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I woke up at like 3am and had a quick idea for hms but I have no idea what tf it was cos the only note I left was this
What the fuck does this mean
#i *think*I remember what the idea was??#definitely not from the note tho just from memory#cos what tf is “hery & soil sonatalga”#i thought i typed it well enough too like “yea that'll make enough sense for me” no no it does not#past juno what tf are you talkin about#i think its supposed to say heart & soul nostalgia or lasagna????? which is bizarre already but i was talking about MIND & Soul#i confused the two of them apparently#this is why kris shouldnt make things in the early mornings#moss post
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Here we have just a taste of Path A - also known as “All Together Now.” If you’re confused - good! Things will make sense in time, trust me.
#prison!leo au#path a#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt au#rottmnt leo#I considered coloring everyone in and shading them but then I decided I liked it better like this tbh?#and also I’m LAZY#but yeah here’s a touch of path a! some things may be apparent now but it’s meant to be a littleeee confusing at this point#odds are I’m gonna see stuff I wanna change when I look back on this so if you see little changes here and there No You Didn’t#I MAY go back and put in values but again I kinda like it just black and white for once#BUT YEAH this path is TECHNICALLY the happiest one#it starts the exact same way as the other two#but ~something~ happens right at the start#turtle art tag#there’s a bunch of little things strewn throughout this if people are feeling detective-y today
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Had an idea that was like. Well what if instead of crows glados had 3 baby porygons?? They’re kind of like birds. Kind of. Anyways all you need to know is that she loves them very much
#portal#portal 2#glados#pokemon#porygon#they’re so cute…digital duckies#you can apparently breed porygon (with a ditto) despite them being genderless which is an oddity for these games#i had more that was going go go with this image but like ??? i don’t feel like spending more time on the idea even if it is cute#so I’ll just describe them to you:#basically atlas and p-body were sent to go find chell out on the surface#the reason being….glados cannot figure out how to hatch these eggs she’s like wtf i tried a heat lamp and everything what’s WRONG with them#chell who somehow has knowledge of pokemon says usually they’re huddled between other monsters to hatch#so she gets assigned the sitting-on-eggs job. because body heat lol#glados is super confused when they hatch she has never seen them before in her life. and her internal database has no informat#chell whips out a pokedex that tells them what a porygon is (how she got one i have no idea)#glados is thrilled about her new babies because they’re even deadlier and more dangerous than a regular burd#also yes the two of them end up taking care of the hatchlings together#also the blue one is named mr. chubbygon (:#2023#digital
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Me googling "low blood sugar" only to find out that it is NOT common or normal for non-diabetic people to experience. I experience it somewhat frequently.
#last night had a bit of a scare#took too long to realize how hungry I was#started getting really weak and nauseous#and started sweating so badly. I had been fine 10 minutes before#parents had to get me food because I was too weak to get it myself#dad told me that's what happens to him when his blood sugar is low (he's diabetic)#I'm so confused now why is this happening to me#I mean I always knew I don't do well if I go too long without food but I thought everyone was like that#at least to some extent yk?#apparently not though#apparently fantasy book characters don't have supernatural powers that keep them functioning after skipping two meals#help lol#idk what to do#I'm pretty sure I'm not diabetic because I feel like I would have other symptoms?#and I know that diabetic people usually only have low blood sugar when they take too much insulin#and I don't take insulin because I'm not diabetic#so. idk. what should I do#any advice would be appreciated
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what the actual fuck is this???
#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#ts4 simblr#ts4cc#not all of my cc windows are doing this. just some of them#and before anyone asks#according to s4s I do in fact have all the needed textures#just repaired all my game files thinking sulsulduck's camera overhaul might be to blame somehow but apparently not#also they weren't doing this two days ago#je confuse
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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fighting for my life on reddit talking about parthenogenesis and sequential hermaphroditism
#Emu tries to post#good god#someone has come into the conversation saying#HEY THATS NOT TRUE INTERSEX FISH CAN REPRODUCE ASEXUALLY#my sudden acquaintance . That word does not mean what you think it means#I was saying that I've never heard a case of an intersex fish/aquatic invert yet#and that anyway no intersex individual would be able to reproduce with both sets of organs#because someone brought it up (about betta fish reproducing asexually?) and I had to explain what it actually means#and now I have to explain to this guy that intersex and hermaphrodite are two very different things and you have gotten them badly mixed ip#also fighting for my life when people try to tell me ramshorns reproduce with self fertilisation#THEY DONT.#somehow I'm becoming a semi expert on the topic of snail reproduction#and because people get confused I also have to know about sequential hermaphroditism#which at least there is no aquatic snail doing that#idk what land snails do#everyone is always like: all snails are one sex and reproduce asexually!!1!111#nooooooo#even the few species of aquatic hermaphrodite still mostly need partners#only 2 species actually reproduce asexually. And one of them is gonochoric#well technically parthenogenesis doesn't count as asexual apparently??#but for the purposes of me talking about which snails reproduce without sex they do count
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hiiiii im alive how is everyone doing 🫶
#i've been hospitalized for almost two weeks now tho ahah#medical#illness#yknow i started having really high fevers on the 17th and went to the emergency clinic the following chusday#doctors were confused n i had to stay in the hospital while they did a bunch of scans and tests and finally found a staph infection#im on antibiotics now and they seem to be working well and i might even get to go back home next week 👍#anyway this has been fucking awful :) all because i got unlucky with a medicine :)#my skin seems to be getting better tho. and nothing abnormal was detected in the lymph nodes actually#but the staph infection caused a really weird inflammation around them apparently and my neck is still swollen#but it'll get better soon i hope!!!! save me antibiotics!!!!!!#el.txt
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ok well today was a lot better at work until right before i clocked out when i got a weirdly underhanded remark about having an animal science degree for some reason
#they are definitely talking about me behind my back and i'm trying to have the buddha nature about it but its sooooo hard#like i dont think i'm obnoxious about it or something? i mentioned it when i was getting hired and ig when i was telling them my background#i havent been bragging about it or something because theres nothing to brag about lmao#????? because i didn't recognize an instrument for pilling. which is an object i have seen before but never had to use and also who gaf#“cant believe you have an animal science degree and don't recognize that” idk what to tell you i never said it was a good education#maybe they really were joking and i'm just overly sensitive but the way the vibes are i don't think so 🥴#i truly dont think i've mentioned it since like my first day or two i'm so confused. is there a book about how to act socially with all the#behaviors i'm apparently not performing correctly because god damn i don't have the energy for this bullshit#me
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kissied me on the cheek? When goodnight hug?!?!?! im normal
#roommate moved in todayyyyyy god i missed them!!! straight up confusing vibes in this house <3 they are apparently full on dating someone#but kissies me on the cheek?????? ough. i will need 5-7 busin4ss days to emotionally recover#i really forgot abt The Tenderness after three and a half months lol#i have received a forehead kiss or two in the past but this is a new move#gonna be so awesome to live in this house with hot and really physically affectionate transgender people for like. the foreseable future#hey sam if you see this one somehow. shut tf up#my shit
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Anyone on Tumblr got a good guide for long lasting scars?
Specifically for a variety of different type of skin tones.
Or even like explanations on scar colors?
Like dark colored scars versus light colored.
Preferably about those ghat last years if not for life?
(I'm trying to figure out the best way to make my character look a bit accurate in plushie form.)
#Maybe Randall... not gonna say.#anyways anyone got anything?#even if it's semi false I'll take it.#probably better than searching for answers#(all searches ended up being either not helpful or saying only that scars are bad and what not...)#I hate those things because I personally have scars for multiple different reasons and I love them and I don't like it when I see people#saying they will answer questions but also proceed to be hating on scars and only really trying to sell a product.#however I did find that apparently dark and medium skin tones are more likely to get dark scars than pale skin.#what even is a dark scar? I'm... not too sure? I really got mix information so yeah.#also burn marks... do they turn light after healing? or only some? are they even maybe pink? or different for different skin tones?#like seriously I dunno and the internet sucked and only gave me more questions.#I do know it tends to be most common for scars to be lighter. like two tones lighter.#however because of chemicals in the body and such#anyways I'm extremely confused and I would rather information before I start fully sewing up my plushies but if not then I may not make it#too accurate for my character. As one has scars and I'm not too sure how to portray that. (They got a medium skin tone and I have mixed info#so like... anyone got something? literally anything?#even if I already know or it's a graphic photo I don't care. I need info! and answers!#also that plushie gonna have scars one way or another but might look a bit odd because of my previous mention information.#oh and yes I also know that some scars are the same skin tones just like textured but I'm embroidering the scars on so I only got one type#of texture sadly. but with that the plushie will feel more accurate and both by looks and touch. (I think at least)#anyways yeah. plushies being made! yay. I haven't cut the one out but the other is and I basically just need to get some different colored#embroidery threat from a tote that's buried so I gotta wait. so I thought while I do that I shall try getting information if I can.
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Ive been riding my bike to work for the past week or so and I've noticed a few things. One, of the two major roads that have bike lanes, both of them are shit and I have simply found an alternative route that uses sidestreets with less traffic, and two, random children on parking garage rooftops wildly overestimate my abilities.
To go into more detail on that second point:
The last stretch going to my work is a just steep enough decline that I've never noticed before when walking or driving, but am able to sail down into a pleasant breeze for about 3 blocks (baring stoplights and pedestrians). The downside, or rather the going up side of this, is that after a long day of work I might as well be climing everest biking home those first few blocks.
And of course, another thing I've noticed, is that no matter which way you're going there's a headwind.
So picture me, last week. 9 hour shift. No sitting down since I got on my bike that morning. Hot as balls but in that way it *could* theoretically be worse? In black pants and t-shirt as is dress code and I haven't gotten into the habit of bring shorts to change into yet. At the start of the summer I haven't been on a bike in at least 5 years, probably closer to 10, I am so incredibly out of shape.
So this goddamn child, this hooligan hanging out on the top of a three story parking garage, sees me battling for my goddam life, going uphill into a headwind and sweating so bad he can probably smell it from up there, calls "do a wheelie" like sir the only wheelie that's imminent from me is being blown back down the hill in such a way the front tires get caught first. The only trick doable from me right now is getting to the top without falling over.
#Pire.txt#I'm not actually mad#I know *do a trick* is just something people say to people on bikes and skateboards#or in a location that looks like they know how to do a backflip#I am mad about the bike lanes though#Even if they weren't shit on their own they aren't even connected to each other#They take up space on the road and for what#One is just painted lines and cars regularly drive with a wheel over the line#And the other road has barriers protecting the bike lanes but the bike lanes are like two times to wide?#You don't need two lanes for bikes on this road#You go one street to the right and you have a more scenic route with a nice wide sidewalk#You go one street to the left and you're actually downtown where all the stores and destinations are#Meanwhile I don't even drive on this particular road anymore since they still allow parking on the side that doesn't have a bike lane#And the street feels so fukin narrow now#'We need to slow down traffic in [this city]' our mayor has apparently said#To that I say shut the fuck up#I know capitalism bad but if you want to tax businesses you have to have businesses#And lately all of them have been going over the boarder to the newer city two miles away#I remember when we used to have corner stores now they're all gone to a new residential district#I also know car bad but people with cars are the ones spending money to tax#Idk sorry this was suppose to be a positive post#I think I've already noticed I'm stronger#I didn't have to stop specifically to push off for momentum at all coming home today#And my leg hasn't shaken while coasting last night or today#I am still panting like a dog and finding intersections newly confusing since I know I'm supposed to stop at stop signs#But cars don't seem to know that and wait for me even though they stopped first and are scarier#I also understand now the stereotype that bikers are pretentious assholes who ignore traffic directions because momentum is everything#I ain't coming to a full stop when I can see from a distance that there aren't any cars coming#Also I don't know if the rules are different when I'm on the sidewalk or the road I should probably look up specifics#Ups and downs to this I guess
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I swear to God my house is fucking haunted (I mean I knew it was but like MORE haunted) like theres been shit falling over for no reason all fucking day
The hair spray bottle that hasnt been touched in months fell off the sink. Something in the kitchen fell, I did not investigate. The tv antenna was knocked down. And just now there was a fucking stuffed animal avalanche bc like three fucking stuffed animals that havent been touched in YEARS launched off the top shelf and knocked my hello kitty water dispenser down (thankfully I do not use it, it is decorative), both the doll rooms off (breaking one :( minor damage but still), the one apparently load bearing plushie behind the dispenser fell in the empty space, and the stupid straw hat I have kept falling when I put it back.
Like what's your fucking problem??? Am I not paying enough attention to you fucking ghosts?? Are you trying to get my attention to tell me something? Bc if so I ain't gonna listen if you keep knockin my shit down. I fucking have two drinks on the nightstand where the dispenser is and I'm so fucking lucky they didnt get hit bc god I would be LIVID. Like cant you write on the bathroom mirror or send me coins like yall usually do?? What do you want?????
#there was absolutely no reason for this shit to drop yall are just being asshole ghosts#and before anyone tries to dispute the fact my house is haunted/ghosts aren't real shut up bc i know theyre here i have proof#they can apparently affect electrical shit like in the sims bc after my dad died like a year after I had gone downstairs to get something#and i hit all 3 light switches bc its a habit. anyway the one hasnt worked in over a decade and we've tried to fix it to no avail. anyway tm#they ALL turned on and it's been working ever since like agdgdgd hello?? and i can feel their presence a lot like when the cats visit me#i remember dad saying he SAW our first cat's ghost clear as day a couple months after he passed and we've all felt his presence 🥺#i have other incidents but anyway yknow pennies from heaven? well we lost so many people in 4 years so there was confusion on who sent#the coins yknow? well my dad sends quarters. i KNOW it's him and he knew i collect them. aunt k sends nickels @#and idr who sends dimes but i know those two. also bluejays are dad like cardinal's are passed loved ones we know it's dad#i used to be a skeptic and be like okay yall are just bullshiting but nah i get it this shit is real#also possession/reincarnation is real sgdgdgdg but again another story another time#marquilla
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the way we handle medical leave in the states even for people with good benefits is cruel
#the number of hoops i have to jump through. the way that my requirements for one surgery are apparently different from another surgery#even though there's nothing in the paperwork to indicate any need for that and the surgeries don't differ all that much#the way that they lost my initial letter and now i'm up against my deadline next week and they haven't even told me what day next week#so i'm worried that it's literally tomorrow#the way i am not receiving ANY pay for an entire month because of all the delays so i'm having to live off my savings#the way that every single person i've talked to has said something different about what is and isn't required#the way that for a lot of this i had to be navigating it while high on painkillers immediately post-surgery#the way that the group my employer contracts through has two different emails and names and flips between them constantly#the way that my healthcare provider does it differently than every other healthcare provider so i need special forms from them#instead of the leave group but then the leave group doesn't seem to accept the forms that they send#the way that the doctors office has seemed incredibly confused by my requests#the way that the ROI office told me they'd send over a completed form and never did#the way i literally don't even know who to call next to try and sort this out or if it's possible TO sort out#like i guess i'll call the leave group tomorrow and cry and beg for an extension. i guess i'll grovel bc it's the difference#of getting a few thousand dollars or not and i can't just be like oh well guess i won't get my short term disability pay#especially bc none of the hospitals have billed me yet and i'm getting scared bc i don't know what my ER bill is going to look like#bc they did xrays and a CT scan and they gave me a splint and a sling and a lot of drugs#so i do need the money. just sitting here like. idek what to do lmfao.#not tagging this bc i'm on desktop and i can't do the accent mark easily and idk where my phone is rn sorry
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the dictionary informs me that the h in héros is aspirated while the h in the related adjective héroïque is not. yeah, likely story. am i a joke to you? am i being punk'd?
#bad enough that apparently houille is aspiré and huile is muet when i for some reason thought it was the other way around#but at least those are from different roots (even if the meanings are semantically related enough that i sometimes get them confused)#but le héros vs l'héroïque? are you joking me right now?#french#my posts#this came up because i saw the phrase 'l'héroïque' in voyage au centre de la terre and was like 😒 wait a second....#i am looking forward to seeing if i can spot any patterns in the dictionary#but i'll be real with you this has thrown some water on the embers of my hope :(#if even these two related words can't agree on h aspiration then what hope do the rest of us have?#i guess there's only one thing for it. diving back into the extremely intimidating world of french diachronic phonetics#may glorb have mercy on my soul
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I'm gonna vent in the tags so scroll past if ya don't wanna read all that 😃
#im fucking pissed off right now oh my god#just found out two coworkers of mine were talking maaad shit behind everyones back 😍#and the manager is siding with them! and trying to avoid hr/higher ups stepping in! isnt that cool!!#not just work related stuff (apparently talked shit about my closes when neither of them can fucking close properly???) but also#about mine and two other coworkers weight!! isn't that cool!!!#it's shit to do either way but what confuses me is that one of them is about the same size as me??? why are you talking shit?? and my two#other coworkers got it even worse because they are heavier. like what the actual fuck.#i dont think either of them are good employees but hey im not perfect either. but ive avoided talking shit about them#even thoughive been annoyed in the past few months that they've gotten preferential treatment from the manager#but talking shit about everyone who works here when they put in half assed effort and then also posting tiktoks about it?? yeah ok fuck them#they avoided an hr claim cause our manager tried to cover it up#nah im done there lmao fuck that place#ok rant done sorry y'all#personal
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