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libelelle · 1 year ago
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Btw i know i joke about Shadow being retired but he reallt isnt. Hes just laying low. Hes techically wanted by the state, rhough rn hes not really a priority. Every decade or so something major happens and Shadow comes out of nowhere to save the day (only when its REALLY needed. He doesnt help with everything, just things that could cause major damage. Cities being leveled and worlds ending sort of thing) when this happens he always skyrockets on the wanted list. Then he vanishes from the face of the earth until they lose interest. Rinse and repeat.
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mercyofempty · 2 years ago
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actually in a world where they had time to work on the story more i wish they had more scenes of silver learning to love and appreciate the present, how lush the trees and plants are, how everyone in town seems so happy. i want to watch silver eat an icecream and be amazed about how cold yet sweet it is. watching him interacting with the people around town and relishing in how truly peaceful the world can be. i think with sonic being the obvious world renowned hero silver would've heard people talking about sonic or outright mentioning him to silver, about how he's saved the world from the brink of destruction multiple times. silver thinks he'd like to meet him sometime, maybe he can help him with tracking down the iblis trigger and saving the future.
silver learning about how much of a hero sonic is from the townspeople is more compelling than just amy telling silver sonic isn't bad because she said so. giving silver more internal conflict when he learns sonic is the iblis trigger. is the person everyone talks of so highly really the trigger? why would the guy who's saved the world multiple times already only now want to bring destruction upon it? bringing it up with mephiles only results in mephiles cutting him off with how is he really going to risk how only chance to save the future?
i think in their first encounter and fight silver immediatly cuts to the chase with fighting sonic, only saying his name and purpose, before when he finally has sonic in a bind jumping for the kill before amy stops him. and then in the second encounter silver catching sonic off guard and they exchange more words, having sonic question what silver's talking about, about why he's doing this, and watching silvers internal conflict if it's really worth trusting his gut feeling that sonic really is innocent when this one act of trusting his feelings could leave the entire future in ruin? and then shadow kicks him before he can make a decision if he should actually kill sonic or not.
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smol-tired-binch-blog · 1 year ago
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Sometimes I think I must consume media wrong because I don't remember The Lottery by Shirley Jackson fucking me up
Like sure I read it and was like 'wait hang on, what- oh dear.' but I didn't have the 'Dude That Was So Fucked Up I Am Fundamentally Changed As A Person' experience everyone else apparently had
And that ain't a flex btw this ain't a "oh I can read the most fucked up stuff and feel NOTHING" kinda bullshit I just. Wasn't that deeply affected lmao
#but also i got a B in English Literature A Level so I must be doing somethin right lmao#smol speaks#im trying to think why it didnt really mess with me. it wasnt a 'shocking twist' it's Where The Story Went to me#then again i dont remember many specifics from when i was younger. hell i barely remember the last week. i do know we read it though#i dont remember what conclusions i reached or what we even discussed. however i CAN think of a story that did affect me as a kid:#Lola Rose by Jacqueline Wilson. I read it in primary school and have reread it multiple times. i felt such a connection with Lola Rose#she was so similar to me even though we also had differences (her fear and hatred of sharks vs my love of them) (though her fear made sense#i dont think ive ever empathized with a character so much. and that book introduced me to the concept of abusive parents i think.#the idea of a parent who didnt simply love you but sometimes went about it wrong or made mistakes. but one who *actively* hurt their family#rereading that book again as an adult is heartbreaking ESPECIALLY the 'Voice of Doom' sections which *holy fuck i relate to*. there's such#dread and fear in that book but luckily there is hope and joy!! but God above the shit that girl deals with. anyway maybe reading a story#about a weird festival that ends with a stoning doesnt hit as hard when youve read about a girl seeing the bruises on her mother's chest#in the bath and having to tell her 5 year old brother they ran away from Dad because he hurt Mum and his response is 'but she deserves it'#abuse mention#better tag that huh. yeah sorry i put half the post in the tags again GOD i should make an actual Lola Rose post
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bigbuffjoonie · 1 year ago
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SCREAMS
Okay now that I’m more normal, this fic was so thrilling! Going through the mountain pass I was holding my breath too! The feeling of dread just building up until The Splashes just -chef kiss-!! Loved everything about this and I cannot wait to see pt 2! 💕
The Obsidian Pearl (I)
— pairing: mermaid seokjin x (f) reader — word count: 7.2k — warnings: yandere, descriptions of death/blood/violence — summary: Sailing through The Dead Man’s Passage is a death sentence and the whole crew knows it. But with the ship’s stocks dwindling fast, your captain is left with no other choice. When a haunting melody makes the crew jump ship one by one, you find yourself alone with the demon lurking in the murky red water. As the creature beckons you to jump into the icy ocean – “come to me, pet” – you find that you can’t do anything but obey.
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“Captain, this is a bad idea.”
A hush falls over the deck, a few whispers being passed back and forth between the crew as they watch you challenge the captain’s decision. There’s an audible gulp somewhere behind you as the captain pins you with a hard gaze, his jaw clenched tight with annoyance.
He taps the map that’s spread out in front of him, voice leaving no room for argument as he says, “This is the fastest route.”
“That may be, Captain, but it’s not worth the risk. Haven’t you heard the stories? The numerous crews that have gone missing after sailing in this area? There’s a reason it’s called The Dead Man’s passage!”
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#my apologies for who I’m about to become in the tags#OHHHHHHHHH MY GODDDDDDDD THE WAY I FUCKIN JUMPED WHEN I SAW THIS FIC I GOT SO EXCITED#I HAVENT BEEN ON TUMBLR IN A LONG TIME AND I COME BACK TO THIS BEAUTIFUL HAUNTING JIN SIREN FIC THANK YOU BLESS YOU#HE CAN TALK???????#HE CAN TALK!!!!!!!!!!#ITS SO SCARY BC HE SEEMS MORE ADVANCED THAN JUNGKOOK SO BOT ONLY CAN HE SPEAK FULL ON SENTENCES HIS FUCKIN COGNITION IS OFF THE CHARTS#WHATS SCARIER THAN A MYTHICAL PREDATOR A MYTHICAL PREDATOR THAT CSN SPEAK YOUR LANGUAGE#IT DOESNT LOOK GOOD FOR MC SWEETIE IM SO SORRY#LIKE FOR ONE I LOVE THAT HE CAN TALK BC IT JUST MAKES HIM ALL THE MORE SINISTER BC HE CSN COMMUNICATE JUST HOW LITTLE HE CARES ABOUT HUMANS#POOR MC IS UPSET AS SHE SHOULD BE THO I ALSO GER THAT TO SEOKJIN HUMANS ARE A PART OF THE FOOD CHAIN HE DOES NOT CARE#THE FACT THAT HE SCARES PPL MC INCLUDED ENTERTAINS HIM SO. IM JUST SAYING I SEE THE VISION JINS PERFECT#hIS LONG HAIR TOO???? LIKE TO PICTURE THAT HEAD RISING FROM THE BLOODY WATERS IS SO CHILLING!!!#UNHINGES HIS JAW LIKE A FUCKIN SHOVEL THE HORROR!!! (I love this)#i am curious too as to why mc could resist as long unless she’s just THAT GIRL!! which also makes sense to me bc shes great#she took the fall for the young boatswain like 🥺😢 WHY COULDNT HER CAPTAIN JUST ASSIGN TWO PPL DAMN!!!#oh which reminds me the part where the captain looks back at mc in terror before the spell takes him over for good was chef kiss#i LIVE for that stuff#like how do I communicate that I’m so excited to read what happens tho for mc SHES GONNA NEED TO BUCKLE UP#BC IK HOW TCS ENDS IM NOT LETTING SEOKJINS COMMENT ABOUT HER THIGHS SLIDE!!!! YOU CANT FOOL ME SEOKJIN!!!!! did he mean as food yes BUT!!#my eyes are OPEN I’m WATCHING YOU SEOKJIN!!#seriously tho this fic is amazing and I’m so excited to see what happens next!! like this is a dark yandere fic and it’s so chilling I love!#thank you for this fic I hope you have a wonderful day this has given me like a hundred doses of serotonin THANK YOU!!!!#I mean TO BE FAIR IF I HEARD SEOKJIN SINGING I WOULD STAND NO CHANCE LOL MC IS BUILT DIFFERENT NOW THAT I THINK OF IT#seokjins probably the most powerful of the siblings…most deaDLY TOO RIP#THIS WAS AMAZING THANK YOU AGAIN!!!!!#now I need to reread tcs AND op I LOVE THIS!!!
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etherealkissed88 · 11 months ago
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i asked you something and you not only were mean, but you are also making fun of me on twitter. i felt so embarrased that i had to delete my account. you made me feel so bad. i did nothing to you. you had no reason to be so mean. english is not my first lenguage so i also have trouble communicating, i understand half of what you post here. karma will hit you so hard.
lets quote what i said “no i dont believe they are possible 🥰 which is why i have a whole page dedicated to manifesting stuff 😍”
this isnt mean, this is sarcasm. you communicate very well actually but heres the thing: i looked at ur account and you repost a lot of loa content. if you read all those posts especially the ones about desired appearance which is what you were asking about, it doesnt make sense for you to ask me “do you believe its actually possible to manifest a desired appearance.”
and do not use your language barrier as an excuse to make me feel bad because i rly dont. if you were so bad at communitcating, you wouldn’t be able to communicate to me both this time and the previous time, plus y would u read and repost loa content if u had an issue w language? i know you understand loa but when ppl keep searching and searching for outside answers and validation, it doesnt get them anywhere. believe me - ive “coached” ppl who repeatedly asked me the same questions over and over again despite my whole account and posts being right there. they still struggle because they only ask questions and never apply.
the same fingers you used to type the question, you could have used those same fingers to scroll thro my page like you did with the other content creators. i get it if you are new to loa (even tho you could have read the content that was already there and even tho u already reposted content answering ur own question) but as someone who creates loa content everyday, its disrespectful from my point of view that i work hard for these posts and ppl dont even look at it and instead ask the most limiting questions ever. its almost like “why would i waste my time w these posts”. if you dont understand this, its bc you arent someone who gets 20 repetitive asks everyday meanwhile their answers being right on my page. it can be stressful and so annoying.
now back to my original answer: “no i dont believe they are possible 🥰 which is why i have a whole page dedicated to manifesting stuff 😍”. if u think this was mean, its bc you knew the answer was yes, it is possible. why else would i have a page dedicated to manifesting if it wasnt possible to “actually manifest a desired appearance”. my answer simply guided you to your own answer and to search my page if you still had (better) questions. what i said was literally not mean😭 and if you still believe so then thats fine bc its never that big of a deal. and i wasnt making fun of u on twitter, i simply said the exact thing i originally answered you with💀
idk if ur a beginner in the law or not but either way, you should know that anything is possible w the law. if u didnt know that, then now you know (and ik you know based on ur reaction to my original answer). and karma isnt real so it will not “hit me hard”🥶
im sorry if you rly have a language barrier issue but from my pov, that was the best, most appropiate reply i could have given. even other loa content creators can agree bc they know how ppl can get in their asks inbox. reread this whole thing if theres still an issue.
and dw u can just make another account like you did just now🤭
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becriticizeslight · 13 days ago
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There's one minor nitpick i want to talk about, because it confused me a lot when rereading the askblog after the V5 ref sheets dropped. It took five volumes for barry to reach his final saturation. 6 years of sparklecare for the main character to become neon However when the chunklings got captured late in the evening at the end of volume two, in the asksparklecare askblog one of the character says that they've only been here since said evening. however they are already bright neon. The chunklings being side patients, it doesnt really surprise me that less care is being put in coherence details. not only that, but we really dont need to wait another six years to see a character reach their final palette. Also the fact that they'd already been in that hospital, knew how bad how things could get, and that they had bad copings which made them more likely to fall into their traumas again quicker. However, them going from super desaturated to sun-bright neon in less than AN EVENING?? whereas for barry it took multiple months of constant traumas, sickness and mutilation..? yeah no that shit doesnt make any sense
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(miley didnt change color cuz she was still actively traumatized, but the others..? it's not like they got harmed again upon arriving to the hospital..right? (you cant declaw a racoon twice now can you. also they seem surprisingly chill and calm in that place, you'd imagine if they got chopped up in the previous hours or if the staff actively traumatized them they'd at least show physical signs of distress around them.) and even if they did, the countless operations barry went through werent enough to make him traumatized so why would one evening at the hospital be enough for the chunklings, who didnt seem to get harmed upon arrival, to be saturated again?)
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sorry if this is worded poorly, if you agree to some extent but want to reword my words you're more than free to make your own post on the matter!! :3
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mrhotdog95 · 3 months ago
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Do you think you could please make a mini tutorial on how u draw cats or post a speed paint on it?? Just a question, you don't have to ofc--
Not me re reading this like 8 times in a row just to make sure I didn't make any mistakes💀
Hi btw=33
ohh haiii :3 id love to !!!! im not very good at explaining my thought process though so sorry if it doesnt make too much sense
little bit of a flashing lights warning for the speedpaint
kinda funny how much u can see me struggle on this
i drew these recently and finaly remmebered to toggle the speedpaint button on csp :3
i will always choose a shape and a color in my head before i start drawing, like with hollyleaf i chose a sorta triangle and the color purple :D
i cant really think of what else to say so i hope the speedpaint makes more sense than i do
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heres the finished pieces :D
i also reread this several times to make sure i did not say anything wrong
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rottingraisins · 2 years ago
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what’s your favourite scp article?? or a few, if you have such
HELLO PUT TOGETHER A FUCKING. NO PARTICULAR ORDER TOP 15 sorry theres just so many of them.
SCP-3515 “Unearth”
Did you also have that one really specific childhood fear of falling asleep and waking up buried alive?? Yeah??? Then this one is so fucking scary! Its usually the one I recommend to people just looking for a good standalone horror story. Also love the odd sort of sense of nostalgia permeating the piece.
SCP-1958 “Starmobile”
This one really gets to me and i dont know why, sometimes I’ll just sit on the train to uni and think about it. The stars are so fucking beautiful out here man…
SCP-2006 “Too Spooky”
Hehehe I love the ones where the actual gimmicks in the containment procedures and this ones my fav one 4ever its so silly
SCP-5733 “Return of the Suburb Slasher”
This one is kind of hammy and melodramatic down to the twist ending that doesnt make any sense but its supposed to be a hommage to like 80s popcorn slasher flicks and it fits that sort of tone wonderfully, not every scp needs to take itself seriously I think. Also love how crazy the experiment logs get they straight up just teach her magic
SCP-3999 “I Am At The Center Of Everything That Happens To Me”
TALLORAN my friend Talloran… This one hits a lot harder if you’ve read a few other SCPs and especially if youve gotten somewhat entrenched in the community so if you read this one fairly early on and didn’t feel like you really got it I implore you to give it a reread. Normie pick but probably my favorite piece among all these if I had to pick just one it is that good
SCP-4205 “In The Eyes Of The Beholder”
To be fair its been a while since I read this one but I remember it making me really emotional the first time around, scps that are about like tragic little stories happening to people exposed to them are always gonna hit me harder than the most clever out there of concepts tbh
SCP-5320 “The People's Church Of The Fish That Just Goes On Forever “
THIS ONES LIKE THAT A BIT ALSO though its not tragic and more silly but so profoundly human. raddagher in general is rlly good at like. Immersing you in the workplace culture of a setting as inherently bizarre as the foundation and im such a sucker for it
SCP-166 “Just a Teenage Gaea”
LISTEN. LISTEN I wasn’t gonna put any scps on here just bc I like the characters attached to it but meri BARELY appears in anything else than her file tbh and also its a good fucking rewrite I absolutely love all the implied lore about the goc and procedure clockwork blackchild havilah and how they leaned more into the estranged familial relationship between her and clef which was always the emotional core of the piece to me
SCP-0166 “I Was A Teenage Succubus”
The other really good 166 rewrite. Manages to very thoroughly deconstruct the original piece and everything that was wrong with it without being weird abt it and even gets a little meta! I love one (1) tuberculosisgirl yes you should GET to feel righteous anger at how the narrative has treated you!!
SCP-2721 ”Eli and Lyris”
...I used to have really bad internalized cringe @ myself and my dumb fandom shit when I was younger so theres something very very sweet to me about homestuckposting saving the world. Also love the implicit character development in Eli going on to become bones gaw. Whenever its in anything I’m like. Points at it
SCP-2508 “The Long Wait”
Listen I don’t know what’s really going on in this one either but the tone and concept of it never quite let me go
SCP-3001 “Red Reality”
Robert :(
SCP-2000 “Deus Ex Machina”
WHO KNEW A FUCKING THAUMIEL COULD HIDE ONE OF THE WIKIS MOST DEVASTATING COSMIC HORROR CONCEPTS HUH. In a lot of ways feels like a thematic predecessor to yesterday and resurrection as a whole which. I dont know if youve noticed but im not normal about that canon whatsoever. Also shoutout to clef for making a cameo as a decomposing mummy you go girl!!!
SCP-3309 “Where We Go When We Fade, Fade Away “
Leans really heavily on its meta twist but its really a very clever idea to be fair and the emotional writing hits just hard enough to make this another one i like. Sit and think about sometimes
SCP-3002 “Attempt To Assasinate Thought”
Kind of long and all over the place but it somewhat needs to be to keep you from figuring out whats really going on until the end. YES OK this gets bonus points for the author having revealed on reddit that this is an au version of iris/scp-105 on her posthumous final revenge campaign against the foundation which adds another layer of emotional depth to it that it probably wouldnt have made it on here without but its my list. I can do what I want
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cursed-elements-blog · 3 months ago
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boys will be boys but that doesnt mean that its ok 100%, you can understand the reasoning without justifying it as a good thing.
Chase did a horrible thing in trying to protect Tj and its unjustifiable that he hid it for... 12-13? years? But echo needs secrets and what's better than the 'drowning' of a young child- a otter no less- in the local lake?
Isnt it also suspect that nobody thought to question chase? I am unsure if i am misremembering but i do not think chase had been questioned before the events of the visual novel.
i literally can't tell if you're agreeing with me or not cause like again no one was out here justifying chase's actions. if ur not then please reread my response to the ask and if you are then sorry lol
as for that 2nd paragraph i think that part of it is that he like represses the memories of killing Sydney pretty quickly after he dies. like he seems genuinely oblivious as to the specifics in like that prequel vn and some of the routes up until those memories resurface in like TJ's route when he gets that "i know what you did" message and shit.
i don't think anyone questioned chase cause as far as anyone knew chase was swimming with the others AND he pulled sydney's body out of the water. and like people do think it's odd that sydney drowned with him being OTTER and all like that's part of flynn's entire schtick. Sydney's death was fucking weird and he's pissed that everyone just accepted the accidental drowning narrative but it makes sense that no one except TJ made the connection that chase had something to do with it
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spacedhead · 1 year ago
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homestuck reread #12: act 6 p3
this is so funny to me im giggling in call and my friends are asking but im not brave enough to say it
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john is fighting jack?? OKAYYYY WIN THIS SHIT THEN
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HI ROSE OMG HI ROSE . it sucks how they cant like communicate with each other at all during the three years. like you guys dont have multi dimensional service? get the iphone plan
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RAHHHHH
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bro shut up LOLLLLLL
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what the fuck is this . WHY ARE THEY BEING SO MEAN TO EACH OTHER GUYS PLEASE YOU HAVE TO GET ALONG
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TRUE we love a dumb motherfucker
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due to speculation???
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johntav
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john looks so goofy here. also drunk rose was silly but also a bit sad
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holy shit this is a lotta trolls
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stop pretending. we all know you want attention stop trying to deny it. AND ANOTHER THING. the stuff that is going on with caliborn? WRDGAF. the meenah intermissions were fun though. some funny dialogue in there. i liked them :) . unfortunately it just made me wanna get back to what the beta kids and trolls are doing... even though i see them every so often i feel like i miss them. like i used to see them all the time! and now... i see them once a year....
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yeah you really screwed the pooch on that one lil bro
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okay this dialogue is actually painful to read BUT it is interesting how a common theme of the alpha kid session is just. Waiting . they have to wait for the beta kids to come to actually make their session winnable and it keeps telling us that . so theyre just sitting around stewing in their juices. also cool that theyre called nobles instead of heroes and their planets each have a noble gas in the title
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this doesnt really make sense over text BUT i see what is happening and. yes jake is the worst. jake you suck we all hate you sorry girl maybe stop being flop city
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yeah okay jane is actually based right now. i cant remember why i stopped liking her. in this conversation jake is ragging on dirk for being too self indulgent and having zero self awareness while talking to jane about his issues. jane is literally trying to plan her own birthday party . jake you are being so fucking stupid and rude and honestly a pos rn bro. get OVER yourself
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cool panel.... a bit scary though! man i love roxy. calliope is good too
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holy shit i did not know that your dreamself has to be alive for you to ascend to god tier on your quest bed. that is interesting.
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YOOOO HI ROSE. I MISSED YOU SO MUCH YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED WHILE YOU WERE GONE. and by gone i mean not the center of the story i guess? but either way
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bro is like are you serious right now. is this really happening. also hey equius . long time no see. i guess
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OH HELL YEAH BEST CHARACTER JUST INTRODUCED BTW
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ahahahahaha oh man this guy is a riot. also look at dirk this is huge for the dirk profile picture community which could be me soon
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"it seems i demand milk" NEED TO START SAYING THIS ABOUT THINGS
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oh man i really hate this part. i hope it isnt too long i dont remember if its really drawn out or short
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he is about to die
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he deserved this
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gahhhhhhhhh its too much PLEASE let this end soon
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this shit is IMPOSSIBLE TO READ
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOO fefeta :( best character you will be missed on this grand adventure. but alas we will have to carry on without you. how will we cope? how will we survive?
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i think you are giving him too much credit there . at this point he definitely IS an asshole
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okay well trickster mode is over and things are about to get even worse but i do appreciate the kids talking out their problems albeit in a very non direct way to where they arent actually really solving anything BUT they are at least talking now!! so thats good!! next part things take a turn for the worse somehow see you then
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saintsarefake · 1 year ago
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Hey so jttw does explore tang sanzang arc
Hes is a mostly static character but he does actually develop subtly. He supposed represent confucious ideal in a person (i may b incorrect but he is a representation of a ideal. Hence why swk is far more flexible n able to lean more about the sutras better than he did)
This guy was in his twenties when this whole shebang started n up facing traumatic things back to back. (From seeing how ppl get brutalizing murder, to ppl wanting to kill/eat him, to ppl trying to sexually assault him and sm more) He was naive at the start but remember he almost got killed by swk in the beginning.
I think most ppl believe he does the spelll daily to the point where swk passe from the pain but that not happen in the book.(in the book itself swk doesnt pass from the pain, its in different media but not in the book) what he does do is use it multiple times a and then proceed to never use it in months and in years. (Bc while yes the arc seem back to back, its actually years and months that happened in between changing from from arc to the next)
Alot of the times when the circlet is used theres is a background reason why he has done it. (Like in true and false monkey arc: where they are trying to find the real swk but it didn’t work bc LEMH copied swk perfectly. This tends to happen alot in the book where a character transforms into swk n copy him to a T.) He doesn’t abused that in a day to day basis. (none of the pilgrims would have been comfortable had tang sanzang abused it not even zhu bajie. Who also went tru a character arc) its not great that he does it all in one go but its better than what most ppl presume he does. Theres post going around that explains the wbs arc and why zhu bajie was being a ass there ao im not explaining that.
Seriously ends up feeling guilty for not bringing anything to the table while his pilgrims are going around getting supplies. He goes like “please do not mind my disciples, theyre are good people even if theyre ugly af”
His character arc is way in the background even he is a static character. Since jttw is more so in your face about sun wukong character development.
I AM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO ANSWER THIS I KEPT FORGETTING TToTT
damn i actually learnt a lot from this bc i only read half way through the book and then lost where i was going
i've started rereading the book again since my class assignment revolves around it and i wanted to have more information on sanzang since i'm doing a character analysis on him and i have noticed most of the things above
the part where you explained how he used the curcit and the time between each installment makes a lot more sense, since it was kind of concerning that a buddhist, someone who is supposed to be peaceful and hate inflicting pain on others, uses it as often as sanzang has within the novel
sorry if this is ramble-y, you make a lot of good points and i really like what you say and i genuinely do not know how to respond properly i'm sorry again if this seems really rude and dismissive
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nailgunstigmata · 1 year ago
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how did you get over comp het and realize you are a lesbian? (i have no clue how comfortable you are talking about this sort of stuff so please feel free to just ignore this <3 sorry if it feels like prying)
no worries at all!! ill be honest and say that i still struggle with comphet/a feeling that im „faking it“, almost a kind of sexuality imposter syndrome if that makes sense, but for me what has always helped is to just try to think of the whole thing objectively, if that makes sense? one of the main things for me personally (and i feel like i can only rlly speak from my own experience here so im sorry if it isnt too helpful fhdjdb) is that im just not attracted to any men irl, especially not attainable ones. i can also just never see myself in a relationship with a man and being happy, like i can see it with a woman!! i guess it kind of depends from person to person but for me it was realizing that i can think a man is attractive/has attractive physical features but also not personally want to be with them romantically and that feelings like that are normal and something many lesbians have.
kind of an occams razor situation where its like hm i feel like i should be in a relationship with a man but it doesnt make me happy and i dont have any desire for it. the thought of marrying a man makes me upset in a way i cant explain. but i have crushes on women and the thought of marrying a woman makes me happy….ok well yeah that doesnt sound straight at all.
comphet is such a vicious cycle but at the end of the day the only one who can truly know your identity is you!! and sexuality is a confusing thing and something a lot of people struggle with. you can always switch your label if you feel more comfortable with something else, or you dont have to label yourself at all! but i also get the desire to find „your place“ if that makes sense.
sorry this is kinda rambly dhsjdb but honestly what helped most for me at the end of the day was realizing that comphet exists and doesn‘t invalidate your sexuality, and its also not something you have to be ashamed of!! its natural and fine to revel in exploring things in fiction/fantasy that you wouldnt want in real life and its equally natural and fine to have had relationships with men and for those relationships to maybe not even having been that bad! comphet is annoying but it exists and it doesnt invalidate you, and honestly hearing that from other lesbian, having them tell me that its okay and doesnt take anything away is probably what helped me most!
i havent reread this in some time but this really helped me out when trying to figure my identity out!! you probably already know it if youre questioning, but just in case fhdkdb
also sorry this took me so long to answer i just kept trying to think of something that would help and then procrastinated dhdjd this is the best i can come up with but i hope it maybe helps the tiniest bit? idk fhdjdb
anyways i wish u the best anon!! i hope you figure stuff out <3
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sourtrot · 3 months ago
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Haii!! i'm rbing a reblog rn so idk how that works but here goes (screenshot below of what im responding to in case it doesnt work?)
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WOAH this ends up being a long post and i don't wanna take up space in anyone's dash board so here's a Keep Reading button!!!
dude i am so honored that you like this and that makes me so giddy. Making people happy with my art n' shitposts is genuinely awesome and warms my heart!
AHH i'm sorry about the bouquet thing!! my friend joked that blood sharing was like a proposal so i had to draw it. BUT while i was doodling that, i was scouring for v4v works with fluff so it must've marinated in my head even more!?
I went back to check, and found what you mean! i think i accidentally stole your idea while binging this ship 😭?? I read somewhere that machines hate sharing blood (can't confirm if that's actually canon) and that probably fused with your fic! but i read that fic after i started these sketches so i guess it was kind of a coincidence? but maybe i took the heart idea later??? (i'm sorry. my memory is so ass.) Again i'm so sorry for any confusion!!!
ALSO fun fact for the last doodle! the idea for v2 reading (with v1 being clingy) came from a fic! The fic was about reading a stephen king book except it was between v1 and gabe and it was cute, but it reminded me of v2 🤑?? because v2 would totally take the time to read books while v1 would think that's a stupid waste of time. there's something so beautiful about v2 being more human (purposefully or not) while being contrasted by its blue counterpart blah blah. And another fun fact: for the first doodle, that idea came to me while i was trying to fall asleep and i couldn't stop giggling
ALSO ALSO.... i'd love to make fanart of your work......... runs away. runs back to say: that'd be awesome sauce...But then again i don't want to make promises i can't keep bc i have to study 😭. I will be rereading your stuff though 💪💪💪
ALSO ALSO ALSO: WOW such a long post. sorry you had to sit through that. i can't convey my thoughts into more concise words because my brain says too much too fast and i suck at writing (this will happen a lot). Did i even say what i meant to, and do these words even make sense to others?? idk. Anyways just gonna add that you're a super cool writer and your vocabulary impresses me 😛!!!
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i learned how to do text in krita
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YOU!!! HI! I LOVE YOUR FICS!! I JUST BINGED YOUR descent SERIES AND Oh my God. Your work is written so intelligently?!?!?! and its so satisfying to read❗❗and the banter between the robots.... YUMMY. like you write them so in love and it shows and ohh myyyyy AAHHHHHH IT'S SO SWEET!!!! GO CHECK OUT @birdkittenn 's STUFF❗
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just-some-random-blogger · 2 years ago
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hellow sweetheart!! good morning, day, evening and every moment of a day!
'me and you' who is the lizard?..
'i was eating donuts but now im hungry again' my hungry baby TT bon appetit 'im going to get water' MORE WATER!
'Like I think she says Забери меня then' probably? also ig youre listening on spotify and it has the lyrics? does it have translations?.
'like the songs I used to listen to way deep in my emo phase' it is TT i remember listening to in during the noone understands me and im so sad thus so special. lots of teens here do the same so.. it is.
'I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH ITS ON MY SPOTIFY' oooh im glad it made you feel this way. check her (its actually a band but idk if that man even opens his mouth) other songs? lots of them have this vibe.
'I KNOW THAT but also I don’t' hahsja cute. давай actually means give (not the first form though) but also. it means lets [..] (e.g. lets go, lets do) or (it doesnt make actual sense in english so the most accurate translation is) go ahead. didnt you see the translation?.. 'there was a bad word somewhere there and I was right!' HAHDJSHHD i mean.. its cute how determined you were but there no bad words. i never read the whole translation that i sent you. thus i was SO confused bc there no bad words in the song. 'fuck up' is the harsh version? the word used in the song облажаешься is civil and can be translated as screw up, mess up. i did replay this song multiple times and reread the lyrics and was so very confused TT 'But I cant determine which word it is. But I heard it be said' it was an imagination trick. 'i think it would be… blyat?' would u be surprised if i said it is not hghahf. also id say it is more blyat' but nvm. also?? why hed use it?? i mean?? dont you have curse words?...
'like something was being chewed slowly' is it an insult?... tbh i dont like демоны... ig the chorus is the most questionable part for me? i dont like how they sound so... like the modern version of the nerves (suicide of my faith). so emo and pop and all. but i do have a fav song of theirs, Три дня дождя - Перезаряжай. u can also find it in spoty ig
'Are you sure Улицы ждали is the one with the annoying tempo and not Жанна д’Арк' im pretty used to the singers way of singing (DOES IT MAKE SENSE), she uses this trick a lot. my fav of hers is Луна - самолёты. the translation. and while you can say whats wrong with this, can you say whats wrong with the first one? i cant and thats why i have mixed feelings. (idk if you really understand when i use rus titles TT like yeah you can see but foreign letters r difficult to idk? remember? match?)
'is H an N in russian omg my head' HAJDHJ yes. everyone is confused at school. 'she has such a sweet and bright voice' she does! shes lovely. but tbh i dont really like this song?.. maybe ive just heard it for too many times but yeah. in the next playlist im gonna show u the other one of hers witch i like more. wait for it TT
'also is России russia?' Россия is the first form. (Rossiya). why?
'i like her lyrics. i love her' ohh cute. yeah shes lovely. i remember her also becoming popular with this very song in like 2018
'ITS LOWER BUT IT KINDA SOUNDS LIKE IT' NO TT i think this hymn has a similar male voice in the background. and also Зло just has some religious vibes?
'im sorry i just cant' dont be sorry they fucked up.
'Я is it ya' it is. 'kind of have a soft d-ish sound' idk if i really got you but no?.. its just ya. only vowel sounds. (like there IS a consonant sound but its not d, nvm it doesnt matter)
'were fucking stupid. he 99999999999% cheated' when i said im not the one to judge i meant it. like my president is... he was the president before i was born... and he still is... he literally made up new law to stay in this position in 2020... and in belarus it was even more of a meme. they also had their president nearly since USSR. and in 2020 or 21 after lots of demonstrations and obvious societys hatred towards him, after the obviously falsified election, he said that he could make up (draw) even a bigger number of those who voted for him (CLOWN EMOJI). so i understand. its not really that simple people can do something (legal) when it comes to these kind of things. these fcking arrogant men with obsession with power... we hate them
'you should try pilates' ill think abt it, thanks for your care1
'WE HAVE CHISMOSA CULTURE' its probably not the same but 1) ig there are people who discuss the others everywhere 2) ig we have something like that? we have a big weighty number of jokes about old women hangin out w/their old besties talking shit about everyone they see. its not your problem, its just them. 'filipinos love to talk about people as a bonding experience' hehe sounds pretty. like really. it sounds awful, but i like discussing others w/my friends... im not straight up insulting person in person but why not... and it is not their problem, it is MINE. so nothing wrong with them and you and anyone whos being discussed. 'there are no serial killers here cause of this' LADHJFJF i want to believe it! but then why your president...
'#1 basically call me short #2 reduce our similiarities to height' its merely a joke TT i even said sorry. 'got connected to a moderator that was im pretty sure a 13 year old boy' HAHDHDJD deserved. at least now i dont have to wait more than needed bc of your 13 yo prick TT SHDJFH its so funny? why they let him be? 'i’ll stick to fanfics' this prick never leaves me be TT
'talk to you about daemon im like TODAY' i dont mind :) can we talk about daemon? tbh i want to talk abt the darkling💀 am i crazy? but can u blame me?
'where he was named heir way before rhaenyra was born' OMG sounds SO exciting!!!! i feel like you maybe wanted me to comment on it or send some thoughts but 1) i wanna sleep rn and dont want to make extra moves 2) ive said abt my dream with dae being heir and his spouse being the smart and calm one. or not? idk if u even wanted this but now u know?
'i ATE DONUTS TODAY' YAY!
'they live in my bedroom ceiling and they party and go jogging' go jogging HDHJAHF but really... sounds dreadful. id have hysteria in your place... ok i think rats r not as bad as insects. but have them literally above you💀💀 im so sorry girl.. also i just like... hope that grandpa is great) but rat💀💀 hope for your renovation and hope youll be good and comfy and all. its good to know abt your house, though!
'you actually also dont know what your height' but i do... i just dont know how to use this fcking system TT im 178 cm thats all i know. why do u (they?) even use it TT its stupid TT
i wanted to share some of my fav songs but i want to sleep (and thats the person who needed to do lots of things today but didnt... disappointed but not surprised). do u know the hatters? its a russian band whos also close friends with little big. theyre so talented TT i love the hatters so much TT i think you may find their music interesting? they use ethnic instruments so it sounds.. like it. 'russian style' was really popular back then (watch the mv!). its pretty but my favs are Только позови, Наружу изнутри, Не услышала, maybe youll find them in spoty or yt but dont worry if you dont want to. it ok. me too TT
so! have a nice day/evening/night! take care2 drink water! love u<з
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
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OMG MY CAT WHEN HE GOT A MOUSE T_T HE JUST SCARED IT TO DEATH AND PLAYED WITH IT fr we had to eventually .... kill the mouse ourselves because T_T bro was made into a toy by jinjin
hellow sweetheart!! good morning, day, evening and every moment of a day!
HELLOOOOOOOOO ITS 10 AM and i helped my grandma chop vegetables. have i ever told you about my problem with the onions? T_T I cry so much when i cut them T_T her fridge doesn't get rid of the onion crying effect even after its been in there for a while, but our fridge WHICH IS SO BIG AND SHINY AND NEW gets rid of all the onion crying effects. i think it was 2 days ago. she made me chop so many TINY FRICKIN ONIONS and i was crying so bad my eyes hurt so bad but then i looked in the mirror and i was like DAMN I STILL LOOK HOT but also my entire face was covered in tears and PAIN. i was like i look like i had a bad break up.
have i told you about taho?
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i have this almost every morning T_T its so good and yummy and warm. its.... tofu?????????????????????? HAHAHH its like the white is made really soft soy, then it has tapioca pearls or sago, then the dark brown is called arnibal, which is like a sugary syrup. i think you will love it. i high school there was a taho vendor by our campus and everyday i would buy a cup for myself. now there is a taho vendor that comes to our house/street and sells taho <3 and i love taho <3 also he always says im 'the pretty grandchild' HAHHAHHHHA lol
'me and you' who is the lizard?..
you can be the lizard because youre cold HAHAHAHAH
'i was eating donuts but now im hungry again' my hungry baby TT bon appetit 'im going to get water' MORE WATER!
yes i got more water! but also i would like more donuts now (: but its ok its my sister's birthday today so we're going to buy CAKE!!!! WOW
'Like I think she says Забери меня then' probably? also ig youre listening on spotify and it has the lyrics? does it have translations?.
T_T MY LOVE I AM SO SORRY I JUST ALSHFLASHFASFH I FORGOT TO EXPLAIN WHAT I MEANT WITH THIS ASLHASFDHASDAS I FEEL SO BAD LASHFASLFHSHFSAF I DIDNT MEANT TO JUST SAY
~Like I think she says Забери меня then it goes up half notes to the tonic then she sings the next part~
but i forgot T_T BASICALLY you know the do re mi fa so la ti do? that is called a scale and the syllables you say in that scale are called so-fa syllables. now. the tonic is the home key or the first note in a scale. in our example that is 'do'. if i started with re, (re mi fa so la ti do re) then the tonic would be re.
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here it is on a piano. the letters below it is its key degree equivalent, basically do=c, re=d, etc. now so that i have a visual, do going to re is considered a whole step because of the black key between them. re to mi is also a whole step because of the black key between them. but mi and fa is a half step because they dont have a black key between them.
so when i said in Забери меня the melody travels halfstep up to the tonic, she was on la then to the black key then to ti. i actually played it on piano and she actually started on the tonic then went up HAHAAH cos the tonic in her song is actually La LOLL so if that confused you im sorry and if this is still confusing let me just give you a kiss.
'like the songs I used to listen to way deep in my emo phase' it is TT i remember listening to in during the noone understands me and im so sad thus so special. lots of teens here do the same so.. it is.
ASH:LFHASHSA HAHAHHAHH SAME WE ARE SO SAME
'I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH ITS ON MY SPOTIFY' oooh im glad it made you feel this way. check her (its actually a band but idk if that man even opens his mouth) other songs? lots of them have this vibe.
I WILL! but not rn HHHAAH
'I KNOW THAT but also I don’t' hahsja cute. давай actually means give (not the first form though) but also. it means lets [..] (e.g. lets go, lets do) or (it doesnt make actual sense in english so the most accurate translation is) go ahead. didnt you see the translation?..
i saw the translation but i was trying to figure it out with the context of other times i heard someone day давай and so i googled what it meant and i was very confused
'there was a bad word somewhere there and I was right!' HAHDJSHHD i mean.. its cute how determined you were but there no bad words. i never read the whole translation that i sent you. thus i was SO confused bc there no bad words in the song. 'fuck up' is the harsh version? the word used in the song облажаешься is civil and can be translated as screw up, mess up. i did replay this song multiple times and reread the lyrics and was so very confused TT 'But I cant determine which word it is. But I heard it be said' it was an imagination trick.
LOL HAHHAHH i see so if its not a bad word, can i say that to elderly people and they wont slap me? cos if i cant i think that counts as a bad word
'i think it would be… blyat?' would u be surprised if i said it is not hghahf. also id say it is more blyat' but nvm. also?? why hed use it?? i mean?? dont you have curse words?...
my older brother is stupid. also he likes russian culture cos ig its memey? idk he like playing online games and likes history and he's just drawn to stuff like that ????? IDK
'like something was being chewed slowly' is it an insult?...
iTS NOT AN INSULT ITS JUST AN OBSERVATION. its what is sounds like to me, at least this song did as its slowed. im sorry if you were offended by that.
tbh i dont like демоны... ig the chorus is the most questionable part for me? i dont like how they sound so... like the modern version of the nerves (suicide of my faith). so emo and pop and all. but i do have a fav song of theirs, Три дня дождя - Перезаряжай. u can also find it in spoty ig
oooh i like this song! very pop punk as well
'Are you sure Улицы ждали is the one with the annoying tempo and not Жанна д’Арк' im pretty used to the singers way of singing (DOES IT MAKE SENSE), she uses this trick a lot. my fav of hers is Луна - самолёты. the translation. and while you can say whats wrong with this, can you say whats wrong with the first one? i cant and thats why i have mixed feelings. (idk if you really understand when i use rus titles TT like yeah you can see but foreign letters r difficult to idk? remember? match?)
idk what's wrong with the first one T_T maybe just a manner of preference T_T AHAHAHH i will listen to this song later i have to get ready for school lol T_T AHHA
'is H an N in russian omg my head' HAJDHJ yes. everyone is confused at school.
HAHHAHHHHAA LOL
'she has such a sweet and bright voice' she does! shes lovely. but tbh i dont really like this song?.. maybe ive just heard it for too many times but yeah. in the next playlist im gonna show u the other one of hers witch i like more. wait for it TT
ok HAHAH its a nice song. but its nothing compared to that evil one HAHAHAHA
'also is России russia?' Россия is the first form. (Rossiya). why?
idk it was in the lyrics so HAHAH
'i like her lyrics. i love her' ohh cute. yeah shes lovely. i remember her also becoming popular with this very song in like 2018
<3 good for her SLAY
'ITS LOWER BUT IT KINDA SOUNDS LIKE IT' NO TT i think this hymn has a similar male voice in the background. and also Зло just has some religious vibes?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHHAHA RELIGIOUS VIBES ok whatever im cray
'im sorry i just cant' dont be sorry they fucked up.
ALSFHALSHFASFH AFHT_T OK HAHAHA
'Я is it ya' it is. 'kind of have a soft d-ish sound' idk if i really got you but no?.. its just ya. only vowel sounds. (like there IS a consonant sound but its not d, nvm it doesnt matter)
HAHHAHA OK OK
'were fucking stupid. he 99999999999% cheated' when i said im not the one to judge i meant it. like my president is... he was the president before i was born... and he still is... he literally made up new law to stay in this position in 2020... and in belarus it was even more of a meme. they also had their president nearly since USSR. and in 2020 or 21 after lots of demonstrations and obvious societys hatred towards him, after the obviously falsified election, he said that he could make up (draw) even a bigger number of those who voted for him (CLOWN EMOJI). so i understand. its not really that simple people can do something (legal) when it comes to these kind of things. these fcking arrogant men with obsession with power... we hate them
T_T huhuhuhhuhh my love we should run away together. T_T
'you should try pilates' ill think abt it, thanks for your care1
HAHHAHAHHA <3 LETS GO
'WE HAVE CHISMOSA CULTURE' its probably not the same but 1) ig there are people who discuss the others everywhere 2) ig we have something like that? we have a big weighty number of jokes about old women hangin out w/their old besties talking shit about everyone they see. its not your problem, its just them. 'filipinos love to talk about people as a bonding experience' hehe sounds pretty. like really. it sounds awful, but i like discussing others w/my friends... im not straight up insulting person in person but why not... and it is not their problem, it is MINE. so nothing wrong with them and you and anyone whos being discussed. 'there are no serial killers here cause of this' LADHJFJF i want to believe it! but then why your president...
ASHFLASFHASFHSFHSALFHFLHASLFHASFHASFAHSF YOURE SO RIGHT WHY IS MY PRESIDENT PRESIDENT WITH CHISMOSO CULTURE FUCK also AHAHHA its so funny that you find talking about people as a bonding experience pretty HAHAAH
'#1 basically call me short #2 reduce our similiarities to height' its merely a joke TT i even said sorry.
T_T ok i love you
'got connected to a moderator that was im pretty sure a 13 year old boy' HAHDHDJD deserved. at least now i dont have to wait more than needed bc of your 13 yo prick TT SHDJFH its so funny? why they let him be? 'i’ll stick to fanfics' this prick never leaves me be TT
WHAT I WANT TO WRITE KYLO REN FICS also ive been traumatized by that kid person thing T_T im glad my SUFFERING is funny for you
'talk to you about daemon im like TODAY' i dont mind :) can we talk about daemon? tbh i want to talk abt the darkling💀 am i crazy? but can u blame me?
omg we can talk about the darkling. we can also talk about daemon obviously <3
'where he was named heir way before rhaenyra was born' OMG sounds SO exciting!!!! i feel like you maybe wanted me to comment on it or send some thoughts but 1) i wanna sleep rn and dont want to make extra moves 2) ive said abt my dream with dae being heir and his spouse being the smart and calm one. or not? idk if u even wanted this but now u know?
i dont want you to comment on it per se but i love hearing your comments, i just wanted you to know i had this in mind HAHAH. im down to hear whatever you want to tell me my love
'i ATE DONUTS TODAY' YAY!
<3
'they live in my bedroom ceiling and they party and go jogging' go jogging HDHJAHF but really... sounds dreadful. id have hysteria in your place... ok i think rats r not as bad as insects. but have them literally above you💀💀 im so sorry girl.. also i just like... hope that grandpa is great) but rat💀💀 hope for your renovation and hope youll be good and comfy and all. its good to know abt your house, though!
HAHAHHAH i have some horror stories about my house. how do you feel about hearing scary stuff that happened to my mom and grandma before AHAHAAH. also idk HAHAH ive gotten used to the rats AHAHHAAHAHA
'you actually also dont know what your height' but i do... i just dont know how to use this fcking system TT im 178 cm thats all i know. why do u (they?) even use it TT its stupid TT
idk all i know is a lot of people around me dont know about their height. also ... maybe i dont either [confusion intensifies]
i wanted to share some of my fav songs but i want to sleep (and thats the person who needed to do lots of things today but didnt... disappointed but not surprised). do u know the hatters? its a russian band whos also close friends with little big. theyre so talented TT i love the hatters so much TT i think you may find their music interesting? they use ethnic instruments so it sounds.. like it. 'russian style' was really popular back then (watch the mv!). its pretty but my favs are Только позови, Наружу изнутри, Не услышала, maybe youll find them in spoty or yt but dont worry if you dont want to. it ok. me too TT
i'll listen to these when i get home from school. <3 they sound really interesting. i love it when people use ethnic instruments <3 so underrated. i dont know them but i will listen to them for you <3
so! have a nice day/evening/night! take care2 drink water! love u<з
i love you <3 my head hurts now because of the heat again so im going to shower and go to school. T_T
make good choices and take care of yourself
xxx
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cantalouupe · 4 years ago
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IM SORRY BUT ALBEDO MAKING YOU READ OUT THE RESULTS OF TEST WHILE U RIDE HIM ( him in full control — he’s moving u ofc ur not allowed to move urself ) AND IF U MESS UP HE DOESNT LET YOU CUM + U HAVE TO START AGAIN
YOU HAVE WON. THIS IS SO- he would absolutely do this.
short nsfw!!! albedo x gn!reader
orgasm denial
Palms press down against Albedo’s desk, an attempt to ground yourself while you read out the results to his latest test. He was messing with you, getting you all worked up even though he had asked you to read off the information on the papers and diagrams between where your hands are placed.
He’s under you, chest pressed against your back and chin hooked over your shoulder to simultaneously look at the tests and murmur words into your ear. You can feel his breath against your neck.
The blonde’s hands grip your hips tight, lifting and dropping you down into his lap - onto his cock.
Every stutter of your words or even the smallest whimper disrupting your voice would make him stop, and tell you something along the lines of, “I don’t think ‘please, please’ makes much sense with what you’re reading, Angel. Can you reread it for me?” And you’d have to start from the beginning, struggling to keep yourself in check while you shakily read out to him.
Sometimes, his hips would jump up at the same time he dropped you down, making it feel so much deeper and how are you supposed to keep reading? Each time he did that you would cry out, hand blindly reaching behind yourself to grab at his arm - a plea.
You could feel him hide a smile of amusement against your shoulder, basking in your small whimpers while he gives you a moment to regain your self control.
Your eyes squeeze shut and your head hangs down, breaths hot and heavy as you sit impaled on his cock. For a minute you think about begging him to stop this and fuck you until you come - he’s weak for you and you’re spoiled by him so if you told him you really didn’t want to do this he would stop immediately - but the thought of him rewarding you for finishing what he told you to do has you holding out to the end.
His finger taps against your thigh a few times, gaining your attention. “You’ll have to reread that for me, I didn’t quite understand you.”
Your eyes blink open and you nod at his words, before you shakily place your hands back onto his desk and stare at the page in front of you. It’s hard to focus, the words looking as jumbled as your brain feels right now.
“Come on,” Albedo encourages, “keep reading.”
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american-idiot21 · 2 years ago
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I’ve realized I haven’t posted a story in like a month 💀
School and work have been literally draining me so much and I’ve been sleeping a lot 😭 anyways here is a sortish part 1 of this literally just to get it out. Ima make a part 2 soon.
Anyways here the info and story:
Platonic yandere pro hero Red riot(Ejiro Kirishima) with orphan teen reader:
Reader: 15, lost there parents and siblings in a pro hero accident so they don’t like those hero’s that where involved with it(Izuku Bakugo and Shoto), best friend Sofi. Sofi is female 15 Bakugous pro hero name mentioned.
f/d=fav drink
To the story!!:
Y/n and Sofi where going to a pro hero meet up. Or more like Sofi is dragging Y/n too it so they can hold a place in line for her in pro hero Deku’s line so she could get a signature from Pro hero Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight who has a shorter line at the moment. Then going to get Pro hero Shotos signature. Sofi said that they would buy them a f/d after if they just hold a spot for her. What Sofi forgot to mention is that Pro hero Ret Riot was going to be there. He had a short line. Once reader saw this, they quickly called Sofi.
“SOFI HURRY THE FUCK UP!! PRO HERO RED RIOT DOESNT HAVE A FUCKING LINE REALLY!! THERES ONLY LIKE 20 PEOPLE!”
“Whoa whoa hold up. If you can wait in Deku’s line for like 20 more minutes then I’ll come take your spot and you can go see him.”
“Ok fine. If he isn’t there by the time you get over here you owe me 2 f/d”
“Fine”
10 minutes came, then 20, Pro hero Red riot was starting to pack up a leave. Sofi was one person away from getting a autograph by Pro hero Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight. Then 5 minutes later Sofi got her autograph, then came to us in line.
“How dare you” Y/n says in a somewhat sad/serious/joking voice.
“Yeah yeah Ik. I owe you 2 f/ds” Sofi responded.
They waited until another 5 minutes passed and reader see Pro hero red riot exiting the room he went into 5 minutes ago.
“Sofi!! I see him!”
“See who?”
“Red riot you idiot! I’m going to him. After I get his autograph I’ll come back.”
“Ok good luck.”
As y/n runs to catch up to Kirishima, Kiri hears running foot steps coming up behind him. He doesn’t pay any attention to them because he thinks the person is just running late or something.
“Um Red Riot..?” Y/n says as they stoped running, out of breath, and kiri here the running stop as this person says it.
“Uh yeah?” Kirishima says as he stops walking and turns around. As he turns to see who called his name, he’s surprised to see a teenager, probably around 14-16, a bit out of breath. He sees his past self him them. He’s memorized by them and a sense of protection surfaces. He wants to protect them, make sure they never get hurt.
“Uh hi! Sorry to stop you. I um was just wondering if I could get a autograph?” Y/n says.
“Yeah! Of course!” He says, happy that he gets to sign something of yours and hopefully get to know your name so he can come looking for you.
“Yes! Thanks. Uh one second. Do you think you could sign my book? It’s my favorite one and I reread it a lot.” Y/n says as they hold out a version of Scythe By Neal Shusterman.
“Wouldn’t you want it to get signed by the author though? But I’ll still sign it if you want!” Ejiro laughed while taking the book. As he did y/n face got really read in embarrassment, and started to fiddle with there fingers and pick at there skin.
“I would normally but I have all 3 of the books that are like the deluxe version signed by him and I don’t have anything else for you to sign so this was the best option.” Y/n nervously explained while stumbling over her words. “Also do you think we could take a picture together? If you don’t mind of course!”
“I would love too! And here is your book back!”
“Thank you do much!” Y/n says as they put there book into there bag.
“Y/NNNNNNN” Sofi screams as she comes running out of the pro hero meet and towards Y/n and Ejiro. “Hiiii let’s go I got Pro hero Deku, Shotos and Lord Explosion Dinamight autograph. I’m ready to go.”
“Ok and I got Red riots autograph! I’m ready to go!” Y/n says to Sofi forgetting for a moment that Red Riot was still standing there. “Oh! Bye Red Riot!! Thanks!”
“You’re welcome! You girls go have fun! Bye” Ejiro says, full well knowing that he’s going to follow them from the roof tops to make Y/n gets home safely, and that this Sofi person is a good person.
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