say nothing to defend me. I just... I dont get it. a few days ago you said I was a good friend and now you proceed to make fun of me. somehow something about me makes it ok for him and others to make fun of me and look down on me, when he doesn't tease best friend or perfect friend. he treats me like trash but since the other two are perfect, since he likes perfect friend and since best friend is dating his friend, they have an automatic pass to be treated like queens, to be admired by him. best friend and perfect friend dont think they need to defend me when ive been nothing but loyal. it makes me annoyed because ive spent years defending best friend anytime someone says something. I was the outspoken one who'd yell at the guys when they teased. yet all anyone ever saw me as was the annoying, dramatic one. when I was just trying to be a friend the way I knew how. I thought being loyal was how to be a good friend, bc thats all I ever wanted. my brother made fun of me and put me down, at home, and in front of his friends, which were the most embarrassing time of all. so I thought my friends would appreciate me being loyal, yet all its ever seemed in all these years is that theyâre embarrassed of me when I jump at those who tease. but I guess its because im so socially awkward. I overreact when things dont call for such big scenes. I talk too much. I try too hard. I just hate how I always take the fall. I never get credit where its due, just because I try to stay humble yet everyone still thinks im arrogant. I keep quiet, bc if I ever said what im saying now, it would just prove it. âsee? you DO think highly of yourself.â they dont know that I would do anything to remove myself from this earth if I could because I have so much self loathing in me.Â
the other day in math we were working in groups. one group came up with something and said it and the rest of the class was like âohhhâ but one group didnt hear and were like âwhat?â best friend goes âno dont tell them! make them figure it out themselves.â so I say to a classmate about to tell them, âno no no dont!â but in my voice thats 50x louder than my friendâs. someone else goes âwhat? no! thats so mean!â I was so embarrassed. I wouldn't have said anything if it wasn't my friends idea. I couldnât care less whether that group knew or not, but since my friend said it I wanted to be supportive so I said something to have a bit of fun. yet I was the mean one, the one everyone looked at weird, the dramatic, annoying one, yet AGAIN.Â
and it just made me think. I have taken the fall for others so many times and they have never spoken up. when its the other way around, when someone gets blamed for something that was my own fault, I always speak up and make sure to take the fall. I make it clear until people understand. and yet my friends never do the same for me. so why do I even bother?
I just need to stop trying so hard to be a friend, to be likable, because I know ill never know how. its just not in me to understand how to be a normal fucking person. to know how to interact with others. to not be socially awkward. to respond the right way. to not have a loud voice or talk too much or overshare. to read social cues and understand when people dont like me and to not force myself on them.
if I ever reach adulthood, maybe I can just sequester myself away from all humans, so none of them will ever have to deal with me again. so I dont fucking ruin society anymore. so I dont have to humiliate myself time and time again. so everyones lives can be so much better.
its embarrassing, im embarrassing, and im so tired of it.
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So all my life
My mother is the 2nd oldest of 4, grew up in Mexico only reached 6th grade before my grandparents pulled her out of school to work and provide since they no longer had money to pay for her education eventually in search of a better life where there is no theifs and gangs as well as outrageously corrupt goverment. She moved to Georgia, US at the age of 15 and began working as a maid eventually lattering up to working in restraunts until she met my father whom she loved and did anything for him. Eventually further into the relationship she learned he was a porn addict, a drug dealer/abuser, and abusive even so she allowed him to have sex with her and he took her virginity despite her only doing it for him she had no sexual desire to it. He impregnated her then abandoned my mother for another woman got her pregnant then beat the other woman went to get high off 7 drugs got caught driving and being that he was illegal within prison ICE had found him and deported leaving my mother alone and for 4 years i lived without a father figure I donât remember his face but apparently Iâm an exact replica of him as well as with habits or way of doing things. ANYWAYS yea i grew in poverty living in an apartment until I reached age to go to school. I knew 0 English and was bullied for being different all the way till 5th grade. I grew up on a college diet (ramen and the occasional actual dinner but that was just beans and rice with a tortilla or 2) then my âstepdadâ was forced into my life and i say stepdad in quotation marks because both him and my mother are illegal so there was no paperwork or church consent just their word and um yea he came into my life made things worse he was a drunk and aggressive he abused of me took his anger out on me beat me for every minor mistake and brutally assaulted me with makeshift weapons such as a wire from coat hangers even threw chairs at me hit me with a metal bat in the back of my legs
My mom would stress me into getting only 100s but i barely knew English I struggled especially when school wasnât my worry my mother always emphasized how poor we were and how she was illegal so my worries were always to take care of her and i worried i think just as much as she worried i as a child grew up giving other more then I receive so like i said i was never in focus to learn in school but i loved to learn on tv about dinosaurs and anything i could find in National Geographic, Animal planet, and discovery channel sometimes even history channel I rarely watched cartoons and it distracted me from school which led to more beatings and insults as i was blamed for being the reason my mother couldnât live a better less stressful life
I also never made friends with anyone until middle school because I was never allowed out I never could do anything but be forced to study or when i turned 8 i began working certain days to bring home income
My life just grew harder with things at home and school not knowing how to fit in society due to being isolated and emotionally scarred from bullying
I grew to make friends and quickly learned how unreliable everyone was and how good everyone else had life and yet they complained about the luxuries i wish i had kids complained their mother forgot to pack their zebra cake when i would sit not 3 seats down unable to afford lunch it made me envious
I worked from age 8 till now currently 17 things though got tougher as i lead to 8th grade and freshman year of high school i still lacked so many social skills and my family treated me as i went through puberty as a monster believing Iâd rape my cousins or siblings especially after being caught on porn. I was excluded from the family and i slowly began speaking more on my ideas and who i was to anyone because i never spoke eventually i told my mother i was athiest and that turned into me being âsatanistâ and a very bad person then came freshman year after family drama
I met a wondeful girl and get this i met her like from a movie in our biology class it first began with awkward stares admiring one another and then we began escalating within a couple months we began dating everything was great I met someone who I understood and i found perfect from body brain to heart I knew I loved her at first sight but i never wanted to allow myself to fall that easy but within a month she told me she loved me and I said it back having been so eager for so long to say it since i met her then she decided she wanted to kill herself I at the time had barely been able to afford a phone because I gave the money to pay the bills and help my mother and didnt have permission to use it for anything except for calls and i was only allowed to keep it from the minute i wake at 6 to 9 pm no matter what so when I got up and i woke up to messages of the person i loved telling me she wanted to kill herself over night last words of those text were I love you and I felt 2 things. I felt my stomach drop, my heart hurt physically for the first time, and i felt as if my world ended because i had been putting everything into her and regret for not having been enough for not having done enough to keep her here ofc i texted her hoping and she replied hour or so later after i sat in the couch crying while numb that led to a deep relationship ofc with issues many being from the outside and we lasted 2 months dating before we broke up and even though broken up we claimed eachother and remained that way for 3 years almost
During those 3 years i lost a total of 13 friends to depression/drugs. I gained a lot of enemies and I was pulled into so much drama without having said a word to those people including between my best friend whom is thankfuly still here by my side yet im slowly losing her
Those 3 years were miserable and then after on and off relationship me and Mia had gotten together one more time thing were going well i was trying my hardest for the last time i wanted her like nothing else I love her but as things got better and we finally for the first time began getting sexual through text or physically I began being torn because of a couple deaths, drama and sadly I fell into believing rumors so i cheated and ruined her for the last time i took things from her and she opened her body to me and trusted me and i broke all that i was a shithead i regret all of it i wish I wouldâve held on and not done anything but yea that was most my past now I sit where i pay the bills I work straight after school I work over night get max 4 hours of sleep because my mother got into an car accident that caused her to be arrested for not having a license(cuz shes illegal) ICE so happened to do the same they did to my father but since she has committed no crime and has kids shes going to court but she believes she has no chance Iâve had to put dropping out as an option to be able to support my sibling in their education and to feed them and cloth them and house as well as my grandmother another thing not even a month after my moms accident which also the bail was 18,000 originally it was 5,000 till ICE Got involved um anyways after her accident my grandpa died due to some strokes he had which began in 2012 he went 6 years repeatedly surviving strokes and with only 25% of his heart working he lasted long but it hit me hard because he was the only father figure i had and he showed me how to work in every hard labor possible he set me for life I lost something very valuable then i lost an idol someone who helped me through rough times things since then have gotten worse including my fights the beginning of losing my friend and cousin
My car accident that happened last weekend: omw to work a car intercepted into my lane in front of me causing my to get hit from the side pushed into the apposing side of the 2 lane roads only to be pushed into the middle after the guy who originally hit me got hit from behind I honestly could have died luckily the apposing traffic stopped and avoided me barely anyways my car is wrecked i have no method to reach work so Iâm in the verge of losing my home and everything and Iâm failing at life I cant keep my grades up with no time to study and i have no sleep so i fall asleep in class not to mention the amount of stress i have from being an adult and the emotional abuse this world decided to put me through my doctors told me to find an outlet or i could have a heart attack soon and same goes for my mother
Iâm in ruins and i have no one there usually i had Mia there or Tiffany and my cousin
But now Iâm here alone Mia hates me and even though i reached out to her again i doubt sheâll look at it
My best friend is slowly letting go of me because her boyfriend
My cousin is being manipulated by his gf and sheâs pushing him away from his family and friends
Someone help please I need more than just this text I canât do more and i cantgive up
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tagged by @kokokysoo for one of those âget to know meâ memes! (under the cut cuz its so long)
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (idk how many people ill end up tagging and dont feel obligated!!)
THE LAST:
1. Drink: water but like i think my flatmates put vodka in the ice cube trays so?? not sure exactly how much is accidentally Not Water
2. Phone Call: uhhhhh a study abroad program advisor
3. Text Message: my older brother tryna convince me that iâll make friends eventually lmao
4. Song you listened to: i actually stopped writing this to grab a sweater but then TT came on and i instinctively dance to it now so that happened
5. Time you cried: almost last night but like... not enough feelings to actually cry yet just wait
6. Dated someone twice: never even dated someone once, bro...
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i never regret giving my dog kisses but sometimes my cat swipes at me :/
8. Been cheated on: gotta have a boyfriend first to get cheated on
9. Lost someone special: yup
10. Been depressed: only since i was 12 years old  l m f a o
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: i hate puking so i never go past being tipsy
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. red!
13. millennial pink fight me
14. rose gold fight me again
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: yyyes but i sure would like to make some more Here, at my Current University
16. Fallen out of love: mmm not Love but definitely Like? i stopped Liking someone who i had a crush on
17. Laughed until you cried: so frequently itâs worrisome
18. Found out someone was talking about you: um did u mean middle and high school? i was such a petty bitch tho i put em in their places after crying in my room alone lmfao
19. Met someone who changed you: yes yes yes! dallon is the first who comes to mind heâs... no words
20. Found out who your friends are: ummm i dont know?
21. Kissed someone on your facebook list: ...my mom??? lmao
GENERAL:
22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them except a few who ive just added bc weâre all transfer students to the same university this year and im Desperate
23. Do you have any pets: yes!! 2 cats, Harry and Kai (shut up ok iâve always liked that syllable in chinese) and one dog, Lady my perfect cuddle angel baby
24. Do you want to change your name: honestly... sometimes yeah? but only because itâs so boring when itâs translated into chinese/korean so maybe iâd just change my names in those languages idk
25. What did you do for your last birthday: probably just went out to dinner w/ my family, but when i got back to my old college my friends and i went to a store in Queens it was such a good day...
26. What time did you wake up: like... noon probably lmao #depression
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: rewatching exo next door and gettin emotional over ksoo
28. Name something you can not wait for: THE POWER OF MUSIC BITCH LESS THAN 12 HOURS NOW
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a couple weeks ago when she and my dad helped me move in to my apartment
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i didnt have fucking depression! anxiety is easy to deal with for me but depression isnt
31. What are you listening to right now: walk on memories
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i have a 2nd cousin named Tom heâs like 50 years old
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: ......so much
34. Most visited website: netflix/facebook/tumblr
35. Mole/s: one on my back, one on my neck, one under my left boob... i think thatâs it
36. Mark/s: mostly bruises on my shins bc im clumsy; also some shaving scars from like 3+ years ago (one of em bled for 4 days while i was in china!)
37. Childhood dream: typical american kid stuff like ballerina and movie star
38. Hair color: medium brown i guess? it used to be lighter but itâs been getting darker as i get older
39. Long or short hair: i just cut it short again so itâs just touching my shoulders when dry (itâs wavy-curly so itâs a bit longer than that in reality)
40. Do you have a crush on someone: yeah can i have uhhhhhhhh byun baekhyun? no one irl tho
41. What do you like about yourself: ive got a great complexion that has really calmed down in the past few years! and i love my eyes ive got gorgeous eyes and a nice smile and a cute body and ive been doin self-love the past year can u tell?
42. Piercings: just regular ear piercings that i only got... a year ago...
43. Blood type: i never remember but maybe O? whichever one is the most common i think idk tho
44. Nickname: lulu is a nickname, ummm ive had a few friends call me em or ems which is cute
45. Relationship status: chronically single and repulsive to the male population, perhaps?
46. Zodiac: sun in pisces/leo rising (fun fact when i was little a kid asked me my sign so i said pisces and he called me fish poop so i cried) (he was probably a gemini the fuckin asshole), year of the tiger
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite tv show: pushing daisies, 30 rock, scrubs, greyâs anatomy but only up til the 8th season then itâs bad
49. Tattoos: i actually almost got one a few weeks ago but then i lost my job :/ i wanted to get âje ne regrette rienâ tattooed on my hip bone real small
50. Right or left handed: right - i used to be able to write pretty well with my left hand but alas...
51. Surgery: yyyup wisdom teeth removal, eyelid surgery to get rid of some bumpy things, broken arm when i was like 1.5 years old, and im getting lasik next summer probably
52. Piercing: ya already asked ya doofus
53. Sport: my dad made me play basketball in middle school i got 2 technical fouls bc i had anger issues so i stopped playing basketball. i got Decent at ballet tho!
54. Vacation: we havent really had the money lately
55. Pair of trainers: i just bought 2 new pairs bc i ruined my only pair in seoul and had to throw them out (they got soaked in the rain and then mildewed n all) (side note: theyâre so expensive?? the adidas and nike were as expensive as the new balance which is Silly so i just bought adidas and nike)
MORE GENERAL:
56. Eating: nothing rn but i need to go get dinner...
57. Drinking: did we not already go over this
58. Iâm about to go: either to the dining hall or to a nearby restaurant im honestly not sureÂ
59. Waiting for: exo to move in next door to me only to discover that one of them is my childhood best friend-slash-first love and another has fallen in love with me and my clumsy but lovable personality :)
60. Want: byun baekhyun (im kidding kind of, um i want to make friends here and be less anxious about my classes and life in general)
61. Get married: yeah one day but so far no one iâve met is Vibing with that seeing as no one will even ask me out im not Super Hopeful :/
62. Career: chinese major/korean minor at a university um hopefully after i graduate someone will hire me and give me money to do something i dont completely hate but weâll see
WHICH IS BETTER:
63. Hugs or kisses: i literally would not know so i will say Hugs because theyâre the only things ive experienced! and i could use a really long hug rn
64. Lips or eyes: ...eyes... but lips r important too cuz i cant even look at a photo of amy schumer anymore w/out staring at her terrifying lips
65. Shorter or taller: taller but someone around my height would be ok too (.....im just sayin im like the same height as bbh...)
66. Older or younger: older bc im not about to go dating a freshman or a high schooler lmfao
67. Nice arms or nice stomach: arrrrrrrrms
68. Hookup or relationship: never had either but i think iâd prefer a stable relationship to some extent?? we just dont know
69. Troublemaker or hesitant: im a troublemaker when im comfortable w/ people/places but other than that hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
70. Kissed a stranger: no
71. Drank hard liquor: yeah itâs nasty :/ but it does the trick
72. Lost glasses/contact lenses: somehow no
73. Turned someone down: ya this one guy hit on me when i was walking thru myeongdong but he was a) a stranger b) 25 years old c) from egypt so like it was never gonna happen buddy
74: Sex on the first date: gonna need a first date before i can even answer (the answer would be no i am not down w/ that)Â
75. Broken someoneâs heart: probably not, ill dont think im capable of doing that plus im still so young that realistically it just hasnt been a possibility
76. Had your heart broken: not really, my silly crushes have all been resolved easily bc i never talk about them and then i notice things i dont like about the person and stop liking them like that
77. Been arrested: no but a friend of mine got arrested for trespassing on a roof in nyc last year lmao
78: Cried when someone died: yeah
79. Fallen for a friend: sort of? briefly? it never went anywhere it was silly
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. Yourself: i try to most days but itâs rough
81: Miracles: i mean im not a non-believer but i also donât actively wait for them to happen or really put much stock in them
82. Love at first sight: im not sure because bbh hasnt seen me yet so how would we know??
83. Santa Claus: not anymore i think when i was 8 i sorta stopped
84. Kiss on the first date: never even had a first date or a first kiss ¯\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
85. Angels: um yeah actually! proof they exist - byun baekhyun do kyungsoo kim jongdae kim jongin the list goes on,,
OTHER:
90. Current best friends: dallon, lilli, ida, stephanie, aria!
91: Eye color: light green. i have Gorgeous eyes!!!
92: Favorite movie: a taiwanese movie called Secret, i rly liked ksooâs movie Hyung, Chicago the Musical... there are more but im drawing a blank
i guess ill tag... no one but if ur reading this and u wanna do it feel free to say i tagged u! i love learning about u guys it makes me feel less alone
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