#i cried during the memories
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major disappointment with TOTK is that the game kinda falls apart if you go after the memories first.. like fully uncovering the map and going to all the memory spots was my top priority when i started the game!
i enjoy having a full map!
i kinda wish some of the memories were blocked off... i dont see how they could reasonably change the story to account for someone getting all the memories, so i just wish i couldn't get them all and ruin the story :/
#totk#totk spoilers#botw 2#botw 2 spoilers#plot twists don't work as well in this kind of game#i cried during the memories#and now during the main story im like#wow link is being a bit of an asshole for not telling people what's going on!#cuz at this point i know what's going on!
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Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore
They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#dev dimmadome#fop a new wish#peri fairly oddparents#a new wish#periwinkle#the fairly oddparents#dev#my art#fanart#I like how both Peri and Dev is the type who prefers not directly express their feelings because they want to be seen as cool/independent#and be loved by the people that they care of#in other words#a tsundere//hit#jokes aside I like to think another reason why Dev cried during that scene is because-#he realized he's doing the same thing that his dad has done to him but on Peri#and yet Peri still cares for him despite his treatment towards him#like how Dev still loves his dad despite being a terrible father#and just..want to do everything right by him to earn his dad affection#man#Also ngl I have a hunch that Dev might still remember since Hazel's ''no rule'' wish was pretty vague#so maybe he counts in that wish?#plus he was wearing sunglasses before the memory wipe which maybe that won't affect him as well?#you can see I'm coping rn#I do hope this is only temporary and we will see them being back together in season 2 tho#giving them both some time to reflect and growth#because Peri clearly needs more experience in his job and Dev needs his character development for season 2
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simple stroll
#dgs#dgs spoilers#PERHAPS#mine#me thinking about that post and now im like ok ill stop being a coward and post art that ive had locked away for months#anyways. sniffle. they mean a lot to me... cries#a lot of my childhood memories i describe the lighting during that time or thats what sticks with me the most so. yah
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finally i can share something new from my fic (a longer sneak peek even hehe). currently counting 7.1k words and i've only covered half of what i actually planned to write and its still only the early draft version 😭
anyway yeah. near the end of the 2nd screenshot it implies SA (what we all as a fandom thought of could've happened to JW in prison) so please proceed with caution
#still recovering from watching venom 3 so i took all the tears and pain and gave it to JW yey#me: this will be a 10k word fic only. also me: oh... um this might be more than 10k#i love to write miserable JW especially when he cries and relives the painful memories yippiee#love it even more when SC is with him during these moments#black out#백설공주에게 죽음을
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The ending to Madoka Magica is so funny cuz Madoka really just looked her Cosmic Fate in the face, said "nuh uh", and then became God about it
#okay but fr tho the ending made me c r y#which is saying a LOT bcuz the last time I cried at a piece of media was a Single Tear during Battle Round in Centaurworld#and the only other things that made me cry in recent memory were Rengoku's death in Demon Slayer and Pops' death in the Regular Show#so#yeah#WAIT Time Adventure during the Adventure Time finale got me too that shit HURT#madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica#madoka kaname#late night ramblings
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genuine question, do you like maths?? i have a vague feeling i saw your post of tags or something that said something about it but i cannot figure out if it was in fact you or if it was even positive ahahah
Yeah that was me! I don't go looking for math problems, but when I happen to do them, I tend to enjoy it. Wasn't always this way — elementary school math was about speed and memorization and I hated that — but I had a really good teacher in upper secondary school, and it became about creative problem solving. It feels the same as writing a poem in meter or managing to untangle a really bad knot in a ball of yarn.
#i can't do math in my head or memorize formulas#and i'm not precise‚ which is bad for questions that are only numbers. like. 5+6=? type of stuff#because if all you need to is write the final answer‚ then if that answer is wrong‚ youve failed. don't get the points for the exam question#but! upper secondary school math! my beloved! (specifically lyhyt matikka‚ idk what pitkä is like)#there's a book that has all the formulas in it and you can use it and look them up even during exams. no memorization#it doesn't explain *how* the formulas are used but still#and there was more time than there ever was in my previous schools. and finishing fast did not mean you were better. i could take my time#and there were so many... worded questions? like instead of pure numbers they present the problem to you in words. phrases. prose#here is a situation. solve it#and you get to choose HOW to solve it#sometimes i could not remember how a formula worked‚ or hadn't quite figured out a recently taught technique yet#and i just. figured out a different way to solve the problem#can't remember the answer to 5x8? let's count 5+5+5+5+5+5+5+5 instead#38/7? lets draw 38 little balls in the margin and separate them into groups of 7 and see how many there are and how many strays get left out#like that but applied to lots of stuff#and it was enougj! it was fine! it was a valid way to solve it! i got the right answer!#unless i messed something up! a + turned into a - by accident somewhere in the middle of the equation#but! part of this level of math was that it was encouraged to write our whole thought process down#and i‚ unable to do it off the paper anyway#i wrote down ALL OF IT#and the teacher saw where i went wrong and that it was little precision things but that i had the techniques down and#i still got most of the points for those questions instead of losing everything because of an incorrect number at the end#these differences have meant everything#math is puzzles. puzzles can be fun#some of my first memories of math class are of me sobbing under my desk#i cried a few tears in all my matriculation exams too‚ even for my favourite subjects. but not math#one of the most important questions was a geometry one. i shine in that area#i grinned doing it
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the locket, motherhood, & marriage.
139 / 139 / 136 / 136 / 191 / 191 / 191 / 142 / 134 / 143 / 143 / 144 / 144 / 139 script / 144 / 280 / 144 / 144 / 192 / 279 / 279 / 279 / 279 / 143
#compilation tag#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ re: david collins. ┊ he's just been afflicted with the family disease. he's been seeing ghosts.#➤ josette dupres. ┊ it was a scent,not just any,it was hers: jasmine,seabreeze mixed.#➤ re: laura murdoch collins. ┊ I want to watch a girl on fire with ruin on her lips. I want to see everything burn.#➤ elizabeth collins stoddard. ┊ I belong to the house. the house belongs to me.#➤ re: carolyn stoddard. ┊ never the same girl twice.#GOD OKAY. the fact that burke gives vicki the locket after laura's death is EVERYTHING to me.#burke — twin to jeremiah both physically and psychologically — giving it to vicki —#the stranger brought inside the collins family; much like josette.#(which. according to much much later dialogue laura *was* jeremiah's first wife before josette.#it's an old song. it's an old tale from way back when. and we're gonna sing it again and again and again.)#that vicki; by saving david's life; is preserving the collins line — providing the heir (literally; though not biologically)#david turns away from laura and chooses vicki; replacing laura as mother-figure permanently;#as he's granted new life after the fire; born again into vicki's arms; not laura's.#the new woman in the collins fold — after the previous wife has been defeated and fire has cleansed the memory (à la jane eyre; or rebecca)#positioning her naturally as roger's wife. the mother of his child. the inheritor of the collins bridal locket.#the locket that distinctly belongs to roger's wedding *night* — tied up fundamentally with sex & childbirth & the provision of heirs.#(fitting then that the madonna and child serves as the vicki-as-mother equivalent to the painting of laura: the virginal birth)#and yet! simultaneously! the cri du sang — david's blood calling out to burke's.#roger notably absent during the fire; unaware of david's danger; unable to help him. burke drawn to him when his life is at risk —#and the one who carries him home; over the threshold; at vicki's side. delivers her the locket from the ash.#of course she is drawn to him — david's symbolic mother; his biological father —#jeremiah & josette; the empire-builder and the lost and lonely bride.#and. the vampire-figure; the parasitic lover. meeting her at the cliffs; joking about her falling from them —#who can give josette belonging by bringing her to the family tomb.
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Olivia Rodrigo - You Can't Catch Me Now
Except it's TOTK ZeLink 😍😭💔
#cries#zelink#i may be obsessed#but they go through a ton of trauma#And like first it starts like tauntingly bc of Link having memories#and then it ends hopeful#then its taunting bc puppet zelda#bc zelda is still there#and she believed in link#and she sacrificed herself#and gave up everything#but she believes in her hero#IM OBSESSED YOUR HONOR#IM SORRY#IM IN LOVE#THEYRE IN LOVE#theyre in love your honor#totk#totk zelink#the legend of zelda#AND DURING THAT CONSTANT YOU CANT#ITS DESPERATE BC LINK IS ALWAYS GONNA KEEP TRYING#BC HE LOVES HER#IM SORRY I HAVE AN ANIMATIC PLAYING IN MY HEAD
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A few days late but I've only just gathered the emotional strength to go through my concert goodies. Bracelets, a sticker and one banana.
#my most vivid memory besides the pick#is looking up at the ceiling during dance macabre and reaching out my hand to catch all the confetti floating in the air#i think i might have cried a little bit then#because if you'll permit me to get personal in the tags of my own post in my own blog#but when i saw them last year i was so miserable where i was and so stressed out#and i cried the entire three hour drive home because I didn't want the dream to be over#and this year everything and everyone was so wonderful and added to the experience in their own little ways#and now the dream is over. but I'm not sad about it. i put the pick in a velvet lined silver box#put the signed photograph in an old frame#and went to bed in a place that was finally my home.#I can't wait to see what's in store next.
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worming out of awkward conversations l i k e
#accidentally partially traumadumped on my coworker earlier auaaaaaa im so sorry#literally all she asked was ‘are you gonna be spending cny with your father?’ and cue the rant (sadge)#i didn’t really have to tell her that the dude tried to burn our apartment down during a certain rampage#(said fire was extinguished by my then-11 year old bro with water from the sink though. good boi)#the topic was successfully changed after that yeayyyyyy#but. m a n n n n . cny is not a good time for me lmfaooooo#i swear i have at least one bad memory for all of the years that i’ve gone housevisiting for the season#like there was that time when i,as a kindergartner,was deemed to be the cause of breaking apart the family’s bonds#over a can of cola at a reunion dinner bc i cried when my evil aunt scolded me for daring to want a drink other than water#i think my father still blames me for that to this very day lmfaoooooo#g o d. manifesting my hopes and dreams for that prick to not contact me this year im begginggggg#he’s. like. the one person i hate more than myself. 3rd place on my hatelist is his father ofc. no clue who 4th place would be though…#hmmmmm ok i think that’s enough traumadumping for one cny season lmao#tune in next year as i once again wonder what tf the name of one of my cousins is#bc despite how bonkers that side of the family is… i’m sure that the dude’s parents weren’t deranged enough to name their son ‘colour’—#his name is seriously one of my greatest unsolved mysteries. i mean. he has siblings with names like dylan and vivian/valerie/vanessa(?)#and yet everyone calls him something that sounds like ‘colour’.#like damn did his parents decide to skip giving just one of their children a first name or something? guess i’ll never know
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i finished slow damage!
#slow damage#i wasn’t crying what no not at allllllll#ugh what a beautiful most perfect ending i’m so so happy for towa <3 <3 <3#yo what a great game#i honestly did not expect to like this game so much lmaooo but it’s been a rollercoaster of a ride#especially since it took me over a month to play it but it really took a chokehold over my mind the whole time and i loved it#i can’t believe i read an eroge for the plot lmaooo yo this story was so good wtf#so beautiful and dark and captivating#even if some ‘twists’ were a bit predictable the way they were presented made it all the more interesting#and i was so attached to all the characters even the side characters#i cried a bit during the last exploration segment when we said goodbye to all the characters#and the art and visuals and the music ugh i love this game so much!#never quite got a hold on the interrogation mechanic but eh like i said before i appreciate the concept of it#ugh again i wish i can wipe my memory so i can play this game for the first time again </3#i hope i can get all the fanart outta my system before the hyperfixation fades away lol#anyway! i’m sad now goodnight#michi yaps
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I saw the Barbie movie today and omg
That was really, really beautiful
Wow
#barbie#barbie movie#hi barbie#margot robbie#ryan gosling#michael cera#feminism#without spoilers i cried during old lady bench america ferrera speech barbie crying pt 2 electric boogaloo and ending#and a little bit during memories pt 2 but make it sadder#women are great#live laugh love margot robbie#and michael cera#i did really love allan#related to him too#AND KATE MCKINNON AS WEIRD BARBIE#i LOVE HER AS A PERSON AND HER CHARACTER
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I want to be butch... but i also like having incredibly long hair. im se asian so i feel fine abt that but also i live in a colonized white country so it PRESENTS different. but i also HATE maintaining long hair. it would be so much easier to have short hair. but i've always had long hair. but
#punk.txt#kinda wanna cut it all off... kinda don't know what I'd do if i did??#i once cried inconsolably during a picture in kindy#bc my dad cut my hair and i really wanted long hair#its a very formative memory for me. my dad dismissing my wants. part of the reason i keep it so long actually#i HATED it last time it was cut. will i hate it now? well over twenty years later?
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I rly do hate real life events that are enough to make Me cry haha
#speculation nation#negative/#animal illness ment/#for a better post about The Situation. it's serious enough he needs hospitalized.#plus blood transfusions. and it's Expensive.#my sister's covering my ass rn & is the only reason im able to start his treatment at all#but it's still fucking Expensive to the level where i just cant leave it up to her alone to pay#so essentially she's lending me money. bc im going to pay her back for at least Some of this. i cant just not.#ive cried 4 times already tho and that sure is a fuckin feat for me. wolfwood my cat is after Ur record lmfao#i wasnt going to take tally with me for this day trip but i cant stand to be separated from her rn#she'd be fine alone for a day but id still hate for her to have to be. and also. i need her nearby.#i dont know if im going to the concert tomorrow. i guess it will depend on how treatment is going.#this is for one of my favorite artists but if treatment is going badly im just gonna fucking hate every second of it#so. yeah. i dont know.#and this is reacting so fucking badly with my memories of sammy's death.#i nearly fucking gave them the name 'sammy' when i went up to ask about cassy's condition while we were waiting#and im just terrified that i'll have to say goodbye to yet another cat. even more terrified that he'll die during treatment#and the last time i saw him i wouldnt have been able to say goodbye properly. i should have hugged him for so much longer#and. Fuck lmao ok heres 5 times sorry wolfwood but my cat's giving U a run for ur money#sorry for posting about this so much im just. this fucking sucks in general.#at least i'll have tally with me. she's not a cuddler but she'll let me hug her at least some.#animal death ment/#i fucking hate crying lmao. ugh.
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guess who had yet another dream about a friend dying
#that one felt so real too#it just twisted reality#the friend in question just retired so i don't see her around much anymore#but i do still plan to hang out with her and her husband during the holidays#well instead of having her be retired my brain said hey what if she was dead#and i was still invited over but it was just her husband (whom i also love dearly) and we were supposed to try and idk#grieve together? find comfort in each other ?#all i know is i cried a lot#and it felt so real because my brain really utilised all the real memories and feelings at its disposal#real grief for other people that it just redirected#well fuck you too subconscious#rain.stuff#tw grief#tw death mention
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charlie: i think i could go back to any of my past fandoms
charlie2: yeah same except [that one popular minecraft server that blew up in 2020 that i will not be naming not because im embarrassed but because tumblr likes to put what should be 0 note posts out to fans whenever i mention a fandom]
charlie: oh yeah right
#guess who’s who#paraphrasing because this happened at like three am for me and i have since slept#so no memory#me 🤝 charlie: that one bitchass fandom#listen was it my first time being more active in fandom and also my proper introduction to fanfiction#yes and i’m eternally grateful for that#will i ever be able to think about that fandom and the people involved without being uncomfortable#probably not#just everything that happened during and after my time in the fandom#it’s um a lot#any big fandom has its ups and downs but my god when you are the age that i was and finally branching out in fandom/social media#it feels just a tad bit overwhelming#and by that i mean i cried at least once from how stressful the fandom felt at times#the only friend i have from that fandom is charlie and we didn’t even meet because of it we just both ended up getting into it later on#stepping back though it’s a very interesting thing to think about in the way that i like to study any fandom#like having both the firsthand experience and hearing about it irghwhhs the analysis of it all would be beautiful#also disclaimer i do not support any of the people involved in that fandom#i either have a neutral or bad opinion of them#or nuance but whatever#i simply do not give a damn about them and celebrities in general#whatever they’ve done before and after the posting of this i am likely unaware of it or extremely aware of it#i find out news about these bitches from my friends#they are nowhere near my dash#so like with any public figure i don’t know shit#inspired by well you know
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