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arcadiiian · 6 months ago

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i was wondering what the show was going to do with the whole "botticelli angel" thing and i actually could not be a bigger fan of how it was done . genuinely the whitewashed unrecognizable painting did something to me "no one has painted me in 400 years" was that even you!! or was that just all they saw you as!!! someone to project images of western beauty and desire on until the illusion could no longer hold up!!!!!!!

#i cant find the words for it but oh my god #seven.txt #iwtv s2 spoilers #marius de romanus when i get my hands on you

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reluctanttrabbit · 4 months ago

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ok so whatevers in the box is just some abandoned story idea/plotline. ok. ok. ok. ok. yea. sure. ok scott. ok

#vanny shenanigans #i cant put it into words right now but oh my god #cant you just like..... find another use for it #make it another thing idk idk

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sophistired18 · 2 months ago

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No one talk to me. I fell in love.

#kuroyaku #kryk #kryk fics #haikyuu #Im disappointed it took me this long to find this gem and give it a try #I was not disappointed however in any moment in reading this #i don't know how but this fic managed to break my heart and then make it whole again only to fill it up so much it breaks all over again #this is art #I've never read such perfect characterization of every single character in a fic that I was unable to put in words myself. bc somehow it fit #it fit so well. unbelievably well that I might just always see these characters in this way forever #it surprised me how much I enjoyed a fic with barely any yaku in it yet be entirely all about yaku at the same time #and oh god. Oh my GOD. KUROO. this kuroo. chef's kiss. i cant fully put into words how much I've fallen in love with his characterization #as well as his character exploration. just so much depth there. this fic made him so human? and it was so tasteful and well crafted I cried #i started for kryk endgame and finished with that but also had the beautiful taste of everything else I appreciated with other Kuroo ships #but like also why in the same perspective of Kuroo in this fic why they didn't work. it was such a mind opening realization #im rambling in the tags now but god I just fell in love with this writing. i fell in love with kryk all over again #sorry this is just an overwhelming outpour of the complex emotional heartwrenching rollercoaster this fic took me on #and i blindly stepped on the ride with no clue where it was taking me. But omg when it started i was sat.#so anyways read this. its a masterpiece.

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ratzhatz14 · 1 month ago

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Hii!! Thanks for the reblog!!

I’m a huge fan of your sprouts world au!! Very fun angst >:D

Anyway your one of my fav blogs and that reblog made my morning, thank you!

I was gonna make a reference to that one meme which is like "You want colors? We got colors" but with angst instead

Until I read the last part

That made me just

all nice and round and whimsical

#BUABUABUABUABUABUAAAAAA #← the happy noises a rat .akes #makes*#SHIT #i hate typing #I WANNA SPEAK SO MUCH BUT VOICE TO TEXT HAS A 120% CHANCE TO FUCK UP A SILLY WORD #SO IM FORCED TO TYPE #but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #explodes #it feels so weird yet flustering to know that i could be someones favorite blog #ANYWAAAYYSSSSSSSS imma go reblog ALL ur posts or go find posts with an underwhelming amount of attention. and make them #✨shine bright like a diamond✨#oh GOD that meme is so overused i feel cringe using it hrhhrhrhrhr #Tag yapper #live laugh love yapping in tags #+i like ur art #very silly art #(I DONT REMBER WHERE I GOT THE MOUSE FROM BUT I LOVE IT AND ITS IN MY FAVORITES HELP)#++I dont have many ideas for SW... BUT I DID HAVE THE IDEA TO MAKE SHORT COMICS FOR EACH TOON IN THE AU #from Dandy (1st death oooh) to whoever will be last.... PLUS that means lore mode!!1!1!!#I watched too much game theory when i was smaller if you couldnt tell #eueueueueueue normalize making random high pitched noises wawa buabuabuaaaaaa #← needs to be put in an asylum /hj.... or am i?#CHARLIE STFU YOU CANT JUST STEAL VSAUCES PERSONALITY AFTER WATCHING 2 SHORTS ON YOUR FYP FROM HIM.#sorrgy charliee...... 💔#guys charlie is so meaaaan can we ban charlie #I MEAN NO SHIT SHERLOCK. YOURE THE SCHOOL BULLY. WATCHU EXPECT????#oh yeah i forgot abt dat #YEAH. YOU FUCKHEAD. SHRIMPFACE. GO CRY IN THE CORNER YOU SHRIMP KIN.#wwwwwwWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH CRIES IN CORNER . ...im insane. i need help. genuinely.

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 months ago

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"my education is my highest priority" everything returns to vocaloid

#delete later #shitpost #vocaloid #?? idk i might keep it up. yes ik turning off rbs is a thing now technically but i always keep forgetting and also naaaah.#i might go edit proper tags in later just bc i dont this to show up in main pages but i needdddddd the organization on here #i made this a while back procrastinating on a linguistics reading and then never posted it #AND THE CIRCLE IS COMPLETE BC IM POSTING IT NOW WHILE PROCRASTINATING ON ANOTHER LINGUISTICS READING LMAOO #dudeee i gotta lock in. oh my god. its so bad up in here triple assault. i cant focus on SHIT. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY AHGHH #this might be revealing a bit too much info but pls this is legit what happened LMAOO 😭🥴#we're starting ipa alphabet stuff now and im like 'hey i already know you...' from phoneme fuckery ive had to do for voca shitposts #knowing linguistics is cool cause u get to dissect what makes languages work and i thought that'd be genuinely helpful for things #like i plan to do more english/spanish translation work specifically so yuh. but also I KNOW internally in my heart...#despite trying to give the professional justifications I KNOW my stupid ass is secretly just absorbing all this knowledge for voca purposes #my brand of shitposting goes against the very origin of the word since 'shitposting' originally refers to very low effort low quality memes #so there's been a semantic shift in definition even outside of mine but i still think its really funny. i put a lot of genuine hard work #into making stupid little jokes to amuse primarily myself and maybe anyone else who finds it on the internet. so yea #no but genuinely though its unironically incredible how much shit i've learned direct or indirectly for vocaloid shitposting purposes

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tojigasm · 7 months ago

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Thinking very deeply and intellectually about a Homelander edit I saw an entire year ago. Deep blue tones and prime filters paired with the sad, pathetic, longing Homelander faces to the tune of Sad Girl by Lana Del Rey. Deserves to be put on display in the Louvre.

#it rots in my mind like Homelanders past and his future. its so inescapable and god loves him but not enough to save him and hes so–#he's so poisoned and so sick and so rotted inside and out but he cant fix himself and hes puking out the words and trying to save himself #and god hes tried but he thinks its time to put up that fight #and in the end he knew nobody was coming to save him so he just prayed #oh my god i hate him #he was just a little boy who needed his daddy real bad #the boys writers... i will find you and trust. you will be dealt with #the boys #the boys tv #the boys homelander #homelander #Charlotte's thoughts ☁️

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bedforddanes75 · 5 months ago

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my issue with terminology discourse isnt that i think everyone's stupid and sensitive it's that literally nobody explains the meanings of things and then get pissy when people dont know what things mean

#like oh my GOD how do you expect people to know certain words arent For Them if you just. DONT TELL ANYONE #like i understand researching for yourself but ??!?!??! if you don't think its wrong in the first place why would you research it!??!?!??#like ok ive just seen a vid of this woman saying “thibgs im tired of hearing straight people say as a lesbian” and it was all yeah whatever #but the COMMENTS #someone asked why they cant be a bi fem if fem just means feminine and people were getting so mad being like #no you CAN. be a bi fem. you just cant be a bi FEMME.#like queen if they dont know why they can be a bi fem i dont think theyre gonna know what a femme is!!!!!!!!#dear god its annoying #like i get the issue with people misusing terms specifically for lesbians or queer people but oh my god #like genuinely just are you thick #if you dont Tell people what a pillow princess is how do you expect them to know they cant use that word to describe themselves??????#AND NONE OF THEM EVER EXPLAIN IT.#EVER.#oh my god i hate tiktok so much #i dont even know why i use it #blah blah!#not 75 stuff #to elaborate about getting pisst #i mean that they all expect everyone to google things but 1 google sucks atm and 2 how are you meant to find out whats legitimate informatio #and what's just completely fake unless you Tell Them #like. if you want people to stop misusing terms then you have to explain WHY #and DONT get fucking annoying about it being all like “lmao yeah i knew you wouldnt get it” because then theyre going to do it out of SPITE #like it's ridiculous genuinely

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nomairuins · 5 days ago

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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms

#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww #i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces #but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this #video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one #supposes the point of all of this but idk #its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no #anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when #the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein #like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale #i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to #me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to #refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i #was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing #game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking #regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have #shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i #come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking #to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond #which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the #i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed #with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this #and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have #like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i #dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti #off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh

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bitegore · 11 months ago

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god i really forgot that every business management professor specifically is the most unpleasant human being alive for no good reason. i have two business classes with like econ and accounting professors respectively and those look fine and then oh my god if i have to go back to this class with this professor i think i might actually kill myself

#red rambles #she's not. *mean*. she is. um. fucking. i think condescendiing is the word #she made us do a kahoot in class on questions we didn't know explicitly because she knew we didn't know them. i hate kahoots #she went through the syllabus like we were children which. fine whatever every professor does that it's why i hate the first class #but she also kept going off topic to give us life advice. never give me life advice ill fucking kill you #im really not sure what else was my fucking problem but i genuinely felt like i was being psychologically tortured #also i have done one of the several assignments for the class already and they're babyshit but its going to be one of my most #busywork heavy classes and she wants us doing discussion questions every fucking week #and i have to download yet another fucking app for her class #and i need it for my degree plan but oh my GOD. i need to get the fuck out of it #im gonna try and find a different session of the class taught by a different professor and switch in #do you know how much i have to hate a class if im willing to eat two entire finished homework assignments to get out of it #eta. i take it with this professor or i take it with a different professor i know and already know i cant stand #who is also going to work us like dogs unlike this prof who is going to apparently treat us like we are 14 years old #i guess its not college if i'm not being forced to experience psychological torment for an hour and a half every couple days lol #ill just have to like eat something before that class and do my best to fortify myself before i go in and turn evil

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camzverse · 5 months ago

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the titans curse season of the pjo show is going to devastate me holy shit

#the second i hear “if anything happens give that to nico. tell him im sorry.” ??? YOU WILL NEVER HEAR FROM ME AGAIN #i got to that chapter last night and i will never ever recover actually. Oh my gods #bianca is so fucking tragic what the hell #bro she lived her whole life held down by her responsibilities as an older sister and even after joining the hunters to-as she said-find ou #what its like to be more than just an older sister – she ends up dying. all because of the figure she tried to steal for nico #I cant word it properly but. pobrecita omg #cam.txt #pjo

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maximum-father · 1 year ago

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can anyone hear me am I fucking dead I need to get out I need to do something drastic I just need to do anything just fucking anything please for the love of god

#i dont want it to find me again im not scared of it i just dont want to do it again i know i will it just looks so inviting then it isnt and #oh my fucking god i am a useless fucking person i need to go. i need to fucking go.#im heading casualonas to the password protected area and none of you fuckers are getting in i need to be alone i need someone to tell me its #all going to be alright i just need everything to be okay please god why cant sofia come back online i miss my fucking daughter i miss her i #miss him i miss it i just need someone anyone but i cant i cant get the fucking words out of my head holy fuck #its fine. its fine. ill go down to the basement and work on her. keep her maintenanced. its fine.#idle chatting #straightverse

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pinkcadillaccas · 7 months ago

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Anyone else feeling the relentless march of time on this Saturday night