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bl00dinfecti0ns · 7 months ago

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coming out of my cage just to say i got a ticket to see sleep token in amsterdam . ive never left italy EVER and i just got a ticket to see them ALONE in a country I DONT KNOW and im still violently shaking i cant fucking do this IM SO. OH GOD

#literally at the hospital bc i needed to get some tests done and the ecg said i was tachycardic #but anyways #i cant believe this shit bro i canT I FUCKING CANT #sleep token

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mrmeepsmadmind · 1 month ago

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rewatching this over and over again.. mainly bcs tarn makes soundwave into a manlet but also bcs it's hilarious

#thunderhowl at the copilot doing Absoluteky nothing then being surprised when shadowstriker is unfamiliar with the terrain: :D #i get ure a theater kid but CAN U STOP BEING SO CRYPTIC #bumblebee moving to the wall like the only smart person #optimus just wants to find the source #had to include soundwave being the bitchiest person for no reason at the end of course 🩵 mi lady #somebody help tarn bro only has one arm 😭😭#hes not even using it against a wall or anything like hes just trying to keep his balance #everybody panicking while shadowstriker doesnt give a fuck #girlboss shit she does every day and no one cares it pisses me off yall need to appreciate my mean lesbian like yall appreciate her mean gay #bestie #thunderhowl :) bcs he wants soundwave to struggle probably. i mean at the cost of others maybe risking a concussion? sure #theyre both so petty but try to act too cool to be in their own lame ways. im obsessed with them #he was hoping soundwave was gonna land in his lap 💔#somehow from all the way back there LMFAO if his terrains can defy gravity so can his beloved annoyance ok. he believes #im a filthy multishipper so i need tarn and soundwave to have more fic & kiss too bcs it's literally tarn being like I Know What You Are #(a Bttm) to soundwave and soundwave having to screw his lips into a smile & be like teehee of course.. only to be like (u forgot the Brat*)#at the end like. why are they like that. tarn holding him by the waist with 1 arm being like i got u bbgirl meanwhile hes getting #60000 concussions and soundwave is trying So hard not too laugh.. TOO loudly. (tarn thinking hes so anime protag rn)#tf cyberverse #soundwave #tarn #thunderhowl #shadowstriker #bumblebee #optimus prime #maccadam #transformers #I CANT BELIEVE I HAD ENOUGH ROOM FOR THESE TAGS!

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laurents-secret-diary · 11 months ago

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Can we see any of your drawings you may have had for the side characters please??? 👉👈

I only got a couple so far! I think I'm gonna do Nicaise next

#jokaste #aimeric #captive prince #kings rising #caprisun #can you believe damen fumbled a tall evil goddess? i would end myself #OKAY maybe he didnt “fumble” her. maybe it was the evil goddess part that ended it. but. but the loss is there ok. that shit would plague m #she is obviously sporting my headcanony akielon undercut like damen #but can you imagine going from this tall enchanting queen to. to looking down at a weird blue eyed frog with a stick up his ass #bi rights to damen but jesus christ my man #damen literally became the kinda guy that shows you a photo of his aint shit boyfriend on his iphone 5 while you're getting brunch together #and you have to say oh you two look so nice together. even though you cant believe he's letting that dude hit it.#like bro? you ever been to my garden? because i think you're dating one of my fucking gnomes #now onto aimeric.#he is my. he is my little tormented guy. manipulated to hell and back. abandoned. alone yet soulful and full of promise.#he schemes and pretends and KILLS A BUNCHA PEOPLE......#FUCKS UP JORD FOR LIFEEEEEEEEEE #AND THEN OLLIE OUTS OF EVERYONES LIVES DUE TO IMMEASURABLE GUILT #AND MAKES SURE TO DELIVER THE FINAL KAMEHAMEHA TO JORD WITH THAT LITTLE MESSAGE????#who does it like him #iconic. show stopping. mesmerising. he is the moment

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dailykugisaki · 1 month ago

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Day 335 | id in alt

Being desperate to end the fight might make you even worse off in the long run, Shoko.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #shoko ieri #ieri shoko #utahime iori #Kugisaki opening her eye not even fully like all the way knowing her shit yet and immediately getting shot with 1 Ml of Adrenaline #Shoko actually regretting her actions for once #Kugisaki probably going through the most insane shit right now she probably cant feel any of her limbs at the moment #dont shoot adrenaline into a fresh out the coma child Shoko #The funniest part is. Shoko didn't train to actually do this medical shit she foes autopsy's bro she dosent know how much the body can #the body can take #Shoko does not know she probably gave Kugisaki more brain damage #Shes just sitting there with a fucked up girl using her technique #Because they BOTH dont know whats going on #utahime is tweaking the fuck out but shes gonna be okay(she'll be thinking about it for years)#Kugisaki was in a state of genuine disability where she had to be cared for by others that didn't know what they were doing #Shoko STILL dosent know. Its not her fault shes used to dealing with corpses #shoko becoming a presudo caretaker of Kugisaki because she feels guilty about this massive fuck up #Shoko probably thought she was just like the higher ups in that moment and had to stare at a wall #Kugisaki wigging out and shes half fucked in a state of limbo because DAMN that idle transfiguration made her believe she DIED #Anything to win the fight against the king of curses y'know #Nobody really knows about what happened except Shoko. Utahime and Kugisaki herself so. And you know theyre not gonna say anything #youd have better chances talking to a rock #why did i make this? my brain spiraled

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ableedingpromise · 4 months ago

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God I'm so fucking annoyed how come she gets to treat me however she likes and then gets to say she didn't mean it?????

#have u considered not constantly comparing me to ur abusive husband who hit u??????#since i was like 8 its really fucking weird #like who in their right mind tells their child theyre naturally destructive just like their father and then says ohhhhh but i didnt mean it #are u fucking insane #doesnt help that i look like him too everyone tells me that #and now she acts like me raising my voice once means she needs to walk on eggshells around me wtf #what about how u treated me from ages 13-16 #freak #i cant believe this shes treating me like im some scary stranger as if shes not the one with full financial control and that im this horribl #person go kill yourself omgjdjsjsjwjwwhwhhw #fuck u #last year was the worst year of my life and that was wholy bc of u you showed me what place i really have in this family and that it was not #hing. how is sveryrone so ready to throw me away??#yet everyone else gets to say shes sooo proetctive and loving fuck off you wouldnt even tell them youre treating me badly diedie diediediedi #i want to cut so bad bro #but i promised myself i wont so #i mean i dont even have any way of gettibg blades so whatver #just remembered her reaction to me cutting #nothing. yeah absolutely no reaction. i thought the worat thing that could happen was her gettjbg mad at me again but no #i realised there was somwthing worse. she just straight up doesnt care #useless mother #im fine w u treating me like shit ive accepeted it that i have no place in anyone's life unlesss i hive into this but at least #at least stop trying to confront me like this #just let me rot in peace #i really dont want to do this anymore #any time now she'll ask me if i was pretending to cry so i wpuldnt have to go out w her now #as if that isnt insulting #and then she'll say i wasnt trying to be rude!!! as if she hasnt always treated me like none of my feelings r real. i only ever overeact. ok

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cowboy-robooty · 1 year ago

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no guys you dont get it itager isnt sweet and tender in the domestic gay lovey dovey way theyre sweet and tender in the BRO way

#im a crazy bitch okay i will be like yes theyre lovey to eachother yes thats true #yes i only get gay and shit for itager bc theyre true love and then see something sappy and gay of them and go THAT AINT RIGHT #im a freak okay im such an asshole about itager bc i think theyre lovey to eachother in a very specific way and all other ways are cringe #me when the only itager i consume is the official goddamn hetalia manga #and them doujins made by corolla that mf was the only person ever who understood them (even if they were misguided and believed in gerita)#i like to think in my heart of hearts corolla knew the truth it was just the wrong time.#like how i know bill and ted wouldve loved touhou koishi song its just they were born in the wrong era #but yeah like germany and italy are gay in that BRO way like. its hard to describe but its not gay its more like.... friendship adjacent #like when you deeply care about your bro and act gay with them in that way they arent about that silently looks at the moonlight shit #they look at the moonlight and italy goes 'germany is right now a good time to tell you i fucked your car again' and germany goes 'What.'#ITS A BETTER AND MORE AWEZOME FORM OF LOVE IN MY HUMBLEST OF OPINIONS.... I PERSONALLY PREFER IT #its domestic in the way of having your average daily life of dicking around with your bros and throwing grenades in cars n shit #instead of domestic settling down and being all serious and sappy all the time #its lovey dovey in the way of being like AHAHA IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN!!! yeah bro... i really like you too *hug* im glad youre in my life #i just think thats so much more swag because settling down just does not sit right for me #i think settling down sucks tf you mean theres no more adventures and always sunny shit?#i think fruk can get into that settling down domestic shit but im a firm believer itager cant #because their entire dynamic hinges upon italy coming in and making germanys boring ass lonely life fun by ruining it everyday #its not itager if they arent grabbing eachothers balls and acting like bros #ive said this to wiener but its the itager itapan juxisposition #itapan (japans onesided crush ofc) is great because they act gay but are just bros #and itager is great because they act like bros but are gay #idk its hard to explain the nuances of it all but just trust me when i say canon content and corollas sfw doujins are the only true itager #content #robooty asshole moment sorry guys somethings wrong with me #robooty kun

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated

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ghastigiggles · 1 year ago

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coughs. sniffles.

so like. arlefuri is good and all. i get the appeal. also being lesbian zhongchi is a perk. everyone loves some toxic yuri.

neuvifuri is pretty good too. i can see it. i get it. they vibe. its cute.

but.

places navia and furina next to each other in front of you.

please consider the them;

- previous courtroom rivals with a lot of dramatic tension

- shared and similar experiences re loss and helplessness, even if their methods for managing that were different

- an established friendship forming post-archon quest, surrounding their similar tastes and hobbies

#jibber jabber #look i j. i just.#navifuri in love forever and always #theyre at least besties and i can settle with that #ngl though. as much as i fucked with arlefuri at first. after playing the story i dont see it as much?#furina is genuinely scared of arlecchino. the feint attack really rattled her #and im not saying that relationship cant change but i feel like furina will always be a little scared of her #as far as neuvillette i see them more as like... tired big bro & spoiled lil sister #ultimately caring for each other but also pissing each other off for kicks (mostly furina doing this #as if neuvillette actually cares a shit)#now im not saying furina and navia are perfect either. i believe navia has some level of bitterness towards furi tbh #but the more they bond the more this bitterness starts to fade #anyway im rambling sorry #navifuri agenda #not tickles

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projectdivaar · 4 months ago

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SEASON 4 FINALE.........I felt genuinely ill the whole time like my stomach was twisting I was gonna throw up oh my god what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#SAM MY BOY #SAMUEL MY BELOVED IM SO SORRY #THE FUCKING CON ........ THE WHOLE TIME!?!?!?! THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME!?!??!?!#u js have 2 respect her @ this point 4 that bc holy shit #2 season spanning game she was in 4 the LONG HAUL #cas defying fuckers 4 the gayass 1 million complex brothers 🎉#sam made me want 2 throw up so much #he js wanted 2 save ppl .... he didnt kno!!!! HE DIDNT KNO!!!!!!!!!!! (said thru tears)#THE FUCKING DEMOM EYES...ON HIM......IT MADE ME ILL #srry!!!!!!! sam thoughts im rlly biased #OUGH he PRAYED he had FAITH and he was MANIPULATED and TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF and REFUSED 2 SEE IT bc he WANTED 2 BELIEVE #that he culd do GOOD despite tbe fact he KNEWWW he had DEMOM BLOOD in himmmmmmm!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHH #im having so many thoughts. abt him. but i dont thibk im articulating them v well @ all.. oh well! do u understand what i mean #anyways unreleated i thibk sam an cas shuld fuck nasty #im making galaxy brain parallels between them i js cant explain them v well. but i think gay sex wuld help (it wuldnt)#uhmmmm what else #chucks goofy i hope nthn bad happens 2 him (smth bad always happens)#MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! can these stupid ass brothers catch a BREAK!!!!!!! for ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!!#can s5 b normal (s5 won't b normal)#why the hell did i start watching spn. worst mistake of my life #ive been reminded i CAN infact get emotionally attached 2 fictional characters. thanks spn. ive got sam rotating in my mind now #i want dean 2 punch fuck outta him and then i want them 2 make up and they shuld fly 2 sum place else and have a normal life #im so DONE w this show!!!!! (im starting s5 next wk)#why the hell os this show making me feel shit bro this wasnt supposed 2 happen :(#sigh.....................oh well #spn #rivers rambles <3

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xxxemilyg1996 · 7 months ago

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Uh oh, what I thought was the beginnings of another manic episode might actually be the beginnings of a major depressive episode

#tw mania #tw depression #tw bipolar #i cant sleep and I've been really spiraling and dealing with huge amounts of paranoia and also religious guilt #i dont even fucking believe in god anymore and the stupid fucker is in my fu king head #and im so angry at all Christians for this so if you worship that piece of shit just know youre on thin fucking ice bro #i know its not logical but im literally in crisis so fuck you idc #fuck god and fuck my stupid dead dad for being dead and fuck his sister for being a stupid fucking Christian #also fuck my dad because hes the one who made me mentally ill. like. genetically and through years of trauma #im so mad and hurt and i just can't deal with fucking theology right now. if my brain could go back to auditory hallucinations instead thatd #be swell.

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cinnabeat · 1 year ago

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im still mad about the kairi thing btw like so/kai is good dont get me wrong but i wouldnt be mad about like literally ANY of it if kairi had literally any development herself or any kind of friendship with sora like girl has been absent character development wise since fucking kh2 and youre gonna look me in the eye and tell me kairi is still soras most important person?? with what evidence bitch

#cant even say its just normal misogyny and bad character writing for girls bc aqua namine and xion are RIGHT THERE #everyone else has SUCH good character writing and development and interactions between each other like the relationships are THERE #but sora and kairi barely get ANYTHING and when they do its the same shallow ill protect you :) i want to be by your side :)#telling not showing you know #make it fucking believeable at least #not even from a sor/iku point of view i could care less i want kairi to have like an actual personality #girl hasnt talked to sora ALL GAME #actually she hasnt talked to sora since?? MAYBE recoded?????????#if not since kh2 #and that says a lot!!!!#like really they couldnt find ANY way to bring her more into the story??#and like sure! maybe that just isnt kairis character! as maby people have said kairi isnt the kind of person who WANTS to fight #not like sora or riku. shes fighting bc she wants to protect her friends and ultimatrly bc she has to. not bc she particularly wants to #and it shows! and maybe shes always stuck in the past and doesnt like change #but bro you gotta be insane levels into it to catch that shit. its background shit its barely addressed unlike literally every aspect of eve #every ither character #MY GUY DEMYX HAS MORE CHARACTER THAN KAIRI #i want to like kairi so bad and i DO but like the potential she has?? as she is its like. she barely exists except as a plot device #im not saying i hate her im like neutral. i just hate how she was SHOVED into every aspect of the endgame as if it made any sense #maybe it gets explained in future games idk maybe she'll have a bigger role (DOUBT) but again as it stands #shes just a plot device #and i HATE that for her she deserves so much better man #michi tag #society if kairi had a character beyond plot device #let kairi DO something for once god fucking damn #gonna kill nomura with my bare fucking hands

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lecliss · 8 months ago

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Okay three episodes in and if the first episode didn't exist I would honestly have nothing to complain about. This show is awesome and hilarious and baffling but it still kinda feels fucked when I remember the first episode and it's like, oh wait right he's a total scumbag. How scummy he is is extremely downplayed after that to the point its pretty much an afterthought and easily forgettable, but man that first episode. And it being 48 minutes long, like, was that a pilot episode??? Cuz that shit was extreme and now the issues with him are like, practically nonexistent. And I feel like you don't even need the first episode either. Just cram the scenes where he mentions his backstory in the second episode and everything would flow just fine.

#likem eikichi is one of those dudes where HE can be a gross scumbag. but the second he sees someone else being a gross scumbag #hes beating the shit out of them. which is fine on paper. but again its just how extreme he was in the first episode that it doesnt work #cuz now its like. BRO YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE!!!! and yes it is massively toned down after ep 1 so again if ep 1 didnt exist itd be fine #but i cant just forget about that!!! i want to believe we can pretend it never happened but i witnessed it bro! i witnessed it!#anyway hes about to get accused of homosexuality in ep 4 so i need to keep watching #personal

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dogshit-enchantment · 11 months ago

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Anyone else think it's wild we're getting to the point where people can just be openly prejudice but as long as it's "punching up" or the prejudice is towards "cringey people" it's okay? Like idk if it's just that I keep happening onto people/posts that express their dislike for cis/male/hetero/white people in where in it is genuine prejudice but it's so fucking gross. There are so many overlaps from so many communities in where disparaging someone for not being marginalized enough is just. What are we doing? Y'know?

Each of those groups of majorities have valid criticism about them, and I get the kneejerk reactionary feeling of "this xyz-majority did something very bad to me therefore all of them bad" but you have to fight that feeling. That's how you become closed minded.

#the tipping point for me was someone referring to james somerton in a way of 'i cant believe i trusted a cis white man'#as if him being cis white or a man had anything to do with him being a manipulative pos grifter #also the shit w nickisnotgreen where he fucking bullied some couple and was like 'i can just tell how people are' thats just prejudice bro #im so annoyed #rambling

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funkily · 2 years ago

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points speechlessly and afraid at mythicalsausage . gestures wildly

#WHATS HE DOING .. HEY SAUSAGE .... HEY BUDDY .......#HOLDS HIM TO MY CHEST . ILL KEEP HIM SAFE .#I CANT BELIEVE IM LEARNING HES DOING SHIT BECAUSE HE KEPT FUCKING CRASHING IN JOES VIDEO . BRO #UGHHHHHHHHHHH #babbleeng #empires smp #hermitcraft #mythicalsausage

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starlooove · 1 year ago

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All y’all fixing ur mouths to talk shit about Tanya’s new design will be seeing me in hell btw