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Sorry guys we are taking a mini break from the TADC content to pivot into an older hyperfixation of mine
May not post art of it at all or talk about it, however Survival Isles content and TADC in general may not be posted for a lil bit. 👍
#hypers 2 am thoughts#this is a fixation that disappeared 2 years ago#but man did it hit me like a baseball#i cant focus on anything but this for a while#because i am livid#i am so livid#i could literally rant for HOURS#on how livid i am about this fixation#not because the thing was bad#no it was really good#but thats the problem#because it got slept on so hard and done so dirty#and i will NEVER recover#2 years did not calm my upset#am i being dramatic?#probably#but when something good is fumbled so hard#can you really blame me
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lineless experiment I did
god I love Emesis Blue so so much I need it liquified and injected into my veins
CW: Blood and gore, missing teeth (idk that personally freaks me out)
Listened to this while working on it :)
Yes I know red medic has the second opinion in the film shut up I thought it was cool ok
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 fanart#emesis blue#emesis blue fanart#I LOVE THIS FILM#I watched it when it came out and it literally changed my brain chemistry#I could rant for hours about it#tf2 medic#emesis blue medic#fritz ludwig#horror film fanart#digital art#bear’s art#Spotify
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god i love arthur, hes such a failguy. absolute flop of a man
#andro talks#arthur nightingale#THE LAYERS ON THIS MAN!!!#drives me insane#guy that tries to be a hero and fails miserably#its a miracle that natural selection hasnt taken him yet#i could rant about him for literal hours i already do it every night with moots aughghhggh#HE KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT LITERALLY#ive been going to bed at 9 am since 99 came out#talking about him (and his sister bc both nightingales drive me bonkers)
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Idk what it is about Bulma getting laid that upsets these kids but I'm gonna start collecting comments from people who just hate Vegeta.
It's what he would want.
Granted I only have two nickels but it's weird that it happened twice.
On the same day.
#silly hours#hallofhaters#i'm sticking these on my fridge. I love it when people come to my vegebul posts to tell me vegeta and/or bulma suck#I'm still laughing about the anon who sent me a quote and a rant reply as if the quote was from my blog. I could not find it on my blog.#They just...invented discourse. So they could complain about Bulma not being supportive enough. In my askbox.#Like Bulma didn't give both Yamcha and Vegeta free room and board and training spaces for like 15+ years each??#You're mad she expects occasional validation as their romantic partner? While she provides Literally Everything Else for those men??#That's the misogyny talking bestie!!! Wishing you a very Unpack Your Need to Defend Problematic Men by Condemning Inconvenient Women.
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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SIKE i actually got a few questions >:]
Niko has wings, how often does he use them and why?
if he is a semi-quadruped, how does the posture transition feel for him?
Which posture he likes better in terms of comfort?
Which one does he use the most?
the difference between an upright posture and a horizontal posture is quite drastic, how is his neck built to be able to hold his head up in both?
Where does his skull end and his spine starts? Does he have neck pain? or any pain at that? breathing problems?
Since even creatures that evolved without interference can have health problems on the regular, how is he fairing with his unnatural physiology? (did nature fuck him over in other words)
have fun thinking about it :D and no rush, take your time, i will be waiting ;]
I] “Niko has wings, how often does he use them and why?”
Well, firstly, his wings are a byproduct of being a hybrid between Ivilitium aerius and Ivilitium aquaticus, two species part of the larger Ivilitium genus in my story.
(Currently I’m in the middle of a heavy redesign for these creatures, meaning that how Niko’s wings are and function could change significantly… so take this with a grain of salt.)
This also all depends on my shapeshifting dillema, in which I am challenging myself to come up with a scientifically plausible explanation for shapeshifting because I think it would be interesting to speculate on how it would affect a sapient genus. Currently I already have one theory, but it only works if the shapeshifting takes a few days. Reasonable already, but I want to come up with something that allows for it to be much quicker.
So, anyways, Ivilitium aerius has two large, retractable wings that curl up into these medium-sized buds on its back. (Surely you’ve noticed them on Niko before.)
And Ivilitium aquaticus has two extendable fins that do the same thing.
Niko has a mix of both of these; a pair of weird wing/fins that are powerful and big enough to let him glide, or fly for short bursts… although the second one takes up a lot of energy since he has to flap a lot. Niko doesn’t use them much.
He uses them if he needs to travel extra quickly, or if he needs to get over something he wouldn’t be able to by walking- like a cliff, or the top of a building that is collapsing. So, for speed and utility purposes.
II] “if he is a semi-quadruped, how does the posture transition feel for him?”
He is perfectly fine in both stances… both are pretty natural for him, and the posture transition is fluid. He can be bipedally walking and easily break into a quad run.
III] “Which posture he likes better in terms of comfort?”
Niko is comfortable in both stances, but in general he prefers moving in a quad stance because it’s faster and easier to travel this way.
oh, and here’s a quick run cycle attempt that I made of him:
IV] “Which one does he use the most?”
Quadrupedal movement. Hmm, I would say… 70% of the time.
V] “the difference between an upright posture and a horizontal posture is quite drastic, how is his neck built to be able to hold his head up in both?”
Simply put, strong musculature in his neck; and Niko’s foramen magnum, or the hole in the skull that allows for the brain to connect to the spinal cord amongst a few other things, is placed relatively more towards the back of his skull compared to a full biped- like a human, which has it directly below the skull; unlike a quadrupedal animal- which has it more towards the back of its skull.
(Badly drawn sketch ref featured above of this) Niko’s intermediate position of the foramen magnum lets him move comfortably in both stances.
His neck is also longer (although that’s mainly for another unrelated reason) and more flexible (which is relevant) along with the rest of his spine.
VI] “Where does his skull end and his spine starts? Does he have neck pain? or any pain at that? breathing problems?”
As already explained in the previous question, Niko's foramen magnum is located farther back on his skull compared to a bipedal animal, like a human's, but not as far back as in a quadrupedal animal, like a cat's.
And as for if he feels any pain; I mean, other than the severe psychological issues and trauma that I have joyfully inflicted upon him, not really. He does have neck pain, yes, but not because of his anatomy… (uhh, more because he has a large burn scar on it with nerve damage but that’s relevant to my story’s plot so shhh).
Nah, no breathing problems.
Niko is sterile, though. He also lacks the whiskers that all species in his genus have.
VII] “Since even creatures that evolved without interference can have health problems on the regular, how is he fairing with his unnatural physiology? (did nature fuck him over in other words)”
Although an unnatural combination of many creatures, Niko’s genus was genetically, psychologically and anatomically engineered to the millimetre. (Can’t say by who or what if you haven’t guessed yet because it’s also important to the plot lol)
Being a hybrid of two of the species in this genus does come with some drawbacks, (like being sterile for example, as listed before), but other than that, he is fine.
(Eheheh for what he lacks in biological issues, he has in psychological issues. 👍🏽)
Actually, unrelated to Niko, Gray (she’s another oc of mine for those of you who don’t know) is the one that has more anatomical issues, being a human-made human-animal chimera that didn’t really come out right. Oh, and she is one of the lucky ones actually… many similar subjects don’t turn out as good.
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AAAGH YOUR QUESTIONS ARE SO DELICIOUS-
#my story is literally my favourite thing to rant about and I could do this for HOURS Tysm for asking this mate TwT#Hmm yeah gotta be a hyper fixation at this point#bazookaboi’s art stuff#spec bio#oc#speculative biology#original species#original character#original creature#Project Ivilitium
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once again rambling about five and lila because i’m fucking pissed. enjoy
“five and lila were perfect for each other because they had so much in common” yet so many perfect couples have absolutely nothing in common???
they could relate to each other in ways that made them hate each other and that’s why they were SUCH good foil characters, i don’t understand why the romance had to be necessary.
there is absolutely no reason that this romance plotline should’ve been created. it was so ridiculously off-focus from what the plot was (AND should have been) and it literally only made the season so much worse.
do writers understand that not every single character has to fall in love with one another? i mean genuinely?
personally i don’t believe five is aro (though he could be ace) because i can’t help but love five’s love for delores (even if she wasn’t real) but i completely understand five aroace truthers because he truly can be independent romantically as we saw in the show.
i cannot wrap my fucking head around the fact that the writers saw two awesome, dynamic, badass characters with arcs and goals outside of love and attention and decided to turn their personalities inside out and upside down for a dumbass dead-end romance that makes zero sense.
five and lila were the only two people on god’s green earth who could understand each other and hated the other for it. why couldn’t they just be frenemies and call it a day?
god fucking damn it i’m so upset
shoutout to 13 year old 58 year old five hating lila and 29 year old lila despising the fuck out of little five !!! <3
fuck you to the worst, most nonsensical couple of all time and space ❌❌
#it is once again hating five x lila hours#you know what the worst part is?#seeing five in love was fucking beautiful#i didn’t even hate that part#yknow who would’ve been a better character for him to fall in love with?#LITERALLY. ANYONE. ELSE.#lila was just there and they decided that her entire arc this season could become ‘‘woman 2 men fight over’’#hey assholes#this is LILA WE ARE TALKING ABOUT#literally one of if not the most badass woman in the show#and her entire plotline became ‘‘desperate housewife in need of romance with a man that isn’t her husband ’’#here’s a personal letter for each and every writer of the umbrella academy season 4:#fuck you#sorry this might be really agressive out of nowhere#and i feel like most people have already calmed down about this for the majority#but sometimes i see a five x lila post that just pisses me off so badly that i need to rant all over again. i’m so upset#someone sedate me please#tua s4 hater !!!!!!!#laur says stuff#laur rambles#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#number five hargreaves#tua five#number five#five hargreeves#tua s4#tua season 4#lila pitts
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"this man, is weird.. CRAZY weird.." "he was always very bright.."
#i think abt this soo often u have no idea#no one understands them like i do.. sighh..#platonic or romantic idc There is something Happening there#this also implies that sammy doesn't hate norman/displays some form of positive feeling towards him#bc it's shown in canon that he doesn't rlly like many ppl in the studio#and despite sammy's descent into insanity norman still appreciated him for who he was#they way norman talks abt sammy in his first audio log feels so personal too#probably kicked his feet and giggled abt him idk man#like okaayy what u kno abt him pooks... something u wanna tell me.. twirls my hair/..#IM SO ILL OH MY GODDDDDDDD#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#i could go on a full 2 hour youtube rant abt how tragic they are#both together and as separate people#and dont even get me STARTED on the reason for norman's heart obsession while in the cycle and why he collects them#UGGHHHHHHHH KICKS THE WALL PUNCHES THE FLOOR I HATE THE FLOOR#been mentally ill about them since 2017 ❤ we up#at least until my pea sized 8 yr old child brain found out normmy was a thing#finding that shitty ms paint ship art changed my life..#theyre literally my og otp 5eva nothing will top them ever#smushing their faces together like barbies type shit#i do wish they had some kind of interaction actual gameplay wise in batim (or even batdr)#idc what kind i just need to see them in the same room together interacting in some way#batim#bendy and the ink machine#normmy#sammy lawrence#norman polk#norman x sammy#rosey rambles#I LOVE DOOMED YAOI
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Sophie Shepard & Kaidan Alenko (ME2) 1/?
MIRA'S MORE CANON ME2 "The wrong place at the right time..." AKA: The aftermath of Stealing Memory. Mass Effect 2: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#kaidan alenko#shenko#fshenko#mass effect#mass effect 2#me2#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#morecanonmasseffect#otp: you're real enough for me#these are my favorite bisexuals on the citadel sir#if bioware won’t give me soph and kaidan content in me2? FUCK IT. i’ll do it myself :)#i’m not even kidding about more canon either :) there’s some cute little details i spent way too much time modding in lol#kaidan’s little moon earring he gets after soph dies#me now knowing how to add outfits to the closet so i can yoink the male hoodie mesh to kitbash the hoodie she steals from their apartment#literally right after she resurrects that she always wears around the normandy :)#special shout-out to tali and thane bc their romance scenes have some nice moments#i could rant about soph’s me2 canon for hours but the cerberus plotline is shit#so half of that gets tossed out and kaidan and ash end up back on the normandy when she stages a coup from cerberus :)#bioware canon sucks so i’m rewriting ME2 :) they get to smooch more :)#like this!!#kaidan shows up on kasumi’s loyalty mission to help out with the undercover aspect when he hears soph is in citadel space :)#so they take out hock together :) and i think that’s how they end up rekindling (even though they never really stopped) :)#one of these days i’ll get around to giving kaidan his full arm tattoo instead of just the shoulder one you can’t even see lmao#i am now very powerful since i remember how to mesh swap and i can control the closet :)#i fear i’m about to be obnoxious about gif’ing ME2 missions#i think kaidan ash soph and zaeed are about to be going places#SORRY FOR THE RANT :) enjoy your day 💙
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must... make.... the sea beast oc.... must.... make.. httyd oc.... must make.... pirate
#im going insane#httyd#httyd oc#how to train your dragon#the sea beast#jacob holland#maisie brumble#oc#why has nobody watched this movie#its so cool and awesome#and I definitely haven't watched it 12 times in the past five days#ive been prepping for artfight#also jacob holland the man u are#i could literally rant about his character design for hours#i could also rant about the movie in general for hours#like i'm not even joking#im not kidding#ive analyzed this movie so much#i can quote soooooooo many parts from memory#i think i have a problem#i think i have autism#murder me for being too silly#pirates#pirate oc#pirate#pirates are so fun#im gonna go as one in september/october for ren faire
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Yo!
So I wanted to have something ready for the holy kickstarter anniversary day but it’s taking far longer then intended🥲
Just so it’s on the record there was an attempt at being punctual…
#touchstarved art#wip#didn’t mean to be gone this long but we’re working on getting out art motivation back slowly#anyways happy anniversary! I’m literally jumping off my walls over the trailer theme song…like foaming#I could go on an hour long rant with then things it’s doing to my brain rn#why is Mhin’s ‘part’ my absolute favorite? why is the father son duo cutting ppl off? why did it glitch???#Ais?bby???is mc ‘my weakness’??? is he ‘pardon my octo parasite void friend’-ing us???#anyways this was entirely random lol
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it’s been weeks n im still not over s2 episode 10🧍♂️
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bro i'm actually fuckin crying
i was having anxiety the entire night over more random people from the other blog pulling up in my inbox and harassing me over shit i've already explained, but i woke up to like 4 messages and all rather wholesome and aren't accusing me
the fact that i haven't cried a single fuckin time the past 1-2 weeks of me knowing about this bullshit and just bottled it all up- and it just all comes all crashing the fuck down after seeing the sudden overwhelming support of people that actually read and understand context
it's literally only 6am here and i'm bawling my eyes out
i love every single one of you who isn't blindly jumping in on the fuckin hate train i wasn't even supposed to know about :'D
will be responding to them once i'm back in my room after school! fghfndghdfg already read through them tho, but i gotta go in a bit and can't type it all out hgfdgnfdhgnhdfg
#emelin qna#esau qna#been practically crying for an entire hour at this point#the entire fucking time i felt like the only ones defending me were my friends i talked in vc with#and they all got pissed the more we saw of this#like we talked about the entire thing since the start and i was even going to post an entire response to the first vague rant#to clarify things and tag the blog involved since they didn't tag me#i literally still have the entire finished response in my drafts#but then the 2nd rant dropped and i saw how many people were just randomly agreeing with them fully#even when you could literally tell they never even investigated anything themselves#even people that used to interact with me decided to blindly join in#again- without anyone telling me about it even happening#and they're probably still looking for excuses to rant on me about “pedophilia�� and “slaves” when i've literally already clarified shit#which is why i said that at this point the topic has hit a brickwall#cuz at this point they're just invalidating my own points just so they get more validation themselves#november incident
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“editing is easy, it only takes only takes 5 minutes in ibispaint” but sure, take other people’s shit instead of making your own shit, lazy ass
#〔♱〕 his divinity﹒⟢#vague rant#-ish#‘i could make that’ THEN MAKE IT#some rentry people really be out here allergic to the [] in ![]()#i’m not talking about people who use other people’s graphics btw just the people who use that as justification for not crediting shit that#literally takes anywhere from a half hour to a whole fuckin hour
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suddenly I have realized my bad habit of procrastinating has become a nearly debilitating fear
#Like#for ex I had an exam due today#I meant to study for it over the week#But every time I sat down to do so I just got really scared and stressed and felt like I wasn’t going to be able to study enough???#And so I couldn’t concentrate and did literally anything else instead and it ruined my entire week bc I was so worried#And anyways I ended up actually studying for the exam for only around 3 hours. TODAY. And took it and sent it in just before midnight.#Which is a very bad habit that I have#I’m pretty sure I did well tho#bc despite the fact I was so worried I wasn’t ready for it that I didn’t GET ready for it#I do actually know the material pretty well#And now I’m sitting here with the knowledge that if I’d sat and just studied even ONE other time this week#I could easily have gotten a 100#And now I’m realizing that I may have anxiety#Which I knew before but like. Now I KNOW#And also a really bad case of I Need To Be Perfect Or The World Will End And Everyone Will Hate Me#also the adhd isn’t helping#So yeah#That’s something that happened#I tend to put things off bc “im not ready” for them in general now that I think abt it. Huh.#evie rambles#Evie rants#It has become a habit of mine to vent in the tumblr tags#Sorry folks#XD
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I gotta say that the majority of fic ideas that tumble through my brain are fix-it fics for YJ. I'm super not jazzed with where the show went (especially because we've seen it be amazing) and I mourn the loss of the writers room.
(Because truly, the thing that made season 1&2 so much better than the later seasons was a writers room where all the writers got together and workshopped ideas and running jokes and characterization. We don't get that in the later seasons. The only ones who see the big picture are Greg and Brandon and sometimes the first idea isn't the best idea. Sometimes you need a writers room to bounce plotlines off of.)
It's a little bit weird having slim to no hope for another season of Young Justice and not really feeling happy with where the show is and yet being totally obsessed internally with fixing it. It's a really odd war I have going on within myself right now.
You know, say what you want about DC comics but at least they aren't so bad that my brain is yelling at me to fix it 24/7. Like... They totally used to be but now it's pretty chill actually
#...i say right before the new flash run starts#fingers crossed. i hope i didn't jinx it#AARGH. I AM SO FRUSTRATED ABOUT YJ#because. holy shit. the last two seasons were bad. im sorry. they were. they weren't good. and they were nothing like the first two#and i just want to fix it because im emotionally attached to the characters#but i also am still so mad and disappointed with the series#its a weird confliction#i could literally rant for hours about this#big mad
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