#i desperately need to leave
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Started to realise that where you were born doesn't make it home. Started to realise that I really don't want to live in this place and never come back. Started to realise I don't care who I'll leave behind and who will miss me. Started to realise I want to be selfish and stop listening to others. Started to realise this post was a waste of time
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#im tired#im done#i just want to leave#right now#make something#be something#stop listening to fucking people problems guess they be saying their whole fucking story life#and im just there having to listening cuz otherwise im not a good person#im not a good friend#a good sister#a good daughter#a good teen#not an example#if i answer back they say i have a fucking attitude#well excuse you im so sorry for speaking up for fucking once#i cant do this#i desperately need to leave#why need therapy when i can just go away#im venting too much#lmao#im prolly will delete this
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korvo lost and farting 0 stars for you my boy
#solar opposites#solaropposites#korvo#tervo#did any of you guys read the interview where they said#they're never going to break up but he's constantly worried that Terry's going to leave him#Yeah.#korvo being so full of self loathing and feeling undeserving of happiness to the point where once he realizes the button was pressed#he was like Ah this makes sense. Surely this life is fabricated and terry doesn’t actually love me nor do i even deserve him#all my suspicions are true!#YEAH. HOLY SHIT.#and terry reaffirming his love for him oughh guys he loves him because he’s lame and stupid CALLBACK TO LOVING THE UGLY PARTS!! HELLO!!#korvo being so desperate in that episode to hold onto his family and his marriage NOT NOW KITTEN DADDY NEEDS A FUCKING CIGARETTE#and terry and korvo still falling in love in the alternate universe They would find each other in every universe bitch#korvo grabbing the what if box and burning his hands like holy hell
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GENSHIN IMPACT ⟡ an everlasting dream intertwined
#genshin#genshin impact#genshinedit#genshinet#clorinde#navia#lyney#furina#m:gifs#m:*#m:gifs:clorinde#m:gifs:navia#this was highkey really weird/hard to color... i think mostly due to my inability to narrow down a color palette here#but i'll leave it at that i desperately need to sleep ajkljfads#i also debated cropping lyney out so i could make bigger gifs#but alas. i would feel bad so you are spared small magician man.
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kyle/sarah - sarah dreaming of kyle
#The Terminator#Terminator Judgment Day#Kyle Reese#Sarah Connor#Kyle x Sarah#theterminatoredit#otp: stable time loop#the scene I rewatch the most from this movie#the angelic lighting coupled with the achingly tender expression on Kyle's face when he appears in front of Sarah#and how Sarah immediately leaps into his arms#in such desperate need to be held#it never fails to leave me in tears#intensely romantic and heartbreaking at the same time
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🚨 RED BOYS 🚨
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#sentai#super sentai#i'm not tagging all of them lmao but i will tag#boonboomger#go onger#kakuranger#king ohger#2024 art tag#this started with drawing the sentaisukes stretching (warm up stretches warm up sketches if you will)#and then it snowballed with a few more favourites#then i felt bad leaving people out#and so here they all are! Isamu is here because i wanted a flat 30 and he felt infinitly more interesting than prince lmao#there are a few lil headcanon things on a couple of the boys but like#nothing ground shattering or in desperate need of explanation lmao#they are also kiiinda grouped up in themes/funny little connections but then a few guys are where they are cause thats where they fit lmao#(the ninjas are together - akagi/akama/akashi are together - the brothers are together etc etc)#dont mind the baseball detour i couldnt help myself
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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Homesick - Noah Kahan // The View Between Villages - Noah Kahan // You're gonna go far - Noah Kahan // Paul Revere - Noah Kahan // it's time to go - Taylor Swift // seven - Taylor Swift // Dear Reader - Taylor Swift // You're On Your Own, Kid - Taylor Swift // Florida!!! - Taylor Swift // The Bolter - Taylor Swift // Mean - Taylor Swift // Sign of the Times - Harry Styles // Matilda - Harry Styles // For Real This Time - Gracie Abrams // Right now - Gracie Abrams // Place We Were Made - Masie Peters
#web weaving#can you tell i desperately need to leave this town#i just need to not be here#noah kahan#taylor swift#harry styles#maisie peters#gracie abrams#homesick
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continued rook-lucanis sketches from the last week or so <3
#if it looks like i only draw lucanis its untrue. im actually cutting out a lot of rook backstory specific doodles. ..#<- guy who can only draw either her rook or lucanis rn#the other companions i will get to you. neve especially lord in heaven#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rook#tyche laidir#spite#my art#dragon age#dav spoilers#anyways anyone else really think that rialto bay is just so romantic with how it bridges antiva and rivain i personally cant stop thinking!#i need to have this game i need to understand what becomes of rook and him. a woman who loves the sea so dearly that lucanis suddenly#cannot bear to take her away from it. lucanis who could not imagine his life outside the crows and how could she ask he leave illario behin#two people so obsessed with their job and their lives that even their endearments relate to it#two people who love their birthrights. which one of them is supposed to be able to give that up?#desperately need something bittersweet AND BEFORE I JINX IT I DONT MEAN IN A TRAITOR WAY.#there is a reason i named their playlist pregrieving
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Pac: Oh, Nenê... How cute... 🥺💕
After dying to an atomic creeper in a cave and stressing over potentially losing all his items, Pac returns home to set his spawn and receives a sweet surprise:
His cat falls asleep on top of him and purrs when he goes to bed :')
#QSMP#Pactw#Pac#March 28 2024#I had the exact same reaction as Pac my heart frickin melted THIS IS SO CUTE.... AND THE PURRING.... MY HEART#I desperately wish Pac got to hang out with Madagio (in his cat-form)#because cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them#Maybe in an alternate universe Madagio spent a day with Pac#And in that time he learned why Fit came to care for this man so much#I don't need more WIPs on my plate but I am Pondering the idea#If the cat-hybrid Cellbit thing was canon I could crack a joke about the ''cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them'' thing#but alas#For real though lock Madagio in a room with Pac for 12 hours and he'll leave being grudgingly charmed by him#aghhhh#Anyways this is so cute#but also really sad#because how many times do you think Pac's been in his room depressed over his missing son / friends / roommate#only to have his cats burrow under his arm and nudge their way onto his lap?#Don't get me started I'm feeling Emotional about cubito Pac lately
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I want a gamer boy bf sooo bad :(
Imagine sitting on his lap while he teaches u how to play. Every time you win you bounce and move around causing him to stiffen up. He doesn’t say anything cus you’re so happy that you finally understand the game but you feel something poking you.So you turn around smirking at your red faced bf as he looks away ashamed, but you don’t judge him you just get on your knees and help him out.
#princess treatment#i need a boyfriend#just girly things#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#i want a boyfriend#female hysteria#female rage#gamer bf#girly blog#smut#hornyposting#desperate#im just a girl#older guys#tumblr girls#girl problems#female manipulator#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#abandonment issues#i want a hug#i want his dick so far down my throat it leaves bruises#daddy issues#i want this#i need an emo boy
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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thinking about copia kisses today
#it's so distracting#he'd start off sweet and slow#just lose himself a lil bit#getting more heated until he's breathless and desperate#just leave me alone i need a moment#copia#ghost bc#the band ghost#ghost band#the band ghost fanfic#ghost#cardinal copia#ghost the band#da rulah speaks#papa emeritus iv
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IANTJE!!!!!!!!! GRGBWHBBBDGAHHAHH
#sorry#I NEED HER#ianthe leave harrowhark alone come kiss ME INSTEAD!!!!!!!#not harryanthe btw#just sketched a scene from tje book#ok anyways#shes so hot#HONESTLY IF ANYONE HAS RECOMMENDATIONS FOR IANTHE/FEM!READER FICS IM DESPERATE#IVE READ ALL OF THEM ON AO3 ALREADY PLEASEEEEEE#IVE EVEN READ THE AWFUL ONES (not a good experience)#ianthe tridentarius#harrow the ninth#tlt#the locked tomb#the locked tomb ianthe#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrowhark the first#ianthe the first#the locked tomb fanart#sketchbook#i know tje lesbian community got my back on this one (hopefully)
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non bloody version
#takeda takahashi#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk#mk1#mortal kombat fanart#mk1 fanart#mortal kombat 1 fanart#I like how this one came out#I did NOT need to add the blood tbh#but I like being dramatic#im still pumped about yakuza takeda#desperately want angst of him#mk artists please if you can hear me...#mk editors too..#ive been replaying the same 5 takeda edits on TikTok#he will Not leave my mind I hate him#save me...save me...save me...#anyways Im going to go eat soup#soup is good#soup is yummy#soup
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actually, that new totk masterworks thing has the potential to direct my hatred somewhat away from the game and to itself instead
i have seen some early translations and while im not putting my faith into those so far like ... how can you make totk even worse, just stop!! stop! say its an AU and leave it!! its better for everyone!!
and it seems like its trying to tape botw and totk together with retcons and conflicting info, man just leave it beeeeeeeee
(like .. aside from the very concerning timeline mess they are messing with AGAIN, the thing about totk ganondorf actually being calamity gan all of the sudden??? what?? nothign in the game suggest that they are coneccted bc the damn game acts like botw didnt happen, it does everything it can to NOT connect ganondorf to clam gan and didnt they also say in an interview that they arent related?? and now its just the other way around again?? like that is making it all WORSE!!)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#i know i shouldnt just react to everything i see but like!!!!#i cant believe they are trying to “fix” it in post and with that making it all worse#as is the games a stupidly nonsensical frustrating mess#but this is just#worse#like its also shitty bc then the game tried to not connect to botw so hard and yet is still hit with the duct tape afterwards#AND it means it WAS supposed to connect but they didnt even fuckign try to do anything with it#which i dont believe honestly#again i still hold onto the idea that totk was written by someone who has no idea of any of the games or its lore#and was jsut given the basic ideas and what needs to happen in game and kinda left to it#its so genericly boring like the plot of an idle mobile game thing#man i almost feel sorry for the game now#just leave it a mediocre game and move on#stop trying to “fix” it in post be it via interviews or via someone desperately trying to invent and retcon their way out of its problems
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post-breakup Daniel doing increasingly fun-weird shit like carbonating blood or snorting blood powder just to get Armand’s attention, to make him join him in an insane new hobby, to woo him back so to speak
#but armand keeps pretending to be uninterested#out of fear that daniel will leave again if he opens his heart to him again:'))#but his resolve weakens#devil's minion#iwtv#tvc#heard there is some chocolate powder you can snort thru your nose so. yknow#i need daniel desperate to find sth to please armand oughougg
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