#i could say so much more

[parkersloths]

A bit late but oh well, it's still the 21st somewhere and this is more of a bday week thing anyway ;u;

I actually didn't have time to draw a new pic cause I've been super busy but I still wanted to do something so here's an edited/more finished version of the first Käärijä pic I tried drawing then left as a WIP, with a little bday tiara of course! Seriously though, I hope he had the best day, his music and general silliness have brought me a lot of joy and smiles and other nice vibes so yeah I just really appreciate this weird little green guy ;u;

[fairer-tales]

john watson is so good luck babe coded. especially the bridge.

UR SO RIGHT!! AAGHH!!

john watson who has had so many consecutive gfs that he got them confused. (one of those gfs saying he’d be a good bf to sherlock)

john watson who so adamantly denies that he’s gay, even at the slightest implication.

john watson who cheated on his wife and said ‘I’m not the man you thought I was. I’m not that guy. I never could be’ (he was bored by domesticity and lack of risk, yet risk was linked to sherlock from the very beginning - he needed ‘risk’ again)

[jon-superboy-kent]

@damian-al-ghul-wayne

انت نور حياتي. أعلم أنني لا أتحدث العربية على الإطلاق ولكني أردت فقط أن أخبرك بلغتك الأم أنني أحبك كثيراً!

[wrathofrats]

Oohh what abt Swiss and Ifrit is that rare enough? I just think those two together would have the nastiest filthiest sex where both are refusing to give up dominance (until one of them finally pushes the right buttons to make the other go brainless. I think Swiss sometimes cheats and uses his quintessence to ease his way into iffies mind)

~ @atmosghoul

Atmos oh my gid

I think my brain fucking short circuited

Ifrit is kind beefy and stupid but oh Swiss gives him a run for his money in every department

And Swiss being ever the trouble maker has no problem messing with him, honestly thought he’d be easy to get underneath him from the way ifrit usually presents himself.

So when Swiss puffs out his chest and acts all dominate to him and ifrit just challenges him back?

Both of them desperately pressed against each other in mock anger, forcing their limbs to do what they want until one of them finally gives up. Rough and sloppily making out against the wall, ifrit pinning Swiss while Swiss reaches to rub at ifrits quickly hardening cock, heard he gets real stupid when he’s horny.

And sure Swiss sometimes just uses the quintessence to force him down but I think he fucking loves the thrill of the physical fight, the unknown of if he will win or not

[techutones]

Wanting to say the most diabolical thing but holding it back and then saying "I would say something bad, but I won't" so they know to be grateful and thank me for not being worse

[henryshakesmear]

I don't think people should be expected to love someone who has hurt them deeply unconditionally just because they're family.

If your parents abused you, you have every right not to love them the same way you no longer need to love a friend or a lover when they've hurt you badly.

All kinds of love have one condition, and that condition is that that love doesn't make any of the people involved in it miserable.

Some relationships are irredeemable, even if you're related by blood or by law.

It's not heartless or ungrateful or petty to stop loving a family member. It's just the consequence of their actions.

(Not to mention that you don't have to love a family member in the first place just because they're family. You don't owe anyone love by default.)

[longeyelashedtragedy]

i almost feel like--i'm at the point where i can't really "get more normal," with therapy and practice. i'm not sure if i've reached my limit or just a really long plateau but either way, i feel like my focus now should be on adapting my lifestyle so that it is a comfortable one for my needs.

like: forcing myself to try to be More Comfortable in random people's presence isn't helping me grow any more--i think it's kind of hurting me in other ways. i need to find a way to have a lifestyle where i interact with fewer people at work, and where i can be in places where i can maybe meet a person who doesn't set me on edge.

again, having complex trauma means most people set me on edge to some extent, and i have made a lot of improvement in this regard and kind of think i can't make any more?

and maybe living a more comfortable life each day will continue boosting my journey to self-confidence which will grow my mental health further.

i kind of feel like izzy in izzy, willy-nilly (i bet no one has read that lol) where she does a ton of exhausting physical therapy to be able to support her prosthetic leg, and then she does make improvements but at the end of the day she still has a prosthetic leg and not a real one. like at the end of the day i have a brain that got fucked up so early on that there is no me without it. i'm probably never going to be a person that's just...comfortable around people. so finding a lifestyle where I'M comfortable is my goal, and i think that's going to be impossible to find.

idk. i find this kind of acceptance of myself very powerful and liberating. i remind myself whenever something is getting me down that i'm a person with invisible disabilities that actually have quite an impact on most aspects of my life. or, okay, perhaps virtually ALL aspects of my life, tbh. i can perform some level of neurotypicality very well but at such detriment to myself that i think i've burnt out and have no more pretending to give. i just sincerely don't know how to find a better life. i only have job experience in one particular field and it's a very Social one. i'm kinda committed to my current job through june 2024 (too far away...) but after that i feel like i need to make a change but don't know what or how.

[mynnthia]

was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.

to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:

kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Soup solves everything.

[chloesimaginationthings]

Michael Afton knows the FNAF Mimic’s secret..

[timelessbian]

actually that ao3 post about calculating kudos-to-hits ratios to decide if a fic is worth reading has me so pissed off. someone put real time and energy into something they are SHARING WITH YOU FOR FREE on a site where you can quite literally filter and search by anything you want and you're STILL trying to find a foolproof method to find stuff that's "good enough to read"???

YOU ARE NOT THE TARGET AUDIENCE FOR EVERYTHING

you don't have to like or read everything in a given fandom or tag, but you also don't have to be a cunt about it and imply that it's not worth reading. this is the kind of shit that moves people to stop creating altogether, and to see people agreeing in the tags is so disheartening. absolutely unserious behavior.

[cozylittleartblog]

Columbo and the Knight (1984)

put me in the universe where Columbo ran through the 1980s and had a crossover episode with Knight Rider. I think they deserved it, and I am not just saying that because they're my two favorite Old Shows. @telebeast wrote a little fanfic blurb about it and I HAD to visualize it into a comic (which is also the longest comic I have finished thus far at five pages...), so writing credit goes to them.

Autism W!

[meltedmush]

Sorry! 😭

[shimmershark17]

I hope Dan and Phil know just how important the Terrible Influence Tour is to us gays in the south. I have never seen so many queer people in one place. I have never felt acceptance like that before. Every person I met was just like me, or enthusiastic about who I was as a person. Being able to emotionally connect with other queer people on such a mass scale, especially when you come from a rural and homophobic place, means the world!

[vaguely-concerned]

the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh

[keferon]

Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.

Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao

Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.

In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs