#i cried while doing this btw
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Reseña: Take Two
BTS (2013)
Reseñado 22 de julio 2023
Categoría: Single
Género: ballad, kpop
¿Tu ex ni te ha dedicado ni las de luis Miguel? Pues que pena, not BTS tho.
"Will you stay?" Es lo primero que BTS "te" pregunta cuando presionas el play en el single (estoy hablando metafóricamente claramente no te lo dice a ti Juan, le está hablando a personas que son fans de ellos).
Take two es un pequeño gran regalo que salio el pasado 8 de junio, esto en forma de dedicación por parte de BTS a sus fans por su décimo aniversario (que es el 13 de junio).
Actualmente BTS esta en hiatus, 2 soldados caídos y 5 coleando (que se note el sarcasmo, se están empezando a enlistar para el servicio), volviendo a lo del hiatus, ellos en su descanso sacaron este single en la semana de su décimo aniversario, quiza como un pequeño recordatorio que ellos incluso aunque se pongan en descanzo por casi dos años ellos volveran y con ansias de volver a estar en un escenario para volver a hacer lo que aman, música y que está sea escuchada.
Existe esta pequeña conexión un poco especial sabes? El fandom le regala una canción a sus artistas como agradecimiento por compartir su música y pensamientos a través de ella, y sus artistas corresponden también regalando una canción a sus fans y sólo a sus fans.
La letra, volvamos y pensemos en la letra.
"Hemos estado caminando por tantos lugares
Siento que mi corazón va a explotarse
¿No puedes ver el segundo intento?
Historias abriéndose solo para ti
La juventud en que estuvimos juntos" .
(Traducción al español)
Take two es una pequeña historia dedicada, hablando sobre el recorrido que el grupo ha compartido con sus fanáticos desde 2013, año de su debut, muchos de los fanáticos crecieron con ellos, el más pequeño del grupo teniendo 15 en su momento y muchos fans con esa misma edad crecieron con el y los demas miembros, 10 años parece mucho, pero cuando pasas toda tu juventud trabajando duro y sin parar se va todo muy rápido a decir verdad.
Una de mis partes favoritas de la canción es la de hobi (j-hope para los que les gustan las formalidades):
"Incluso el desierto se hizo mar, así que nadaremos por siempre
Incluso las ballenas solitarias ahora cantan
Porque estamos unidos, así que no me da miedo desear lo eterno
Porque mi esperanza está en ti, porque eres mi única razón
Eres la luz en mi camino
Eres la persona que simplemente me ilumina"
(Traducción al español)
Parece una romántica confesión, pero como dije esta canción no es para nadie del público general ni para nadie externo al grupo de fanáticos del grupo.
"Incluso las ballenas solitarias ahora cantan. Porque estamos unidos, así que no me da miedo desear lo eterno", por ahí del 2015 salió The Most Beautiful Moment in Life Pt.2, donde se encuentra la canción Whalien 52, que está básicamente inspirada en la ballena del 52, denominada como la criatura más solitaria del planeta al no poderse comunicar con ningún otro cetáceo al cantar en una frecuencia diferente, esta parte de la letra en su idioma original da más referencia a como ahora la ballena ya no está sola por que posiblemente encontró a otras ballenas que la entiendan. Un pequeño guiño a sus canciones pasadas de verdad que dan una fuerte conexión a su pasado y lo que han escrito, y la compañía que ahora tienen gracias a ARMY (nombre del grupo de fans).
Creditos: @/7moonlab
"Por estar contigo, se hizo posible
Por estar contigo, fui feliz
Respiré por tu voz
Y me levanté por tus lágrimas
¿Tendré lo necesario para recibir todo su amor abundante?
Por tantos años, nuestras almas se interceptan
Por estar juntos, me siento muy agradecido y feliz
Por favor, sigamos felices también en el futuro."
Abrazos al corazón es lo que muchas fans han llamado esta canción. Este single de 3:50s de duración es un regalo especial por todo el tiempo que BTS ha sido acompañado por sus fans. Take Two fue escrita, producida e interpretada por los integrantes, una balada con un fraseo y rap muy suave, acompañada y adornada por las voces de la línea de vocales.
Jungkook, integrante del grupo, inicia esta canción con un "Will you stay?" Y la termina con un "Never felt, never felt so young", son diez años de recuerdos y de crecer continuamente, pero es un sentimiento muy bonito encontrar a alguien que te haga sentir como si el tiempo no pasará.
Una gran dedicatoria y bonita canción, con una lirica significativa y que personalmente me saco 30 minutos de berreo, y que también se une a una de varias canciones que el grupo ha dedicado a sus fans.
-Vale💀
#bts#pop ballad#take two#music reviews#im cryign#i cried while doing this btw#kpop#escuchando take two mientras escribo esto#Spotify
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I hate hate HATE when people say I'm "having an attitude" with them, bc I'm literally not until AFTER they say that. And thats not even "an attitude", it's me being annoyed and frustrated bc youre saying im having an attitude when im NOT.
Like what does that even mean. I'm just autistic.
#blah blah blah#vent#like i was just responding to my name being called???? i literally just went “huh?” which i do all the time?????#and when you walk off mumbling shit that i cant hear bc we're dozens of feet away from each other in a loud ass store#and i come over and ask what you wanted#and youre like “i said we'll talk when you drop the attitude” or whatever and have the audacity to smirk at me like its a joke and i have#any idea wtf youre talking about#like i got so frustrated and upset about it that i legit cried for like an hour after that. while still doing my work bc i just wanna get#done and go home.#this is about one of my managers btw. if it wasn't obvious#like shes cool most of the time. but she says shit sometimes that make me wanna quit on the fucking spot
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achoo.. snot everywhere O_O
#metal gear solid#otacon#solid snake#hal emmerich#otasune#snotacon#mgs#queue are lovely#i watched the entirety of CG bc my freind watched it while she worked out and like. i didnt like it but he would#it was an inasne watch tho like who thought of any of tht WFJHBERJ#anyways yayyy rlly doodly page its a lil wonky but i had sm fun just doing whatever n not stressing on it! so fun#always have to draw hal in a stained shirt btw#ok bye walks off screen and explodes and everyone cries
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GET FRAGGLE-IFIED‼️‼️‼️
So recently I’ve been more than a little obsessed with the 1983 Jim Henson company project called “Fraggle Rock,” about all these silly little muppet creatures having crazy adventures in the cave system in which they live, called, appropriately, Fraggle rock. After watching 3/4 of the seasons, I started doodling some of my fav cats OCs as fraggles, and it just sort of spiraled from there. So if I’ve sent you 🫵 an ask about the kind of clothing your oc would wear, this is why :D. Without further ado:
THE FIRST WAVE‼️‼️‼️
These are the tallest of the bunch, and they are, reading left-right left-right:
@gotham-native’s Calypso, @ernestelm’s Vega, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, and last but certainly not least, @cillyscribbles’s Tin Tin!!!!
#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TAG THIS ‼️‼️‼️#I’ve been working on nothing but this for weeks#cilly thank you genuinely for keeping me going 😭😭😭#I’m so fucking obsessed with this show#I wanted to do this so so so bad I like cried thinking about it genuinely don’t know what’s wrong with me#ANYHOW!!!!#THESE WERE SO FUCKING FUN‼️#I missed drawing peoples OCs so badly#I don’t know why I stopped doing that#this was in fact the au I was working on btw#Fraggle rock au!!#calypso looks so cool and slay she was the last one I did and she’s so gorgeous#bc she’s a lil punk rock and fraggle-ified foxglove dresses the same#I kinda imagine he looks up to her a bit#thank you to pintrest for sponsoring this post/j#no but that’s where I got half the outfits done#got this project done literally the day before I go back to school ✌️#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#fraggle rock#fraggle oc#I think those tags work? idk#sorah’s silly scribbles#fragglecats#this is so incredibly self indulgent maybe the first project I’ve done in a while that was specifically for my enjoyment lol
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thinking about yassen gregorovich instead of sleeping (because i love him) and how he is a catalyst. yassen stabbs ash -> ash kills john rider -> ian rider raises alex -> yassen kills ian rider -> mi6 blackmails alex into becoming a teenage spy.
i have so many thoughts that i can't properly articulate. obviously this is a simplified chain of events, but yassen and his choices set off a chain reaction of the world's most unfortunate dominos. especially when you read russian roulette. to be clear im not necessarily trying to blame him for everything because that feels very mean. he was also just a 14 year old kid when everything in his life went wrong, just like alex. only difference being yassen literally had no one.
i think i should write an essay about this because i haven't even gotten into my thoughts about what yassen and alex's dynamic would look like past eagle strike. i would imagine it'd be similar to ellie and joel from the last of us part 2.
where obviously yassen loves alex and alex on some level cares for yassen back but struggles to reconcile that with the fact that yassen is responsible for his uncle's death. a very unforgivable act. it would be so messy and complicated and angsty, because on one hand here is an adult who truly cares about him and has a connection with him through his father. yassen could tell alex about john, and trust that yassen truly wants whats best for him. but he killed ian, and he cannot take that back.
while alex reels from those feelings, yassen is also trying to reconcile his love of alex with the knowledge that he on some level is responsible for the suffering alex endured at the hands of mi6. and possibly even the fact that alex's godfather is the one who killed john and helen.
#btw i think anthony horowitz killed yassen off so he wouldnt have to deal with this lmao#and sidenote ash is responsible for his own shitty choices but i think itd be difficult for yassen to cope with the fact that stabbing ash#led to some very bad consequences for literally everyone#are there any fics that are similar to what im describing?? ?#i read a ton of alex rider fics but i mostly read fluff because im actually too emotionally fragile to handle angst#i cried while reading stormbreaker and that book wasnt even supposed to be sad#if this is doesnt make any sense its because i woke up at 2 am and wrote this#its just word vomit; pure not proofread thoughts directly from my fucked up little brain#idk maybe someone will enjoy reading this#alex rider#yassen gregorovich#alex rider books#ian rider#john rider#chaotic ramblings#and final note i do not ship yalex#i was thinking of this more in terms of yassen having a weird guardian/parental relationship with alex#if it wasnt clear from my ellie and joel reference from the last of us#anyways im gonna go back to making shitposts and memes so i never have to feel anything again thank you goodnight <3
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i made some of my chrissell pics into wallpaper engine wallpapers 🏃♂️🏃♂️
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#for my enjoyment mainly BC I LIKE BEING EXTRA#but esp after i've done multiple now i figure it wouldn't hurt to share them 👀#wallpaper engine is $4 on steam so it isn't free#but personally honestly it's one of the best purchases i've ever made. as someone who likes being extra#highly recommend even for just general aesthetic wallpapers#and you can do stuff like this 😌#the other chrissell one i did a while ago and had as my wallpaper until now#but i uh. accidentally lost all the hair movement i did when going back to add toggles the other day. i may have almost cried#so i had to redo that part entirely sob#but it's better now AT LEAST EITHER WAY . I THINK—#hopefully that one works btw bc it still won't appear in the search for me after a whole day 💀
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why the hell is Chappell Roan only just getting recognition when ‘Casual’ is such an absolutely spine twisting work of art
#when I listened to that song for the first time I fucking CRIED dude#I’m not saying it’s spine chilling btw#I really mean when I listen to that song while I lay down in bed I do fucking CONTORTIONS
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The vibe really deteriorated as the day went on, and now I'm sitting in bed, awake, feeling like garbage
#it was an okay weekend but i was jittery and numb for most of it#tried to write christmas cards for the first time in 2 years. cried while doing so and then had to lie down after i did 5#i got frustrated with the story i'm writing and considered dropping it or deleting the whole thing#spent friday alone pretty much all day which normally i'm fine with but for whatever reason made the loneliness really hit hard this time#spent all thanksgiving day waiting for a familial confrontation#got asked by my 6 year old nephew how old i was and then he followed up with 'well why arent you married what are you doing'#which i'm pretty sure is something he heard in a conversation someone else was having and he repeated it bc he's 6 fucking years old#which btw i don't hold against him or am mad at him about bc he's an innocent kid#but that made me feel really shitty#spent an hour today panicking about this dog virus#and in between all of that i was self diagnosing myself with mental illnesses#which made me feel awful bc it made gaslight myself in thinking maybe i wanted one?#which is so fucked up to the max and i'm so sorry for even putting that here#but i put this all here bc i could never have this conversation with people irl#they'd get too worried or they'd think i'm overreacting or i need to date or need to do something with myself besides read#i'm so sorry everyone#i'll try to be better#i just had to put this out somewhere#and i didn't put this in a journal bc my last entry sounds so teenagerish out of context i don't even want to look at it#anyway i have to try to sleep i have to go into the office early tomorrow#i'm sorry guys#i really am😔
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"Pohatu."
The voice echoed like a knife hissing as it scratches marble. The prisoner (the only one, completely isolated from the rest of the city), huddled in a nook, shivered a little further away into the corner he'd tucked himself into and held onto himself a little tighter.
He did not respond to his own name.
Deliberate steps moved closer: clack. Clack. Clack. Clack. Their rhythm was slow, cold; they accompanied a scrutinizing stare.
They stopped before the cell.
The air felt freezing.
"Pohatu."
The prisoner did not answer.
"You are not stupid. That I know."
The chilling voice was soft. It spoke lowly, taking the time to properly enunciate each and every word perfectly.
"I am certain you know what I am here for."
Once more, only silence replied.
"I would advise you do not make this harder than it already is."
He watched as the prisoner's knuckles shook while tightening around his own trembling shoulders, as though trying to hide his weakness.
"Collaborate. For your own sake."
A sob tore through the room.
Another.
Another.
Another.
"Please," the prisoner finally babbled, voice hoarse from disuse.
Broken.
It was his turn to be faced with the silent treatment. Not a word reached him as he cried inconsolably, naked face pressed against his arms, for what seemed like hours.
His brother stared on, unmoving, expressionless, until the wailing died down and the body slumped on itself from the release of pent up emotions.
"I take it you have returned to your senses."
A crooked whine.
"I do not believe I understood that."
A confused mumbling.
"Speak clearly."
"Yes!" his brother sobbed.
His orange eyes looked into blue ones pleadingly, begging for help, for forgiveness. He watched them furrow, watched clouds of condensation pour from the sides of the white mask.
"You are guilty of a terrible crime."
"Yes."
"You are aware of your misconduct."
"Yes."
"You are aware that I cannot call you brother."
A pained wince: "Yes."
Another long moment of quiet passed.
The prisoner had shifted his gaze onto the floor.
The Toa watched him, fists clenched as tight as he could.
"Are you sure your forgiveness is deserved?"
The body shook from another hysterical sob, as though it had just been struck by a lash: he inhaled sharply a few times, but could not bring himself to speak.
"Answer me."
There was another attempt. Again, nothing came of it.
"Pohatu."
"Please..."
He stared.
He stared at the pitiful thing so powerless and miserable, completely alone, curled on itself on the floor as it shuddered.
"Please..."
He stared at the pitiful thing speaking in a voice that crumbled upon itself like gravel rolling uselessly down the side of a mountain.
"Please, I... Please..."
For a long stretch of time, nothing happened.
Then the door to the cell unlocked.
Pohatu dared to look up: Kopaka stood over him, unflinching, unreadable, hands balled up in fists hard enough to crush boulders between his fingers, looking down with his glimmering blue eyes as the air around him crackled with frost.
He could have so easily torn him apart right now.
Only the two of them, here, in the dark, far away from any other form of life who could have heard any commotion or cared enough to investigate.
Nobody would have even known. Not until it was too late.
Kopaka kneeled before the former Toa and pulled him into a tight embrace, one hand cradling his nape while the other pressed hard on his back to squeeze him closer to himself.
He allowed himself a sigh in relief only when he felt the other's arms wrap around him, his face against the crook of his neck.
Pohatu held him by the waist tight.
"I missed you," he sobbed.
I missed you too, Kopaka could not say despite how desperately he needed to.
He tightened his grip.
Then the pain came.
Blinding and sudden, cruel, immense, so profoundly unexpected that all he could do was choke on his own breath.
His torso fell backwards, bending much farther that it should have. His heartlight pulsed erratically as he heaved, adrenaline rushing through him and locking his every muscle in place. His legs were slumped, completely unresponsive like the rest of his lower body; all that was keeping his entire form from crashing on the pavement like a broken doll were the kind, solid, dependable arms of his brother.
A hand wriggled in the now empty space where it had shattered his spine in a morbidly playful way.
He was laid down gently, all things considered.
His eyes only stared at his butcher wide and thoughtless like those of a helpless Rahi before a much faster predator.
Pohatu smiled down at him sweetly, exactly like he always did.
"I missed your soft spot for me."
He tore his hand out of his brother's spine with a ghastly crackle, not even flinching, to wrap it around his throat. He yanked: Kopaka coughed out an anguished wheeze as a chunk of his neck was thrown out, clattering a few bio across the floor.
Pohatu pressed his thumb between the Toa of Ice's face and his mask, applying just about the slightest leverage possible to part the two. It seemed to take ages, for the 'pop' of a dislodged Kanohi to echo through the silence of Kopaka's frantic breathing; but even with all that time for a counterattack at his disposal, he did not manage to raise even a single finger against the other. He only stared, fearful, shocked, in denial.
His brother laughed in the same way he always laughed - a gentle, booming sound, friendly and pleasant, that warmed one's heart.
"You couldn't hurt me if you wanted to with all your being," he mocked him, making the sneering words seem like yet another lighthearted joke as he twirled the Akaku between his fingers: "And isn't that why Tahu and Photok are dead?"
He looked onto the other's face. He'd seen it so few times - after being overwhelmed by the Piraka on Voya Nui, for example.
He remembered it had been awfully surreal, to see it; almost frightening, but familiar somehow.
It stirred nothing in him now.
How lovely.
Pohatu leaned closer to it, until he could feel the shaky breaths from Kopaka's mouth curl around him. They were barely fresh.
"A shame, eh?"
Blue eyes stared at him, horrified.
What a beautiful thing to see.
"That you couldn't save me after all."
He laughed his usual jovial laugh again as he stood up, joints cracking a bit while he stretched. The Akaku clicked onto him in a perfect fit.
How nice of him: pure unwarranted trust, forgiveness, an open door, a hug, and now even a fairly useful Kanohi to replace the one he'd been stripped of lest he use its powers to break himself out of containment. Truly, he was almost starting to feel spoiled.
Kopaka squirmed between his feet. Was he trying to get away?
He couldn't help but giggle.
"There's your only flaws: you're too smart for a leech to bite you."
Pohatu gifted him the sweetest of his smiles.
"And you love your siblings too much."
The air shattered beneath his foot with a sickening crunch.
Pohatu didn't even spare a glance at his brother as he walked away from his corpse, face crushed to bits making an absolute mess on the cold unfeeling pavement, body twitching before the rigor mortis settled in fully; the Toa of Shadow hummed a mindless, cruel song, something right out of a Makuta's repertoire, as he he made his way into the halls of Metru Nui's colosseum in search of whoever else in this enormous playground would have the honorable misfortune to be his second victim of the day.
#bionicle#pohatu#kopaka#gore tw#violence tw#death tw#random writing#HI HELLO HELLO. WELCOME TO MY SPECIAL CORNER OF HELL#listen to me now. if pohatu turned villanous he would be Near Unstoppable#its one thing having to fight a brother turned evil and its one thing having to fight Pohatu. Everybody's Friend. turned evil#hes already strong af AND he has the advantage of being aware of the above so he can use it to essentially do some psychological warfare#youd never hurt him right? if he smiles like he always does and cries and asks for a second chance? you wouldnt doubt hes sincere... right?#ESPECIALLY THAT EMOTIONAL IF CONSTIPATED IDIOT THAT IS KOPAKA.#pohatu KNOWS where hes weakest (heart) and WILL use that to absolutely fucking demolish him#and kopaka is too attached to him NOT to fall for a heartstring pulling ploy like this little show#hes desperately telling himself he can Fix Him while walking directly in the jaws of the alligator and when he cant he shuts down in denial#i hope this pulls a genuine twist. i was going for a 'you thought this was the tuyet empire AU but here comes a WALLOP' kinda deal#i have no clue abt the logistics of this au btw i was just possessed by the thought of how horrifying an evil pohatu could be
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“And if you start to kiss
And the record skips
Flip it over
And sit a little closer”
(Alts/process without sm detail/lighting):
#ducktales#dt17#ducktales 2017#ducktales gyro#gyro gearloose#fenton crackshell cabrera#fenro#ducktales art#ducktales fenton#it’s been a while since I’ve drawn Fenro#I’m so happy to draw them again#I love them sm#they’re in love cries#idk if this looks good#i hope you all like it#my art#lyrics are from ‘Lovers Rock’ btw#I listened to it while drawing it#also I tried to do a lighting thing#idk if it looks nice
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JUST WATCHED THE LAST 2 EPISODES OF PERSONS OF INTEREST SEASON 2 HAS ANYONE ELSE SEEN THIS SHIT PLEASE
#person of interest#FUCK dude so much happened. spoilers in the tags btw#with all the “ai” stuff happening rn it gave me a bit of whiplash to hear the term ai being used to#- describe an ACTUAL artificial intelligence. finally some good fucking food#THE MACHINE!!!!!!! SHES!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that scene in ep 22 with nathan and grace and. shit dude that was heartwrenching#i don’t think i’ve ever seen harold in so much despair before#the fact that he immediately knew what he needed to do to keep everyone safe. AND HE KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN!! HE KNEW NATHAN WOULDNT BE SAF#id gotten the vibe by like halfway through the season that whatever killed nathan was probably a bomb#cos like harold didn’t have that limp while nathan was still alive and only got it after he died#and logically speaking a bomb would make the most sense. i didn’t know how that would happen but i knew that’s what it was#but fuck dude even though i was expecting it i almost cried#ALSO. root still has admin access???? which i suppose the machine doesn’t see her as a threat??#ALSO ALSO the mysterious Ma’am at the end of the ep who we didn’t see also knows about the machine?? WHO ARE YOU#IDENTIFY YOURSELF#jesus. anyways this show rocks#and that british fuck came back. i wonder if he’s gonna stick around#cos like i feel like the mystery he was part of got all uncovered n shit so idk where they’re gonna take him
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Missed youuuuu! Welcome back!!! Hope your recovery is going well!!!
Thankyou!!!! Happy to be back I missed you toooooooo!!!
My recovery is over, more-or-less. I've been no meds pain free sense the Tuesday after the surgery.
The only thing holding me back is I still can't lift or move anything above 10 pounds without risking irritating or ripping my stitches, and also my tummy is freaking the fuck out but that's not new.
Also unfortunately my drawing tablet is in storage along with everything else I had on my desk (all my F/O memorabilia (┬┬﹏┬┬)) so there won't be any art from me for a while yet. That also sadly includes writing sense I'm not use to my new set up enough yet to type confidently, and probably not moodboards either cause I don't have a mousepad anymore (*>Д<)
Basically I'm back in Reblogs only for the time being.
Still!!!! So glad to be back!!!!!!!!
#Thankyou for asking#Moved my entire room around and only cried literally every time I entered my room#But it's fine now the saw dust has settled and the spray paint only still smells a little bit#We'll be back to normal posting soon (hopefully)#I have an ask game in my drafts I wanna do while settling into my new desk to force me to type more#So that'll be today or tomorrow#Thanks for all your encouragement while I was gone btw Echo!!!!
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#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#i need life to give me a fucking break fr like?????#almost immediately after i finally crawled out of a major depressive episode#infected fucking dog bite from some asshole’s unleashed dog#major tooth abscess that literally has my entire left side of my face and head and neck throbbing with pain#can’t afford to get the damn thing pulled until a few more days#so my body is fighting 2 major infections rn and my heart rate is at a constant 100-115#can’t think straight can’t focus on anything#couldn’t walk priya today bc of how shitty i feel#had an EXTREMELY stressful anxiety ridden day with my client today which didn’t help anything#my work days have been so fucking long that i don’t have time to take care of my medical stuff before everything closes#i had to race to get my antibiotics WHILE i was working bc i knew i wouldn’t get there in time after work#bc my fucking client kept adding shit for me to do last minute#then was like ‘oh btw you only have an hour to make these 10 fucking stops bc my appt is soon’#give me a fucking break liKE COME THE FUCK ON#IM SO MAD AND ANNOYED#i didn’t even walk the dogs this morning#i just too them to a secluded place off the trail and fucking cried for an hour#i really hate things rn like i really hate how difficult and fucking expensive it is to stay alive#i fucking HATE IT#delete later#i guess idfk whatever
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BENJAMIN “DEX” POINDEXTER aka BULLSEYE therapy prop notes from Daredevil S3
#God i FUCKING LOVE THESE#GIVES YOU SO MUCH MORE INSIGHT INTO DEX AND HOW HE IS AS A PERSON#and it’s all so very bullseye#like he’s so observant? and he only sees the world in black and white? and he’s a fast learner????#LACK OF FILLER: how bullseye just says what he thinks he doesn’t care what others say#and the TWO SIDES?? THE THOUGHTLESS AND RASH PART IS BULLSEYE#HE NEVER MISSES??? LITERALLY BULLSEYE’S CATCHPHRASE#THE PART OF HIM THAT WOULD EVENTUALLY BECOME THIS CHARACTER WAS ALWAYS THERE#i passed out you can find me on the floor that is what this has done to me#magnificent right there#i orginally found this when i was still in school like a over a year ago and i almost cried because i couldn’t do anything else it was so#life changing i was so happy#and the fact that so much thought was put into his character is amazing#like we never saw these in the show but people still MADE THESE and did it so well#i can’t read cursive so when i found this a while back it was a struggle#also the white bg screenshot is from before the propstore website changed and now i can’t find this prop so this is all i got#i have been meaning to post these for a while btw#but i was too lazy to scroll all the way back through my camera roll lol#LMAOOO#benjamin poindexter#bullseye#daredevil
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still reading the same webnovel, so far trying to be a better person has only earned ariadne the murder of her little sister and of literally the only adult that has ever shown her kindness in her entire life so i think she should start killing people now
#i talk a lot <3#genuinely cried when ariadne came home only to find arabella had died while she was out bringing her a present#like what the fuck dude#arabella was gonna call her unnie when she came back ariadne was going to sent her somewhere safe where she could do what she liked#she had to wake up she needed to wake up ariadne was home she needed to practice her music so she could go to school and be happy and-#i'm very normal about this#i mean she did end up managing to get her stepmother killed later on but like. she should be more proactive about it.#because i'm starting to see a pattern and i don't like where this is going#as it is ariadne is running out of people she cares about and it's only a matter of time until alfonso also gets murdered#i'm the queen in this life#<- why are the titles always so long btw what's up with that
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"omg mollie omg where have you been it has been like almost a month"
my cat died lmfao so i have not been on tumblr dot com lately, kind of sunk into a depressive episode, and have not had the will to write or draw since it happened
#tw pet death#where have i been#hehahhahahshhd god i am sad#still love camp camp though#tw car accident#but i have not worked on the nerriston oneshpt since my cat up and got hit by a car#hes not an outdoor cat either btw he got out and we were looking for him#but then a neighbor hit him while texting and driving#psa dont fucking text and drive or you may kill a cat#i had an entire post about that written up but literally cried so much i could not post it#i am not doing well guys
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