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This is amazing because Iâve been listening to the destroyer of world (ost form Oppenheimer today) and I had this sudden urge to learn everything i could about space, feeling so little and insignificant. Feeling like a tiny speck of dust amongst what is and what could be. What amazes me more than ÂŤÂ what is already there  is the things ÂŤthat could be , and the things we havenât discovered yet. I do not know any fancy science words, i do not study science in college, but it is something that always moved me to tears from the youngest age. Stumbling onto a random NASA rocket landing when I was just a little child changed the trajectory of my life and clicked something in my brain. When I tell you it is something stronger than emotions, I cry so easily when I watch documentaries, not because Iâm sad to be so insignificant, I cry because of the frustration of knowing that I wonât make it alive until weâve discovered everything, and neither will my potential children be. I will cease to live eventually, and maybe some stars will die at the same time. And what I used to know will probably be refuted, and humanity will go further. I love science and I love humans.
First off, I love you so much, Anon. I love you for talking about this to ME. For giving ME a chance to talk about this.
I was in physics class when my teachers phone started ringing. It was destroyer of worlds from Oppenheimer. I was writing notes when it happened and anon. The WAY my head snapped up when I heard it. As I was getting so freaking excited to talk about the movie with my teacher, I noticed how no one around me seemed to care or notice. I mean, it was pretty loud, so I assumed that they just didn't care. I don't understand how. Oppenheimer is the best science related movie I've watched recently. It changed my life. It reminded me to wonder again.
I understand you to a caliber that no one understands me. The things that could be. That's what keeps me up at night. Things that already ARE and we are not aware of. Oh, that drives me closer to insanity every fucking day. This is going to sound clichĂŠ but watching interstellar changed the trajectory of MY life. It lit a dwindling fire I didn't know I had in me. I'm studying science now, and I have unapologetically made it my personality, haha. I mean. How can you not?? I could talk about the wonders of this weird little universe that we're trying to figure out, for absolute eternity.
Anon. I kid you not, I was talking about this with my friend YESTERDAY. About how celebrities dying is sad and musicians dying is sadder. But absolutely NOTHING is sadder than a scientist dying and never knowing the leaps that were made in their field. Let's take the man who changed my perception of absolutely everything forever, Carl Sagan. I genuinely thought that he passed away around 2015 or something. When I found out that that man left us in 1996, I instantly had tears streaming down my face. I have spent so soo many hours of my life watching his lectures and talks on YouTube. I have read so many of his books. I've watched the very old TV programs that he did. The way he talked, the way he conveyed his knowledge, the way he saw humanity for what it was, and what it would become. Years and years before, any of us saw it. He talked about it all. I genuinely thought that he was alive for the things he was talking about. Politics, religion, the future of science, global warming, you name it. He was years ahead of any of us. The fact that the person who made me infatuated with this magnificent world is no more to see the wonders we have achieved makes me just so unbelievably mournful.
I don't know if you know this anon but. My first love in science was and is biology. I don't talk nearly enough about the thing that amazes me the most and beyond any human terminology. I don't think I should even get into the wonders of beloved biology because I'd genuinely never stop. I just want to say how my world only revolves around magnificent wonders so humongous that it's beyond human perception and paradoxically enough, breathtakingly mcroscopic things that are very well beyond our perception too.
Anon, please come off anon so that we can talk forever about this. Or don't. But please don't stop sending asks. I could always talk endlessly more. You seem to very graciously let me indulge in my fanatic talks đđŤśđ˝
I love science and I love humans too.
Edit : fuck it I'm pinning this
#this became long real quick#it felt like i was talking to my friend#i have sososoososooooo much more to say anon#i could have talked in lengths about every point you brought up#this was massively satisfying#i want to thank you again for bestowing me with this ask#i feel so happy that you did#i cry too anon i definitely cry too#đđ anon#astronomy#science#carl sagan#anon asks
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tattoo artist is too cool for sukuna. why would they try to make him sexy in a normal way.
you get it anon,,, i think part of what makes sukuna so disproportionately fuckable is the fact that he has never once cared about how fuckable he is. tattoo artist mob leader gang member sukuna just doesn't suit him (imo obviously of course) because they make him so hot it just circles back around to cringe. he's trying too hard. put him in a kitchen. it's where he belongs.
#this might just be the retail worker in me but i know he would be so good to his servers too#definitely doesn't have any other chefs bc Have You Met Him#but he generally lets the staff do literally whatever#come in crying bc your dog went missing or something and he'll literally just be like#âwtf are you doing here you're bringing down the vibesâ#âyeah whatever i'll still pay you just take the tip jar and gtfoâ#he's a good boss like that#personal#anon ask
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Have you ever had an order that just made you go "Huh?" ? Like what was your most interesting order?
i don't think i've ever had any weird orders (not in the sense of the Items anyway) but i've def had a few orders that catch my eye :')c #1 most interesting order is that guy who bought the entire remaining stock of my vaporwave notepads, which was 18 at once or something crazy. and they'd ordered other stuff too. that was cool (and a lot to pack, i'm surprised it all fit in a mailer)
mostly the main thing that catches my eye is when i can tell somebody's ordering a ship. people who buy queen & rouxls together, or swatch & spamton, or eda & raine. that just amuses me lmao. its also funny when people have such contrasting fandoms or aesthetics, something cute and then something darker, like half life and steven universe
last minute shoutout to people who buy everything i make for a fandom as well. you know what you're about and i love it. i see you
#ask#not art#anonymous#anon#etsy#(holds my queen and rouxls keychains together) these are a set. do not separate them#i will make a rouxls pin too when the next chapter(s) drop#i definitely go 'HUH' every time i see a big order though. like triple digit order totals. cannot believe i read the numbers right#its already cool that people think my trinkets are cool but then there's people who will spend a days wages in my store. like oh ok im cry
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so is jannik your favorite player? i was under the impression it was matteo. sorry just curious đ
hi friend! oh yeah that's a totally fair assumption fjfvjv yeah no it's jannik but matteo is a close second! (for wta it's aryna with ons and jasmine as close seconds. but jannik is like my #1 favorite player in general)
#maybe this is bc i have said more than once before that i'd root/want for matteo to win in a final against jan#and i do stand by that! like jannik is jannik to me i always want him to win BUT bc of how matteo's career went compared to jannik's (+ the#fact matteo is older) i'd take him winning a tournament over jannik pretty much any time#like. in a match that's early rounds i'm... a little more conflicted mostly bc as much as i love and have faith i matteo atm jannik is#just objectively more likely to go far in any tournament. so matteo beating him and then not winning the whole thing would kind of suck#bc i'd think âjannik could've won it allâ. you know what i mean?#but like i still hold genuine hope in me that matteo could do it. always. so i WOULD be happy if he beat jannik#(or like. i'd be happy he won. not happy he beat jannik :/)#it's just if he did and then lost to someone else i'd want to cry for a week LMAO đ#but anyway in a FINAL? no contest i would rather matteo wins it. at the moment at least#maybe that could change in the next years idk if like matteo gets really good again and wins like at least one slam lmao i'd be okay#with jannik beating him in a final again. OR if jannik won a shitton of slams and went for like a record???? but#let's not get ahead of ourselves here AND LET'S NOT JINX ANYTHING.#i'm talking too much but just to wrap it up: back in 2021 for example i'd have chosen jannik to win over matteo. definitely#bc their careers were on not exactly opposite trajectories as they are now but in a sense their 'roles' were switched#matteo was italy's number one and it was clear he was meant to win big things- so i thought well he's going to win a slam soon. i'd have#rooted for jannik to win as a sort of underdog in that scenario! now with matteo's career having taken a different direction due to injurie#he is not the favorite to win big tournaments anymore while jan most definitely is! so. matteo winning a trophy would mean more basically#that was way too long sorry gifbkhbm#yeah jan's my number one <3 he's the only one who's made me feel the same way roger did when i was younger and watching tennis :')#asks#anon
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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me
#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy#then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so#its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black#already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu#shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason#everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at#withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind#like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not#here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking#no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i#he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t#him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself#ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so#like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is#nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too#anyway.....#simons spouting#simons fnaf au#OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial#relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess#michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being#annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective#if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a#a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.
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Tommy is a really great interviewer he's so calm and genuine and really gets into depth with these people rather and it just feels more heartfelt. I'm pretty sure stefania has done an interview with him before aswell
He's really great, I love his interviews. I really wish he was able to interview Danielle and Stefania at the same time because that would be amazing. But his interviews with Danielle and Stefania during Covid were great and the one with Danielle was great today. It seems like he's trying to get Stefania again too so I hope he can...she probably isn't ready to talk about any of it yet though which is understandable. I was impressed by how Danielle was able to keep it together without crying at all!
#asks#anon#i feel like stefania will definitely cry and that will make me cry lol#shes been MIA lately too i hope she shows sign of life soon đŠ
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I would first and foremost would like to say that I love your writing and your stories, it never fails to bring a smile on my face and you inspired me to write my own story of the 141 with the reader, platonic of course. In the story the reader was experimented on causing them to have scales and a tail, they were also treated as less then human so they can't speak properly and the tf141 finds them, temporarily taking them in and getting attached to the reader. I'm just half way through writing it and wanted to know if you wanted to be tagged in it, if I post it since you were the one of the people who inspired me to write it?
Also, remember to take care of yourself and drink plenty of water.
hi oh my god!!! thats so sweet of you đ i'm glad my work has inspired you to write your own :D and i'd love to be tagged in it!! you make sure to take care of yourself too!!
#im crying oml#i got this like right after i completely embarrassed myself too so this is definitely a huge mood boost and also im literally just like.#so happy rn#this is lovely and i love u anon /p
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hey I just wanted to pop in and say I really liked your fic! I havenât been able to bring myself to read any fanfic since the cancellation news but I gave yours a try and it was a really nice read to have with all of this going on <3
ANON!!! đđđ
That means the world to me, goodness. That means more than I can even properly express, really! It's been an uphill battle for me writing-wise recently, ESPECIALLY with everything going on indeed. So I appreciate so very much that you gave it a read, and appreciate it even MORE that you stopped by with such kind words! đđđđđ
#Answered#Anons#crying and throwing up#one little baby step towards harnessing high school jodi's writing power#that bitch would turn 12k out in a single day HSDJKLS WHERE'D SHE GO#NEED HER BACK#think the trick was i simply ~*~did not care~*~#and now i simply ~*~Care Too Much~*~ HJKSDLHLS#the bane of getting older and Seeing Things i suppose#but little wonderful comments like these definitely help ease the writing woes#*Ed voice* So I thank you for that
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i THINK dacryphilia is liking when your partner cries during sex. i also don't feel like googling it
luckily for us anon some braver souls have googled it and youâre right!! itâs liking when your partner cries or liking when your partner makes *you* cry and i have definitely not read fics involving one and/or both of these scenariosđ¤§
#thankyou thankyou anonđŤśđź#and ty again to everyone educating me on kinks you are the best!!#might just start posting here when a kink confuses me instead of trying to guess it while reading#bc personally *i* always assumed the crying during sex tag covered this but thereâs a word too!! who knew!!!#apparently a lot of people#s/o to those people ily ty again again for helping me <3#anyways iâm off to read some fics that definitely donât involve dacryphilia#once again out of context this just looks like someone randomly inboxing me kink info#but this time theyâre less sure and refuse to check#which personally i admire bc *same*#ily anon
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Oh love Iâm sorry youâve had a rough day. Danny would so lay with you and whisper sweet nothings into your ear, giving you so many positive affirmations saying âitâs going to be okay my love, weâll get through this together.â He would also be rubbing your back and playing with your hair and kiss your forehead and cheek to soothe you. Wishing you all of the love and positivity â¤ď¸
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#anon this was too sweet#iâm gonna cry#I know iâll be fine and Iâm mostly being dramatic but still#danny would definitely deal with my dramatic antics with love and it makes me đĽ°
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DILF!SEUNGCHEOL (+18, mdni)
A/N: to the anon that requested for some dilf cheol, i love u i am u. i think about dilf cheol probably 20 times a day. wanted to write a hc but got carried awayâŚas u can see⌠2k words đ¨đ¨đ
WARNINGS: smut, DILF CHEOLL, unprotected sex, oral (f rec), dom!cheol, sub!reader, f reader, itâs pretty mildâŚi thinkâŚ
dilf!cheol whom you met while bringing your niece to her weekly soccer practice. you often helped to babysit her, and you loved seeing her in action â playing passionately every sundays, calling out to her aunt on the field with her adorable pigtails
dilf!cheol first noticed you on one fateful saturday practice at the stands, shades at the top of your head, pretty face with your ponytail dangling behind you
dilf!cheol comes up to you; telling you that you look younger than all the other parents here. you explain that youâre here for your niece, while he mentions his own daughter on the soccer field
dilf!cheol wastes no time, and asks you out on a date the second time yall meet during practice, as if you could say no to the most handsome man youâve ever met in your 22 years of livingâŚ
dilf!cheol decided that a gem like you deserved the finest things in life â bringing you to his favourite restaurant, a private room he booked out specially for you, the best wine on the menu, with the most spectacular view (especially the man in front of you clad in a sleek button up, hair flawless as he combs it back every few minutes)
dilf!cheol who has his own successful company running, always mentions how his daughter is the light of his life, the one thing that kept him going after his ex-girlfriend up-ed and left after leaving pretty little sua on his doorstep. all he wants is to provide the best for his lil munchkin
dilf!cheol being a gentleman, drives you home and you invite him up for some tea, not wanting to end the night there. he agrees, though it probably wasnât the best decision; considering how he told himself not to fuck you yet â not after a few more dates (he strongly believes he does not have the sex drive of a 20 year old) aaand he really did not trust himself to be in a room alone with you
dilf!cheol was right â feeling all his self-restraining effort go down the drain as he looks at you, sitting so damn near him on the couch, you might as well be on his lap.
you werenât playing though. you wanted him, and you needed him immediately. your hands dancing dangerously on his thighs, leaning in closer to him whenever he made a witty comment.
fuck the water that was done boiling. you werenât going to leave this couch to go make some tea, all you could think about was how cheol looked like he was about to lose it too.
he leans in. you lean in. âcheolâŚâ the way you uttered his name in such a soft and slightly raspy manner made his breath hitch. he definitely caught on to the slight cry and need for him to make the move
that was all he needed, before he crashed his lips onto yours, kissing you so fucking deep, you could feel every crevice of his pretty cherry lips, drenched with the need to meet yours. his tongue â oh god his tongue, dancing with yours half way through the kiss, as if teasing you, showing you what that pink muscle of his was capable of.
dilf!cheol loved making demands. first, you were to strip out of your red dress slowly, standing in front of the couch where he sat, manspreading with his elbows propped up on the sofa. he stares, hungrily, eyes watching every movement you made to remove that article of clothing that was driving him crazy all night.
after which he demanded you to sit on his lap like a good girl â making sure you knew that he loves rewarding good girls. the dark spot on your lace panties made him chuckle. âyou wanted this that bad princess? had to ask me if i wanted a cup of tea, when this was your true intention all alongâŚâ he traces his finger along your thigh as you settle down on his lap.
you let out a whine â embarrassed, but it was true. âwhy princess? admit it, you wanted me so bad you were willing to do anything to get us in this situation,â his fingers continued tracing to the back of your bra, unhooking it with one hand, letting the lace material fall to the ground.
âyes cheol, i wanted you so fucking bad i- , you looked so good, during dinner a-all i could think about was you fucking me right,â you moaned out, gripping on his hard shoulders, nails clutching on the fabric of his button up.
he let out a groan, âyou thought about that during dinner? my dirty girl, so filthy â all for me, i made you like this didnât I,â his hands travel to your tits, thumbs brushing on your hard nipples, before pinching both buds and pulling on them, eliciting a load shriek and moan from you.
âyes cheol, you did.. n-need you..â he latched his hot lips on your nipple, showing you once again the power of his pink muscle, licking and sucking like it was his favourite candy. it felt so fucking good you couldnât help but cry out, grinding down on his crotch. feeling like any more attention towards your sensitive tits could make you cum sooner than expected.
âfuck princess youâre fucking soaking, i can already imagine how good that warm cunt will feel around my fingers, around my tongue..â
âand your cock cheol, need you to be inside me,â
âpatience, i told you good girls get rewarded,â as if he himself could wait any longer.
he carries you to your room, laying you on your soft sheets. with no buffer time, you feel a pair of lips at your center, licking through the soaked material.
âo-oh my god, cheol,â he rips the material off you, leaving you exposed right in front of him, and he swears heâs never felt this hungry for pussy before. he licks, he inserts that tongue of his down your warm cunt, pushing the walls open, slurping every single drop of you he can. wrapping his thick lips around that sensitive nub of yours, sucking it hard enough that you cry out, arching your back as you laced your fingers through those locks of his, pushing him closer.
âso good.. so good cheolâŚmore more..,â you were a broken record, all you could think about was chasing your high, and the man in front of you was more than happy to make that happen.
âyeah, princess? so good for me, so fucking delicious you deserve to be eaten out every day every fucking hour, goddd,â wanting to look at your pretty face as he makes you come, he rubs your sensitive engorged clit roughly in tight fast circles, while inserting two fingers without warning.
you screamed out, unable to control the unhinged moans slipping out of your lips. you felt otherwordly, as if you were ascending into a new realm with immense pleasure. âfuck, cheol oh my god oh my god,â your moans going higher in pitch when he curled his fingers, touching that textured gummy pad deep inside you, hitting it non stop.
âwanna cum princess? i know you want to, feels so fucking good doesnât it? i know princess i know,â he spoke in an overly sweet tone, and it just made you clench around him even more. your knuckles turning white at how hard you were gripping those poor sheets.
âi wanna cum cheol, can i cum now? please please please,â your sweat blends with a drop of tear sliding down the side of your face, feeling your high literal seconds away.
cheolâs cock hurts, straining so bad against those dress pants of his. he needs to be inside you now, but he wants you to â no, needs you to come before that. âfuck, you can cum princess, let go for me,â
and you let go, spasming around his fingers, with the loudest cry of the night yet, body jerking up from the immense sensation of flood gates opening.
âyeah thatâs right, princess, so good for me, so pretty when you cum, feels so good doesnât it,â cheol swears he could cum in his pants at the sight of you coming undone, wrecked on his fingers. and he thinks to himself â itâs a sight he wants the privilege to have, every night, for the rest of his life possibly.
you came down from your high panting, looking up to see cheol in his boxers already, pulling them down, only to reveal the prettiest, girthiest cock youâve ever seen, and all you want is for him to be in you, for him to make you his.
âi-iâm on the pill, you can go for it cheol,â you muttered out with whatever strength you had left in that moment, all you can think about was being pumped full of cheolâs cum. his heart thumps at your words. he lets out a groan, stroking his member as he gets back on top of you, and you admire how his muscle â his biceps and shoulders goes taut, god, he looked so fucking strong, you were about to cum the second time looking at him.
âready princess? swear mâgonna fuck you til youâre full of my cum,â and he slowly inserts his full length inside of you, and you moan at the stretch his thick cock gives you.
âhnnng, so thick cheol, so big,â you moaned, nails gripping on his shoulders and he grabs both of your wrists, slamming it right above you on the pillow, holding you right there. you whined, while he spotted a smirk at the corner of his lips.
âlook at you princess, so fucked out when iâve just barely started, is my cock that good baby? hmm? you like it that much?â one hand pinning your wrists down, the other adjusting your leg above his shoulder. the angle making you feel him in places you didnât know you could.
âthis is what you wanted, right princess? fuuuck look at you, so fucking pretty all under me,â he falters; wanting to degrade and embarrass you to utter filth, but looking at you being so good under him, he canât help but praise you, telling you how good youâre being for him.
your heart swells, pussy gripping onto him even tighter if that was even possible, âcheolâŚi wanna cum again, wanna cum around you,â you whine out, eliciting a deep growl from the man above you.
âi swear princess, you drive me fucking crazy,â he snaps his hips into you in an insane pace, feeling so lost in the feeling of you and your warm slippery cunt hugging his cock so good he thinks he went to heaven and back for a moment.
as he feels his release approaching, heâs in disbelief at how fast it comes, but he canât hold it in any longer. âcum with me princess, fuck, canât take it anymore, need to fill you up nice and full with my cum.â his moans get louder and you love how needy he sounds; not holding back, moaning your name with a crack in his voice.
with no warning, your orgasm crashes over you, arching your back, crying out cheolâs name as you spasm around him. âfuuuck baby iâm coming,â with slower thrusts, cheol leans down to give you a passionate kiss as he releases his hot load into you, it spills and shoots, so much fucking cum that it leaks out immediately and you moan at the feeling, at complete bliss being so full of his cum.
dilf!cheol giving you the best aftercare ever, youâre his and only his now, his princess and now he self declares that heâs going to take care of you like no other man could, or will!
dilf!cheol has a stamina of a teenager, going for multiple rounds throughout the night, leaving marks all over you, needing so bad to claim you as his.
yupâŚtrust that iâm not done w dilf cheol and iâll be back with MOREEE âď¸đ anws i hope yall like it <33 if you did, like/comment/rb to lmk what u think abt it đ thanks for reading lovelies,, xoxo đđ¨đ
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Ok a fic where reader and sylus are at a business meeting, she âoffersâ herself as payment (maybe as a joke or just to rile sylus idk) and he makes sure to remind her who she belongs to? Please???
Kindred Spirits
Word Count: 5.1k
Tags: sylus x fem!reader, possessiveness, ownership, spanking, hitting, slight blood mention, pet names like kitten & sweetie, creampie, rough sex, crying, slight fluff at the end :3
AN: Anon ur a literal genius. This has Sylus written all over it. Im so happy to be back posting another story for you all! Also happy to announce my masterlist is now complete and can be found in my pinned! Ty all! Enjoy and remember, my asks are open for any character, Sylus is just my husband LOL. Remember to read my pinned before requesting please! This is a bit tamer than my other stories but trust I am cooking up some deviant content as soon as I publish this one :33
âFinallyâŚâ
You nearly collapse near your front door. A whole week of your life. Gone. To what you ask? Dealing with wanderers on a special aid mission. Sure sure, the job paid well but it had been weeks since your last off day. Every time it seemed like one was around the corner here they go with some emergency call and a spill about how some rich politician needed help or something.
You were starting to get tired of cleaning up other peopleâs mistakes.
You fumbled with your keys, fingers numb from the biting cold. The wind whipped around you, making you shiver as you tried to fit the right key into the lock. Your breath came out in visible puffs, and you could feel the frustration building with each failed attempt. Finally, with a relieved sigh, you heard the click of the lock turning.
The still warm air is such a welcoming contrast to the wind and biting cold outside. You quickly shut your door and melt to the floor, your feet aching with relief as the pressure you had been putting on them subsided. Peace at last. Time for a hot shower an-
Your peace was cut short with the distinct tone of your phone ringing. And not just any ring tone. The one you had set specifically for a certain white haired man that only ever brought trouble. Wondering if you should even pick up, you bring the phone to your face, knowing that you were going to answer regardless.
âSylusâŚIâm really tired. Can we talk lat-"
âLong time no see kitten. You should stop by for a bit, hm?â
You roll your eyes, suppressing the urge to scoff out loud. Arrogant prick, you think, irritated by his inability to let you finish a sentence without interrupting. How did he even know you were home now?
You sigh deeply, feeling the tension building, and rub your temples to alleviate the mounting frustration. No, you tell yourself firmly. You wouldnât put up with this today. Maybe another day, but definitely not today.
"Actually, no. I just returned from a week-long aid mission. Not today," you say firmly, aiming to be clear and resolute in your decision to stay put. Sylus however, seems to sense the cracks in your resolve and only responds with a chuckle.
âI want to see you. Iâll have Luke and Kieran come get you since youâre so tiredâ.
âHu-â
âSee you soon. Theyâre en route. Ciaoâ
The phone clicks, signaling the end of the call. For whatever reason, your ever growing frustration simply dissipates, defeat taking its place. You should be used to this by now. Sylus always gets what he wants. And you always let him. It goes without saying that itâs the same way for you as well. At least, Sylus always gives you what you want if it doesnât interfere with his need to lay his eyes on you at least once in awhile. He knew that you wouldnât push this though. You both knew.
Deep down, you wanted to see him too.
You asked Luke and Kieran to wait outside for a bit while you took a brisk shower and freshened up. Those two had always been very patient and understanding. You felt bad âbossingâ them around, and yet they always insisted that you could. Though Luke had admitted on one occasion that he never expected to be helping a girl find hair ties or carrying shopping bags while working for Onychinus.
The statement had made you laugh a bit. You finally finish dressing in some plain sweats and rush to the car. Luke and Kieran are waiting outside of a dark colored jeep. Not too flashy as to not draw attention, but it was still clearly very expensive.
âActually miss, Boss wanted you to wear theseâ Luke says, holding out an expensive looking dress. Clearly designed by hand and tailored to your measurements. Kieran follows his lead, holding out a box containing a pair of earrings and a lavish looking necklace.
âHuh? Whatâs this for? A date?â
âBusiness. Thatâs all he saidâ Kieran chimed in. Although you couldnât see their faces, you knew they had no reason to lie to you about this.
âAh. Dragging me into more trouble. Got itâ.
When the three of you finally arrived to the location, the sun had already set for the day. You darted your eyes back and forth, squinting above at the bright neon sign of the establishment.
âWeâre not going to the N109 Zone? This is a nightclubâŚâ you mutter, taken aback by the unfamiliar surroundings. When did this even get here? There were plenty of clubs in Linkon of course, but you never seemed to notice this one. Not that you knew much about the night life to begin with. People were lined up at the entrance, chatting, fixing makeup, or texting.
âBoss wants you here. Heâs waiting inside. Enjoy your time missâ Luke said, amusement written all over his tone. He gets out of the passenger seat to open the door and lend you a hand. You rolled your eyes, not wanting to appear shaken up by the situation. Sylus was always full of surprises. This was no different, act confident.
At least, thatâs what you tried to tell yourself. After getting almost immediate entrance into the club with just a simple nod from the guard, you enter. As you walk inside the club, Luke and Kieran not far behind you, you can tell this was no ordinary night club. Everyone here was dressed lavishly and sharp, clearly possessing power and ulterior motives. A few eyes lay on you as you walk in, and you feel your hands start to sweat.
Keep cool. This isnât the first time youâve been around high ranking individuals. This is probably some test he set upâŚright? Or some kind of joke to get a laugh?
Clenching your fists, your eyes dart and search for a tall figure with white hair, feeling more nervous by the second that you donât see him. Youâre about to turn around and ask one of the twins, but at last your gaze settles on him, sipping on a glass of Gin Fizz. Heâs sitting in a velvety booth by himself, people watching. Heâs wearing his black button up with red streaks across it, coat hanging on his shoulders per usual. As if he felt you staring, his eyes shift to meet yours. He sets down his glass, giving you you a small smirk. His eyes narrow, sending a very clear message.
Come here.
As if you were suddenly possessed, your feet seem to start moving on their own. You werenât sure if you were relieved to see him or if it was just the relief of seeing a familiar face in an unfamiliar place. You take a few deep breaths as you approach, readying your witful replies to any of his attempts to make fun of you. Without making any sound or looking at him, you quietly slide in next to him.
âYou look nice. Seems I was right about this look on youâ Sylus says, taking another sip of his drink. His eyes wander up and down behind the glass, seemingly devouring you. You squirm under his gaze.
âHm. Thanks. This gift is the least you can do after dragging me to do whatever you want on a whim once againâ you scoff, eyeing the full glass that sits on the table. Itâs another glass of Gin Fizz, probably for Sylus. Thereâs three other very empty glasses on the table.
This man can definitely hold his alcohol.
He chuckles, taking a finger and pushing the glass of Gin closer to you.
âDonât be like that sweetie. Loosen up a bit, youâll need itâ
âFor what exactly? Business?â you mock, picking up the Gin. You didnât exactly like the taste of this particular alcohol of choice but Sylus was right about one thing. Some liquid courage was definitely needed for whatever shenanigans he was dragging you into tonight.
âYeah. Figured I could use Linkonâs darling Miss Hunter as backupâ Sylus chuckles, watching you nearly choke as you take three big gulps of the drink. You squeeze your eyes in disgust as you finish the rest of the glass, shooting a death glare in his direction as you set it down.
âYouâre perfectly capable. Donât mock me Sylusâ. You grit your teeth in irritation, almost ready to rip him to shreds with your words. Clearly your tone has no effect on him though, as all you get in return is a soft smile. Sylus places a hand on your upper leg, slowing sliding his fingers under your dress. You gasp, the coldness of his fingers making you twitch a bit. The warmness of your skin mixed with his cold touch makes the sensation feel like icy fire.
âOr what? Youâll use this on me?â he smirks, tugging on the concealed gun strapped under your dress. âIâm all for it honestlyâ
You slap his hand away, the woozy feeling from the Gin Fizz starting to kick in. What was in this drink? It was strong. Too strong.
âPervert. Always touching me, making fun of me. Maybe I will shoot you. Again.â you growl, turning your head away from him. You attempt to scoot away as well, but are met with a strong grip around your waist as youâre pulled into closer proximity with him. Sylus grabs your chin and lifts it towards his face. He leans down a bit, the smell of alcohol and his bourbon vanilla cologne making you feel even more dizzy.
âYou can put your claws away now kitten. Donât make me have to melt your little tantrum awayâ he coos, gently caressing your face with his thumb.
You stare at him, dumbfounded, desperately searching your sluggish brain for a comeback but finding yourself too flustered to form any words. The look in Sylusâs eyes shifts from a smug expression to a much softer, almost tender gaze, and you wonder what his next move will be. Your face starts to burn as you feel heat rising in your core, your heart pounding in your chest. Panic sets in as you consider the possibilities, your mind racing with the fear of what might come next.
Donât tell me heâs going toâŚ?!
"You're so...confusing" you mutter.
Youâre just about to try and squirm from his grip, when Luke and Kieran tap on the table, catching yalls attention.
âBoss man, Val says heâs ready for yaâ Luke says, nonchalantly ignoring the scene thatâs displayed in front of him. Sylus releases your face, his face going serious again. He gets up, reaching out a hand to help you out of the booth.
âTime for business, sweetieâ
Youâre guided by the twins and Sylus past the sweaty bodies on the dance floor to a somewhat hidden room located downstairs. The area the stairs led to was blocked off by a singular rope, clearly only meant for a select crowd.
In the room thereâs a long black table, cards and chips all over it. Thereâs a few prominent figures already seated, along with a few bodyguards standing near the door. Sylus pulls a seat out for you, before taking his own. You study the figure thatâs sitting at the head of the table as you sit. Heâs short, a bit chubby, dark hair, smoking a cigar. A scar sits angrily on his forehead and you wonder what kinda grudges led to such an injury. He notices you looking at him, and gives you a devilish grin. Some of his teeth are crooked or missing.
All that money and he can't fix his smile?
You shudder. Sylus looks over at you, and back to the man at the head of the table. Heâs reading you, clearly sensing your nervousness. He says nothing, simply reaching a hand over to rest on your thigh.
âWas starting to think you were going to keep me waiting Sylus. Seems you didnât run after allâ he laughs, wheezing a bit as he takes another puff of his cigar. You wrinkle your nose a bit as the potent smell hits your senses.
âI couldnât turn down a game of cards with my dear old friendâ Sylus says, irritation coating the last word. âLetâs keep things civil this time, hm Valentino?â
Valentino bursts into laughter, clearly amused. Despite his laughter, you couldnât ignore the murderous tension in the air. Something tells you this isnât any regular game of cards. You gulp, trying to force yourself to look at everyone at the table and smile.
âWell hello little lady. Sylus, you didnât tell me you kept such gorgeous companyâŚâ Val says, his eyes snaking all over your body. You feel Sylus squeeze your thigh, clearly irritated. He pulls out a coin from his coat pocket, seemingly trying to channel his frustrations into something else.
âYou know Iâm not really the type to share, Val. Sheâs all mine. Down to every single strand of hairâ. Sylus ends, catching the coin and shooting a glare in the manâs direction. It was plain, but conveyed a message very well.
You feel your palms start to sweat. Was he being serious right now?? You side eye him, trying to piece out whether or not this was some kind of facade youâre supposed to play into. Valentino clearly takes Sylusâs words as a challenge.
âIâll give you twenty million for her. Maybe fifty million if you make her give us a little strip show. What do ya say? She looks so soft. Probably makes cute noises tooâŚ~â he chuckles, likely enjoying the look of surprise that washes across your face.
Sylus remains quiet, his face unmoving, frozen in a pissed glare. You donât know if it was the alcohol you drank earlier, or if it was some inkling of an attempt to dissipate the tension, but you clear your throat and begin to speak.
âWell Sylus? You can share canât you? Itâs quite the generous offer Mr. Valentino. Iâm quite flattered actually.â you express, putting on your best smug look. Sylus stiffens, a somewhat shocked expression washing over him. Valentino erupts into yet another fit of laughter, seemingly unable to contain himself. Turning to look back at Sylus, you see it in his face briefly. An uncaged look of rage before it quickly dissipates.
Shit. Shouldnât have said that.
Far too late to stop now though.
âYou heard the lady Sylus. Why donât you try sharing just this once? What I would give to taste that sweet little body of he-â
Sylus slams a revolver on the table, then calmly starts picking up cards from the deck.
"I'd suggest you stop talking and start playing the game, Mr. Valentino," Sylus snarls, his words dripping with venom. The fury in his voice is palpable, and it's clear he's reached the end of his patience.
You give Val a sly look, feigning pity. âAh, sorry Valentino. Seems this one canât quite let me go yetâ. You donât know what you were trying to achieve, but itâs certainly not working to dissipate any tension. Val doesnât respond to you though, all his focus on Sylus now.
âMy dear friend. You should know me by now. Thereâs something Iâm much more interested in now than some money. Now I want the girl, or nothingâ.
Valentino wears a shit eating grin on his face, soaking in the fact that he thinks heâs gained some control of the situation, unaffected by the gun on the table. Sylus simply sighs, rubbing his fingers against the temple of his forehead.
âI see where this is going thenâ.
You barely process whatâs happening before everything and everyone starts moving. As soon as Sylus begins to stand, Valentinos guards start shooting. Sylus wastes no time flipping the large table, sending the cards and game chips flying everywhere. You yelp as he yanks you towards him using his body and the table to shield the oncoming attack of bullets. You hear Luke and Kieran joining in the frenzy, yelling obscenities as they begin shooting their own hidden weapons.
You swiftly reach for the weapon concealed beneath your dress, your fingers brushing against the cool metal as you draw it out. Turning to face Sylus, you ready yourself for his instructions, your body tense with anticipation. Instead of giving you orders, he locks eyes with you, his gaze piercing through you with an intensity that feels like it's reaching into your very soul. The silence is heavy, charged with unspoken tension as bullets whip past the both of you, and you can feel your heartbeat quicken in response.
âI need you alive for whatâs coming sweetie. Pay attention, stay closeâ
You blink. Twice. Unable to process his words before he yanks you both up, one hand using his evol to send the table crashing into several bodyguards. The four of you fight your way through the onslaught of people coming into the door, before eventually dashing up the stairs. People are running in all directions, seemingly caught up in the chaos of everything. You all manage to make it out the door and into the brisk cold air, the twins quickly hopping into the car to whisk you away.
âGo on, Iâll catch up soonâ Sylus states, hurriedly pushing you into the car and slamming the door before you could protest. He signals Kieran to drive off, and that he does.
âHeâsâŚgoing to level the building. Isnât he?â you sigh, sighing at the fact that Sylus seemed to conveniently forget that this was in fact not the lawless land of the N109 Zone. No doubt the Hunterâs Association would have to investigate for potential wanderer activity, and that would be a lot of paperwork.
"It's fine. He owned that place anyway. He'll just build another," Luke says, his voice calm and unbothered. Just as the words leave his mouth, a deafening boom erupts behind the car, shaking the ground beneath yall. The explosion's shockwave rattles the windows, and the sky lights up with a fiery glow, cutting off Luke's next sentence mid-breath.
You groan.
The twins did drive you to the N109 this time, swiftly helping you out the car and into Sylusâs private villa. When you entered the front door, a nightgown and lacy underwear were laid neatly out for you in his room, your arrival clearly anticipated.
It wasnât more than an hour before Sylus waltzed in the front door, eyeing your slouching figure on the couch. You sit up as soon as you see him, still somewhat annoyed.
âWhat took you so damn long? Also do you have to level every building you come across?â you spat, glaring at him. He says nothing though, walking straight past you and into his room.
âHuh? Sylus?? What the hellâŚâ
Not liking the feeling of being ignored, you hurriedly chased after him. You had never really been uncomfortable barging into his room. You had done it plenty of times at this point, the first time being when he had challenged you to steal the brooch from him. No point in being shy now. Heâs fumbling with something in his drawer when you reach up to tap his shoulder.
âSylus! Donât ignore me, I know you ca-â
He swiftly turns around, grabbing your wrist before you can touch him. His gaze is unreadable, cold even. You start to sweat, trying to take your arm back. But he only squeezes tighter.
"I was hoping you'd leave me be so I could calm down. But of course you're as petulant as ever" he says.
"Let go! What's wrong with you!?" You attempt to remove his hand from your wrist but he doesn't budge.
âGo to the bed. Place your hands on itâ he says, face unchanging.
âHuh??â
âI donât like to repeat myselfâ.
You freeze for only a moment before quickly moving to the bed. You meticulously put your hands where instructed, something deep in your core telling you that itâs likely best to listen for now. However, you canât help to look over your should to quip at Sylus. Youâre slightly bent at an angle, trying your best to keep your balance.
âWhatâs this about? Iâm not that upset that you reduced the building to rubbleâ
Sylus snakes his way behind you, quietly, as if thinking of what to say. He reaches out a hand, grabbing the ends of your nightgown and moving the soft fabric around in his fingers. You feel the heat rise to your face, the skin of your ass feeling a slight gush of cold air.
âYou like playing games with me, donât you? Testing meâ he says coldly, fingers trailing up the back of your legs slowly. You shiver, attempting to squirm away. His evol appears around you, its tight grip making you cry out.
Oh. This was about that.
âHuh?? No, I was just playing along. Just friendly banter yknow?â you say, voice wavering. Youâve clearly pissed him off. A part of you knows itâs a slight lie. You didnât want to admit it out loud but it was kind of amusing to see Sylus get so riled up over something. Over you especially. But you hadnât exactly done it fully on purpose. It was the alcohol.
But you knew he wasnât buying it, as observant as he was.
âSure. You were just pretending to act like a stray kitten trying to find a new owner?â he smirks, his fingers beginning to trace circles over the cloth of your panties. You let out a small whine, his touch just barely grazing your already wet cunt.
âOwner? I donât belong to you. Or anyoneâ you scoff, the resolve in your voice wavering with every little circle he completes on your skin. You almost whine in disappointment when he pulls away.
âAnd yetâŚâ Sylus trails off, leaving you with aching curiosity before youâre met with stinging pain on your ass. You cry out, unable to move with his evol still snaked around you. âYou did exactly what I told you to do just now, wear the clothes I leave out for you, and practically melt everytime I even barely touch youâ.
âSylus?! What the hell was thatâŚ?!â you exclaim, trying your hardest to process his words and the situation at hand. He doesnât respond, proceeding to gently caress the spot where he smacked you. The stinging pain gently eases away, and you feel yourself relaxing with his touch once again. He once again trails his fingers down to your clothed pussy, rubbing slow and meticulous circles around it. You start to whine, attempting to push yourself into his fingers for more friction. He pulls his hand away, making a disapproving sigh.
âActing like youâre in heat per usualâ he chuckles, watching as you wiggle around under the grip of his evol. âThis is a punishmentâ.
âFor what? Cause I let some sick and ugly looking crime boss think he had a chance with me?â
Sylus wastes no time bringing his hand to your ass again, earning another painful whine out of you. You feel tears forming in your eyes that you canât wipe away. Heâs certainly not holding back his strength, and yet you know this isnât even a third of the force he could use on you.
âFor entertaining himâ he says plainly.
Another smack.
âAnother for stupidly handing over your life, body and soul for a measly twenty millionâ
An even harder hit, this one fueled by rage.
âAnd lastlyâŚâ
You nearly choke as he delivers the final blow, your ass definitely bruising by now. Sylus offers no comfort this time, instead leaning down next to your crying face, breath hot against your ear.
âFor forgetting that you belong to me, just as much as I belong to you. Kindred spirits remember?â
You have no chance to respond before heâs flipping you on your back, your nightgown flying up to reveal your wet panties.
âI-im sorry, Syâ you choke, tears blurring your vision.
âShow me then, sweetie. Spread your legs. Wideâ he instructs, reaching up to brush your tears away. This isnât done lovingly, more like calculated and cold.
This is far from over.
You silently but shakingly open your legs, your ass still painfully aching from his assault. Youâre surprised when he doesnât rip your underwear in two, choosing to rather peel them off your legs slowly. You notice the hunger in his eyes as he does so, as if savoring the view of your cunt at his fingertips. A small drop of arousal pools down your ass, and Sylus scoops it up with one finger.
You watch as he puts his finger in his mouth, savoring the drop of you with swiftness. His piercing gaze never leaves yours though, and you want to suddenly run away and hide. This is beyond thrilling, but you try your best to remain as still as possible, scared that heâll think youâre enjoying it too much and punish you accordingly.
You suddenly canât take the tension anymore, and close your eyes. You hear the sound of Sylus removing his belt from its loops, then the loud clang as it hits the floor. You feel the bed shift as he lowers himself over you, his face stopping just inches over yours, indicated by the sudden feel and warmth of his breath. He grabs your face in his hand and squeezes your jaw. Hard.
âLook at me kittenâ he commands, his tone filled with unkempt rage and anger. Your eyes fly open, terrified.
âIâm the only one that will ever taste you. Repeat itâ he says. Before you can get a word out, heâs pushing the fat tip of his cock in your entrance. You cry out in agony, nowhere near ready to have been penetrated. But he doesnât stop filling you.
âRepeat it. Or Iâll hit you again. Do you want that?â
âYouâre t-theâŚah!â you whine, his cock halfway inside you at this point. Your poor cunt feels like itâs being impaled, splitting pain soaring through your core.
âTry againâ
You let out a whimper, trying your best to push through the pain and put thoughts into words.
âYouâre the oh-only one that gets to taste meâ you choke out, voice wavering and your eyes teary. Sylus gives a hard thrust, pushing the rest of his length inside you. You cry out again, feeling like youâre on the verge of passing out. Sylus seems unmoved by your outbursts though.
âAnd?â
You stare at him, barely able to see his face through the tears. What? What does he mean and? He didnât say anything else did he?
âHu-what?â
You hear him sigh with disapproval, giving you yet another hard thrust. And another. And another. Youâre clinging onto his back now, nails digging into his skin as the sound of the bed creaking and your pants fill the room. Blood has probably been drawn on his back, not that heâd even notice. You can hear him grunting in your ear, clearly enjoying the feeling of you tightening around him when you tense from the pain. Although it still hurts, you can feel yourself accumulating to the shape and size of his length, and the pain lessons a bit more with each thrust. He stops once again, tilting your face in his grip.
âWhat did I say you forgot? Or is this kitten filled with too much cock to think straight now?â he mocks. You can hear the smile on his face despite not being able to see him clearly. Heat creeps up on your cheeks as you wrack your brain for answers.
âI-youâŚweâre kindred spirits?â
âBefore that sweetieâ
You blink the tears on your face away, your vision becoming a bit more clear. Although heâs still gazing down at you, his expression is not as angry as before. Seems heâs gotten a bit of his pent up anger out now.
âI belong to you, Sylusâ you say, voice small and whiny from crying. Thatâs definitely what he wanted to hear, as he began to pepper kisses on your neck, on your cheek, and eventually resting on your lips. You greedily return his affection, leaning into this feverish kiss, the both of you only periodically stopping to pant for air between kisses. He stops, resting his forehead with yours, gazing into your eyes once more.
âAnd I belong to you. Whatâs mine is yours. All of itâ
You donât get a chance to respond before heâs thrusting again, this time with a continuous and steady pace. You cling onto him, the exchange of flowery words and rigorous thrusting already bringing you on the verge of ecstasy. Sylus already noticed long before you did though, as he brought his hand between the two of you, circling your clit further your stimulation.
âGo ahead, come undone for meâ he whispers, voice strained for nearly being at his end too. Your body obeys, unraveling and writhing with pleasure as Sylus continues to pound into you. You ride your orgasm to its end, till the touching of your clit becomes too much and you whine from overstimulation.
âSylusâŚ!â you moan, and he stops, already at the start of his own climax. You shudder as you feel him spill into you, his seed immediately beginning to pool down your cunt and to your ass. He pulls his heavy cock out of you, a feeling of emptiness taking its place. For a moment nothing is said, just the sound of the both of you catching your breath.
You decide to break the silence.
âSylusâŚIâm really sorryâ you start, looking up at him. He simply chuckles, placing a kiss on your cheek before getting up to grab a rag from the bathroom.
âYouâve taken your punishment quite well, why are you apologizing again sweetie?â he says from the bathroom, coming back to wipe you clean. You scoff, slightly tensing from the coldness of the cloth.
âHmph. Fine, I take it back then. Iâm holding a grudge anyways for how hard you hit meâ
He simply sighs as he finishes wiping you up. âBack with the infamous wit already? Canât a man catch a break?â
You sit up, feeling emboldened once more.
âNope. Maybe donât hit me with the strength of a thousand suns next time and weâll seeâ
Sylus tosses the rag in a laundry basket, making his way back to your side. He pulls you into his arms, embracing you in his warmth. You canât help but smile against his chest.
âWell, good thing I have all night to make it up to youâ
You lightly pinch his side, giggling into his embrace. A question crosses your mind.
"Did you mean it Sylus? We belong to each other?"
Sylus took your face in his hand, giving you a slight smile.
"I don't say stuff I don't mean. You know this"
That's the furthest he was willing to explain it. At least for now. Who knows what kind of power trip would ensue if you truly knew how much you had the big bad leader of Onychinus wrapped around your finger.
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secret's out | lewis hamilton smau
pairing: lewis hamilton x reader summary: lewis accidentally reveals his secret relationship with you in an instagram story, sparking fan frenzy. request: yes/ thank you so muchhhh! authorâs note:hey anon, i really loved and enjoyed writing your idea! thanks for you request and hope you like it and and sorry it took me too longâ¤
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lewis' imessage
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yourusername: i guess our secret has been reveled bt none other than my husband...
comments...
georgerussell63: you guys definitely made that podium moment legendary. Wishing you both all the best! đŞďż˝ďż˝â¤ď¸
danielriccirado: You guys, first you hid your relationship and then your wedding and you didn't even invite usâŚ. I'm hurt
user1: the fact that george is his teammate and he didn't even know that lewis was married đđ
user2: ok, we already knew that lewis was very private but this, THIS is another level
charles_leclerc: took you long enough, Lewis! Wishing you guys all the happiness! đĽł
user3: can we just appreciate the casual hard launch AND a kiss on the podium?? absolute power couple energy đŻ
user4: he way Lewis looked at you during the podium đ Heâs been in love the whole time!!
user5: he fact that Lewis called you his wife on his story and we all lost it đ¤Łđ¤Ł Congrats on your not-so-secret love anymore!
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yourusername: this secret and announcement took us less time this last time
comments:
lewishamilton: Canât wait to meet our little one. Over the moon with you, love
user6: BABY HAMILTON?! Oh my God, Iâm crying. This is the cutest news ever!! đđź
georgerussell63: Congratulations!! Canât wait to meet the future world champ! đźđ
landonorris: BABY HAMILTON??? Alright, Iâm officially shook. Congrats, guys! The paddock just got a whole lot more fun! đâ¤ď¸
user7: Lewis is gonna be a dad??? IM NOT OKAY!!! CONGRATS!! đĽşâ¤ď¸
danielricciardo: A little racer on the way? YES! Can I be the fun uncle? đđź
user8: A podium celebration baby??? đ Looks like we know how yâall celebrated that win! đ¤
user9: he timeline is connecting⌠podium celebration = baby Hamilton?? You sneaky lovebirds! đđ
charles_leclerc: Wow, huge congrats!! The gridâs about to get a little bigger đ
user10: OMG this baby is about to be more stylish than all of us. Already living their best life before birth! đśđ˝â¨
Lewis' podium
The energy in the paddock was electric as Lewisâs car crossed the finish line, securing him a spot on the podium for the first time in what felt like ages. I could barely contain my excitement as I watched from the sidelines, surrounded by a sea of cheering fans. The moment felt surreal, and my heart raced as Lewis climbed out of his car, a triumphant grin plastered across his face.
As he approached me, still wearing his helmet, I couldn't help but notice the way the crowd erupted in applause and shouts. The deafening cheers seemed to fade into the background as he got closer. âHoney, Iâve done it!!â he shouted, his voice slightly muffled but filled with uncontainable joy.
The adrenaline coursing through my veins made me feel invincible. I laughed, my heart swelling with pride as I reached up to remove his helmet. The instant his face came into view, I felt the warmth of his excitement radiate between us. The crowdâs energy shifted, anticipation crackling in the air as they sensed something special was about to happen.
Lewis leaned down, his eyes locked onto mine, and in that electric moment, he kissed me deeply, right there in front of everyone. The world around us disappeared; all I could feel was the warmth of his lips and the deafening roar of the crowd as they cheered for us.
From that day forward, we became the couple everyone adored. Fans began sharing videos and photos of the kiss, turning it into an iconic moment.
As the weeks passed, our relationship was the talk of the town. But it wasn't long before the news of our little family surprise came to light.
It was late, the dimmed lights in our living room casting soft shadows on the walls as I paced back and forth. The small plastic stick in my hand felt heavy, like it held the weight of the world. My heart pounded as I stared at the two pink lines that confirmed itâI was pregnant.
I had imagined this moment so many times, rehearsing how I would tell him, but now that it was real, my mind was a blur of emotions. Excitement, fear, happinessâeverything at once.
Lewis had just gotten home from the gym, his usual easy smile lighting up his face as he stepped inside. He dropped his gym bag by the door, not yet noticing the turmoil in my eyes.
"Hey, love. Everything alright?" He asked, walking over to kiss me on the forehead, his hands automatically settling on my waist. But as he looked down at me, his brow furrowed in concern. He knew something was up.
I took a deep breath, feeling the warmth of his hands on me, grounding me. "Lewis, I⌠I need to tell you something."
His eyes softened instantly, the worry easing away. He pulled me closer, concern still flickering in his gaze but now mixed with curiosity.
"Youâre scaring me a bit, babe. Whatâs going on?"
I bit my lip, the words almost stuck in my throat. My heart raced as I reached for his hand, slipping the positive pregnancy test into his palm. He looked down at it, confusion crossing his face for a brief second before realization hit him like a wave.
His eyes widened, flicking from the test to me and back to the test again. "Wait⌠are you serious?"
I nodded, tears springing to my eyes as a nervous laugh escaped me. "Yes, Lewis. Weâre going to have a baby."
For a moment, it was like time stood still. He stared at me, his mouth hanging open in disbelief. Then, without warning, he scooped me up into his arms, spinning me around as a wide, joyful laugh escaped him.
"Are you kidding me?!" He was grinning from ear to ear, his excitement so contagious I couldnât help but giggle, too. "Weâre having a baby?!"
"Yeah⌠weâre having a baby." I nodded, my heart swelling as I saw how happy he was.
Lewis set me down gently, but his arms stayed wrapped around me, his forehead resting against mine.
"I canât believe this," he whispered, his voice full of awe. "Youâre going to be the most amazing mom, you know that?"
"And youâre going to be the best dad. Our little oneâs going to be so lucky." I smiled, feeling the butterflies in my stomach.
He pulled back slightly, looking into my eyes, his expression soft and full of love.
"This is the best news I couldâve ever imagined. I love you so much."
"I love you too," I whispered back, my voice catching with emotion.
Lewis placed a hand on my stomach, still grinning like a kid on Christmas morning. "Our little secret," he said, his voice hushed, as if speaking too loud would make it any less real.
As the initial shock and excitement settled in, Lewis and I spent the rest of the evening curled up on the couch, talking about everything that lay ahead. The glow in his eyes hadnât dimmed one bit; if anything, it had grown brighter with every moment.
"I still canât believe it," he whispered, running his fingers softly over my stomach. "Weâre actually having a baby."
I laughed, leaning my head against his shoulder. "Itâs real, Lewis. Youâre going to be a dad."
"You know, now that I think about it, when do you reckon we⌠you know, made this little one?" A playful smirk spread across his face.
I rolled my eyes at his cheeky tone. "Really? Thatâs what youâre thinking about now?"
"Well," he chuckled, nudging me slightly. "Itâs not every day you find out you're going to be a dad. Iâm just curious." He paused, tilting his head as if considering the options. "I mean, weâve been busy latelyâŚ"
I snorted, shaking my head. "Busy is an understatement. We travel all the time."
Suddenly, realization dawned on him. His eyes widened, and I saw the gears turning in his head. "Wait⌠what about Monaco? You remember? After that podiumâŚ"
I froze for a second, my mind flashing back to that night. The celebration had been wildâLewis had just gotten his first podium in a while, and we were on cloud nine. The champagne, the excitement, the adrenaline⌠and later that night, when we finally got back to our homeâŚ
I fele my cheeks flush. "Oh my God, Lewis."
He grinned like a Cheshire cat, clearly putting it all together. "Thatâs when it happened, didnât it? The night of the podium celebration! No wonder the timing makes sense."
I covered my face with my hands, laughing as the memory came flooding back. "I canât believe this! Youâre right. Thatâs when it happened."
Lewis burst out laughing, clearly delighted by the connection. "No wonder I felt so invincible that weekend. Turns out, we had a little extra reason to celebrate!"
I playfully swatted his arm, though I couldnât stop laughing either. "Weâll never live this down, you know. People are going to figure it out, and the teasing is going to be relentless."
He shrugged, still grinning like a fool. "Let them talk. They can tease us all they want. As long as Iâve got you and this little one, I donât care."
I smiled, leaning into him, feeling the warmth of his words. "Youâre such a sap sometimes, you know that?"
He chuckled, kissing the top of my head. "Only for you, love."
As we sat there, wrapped in each other and in the realization of what was to come, I couldnât help but think about how crazy our journey had been so far. And now, with a baby on the way, it was about to get even crazier. But with Lewis by my side, I knew we could handle anythingâeven the endless teasing from our friends and fans.
"Just wait until the guys hear about this," he said with a wink, already anticipating the chaos to come.
I rolled my eyes again but smiled. "Oh, Iâm sure theyâll never let us forget it."
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What are yours OCs fetishes/kinks? What type of scenarios will make them go mad?
Also how big are they?
Sweet and Sour - yandere boys and their kinks
Warning: slightly dub-con content, blasphemous misuse of a crucifix, lots of anal Shoutout to all the anons who asked for this. I love you, ya little pervs.
Yandere! Cowboy wants to fuck you in the ass. He might try and prep you a little at first, working his fingers in and opening you up. But once he's got the tip in, all his care goes out the window and he's ramming himself into you like a goddamn stallion. Part of him just wants to make you cry again but mostly he wants to be the first in all your holes. They say you always remember your first time right? And he wants to burn himself into your mind. Over and over again.
Yandere! Soldier has the biggest cock by far. A solid twelve inches and thick as a fist. He's got a thing for getting head. He'll sit with his legs spread and his head thrown back, muttering in his native language. He loves popping it out of your mouth and feeling the soft tissue of your cheeks rubbing against his tip.
Mostly, he tries to be nice to you. But sometimes - after a long day or if you give him just a bit too much attitude - he'll stop holding back. He'll grab your neck and squeeze and his lips will just barely brush yours. He loves the way your cunt flutters around his cock when he does it. And some sick part of him likes the way you push at him so desperately and still can't manage to move him. I suggest you be careful. He wants to treat you well but he's still a soldier and there's a deeper depravity to him than either of you know.
Yandere! Boyfriend can definitely last the longest. He's also probably the only one who can successfully stop himself once he's inside of you. Your pleasure and comfort outweighs his own and if you even flinch, he's almost immediately pulling out and making sure you're alright. But trust me, it sure as hell isn't easy.
He adores breeding. The thought of filling you up and starting a family is the only coherent thought he has when he's inside you.
And it's so intimate. The fact that you're letting him spill himself inside you, letting him invade your body like that, is like the ultimate declaration of trust. He also likes wiping up any spilled cum with your panties and then keeping them with him for the rest of the day.
Sometimes he can get a bit mean. Like he'll keep eating you out even when your clit is a swollen, aching mess. Its the one guilty pleasure he allows himself.
Yandere! State Trooper is such an exhibitionist. He wants you to fuck him in the back of his cruiser while he's still on duty. When his dispatcher calls in, he'll press his hand over your mouth and try to sound professional. Even if his voice is nothing more than a growl at that point.
If he doesn't have time for even a quickie, he'll make you get on your knees and suck him off while he sprawls across the driver's seat. With nothing but his open door to keep away prying eyes.
He really loves putting his fingers in your mouth. Even when his other hand is busy finger fucking you, he'll have at least three fingers pressing against your tongue. He loves seeing the drool dripping down your chin and wet fingers are all the better to fuck you with.
And if you don't want to indulge him? He's got his handcuffs and his baton and he sure as hell can make you. So just be a doll and make it easier on yourself, all right?
Yandere! Cop loves chasing you down. Usually it's just for fun, a little teasing between the two of you. But sometimes his eyes go dark and dangerous and some animal instinct makes you run like hell. He'll fuck you wherever he catches you - against a tree, on the hood of his car, against your neighbour's fence. And trust me, he always catches you.
After a night out, he wants nothing more than to fuck you on your stomach with your wrists held together in the small of your back. It's by far his favourite position and he likes ramming you into the mattress so he can fuck your party girl makeup right off.
He likes eating you out when you're on your hands and knees in front of him - so he can grab your ass cheeks and spread them and draw his tongue down across your cute, puckered ass all the way to your shivering clit.
He doesn't say it, but sometimes he thinks about breaking in when he's disguised as your stalker and wrestling you to the floor. Tearing your clothes off and using them to tie your wrists together. Just to teach you a lesson about stranger danger. Maybe then you'll be more careful when you're out partying.
Yandere! Gangster gets hard at just about anything you do. Literally just touch him and he's a goner (gooner?) He's got a major weakness for stockings and heels. They make your legs look so damn good and all he can think about is being on his back with your stilettos pressed against the delicate arch of his windpipe.
Yandere! Incubus wants secret rendezvous. He wants to pull you into the shadowed alcoves that dot the abbey and fuck you against the wall, your habit pushed up around your waist and your rosary jumping against your chest with every vicious thrust. His biggest kink is making you go about the day with his cum still inside you, leaking back into your panties as you kneel for mass and light the votives.
His biggest turn on? The thought of fucking you while he forces a crucifix up your tight little ass. He wants to feel your ass and cunt pulsing, trying to shove him out and take him in all at the same time. And the cross buried all the way to the outstretched arms of the Saviour? He wants to watch it twitch and shudder as he rams into you.
He's a demon after all. What did you expect?
Yandere! Desert Bandit might be the second biggest. He doesn't have Yandere! Soldier's girth but he almost beats him in length at twelve and a half inches.
He's got a thing for feeding you. Most of the desert cuisine is eaten by hand and he gets so rock hard watching your suck his fingers clean.
He secretly wants to share you with his second in command. Him in your cunt and his second in your mouth so they can spit roast you. He's too possessive to ever let the man near your pussy though. And a dangerously proprietary part of him wants to watch you suck the other mans dick while you're down on your knees. Both you and his second in command belong to him, either through marriage or loyalty. And he gets so turned on watching you both and knowing it's only happening because he's allowing it to happen.
Yandere! Academic Rival is surprisingly kinky for such a nerd. He has a whole draw full of toys he can control from his phone. He gets off on making your use them when you're supposed to be studying or taking a test. When he can see you're stressed or thinking too hard he immediately turns them on, usually to the highest setting. If you ever get pissy about it, he claims he only wants to sharpen your focus. If having a shatteringly good orgasm in the middle of a term paper is a distraction, that's not his fault.
He wants you to dress up a bit like his favourite characters. Not really full on cosplay, but usually something dirty inspired by their aesthetic. By the time you graduate, you have a closet full of luxurious and exotic lingerie.
Maybe it's his upper class upbringing, but he has a thing for pearls. He spent a fortune on an extra long necklace that doubles as a leash. He'll stand behind you when you play the piano, tugging at it every time you make a mistake and with his cock growing harder every second.
Yandere! Apocalypse Survivor is a voyeur, make no mistake about it. In addition to sneaking glances while you bath, he'll tell you he's going out to check the perimeter or stand guard but instead double back just to watch you change. Sometimes he'll get lucky and watch you play with yourself, your head thrown back and one hand across your mouth to stifle your gasping.
He's totally into squirting - especially if you'll do it in his mouth while he eats you out. It's filthy and depraved but there isn't really a society left to judge him, is there?
He's big on biting, which is pretty ironic considering the circumstances. He isn't quite sure how to explain it to you without sounding like he's turning into a zombie himself, but he's going to keep trying until he gets it right and you let him sink his teeth into your ass cheeks.
#I've got much kinkier stuff but it doesn't always fit the current roster of guys#Just wait til we expand the cast#Alright who do we think most wants you to wear a leash?#Yandere#Yandere x reader#yandere drabbles#yandere headcanons#yandere imagines#yandere oc#yandere oc x reader#yandere x you#Reader insert
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bringing back the question for 2025: who in the autobots would fuck a car and/or have an sti
hi i thought too long and hard about this. then i made a silly comic about it which quickly got derailed into another silly bit. and then it kept getting longer and more terrible
i don't know whether you're the same person as the original anon or not but im gonna freakin cry either way. is this my legacy...
on one hand this ask gave me lots of motivation for some reason, so thank you for that, but on the other hand it motivated me to draw a 6 page comic about robot STIs.
i put too much effort into this lmao. for my actual conclusions AND some extra notes about the comic click the read more đ
Ratchet: No and no. Has HAD STIs before. When he was younger. True across continuities except... in TFA he would have an STI. I can see it.
Ironhide: Yes carfucking, but I feel like the carfuckin was also a one time thing specifically. No STI. To quote my notes: "Frag no, Chromia or Ratch woukd kill him". Typo included.
Jazz: Yes carfucking, no STI because if he got one he'd be on top of treatment. Originally there was a bit in the comic with Jazz and Prowl arguing about which is worse: fuckin a car or havin a STI but it got cut because its already like 6 pages
Prowl: No carfucking and yes STI. He thinks carfucking is Really Weird. Wait. Purely off of vibes because I still haven't watched ES (someday...) but ES!Prowl would fuck a car.
Optimus: Who else do you think gave Megatron the STI? (/j /j... unless?) Carfucking and STI status varies wildly across continuities imo. G1? Yes and yes. IDW... depends on what point in time. I feel like its a yes to both but not at the same time. TFA would not fuck a car but he definitely has an STI. TFP! and ES! OP is a mystery to me, you guys can tell me if you have strong opinions on them. Hm. Armada OP would fuck a car.
Sideswipe: originally it WAS going to be him in the comic but as I mentioned, it got derailed. He'd absolutely give a car an STI.
Wheeljack/Trailbreaker/Hot Rod: Yeah, probably both. Maybe not at the same time though. Hot Rod was only so low on Prowls list because hes Literally Offworld but who knows what hes capable of.
Yes to carfucking, no STI: Lets see... Bumblebee, Cliffjumper (despite Prowl and Ironhide's assumption in the comic, THIS is my actual opinion lmao), I think Mirage would as well, but he'd vehemently deny it. Also *leans in close to the mic* Elita-1 would fuck a car. But she'd do it and it'd be like. Cool.
No to carfucking, yes STI: *long pause as i look into the middle distance* mmm...Smokescreen. I don't know much about TFP!Smokescreen but he can get lumped in there too. Sunstreaker as well, but more because he says he didn't fuck a car but he could be lying and you genuinely can't tell if he is. Also Brawn for some reason.
As for other characters elsewhere... Rodimus is a strong contender for giving a car an STI. So is Whirl, but I feel like he's slightly less likely to have an STI, yknow? Only slightly.
Other notable ones I think would have both but NOT at the same time: Swerve, Skids, Drift (specifically because of Rodimus because even if they don't fuck they seem like the type of friends who share drinks), I think First Aid fits in here too, and is the only medic who would have an STI that I can think of off the top of my head. Oh also Armada!Jetfire.
I also think that the Aerialbots are all contenders for this category too. Some more than others but it wouldn't matter because they all end up with an STI and it's miserable.
ALSO...
The alternate punchline to the comic, had it been set on the Lost Light, is... a meeting (in which the general consensus is that Rodimus fucked the car that mysteriously appeared on the Lost Light, AND he gave it an STI)
Then, Nightbeat bursts in with Brainstorm in tow, and he reveals that it was in fact Brainstorm's fault- NOT because he fucked the car (he's far more interested in er... lab equipment, lets say) BUT he made a gun that fucks cars, and accidentally gave the GUN a STI
ALSO SIDEBURN FROM TF:RID (2001). he would ABSOLUTELY fuck a car and give it an STI. He canonically loves red sportscars and you KNOW that mans got an STI.
#inbox#anon#velwy.txt#velwy.png#macaddams#transformers#tf ratchet#tf ironhide#tf jazz#tf prowl#i imagine it's an experience like getting food poisoning from gas station sushi.#does that actually exist. ive heard of it but we dont have it where i live#i hope ppl catch all the stupid things in the comic#did i have to resend this ask to myself because i posted this too early yhe other day? no what would make you think that haha. ha.#ratchet in the first panel is me fr#ignore. that i occasionally drew ironhide differently. most of this was drawn between the hours of 12 and 5am
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Im pretty sure your request is still open, so I am wondering if you could write dark-angst fic abt neteyam (aged-up obv).
Maybe in a scenario where the reader does not like neteyam/see him as a friend and likes someone else, which makes him jealous.
It doesnât have to be nsfw, but I think it will be very fitting considering the theme of the story.
Thank you!
(And I love your works sm â¤ď¸)
i wonât be writing this because iâve found out you requested this same prompt to another writer, my mutual as well! personally i feel discouraged when i get a request (because my inbox is so dryâ but also reqs r closedâŚmaybe iâm crazy) just to find out that itâs copy and pasted to another (talented!) writer, itâs just a wee bit annoying.
#.ŕłŕż đ§đ¨đ§đ¨đ§ đđđđ˛ ŕłŕžŕż ËË-#itâs definitely not that deep but i do what i want#also i bet u copy and pasted that red heart too i might cry#I STILL LOVE U ANON#DONT WORRY#but i just wanted to point this out#donât hate me#but also idc if u hate me
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