#i care about nothing anymore except for this

[xgremlinxx]

I was literally thinking about this, like nobody from my past is worth being sad about...I was always the one that did or fronted everything, and it still wasn't enough. Hey, i'm not mad, i'm glad they showed their true colors to me.

A lot of them can't tell me that they had better than me, they settled for losers, drug addicts, and selfish bozos. Hey i'm not the greatest but I saw what they went for after me, don't ever tell me I didn't love or try with my whole heart, I saw how you settled for less because of your delusions. But tell me, why should I care when you didn't? lol Such a funny thing. I simply can't be arsed anymore.

yes, nobody is worth being sad about over losing them for me personally except for my parents, sponsoring my old ass letting me squat. I'll love them to the ends of the universe and back.

and nah i dga single fuck about being independent right now...My parents are great, sorry I didn't have fuck ass parents like ya'll. My states economy is dog shit, people making minimum wage to pay for fast food meals. Shit is burning down, inflation is too high. Rents too high, groceries too high, lol I dated a woman that had it so rough they need to sell their pussy...and you know what, I would totally sell dick if it was socially acceptable and celebrated like it is to sell pussy in the year of our lord 2025. LOL If it was in demand, but I wasn't born with a pussy, and lets be honest, thank g0d for that! Ya'll women in the west are beyond cooked, but I get it...Don't agree with it, but I understand.

I'm just being facetious. I could never sell my soul like that. There is literally nothing left in people like that, and it's so sad to see up close, so much sadder than just hearing about it.

Im finna work and stack until things improve. There is no rush. There is still time (famous last words). I'd like to fill the gaps of my character with substance, part of my problem is being too hollow at times, I am not me without passion. I see now safeguarding my vision & protecting peace comes b4 all.

People that carry years long attachments for people that were not good for them, broke up with them ( 5 years ago +) or did them wrong is the most cringe shit ever, quite frankly I'm not trying to be like ya'll.

[seamany]

The Post that Solved it All for me, PART TWO

NOT MY POST, MOBILEBLACKSMITH2535 ON REDDIT*

What do I mean by this? Try this exercise with me. Think of your desired reality right now (bonus points for a first person perspective). You can even close your eyes and take a few seconds to think of it. You got it in your head? Now that you are in your desired reality think about the thoughts that you usually worry about when it comes to shifting (stuff like "it's not real" or "I can't do it" or "it's taking so long" etc). Thinking as your desired reality self now you are going to realize those thoughts are pointless because you shifted and you are in your desired reality. There you go, congratulations, you are in your dr. Every time you experience a feeling of helplessness or other negative feeling you are going to remind yourself that you have shifted already and creation is finished. Emotions do not matter and can never control you because they are physical sensations, a part of the 3d. The 3d that you don't care about anymore. You aren't going to ignore the 3d you just don't care about it anymore because you are in your desired reality. Why should you care? You already have your desire. You've shifted already and everytime you go to sleep you wake up in your dr, so why worry about whether this shifting attempt is going to be successful? Why even worry about the worry? Worrying is useless. You are not doing anything anymore except living peacefully knowing you are in your dr. You don't have to will away the emotions or thoughts. You don't have to do anything any more. It doesn't matter if you forget all of what I said in this post, and now you have gone back to panicking about nothing, because you are in your desired reality. You can breathe knowing that that doesn't matter anymore. No more worrying. No more heartache. No more anxiety. No more frustration. No more doubts. You won. You know what I'm saying. Say these things to yourself as much as you feel you need to, but fair warning learn from my mistake and don't look for proof of your manifestation in the 3d. Because you are in your desired reality, so why in the world would you see anything else? Whether or not you are using the law of assumption to get something you desire or not it is always taking affect and you can never stop manifesting. Unless that's your manifestation. But it's still a paradox because your manifesting no manifestation. Anyways that's it. This is what separated me from being desperate, obsessive, and discouraged to being a master shifter. Just remember that the law literally cannot fail you. If you are experiencing something it's BECAUSE you are accepting something NOT because the law does not work. It's as simple as that. Please ask questions, I want to help as much as I can. I know this is a long reply, but you can't give up when you've only just gotten started. If I can do it than you sure as hell can do it. And I know that doesn't mean anything to you most likely. But just trust me. :)

[fizzing-imagines]

Stranger Things Boys + Robin and the dogs they'd adopt with you

Because I can write what I want and nobody can stop me

Steve Harrington - Beagle

♡ Since you two already had a child with another one on the way, Steve wanted a family dog.

♡ You two went to the shelter with your daughter to have a look around, and he stopped at a young beagle, wagging his tail.

♡ Even inside the kennel, that dog just looked so happy and loving.

♡ When he then saw the small description of Anne on the kennel door, he knew she'd be perfect.

♡ Over the next few days, one or both of you went on walks with him with your daughter.

♡ The adoption was finalised two weeks later, and Anne went home with the three of you.

Eddie Munson - Labrador

♡ After months, you finally convinced Eddie to go to the shelter with you

♡ The original plan was to adopt two cats, but after you took a stroll around the shelter he stopped at a dog kennel

♡ A black labrador retriever sat in the corner of his kennel and looked up at him with sad eyes

♡ "You like her?", you asked him with a smile. He did.

♡ "He looks like you.", you commented before looking at the name. "And his name is Ed."

♡ And shortly after, Ed was a part of your family

Billy Hargrove - Weimaraner

♡ Admittedly, Billy always wanted a dog. Kids weren't in the cards yet, but the house felt awfully empty. You agreed to have a look around at your local shelter for a dog

♡ Billy would prefer a dog he could go on a run with, and when he talked with the lady at the reception she was quick to suggest a dog

♡ Buster was a Weimaraner who was so full of energy that his previous owner couldn't keep up and surrendered him

♡ But to Billy, he was perfect

♡ After weeks of going on walks with him, and sometimes you as well, both of you decided to take him home.

♡ Turns out that not only did he love to go on runs with Billy. Buster also loved to cuddle on the couch with you.

♡ He was a perfect match for the both of you

Jonathan Byers - Golden Retriever

♡ I think we saw this coming

♡ He wanted a dog since he was a child, but another mouth to feed was out of the budged when he still lived with his mum

♡ So when you brought up that your grandma couldn't take care of her elderly dog anymore, he jumped at the opportunity

♡ He loved Rose, he knew her already and imagining her going to a shelter broke his heart

♡ Rose got used to living with you two quickly. She loved going on walks with Jonathan and immediately wanted to cuddle him when he got home

♡ She was a great addition to your home, and the child growing in you

Gareth Emerson - Stabyhoun

♡ Gareth would not shut up about wanting a dog.

♡ So for his birthday, you took him to a reputable breeder.

♡ He quickly fell in love with a Stabyhoun puppy

♡ So after you took him in a shopping spree at the pet store (your bank account was bleeding), you took him home

♡ Gareth named him Luther, and you never saw him so in-love with anyone (except you, maybe)

♡ While you helped with raising Luther, he did most by himself

♡ The puppy grew up to be an energetic dog who loves running around in your backyard

♡ When Luther was 5, he was able to run around the backyard with your son

♡ Turns out he loved your son more than anyone else

Robin Buckley - Disabled Chihuahua

♡ She was dead set on getting a hairless dog. Robin loved nothing more than those weird, little things

♡ You still persuaded her to go to the shelter at least. Just to have a look around.

♡ She fell in love twice in her life: Once with you, and then with the tiny chihuahuas who had wheels as front legs.

♡ "I want him. Can we have him?", she told you excitedly. How could you say no to her?

♡ Bark Twain went home with the two of you shortly after

♡ His shy personality shed rather quickly when he realized someone finally took him home

♡ While he was still not the most cuddly dog, he loved having the space to run around and play with you and your girlfriend

[ao3feed-jonmartin]

Why can't everyone just go away? (Except you you can stay)

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/FxyZJcB by Rest_inPepperoni After the incident with "A Guest for Mr. Spider", Jon barely left the house anymore. He barely cared about what was happening outside. And he barely noticed the new boy that appeared on the playground one day. Or: Season 3 is making me sad so have some childhood JonMartin meet-cute, featuring the good old Forgotten First Meeting™. I own nothing but the work, and some original characters. The title is from "Treehouse" by Alex G because I couldn't come up with a title. Enjoy! Words: 4425, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood, Original Characters, Original Child Character(s) Relationships: Martin Blackwood & Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood/Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, (kinda) - Relationship Additional Tags: Episode: e081 A Guest for Mr. Spider (The Magnus Archives), Childhood, Childhood Friends, First Meetings, Meet-Cute, Forgotten First Meeting, Childhood Memories, Childhood Trauma, I guess? it's only referenced here, hurt/comfort if you squint, Bullying, Implied Bullying, Bullies, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, rated T for bullying and homophobia, mild violence, (Jon gets pushed but he's okay dw), (at least in comparison to canon), i wrote this instead of doing homework, No beta we die like half of the cast in this podcast, Bicycles, blonde Martin Blackwood, I'm a firm believer in Martin with freckles don't @ me read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/FxyZJcB

[literallyjusttoa]

Ok, SO. Cycnus was a son of Hyria (or Thyria, depending on how the name is spelled) and Apollo. He was a hunter who was described as conceited, a very Narcissus-type character. He had a ton of admirers because he was so dang pretty, and many young men would attempt to follow him in his hunting expeditions. However, he really just wanted to hunt alone and didn't really care about any of these people, so they eventually all left, except for one man. This man's name was Phylius, and most sources I've found say he was infatuated with Cycnus, if they were not just already in a relationship.

Now, Phylius refused to abandon Cycnus, no matter how much Cycnus shunned him, so Cycnus eventually gave him three tasks to prove himself. The first was to kill a lion that was terrorizing a nearby village without any weapons. Obviously, Cycnus did not want Phylius to succeed, and probably just wanted him to go away already. Phylius, however, took up the task, and killed the lion by: Eating a whole bunch of food and wine, throwing it back up, waiting for the lion to lick up that mess, and, once the lion was intoxicated, strangling it to death with his own shirt.

Now. I don't know about you. But if a man did that in front of me, I would run for the hills, because, and I cannot stress this enough, what the fuck. Cycnus was obviously not impressed, and gave Phylius a second task: Three man eating vultures were terrorizing the smae village (honestly, that poor village) so now Phylius had to catch them without weapons too. Phylius, master of fucked up solutions to these sorts of things, decided to cover himself in blood from a dead hare, wait for the vultures to come for him, grab them by their legs, and bodily drag them directly to Cycnus.

Let's recap. Cycnus has had to deal with this man following him despite him pretty clearly not wanting him there, had to watch him do whatever the fuck he did to the lion, and now he's standing in front of him covered in blood with three violent birds held by the ankle, all smiles and "these are for you!"

Restraining order. Immediately.

But those don't exist yet, so Cycnus gives him a third task. Go seperate a bull from it's herd and drag it all the way to the nearest temple of Zeus for sacrifice. And, side note, have you noticed that everything Cycnus has been asking Phylius to do has been acts of community service? Like, these aren't just fuck you fetch quests, That poor city has been saved from a near endless siege, and now Cycnus is giving his proper respects to Zeus. All of this bullshit, and Cycnus still manages to give back to the people. What a king.

Anyway, Phylius basically gives up at this point, but then, through what was probably divine intervention, a bull basically just collapses in front of him. He drags the thing to Zeus' temple, but then Heracles himself shows up. He tells Phylius that he doesn't have to listen to Cycnus anymore and he can like, leave. Maybe live his own life? Phylius agrees to this, and abandons the final task and Cycnus. Cycnus feels disgraced by this, probably because an actual god told Phylius to abandon him, with the implication that Phylius was too good for Cycnus, which like, no. Either way, he ended up throwing himself off of a cliff, which Apollo immediately disagreed with, turning him (and his mother, who had also thrown herself off the cliff, which like, goddamn) into the first swans.

The moral of the story seems to be not to take those who love you for granted. And like, fine, whatever, maybe I can see where that's coming from. But Cycnus never forced Phylius to stay by his side or do any of those tasks. Phylius was the one throwing himself at Cycnus while he literally just wanted to hunt alone. So I am 100% on Cycnus side and he did nothing wrong your honor.

If you read all the way through this, take this drawing I made of Cycnus a while ago, plus his half-brother Linos, who was also completely innocent but like, nobody disagrees with me on that so I don't have to defend him as much /j

I want you all to know that the only figure in Greek Mythology that I am a 100% apologist for is Cycnus. Cycnus is my baby boy he did not deserve what happened to him. His ass was right all along. I hate Phylius, all my homies hate Phylius, I'm cursing Phylius' bloodline. If I was Cycnus and some guy was obsessed with hunting with me and I kept telling him to go away and he didn't, so I gave him three impossible tasks, and then he completed them increasingly disturbing ways, I would also be a bit pissy about the whole situation. Cycnus is a lesson in why restraining orders are good and we should be allowed to make them.

[widevibratobitch]

something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.

[gothicmatter]

it's been a few days and i still feel like i just found out akutagawa's alive

[redvelvetwishtree]

Lmao you guys cannot "antisemitism" your way out of this anymore, that's old tactics which don't work anymore.

Can you also prepare a word for what's happening in Palestine? It's so enraging I can't put into words my anger and upset anymore.

[canidbutch]

it happened so early in the morning and i am STILL frothing with rage over this text my boss sent me

[swordmaid]

durge yves is so very jaded about everything because nothing compares to the euphoria bhaal grants from killing that she latches onto anything that piques her interest. to the point that performing surgeries and experiments on her own self gets so boring that she stopped for a time. she also has very little regard over her own body, not caring what happens to it because it's merely a vessel for bhaal and he can make and remake it as he wishes. i think the moment orin betrays yves that's one of the few times she feels excitement and joy, and when she was experimented on by kressa then shoved in that pod she was ecstatic about it. it's different. it's a change. she enjoyed it so very much that the moment she awoke in the nautiloid she can't help but smile. she doesn't know why, hardly can remember anything about herself, but for some reason she feels a certain excitement; an anticipation of a hunt.

[apathyfairy]

i always said that once i stop caring what other people think about me it’s over for you bitches and it’s finally happened i’m literally untouchable

[graveyarrdshift]

Wait a minute. Do you like Dreamcatcer too? 😭😭😭

I do! Kinda. I don't listen to them as much as I used to, but I still like them and their music. I haven't been listening to much kpop these months tho and Dreamcatcher are basically the only kpop group I still listen to. They're definitely the best group ever! Everything about them is top tier 🫶

[mayjeffneverstopyou]

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[heavencasteel420]

In my hypothetical no-UD AU, Joyce and Bob are seriously dating but Hopper is friends with both of them and there are kind of flirtatious vibes all around. But Will and Jonathan are both just like “whatever, let’s not look at that too closely.”

[cherrymoonvol6]

the worst part about flapjack's death is that luz and hunter's friendship died right along with it lmao

[phagodyke]

every morning I'm like wow.. birdsong and sunshine.....hm.. u know what. maybe there is hope in the world. and everything will be ok :3 and every evening I'm like I Hope A Meteorite Crashes Through My Window While I Sleep Hitting Me On The Head And Killing Me Instantly. and I switch between these multiple times throughout the day and alsosometimes they happen the other way round and theres no sense or reason or order or pattern just the labyrinth forever. yeah I'm good why do u ask