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I'm in a big TLOU mood, so I drew Abby next to my 2 Sephiroth sketches to fill out my page.
#i could go on for HOURS about this game#such a good character#tlou#the last of us#the last of us part ii#abby anderson
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I'm still working on getting the gardening ending for myself, but I've been collecting some ponderings I'd like to write down. So:
A congregate of thoughts on Watcher lore (as of now):
• I really like that this DLC is right now three kids in a spiritual trenchcoat. None of them is normal. I bet they'd all be friends if they met.
• I really like the color coding of these 3, as for what I've assumed regarding to colors' symbolism in this world: - Black stands for Nirvāṇa, the Void, being outside of the reincarnation cycle - Gold/yellow stands for holiness, ascension - Blue/purple stands for damnation/stagnation - White stands for Saṃsāra, the cycle of reincarnation, the physical world (the Watcher lingers in the physical world, unwilling to leave it)
On the account of blue and yellow being on opposing sides on the color wheel, I'd also gander a guess that the Rot and the Void don't entirely agree with each other/may be on opposing sides.
• Therefore, I don't think the gardening ending was exactly what the Rot Prince wanted to achieve, supported by his last two dialogues with the Watcher:
[Greeting lines]. As with all great deeds, my work is not without great challenge. It has taken eons and the light fades. The paths close and change. I can almost feel... a will... at odds with my own.
[Greeting lines]. Forgive me if I go on! You have done so much for me, I will not burden you with my troubles. Please, rest here as long as you wish. You are always safe here, my dear friend. You, who were there for me.
My guess is that the content that hasn't dropped yet will introduce either a new character/s in a sort of godly roles, or will explain the powers playing behind the wheel flowers and the Cycle.
• A light at the end of the tunnel (or something white/bright with a way to it?) is mentioned by both Spinning Top (at her ending) and the Prince (both as a flowerbud and in that first paragraph I copied up there).
I don't know what to do with this yet, I just found it interesting. Something something the white light within the Void Sea in the original game?
• ,,Outer Rim...?"
The Buddhist cosmology says the world is made out of 9 mountains (Mount Sumeru [the axis mundi], 7 golden mountain ranges and 1 outermost iron mountain range [maybe the withered buildings here are made of rusted iron, buried in stardust]) and 8 seas (7 freshwater and 1 saltwater), with 4 continents within the salt sea who's inhabitants each have a little something extra (except the South I guess, that's where *we* are. well apparently all Buddhas appear here actually, so you know. that's a something).
For an interesting example, the north continent called Uttarakuru is said to house the wealthy, owning no private property, where their food grows by itself and they live in the skies (Iterator cities, nudge nudge).
The name of this region could point to the Buddhist cosmological map being a physical fact for this world. I'd like to think that the dimension hopping aspect to the Watcher's worming through the space-time is at least limited to 4 continents(/realities?).
Also a fan fact: in Chinese mythology it is said the waters flow and stars fall slowly, because a water god with a bad tamper, Gònggōng, broke one of the pillars supporting the sky. Combining this fun nugget with the established lore in a pearl that everything is once eaten away by the Void down below, I'd say it is safe to assume on 89% that the dust mentioned in that pearl comes from the heaven itself and creates a sort of a cycle of the physical matter.
Suppose stardust is what creates everything, powers everything (just as is said in science). Suppose the Starcatchers are superstructures made for conversion of it into desired forms, these ones perhaps in the West of the world specifically, because of their circular shape.
(Meaning Signal Spires are perhaps of the South, while original game- aka Pebbles and Moon- are in the North of this world.)
• I find it fascinating and validating that Spinning Top needed some sort of an Embrace from one of the Five Urges/Hindrances (the third one, companionship) to be able to pass on.
It points to my idea of what the religion is Really supposed to be about: the Five Urges are what they are- urges- and they cannot run rampant. The point isn't to absolutely *eradicate* violence, pleasure, companionship, hunger and desire to live from oneself. The point is to be able to control these things and not cling on to them.
Because if one clings on to something, they stagnate, they cannot progress, they rot and they *fear* losing the something more than they can truly enjoy it or they get far too lost in it to feel it right anymore. To cling on to life means being afraid of taking risks, trying something new and really Living.
But now that doesn't mean going for the opposite is the correct way to go about it- that still creates a desire, a clinging- an urge for death is just as good as urge for life. It binds. It's extremism without careful consideration for what is really the best to do, feel and think in any given situation.
(This goes for love, too, it is GOOD to love, but going too far becomes unhealthy obsession instead of love. Going the other way results in hatred, another utterly useless and harmful thing to harbor. Same as indifference - that is stagnation again, that isn't picking up something, working with it to move forward. Love is a forward motion that is required, but cannot be overdone because as so it would be bastardized into something else, possessive and caging.)
Spinning Top could move on only when she knew that the flipside of the Third Urge- a sickening loneliness- wasn't something to fear anymore.
• Yeah, I don't think we can count on backgrounds too much when it comes to size calculating on the basis that they are probably shaped around gameplay. Specifically thinking about how the spinning top toy changes sizes between it's in-game model and the art. When it comes to Ancients, I'd say the best one can do is do what feels right.
• The Rot Prince is some sort of a boosted up Preta, I swear to heavens. Hungry guy. Maybe the Rot as a whole is a Preta stand in, just way more physical.
• Can't believe my ,,Respawning is real" headcanon has been officially given the thumbs down... The *Strand* Theory is real. (Even though DP is separate from the Watcher, this at least explains why Artificer didn't just go back to the last shelter she slept in when her cubs were still with her. They went to a different strand, where a different Artificer managed the situation better and we are stuck in this reality without them.) (We see them in her Void ending either because they are the one thing her heart wishes for [the Void gives comfort to those who are passing, as far as I am concerned], or because the Void is where all the reality strands and times coincide into one another.)
• On that note, no Fucking wonder the Ancients wanna bail - we don't really know to what extend they were aware of reality's unwounding nature, but assuming it is Pretty Thorough, I too wouldn't wanna live with the knowledge that in one reality I might've died on my loved ones, leaving them broken, while in the other everything is just fine and dandy.
The endless wondering of ,,Did I die in a different reality at any point in my life? Did I leave these people I love behind to hurt, alone, and I can't do anything to help them? I can never know, I'm not allowed to comprehend..." would slowly kill anyone with a heart, I think.
• I wonder if the Prince is a puppet/the Rot made itself a puppet, - because the Starcatchers were Iterator-esque biomechanications with a different directive than iterating on the Big Problem and this is a consumed Starcatcher (something about its budding dialogue feels to me like there was a sense of a Self beforehand that was drowned out by the Rot and then was pulled forward again with additions) - because the Rot is at the edge of the universe (humming a tune) where a messed up slugcat decided to start ripping holes in the reality, therefore connecting different strands including to places where the Rot already existed as a plague upon Some Iterator, which gave spark to sapience and inspiration to a new mind
• The new karma set is definitely a droplet and the ripples it leaves behind. Makes sense, too, there's more ,,movement" within it the more Spinning Top yanks the Watcher around in time-space (accidentally, I'd guess. or the ,,blame" is more on Watcher *somehow*), messing up their physical existence more and more.
Maybe the karma symbols or the imagery itself have something to do with a combination of an axis mundi and the strand form of existence.
Something about there being a main timeline in which each action and decision creates a new ripple, a new strand.
• I wonder if the Watcher could've come across Spinning Top and effectively latch on/follow her, - because they were already dead/echoed (the dream sequence upon reaching the final karma level could mean they did go to the Void Sea and swam pretty deep but turned back and that resulted in Echo-ification? then again why can a lizard bite me. Spinny's laughing at me for it. Goddammit.) - because of their nature as someone who's so damn hesitant about things, who hangs in the backlines, only observes and learns. Very Echo-esque personality - because of their desire to have someone there
• Just realized that we have a canonical design for Spinning Top's mask, hot damn. ,,How do children's masks look like?" answered.

I don't know why, that kind of creeps me out.
• The portals existing outside of us are made by Spinning Top, I'm pretty sure. She's always over them.
Is it normal for Echoes to leave tears like that? I think if the Rot Prince met her and knew she's the one who started this whole journey that resulted in him coming to exist as a consciousness and to bloom, he'd see her as a friend the same way he sees the Watcher.
• I wonder if his approach to the Rot Triple Affirmitive is ,,it's going to get worse before it gets better". He has suffered, too- while he normally speaks gently, calmly, orderly, when he is a flowerbud he seems frantic to me. Like someone breathing through death before getting better.
• Is the concept of the Rot Prince created for the first time in all existences' or is he a repeating pattern, too? The Rot in the least seems to be a pattern, because of what Spinning Top says when we meet her in one of the original regions, eaten through by the Rot.
,,You shouldn't have come here. It's too far." Does that refer to this strand's/ripple's distance from the axis mundi/the water drop creating all these realities? The further out the little wave carries out, growing smaller and weaker, the more rotten through it is? Is it because still water is stagnation, just as the Rot is?
So the Cycle is change and movement, life and love, that exists in a hurtful matter not out of its design, but because it has to contend with absolute stillness/stagnation/the Rot? Or it's all part of the same system, truly designed like this?
Could a Mass Ascension be seen as an escape plan from a ripple growing old? Man...

• A quick attempt at illustrating the previous thought:
Some Pepe Silvia level nonsense going on here.
#spot says stuff#rw#rain world#rw watcher spoilers#rw spinning top#rw ancients#rw echo#rw the prince#my art#i adore the Prince because he has Such full confidence in the Watcher & revels it a little while I'm here fucking up the teleport command-#-& not understanding how lightning in stormy coast works yet.#he's like a dog. you leave for like 2000 years from his POV & all he does when you get back is go 'hi friend!! :) make yourself at home.'#what a homie. what a sweetheart. I wish he had an overseer so I could pretend talk with him like I did with Moon and Pebs.#he speaks to me as if I brought him the stars & yet last time I played I spent 6 hours futilely trying to figure out how to spread his Rot.#i know now. i had to look it up and i feel like an idiot. the game demonstrates it 4 times and the Prince himself even tells you about it.
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I DID IT I GOT MY PINK HAYATE now I am never doing that again!
(at least until they give me, like, a frilly unicorn Kamui or something)
#art#ride kamens#last note#i did this SO fast i'm sorry#i was just so excited i actually managed it!#look as a super casual f2p player who has never made a chaostone higher than a+#350k points is a frikkin ACHIEVEMENT#but how could i say no when i got lucky enough to pull the fancy ribbons-and-lace birdboy#and then they tell me i can turn him pink on top of that?#(i'm definitely not still bitter about missing out on a certain other card in another game NOPE)#plus. i mean. i also just kinda wanted to see if i could.#but now i have pretty pink perfume hayate on my home screen and i am Fulfilled#i haven't even read the story yet because i've been so focused on grinding out tickets i have NO context for why he is so fancy#now i have literally thousands of event seals i have to figure out what to do with in the next few hours. hm.#i also have to keep telling myself to save my diamonds and not do just oooone more pull to see if i can get a shion to turn blue...#it's not going to happen and it's not worth it#but whaaaat iiiif...
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Countdown to October 19th (19/19)
Happy 15 Years of Dan and Phil 🩵🩵🩵
#woop it is done#19 gif/edits over the past 19 days#I just finished this with like 20 minutes to go#considering I have had this planned for months I sure left a lot to the last minute#I am glad I did it considering mere hours before the first one I was so close to deleting everything I had done#because my mind was just like nooopppee it's not going to be good and people will hate it#so I just scheduled my first couple of posts and just backed away from my computer before I could delete anything#and it was all fine and people were really nice about it#people have said a lot of nice things on many of these posts and I have really appreciated it#because I know at least one person liked my post which was a nice feeling#dan and phil#dnp#danandphil#phan#amazingphil#my gifs#dnp gifs#danandphilgames#dan and phil games#daniel howell#dpgphanniversary#phan countdown
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rewatching the hunger games movies and i'm actually insane about the epilogue having two primary colors featured and it's katniss and peeta's favorite colors, the green of the meadow and the orange of the sunset, those colors creating a peaceful afternoon just as katniss and peeta have created a peaceful world for their children
#actually going insane#i could talk about the epilogue for HOURS#the hunger games#mockingjay#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#everlark
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corpius ss redraw
#razables#metroid#metroid dread#samus aran#corpius#guess who’s finally replaying dread and actually understanding the narrative bc they’ve played fusion😭😭#THIS GUY!!!#anyways samus makes me go crazy insane in this game she is hot shit and she OWNS IT#i could gush for hours about this game honestly..the animation the gameplay the art style / direction THE PLOT TWIST(S)#IUGH. SHES SO GOOD EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU METROID DREAD WE LOVE YOU METROID DREAD
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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You gave those wounds to your god, Enki. Did you think they would heal so easily?
(Uh Oh! Someone gave the priest catholic guilt!)
#fear and hunger#enki ankarian#fear and hunger enki#funger#digital art#csp#illustration#my art#pixel art#enki#hiiiiiiiiiiii so fear and hunger is great!#played it for 4 hours last night for the first time and I love it 🥰 I’ve made a half hours progress lol#I keep losing the save coin tosses#I can’t believe this is what it took to make my art brain turn back on smh it’s patho all over again 🤣#not surprisingly enki is my fav immediately a sickly rude wizard priest? yeah that’s my number lol#fun fact I edited a wiki for the first time while making this#his page didn’t have his crucifixion dialogue and I couldn’t find a transcript anywhere#so I had to go find a video with the scene so I could transcribe it myself#and I was so annoyed by the end I added it to the wiki 😂 hopefully I did it right I copied the format of the rest of the page#(note that I didn’t even own the game at this point akkajdksdj)#also! this is partially based on a fic I read! it got me thinking about how he’s walking around w stigmata#also part of why I even knew there was crucifixtion dialogue#I’ll link it in a reblog I don’t remember the name rn#oh wait should I tag this for blood? idk#tw blood#insects
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so the dust smokes headcanon is really popular!!! i have an addition to it :33 cigarette smoke CLINGS to your body for a loooong loooong time,,,,, i don't know if monster dust has a smell but if it does maybe the cigarette smoke from his cigarettes could be used to cover up that smell so he doesn't have to deal with the scent of death all the time and yk,,,, feel the guilt :33
#me after going into the bathroom after a smoker (i STILL smell like smoke and its been like an hour)#better to smell like the death of others or what will be the death of yourself????#funny image of dust collapsing in the middle of a robbery or something and then horror and killer have to rush him to the hospital#BECAUSE HE HAD A FUCKING STROKE OR WHATEVER YOU GET FROM CIGARETTES 💀💀💀💀#listen they mightve fought after that. and dust's main argument wouldve been why didnt they just go back to smthnew so killer could reload#dust you fool dont you realize you sound just like your human. ANS ALSO THAY WOULDN'T EVEN WORK IN THE FIRST PLACE YOUD STILL HAVE TJE STROK#thinking about my other post mentioning dust and his smoking issues..... and how he'd never get over it with killer and horror LUL#but that's for another day heeheheheehhehe....... i can still hoard SOME ideas for now 😈😈😈#tricule hc#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#theyre ALWAYS mentioned in full in my posts i have to tag them (liar. out of what obligation?)#STOP PLAYING GAMES FAMILY PLEASE START OPENING GIFTS I WANNA KNOW IF I GOT MY PIN MAKER OR NOT ���💔💔💔
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adam's plan was just... generally stupid on all possible fronts? Like oh gee, run headfirst into the dangerous sector filled with unfreezable metroids like that wouldn't just fail the instant one of them grabs him because he can't morph ball and drop bombs, and then die in the explosion when the sector detaches. Metroids don't have eyes which means thry use other means to detect prey which means stealth is less than worthless.
Samus has fought countless metroids and knows how to dodge the fuckers. Samus has a comical amount of experience in the very specific field of compromising a location and escaping said location as it is actively collapsing before she gets caught in its blaze of glory. Samus does not instantly die if grabbed by a metroid. but no gotta go in yourself knowing full well you'll die regardless of what you do because ???
I KNOWWWWW RIGHT like genuinely what even was his thinking there. that and The Scene We Do Not Speak Of are like the culmination of bad writing in OM to me. like not only is the plan HORRIBLE but oh my god the SETUP for this scene gets me so bad it's like. la di da i'm adam and i'm going to stop samus (aka the famous metroid slayer) from entering sector zero where there's metroids ^.^ but uh oh!!! there's a metroid approaching her!! do i:
a) get her attention to warn her
b) shoot the metroid (WHICH HE LITERALLY DOES AFTERWARDS...??)
c) grab her and leave to figure something out
nope!! ^.^ I think i will choose option d) shoot samus. which will incapacitate her completely even so far as deactivating her suit (<WHAT KIND OF GUN IS HE CARRYING....???) and render her fully unconscious!!! leaving the metroid free to just!!!!! attack her!!! i guess!!!
AND YEAH. LIKE YOU SAID. THE PLAN ITSELF BROTHER WHAT. it actually makes me so dead how both OM and Fusion set up Adam as this unrivaled military mastermind that samus respects Deeply and then like ALL of his decisions in OM are incomprehensibly stupid like this. Adam my sweetest sugarplum why are you unauthorizing all of samus' extremely useful abilities. I can understand prohibiting power bombs but the gravity feature??? The grapple beam?? The VARIA SUIT???????
#oh my god. oouughhh my fucking gawd i could talk about this game for HOURS#genuinely i love that scene. incomprehensible setup and then once he explains it actually makes less sense#all the while his va has the world's most soothing voice and samus is just wheezing like a fish. for some reason#and then he just gets up to go sacrifice himself. like ok. bye i guess#so sad!! anyway#asks#metroid om#THANK YOU FOR THE ASK. LMAO. I LOVE TALKING ABOUT THE FUNNY GAME#need you to know this ask made me laugh so bad like you're so real. she does literally have a comical amount of#experience in This Exact Thing
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the way to the moon is about holding on (to the promise you don't even remember making, to the person you loved, to the life you never got to live but refuse to give up). it's johnny choosing to be with river time and time again, it's johnny holding on to all the paper rabbits river made even if he didn't know their significance, it's river keep trying to remind johnny of their shared past, it's river giving up her treatment so a place that means the world to her is protected, it's eva and neil trying their hardest to send johnny to the moon, it's eva taking the risk in hopes of making it
the way finding paradise is about letting go (of your mistakes, of the unrealistically perfect life you never lived, of the person who helped you through your darkest times but who now keeps you stuck in the past). it's colin letting go of faye despite being afraid, it's colin keep replacing pages in his book with new ones, it's faye knowing that colin never needed sigmund's help, it's faye telling colin he has to let go of her if he wants to live fully, it's neil and eva trusting faye despite what it means for them, it's neil taking the risk in hopes of making it
#IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEMMMMMMM#god#please#sobbing#THEM#what is impostor factory about?? great question#i need to play it at least 5 more times before i figure thag out#but i think#it's about choices in a way#i think it's in between letting go and holding on#it's all the different lives you could have lived if you chose something else#about the realities elsewhere#and how despite everything. all of them are still you#it's how different choices affect everything. from yourself to others#how ultimately you made a decision. this is your reality#but maybe somewhere else there was a chance for a different life#idk man im rambling#I LOVE THEM TO DEATH U DONT UNDEDSTAND#to the moon#finding paradise#freebird games#eva rosalene#neil watts#colin reeds#river wyles#faye#sigmund corp#i keep writing johnnys fucking name wrong save md#gamer hours#johnny wyles
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i am still trying to fight this weird art low i have been having for so long, everything takes so much effort, it didnt use to take so much effort i swear, why does it ... take so much .... so .. so much effort now
#ganondoodles talks#personal#and it doesnt go away????? it doesnt get easier??? it just gets harder to do anything more and more??#the usual art low goes away at some point but this is getting ridiculously long#i WANT to so badly and have ideas but every line takes so much effort and time it just doesnt feel worth it#easier to sink in yet more hundreds of hours into stardew again all while thinking about what i could have gotten done in that time#any time i open it now i get this drive to try pixel art and gamedev again#but im havign a hard time getting into coding bc the usual tutorials are like 'make a guy move' and like OKAY but how-#-how do i structure it? how do i organize game code? where does it go????????#bc nodes are always the children of the node before and you cant change that so you gottan structure it right ..... right????#its like#okay teach me how to make a character jump#but should that be its own like ... idk what it was called .. script? node?#shouldnt you start at the beginning with the title screen or sth??#what do i separate and what can be chaos i................#i know some indie devs that dont know code well and theirs is a hot mess but it still works#but i cant .... maybe its the autism idk but i need to know why and where it goes!!!!!! maybe im just bad at searching for tutorials#but im still so ... like in school when tasked with something you dont know how to start or what comes first so you CANT even TRY#q-q
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My dash right now is just me and Melshian nation collectively losing our single shared brain cell and that's really the best way to enjoy this last arc.
#🫡 could not have asked for finer folks to share this series finale with#i'm sure there's going to be lots of critiques about the broader writing in the coming hours and days and weeks some of which i share#but tonight we are in a jungle yurt playing games and being silly rabbits and that's beautiful#thank you all for the unforgettable experience of a lifetime <3#andor spoilers#melshian
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playoffs hockey got me fucked up thinking about them again
#seeing them in blue again making me go crazy#thinking a lot about what could or could not happen... but one thing's for certain...#yaoi heals all wounds...kumbayah#fraser minten#nikita grebenkin#grebbymints#this is their famous feb 17 laval game btw fun one !#i think the timestamp was like 3:05:34#looked it up for the xxxxx xxxxx fic#half an hour later there's a cute moment with grebs and alex too#mints looks so wasian in that second photo it freaks me the fuck out sometimes
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Hear me out!!!
Submissive...
Service top...
Praise kink...
Crow.
Welcome to my ted talk...
#i could talk about this for hours#you cant convince me otherwise#so many headcanons with my YW#destiny 2#the crow destiny#headcanons#the crow#uldren sov#prince uldren#destiny uldren#destiny the game#destiny crow#praise kink go brrrr#submisive men#service top
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Combining my current obssession with my past obsession? That's a half-lie, never got over Hadestown.
A lil old wip for now because I've been busy and will be busy for the next couple of weeks... but hopefully I'll be back with an aftg piece that's in the works<33
#aftg#the foxhole court#all for the game#the raven king#the kings men#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#nicky hemmick#riko moriyama#jean moreau#aaron minyard#renee walker#beanarttag#i could go on an hour long rant about my thought process in this au#poured my soul and heart into this au
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