#i cant write for heck tho

[galaxythedragonshifter]

Y'all

What if there was a super-spy staff y/n au?

[mirick-vn]

Our teachers' been assigning us a lot of activities lately... mostly roleplaying, and I love writing the scripts in the group.

What I don't love is the fact I only get to sleep for less than 4 hours a night because I have to stay up writing it since the teacher only gave us 2-3 days before we have to present. It's been a rough week with all our activities and projects from other subjects catching up and overlapping with each other, I just wanna sleep.

It hasn't even been a quarter into the school year yet :(

[salmonyay]

AO3 writers are build different, i mean dont you agree like how the heck did they got a car crash while writing a fic im reading? FOR GOD SAKE AO3 WRITERS NEED TO CONCERN THEIR HEALTH LIKE-

Ok srsly tho yall writers need to chill relax and take care of your health than writing a new chapter bc your 'late' and 'delay' istg stfu ao3 writers you cant just spoiled us with chapters, we can wait for god sake. There's a thing called patience.

[saintobio]

Hey saint!! Ive been a huge huge fan of ur writing since SN ( and i cant believe i got to message you!) and i am so so so freaking invested in this story ❤️

Chap 10 was so painfully good i woke up with puffy eyes and a headache

I have a question tho (its okay if you wont answer hehe), when will yn’s pain end? 🥲

i love love how you write angst so much that I salute yn for being so strong but idk if her heart can still take all those hurt that I believe she’ll have a heart attack any time soon KAKSKSKKSKDKEKS yn & satoru needs to sit down for once and talk eye to eye bc the miscommunication and bad timing is hurting them both. The part where yn started to ask for divine help broke me bc i know shit will go down for real and maybe itll be the last straw before something bad happens to her that her toru will realize that shes still the one :(((

Istg satoru, you and your jealous and petty ass will come for you one day. If you decide on another major stupid and impulsive decision, i hope your bed is hard and gives u massive back pain.

Thank you thank you for ur hard work saint! I am the happiest person when you decided to update SY again and I am always looking forward to your writings ❤️ I hope you get to rest well too! writing is never an easy task, and for you to deliver such a masterpiece surely took a lot of physical and mental energy. Tysm for giving us SY and thank you so much for giving us the best always 🥹✨

thanks so so much for reading!! i’m happy you’re able to share the excitement and pain of reading sy with me 🥹 i think that’s what we’re all here for anyway? the angst? hahshah and in saying that, yn’s pain will not end as soon as we think. but she’s really one heck of a strong person to be able to handle all that pain. i can neverrrr, so i understand why u guys want the best for her. i do too :’)

gojoyn’s miscommunication will start to settle soon. in the meantime, thanks again for leaving a message <3 i appreciate it a lot !!

[inventedfangirling]

What goes on inside Pat's head in eps 6/7?

Or what happens when the brain rot takes over.

Alright so without further ado let me get into the fact that i can't believe this is the first time im seriously thinking about it but what the hell must have all been going through Pat's mind during that gap between their first kiss, their bet on the beach and even beyond that up to that post curry-feeding kiss after his dramatic re-entry as Riam?

What was all going through his head? We know he's confused and hurt and frustrated, but he also doesn't want to push too much, but he also wants to know what goes on in Pran's head real bad and then the resolution he gets is that Pran clearly seems to like him too, like a heck of a lot, and his extreme backtracking so far back they cant even have a conversation ironically goes to prove just how much Pran was going though and now they have a bet and on the other end there is a relationship....

....there is a relationship right?

We know pat is sure of his own feelings. He likes pran. He wants to be with Pran. He wholeheartedly wants to go all in. And while he knows Pran likes him back, he knows that pran isn't sure (at that point) if he wants to even go in, let alone ALL in. So then what must have been his mindset while being the goofy boy who was constantly on teasing mode?

What was behind that smiling exterior, because one thing that the usually confident Pat is insecure about is when it comes to Pran and especially given what happened after the kiss, he must have become at least a tiny bit more wary? (Not really though cos we know Pat is a simple straightforward guy, and he knows that nobody not even his Pran can kiss like THAT without feelings, a guy who goes for what he wants and often acts before he thinks but for the sake of my spiral lets pretend) So then behind that exterior what was his best case scenario? They start dating. But what was his worst case scenario cos for pran, we know he chose the worst (in terms of their relationship) way out cos that seemed like the only one until pat refused to leave without talking about it.

But Pat won't make that choice to cut off ties (why the heck would he) and now that Pran is ready for the bet, Pran wouldn't either right? But what if pran decides to call off the bet in between? He wouldn't but what if pat randomly has that thought...in some lonely/ insecure moment what if that is one of the horrifyingly depressing thought he has...what if pran likes him more than everything and even that isnt enough because he just can't bring himself to take that step somehow?

Where does that leave him? Did he even have a backup plan for what would happen if their bet didn't work out? If pran didn't come around? What was he gonna do? Were they going to ignore each other? Not talk anymore? Not play around any more? What if each time he comes to play, underneath all the mischief and fun what if there's that underlying fear of what if it's the last time?

What if it's the last time i'm in his room? What if it's the last time he offers to feed me curry? What if it's the last time I get to help him out with something? What if it's the last time he makes me dinner? What if it's the last time he comes close when i ask him to? What if it's the last time he traces hearts on my face? What if it's the last time i get to touch him? What if it's the last time he looks at me like that?

Are we even comprehending the level of angsty mess Pat could have been that whole time? But he wouldn't be the Pat we (think we) know and love. He loves and he loves loud and he isn't thinking too much beyond their competition and getting Pran comfortable enough to get into a relationship (i could write whole essays about the level of emotional intelligence Pat shows when it comes to Pran especially in episodes 6 & 7, thats not what this is about tho) BUT we all have bad days and negative doom spirals.. who is to say Pat didn't!

Of course it probably wasn't as bad or dramatic as i am making it sound like cos Pran does reciprocate and Pran is not at all attempting to hide (in the same way we see pre episode 6) his feelings for Pat or his investment in the bet but still as long as the bet was on, nothing was set in stone. And also let's not forget just how much it must have hurt when wai came to hand off Pran's guitar. Pran's guitar that Pat had saved and polished and kept safe for him. The one he ran after him, holding. The one he kept safe in his home. His one piece of Pran that he held onto those 3 long depressingly lonely years. And Pran just gave it away to Wai like that? Wai? WAI!??

Look at my poor baby sitting there all alone with his thoughts, his heart breaking little by little and even then staying silent just so that he won't create trouble for Pran. Who is gonna answer for all of that!??? huh?

* Ooh boy and here come those heart squeezes again I CANT DO THIS ARGHHHH *

And despite all that he kept a mostly cheery exterior, trying to keep it fun and light for pran as much as possible?!?

Not all undermining the fact that patpran did have a heck of a lot of fun during their bet era, several essays worth of fun and meanings to unpack but that's not the point of this post

Like i'm sorry but there is simply no better man (boyfriend). But also no cos 1. he's fictional duh, there is NO one like pat irl, he's just an impossible version of a man cos despite all his flaws he really did what he did and 2. its actually not healthy what he's doing is it? Repressing his anxieties and radiating joy, equally bad as repressing joy and radiating anxiety like pran was doing, but (argh to sweep it all under the rug the way i usually do unlike patpran who talk shit though and therefore ofc they ended up happy)...

Because of course despite their anxieties both of them knew they could trust in each other and in their feelings for each other, and yes they built that trust over the years but it also was especially given impetus during the bet era so the bet was eventually going to have only a happy outcome but human brains can be weird and can play tricks on you and i was just thinking of the possibility of a time when pat's brain may have tricked him into a whole spiral and what if the bet wasn't as fun for pat as i initially thought it was and now here we are.

[halucynator]

Hellllooo,

Omg I really needed more swiftie mutuals <3

Please rant about all things you like, i love rants, gosh we seem to have so many close interests, I am not a writer tho, but I do read, effectively making me a reader which doesn't sound as cool, now that I think about it.

My fav Taylor song at the moment is "Slut!". I cannot get that out of my head. I mean "got lovesick all over my bed", I die a little everytime I hear that.

Fav Olivia song at the moment is logical (kinda like you username aah). I still CANNOT get over "can't take a joke, can't get you off". Like please kill me already.

Fav Sabrina song at the moment is probably "because i liked a boy". (damn who hurt me?)

And fav conan song at the moment, "Lookalike"

Tell me yours?

Nyc.

xx

hiiii

omg thank you thank you thank youuuu <33

okay so i love a lot of things some of them are pretty questionable but I'm questionable literally ask anyone on the discord server so its fine. anywhoo, i love taylor, maisie, gracie, phoebe, alix page, lucy (dacus not myself I'm not THAT narcissistic), olivia hardy (from wasia project) julien, conan, liv, sab (and @loserdiaz but that's a known fact) and so many other people to the point that even i cant keep track. oh and i love laufey, mitski and lyn lapid just bc.

my current fav by wasia project is petals on the moon but ur so pretty especially live from the studio is so gooddd

anywayss, reading is really cool thats how i got into writing (which is the best thing ever ik /hj) i also really really like reading bc it makes me smart and it's super fun

which is your favourite book series?? mine is lockwood and co as if you couldn't already tell by the amount of times I've mentioned it i also really love agggtm series bc why wouldn't it its so good. I'm sure i love so many more book series but my memory sucks (it does not but I'm lazy so I'll use that as an excuse)

anywhooo, i love scream which is weird bc i watched the first one when i was 10 (i know, who let me do that???) and i... liked it? (I'm very questionable i know) but i also tend to rant about it as if its real life (like WHY DID THEY KILL OF *insert name of dead character* IM SO MAD) and not a movie so I'm a bit annoying sometimes but pls don't tell me that otherwise I'll start crying /j

hmm my favourite taylor song atm would be "is it over now?" or "now that we don't talk" bc at the moment i resonate so well with those songs (ikr my life sounds like a nightmare: it is but it isn't really? idk) at yes i totally agree with the "got lovesick all over my bed statement but" also "love thorns all over this rose" and omg "you're not saying you're in love with me, BUT !! YOURE !! GONNA !! DO !!" like who gave taylor the right to be such a mastermind (funny, right? no? okay.) like the entire song, heck the entire album is so GOOD. HER ENTIRE DISCOGRAPHY IS SO GOOD. (this is totally normal fan behaviour btw)

favourite liv song atm is probably lacy but i love all of the songs all the album (and yes logical is soooo good i mean i have to love it otherwise my url is meaningless) but my favourite lyric from the entire album is probably "we both drew blood but man THOSE CUTS were NEVER EQUAL!!" from the grudge (also one of my top 3) bc that hits DEEP. (bc the cuts were deep, i know I'm so funny /j)

favourite sab song atm is prolly cindy lou who / opposite (been there) / a nonsense christmas. i cheated but i simply cant choose one shes too good. also super funny bc cindy lou who and opposite are like sad vibes and then a nonsense christmas i want you to [redacted] and [redacted] me on the couch while we [redacted] presents (sorry i just think I'm so funny when I'm not but dont tell me that i wanna be a stand up comedian no I'm just kidding I'm not a failure. IM JOKING) (also regarding bc i liked a boy, I agree. who hurt you???)

anyways, my favourite conan song atm is prolly the best known option "heather" BUT i also like "the cut that always bleeds" the entire of kid krow tbh

okay i wrote a lot asdxcasdcvafd sorry

alsooo, you didnt ask this but my favourite gracie abrams song atm is "where do we go now?" and "cedar" (you arent mine) bc its such a heartbreaking song especially when you can relate to it. ooh and i also love camden, painkillers, rockland and long sleeves but they're all pretty depressing so if you don't like sad songs they're prolly not for you.

and THANK YOU for this ask this was so fun send me more sometimes <333

[monstrouslyobsessed]

some of these are SUPER old, gomen, so it'll be all under the cut for yall sanity. i really need to start answering more timely rip

tw: mild implications of noncon (cerelos), psychological mindfucks (cerelos), mentions of pregnancy (dol)

Oh, I can wait for your content as long as it takes! Creating is not an easy task, so take your time, dear. Ofc, posting everyday is cool, blah-blah, but your health and mental state is much more important. Don't worry about this <3 And talking about DoL, did you get to Ivory Wraith already? Who is your faves generally? —anonymous

did i not answer this before??? tumblr, please. anyway, ye i did! plotwise, very very fascinating. gameplay wise, annoying as heck when i was in middle of things i was working towards to lol i do wish ivory wraith's plot wouldn't be centered around weird anal/ear/whatever pregnancy tho, thats…kinda not my thing kdshkds--and thats coming from someone who writes preg on the regular. pls dev.

Ahhhh don't feel bad! Ur content is top-tier and u r a lovely perfect bun! Even quick look on your post is enough to feel that you're always working hard to give your best – it's we who should be thankful for all food u r giving </3

A lot lot lot of love to ya, dear 🥰 @iwanthistongue

dawww thank you dear <3333 i just wish i have it in me to be the super productive like some of the epic writers on this platform, but i dont dsklhdsl so all i can do is to do my best and provide every so often <3 also sorry that i cant seem to ping you???

Omg you're into dol? Who's your favorite character so far? —anonymous

eden, tbh! i ran into a scenario where they kidnapped me angry after being gone for too long. oof, what happened after that…wheeoooow but most of the characters are pretty dang good too!! i'd like to focus more love on kylar but theyre quite...annoying gameplay wise so…augh lol

i crave more beastfolk content 🤤 maybe something with a male reader dealing with a few yandere beastfolk who are trying to one-up each other and compete for him? male!yandere x male!reader content is a bit hard to find, especially if it's transmale!reader —anonymous

just send in an ask and i'll see what i can do! i found writing male readers (be it cis or not!) a little tricky sometimes, because i always feared crossing that…bad line, yanno? in spite of the contents i write.

that said, i'm all for writing more gays, just need a little nudge and sparks to write one~

have you heard of scp 401? —anonymous

…huh, this is a pron in the making. but no! this is the first ive heard of it. im aware of scp and knew some of its characters but not this one!!

Happy bday! I hope you got yourself a nice treat! —anonymous Happy birthday, dear! 🥳—anonymous Happy (i guess)late birthday, luv!!! Thank you for writing at this special day, hope your day was amazing <3 —anonymous

ohhhh this is months late;;; im so sorry but thank you all so much for your kind bday wishes!! ily all a bunch!!!

OMG YESSSS LORE!!! MORE MORE MORE <333 Thank you for the food, I can't stop re-reading 😭😭😭 —anonymous

ye~i mainly wanted to do more centaur pron tbh LOL glad you liked my nasty bois!

For a few days I had a thought- I hope it's ok to share ahaha- Okay, so – after getting in his grasp his future bride were acting so, so good. Her dedication is admirable, she's a quick learner and charismatic enough to get the liking of the teachers and maids. Her gentle and caring nature shows while she's communicating with others – no surprise everyone likes her. She's the same she was the day he met her... But the thing is, after all of this, she's absolutely terrified of Cerelos. She's not crying and wailing, but she's getting so quiet, so uncomfortable in his company, she always hiding her eyes and never tries to speak first – and she trembles so, so bad every time they're touching! Last time she even fainted from all nerves. How he may act and how mad he would be that servants getting more smiles and laughs than him? —anonymous

hmmm depends on why the darling is frightened tbh are they always afraid or is this started after cerelos took them the first time? i do imagine he'd be pretty upset and even offended, though he won't outwardly show his feelings. he'd probably start ordering the servants to disappear whenever the darling is in sight, be invisible, to further isolate them, to force them either to face their loneliness and/or accept cerelos as their emperor and husband. since humans are in nature social, they'd naturally long for some form of company and possibly some skin to skin contact.

in short, since the coecrced sex doesn't seem to do enough, cerelos would've likely infict some psychological damages on his darling to force them to accept him. he wouldn't be…physically abusive, no, but he will emotionally and mentally cripple his darling without relying on cruel words and uses some amount of gaslighting.

regardless, you will only have him and you will love him. he is, after all, your emperor and husband. why wouldn't you embrace him and his power?

Hi! I hope this is okay to ask: I saw one of your slightly older asks, and you mentioned you have a draft with a slime monster. I'm very curious about that one (but I also love your writing in general!), so I just wanted to ask you if you plan on finishing it —anonymous

.....sdhdflsk i thought i posted it, gosh dang it. well, i'll look into this later. if nothing else, it would be nice to go back and post my shitty 5 minutes thoughts again.

Hello how are you ? Hope you are doing well ❣️ I wanted to ask if you will continue or write anything similar like the rabbit hybrid fic ..it's my fav and i also like the ghost husband fic ..sorry if i made u uncomfortable👉👈...Have a nice day💖 —anonymous

i'm doing better!! <3 ty for checking in, luvvv

and after some waffling around, i considered since human/beastfolk hybrids are so rare and are considered the 'monsters' of their world (ig basically, considered as 'mythical', like yeti's and such, but actually does exist, kind of monsters), i figured it couldn't hurt to make these sad hybrids canon to my universe soooooooo ye i wouldn't mind doing more of them!! also i've done a crocodile hybrid one, if you've missed that one.

no, no, you're good! <3 loves getting asks like this~

the momster is back!!! we missed you, hope you’re having a good day <333 (p.s i am a monster fucker through and through, i will literally read and love anything you write mwah) @letskidaddle

daww youre so sweet!!! <3 ty!! monster fuckers united!!!! and yes you have a lovely day as well!!

whewwww, thats some asks to get through hhhh but man tumblr is so ugly. anyone know the fix to get it back to its simple self??

anyway, im slowly getting into the swing of things. got couple wips i can work on, maybe, and clear the inboxs for a fresh start (sorry to anyone who were waiting on certain things!! you can send them again tho!! a clean slate is needed imo). anyway, hope yall are doing wonderfully <3

[xx-akubara-xx]

sorry if you cant answer this because of spoilers, but will there be a happy ending (or at least as positive as such a story can have)? just wondering cause i really really like the comic so far, but not knowing if the characters are going to make it through to a better place is very stressful for me.

your comic is amazing tho! the art is so good and the story is really well executed!! amazing work!!

Hey friend. I get the comic is stressful- I mean, there's a lot of stressful themes. (Heck, sometimes I get stressed over it, and I'm the one writing it.)

But I cannot just say how it's gonna end. Only that the ending will be 'fitting'.

If it gets too much - which is completely understandable, take a break from the comic. I appreciate you like my story! It's something that's grown to be very important to me and likely the largest project I've ever worked on.

[quixot1sm]

I hope you know I am Obsessed with what ever the heck is going on with Kubert, because its cool and horrifying to be stuck in a stone, and then there is a (maybe) reincarnation thing going on and I cant tell if its all connected but I am SO curious because its all so cool. I still have no idea how to properly navigate it all tho.

( I came here for the kick ass original dragon, I stayed because you have really cool ideas)

thank you so much!! <3 yeah hilbert's whole arc is just... a total nightmare scenario. imagine waking up from a comatose state, several years after your last memory, only to find that you're on a timer and if you don't chance the very risky, very terrifying process of absofusion to escape your self-made prison, you and the demigod-like creature that's been keeping you alive all this time will die for real. it's unbelievably stressful even from an outsider's perspective, but hey, at least against all odds he's still around...?

i plan to finally sit down and commit to putting it all in writing soon! with bw remakes and potential for a legends game on the imminent horizon, i feel like if i don't do so now i never will. so... i'll try to get it all out shortly!

[fictionfixations]

twst halloween

so ive been reading the events for twst all day. (like the dialogue for the stories)

SO. okay so i need to talk about halloween for a second--

so of course, spoilers for the event

deep breaths (i had started writing while reading. then i got very frustrated and it went on from there. haha. it gets long.)

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unique magic Tag. something like that

Where they can mark something, and it'll have a specific tag unique to that person (it'll stay in their memory until the tag is removed or fades away, in which the memory will fade normally instead of never). They could also tag items to that person (as in it'll have that person's unique signature that ties them together).

….honestly ive been like reading the twst halloween stuff. ( SPOILERS ) and for pomefiore they're in like the mirror hall and these mfs kept taking pictures INSIDE when its NOT ALLOWED (…bruh now people know what it looks like inside! what if theres like a flaw thats been caught on camera that'd help future criminal doers do something there!?)

anyway. so i was thinking of confiscating like phones. but so it doesnt get lost, or given to the wrong person.

this random pomefiore student being able to tag people with skin contact (example: passing the phone along, light touch on, say, the hand and the phone, and thus tagging and attaching them together through a line only they can see)

and it'd also help if say that same person did something malicious like 'hey, that's not your phone!' or 'i know that person!'

sorry im just kind of really ticked off at them. and all the other magicam monsters i swear--

im angry ranting now

oKAY for one that guy who was climbing the apple tree. you realize that if you do that people are just gonna want to do that to for the views so they'll climb it evne if they have no experience in it and will probably injure themselves or worse!?

ALSO THE FLOWERS. SCREAMS in heartslabyul OH MY GOD (i think id actually get so frustrated too though like bruh. idfk. WHAT IF THEYRE POISONOUS? i mean they probably wouldnt be out in the open but like. HELLO? YOU DONT KNOW THESE PLANTS. [they're for like potions] WTF ARE YOU DOING. THEY COULD BE HOME TO A VICIOUS SPECIES FOR ALL YOU KNOW YOU IDIOT)

pictures are horrendous. savanaclaw… 1. Why the fuck did someone make up some bs rumor that putting like treasure on your head (its fake tho) would like grant you a wish? WHY? WHAT DO YOU GAIN FROM THAT!?? HELLO???? also oh my god as a person who hates everything about being in pictures (i have to be tricked to get my picture taken ugh) THAT WAS HORRIBLE TO READ. im reading on the wiki by the way because i want the context. also oh my god (im sorry im saying that a lot.) as a person who was absolutely repulsed by touch for awhile (and still kind of squeamish about it but dont have the courage to shove ppl off half the time) i think id die inside. like. okay so they're like touching his ears and his tail (i only remember the ear but i was so pissed off i dont know if i imagined the tail bit or not) and kinda his everything right? WHY? thats. like. such an invasion of privacy. like. HELLO??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING. pleASE stop???? also oh my god WHYH ARE YOU MAKING A MESS OF IT WHAT tHE HECK (they should have like those ropes that signify 'you're not allowed past this part' to make it clear HEY youre not allowed to touch that. but also some people will ignore it and they could get overrun FAST. ughhh)

octavinelle

i wish i could say that people have the courtesy to be careful not to do anything to harm others but i cant really no words. just. oh my god. be CAREFUL WITH WHAT YOU'RE DOING . there are important sUBSTANCES HERE THAT ARE VERY FRAGILE. (they should've been made to pay for it ughhh. teach them.)

scarabia. honestly ive read a fic that went over this before. and honestly its very funny. so like yuu's just going to sam's shop where they are the teachers are nearby (stunned) and jamils just like 'I'LL BURN IT ALL TO THE GROUND' and its HILARIOUS. also bugs. shudder. i dont even know how youd get people to stop wasting the food tho. man. bruh.

(also where are there self preservation skills oh my god)

ignihyde. oh my god THEYVE DONE THE WORST CRIME OF THEM ALL. THE DESTRUCTION OF BOOKS. okay im being overdramatic but WHAT THE FUCK if anyone did that to my books id honestly be so done.

well anything else could be salvaged sort of (with the exception of the destruction of the plants, the destruction of one of the things in the lab, and this) but. this. destruction of property???????? FOR ALL YOU KNOW THAT COULD'VE BEEN SOME SUPER RARE VERY LIMITED BOOK WITH ONLY. LIKE. 10 COPIES MADE. OR LIKE. ITS ENTIRELY HANDWRITTEN BY SOME FAMOUS PERSON WHO DIED A LONG TIME AGO AND THIS IS ALL WE HAVE LEFT AND YOU DESTROY IT!

AGHHH. im so aggravated. (as a person who ADORES books. im so irritated. i mean dont get me wrong they arent that important to me. but the library is my favorite part in a school! i love reading! its practically sacred!) "Jail. Jail for one thousand years! Some of us LIKE being alone, y'know? Please, for the love of everything, just let us live our gremlin lives!" YES. (honestly. out of all the dorms. if not savanaclaw, then id probably be in ignihyde. like yes hide me away forever so i can play games and not have to interact with people)

"Y'know, for Malleus Draconia! The guy so zetta powerful that everybody trembles at his name! Getting a picture of yourself touching him is a legendary feat."

SCREAMS INTO PILLOW

WHY THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE BRNEAKING AND ENTERING WHY OD YOU IGNORE A SIGN

im so rrry im yttypingoifnhgfh there comes a point where im so frustrated i cant typer ight. heavy sigh

WHY WOULD YOU IGNORE A SIGN. THAT CLEARLY GIVES YOU A WARNING?! YOURE LITERALLY BREAKING AND ENTERING. THERE IS A REASON THAT SIGN IS THERE. WHY WOULD YOU JUST SHRUG IT OFF BASED ON APPEARANCES???! HAVE YOU NEVER HEARD OF DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER? I SWEAR. AGHH thats. such. a major. violation. i cant… AGHH

i wonder if a sort of barrier spell to prevent people from moving past (aka into the dorm) would be possible. but that might be a huge drain and whose to say they couldnt idfk take pictures through the windows? ew stalkery behavior, and not any better.

AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE BECAUSE YOU KNOW WAHT THE HEADLINES ARE GONNA SAY?

'NRC student attacks tourist!'. IT WONT EVEN MENTION ANY WRONGDOINGD THE TOURIST HAD DONE AND ITLL SPREAD FROM THERE AND AGHHHHHHH

THE STATUES? WHAT THE FUCK!? that. i. AGH (people are so dumb. why. would you. post a picture OF YOU COMMITTING A CRIME!?)

!!!! POP OFF (edit: this is like heartslabyul going against the magicam monsters. id probably adore octavinelle's if i hadn't already been spoiled about it lol)

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kind of off topic. but yknow what? i kind of feel like im really living up to my riddle pfp lmFAO

(i wrote it all down on discord. i probably could've just started it on a tumblr post instead but it didnt even occur to me)

[bluiex]

Hello hi it me purp. Its like 4 am and im awake mostly cause my cat is screaming to be let out of my room (i cant, theres another cat outside. And these two cats are on heat so wjdjwjdjs)

Anyway!!! I see you took interest of the thing i spoke! Well, i will tell u so dw! Just know, this is a bit long ;7;

Well, my talks with Jade are mostly involving our ocs tbh, tho i will spare that info bc i actually wanna write it and maybe post it one day cause it is pretty good.

Anyway, so rmb when Jade suggested how in father spore au, the ppl who are infected would sing and stuff? Like singing the 'Help me Faith' and all that. So i present this idea.

What if ppl who are infected and part of Hivemind would hear this and sometimes would sing out loud? So imagine the infected ones who were trapped by HEP, all of them in separate containment, then you just hear them all singing together, on beat, as if they are all together.

Then another idea with this is how some ppl who were lightly infected would be able to hear these songs echoing in their minds. It sounds so distant, so haunting, yet it sounds so comforting that you can't help but want to find the source.

And the urge to find the source is part of how the spores lure potential new sporelings deeper towards the source so they can fully be infected.

And when i said ocs were involved in this, well.... My boy got haunted by these songs but he's not scared, he's more curious instead. Only for him to suffer from the curiosity due to how HEP thinks he is infected badly and he's like a new variant of the infection, all bc he doesnt show signs of being infected. Angsty ensues from this lmao

Also there's a part with Jimmy who's been infected will be a badass mf, man's a freakin bodyguard basically for the sporelings and Father/Mother Spore LMAO

Anyway that's all i will share for now, i am shreepy but my cat won't shut up. So! I'll just have to wake up and get shit ready cause its monday wjdjwj

oh god the creepiness imagineing the contained infected in HEP just starting to randomly sing or hum to the tune of the song just my god

and jimmy being a badass bodyguard?! HECK YES DUDE Jimmy would totally be front and center if any of the HEP members try to come an speak to Scar or Grian, just kinda eyeing them and threatening them if they dare try to touch Father or Mother Spore he'd end them-

[hyuckmov]

(2/2)

PLEASE JAEMIN JAEMIN JAEMIN WHAT IS THERE TO NOT LIKE ABOUT HIM IS HE EVEN REAL and i can't help but think that jeno is the LEAN muscular type and then there's jaemin who's the JUICY MEATY muscular type LIKE LET ME BITE INTO THAT YUMMY ARMS AND BE HELD AND SQUEEZED BY IT AND HECK MAYBE EVEN BE SUFFOCATED BY IT

YEY CONGRATULATIONS ON FINISHING UR INTERNSHIP!! SO PROUD OF UU UR HARDWORK DEFINITELY PAID OFF!! and i'm quite nosy as heck so oooohhhh 👀 ur tmi reminded me of if i believe you 👀 (must be me having withdrawals i miss ur characters i'm quite attached to them i'm just gonna reread it after this hehe) BUT I CAN PRETTY MUCH RELATE AND UNDERSTAND there was one time i almost had a serious crush (thank god it didn't got deeper lmfao) since my friend got a new crush on someone too 😭😭 i was like u know what... it's been going almost 6 years since i had a serious crush on a real reachable person so me too i want to try and have those giddy gushing crush experiences once again 💀 so yeah it's pretty much on the loneliness in my case... didn't pursue that almost crush lol although i still find him cute sometimes but it's all surface level

i honestly wish i know what my alcohol tolerance is >< i've always drink drinks that has little percentage of alcohol in them like flavored beers or stuff like smirnoff mule or cocktails, guess it's either i just don't like the bitter taste of alcohol or i'm still not used to it AND IF I EVER DO I BET I'M GONNA HAVE A LOT OF CHASERS CUZ I HAVE A TASTE PALATE OF A CHILD

anyway ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK on ur interviews and ur future endeavors may it be here in tumblr or irl!!! HAVE FUN AND ALWAYS STAY SAFE LOVE YOUUUU 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

- 💛

my jaemin feelings r really getting worse and worse he's just so lovely i associate him w so many scenes and scenarios LOL I SWEAR i will get better at writing him and then i can actually share my brainrot w y'all in an articulate way

firstly withdrawals omg ur so kind 😭😭😭🫶🏻 thank u for liking my characters so much... also yep definitely if i believe u's premise is very based off my own feelings. liking someone irl/a reachable person has so many strings attached and implications and complications it is not for the faint hearted but i really do miss it just a little bit...

omg ur rlly different from me... for me i drink to like taste the alcohol and i don't rlly like to mix it or get flavored stuff bc to me why am i paying for something i dont wna taste... when i meet new people im gna lie to them and say i cant drink tho so i dont face social pressure to do... in the wise words of na jaemin: "you're forbidden from saying that you have a strong tolerance getting excited and saying ohahahahahaha i drink soju out of the bottle"

THANK YOU for chatting w me i hope u stay safe too and u have the best of time during the holidayyyys (if ur still on holiday?) LOVE YOU

[gennabi]

ZUL MY PRECIOUS QUEEN,

How are you?????

What's on your mind????

When's the last time you had soup????

JUST TELL ME ANYTHING!!!

I MISSED YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH AHHHH 😩💕💖💖💖💕😶

It's been a while...

I'm so sorry boo :((((((

Life kinda took over? I'm here now tho :))))))) (I never stopped thinking about you dw! :3)

Oh, Zul. July. Angel. Baby. Sunshine. Tumblr user Gennabi. MBA ♡'s future wife - You're not getting rid of me that easily.

Capiche?

- MBA ♡

ANON MY WORLD,

im doing pretty great !! starting to pick myself up bit by bit after a very bad burnout (some people even mentioned about how other courses' finals assignments pales in comparison to our course's first sem assignments so aha </3)

so yes. assignments are on my mind. (writing this in between my assignments woo) BUT!! I BOUGHT MYSELF A MITSUYA MUG EHEHEHE AND A POCHITA + CATORU COASTER SO IM SO EXCITED FOR IT TO COME AAAAAA OH OH AND IM GOING TO TWO CUPSLEEVES EVENTS THIS WEEKEND SO HEEHE <33

im not sure if thats literal or metaphorical lolz but i cant remember whens the last time,,, soup is great !! but its not smtg i usually crave so .... :>

hmmm.... i feel like theres so many thgs to tell and also not at the same time since all i do now is study and take some silly trips to places.. well, for starters, i watch bluey now and so i've become an educated and a much more superior person than anyone else . /lh (bless my fren for recommending it to me.) aaaand i also now possess two tarot decks and two oracle decks so wooo yayy good for me. um what else.. ah! cigarettes after sex is going to have a tour in my country so im itching to go and plus its in my birth month so HHHHJUUAAAAAAA

YES !! I MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH TOOOOOO AAAAAAAA HOW DID I FUNCTION WITHOUT YOU RIP

it has been.... indeed...

:(

missed you a heck ton but don't be sorry , take your time , life is rather demanding sometimes ;( hope it gets easier for you with time and i'm always here for you alright :(( <3

i'm......... i'm speechless. but in a good way. but aha, yes. yes. i get that. twirling my hair and kicking my feet, im your future wife now? reeeeee

p/s; theres lack of emojis as im using my pc, if uh that even matters

[lqfiles]

everyone need a karina in their life fr 😓 AND YANGYANG LIVE REPORTING JAEM AND RENJUN IM CRYING??? imagining he followed them around for a while too..

I WAS ALSO RHINKING HOW WE HAD THREE CONVOS GOING IN ONE MESSAGE LMFAAOOO but the school thing like yeah im actively in college but just part time like i really do not gaf 😹😹😹 im taking two first year level classes rn and i know im ab to fail this trig exam in a few weeks and my english class gmfu bc this hag was backhandedly accusing me of using chatgpt bc my essays were “too polished” and “too good to be true” but she praising a boy in the class for writing at the same level as me GIRL FUCK YOU MY VOCABULARY IS FROM WRITING AND READING FANFICTION i am not haechoxo for nothing 😒 anyway i deadass am taking this college shit so lightly rn i have no classes that has to do anything with psychology which is my entire major. next semester i signed up for only two classes again (YOGA AND A SPIN CLASS LMAO) so i can be free most of the week to either get a stupid job OR…. get my drivers license…. 20 yrs old and i cant drive…

hows ur week been bbg 😼 any new ARAB BABES 🙏🙏

—🪼

yangyang would be so bored and do it just for the heck of it hsjdjdjd that one jobless friend… and yasss ynrina saved and doing well we are #Happy but this also means we’re lowk nearing the end of ptp like DAMN WOAH… just that last bit of angst and all, i genuinely think this might be done in like 10 chapters or smth wowie

GIRL DONT RHINK LIKE RHAT you should be having positive thoughts with positive manifestations like YES i will pass YES i am doing well in school!! and HELPP???? LOWKEY THATS BOTH A COMPLIMENT AND AN INSULT OMG they said that your work is TOO well written which slayyyy but they also said it’s too good to be yours so indirectly calling you a bad writer this is wild 😭 they’re not familiar with haechoxo peakery 🤦🏽‍♀️ and GIRL WDYM YOGA AND SPIN CLASSES WHAT KIND OF COLLEGE ARE YOU GOING TO IM CRYINGGG like why are they lowk chill AF over there omg… should i come over and see this for myself like i’m so intrigued rn and pls ive been wanting to get my drivers license too but i’m soooo lazy even tho my dad is encouraging me to learn it </3 if you do it maybe i will get motivated and do it too

my week was boring honestly, i had no college on Tuesday and friday so i only had 2 and a half days of school and i really did nothing i fear 😭 i didn’t even go and see my arab babe because i didn’t wanna be a beg and make it seem like i WANNA talk to him yk #NonchalantAntics but nothing rlly happened i’m just living life 😂✌🏽 let’s just keep living and love life idk ❤️

[justalilpearlie]

Ngl might start being more open abt me alterhumanity here. Like IRLs and fictionkins and whatnot.

I mean its not like I precisely hide it or anything either tbh, but I dont talk abt it as much

Then again I have @pretty-house-pretty-garden where I should rlly work on my intro and start posting more. Since I legit made it *for* that

But like yeah idk

Cus i wanna post some writings ive done based on my memories cus idk they're stuff im proud of. shrugs

but like idk i dont wanna main tag it or stuff cus ik them outsiders cc's be usin tumblr n dont wanna see that. But then again if i just make it very clear im not fan posting but rather mem posting. They cant get mad at me... and if they do thats their problem but i still can try and do my best to make sure we chill

Cus personally im very chill w krowfang and id like to mantain that odd parasocial friendship and not make it uncomfortable.

Then again i do disagree w some stuff it says abt tumblr cus like. Hey. when ppl post abt cocoa duo tahts c!krow and c!magic not cc!krow and cc!magic so like bro leave ur own issues w her out of this. Its like bringing the children into the problem. Dont bring us into yalls friendship divorce

And i aint even like a fan of hers btw she's just my cc and i jokingly call her my "mother" slash "creator" cus im an IRL of c!magic. But like pls cc!magic wasnt actually like publicly problematic or shitty, from what ive heard she was just like. Difficult to work with?? Immature maybe? Lack of compromise?? Whats that have to do w ppl posting abt yalls characters who had an interesting story and relationship together. I just dont get it man.

Again aint gonna tag this cus im just ramblin but man it seriously bothers me (as in the situation). Like at times i hear it complain abt that stuff on stream and it makes me feel a bit like shit?? Then im like wtf why should i feel like shit for existing man, i didnt even choose to be this splitdye haired gal, what the flip. But then again still I dont rlly feel like watching it or hearing it yap for at least a day or two.

"That sounds like a you problem" and it is! But this is also a me account. and its complains are it problems, not community problems, but it is its community so its entitled to complain abt this stuff there too. I just find it kinda shitty cus like. "I get it" ok so stop shamin ur fanbase man... like im just sayin, it be complaining abt its tumblr fanbase like the tumblr ppl aint gonna be in the twitch chat too... im just- idk man

Seems a bit shitty

Eh whatever, at the end of the day its still krow krowfang and im its strongest soldier. And it created one of my biggest hyperfixations, might be a sp/in atp, idk man like its not always super intense but my interest in that thing never dies, like i NEED it to fuel my veins... gzhhshxhdhgwhdh. Like its bigger than a normal interest, but also not as intense as a hypefix atm. Maybe its a hyperfix that comes and goes, maybe it can stay in the normal interest zone for a while, heck yeah i win!

One less thing to be insane abt. Until it mentions it again.

God actually i think its gonna be doing the ao3 fanfic reading today, idk how much i wanna see that idk

Tho it did say it was gonna pick out the better ones. But im scared of another fandom rant. Then again some ppl do deserve to be told off a lil bit, like if theyre straight up writing horrendous shit. But the hate on harmless fan writing abt popular duos? Thats just. Idk man. that i cant get behind.

Uhhhh whatever this is way too long already

Buh bye lovelies

[sirensea14]

This practice is getting too much. Going to church with little to no money left to eat. Hell no, that is not religion. That is not faith. Im not sure if Capitalism is the right term for this. I can also recall the fact that in our last church mass (which was week/s ago,cant remember) in the last part of the mass, well, i got a weird face for the church promoting to donate money for a building and smth whatever. I dunno why i made that look, but all i remember is i felt damn uncomfortable with that-like something's off. But my instincts could be wrong like it always do tho!

Good thing my family prioritizes food over this. We're religious but we know our priorities.

But whats worse is that sometimes the church goers are bad behind closed doors. You never know but ive heard that a lot.

But yea maybe this is also linked to our history. Churches back then in the Spanish colonization were abusive and terrible af. It's pure horror in society.

But then we dont do anything for it. Why? Our ficking government is corrupt, our system--education, work, justice and politics and shit--are all corrupt. Even if i dont watch the news often, i know whats going on.

I dont care whether youre against me or my views or not but im an extreme government hater. I'm unreasonable and naive and just a 15 years old? Well i can research the fuck out of what our gov't has done to us. I can write a whatever-number essay telling my loathe against our fucking government.

I disagree with her saying "God makes the filipinos poor" i believe He is not the reason but rather, our government itself. The church is simply a place of worship, but in reality, we can worship wherever we like, kneeling on our bedrooms, praying in the bathroom, in the dining table, and heck even in transpo. We can pray not only in church but also in our houses. Also, one's devotion in a church wont mean anything if he/she just do bad deeds outside of church. It's meaningless. And this is the problem with Filipinos going to church.

Pardon the rant